1 00:00:08,473 --> 00:00:10,933 {\an8}I'm officially tapping out today. 2 00:00:11,033 --> 00:00:14,973 {\an8}My body's unable to function efficiently and safely. 3 00:00:15,073 --> 00:00:17,533 {\an8}Tapping out is the only sensible option. 4 00:00:17,633 --> 00:00:19,653 {\an8}I want to celebrate what I did 5 00:00:19,753 --> 00:00:22,173 {\an8}and the new chapter of this journey. 6 00:00:22,273 --> 00:00:26,573 {\an8}Moose head almighty! 7 00:00:26,673 --> 00:00:31,293 {\an8}Give me the strength to continue this journey. 8 00:00:31,393 --> 00:00:35,693 {\an8}I can give you hare. 9 00:00:37,393 --> 00:00:38,413 {\an8}Ugh. 10 00:00:38,513 --> 00:00:41,133 {\an8}Our body is breaking down. 11 00:00:41,233 --> 00:00:42,973 {\an8}That's me pushing out as hard as I can. 12 00:00:43,073 --> 00:00:44,693 {\an8}Ugh! 13 00:00:44,793 --> 00:00:47,333 {\an8}Seven-bunny day. Ha ha! 14 00:00:47,433 --> 00:00:49,173 {\an8}We're back in this fight, baby. 15 00:00:49,273 --> 00:00:50,733 {\an8}Yeesh. 16 00:00:50,833 --> 00:00:53,173 {\an8}We just had a bear raid that's pulled fish heads 17 00:00:53,273 --> 00:00:55,173 {\an8}and the remains of stuff out of the weir. 18 00:00:55,273 --> 00:00:58,533 {\an8}There's a genuine weariness and fatigue 19 00:00:58,633 --> 00:01:01,333 {\an8}that is slowly, slowly coming over me. 20 00:01:01,433 --> 00:01:03,853 {\an8}Humans were meant to be with other humans. 21 00:01:03,953 --> 00:01:06,133 {\an8}The longingness for loved ones, 22 00:01:06,233 --> 00:01:09,533 {\an8}for affection, that's increasing. 23 00:01:50,513 --> 00:01:52,513 Need batteries, man. 24 00:01:58,793 --> 00:02:01,613 {\an8}I feel like they've gotten even worse. 25 00:02:01,713 --> 00:02:03,493 {\an8}It's just... 26 00:02:03,593 --> 00:02:05,533 {\an8}the temps have gotten colder. 27 00:02:07,673 --> 00:02:10,733 {\an8}But, yeah, it seems like they're even more-- 28 00:02:10,833 --> 00:02:13,773 {\an8}more fussy now. 29 00:02:15,193 --> 00:02:17,093 I don't think there's any other cables. 30 00:02:26,913 --> 00:02:29,253 The camera and battery maintenance 31 00:02:29,353 --> 00:02:31,853 is just relentless. 32 00:02:31,953 --> 00:02:34,693 It's all the stuff you don't know about. 33 00:02:34,793 --> 00:02:38,493 It never makes the show, but-- 34 00:02:44,873 --> 00:02:47,093 You think you know... 35 00:02:47,193 --> 00:02:48,893 but you don't. 36 00:02:48,993 --> 00:02:51,653 That's why you have to do it yourself. 37 00:02:54,393 --> 00:02:56,893 All right, go down and check on trap line. 38 00:02:56,993 --> 00:02:58,933 Check the snares. Check for sign. 39 00:03:02,033 --> 00:03:06,693 To be honest, there's a fear around this cold snap. 40 00:03:08,233 --> 00:03:10,573 {\an8}The fear is that, eventually, 41 00:03:10,673 --> 00:03:12,293 {\an8}it's not gonna cycle anymore. 42 00:03:12,393 --> 00:03:13,853 It's just gonna be cold, 43 00:03:13,953 --> 00:03:17,733 and it's gonna be very, very challenging. 44 00:03:17,833 --> 00:03:20,333 Just keep moving, keep warm. 45 00:03:20,433 --> 00:03:22,493 And I'm worried 46 00:03:22,593 --> 00:03:25,333 about the potential hardship ahead. 47 00:03:25,433 --> 00:03:27,813 Nothing happened on those ones. 48 00:03:27,913 --> 00:03:30,973 I have this fear that that potential hardship 49 00:03:31,073 --> 00:03:35,253 might overshadow the amazing and beautiful journey 50 00:03:35,353 --> 00:03:37,693 that I've been on out here. 51 00:03:37,793 --> 00:03:39,093 Keep moving. 52 00:03:39,193 --> 00:03:40,733 Keep the hands warm. 53 00:03:40,833 --> 00:03:45,533 And that's really hard to face. 54 00:03:45,633 --> 00:03:48,853 Nothing through those ones. 55 00:03:48,953 --> 00:03:51,773 Oh, my gosh. 56 00:03:51,873 --> 00:03:54,433 I got another snowshoe hare. 57 00:03:56,673 --> 00:03:59,253 Oh! Yes! 58 00:04:01,473 --> 00:04:03,933 Oh, it's wrapped right around. 59 00:04:07,353 --> 00:04:09,253 Yes! 60 00:04:11,193 --> 00:04:12,893 Another... 61 00:04:12,993 --> 00:04:15,973 another awesome snowshoe hare. 62 00:04:16,073 --> 00:04:18,133 {\an8}Whew! Hands are cold, though. 63 00:04:22,153 --> 00:04:25,093 {\an8}Let me just check that other snare while I'm here. 64 00:04:25,193 --> 00:04:27,973 The reality is that I'm choosing to be out here. 65 00:04:28,073 --> 00:04:31,093 I'm choosing to be uncomfortable, 66 00:04:31,193 --> 00:04:34,493 and I'm choosing to face hardship, 67 00:04:34,593 --> 00:04:39,293 and it's not an easy choice to continue to make. 68 00:04:39,393 --> 00:04:41,933 Oh, no way! 69 00:04:42,033 --> 00:04:44,933 No way! 70 00:04:45,033 --> 00:04:46,693 I got a second one! 71 00:04:48,113 --> 00:04:51,133 Oh, that is unreal. 72 00:04:54,433 --> 00:04:57,533 Oh! 73 00:04:57,633 --> 00:05:00,053 Ha! 74 00:05:00,153 --> 00:05:02,933 I know what I'm gonna be doing for the rest of the day. 75 00:05:03,033 --> 00:05:06,653 Outdoor fire, drying out the sleeping bag, 76 00:05:06,753 --> 00:05:09,893 processing snowshoe hare. 77 00:05:09,993 --> 00:05:12,993 Yes! 78 00:05:15,273 --> 00:05:18,053 Let's go! 79 00:05:18,153 --> 00:05:19,573 Yes. 80 00:05:20,873 --> 00:05:23,293 It's challenging to choose hardship 81 00:05:23,393 --> 00:05:26,253 and to choose to step outside your comfort zone 82 00:05:26,353 --> 00:05:29,333 and continue to keep doing it. 83 00:05:29,433 --> 00:05:31,333 I'll have a little bit of a look at the gillnet 84 00:05:31,433 --> 00:05:32,853 as I walk past. 85 00:05:37,993 --> 00:05:39,813 Oh. 86 00:05:39,913 --> 00:05:41,693 Oh! 87 00:05:41,793 --> 00:05:43,573 Yes! 88 00:05:43,673 --> 00:05:45,053 Yes! 89 00:05:45,153 --> 00:05:46,453 Yes! 90 00:05:46,553 --> 00:05:48,933 I can see inconnu down there! 91 00:05:49,033 --> 00:05:52,013 {\an8}The gillnet's back, baby! 92 00:05:52,113 --> 00:05:54,693 {\an8}The gillnet's back. 93 00:05:54,793 --> 00:05:56,253 {\an8}Let's get it out. 94 00:05:57,833 --> 00:06:00,373 Not every day is gonna be an amazing day. 95 00:06:00,473 --> 00:06:03,133 Not every day is gonna make the highlight reel. 96 00:06:03,233 --> 00:06:05,773 But every day is worthwhile. 97 00:06:08,393 --> 00:06:09,693 Oh. 98 00:06:11,473 --> 00:06:13,693 All right. Chill, dude. Chill. 99 00:06:15,793 --> 00:06:19,493 That is a good size. I really want to bring that in. 100 00:06:19,593 --> 00:06:23,133 I think about the value of just showing up each day 101 00:06:23,233 --> 00:06:26,093 and just trying and just putting in the work. 102 00:06:27,393 --> 00:06:30,733 Come on, chill. Chill, inconnu. Chill. 103 00:06:30,833 --> 00:06:32,253 Almost there. We're almost there. 