1 00:01:19,168 --> 00:01:22,087 Inspired by a true story. 2 00:01:27,676 --> 00:01:33,015 I was a good soldier. I had a purpose and I loved it. 3 00:01:37,394 --> 00:01:40,397 RUSTAMIYAH, IRAQ 28 APRIL 2007 4 00:01:45,986 --> 00:01:51,492 I sat in the front of the first Humvee and I was looking for bombs. 5 00:01:53,118 --> 00:01:56,080 You can't see the bomb if they don't want it. 6 00:01:56,247 --> 00:01:58,749 You feel it. 7 00:01:58,916 --> 00:02:01,752 You just know. 8 00:02:03,963 --> 00:02:07,591 I dodged the bomb that day, but led us into an ambush. 9 00:02:09,426 --> 00:02:12,304 That's how Emory happened. 10 00:02:23,649 --> 00:02:26,318 An injured one! 11 00:02:32,158 --> 00:02:33,492 Hang in there, Emory. 12 00:02:42,585 --> 00:02:48,090 Hang in there, Emory. Hold on. I have you. 13 00:02:48,257 --> 00:02:51,427 Hang in there, buddy. Hold on! 14 00:03:38,390 --> 00:03:41,435 160 DAYS LEFT 15 00:03:41,602 --> 00:03:44,396 DAMN IRAQ 16 00:03:50,194 --> 00:03:57,785 When you muck, everyone gives a shit about you did to get your awards. 17 00:03:57,952 --> 00:03:59,620 Stop whining. 18 00:04:21,100 --> 00:04:23,519 Why are fat people so funny? 19 00:04:23,686 --> 00:04:28,440 The funniest bastards in history have always been fat bastards. 20 00:04:28,607 --> 00:04:30,985 Are you quitting to get fat? 21 00:04:31,151 --> 00:04:34,905 - Yes. - Chapelle is not fat. 22 00:04:35,072 --> 00:04:39,785 - Then we have Chris Rock. - No, now you drive a black thing. 23 00:04:39,952 --> 00:04:43,205 Do I drive a black thing? No, a funny thing. 24 00:04:43,372 --> 00:04:46,292 SaM0, you're barely black. I've seen you naked. 25 00:04:46,458 --> 00:04:50,462 I saw your little shit. A turn made without seeing a shit. 26 00:04:50,629 --> 00:04:53,799 - You were born and turned. - It's my second turn. 27 00:04:53,966 --> 00:04:56,969 If you had a brain then it would be your last. 28 00:04:57,136 --> 00:05:00,014 Hell either. The army saved my life. 29 00:05:01,223 --> 00:05:03,142 Yes, okay-u. 30 00:05:05,227 --> 00:05:07,521 When is the bachelor party then? 31 00:05:07,688 --> 00:05:11,525 I can't have a bachelor party. You've seen me drunk. 32 00:05:11,692 --> 00:05:14,862 - You had fucked a blister. - Late? 33 00:05:15,029 --> 00:05:19,867 No, my girl doesn't like it and I don't want to screw it up. 34 00:05:20,034 --> 00:05:23,954 - The man has no balls. - The bachelorette party is our thing, not hers. 35 00:05:24,121 --> 00:05:28,167 But you must come and meet her before the wedding. 36 00:05:28,334 --> 00:05:32,296 Damn, he's bugging her. It feels like she was my wife. 37 00:05:32,463 --> 00:05:35,883 That damn video when you do that and… 38 00:05:36,050 --> 00:05:38,928 Does she know you've seen it... 39 00:05:39,094 --> 00:05:42,306 I didn't know that you were left-handed. 40 00:05:42,473 --> 00:05:45,351 - Take care. - No one saw a shit. 41 00:05:45,518 --> 00:05:49,313 It's a fucking joke, okay? Operational safety. 42 00:05:52,066 --> 00:05:54,860 It was a great video though. 43 00:06:04,995 --> 00:06:08,916 - Stay off the streets, okay? - I'll be back in the sand soon. 44 00:06:09,083 --> 00:06:11,919 That's not what I said. 45 00:06:15,506 --> 00:06:18,467 - Private Morgan. - Private First Class Waller. 46 00:06:18,634 --> 00:06:21,637 - Lance Corporal Watkins. - Thank you. 47 00:06:22,847 --> 00:06:26,100 - Sergeant Schumann. - Welcome home, Sergeant Schumann. 48 00:06:29,186 --> 00:06:31,146 Lance Corporal Aeiti. 49 00:06:51,792 --> 00:06:55,045 Sergeant Schumann. I am Amanda Doster. 50 00:06:55,212 --> 00:06:58,257 You must tell me how my husband died. 51 00:06:58,424 --> 00:07:01,552 Sergeant Doster. James Doster. 52 00:07:01,719 --> 00:07:06,891 - Were you there when he died? - No. 53 00:07:07,057 --> 00:07:10,352 Did he suffer? What did he say? I must know. 54 00:07:10,519 --> 00:07:13,105 Tell me how my husband died. 55 00:07:16,483 --> 00:07:20,654 - Can we buy a pie? - Of course we can. 56 00:07:20,821 --> 00:07:24,074 - Eat the food first. - You girls are so cute. 57 00:07:26,035 --> 00:07:28,454 But then Jaxy? 58 00:07:29,079 --> 00:07:33,209 - And Jaxy, yes. - Nice little sweater there, mate. 59 00:07:39,256 --> 00:07:41,634 Unbelievable that Amanda did that. 60 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:45,095 - She ruined everything. - Shit the same. 61 00:07:45,262 --> 00:07:48,849 - It would be nice for you. - It's nice. 62 00:07:49,016 --> 00:07:52,603 It would be perfect. We wanted to make it perfect. 63 00:07:52,770 --> 00:07:58,025 It's perfect. I'm sitting here with all the limbs and parts of the body- 64 00:07:58,192 --> 00:08:01,904 -with my favorite girls and Jax. 65 00:08:02,738 --> 00:08:04,990 It's perfect, honey. 66 00:08:11,205 --> 00:08:14,667 I want a child, Sol. 67 00:08:14,834 --> 00:08:17,878 Can't you wait until we get home? 68 00:08:22,716 --> 00:08:24,802 My beautiful wife. 69 00:08:28,055 --> 00:08:33,644 - You're resigning now, huh? - They're probably trying to keep me, but... 70 00:08:33,811 --> 00:08:36,522 Solo. 71 00:08:36,689 --> 00:08:40,025 I'm just saying it. 72 00:08:41,777 --> 00:08:47,449 - Just returned from Iraq? - Yes, sir. Eleven months and 19 there. 73 00:08:48,534 --> 00:08:50,953 Did you kick ass there? 74 00:08:51,120 --> 00:08:54,999 Yes... yes, damn it. 75 00:09:15,769 --> 00:09:19,440 - Where are you going? - I want to go past the old house. 76 00:09:19,607 --> 00:09:22,484 Are you trying to drive yourself crazy? 77 00:09:22,651 --> 00:09:26,947 Perhaps. How are the tenants? 78 00:09:27,114 --> 00:09:30,493 I would have liked them much better unless they lived in our house. 79 00:09:32,620 --> 00:09:35,456 They don't water my lawn. 80 00:09:35,623 --> 00:09:39,126 We should probably have stayed here if you hadn't bought the pool. 81 00:09:39,293 --> 00:09:42,588 Our children must learn to swim in that pool. 82 00:09:42,755 --> 00:09:45,549 Should they learn to swim as teenagers? 83 00:09:53,766 --> 00:09:57,645 - Where did that come from? - We are going to move into the house again. 84 00:10:05,528 --> 00:10:07,071 Hello? 85 00:10:09,448 --> 00:10:11,242 Tracey? 86 00:10:18,874 --> 00:10:21,627 Tra...? Darling? 87 00:10:27,716 --> 00:10:29,426 Damn. 88 00:10:33,138 --> 00:10:36,433 This is Tracey. Say something, and I'll call you later. 89 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:40,145 Tracey, where are you? Where is our furniture? 90 00:10:40,312 --> 00:10:44,358 I try to be calm, but i just got home- 91 00:10:44,525 --> 00:10:49,029 - and the electricity is off, my bank card does not work. 92 00:10:49,196 --> 00:10:53,075 can you call me i love you 93 00:10:53,242 --> 00:10:55,744 Just call me, okay? 94 00:11:20,644 --> 00:11:24,940 This is Tracey. Say something, and I'll call you later. 95 00:11:25,107 --> 00:11:27,401 Tracey, where the hell are you? 96 00:11:32,740 --> 00:11:36,744 - How much do we save by living here? - Too little. 97 00:11:59,808 --> 00:12:04,522 - Can I lie down or not? - Well then, you can lie down. 98 00:12:04,688 --> 00:12:10,277 - I can lay an egg in here. - No more eggs or seeds or anything like that. 99 00:12:10,444 --> 00:12:12,655 Don't you want another one? 100 00:12:12,821 --> 00:12:16,617 We see how you feel after a weekend alone with them. 101 00:12:16,784 --> 00:12:19,411 And where are you going? 102 00:12:21,539 --> 00:12:26,043 You have pulled away three times. Now it's my turn. 103 00:12:26,210 --> 00:12:29,964 I'm not leaving again. I'm home for good. 104 00:12:46,522 --> 00:12:49,692 Do you remember who we were? before all this? 105 00:12:49,859 --> 00:12:55,489 - Two stupid, horny youths. - By and large. 