1 00:00:41,942 --> 00:00:45,661 Let's be honest with ourselves. 2 00:00:51,900 --> 00:00:55,619 We always knew that this wouldn't work. 3 00:01:00,938 --> 00:01:04,177 Me and Women 4 00:01:05,496 --> 00:01:06,816 Carter... 5 00:01:09,415 --> 00:01:11,576 I care about you. 6 00:01:12,135 --> 00:01:13,695 Very. 7 00:01:14,255 --> 00:01:18,133 In a way, I love you and I don't want to hurt him. 8 00:01:20,973 --> 00:01:24,372 Carter, say something. 9 00:01:25,612 --> 00:01:28,332 We don't stop talking since we met. 10 00:01:31,251 --> 00:01:32,330 Excuse me. 11 00:01:32,530 --> 00:01:34,530 Are you? It's you! 12 00:01:34,730 --> 00:01:37,290 You are Sofia Bu�uel! Oh my God! 13 00:01:37,410 --> 00:01:39,009 We are your biggest fans. 14 00:01:39,089 --> 00:01:42,368 I saw "Open" a zillion times of times. I have the DVD. 15 00:01:42,528 --> 00:01:44,448 That's very kind. Thanks. 16 00:01:44,647 --> 00:01:46,847 -Can you give me an autograph? -Yes of course. 17 00:01:47,087 --> 00:01:50,686 Write: "Todd. You're a fag Ridiculous, I wouldn't stay with you." 18 00:01:51,526 --> 00:01:52,526 All good. 19 00:01:57,644 --> 00:01:58,844 Thanks. 20 00:02:04,323 --> 00:02:05,443 Listen. 21 00:02:06,723 --> 00:02:08,721 I know what you're saying. 22 00:02:09,802 --> 00:02:11,882 But you have to listen to me. 23 00:02:12,761 --> 00:02:15,400 I just know I need space. 24 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:20,040 I don't know what will happen. 25 00:02:20,519 --> 00:02:24,639 Maybe someday, who knows? Nobody knows. 26 00:02:25,519 --> 00:02:29,118 But now I need that you give me this space. 27 00:02:29,717 --> 00:02:31,037 All good. 28 00:02:31,397 --> 00:02:33,956 It's what I want, give it to you all the space you need. 29 00:02:33,996 --> 00:02:36,396 I just don't want you to break up with me. 30 00:02:37,555 --> 00:02:38,755 I have to go. 31 00:02:38,915 --> 00:02:43,474 Please don't leave me here like this. Can you stay and talk to me for a moment? 32 00:02:43,794 --> 00:02:45,193 I can't. 33 00:02:46,833 --> 00:02:48,073 Goodbye. 34 00:03:42,060 --> 00:03:44,379 You have a message not heard. 35 00:03:44,499 --> 00:03:46,819 The following message was not heard. 36 00:03:46,899 --> 00:03:49,139 � Avi. I read your script last night. 37 00:03:49,298 --> 00:03:52,577 This is to win the prize best soft porn. 38 00:04:02,336 --> 00:04:03,455 Hello. 39 00:04:04,855 --> 00:04:06,495 What are you doing here? 40 00:04:08,374 --> 00:04:10,333 I just came to get some... 41 00:04:12,013 --> 00:04:13,893 I just wanted a little... 42 00:04:15,612 --> 00:04:17,772 Are you crying? 43 00:04:17,971 --> 00:04:22,051 A little. I was talking to mom. 44 00:04:23,371 --> 00:04:25,730 I think she is with serious problems. 45 00:04:25,809 --> 00:04:29,489 She is not hitting the pins well. 46 00:04:29,569 --> 00:04:31,488 She thinks she's going to die. 47 00:04:31,728 --> 00:04:34,408 -Is she sick? -I don't think so. 48 00:04:34,728 --> 00:04:37,007 The doctor doesn't think nothing wrong with it. 49 00:04:37,927 --> 00:04:41,047 But she looks so scared and helpless. 50 00:04:42,006 --> 00:04:44,086 I feel so sorry for her. 51 00:04:44,766 --> 00:04:48,164 I'm catching a plane in two days and I'll take care of it. 52 00:04:49,204 --> 00:04:50,724 I should go there. 53 00:04:55,603 --> 00:04:57,482 I will go to Michigan. I will stay with grandma. 54 00:04:57,602 --> 00:04:58,722 And your work? 55 00:04:58,843 --> 00:05:01,562 I write soft porn. Can't I do it there? 56 00:05:02,101 --> 00:05:04,341 It doesn't require a lot of effort. 57 00:05:04,461 --> 00:05:09,059 Furthermore, I will be able to sit and write what I want. 58 00:05:09,619 --> 00:05:11,660 About Genghis Khan? 59 00:05:11,859 --> 00:05:13,499 No, something else. 60 00:05:13,619 --> 00:05:14,978 About your school? 61 00:05:15,019 --> 00:05:17,218 Yes, but don't talk like that, sounds pathetic. 62 00:05:17,298 --> 00:05:19,938 You say you will write this since I was 15 years old. 63 00:05:20,017 --> 00:05:21,697 I think the only way to do this... 64 00:05:21,777 --> 00:05:24,736 is to move away a little of L.A. and my life. 65 00:05:25,016 --> 00:05:26,936 And what will Sofia think of this? 66 00:05:27,016 --> 00:05:29,535 You will be euphoric. She broke up with me. 67 00:05:31,735 --> 00:05:33,134 Sofia kicked me. 68 00:05:36,253 --> 00:05:38,573 Are you kidding? When? 69 00:05:38,693 --> 00:05:41,052 An hour and a half ago. I caught traffic. 70 00:05:44,211 --> 00:05:45,531 -Maybe it's just one... -No... 71 00:05:46,572 --> 00:05:48,171 it's over. She's gone. 72 00:05:48,371 --> 00:05:50,650 Oh, damn! Drug! 73 00:05:50,770 --> 00:05:53,569 -Can you hold on? -Unbelievable! 74 00:05:53,650 --> 00:05:57,329 I had a terrible day. Don't act as if this were the end of the world. 75 00:05:57,408 --> 00:05:58,569 I'm sorry, darling. 76 00:05:58,648 --> 00:06:01,728 It's just that she's so beautiful, so fun and cool. 77 00:06:02,727 --> 00:06:06,727 Carter, my God. I am really sorry. Honey, how are you? 78 00:06:07,287 --> 00:06:08,646 Are you okay? 79 00:06:09,246 --> 00:06:10,165 No. 80 00:06:10,966 --> 00:06:14,524 I know this will seem thing that mother has to say. 81 00:06:14,644 --> 00:06:17,684 But it's true, you'll be fine. 82 00:06:18,323 --> 00:06:21,123 I mean, these things they take some time. 83 00:06:21,763 --> 00:06:24,042 Sometimes a long time. 84 00:06:24,403 --> 00:06:27,682 I'm still not over Rodney and it was at the end of secondary school. 85 00:06:27,841 --> 00:06:30,520 This story of No Rodney Portchnik, please. 86 00:06:30,601 --> 00:06:33,480 I'm just saying that you will be fine. 87 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:37,679 Women always They liked you since you were little. 88 00:06:37,919 --> 00:06:41,878 And one day, when you least expect it, You will find a really nice girl. 89 00:06:42,079 --> 00:06:44,478 I don't want a girl really cool. 90 00:06:45,118 --> 00:06:48,597 I don't want anyone. Just be alone with my grandmother. 91 00:06:49,396 --> 00:06:50,796 And your cat. 92 00:07:01,474 --> 00:07:04,992 hot blooded Feel it yourself 93 00:07:05,353 --> 00:07:08,792 I have a fever of 39 degrees 94 00:07:08,872 --> 00:07:10,111 You are a figure. 95 00:07:10,192 --> 00:07:13,551 Come on, baby Do more than dance 96 00:07:13,751 --> 00:07:16,869 I'm hot blooded I'm hot blooded 97 00:07:28,787 --> 00:07:30,387 Are you going out tonight? 98 00:07:30,946 --> 00:07:33,466 No. Perhaps. Why? 99 00:07:34,266 --> 00:07:37,985 It's Friday night. You're going out with Gabe Foley, aren't you? 100 00:07:38,145 --> 00:07:39,425 Shut up. 101 00:07:41,464 --> 00:07:45,304 I have to live through you. I'm too young to have my own life. 102 00:07:45,424 --> 00:07:47,783 It's not time to talk about that yet. 103 00:07:47,903 --> 00:07:49,862 Whatever. Do as you please. 104 00:07:51,862 --> 00:07:54,781 Lucy! I'm in the kitchen. 105 00:08:00,420 --> 00:08:01,780 How was your day? 106 00:08:02,139 --> 00:08:03,739 Well. What's up? 107 00:08:04,658 --> 00:08:05,858 Nothing. 108 00:08:07,698 --> 00:08:11,337 There was something, actually. But nothing to worry about. 109 00:08:13,017 --> 00:08:16,776 Can you talk later? I have to finish some things. 110 00:08:20,935 --> 00:08:23,255 I went to Dr. Bennett today. 111 00:08:24,375 --> 00:08:25,494 Why? 112 00:08:26,734 --> 00:08:31,213 I found a lump... 113 00:08:31,692 --> 00:08:34,372 weird in my chest. 114 00:08:37,491 --> 00:08:38,570 My God! 115 00:08:38,731 --> 00:08:40,250 We still don't know anything. 116 00:08:40,330 --> 00:08:44,609 It's quite possible that it's nothing. And even if it's something... 117 00:08:45,329 --> 00:08:48,209 yet it may be nothing. 118 00:08:51,528 --> 00:08:52,527 Mom... 119 00:08:54,767 --> 00:08:59,206 Your father will take me to the hospital Ann Arbor on Tuesday morning. 120 00:08:59,286 --> 00:09:00,686 To take some exams. 121 00:09:01,766 --> 00:09:03,565 -I should go with you. -No. 122 00:09:04,084 --> 00:09:07,404 No. I want you to go to school. 123 00:09:07,484 --> 00:09:10,883 We won't deal with it as if it were a tragedy until... 124 00:09:11,484 --> 00:09:12,563 Is that right? 125 00:09:13,883 --> 00:09:15,002 Yes. 126 00:09:15,802 --> 00:09:17,002 Lucy... 127 00:09:19,801 --> 00:09:21,681 everything will be fine. 128 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:24,040 Seriously. 129 00:10:36,224 --> 00:10:37,703 Hi, grandma. 130 00:10:38,343 --> 00:10:42,422 Hey, grandma. It's me, Carter. Your grandson. 131 00:10:42,742 --> 00:10:46,661 Agnes is my mother and also his daughter. 132 00:10:47,940 --> 00:10:51,299 I don't believe that I'm still alive. 133 00:10:52,859 --> 00:10:56,259 I can't believe I lived enough to review it. 134 00:10:57,218 --> 00:10:59,897 Thanks. I'm also very happy. 135 00:10:59,978 --> 00:11:02,417 Although I wouldn't put thing in those terms. 136 00:11:02,457 --> 00:11:04,297 Can I come in? 137 00:11:06,496 --> 00:11:07,736 Walking through the door. 138 00:11:07,855 --> 00:11:09,975 Beauty. And where is the cat? 139 00:11:10,375 --> 00:11:11,455 Dead. 140 00:11:15,774 --> 00:11:18,493 -Do you know how to cook? -A little. 141 00:11:18,653 --> 00:11:21,973 I haven't eaten anything in three weeks. 142 00:11:22,612 --> 00:11:23,653 Really? 143 00:11:23,932 --> 00:11:25,732 I had pasta. 144 00:11:25,932 --> 00:11:26,971 Legal. 145 00:11:32,890 --> 00:11:34,730 When I die... 146 00:11:35,650 --> 00:11:39,209 -Will you want this house? -It's not that simple. 147 00:11:39,288 --> 00:11:42,887 It's my home. I can give it to whoever I want. 148 00:11:42,968 --> 00:11:45,447 So thank you. We'll see about that later. 149 00:11:48,407 --> 00:11:50,206 I'm starving. 