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I'm not the kind of girl.

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Every girl wants you to be her man.

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Have a great audition.

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Good luck.

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Play. I'm not the kind of girl who gives
up young.

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Have you got it?

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Yeah. Open the page.

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A, 20.

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Find the paper.

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What do I do now?

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How are you?

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Page 20.

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You can't miss it.

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I'm okay.

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Well, then I can deal with probably one
less, maybe two less hours of Katie's

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time. A week? A week, that's all.

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Not a day.

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So she can take longer lunches.

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No, I mean, I wish I could say more. No,
but there is Roger who could probably

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write.

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Did you get it?

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No, I haven't got it.

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Did you see the paper?

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I meant the stamp.

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Oh, well, just listen.

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Rare cancer seen in 41 homosexuals.

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Outbreak occurs among men in New York
and California.

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Eight died inside two years.

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Second paragraph.

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The cause of the outbreak is unknown and
there is yet no evidence of contagion.

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But the doctors who have made the
diagnosis, mostly in the New York City

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San Francisco Bay Area, are alerting
other physicians who treat large numbers

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homosexual men to the problem in an
effort to help identify more cases and

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reduce the delay in offering
chemotherapy treatment.

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Oh, come on. Please. The sudden
appearance of the cancer called...

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I'm going to have to hear the rest of
this later.

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Oh. Okay. I'm sorry.

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I love you. I love you, too.

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Have you heard this?

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Where? Who are you?

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Outside.

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Spots generally do not itch or cause
other symptoms, often can be mistaken

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bruises, sometimes appear as lumps, and
can turn brown after a period of time.

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What's this?

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You've got a bruise on your neck.

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The cancer often causes swollen lymph
glands and then kills by spreading

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throughout the body.

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Doctors investigating the outbreak
believe that many cases have gone

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because of the rarity of the condition
and the difficulty even dermatologists

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may have in diagnosing.

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Is that it?

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It goes on to... Well, you can read it.

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It's probably from using toppers at
best.

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Thank you, Willie.

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You're serious?

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Yes.

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Most cases involve homosexual men who
have had multiple and frequent sexual

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encounters with different partners, as
many as ten sexual encounters each night

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after four times a week.

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Many of the patients have also been
treated for viral infections, such

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as herpes,

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hepatitis B, as well as parasitic
infections.

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How many of these guys have had other
infections?

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such as amoeba and giardia.

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Many patients also reported that they
had used drugs, such as amonizate and

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to heighten sexual pleasure.

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Tantra is not believed to be contagious.

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What is this contagious?

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It's like the CIA trying to scare us out
of having sex.

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But conditions that might precipitate
it, such as particular viruses and

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environmental factors, might account for
an outbreak among the finger -hopping.

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I want to thank you for this, Fuzz. It's
been a nice way to wake up.

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Really?

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They think it's popular.

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Great. You don't use that many poppers.

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Well, Lisa called. Thought maybe you'd
want it.

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Bullshit. I'm sorry. I hate the New York
Times.

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things you...

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Probably thinks we're lovers You

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know

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what I mean, uh -huh

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And you scrimp it and save so you can...

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Oh,

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wow.

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So you can come out here for two weeks
on the 16th of the share and see all the

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same people you see in New York, all of
them depressed the hell out of you.

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And with what you make at the gym, you'd
have to work 187 years to rent out here

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one week.

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Thanks.

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Come on, it's tea time.

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It's what I live for. Do you understand
that?

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I went to your father.

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You what?

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I had to, Shelley. I'm sorry.

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Please don't be angry with me. Angry?

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I would do anything to help Tom. You
would do anything except act like a

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gentleman.

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Is that what matters to you?

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Yes.

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I'm sorry I laughed.

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I apologize.

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Nice.

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Very nice.

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See what I see.

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A child, a child covered up with hair.
He's the one we see on the beach.

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What do you want?

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I'll have the sweat of that hairy man's
brow, thank you.

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I'll have a cliff soda, please.

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And a blue dolphin.

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With a little hair in it, please.

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I'm going to have to kill you and it's
not going to be pretty.

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Hi.

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Hi.

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Somebody has to do it.

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Thank you.

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Cheers.

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Cheers.

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Do you want to find out his name?

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I want one thing and one thing only.

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For your face to shrivel up and fall off
in the sea.

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Hi.

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Hi. Hey, how you doing?

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Alan. Willie.

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John Deacon. Everybody really calls me
Fuzzy, though.

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Excuse me, I'm in the wrong hospital.

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Excuse me.

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Am I supposed to be the right one?

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Sorry.

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Excuse me.

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You going to be okay?

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Not if I can help it.

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Straight people use poppers.

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Have you ever been to Studio 54?

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Who is that with Willie?

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Fuzzy.

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I got it.

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What?

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Yeah, he gave it to me.

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Gene just called five minutes ago.

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You're kidding.

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Uh -uh. You got the part.

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Two -year contract.

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Two years.

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And a guarantee of two shows a week.

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$1 ,500 a show to start.

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But you know, it's just television.

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The entertainment law sounds more
exciting than you do.

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Tell me about your friend John.

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Everybody thinks we're lovers, you know.

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Just because we hang out.

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But John's great.

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We work out together, go out.

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He's my best friend.

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How long's your sheriff for?

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No, I'm just their guest for the
weekend.

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What are the guys that own the house
there?

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Sean's a writer for TV.

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And David has a lot of money.

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Heritage money, I guess.

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He invested.

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You know, calls his broker six times a
day and argues.

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When is John?

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Sort of between jobs.

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It's so funny here.

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I like it.

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No, I do too. I just think, you know...

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We got gay restaurants now, gay doctors,
Jake Hansen. You see that?

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It's weird, huh?

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I've never been into poppers or drugs or
really sleeping on that much.

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Did you see the article?

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Let's not even talk about it.

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Thank you.

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Cheers.

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Cheers.

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I am so proud of you.

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It is. No.

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That's not why John cracked up. That
means...

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because he knows I really like hairy
men.

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Yeah?

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You got something, uh... What?

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Here on your lip.

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Good night.

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Hey, come again.

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Good night.

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Hot day?

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Hi there.

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Didn't really have to follow them down.
Oh, I'm glad you called. Come on.

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Where is he?

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Inside.

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Since when did he get here?

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Yesterday? Last night.

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I just can't believe it.

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They said one of the nurses said she's
got to have a bed.

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Oh, I'm sure he's fine. I know.

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Have they told you anything more since
you called?

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Don't worry.

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I'm not.

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I'm sure it's just bronchitis.

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You ever had that?

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You cough until you think your insides
are coming up, and then you cough some

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more.

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They give you antibiotics.

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It goes away.

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Uh -huh.

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I mean, John wasn't really ever... I
mean, he

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didn't freak the damn out of the guys,
did he?

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You know, he'd take a ton of drugs.

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Oh, my goodness.

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Fuzzy's in Washington.

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Until just tonight.

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Good.

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I'm sure he just didn't want to worry
you.

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I mean, I've been calling him to see if
he wanted to come out to the house for

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Memorial Day.

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John. Hi.

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What did he say when they called you?
Were you at work?

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He said, uh... Hello, is this William
Wolfe?

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We've been giving your name as a contact
for John Deacon. Your friend has

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pneumonia. Oh, they did?

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I told you that. Well, I thought you
meant... Might be.

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We're waiting for a bed, and he has a
high fever. How high?

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105.

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Mr. Swanson!

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And how was he when you saw him?

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Fine.

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I mean, he's got an oxygen mask, and
they got him hooked up to a...

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No, a... I .B.? I don't know. You can go
and see him if you want.

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You want to come with me?

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I think they only let one in at a time.
Why?

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Meanness, I guess.

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Feeling so great, huh?

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Jesus.

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What a drag, huh?

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Poor boobie.

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Still feeling a little warm.

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Yeah,

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well, they're waiting.

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I guess they're trying to get you a bed,
get you all fixed up and out of here.

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How's John?

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He's good.

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He's at the co -op board meeting.

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So what did the doctor say? Have you
seen him?

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What does he say?

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I have pneumonia.

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00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:25,810
No, I know, but they've got you on
antibiotics.

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I had pneumonia.

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Felt like somebody lit a fire in my
chest when I was ten or something.

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Or five.

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I don't know.

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Which is the doctor? The Indian one?

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It is? Yeah.

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Good guess?

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wants to see you before he goes to
lunch. All right, I just have about 15

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minutes left on this, okay? I'll be
right in.

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Okay.

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What are you working on? I'm really
behind.

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I'm sorry, Rochelle.

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Please.

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Yes, so you always say.

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Look, I wasn't even thinking about that,
I swear.

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00:24:51,140 --> 00:24:53,500
Well, you haven't thought about much,
have you? You know something, Mark?

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You seen this?

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Shh. You have a knack for behaving
badly.

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Some might even say it's talent for it.

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You're going to want to see this,
believe me. What?

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That talent.

267
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:08,180
Dory line for Augie? I like the sound of
that. Well, you won't like the sound of

268
00:25:08,180 --> 00:25:09,320
what else I had to tell you.

269
00:25:10,040 --> 00:25:11,200
Oh? Why?

270
00:25:12,140 --> 00:25:13,740
Why? Are they killing me off or
something?

271
00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:38,800
Oh, God, I think it's great. Don't you?

272
00:25:40,500 --> 00:25:41,500
Come on.

273
00:25:42,980 --> 00:25:49,940
I think it'd be fun. Daytime Soap's
first... first butch gay person on TV.