106 00:12:55,656 --> 00:12:59,577 - Still stupid and horny. - With two kids. 107 00:13:48,709 --> 00:13:52,796 - How long have you been up? - It is already 4 pm in Baghdad. 108 00:13:52,963 --> 00:13:55,841 Are you hungry for some pancakes? 109 00:14:02,139 --> 00:14:04,517 Do you chew gum? 110 00:14:06,352 --> 00:14:09,563 When did you become a gum chewer? 111 00:14:09,730 --> 00:14:14,151 Say you haven't missed my pancakes. 112 00:14:14,318 --> 00:14:16,695 It smells good. 113 00:14:16,862 --> 00:14:20,950 You get to look after the kids today. Can you take them for a couple of hours? 114 00:14:21,116 --> 00:14:24,161 Yes. I absolutely can. 115 00:14:25,371 --> 00:14:29,959 Then so. I have some bacon here. It's you and me today, Zo. 116 00:14:31,669 --> 00:14:36,131 - And Jax. - And the Jackman. Exactly that. 117 00:14:36,298 --> 00:14:41,595 I thought mom would take them tonight, then we can go to the race track. 118 00:14:41,762 --> 00:14:44,473 You know I would have liked that. 119 00:14:45,391 --> 00:14:49,979 We drive to the golf course later and hear if they need a greenkeeper. 120 00:14:50,145 --> 00:14:51,564 Okay. 121 00:14:53,774 --> 00:14:55,484 What then? 122 00:14:55,651 --> 00:15:00,865 - It's a teenage job. - It's the job I had before. 123 00:15:01,031 --> 00:15:05,411 You were the manager of twelve guys and now you're going to mow the grass? 124 00:15:06,579 --> 00:15:10,291 - You are great! - Can you turn it off, Zo? 125 00:15:10,457 --> 00:15:12,168 No. 126 00:15:16,630 --> 00:15:22,595 Then so. I have a piece of chocolate- smiley old man pancake for you. 127 00:15:22,761 --> 00:15:25,973 - I hate chocolate. - Do you? 128 00:15:26,140 --> 00:15:29,602 - Yes, you dumbass. - Do you hear? 129 00:15:29,768 --> 00:15:32,146 She doesn't like chocolate. 130 00:15:32,313 --> 00:15:38,444 Okay. I must have missed it. What else? Anything else I missed? 131 00:15:43,365 --> 00:15:45,618 Go ahead, Lance Corporal. 132 00:15:51,207 --> 00:15:56,837 - Why are you taking Somex? - To be able to sleep over there. 133 00:15:57,004 --> 00:16:00,216 Propranolol then? 134 00:16:00,382 --> 00:16:03,385 I don't think I took it. 135 00:16:03,552 --> 00:16:06,555 Are you bothered by racing thoughts? 136 00:16:06,722 --> 00:16:10,893 - No, sir. - Do you relive old events? 137 00:16:11,060 --> 00:16:15,356 - Not exactly. - Any memory gaps? 138 00:16:15,523 --> 00:16:18,484 I lose things sometimes. 139 00:16:18,651 --> 00:16:24,490 - You mean you misplace things? - Yes. Or things I would do. 140 00:16:24,657 --> 00:16:27,701 Or trying to remember if i did them. 141 00:16:27,868 --> 00:16:31,455 - Mood swings then? - No. 142 00:16:32,998 --> 00:16:37,545 When the bomb exploded, did it run out of your ears then? 143 00:16:39,004 --> 00:16:42,007 I want to go back to my platoon. 144 00:16:42,174 --> 00:16:46,637 The company doctor in Rustamiyah believes that you have a traumatic brain injury. 145 00:16:48,430 --> 00:16:52,142 I feel fine. I'm ready to go back. 146 00:17:07,491 --> 00:17:10,828 Do you want a blowjob? 147 00:17:10,995 --> 00:17:15,124 - Here? - If it makes you feel better. 148 00:17:22,798 --> 00:17:25,843 Don't underestimate me. 149 00:17:29,054 --> 00:17:34,101 I can take more than you, so don't spare me because you think I can't stand it. 150 00:17:36,937 --> 00:17:41,650 I can take anything you can take. Everything but silence. 151 00:17:48,824 --> 00:17:53,996 - It was different this time. - Different how? 152 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:58,501 It felt much longer. 153 00:18:03,297 --> 00:18:06,717 Towards the end something happened and it got really bad. 154 00:18:14,350 --> 00:18:17,728 Were you with Doster when he died? 155 00:18:21,315 --> 00:18:23,859 No. I wasn't there. 156 00:18:50,845 --> 00:18:55,015 Sometimes they go a little crazy when we're gone. Give her some time. 157 00:18:55,182 --> 00:18:59,061 She didn't just pack a bag. She outsmarted me on everything. 158 00:18:59,228 --> 00:19:02,940 I have to solve this. 159 00:19:03,107 --> 00:19:06,861 - Can we see the nude video then? - Fuck you. 160 00:19:07,027 --> 00:19:10,823 - Do you have a video? She is sexy. - I'll nail you. 161 00:19:10,990 --> 00:19:14,535 All the time when you are there you just want to come home. 162 00:19:14,702 --> 00:19:17,913 When you get home O .. So the home is Sabbath. 163 00:19:18,080 --> 00:19:21,750 - You made a hard landing. - A bloody crash landing. 164 00:19:21,917 --> 00:19:25,379 I have to earn money. 165 00:19:25,546 --> 00:19:29,842 - That video, mate. - Are you serious? 166 00:19:30,009 --> 00:19:33,554 - I'll give you $20 for it. - You with, Shoe? 167 00:19:35,723 --> 00:19:38,559 I might go there again with you, Solo. 168 00:19:38,726 --> 00:19:42,188 And save the salary for nine months. 169 00:19:42,354 --> 00:19:45,149 You know, I love you damn. 170 00:19:45,316 --> 00:19:48,777 But you are a bomb magnet. You were bombed seven times. 171 00:19:48,944 --> 00:19:52,615 You can stay with me until we have fixed your mess. 172 00:19:52,781 --> 00:19:57,536 We should rent a house. Just us. Valentine's Day every day. 173 00:19:57,703 --> 00:20:00,164 Should that comfort me? 174 00:20:00,331 --> 00:20:04,460 - Bow loose in your coconut ass? - My coconut ass, huh? 175 00:20:09,215 --> 00:20:12,301 Do you ever think about Emory? 176 00:20:12,468 --> 00:20:16,514 Emory lives. He is at home in Arkansas. 177 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:21,644 - Maybe we should visit him. - Yes, you should drive down there. 178 00:20:25,356 --> 00:20:28,359 Do you ever think about Doster? 179 00:20:28,526 --> 00:20:30,819 Drop it. 180 00:20:33,531 --> 00:20:36,826 They teach us that in basic education. 181 00:20:41,872 --> 00:20:45,167 - Oh, bastards! - It's time. 182 00:20:47,419 --> 00:20:49,922 Yes, Will, that's your song. 183 00:21:42,308 --> 00:21:46,312 - Listen, I have children. - Sorry, you. 184 00:21:46,478 --> 00:21:50,649 - Lie down on the sofa. - I don't live in this rat hole. 185 00:21:50,816 --> 00:21:54,195 My house is beautiful. Go ahead. It's yours. 186 00:21:54,361 --> 00:21:56,906 - Is it mine? - Yes, there. 187 00:21:57,573 --> 00:21:59,992 What a pig you are. 188 00:22:04,330 --> 00:22:07,791 Hey, seriously. I'll nail you soon. 189 00:22:07,958 --> 00:22:11,337 - Take off your shoes. They are shitty. - Sorry. 190 00:22:13,422 --> 00:22:16,717 Won't you come and snuggle, Shoe? 191 00:22:16,884 --> 00:22:21,722 No, you're not my type. i like not redheaded ugly guys. 192 00:22:24,558 --> 00:22:27,061 Go ahead, princess. 193 00:22:27,228 --> 00:22:31,941 Okay, are you okay now? Yes, okay. 194 00:22:32,107 --> 00:22:35,986 The couch is yours as long as you need it. Okay? 195 00:22:36,153 --> 00:22:40,241 Yes. The sergeant is a good fellow. You know that? 196 00:22:42,952 --> 00:22:45,663 Okay. See you tomorrow. 197 00:23:31,250 --> 00:23:34,962 - Why are you doing this? - Please, don't. Not here. 198 00:23:35,129 --> 00:23:38,465 It's over. I'm sorry, but it's over. 199 00:23:38,632 --> 00:23:44,138 We were going to get married. You skinned me. 200 00:23:44,305 --> 00:23:47,808 - You took my daughter. - She's my daughter, not yours. 201 00:23:47,975 --> 00:23:52,438 How can you say that? I've been there since she was born. 202 00:23:52,605 --> 00:23:56,483 - You were gone forever. - It was for our sake. 203 00:23:56,650 --> 00:24:00,362 - I recruited for us. - I can't do this with you. 204 00:24:00,529 --> 00:24:05,075 Do what? Do what? 205 00:24:05,242 --> 00:24:08,537 Don't make me call the guard. 206 00:24:08,704 --> 00:24:11,040 You must go. 207 00:24:13,167 --> 00:24:16,378 Where should I go? 208 00:24:39,026 --> 00:24:42,196 I told him to stop. 209 00:24:42,363 --> 00:24:46,200 Why couldn't he just stay on the sofa devil? 