104 00:06:32,353 --> 00:06:34,293 {\an8}Come on. 105 00:06:34,393 --> 00:06:37,093 {\an8}Every day is important, and every day is all you have. 106 00:06:37,193 --> 00:06:39,293 And you might not have all the answers... 107 00:06:44,193 --> 00:06:46,333 You might not know exactly what you need to do 108 00:06:46,433 --> 00:06:48,653 to reach those goals, but just take that step, 109 00:06:48,753 --> 00:06:50,813 and you'll get there. 110 00:06:50,913 --> 00:06:52,913 Ugh! 111 00:06:53,993 --> 00:06:57,453 Yes! 112 00:06:57,553 --> 00:06:59,733 {\an8}Look at it! 113 00:06:59,833 --> 00:07:02,693 {\an8}Wow! 114 00:07:02,793 --> 00:07:05,493 {\an8}What a day of abundance. 115 00:07:05,593 --> 00:07:07,133 Whoo-hoo! 116 00:07:28,113 --> 00:07:31,573 Okay, now let's see how bad it is. 117 00:07:34,153 --> 00:07:36,353 {\an8}What do you say? 118 00:07:39,393 --> 00:07:42,433 Oh, shoot, yeah, you're too skinny, that's for sure. 119 00:07:48,753 --> 00:07:50,333 I mean... 120 00:07:50,433 --> 00:07:52,893 the question is... 121 00:07:52,993 --> 00:07:55,393 should I start eating like crazy? 122 00:07:58,393 --> 00:08:00,993 I mean, the point is, I feel good, but... 123 00:08:04,913 --> 00:08:08,353 I guess that this is too skinny. 124 00:08:11,793 --> 00:08:14,153 I'm not sure about my weight. 125 00:08:20,913 --> 00:08:22,493 I-- 126 00:08:22,593 --> 00:08:26,453 just to be on the safe side, I'll start eating more fat. 127 00:08:29,753 --> 00:08:32,173 I'm a bit concerned they might pull me out 128 00:08:32,273 --> 00:08:34,053 because I'm too skinny. 129 00:08:40,153 --> 00:08:42,933 If I would be here... 130 00:08:43,033 --> 00:08:45,693 without medical checks... 131 00:08:47,153 --> 00:08:49,213 I wouldn't be concerned. 132 00:08:51,873 --> 00:08:54,093 But they have the final decision. 133 00:08:54,193 --> 00:08:57,733 If they say, Ziga, no, then it's over. 134 00:08:59,753 --> 00:09:01,293 I need more fats, 135 00:09:01,393 --> 00:09:05,493 so I'm going to do some fishing. 136 00:09:05,593 --> 00:09:09,093 Before the ice, I had, like, wonderful fishing days. 137 00:09:09,193 --> 00:09:12,253 In three days, I caught six fish. 138 00:09:12,353 --> 00:09:15,493 It really sustained me for a long time. 139 00:09:15,593 --> 00:09:17,533 But zero success 140 00:09:17,633 --> 00:09:20,653 since the ice has covered lake and river. 141 00:09:23,953 --> 00:09:26,093 {\an8}Okay. 142 00:09:27,833 --> 00:09:29,693 {\an8}Time to get gillnet out. 143 00:09:31,513 --> 00:09:33,993 {\an8}I hope I finally catch something. 144 00:09:46,393 --> 00:09:49,333 To be honest, I find it slightly hopeless. 145 00:09:49,433 --> 00:09:52,533 But you know what? Let's give it at least a try. 146 00:09:54,593 --> 00:09:57,853 There's a bit of frustration, because I'm seeing sun 147 00:09:57,953 --> 00:10:00,373 very, very low on the horizon. 148 00:10:00,473 --> 00:10:04,653 And I know that, soon enough, 149 00:10:04,753 --> 00:10:06,853 sun won't rise anymore, 150 00:10:06,953 --> 00:10:09,893 {\an8}so I'm very close to the polar night. 151 00:10:09,993 --> 00:10:11,293 {\an8}Gosh. 152 00:10:11,393 --> 00:10:14,293 {\an8}Like I didn't put any insulation. 153 00:10:14,393 --> 00:10:15,693 {\an8}So thick. 154 00:10:17,353 --> 00:10:20,293 {\an8}And then it will get so much harder. 155 00:10:20,393 --> 00:10:24,813 {\an8}And if you don't have food, people start to tap out. 156 00:10:26,833 --> 00:10:28,173 {\an8}Finally. 157 00:10:28,273 --> 00:10:32,013 {\an8}And I just want to set myself up for success 158 00:10:32,113 --> 00:10:33,813 as much as I can. 159 00:10:33,913 --> 00:10:35,533 Holy moly. 160 00:10:48,073 --> 00:10:49,493 Damn it. Ugh. 161 00:10:49,593 --> 00:10:52,093 This got even frozen. 162 00:10:55,113 --> 00:10:57,013 [bleep]. 163 00:11:10,153 --> 00:11:11,853 Now I broke it. 164 00:11:14,233 --> 00:11:16,933 The pole. [bleep]. 165 00:11:19,513 --> 00:11:21,813 [bleep] damn it. 166 00:11:23,833 --> 00:11:27,293 So I have a pole on which is attached the gillnet, 167 00:11:27,393 --> 00:11:30,013 and it goes this direction, 168 00:11:30,113 --> 00:11:32,253 and it got broken somewhere in between, 169 00:11:32,353 --> 00:11:34,533 meaning that I have to cut a new hole 170 00:11:34,633 --> 00:11:36,773 and get it out somehow. 171 00:11:36,873 --> 00:11:40,853 I hope I don't have to cut everything four meters long. 172 00:11:40,953 --> 00:11:42,953 Like, come on, seriously, guys? 173 00:11:45,713 --> 00:11:47,653 Oh, [bleep] damn it. 174 00:11:47,753 --> 00:11:50,013 Well... 175 00:11:50,113 --> 00:11:51,413 Have to do it. 176 00:11:55,593 --> 00:11:57,453 Come on! 177 00:12:03,673 --> 00:12:06,133 Oh. [bleep] my life. 178 00:12:14,193 --> 00:12:16,093 Guys, this chopping gets really exhausting. 179 00:12:17,753 --> 00:12:20,573 Okay, one meter would be here. 180 00:12:27,633 --> 00:12:30,213 {\an8}Wow, that's more than 20 centimeters. 181 00:12:30,313 --> 00:12:33,173 {\an8}I'm not down yet. Crazy. 182 00:12:33,273 --> 00:12:35,773 {\an8}I never thought this would happen so quick. 183 00:12:46,353 --> 00:12:49,333 {\an8}Well, now you are movable, for sure. 184 00:12:54,113 --> 00:12:55,693 Not totally. 185 00:13:05,033 --> 00:13:08,733 Okay, guys, so now let's see if I have a... 186 00:13:08,833 --> 00:13:12,293 single fish or not. 187 00:13:12,393 --> 00:13:14,733 So much effort... 188 00:13:14,833 --> 00:13:17,773 so much time. 189 00:13:17,873 --> 00:13:19,533 I know. 190 00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:23,753 You can probably estimate, also, the calorie intake. 191 00:13:26,993 --> 00:13:29,693 {\an8}Nothing. 192 00:13:29,793 --> 00:13:32,693 Nothing at all. 193 00:13:32,793 --> 00:13:35,253 Okay, I think that's the end 194 00:13:35,353 --> 00:13:37,793 of gillnet fishing, for sure. 195 00:13:42,313 --> 00:13:45,513 I'm thinking to try active fishing. 196 00:13:48,193 --> 00:13:50,133 So I guess that's it. 197 00:14:10,913 --> 00:14:12,173 {\an8}What's up, guys? 198 00:14:12,273 --> 00:14:13,653 {\an8}Got a fire going. 199 00:14:13,753 --> 00:14:15,773 {\an8}It's windier than hell out there, but I got no choice. 200 00:14:15,873 --> 00:14:17,373 {\an8}It's too cold outside. 201 00:14:19,633 --> 00:14:22,253 {\an8}Smoke's billowing in, but, luckily, I got a crack 202 00:14:22,353 --> 00:14:24,333 {\an8}where I cut my ridge pole. 203 00:14:27,113 --> 00:14:30,893 {\an8}It clears out pretty quick in here, which is nice, but... 204 00:14:30,993 --> 00:14:33,853 {\an8}That's nice, but in the same sense, that's why I get cold. 205 00:14:33,953 --> 00:14:36,133 {\an8}So... 206 00:14:36,233 --> 00:14:38,133 {\an8}my feet have literally been freezing 207 00:14:38,233 --> 00:14:40,893 {\an8}for the last, like, month. 