150 00:11:57,524 --> 00:11:59,244 -Al�. -Hi, I'm already here. 151 00:11:59,324 --> 00:12:03,963 Thank God. This was the worst idea you've ever had in your life. 152 00:12:04,042 --> 00:12:06,403 I know. You already said this several times. 153 00:12:06,523 --> 00:12:08,642 -I am going. -No, you're not coming. 154 00:12:08,721 --> 00:12:10,601 Let's give it a try, shall we? 155 00:12:10,762 --> 00:12:13,520 I still think that's what what I need now. 156 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:16,000 It's a way to get myself together and enter... 157 00:12:17,080 --> 00:12:19,599 There's someone calling for you. 158 00:12:23,838 --> 00:12:26,238 -Carter? Is it you? -Avi? 159 00:12:26,358 --> 00:12:29,597 I'm in the mountains. My operator is horrible. 160 00:12:29,677 --> 00:12:33,516 -How did you get this number? -I have my means. Your mother gave it. 161 00:12:33,596 --> 00:12:36,396 It's an emergency. We need to talk now. 162 00:12:36,475 --> 00:12:40,714 Did you give him your number? What is it? Now I have to see this. I call. 163 00:12:40,794 --> 00:12:42,114 I'm arriving at the studio. 164 00:12:42,154 --> 00:12:45,913 I have a girl here with her ass so hot it could fry an egg. 165 00:12:46,033 --> 00:12:47,833 The question is different. A problem. 166 00:12:47,912 --> 00:12:50,392 She doesn't understand, and actually neither do I... 167 00:12:50,472 --> 00:12:54,231 Why would she have sex with the guy who installs the DLS line... 168 00:12:54,271 --> 00:12:57,030 if she has an affair with the yoga teacher. 169 00:12:57,111 --> 00:12:59,390 Maybe because you asked a scene... 170 00:12:59,470 --> 00:13:02,309 in which she seduces the guy Who installs the DLS line? 171 00:13:02,389 --> 00:13:06,308 Yeah. I don't think I will convince her. Any ideas? 172 00:13:06,548 --> 00:13:09,628 And if she's crazy for broadband? 173 00:13:09,707 --> 00:13:10,947 Making a joke? 174 00:13:11,027 --> 00:13:14,546 Listen, the character Monica She's a nymphomaniac. 175 00:13:14,706 --> 00:13:18,146 Due to a childhood trauma, she loves illicit sex. 176 00:13:18,225 --> 00:13:20,425 This is the only way she reaches orgasm. And that. 177 00:13:20,584 --> 00:13:23,625 This is just a phase. People get over it. 178 00:13:23,824 --> 00:13:26,263 Grandma, can you put down the phone, please? 179 00:13:26,344 --> 00:13:27,664 Where are you? 180 00:13:27,703 --> 00:13:30,383 Spending a few days away. I can't talk now. 181 00:13:30,783 --> 00:13:33,582 I send the new script on Monday or Tuesday. 182 00:13:33,661 --> 00:13:35,661 Listen, it would be nice to have a scene... 183 00:13:35,741 --> 00:13:38,221 where the rookie cop gives oral sex in the mafioso... 184 00:13:38,301 --> 00:13:40,421 Hey, my grandma's on the line! 185 00:13:41,739 --> 00:13:42,700 My God! 186 00:13:57,296 --> 00:14:00,776 Grandma, I'm not leaving you. I arrived three hours ago. 187 00:14:01,016 --> 00:14:03,735 -I'm going to set the alarm. -No, I wouldn't care. 188 00:14:03,815 --> 00:14:05,974 -Why not? -I'll be back soon. 189 00:14:29,528 --> 00:14:30,889 Thank you very much. 190 00:14:56,362 --> 00:14:57,322 Bozo! 191 00:14:58,242 --> 00:14:59,242 What did you say? 192 00:14:59,521 --> 00:15:01,281 The dog's name is Bozo. 193 00:15:03,081 --> 00:15:04,520 Hi Bozo. 194 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:11,199 You must be from the asylum. Are you taking care of Phillis? 195 00:15:14,678 --> 00:15:17,678 No, actually, she is my grandmother. 196 00:15:18,597 --> 00:15:20,277 Your grandmother? 197 00:15:20,717 --> 00:15:23,636 I didn't know she had children or grandchildren. 198 00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:26,516 Yeah, we don't usually come to visit, so... 199 00:15:27,155 --> 00:15:29,274 -Where are you from? -THERE. 200 00:15:29,675 --> 00:15:31,834 Los Angeles. 201 00:15:32,674 --> 00:15:35,114 I was there once, a long time ago. 202 00:15:35,273 --> 00:15:37,153 Well, she has a bad reputation. 203 00:15:37,313 --> 00:15:39,033 I liked. I liked it a lot. 204 00:15:41,312 --> 00:15:42,271 I'm Sarah. 205 00:15:44,911 --> 00:15:46,871 Carter. Great pleasure. 206 00:15:48,991 --> 00:15:53,470 Then it finally came to pass some time with your grandmother. Cool. 207 00:15:53,669 --> 00:15:56,668 �. I think I really will stay a while. 208 00:15:56,908 --> 00:16:01,107 Let's see if we can find a way so I can take care of her. 209 00:16:01,308 --> 00:16:03,387 She is not easy. 210 00:16:03,547 --> 00:16:06,346 I know. I'm kind of worried about that. 211 00:16:06,546 --> 00:16:08,105 -Don't worry. -No? 212 00:16:08,186 --> 00:16:10,225 No, you'll do fine. 213 00:16:10,425 --> 00:16:12,344 Well, thank you very much. 214 00:16:19,463 --> 00:16:20,862 Oh, damn! 215 00:16:22,263 --> 00:16:24,982 I'll go in before my daughter comes out and looks at me... 216 00:16:25,062 --> 00:16:27,421 as if I were the biggest suitcase in the world. 217 00:16:27,701 --> 00:16:29,021 I hate that look. 218 00:16:29,861 --> 00:16:32,260 Maybe because I looked at my mother like that. 219 00:16:35,460 --> 00:16:37,978 -The night is beautiful. -�. 220 00:16:38,499 --> 00:16:40,218 Yes, I think so. 221 00:16:41,938 --> 00:16:45,137 Hey, Lucy, maybe you want sit in front. 222 00:16:45,377 --> 00:16:46,376 No, it's fine. 223 00:16:58,774 --> 00:17:00,734 It may sound strange... 224 00:17:01,414 --> 00:17:04,852 but my parents don't know I smoke, so could you... 225 00:17:05,612 --> 00:17:07,091 Do you have cigarettes there? 226 00:17:07,531 --> 00:17:08,531 No. 227 00:17:10,211 --> 00:17:11,331 Perhaps. Why? 228 00:17:12,010 --> 00:17:13,931 I'll make a bargain. 229 00:18:02,759 --> 00:18:05,319 Here is from the Center of Kurtzman Radiology. 230 00:18:05,438 --> 00:18:09,357 We are calling to confirm Sarah's appointment tomorrow, Tuesday. 231 00:19:25,179 --> 00:19:29,139 "Devon swipes slowly around the rim of the wine glass... 232 00:19:29,298 --> 00:19:32,538 trying not to look for Trent's erection. 233 00:19:32,938 --> 00:19:35,537 We have to keep this at the professional level. 234 00:19:35,737 --> 00:19:40,176 Let's consider these as privileges of our lawyer-client relationship". 235 00:19:51,573 --> 00:19:56,132 PROJECT NOTES "WEST L.A. SCHOOL." 236 00:20:03,330 --> 00:20:07,929 SOFIA, I MISS YOU. AND I'M VERY SORRY. 237 00:20:15,568 --> 00:20:17,327 -Hello. -Hey. 238 00:20:19,246 --> 00:20:23,046 Hi Phillis, how are you? 239 00:20:23,646 --> 00:20:26,005 This is Mrs. Harding. 240 00:20:26,485 --> 00:20:27,644 Hardwicke. 241 00:20:28,685 --> 00:20:30,125 Whatever! 242 00:20:30,324 --> 00:20:33,044 It's okay, grandma. I answer. Thanks. 243 00:20:34,044 --> 00:20:36,083 Sorry. 244 00:20:37,722 --> 00:20:40,002 Well, I made some cookies. 245 00:20:40,162 --> 00:20:42,481 Thank you very much. 246 00:20:43,161 --> 00:20:45,081 They look like "Fig Newtons". 247 00:20:45,721 --> 00:20:49,720 That's right, that's what they are. I didn't make them. 248 00:20:49,799 --> 00:20:53,479 I just wrapped it in plastic and put it on a plate to give the impression. 249 00:20:54,639 --> 00:20:57,438 In fact, I'm a terrible baker. 250 00:20:57,637 --> 00:21:02,436 Thank you very much anyway. My grandmother will devour them soon. 251 00:21:02,517 --> 00:21:03,956 It's quite disturbing. 252 00:21:06,436 --> 00:21:08,755 In truth, it was an excuse to come. 253 00:21:09,115 --> 00:21:11,115 And this may sound a little strange... 254 00:21:11,235 --> 00:21:14,313 but the day is beautiful and I have to walk the dog... 255 00:21:14,434 --> 00:21:16,393 and I thought maybe you wanted... 256 00:21:16,474 --> 00:21:19,992 -Yes, it's okay. -Fine. Are you serious? 257 00:21:20,073 --> 00:21:21,952 Yes. Just give me a minute. 258 00:21:23,392 --> 00:21:25,391 I was on the plane coming here... 259 00:21:25,632 --> 00:21:29,710 and I turned on my computer and started reading emails I sent her. 260 00:21:29,791 --> 00:21:33,429 About 30 or more throughout of our relationship. 261 00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:35,829 And it wasn't just short messages. 262 00:21:35,949 --> 00:21:38,949 They were long and passionate love letters. 263 00:21:39,148 --> 00:21:43,787 Desperately trying to be romantic and poetic. It doesn't matter. 264 00:21:43,868 --> 00:21:47,706 And as embarrassing as it is... 265 00:21:48,146 --> 00:21:51,425 It's also the best thing that I already wrote. 266 00:21:51,545 --> 00:21:55,584 Has a naive idealism which made me believe that our... 267 00:21:55,704 --> 00:21:58,864 It would be the greatest love story already told. I'm writing this. 268 00:22:00,303 --> 00:22:04,463 Ah, I was reading these emails and there was turmoil. 269 00:22:04,942 --> 00:22:08,781 And I started to have a terrible panic attack. 270 00:22:08,822 --> 00:22:10,661 Like I've never had. 271 00:22:10,901 --> 00:22:13,861 And I think that It's happening because... 272 00:22:14,180 --> 00:22:18,379 I can't imagine feeling this in relation to anyone else. 273 00:22:18,539 --> 00:22:21,618 -Never again. -Listen, never in my life... 274 00:22:21,699 --> 00:22:25,178 I received nothing like the letters who wrote to her. 275 00:22:25,457 --> 00:22:27,417 I never wrote one either. 276 00:22:27,777 --> 00:22:28,857 And you're lucky. 277 00:22:28,936 --> 00:22:32,816 In a way that has nothing to do with this particular girl. 278 00:22:32,975 --> 00:22:34,495 But you already know that. 279 00:22:35,215 --> 00:22:37,495 I must seem so young to you. 280 00:22:37,574 --> 00:22:39,454 Screw you, man. 281 00:22:40,454 --> 00:22:43,213 Hey, I didn't mean it that way. 282 00:22:43,294 --> 00:22:44,973 I know what you meant. 283 00:22:45,213 --> 00:22:47,732 I am proud to be a great listener. 