1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.COM 1 00:00:53,115 --> 00:00:55,654 We have a heartbeat. 2 00:01:07,564 --> 00:01:14,534 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.MY-SUBS.com - 3 00:01:27,545 --> 00:01:29,297 This food is amazing. 4 00:01:47,065 --> 00:01:48,451 Can I propose a toast? 5 00:01:49,359 --> 00:01:52,529 I just want to thank you both for taking Sasha off my hands. 6 00:01:52,596 --> 00:01:56,391 She has been a huge burden to me ever since her mom ditched her. 7 00:01:56,416 --> 00:02:00,562 And to be honest, she's much better off growing up as Becky anyways. 8 00:02:00,674 --> 00:02:02,412 - Cheers. - Cheers. 9 00:02:02,705 --> 00:02:04,582 You're safe here, Becky. Don't worry. 10 00:02:04,929 --> 00:02:07,490 Sasha's starting to look more and more like you every day. 11 00:02:07,515 --> 00:02:11,231 - Becky would be proud. - Blond hair, creamy skin, pink nails. 12 00:02:11,256 --> 00:02:13,662 You figure out why my sister killed herself yet? 13 00:02:13,925 --> 00:02:15,013 Linziin. 14 00:02:15,385 --> 00:02:17,470 - What? - She was bad inside. 15 00:02:19,848 --> 00:02:21,857 What about school, Sasha? 16 00:02:47,500 --> 00:02:49,156 I know this place. 17 00:02:53,391 --> 00:02:55,687 What did you do with your hair? 18 00:03:05,518 --> 00:03:07,007 You looked so peaceful. 19 00:03:08,146 --> 00:03:09,250 Peaceful? 20 00:03:10,148 --> 00:03:12,000 If you need some clean clothes, 21 00:03:12,227 --> 00:03:14,545 just take anything you want from her closet. 22 00:03:19,532 --> 00:03:20,648 I'll leave you. 23 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:50,271 Did she say anything? 24 00:03:51,814 --> 00:03:53,191 Becky didn't speak to me. 25 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:57,070 Did you try asking Sasha about it? 26 00:03:58,446 --> 00:03:59,468 No. 27 00:04:00,782 --> 00:04:02,367 I want her to be comfortable here. 28 00:04:03,743 --> 00:04:05,495 I think Becky needs time. 29 00:04:07,038 --> 00:04:08,957 You know she can't stay here forever. 30 00:04:13,127 --> 00:04:14,587 Hey guys, morning. 31 00:04:15,129 --> 00:04:16,179 Morning. 32 00:04:20,718 --> 00:04:21,773 Where's Elliott? 33 00:04:22,136 --> 00:04:25,181 He left early. He said he had to help Ravi with a class project. Why? 34 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:27,183 I was just gonna hop in his Uber for school. 35 00:04:27,267 --> 00:04:29,519 I'll give you a ride. Get something to eat first. 36 00:04:29,602 --> 00:04:31,396 It's cool. I have some Pop-Tarts in my bag. 37 00:04:33,856 --> 00:04:34,859 It's Frank. 38 00:04:36,651 --> 00:04:37,777 I'll take care of it. 39 00:04:37,860 --> 00:04:38,861 I'll talk to him. 40 00:04:40,363 --> 00:04:41,698 We don't wanna fight. 41 00:04:44,242 --> 00:04:47,296 Sasha! Sasha! 42 00:04:49,163 --> 00:04:50,415 Look, I'm taking her home. 43 00:04:50,707 --> 00:04:52,375 Good morning, Frank. 44 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:55,336 May I respectfully ask you please not to shout? 45 00:04:55,503 --> 00:04:56,546 This is our home. 46 00:04:56,571 --> 00:04:58,141 You're gonna have to get the cops out here 47 00:04:58,166 --> 00:04:59,655 because I'm not leaving without her. 48 00:04:59,716 --> 00:05:02,277 Actually, maybe I'll get them out here. I'm her legal guardian 49 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:05,054 and you can't keep her from me. Your Crystal Valley cops... 50 00:05:05,138 --> 00:05:07,140 You just think they'll side with you, right? 51 00:05:07,223 --> 00:05:10,143 Because you got money and solar panels, and a fridge full of LaCroix? 52 00:05:10,768 --> 00:05:13,896 This is not going to heal your relationship with your niece. 53 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:15,273 She needs a good uncle. 54 00:05:15,356 --> 00:05:17,066 Parenting is patience. 55 00:05:17,150 --> 00:05:20,453 I don't think you're in any position to be giving me parenting advice. 56 00:05:20,653 --> 00:05:22,739 - Why not? - 'Cause one of your kids is a junkie 57 00:05:22,822 --> 00:05:24,734 - and the other one is dead. - Frank! 58 00:05:28,244 --> 00:05:29,245 Nancy. 59 00:05:29,454 --> 00:05:30,609 I'm sorry. 60 00:05:31,205 --> 00:05:32,540 I didn't mean that. 61 00:05:33,541 --> 00:05:34,671 You need to go. 62 00:05:51,976 --> 00:05:53,394 He shouldn't have said that. 63 00:05:54,604 --> 00:05:57,148 I'd rather he bully me than bully you. 64 00:05:57,940 --> 00:06:00,151 He's ashamed and shame turns to anger. 65 00:06:01,527 --> 00:06:02,612 He said he was sorry. 66 00:06:03,571 --> 00:06:04,614 He'll come to it. 67 00:06:22,173 --> 00:06:23,424 What you thinking? 68 00:06:24,092 --> 00:06:26,000 Huh? 69 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:28,242 So doggone cute. 70 00:06:28,321 --> 00:06:30,562 I know. He's getting so big. 71 00:06:30,932 --> 00:06:33,296 Oh, and you went and got thicc on me. 72 00:06:33,518 --> 00:06:34,560 Yes. 73 00:06:38,147 --> 00:06:39,273 How's Aunt Trace been? 74 00:06:40,066 --> 00:06:41,093 Um... 75 00:06:41,526 --> 00:06:43,444 My dad took her to the doctor, so... 76 00:06:44,362 --> 00:06:45,530 she'll be fine. 77 00:06:47,949 --> 00:06:50,410 We haven't seen you at church lately. 