1 00:00:11,041 --> 00:00:12,833 I have a clear limit in my head. 2 00:00:14,416 --> 00:00:16,958 - Shit, how high are we going? - Up to 150. 3 00:00:19,875 --> 00:00:20,875 Shit, we're out now. 4 00:00:27,875 --> 00:00:31,291 Well, you can't overthink it. You must stay in the moment. 5 00:00:43,916 --> 00:00:44,750 Did we get it? 6 00:00:48,125 --> 00:00:50,625 - We've got one already! - We've got one. 7 00:00:50,708 --> 00:00:54,541 I wasn't planning to buy several cars. I just went for the Ferrari. 8 00:00:54,625 --> 00:00:56,458 And now I want the Bronco! 9 00:00:56,541 --> 00:00:58,916 But Bill had other plans. 10 00:01:03,041 --> 00:01:04,541 I hope we get it, man! 11 00:01:05,625 --> 00:01:08,333 Bill loves the Ford Bronco so much 12 00:01:08,416 --> 00:01:10,875 that I get the sense he has no limit. 13 00:01:19,875 --> 00:01:21,583 Clear limit. 200… 14 00:01:21,666 --> 00:01:23,000 - …50. - …40. 15 00:01:24,125 --> 00:01:28,791 David told us not to get emotional and not to bid more than that. 16 00:01:30,666 --> 00:01:33,291 But I've fallen in love with this car. 17 00:01:33,375 --> 00:01:36,125 I want it now, of course I'm emotional. 18 00:01:38,458 --> 00:01:40,625 Oh, my God, I'm so excited! 19 00:01:44,625 --> 00:01:47,041 I can already picture myself driving around LA in it. 20 00:01:48,208 --> 00:01:49,416 Two hundred. Do it. 21 00:01:52,708 --> 00:01:55,625 I wanted that car at any cost. 22 00:01:55,708 --> 00:01:57,583 Two hundred and thirty. Wait. 23 00:01:59,041 --> 00:02:01,750 Bill nods really fast, you can't keep up. 24 00:02:02,583 --> 00:02:03,958 Like this, "Yes. Yes." 25 00:02:06,958 --> 00:02:08,666 Very politely. No more. 26 00:02:11,166 --> 00:02:13,375 Come on. Another 10,000! 27 00:02:14,708 --> 00:02:15,666 Don't do it. 28 00:02:22,083 --> 00:02:23,958 And I was like, "Wait a minute." 29 00:02:30,708 --> 00:02:33,791 Woah, woah, woah, Mouse. It's okay to slow down a bit. 30 00:02:33,875 --> 00:02:36,083 He thinks, "Who knows what tomorrow will bring." 31 00:02:36,166 --> 00:02:39,333 It was worth it. We've got to make the trip memorable. 32 00:02:39,416 --> 00:02:41,041 We got a real bargain. 33 00:02:43,708 --> 00:02:46,333 - They'll be here next week. - Yeah, awesome. 34 00:02:46,416 --> 00:02:49,416 They say anything's possible in America. From rags to riches. 35 00:02:49,500 --> 00:02:51,041 - That's the motto. - Yes. 36 00:02:51,125 --> 00:02:53,375 But is it true? 37 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,000 In our case, yes. 38 00:03:06,208 --> 00:03:08,791 {\an8}ONE WEEK LATER 39 00:03:09,291 --> 00:03:10,666 How does it fit in there? 40 00:03:10,750 --> 00:03:13,166 I never would've expected them to fit in there. 41 00:03:13,250 --> 00:03:15,291 The cars are arriving today. That was quick. 42 00:03:15,375 --> 00:03:18,083 I don't have to drive it out, he'll do it, right? 43 00:03:18,166 --> 00:03:19,125 We drive them out. 44 00:03:19,208 --> 00:03:22,125 No, that's not for me. I'll have a panic attack. 45 00:03:22,208 --> 00:03:23,750 - Stop it. - I'll panic. 46 00:03:23,833 --> 00:03:25,000 Then you drive it out. 47 00:03:25,083 --> 00:03:26,875 - You drive it out. - See? 48 00:03:28,083 --> 00:03:30,833 I get anxious when driving in narrow spaces. Awful. 49 00:03:41,291 --> 00:03:43,458 I didn't test drive the car. Neither of us did. 50 00:03:43,541 --> 00:03:45,083 Let's see how this goes. 51 00:03:46,916 --> 00:03:48,958 It won't make it up my hill, Tom. 52 00:03:49,041 --> 00:03:51,458 Look how low it is. Just a couple of centimeters. 53 00:03:51,541 --> 00:03:54,333 It is low, yes. It's like this, everywhere. 54 00:03:54,416 --> 00:03:56,083 You won't be able to go anywhere with that. 55 00:03:56,666 --> 00:03:58,583 We'll drive it up now. Then we'll see. 56 00:03:59,083 --> 00:04:00,250 Tight call. 57 00:04:00,333 --> 00:04:02,500 I need another mirror here, Daniel. Here. 58 00:04:02,583 --> 00:04:04,541 This needs to be polished. 59 00:04:04,625 --> 00:04:07,333 You can put a mirror there. Then you can see yourself. 60 00:04:07,416 --> 00:04:09,750 Look at yourself the whole time. 61 00:04:16,875 --> 00:04:18,833 It's really low, isn't it? It's crazy. 62 00:04:20,250 --> 00:04:21,250 Carpe Diem. 63 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:23,041 Live the moment. 64 00:04:23,125 --> 00:04:24,125 Awesome! 65 00:04:33,250 --> 00:04:35,625 It constantly scrapes the ground. Damn speed bumps. 66 00:04:39,666 --> 00:04:41,375 - Is it a powerful engine? - Totally. 67 00:04:41,458 --> 00:04:43,708 You could do cross-country driving with it. 68 00:04:44,750 --> 00:04:46,291 It's like driving a tractor. 69 00:04:48,416 --> 00:04:50,875 Arizona must have fewer speed bumps. 70 00:04:53,041 --> 00:04:54,291 Those damn things. 71 00:04:55,750 --> 00:04:57,750 Such a good purchase. Awesome! 72 00:04:58,625 --> 00:05:00,875 And the last one… This one's higher. 73 00:05:01,500 --> 00:05:02,500 Made it. 74 00:05:11,958 --> 00:05:15,208 My car drives really well. It's perfect for LA. 75 00:05:15,291 --> 00:05:17,625 Alfia can see out the back. I think it's perfect. 76 00:05:18,208 --> 00:05:19,250 So nice! 77 00:05:20,625 --> 00:05:21,458 Great. 78 00:05:30,791 --> 00:05:32,041 Here comes the Ferrari. 79 00:05:35,666 --> 00:05:38,416 No. I wouldn't say it was a bad purchase. I can handle it. 80 00:05:38,500 --> 00:05:41,000 But we'll have to see if Henry can handle it. 81 00:05:41,875 --> 00:05:44,916 Honestly, the Ferrari is pretty shit for LA roads. 82 00:05:45,750 --> 00:05:46,625 Made it. 83 00:05:52,708 --> 00:05:53,791 Let's run lines. 84 00:05:53,875 --> 00:05:56,208 - For what? - For the murder mystery dinner. 85 00:05:57,500 --> 00:06:01,208 We're taking part in an experiment on TV. 86 00:06:01,291 --> 00:06:04,208 I have the most important role. I'm the party planner. 87 00:06:05,041 --> 00:06:08,041 It's a live murder mystery dinner. It's live on TV. 88 00:06:08,125 --> 00:06:09,666 Someone gets murdered. 89 00:06:09,750 --> 00:06:11,416 - Breathe! - Let me try. 90 00:06:11,500 --> 00:06:13,875 And the others have to guess who the murderer is. 91 00:06:13,958 --> 00:06:16,958 I can't wait to do it. They're all very established actors. 92 00:06:17,041 --> 00:06:20,583 Six suspects. Six motives. 93 00:06:20,666 --> 00:06:22,958 I found it interesting that I was invited. 94 00:06:23,041 --> 00:06:25,583 I'm not an actor, let alone a live TV actor. 95 00:06:25,666 --> 00:06:29,916 They asked me if I wanted a part. I said I did. 96 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:32,791 On condition that they added a zero to your fee. 97 00:06:32,875 --> 00:06:35,250 - So what part are you playing? - I'm Death. 98 00:06:36,916 --> 00:06:38,291 - Death? - I play the dead person. 99 00:06:38,375 --> 00:06:40,666 - What does that look like? - You look the part. 100 00:06:40,750 --> 00:06:42,708 No make-up, wrinkles… 101 00:06:42,791 --> 00:06:44,458 - Why are you so negative? - It's true. 102 00:06:44,541 --> 00:06:47,125 - It's not very nice. - That's why they thought of him. 103 00:06:47,208 --> 00:06:49,875 If he were a fresh, young guy like me, it wouldn't work. 104 00:06:49,958 --> 00:06:53,375 Just look at your organs on the MRI and be quiet. 105 00:06:53,458 --> 00:06:56,708 I'm expecting a great performance. 