284 00:22:47,812 --> 00:22:51,531 But when I meet someone, I see that only I speak. 285 00:22:51,771 --> 00:22:52,891 What is this? 286 00:22:53,851 --> 00:22:55,890 Maybe you're not a great listener. 287 00:22:57,049 --> 00:23:00,009 Maybe you're not such a good listener. 288 00:23:00,169 --> 00:23:03,369 It's not that, no. I'm a great listener. 289 00:23:05,048 --> 00:23:08,007 See, that's the kind of thing that I find myself saying. 290 00:23:08,168 --> 00:23:10,647 Nelson's career, Lucy's painting... 291 00:23:10,727 --> 00:23:14,526 as if they were my interests, my achievements, but they are not. 292 00:23:14,766 --> 00:23:19,165 And I catch myself thinking: "Where am I? Who am I?" 293 00:23:19,404 --> 00:23:24,284 Let me ask you something. What do you do with your time? 294 00:23:24,964 --> 00:23:26,883 Your question is so predictable. 295 00:23:26,963 --> 00:23:31,282 They think that if I don't have a job or I don't go to school... 296 00:23:31,362 --> 00:23:34,161 I sit and do nothing. This is ridiculous. 297 00:23:34,322 --> 00:23:37,320 Most days I don't have 5 seconds for me. 298 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:41,080 Or am I taking someone by car, or taking care of the house... 299 00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:44,999 or making food, without talking of the 15 councils that I am part of. 300 00:23:45,079 --> 00:23:46,838 Sorry. I didn't think... 301 00:23:47,038 --> 00:23:50,837 Yes, I know you didn't think. But my family thinks. He understands? 302 00:23:51,037 --> 00:23:54,957 I can feel them all judging me in silence. Especially Lucy. 303 00:23:55,116 --> 00:23:59,875 No matter what I do, I always disappoint her. 304 00:24:00,115 --> 00:24:02,675 Well, she's a teenager, You are the mother... 305 00:24:03,755 --> 00:24:06,074 that is, it would be strange if she didn't feel it. 306 00:24:07,154 --> 00:24:11,232 I don't know, sorry. I keep thinking about it, and I get shaken. 307 00:24:12,312 --> 00:24:16,591 But maybe I could do more. I don't want to look back... 308 00:24:18,950 --> 00:24:21,830 and ask me what part of life it was really mine. 309 00:24:22,790 --> 00:24:25,470 -That's it. -Yeah. 310 00:24:25,590 --> 00:24:27,989 That was very pleasant. Thanks. 311 00:24:28,069 --> 00:24:30,509 You're welcome. I mean... 312 00:24:30,588 --> 00:24:33,507 It was really cool to talk with you. 313 00:24:33,627 --> 00:24:35,027 Okay, thanks. 314 00:24:37,467 --> 00:24:39,466 -Drug! -What it was? 315 00:24:39,746 --> 00:24:41,465 -Drug! -What it was? 316 00:24:43,625 --> 00:24:45,584 I have a mania for the last word. 317 00:24:46,425 --> 00:24:47,784 �? 318 00:24:48,064 --> 00:24:49,464 Well... 319 00:24:50,143 --> 00:24:53,503 I go in and you shout something for me when I leave. 320 00:24:53,583 --> 00:24:55,902 -That would be great. -Beauty. 321 00:25:00,461 --> 00:25:02,140 You'll be fine. 322 00:25:09,499 --> 00:25:13,418 I don't know. Would you do this again? Maybe tomorrow or... 323 00:25:14,058 --> 00:25:17,737 Sorry, I can't tomorrow, I have an appointment. 324 00:25:17,977 --> 00:25:19,736 All good. Let it go. 325 00:25:19,897 --> 00:25:21,856 -Wednesday? -Yes... 326 00:25:21,976 --> 00:25:24,256 -it would be fantastic. -I'll come by. 327 00:25:24,376 --> 00:25:26,655 -Well, I think... -Carter. 328 00:25:39,252 --> 00:25:42,211 "Fantastic"? That was... 329 00:25:42,611 --> 00:25:46,051 Mom, I can't take this talk anymore. This is so stupid. 330 00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:48,370 And I don't want to fight with you now. 331 00:25:48,570 --> 00:25:51,569 It's not a fight. It doesn't even matter. 332 00:25:51,689 --> 00:25:56,288 Just said he's alone there. You could take him to the movies. 333 00:25:56,368 --> 00:25:59,808 Do you have any idea how Would that sound ridiculous? 334 00:26:00,007 --> 00:26:03,006 That would redefine the word "ridiculous". Seriously. 335 00:26:03,246 --> 00:26:04,926 Is it ready to make history? 336 00:26:07,245 --> 00:26:09,005 She might be right, honey. 337 00:26:09,165 --> 00:26:12,524 It would be kind of inconvenient. And what do we know about the boy? 338 00:26:12,604 --> 00:26:14,683 Forget it. Just forget. 339 00:26:14,764 --> 00:26:18,283 I just thought we'd do something kind by someone ever... 340 00:26:18,363 --> 00:26:21,083 but I can't stand it you two against me. 341 00:27:14,830 --> 00:27:16,909 This is because we are all terrified. 342 00:27:16,989 --> 00:27:20,228 So I'll tell you the same who told her. 343 00:27:20,428 --> 00:27:24,267 Whatever we discover Tomorrow, we will face it together. 344 00:27:24,548 --> 00:27:27,227 Now your daughter wants apologize. 345 00:27:27,387 --> 00:27:29,227 And she said if you want... 346 00:27:29,347 --> 00:27:32,946 She's going to cross the street now and ask the crazy woman's grandson out. 347 00:27:33,105 --> 00:27:35,625 He's a good boy. I feel sorry for him. 348 00:27:35,704 --> 00:27:38,264 He's heartbroken. 349 00:27:43,104 --> 00:27:46,062 I will be by your side all the time. 350 00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:06,298 What it was? 351 00:28:07,618 --> 00:28:08,937 I'm just curious. 352 00:28:09,056 --> 00:28:12,816 Don't be afraid to brake in one of these positions? 353 00:28:14,816 --> 00:28:17,095 Yes I have. 354 00:28:18,855 --> 00:28:20,334 Ready for bed? 355 00:28:21,654 --> 00:28:24,453 Did you know that yoga improves circulation... 356 00:28:24,573 --> 00:28:28,333 generates health and well-being and also reduces anxiety? 357 00:28:28,492 --> 00:28:29,932 Yes, I've read that. 358 00:28:31,771 --> 00:28:33,531 You could try it. 359 00:28:37,530 --> 00:28:39,810 You know something? 360 00:28:42,530 --> 00:28:47,968 Sorry if I've been similar a little distracted lately. 361 00:28:49,087 --> 00:28:50,368 All good. 362 00:29:00,245 --> 00:29:01,485 Goodnight my dear. 363 00:29:03,365 --> 00:29:05,204 Did you take my pills? 364 00:29:05,324 --> 00:29:08,723 I got. Do you have tranquilizers very strong here. 365 00:29:08,803 --> 00:29:11,763 Are you sure it's safe take it all at once? 366 00:29:17,361 --> 00:29:18,481 I love it. 367 00:29:27,958 --> 00:29:31,238 -Who changed the sheets? -I changed it. 368 00:29:45,555 --> 00:29:47,154 Who is Sofia? 369 00:29:49,154 --> 00:29:51,113 How did you know that? 370 00:29:51,273 --> 00:29:54,153 You mumbled in your sleep. 371 00:29:54,273 --> 00:29:56,232 What were you doing in my room? 372 00:29:56,312 --> 00:29:58,991 This is really a good question. 373 00:30:03,231 --> 00:30:07,829 Well she was my girlfriend and doesn't want to be anymore. 374 00:30:08,429 --> 00:30:10,548 Is she hot? 375 00:30:11,788 --> 00:30:14,387 �. In fact, it's spectacular. 376 00:30:14,627 --> 00:30:16,747 This is very important. 377 00:30:56,058 --> 00:30:57,418 My name is Sofia. 378 00:31:00,857 --> 00:31:03,336 I'm completely in love with you. 379 00:31:12,614 --> 00:31:13,534 Goodbye. 380 00:31:33,369 --> 00:31:35,049 Hi, how are you? 381 00:31:38,688 --> 00:31:39,647 Yes? 382 00:31:39,808 --> 00:31:41,327 Do you know where it is? 383 00:31:41,567 --> 00:31:43,167 I'm just getting myself together. 384 00:31:47,766 --> 00:31:50,925 -I can give you a ride home. -No, I'm fine. 385 00:31:51,565 --> 00:31:54,524 I have to keep running. And healthy. 386 00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:17,239 You know something? 387 00:32:19,798 --> 00:32:21,878 Mom and I fought... 388 00:32:22,118 --> 00:32:24,118 the other night. 389 00:32:24,197 --> 00:32:26,556 It wasn't really a fight, it was just... 390 00:32:27,116 --> 00:32:30,436 She wanted me to ask if you wanted... 391 00:32:31,275 --> 00:32:33,355 watch a movie or something. 392 00:32:34,595 --> 00:32:36,875 And I said this would be embarrassing... 393 00:32:36,995 --> 00:32:40,313 and it would probably be the last thing you would like to do. 394 00:32:40,433 --> 00:32:44,872 An ugly girl approaching you as if he were a poor thing. 395 00:32:45,312 --> 00:32:46,632 I spoke nonsense. 396 00:32:46,752 --> 00:32:51,271 Your parents usually release you to go out at night while in class? 397 00:32:51,391 --> 00:32:52,591 Not really. 398 00:32:52,911 --> 00:32:55,390 Would it be if you took me to the cinema... 399 00:32:56,109 --> 00:32:58,749 like a good neighbor, Would they make an exception? 400 00:32:59,869 --> 00:33:00,829 I don't know. 401 00:33:01,268 --> 00:33:03,908 Very good. Find out and let me know. 402 00:33:13,866 --> 00:33:15,225 What is it? 403 00:33:15,545 --> 00:33:20,024 It's possible, I think maybe... 404 00:33:21,304 --> 00:33:24,104 my toilet is blocked. 405 00:33:24,263 --> 00:33:25,463 Perhaps? 406 00:33:25,823 --> 00:33:27,263 What is the situation? 407 00:33:27,342 --> 00:33:29,702 It's overflowing with water. 408 00:33:30,182 --> 00:33:32,341 The carpet is all wet. 409 00:33:33,141 --> 00:33:34,181 I'll take a look. 410 00:33:34,261 --> 00:33:37,020 First I'll go to my room and kill me. 411 00:33:54,496 --> 00:33:56,936 It's best I talk to Paige alone. 412 00:33:57,136 --> 00:34:00,375 It's less scary if I speak... 413 00:34:00,574 --> 00:34:02,414 She will see that I'm fine. 414 00:34:02,574 --> 00:34:03,774 You're right. 415 00:34:04,693 --> 00:34:06,534 But you talk to Lucy. 416 00:34:11,932 --> 00:34:13,252 It's better this way. 417 00:34:14,211 --> 00:34:17,611 And then he said: "Find out and let me know." 418 00:34:17,851 --> 00:34:20,130 Which isn't exactly like... 419 00:34:20,450 --> 00:34:23,409 But it definitely indicates that he might be... 420 00:34:23,450 --> 00:34:24,409 Interested? 421 00:34:24,489 --> 00:34:26,088 �. Something like that, right? 422 00:34:26,329 --> 00:34:29,968 Even if he was, It would be the weirdest thing. 