1 00:00:15,680 --> 00:00:16,840 {\an8}Will, can you hear me? 2 00:00:16,920 --> 00:00:17,920 {\an8}2 YEARS EARLIER 3 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,720 {\an8}Come on. He needs rest. 4 00:00:20,840 --> 00:00:22,040 He was really lucky. 5 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:24,320 That's all I kept hearing. 6 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:27,000 -"He was really lucky." -Will. 7 00:00:28,360 --> 00:00:30,680 I had no idea where I was or what had happened. 8 00:00:30,760 --> 00:00:32,240 I just knew everything hurt. 9 00:00:32,320 --> 00:00:33,240 -Son. -Mom. 10 00:00:33,320 --> 00:00:35,400 Tom! It's Will! 11 00:00:35,480 --> 00:00:36,680 He's awake. 12 00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:38,200 I was awake. 13 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:42,400 But nothing would be okay. Disaster had already struck. 14 00:00:43,120 --> 00:00:46,160 {\an8}HOURS BEFORE DISASTER 15 00:00:52,480 --> 00:00:55,480 -It could be important. -It's my girlfriend. 16 00:00:55,560 --> 00:00:57,880 She wants to wish me a happy birthday. 17 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:00,360 -Really? -Yeah. 18 00:01:00,440 --> 00:01:01,840 Happy birthday. 19 00:01:04,760 --> 00:01:05,760 Shit. 20 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:08,040 Want to answer? 21 00:01:08,120 --> 00:01:11,520 She's really nice. Let's talk to her. Hi, Elena! 22 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:14,400 Shut up. Come on. 23 00:01:15,240 --> 00:01:16,720 I know what you're thinking. 24 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:19,600 I was a prick. But I'm not gonna lie to you. 25 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:21,480 {\an8}Just hear me out. 26 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:34,360 {\an8}Will! 27 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:45,480 -Happy birthday, son! -Thanks. 28 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:48,400 -We didn't know you'd be out. -Last-minute plans. 29 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:53,240 -You staying for the Perseids? -No. I'm going out with Juan and the guys. 30 00:01:54,320 --> 00:01:56,120 {\an8}BASED ON THE NOVEL BY ALICE KELLEN 31 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:59,640 {\an8}I used to act like nothing had consequences. 32 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:02,320 {\an8}Like I'd always be forgiven. 33 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:12,400 THE MAP OF LONGING 34 00:02:26,440 --> 00:02:27,520 ELENA MISSED CALL 35 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:28,920 YOU OKAY, BABE? 36 00:02:36,400 --> 00:02:37,400 Finally! 37 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:40,160 Happy birthday! 38 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:42,600 Thanks, honey. How are you? 39 00:02:42,680 --> 00:02:44,920 Still in bed? Come on, get up. 40 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,120 -I've been calling all day. -I know. Sorry. 41 00:02:48,200 --> 00:02:50,760 I was with my parents. I didn't want to… 42 00:02:50,840 --> 00:02:53,920 -I know. Sorry. -But we need to figure things out. 43 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:57,480 Hey, sorry, honey. The guys are waiting. 44 00:02:57,560 --> 00:03:00,400 I'll take care of everything next week, okay? 45 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:02,040 -Okay. -The dinners too. 46 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:04,360 -Love you. -Bye. 47 00:03:12,080 --> 00:03:14,680 Hey, get out here! 48 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:16,320 All right. I'm coming! 49 00:03:19,320 --> 00:03:23,200 -Tucker! Happy birthday! -What's up? 50 00:03:23,280 --> 00:03:24,280 Happy birthday! 51 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:27,640 What's up with the beard? Doesn't Elena complain? 52 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,480 -Says the guy with a receding hairline. -Hands off. 53 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:33,120 Is that your in-laws' car? 54 00:03:35,040 --> 00:03:37,720 No way! 55 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:41,520 -I gotta hop in. -I'll knock your teeth out. 56 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:44,520 -Relax. -Do that again, and I'll break your legs. 57 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:46,360 Let's go. Be quiet and start it up. 58 00:03:51,240 --> 00:03:56,320 Will, this car is insane. But there's no room for a baby seat. 59 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,960 -No way. -The other car was awesome. 60 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:01,840 Yeah, but it was too basic for Tucker. 61 00:04:01,920 --> 00:04:04,600 Have you guys seen the penthouse he bought? 62 00:04:04,680 --> 00:04:05,680 -No. -No? 63 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:08,040 -How do you know about that? -Holy shit. 64 00:04:08,120 --> 00:04:10,720 -Your girlfriend posts everything. -Sweet! 65 00:04:10,800 --> 00:04:12,960 -Nice place. -You follow each other? 66 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,240 Since we hooked up on New Year's. 67 00:04:16,800 --> 00:04:18,000 I hear wedding bells! 