106 00:06:56,791 --> 00:06:59,500 I'm also very curious to see how many lines he'll have. 107 00:06:59,583 --> 00:07:01,333 Will he even have any? 108 00:07:01,416 --> 00:07:05,416 Look, it says "no lines" everywhere here. Oh, here I am. Here. 109 00:07:05,500 --> 00:07:07,250 "Collect." That's my line. 110 00:07:07,333 --> 00:07:08,375 - "Collect"? - "Collect." 111 00:07:08,458 --> 00:07:11,041 So is "collect" a sentence or a word? 112 00:07:11,125 --> 00:07:11,958 - A word. - Okay. 113 00:07:12,041 --> 00:07:14,375 - There's an exclamation mark. "Collect!" - Okay. 114 00:07:14,458 --> 00:07:17,083 Then they ask, "Collect? We didn't order anything." 115 00:07:17,166 --> 00:07:19,833 "For security reasons, please leave the premises." 116 00:07:19,916 --> 00:07:22,541 Then me again, "I'm here to collect you. All of you." 117 00:07:24,041 --> 00:07:26,583 - All of you. - That's it? That's ridiculous. 118 00:07:26,666 --> 00:07:28,541 It's about expressions and gestures. 119 00:07:28,625 --> 00:07:30,166 He said he'd only do Gladiator. 120 00:07:30,250 --> 00:07:33,125 Now he settles for one line, "I'm here to collect you." 121 00:07:33,208 --> 00:07:34,125 Don't be jealous. 122 00:07:34,208 --> 00:07:37,125 I've already received offers for roles. 123 00:07:37,208 --> 00:07:40,541 I'm playing a police officer soon. 124 00:07:40,625 --> 00:07:43,708 It's going to be a disaster anyway. It's going to suck either way. 125 00:07:43,791 --> 00:07:46,583 They also sent me movie scripts about race car drivers. 126 00:07:48,708 --> 00:07:51,166 I also got an offer to play a knight. 127 00:07:51,250 --> 00:07:54,333 It was something like, "The Knight of Cologne." 128 00:07:56,750 --> 00:08:01,208 You know what I'm wondering about Death? Should I change my voice? 129 00:08:01,291 --> 00:08:04,000 - Like this, "Collect." - Really deep, "Collect." 130 00:08:04,083 --> 00:08:07,500 I have to ring the doorbell and knock first, right? Then I do this. 131 00:08:07,583 --> 00:08:09,166 Then you have to look up. 132 00:08:09,708 --> 00:08:13,500 You. I'm here to collect you. All of you. 133 00:08:16,083 --> 00:08:17,416 Like that. 134 00:08:17,500 --> 00:08:20,791 - Have you memorized your line? - "Col…" How did it go again? 135 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:25,708 You can't memorize more than that anyway. They don't think you can do it. 136 00:08:25,791 --> 00:08:26,625 Yeah, Mouse. 137 00:08:26,708 --> 00:08:30,833 The director assigned us our roles according to our abilities. 138 00:08:30,916 --> 00:08:33,333 You will play yourself, and I will play Death. 139 00:08:33,416 --> 00:08:35,750 And Death is the final stage. 140 00:08:35,833 --> 00:08:38,250 Death is more demanding, right? 141 00:08:38,333 --> 00:08:40,541 Playing Death? One line? What is it again? 142 00:08:40,625 --> 00:08:42,208 - Nah. - What do you say? 143 00:08:42,291 --> 00:08:44,500 - I don't remember. Lots of lines. - Do it again. 144 00:08:45,625 --> 00:08:47,208 COLOGNE 145 00:08:47,791 --> 00:08:49,625 Good morning. Hello. 146 00:08:49,708 --> 00:08:52,375 {\an8}REHEARSAL FOR THE LIVE SHOW 147 00:08:52,458 --> 00:08:54,750 {\an8}- Hey! Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you too. 148 00:08:54,833 --> 00:08:57,208 I'm really excited to see how this will work out. 149 00:08:57,291 --> 00:08:59,375 - Yeah, I… - We all are. 150 00:08:59,458 --> 00:09:01,166 - All of us? - We're all very excited. 151 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:04,750 I fear that they're all overachievers who will come well-prepared. 152 00:09:04,833 --> 00:09:08,458 I feel a bit like I did back in school. Unprepared, as usual. 153 00:09:08,541 --> 00:09:12,583 Oh, I hope this doesn't turn out to be a total disaster. 154 00:09:12,666 --> 00:09:15,416 Where's Tom? I think Tom comes on in the second act. 155 00:09:15,500 --> 00:09:17,666 Bill has a role and has to perform it live. 156 00:09:17,750 --> 00:09:21,208 I'm just in a short clip that we will film beforehand. 157 00:09:21,291 --> 00:09:23,166 I can do it. I don't have many lines. 158 00:09:24,291 --> 00:09:25,166 Say it again. 159 00:09:25,666 --> 00:09:29,416 Collect. You. I'm here to collect you. All of you. 160 00:09:29,500 --> 00:09:32,833 - Again, but in the voice. - I can't do it now. I'll do it in a sec. 161 00:09:32,916 --> 00:09:36,166 Tom is going to be a superstar and an actor. 162 00:09:36,250 --> 00:09:39,041 No. Tom is a superstar. 163 00:09:39,125 --> 00:09:40,500 He's going to be an actor. 164 00:09:40,583 --> 00:09:44,000 I can offer a range of things. There's forceful Death. 165 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:47,166 And there's torpid Death. A bit more like this… 166 00:09:47,250 --> 00:09:49,458 Did you research your character? 167 00:09:49,541 --> 00:09:51,875 - No. But… - Is this how you always prepare? 168 00:09:51,958 --> 00:09:56,083 Our mother always told Tom that he was a very talented kid. 169 00:09:56,166 --> 00:09:58,666 He always got the lead role in the school plays. 170 00:09:58,750 --> 00:10:00,416 But it was always disappointing. 171 00:10:00,958 --> 00:10:04,041 Okay, let's all go to our starting positions. 172 00:10:04,541 --> 00:10:07,250 We'll start the rehearsal right away. 173 00:10:08,916 --> 00:10:11,458 So far, Bill has only ever played himself. 174 00:10:11,541 --> 00:10:14,875 Now it's Bill Kaulitz as Angel, the party planner. 175 00:10:15,666 --> 00:10:17,875 Attention, effects. Cake. 176 00:10:17,958 --> 00:10:19,083 Your cue. 177 00:10:19,791 --> 00:10:20,750 Good evening. 178 00:10:23,375 --> 00:10:25,583 I'm the better actor, no question. 179 00:10:25,666 --> 00:10:27,375 Here we go. The scythe. 180 00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:30,875 It's supposed to look this silly, right? 181 00:10:32,375 --> 00:10:34,416 I prepped for a realistic Death. 182 00:10:34,500 --> 00:10:35,916 Let's open the other one. 183 00:10:39,708 --> 00:10:42,958 How do you hold this? Like this? Over the shoulder? 184 00:10:43,041 --> 00:10:43,875 Or this one. 185 00:10:43,958 --> 00:10:46,208 That one's stupid. It looks like a toy. 186 00:10:46,291 --> 00:10:48,583 - Oh, stop it. - I thought it was a serious role! 187 00:10:48,666 --> 00:10:52,083 Okay, really bad energy now. You're Death. Let's go. 188 00:10:58,458 --> 00:11:01,416 "Who demands entry? What does this mean?" 189 00:11:01,958 --> 00:11:03,500 "Why don't you speak?" 190 00:11:03,583 --> 00:11:06,166 "Can you please tell us what you want?" 191 00:11:16,333 --> 00:11:17,833 - Is it my turn already? - Yes. 192 00:11:18,458 --> 00:11:22,416 One word. One… I read a whole script… 193 00:11:22,500 --> 00:11:25,375 - Wait. Was that… No, wait. - One word! 194 00:11:25,458 --> 00:11:27,458 "Collect." That's my line. 195 00:11:27,541 --> 00:11:30,125 Memorizing lines is really difficult for me. 196 00:11:30,208 --> 00:11:32,041 Bill's really good at it, unfortunately. 197 00:11:34,500 --> 00:11:36,458 Someone needs to get started. 198 00:11:36,541 --> 00:11:38,708 No, we're doing the setup shot. 199 00:11:40,583 --> 00:11:42,875 Angel can get into position. 200 00:11:43,791 --> 00:11:45,416 - Are we on? - I don't think so. 201 00:11:45,500 --> 00:11:49,208 Okay, let's continue. We'll start with Helene. Bill? 202 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:52,250 - Yes? No one told me… - You should be in the other room. 203 00:11:54,250 --> 00:11:55,875 It's not your fault. 204 00:11:56,458 --> 00:11:59,083 Of course it's not my fault. No one told me. 205 00:11:59,625 --> 00:12:00,916 It was a huge mess. 206 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:05,375 Everyone was talking at me. There was no clear direction. 