423 00:34:30,088 --> 00:34:32,087 -Do it. -Do you think so? 424 00:34:32,287 --> 00:34:34,727 Yes. You have to. And you know what else? 425 00:34:34,847 --> 00:34:38,166 Seriously, you have to take me with you. 426 00:34:46,724 --> 00:34:49,803 Very good. It's better Someone tell me what's up. 427 00:34:51,283 --> 00:34:54,402 I want an ice cream. I spent the day thinking about it. 428 00:34:54,562 --> 00:34:56,042 Who wants to go with me? 429 00:34:56,401 --> 00:34:57,721 Wait, what is it? 430 00:34:58,321 --> 00:35:00,401 Do you want me to go with you? 431 00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:03,880 Let's do the following. 432 00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:05,520 You two go. 433 00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:09,239 Lucy and I are going to take Bozo to stroll. Come on, it'll be cool. 434 00:35:18,717 --> 00:35:19,876 Does it hurt? 435 00:35:23,995 --> 00:35:25,074 No. 436 00:35:28,514 --> 00:35:32,113 Chemotherapy can be difficult, They said it makes you sick. 437 00:35:32,313 --> 00:35:35,513 And I may feel tired. 438 00:35:39,192 --> 00:35:40,591 Are you scared? 439 00:35:42,471 --> 00:35:44,151 Yes, sometimes. 440 00:35:45,150 --> 00:35:48,830 But not now. Now I feel very strong. 441 00:35:51,588 --> 00:35:53,468 It doesn't seem that strong. 442 00:35:59,587 --> 00:36:02,106 I took 20 dollars from your purse. 443 00:36:02,866 --> 00:36:04,545 Really? When? 444 00:36:05,345 --> 00:36:06,826 It's been a while. 445 00:36:07,105 --> 00:36:08,785 In February. 446 00:36:09,904 --> 00:36:11,384 Are you serious? 447 00:36:11,904 --> 00:36:12,904 Yes. 448 00:36:14,904 --> 00:36:17,422 I've wanted to tell you for a long time. 449 00:36:18,102 --> 00:36:21,141 I feel bad about this. Sorry. 450 00:36:21,341 --> 00:36:25,181 Just out of curiosity, so that Did you need $20? 451 00:36:25,380 --> 00:36:26,661 It's ridiculous. 452 00:36:27,661 --> 00:36:31,539 I wanted to start putting together money for the future. 453 00:36:32,299 --> 00:36:36,658 But I didn't have no money, so... 454 00:36:37,418 --> 00:36:39,337 I needed a start. 455 00:36:40,657 --> 00:36:43,897 Right. At least, You are responsible with finances. 456 00:36:46,216 --> 00:36:50,615 I'm telling you because other than that I have no secrets from you. 457 00:36:50,695 --> 00:36:54,294 -It's okay to have some secrets. -Yes, but I don't have it. 458 00:36:54,454 --> 00:36:58,693 I always tell you the truth, because you always tell me the truth. 459 00:36:58,773 --> 00:37:00,013 Right? 460 00:37:01,972 --> 00:37:03,012 Right. 461 00:37:03,972 --> 00:37:07,690 If you say everything will be fine, I believe... 462 00:37:07,771 --> 00:37:11,370 and I know you tell the truth because you would never lie to me. 463 00:37:11,650 --> 00:37:13,809 Maybe for other people like... 464 00:37:15,249 --> 00:37:20,208 Maybe for Lucy, or maybe for Dad, but never for me. 465 00:37:25,407 --> 00:37:27,087 I need to know. 466 00:37:30,366 --> 00:37:32,125 Will you be okay? 467 00:38:15,755 --> 00:38:16,675 Hi. 468 00:38:20,474 --> 00:38:21,553 What's up? 469 00:38:22,873 --> 00:38:26,273 You look fine, better than the other day. 470 00:38:36,030 --> 00:38:38,590 -What was her name? -As? 471 00:38:38,910 --> 00:38:42,269 -The girl you wrote it to. -Ah, it's Sofia. 472 00:38:44,708 --> 00:38:46,348 Was she your first love? 473 00:38:46,507 --> 00:38:49,707 �. Well there was another in secondary school. 474 00:38:49,867 --> 00:38:52,467 But I had the tendency to project onto girls... 475 00:38:52,546 --> 00:38:55,266 my fantasies about what they would be like. 476 00:38:55,345 --> 00:38:59,185 It had nothing to do with what they actually were. 477 00:38:59,305 --> 00:39:03,824 It took forever to get it out, about 4 or 5 months. 478 00:39:04,863 --> 00:39:08,903 -But was it different with Sofia? -He was. Well, you know how it is. 479 00:39:12,222 --> 00:39:15,221 No. In fact, it was probably the same thing. 480 00:39:16,901 --> 00:39:17,981 Well... 481 00:39:20,380 --> 00:39:22,619 Come, I want to show you something. 482 00:39:27,538 --> 00:39:28,938 This is too much! 483 00:39:29,697 --> 00:39:31,137 Do you know where we're going? 484 00:39:31,217 --> 00:39:34,416 I feel like a character from the film "Bitter Nightmare". 485 00:39:35,616 --> 00:39:36,816 I love this place. 486 00:39:38,616 --> 00:39:42,215 I created a whole plot science fiction... 487 00:39:43,375 --> 00:39:48,094 where do I pretend, since there is no any sign of modern life... 488 00:39:48,293 --> 00:39:51,972 that I could get out of this forest and be in another time... 489 00:39:52,253 --> 00:39:53,532 and elsewhere. 490 00:39:54,812 --> 00:39:55,932 I like that. 491 00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,488 My husband is having an affair. 492 00:40:12,767 --> 00:40:15,486 I discovered it a while ago and I didn't do anything. 493 00:40:20,046 --> 00:40:21,485 I said to myself: 494 00:40:21,646 --> 00:40:23,525 "It's because of the girls." 495 00:40:28,284 --> 00:40:31,483 I have a very comfortable life. It's very clean. 496 00:40:32,243 --> 00:40:33,803 I'm good at this. 497 00:40:35,763 --> 00:40:38,521 And in fact he is indeed a decent guy. 498 00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,481 He is a good head of the family. 499 00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:45,560 Either way, it's discreet. I think. I don't know. 500 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,359 This should sound Too empty for you. 501 00:40:50,079 --> 00:40:54,637 I still don't even know how to have an opinion on this. 502 00:40:57,397 --> 00:40:59,077 The truth is that I don't... 503 00:40:59,757 --> 00:41:01,236 I don't love him. 504 00:41:02,236 --> 00:41:05,115 Not the way you love her. It's not that kind of love... 505 00:41:05,275 --> 00:41:07,235 What does it hurt when it's good... 506 00:41:07,315 --> 00:41:09,634 especially when it's good, Do you know how? 507 00:41:11,194 --> 00:41:14,873 The further I get away from that and the more I talk to you... 508 00:41:15,353 --> 00:41:17,713 I believe less, that it was true love. 509 00:41:22,351 --> 00:41:25,591 I would very much like to hug you now. 510 00:41:25,671 --> 00:41:27,030 Would that be weird? 511 00:41:51,185 --> 00:41:53,944 Lucy can't know about Nelson. 512 00:41:54,024 --> 00:41:55,224 Sarah... 513 00:41:55,344 --> 00:41:58,423 Right. You don't even need to talk. 514 00:41:59,102 --> 00:42:04,021 She asked to take you to the cinema on a weeknight. 515 00:42:04,261 --> 00:42:06,781 In general, we don't let her out these days. 516 00:42:07,021 --> 00:42:09,260 This is responsible. 517 00:42:09,820 --> 00:42:11,460 I'm making an exception. 518 00:42:11,539 --> 00:42:13,379 I imagine that tomorrow you will have... 519 00:42:13,460 --> 00:42:15,898 �, another commitment. 520 00:42:17,778 --> 00:42:21,738 Look, I don't know when I can do this again. 521 00:42:22,137 --> 00:42:26,136 It could be a few days or maybe more time. I have a lot coming up. 522 00:42:26,217 --> 00:42:27,296 All good. 523 00:42:29,256 --> 00:42:31,055 Now I have to go to the supermarket. 524 00:42:31,095 --> 00:42:33,295 -I'll go along. Beauty. -Okay. 525 00:42:34,254 --> 00:42:36,574 I had never been to New York. I loved. 526 00:42:36,694 --> 00:42:39,773 And I remember I was sitting... 527 00:42:39,974 --> 00:42:42,773 in the American wing from the Metropolitan. 528 00:42:42,852 --> 00:42:47,091 I was in the painters' room from Hudson River Valley School. 529 00:42:47,172 --> 00:42:51,450 Suddenly I had the feeling to be fully aware. 530 00:42:52,330 --> 00:42:54,690 Finally, aware of my life. 531 00:42:54,770 --> 00:42:57,809 As if I were exactly where it should be. 532 00:42:59,288 --> 00:43:00,768 And the other day... 533 00:43:01,689 --> 00:43:05,488 I was sitting in the car waiting for Paige at school. 534 00:43:05,567 --> 00:43:09,207 She came running and told me about her day and jumped in the car. 535 00:43:09,286 --> 00:43:11,086 And I had that feeling again. 536 00:43:11,285 --> 00:43:14,965 Like, that's it. It's exactly where I must be. Here with her. 537 00:43:16,365 --> 00:43:18,844 I just wish I had... 538 00:43:19,004 --> 00:43:21,644 enjoyed things more. 539 00:43:22,363 --> 00:43:26,682 I want the most moments like that I can have. 540 00:43:26,802 --> 00:43:31,041 You know, I want to go back to New York and sit alone at the Metropolitan. 541 00:43:32,761 --> 00:43:34,041 More than anything, though... 542 00:43:34,161 --> 00:43:38,919 I wanted to be the kind of person who eats a chocolate bar... 543 00:43:38,999 --> 00:43:40,679 right here in the middle of the market. 544 00:43:40,919 --> 00:43:44,158 So, you should do this. 545 00:43:54,475 --> 00:43:56,955 I think I should tell you... 546 00:43:57,275 --> 00:43:59,555 a little more about what I'm living. 547 00:43:59,714 --> 00:44:03,074 Okay. But I want to tell you something. 548 00:44:03,873 --> 00:44:05,474 Okay. You first. 549 00:44:05,993 --> 00:44:08,352 Well, I was just going to say... 550 00:44:09,672 --> 00:44:12,031 I think your husband lost his mind. 551 00:44:21,469 --> 00:44:22,829 What were you going to say? 552 00:44:23,509 --> 00:44:25,708 Nothing. It's nothing important. 553 00:44:38,946 --> 00:44:42,185 -First message not heard. -Hi, honey, it's me. 554 00:44:42,345 --> 00:44:45,784 We need to talk about plans, like when you're going to come home. 555 00:44:46,024 --> 00:44:50,222 That doesn't seem healthy to me. Call me. Goodbye. 556 00:44:57,541 --> 00:44:58,661 Sir... 557 00:45:01,900 --> 00:45:03,220 I should go there. 558 00:45:10,978 --> 00:45:12,098 What is it? 559 00:45:12,817 --> 00:45:15,377 It is me. I need to show you something. 