68 00:04:18,080 --> 00:04:20,680 -We're going to a wedding! -Let's go! 69 00:04:21,200 --> 00:04:23,680 Tucker's got it all figured out. 70 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:28,440 Fancy place, check. Girlfriend, check. Degree, check. Everything, check. 71 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:30,920 That's why I'm not still living with my parents. 72 00:04:35,120 --> 00:04:36,760 Gema's coming too. 73 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:39,760 Hey. What's that? 74 00:04:39,840 --> 00:04:41,520 Don't light that joint. 75 00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:45,400 Tucker, what the hell? 76 00:04:46,840 --> 00:04:48,080 I said don't light it. 77 00:04:48,160 --> 00:04:49,840 Okay. I'll put it away. 78 00:04:50,360 --> 00:04:51,680 What's your problem? 79 00:04:54,280 --> 00:04:55,600 What's up with you, man? 80 00:05:09,680 --> 00:05:11,880 All right! 81 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:16,360 Not drinking? 82 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:18,480 No. I'm good. What's that? 83 00:05:18,560 --> 00:05:22,360 Hey! Is that your car? 84 00:05:23,160 --> 00:05:24,760 Yeah. What's up? 85 00:05:25,640 --> 00:05:26,880 How much did it cost? 86 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:29,200 A lot. 87 00:05:29,720 --> 00:05:31,520 You got ripped off. 88 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:34,200 It's for show. Only good for picking up girls. 89 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:39,640 -I don't need a car for that. -Then why spend all that money? 90 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:42,120 Only a hick would drive that thing. 91 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:48,600 Because I can. Because I felt like it. 92 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:50,120 Hey, what's going on? 93 00:05:50,200 --> 00:05:51,600 Nothing. Relax, bro. 94 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:54,720 So, are we gonna race? 95 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:56,480 Didn't you come to show off? 96 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:58,320 What do you drive, loser? 97 00:05:58,400 --> 00:06:00,080 Nothing fancy. But it's solid. 98 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:02,200 A real car. Not some hick showpiece. 99 00:06:02,280 --> 00:06:03,400 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 100 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:05,600 Watch your fucking mouth. 101 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:07,560 -Tucker… -Okay, guys! 102 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:10,400 I'm racing the hick in the fancy shirt. 103 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:26,120 I should've kicked him out of the car. 104 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:44,800 Step on it. 105 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:48,320 Come on, Tucker! Floor it! 106 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,480 Go! 107 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:03,360 Yeah! Come on! 108 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:09,200 Let's go, Tucker! 109 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:23,040 Go! Yeah! 110 00:07:23,120 --> 00:07:25,360 Fuck yeah! Step on it! 111 00:08:12,360 --> 00:08:13,360 Son. 112 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:16,200 Son, don't move. 113 00:08:16,800 --> 00:08:19,840 -You might get dizzy. -What happened? 114 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,880 You were in a crash. 115 00:08:25,400 --> 00:08:27,520 Out on the highway. 116 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:31,240 Careful, don't touch it. 117 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:34,440 Do you remember anything? 118 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:39,760 You were in an induced coma, son. Because of the crash. 119 00:08:40,280 --> 00:08:44,760 They had to remove your spleen and operate on your leg. 120 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:46,520 You were really lucky. 121 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:50,160 I'll get the doctor. 122 00:08:52,520 --> 00:08:53,640 Where's Juan? 123 00:08:55,680 --> 00:08:56,840 Is he okay? 124 00:08:57,640 --> 00:08:59,000 He was with me. 125 00:09:03,520 --> 00:09:04,560 No. 126 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:10,440 What…? 127 00:09:11,520 --> 00:09:12,800 What is it? 128 00:09:14,200 --> 00:09:16,200 They couldn't save him, Will. 129 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:19,120 He died on impact. 130 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:22,600 He wasn't wearing a seat belt. 131 00:09:24,680 --> 00:09:26,360 It wasn't your fault, son. 132 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:32,840 Of course it was. I couldn't stop thinking about Juan. 133 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:35,320 All the things we would've done. 134 00:09:35,400 --> 00:09:40,440 Everything he'll never get to do. It was like he was always there with me. 135 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:48,480 I was supposed to move on… but I just couldn't. 136 00:09:48,560 --> 00:09:50,080 I couldn't even cry. 137 00:09:50,640 --> 00:09:52,040 I didn't deserve to. 138 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:56,800 -Why the hell wasn't it me? -How are you? 139 00:09:56,880 --> 00:10:00,520 {\an8}Still, everyone kept saying I was lucky. 