207 00:12:06,166 --> 00:12:08,583 Does that mean I'm still on set or not? 208 00:12:11,125 --> 00:12:11,958 Right. 209 00:12:12,041 --> 00:12:14,000 I'm a very precise actor. 210 00:12:14,083 --> 00:12:17,375 Where do I put this precision? Where do I put it? 211 00:12:18,416 --> 00:12:20,625 "Why does he have a scythe?" 212 00:12:20,708 --> 00:12:23,000 - Collect. - "We didn't order anything." 213 00:12:23,083 --> 00:12:24,250 "For security reasons, 214 00:12:24,333 --> 00:12:26,541 I must ask you to get off the drawbridge." 215 00:12:26,625 --> 00:12:28,500 You. I'm here to collect you. 216 00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:33,458 - "He still insists on coming in!" - Man! Open up already! 217 00:12:38,416 --> 00:12:40,583 We did it, and now I'm dead. 218 00:12:41,083 --> 00:12:42,583 - Well acted. - Very good. 219 00:12:42,666 --> 00:12:44,958 Another five million richer. 220 00:12:45,500 --> 00:12:47,166 I'm totally overwhelmed. 221 00:12:47,875 --> 00:12:50,083 Alfia! Silence! Hey! 222 00:12:50,166 --> 00:12:52,208 I'm very nervous before the recording. 223 00:12:52,291 --> 00:12:54,916 I feel like we haven't rehearsed. 224 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:57,041 I feel like nothing worked. 225 00:12:57,125 --> 00:12:58,125 {\an8}Seven guests. 226 00:12:58,208 --> 00:13:00,291 {\an8}DEADLY GAME THE LIVE MURDER MYSTERY DINNER 227 00:13:00,375 --> 00:13:04,916 {\an8}And, in a few minutes, one of them will commit a murder. 228 00:13:06,583 --> 00:13:07,458 {\an8}What is that? 229 00:13:08,541 --> 00:13:09,583 - Oh! - No! 230 00:13:10,208 --> 00:13:11,208 In hindsight… 231 00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:16,000 I did live improvisation, the highest form of acting. 232 00:13:16,083 --> 00:13:17,875 I did it right there. 233 00:13:17,958 --> 00:13:18,958 Stay calm. 234 00:13:19,041 --> 00:13:22,958 Oh, no! I wanted to use those for the finale. Awkward. 235 00:13:23,041 --> 00:13:25,833 He basically played himself, only with a different name. 236 00:13:25,916 --> 00:13:27,875 Death was more demanding. 237 00:13:28,375 --> 00:13:31,291 Who's asking to be let into the castle? 238 00:13:31,375 --> 00:13:32,375 Hello? 239 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:34,208 Who is he? 240 00:13:36,750 --> 00:13:38,333 He kind of looks like my brother. 241 00:13:38,416 --> 00:13:41,916 I thought he was in it for longer than he should have been. 242 00:13:42,833 --> 00:13:43,916 Collect. 243 00:13:44,541 --> 00:13:48,000 - What? - I'm here to collect you. All of you. 244 00:13:48,083 --> 00:13:49,583 They did a lot of editing. 245 00:13:49,666 --> 00:13:51,916 They gave him a completely different voice. 246 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:53,833 They used voice effects. 247 00:13:53,916 --> 00:13:54,833 Goodbye. 248 00:13:54,916 --> 00:13:57,666 We didn't order anything and don't need anything collected. 249 00:13:57,750 --> 00:13:59,916 I'll tell Mom so that she can tell him, 250 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:03,291 "Wow, Tommy, you are such a talented actor." 251 00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:07,125 I got good reviews. 252 00:14:07,208 --> 00:14:09,875 A lot of the headlines read, "Bill Kaulitz saves murder mystery." 253 00:14:09,958 --> 00:14:12,666 - I had a lot of lines. - I just had a small guest role. 254 00:14:12,750 --> 00:14:15,375 To be honest, no one even noticed you were there. 255 00:14:15,458 --> 00:14:16,666 No one noticed. 256 00:14:17,625 --> 00:14:20,791 But I was in the ending credits as Death. 257 00:14:21,291 --> 00:14:23,000 "Other actors: Tom Kaulitz." 258 00:14:23,708 --> 00:14:25,791 OTHER ACTORS TOM KAULITZ 259 00:14:31,250 --> 00:14:32,458 Hello, Mommy. 260 00:14:32,541 --> 00:14:34,625 Today's the day. A big day. 261 00:14:34,708 --> 00:14:36,791 We should have a glass of champagne. 262 00:14:36,875 --> 00:14:37,958 Today's the day we… 263 00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:39,791 …look at my Vogue photos… 264 00:14:39,875 --> 00:14:40,791 …together! 265 00:14:45,333 --> 00:14:48,208 - Here's to the big moment. - You don't know if they are any good. 266 00:14:48,291 --> 00:14:49,583 - They are. - "They are." 267 00:14:49,666 --> 00:14:51,500 Of course they are good. I'm in them. 268 00:14:51,583 --> 00:14:54,125 It was the first time I'd worked with a magazine 269 00:14:54,208 --> 00:14:56,625 that didn't tell me what the cover would be. 270 00:14:56,708 --> 00:14:59,583 Vogue was very strict. It was supposed to be a big surprise. 271 00:14:59,666 --> 00:15:02,958 I wasn't allowed to see any pictures and had no idea what to expect. 272 00:15:06,083 --> 00:15:08,166 Oh, I look a little weird, don't I? 273 00:15:09,833 --> 00:15:11,458 It was so light up there. 274 00:15:11,541 --> 00:15:13,375 But I love the silver. 275 00:15:13,458 --> 00:15:14,791 And I love the blue. 276 00:15:14,875 --> 00:15:16,708 - I love the outfit. - It looks great. 277 00:15:16,791 --> 00:15:19,083 The first man on the cover of Vogue! 278 00:15:19,166 --> 00:15:21,083 I'm really happy with the cover. 279 00:15:21,166 --> 00:15:23,208 It's a childhood dream of his. 280 00:15:23,291 --> 00:15:27,791 And to be photographed in our hometown is, I think, a full-circle moment. 281 00:15:27,875 --> 00:15:29,625 - It's great. - You think you look hot? 282 00:15:29,708 --> 00:15:31,333 - Mm-hmm. I like it a lot. - Nice. 283 00:15:31,416 --> 00:15:34,583 The photographer was one-of-a-kind. She called me Tom a few times. 284 00:15:34,666 --> 00:15:37,000 Because they asked me to do it first. 285 00:15:37,791 --> 00:15:40,666 These are the garages where we used to buy ecstasy. 286 00:15:41,666 --> 00:15:44,500 - We used to deal drugs there. - I don't want to hear about it. 287 00:15:46,958 --> 00:15:47,791 Nice! 288 00:15:47,875 --> 00:15:50,416 I'm very happy. And Alfia looks good too. 289 00:15:51,125 --> 00:15:53,166 If I'd known that village kids 290 00:15:53,250 --> 00:15:55,416 were worse than city kids… 291 00:15:55,500 --> 00:15:59,500 I thought you would be more sheltered in the village. 292 00:15:59,583 --> 00:16:02,875 Sure, but you saw what was going on with the people there. 293 00:16:02,958 --> 00:16:05,250 - No! - But you often had to pick us up from the… 294 00:16:05,333 --> 00:16:08,250 - Yes, that's true. - With the dog and the baseball bat. 295 00:16:08,333 --> 00:16:12,291 There were a few situations during their school years 296 00:16:12,375 --> 00:16:17,333 when I worried about how safe the kids were. 297 00:16:17,416 --> 00:16:20,250 How far would things go if they were attacked? 298 00:16:21,750 --> 00:16:26,041 There were times when I had to pick them up from the train station after dark 299 00:16:26,125 --> 00:16:31,375 with a baseball bat and a blank pistol and our dog 300 00:16:31,458 --> 00:16:36,416 because we didn't know who might get off the train or who we'd run into. 301 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:40,666 I went through some difficult phases with both of you, 302 00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:42,750 but you were more problematic. 303 00:16:42,833 --> 00:16:45,500 With your punk friends and those flyers 304 00:16:45,583 --> 00:16:47,833 against child labor you carried in your backpack. 