210 00:24:48,285 --> 00:24:50,371 Damn! 211 00:24:50,538 --> 00:24:54,083 He was bombed seven times. He felt like crap. 212 00:24:54,250 --> 00:24:59,129 - Normal people are not bombed. - And don't snoop on everything from your girlfriend. 213 00:25:02,383 --> 00:25:06,512 If he felt so bad, why didn't he say anything? 214 00:25:09,932 --> 00:25:14,520 The army won't let me do another scratch. They are trying to fire me. 215 00:25:14,687 --> 00:25:17,106 - Why? - What do you think? 216 00:25:19,316 --> 00:25:22,278 I'm completely out of my mind. 217 00:25:25,739 --> 00:25:28,367 I don't belong here. 218 00:25:33,289 --> 00:25:38,752 My son was hurt. He was injured. 219 00:25:39,837 --> 00:25:43,048 You didn't see it, but it was him. 220 00:25:44,717 --> 00:25:50,890 I heard it in his voice, how he talked to me on the phone. 221 00:25:51,974 --> 00:25:56,645 But he wouldn't let me help him. 222 00:25:56,812 --> 00:25:59,815 If you're hurt like he was- 223 00:25:59,982 --> 00:26:03,652 - then talk to someone. Please don't do this. 224 00:26:05,571 --> 00:26:07,781 Hönnörtrupp, give guard! 225 00:26:07,948 --> 00:26:09,992 Rifle in hand! 226 00:26:10,159 --> 00:26:13,287 Get ready to shoot three shots! Right about! 227 00:26:15,247 --> 00:26:17,583 Clear! Apply! 228 00:26:23,589 --> 00:26:27,301 - Adam Schumann? - Yes, ma'am. 229 00:26:27,468 --> 00:26:31,347 Sorry. I was thinking of coming and introduce myself earlier. 230 00:26:31,514 --> 00:26:35,392 I just wanted to thank you for helping my son there. 231 00:26:35,559 --> 00:26:38,521 He was my brother. We helped each other. 232 00:26:38,687 --> 00:26:41,941 He had been fighting for months over there. 233 00:26:42,107 --> 00:26:45,611 We planned ahead and found a clinic in California. 234 00:26:45,778 --> 00:26:50,074 The man who runs it is ex. soldier. He's been doing it for 30 years. 235 00:26:50,241 --> 00:26:53,577 So if you know someone who needs... 236 00:26:55,538 --> 00:26:57,081 THE WAY HOME 237 00:26:57,248 --> 00:27:00,000 Thank you. 238 00:27:00,167 --> 00:27:03,546 I'm so glad you're here. 239 00:27:23,607 --> 00:27:27,486 When did she become friends with Doster's wife? 240 00:27:28,696 --> 00:27:31,657 When he took over our platoon. 241 00:27:32,658 --> 00:27:36,120 Does she know that he took your seat in the car? 242 00:27:40,749 --> 00:27:42,418 No. 243 00:27:51,719 --> 00:27:53,804 We're going. 244 00:27:55,598 --> 00:27:59,476 - Can we go? - I thought you were on Klonopin. 245 00:27:59,643 --> 00:28:03,689 It doesn't work. None of that works. 246 00:28:06,192 --> 00:28:09,028 Will liked to hunt, so we will hunt. 247 00:28:09,195 --> 00:28:12,531 - Be careful. - I am Captain Careful. 248 00:28:19,163 --> 00:28:21,749 We go and shoot something. 249 00:28:32,593 --> 00:28:37,765 No one knows you've been to war unless you had your arm blown off. 250 00:28:37,932 --> 00:28:42,895 I'd rather be a bomb casualty hero than this shit. 251 00:28:44,313 --> 00:28:47,483 I don't even know myself like myself more. 252 00:28:49,318 --> 00:28:52,738 You don't know what I mean. 253 00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:55,950 You have no stress. 254 00:28:56,116 --> 00:28:58,744 You're okay, huh? 255 00:29:00,204 --> 00:29:05,042 I don't think he lost his arm when he picked flowers. 256 00:29:05,209 --> 00:29:08,087 We don't know a damn thing about him. 257 00:29:10,756 --> 00:29:13,717 Would you rather lose your leg than this? 258 00:29:13,884 --> 00:29:17,054 - Below the knee? - No, above the knee. 259 00:29:18,681 --> 00:29:20,933 Yeah, hell, I'll take that. 260 00:29:22,810 --> 00:29:25,604 - The ear then? - Do I still hear? 261 00:29:25,771 --> 00:29:29,066 No. But you can still finger fuck it. 262 00:29:29,233 --> 00:29:33,070 And you hear with your other ear. 263 00:29:33,237 --> 00:29:38,284 But I don't look like a warrior, just like a freak without an ear. 264 00:29:38,450 --> 00:29:41,704 Do you remember the Bravo guy? who had their lips shot off? 265 00:29:41,871 --> 00:29:45,624 - Who then, Fittnyllet? - Yes, Fittnyllet. Do you want it? 266 00:29:45,791 --> 00:29:47,960 Hell either. 267 00:29:52,756 --> 00:29:57,428 Do you remember what you told me the day Doster died? 268 00:29:57,595 --> 00:30:00,264 When we pulled him in? 269 00:30:02,183 --> 00:30:06,145 I remember his skin was so burnt that it came loose. 270 00:30:09,523 --> 00:30:12,193 - The smell. - Don't you remember what you said? 271 00:30:12,359 --> 00:30:15,571 No, I lost my memory. What did I say? 272 00:30:15,738 --> 00:30:19,700 You said none of that had happened if I had been there. 273 00:30:24,121 --> 00:30:27,041 That's a sick fucking thing to say. 274 00:31:05,246 --> 00:31:10,084 Okay. I drive them towards the water. You will arrive after the bend there. 275 00:32:22,615 --> 00:32:24,533 Solo! 276 00:32:29,538 --> 00:32:32,291 Hey! Solo! 277 00:33:13,123 --> 00:33:15,709 - Do you want to be shot? - Huh? 278 00:33:15,876 --> 00:33:20,047 - What the hell are you doing out there? - I wasn't out there. 279 00:33:21,507 --> 00:33:25,928 - Yes, it was you. I saw you out there. - I never got out there. 280 00:33:26,095 --> 00:33:28,722 It was too dark. I forgot the dark glasses. 281 00:33:28,889 --> 00:33:32,101 - I saw you. - No, you didn't. 282 00:33:32,268 --> 00:33:34,728 It wasn't me. 283 00:33:44,780 --> 00:33:47,158 Are you feeling well? 284 00:33:47,324 --> 00:33:50,369 No, I'm not feeling well. 285 00:33:52,997 --> 00:33:54,957 Damn it. 286 00:34:04,383 --> 00:34:07,469 I can still taste his blood. 287 00:34:12,808 --> 00:34:17,688 I carried him down the stairs… I can still taste his blood. 288 00:34:23,402 --> 00:34:25,779 What do we do? 289 00:34:40,336 --> 00:34:42,588 We are looking for help. 290 00:34:45,090 --> 00:34:46,926 Yes. 291 00:34:49,303 --> 00:34:51,013 Okay. 292 00:34:56,227 --> 00:34:59,563 - Are you coming to bed? - Yes. 293 00:35:00,731 --> 00:35:05,236 I think I'll try find a job tomorrow morning. 294 00:35:05,402 --> 00:35:07,655 Okay. 295 00:35:11,283 --> 00:35:14,537 - Are you feeling well? - Yes, then. 296 00:35:14,703 --> 00:35:17,873 You've dragged in mud everywhere. 297 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:20,334 So clean up and come to bed. 298 00:36:23,564 --> 00:36:28,736 - Alea is pregnant. - Is she? Good, you, what fun! 299 00:36:28,903 --> 00:36:33,365 You will have a great time. Seriously. 300 00:36:34,783 --> 00:36:37,077 Children change everything. 301 00:36:37,244 --> 00:36:42,458 I will name him after me so I don't forget his name. 302 00:36:51,759 --> 00:36:55,387 - Can I have your VA card, sir? - My VA card? 303 00:36:57,181 --> 00:36:59,183 Should I have one like that? 304 00:36:59,350 --> 00:37:02,061 Otherwise you have to go to plane 2. 305 00:37:05,481 --> 00:37:07,191 okay? Do you understand? 306 00:37:12,238 --> 00:37:16,492 A special forces guy said that ecstasy cures this shit. 307 00:37:16,659 --> 00:37:19,537 So? What the hell are we doing here then? 308 00:37:20,621 --> 00:37:24,458 - Sergeant Schumann. - Yes, sir. 309 00:37:24,625 --> 00:37:28,838 Vacant. I didn't recognize you in civilian clothes. 310 00:37:29,004 --> 00:37:32,758 I don't recognize myself either. I went home a month ago. 311 00:37:32,925 --> 00:37:35,010 Why did you do that? 312 00:37:35,177 --> 00:37:38,931 The wife. I have done three turns and we have two children. 313 00:37:39,098 --> 00:37:43,018 It is understood. What kind of queue are you standing in? 314 00:37:43,185 --> 00:37:46,355 We're going to seek psychiatric care, sir. 315 00:37:48,858 --> 00:37:51,777 Shoe, you were my sledgehammer out there. 