78 00:06:50,995 --> 00:06:53,179 I don't have time for a holy roller intervention today. 79 00:06:53,204 --> 00:06:55,456 Ooh, now girl, I was just saying, it's just been a while. 80 00:06:55,540 --> 00:06:57,333 Baby Elijah has been a lot of work. 81 00:06:57,734 --> 00:06:59,773 Is he, like, one of those storm babies? 82 00:06:59,798 --> 00:07:00,853 Yeah. 83 00:07:00,878 --> 00:07:03,756 Elijah couldn't wait to join the party. He came two months premature. 84 00:07:05,967 --> 00:07:08,719 Jamie, 58 women gave birth that night. 85 00:07:09,554 --> 00:07:11,264 - 58. - That place was packed. 86 00:07:11,347 --> 00:07:14,475 Mothers screaming, babies crying, everyone yelling "Push!" 87 00:07:14,559 --> 00:07:15,685 Shit was insane. 88 00:07:15,768 --> 00:07:17,812 But the Annex has a word for what happened. 89 00:07:18,104 --> 00:07:19,188 Confluence. 90 00:07:20,022 --> 00:07:21,774 - The Annex? - Look, I prayed to Jesus 91 00:07:21,858 --> 00:07:24,193 every night Elijah was in that incubator 92 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:25,778 and all he got was pneumonia. 93 00:07:26,821 --> 00:07:29,323 Then the Annex came by to see us who gave birth early 94 00:07:29,407 --> 00:07:31,422 and offered financial assistance and a holistic 95 00:07:31,447 --> 00:07:32,893 way of helping our babies. 96 00:07:33,744 --> 00:07:35,375 I took Jesus' picture off the wall 97 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:37,187 the very next day and never looked back. 98 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:39,417 You think I'm nuts. 99 00:07:40,751 --> 00:07:41,859 No. 100 00:07:42,420 --> 00:07:44,422 No, girl, I think you're a good mom. 101 00:08:35,890 --> 00:08:39,100 Oh, oh... 102 00:08:42,146 --> 00:08:43,186 Hey. 103 00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:45,233 I know your secret. 104 00:08:46,776 --> 00:08:48,319 I know you have Becky's heart. 105 00:08:49,946 --> 00:08:51,507 - Who told you? - Doesn't matter. 106 00:08:51,739 --> 00:08:53,533 But I knew it the moment that we met. 107 00:08:53,616 --> 00:08:55,632 It's like we'd known each other forever. 108 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:58,296 I remembered you from one of her dreams. 109 00:08:58,321 --> 00:08:59,405 Shit. 110 00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:02,265 - You have her dreams? - I had another one last night. 111 00:09:02,959 --> 00:09:04,877 I was with Elliot out in the desert somewhere. 112 00:09:04,961 --> 00:09:07,922 I'm trying to find him, see if he can tell me what the place was. 113 00:09:08,005 --> 00:09:11,259 There was some red canyon and a stone table, but... 114 00:09:11,342 --> 00:09:13,636 It's Divinity Rock, it's in Antelope Valley. 115 00:09:13,719 --> 00:09:15,930 We used to take like a million trips there. 116 00:09:16,430 --> 00:09:17,499 Smoke weed. 117 00:09:18,516 --> 00:09:19,593 Hook up. 118 00:09:21,032 --> 00:09:22,046 Hey. 119 00:09:23,062 --> 00:09:24,124 Do you know if... 120 00:09:24,539 --> 00:09:25,707 Could you tell me if... 121 00:09:27,942 --> 00:09:29,147 Did she love me? 122 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:32,343 Yeah. 123 00:09:48,462 --> 00:09:50,069 You let me win? 124 00:09:50,756 --> 00:09:52,592 Evan, with all the love in my heart, 125 00:09:52,967 --> 00:09:54,927 I would never let you win at anything. 126 00:09:55,094 --> 00:09:56,095 I know it. 127 00:09:57,263 --> 00:09:58,931 My mind's just not in it today. 128 00:10:00,558 --> 00:10:01,726 You thinking about Sasha? 129 00:10:05,999 --> 00:10:07,707 How long is she gonna be staying with you? 130 00:10:07,732 --> 00:10:08,983 I have no idea. 131 00:10:11,152 --> 00:10:12,210 Then... 132 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:16,907 I should tell you that a bed just opened up at the Annex Detox Center. 133 00:10:19,368 --> 00:10:21,329 - Don't. - She shouldn't be around Elliot. 134 00:10:22,121 --> 00:10:23,281 He's not dangerous. 135 00:10:23,306 --> 00:10:25,405 I think Becky might disagree with that. 136 00:10:27,293 --> 00:10:29,796 - I'm not sending him away again. - Look... 137 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:34,225 Ben, you took him out of rehab early... 138 00:10:34,675 --> 00:10:36,344 when Becky died, that's okay. 139 00:10:36,686 --> 00:10:38,210 Don't you want him to finish treatment? 140 00:10:38,235 --> 00:10:40,202 What if your father had given up on me? 141 00:10:40,973 --> 00:10:43,843 All the fights I got in, all the shit I was into? 142 00:10:44,518 --> 00:10:47,355 What if he'd sent me away instead of steering me onto the right path? 143 00:10:49,148 --> 00:10:50,399 Why are you resisting this? 144 00:10:51,734 --> 00:10:53,085 We're not asking you to do anything 145 00:10:53,110 --> 00:10:55,095 that isn't in Elliot's best interest. 