305 00:16:47,916 --> 00:16:49,708 - It was great. - They were good causes. 306 00:16:49,791 --> 00:16:50,958 It was great, 307 00:16:51,041 --> 00:16:55,208 yet I was worried about where it would lead, you know? 308 00:16:55,291 --> 00:16:57,250 Because you were too young for that. 309 00:16:57,333 --> 00:16:58,666 Then there was the question 310 00:16:58,750 --> 00:17:01,916 whether you wanted to move in with your father, right? 311 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:04,791 My relationship with their biological father 312 00:17:04,875 --> 00:17:05,958 didn't work out. 313 00:17:06,041 --> 00:17:09,416 We tried. We really tried because I felt 314 00:17:09,500 --> 00:17:12,958 it was my duty to give them their father. 315 00:17:13,458 --> 00:17:17,375 I really thought that we could learn to be a family 316 00:17:17,458 --> 00:17:21,000 and raise them together, but that didn't work out. 317 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:23,541 Our dad was more of a weekend dad. 318 00:17:23,625 --> 00:17:26,166 The fun dad who rarely came around, but when he did, 319 00:17:26,250 --> 00:17:29,791 he took us to amusement parks and on the bumper cars. 320 00:17:30,500 --> 00:17:32,666 He always knew how to make up 321 00:17:32,750 --> 00:17:37,125 for the fact that he wasn't around much, like bringing us a new pet. 322 00:17:37,875 --> 00:17:42,041 One time, he showed up in Loitsche with a birthday present. 323 00:17:42,125 --> 00:17:44,166 I think Bill got a rabbit. 324 00:17:44,250 --> 00:17:45,416 Schlappi, floppy. 325 00:17:45,500 --> 00:17:48,916 My dad always did things my mom didn't want him to do. 326 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:52,916 I had to figure out what to do with the rabbit. 327 00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:57,125 As a teenager, as a young adult, you just want a male role model 328 00:17:57,208 --> 00:17:59,083 who's there for advice and support. 329 00:17:59,166 --> 00:18:02,500 Someone you feel has accomplished something in life. 330 00:18:02,583 --> 00:18:04,708 And I always missed that, but… 331 00:18:05,833 --> 00:18:08,583 Yeah, now I'm a wise, old man myself. 332 00:18:10,833 --> 00:18:14,791 "At school and in public, everything was black and white." 333 00:18:14,875 --> 00:18:16,750 "People loved or hated Bill and Tom." 334 00:18:16,833 --> 00:18:18,375 "There was no middle ground." 335 00:18:18,458 --> 00:18:22,375 Yeah, Loitsche was… It was a prison because… 336 00:18:23,583 --> 00:18:27,541 In Loitsche, freedom meant getting on the train and going to Magdeburg. 337 00:18:28,708 --> 00:18:31,750 We still managed to make the best of it. 338 00:18:31,833 --> 00:18:34,958 Some cellmates were good, and some were shitty people, 339 00:18:35,041 --> 00:18:36,500 people you were scared of. 340 00:18:36,583 --> 00:18:38,541 You really can compare it to a prison. 341 00:18:40,541 --> 00:18:42,208 For a while, whenever I went back, 342 00:18:42,291 --> 00:18:46,208 I felt really tense. But this time I didn't have… 343 00:18:46,291 --> 00:18:48,333 - Negative feelings? - No, not really. 344 00:18:48,416 --> 00:18:52,375 For a while, whenever I went back, I always felt really tense. 345 00:18:52,458 --> 00:18:55,375 Honestly, I'm glad I'm not in Loitsche now 346 00:18:55,458 --> 00:18:57,333 and that I don't have to go back. 347 00:18:57,416 --> 00:19:00,041 Honestly, when I was there, 348 00:19:00,125 --> 00:19:02,208 I thought it would affect me negatively, 349 00:19:02,291 --> 00:19:04,166 but actually, it was kind of… 350 00:19:04,250 --> 00:19:06,541 - You made peace with it. - Yeah, I mean… 351 00:19:06,625 --> 00:19:09,791 The people there were actually really nice. 352 00:19:09,875 --> 00:19:12,625 I don't need to go back there and see it again. 353 00:19:12,708 --> 00:19:16,458 And… Yeah, I just don't feel drawn to it. 354 00:19:16,541 --> 00:19:18,375 For me, LA is home. 355 00:19:18,458 --> 00:19:20,125 - But you… - I feel the same way. 356 00:19:22,166 --> 00:19:25,166 Tom doesn't realize yet that it'd be good for him to go back. 357 00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:29,666 But I think it could definitely be a full-circle moment for him too. 358 00:19:34,416 --> 00:19:36,500 I always reflect when I'm on a plane. 359 00:19:36,583 --> 00:19:39,166 Especially on long trips between Germany and America. 360 00:19:40,625 --> 00:19:42,375 I told Bill. I was like, 361 00:19:42,458 --> 00:19:45,875 "Don't you think the title should be something like 'Changes'?" 362 00:19:47,666 --> 00:19:49,791 "Let's write a song about changes." 363 00:19:55,291 --> 00:19:57,958 But sometimes it's not easy to let things go. 364 00:19:59,333 --> 00:20:03,083 As a child, I had really dark thoughts. 365 00:20:03,166 --> 00:20:07,333 It was an absolute nightmare for me. I don't like thinking back on that. 366 00:20:09,500 --> 00:20:12,625 There were situations where people threatened Tom. 367 00:20:12,708 --> 00:20:16,166 "I'll break your hands. You'll never play guitar again." 368 00:20:17,125 --> 00:20:19,791 It happened several times. 369 00:20:22,458 --> 00:20:25,458 It wasn't just unpleasant and ugly and dark, it was also… 370 00:20:25,541 --> 00:20:26,625 It was scary. 371 00:20:31,791 --> 00:20:33,750 We work through things in our songs. 372 00:20:33,833 --> 00:20:37,041 And that definitely reflects our personality 373 00:20:37,125 --> 00:20:39,583 and what's going on inside us. 374 00:20:52,500 --> 00:20:54,750 It's so relatable. "From Paris to LA." 375 00:20:54,833 --> 00:20:57,666 That's how it's done. The way it is. 376 00:20:57,750 --> 00:20:59,541 That's how it's done in real life. 377 00:21:03,875 --> 00:21:06,041 The song is about changes in life 378 00:21:06,125 --> 00:21:08,875 and how sometimes they're scary 379 00:21:08,958 --> 00:21:10,875 and sometimes they're beautiful. 380 00:21:10,958 --> 00:21:14,791 That you have to celebrate them, and that it's normal for things to change. 381 00:21:14,875 --> 00:21:16,750 Is that how you say it? 382 00:21:17,750 --> 00:21:20,041 Changes can be somewhere else too, right? 383 00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:21,916 Or is that redundant? No. 384 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:23,625 I've asked myself that before. 385 00:21:24,583 --> 00:21:26,916 No, right? "Changes inside of me." 386 00:21:27,791 --> 00:21:29,666 "Changes inside of me." Yeah. 387 00:21:29,750 --> 00:21:32,333 Even though we wrote a song about change, 388 00:21:32,416 --> 00:21:37,458 we wrote it the old-fashioned way, stripped down, 389 00:21:37,541 --> 00:21:40,916 like Tom and I used to write songs in our childhood bedroom. 390 00:21:42,875 --> 00:21:46,333 Just guitar and vocals. It was just Tom and me in the studio. 391 00:21:46,416 --> 00:21:48,375 It was really nice. A bit like going… 392 00:21:53,250 --> 00:21:55,791 It's funny because it doesn't match the lyrics. 393 00:21:55,875 --> 00:21:58,666 Because the lyrics are about how change is always good 394 00:21:58,750 --> 00:22:01,541 and that change also happens inside you. 395 00:22:06,375 --> 00:22:09,833 That it's nice and positive, and that change isn't a bad thing. 396 00:22:13,458 --> 00:22:16,708 We make changes too. We've been changing a lot in our lives. 397 00:22:16,791 --> 00:22:18,750 - So back to Karin. - Back to Karin. 398 00:22:18,833 --> 00:22:19,833 Fresh as a daisy. 