560 00:45:16,257 --> 00:45:17,457 It's super important. 561 00:45:20,496 --> 00:45:23,455 -You are all produced. -For a date, remember? 562 00:45:23,655 --> 00:45:25,654 Tonight, the cat in front? 563 00:45:25,735 --> 00:45:27,454 �. I just thought... 564 00:45:27,854 --> 00:45:30,773 that with all this going on, You wouldn't want to do that anymore. 565 00:45:30,974 --> 00:45:34,453 When I get worried with something in life... 566 00:45:34,532 --> 00:45:36,612 I like searching on the Internet. 567 00:45:36,771 --> 00:45:41,091 In the last two days, I learned everything what I could about this situation. 568 00:45:41,930 --> 00:45:43,050 Is it really? 569 00:45:43,490 --> 00:45:46,570 They probably want have a mastectomy. 570 00:45:48,129 --> 00:45:51,208 They say this can be difficult for the female psyche. 571 00:45:51,288 --> 00:45:55,087 We have to keep an eye out. We have to be supportive. 572 00:45:55,447 --> 00:46:00,326 Then, about three weeks later, She will start chemotherapy. 573 00:46:00,886 --> 00:46:04,525 -Did they really say that? -�, but today a lot of people do chemo. 574 00:46:04,685 --> 00:46:06,645 And some radiotherapy. 575 00:46:07,925 --> 00:46:09,924 Doesn't all this scare you? 576 00:46:10,884 --> 00:46:12,683 Well, of course it is. 577 00:46:12,923 --> 00:46:15,563 But since I don't have breast surgery, I'm not even an oncologist... 578 00:46:15,683 --> 00:46:18,722 There is nothing I can do tonight. 579 00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:27,440 We could go eat something first. 580 00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:30,879 Carter, do you like pizza? They have amazing pizza. 581 00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:32,759 Yes, I love pizza. 582 00:46:33,718 --> 00:46:35,838 I was like you at your age. 583 00:46:35,918 --> 00:46:37,957 -Very feminine? -Precocious. 584 00:47:00,312 --> 00:47:01,992 I like her sometimes. 585 00:47:02,152 --> 00:47:06,391 Are you kidding? She is phenomenal. I rented "Escancarado" on DVD. 586 00:47:06,471 --> 00:47:10,550 And I read it the other day on the Internet that she is seeing Colin Farrell. 587 00:47:12,309 --> 00:47:13,789 I'm going to the bathroom. 588 00:47:20,947 --> 00:47:22,147 Control yourself. 589 00:47:22,227 --> 00:47:25,226 You are a man, not a weak one, a ridiculous one. 590 00:47:25,426 --> 00:47:27,426 Face it and move on with your life. 591 00:47:31,944 --> 00:47:34,305 I know you. 592 00:47:35,424 --> 00:47:38,583 Not really, but I know what that's like. 593 00:47:40,103 --> 00:47:43,263 My biggest fear is leaving from the toilet stall... 594 00:47:43,382 --> 00:47:46,781 after a nice shit... 595 00:47:46,941 --> 00:47:49,060 and the place is full of pests... 596 00:47:49,261 --> 00:47:52,140 with my shit... 597 00:47:52,541 --> 00:47:56,579 and the guy who is into drugs of the bathroom being known to me. 598 00:47:57,019 --> 00:47:58,699 Is this your biggest fear? 599 00:47:59,338 --> 00:48:00,778 One of the biggest. 600 00:48:03,617 --> 00:48:06,217 Things only get better. 601 00:48:08,976 --> 00:48:10,016 Hi. 602 00:48:10,696 --> 00:48:13,375 I mean... hi. 603 00:48:13,895 --> 00:48:16,374 Did you meet in the bathroom? 604 00:48:17,734 --> 00:48:19,214 You are Eric Watts. 605 00:48:19,894 --> 00:48:22,213 �, I think I am. 606 00:48:22,293 --> 00:48:24,532 Works at "Orange Julius". 607 00:48:25,412 --> 00:48:26,772 I love it. 608 00:48:27,572 --> 00:48:31,451 I love "Orange Julius". 609 00:48:31,651 --> 00:48:32,930 I didn't know that. 610 00:48:33,091 --> 00:48:36,130 �. I restored the car. 611 00:48:36,570 --> 00:48:37,729 The Camaro? 612 00:48:37,969 --> 00:48:39,249 Impressive. 613 00:48:39,489 --> 00:48:41,249 Super impressive. 614 00:48:41,528 --> 00:48:45,168 Well, basically I rebuilt it. I restored it. 615 00:48:45,327 --> 00:48:47,487 Which cost a lot of money. 616 00:48:47,647 --> 00:48:50,207 Money that I didn't actually have. 617 00:48:50,327 --> 00:48:53,326 Hence the "Orange Julius". 618 00:48:56,325 --> 00:49:00,524 What are you doing? Just taking a walk? 619 00:49:00,684 --> 00:49:02,123 Not exactly. 620 00:49:02,243 --> 00:49:05,563 Their mother forced them to bring me to the cinema... 621 00:49:05,643 --> 00:49:08,842 because I was a little depressed. 622 00:49:11,042 --> 00:49:14,601 We have to go because they They're still going to feed me... 623 00:49:14,641 --> 00:49:17,601 and distract myself with ideas and clever jokes. 624 00:49:17,920 --> 00:49:22,679 Enjoy the movie and the food. It was nice meeting him... 625 00:49:23,599 --> 00:49:26,158 Dude, whatever your name is. 626 00:49:28,557 --> 00:49:30,077 Tell me something. 627 00:49:30,997 --> 00:49:34,196 You live in a suburb from Michigan... 628 00:49:34,316 --> 00:49:36,516 It's from a typical school. 629 00:49:37,116 --> 00:49:39,715 I want to know about football games. Tell us about... 630 00:49:39,835 --> 00:49:41,874 garage bands and prom. 631 00:49:41,954 --> 00:49:43,554 That John Hughes stuff. 632 00:49:44,634 --> 00:49:45,714 Who? 633 00:49:46,833 --> 00:49:49,953 I'm very old. 634 00:49:50,432 --> 00:49:52,192 Didn't you go to high school? 635 00:49:52,272 --> 00:49:54,432 I studied at a private school... 636 00:49:54,552 --> 00:49:57,231 a progressive type school in Los Angeles, you know? 637 00:49:57,310 --> 00:49:59,710 Over-privileged, lots of drugs. 638 00:50:00,510 --> 00:50:01,950 I don't know. 639 00:50:02,310 --> 00:50:06,028 I never thought I was the type of classic experience I wanted. 640 00:50:06,189 --> 00:50:09,028 For example, there was no football team. 641 00:50:09,348 --> 00:50:12,067 It's not here either like in the 50s. 642 00:50:12,267 --> 00:50:15,226 May not be at high speed from Los Angeles... 643 00:50:15,827 --> 00:50:20,066 but we are not completely naive. We do things. 644 00:50:20,225 --> 00:50:22,505 -Like what? -And, like what? 645 00:50:23,145 --> 00:50:24,704 Yeah, like what? 646 00:50:25,624 --> 00:50:26,984 "CLEANING OPERATION" "PATTERN RECOGNITION". 647 00:50:27,064 --> 00:50:30,103 -Let's see Colin Farrell's film. -No, we won't. 648 00:50:32,023 --> 00:50:34,102 What do you see in this guy, anyway? 649 00:50:38,941 --> 00:50:40,461 I had a lot of fun. 650 00:50:40,820 --> 00:50:42,620 -Really? -For sure. 651 00:50:43,460 --> 00:50:45,460 Well, I'm going to sleep now. 652 00:50:45,940 --> 00:50:46,939 Okay. 653 00:50:49,778 --> 00:50:52,138 Thank you for paying everything tonight. 654 00:50:52,298 --> 00:50:54,298 All good. Goodnight. 655 00:50:54,817 --> 00:50:55,858 Hey, Carter... 656 00:50:58,176 --> 00:51:01,215 -Will you marry me? -I go. 657 00:51:19,252 --> 00:51:22,011 To hear your messages press one. 658 00:51:22,971 --> 00:51:25,570 You have two messages. 659 00:51:37,168 --> 00:51:38,647 This is my room. 660 00:51:40,007 --> 00:51:41,407 Bring a coat. 661 00:51:42,087 --> 00:51:43,166 Why? 662 00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:13,799 I think I'm dating the football team's pitcher. 663 00:52:17,838 --> 00:52:20,757 I don't know, there's something more "The Breakfast Club" than that? 664 00:52:24,837 --> 00:52:26,275 Are you serious? 665 00:52:29,155 --> 00:52:32,115 We're not really dating, We're just... 666 00:52:33,634 --> 00:52:35,514 going out a lot. 667 00:52:38,793 --> 00:52:40,232 His name is Gabe. 668 00:52:40,873 --> 00:52:42,832 And I have a crush on him, but I... 669 00:52:43,432 --> 00:52:46,231 I don't know. Remember the guy at the mall? 670 00:52:46,872 --> 00:52:47,791 Eric. 671 00:52:47,911 --> 00:52:51,150 It's his best friend, they do everything together. 672 00:52:51,230 --> 00:52:53,750 But they are totally different. 673 00:52:54,309 --> 00:52:57,789 Gabe is very self-confident. 674 00:52:58,549 --> 00:53:00,228 Maybe even cocky. 675 00:53:00,788 --> 00:53:02,067 Did you kiss him? 676 00:53:02,588 --> 00:53:04,707 Yes, almost that. 677 00:53:07,186 --> 00:53:08,587 Not really. 678 00:53:09,585 --> 00:53:11,025 Define "kissing." 679 00:53:11,626 --> 00:53:12,905 Why not? 680 00:53:24,982 --> 00:53:27,182 My father is having an affair. 681 00:53:29,381 --> 00:53:33,020 And the craziest thing is that I'm not mad at him. 682 00:53:33,341 --> 00:53:35,180 I mean, I am, but... 683 00:53:36,140 --> 00:53:37,899 I'm mad at my mother. 684 00:53:38,859 --> 00:53:42,858 -That doesn't seem fair. -I know. I just... 685 00:53:44,338 --> 00:53:46,257 I can't end up like her. 686 00:53:46,418 --> 00:53:50,936 I mean, she is cold and superficial. 687 00:53:51,936 --> 00:53:55,975 She is obsessed with making her life look like a decoration magazine. 688 00:53:56,615 --> 00:54:01,534 I don't understand how she doesn't scream every time you look at yourself. 689 00:54:01,894 --> 00:54:03,253 Especially now. 690 00:54:05,532 --> 00:54:07,092 Why are you telling me this? 691 00:54:09,212 --> 00:54:10,331 I don't know. 692 00:54:11,091 --> 00:54:12,211 Sorry. 693 00:54:14,490 --> 00:54:16,411 Your mother said that you are a painter. 694 00:54:17,410 --> 00:54:19,169 I'm not a painter. 695 00:54:19,729 --> 00:54:22,929 I do this sometimes. Calms me down... 696 00:54:23,569 --> 00:54:24,928 when I'm historic. 697 00:54:26,048 --> 00:54:27,968 Help with my problem. 698 00:54:28,327 --> 00:54:29,887 And what is your problem? 699 00:54:32,846 --> 00:54:35,166 I'm afraid to kiss Gabe Foley. 700 00:54:35,566 --> 00:54:37,686 You will overcome this, believe me. 701 00:54:37,885 --> 00:54:40,644 At the right time, with the right person, you will look cool. 702 00:54:45,443 --> 00:54:49,083 Hey, my mom doesn't know nothing about my father. 703 00:54:49,883 --> 00:54:51,962 Right? Thanks. 704 00:54:56,601 --> 00:54:57,721 Grandma! 