274
00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:52,860
You know that's not true.

275
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:54,200
What, that you're the first?

276
00:25:55,140 --> 00:25:56,200
Are you serious?

277
00:25:57,100 --> 00:25:58,480
You think you're not masculine?

278
00:26:00,420 --> 00:26:02,720
They'd peg you into playing those parts.

279
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:07,470
Oh. He's that guy who played the homo.
So? I don't think he's right for this.

280
00:26:07,510 --> 00:26:08,750
He's a little light, don't you think?

281
00:26:09,610 --> 00:26:13,930
It's fine for somebody like... I mean,
for Bill Hurt to play a fact. I hate

282
00:26:13,930 --> 00:26:14,930
word. Everybody knows he's straight.

283
00:26:15,930 --> 00:26:17,670
A homosexual, excuse me.

284
00:26:19,950 --> 00:26:23,450
Karen hasn't had an offer since she did
that film. I know.

285
00:26:24,150 --> 00:26:25,790
She hasn't even been offered a play.

286
00:26:26,590 --> 00:26:30,130
Well, it was a lousy movie.

287
00:26:32,680 --> 00:26:36,120
Be a slim chance that my medicine will
do him any good.

288
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:38,380
This is not just an old head.

289
00:26:38,780 --> 00:26:41,980
This is Prince Ahmed of ancient Egypt.

290
00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:45,200
Sean got so plugged in about all this
shit.

291
00:26:47,580 --> 00:26:51,660
You know, found a spot on his leg about
this big around.

292
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:54,600
Doesn't have to be ringworm.

293
00:26:55,180 --> 00:26:56,019
What's that?

294
00:26:56,020 --> 00:26:58,740
I don't know. You put cream on it, it
goes away.

295
00:26:59,260 --> 00:27:04,060
Oh, but the doctor did say he thought
maybe all of this had something to do

296
00:27:04,060 --> 00:27:09,120
overexposure to the sun, because gays
spend so much... I'm sorry.

297
00:27:09,420 --> 00:27:10,420
Excuse me.

298
00:27:10,660 --> 00:27:15,060
I'm a friend of John Deacon's, and we
were wondering if we could find out

299
00:27:15,060 --> 00:27:18,960
something about his prognosis. John
Deacon? Yeah, I'm sorry.

300
00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:22,420
I'll be right with you. Why don't you go
on in and have a seat?

301
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:24,620
It's a man with pneumonia.

302
00:27:24,980 --> 00:27:25,980
That's right.

303
00:27:26,540 --> 00:27:29,100
Well... We're very concerned about your
friend.

304
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:31,240
He's very, very sick right now.

305
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,700
We don't know exactly what's wrong with
him yet, but he does definitely have

306
00:27:35,700 --> 00:27:36,700
pneumonia in both lungs.

307
00:27:37,020 --> 00:27:37,859
He does?

308
00:27:37,860 --> 00:27:43,080
His blood gases, or the level of oxygen
in his blood, is very low.

309
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,160
We're waiting for a bed to open up in
the ICU.

310
00:27:46,580 --> 00:27:49,080
For the next few hours, we'll just have
to wait and see.

311
00:27:50,580 --> 00:27:55,440
If he continues to deteriorate, he may
require being put on a mechanical

312
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:56,440
ventilator.

313
00:27:56,990 --> 00:28:02,550
And we may also have to take a biopsy of
his lung tissue. But does this have

314
00:28:02,550 --> 00:28:08,930
anything... I mean, is he having any
trouble with his immune system or

315
00:28:09,310 --> 00:28:11,470
It's a possibility, yes.

316
00:28:12,470 --> 00:28:16,170
Between no more and a couple of hours.
And I always think it's best to take

317
00:28:16,170 --> 00:28:17,690
sort of thing one bit at a time.

318
00:28:18,070 --> 00:28:21,710
Right. Well, okay.

319
00:28:22,370 --> 00:28:23,550
Thanks. Thank you.

320
00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:26,230
I'm sorry I can't be more.

321
00:28:26,620 --> 00:28:27,620
No, that's great.

322
00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:35,160
She would have said if they were sure.

323
00:28:42,660 --> 00:28:45,380
Maybe he goes to the baths all the time
and doesn't tell anybody.

324
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,300
I don't think they know anything.

325
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:59,040
I certainly don't think everybody's
going to die who gets it.

326
00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:00,800
Do you?

327
00:29:19,050 --> 00:29:24,970
Every man has his own special dream, and
your dream's just about to come true.

328
00:29:25,610 --> 00:29:31,030
Life's not as bad as it may seem if you
open your eyes to what's in front of

329
00:29:31,030 --> 00:29:32,030
you.

330
00:29:32,610 --> 00:29:38,350
When your dream comes, boys, when you're
happy, yeah,

331
00:29:38,550 --> 00:29:40,630
when your dream comes.

332
00:29:55,530 --> 00:29:56,530
What's wrong?

333
00:29:58,670 --> 00:30:01,230
What's wrong? John's in the hospital.
I've been there all day.

334
00:30:03,090 --> 00:30:04,110
Why is he in the hospital?

335
00:30:04,610 --> 00:30:06,450
He has something wrong with his immune
system.

336
00:30:07,810 --> 00:30:08,810
How is Washington?

337
00:30:09,550 --> 00:30:10,550
Oh, Christ.

338
00:30:11,690 --> 00:30:12,690
Are you sure?

339
00:30:14,590 --> 00:30:15,590
Are they sure?

340
00:30:15,630 --> 00:30:16,630
No.

341
00:30:16,850 --> 00:30:17,850
Probably.

342
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:26,140
You talk to the doctor.

343
00:30:26,380 --> 00:30:28,220
I just can't believe the way they run
this place.

344
00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:33,180
Oh, I'm sorry. We don't have blankets
here in the emergency room. Good idea.

345
00:30:34,460 --> 00:30:36,700
28 hours he waited for a bed.

346
00:30:37,820 --> 00:30:41,120
They're more worried about his fucking
insurance, which of course he doesn't

347
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:42,120
have.

348
00:30:42,220 --> 00:30:44,380
Then they don't even tell him what they
told me and David.

349
00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:47,400
Did he call David? Don't be worried. I'm
sure it's not that.

350
00:30:48,100 --> 00:30:49,800
Not what? He said...

351
00:30:54,410 --> 00:30:55,389
With pneumonia.

352
00:30:55,390 --> 00:30:58,830
He's on a respirator.

353
00:31:00,630 --> 00:31:02,230
Don't regular people get pneumonia?

354
00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,430
He didn't even fucking call me.

355
00:31:05,070 --> 00:31:06,950
He's been sick for weeks from the way he
looks.

356
00:31:07,350 --> 00:31:10,110
David's been calling him. Calm down. He
doesn't pick up the phone.

357
00:31:16,070 --> 00:31:18,290
Did you get your contracts all settled?

358
00:31:20,950 --> 00:31:21,950
I'm so sorry.

359
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:24,680
It's just not fucking fair.

360
00:31:26,900 --> 00:31:27,900
Not fair!

361
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:18,360
Didn't you see that?

362
00:32:20,180 --> 00:32:23,580
My life as it has been lived with
dignity.

363
00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:30,640
Yes, yes, yes, he does. No, no, no, no,
no. Oh, my God.

364
00:32:31,260 --> 00:32:32,380
Don't you think that's brilliant?

365
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:34,460
No. I do. That's why it's so popular.

366
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:36,860
Reagan? No, E .T. Well, it could be.

367
00:32:37,060 --> 00:32:40,840
No, why, everybody loves Reagan. He
looks like E .T. You've spoiled

368
00:32:41,140 --> 00:32:42,280
Who? Listen to this.

369
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:43,920
E .T. spoiled everything?

370
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:45,880
The great political analysis.

371
00:32:46,140 --> 00:32:47,140
Ronald Reagan.

372
00:32:47,210 --> 00:32:50,390
Reagan spoiled E .T. Look at this. This
is real.

373
00:32:50,830 --> 00:32:52,350
And that's why we love him so.

374
00:32:52,670 --> 00:32:53,910
We think he's an alien.

375
00:32:54,250 --> 00:32:57,430
Does that mean you can't go see him now
for the 55th time?

376
00:32:57,630 --> 00:32:58,630
Really? 55?

377
00:32:58,930 --> 00:33:04,430
He identifies with him. I do. Something
about the... Why don't you put something

378
00:33:04,430 --> 00:33:06,110
like that on your show? An alien.

379
00:33:06,650 --> 00:33:09,230
Wouldn't that be wonderful? Just bring
in a script.

380
00:33:09,570 --> 00:33:13,030
Have one show up in Grover's Corner or
whatever it's called.

381
00:33:13,290 --> 00:33:14,290
Central Falls.

382
00:33:14,370 --> 00:33:15,370
I'm sorry.

383
00:33:15,530 --> 00:33:16,710
I should know that.

384
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:18,840
Why? Central Plum.

385
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:24,500
Oh, because I used to love soaps. That's
true. I can vouch for it. At least you

386
00:33:24,500 --> 00:33:27,260
used to cut classes in seventh grade
just to watch General Hospital.

387
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:30,860
We lived across the street from the
school. Oh, it was great. Any time you

388
00:33:30,860 --> 00:33:32,580
wanted to cut classes and take a break.

389
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:34,140
Have a gin and tonic.

390
00:33:34,820 --> 00:33:36,180
My mother adopted you.

391
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:37,680
Really?