399 00:22:19,916 --> 00:22:22,250 I'm looking forward to it. We've learned a lot. 400 00:22:22,333 --> 00:22:25,166 But we want to see what other advice Karin has for us. 401 00:22:33,583 --> 00:22:35,083 What has happened since we…? 402 00:22:35,166 --> 00:22:37,416 I'm fully embracing my life as a diva. 403 00:22:37,500 --> 00:22:40,416 - And you went back to our hometown. - I did. 404 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:42,083 - Which is interesting. - Okay. 405 00:22:42,666 --> 00:22:46,208 I went there and did a photo shoot for Vogue. 406 00:22:46,291 --> 00:22:48,125 It was nice 407 00:22:48,208 --> 00:22:51,375 to go back to my hometown. 408 00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:54,208 - It was healing too. - Nice. 409 00:22:54,291 --> 00:22:57,625 I thought it was really nice because I feel like I closed a chapter. 410 00:22:57,708 --> 00:22:58,916 Okay, that's great. 411 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:01,750 I feel like I made peace with it, 412 00:23:01,833 --> 00:23:03,333 and I don't even… 413 00:23:03,416 --> 00:23:05,833 Now my last memory of it is actually a good one. 414 00:23:07,708 --> 00:23:11,000 It's funny because we're not really people who dwell on the past. 415 00:23:11,083 --> 00:23:13,083 But we do look back on that time a lot. 416 00:23:13,166 --> 00:23:15,916 - Yes. - I'm always a little scared of… 417 00:23:16,416 --> 00:23:19,041 Not of actually having to go back there, but more… 418 00:23:20,458 --> 00:23:23,500 Yeah. This… Whenever you're in that area, 419 00:23:23,583 --> 00:23:25,541 you get a sense of hopelessness 420 00:23:25,625 --> 00:23:28,041 and this fear of ending up back there again. 421 00:23:28,125 --> 00:23:30,375 That's why we moved away in the first place. 422 00:23:31,833 --> 00:23:34,208 I'll always be afraid of things going wrong. 423 00:23:34,291 --> 00:23:38,208 It sounds like you still have some unresolved trauma from Loitsche. 424 00:23:39,291 --> 00:23:42,583 - You carry it around with you. - Yeah. Sure, maybe. 425 00:23:42,666 --> 00:23:46,208 I'm not exactly eager to go back there, right? 426 00:23:46,291 --> 00:23:48,666 Well, my work is really about looking forward. 427 00:23:48,750 --> 00:23:50,083 What makes you feel alive. 428 00:23:50,166 --> 00:23:54,833 But sometimes I think it's really good to clear out the old stuff. 429 00:23:55,333 --> 00:23:57,666 - I think it helps. - Yeah, maybe. 430 00:23:57,750 --> 00:24:01,250 Because that stuff is buried somewhere, right? 431 00:24:01,333 --> 00:24:03,791 You forget about it, but when you go back there, 432 00:24:03,875 --> 00:24:05,125 it all comes back up. 433 00:24:05,208 --> 00:24:07,875 And then you can make peace with it. 434 00:24:07,958 --> 00:24:10,458 - Then you can say, "It's not that bad." - Exactly. 435 00:24:10,541 --> 00:24:12,500 Otherwise, it'll pop up somewhere else. 436 00:24:12,583 --> 00:24:14,666 And that's not good, right? 437 00:24:14,750 --> 00:24:17,000 I didn't really feel at home there either. 438 00:24:17,083 --> 00:24:21,208 It wasn't the place I would've chosen for myself as a child. 439 00:24:21,291 --> 00:24:24,000 But looking back, I'm glad it happened that way. 440 00:24:24,083 --> 00:24:27,958 A lot of things there definitely shaped us 441 00:24:28,041 --> 00:24:30,291 and made us who we are today. 442 00:24:30,375 --> 00:24:33,333 That's why I think everything happened exactly 443 00:24:33,416 --> 00:24:34,791 the way it was supposed to. 444 00:24:34,875 --> 00:24:37,166 Fact is, we ran away from it a long time ago. 445 00:24:37,250 --> 00:24:39,916 That's why I think you should be brave 446 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:42,875 and face your past just a little bit. 447 00:24:42,958 --> 00:24:46,750 Maybe the thought of it isn't very appealing to you right now, 448 00:24:46,833 --> 00:24:48,583 but just keep an open mind. 449 00:24:48,666 --> 00:24:50,833 It might be different from what you expect. 450 00:24:50,916 --> 00:24:53,666 I think it would be good for Tom to go back there. 451 00:24:53,750 --> 00:24:55,666 To take a trip back there. 452 00:24:56,750 --> 00:24:58,958 I led the way. I was the brave pioneer once again. 453 00:24:59,041 --> 00:25:00,208 I went to Loitsche, and… 454 00:25:00,291 --> 00:25:03,333 - You were the brave pioneer, as always. - I was the brave pioneer. 455 00:25:03,416 --> 00:25:04,666 Now you must follow my lead. 456 00:25:05,541 --> 00:25:08,041 Yeah, I'll think about it. We'll see. 457 00:25:12,250 --> 00:25:14,375 MUNICH 458 00:25:15,750 --> 00:25:17,541 We're at the Bambi Awards. 459 00:25:17,625 --> 00:25:20,250 We've been invited to perform our new song "Changes" 460 00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:23,250 live on TV for the first time. 461 00:25:23,333 --> 00:25:27,500 We're opening the Bambi Awards. And then there's a dinner. 462 00:25:27,583 --> 00:25:30,916 Do you think they're crazy enough to serve venison at the Bambi Awards? 463 00:25:33,541 --> 00:25:35,750 We've been nominated for… 464 00:25:36,916 --> 00:25:39,333 What are we nominated for again? I thi… 465 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:46,208 For the best cu… um, best cultu… ugh, cultural award, um… 466 00:25:46,291 --> 00:25:49,666 Tom and I were nominated for Best Podcast, right? 467 00:25:50,250 --> 00:25:52,833 Culture. And we were nominated in the podcast category. 468 00:25:54,041 --> 00:25:55,041 Right? 469 00:25:55,125 --> 00:25:55,958 CULTURE 470 00:25:56,041 --> 00:25:57,458 It's almost a tradition now. 471 00:25:57,541 --> 00:26:01,708 It's also a bit nostalgic because we won one many years ago. 472 00:26:01,791 --> 00:26:05,291 In the "National Pop" category, here is Tokio Hotel. 473 00:26:07,208 --> 00:26:08,291 Exactly 20 years ago. 474 00:26:08,375 --> 00:26:09,625 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 475 00:26:10,541 --> 00:26:14,666 And it was one of the first awards we ever received as a band. 476 00:26:14,750 --> 00:26:19,041 Back when we were in our rehearsal room working on our album, 477 00:26:19,125 --> 00:26:22,166 we dreamt that one day everyone would sing along to our songs. 478 00:26:22,250 --> 00:26:24,458 And that's exactly what happened this year. 479 00:26:24,541 --> 00:26:27,208 - We're incredibly grateful. Thank you. - Tokio Hotel! 480 00:26:27,291 --> 00:26:30,541 It's about time we get another Bambi. 481 00:26:31,041 --> 00:26:32,791 Hello! Hi! 482 00:26:36,458 --> 00:26:39,166 - Look at that. - Oh, wow, that's a nice tattoo. 483 00:26:44,833 --> 00:26:47,458 There he is, the guest we've all been waiting for! 484 00:26:47,541 --> 00:26:49,625 I'm really happy Giovanni's here today. 485 00:26:49,708 --> 00:26:54,416 Giovanni still has to make good on our bet. 486 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:55,375 {\an8}Let's make a deal. 487 00:26:55,458 --> 00:26:57,875 {\an8}If you win, you can tattoo me. 488 00:26:57,958 --> 00:26:58,958 {\an8}- Yes. - Yes. 489 00:26:59,041 --> 00:27:00,916 {\an8}He said that in front of the cameras. 490 00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:02,708 {\an8}He bit off more than he could chew. 491 00:27:04,708 --> 00:27:06,500 And of course he lost. 492 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,833 - Oh, shit. - We're already drunk. 493 00:27:08,916 --> 00:27:10,500 No. Shit! 494 00:27:10,583 --> 00:27:11,791 {\an8}MUSICIAN and LOSER OF THE VOICE 495 00:27:11,875 --> 00:27:14,458 {\an8}Why didn't I just keep my mouth shut? 496 00:27:14,541 --> 00:27:16,125 {\an8}Yeah, you got cocky again. 