208 00:14:40,993 --> 00:14:43,453 {\an8}I heat up my rocks. I put 'em in my sleeping bags. 209 00:14:43,553 --> 00:14:46,773 {\an8}But I wake up to freezing cold. 210 00:14:46,873 --> 00:14:49,213 {\an8}Didn't do much sleeping, I don't think. 211 00:14:49,313 --> 00:14:52,013 {\an8}And then I'm so skinny right now. 212 00:14:52,113 --> 00:14:54,693 {\an8}I'm doing some crazy yoga in that sleeping bag, 213 00:14:54,793 --> 00:14:58,813 {\an8}trying to get my feet up to my damn chest to warm them. 214 00:14:58,913 --> 00:15:01,973 {\an8}It's weird, though, because it's not, like, a-- 215 00:15:02,073 --> 00:15:03,253 {\an8}a deep cold. 216 00:15:03,353 --> 00:15:05,493 {\an8}It's like, my feet are still getting the circulation. 217 00:15:05,593 --> 00:15:07,173 Like, I'm not worried about frostbite. 218 00:15:07,273 --> 00:15:08,933 I have all the feeling. 219 00:15:09,033 --> 00:15:09,973 But it's just, like, 220 00:15:10,073 --> 00:15:12,933 the outside of them are freezing. 221 00:15:18,873 --> 00:15:21,053 Message received. 222 00:15:21,153 --> 00:15:23,693 {\an8}Med check day today. 223 00:15:23,793 --> 00:15:27,853 {\an8}We'll get this warmed up, wait for our check-in. 224 00:15:27,953 --> 00:15:31,333 {\an8}Just keep feeding fuel to the bad boy. 225 00:15:36,633 --> 00:15:40,013 {\an8}They might be coming already. 226 00:15:40,113 --> 00:15:43,253 {\an8}Let's quickly eat at least a bit. 227 00:15:50,393 --> 00:15:52,453 {\an8}Okay, that's it. 228 00:16:00,153 --> 00:16:01,893 Can you tell me how you're doing, how you're feeling? 229 00:16:01,993 --> 00:16:03,133 I am really good. 230 00:16:03,233 --> 00:16:04,693 Are you getting good sleep at nighttime? 231 00:16:04,793 --> 00:16:06,773 Oh, yeah, I sleep a lot. 232 00:16:06,873 --> 00:16:08,613 Yeah, got it. Thank you. 233 00:16:08,713 --> 00:16:09,773 Okay. 234 00:16:09,873 --> 00:16:11,333 And what are you eating these days? 235 00:16:11,433 --> 00:16:12,533 Since I shot the moose, 236 00:16:12,633 --> 00:16:14,493 I'm cooking pretty much three times a day. 237 00:16:14,593 --> 00:16:16,453 Any kind of dizziness? Not at all. 238 00:16:16,553 --> 00:16:18,253 Good. Okay, got it. 239 00:16:20,073 --> 00:16:22,173 One confident step forward, please. 240 00:16:24,953 --> 00:16:28,093 Okay, thank you. You may go back inside, sir. 241 00:16:38,673 --> 00:16:39,893 How are you doing? 242 00:16:39,993 --> 00:16:42,333 Overall, actually, pretty good. 243 00:16:42,433 --> 00:16:44,413 {\an8}Like, I've eaten really, really well out here. 244 00:16:44,513 --> 00:16:46,453 {\an8}I'm eating three meals a day. 245 00:16:46,553 --> 00:16:49,293 And, also, I've still got beaver fat left, 246 00:16:49,393 --> 00:16:50,733 so I'm putting that in 247 00:16:50,833 --> 00:16:53,093 with the snowshoe hare, 'cause it's quite lean. 248 00:16:59,273 --> 00:17:00,493 Good. 249 00:17:00,593 --> 00:17:01,493 Whew. 250 00:17:02,753 --> 00:17:04,893 That's chilly. 251 00:17:04,993 --> 00:17:06,253 Okay, I'm good. 252 00:17:06,353 --> 00:17:07,773 All right. 253 00:17:08,993 --> 00:17:10,293 Last one. Great. 254 00:17:10,393 --> 00:17:11,293 Whew. 255 00:17:22,713 --> 00:17:24,453 Take a nice big deep breath for me. 256 00:17:26,553 --> 00:17:27,693 Any shortness of breath? 257 00:17:27,793 --> 00:17:29,533 No, but, like, I'll be walking out. 258 00:17:29,633 --> 00:17:31,493 It's just-- I know it's from the smoke. 259 00:17:31,593 --> 00:17:32,813 Okay. 260 00:17:32,913 --> 00:17:34,293 Any fever, chills, sweats? Anything like that? 261 00:17:34,393 --> 00:17:36,373 Chills. Definitely some chills. 262 00:17:36,473 --> 00:17:38,893 Fever, chills, sweats-- - No. Yeah, not sickness. 263 00:17:38,993 --> 00:17:40,533 No, just cold. Oh, okay. 264 00:17:40,633 --> 00:17:42,533 It's my body don't got the fat, 265 00:17:42,633 --> 00:17:44,933 {\an8}so it's, like, not insulated. Okay. 266 00:17:45,033 --> 00:17:46,773 {\an8}Good. When was the last one? 267 00:17:46,873 --> 00:17:48,493 Two days ago, because I've been eating 268 00:17:48,593 --> 00:17:49,733 all those rabbits. Okay. 269 00:17:49,833 --> 00:17:52,133 Any weird swelling coming up around the body? 270 00:17:52,233 --> 00:17:53,933 {\an8}Nothing. 271 00:17:54,033 --> 00:17:55,133 {\an8}100%. 272 00:18:00,753 --> 00:18:01,813 {\an8}Yep. 273 00:18:07,433 --> 00:18:09,373 Thank you, Aaron. Yeah. Okay, cool. 274 00:18:11,193 --> 00:18:13,673 Thank God. 275 00:18:17,033 --> 00:18:19,333 {\an8}Another one and done. 276 00:18:24,073 --> 00:18:27,093 Let's go and check bunny snares. 277 00:18:28,833 --> 00:18:30,733 Hopefully get three to four bunnies, 278 00:18:30,833 --> 00:18:33,213 but we've taken a lot of bunnies out of here, 279 00:18:33,313 --> 00:18:35,653 so I don't know how many are left. 280 00:18:35,753 --> 00:18:37,813 After the med check, I'm happy. 281 00:18:37,913 --> 00:18:39,333 We're still in the fight, 282 00:18:39,433 --> 00:18:43,053 and now I've got to keep working, keep pushing forward. 283 00:18:44,473 --> 00:18:46,773 One snare, zero. 284 00:18:46,873 --> 00:18:48,373 I need to stay in this. 285 00:18:48,473 --> 00:18:50,893 I feel like we're so close to the end. 286 00:18:50,993 --> 00:18:54,133 There's probably three or four people left. 287 00:18:54,233 --> 00:18:56,253 I guarantee you somebody's getting on fish. 288 00:18:56,353 --> 00:18:58,933 Somebody's probably got a big game animal down, 289 00:18:59,033 --> 00:19:02,893 and I'm just over here living off pure rabbits. 290 00:19:02,993 --> 00:19:04,453 Nothing. 291 00:19:04,553 --> 00:19:06,213 I'm starting to get worried. 292 00:19:06,313 --> 00:19:10,413 I feel that the medics are looking at my food intake, 293 00:19:10,513 --> 00:19:12,773 and I'll get pulled in a med check or two 294 00:19:12,873 --> 00:19:15,893 if I don't catch any fish or get fat. 295 00:19:15,993 --> 00:19:18,093 Where the [bleep] are all the bunnies at? 296 00:19:18,193 --> 00:19:21,533 {\an8}But it's like, I haven't caught a fish since, like, day seven? 297 00:19:21,633 --> 00:19:23,893 {\an8}And, like, the wasted energy and calories 298 00:19:23,993 --> 00:19:27,653 {\an8}I've done trying to fish is insane. 299 00:19:27,753 --> 00:19:29,333 {\an8}Got one. 300 00:19:29,433 --> 00:19:32,653 {\an8}And I know there's such thing as rabbit starvation, 301 00:19:32,753 --> 00:19:35,093 {\an8}but it's either that, or I don't eat. 302 00:19:36,273 --> 00:19:38,413 {\an8}Caught a bunny. That's good. 303 00:19:40,033 --> 00:19:41,933 {\an8}And hopefully I can eat the rabbits 304 00:19:42,033 --> 00:19:44,013 {\an8}long enough to win. 305 00:19:44,113 --> 00:19:45,773 It's the game in survival, man. 306 00:19:45,873 --> 00:19:47,733 You find a system that's somewhat working, 307 00:19:47,833 --> 00:19:49,813 and you stick to it. 308 00:19:56,673 --> 00:19:59,133 {\an8}Got the fire ripping. 