392
00:33:38,060 --> 00:33:42,000
She didn't quite know what she was
getting, but... But no, it's true. I

393
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:45,160
every plot line to every soap for six
years running.

394
00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:47,160
That's how I know all about life.

395
00:33:47,620 --> 00:33:52,680
Well... I love soaps. Still, I don't
expect everybody to follow all the

396
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:56,060
lives of all the denizens of Central
Falls just because I have to.

397
00:33:56,260 --> 00:33:57,500
Oh, I wish I could.

398
00:34:00,260 --> 00:34:01,260
Who is that?

399
00:34:07,340 --> 00:34:10,780
I don't know why, but I never get to
watch.

400
00:34:11,139 --> 00:34:12,520
Well, you know... Dart, please!

401
00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:16,100
A lot of people's work lives get in the
way of their TV viewing.

402
00:34:17,100 --> 00:34:18,300
It's a real problem.

403
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:21,520
You know, that's the first person.

404
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:24,600
I have to say, though, that's the first
person I've seen in a long time.

405
00:34:25,260 --> 00:34:26,639
Who? Oh, heard about.

406
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:27,960
That guy.

407
00:34:29,340 --> 00:34:31,060
Guy with KS just walked by.

408
00:34:32,159 --> 00:34:33,280
This looks great, David.

409
00:34:34,020 --> 00:34:38,440
I think it's... You know, doesn't it
seem that way?

410
00:34:39,020 --> 00:34:40,060
Like it's gone away?

411
00:34:40,420 --> 00:34:42,280
Like it's run its course or it's
starting to.

412
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:44,400
Do you read the newspapers?

413
00:34:44,860 --> 00:34:47,060
Ever? No, I mean gay people.

414
00:34:47,860 --> 00:34:49,420
Obviously a lot of people are still
getting it.

415
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:51,800
What do you mean?

416
00:34:52,300 --> 00:34:56,940
I've... One thing I've noticed, it seems
like a lot of people who are getting

417
00:34:56,940 --> 00:35:02,780
sick, they seem like a particular
mindset or something. Self -destructive.

418
00:35:02,780 --> 00:35:04,880
know, a lot of drugs, a lot of sex.

419
00:35:05,420 --> 00:35:09,040
A lot of putting down drugs or sex,
which plays such an integral part in my

420
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:13,220
life. But I just don't think you can
abuse the body for that long without

421
00:35:13,220 --> 00:35:14,220
some price.

422
00:35:15,660 --> 00:35:16,720
It's a virus.

423
00:35:17,140 --> 00:35:20,620
I know it's a virus, but so is a black
plague, and not everybody got that.

424
00:35:21,740 --> 00:35:23,800
Not everybody was bitten by fleas.

425
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:25,840
No, it's not just that.

426
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:27,520
It's wanting to live.

427
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:29,880
Loving yourself, you know?

428
00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:38,720
Here we go!

429
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:39,920
Hurry up!

430
00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:57,080
Tommy? Yes?

431
00:35:57,680 --> 00:36:00,440
I have, um... What?

432
00:36:00,720 --> 00:36:02,320
I have something to ask you.

433
00:36:03,420 --> 00:36:05,720
I feel a little uncomfortable about it.

434
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,060
What? I heard a rumor.

435
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,440
I'm sure it's just, it's just that.

436
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:15,160
Well, tell me for God's sake. Oh, they
can say God's sake now?

437
00:36:15,860 --> 00:36:17,520
It's about when you were in school.

438
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:20,440
An undergraduate.

439
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:23,440
About Mark?

440
00:36:24,460 --> 00:36:25,460
Yes.

441
00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:28,140
Who were you talking to?

442
00:36:28,900 --> 00:36:29,900
Don't tell me.

443
00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:31,400
Mark, maybe?

444
00:36:32,140 --> 00:36:33,860
And what was the big dish?

445
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,780
Dish? Sound a little fae?

446
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:39,259
The word?

447
00:36:39,260 --> 00:36:41,480
Whoa. I just came from his office.

448
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:43,900
I had to talk to him about the trial.

449
00:36:44,380 --> 00:36:45,560
I never expected.

450
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:49,300
I just wasn't prepared to hear those
words.

451
00:36:50,380 --> 00:36:53,060
And the idea of you two together.

452
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:56,460
America goes crazy. I drove straight
home.

453
00:36:57,320 --> 00:36:59,920
Please, don't be angry with me.

454
00:37:00,820 --> 00:37:02,580
It doesn't change anything.

455
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:07,460
But I have to know the truth.

456
00:37:09,390 --> 00:37:16,150
If only... Are you

457
00:37:16,150 --> 00:37:17,150
expecting someone?

458
00:37:22,290 --> 00:37:26,530
Isn't that appalling? Not appalling.

459
00:37:26,750 --> 00:37:31,210
You know, if it hadn't been for Dynasty,
we wouldn't be doing it at all. It's

460
00:37:31,210 --> 00:37:32,210
true.

461
00:37:32,710 --> 00:37:36,310
As soon as it becomes unpopular and
unsheik again, it'll turn out the

462
00:37:36,310 --> 00:37:39,770
were lying and the kiss will be revealed
to have been a dream sequence.

463
00:37:40,050 --> 00:37:43,050
But isn't it important for people to see
it anyway?

464
00:37:43,470 --> 00:37:46,010
Not necessarily. It doesn't stop them
from hating you.

465
00:37:46,690 --> 00:37:52,030
The whole way they dragged the story out
for a year.

466
00:37:52,510 --> 00:37:54,050
I mean, I've heard of foreplay.

467
00:37:54,290 --> 00:37:55,290
Uh -huh.

468
00:37:55,490 --> 00:37:59,390
And the whole idea of giving me all the
queer scenes is demeaning. Well, why?

469
00:37:59,960 --> 00:38:00,960
Don't they? Because.

470
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,700
Don't they give films about black to
black writer?

471
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:05,960
But I resent that. Oh, it's a fake. No.

472
00:38:06,220 --> 00:38:10,300
Yeah. The point, to my way of thinking
anyway, of being an artist, is to be

473
00:38:10,300 --> 00:38:13,960
to imagine something. If I can't write a
convincing old lady or a Russian or a

474
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:16,800
black character, then I stink. Well,
you're going to miss your own dialogue,

475
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:17,800
shut up.

476
00:38:22,700 --> 00:38:25,260
Mark, I've got to talk to you.

477
00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:28,920
I know him.

478
00:38:29,130 --> 00:38:30,130
The actor? I'm sorry.

479
00:38:30,410 --> 00:38:31,410
Mark.

480
00:38:31,610 --> 00:38:32,610
Come on in.

481
00:38:33,610 --> 00:38:35,930
I'll just be running along.

482
00:38:36,530 --> 00:38:37,530
No, Elaine.

483
00:38:37,650 --> 00:38:39,650
No, please. You two go right on ahead.

484
00:38:39,990 --> 00:38:42,410
Please. We have to talk this out.

485
00:38:42,650 --> 00:38:44,010
I wouldn't think of interfering.

486
00:38:44,310 --> 00:38:45,288
You're not interfering.

487
00:38:45,290 --> 00:38:46,390
You're my fiancé.

488
00:38:46,770 --> 00:38:47,770
Look, everyone.

489
00:38:48,250 --> 00:38:50,050
I'm sorry for whatever I've done.

490
00:38:50,550 --> 00:38:53,890
I never meant any harm to either of you.
He lives in my building. I wish you

491
00:38:53,890 --> 00:38:55,970
both the best of luck and all the
happiness.

492
00:38:56,170 --> 00:38:57,170
Oh. Elaine.

493
00:38:57,310 --> 00:38:58,390
Let go of me.

494
00:39:03,370 --> 00:39:05,370
I'll leave you two in your little love
nest.

495
00:39:07,510 --> 00:39:09,590
She made that up.

496
00:39:09,810 --> 00:39:12,230
I would never write love nest. Hi.

497
00:39:13,270 --> 00:39:14,270
Fuck.

498
00:39:15,190 --> 00:39:16,190
I'm sorry.

499
00:39:19,610 --> 00:39:20,630
How are you, Mark?

500
00:39:22,930 --> 00:39:23,930
Been better?

501
00:39:25,610 --> 00:39:27,290
Yeah. He lives in your building.

502
00:39:27,610 --> 00:39:29,450
Shh. I've missed you so much.

503
00:39:30,670 --> 00:39:31,710
It's good to see you.

504
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:40,320
a long time let me give you a hug at
least

505
00:40:23,820 --> 00:40:26,380
And his lover is cute, too. You should
see him.

506
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:31,060
I've missed you so much. Please, don't
say that. Please. All right.

507
00:40:31,420 --> 00:40:32,800
I'll pretend I haven't. How's that?

508
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:37,260
Now, he strayed. Elaine came to see me.
I asked. Yes, I know. Sure.

509
00:40:38,700 --> 00:40:40,980
Well... You asked? I'm afraid I've
spoken out of turn.

510
00:40:41,580 --> 00:40:43,100
He lives with another guy.

511
00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:45,600
And they both have great bodies.

512
00:40:45,980 --> 00:40:46,980
You tell me.

513
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:32,440
Could you come here for a second?

514
00:41:34,380 --> 00:41:41,340
Could you

515
00:41:41,340 --> 00:41:42,340
look at this? What?

516
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:44,400
Have I always had this?

517
00:41:44,780 --> 00:41:45,780
Where?

518
00:41:47,860 --> 00:41:48,860
Is this mold?

519
00:41:50,060 --> 00:41:51,160
Yes, you have.