497 00:27:16,208 --> 00:27:19,916 Yeah, I thought, "The boys aren't gonna win." 498 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:21,875 It's going to be a big one. 499 00:27:21,958 --> 00:27:23,958 No! Stop! 500 00:27:24,458 --> 00:27:27,125 I've done a few tattoos before, but I was always drunk 501 00:27:27,208 --> 00:27:29,125 and someone else had everything set up. 502 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:35,541 And the big needles, in case we want to do some shading. 503 00:27:37,375 --> 00:27:39,875 He thought we were kidding, 504 00:27:39,958 --> 00:27:42,041 that we'd just use a temporary tattoo. 505 00:27:42,125 --> 00:27:44,375 - I think this is really gonna hurt. - Me too! 506 00:27:44,958 --> 00:27:47,000 - Did it go in? - Shit, it sure did. 507 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:51,458 - Are you going over it a few more times? - Okay. 508 00:27:52,041 --> 00:27:54,708 - I need some ink! - Ink, hey… Oh, shit! 509 00:27:54,791 --> 00:27:56,500 Tattooing someone is kind of gross. 510 00:27:56,583 --> 00:27:58,333 - But I'm doing a great job. - Okay. 511 00:27:59,500 --> 00:28:00,541 Exciting! 512 00:28:01,166 --> 00:28:02,875 You can feel the flesh giving way. 513 00:28:04,333 --> 00:28:05,458 - Yes. - Okay. 514 00:28:05,541 --> 00:28:07,958 - Oh, that's big! - It's huge! It's way too big! 515 00:28:08,041 --> 00:28:08,875 TEAM AWESOME 516 00:28:08,958 --> 00:28:11,916 That was the joke. We can't tattoo. That's what made the bet funny. 517 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:13,000 It's huge. 518 00:28:14,041 --> 00:28:16,541 - Shit, that really is big. - Yeah. 519 00:28:16,625 --> 00:28:20,166 - I wouldn't let Giovanni tattoo me. - No way. I wouldn't have made that bet. 520 00:28:20,250 --> 00:28:23,333 - I'll send the next one in, okay? - Yeah, send the next one in. 521 00:28:23,416 --> 00:28:26,125 If you want to be on Kaulitz and Kaulitz, you gotta suffer. 522 00:28:26,208 --> 00:28:27,166 Yes. 523 00:28:27,250 --> 00:28:29,458 It'll look even worse once it's fully healed. 524 00:28:29,541 --> 00:28:31,625 Then you'll really see every single line. 525 00:28:34,791 --> 00:28:36,666 The Bambi is a world premiere for us. 526 00:28:36,750 --> 00:28:40,041 We'll be performing our new song "Changes" for the very first time. 527 00:28:40,125 --> 00:28:42,083 - Unrehearsed, mind you. - Unrehearsed. 528 00:28:42,166 --> 00:28:44,250 We've never played it live together as a band. 529 00:28:44,333 --> 00:28:45,791 It's the live premiere. 530 00:28:49,375 --> 00:28:51,458 {\an8}- We're all playing it for the first time. - Yes. 531 00:28:51,541 --> 00:28:52,375 {\an8}MUNICH 532 00:28:52,458 --> 00:28:54,750 {\an8}If it goes well, maybe we'll play it on tour. 533 00:28:54,833 --> 00:28:57,500 We'll just say, "See you onstage on opening night." 534 00:28:57,583 --> 00:29:00,000 We wrote the song. 535 00:29:00,583 --> 00:29:04,666 - I feel like I wrote most of it. - The lyrics? No, you didn't. 536 00:29:04,750 --> 00:29:09,458 All the good ideas in our career were mine. 537 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:12,333 That's nonsense. 538 00:29:12,416 --> 00:29:14,333 "Changes" was obviously my idea. 539 00:29:14,416 --> 00:29:18,416 Maybe he played the riff. But nobody goes, "Wow, what a guitar riff!" 540 00:29:18,500 --> 00:29:22,125 People always sing the melody the singer sings. 541 00:29:22,208 --> 00:29:24,458 So, yeah, I wrote the song. 542 00:29:24,541 --> 00:29:27,708 Everything's changing anyway. It's weird we're all flying in 543 00:29:27,791 --> 00:29:30,833 from different places and will only meet on stage. 544 00:29:30,916 --> 00:29:32,208 I already heard from Georg. 545 00:29:32,291 --> 00:29:35,291 You could kind of see it coming with Buddy, right? 546 00:29:35,375 --> 00:29:37,416 You think that's why he stayed home? 547 00:29:38,333 --> 00:29:41,000 Buddy's not doing well, Alfia. 548 00:29:41,083 --> 00:29:43,291 He stayed home, and it's possible that… 549 00:29:43,375 --> 00:29:46,208 He's coming now, but he might be worse tomorrow. 550 00:29:46,291 --> 00:29:47,250 Georg is not coming. 551 00:29:47,333 --> 00:29:50,333 His little, old dog is sick at home. 552 00:29:50,416 --> 00:29:54,041 {\an8}He's really worried. Which I totally understand, of course. 553 00:29:54,125 --> 00:29:56,291 Georg said he can't come, 554 00:29:56,375 --> 00:29:58,041 he's gonna miss soundcheck. 555 00:29:58,125 --> 00:30:00,500 He can't make it… That's pretty heavy. 556 00:30:00,583 --> 00:30:04,458 I don't think that's ever happened in the last 20 years. 557 00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:07,041 - He's now… - A grandpa. 558 00:30:07,125 --> 00:30:09,791 He's a grandpa. Anything can happen, you know? 559 00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:13,250 My little Kappa died a couple of years ago. 560 00:30:13,333 --> 00:30:15,250 It was a really hard time for me. 561 00:30:15,333 --> 00:30:16,625 I was devastated 562 00:30:16,708 --> 00:30:19,416 and felt like canceling a few things. 563 00:30:19,500 --> 00:30:21,333 I can understand Georg's decision. 564 00:30:21,416 --> 00:30:23,958 Things aren't easy with my Mr. Lucky right now. 565 00:30:24,041 --> 00:30:28,166 He's on a lot of painkillers, cortisone, antibiotics… 566 00:30:28,250 --> 00:30:30,541 We're more of a dog… A dog band. 567 00:30:30,625 --> 00:30:33,208 You really miss that dog energy when it's gone. 568 00:30:33,291 --> 00:30:34,583 The house feels empty, 569 00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:37,708 it's quiet, you don't feel that love anymore. 570 00:30:37,791 --> 00:30:39,375 Our house was really quiet 571 00:30:39,458 --> 00:30:43,166 because we lost Anton and we lost my Kappa. 572 00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:46,291 And then there was Stitch, my bulldog. 573 00:30:46,375 --> 00:30:49,625 Unfortunately, we lost all of them in the space of a week. 574 00:30:49,708 --> 00:30:52,583 It almost felt like they were somehow connected 575 00:30:52,666 --> 00:30:55,625 and all decided to go together. 576 00:30:55,708 --> 00:30:57,583 It was really sad. 577 00:30:59,125 --> 00:31:01,291 Then life just isn't as good anymore. 578 00:31:04,541 --> 00:31:06,625 The four of us had each other, 579 00:31:06,708 --> 00:31:09,125 but dogs just love you unconditionally. 580 00:31:09,208 --> 00:31:10,791 It was always nice 581 00:31:10,875 --> 00:31:13,791 not having to go back to the hotel room alone, 582 00:31:13,875 --> 00:31:15,958 not having to sleep alone on the tour bus 583 00:31:16,041 --> 00:31:18,500 and having a really loyal companion. 584 00:31:18,583 --> 00:31:21,125 It will be okay if he comes tomorrow, right? 585 00:31:21,875 --> 00:31:24,458 - I don't think it's that bad. - There's no other option. 586 00:31:24,541 --> 00:31:25,916 He didn't talk to anyone. 587 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:29,875 Nobody knows what's going to happen to Buddy. Will he get better? 588 00:31:29,958 --> 00:31:31,916 Could he die during the night? 589 00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:35,875 We really don't know whether Georg will perform tomorrow. 590 00:31:41,625 --> 00:31:44,041 Hello, snuggle-bug! Hi! 591 00:31:46,666 --> 00:31:51,375 Where was she? Hello, little lady! Hello, snuggly! Hi! 592 00:31:52,791 --> 00:31:55,041 - Hello. - Hello, Mouse! 