146 00:10:55,738 --> 00:10:56,781 Or in Sasha's. 147 00:10:57,198 --> 00:10:59,033 You know how important she is to us. 148 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:10,499 Hello? 149 00:11:19,428 --> 00:11:20,850 What the fuck, Johnny? 150 00:11:22,264 --> 00:11:24,600 Your choices have consequences, Frank. 151 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:27,353 Especially the dumb ones. 152 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:32,483 That GPS stunt cost Gary a hell of a lot more than that car was worth. 153 00:11:33,150 --> 00:11:34,860 So I'm passing the savings onto you. 154 00:11:38,572 --> 00:11:40,007 I figure a fair price is... 155 00:11:42,286 --> 00:11:45,749 You ever fuck with my fish again, I'll kill you with my own two hands. 156 00:11:50,501 --> 00:11:52,086 We need to talk about Sasha. 157 00:11:52,962 --> 00:11:54,255 I don't know about that. 158 00:11:54,547 --> 00:11:55,589 We broke up. 159 00:11:55,673 --> 00:11:57,925 So now you don't care if she lives or dies? 160 00:11:59,421 --> 00:12:00,444 What happened? 161 00:12:00,469 --> 00:12:03,013 Is her heart, like, okay? 162 00:12:03,272 --> 00:12:05,891 She's not in the hospital if that's what you're asking, but... 163 00:12:06,350 --> 00:12:08,144 no, her heart is not okay. 164 00:12:09,186 --> 00:12:11,230 There's something really strange going on. 165 00:12:11,397 --> 00:12:13,023 Like, the night Becky died... 166 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:17,108 a whole bunch of women went into labor. My cousin was one of them. 167 00:12:17,611 --> 00:12:21,093 She said there's this place called the Annex Foundation... 168 00:12:21,782 --> 00:12:24,034 They, like, stepped in to help and... 169 00:12:24,118 --> 00:12:26,328 maybe they can tell us something to help Sasha too. 170 00:12:26,412 --> 00:12:28,873 Here. Those guys had a booth at the Job Fair. 171 00:12:29,665 --> 00:12:32,343 I'm telling you, these guys are a bunch of clowns. 172 00:12:34,336 --> 00:12:37,798 Any dude in a romper doesn't have any kind of answers. Trust. 173 00:12:41,802 --> 00:12:43,387 "We are limitless." 174 00:12:45,181 --> 00:12:47,016 Now, I guess I gotta freshen my resume. 175 00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:52,104 Okay, everybody smile. 176 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:53,439 One, two, three. 177 00:12:54,231 --> 00:12:55,483 Great. Okay, let's go. 178 00:13:01,739 --> 00:13:02,796 Elliot? 179 00:13:07,745 --> 00:13:09,046 You had the same dream? 180 00:13:10,999 --> 00:13:12,041 So... 181 00:13:12,082 --> 00:13:13,459 her dreams... 182 00:13:14,585 --> 00:13:15,632 her memories, like... 183 00:13:16,337 --> 00:13:18,923 you have them just because you have her heart? 184 00:13:19,006 --> 00:13:20,466 I don't know how it happens. 185 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,009 I just want it to stop. 186 00:13:25,163 --> 00:13:26,906 That's how you knew what song was playing 187 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:28,557 - the night she died, isn't it? - Yeah. 188 00:13:32,353 --> 00:13:35,189 Becky and I used to have shared dreams sometimes. 189 00:13:36,148 --> 00:13:41,028 Whenever we'd share dreams, I used to scratch the shit outta my arm. 190 00:13:42,071 --> 00:13:43,739 And Becky would grind her teeth. 191 00:13:46,408 --> 00:13:47,820 How about the dream we had? 192 00:13:47,845 --> 00:13:49,655 How do you even know what this place is? 193 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:51,593 It's a vortex of energy 194 00:13:51,618 --> 00:13:53,731 . We used to come here a bunch when we were kids. 195 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:58,045 That's all I know about it. 196 00:14:07,263 --> 00:14:09,932 You know, I don't even remember the last time I saw her. 197 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:16,585 Ben and Nancy took me to rehab the night 198 00:14:16,610 --> 00:14:18,225 I blacked out and attacked her. 199 00:14:19,066 --> 00:14:20,860 She was suffering and... 200 00:14:21,819 --> 00:14:22,820 I made it worse. 201 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:29,410 I just wish I knew why I did what I did. 202 00:14:32,329 --> 00:14:33,831 Maybe we can figure it out. 203 00:14:49,638 --> 00:14:51,015 So you're going to stab me? 204 00:14:51,390 --> 00:14:53,267 Do you want to find out how it happened or not? 205 00:14:57,147 --> 00:14:58,539 These are what she cut you with, 206 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:01,817 so I'm assuming she was cutting something over here. 207 00:15:02,234 --> 00:15:04,904 - I guess. - Is that the shirt you were wearing? 208 00:15:05,319 --> 00:15:07,114 Nancy saved it. 209 00:15:07,197 --> 00:15:09,658 A reminder of what was at stake with my sobriety. 