520
00:41:51,500 --> 00:41:52,339
You sure?

521
00:41:52,340 --> 00:41:53,259
I'm positive.

522
00:41:53,260 --> 00:41:54,800
I never even noticed it before.

523
00:41:55,140 --> 00:41:56,240
Wouldn't I have noticed it?

524
00:41:59,060 --> 00:42:00,700
I feel tired all the time.

525
00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:02,900
You don't have AIDS.

526
00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:09,240
I've had everything you're not supposed
to have. You know, I've had herpes. I've

527
00:42:09,240 --> 00:42:10,240
had amoebas.

528
00:42:10,660 --> 00:42:14,120
Just feeling guilty because you didn't
go to the hospital when John was dying.

529
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:17,700
If you say that one more time, I swear
I'm going to beat your fucking face in.

530
00:42:17,700 --> 00:42:19,940
didn't know John was dying.

531
00:42:20,300 --> 00:42:21,300
I'm sorry.

532
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:27,760
I feel that something's happening in my
body.

533
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:30,880
Now, I'm not talking about John.

534
00:42:31,759 --> 00:42:32,759
Talking about me?

535
00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:38,920
I feel like something is... Stalking me.

536
00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:42,460
I know you think I'm being melodramatic.

537
00:42:44,240 --> 00:42:45,820
Did you sleep with someone else?

538
00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:49,820
No. Then you can't have AIDS.

539
00:42:50,660 --> 00:42:53,500
Because I haven't touched another man
since we were in Key West.

540
00:42:54,360 --> 00:42:55,360
1980.

541
00:42:56,660 --> 00:43:00,140
Unless you can pick it up on a toilet
seat. I don't know how long it's going

542
00:43:00,140 --> 00:43:01,140
take to...

543
00:43:01,299 --> 00:43:02,700
It's not going to take four years.

544
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:03,960
Incubate? Incubate.

545
00:43:06,260 --> 00:43:07,380
Did you sleep with John?

546
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:10,920
No. I did not sleep with him. Then
there's nothing to worry about.

547
00:43:11,300 --> 00:43:14,480
My side of the bed was soaking this
morning. Well, so was mine, because it's

548
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:17,780
summer. In the summer, it is hot, and we
don't have air conditioning.

549
00:43:20,860 --> 00:43:21,860
What?

550
00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:33,860
Stop talking to me like I'm a child.

551
00:43:37,020 --> 00:43:41,600
I'm sorry you're upset.

552
00:43:44,140 --> 00:43:45,140
I love you.

553
00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:48,400
You don't.

554
00:43:50,460 --> 00:43:51,460
Well, it's okay.

555
00:43:54,780 --> 00:43:56,440
What is Mount Rushmore? Right.

556
00:43:56,820 --> 00:43:57,820
Good night, everybody.

557
00:43:58,060 --> 00:43:58,919
Good night.

558
00:43:58,920 --> 00:43:59,718
Sleep tight.

559
00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:00,720
Bye, Willie.

560
00:44:00,830 --> 00:44:02,370
Night. Okay.

561
00:44:02,570 --> 00:44:05,530
Okay. Ten letter words. Six hundred.

562
00:44:08,830 --> 00:44:09,830
One.

563
00:45:11,830 --> 00:45:13,030
Hi. Where are you?

564
00:45:14,670 --> 00:45:15,670
At the hospital.

565
00:45:16,990 --> 00:45:17,990
What happened?

566
00:45:18,410 --> 00:45:23,250
Well, I have a two centimeter lesion on
the left lobe of my brain.

567
00:45:24,870 --> 00:45:25,870
I'm okay.

568
00:45:27,110 --> 00:45:29,170
They're not going to do the biopsy? No,
they're not.

569
00:45:29,850 --> 00:45:33,250
Unless I don't respond to the medicine
for the toxo. I'm really okay.

570
00:45:34,890 --> 00:45:37,410
And it's good to know why I've been
throwing up all this time.

571
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:48,100
I don't think I can get away until we
finish shooting the stupid commercial. I

572
00:45:48,100 --> 00:45:50,780
know. I'm really fine. There isn't
anything we can't handle.

573
00:47:11,870 --> 00:47:15,430
And about six of these every couple
hours.

574
00:47:16,230 --> 00:47:17,230
Dick?

575
00:47:20,090 --> 00:47:23,670
Hello, handsome man. Hi, David.

576
00:47:25,870 --> 00:47:26,930
What did you bring?

577
00:47:27,450 --> 00:47:28,450
Himself?

578
00:47:31,330 --> 00:47:33,730
I'm being inundated with alfalfa tabs.

579
00:47:34,050 --> 00:47:35,050
Oh, wow.

580
00:47:35,210 --> 00:47:38,830
And I've written on the label what he
said so you can remember. Great. How

581
00:47:38,830 --> 00:47:39,830
and how often? Good.

582
00:47:42,540 --> 00:47:46,980
Oh, this is lecithin, which is also
supposed to be good to be used.

583
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:48,600
Can I use the bathroom?

584
00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:50,880
Sure, it's right there. Twice a day, it
says.

585
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,400
And, oh, the Hebrew.

586
00:47:54,620 --> 00:47:55,840
That's bicycle, I think.

587
00:48:28,610 --> 00:48:33,170
It's in sorbitopalmitate, which does
something to activate the vitamin C. I

588
00:48:33,170 --> 00:48:34,170
don't remember what.

589
00:48:34,570 --> 00:48:36,550
Only one of those, though, because it's
a chemical.

590
00:48:37,270 --> 00:48:40,750
And again, you know, when you get out, I
really think you should see this guy

591
00:48:40,750 --> 00:48:41,970
yourself. Uh -huh.

592
00:48:42,190 --> 00:48:44,530
And have him check all these levels on
you personally.

593
00:48:45,010 --> 00:48:49,030
I mean, I told him about you, and he
tested me sort of like a proxy.

594
00:48:50,930 --> 00:48:51,930
What do you mean?

595
00:48:52,290 --> 00:48:55,750
Well, he does this thing where he holds
a substance up to me.

596
00:48:56,190 --> 00:48:58,950
And he asks my body if your body needs
this. And how much?

597
00:48:59,990 --> 00:49:01,910
It's much more scientific than it
sounds.

598
00:49:03,910 --> 00:49:05,750
Uh -huh. No, it really is.

599
00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:08,920
And she's like... I mean, she had cancer
herself.

600
00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:12,420
Oh, she did? Yeah. She talks about it
all through the book and on the tapes.

601
00:50:13,020 --> 00:50:17,100
I mean, I don't know. You can take it or
leave it, but I think the whole idea

602
00:50:17,100 --> 00:50:21,140
that disease is a kind of disease
against oneself is amazing.

603
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:23,620
I mean, when do you get sick?

604
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:26,080
When you're tired or upset about
something.

605
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:29,200
And everybody believes you can make
yourself sick.

606
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:31,500
Right. But can you make yourself well?

607
00:50:31,740 --> 00:50:32,740
Of course you can.

608
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:34,000
There you go.

609
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:35,519
There you go.

610
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:36,520
That a boy?

611
00:50:36,740 --> 00:50:39,160
Yeah, no, it's really important to
reaffirm.

612
00:50:39,420 --> 00:50:40,420
It really is.

613
00:50:40,700 --> 00:50:41,700
Yeah.

614
00:50:42,520 --> 00:50:45,880
She has all these exercises where you
look at yourself in the mirror and you

615
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:49,040
say, I love my ears, I love my nose, I
love myself.

616
00:50:49,980 --> 00:50:56,060
Because if we think we're bad for being
gay or not being a good son, then we

617
00:50:56,060 --> 00:50:57,060
criticize ourselves.

618
00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:01,080
And our whole big threat is that we
don't criticize ourselves.

619
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:03,620
It makes a huge difference in the way we
feel.

620
00:51:07,660 --> 00:51:08,660
I can't wait.

621
00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:13,660
It really... I bet it does, though, you
know?

622
00:51:15,240 --> 00:51:21,260
I mean, if I tell myself something's
going to happen, that I'm going to drop

623
00:51:21,260 --> 00:51:23,660
something or fail at something... You
do.

624
00:51:23,860 --> 00:51:27,540
Right. And if I tell myself I'm going to
succeed... You do.

625
00:51:34,890 --> 00:51:38,070
You guys going out to the house at all
this fall? Probably a couple more times.

626
00:51:38,290 --> 00:51:42,850
Because we're thinking of moving Sean's
computer out there so he can work. Oh,

627
00:51:42,850 --> 00:51:45,510
great. You know, until it gets too cold.

628
00:51:45,770 --> 00:51:47,490
Oh, what a great place to work.

629
00:51:48,630 --> 00:51:52,510
Especially in the fall. That's my
favorite time.

630
00:51:54,130 --> 00:51:55,130
Yay.

631
00:51:56,750 --> 00:52:00,630
And we told the network he has an ulcer.

632
00:52:01,550 --> 00:52:02,950
We're giving him a month's leave.

633
00:52:03,230 --> 00:52:04,230
Oh, terrific.

634
00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:08,920
Well, I should probably get back to
work.

635
00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:10,740
Back to the body jail.

636
00:52:14,140 --> 00:52:16,080
Great. You look great. Thank you,
darling.

637
00:52:18,380 --> 00:52:19,380
Are you going to stay?

638
00:52:19,620 --> 00:52:20,640
A little bit.

639
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:22,680
Sure. Stay. Okay.

640
00:52:23,460 --> 00:52:27,060
So, uh, good luck with all your tests.