593 00:31:55,125 --> 00:31:56,541 - How are you? - Hey! 594 00:32:02,208 --> 00:32:03,250 How's everything? 595 00:32:05,583 --> 00:32:09,041 Mouse! Let me give you a hug! 596 00:32:16,083 --> 00:32:18,083 Rough, huh? You poor thing. 597 00:32:19,916 --> 00:32:21,916 Did you get any bad news, or… 598 00:32:22,875 --> 00:32:24,458 It was just a short night. 599 00:32:30,291 --> 00:32:31,333 Hey. 600 00:32:32,458 --> 00:32:35,083 And now we have to do this stupid Bambi thing. 601 00:32:38,916 --> 00:32:39,916 It's okay. 602 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,291 None of us guys are really big criers. 603 00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:45,208 We're not that emotional. 604 00:32:45,291 --> 00:32:48,041 The fact that Georg broke down crying right away 605 00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:50,541 just showed me how much he needed a hug. 606 00:32:52,875 --> 00:32:55,666 Oh, man. Now I'm gonna cry too. 607 00:32:55,750 --> 00:32:56,916 I know that feeling. 608 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:58,666 Our dog is still with us. 609 00:32:59,333 --> 00:33:01,291 He's a little fighter. 610 00:33:01,375 --> 00:33:04,750 But, yeah, I could just… 611 00:33:05,666 --> 00:33:08,250 You're flying tomorrow.… Tonight's not an option, right? 612 00:33:08,333 --> 00:33:10,541 - You can't fly tonight, right? - No. 613 00:33:10,625 --> 00:33:11,833 - Early tomorrow? - At 5 p.m. 614 00:33:11,916 --> 00:33:12,750 Okay. 615 00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:25,583 Buddy has always been a very sensitive subject for us because… 616 00:33:26,083 --> 00:33:28,208 He's our child. 617 00:33:28,291 --> 00:33:30,833 We've been together for almost 18 years, 618 00:33:30,916 --> 00:33:33,833 and Buddy has been with us for 16 of those years. 619 00:33:33,916 --> 00:33:35,500 And right now it's very hard 620 00:33:35,583 --> 00:33:39,625 because at 16, he's reached an age 621 00:33:39,708 --> 00:33:42,500 where he's very sick. 622 00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:48,000 And… he's struggling, and we're struggling too. 623 00:33:48,833 --> 00:33:49,708 Yeah. 624 00:33:50,250 --> 00:33:52,291 At 5:00 p.m.? Can't you fly out earlier? 625 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:54,958 We can do the radio show without you, right? 626 00:33:55,041 --> 00:33:56,583 Does Georg need to be there? 627 00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:58,666 - No, he doesn't need to. - It's up to him. 628 00:33:58,750 --> 00:34:01,416 In theory, you could leave earlier. 629 00:34:01,500 --> 00:34:03,666 We can handle the radio stuff ourselves. 630 00:34:04,791 --> 00:34:10,083 It's great that the guys are supporting me 631 00:34:10,166 --> 00:34:14,875 and are understanding and are working around this. 632 00:34:14,958 --> 00:34:17,416 I'm very grateful for that. 633 00:34:20,250 --> 00:34:22,125 That's just how it is. 634 00:34:24,125 --> 00:34:26,000 You can't let it show. 635 00:34:26,083 --> 00:34:28,166 Nobody knows what's going on at home. 636 00:34:28,250 --> 00:34:31,166 I can totally understand how it eats away at you 637 00:34:31,250 --> 00:34:34,375 and how hard it is to put on a brave face. 638 00:34:38,583 --> 00:34:40,375 - Do we need the butt cheeks? - Yes. 639 00:34:40,458 --> 00:34:42,500 - You brought the fake butt, right? - Yes. 640 00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:46,083 Everything you see on stage is fake. 641 00:34:46,166 --> 00:34:47,833 It's not what you get in real life. 642 00:34:47,916 --> 00:34:51,208 Honestly, it'd be nice if I could work out enough 643 00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:54,708 and make enough changes in my life so I wouldn't need them anymore. 644 00:34:54,791 --> 00:34:57,916 But until then, the silicone pads help. 645 00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:01,083 - Those are actually boobs, right? - No, they're butt cheeks. 646 00:35:01,166 --> 00:35:02,958 - Really? - Here are the briefs. 647 00:35:03,041 --> 00:35:06,250 Well, let's put it this way. I prefer this over… 648 00:35:06,333 --> 00:35:08,833 What's the other one called? A Brazilian Butt Lift? 649 00:35:08,916 --> 00:35:12,333 The one where people inject concrete into their butt. 650 00:35:12,416 --> 00:35:14,875 - That's a very cheeky butt now. - Right? 651 00:35:14,958 --> 00:35:18,125 - I mean, that's very cheeky. - Very cheeky. 652 00:35:20,041 --> 00:35:22,250 Just some butt prosthetics and a corset, 653 00:35:22,333 --> 00:35:25,291 and his dress fits him perfectly. 654 00:35:25,375 --> 00:35:27,833 And now, Inés, good luck with the zip. 655 00:35:28,916 --> 00:35:29,750 Yup. 656 00:35:29,833 --> 00:35:32,083 These are like cheat changes, right? 657 00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:35,750 - It looks really natural, right, Mousey? - Looks good, right? 658 00:35:35,833 --> 00:35:39,083 Well, if "changes" is the new motto, then anything goes. 659 00:35:39,166 --> 00:35:40,500 Any kind of change. 660 00:35:44,875 --> 00:35:45,916 Hello! 661 00:35:48,208 --> 00:35:50,541 - Perfect. - I'm looking forward to the red carpet. 662 00:35:50,625 --> 00:35:53,708 I like it. You don't see it that often anymore. 663 00:35:53,791 --> 00:35:55,625 Come on, we have to hurry, Mouse. 664 00:35:55,708 --> 00:35:58,541 Once again, I drew the lucky straw, 665 00:35:58,625 --> 00:36:01,875 and I get to do my favorite thing, which is walking the red carpet. 666 00:36:01,958 --> 00:36:03,291 - Great. - Give interviews. 667 00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:06,000 - How often do you listen to our podcast? - Never. 668 00:36:06,083 --> 00:36:07,666 Smile for the cameras. 669 00:36:08,791 --> 00:36:11,791 And today, I get to do that not just once, but twice. 670 00:36:16,791 --> 00:36:19,041 It takes Heidi ages to walk the red carpet. 671 00:36:20,583 --> 00:36:21,625 Heidi! 672 00:36:24,333 --> 00:36:26,500 Heidi! 673 00:36:29,208 --> 00:36:30,833 Heidi! 674 00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:37,583 When Heidi walks the red carpet alone, it takes a good hour or two. 675 00:36:37,666 --> 00:36:39,708 She's doing it faster for my sake. 676 00:36:45,083 --> 00:36:47,708 - Gotcha. Hey. - Hello, darling. 677 00:36:47,791 --> 00:36:50,375 At least one award is guaranteed to come back with us. 678 00:36:50,458 --> 00:36:52,250 Heidi's definitely getting her award. 679 00:36:52,333 --> 00:36:54,791 For promoting diversity. 680 00:36:54,875 --> 00:36:57,250 Which is why I'm happy it finally worked out. 681 00:36:57,333 --> 00:36:59,083 We snatched the TV award from her. 682 00:37:00,750 --> 00:37:03,541 I'm happy I get to hear the new song today. 683 00:37:03,625 --> 00:37:05,166 He never plays anything for me. 684 00:37:05,250 --> 00:37:07,583 So today, I'll hear it for the very first time. 685 00:37:07,666 --> 00:37:10,708 It's always a little surprise. I'm excited. 686 00:37:10,791 --> 00:37:12,250 Thank you. 687 00:37:13,041 --> 00:37:15,166 - Amazing! - Hello! 688 00:37:15,875 --> 00:37:18,416 What can we expect from your performance today? 689 00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:23,125 It's very exciting because we've never played this song together before. 