316 00:37:51,944 --> 00:37:54,780 Don't let the young see you cower. 317 00:37:54,947 --> 00:37:59,368 It's bad for morale, bad for the army. 318 00:38:16,802 --> 00:38:21,473 That asset with its shiny medals. He didn't make our war. 319 00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:23,726 He didn't kick in doors. 320 00:38:23,893 --> 00:38:27,980 He fought his war at a fucking computer. 321 00:38:32,151 --> 00:38:34,612 Is anyone home? 322 00:38:43,996 --> 00:38:46,165 Shit the same. 323 00:39:11,357 --> 00:39:16,403 - Eggs, no chocolate chips. - Go ahead, Zo. We have to go to school. 324 00:39:20,366 --> 00:39:24,829 Will's mom gave me the number to a clinic on the west coast. 325 00:39:24,995 --> 00:39:28,749 - On the west coast? - California. 326 00:39:28,916 --> 00:39:31,460 Motherfuckers. 327 00:39:36,131 --> 00:39:39,802 This shit could give me PTSD. 328 00:39:41,470 --> 00:39:43,722 Here is our care package. Fill it in- 329 00:39:43,889 --> 00:39:48,602 - then we'll look at it and send you to a doctor and a psychiatrist. 330 00:39:50,437 --> 00:39:55,609 - How long does it take? - Twelve weeks, but we're behind... 331 00:39:55,776 --> 00:39:59,363 - Lagging behind...? - Yes, it can take 6-9 months. 332 00:40:00,906 --> 00:40:05,411 are you kidding Do you think that these can the guys wait that long? 333 00:40:05,578 --> 00:40:07,413 Excuse? 334 00:40:07,580 --> 00:40:10,541 How many of the guys here- 335 00:40:10,708 --> 00:40:13,627 -do you think you will survive 6-9 months? 336 00:40:13,794 --> 00:40:16,380 - If you are ready... - No, I'm not ready. 337 00:40:16,547 --> 00:40:20,843 We need to talk to someone, okay? You say you are behind. 338 00:40:21,010 --> 00:40:23,804 My friend here was kicking his ass. 339 00:40:23,971 --> 00:40:26,515 He did his job, now do yours. 340 00:40:26,682 --> 00:40:29,977 I'll talk to him. I have 20 minutes left for lunch. 341 00:40:30,144 --> 00:40:33,898 - Ask him to come around the page. - Okay. Thanks. 342 00:40:36,233 --> 00:40:40,487 - Okay, speed up. Your turn. - But you? 343 00:40:41,697 --> 00:40:44,909 No, you go first. I'll take the next one. 344 00:40:53,751 --> 00:40:57,379 It says here that you have difficulty remembering. 345 00:40:57,546 --> 00:41:01,300 - Can you tell me what date it is? - It's May. 346 00:41:01,467 --> 00:41:04,553 Good. Day of the week and date then? 347 00:41:05,971 --> 00:41:09,808 - Thursday. - Today is Wednesday, May 7. 348 00:41:11,393 --> 00:41:14,438 Do you have any suicidal thoughts? 349 00:41:16,065 --> 00:41:18,651 I want to go back to my platoon. 350 00:41:18,817 --> 00:41:22,238 It must be hard to be separated from your brothers. 351 00:41:22,404 --> 00:41:24,114 Yes. 352 00:41:26,534 --> 00:41:29,078 - We are going to have children. - What fun. 353 00:41:29,245 --> 00:41:32,540 Then you get a new platoon. 354 00:41:34,124 --> 00:41:36,585 Do you remember the date? 355 00:41:39,296 --> 00:41:42,550 Yes, you said... Thursday... May. 356 00:41:44,677 --> 00:41:47,680 You have a problem. We try to associate. 357 00:41:47,847 --> 00:41:51,308 When I hear Wednesday I think about weddings. 358 00:41:51,475 --> 00:41:56,480 I always wanted a big one wedding. Did you have a wedding? 359 00:41:56,647 --> 00:41:58,607 Yes! Ma'am. 360 00:41:58,774 --> 00:42:02,695 When I ask what day it is should you think about your wedding. 361 00:42:02,862 --> 00:42:06,782 Do you still have nightmares? 362 00:42:08,993 --> 00:42:12,454 Sometimes I see Doster. He's on fire. 363 00:42:14,373 --> 00:42:17,168 But most of the time I'm awake. 364 00:42:17,334 --> 00:42:20,254 Do you see him when you are awake? 365 00:42:22,923 --> 00:42:25,718 The smell. 366 00:42:25,885 --> 00:42:29,263 Do you remember what day it is today? 367 00:42:31,265 --> 00:42:33,934 Wednesday, wedding day. 368 00:42:34,101 --> 00:42:38,397 Bravo. That's great. With it we can remember everything. 369 00:42:40,024 --> 00:42:42,735 Can you help me fill this out? 370 00:42:45,321 --> 00:42:49,033 Sorry, I have patients at my lunch all week. 371 00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:51,702 Can your wife help us? 372 00:42:51,869 --> 00:42:55,456 I haven't told her. 373 00:42:55,623 --> 00:42:57,791 You have to tell her this. 374 00:43:09,303 --> 00:43:14,391 Survey about experiences before, during and after military service abroad. 375 00:43:17,394 --> 00:43:20,481 I see the faces of wounded soldiers. 376 00:43:20,648 --> 00:43:24,360 My family sees changes in me. 377 00:43:49,927 --> 00:43:53,514 Have you used other drugs than those required for medical reasons? 378 00:43:53,681 --> 00:43:55,766 Never. 379 00:43:56,725 --> 00:44:00,604 Can you always stop taking drugs when you want? 380 00:44:00,771 --> 00:44:05,943 - Most of the time. - It's drugs. That's a stupid question. 381 00:44:06,110 --> 00:44:10,948 Have drugs ever caused problems between you and your partner? 382 00:44:11,115 --> 00:44:15,202 You were arrested for possession four times. Wasn't that a problem? 383 00:44:15,369 --> 00:44:18,330 We weren't married then. 384 00:44:21,709 --> 00:44:24,837 The next part is Exposure to Combat. 385 00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:29,300 Have you been exposed to enemy fire? 386 00:44:33,470 --> 00:44:38,851 - It feels as if I will be now. - Hey. Honey, you're great. 387 00:44:40,269 --> 00:44:43,898 Have you been exposed to suppression fire? 388 00:44:44,064 --> 00:44:46,150 No. 389 00:44:47,902 --> 00:44:51,739 How often did you shoot the enemy? 390 00:44:55,242 --> 00:44:58,704 - Shall I count? - The options are: 391 00:44:58,871 --> 00:45:03,292 Never. 1-2 times. 3-12 times. 392 00:45:03,459 --> 00:45:07,505 13-50 times. Over 50. 393 00:45:07,671 --> 00:45:09,882 Over 50. 394 00:45:17,765 --> 00:45:21,936 How often did you see someone meet by enemy or own fire? 395 00:45:24,855 --> 00:45:31,737 Never. 1-2 times. 3-12 times. 13-50. Over 50. 396 00:45:44,166 --> 00:45:47,795 Solo? Hey! 397 00:46:15,948 --> 00:46:21,036 When I think of things like me have done i wish i was dead. 398 00:46:21,203 --> 00:46:23,289 Very often true. 399 00:46:26,333 --> 00:46:29,003 I feel like I can't take it anymore. 400 00:46:29,170 --> 00:46:30,880 Often true. 401 00:46:33,549 --> 00:46:38,679 - I want to come in. How do I do? - You can saw off your legs. 402 00:46:38,846 --> 00:46:42,725 Lately I have wanted to kill myself. 403 00:46:42,892 --> 00:46:44,977 Sometimes true. 404 00:46:49,398 --> 00:46:56,155 - Come in. - Nurse! Okay, dad's coming in. 405 00:46:59,867 --> 00:47:02,244 It's nice in here. 406 00:47:25,476 --> 00:47:28,812 Damn. Look at you. 407 00:47:41,367 --> 00:47:45,871 - Where did that come from? - Don't worry about it. 408 00:48:15,109 --> 00:48:17,194 Away! 409 00:48:18,821 --> 00:48:22,158 What happened? What did I do? 410 00:48:22,324 --> 00:48:26,162 I don't understand. Tell me what to do. 411 00:48:33,502 --> 00:48:38,340 You need to talk to me, Adam. It's time. I gave you months. 412 00:48:38,507 --> 00:48:41,677 I thought we were broke and you buy underwear. 413 00:48:41,844 --> 00:48:46,849 I thought you were okay. You are lying. I found your VA survey. 414 00:48:47,016 --> 00:48:51,729 Everything is a lie. You are completely disturbed. You are not looking for a job. 415 00:48:51,896 --> 00:48:56,609 You're sick and I can't do anything if you don't talk to me, adam. 416 00:48:58,736 --> 00:49:03,073 I must be sick. Otherwise, I will not receive my contributions. 