140 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:04,520 You were really lucky. Good thing you weren't drinking. 141 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:07,960 That's why they released you. 142 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:10,880 We need to reach a deal before the trial. 143 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:15,400 The lawyer says his family wants an apology. 144 00:10:16,960 --> 00:10:18,680 In person. 145 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:21,160 No. I can't do that. 146 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:25,640 You have to. Otherwise, there's no deal. They can ask for anything. 147 00:10:25,720 --> 00:10:27,400 I can't face them. 148 00:10:28,600 --> 00:10:29,600 Can I come in? 149 00:10:29,680 --> 00:10:32,040 Sure. I was just heading out. 150 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:34,800 -Hi, Patricia. -Hey. Hi, babe. 151 00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:37,720 Try to get some rest. Don't stress. 152 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:39,560 We'll figure it out. 153 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:41,280 -Bye. -Bye. 154 00:10:45,560 --> 00:10:46,760 How'd it go? 155 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:53,920 The bathroom came out great. You'll love it. 156 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:57,760 -Look-- -No. I can't keep doing this. 157 00:10:58,880 --> 00:11:01,000 -It's almost done-- -Not the apartment. 158 00:11:01,680 --> 00:11:03,360 There's a lot you don't know. 159 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:09,520 {\an8}HIDDEN ALBUM 160 00:11:09,600 --> 00:11:11,160 {\an8}From my birthday. 161 00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:12,720 And other days. 162 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:15,640 You can scroll through. Here. 163 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:16,840 Who are these girls? 164 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:18,840 What the hell is this? 165 00:11:23,680 --> 00:11:26,000 -Is this a joke? -I'm not who you think I am. 166 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,680 I don't want to keep lying. 167 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:29,720 -What?! -I'm done. 168 00:11:29,800 --> 00:11:32,120 -You're done?! -I can't do this. 169 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:35,880 Do what you want with the apartment. Patricia will handle my part. 170 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:37,480 What the hell is this? 171 00:11:37,560 --> 00:11:39,120 Look at me, Will. 172 00:11:39,640 --> 00:11:43,560 Who are you? What kind of person are you? 173 00:11:44,480 --> 00:11:45,800 A fraud, I guess. 174 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:50,400 A fraud? Was our relationship fake too? 175 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:54,840 You're such an asshole, Will. 176 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:00,200 That was the last time I saw her. 177 00:12:00,960 --> 00:12:04,040 The last time I hurt someone who didn't deserve it. 178 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:10,400 I quit my job, stopped going to the club… I cut off everyone I'd met since college. 179 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:13,760 I hated myself so much, I needed to get away. 180 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:15,720 Especially from people who cared. 181 00:12:17,840 --> 00:12:19,560 I'd hit rock bottom. 182 00:12:21,680 --> 00:12:25,480 Then one day someone came into my life and made me see things differently. 183 00:12:25,560 --> 00:12:28,200 Someone you know well. 184 00:12:28,280 --> 00:12:29,320 Will? 185 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:32,320 Is it really…? 186 00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:34,480 It's you! 187 00:12:35,640 --> 00:12:39,200 Wow. Will Tucker. The one and only. 188 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:41,560 Sorry. Who are you? 189 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:43,680 You don't recognize me? 190 00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:47,120 Looking like this, I can't blame you. 191 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:52,400 I'll tell you… if you beat me at chess. 192 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,960 No way. I'm not playing chess. 193 00:12:59,160 --> 00:13:01,960 What? You've got something better to do? 194 00:13:10,680 --> 00:13:11,680 Check. 195 00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:34,480 -No one ever beats you, huh? -Nope. 196 00:13:34,560 --> 00:13:36,760 -Right. -I'm a legend around here. 197 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:40,160 Actually, that's a clue. 198 00:13:43,400 --> 00:13:45,320 -Still nothing? -Nope. 199 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:47,040 Okay, let's see. 200 00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:51,240 You like glitter. 201 00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:58,320 And I also know you hate that Welsh thing, "Glamorgan." 