690 00:37:23,208 --> 00:37:25,833 - So today is a premiere for us too. - Have fun. 691 00:37:29,250 --> 00:37:32,541 "Changes." What's changing? Is something changing for you? 692 00:37:32,625 --> 00:37:35,541 Our love of music hasn't changed, but everything else has. 693 00:37:35,625 --> 00:37:37,791 But we love change. 694 00:37:37,875 --> 00:37:40,625 Change is part of everything, and we embrace it. 695 00:37:41,541 --> 00:37:42,625 All right, guys. 696 00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:45,083 Let's show them what we've been practicing. 697 00:37:45,958 --> 00:37:48,666 Let's show them what we haven't been practicing. 698 00:37:48,750 --> 00:37:51,000 It's important for things to keep moving. 699 00:37:51,083 --> 00:37:53,375 That could be the motto of our life. 700 00:37:57,500 --> 00:38:00,541 Tonight, we celebrate legends, 701 00:38:01,041 --> 00:38:05,875 honor heroes, and experience spine-tingling moments. 702 00:38:06,916 --> 00:38:12,208 The moment that changed everything. Tokio Hotel! 703 00:38:16,333 --> 00:38:19,916 For me, this song marks the start of a new Tokio Hotel era. 704 00:38:35,916 --> 00:38:37,583 We are going through changes. 705 00:38:37,666 --> 00:38:39,291 I feel like a lot is changing. 706 00:38:39,375 --> 00:38:41,750 Our relationship as brothers is a big issue. 707 00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:44,583 How we are with each other within the band, 708 00:38:44,666 --> 00:38:46,625 what we can accept and what we can't, 709 00:38:46,708 --> 00:38:47,958 where our limits are. 710 00:38:48,500 --> 00:38:49,583 Our bodies. 711 00:38:50,750 --> 00:38:54,250 All the changes and the experiences that come with them… 712 00:38:54,333 --> 00:38:56,041 They are beautiful. Even the bad ones. 713 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:08,625 I have definitely changed. 714 00:39:08,708 --> 00:39:12,041 I'm not so obsessed with my search anymore. 715 00:39:12,541 --> 00:39:14,166 I still want to get married, 716 00:39:14,250 --> 00:39:16,416 and I'd love to fall in love. Who doesn't? 717 00:39:16,500 --> 00:39:20,083 But now I'm a bit more relaxed about it. 718 00:39:20,166 --> 00:39:23,458 If it doesn't happen, I'll just live alone in the mountains with my dogs. 719 00:39:30,708 --> 00:39:36,250 Going home or going back to your hometown 720 00:39:36,333 --> 00:39:39,625 and rewriting the past with new, positive memories 721 00:39:39,708 --> 00:39:41,125 might be a good idea. 722 00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:44,875 To reconcile with your hometown. 723 00:39:44,958 --> 00:39:49,166 Maybe then you can make peace with it, come to terms, and close that chapter. 724 00:39:49,250 --> 00:39:53,125 You can at least turn the prison into a beautiful prison. 725 00:39:56,166 --> 00:39:57,666 Everything went smoothly. 726 00:39:57,750 --> 00:39:59,000 - Thank God. - Thank God. 727 00:40:00,250 --> 00:40:02,166 CULTURE 728 00:40:02,250 --> 00:40:05,125 If we don't win the Bambi, I'll be a little pissed. You? 729 00:40:05,208 --> 00:40:07,041 - Yes… - Don't pretend like you wouldn't. 730 00:40:07,958 --> 00:40:12,041 The Bambi for the Culture Podcast category 731 00:40:13,375 --> 00:40:14,750 goes to… 732 00:40:14,833 --> 00:40:16,958 I'm pretty sure we're going to win. 733 00:40:18,166 --> 00:40:20,375 …Ronzheimer. 734 00:40:22,291 --> 00:40:23,375 Not! 735 00:40:24,208 --> 00:40:27,333 I'm out. That's it. Goodbye forever. 736 00:40:27,416 --> 00:40:28,875 - The end, my friend. - Outrageous! 737 00:40:28,958 --> 00:40:30,000 It's over. The end. 738 00:40:30,083 --> 00:40:33,958 Let's get wasted. Man! 739 00:40:34,041 --> 00:40:35,916 I wore such a great outfit for nothing. 740 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:38,375 No one saw it. Oh, well, now I can wear it again. 741 00:40:38,458 --> 00:40:42,041 They lured us in. They just wanted us to come and perform. 742 00:40:42,125 --> 00:40:45,625 They got what they wanted from us and then left us out in the cold. 743 00:40:45,708 --> 00:40:46,833 They used us. 744 00:40:46,916 --> 00:40:51,000 - Used. For the fame. - For the headlines and the fame. 745 00:40:51,708 --> 00:40:54,416 That's how this industry works. You can't trust anyone. 746 00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:56,666 We flew in from LA for this! 747 00:40:57,666 --> 00:40:59,000 We're never doing that again. 748 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:04,875 We experienced a defeat. Now we need… Now we need a win. 749 00:41:04,958 --> 00:41:06,458 - Did we tell you? - What? 750 00:41:06,541 --> 00:41:08,250 We're running a marathon. 751 00:41:08,333 --> 00:41:10,500 - A kids' marathon maybe. - A real marathon. 752 00:41:10,583 --> 00:41:11,500 Forty-two? 753 00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:15,333 Dude, it's five. It's a real marathon. Five kilometers. 754 00:41:16,208 --> 00:41:18,875 I'm doing it for Tom. Is it good for me? 755 00:41:20,458 --> 00:41:23,666 Maybe for the fatty internal organs, but things in my head will break. 756 00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:26,833 Believe me, it sounds easier than it is. 757 00:41:26,916 --> 00:41:28,125 Right. 758 00:41:30,166 --> 00:41:34,125 We're actually going to work out now. You'll get a naturally tight butt. 759 00:41:34,208 --> 00:41:35,083 Woo-hoo! 760 00:41:40,750 --> 00:41:42,750 - Time to work out. - I can't work out. 761 00:41:42,833 --> 00:41:45,041 - Come on, do a jumping jack. - How? 762 00:41:45,125 --> 00:41:47,291 - I don't know. Just jump. - How? 763 00:41:47,375 --> 00:41:50,000 - Do it. Just like that. One! - No, I… 764 00:41:50,083 --> 00:41:51,458 Go! You can do it! 765 00:41:51,541 --> 00:41:53,541 Bill isn't taking this seriously. 766 00:41:54,375 --> 00:41:56,250 Push-ups, come on. Fifty. 767 00:41:56,333 --> 00:41:59,208 - I already want to give up. - Come on. 768 00:41:59,291 --> 00:42:01,625 I was the kid who hid during gym class. 769 00:42:01,708 --> 00:42:04,416 I'd go for a smoke and rejoin for the last lap. 770 00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:05,875 That always worked well. 771 00:42:05,958 --> 00:42:07,416 I'm gonna pass out. 772 00:42:08,125 --> 00:42:10,083 Come on, we need to get motivated. 773 00:42:10,166 --> 00:42:11,791 - Otherwise, you can forget it. - Okay. 774 00:42:16,291 --> 00:42:19,625 Just like in a marriage, you have to make sure you grow together. 775 00:42:19,708 --> 00:42:22,666 - You need to get fit for the marathon. - I am. 776 00:42:23,958 --> 00:42:26,708 You can't have one person standing still while the other… 777 00:42:28,208 --> 00:42:29,041 That's enough. 778 00:42:30,416 --> 00:42:31,833 But we'll do it together. 779 00:42:31,916 --> 00:42:33,833 I'll manage the marathon. 780 00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:35,875 Let's go. 781 00:42:38,916 --> 00:42:41,500 What do I do if Bill is the first to quit? 782 00:42:41,583 --> 00:42:44,375 - Let's go to the back. - No, here. Right in the middle. 783 00:42:44,458 --> 00:42:46,708 Everybody will pass us. That's demotivating. 784 00:42:46,791 --> 00:42:49,583 Stop it. We're in the thick of it, not on the sidelines. 785 00:42:49,666 --> 00:42:50,500 Okay, fine. 786 00:42:50,583 --> 00:42:51,708 Do I keep running? 787 00:42:56,833 --> 00:42:58,458 That's the problem. 788 00:42:59,041 --> 00:43:01,375 Slow down. You're going too fast. 789 00:43:42,166 --> 00:43:46,875 Subtitle translation by: Diana Renker