210 00:15:09,683 --> 00:15:10,671 Where'd you come in? 211 00:15:10,729 --> 00:15:11,730 Uh... 212 00:15:13,329 --> 00:15:14,622 I mean, I was... 213 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:16,373 I was pretty screwed up, so... 214 00:15:17,374 --> 00:15:18,542 backdoor? 215 00:15:19,209 --> 00:15:20,294 So, go out there... 216 00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:23,923 do everything you can to remember that day. 217 00:15:24,798 --> 00:15:26,617 What did you eat for breakfast? 218 00:15:26,642 --> 00:15:28,085 I don't know. 219 00:15:28,135 --> 00:15:30,054 - Eggs? - What was the weather like? 220 00:15:31,096 --> 00:15:32,264 - Hot. - What was the last thing 221 00:15:32,348 --> 00:15:33,807 you did before she stabbed you? 222 00:15:34,308 --> 00:15:35,392 I don't remember. 223 00:15:36,977 --> 00:15:38,479 Come on, Elliot, think. 224 00:15:39,229 --> 00:15:40,257 Think. 225 00:15:40,564 --> 00:15:41,689 What about Becky? 226 00:15:42,024 --> 00:15:43,275 What was her mood like? 227 00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:45,736 Was she happy? 228 00:15:47,029 --> 00:15:48,133 Confused? 229 00:15:48,822 --> 00:15:49,859 Worried? 230 00:15:50,282 --> 00:15:51,450 Suspicious? 231 00:15:52,201 --> 00:15:53,219 Was she scared? 232 00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:01,543 Holy shit. 233 00:16:12,012 --> 00:16:13,013 Becky? 234 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:14,555 Is that you? 235 00:16:18,352 --> 00:16:19,561 Becky. 236 00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:23,399 I miss you so much... 237 00:16:24,066 --> 00:16:25,818 and it sucks that you're not here. 238 00:16:27,653 --> 00:16:28,654 Becky? 239 00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:37,830 Becky... 240 00:17:00,644 --> 00:17:02,855 Mom, Dad! Elliot attacked me! 241 00:17:05,816 --> 00:17:06,900 Elliot. 242 00:17:08,027 --> 00:17:09,070 Are you okay? 243 00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:12,906 Did I hurt you? 244 00:17:13,574 --> 00:17:14,575 Jesus Christ. 245 00:17:14,658 --> 00:17:15,743 I saw everything. 246 00:17:15,826 --> 00:17:17,745 She gaslit you into thinking you attacked her 247 00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:19,763 - when she was the one... - Stop it. You don't know 248 00:17:19,788 --> 00:17:23,042 what you're talking about. I don't know what I saw. 249 00:17:23,917 --> 00:17:27,629 Maybe it was... maybe it was a dream or a delusion. 250 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,467 It wasn't a delusion. 251 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:43,395 Jesus Christ. 252 00:17:52,821 --> 00:17:54,198 Locks from the outside. 253 00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:56,336 Well... 254 00:17:56,909 --> 00:18:00,245 We know what this is, but... 255 00:18:01,121 --> 00:18:02,998 do you know what this is? 256 00:18:05,834 --> 00:18:06,852 No. 257 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,505 I know where she got it from. 258 00:18:11,381 --> 00:18:12,591 Coach Jones... 259 00:18:13,175 --> 00:18:17,679 Are you in a habit of giving jewelry to underage female students? 260 00:18:18,722 --> 00:18:19,723 Whoa. 261 00:18:20,224 --> 00:18:21,683 I don't give out jewelry, 262 00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:23,102 I give out worry beads. 263 00:18:23,185 --> 00:18:26,021 Well, from where I sit, that's a difference without a distinction. 264 00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:29,942 I understand how someone could come to that conclusion. 265 00:18:30,734 --> 00:18:32,111 But, look. 266 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:35,572 It's a trick of the trade... 267 00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:37,477 okay? 268 00:18:37,533 --> 00:18:40,244 Kids come in here stressed out about being kids, 269 00:18:40,327 --> 00:18:42,329 I give them something they can hold onto. 270 00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:43,602 Well... 271 00:18:43,831 --> 00:18:46,166 It doesn't seem Becky was able to hold on to them. 272 00:18:52,756 --> 00:18:55,509 She was going through a rough time, she needed someone to talk to. 273 00:18:55,592 --> 00:18:57,010 She never said anything to me. 274 00:18:57,094 --> 00:18:59,638 Sometimes it's easier for a kid to talk to me 275 00:18:59,721 --> 00:19:01,140 than it is to talk to a parent. 276 00:19:05,018 --> 00:19:06,895 Tell me about this rough time. 277 00:19:09,231 --> 00:19:11,516 She was having trouble sleeping at night, 278 00:19:11,541 --> 00:19:13,477 getting angry at the people in her life. 279 00:19:14,027 --> 00:19:15,863 Feeling like nobody understood her. 280 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:20,659 She had a bad case of being 17 years old. 281 00:19:22,744 --> 00:19:25,282 That could be signs of a specific trauma. 282 00:19:25,689 --> 00:19:28,516 I'd like to see the notes on your sessions. 283 00:19:28,792 --> 00:19:30,524 Absolutely, yeah. 284 00:19:31,336 --> 00:19:32,453 Let's see. 285 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,859 Hopefully you can decipher my handwriting. 