417 00:49:06,869 --> 00:49:09,914 So you don't want to die? 418 00:49:14,543 --> 00:49:19,882 It was a multiple choice question and you wrote that you wanted to die. 419 00:49:20,049 --> 00:49:22,551 Was it a lie? 420 00:49:29,475 --> 00:49:31,352 Adam? 421 00:49:35,022 --> 00:49:37,525 I don't know. 422 00:49:39,360 --> 00:49:42,363 I want to come along to VA next time. 423 00:49:49,245 --> 00:49:51,539 Okay. 424 00:49:54,166 --> 00:49:58,796 Adam mentioned a clinic in California. Can I come there? 425 00:49:58,963 --> 00:50:04,677 They have not registered that you participated in the incident that made you sick. 426 00:50:04,844 --> 00:50:09,265 - Is it not registered? - You didn't report the damage then. 427 00:50:10,307 --> 00:50:13,060 Doster was dead. I pulled him out. 428 00:50:13,227 --> 00:50:17,648 You won't get any money until we have proved you were in the Humvee. 429 00:50:17,815 --> 00:50:21,569 We have to go to your bosses and obtain written certificates. 430 00:50:21,735 --> 00:50:26,532 - Did they not believe I was there? - We have to go back and get proof. 431 00:50:29,910 --> 00:50:32,872 Come, corporal, sit down. 432 00:50:33,038 --> 00:50:36,834 Do you know why? this is the best country in the world? 433 00:50:37,001 --> 00:50:40,337 I'll tell you that. Because I with one click- 434 00:50:40,504 --> 00:50:44,592 - can order 9 kilos of beef and have it delivered to your home within 24 hours. 435 00:50:44,758 --> 00:50:50,181 The terrorists can't do that. Therefore, they will never win. 436 00:50:50,347 --> 00:50:53,601 - Your papers seem to be illegal. - Yes, sir. 437 00:50:53,767 --> 00:50:59,607 Good that you are seeking care, for every day killing 22 veterans. 438 00:50:59,773 --> 00:51:04,987 And I don't understand it. Warrior suffer from stress, we know that. 439 00:51:05,154 --> 00:51:10,409 But the fixed idea to take his own life? I can't understand it. 440 00:51:11,452 --> 00:51:15,915 We don't want you to be a number in the statistics, huh? 441 00:51:16,081 --> 00:51:20,419 You enlisted in wartime and you got yourself a war. 442 00:51:20,586 --> 00:51:26,842 - They don't think I was there, sir. - They are completely wrong. Have a look at the paper. 443 00:51:30,721 --> 00:51:35,518 I need a certificate that I was driving the car when Doster was injured. 444 00:51:35,684 --> 00:51:41,857 - American Samoa? Where is it? - In the South Sea. A US territory. 445 00:51:42,024 --> 00:51:47,279 Does that make you a citizen or...? How does it work? 446 00:51:47,446 --> 00:51:52,201 I could apply for citizenship after basic education sir. 447 00:51:57,665 --> 00:52:01,752 I'll take the beef tenderloin. Shit the same, you know. 448 00:52:01,919 --> 00:52:05,589 Boom... boom... boom. 449 00:52:19,061 --> 00:52:21,772 Why are you braking? Why?! 450 00:52:29,029 --> 00:52:35,119 You'd done really well in Iraq. We didn't brake, we ran over people. 451 00:52:35,286 --> 00:52:37,163 Did you drive? 452 00:52:37,329 --> 00:52:41,125 I sat next to the driver and looked for bombs. 453 00:52:41,292 --> 00:52:48,299 They hid them among that rubbish. Later they poured them into the roadside. 454 00:52:48,465 --> 00:52:53,846 - When you see trash on the road here then? - I'm watching. 455 00:52:56,390 --> 00:53:00,644 It's the first real one as you tell me about the war. 456 00:53:00,811 --> 00:53:05,149 - I feel so much better now. - Hey, don't screw up. 457 00:53:05,316 --> 00:53:11,655 Two bravery medals and a medal of merit. 458 00:53:12,740 --> 00:53:17,119 - Impressive. - You never told me about them. 459 00:53:19,413 --> 00:53:23,209 Is there a particular incident? that torments you? 460 00:53:31,133 --> 00:53:33,636 Maybe a name? 461 00:53:34,678 --> 00:53:36,722 Emory. 462 00:53:36,889 --> 00:53:39,892 What happened to Emory? 463 00:53:41,268 --> 00:53:43,812 I lost him. 464 00:53:45,481 --> 00:53:49,360 I carried him, i lost him- 465 00:53:49,527 --> 00:53:53,489 - and they had to cut out five centimeters out of his brain. 466 00:54:00,746 --> 00:54:05,417 - And then Doster happened. - What happened to Doster? 467 00:54:11,382 --> 00:54:14,885 Can't you tell our options? 468 00:54:15,052 --> 00:54:19,390 The trauma cannot be healed, but we can learn to deal with it. 469 00:54:19,557 --> 00:54:25,813 Long-term clinic care is best, but some have four, others nine weeks. 470 00:54:25,980 --> 00:54:29,400 What works for you may not work for the next one. 471 00:54:29,567 --> 00:54:33,362 But it is just as difficult to enter everywhere. 472 00:54:33,529 --> 00:54:40,744 - So apply to everyone and keep your fingers crossed. - Fingers crossed? 473 00:54:40,911 --> 00:54:45,624 - Yes, hundreds of thousands are looking for help. - But he's a veteran. 474 00:54:45,791 --> 00:54:51,130 That's what I mean. Hundreds of thousands veterans seeking help. 475 00:54:52,173 --> 00:54:57,136 - Do we have priority to places near us? - Unfortunately not. 476 00:54:57,303 --> 00:55:02,433 - What do we do in the meantime? - If I had a job then? 477 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:05,769 - A job would have helped. - A job would be good. 478 00:55:05,936 --> 00:55:11,233 - You will only receive money in a month or so. - In nan month? 479 00:55:11,400 --> 00:55:14,904 What the hell is going on here? 480 00:55:19,408 --> 00:55:23,370 I have a service on an artillery firing range. 481 00:55:23,537 --> 00:55:29,627 He wants to kill himself and you want to that he should work at a shooting range? 482 00:55:29,793 --> 00:55:35,424 It is a firing range for tanks. Can I kill myself with a tank? 483 00:55:35,591 --> 00:55:39,470 - Maybe. - It would have required great planning. 484 00:55:39,637 --> 00:55:42,765 You're pretty damn resourceful. 485 00:55:46,685 --> 00:55:50,648 - I used to be good at that. - On what? 486 00:55:50,814 --> 00:55:53,943 To make you laugh. 487 00:55:55,402 --> 00:55:58,405 Did I laugh? 488 00:56:05,287 --> 00:56:09,834 - You would say you were a hero. - I'm not a hero. 489 00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:12,628 Adequate hero. 490 00:56:12,795 --> 00:56:18,342 - I just want to move into our house. - Me too. We don't have that far. 491 00:56:18,509 --> 00:56:22,388 - Have you won the lottery? - Amanda lent us money. 492 00:56:22,555 --> 00:56:28,352 - Amanda Doster? - Yes. She said that at Will's funeral. 493 00:56:28,519 --> 00:56:31,814 - What the hell are you doing? - I told you about our house. 494 00:56:31,981 --> 00:56:36,026 Don't you realize she has the money because her husband is dead? 495 00:56:36,193 --> 00:56:39,905 And that her husband is dead because of me? 496 00:56:40,072 --> 00:56:42,783 What the hell, Saskia?! 497 00:56:45,077 --> 00:56:47,580 Holy shit! 498 00:57:30,873 --> 00:57:33,125 THE WAY HOME 499 00:57:59,860 --> 00:58:03,739 Hello. What do you want? Five, ten, two finger bags? 500 00:58:03,906 --> 00:58:08,369 - Do you have ecstasy? - I'm not selling this. Stick. 501 00:58:08,536 --> 00:58:14,250 - Be heard. Who should I talk to? - Are you twelve years old? Show some steals. 502 00:58:14,416 --> 00:58:18,462 - I have pills. - Do I look like a fucking pawn shop? 503 00:58:18,629 --> 00:58:24,093 You look like your balls don't has fallen down yet. What are you saying now? 504 00:58:27,930 --> 00:58:30,975 Deion! Stick! 505 00:58:54,832 --> 00:58:57,710 Come on! Take him! 506 00:59:21,609 --> 00:59:25,738 What is it, soldier? Have you lost all your money? 507 00:59:29,241 --> 00:59:33,954 - How do you know I'm a soldier? - I was in Desert Storm 1991. 508 00:59:34,121 --> 00:59:38,083 - 24th Infantry Division. - Okay. 509 00:59:39,418 --> 00:59:43,380 Did you get in on a waiver? You look like that. 510 00:59:45,424 --> 00:59:47,927 The army saved my life. 511 00:59:50,888 --> 00:59:55,935 What do they do for you now? You have to fend for yourself now. 512 01:00:07,738 --> 01:00:13,911 - Do you know where I can buy ecstacy? - Ecstasy? Does this look like a rave? 513 01:00:14,870 --> 01:00:18,666 It's not for a rave. It is to an injury. 