705 00:54:58,481 --> 00:55:02,440 You don't need to do that. As soon as put this in the oven, I'll clean everything up. 706 00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:03,759 Will you allow me? 707 00:55:07,158 --> 00:55:08,638 What does this mean? 708 00:55:08,718 --> 00:55:10,838 -My cell phone? -�. 709 00:55:11,317 --> 00:55:14,236 It's probably my boss. 710 00:55:14,597 --> 00:55:17,636 Must be calling to say that I was fired. 711 00:55:17,956 --> 00:55:21,355 Do you work as pool restorer? 712 00:55:21,995 --> 00:55:24,355 What? I'm a writer. 713 00:55:25,314 --> 00:55:27,194 What do you write? 714 00:55:28,353 --> 00:55:30,592 I write children's books. 715 00:55:30,713 --> 00:55:33,952 How beautiful. I love children. 716 00:55:34,432 --> 00:55:38,870 It's not true. I loved it. Now they bother me. 717 00:55:39,151 --> 00:55:41,510 But maybe read one of his books. 718 00:55:41,630 --> 00:55:45,390 I didn't bring any with me, So, it will be difficult to do this. 719 00:55:45,469 --> 00:55:49,989 What a shame. I would have loved to read something that you wrote before you died. 720 00:55:56,267 --> 00:55:57,306 Grandma... 721 00:55:58,027 --> 00:56:01,386 I hate being the person telling you this, okay? 722 00:56:01,946 --> 00:56:03,945 But you're not dying. 723 00:56:04,105 --> 00:56:06,024 That's not going to happen. 724 00:56:06,264 --> 00:56:09,784 So please Could you stop talking about it? 725 00:56:11,224 --> 00:56:13,303 Get to know the assistance to terminally ill patients? 726 00:56:13,383 --> 00:56:14,662 Oh, God! 727 00:56:17,821 --> 00:56:20,821 When you find my corpse... 728 00:56:21,141 --> 00:56:24,020 these are the people that you should call. 729 00:56:24,221 --> 00:56:26,580 They will take care of everything. 730 00:56:26,740 --> 00:56:31,179 They're going to put me in a huge plastic bag and take it to the morgue. 731 00:56:31,379 --> 00:56:34,458 I asked to be cremated. 732 00:56:34,698 --> 00:56:35,617 All good. 733 00:56:35,738 --> 00:56:37,777 The assistance service number in Michigan... 734 00:56:37,897 --> 00:56:42,096 It's taped to the phone in the living room. Do you want to see? 735 00:56:44,335 --> 00:56:46,095 Must be from the deli. 736 00:56:48,254 --> 00:56:52,014 What a relief. This soup that what you're doing is disgusting. 737 00:56:52,134 --> 00:56:53,613 Oh, thank you. 738 00:57:25,206 --> 00:57:27,205 It's been four days. Not that I... 739 00:57:27,925 --> 00:57:30,285 have been counting. I just thought... 740 00:57:30,725 --> 00:57:34,644 I know Lucy told you. I knew she would do it. 741 00:57:36,844 --> 00:57:39,363 So I wouldn't have... I wouldn't have to... 742 00:57:39,482 --> 00:57:41,362 Lucy didn't tell me anything. 743 00:57:45,641 --> 00:57:47,001 I'm sick. 744 00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:49,880 I'm very sick. 745 00:57:54,879 --> 00:57:55,919 I... 746 00:57:57,078 --> 00:57:59,038 I have breast cancer. 747 00:58:03,038 --> 00:58:07,436 Tomorrow morning, I have to go to the hospital... 748 00:58:07,556 --> 00:58:10,955 and they have to cut... Shit! 749 00:58:12,075 --> 00:58:14,155 And they have to extirpate. 750 00:58:14,714 --> 00:58:15,994 Shit! 751 00:58:19,313 --> 00:58:20,393 Crap. 752 00:58:31,310 --> 00:58:34,470 Hey, look at me. I want you to look at me. 753 00:58:34,830 --> 00:58:38,708 I'm here and I promise you will be fine. 754 00:58:38,869 --> 00:58:40,309 You'll be fine. 755 00:58:41,228 --> 00:58:42,187 I know. 756 00:58:48,947 --> 00:58:50,226 I didn't want... 757 00:58:51,186 --> 00:58:52,306 I didn't want... 758 00:59:11,101 --> 00:59:14,860 FOR SARAH 759 00:59:24,898 --> 00:59:29,297 ONCE THERE WAS A TEDDY BEAR CALLED PANDY. 760 00:59:30,217 --> 00:59:33,775 "Pandy thought his relationship was perfect. 761 00:59:34,096 --> 00:59:38,975 One day, the child whom he belonged and threw him in the street. 762 00:59:40,175 --> 00:59:44,534 He had been replaced by Colin Farrell." 763 00:59:53,211 --> 00:59:54,731 -My God! -What's up? 764 00:59:54,851 --> 00:59:58,130 Go to my room. I'm coming. Last one on the left. 765 00:59:58,250 --> 00:59:59,250 Who is it? 766 00:59:59,330 --> 01:00:01,529 Phyllis and I are going to have a serious conversation. 767 01:00:02,330 --> 01:00:03,249 What is this? 768 01:00:07,528 --> 01:00:10,487 Grandma, let me explain one thing. 769 01:00:10,608 --> 01:00:12,207 Are you okay? Look at me. 770 01:00:12,447 --> 01:00:15,726 It's not cool for you to answer the door when not dressed. 771 01:00:15,806 --> 01:00:19,885 In fact, it's not cool to do anything that involves other people... 772 01:00:20,006 --> 01:00:24,045 -when not dressed. -I'm wearing a sweater. 773 01:00:24,164 --> 01:00:25,284 Listen. 774 01:00:25,884 --> 01:00:28,883 Follow the rules. I'm thinking about your good. 775 01:00:28,963 --> 01:00:33,042 If you want to give the impression which is not totally stuttering... 776 01:00:33,162 --> 01:00:35,841 you will follow my advice. Are you okay? 777 01:00:37,641 --> 01:00:38,921 Put on some pants. 778 01:00:39,880 --> 01:00:41,240 Put on some pants. 779 01:00:43,880 --> 01:00:45,959 Let's never talk about it. 780 01:00:46,839 --> 01:00:47,879 Combined. 781 01:00:51,118 --> 01:00:54,077 -How is your mother? -She's fine. 782 01:00:54,757 --> 01:00:59,396 She had her first chemotherapy yesterday. She's a little disoriented. 783 01:01:01,955 --> 01:01:03,435 You can visit her. 784 01:01:05,714 --> 01:01:08,514 She didn't show that I would like that. 785 01:01:08,634 --> 01:01:10,913 It seemed more than... Maybe I will. 786 01:01:11,193 --> 01:01:13,352 �. She is super tired. 787 01:01:14,753 --> 01:01:15,992 It's good to see you. 788 01:01:19,951 --> 01:01:23,390 I came here because I have a problem. 789 01:01:23,630 --> 01:01:28,069 And that night in the field, you helped a lot. 790 01:01:28,549 --> 01:01:31,468 -I thought if you could... -Yes, definitely. 791 01:01:32,429 --> 01:01:33,548 Okay. 792 01:01:37,707 --> 01:01:39,106 This will look... 793 01:01:40,186 --> 01:01:41,585 Well, it doesn't matter. 794 01:01:44,105 --> 01:01:47,985 Looks like Gabe couldn't wait I wish I had the courage to have sex... 795 01:01:48,184 --> 01:01:51,623 and decided to have sex with my best friend. 796 01:01:52,663 --> 01:01:56,222 It's been pretty unpleasant at school. 797 01:01:56,623 --> 01:02:01,381 I mean, a lot of drama of meaningful glances in the courtyard. 798 01:02:01,901 --> 01:02:06,820 There's a party tonight and I was supposed to go with him and now... 799 01:02:07,860 --> 01:02:10,459 -I'm not talking to him. -V�. 800 01:02:10,939 --> 01:02:13,419 -Really? -�. You have to go. 801 01:02:13,658 --> 01:02:16,018 Dress to rock. Be kind to everyone. 802 01:02:16,098 --> 01:02:19,377 Have fun. If you do this, you will be a rock star. 803 01:02:21,097 --> 01:02:22,096 Come with me. 804 01:02:23,096 --> 01:02:24,696 Let's not exaggerate. 805 01:02:24,816 --> 01:02:27,936 Seriously. If I come in with you, who is older... 806 01:02:28,055 --> 01:02:30,055 intelligent, mysterious. 807 01:02:30,295 --> 01:02:32,134 I'm mysterious. 808 01:02:32,574 --> 01:02:36,573 I am totally at your feet. Let's go. 809 01:02:36,733 --> 01:02:41,212 Wow, that would be so cool. And I would be in your debt... 810 01:02:42,292 --> 01:02:44,011 for all eternity. 811 01:02:55,289 --> 01:02:57,528 This is equal to a dream I have. 812 01:02:57,728 --> 01:03:00,367 But in it I'm naked, only in tennis shoes. 813 01:03:00,567 --> 01:03:05,366 Ladies and gentlemen, the wonderful Lucy Hardwicke. 814 01:03:05,566 --> 01:03:08,446 Dressed tonight with a special costume... 815 01:03:08,645 --> 01:03:10,525 and accompanied by this boy. 816 01:03:10,645 --> 01:03:12,004 Hey how's it going? 817 01:03:12,205 --> 01:03:13,365 Howard Portchnik. 818 01:03:14,564 --> 01:03:15,923 Sorry, What did you say it's called? 819 01:03:16,044 --> 01:03:19,443 -Howard Portchnik. -Portchnik. Is it your father? 820 01:03:19,603 --> 01:03:21,683 -Rodney Portchnik. -Is he here? 821 01:03:21,883 --> 01:03:24,842 He's in Bermuda. I wouldn't have a party with him here. 822 01:03:24,962 --> 01:03:27,362 Have fun, kids. Keep it up. 823 01:03:29,161 --> 01:03:30,281 What was that? 824 01:03:30,360 --> 01:03:34,440 I think a million years ago my mother had a crush on his father. 825 01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,999 Oh my God. You came. That was really nice of you. 826 01:03:39,078 --> 01:03:40,798 And you? 827 01:03:41,198 --> 01:03:45,517 I'm her best friend. �. I don't... Do I know you? 828 01:03:45,717 --> 01:03:46,757 I don't know. 829 01:03:47,476 --> 01:03:50,356 Oh, my goodness! Madison is here. 830 01:03:50,835 --> 01:03:54,475 Come, I have so much to count. This is so crazy. 831 01:03:55,715 --> 01:03:58,034 -V�. No, it's fine. -He is sure? 832 01:03:58,235 --> 01:04:00,673 How crazy. I'll be here. 833 01:04:10,711 --> 01:04:12,391 Hi, you came. 834 01:04:12,750 --> 01:04:15,630 -You mean... -I'm a party animal. 835 01:04:16,990 --> 01:04:18,149 How are you? 836 01:04:18,309 --> 01:04:20,629 I am fine. In fact, I'm fine. 837 01:04:21,508 --> 01:04:22,549 Great. 838 01:04:23,348 --> 01:04:26,387 If you need someone to talk to or... 839 01:04:26,707 --> 01:04:27,947 Or just... 840 01:04:28,907 --> 01:04:32,026 I don't know. I am at your disposal whenever you want. 841 01:04:32,147 --> 01:04:33,066 Great. 842 01:04:33,346 --> 01:04:34,705 We have to go, Lucy. 843 01:04:34,785 --> 01:04:38,465 Gotta meet some veterans from Carver. Super cute and fun. 844 01:04:38,865 --> 01:04:39,785 Great. 845 01:05:02,859 --> 01:05:05,418 This guy is a complete idiot. 846 01:05:07,458 --> 01:05:09,897 I could be the son of an idiot. 847 01:05:14,656 --> 01:05:17,335 Mom, you won't believe it where I am. 848 01:05:17,415 --> 01:05:19,814 Carter, Sofia. 