309 00:19:59,233 --> 00:20:02,173 {\an8}Got a bunny in the oven, cooking up. 310 00:20:02,273 --> 00:20:04,013 Day 74 is a wrap. 311 00:20:04,113 --> 00:20:05,973 That's insane. 312 00:20:06,073 --> 00:20:07,933 I have a new sense of, like, 313 00:20:08,033 --> 00:20:11,133 okay, we're-- we're in this [bleep] now. 314 00:20:11,233 --> 00:20:15,693 This is--you know, we got a week to two weeks left. 315 00:20:15,793 --> 00:20:20,053 Like, I'm so close to winning this thing, 316 00:20:20,153 --> 00:20:22,093 I can taste it. 317 00:20:22,193 --> 00:20:26,893 But seen maybe a couple things I shouldn't have. 318 00:20:26,993 --> 00:20:28,733 I think I seen how much I weigh. 319 00:20:32,313 --> 00:20:34,893 {\an8}And... 320 00:20:34,993 --> 00:20:37,293 {\an8}and my blood pressure. 321 00:20:38,953 --> 00:20:41,013 Hopefully they don't come back for [bleep] two weeks. 322 00:20:41,113 --> 00:20:43,693 But they're gonna come back in a week, guaranteed, 323 00:20:43,793 --> 00:20:45,613 because my condition is obviously 324 00:20:45,713 --> 00:20:47,853 not getting any better. 325 00:20:47,953 --> 00:20:50,013 {\an8}I've lost a lot of weight. 326 00:20:50,113 --> 00:20:52,213 {\an8}So, if I'm not done this in a week, 327 00:20:52,313 --> 00:20:55,413 {\an8}then I got to try to convince the doc 328 00:20:55,513 --> 00:20:58,693 to not pull me and give me one more week. 329 00:20:58,793 --> 00:21:02,533 {\an8}This is all speculation and... 330 00:21:02,633 --> 00:21:06,093 {\an8}me probably thinking way too deep into it, 331 00:21:06,193 --> 00:21:10,933 {\an8}but this is how my brain works when I'm competing. 332 00:21:11,033 --> 00:21:14,393 {\an8}The mind is a crazy thing when you want something bad enough. 333 00:21:16,193 --> 00:21:18,433 {\an8}You got a lot of time to think out here, clearly, huh? 334 00:21:36,873 --> 00:21:41,333 {\an8}Man, had a truly epic sleep. 335 00:21:41,433 --> 00:21:42,893 {\an8}It's good to pass the medical 336 00:21:42,993 --> 00:21:44,813 {\an8}and not have any sort of, like, weight warning 337 00:21:44,913 --> 00:21:46,533 {\an8}or any worries in regards to that. 338 00:21:46,633 --> 00:21:47,893 {\an8}So that was good. 339 00:21:47,993 --> 00:21:50,253 And... 340 00:21:50,353 --> 00:21:51,853 I'm still here. 341 00:21:54,913 --> 00:21:56,573 I was really hopeful. 342 00:21:56,673 --> 00:21:58,673 I'd been... 343 00:22:00,153 --> 00:22:03,333 Sort of imagining and hoping that... 344 00:22:03,433 --> 00:22:06,133 my wife would be here for... 345 00:22:06,233 --> 00:22:08,733 the next med check... 346 00:22:08,833 --> 00:22:11,193 and she obviously isn't. 347 00:22:15,033 --> 00:22:18,173 But, yeah, it takes a bit to sort of... 348 00:22:18,273 --> 00:22:21,373 to think about and to digest... 349 00:22:21,473 --> 00:22:23,473 definitely. 350 00:22:28,513 --> 00:22:29,813 Okay. 351 00:22:29,913 --> 00:22:34,173 Goals--get up and sort out the spruce boughs 352 00:22:34,273 --> 00:22:35,973 at the top of the shelter 353 00:22:36,073 --> 00:22:40,053 to help hopefully improve... 354 00:22:40,153 --> 00:22:42,573 the ventilation up there. 355 00:22:45,113 --> 00:22:47,413 Smoke seems to be building up a bit, 356 00:22:47,513 --> 00:22:50,133 so I'm gonna try and change the boughs out. 357 00:22:52,473 --> 00:22:54,453 I know we're starting to get closer and closer 358 00:22:54,553 --> 00:22:56,293 towards the end of this experience. 359 00:22:56,393 --> 00:22:58,093 I want to finish strong, but, also, 360 00:22:58,193 --> 00:23:00,453 I want to finish positively as well. 361 00:23:00,553 --> 00:23:02,533 I don't know whether the finish line for me 362 00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:04,173 is winning or not, 363 00:23:04,273 --> 00:23:07,813 but however my experience is gonna finish out here, 364 00:23:07,913 --> 00:23:10,553 I don't want to stumble or fall short. 365 00:23:20,953 --> 00:23:25,493 I want to finish right, but it's hard, man. 366 00:23:25,593 --> 00:23:29,893 It's really hard to continue to choose the difficult path. 367 00:23:29,993 --> 00:23:31,173 You can kind of see 368 00:23:31,273 --> 00:23:34,373 {\an8}that you got all of this creosote stuff here 369 00:23:34,473 --> 00:23:37,973 {\an8}that just builds up and gets really thick-- 370 00:23:38,073 --> 00:23:40,733 {\an8}flammable as well. 371 00:23:40,833 --> 00:23:43,693 {\an8}I love my home, but, also, it's no longer a sanctuary, 372 00:23:43,793 --> 00:23:45,733 {\an8}in the sense that you're spending 373 00:23:45,833 --> 00:23:47,053 so long in the sleeping bag. 374 00:23:47,153 --> 00:23:49,053 And, particularly, with the smoke as well, 375 00:23:49,153 --> 00:23:52,013 it's hard to hang out around the fire, and... 376 00:23:52,113 --> 00:23:54,453 yeah, it's becoming less enjoyable. 377 00:23:55,713 --> 00:23:57,713 {\an8}All right. 378 00:24:05,313 --> 00:24:07,253 So fingers crossed that's gonna result in me 379 00:24:07,353 --> 00:24:09,133 being able to hang out a bit more 380 00:24:09,233 --> 00:24:11,493 and not get smashed by the smoke. 381 00:24:13,313 --> 00:24:15,333 So when you're laying, like, in the sleeping bag 382 00:24:15,433 --> 00:24:18,973 for, like, 16 hours-- and it's dark for 16 hours-- 383 00:24:19,073 --> 00:24:20,773 the doubts can start to kind of creep in. 384 00:24:20,873 --> 00:24:22,333 You know, you start to miss home more. 385 00:24:22,433 --> 00:24:24,133 You start to miss the comforts, 386 00:24:24,233 --> 00:24:26,853 and you start to, you know, wonder about how long 387 00:24:26,953 --> 00:24:28,373 the competition's gonna be 388 00:24:28,473 --> 00:24:30,573 and how long you're gonna be out here for as well. 389 00:24:30,673 --> 00:24:33,373 So it's difficult. It's really difficult. 390 00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:38,053 And when it gets really cold, yeah, it hits you hard-- 391 00:24:38,153 --> 00:24:41,053 both physically and mentally. 392 00:24:41,153 --> 00:24:43,253 It really... 393 00:24:43,353 --> 00:24:45,213 it really gets to you, 394 00:24:45,313 --> 00:24:48,173 especially, yeah, in the dark by yourself. 395 00:24:48,273 --> 00:24:51,813 All right, let's get this fire... 396 00:24:51,913 --> 00:24:54,133 back up and toasty. 397 00:24:57,953 --> 00:25:00,933 The possibility of winning would be very special. 