202 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:06,600 You had a rough time at school. 203 00:14:07,800 --> 00:14:10,200 Lucy? Lucy Álvarez? 204 00:14:10,280 --> 00:14:12,560 -Yeah! -Lucy Álvarez? 205 00:14:12,640 --> 00:14:14,080 -No way. -Yep. It's me. 206 00:14:14,160 --> 00:14:15,720 I mean… 207 00:14:16,480 --> 00:14:18,200 -This is nuts. -I know. 208 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:22,240 What are you doing here? What happened? 209 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:26,800 I don't know. You seem different. 210 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:32,640 Yeah. 211 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:36,480 I'm not the same Will. 212 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:43,280 I met Lucy when we were 7. I'd just moved to Spain. 213 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:44,880 We came for my dad's job. 214 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:49,480 We moved into a house in the countryside, with a vegetable patch and chickens. 215 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:57,240 Go shower, you hick! 216 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:00,120 Morning, Merche. 217 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:03,720 -Look who's here. -Welcome, Lucy. 218 00:15:03,800 --> 00:15:05,360 Why don't you sit with Will? 219 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:08,920 See you later. 220 00:15:14,400 --> 00:15:15,840 Hi, Will. I'm Lucy. 221 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:17,040 Hi. 222 00:15:17,560 --> 00:15:20,280 The hick's got a girlfriend! 223 00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:22,560 Sebas! Tino! 224 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:24,240 You dropped this. 225 00:15:34,680 --> 00:15:37,800 -What is it? -Glamorgan. Welsh sausage. 226 00:15:37,880 --> 00:15:39,760 What? I've never tried it. 227 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:42,000 -Want to trade? Mine's turkey. -Deal. 228 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:45,240 From then on, Lucy and I shared our sandwiches. 229 00:15:45,800 --> 00:15:48,800 Both the good and the bad. 230 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:51,320 -Told you. -Half and half? 231 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:55,640 Here. For you. 232 00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:58,640 Look at it in the sunlight. It's like stardust. 233 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:01,640 I loved that pen. 234 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:03,800 I had it for a long time. 235 00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:14,560 Then Lucy had a relapse, and school became a nightmare again. 236 00:16:19,240 --> 00:16:23,280 And my parents got tired of living in a house that always needed fixing. 237 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:27,400 Won't you miss the garden? The chickens? 238 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:30,080 -Need a hand? -Here, take this. 239 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,640 My little sister's better than you. 240 00:16:40,720 --> 00:16:44,680 No one knew me there. I could become someone else. 241 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,080 Tell her to come down! Let's play one-on-one! 242 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:49,840 She's 6. 243 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,080 You're the new kid, right? I'm Juan. 244 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:55,960 -Will Tucker! -Wow! 245 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:58,360 Sounds like a name out of a zombie movie. 246 00:16:58,440 --> 00:17:04,240 No one messed with Juan. And, yeah, he could be a jerk sometimes. 247 00:17:04,760 --> 00:17:07,760 But if you were with him, no one could touch you. 248 00:17:07,840 --> 00:17:09,040 Kick it here. 249 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:12,560 Hey. Get over here. 250 00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:14,240 Come! 251 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:15,920 Don't pretend you can't hear me! 252 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:20,280 At first, I just copied him. 253 00:17:20,360 --> 00:17:23,800 What's that sandwich? Not chorizo, right, nerd? 254 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:26,520 But eventually, I became him. 255 00:17:26,600 --> 00:17:27,800 What's this? 256 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:28,920 Mortadella? 257 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:32,560 -Gross! -I loved the way people respected me. 258 00:17:33,120 --> 00:17:36,000 As I got older, I wanted more. 259 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:44,600 I studied law, but I partied half the time. 260 00:17:45,320 --> 00:17:46,320 Top me up. 261 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:48,920 I started making connections, becoming a new Will. 262 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:50,000 I do. 263 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:52,000 An even bigger idiot. 264 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:55,280 -What's up? Not going to Ale's? -Nah, it's dead over there. 