849 01:05:20,935 --> 01:05:22,295 Are you there? 850 01:05:23,974 --> 01:05:27,293 I am. Hi. How are you? 851 01:05:27,453 --> 01:05:29,933 Damn, I missed you. 852 01:05:30,573 --> 01:05:34,211 There's so much going on. I don't even know where to start. 853 01:05:34,891 --> 01:05:38,610 I feel like my whole life was falling apart. 854 01:05:38,771 --> 01:05:40,930 I cry all the time. And you are the only person... 855 01:05:41,010 --> 01:05:43,690 who can I talk to when I freak out like that. 856 01:05:44,089 --> 01:05:45,609 My best friend. 857 01:05:46,968 --> 01:05:48,168 How are you? 858 01:05:52,288 --> 01:05:53,447 Carter? 859 01:05:53,728 --> 01:05:57,207 You are the ridiculous queer Who's hitting on Lucy? 860 01:05:58,686 --> 01:06:00,725 I'll call you later. 861 01:06:08,164 --> 01:06:12,643 Do you think you can get into my piece, get my girl... 862 01:06:12,763 --> 01:06:16,802 drink my friend's drink and hope not to get slapped? 863 01:06:17,561 --> 01:06:18,561 How is it? 864 01:06:18,681 --> 01:06:20,921 Are you deaf and stupid? I said... 865 01:06:21,041 --> 01:06:23,440 Don't repeat all that, please. 866 01:06:23,560 --> 01:06:26,279 I think the answer for your question... 867 01:06:26,399 --> 01:06:30,439 depends if you have any learning problem... 868 01:06:30,958 --> 01:06:33,437 or if he's just a typical idiot. 869 01:06:41,476 --> 01:06:42,475 Very good. 870 01:06:43,035 --> 01:06:44,915 Right. More than a typical idiot. 871 01:06:44,995 --> 01:06:47,314 -Don't leave it like that! -What happened, boy? 872 01:06:52,753 --> 01:06:55,152 -What happened to you? -This guy is my friend. 873 01:06:55,233 --> 01:06:56,513 You asshole! 874 01:06:56,672 --> 01:06:58,071 No, without that! 875 01:06:58,432 --> 01:07:02,430 I think we all know that I'm not the asshole in this situation. 876 01:07:02,591 --> 01:07:04,351 -You are the one who hesitated. -Shut up! 877 01:07:04,471 --> 01:07:08,109 It's not me, nor him, whatever his name is. 878 01:07:08,589 --> 01:07:10,229 She is incredible! 879 01:07:10,589 --> 01:07:13,828 She is beautiful, It's smart and incredible. 880 01:07:15,228 --> 01:07:16,468 And you ruined everything. 881 01:07:16,828 --> 01:07:19,147 What's wrong with you? What's wrong with me? 882 01:07:19,547 --> 01:07:21,827 How did I leave Will you drive my car? 883 01:07:30,504 --> 01:07:31,504 Let's go. 884 01:07:50,219 --> 01:07:54,819 You know, it was the first time in my life that I got punched in the face. 885 01:07:55,539 --> 01:07:56,818 How was it for you? 886 01:07:57,698 --> 01:07:58,738 It gives. 887 01:07:59,937 --> 01:08:01,337 I'm not a fan of that. 888 01:08:03,736 --> 01:08:05,577 There's something I want to tell you. 889 01:08:07,536 --> 01:08:11,455 I, in fact, I never said it out loud. 890 01:08:12,814 --> 01:08:13,975 Say. 891 01:08:14,574 --> 01:08:17,334 Something happened when I was 11 years old. 892 01:08:18,654 --> 01:08:20,652 I had a friend, Ethan. 893 01:08:22,172 --> 01:08:24,172 Ethan and I did everything together. 894 01:08:24,852 --> 01:08:29,291 It's not weird being friends with someone boy when he is 11 years old. 895 01:08:29,730 --> 01:08:31,050 Anyway... 896 01:08:31,930 --> 01:08:33,969 I went to his house one day. 897 01:08:34,529 --> 01:08:36,209 And we were alone... 898 01:08:37,129 --> 01:08:39,728 foolishly, joking... 899 01:08:39,888 --> 01:08:43,647 doing childish things. I don't know. 900 01:08:45,127 --> 01:08:47,846 I think his parents They weren't at home. 901 01:08:48,926 --> 01:08:51,965 It was a kind of "Game of Truth"... 902 01:08:52,165 --> 01:08:54,764 but for fun. 903 01:08:55,204 --> 01:08:58,803 It happened to go taking off their clothes. 904 01:08:58,884 --> 01:09:02,283 I, in fact, I don't even know what... 905 01:09:03,683 --> 01:09:05,003 Okay. 906 01:09:05,522 --> 01:09:09,601 I became historic and then he became historic. 907 01:09:10,161 --> 01:09:12,440 And he got defensive saying... 908 01:09:13,000 --> 01:09:15,520 that it had been my fault have gone so far. 909 01:09:16,159 --> 01:09:20,758 And the other day at school, he told to someone, because everyone... 910 01:09:22,878 --> 01:09:26,397 I was so humiliated. 911 01:09:27,038 --> 01:09:29,197 Teachers got involved, and the parents... 912 01:09:29,317 --> 01:09:33,835 Lucy, this kind of thing happens with the kids all the time. 913 01:09:34,116 --> 01:09:37,314 Seriously. It happens. It's nothing that terrible. 914 01:09:37,555 --> 01:09:40,074 Although I know it appears to be. 915 01:09:40,234 --> 01:09:42,433 And then my mother and I... 916 01:09:43,714 --> 01:09:46,712 We never talked about it. Never. 917 01:09:48,193 --> 01:09:52,831 And I don't know, it always seemed like she was embarrassed. 918 01:09:53,111 --> 01:09:56,550 That I was a pervert or something like that. 919 01:09:56,630 --> 01:09:59,190 It's not perverted. He didn't do anything wrong. 920 01:09:59,310 --> 01:10:01,189 How can she make me feel this way? 921 01:10:01,349 --> 01:10:03,789 You have to stop to blame your mother... 922 01:10:04,508 --> 01:10:06,988 to hate her. Forget it. 923 01:10:07,067 --> 01:10:10,507 She didn't support me when I needed her. Why would I forget? 924 01:10:10,627 --> 01:10:12,226 Because she might die. 925 01:10:16,546 --> 01:10:19,105 Sorry. I shouldn't say that. 926 01:10:24,863 --> 01:10:25,943 What a bag! 927 01:10:28,383 --> 01:10:30,702 It was very difficult for me tell this. 928 01:10:30,862 --> 01:10:33,182 What do you want? Scare me? Congratulations. 929 01:10:33,261 --> 01:10:35,581 I'm trying to make you wake up. 930 01:10:36,141 --> 01:10:40,060 It's a huge world out there. He's messy and chaotic. 931 01:10:40,180 --> 01:10:43,260 And never, ever, It's what you expect it to be. 932 01:10:43,419 --> 01:10:44,779 It's okay to be afraid... 933 01:10:44,859 --> 01:10:48,298 but you can't let them make her an idiot. 934 01:10:48,898 --> 01:10:51,538 Not when it comes to people who love you. 935 01:10:51,658 --> 01:10:53,297 People who need you. 936 01:10:57,976 --> 01:10:59,575 I think we're done. 937 01:11:01,895 --> 01:11:03,574 Yeah, we're done. 938 01:11:25,890 --> 01:11:28,888 I can't, I can't... I don't want to start... 939 01:12:29,634 --> 01:12:32,793 Don't come any closer. Please. 940 01:12:34,113 --> 01:12:35,473 All good. 941 01:12:36,793 --> 01:12:39,832 I just wanted to know if you are ok. 942 01:12:41,152 --> 01:12:42,591 Everything hurts. 943 01:12:51,950 --> 01:12:55,348 It's my fault. I know that. I'm responsible. 944 01:12:56,748 --> 01:12:58,987 But you need to hear this, Carter. 945 01:13:00,587 --> 01:13:03,627 You will never again will touch my daughter. 946 01:13:03,786 --> 01:13:06,465 -You can't go out with her. -Wait, sorry. 947 01:13:06,666 --> 01:13:07,986 You better go. 948 01:14:56,520 --> 01:14:58,200 What the hell has gotten into you? 949 01:14:58,359 --> 01:14:59,440 I know. 950 01:15:00,079 --> 01:15:03,518 If you don't want to talk to me, okay, whatever. 951 01:15:03,679 --> 01:15:07,637 But don't make Phillis make excuses for you, saying that you are not. 952 01:15:07,718 --> 01:15:11,197 Where should I imagine it was? I'm the only one you know here. 953 01:15:12,756 --> 01:15:13,716 Right? 954 01:15:14,236 --> 01:15:15,395 Exactly. 955 01:15:16,035 --> 01:15:19,434 It's been a week, or rather, five days. 956 01:15:20,074 --> 01:15:23,714 I don't know. I wanted to call. I didn't have the cell phone number. 957 01:15:25,154 --> 01:15:29,112 I don't know. I thought maybe you were mad at me. 958 01:15:29,193 --> 01:15:30,512 I'm not. 959 01:15:31,792 --> 01:15:33,631 I'm not mad at you. 960 01:15:34,311 --> 01:15:36,550 So you regret kissing me? 961 01:15:39,430 --> 01:15:43,269 Lucy, I can't. Are you okay? I can't see you anymore. 962 01:15:51,147 --> 01:15:53,507 I'm not the right guy. 963 01:15:53,986 --> 01:15:57,786 Okay. So who is it? 964 01:15:58,226 --> 01:16:00,305 When you think about it... 965 01:16:00,985 --> 01:16:03,184 will find out that you already know. 966 01:16:24,060 --> 01:16:25,099 Mom... 967 01:16:28,778 --> 01:16:31,298 I don't feel well. I think... 968 01:16:31,698 --> 01:16:33,057 what do I need... 969 01:16:40,696 --> 01:16:43,695 -Nelson Hardwicke's office. -It's Lucy. I need daddy. 970 01:16:43,814 --> 01:16:47,014 Lucy, he's not here. He went to... 971 01:16:49,613 --> 01:16:52,693 Mom, let's try to stand up. 972 01:16:52,853 --> 01:16:56,092 I'm taking her to the hospital. You need to help, I can't alone. 973 01:16:56,252 --> 01:16:57,212 Ready? 974 01:17:03,010 --> 01:17:06,289 You have a painting of febrile neutropenia. 975 01:17:06,490 --> 01:17:10,448 White blood cells dropped a lot, your body cannot defend itself. 976 01:17:11,128 --> 01:17:13,408 I spoke with Hoffman from Ann Arbor Hospital. 977 01:17:13,488 --> 01:17:15,687 Let's give you some medicine, the Neulasta. 978 01:17:20,366 --> 01:17:23,325 Sorry. I wasn't. What it was? 979 01:17:24,046 --> 01:17:26,165 I'll get a soda. Do you want something? 980 01:17:26,445 --> 01:17:28,525 No. I'm cool. 981 01:18:18,553 --> 01:18:20,832 Of course I do. You are a scoundrel. 982 01:18:21,392 --> 01:18:22,352 Al�! 983 01:18:22,472 --> 01:18:24,391 Hi, Sof. 984 01:18:24,911 --> 01:18:26,711 Sofia, it's me. 985 01:18:26,911 --> 01:18:27,990 Who? 986 01:18:28,911 --> 01:18:30,110 Carter. 987 01:18:30,590 --> 01:18:31,589 Who? 988 01:18:31,710 --> 01:18:34,070 Carter Webb. 989 01:18:35,069 --> 01:18:37,549 Carter, honey. 990 01:18:37,908 --> 01:18:41,427 Now it's really a bad moment. 991 01:18:42,547 --> 01:18:43,666 What is it? 992 01:18:43,827 --> 01:18:48,465 Listen, I'm at a party in Soho and they are all very crazy. 