398 00:25:01,033 --> 00:25:03,293 {\an8}A nice fire going right now. 399 00:25:03,393 --> 00:25:05,213 {\an8}Interested to see how the smoke goes. 400 00:25:05,313 --> 00:25:07,453 Oh, we'll see. 401 00:25:07,553 --> 00:25:09,973 But when I really think about it now, 402 00:25:10,073 --> 00:25:12,813 it's being here in the hopes that I give my wife 403 00:25:12,913 --> 00:25:15,173 the opportunity to be able to come out here, 404 00:25:15,273 --> 00:25:16,773 to go on an adventure, 405 00:25:16,873 --> 00:25:18,773 to travel to the other side of the world, 406 00:25:18,873 --> 00:25:21,493 to come to the Arctic and see this beautiful place 407 00:25:21,593 --> 00:25:23,333 and have that experience. 408 00:25:23,433 --> 00:25:24,573 She deserves it. 409 00:25:24,673 --> 00:25:26,413 Ventilation on top. 410 00:25:26,513 --> 00:25:28,133 Burning lovely. 411 00:25:28,233 --> 00:25:31,893 And so I continue on. 412 00:25:31,993 --> 00:25:34,813 Amazing journey. 413 00:25:34,913 --> 00:25:37,733 Love to everyone... 414 00:25:37,833 --> 00:25:40,193 especially my wife and son. 415 00:25:55,593 --> 00:25:59,653 {\an8}Guys, now it's time to get fish... 416 00:25:59,753 --> 00:26:01,973 {\an8}fishy fish. 417 00:26:02,073 --> 00:26:04,413 {\an8}Although I still have moose-- 418 00:26:04,513 --> 00:26:06,813 {\an8}and I calculated I eat, 419 00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:09,693 {\an8}like, two to three kilos of moose per day-- 420 00:26:09,793 --> 00:26:12,373 {\an8}I'm still losing weight. 421 00:26:12,473 --> 00:26:13,693 {\an8}Okay. 422 00:26:15,273 --> 00:26:18,973 {\an8}So I think I should keep on fishing 423 00:26:19,073 --> 00:26:22,533 because I need some supplement of more fatty meat, 424 00:26:22,633 --> 00:26:24,493 which comes with fish. 425 00:26:25,993 --> 00:26:27,493 Whoo-hoo. 426 00:26:39,473 --> 00:26:42,853 The bait are going off these hooks. 427 00:26:42,953 --> 00:26:46,133 I should replace it with the other one. 428 00:26:46,233 --> 00:26:49,053 But, first, do some active fishing. 429 00:26:50,393 --> 00:26:53,133 I really think I have enough food 430 00:26:53,233 --> 00:26:55,253 for a bit more than a month, 431 00:26:55,353 --> 00:26:58,413 but just recently I started to think more about, 432 00:26:58,513 --> 00:27:01,013 what if somebody else caught something big? 433 00:27:01,113 --> 00:27:03,093 Okay. 434 00:27:03,193 --> 00:27:05,293 I mean, if this happened, 435 00:27:05,393 --> 00:27:08,393 that's gonna be definitely the longest competition ever. 436 00:27:10,793 --> 00:27:13,373 So far, I'm quite proud of myself, 437 00:27:13,473 --> 00:27:17,453 but I hope I can still last long enough to win. 438 00:27:17,553 --> 00:27:21,093 And I hope to share this with my younger brother, 439 00:27:21,193 --> 00:27:23,533 because since the beginning, we were, just, you know, 440 00:27:23,633 --> 00:27:27,533 very young guys trying new stuff in the forest. 441 00:27:27,633 --> 00:27:29,813 For example, we had different signs 442 00:27:29,913 --> 00:27:32,053 to know where is somebody. 443 00:27:32,153 --> 00:27:33,733 I mean, it was really simple. 444 00:27:33,833 --> 00:27:37,133 Like, you know, one whistle was, basically, where are you? 445 00:27:37,233 --> 00:27:39,093 And then another guy respond with one whistle-- 446 00:27:39,193 --> 00:27:40,413 oh, I'm here. 447 00:27:42,153 --> 00:27:43,853 Come on, fishy. 448 00:27:43,953 --> 00:27:47,653 We realized it's much less disturbing for wildlife 449 00:27:47,753 --> 00:27:51,293 if you are whistling than if you're shouting. 450 00:27:51,393 --> 00:27:54,133 We combined skills and learned from each other 451 00:27:54,233 --> 00:27:56,053 over all these years, 452 00:27:56,153 --> 00:27:59,093 so winning would be 453 00:27:59,193 --> 00:28:01,213 a victory also for my brother. 454 00:28:08,073 --> 00:28:10,573 Come on, man. 455 00:28:10,673 --> 00:28:13,613 I spent so much time on ice fishing, 456 00:28:13,713 --> 00:28:16,733 and, somehow, I can't get a fish. 457 00:28:18,913 --> 00:28:21,493 Maybe somebody found a really sweet spot 458 00:28:21,593 --> 00:28:24,213 and is catching a lot of fish from one area, 459 00:28:24,313 --> 00:28:27,533 but I'm not catching anything. 460 00:28:27,633 --> 00:28:29,533 I don't know. 461 00:28:29,633 --> 00:28:31,973 Nothing. 462 00:28:32,073 --> 00:28:34,453 I'm mentally prepared for 100 days, 463 00:28:34,553 --> 00:28:37,293 but I need to be food-wise as well. 464 00:28:37,393 --> 00:28:42,053 It's gonna be dark soon, so I am to go back. 465 00:28:42,153 --> 00:28:44,853 Luckily, I remember that I have still 466 00:28:44,953 --> 00:28:48,573 a lot of bones that have quite some fat in them. 467 00:28:48,673 --> 00:28:50,573 This can actually really help me 468 00:28:50,673 --> 00:28:52,813 in lasting longer here. 469 00:28:55,673 --> 00:29:00,373 {\an8}Okay, I have big backbone here in the shelter, 470 00:29:00,473 --> 00:29:03,133 so I'll cut a few pieces and put it in a pot. 471 00:29:04,833 --> 00:29:08,293 It's still a bit frozen, so... 472 00:29:08,393 --> 00:29:10,573 it doesn't go that smoothly. 473 00:29:17,033 --> 00:29:20,253 Nice to cut it in half. 474 00:29:20,353 --> 00:29:21,893 It's gonna be easier. 475 00:29:23,673 --> 00:29:25,133 Okay. 476 00:29:25,233 --> 00:29:26,933 I'm actually already looking forward 477 00:29:27,033 --> 00:29:30,373 to eating parts that people usually throw away... 478 00:29:30,473 --> 00:29:33,413 'cause, yes, on ribs and backbone, 479 00:29:33,513 --> 00:29:36,973 there is not much meat, but it's quite a lot of fat. 480 00:29:37,073 --> 00:29:40,733 There are going to be very, very nice and fatty soups. 481 00:29:42,593 --> 00:29:44,213 I know that some people find it 482 00:29:44,313 --> 00:29:46,253 a bit disgusting or whatever, 483 00:29:46,353 --> 00:29:48,773 but when you're out here, you understand 484 00:29:48,873 --> 00:29:52,333 why this is important, and you will embrace it. 485 00:29:52,433 --> 00:29:56,853 How to not be picky on food and how to figure out 486 00:29:56,953 --> 00:30:00,053 which parts of animals are valuable-- 487 00:30:00,153 --> 00:30:02,293 it's very important for survival. 488 00:30:02,393 --> 00:30:04,933 So this part of backbone 489 00:30:05,033 --> 00:30:07,413 is entirely processed. 490 00:30:07,513 --> 00:30:09,373 And look at this. 491 00:30:09,473 --> 00:30:14,173 {\an8}This is just from the interior of backbone. 492 00:30:14,273 --> 00:30:16,413 {\an8}I could sometimes just pull them out. 493 00:30:16,513 --> 00:30:18,173 {\an8}Sometimes I use a knife or a stick 494 00:30:18,273 --> 00:30:21,133 {\an8}and can imagine this is emptied. 495 00:30:21,233 --> 00:30:23,933 Gosh, I think I can really eat an entire moose. 