286 00:19:46,518 --> 00:19:47,563 Thank you. 287 00:19:56,028 --> 00:19:57,501 What? He might not hear us. 288 00:19:57,526 --> 00:19:59,376 Sam hears everything. 289 00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:04,828 Tell that to my parents. They say I only hear what I want to. 290 00:20:05,245 --> 00:20:06,246 Sam. 291 00:20:08,764 --> 00:20:09,848 So... 292 00:20:09,917 --> 00:20:11,321 We're doing the usual or you want 293 00:20:11,346 --> 00:20:13,453 to think ahead for once and buy in bulk? 294 00:20:17,925 --> 00:20:18,926 Elliot. 295 00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:23,430 I don't want any drugs. 296 00:20:24,556 --> 00:20:27,476 I mean, I want them, I'm just not going to buy any. 297 00:20:27,559 --> 00:20:29,875 So you just missed me? Is that it? 298 00:20:30,098 --> 00:20:31,172 No. 299 00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:34,483 I want to know what this is. 300 00:20:35,442 --> 00:20:36,944 I don't know shit about shit. 301 00:20:37,027 --> 00:20:38,987 I found it in Becky's stuff. 302 00:20:39,529 --> 00:20:41,573 I just want to know what happened to my sister. 303 00:20:46,453 --> 00:20:48,330 She made me promise not to tell you 304 00:20:48,413 --> 00:20:51,041 but I guess that oath expired when she did. 305 00:20:51,116 --> 00:20:53,360 She came to me looking for ayahuasca, 306 00:20:53,385 --> 00:20:54,560 but I told her to look somewhere else 307 00:20:54,628 --> 00:20:56,016 because I don't sell that "Burning Man, 308 00:20:56,041 --> 00:20:57,655 do it once every ten years" crap. 309 00:20:57,714 --> 00:20:59,680 So when you didn't have what she was looking for, 310 00:20:59,705 --> 00:21:01,033 you just sold her crack? 311 00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:04,513 It's not crack, it's DMT. It's fucking amazing. 312 00:21:05,097 --> 00:21:07,307 She said that she was trying to remember something, 313 00:21:07,391 --> 00:21:09,309 and I told her this would help shake it loose. 314 00:21:09,810 --> 00:21:12,145 - Could it make her violent? - Violent? No. 315 00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:14,731 With this drug you're lucky if you can even talk. 316 00:21:15,065 --> 00:21:17,859 It mimics the chemical your body makes when you die. 317 00:21:18,193 --> 00:21:21,280 Opens up your mind, taps into hidden parts of your brain. 318 00:21:21,655 --> 00:21:25,409 Your soul will reveal its deepest truth, et cetera, et cetera. 319 00:21:27,619 --> 00:21:30,372 - So you didn't sell her anything else? - Nothing. 320 00:21:30,580 --> 00:21:32,207 And that baggie you've got is still full, 321 00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,459 so she didn't even do the one I cashed her out on. 322 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,352 If I take this, it will show me the truth. 323 00:21:39,377 --> 00:21:40,740 Show me why she did it. 324 00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:43,477 Your mother was an addict, 325 00:21:43,502 --> 00:21:45,870 you recently just had a heart transplant. 326 00:21:46,138 --> 00:21:48,015 When Becky tried to do the same thing... 327 00:21:48,098 --> 00:21:50,058 Sasha, you could die. 328 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:52,539 Sasha. 329 00:21:58,817 --> 00:22:00,944 My teeth have never been ground down before. 330 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,905 What are you talking about? 331 00:22:04,698 --> 00:22:07,242 When we trigger those memories, like back at your house, 332 00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:09,536 I think it lets a piece of her through. 333 00:22:11,538 --> 00:22:14,367 - How is that even possible? - I don't know, but it's happening. 334 00:22:15,667 --> 00:22:18,253 Fuck, Sasha. You want to trigger another one with DMT? 335 00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,922 - What the hell is wrong with you? - She's what's wrong with me. 336 00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:23,592 I want her gone before I hurt someone I love, too. 337 00:22:27,913 --> 00:22:28,914 Ayahuasca... 338 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,516 is a natural drug, right? 339 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:34,352 Okay. 340 00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:37,314 When we were trying to trip on... 341 00:22:37,856 --> 00:22:40,150 shrooms, salvia, that kind of stuff... 342 00:22:41,026 --> 00:22:42,402 Marnie would get it for us. 343 00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:44,488 Isn't she like super straight-edge? 344 00:22:44,905 --> 00:22:47,240 Not when it comes to that "of the earth" shit. 345 00:22:47,324 --> 00:22:50,035 I mean, she would party harder than the rest of us. 346 00:22:51,703 --> 00:22:54,790 Look, before you do something stupid, just talk to her, okay? 347 00:22:55,832 --> 00:22:57,125 Maybe she knows something. 