641
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:29,120
Well, I love my toes.

642
00:52:29,980 --> 00:52:31,580
And I love my nose.

643
00:52:31,780 --> 00:52:32,780
Right.

644
00:52:35,420 --> 00:52:39,880
Say hi to Fuzzy for us I will Bye Bye

645
00:53:02,280 --> 00:53:03,280
It's okay to cry.

646
00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:51,420
We now allow this love to flow to the
surface.

647
00:53:52,080 --> 00:53:58,360
It fills our heart, our body, our mind,
our

648
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:05,060
conscience, our very being, and it
radiates out from us

649
00:54:05,060 --> 00:54:10,020
in all directions and returns to us
multiply.

650
00:54:10,720 --> 00:54:14,260
The more love we use and give,

651
00:54:15,070 --> 00:54:16,990
the more we have to give.

652
00:54:17,450 --> 00:54:19,790
The supply is endless.

653
00:54:21,110 --> 00:54:25,230
The use of love... I can't do both
things at once.

654
00:54:25,690 --> 00:54:29,130
It is an expression of our inner joy.

655
00:54:30,170 --> 00:54:31,670
We love ourselves.

656
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:46,180
Honey, do you think in the outline here
they mean that Elaine is still jealous

657
00:54:46,180 --> 00:54:47,360
about Mark and Tommy?

658
00:54:47,940 --> 00:54:48,940
You know?

659
00:54:51,240 --> 00:54:52,240
Okay.

660
00:54:53,820 --> 00:54:54,820
Maybe.

661
00:54:55,380 --> 00:54:56,520
Yeah, I do.

662
00:55:03,440 --> 00:55:04,580
Hello. Hi.

663
00:55:04,820 --> 00:55:05,820
Hi.

664
00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:07,540
What did the doctor say?

665
00:55:08,260 --> 00:55:10,920
Well, you have to take these one at a
time, all right?

666
00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:12,740
Sorry. That's okay.

667
00:55:13,940 --> 00:55:17,340
Well, he thought... Are you nauseous?

668
00:55:17,820 --> 00:55:19,020
Does your tummy feel upset?

669
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:20,320
It does?

670
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:23,880
All right, just try taking one to start,
okay?

671
00:55:25,980 --> 00:55:30,200
Yeah, we're gonna try stopping the sulfa
drugs for a week to see if that'll

672
00:55:30,200 --> 00:55:33,280
raise his white blood count, which is a
risk because he might have another

673
00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:38,260
seizure. Uh -huh. But he can't take this
new drug for the CMV unless his blood

674
00:55:38,260 --> 00:55:39,340
count is above 70.

675
00:55:41,450 --> 00:55:44,510
doesn't take it, he'll probably go
blind.

676
00:55:45,090 --> 00:55:50,030
But if he has another seizure... It may
permanently damage his nervous system,

677
00:55:50,090 --> 00:55:51,370
so take your pick.

678
00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:54,850
Gosh. No.

679
00:55:56,950 --> 00:55:58,990
It's worth it. It's inside the eye.

680
00:56:00,130 --> 00:56:01,410
So keep your finger crossed.

681
00:56:03,050 --> 00:56:04,930
Listen, can I call you later this
afternoon?

682
00:56:05,210 --> 00:56:07,010
Sure. That may be the studio.

683
00:56:07,250 --> 00:56:08,490
Okay. Bye -bye.

684
00:56:09,850 --> 00:56:10,850
Hello?

685
00:56:11,150 --> 00:56:12,150
Sean, please.

686
00:56:12,790 --> 00:56:13,790
Just a second.

687
00:56:14,710 --> 00:56:15,609
It's Martin.

688
00:56:15,610 --> 00:56:17,170
All right? Just wait for me.

689
00:56:26,770 --> 00:56:31,470
Just say I have to think about it if you
don't know. All right? I have to think

690
00:56:31,470 --> 00:56:32,470
about it.

691
00:56:36,230 --> 00:56:37,230
Sean?

692
00:56:37,950 --> 00:56:39,590
Yes? It's Marty.

693
00:56:41,580 --> 00:56:42,640
How are you doing?

694
00:56:43,380 --> 00:56:44,380
Oh, I'm fine.

695
00:56:45,820 --> 00:56:51,600
But listen, about these last two scripts
you sent in, there's a kind of a funny

696
00:56:51,600 --> 00:56:52,600
thing going on in them.

697
00:56:52,940 --> 00:56:57,260
I mean, they're getting a little
surreal, you know what I mean?

698
00:56:58,640 --> 00:56:59,640
You still there?

699
00:57:00,140 --> 00:57:01,140
Uh -huh.

700
00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:05,300
Like this stuff with Elaine waffling now
on the adoption.

701
00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:10,580
I know the outline mentions it, but it
just seems, well, it's a little...

702
00:57:11,430 --> 00:57:13,090
Severe, the way you've got it.

703
00:57:13,670 --> 00:57:15,050
You think you can soften it?

704
00:57:17,070 --> 00:57:18,750
I have to think about it. No.

705
00:57:19,170 --> 00:57:22,810
No. What do you mean you have to think
about it? Say yes, you'll soften it.

706
00:57:23,130 --> 00:57:27,930
Yes, I have to think about it. No. No, I
have to. I don't understand why you

707
00:57:27,930 --> 00:57:28,930
have to think about it.

708
00:57:29,470 --> 00:57:30,590
You'll soften it.

709
00:57:32,270 --> 00:57:33,270
Sean?

710
00:57:34,290 --> 00:57:35,350
I'll soften it.

711
00:57:36,730 --> 00:57:38,370
Well, I mean, do you disagree?

712
00:57:38,830 --> 00:57:39,830
Uh -huh. No.

713
00:57:40,400 --> 00:57:41,400
You do? No.

714
00:57:41,980 --> 00:57:42,980
Are you sure?

715
00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:45,440
Yes.

716
00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:48,920
Okay.

717
00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:51,080
I mean, you can.

718
00:57:51,320 --> 00:57:53,080
You know, if you have another thought.

719
00:57:53,480 --> 00:57:54,359
All right?

720
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:55,940
I have to think about it.

721
00:57:58,880 --> 00:57:59,880
What do you mean?

722
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:06,320
I mean, I don't think I can get
insurance for him on the picture.

723
00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:09,860
Because?

724
00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:15,720
What do you mean he's sick, Walter?

725
00:58:16,500 --> 00:58:17,720
I mean he has AIDS.

726
00:58:17,940 --> 00:58:18,940
You know what I mean?

727
00:58:19,000 --> 00:58:20,560
How do you know he has AIDS?

728
00:58:22,940 --> 00:58:25,180
I've never heard that, and he's my
client.

729
00:58:25,980 --> 00:58:27,260
He was fired from the soap.

730
00:58:27,960 --> 00:58:29,900
Now, you see, this is how rumors get
started.

731
00:58:30,360 --> 00:58:34,540
He was not fired from the soap because I
got him out of his contract.

732
00:58:34,860 --> 00:58:36,000
All right. And I should know.

733
00:58:36,260 --> 00:58:38,460
Where the hell did you hear that?
Somebody else's agent, right?

734
00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:40,040
No, I don't.

735
00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:41,320
No.

736
00:58:49,259 --> 00:58:50,259
Suppose he did.

737
00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:52,420
Suppose he had AIDS.

738
00:58:53,400 --> 00:58:59,560
Is he supposed to stop acting? No, I
don't... Look.

739
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,660
I know I can't get a bond on this
picture if one of the actors has AIDS.

740
00:59:06,300 --> 00:59:07,300
I didn't make the rules.

741
00:59:07,540 --> 00:59:08,800
Fuck you, you know?

742
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,240
I'm sure they'll let you go home as soon
as you can.

743
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:22,500
No one wants to see you stay here any
longer than necessary.

744
00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:23,920
Believe me.

745
00:59:24,740 --> 00:59:26,360
Let this happen to me again.

746
00:59:26,920 --> 00:59:29,580
What? Let this happen to me again.

747
00:59:39,500 --> 00:59:40,700
Hello, Paul.

748
00:59:41,960 --> 00:59:43,440
Hi. How are you doing?

749
00:59:45,340 --> 00:59:46,340
You feeling okay?

750
00:59:48,470 --> 00:59:51,150
This is Dr. Frommer, another of the
neurologists.

751
00:59:53,550 --> 00:59:55,530
Just nod if you hear me, Paul.

752
00:59:56,590 --> 00:59:57,590
I hear you fine.

753
00:59:58,550 --> 00:59:59,570
Okay, good.

754
01:00:01,150 --> 01:00:02,810
We're going to ask you a few questions.

755
01:00:04,910 --> 01:00:05,970
Check a few things.

756
01:00:07,550 --> 01:00:09,630
See how you're doing after your seizure
yesterday.

757
01:00:10,430 --> 01:00:11,430
Do you want to sit up?

758
01:00:14,530 --> 01:00:17,070
Can you tell me how many fingers I'm
holding up in the air?

759
01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:19,060
Two. Two.

760
01:00:19,660 --> 01:00:22,480
Two fingers and thumb.

761
01:00:23,020 --> 01:00:24,020
Right.

762
01:00:25,020 --> 01:00:27,240
What's six plus seven?

763
01:00:27,860 --> 01:00:33,120
Six plus... Thirteen.

764
01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:34,380
All right.

765
01:00:34,580 --> 01:00:36,640
Who's the President of the United
States?

766
01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:38,520
Ronald Reagan.