265 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:58,120 -My cousin Elena. She's from Madrid. -Hi. 266 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,560 -Thanks. -Madrid? Which part? 267 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:03,400 Hey. She's got a boyfriend. 268 00:18:03,480 --> 00:18:05,240 I just asked where she's from. 269 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:08,360 -What are you doing here? -Seeing if they'll let him in. 270 00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:11,480 -Tell your parents. -What? To kick him out? 271 00:18:11,560 --> 00:18:14,280 Don't listen to her. I'm totally trustworthy. 272 00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:18,680 Elena was the perfect girl to build a perfect life. 273 00:18:18,760 --> 00:18:22,240 It didn't matter if I was faking it. I didn't think in those terms. 274 00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:23,880 Elena, darling. 275 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:25,120 Hi, Mom. 276 00:18:25,640 --> 00:18:27,440 -This is Will. -Will. 277 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:29,800 -Finally. -Nice to meet you. 278 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:34,480 We were just having drinks with Susana and Ramón. 279 00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:37,720 -From the club. -Are you sure you're not sisters? 280 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:40,200 -What a thing to say. -Hon… 281 00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:42,480 Look, here comes the boss. 282 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:46,480 Thanks to her parents, I landed a job at a big energy firm. 283 00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:48,800 Will. 284 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:49,880 -Hello. -Hi. 285 00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:52,440 We put down a deposit on a penthouse downtown. 286 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:54,560 My future was all mapped out. 287 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:56,800 Juan was right about that. 288 00:18:56,880 --> 00:19:00,000 Then it all went to hell. 289 00:19:12,080 --> 00:19:13,680 That must've been awful. 290 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,240 How are you doing now? 291 00:19:20,680 --> 00:19:22,120 Like crap. 292 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:25,080 I killed my best friend. 293 00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:29,240 It wasn't murder. 294 00:19:30,120 --> 00:19:31,680 Seriously. 295 00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:35,680 Homicide, maybe, if you ask the dictionary. 296 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,480 You're still brutally honest. 297 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,000 Good people deserve the truth. 298 00:19:48,920 --> 00:19:53,440 So what are you doing here? You're a long way from home. 299 00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:56,920 Yeah. I'm taking part in a clinical trial. 300 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,040 I came with my mom. 301 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:02,360 They're giving me the good stuff. 302 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:06,800 -Look at us. -Yep. 303 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:15,800 I don't know, you can… 304 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:22,160 see it as a chance… to get back to who you used to be. 305 00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:26,600 The Will I knew. And to start looking ahead. 306 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:29,440 I don't want to think about the future. 307 00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:32,520 Well, at least you can. 308 00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:39,880 We saw each other almost every day. 309 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:48,360 Hey. 310 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:51,480 Rough session today, huh? 311 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:55,080 Yep. 312 00:20:57,040 --> 00:20:58,320 I got you something. 313 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:00,640 What is it? 314 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:06,200 Let's see. 315 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:12,760 The suspense is killing me. 316 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:17,720 I got one for myself too. 317 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:20,200 Of course you did. 318 00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:23,960 I love it. 319 00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:27,280 Thank you. 320 00:21:27,360 --> 00:21:30,200 -Want to play a game? -Cards. 321 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:34,960 -Not chess. You'd wipe the floor with me. -Okay. Cards it is. 322 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:40,440 Do you still have your license? 323 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:46,040 I don't have to hand it in until the trial, but… I'm done. 324 00:21:46,120 --> 00:21:47,800 I'm never driving again. 325 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:54,400 My sister says the same thing. Actually, you two are kind of alike. 