348 00:22:58,293 --> 00:22:59,836 Maybe you can get her to open up. 349 00:23:00,837 --> 00:23:01,880 How? 350 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:05,759 ♪ Beautiful boys and beautiful girls ♪ 351 00:23:05,842 --> 00:23:09,262 ♪ Get in the car And let's see the world ♪ 352 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:12,933 Okay, ladies. Back in 20. 353 00:23:13,016 --> 00:23:14,476 Thank you, Alaska. 354 00:23:26,363 --> 00:23:27,399 Cheers. 355 00:23:35,455 --> 00:23:37,332 - So, I was... - Nope. 356 00:23:37,727 --> 00:23:39,601 - I was just going to... - Play detective with me 357 00:23:39,626 --> 00:23:42,602 the same way you've been doing with everyone at Crystal Valley. 358 00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:44,506 I know you don't like me. 359 00:23:44,589 --> 00:23:46,883 The only reason I accepted this invitation is because 360 00:23:46,908 --> 00:23:48,534 I have questions for you. 361 00:23:48,844 --> 00:23:51,304 So, whatever it is you think I have to tell you, 362 00:23:51,388 --> 00:23:53,348 I'm not saying another word until you tell me 363 00:23:53,432 --> 00:23:56,309 what happened between Elliot and Ravi in that trailer. 364 00:24:00,939 --> 00:24:02,441 Fine. Don't tell me. 365 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:04,401 I'll just enjoy my free blowout. 366 00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:09,072 Elliot found out that Ravi and Becky were hooking up. 367 00:24:13,118 --> 00:24:14,411 Do you not believe me? 368 00:24:14,494 --> 00:24:15,634 No, I do. 369 00:24:17,255 --> 00:24:19,471 Forgive me for not bursting 370 00:24:19,496 --> 00:24:21,283 into tears and slashing his tires. 371 00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:22,353 I... 372 00:24:22,461 --> 00:24:25,088 I'm not an idiot, Sash. I saw what was happening between them. 373 00:24:25,672 --> 00:24:26,767 Do you not care? 374 00:24:26,792 --> 00:24:28,806 Of course I cared. It killed me, but... 375 00:24:29,718 --> 00:24:32,345 That's in the past and so is Becky. 376 00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:33,847 And he is still with me. 377 00:24:39,936 --> 00:24:41,438 This is a waste of time. 378 00:24:45,433 --> 00:24:47,627 Alaska, I'm ready to be beautiful. 379 00:24:49,035 --> 00:24:52,189 And see what you can do with my friend here, too. 380 00:25:28,818 --> 00:25:32,155 This looks like standard teenage girl stuff. 381 00:25:32,781 --> 00:25:33,915 Really? 382 00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:36,454 Even this part? 383 00:25:38,578 --> 00:25:40,997 "Becky feels that her sessions with Aunt Ruth 384 00:25:41,081 --> 00:25:43,416 at the Annex Foundation have been helpful." 385 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,072 What kind of sessions were you doing 386 00:25:45,097 --> 00:25:46,994 with my daughter without telling me? 387 00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:51,758 Compulsion reduction. 388 00:25:51,841 --> 00:25:53,260 What compulsion? 389 00:25:53,843 --> 00:25:56,680 For some it's smoking, bulimia, 390 00:25:57,097 --> 00:25:58,390 biting their nails. 391 00:25:58,932 --> 00:26:01,351 We make it a point not to ask. 392 00:26:01,434 --> 00:26:04,197 Do you make it a point not to tell the parents either? 393 00:26:04,588 --> 00:26:08,009 She asked me to keep it between us. 394 00:26:10,443 --> 00:26:13,822 The idea that your daughter could go through something 395 00:26:13,905 --> 00:26:16,408 and not talk to you about it is hurtful. 396 00:26:18,159 --> 00:26:23,206 But that's the nature of every mother-teenage daughter relationship. 397 00:26:23,832 --> 00:26:25,697 It's not easy finding out 398 00:26:25,722 --> 00:26:28,152 that you weren't as close as you thought you were. 399 00:26:28,211 --> 00:26:31,631 She was in her own little world those last few months. 400 00:26:34,009 --> 00:26:35,468 She was pulling away from me 401 00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:37,887 just like I pulled away from my mother at her age. 402 00:26:39,723 --> 00:26:43,685 This hunt for blame, for some hidden trauma. 403 00:26:44,644 --> 00:26:47,564 Maybe what you're looking for is 404 00:26:47,647 --> 00:26:50,275 for something to explain that distance away. 405 00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:07,439 I'm glad you called. 406 00:27:07,464 --> 00:27:09,853 That friend of yours sounds like she's in a lot of trouble. 407 00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:14,924 I thought I could chop some wood and then maybe hear what you think. 408 00:27:15,425 --> 00:27:16,540 That's hers. 409 00:27:20,492 --> 00:27:21,579 Hmm. 410 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,291 You remember where I keep the ax? 411 00:27:27,316 --> 00:27:28,384 Yeah. 412 00:27:33,526 --> 00:27:35,528 That's a lot going on with your friend Sasha. 413 00:27:36,237 --> 00:27:37,405 It's complicated. 