514 01:00:18,833 --> 01:00:23,963 If you are injured, the doctors share Fort Riley out Oxy like it was candy. 515 01:00:24,129 --> 01:00:27,258 It's not that much of an injury. 516 01:00:31,220 --> 01:00:37,226 You were in the middle of the shit, huh? Did you lose any friends? 517 01:00:39,061 --> 01:00:42,773 Or are you such a murderous bastard? 518 01:01:11,260 --> 01:01:14,054 It's okay, buddy. 519 01:01:15,097 --> 01:01:19,143 It's okay. I will help you. 520 01:01:19,310 --> 01:01:21,896 It's okay, it's okay. 521 01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:25,357 It's okay. 522 01:01:25,524 --> 01:01:29,737 - I'll help you. - Was the dogfight down in the city? 523 01:01:29,904 --> 01:01:34,533 You must not stick there. You will soon have a child. 524 01:01:35,451 --> 01:01:39,663 Hey, stop moving. You shake the whole table. 525 01:01:40,998 --> 01:01:46,045 Do you remember the dogs in Rustamiyah? The little one who was with us on raids? 526 01:01:46,212 --> 01:01:51,300 - Little Caesar. - He was Emory's dog, huh? 527 01:01:53,719 --> 01:01:57,348 - Have you talked to him? - No. 528 01:01:58,516 --> 01:02:03,312 - Do you think he's like us? - I said we haven't talked. 529 01:02:05,356 --> 01:02:09,568 Do you remember what the Iraqi police did with Caesar? 530 01:02:09,735 --> 01:02:14,073 Yes. I wanted to kill the damn ace. 531 01:02:15,699 --> 01:02:19,954 - Two Bravo guys took revenge on him. - What did they do? 532 01:02:21,455 --> 01:02:24,834 What he did to Caesar. 533 01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,838 They held him down and cut him of his hamstring with bolt cutters. 534 01:02:30,130 --> 01:02:32,216 Yes, damn it. 535 01:02:42,184 --> 01:02:46,230 - Damn. - We'll be fine again. 536 01:02:48,816 --> 01:02:54,321 - We will enter a clinic. - And then? 537 01:02:56,532 --> 01:02:58,868 Does it just disappear? 538 01:03:03,747 --> 01:03:08,586 - What is that? - It's a dog. 539 01:03:08,752 --> 01:03:13,549 I see it. Why is this one and not at the vet? 540 01:03:13,716 --> 01:03:19,221 It is a fighting dog and... They don't accept dogs like this. 541 01:03:21,599 --> 01:03:25,603 Were you standing outside Amanda's house earlier tonight? 542 01:03:27,313 --> 01:03:32,443 - No. - She said so. She saw your car. 543 01:03:34,361 --> 01:03:39,366 If you hadn't received money from her you probably wouldn't have cared. 544 01:03:39,533 --> 01:03:43,037 I care about you, not her. 545 01:03:43,204 --> 01:03:47,583 The dog has to go out. It's a pit bull. We have children. 546 01:03:57,051 --> 01:04:00,596 Vi får inte ha hund i lägenheten. 547 01:04:03,140 --> 01:04:07,645 Yeah, damn it... Jag antar att jag har en hund. 548 01:04:16,570 --> 01:04:18,614 Hello? 549 01:04:32,795 --> 01:04:36,048 Something is burning. 550 01:04:38,217 --> 01:04:40,302 Random. 551 01:04:57,820 --> 01:04:59,613 Damn! No; 552 01:05:01,866 --> 01:05:04,326 My God! 553 01:05:11,750 --> 01:05:13,836 Mom, call the police! 554 01:05:16,755 --> 01:05:19,258 It's okay. 555 01:05:37,693 --> 01:05:42,781 - My God, the child! - Jaxy, come here! It's okay. Mom has you. 556 01:05:42,948 --> 01:05:46,994 - What happened? Did you lose him? - I don't know. 557 01:05:48,037 --> 01:05:54,376 - Get away from us, Adam. - It's okay, Jaxy. Mom is here. 558 01:05:55,085 --> 01:05:58,672 I know. I know. 559 01:05:58,839 --> 01:06:02,968 Forgive me. I fell asleep. 560 01:06:08,766 --> 01:06:13,938 It's okay, Jaxson. Mom is here. I know, friend, I know. 561 01:06:25,658 --> 01:06:27,743 Darling? 562 01:06:33,082 --> 01:06:38,379 You need help. You have to move out of here. 563 01:06:38,546 --> 01:06:42,299 - Sorry. - You have to move. 564 01:06:44,718 --> 01:06:49,598 - Police! - I can't help you, Sol. 565 01:06:49,765 --> 01:06:52,893 I can't help you. 566 01:09:17,788 --> 01:09:22,334 The situation, the soldier? Still looking for Molly? 567 01:09:22,501 --> 01:09:25,004 Who? 568 01:09:25,171 --> 01:09:27,214 Ecstasy. 569 01:09:27,381 --> 01:09:31,760 I have your medicine. Get into the car. 570 01:09:34,263 --> 01:09:37,516 - Are you some kind of islander? - Samoan. 571 01:09:37,683 --> 01:09:43,522 You look scruffy. I got your shit, but you have to do something for me. 572 01:09:45,232 --> 01:09:50,905 I'll give you a car and an address. You park the goods and leave. 573 01:09:52,406 --> 01:09:57,495 Is that all? Why don't these guys do that? 574 01:09:57,661 --> 01:10:03,751 Because they are my boys and you are a soldier no one recognizes. 575 01:10:03,918 --> 01:10:08,756 And if it gets rough then you can get out of it. 576 01:10:13,594 --> 01:10:16,514 I need shoes. 577 01:10:18,432 --> 01:10:24,313 Jay, stop by the Big Five. Then we get to buy shoes for the bastard. 578 01:10:30,861 --> 01:10:33,280 Adam? 579 01:10:33,447 --> 01:10:37,243 - Is Jax okay? - He's fine. 580 01:10:37,409 --> 01:10:41,413 - Where are you? - In Arkansas. 581 01:10:41,580 --> 01:10:45,251 Arkansas? Why? 582 01:10:45,417 --> 01:10:49,672 I have to find Emory. Baby, I can't live like this. 583 01:10:51,674 --> 01:10:55,386 Adam, I get this job- 584 01:10:55,553 --> 01:11:00,766 - and we move into our house. We can move in immediately. 585 01:11:01,809 --> 01:11:05,396 It will be like starting over. 586 01:11:08,190 --> 01:11:10,276 Does that sound good? 587 01:11:11,861 --> 01:11:14,613 That sounds great. 588 01:11:14,780 --> 01:11:18,868 - I love you. - And I love you. 589 01:11:44,894 --> 01:11:49,064 - Hey, Emory. It's Shoe. - Come in! 590 01:11:50,566 --> 01:11:52,693 What do you want? 591 01:11:53,944 --> 01:11:56,322 where are you 592 01:11:57,907 --> 01:12:00,075 Here. 593 01:12:00,242 --> 01:12:02,745 There he is. 594 01:12:04,580 --> 01:12:08,042 - You have become thin. - So? Have I? 595 01:12:08,209 --> 01:12:13,589 - Yes, damn it, skinnier than you were. - You've gotten a little fat. 596 01:12:13,756 --> 01:12:20,221 Have I gotten fat? What the hell? So you just show up, huh? 597 01:12:20,387 --> 01:12:25,935 - Of course. You don't have a phone. - I have a phone here and internet. 598 01:12:26,101 --> 01:12:31,273 - Do you think I only eat squirrels here? - Yes, maybe. 599 01:12:37,488 --> 01:12:43,035 Come help me get this one on. I've been trying all morning. 600 01:12:43,202 --> 01:12:46,372 It is physically impossible to do yourself. 601 01:12:46,539 --> 01:12:51,001 - You have to tell me what to do. - Yes, so yes. 602 01:12:51,168 --> 01:12:56,966 Yes, it should fit really tight. Come again. Take some now, Shoe. 603 01:12:57,132 --> 01:13:02,638 are you ok Harder? How do you usually get this? 604 01:13:02,805 --> 01:13:06,767 I roll around on the floor and waiting for my nurse. 605 01:13:06,934 --> 01:13:10,396 - Here. Right there. - There? 606 01:13:11,856 --> 01:13:15,317 So yes. Now drag it around there. Come again. 607 01:13:20,865 --> 01:13:26,787 Something like that? Should I tighten up? You will break a rib. 608 01:13:27,872 --> 01:13:30,040 Okay, a baggis. 609 01:13:37,631 --> 01:13:41,552 - I heard that Will shot himself. - Yes. 610 01:13:42,595 --> 01:13:46,807 He didn't say shit either, so we had no idea. 611 01:13:50,644 --> 01:13:53,939 So you came here to save me? 612 01:13:55,774 --> 01:14:00,112 No, damn it. I came to see you. 613 01:14:01,280 --> 01:14:04,492 And to see how my friend is doing. 614 01:14:09,622 --> 01:14:13,167 Yes, damn it! Yes, damn it! 615 01:14:14,043 --> 01:14:18,255 - You drive like my wife. - Look now! 616 01:14:22,009 --> 01:14:25,179 - I scared mine away. - So? Sure. 617 01:14:25,346 --> 01:14:32,061 One night I strangled her. I said I would kill her. 618 01:14:32,228 --> 01:14:37,399 - Didn't she like it? - No, damn, they don't like it. 619 01:14:38,567 --> 01:14:44,031 Nice to see you. I just needed to de-react. 