326 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,040 -Really? -Yep. 327 00:21:56,120 --> 00:21:57,120 How so? 328 00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:02,200 You're both sort of lost. 329 00:22:02,880 --> 00:22:05,960 -Just waiting for something to happen. -I'm not waiting. 330 00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:09,160 -Greta says the same thing. -I'm not. 331 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:17,240 When she was little, she'd always wait to see what I picked first. 332 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:20,400 At burger places. 333 00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:23,760 Or with presents or costumes. 334 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:27,640 One Halloween, I went as Wednesday. She dressed up as Thing. 335 00:22:28,440 --> 00:22:29,800 -Right? -I need to see that. 336 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:32,400 It was amazing. My mom's got photos. 337 00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:37,720 She's my favorite person. 338 00:22:38,520 --> 00:22:41,600 You should meet her. She was here this morning. 339 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:46,640 I'm not really up for meeting anyone. Or being nice. Or answering questions. 340 00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:50,080 -I can't. -No. You don't have to do that with her. 341 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:52,120 But yeah, I get it. 342 00:22:56,360 --> 00:22:59,000 You know, my parents had her to save me. 343 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,120 Want me to take you somewhere? 344 00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:27,200 -Are we allowed up here? -It's VIP only. 345 00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:32,840 I like finding places that don't feel like a hospital. 346 00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:49,240 What do you think happens after we die? 347 00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:54,560 Nothing. 348 00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:57,160 Don't say that to someone who's immunocompromised. 349 00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:01,720 Sorry. I mean, maybe there is something. Yeah. There's got to be. 350 00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,240 I think that when you die… 351 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:11,240 or when you're close to it… 352 00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,840 you see your whole life like a movie. 353 00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:20,040 You finally understand what it all meant, and you can let go. 354 00:24:23,240 --> 00:24:28,200 Part of you leaves, but part of you stays behind. 355 00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:34,320 With the people who loved you. In places. In things. 356 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:38,920 You should be a therapist, you know? 357 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:42,600 -That would've been nice. -That would be nice. 358 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,080 "Would," if you ask the dictionary. 359 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:53,480 What would you want to study when you get out of here? 360 00:24:56,040 --> 00:25:01,160 I'll just be hospitalized here again. There's no cure for what I have. 361 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:04,080 Yeah, but in the meantime, you'll need something to do. 362 00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:10,360 What do you want to do when you get out? 363 00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:13,760 Keep coming back to see you. 364 00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:22,600 When I got out, I came back. 365 00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:24,560 -See you tomorrow. -Thanks. 366 00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:27,200 I bought the trailer and got a job at Zinrock. 367 00:25:29,840 --> 00:25:32,040 I guess, deep down, 368 00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:35,760 it was because of what Lucy said about becoming the Will she knew. 369 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:39,040 I went to see her whenever I could. 370 00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:43,400 When are you getting out? You'll be close to me now. 371 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:46,600 Probably soon. 372 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:51,000 Any news about your trial? 373 00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:56,640 My lawyer says these things take time. 374 00:25:58,120 --> 00:26:00,520 She's still trying to work out a deal. 375 00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:03,120 But I'd have to apologize to Juan's parents. 376 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:04,360 Why don't you? 377 00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:06,760 I can't. 378 00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:09,160 You can't apologize for something like that. 379 00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:12,800 You can apologize for being late, not for killing someone's son. 380 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:17,360 I'd like to apologize to my family. 