993 01:18:48,585 --> 01:18:52,785 I'm also really crazy. It's New Year, you know? 994 01:18:52,985 --> 01:18:54,984 No, no. � October. 995 01:18:55,225 --> 01:18:57,663 Well, it feels like New Year's. 996 01:18:57,863 --> 01:19:01,983 Listen, darling, I really want talk to you, you know? 997 01:19:02,102 --> 01:19:06,141 But let me call you later, okay? 998 01:19:06,422 --> 01:19:09,541 Okay. No. It's just, you know... 999 01:19:10,341 --> 01:19:11,820 I need... 1000 01:19:14,339 --> 01:19:15,419 Al�? 1001 01:19:27,536 --> 01:19:29,216 What's wrong with you? 1002 01:19:33,335 --> 01:19:35,374 I can't fix my life. 1003 01:19:37,014 --> 01:19:38,494 I'm 26 years old. 1004 01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:42,653 I'm healthy. I'm competent. I had every opportunity. 1005 01:19:43,733 --> 01:19:46,492 My friends are getting married and having children... 1006 01:19:46,612 --> 01:19:48,852 and I'm so far from that. 1007 01:19:49,412 --> 01:19:51,211 Why did you come here? 1008 01:19:51,571 --> 01:19:54,290 To try to write about What's it like growing up in L.A. 1009 01:19:54,410 --> 01:19:56,170 How long have you been trying? 1010 01:19:57,409 --> 01:20:00,329 Eleven years, more or less. 1011 01:20:00,409 --> 01:20:03,448 Too long. He's not really trying. 1012 01:20:03,808 --> 01:20:07,367 Maybe you should think about work on something else. 1013 01:20:07,528 --> 01:20:09,087 Yes, maybe you're right. 1014 01:20:09,687 --> 01:20:12,207 I don't know, I guess I thought that I could... 1015 01:20:12,327 --> 01:20:14,726 understand something and change my life. 1016 01:20:16,045 --> 01:20:17,365 I was wrong. 1017 01:20:17,405 --> 01:20:18,645 Carter... 1018 01:20:19,605 --> 01:20:22,964 I am 133 years old. 1019 01:20:23,204 --> 01:20:25,443 Grandma, this is impossible. 1020 01:20:25,683 --> 01:20:30,162 I spent my life trying understand something. 1021 01:20:30,522 --> 01:20:32,121 And you know what? 1022 01:20:33,042 --> 01:20:35,001 It's not working. 1023 01:20:37,760 --> 01:20:39,240 I didn't say anything. 1024 01:20:39,920 --> 01:20:44,239 I'll be dead soon and you will continue to live. 1025 01:20:44,398 --> 01:20:46,318 So stop complaining. 1026 01:21:00,475 --> 01:21:01,795 Where did everyone go? 1027 01:21:02,554 --> 01:21:04,353 Paige was falling asleep. 1028 01:21:04,554 --> 01:21:08,473 She wanted to stay, but I wanted to be alone. 1029 01:21:10,673 --> 01:21:11,712 All good. 1030 01:21:13,352 --> 01:21:14,711 We need to talk. 1031 01:21:34,147 --> 01:21:36,466 I don't really know what the next step is. 1032 01:21:38,026 --> 01:21:41,626 You could start by saying because you're mad at me. 1033 01:21:46,864 --> 01:21:48,384 It's difficult until... 1034 01:21:49,943 --> 01:21:51,263 I mean... 1035 01:21:52,143 --> 01:21:54,302 I've felt this way for so long... 1036 01:21:54,422 --> 01:21:58,261 which I think I probably I would be mad at you... 1037 01:21:58,461 --> 01:22:01,500 for everything. For anything. 1038 01:22:11,338 --> 01:22:15,497 They did another CT scan computerized last week. 1039 01:22:16,577 --> 01:22:20,096 They said that apparently the surgery was a success. 1040 01:22:20,736 --> 01:22:23,895 They couldn't see no cancer cells. 1041 01:22:24,095 --> 01:22:27,134 All this hassle I'm going through Just in case. 1042 01:22:30,774 --> 01:22:32,693 But I know I'll be fine. 1043 01:22:34,253 --> 01:22:36,053 And before I didn't know. 1044 01:22:37,732 --> 01:22:39,492 I was really scared. 1045 01:22:48,450 --> 01:22:51,649 I don't want to miss the part where I really know you. 1046 01:22:56,408 --> 01:22:57,528 Listen... 1047 01:22:58,567 --> 01:23:01,887 I don't know what comes next neither. I don't know. 1048 01:23:03,765 --> 01:23:05,845 I will continue to love you. 1049 01:23:06,246 --> 01:23:09,205 And keep hoping that let me into your life. 1050 01:23:09,725 --> 01:23:12,404 And I will make mistakes, of course. 1051 01:23:13,324 --> 01:23:15,723 But I will always be by your side. 1052 01:23:20,762 --> 01:23:25,321 There's only one thing that you have to do it for me. 1053 01:23:25,601 --> 01:23:26,680 What is it? 1054 01:23:31,640 --> 01:23:33,879 You have to stop smoking. 1055 01:23:35,878 --> 01:23:38,158 Okay. I'll stop. 1056 01:23:42,837 --> 01:23:44,676 You should be sleeping, mom. 1057 01:24:21,867 --> 01:24:26,027 Dear Sarah, I've been trying writing this letter a while ago. 1058 01:24:26,147 --> 01:24:28,106 The type of letter that you never received. 1059 01:24:28,186 --> 01:24:30,666 The kind I tried to write all my life. 1060 01:24:30,825 --> 01:24:33,785 I remember myself at 13 years old, all night in the room... 1061 01:24:33,905 --> 01:24:36,384 listening to the same song without stopping. 1062 01:24:36,944 --> 01:24:40,903 I thought if I could write something beautiful, something honest... 1063 01:24:41,343 --> 01:24:43,462 maybe someone loved me. 1064 01:24:45,302 --> 01:24:47,381 I accepted a lot of things without question. 1065 01:24:48,542 --> 01:24:51,740 I never tried. I have always avoided responsibilities. 1066 01:24:51,980 --> 01:24:55,580 I came here because I was running away. I wanted to be alone. 1067 01:24:55,740 --> 01:24:57,539 Instead, I met you. 1068 01:24:57,739 --> 01:25:00,779 And you are not one to accept anything without question. 1069 01:25:05,098 --> 01:25:07,737 I hope you have the moments you deserve. 1070 01:25:08,057 --> 01:25:10,416 I hope you come back to New York and sit at the Metropolitan... 1071 01:25:10,496 --> 01:25:12,856 in the painters' room of the Hudson River. 1072 01:25:14,416 --> 01:25:17,975 And I hope that when you do, take Lucy with you. 1073 01:25:18,975 --> 01:25:20,894 I know she will love it. 1074 01:25:30,451 --> 01:25:33,331 I'm sorry I became your life more complicated. 1075 01:25:33,491 --> 01:25:34,730 I'm sorry about many things... 1076 01:25:34,810 --> 01:25:38,170 but mostly I'm sorry for I didn't get the chance to tell him... 1077 01:25:38,290 --> 01:25:40,769 that no matter what happens... 1078 01:25:40,969 --> 01:25:44,648 I will be grateful for every moment that I went through like you. 1079 01:25:45,808 --> 01:25:48,408 And although I keep searching the right words... 1080 01:25:48,528 --> 01:25:51,846 everything I really wanted was to say thank you. 1081 01:26:35,437 --> 01:26:37,515 PANDY: THE DETESTABLE TEDDY BEAR AND SELF-DESTRUCTIVE. BY CARTER WEBB. 1082 01:26:38,395 --> 01:26:39,515 Grandma. 1083 01:26:40,795 --> 01:26:41,835 Grandma. 1084 01:26:42,475 --> 01:26:45,194 One of my children's books Came from L.A. via Fedex. 1085 01:26:45,355 --> 01:26:48,954 It's called: "Pandy: the Little Bear Hateful and Self-Destructive." 1086 01:26:50,073 --> 01:26:53,193 I think you'll like it. There are no illustrations yet, because... 1087 01:26:54,952 --> 01:26:56,112 Grandma... 1088 01:26:56,391 --> 01:26:57,431 Phyllis! 1089 01:26:57,551 --> 01:26:59,751 Grandma, wake up. 1090 01:27:02,070 --> 01:27:03,190 Grandma! 1091 01:27:14,908 --> 01:27:16,147 All good. 1092 01:27:29,103 --> 01:27:30,303 Grandma... 1093 01:28:26,531 --> 01:28:30,609 MEDICAL ASSISTANCE. CALL IMMEDIATELY: 248-182-97-10. 1094 01:29:56,989 --> 01:29:58,669 You wrote me a letter. 1095 01:30:05,867 --> 01:30:07,867 It's freezing out here. 1096 01:30:09,947 --> 01:30:13,066 Seriously, I had heard, but this is ridiculous. 1097 01:30:13,626 --> 01:30:14,625 No. 1098 01:30:15,625 --> 01:30:16,944 It's depressing. 1099 01:30:21,103 --> 01:30:23,343 I'm going to miss you a little. 1100 01:30:25,063 --> 01:30:26,262 Great. 1101 01:30:31,222 --> 01:30:33,860 Do you want to go for a walk or something like that? 1102 01:30:38,099 --> 01:30:39,299 I can't. 1103 01:30:40,579 --> 01:30:42,258 I have to go in. 1104 01:30:47,617 --> 01:30:49,057 We'll see you. 1105 01:30:58,255 --> 01:30:59,575 Goodbye, Sarah. 1106 01:31:02,374 --> 01:31:03,374 Wait. 1107 01:31:05,613 --> 01:31:07,853 You know, The last word is mine. 1108 01:31:09,772 --> 01:31:11,132 You're welcome. 1109 01:31:32,007 --> 01:31:33,127 Did it go blank? 1110 01:31:34,646 --> 01:31:38,006 Yes, I think so. I came so close. 1111 01:31:38,166 --> 01:31:39,205 From what? 1112 01:31:39,845 --> 01:31:41,684 To finish. 1113 01:31:41,845 --> 01:31:43,324 And what happened? 1114 01:31:45,324 --> 01:31:48,403 I think something is missing to close. 1115 01:31:49,123 --> 01:31:50,883 Do you have any suggestions? 1116 01:31:51,522 --> 01:31:53,042 What is it about? 1117 01:31:53,362 --> 01:31:56,162 My grandmother... she passed away. 1118 01:31:56,761 --> 01:31:58,641 I am really sorry. Was she a nice person? 1119 01:31:58,800 --> 01:32:00,521 She was very nice people. 1120 01:32:00,641 --> 01:32:03,040 -Did you spend a lot of time with her? -At the end. 1121 01:32:04,399 --> 01:32:09,159 That's cool. It's a pretty cool thing to write about. 1122 01:32:11,278 --> 01:32:13,398 No. I have no suggestions. 1123 01:32:13,437 --> 01:32:17,877 -This is so disappointing. -I know. The cool thing would be for me to come... 1124 01:32:17,956 --> 01:32:21,275 give a brilliant idea and leave. 1125 01:32:21,356 --> 01:32:23,595 That's what I would do a decent waitress. 1126 01:32:23,715 --> 01:32:25,674 Sorry. Are you content with more coffee? 1127 01:32:27,913 --> 01:32:29,194 My name is Carter. 1128 01:32:29,593 --> 01:32:32,873 -Janey. Great pleasure. -AND. Also. 1129 01:32:33,673 --> 01:32:36,872 If you are not busy, I was thinking... 1130 01:32:36,992 --> 01:32:39,551 you might want to read the scene where I stopped. 1131 01:32:40,191 --> 01:32:41,591 It's just a sketch. 1132 01:32:41,670 --> 01:32:43,910 But I don't know. I think it would be good have an outside look. 1133 01:32:44,070 --> 01:32:47,989 But I'll warn you, I'm a harsh critic. 1134 01:32:48,229 --> 01:32:49,429 Wonder.