620 01:14:44,198 --> 01:14:46,826 Just unreact me. 621 01:14:50,204 --> 01:14:52,581 I fucking love it. 622 01:14:52,748 --> 01:14:57,920 - Why is there a lot of rubbish here? - Are you still looking for the bomb? 623 01:15:00,840 --> 01:15:06,679 - Why didn't you come earlier? - I would have done it. 624 01:15:10,140 --> 01:15:13,269 I lost my kid last night. 625 01:15:13,435 --> 01:15:19,024 My little son. Saskia gave him to me and I fell asleep. 626 01:15:19,191 --> 01:15:22,236 He tumbled to the floor. 627 01:15:22,403 --> 01:15:26,740 When I lost him I started thinking about you. 628 01:15:26,907 --> 01:15:30,035 He'll be okay, but i lost you and… 629 01:15:30,202 --> 01:15:32,830 And I'm not okay? 630 01:15:37,001 --> 01:15:39,378 You can help me pee. 631 01:16:02,860 --> 01:16:08,157 The fall pimped my left side. Do you know that? 632 01:16:11,285 --> 01:16:16,457 It wasn't the bullet they took out or what they cut out of the brain. 633 01:16:16,624 --> 01:16:19,752 That's when you lost me. 634 01:16:23,380 --> 01:16:27,843 Is that what you think? Is that what you've been talking about? 635 01:16:29,094 --> 01:16:35,267 - You didn't drop me from a house. - You lived and then you didn't. 636 01:16:35,434 --> 01:16:38,395 I'm alive now, you bastard. 637 01:16:42,274 --> 01:16:46,904 - Do you need another one, mate? - Yeah, damn it. What the hell do you think? 638 01:16:47,071 --> 01:16:51,742 - That I don't need another one? - Here you have it. 639 01:16:51,909 --> 01:16:55,913 Okay. They are completely disturbed. 640 01:16:57,081 --> 01:17:00,209 Did you see where the shot came from? 641 01:17:00,376 --> 01:17:04,880 Someone did it. Solo. Solo saw it. 642 01:17:06,090 --> 01:17:10,719 - Couldn't you take the pig? - No, I carried you down. 643 01:17:10,886 --> 01:17:14,515 - You did. - I would have picked him. 644 01:17:14,682 --> 01:17:18,352 The two of us were the longest on the roof. 645 01:17:19,103 --> 01:17:21,772 - They shoot the long ones. - Yes. 646 01:17:21,939 --> 01:17:28,070 I think about it - if I were short, would I still have been like this? 647 01:17:28,237 --> 01:17:32,241 - I'm thinking about it. - No, but you had been short. 648 01:17:32,408 --> 01:17:36,871 - You had to live your life as a card. - I'm fucking tall. 649 01:17:37,037 --> 01:17:40,875 I can't stand up by myself, but I'm fucking tall. 650 01:17:41,041 --> 01:17:44,253 - The girls love it. - Yes. 651 01:17:49,466 --> 01:17:52,052 You saved my life. 652 01:17:54,221 --> 01:17:56,307 I lost you. 653 01:17:58,184 --> 01:18:01,520 I live thanks to you. 654 01:18:03,856 --> 01:18:08,152 It looks gross, but every morning when I wake up I am grateful. 655 01:18:10,654 --> 01:18:13,908 I am grateful that I am alive. 656 01:18:51,820 --> 01:18:58,577 There he is. are you tall How do you feel? 657 01:18:59,370 --> 01:19:03,415 Good. I feel good. 658 01:19:05,417 --> 01:19:10,840 Yeah, I came home to the same shit. No job, no help - nothing. 659 01:19:11,006 --> 01:19:15,177 We are fighting their war in Iraq for crap we don't even have here. 660 01:19:15,344 --> 01:19:20,933 - But we are warriors. We'll make it. - Yes. 661 01:19:27,189 --> 01:19:31,235 Are you ready to drive again? Are you ready in the skull? 662 01:19:31,402 --> 01:19:34,905 - Yes, I'm fine. - That's probably the best. 663 01:19:35,072 --> 01:19:39,869 Because this is serious. You can't screw this up. 664 01:19:40,911 --> 01:19:45,082 These guys are waiting. You have one hour. 665 01:20:00,222 --> 01:20:05,186 - Hello? - Fred Gusman on the Way Home here. 666 01:20:05,352 --> 01:20:08,355 I have your DD-2-14 here. 667 01:20:08,522 --> 01:20:14,778 You wrote that you wanted to enter at a clinic as soon as possible. 668 01:20:14,945 --> 01:20:21,827 Then we'll take the gig here. You can take the bus tomorrow-Are you ready to start? 669 01:20:58,989 --> 01:21:00,866 Motherfuckers. 670 01:21:05,329 --> 01:21:09,375 - Hello? - Is it Tausolo Aeiti? 671 01:21:09,542 --> 01:21:13,128 - Who are you? - I'm calling from Geary Community. 672 01:21:13,295 --> 01:21:19,802 Your wife is giving birth. After complications she was rushed to the surgeon. 673 01:21:19,969 --> 01:21:25,224 - The child... Is the child okay? - She wanted you to come now. 674 01:21:25,391 --> 01:21:28,811 - Where? - Geary Community Hospital. 675 01:21:28,978 --> 01:21:32,106 - Where is it? - At Horne Street. 676 01:21:32,273 --> 01:21:36,652 - Horne Street. Like a cow horn? - Exactly, sir. 677 01:21:44,034 --> 01:21:46,537 Alea Aeiti? 678 01:21:59,258 --> 01:22:04,346 - Are you feeling well? - Come and see your son. 679 01:22:08,434 --> 01:22:12,438 - I thought you were... - It's okay. 680 01:22:13,981 --> 01:22:16,275 Come here. 681 01:22:37,671 --> 01:22:40,966 Welcome, little Solo. 682 01:22:42,343 --> 01:22:45,930 I am so glad to meet you. 683 01:22:49,725 --> 01:22:52,853 Talofa, little man. 684 01:23:01,737 --> 01:23:06,534 You said to Emory that you lost him? 685 01:23:07,618 --> 01:23:10,496 Is he like us? 686 01:23:10,663 --> 01:23:15,376 He's tough as hell. I wish that you had been allowed to meet him. 687 01:23:19,880 --> 01:23:23,300 I got a bed at the clinic in California. 688 01:23:27,137 --> 01:23:32,309 - So you're going? - Yes. I'm going tonight. 689 01:23:34,687 --> 01:23:37,565 They will ask you about Doster. 690 01:23:37,731 --> 01:23:42,778 Are you going to tell them how sick it was that you weren't there? 691 01:23:42,945 --> 01:23:45,948 Want to hear something really sick? 692 01:23:46,115 --> 01:23:51,579 The Humvee was on fire and I got all the guys out. 693 01:23:51,745 --> 01:23:55,374 We pushed into a ditch. 694 01:23:55,541 --> 01:23:58,002 But I forgot Doster. 695 01:24:01,755 --> 01:24:06,802 I forgot he was there. Just for a moment, but when I got there… 696 01:24:09,555 --> 01:24:14,435 - It was too late. - Why have you never said that? 697 01:24:16,187 --> 01:24:19,106 Because you never asked. 698 01:24:24,278 --> 01:24:29,492 None of this would have happened if you had been there. You had seen the bomb. 699 01:24:29,658 --> 01:24:32,369 You don't forget. 700 01:24:35,664 --> 01:24:38,542 Why don't you answer? 701 01:24:45,216 --> 01:24:48,260 Look how perfect he is. 702 01:24:50,304 --> 01:24:56,435 I can't name him after me. He's too perfect. 703 01:25:17,665 --> 01:25:22,211 You screwed up, Samo. Don't think we know where you are? 704 01:25:22,378 --> 01:25:27,341 Park behind the liquor store at Pinkerton and leave the keys. 705 01:25:27,508 --> 01:25:32,137 - I'll do it, then we're done. - You cost me 30,000, Samo. 706 01:25:32,304 --> 01:25:35,266 Yeah, damn, we're done. 707 01:25:36,684 --> 01:25:42,690 The liquor store at Pinkerton. The liquor store at Pinkerton. 708 01:25:42,857 --> 01:25:46,026 The liquor store at Pinkerton... 709 01:25:50,489 --> 01:25:55,703 I love you, Zoe. Daddy will be home soon, okay? 710 01:25:56,662 --> 01:26:01,500 - If she gets scared then? - Who? 711 01:26:01,667 --> 01:26:06,714 Your doll? Just tell her that everything will be fine. 712 01:26:06,881 --> 01:26:10,259 It's not working, Dad. 713 01:26:12,094 --> 01:26:15,431 This time it does. 714 01:26:22,354 --> 01:26:24,440 Hello. Is everything good? 715 01:26:24,607 --> 01:26:31,822 - Yes, I was dragged into some shit. - Then what kind of shit? 716 01:26:31,989 --> 01:26:35,826 Some guys. I have something that is theirs. 717 01:26:35,993 --> 01:26:40,498 - If I survive, I can leave later. - Where are you? 718 01:26:40,664 --> 01:26:46,754 - I'm under that bridge. - Wait there for me. I'm coming. 