767
01:00:39,640 --> 01:00:41,180
Who's the Vice President?

768
01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:43,000
Nancy Reagan.

769
01:00:51,589 --> 01:00:53,030
Tell me if you can feel this fault.

770
01:00:55,210 --> 01:00:56,210
Hi.

771
01:01:43,240 --> 01:01:46,320
No, you can't talk to producers like
that and stay in this business.

772
01:01:48,220 --> 01:01:49,340
I hate what I do.

773
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:58,400
Maybe you should think about
volunteering some of your time

774
01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:04,240
to gay men's health crisis. Oh, God, no.
If I never hear the word AIDS again, as

775
01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:05,700
long as I live, it'll be too soon.

776
01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:11,640
So what's going on with you and Shane?

777
01:02:13,560 --> 01:02:14,560
He's nice.

778
01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:16,600
He's working out.

779
01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:19,480
I'm in love.

780
01:02:20,380 --> 01:02:21,380
You know.

781
01:02:22,820 --> 01:02:24,020
What's going on with you and Will?

782
01:02:26,740 --> 01:02:27,740
That's wonderful.

783
01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:31,880
Nothing.

784
01:02:33,080 --> 01:02:34,080
Nothing at all.

785
01:02:34,240 --> 01:02:35,240
That's what it feels like.

786
01:02:35,360 --> 01:02:37,600
You're being careful, aren't you? Yes,
yes, mother.

787
01:02:40,190 --> 01:02:44,470
Now they found the virus was in saliva,
so I suppose we can't even fish anymore.

788
01:02:49,550 --> 01:02:52,710
I think it's the worst thing that'll
happen in our lives. If you didn't come

789
01:02:52,790 --> 01:02:54,330
he'll take over and we'll all be made
slaves.

790
01:02:57,870 --> 01:02:59,490
So don't get sick, okay?

791
01:04:10,240 --> 01:04:12,700
They've changed their mind about the
part for some reason.

792
01:04:14,100 --> 01:04:15,440
They're going to use somebody else.

793
01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:17,900
They've decided to go another way, they
said.

794
01:04:21,460 --> 01:04:24,060
I don't know why they didn't call your
agent instead of me.

795
01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:27,660
I guess just because they had me on the
phone. I don't know.

796
01:04:29,740 --> 01:04:30,740
I'm sorry.

797
01:04:31,820 --> 01:04:32,820
What about the apartment?

798
01:04:33,340 --> 01:04:37,140
I still have a call into the ACLU.
You're not going to get thrown out on

799
01:04:37,140 --> 01:04:38,160
street. I promise.

800
01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:39,400
I know.

801
01:04:39,490 --> 01:04:40,490
All right?

802
01:04:43,390 --> 01:04:44,630
And I'm sorry about the movie.

803
01:04:45,610 --> 01:04:49,810
I'll do it if nobody else will. Ron, for
God's sake. Wait. I can't.

804
01:04:50,450 --> 01:04:54,050
Honey, let's put this in there for a
reason. Come on. Nurse. Can we have

805
01:04:54,050 --> 01:04:55,170
somebody in here? What's wrong?

806
01:04:55,450 --> 01:04:57,310
I've got to get off the guy in the mix.
You're making him mad.

807
01:04:57,670 --> 01:04:58,670
Wait.

808
01:05:00,350 --> 01:05:01,350
Wait. Hello?

809
01:05:01,610 --> 01:05:03,270
We could use some assistance here.

810
01:05:05,630 --> 01:05:08,390
Somebody's got to take the bull by the
horn. I'm going home.

811
01:05:10,540 --> 01:05:11,840
There's blood all over here.

812
01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:13,680
Now do you understand?

813
01:05:32,200 --> 01:05:33,200
Leave him alone.

814
01:05:35,620 --> 01:05:36,620
I'm sorry.

815
01:06:05,710 --> 01:06:06,710
So let me die.

816
01:06:11,630 --> 01:06:12,970
We get to have sex again.

817
01:06:41,610 --> 01:06:48,590
I'm just a baby, I'm a baby, I'm a baby

818
01:07:12,360 --> 01:07:13,360
How'd you sleep?

819
01:07:15,860 --> 01:07:17,080
Were you warm enough?

820
01:07:22,260 --> 01:07:23,260
No?

821
01:07:26,160 --> 01:07:27,960
Want another blanket tonight?

822
01:07:31,560 --> 01:07:32,560
It's not.

823
01:07:33,960 --> 01:07:35,080
What isn't it?

824
01:08:46,920 --> 01:08:48,840
Oh! I'm sorry. Was I too rough?

825
01:08:53,380 --> 01:08:54,380
It's not.

826
01:08:55,319 --> 01:08:56,319
Wait, what if not?

827
01:09:02,080 --> 01:09:03,080
Nick.

828
01:09:04,140 --> 01:09:05,140
I'm listening.

829
01:09:08,680 --> 01:09:09,680
Hey, Joe.

830
01:09:12,640 --> 01:09:14,500
Tell me what you want me to make.

831
01:09:17,269 --> 01:09:18,269
Let's go.

832
01:09:18,689 --> 01:09:19,910
Okay, let's go.

833
01:09:21,430 --> 01:09:22,430
Okay.

834
01:09:23,950 --> 01:09:25,109
Here we go.

835
01:09:27,910 --> 01:09:28,910
Let's go.

836
01:09:29,689 --> 01:09:30,790
Let's go.

837
01:09:32,430 --> 01:09:33,430
Let's go.

838
01:09:35,250 --> 01:09:36,250
Let's go.

839
01:09:39,770 --> 01:09:44,710
Okay, and some more of the big trash
bags with the yellow ties.

840
01:09:45,890 --> 01:09:47,450
And whatever you want for lunch.

841
01:09:48,050 --> 01:09:49,050
Okay.

842
01:09:49,830 --> 01:09:52,830
And you can take your time. I've got
stuff I want to do.

843
01:09:53,830 --> 01:09:56,090
Okay. So I'll be fine by myself for a
while.

844
01:09:57,790 --> 01:09:59,010
I'd prefer it, actually.

845
01:10:37,230 --> 01:10:38,230
It's okay.

846
01:10:38,730 --> 01:10:39,730
You can go.

847
01:10:43,510 --> 01:10:45,030
Let go of my baby.

848
01:10:51,230 --> 01:10:52,230
It's all right.

849
01:10:53,710 --> 01:11:00,570
Don't be afraid. I'm here. You let go

850
01:11:00,570 --> 01:11:01,570
of everything.

851
01:11:02,730 --> 01:11:04,090
You don't hold on.

852
01:11:06,440 --> 01:11:07,440
Oh, Mom.

853
01:11:10,220 --> 01:11:11,740
It's all okay now.

854
01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:15,500
Let go.

855
01:11:18,280 --> 01:11:19,460
Just relax.

856
01:11:20,920 --> 01:11:22,460
Let everything go.

857
01:11:25,040 --> 01:11:28,180
Just let go.

858
01:11:31,700 --> 01:11:32,720
Let go.

859
01:11:36,910 --> 01:11:40,910
I know you're tired. Just let go.

860
01:11:43,150 --> 01:11:45,830
I've got you now. Nothing bad's going to
happen.

861
01:11:49,230 --> 01:11:51,470
Just let go of everything.

862
01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:56,310
All the worry.

863
01:11:57,370 --> 01:11:59,830
Let go.

864
01:12:02,130 --> 01:12:03,830
All the pain.

865
01:12:06,120 --> 01:12:07,620
Just let it all go.

866
01:12:12,480 --> 01:12:13,580
Just let go.

867
01:12:18,660 --> 01:12:19,980
There you go.

868
01:12:51,429 --> 01:12:52,470
Hello. Hi.

869
01:12:52,990 --> 01:12:53,990
Hi.

870
01:12:55,090 --> 01:12:56,090
What's wrong?

871
01:12:57,370 --> 01:12:59,190
Listen, honey, Sean's just died.

872
01:13:00,470 --> 01:13:01,470
God.

873
01:13:01,830 --> 01:13:04,250
I just stopped by and David's fine.

874
01:13:05,330 --> 01:13:06,330
Uh -huh.

875
01:13:06,350 --> 01:13:09,370
I just stopped in to see if they needed
anything and...

876
01:13:09,710 --> 01:13:11,030
I guess it was less than an hour ago.

877
01:13:11,430 --> 01:13:14,850
The cops are here now, you know, to fill
out the death certificate.

878
01:13:15,430 --> 01:13:16,430
Uh -huh.

879
01:13:17,330 --> 01:13:20,430
I tried to pause, but it didn't last a
bit.

880
01:13:20,750 --> 01:13:21,750
I'll call them.

881
01:13:22,690 --> 01:13:24,190
I thought you'd want to come over.

882
01:13:27,030 --> 01:13:28,030
Yeah.

883
01:13:31,070 --> 01:13:32,070
Okay. Okay.

884
01:13:34,270 --> 01:13:35,270
I love you.

885
01:13:36,610 --> 01:13:37,650
I love you, too.

886
01:14:03,720 --> 01:14:04,720
Poor puppy.

887
01:14:08,360 --> 01:14:09,360
Where are you?

888
01:14:22,140 --> 01:14:23,540
You can touch him if you like.

889
01:14:34,250 --> 01:14:35,330
I mean, you don't have to.

890
01:14:40,970 --> 01:14:41,970
Are you still warm?

891
01:16:03,050 --> 01:16:04,430
Does anybody know where Maria is?