496 00:30:24,033 --> 00:30:26,773 Like, really, entire, from bone marrow 497 00:30:26,873 --> 00:30:30,253 to, basically, every single piece of meat and organ. 498 00:30:30,353 --> 00:30:33,293 That's my main strategy now. 499 00:30:33,393 --> 00:30:35,973 I think that's much better strategy 500 00:30:36,073 --> 00:30:40,093 than breaking ice like crazy trying to catch this fish. 501 00:30:41,753 --> 00:30:45,213 Okay, now I think it's time to put this outside. 502 00:30:49,513 --> 00:30:52,813 And then let's eat some fat. 503 00:30:54,073 --> 00:30:56,073 Very, very nice. 504 00:31:08,433 --> 00:31:10,433 {\an8}I am getting skinny. 505 00:31:17,273 --> 00:31:19,273 {\an8}Doesn't look too bad. 506 00:31:26,273 --> 00:31:28,273 She is what she is, isn't it? 507 00:31:30,593 --> 00:31:33,213 I think by now you know how bad I want to win. 508 00:31:33,313 --> 00:31:38,053 Like, when I get depressed or I want to quit, 509 00:31:38,153 --> 00:31:41,813 I just tell myself five things I want if I win this. 510 00:31:43,353 --> 00:31:46,773 Dump trailer with a Bobcat, 511 00:31:46,873 --> 00:31:49,413 start a business with my best friend, Todd, 512 00:31:49,513 --> 00:31:51,293 buying and renovating houses 513 00:31:51,393 --> 00:31:54,333 and selling them or renting them. 514 00:31:54,433 --> 00:31:57,413 Then there's a house I want to buy. 515 00:31:57,513 --> 00:31:59,933 A couple acres-- put a garden, 516 00:32:00,033 --> 00:32:01,773 raise some bunnies. 517 00:32:04,433 --> 00:32:06,773 So who knows? 518 00:32:06,873 --> 00:32:08,893 Mama didn't raise no quitter. 519 00:32:10,793 --> 00:32:13,333 Ugh. 520 00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:14,893 Back to business. 521 00:32:16,833 --> 00:32:18,533 Stick to the routine, Aaron. 522 00:32:18,633 --> 00:32:21,533 Stick to the routine. 523 00:32:23,433 --> 00:32:26,733 {\an8}I hope we get some big bunny numbers today. 524 00:32:26,833 --> 00:32:28,933 {\an8}Canada will provide. 525 00:32:33,073 --> 00:32:35,533 {\an8}I'm telling you-- this isn't a little jaunt 526 00:32:35,633 --> 00:32:37,493 {\an8}to do my little trap line, 527 00:32:37,593 --> 00:32:41,813 {\an8}but if you ain't working, eating-- 528 00:32:41,913 --> 00:32:43,053 {\an8}wasn't eating-- 529 00:32:43,153 --> 00:32:45,293 it was working... 530 00:32:45,393 --> 00:32:49,533 Hunting, trapping, or fishing, you're slowly quitting. 531 00:32:49,633 --> 00:32:51,673 Eating-- that's all I can think about. 532 00:33:05,193 --> 00:33:06,493 Sound effects help. 533 00:33:09,913 --> 00:33:12,173 I know people are gonna judge me by, like, 534 00:33:12,273 --> 00:33:13,573 ah, yeah, he's working too hard. 535 00:33:13,673 --> 00:33:15,373 He's working all his calories away. 536 00:33:15,473 --> 00:33:19,253 That's why he's so skinny, and he might get pulled. 537 00:33:19,353 --> 00:33:21,573 Nothing there. 538 00:33:21,673 --> 00:33:23,533 But that won't bother me. 539 00:33:23,633 --> 00:33:25,813 It's who I am. It's how I operate. 540 00:33:27,513 --> 00:33:29,973 We had one right there. Yeah, nothing. 541 00:33:31,913 --> 00:33:33,653 I've set goals for myself in life. 542 00:33:33,753 --> 00:33:35,613 Like, me and Melissa wanted a house. 543 00:33:35,713 --> 00:33:38,733 So I worked out of town, I worked weekends, 544 00:33:38,833 --> 00:33:40,173 I worked long hours, 545 00:33:40,273 --> 00:33:42,693 and I knew I would get it 546 00:33:42,793 --> 00:33:44,773 because of how hard I was working, 547 00:33:44,873 --> 00:33:48,453 how hard Melissa was working, and what we were sacrificing. 548 00:33:48,553 --> 00:33:50,653 And that's how I feel about this. 549 00:33:50,753 --> 00:33:52,613 You do the work, you get rewarded. 550 00:33:52,713 --> 00:33:54,853 That's just the way it is. 551 00:33:56,433 --> 00:33:59,573 There's not a [bleep] lick of sign in here. 552 00:34:03,073 --> 00:34:06,173 I think we're wasting our time, guys. 553 00:34:06,273 --> 00:34:09,333 I'm definitely slowing down in my walking. 554 00:34:09,433 --> 00:34:11,733 My stride's a little shorter. 555 00:34:15,593 --> 00:34:17,573 Take a breather. 556 00:34:17,673 --> 00:34:22,133 But it is any day now that somebody can win. 557 00:34:22,233 --> 00:34:25,733 Just got to suffer, suffer hard now. 558 00:34:33,473 --> 00:34:36,133 [bleep], yeah. We got a bunny. 559 00:34:38,073 --> 00:34:39,693 Oh, yes. 560 00:34:43,153 --> 00:34:45,133 Oh, that's awesome. 561 00:34:46,793 --> 00:34:50,853 Not expecting this today, but... 562 00:34:50,953 --> 00:34:53,653 ♪ Got ourselves a bunny 563 00:34:55,153 --> 00:34:57,053 Greatly appreciated. 564 00:34:58,393 --> 00:35:01,933 I filled my glove with snow. 565 00:35:06,433 --> 00:35:08,593 Now my hands are numb. 566 00:35:13,073 --> 00:35:15,613 [bleep]. 567 00:35:15,713 --> 00:35:17,773 Ouch. 568 00:35:17,873 --> 00:35:21,133 Okay. 569 00:35:21,233 --> 00:35:24,133 I say we head back to camp. 570 00:35:24,233 --> 00:35:25,733 I need to go... 571 00:35:25,833 --> 00:35:27,293 Sit down. 572 00:35:44,753 --> 00:35:46,253 I'm getting weak, guys. 573 00:35:46,353 --> 00:35:48,653 Getting weak. 574 00:35:48,753 --> 00:35:50,693 But we're pushing. 575 00:35:50,793 --> 00:35:54,853 I said I would, and I'm gonna. 576 00:35:54,953 --> 00:35:56,653 But it's getting hard. 577 00:35:57,833 --> 00:36:00,173 I, uh--I definitely got two weeks in me, 578 00:36:00,273 --> 00:36:02,933 though, till 90. 579 00:36:03,033 --> 00:36:07,413 But it's just-- if 90 is gonna be enough, 580 00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:11,893 my body's not gonna push me past that--I know it. 581 00:36:11,993 --> 00:36:15,133 I'm too skinny. I'm too weak. 582 00:36:15,233 --> 00:36:17,533 So... 583 00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:20,773 unfortunately, 90 will be the end. 584 00:36:22,513 --> 00:36:24,093 Just give me the damn win here. 585 00:36:40,993 --> 00:36:42,333 {\an8}Okay. 586 00:36:42,433 --> 00:36:46,373 {\an8}For cooking, I will use more strange stuff. 587 00:36:46,473 --> 00:36:47,973 {\an8}I mean, already now in the morning, 588 00:36:48,073 --> 00:36:52,253 {\an8}I ate kidneys, which have a bit of piss taste. 589 00:36:52,353 --> 00:36:55,533 So I will continue today in this way. 590 00:36:55,633 --> 00:36:58,053 Okay, let's have a close look 591 00:36:58,153 --> 00:37:00,853 of what I'm cooking today. 592 00:37:00,953 --> 00:37:03,733 Okay, so these two 593 00:37:03,833 --> 00:37:07,533 are two pieces of moose [bleep]. 594 00:37:09,913 --> 00:37:12,733 {\an8}And this is more inner part. 595 00:37:12,833 --> 00:37:16,933 {\an8}And here is still some hair that I want to remove... 