719 01:26:50,716 --> 01:26:55,554 - Okay, Zo, be nice to mom. Okay? - Okay, Dad. 720 01:26:55,721 --> 01:27:00,184 - Is everything okay? - I love you. 721 01:27:00,351 --> 01:27:03,521 I'll call you from the bus. 722 01:27:07,942 --> 01:27:11,237 Pink booze, pink booze... Park behind pink liquor. 723 01:27:34,218 --> 01:27:37,680 Come on, answer on your cell phone bastard. 724 01:28:13,716 --> 01:28:16,051 Stick there and check. 725 01:28:29,231 --> 01:28:31,192 Damn! 726 01:28:43,996 --> 01:28:47,666 Damn! The cop is coming! We stick! 727 01:29:31,085 --> 01:29:34,672 - What the hell is going on? - I screwed up. 728 01:29:34,839 --> 01:29:39,385 What do you mean? Are you injured? Are you feeling well? 729 01:29:39,552 --> 01:29:44,348 I don't know what I'm doing, Shoe. I'm... I'm smoked. 730 01:29:48,143 --> 01:29:50,229 I'll get you out of here. 731 01:29:54,733 --> 01:29:59,822 You will take my place at the clinic. We're just changing places. 732 01:29:59,989 --> 01:30:04,243 - But you? - I get the first available bed. 733 01:30:05,286 --> 01:30:11,292 - But my wife and my son? - Trust me, I'll take care of them. 734 01:30:11,458 --> 01:30:16,672 - I can't leave you. - You must get on the bus. 735 01:30:16,839 --> 01:30:21,343 You may not dare to go alone. 736 01:30:21,510 --> 01:30:24,430 - Maybe. - I can't leave you, Shoe. 737 01:30:24,597 --> 01:30:28,726 We are not in a combat zone. You have to take what comes. 738 01:30:29,768 --> 01:30:34,899 So I go and get better while you sit here broken? 739 01:30:35,065 --> 01:30:37,735 I'll solve it. 740 01:30:39,403 --> 01:30:44,909 Don't worry about me. Get on the bus now. 741 01:31:01,300 --> 01:31:04,970 We had some bad days. 742 01:31:07,264 --> 01:31:11,435 Maybe that was all there was. Just bad days. 743 01:31:12,978 --> 01:31:16,106 We had some good days too. 744 01:31:30,120 --> 01:31:33,123 Hi, Fred. It's Adam. 745 01:31:33,290 --> 01:31:37,211 I'll send someone in my place. Can you give him my bed? 746 01:31:37,378 --> 01:31:43,259 - We'll solve it. But you yourself then? - I don't understand what you mean. 747 01:31:43,425 --> 01:31:50,015 You would finally get help and such you give away the place. How does it feel? 748 01:31:50,182 --> 01:31:56,438 I feel alone. Yeah, they're gone, you know. 749 01:31:56,605 --> 01:32:00,067 Everyone is gone, I'm still here. 750 01:32:00,276 --> 01:32:04,196 Talking about it won't cure you, but it can alleviate. 751 01:32:04,363 --> 01:32:09,910 You have to open up and tell. You have to tell about it. 752 01:32:27,511 --> 01:32:29,680 Ice cream pizza! 753 01:32:29,847 --> 01:32:33,893 Now don't go too far, because it's cold, okay? 754 01:32:35,853 --> 01:32:39,315 Adam? Is everything okay? 755 01:32:59,251 --> 01:33:03,547 I don't know how much James talked about the guys in our platoon. 756 01:33:03,714 --> 01:33:09,303 But to tell you about your husband's death then I have to tell you about Emory. 757 01:33:34,119 --> 01:33:36,622 Stay. 758 01:33:48,926 --> 01:33:53,597 - What do you see? - Hey, 1-1, why don't you drive? 759 01:33:56,308 --> 01:34:01,856 - I don't see anything. - Shoe doesn't see it, he feels it. 760 01:34:07,820 --> 01:34:11,991 1-1 here. New road. We drive left on the Dead Girl road. 761 01:34:12,158 --> 01:34:16,370 - Who named that street? - We. Don't you remember her? 762 01:34:19,582 --> 01:34:21,041 Drive. 763 01:34:39,602 --> 01:34:45,274 Rocket Launcher! All out! Okay, house 20, the roof - execute! 764 01:34:46,317 --> 01:34:50,613 - Speed ​​up! - Anyone see anything? Where did it come from? 765 01:35:07,213 --> 01:35:11,383 Stairway to heaven. Go, go. 766 01:35:11,550 --> 01:35:14,053 follow me- 767 01:35:21,894 --> 01:35:24,522 Where did they go? 768 01:35:25,564 --> 01:35:28,859 What is your status, 1 -1? Report status. 769 01:35:30,653 --> 01:35:33,364 We are hunting hajji shooters. 770 01:35:36,325 --> 01:35:39,453 - Where the hell are they? - Report now. 771 01:35:39,620 --> 01:35:42,665 1-1 here. Building 20 is green. 772 01:35:43,582 --> 01:35:47,253 Put out posters and scout. QRF is coming in five minutes. 773 01:35:47,419 --> 01:35:51,131 This shit is a fucking disaster. 774 01:35:52,716 --> 01:35:56,887 - I have to get pepper. - That's why you don't eat Indian food... 775 01:35:58,264 --> 01:36:00,349 An injured one! 776 01:36:02,893 --> 01:36:07,690 Hang in there, Emory. I have you. 777 01:36:07,857 --> 01:36:10,568 I took us up on the roof. 778 01:36:10,734 --> 01:36:14,780 Those were my orders. And he took a bullet for it. 779 01:36:16,949 --> 01:36:21,954 Then I lost him. I put his blood in his throat. 780 01:36:22,121 --> 01:36:25,124 And I fucking lost him. 781 01:36:35,426 --> 01:36:38,554 I can't stop watching it. 782 01:36:54,653 --> 01:36:58,782 - How are you guys doing? - Any news on Emory? 783 01:36:59,825 --> 01:37:02,495 Emory has a tough road ahead. 784 01:37:02,661 --> 01:37:06,832 But there is a good chance for that they get him home with a pulse. 785 01:37:08,042 --> 01:37:12,671 - What happens then? - Will you give us a minute, Solo? 786 01:37:14,548 --> 01:37:17,092 Happy birthday! 787 01:37:20,846 --> 01:37:23,557 Hang up! 788 01:37:25,100 --> 01:37:29,897 - As leaders, we make decisions. - I made the wrong decision. 789 01:37:30,064 --> 01:37:36,028 You changed paths. It was a new battle. You have to trust your instincts. 790 01:37:36,195 --> 01:37:39,031 My instincts were wrong. 791 01:37:41,784 --> 01:37:45,162 I'm going to talk to my wife on video link tomorrow- 792 01:37:45,329 --> 01:37:48,999 - but you take the call, then I'll take your place in the patrol. 793 01:37:50,167 --> 01:37:54,088 I can't let you do that. It's my guys, I have to go. 794 01:37:54,255 --> 01:37:58,384 - Take tomorrow off. - Sergeant, this is my patrol. 795 01:37:58,551 --> 01:38:02,596 Schumann! You are above this one. 796 01:38:17,027 --> 01:38:19,655 Paramedic! 797 01:38:19,822 --> 01:38:21,907 What happened? 798 01:38:22,116 --> 01:38:27,246 We were hit! It's Doster! He sat in your seat! 799 01:38:30,124 --> 01:38:35,296 - Damn! Take him! Bring him in! - Where the hell were you? 800 01:38:44,513 --> 01:38:49,685 None of this had happened if you had been there, Shoe. 801 01:38:49,852 --> 01:38:54,440 None of this had happened if you had been there. 802 01:39:01,030 --> 01:39:04,241 - Private Waller! - Here, First Sergeant. 803 01:39:04,408 --> 01:39:06,702 - Sergeant White! - Here, First Sergeant. 804 01:39:06,869 --> 01:39:10,498 - Lance Corporal Aieti! - Here, First Sergeant. 805 01:39:10,664 --> 01:39:14,043 - Sergeant Schumann! - Here, First Sergeant. 806 01:39:14,210 --> 01:39:16,712 Sergeant Doster. 807 01:39:17,838 --> 01:39:21,091 Sergeant James Doster. 808 01:39:22,551 --> 01:39:26,805 Sergeant First Class James D. Doster. 809 01:39:28,724 --> 01:39:31,227 Salute! 810 01:40:05,928 --> 01:40:09,014 God, Adam... 811 01:40:13,310 --> 01:40:19,149 Amanda, he took my place. That would have been me. 812 01:40:19,316 --> 01:40:23,821 But it wasn't you. You live. 813 01:40:25,281 --> 01:40:28,742 James hadn't wanted to that you would have it this way. 814 01:40:28,909 --> 01:40:34,331 He had wanted you to live. You live. 815 01:40:34,498 --> 01:40:37,334 That's how you honor him. 816 01:41:20,044 --> 01:41:23,297 - Jaxy, sing- - Zoe. 817 01:41:47,404 --> 01:41:51,575 - I'm at home. - Dad is home! 818 01:41:55,746 --> 01:41:58,040 Hello, darling. 819 01:42:10,094 --> 01:42:16,559 Adam Schumann left Vägen Hem in 2011 and usually feel that he has found home. 820 01:42:19,019 --> 01:42:25,317 Tausolo Aieti and his wife live in Las Vegas. They have four children. 821 01:42:27,862 --> 01:42:34,118 Michael Emory lives in Texas. He parachutes and drives fast.