892
01:16:05,810 --> 01:16:10,550
Gay men's health crisis. This is Bill.
How may I assist you?

893
01:16:11,350 --> 01:16:12,350
Hi, Bill.

894
01:16:12,370 --> 01:16:14,350
I'm calling for a friend whose lover
just died.

895
01:16:14,850 --> 01:16:17,270
I thought you might know if there were
any particular funeral homes.

896
01:16:17,970 --> 01:16:20,510
Does that have a history of dealing with
people's names?

897
01:16:20,990 --> 01:16:22,070
Yeah, there are.

898
01:16:45,710 --> 01:16:49,110
They want you to pick something out for
him to be cremated in.

899
01:16:49,830 --> 01:16:50,509
That's all.

900
01:16:50,510 --> 01:16:52,530
I don't care what they burn up. It's
ridiculous.

901
01:16:55,310 --> 01:16:57,010
Do you want me to pick something out?

902
01:16:57,610 --> 01:16:58,610
Would you?

903
01:16:59,550 --> 01:17:00,550
I'll help you.

904
01:17:09,230 --> 01:17:10,690
They say what time they'd be here?

905
01:17:10,930 --> 01:17:11,930
A little while.

906
01:17:16,140 --> 01:17:17,580
He's gone a long time, you know.

907
01:17:18,780 --> 01:17:20,420
No, no, he wasn't. Not really.

908
01:17:23,120 --> 01:17:24,240
You want something to drink?

909
01:17:24,900 --> 01:17:25,900
No.

910
01:17:26,980 --> 01:17:27,938
I do.

911
01:17:27,940 --> 01:17:28,960
Fuck you. No.

912
01:17:29,280 --> 01:17:30,940
It's okay. Relax. I'm fine.

913
01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:38,700
All these gorgeous sweaters.

914
01:17:59,300 --> 01:18:00,300
What could they say?

915
01:18:02,180 --> 01:18:04,880
We said we knew him, and we know that's
the way he wanted to be remembered.

916
01:18:09,400 --> 01:18:10,940
Oh, it needs a hat.

917
01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,960
A big, beely hat.

918
01:18:29,450 --> 01:18:30,850
I keep wondering if he's paying
attention.

919
01:18:41,170 --> 01:18:44,030
That was in, like, 1969, I think.

920
01:18:44,390 --> 01:18:46,310
This first part. Oh, wow.

921
01:18:46,970 --> 01:18:53,890
And he was also on the council of the
dramatist guild from 1973 to...

922
01:18:53,890 --> 01:18:57,570
something like 76, 77?

923
01:18:57,970 --> 01:18:58,879
Thank you, sir.

924
01:18:58,880 --> 01:19:02,120
They won't. Well, I'm sure his agent can
send him a picture.

925
01:19:04,080 --> 01:19:05,080
Okay.

926
01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:11,220
And you wanted to say that Sean had
survived by his longtime companion,

927
01:19:11,220 --> 01:19:12,520
Ellers? Sure.

928
01:19:12,880 --> 01:19:16,340
Why don't they say you love them?

929
01:19:16,760 --> 01:19:18,380
He didn't use to say anything.

930
01:19:18,720 --> 01:19:20,020
He didn't use to say anything.

931
01:19:20,620 --> 01:19:21,619
All right.

932
01:19:21,620 --> 01:19:22,640
I'm going to go call.

933
01:19:29,580 --> 01:19:32,580
Some people don't like lover, do they?

934
01:19:35,840 --> 01:19:39,220
I can't tell you how much I'm going to
miss having Henry to clean up after the

935
01:19:39,220 --> 01:19:40,220
two of us.

936
01:19:42,200 --> 01:19:45,500
It's just so fucking not strange.

937
01:19:47,320 --> 01:19:50,680
What do you mean?

938
01:19:54,640 --> 01:19:55,760
It's just not strange.

939
01:20:10,570 --> 01:20:16,530
After Sean had died and before David got
sick himself, I remember David saying

940
01:20:16,530 --> 01:20:22,090
he wanted his own memorial whenever to
be real simple or Sean would never

941
01:20:22,090 --> 01:20:23,390
forgive him for outdoing his.

942
01:20:26,910 --> 01:20:33,310
And that, I think, more than anything,
epitomizes who David was.

943
01:20:35,210 --> 01:20:39,590
Someone unlike anyone else.

944
01:21:12,490 --> 01:21:13,490
I'm Willie Wolf.

945
01:21:15,930 --> 01:21:18,350
Everybody said how funny David was.

946
01:21:20,070 --> 01:21:27,030
But he also did amazing things for other

947
01:21:27,030 --> 01:21:31,650
people when they needed him to.

948
01:21:33,410 --> 01:21:35,670
He never made a big deal about being
filthy rich.

949
01:21:43,370 --> 01:21:49,570
The most remarkable thing I ever saw
anybody do was the way he

950
01:21:49,570 --> 01:21:56,530
took care of Sean and gave

951
01:21:56,530 --> 01:22:03,310
him what he wanted, which was, you know,
to die at home, which wasn't easy for

952
01:22:03,310 --> 01:22:04,310
David.

953
01:22:04,790 --> 01:22:08,810
And the doctors advised him against it
for his sake.

954
01:22:10,570 --> 01:22:11,570
David.

955
01:22:19,470 --> 01:22:25,410
taught me that life is only what you put
into it.

956
01:22:35,030 --> 01:22:40,130
What you give away, I mean of yourself,
not your money,

957
01:22:40,210 --> 01:22:44,670
because he wasn't that generous when it
came to picking up the tab.

958
01:22:54,050 --> 01:22:59,690
I met David almost nine years ago. He
was one of the first people I met when I

959
01:22:59,690 --> 01:23:00,690
moved to the city.

960
01:23:01,250 --> 01:23:06,530
And he immediately put the moves on me,
you know.

961
01:23:09,970 --> 01:23:10,970
And...

962
01:23:20,590 --> 01:23:26,810
The thing I remember most was the way
when I met Fuzzy, Alan.

963
01:23:31,510 --> 01:23:33,330
He just took him into the family.

964
01:23:35,410 --> 01:23:38,390
And that was that. There was no
discussion.

965
01:23:40,850 --> 01:23:44,810
Fuzzy became an immediate friend.

966
01:23:50,830 --> 01:23:52,710
And I thought that was really classy.

967
01:24:11,150 --> 01:24:12,790
He was really classy.

968
01:24:34,340 --> 01:24:35,340
You had some.

969
01:24:35,840 --> 01:24:36,840
Okay.

970
01:24:37,160 --> 01:24:38,180
David went home.

971
01:24:38,720 --> 01:24:40,000
Do you want to tell this story?

972
01:24:41,120 --> 01:24:43,620
David went home to Bryn Mawr for his
sister's wedding.

973
01:24:43,840 --> 01:24:44,840
She was there today.

974
01:24:45,000 --> 01:24:46,260
I know. They look alike.

975
01:24:47,060 --> 01:24:51,080
And everybody was out at the rehearsal
dinner. And David was alone in the

976
01:24:51,580 --> 01:24:54,020
So he went upstairs to see his old bed.

977
01:24:54,640 --> 01:24:57,640
And hanging on the back of the door is
the wedding dress.

978
01:25:00,110 --> 01:25:04,590
And, you know, apparently he took a look
at it and he thought, oh, what the

979
01:25:04,590 --> 01:25:06,850
hell? What the hell? Nobody's going to
see.

980
01:25:07,130 --> 01:25:08,330
This is David at his sister's wedding.

981
01:25:08,750 --> 01:25:09,830
And he put it on.

982
01:25:10,070 --> 01:25:11,070
The wedding dress.

983
01:25:11,350 --> 01:25:12,410
I never heard this.

984
01:25:12,630 --> 01:25:15,730
And he's standing out in the hall
admiring himself in it, you know, in the

985
01:25:15,730 --> 01:25:18,590
mirror. And he backs up to get a better
look.

986
01:25:19,010 --> 01:25:23,570
Kicks the train, which somehow caught
his foot. He fell down the entire flight

987
01:25:23,570 --> 01:25:24,750
of stairs. Back.

988
01:25:26,750 --> 01:25:27,750
Knocked out cold.

989
01:25:28,350 --> 01:25:32,130
When the family comes home from the
rehearsal, he's still out. Three broken

990
01:25:32,130 --> 01:25:34,790
ribs. They have to cut him out of the
dress with scissors.

991
01:25:36,250 --> 01:25:40,110
The ambulance drivers are there, the
paramedics. The dress, of course, is

992
01:25:40,110 --> 01:25:41,470
ruined. The sister is living.

993
01:26:00,469 --> 01:26:01,510
Legal. Hi.

994
01:26:03,470 --> 01:26:04,470
What's up?

995
01:26:04,710 --> 01:26:06,570
Did somebody talk to you about this?

996
01:26:07,290 --> 01:26:08,290
What?

997
01:26:08,810 --> 01:26:12,590
His name is... I just had it.

998
01:26:16,010 --> 01:26:17,010
Franklin Washington.

999
01:26:17,210 --> 01:26:18,290
He's an IV drug user.

1000
01:26:18,670 --> 01:26:19,670
No.

1001
01:26:20,090 --> 01:26:22,950
He's still in Cabrini with PCP.

1002
01:26:23,550 --> 01:26:26,310
Can't get a bed for him at Bailey House.
He's going to be out on the street.

1003
01:26:26,810 --> 01:26:28,670
I guess he had a lease.

1004
01:26:29,260 --> 01:26:31,100
Uh, his girlfriend did.