596 00:37:17,033 --> 00:37:19,973 and cut into smaller pieces so it will fit. 597 00:37:21,313 --> 00:37:24,133 This is a testicle of moose. 598 00:37:25,553 --> 00:37:27,133 So let's cook it. 599 00:37:33,073 --> 00:37:35,293 And this part with hair... 600 00:37:35,393 --> 00:37:36,973 can go away. 601 00:37:44,033 --> 00:37:46,093 I hope... 602 00:37:46,193 --> 00:37:48,253 it tastes good. 603 00:37:53,473 --> 00:37:57,373 Okay, today's special-- moose [bleep]. 604 00:37:58,753 --> 00:38:02,973 Okay, I know that half of world's population 605 00:38:03,073 --> 00:38:07,733 prefer it hard, but I hope it's soft enough. 606 00:38:09,353 --> 00:38:10,813 Let's see. 607 00:38:28,273 --> 00:38:30,173 {\an8}It's pretty much a tendon. 608 00:38:32,793 --> 00:38:35,973 {\an8}Well, taste--nothing special. 609 00:38:36,073 --> 00:38:38,453 Like normal tendon, really. 610 00:38:38,553 --> 00:38:42,213 In this wilderness, I'm most proud of the respect 611 00:38:42,313 --> 00:38:44,773 for each animal that I catch. 612 00:38:44,873 --> 00:38:47,093 Not throwing any piece of meat away 613 00:38:47,193 --> 00:38:48,813 or part of the body. 614 00:38:50,353 --> 00:38:53,173 Okay. And now testicles. 615 00:38:53,273 --> 00:38:56,093 {\an8}I hope they taste better than kidneys. 616 00:38:56,193 --> 00:38:58,413 {\an8}I really started, you know, eating 617 00:38:58,513 --> 00:39:01,093 {\an8}all parts of tiny squirrels, 618 00:39:01,193 --> 00:39:04,493 {\an8}and then I just apply this also to huge moose. 619 00:39:13,233 --> 00:39:16,133 Not especially good but totally fine. 620 00:39:20,193 --> 00:39:22,133 Also, still a bit chewy... 621 00:39:23,673 --> 00:39:26,193 But much better than the [bleep]. 622 00:39:43,793 --> 00:39:45,293 {\an8}Bam, bam! 623 00:39:45,393 --> 00:39:49,973 {\an8}We're back for another episode of "Eat Yo' Bunny". 624 00:39:57,993 --> 00:39:59,533 It's so good. 625 00:40:01,553 --> 00:40:05,373 I think I found a new delicacy. 626 00:40:05,473 --> 00:40:07,373 Rip off the ribs and eat the spine 627 00:40:07,473 --> 00:40:10,533 with the marrow in it-- ho-ly. 628 00:40:10,633 --> 00:40:11,933 It's good. 629 00:40:12,033 --> 00:40:14,233 It has, like, the same texture as, like, a chip, too. 630 00:40:20,273 --> 00:40:22,893 Ah, it's perfect temperature. 631 00:40:22,993 --> 00:40:25,933 From day one, I figured if I can make it to day 90, 632 00:40:26,033 --> 00:40:27,133 I'd win. 633 00:40:29,113 --> 00:40:34,013 But, unfortunately, my lack of shooting skills 634 00:40:34,113 --> 00:40:38,933 have made this a long, drawn-out fight 635 00:40:39,033 --> 00:40:42,053 instead of a relaxing, comforting 636 00:40:42,153 --> 00:40:45,093 fat-nutrient stay. 637 00:40:46,433 --> 00:40:47,693 That's what it is. 638 00:40:47,793 --> 00:40:50,093 It's my own fault. It's my own shortcomings. 639 00:40:54,353 --> 00:40:56,253 We just need to keep going, though. 640 00:40:59,593 --> 00:41:01,493 {\an8}Don't feel like doing too much today, 641 00:41:01,593 --> 00:41:03,173 {\an8}to tell you the honest truth. 642 00:41:03,273 --> 00:41:06,373 {\an8}But we need firewood. 643 00:41:23,153 --> 00:41:27,173 Such an easy task is becoming hard. 644 00:41:30,113 --> 00:41:31,733 Come on, weakling. 645 00:41:45,233 --> 00:41:47,233 Ay, yi, yi. 646 00:41:49,153 --> 00:41:51,613 Just drains me. 647 00:41:53,273 --> 00:41:55,273 Hiya! 648 00:42:03,033 --> 00:42:04,973 I've caught over 90 bunnies. 649 00:42:05,073 --> 00:42:06,973 And although they're delicious and good, 650 00:42:07,073 --> 00:42:09,133 they're not giving me the nutrients I need 651 00:42:09,233 --> 00:42:12,773 to run my trap line, to do my firewood. 652 00:42:15,633 --> 00:42:17,973 And the thing is, is, like, I can't work less, 653 00:42:18,073 --> 00:42:19,693 or I won't have nothing to eat. 654 00:42:23,033 --> 00:42:25,533 I'm slowly dying out here, essentially. 655 00:42:25,633 --> 00:42:27,693 My body's wasting away. 656 00:42:30,033 --> 00:42:33,893 On top of that, the lack of fats 657 00:42:33,993 --> 00:42:36,933 {\an8}don't insulate me for sleeping, 658 00:42:37,033 --> 00:42:40,253 {\an8}so my mental stability 659 00:42:40,353 --> 00:42:42,053 {\an8}has been going up and down. 660 00:42:42,153 --> 00:42:44,813 {\an8}I'm having more frequently bad days. 661 00:42:46,313 --> 00:42:49,353 {\an8}And it feels like I'm cracking. 662 00:42:53,553 --> 00:42:56,373 Everything is such a task. 663 00:43:20,233 --> 00:43:22,693 [bleep]. Let's do it. 664 00:43:24,033 --> 00:43:25,893 {\an8}About ready to shoot this [bleep]. 665 00:43:28,913 --> 00:43:30,933 {\an8}I'll get you, you [bleep]. 666 00:43:34,873 --> 00:43:37,393 [bleep]. 667 00:43:46,193 --> 00:43:47,613 Yes. 668 00:44:06,313 --> 00:44:07,733 {\an8}Yes. 669 00:44:12,153 --> 00:44:14,973 [bleep]. 670 00:44:15,073 --> 00:44:17,073 I hate bows. 671 00:44:22,633 --> 00:44:24,633 {\an8}Oh, I shouldn't have done that. 672 00:44:26,993 --> 00:44:30,853 What the [bleep] is happening to me here? 673 00:44:30,953 --> 00:44:33,433 Flinging arrows at frickin' squirrels. 674 00:44:36,953 --> 00:44:39,293 These are the mistakes you don't make, guys, 675 00:44:39,393 --> 00:44:41,393 and I'm making them again. 676 00:44:57,353 --> 00:44:59,773 {\an8}My mind is breaking down. 677 00:45:01,393 --> 00:45:03,813 I could make this all end if I wanted to. 678 00:45:07,033 --> 00:45:09,893 We've done enough. You've proved a point. 679 00:45:09,993 --> 00:45:11,693 You can do it. 680 00:45:14,793 --> 00:45:17,013 Everybody will be proud of you. 681 00:45:17,113 --> 00:45:19,933 People quit way earlier. 682 00:45:20,033 --> 00:45:22,533 There's no shame. 683 00:45:29,633 --> 00:45:31,693 I'm starting to believe it. 684 00:45:37,513 --> 00:45:39,733 We might be fighting a losing battle no matter what. 685 00:45:44,993 --> 00:45:48,933 I'm out here just struggling. 686 00:45:49,033 --> 00:45:52,453 Feet haven't been warm in frickin' I don't know when. 687 00:45:54,913 --> 00:45:58,773 Hands are tattered, body's broken. 688 00:46:14,593 --> 00:46:17,893 This is dismal, guys, really dismal in here. 689 00:46:52,313 --> 00:46:53,573 Can't sleep at all, 690 00:46:53,673 --> 00:46:55,653 so I'm carving something for my son. 691 00:46:55,753 --> 00:46:58,213 {\an8}I'm just thinking maybe, like, 692 00:46:58,313 --> 00:47:02,293 {\an8}matching, like, little necklace pendant things to wear 693 00:47:02,393 --> 00:47:03,893 might be really nice. 694 00:47:03,993 --> 00:47:05,893 And, yeah, he's got cool, like, opals 695 00:47:05,993 --> 00:47:07,333 and rocks and everything. 696 00:47:07,433 --> 00:47:09,773 Like, he's just--he's a little bit of a collector 697 00:47:09,873 --> 00:47:11,293 in that regard. 