414 00:27:37,530 --> 00:27:39,541 I didn't want to be all Indian and run right 415 00:27:39,566 --> 00:27:41,141 to the medicine man, but... 416 00:27:41,743 --> 00:27:43,370 I didn't know where else to go. 417 00:27:47,999 --> 00:27:50,085 Do we go to the hogan now? 418 00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:55,590 Remember when your parents split up, and you moved in with your mom? 419 00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:58,301 You came to me and asked if I had some kind of medicine 420 00:27:58,385 --> 00:27:59,386 that'd make things better 421 00:27:59,469 --> 00:28:01,304 - with you and your dad? - Yeah, I remember. 422 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:03,556 I cleaned the barn, I washed your truck. 423 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:06,184 And you gave me a stupid Star Wars DVD. 424 00:28:06,267 --> 00:28:07,560 I gave you Empire. 425 00:28:07,936 --> 00:28:10,105 It's about a boy and his dad trying to stop fighting. 426 00:28:10,605 --> 00:28:13,942 - And they did. - Not 'til the movie with the Ewoks. 427 00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:15,944 Your dad was still okay with your choice, right? 428 00:28:17,946 --> 00:28:18,994 Yeah. 429 00:28:19,322 --> 00:28:20,337 You know... 430 00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:23,827 Not everything gets fixed with a ceremonial in the hogan, Shiye'. 431 00:28:24,994 --> 00:28:26,040 Your friend... 432 00:28:26,329 --> 00:28:27,414 I prayed about her. 433 00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:29,416 Somethin' bad there. 434 00:28:30,333 --> 00:28:32,669 Really out of balance, but... 435 00:28:33,628 --> 00:28:34,754 It's not from here. 436 00:28:34,838 --> 00:28:37,257 I don't think our medicine can take care of all of it. 437 00:28:39,634 --> 00:28:41,720 She needs to be around the people that love her. 438 00:28:43,513 --> 00:28:46,391 After a heavy rain, you walk outside to see a little boy 439 00:28:46,641 --> 00:28:49,185 stomping on all the worms that have come up to drink the water. 440 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:52,439 He seems to be taking pleasure in crushing them to death. 441 00:28:53,648 --> 00:28:55,024 What do you say to the little boy? 442 00:28:56,317 --> 00:28:57,329 Uh... 443 00:28:57,986 --> 00:28:59,070 I tell him to stop? 444 00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:02,298 Are you stating that because you think that's what I want to hear, 445 00:29:02,323 --> 00:29:05,452 or because you truly believe in the sanctity of all life? 446 00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:07,244 Both? 447 00:29:07,537 --> 00:29:09,414 I mean, both. 448 00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:13,134 I like you. 449 00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:15,003 Oh, I like me too. 450 00:29:16,212 --> 00:29:19,758 So are we gonna talk about the qualifications, or nah? 451 00:29:19,783 --> 00:29:20,813 Nah. 452 00:29:20,838 --> 00:29:22,158 I know everything I need to know about you 453 00:29:22,183 --> 00:29:23,740 from our brief conversation. 454 00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:26,765 And we'd love to offer you a position in our greeting crew. 455 00:29:26,848 --> 00:29:29,726 Greeting people would be a total waste of my skills. 456 00:29:29,809 --> 00:29:32,228 I mean, did you check out that resume? The awards section? 457 00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:34,647 I have citations on citations on citations 458 00:29:34,731 --> 00:29:37,901 for my coding and all-around technological know-how. 459 00:29:39,944 --> 00:29:41,988 Come on, I'm here for an IT job. 460 00:29:42,822 --> 00:29:44,657 Or internship or whatever. 461 00:29:44,741 --> 00:29:46,951 Something that can work around my school schedule, but... 462 00:29:47,035 --> 00:29:49,037 IT, not greeting. 463 00:29:49,829 --> 00:29:51,581 I'll have to run this by my supervisor. 464 00:29:51,664 --> 00:29:53,208 Everyone's got a boss, so. 465 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:54,697 I can wait. 466 00:29:57,045 --> 00:29:58,181 Marnie. 467 00:29:59,839 --> 00:30:00,994 Marnie, wait! 468 00:30:01,883 --> 00:30:03,423 Hey! Marnie. 469 00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:05,970 - Oh, God. - Marnie, stop! 470 00:30:06,054 --> 00:30:08,640 - Just go home, Sasha. - Just listen to me! 471 00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:11,351 I'm trying to tell you something. Just two seconds. 472 00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:13,561 - God. - Marnie, just... 473 00:30:13,645 --> 00:30:15,021 Becky killed herself. 474 00:30:16,384 --> 00:30:17,402 What? 475 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:18,942 That's why Elliot was yelling. 476 00:30:19,025 --> 00:30:22,278 Because Ravi was there when it happened and he left her. 477 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,573 Becky took ayahuasca that night 478 00:30:25,949 --> 00:30:28,284 because there was something she was trying to remember. 