1005
01:26:31,480 --> 01:26:33,040
She doesn't have a buddy, so...

1006
01:26:59,210 --> 01:27:00,210
It's Willie.

1007
01:27:03,830 --> 01:27:04,830
How are you?

1008
01:27:05,370 --> 01:27:06,370
Okay.

1009
01:27:06,730 --> 01:27:07,730
Got your laundry.

1010
01:27:09,110 --> 01:27:10,110
Thanks.

1011
01:27:10,510 --> 01:27:15,290
Oh, and Fuzzy said he spoke to Medicaid
for you, and they'll get you a

1012
01:27:15,290 --> 01:27:17,670
replacement card.

1013
01:27:18,630 --> 01:27:20,450
But you can call yourself anytime, okay?

1014
01:27:21,210 --> 01:27:22,210
Okay.

1015
01:27:24,330 --> 01:27:25,330
You have the number?

1016
01:27:32,110 --> 01:27:33,110
Getting any exercise?

1017
01:27:36,350 --> 01:27:38,310
Still feeling wobbly?

1018
01:27:39,790 --> 01:27:40,790
Good.

1019
01:27:42,390 --> 01:27:43,390
Look better.

1020
01:27:46,410 --> 01:27:49,070
Well, so, I'm just on lunch.

1021
01:27:49,750 --> 01:27:51,910
Could you straighten up a little in the
kitchen?

1022
01:27:53,170 --> 01:27:54,170
Sure.

1023
01:27:54,470 --> 01:27:55,470
Want to help me?

1024
01:27:59,210 --> 01:28:00,610
Your leg's bothering you now?

1025
01:28:02,700 --> 01:28:03,700
You should get up.

1026
01:28:04,780 --> 01:28:05,780
Forget it, Willie.

1027
01:28:08,320 --> 01:28:11,340
I'm real confused, Alberto. Your doctor
tells me you're well enough to start

1028
01:28:11,340 --> 01:28:13,220
doing things, but you won't lift a
finger.

1029
01:28:14,080 --> 01:28:17,120
There are people who can't... I don't
think I'll be needing you anymore,

1030
01:28:18,160 --> 01:28:19,160
Thank you.

1031
01:28:19,880 --> 01:28:21,360
You can just leave the keys.

1032
01:28:24,460 --> 01:28:25,800
You're fired, you got it?

1033
01:28:26,360 --> 01:28:27,360
I'm a volunteer.

1034
01:28:28,640 --> 01:28:30,440
I don't get paid. You don't fire me.

1035
01:28:31,690 --> 01:28:34,590
You walk pretty well for somebody who
won't get out of bed. Come on, I want my

1036
01:28:34,590 --> 01:28:35,590
keys.

1037
01:28:36,350 --> 01:28:38,750
I think you're really, really pissed
off, and I don't blame you.

1038
01:28:39,070 --> 01:28:44,110
But if you allow yourself to just waste
away, I... I feel...

1039
01:28:44,110 --> 01:28:49,630
I'm sorry.

1040
01:28:49,850 --> 01:28:51,050
No, I'm not one of your friends.

1041
01:28:51,430 --> 01:28:52,430
Or your family.

1042
01:29:29,390 --> 01:29:30,390
Thank you.

1043
01:29:31,230 --> 01:29:32,730
My name is Howard Palin.

1044
01:29:33,410 --> 01:29:39,610
I, well, I used to be one of those other
people, for those of you

1045
01:29:39,610 --> 01:29:42,490
who admit to watching daytime TV.

1046
01:29:44,910 --> 01:29:47,310
I'm an actor, and I have AIDS.

1047
01:29:48,710 --> 01:29:52,590
A lot of the performers you'll see
tonight have AIDS. A lot don't.

1048
01:29:53,290 --> 01:29:55,410
But we're all committed to one thing.

1049
01:29:56,880 --> 01:30:01,780
To fighting this disease, obviously, but
to the idea that people with AIDS are

1050
01:30:01,780 --> 01:30:02,860
not victims.

1051
01:30:04,140 --> 01:30:06,400
And I'm delighted to be your host for
the evening.

1052
01:30:07,500 --> 01:30:10,300
Welcome to Living With AIDS.

1053
01:30:11,440 --> 01:30:15,820
And please welcome the Finger Lakes
Trio, who hail from upstate New York.

1054
01:30:15,820 --> 01:30:19,900
would like to tell you about a place
where anyone can go if they're a new boy

1055
01:30:19,900 --> 01:30:22,560
town. Perhaps you'll recognize the tune.

1056
01:30:23,400 --> 01:30:24,400
Thank you.

1057
01:30:42,540 --> 01:30:44,880
There's no need to feel down.

1058
01:30:45,180 --> 01:30:50,380
I said, young man, pick yourself off the
ground.

1059
01:30:51,040 --> 01:30:55,820
Young man, cause you're in a new town.

1060
01:30:56,040 --> 01:31:00,100
There's no need to be unhappy.

1061
01:31:04,200 --> 01:31:10,200
It's fun to stay at the YMCA.

1062
01:31:11,960 --> 01:31:16,080
Stay at the YMCA.

1063
01:31:17,640 --> 01:31:20,180
You can get yourself clean.

1064
01:31:20,460 --> 01:31:22,900
You can have a good meal.

1065
01:31:23,100 --> 01:31:27,220
You can do whatever you feel.

1066
01:31:36,180 --> 01:31:38,460
Posey's afraid his parents will see him
on the news.

1067
01:31:38,720 --> 01:31:39,720
I am not.

1068
01:31:40,170 --> 01:31:42,570
Besides, they wouldn't recognize me
without my beard anyway.

1069
01:31:47,150 --> 01:31:49,310
I would love to get arrested.

1070
01:31:49,650 --> 01:31:53,550
We're going to sit down in front of the
health department, and I guess we can

1071
01:31:53,550 --> 01:31:54,550
see if the mayor shows up.

1072
01:31:57,910 --> 01:31:59,890
I think we ought to throw rotten eggs at
him.

1073
01:32:00,690 --> 01:32:02,190
Wouldn't that be sort of redundant?

1074
01:32:02,670 --> 01:32:04,390
The women were strip -searched the last
time.

1075
01:32:05,690 --> 01:32:07,090
When they blocked the Brooklyn Bridge.

1076
01:32:07,640 --> 01:32:08,358
I heard.

1077
01:32:08,360 --> 01:32:11,980
Michael and Bob complained they weren't
strip -searched wherever they got taken.

1078
01:32:12,820 --> 01:32:15,080
It was a different precinct, I guess.

1079
01:32:17,920 --> 01:32:19,160
I'd like to see him try.

1080
01:32:19,480 --> 01:32:20,960
With me? Let him.

1081
01:32:21,380 --> 01:32:22,380
I'm ready.

1082
01:32:23,480 --> 01:32:24,620
You gonna go Monday?

1083
01:32:25,800 --> 01:32:27,220
Yep. Dollar?

1084
01:32:28,260 --> 01:32:29,260
Are you?

1085
01:32:30,220 --> 01:32:31,220
Uh -huh.

1086
01:32:31,920 --> 01:32:33,380
Oh, great. It'll be fun.

1087
01:32:35,320 --> 01:32:36,980
Seems inconceivable, doesn't it?

1088
01:32:37,520 --> 01:32:38,520
Going?

1089
01:32:39,300 --> 01:32:40,980
There was ever a time before all this.

1090
01:32:42,540 --> 01:32:48,160
We didn't wake up every day wondering,
who's sick now? Who else is gone?

1091
01:32:49,840 --> 01:32:52,340
Do you ever wonder if they ever do find
a cure?

1092
01:32:53,300 --> 01:32:55,400
People would go back to sleeping around.

1093
01:32:55,600 --> 01:32:56,820
Oh, who cares, you know?

1094
01:32:57,180 --> 01:32:58,680
It's just a question, I know.

1095
01:32:59,380 --> 01:33:04,900
I know, but... I'm sorry, I just think
that other people do.

1096
01:33:05,630 --> 01:33:08,790
Or don't sleep around or what they do.
It's just not the point. I'm sick of

1097
01:33:08,790 --> 01:33:11,190
hearing people pontificate about it.
Except us.

1098
01:33:11,530 --> 01:33:12,530
Except us, exactly.

1099
01:33:15,530 --> 01:33:16,590
I just want to be there.

1100
01:33:18,770 --> 01:33:20,090
If they ever do find a cure.

1101
01:33:21,530 --> 01:33:23,130
Can you imagine what it would be like?

1102
01:33:23,810 --> 01:33:25,230
Like the end of World War II.

1103
01:33:57,460 --> 01:34:03,560
but still it seemed like you were
hovering over

1104
01:34:03,560 --> 01:34:09,340
still out there keeping an eye on me

1105
01:34:19,370 --> 01:34:23,910
And we'll tell our story.

1106
01:35:07,150 --> 01:35:08,250
Son of a bitch. You asshole.

1107
01:35:23,530 --> 01:35:27,770
I just

1108
01:35:27,770 --> 01:35:31,550
want to be there.

1109
01:35:48,400 --> 01:35:54,840
I took a walk, I didn't know which way I
was going But somehow

1110
01:35:54,840 --> 01:36:01,840
or other I ended up here When we said
we'd meet again

1111
01:36:01,840 --> 01:36:08,720
I guess I was hoping But the place had
been closed down a while

1112
01:36:08,720 --> 01:36:11,180
It was all dark in there

1113
01:36:18,110 --> 01:36:19,110
Maana -