381 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:19,160 For what? 382 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,680 For ruining their lives. 383 00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:31,840 But I can't because what's wrong with me isn't my fault. 384 00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:34,480 I get that. 385 00:26:42,360 --> 00:26:43,760 I want… 386 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:47,400 to ask you something, Will. 387 00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,160 The drug trial isn't working. 388 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:54,200 -And-- -So try something else. 389 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:56,600 Right? I mean… 390 00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:01,760 No. 391 00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:08,880 This is coming to an end. 392 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:13,200 And it's okay because… I'm tired. 393 00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:16,600 I want you to stop visiting. 394 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:19,680 What do you mean? 395 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,760 I don't want you to go through this. It's going to be hard. 396 00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:26,880 -Come on. Let's play another game. -No. I mean it. 397 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:33,120 Will you respect my decision? 398 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:39,120 You never showed me the Halloween photos. 399 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:47,760 I'll mail them to you. 400 00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:50,200 I don't get mail in the trailer. 401 00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:53,640 I'll find a way. 402 00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:58,360 If you say so. 403 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,520 Want to go up to the roof? 404 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:12,800 No, I'm cold. 405 00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:16,520 Yeah. It's cold out. 406 00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:33,920 If you need anything, call me. 407 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,480 For a game or… anything. 408 00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:39,920 Thank you. 409 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,200 I know this sucks. 410 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:44,840 Yeah. Big time. 411 00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,080 Take good care of yourself. 412 00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:18,720 You too. 413 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:21,520 You're an amazing person. 414 00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:28,040 Don't say that. 415 00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:35,440 I'll see you outside. 416 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:46,960 She looked so fragile. Like she might break. 417 00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:50,720 I never saw her again. 418 00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:07,880 Just like she said, she got worse, and they sent her home soon after. 419 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,160 This is for you. 420 00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:52,280 That was the last I heard of her, until one day, early in the spring, 421 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:54,440 I got a package. 422 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:10,680 Are you okay? 423 00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,880 Greta, are you okay? 424 00:31:22,240 --> 00:31:23,240 Greta Álvarez? 425 00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:27,880 Yeah. I'm Greta Álvarez. Who are you? 426 00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:31,600 I'm Will. I brought you something. 427 00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:38,760 You've turned my life upside down, Greta. 428 00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:43,560 I've never felt like this before. 429 00:31:44,680 --> 00:31:46,520 Now you know who I am. 430 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,120 Who I really am. 431 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,040 Wait, don't go like this. Greta! 432 00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:00,080 Greta! 433 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:02,200 -Talk to me. -What do you want me to say? 434 00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:04,960 That you lied to me? That you never told me anything? 435 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:07,000 How could you do all that? 436 00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:09,400 Did Lucy know everything? 437 00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:11,840 Yeah. She did. 438 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,160 Then who are you, really? 439 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:29,000 Subtitle translation by: Meredith Cannella