479 00:30:31,538 --> 00:30:33,706 She killed herself on ayahuasca? 480 00:30:39,712 --> 00:30:40,759 I... 481 00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:44,025 - I'm the one who... - I know. 482 00:30:48,638 --> 00:30:50,723 There was some other drug that she wanted to take. 483 00:30:50,807 --> 00:30:53,601 That she said she was worried that it would be too intense. 484 00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:56,590 She said if there was any other way to find out that she would have... 485 00:30:56,615 --> 00:30:57,752 Find out about what? 486 00:30:57,981 --> 00:30:59,566 I asked, but she wouldn't tell me. 487 00:30:59,858 --> 00:31:02,527 - She wasn't making any sense. - What else did she say? 488 00:31:21,838 --> 00:31:22,861 Well? 489 00:31:23,339 --> 00:31:25,675 She doesn't know anything about the repressed memory. 490 00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:27,719 Shit. 491 00:31:27,802 --> 00:31:30,540 But there is something else you might want to hear, though. 492 00:31:32,140 --> 00:31:34,392 Becky told your parents to put you in rehab. 493 00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:37,061 - Why would I want to hear that? - Because... 494 00:31:37,478 --> 00:31:38,980 she wasn't trying to hurt you. 495 00:31:39,063 --> 00:31:40,982 She was actually trying to protect you. 496 00:31:41,431 --> 00:31:42,470 From her. 497 00:31:42,817 --> 00:31:45,236 I mean, your sister might have been messed up inside, 498 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:46,863 but she still loved you. 499 00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:49,324 Becky didn't want to be bad. 500 00:31:52,327 --> 00:31:54,408 What if that's why she killed herself? 501 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:57,707 Because she couldn't stop hurting the people she loved? 502 00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,709 I don't want to be like that. 503 00:32:34,827 --> 00:32:36,037 I'm sorry... 504 00:32:39,123 --> 00:32:40,833 I made it bad. 505 00:32:50,718 --> 00:32:52,251 What are you doing in here? 506 00:32:59,227 --> 00:33:02,480 Is it okay that I still hate the smell of her perfume? 507 00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:03,837 Yeah. 508 00:33:04,941 --> 00:33:06,017 It's okay. 509 00:33:14,909 --> 00:33:16,869 I can't imagine how rough this has been on you. 510 00:33:19,789 --> 00:33:20,908 Yeah. 511 00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:27,619 You know... 512 00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:32,218 What happened with you and Becky was awful... 513 00:33:34,053 --> 00:33:36,556 but you took responsibility for your actions. 514 00:33:37,932 --> 00:33:39,225 Got clean... 515 00:33:39,767 --> 00:33:40,893 stayed clean. 516 00:33:42,103 --> 00:33:43,173 I'm proud of you. 517 00:33:51,112 --> 00:33:52,113 Thanks, Dad. 518 00:33:54,115 --> 00:33:55,658 If you ever wanna talk about her... 519 00:33:57,118 --> 00:33:58,158 or anything... 520 00:33:59,162 --> 00:34:00,197 I'm here. 521 00:34:02,331 --> 00:34:03,415 Always. 522 00:34:05,626 --> 00:34:07,712 I'm fine. 523 00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:14,689 Okay. 524 00:34:17,447 --> 00:34:18,462 Sasha. 525 00:34:19,015 --> 00:34:20,345 What are you doing here? 526 00:34:20,933 --> 00:34:24,062 - Research. What are you doing here? - Got some research of my own. 527 00:34:24,353 --> 00:34:26,230 Look, I'm sorry about what happened last night. 528 00:34:26,314 --> 00:34:28,066 But it doesn't mean I can't help you. 529 00:34:28,149 --> 00:34:30,985 I think something weird happened the night you had your transplant. 530 00:34:31,486 --> 00:34:32,737 What are you wearing? 531 00:34:33,613 --> 00:34:35,611 What the hell did you do to your hair? 532 00:34:39,494 --> 00:34:42,908 No, no, no! 533 00:34:43,831 --> 00:34:45,124 Yvonne, I'm sorry. 534 00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:46,292 No, no! 535 00:34:46,375 --> 00:34:48,377 - Are you okay? I'm sorry... - Just go! 536 00:34:48,461 --> 00:34:49,921 Who are you? 537 00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:55,176 Becky is bad. I'm seeing things. The heart. 538 00:34:55,259 --> 00:34:58,805 She took over my body. I can feel her emotions. 539 00:34:58,888 --> 00:35:00,306 The pain, it was suffocating. 540 00:35:00,389 --> 00:35:02,266 It's making me do things. I just want it to stop. 541 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,519 What if something happened to her that's making her stay? 542 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:05,812 Her ghost is sticking around. 543 00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:07,962 I want her gone before I hurt someone I love, too. 544 00:35:08,321 --> 00:35:11,493 I'm not letting Becky ruin my life anymore. 545 00:35:11,830 --> 00:35:20,064 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.MY-SUBS.com -