698 00:47:11,393 --> 00:47:14,613 We call them bowerbirds because back home 699 00:47:14,713 --> 00:47:17,173 there's a bird called a bowerbird 700 00:47:17,273 --> 00:47:18,853 that collects shiny things 701 00:47:18,953 --> 00:47:21,133 and puts it in its nest to attract a mate. 702 00:47:21,233 --> 00:47:23,333 And so anybody who collects shiny things like that 703 00:47:23,433 --> 00:47:25,173 is kind of a bit of a bowerbird. 704 00:47:25,273 --> 00:47:27,053 And so my son's a bit of a bowerbird. 705 00:47:31,793 --> 00:47:33,733 There's nothing I can do in this world 706 00:47:33,833 --> 00:47:36,333 that will give me so much more fulfillment 707 00:47:36,433 --> 00:47:40,653 and joy and purpose than being a dad. 708 00:47:40,753 --> 00:47:44,453 My son, Lockie-- he's just the most beautiful, 709 00:47:44,553 --> 00:47:48,613 perfect, and just loving human, 710 00:47:48,713 --> 00:47:50,933 and I'm so, so proud we get to raise him 711 00:47:51,033 --> 00:47:53,133 and to see him grow and flourish. 712 00:47:53,233 --> 00:47:54,453 Well, it's getting there. 713 00:47:54,553 --> 00:47:56,573 Gonna cut it off. 714 00:47:56,673 --> 00:47:59,933 I've kind of struggled with the idea 715 00:48:00,033 --> 00:48:02,653 that I do this for my son, 716 00:48:02,753 --> 00:48:05,533 but in doing this, I'm also away from my son. 717 00:48:05,633 --> 00:48:09,293 Yeah, that's something that doesn't sit with me 100%. 718 00:48:09,393 --> 00:48:10,933 So it's getting there. 719 00:48:11,033 --> 00:48:13,453 There's a little thing, and you can turn it. 720 00:48:13,553 --> 00:48:16,693 You can see it's got some etching down the side there-- 721 00:48:16,793 --> 00:48:18,693 some triangles, which I'll-- 722 00:48:20,193 --> 00:48:22,253 I'm gonna actually... 723 00:48:22,353 --> 00:48:25,253 cut out some to make it more... 724 00:48:25,353 --> 00:48:26,493 3D. 725 00:48:26,593 --> 00:48:28,213 Yeah, I think about, like, my relationship 726 00:48:28,313 --> 00:48:29,493 with my dad growing up. 727 00:48:29,593 --> 00:48:32,413 And I just get this sense of just absence 728 00:48:32,513 --> 00:48:36,733 of, like, just not a lot of time spent together. 729 00:48:36,833 --> 00:48:39,733 He was just--he was working a lot of the time. 730 00:48:39,833 --> 00:48:41,613 And... 731 00:48:41,713 --> 00:48:44,133 it's like, if I want to be a better dad, 732 00:48:44,233 --> 00:48:47,573 how about just spend more time with your son? 733 00:48:47,673 --> 00:48:49,533 But in another sense, you know, 734 00:48:49,633 --> 00:48:51,093 this is an amazing opportunity, 735 00:48:51,193 --> 00:48:53,853 to be able to have a body of work 736 00:48:53,953 --> 00:48:56,893 that he'll always be able to look back and see, 737 00:48:56,993 --> 00:49:00,173 and in a way that is so unique and challenging, 738 00:49:00,273 --> 00:49:03,293 and it'll really force me to step outside my comfort zone 739 00:49:03,393 --> 00:49:05,653 and embrace and to grow and to bring that back 740 00:49:05,753 --> 00:49:08,053 into our lives moving forward. 741 00:49:09,753 --> 00:49:12,893 And then on the back, I'll write something. 742 00:49:12,993 --> 00:49:14,653 So I'll inscribe something. 743 00:49:14,753 --> 00:49:17,653 You know, I try and think, like, that's worth the absence 744 00:49:17,753 --> 00:49:19,093 of me being a dad. 745 00:49:19,193 --> 00:49:20,853 That's worth the risks. 746 00:49:20,953 --> 00:49:23,693 That's worth the time lost spent with my boy, 747 00:49:23,793 --> 00:49:27,333 because that's some of the most cherished time 748 00:49:27,433 --> 00:49:29,133 that I can ever spend on this planet 749 00:49:29,233 --> 00:49:30,653 is spending time with my boy. 750 00:49:30,753 --> 00:49:32,973 So it's a gamble. It's a compromise. 751 00:49:33,073 --> 00:49:36,693 It's hopefully a trade-off that I think is worthwhile. 752 00:49:36,793 --> 00:49:39,693 And that's it. Done. 753 00:49:39,793 --> 00:49:42,453 As you can see, it... 754 00:49:42,553 --> 00:49:45,533 got some etching down the side there. 755 00:49:45,633 --> 00:49:50,413 And on the back, it says, "I love you always, son. 756 00:49:50,513 --> 00:49:53,053 Love Dad." 757 00:49:53,153 --> 00:49:55,693 For my boy. 758 00:49:55,793 --> 00:49:57,793 For my boy. 759 00:50:09,233 --> 00:50:10,773 And then drink up. 760 00:50:10,873 --> 00:50:12,933 And then I'm definitely looking forward 761 00:50:13,033 --> 00:50:15,053 to hopping into bed. 762 00:50:15,153 --> 00:50:16,693 I can feel within my body 763 00:50:16,793 --> 00:50:19,453 that it's kind of going through ups and downs 764 00:50:19,553 --> 00:50:20,733 with energy, 765 00:50:20,833 --> 00:50:23,733 and that's also related to my mind 766 00:50:23,833 --> 00:50:26,093 of how I'm feeling about staying out here. 767 00:50:26,193 --> 00:50:27,733 And now that it's really cold 768 00:50:27,833 --> 00:50:30,733 and you're just out in the elements, 769 00:50:30,833 --> 00:50:33,093 it just slows you down and makes things really difficult. 770 00:50:33,193 --> 00:50:35,573 Like, what's, like, real mental 771 00:50:35,673 --> 00:50:36,853 and physical fatigue, 772 00:50:36,953 --> 00:50:38,133 and what is something 773 00:50:38,233 --> 00:50:40,053 that I'm just projecting into myself? 774 00:50:43,473 --> 00:50:45,333 Sweet. 775 00:50:45,433 --> 00:50:47,653 All right, let's go, let's go, let's go. 776 00:50:55,273 --> 00:50:57,133 No, no, no. Come on. 777 00:50:57,233 --> 00:50:58,533 Yeah! 778 00:50:58,633 --> 00:51:02,113 Yoo-hoo! 779 00:51:08,273 --> 00:51:12,453 {\an8}Oh, that is a good-sized pike, my friend. 780 00:51:12,553 --> 00:51:14,853 {\an8}There you go. There's my ax. 781 00:51:14,953 --> 00:51:17,853 {\an8}Yoo-hoo! 782 00:51:17,953 --> 00:51:20,693 {\an8}That is a big pike. 783 00:51:20,793 --> 00:51:22,453 {\an8}Yes! 784 00:51:23,793 --> 00:51:25,933 {\an8}Ah. 785 00:51:26,033 --> 00:51:28,253 {\an8}What a way 786 00:51:28,353 --> 00:51:30,893 {\an8}to finish off the day. 787 00:51:32,393 --> 00:51:34,293 {\an8}This is the perfect example 788 00:51:34,393 --> 00:51:37,773 {\an8}of how much of a mental game this thing is. 789 00:51:37,873 --> 00:51:40,373 {\an8}Like, just going down before to fill the pot up with water, 790 00:51:40,473 --> 00:51:41,693 {\an8}my legs just felt heavy. 791 00:51:41,793 --> 00:51:43,253 {\an8}Body just felt lethargic. 792 00:51:43,353 --> 00:51:44,893 {\an8}And just being like, oof, yep. 793 00:51:44,993 --> 00:51:46,853 {\an8}And then seeing that pike in there-- 794 00:51:46,953 --> 00:51:50,013 {\an8}All right, we're on. This is the time to work. 795 00:51:51,273 --> 00:51:53,213 Yes, feeling good. 796 00:51:53,313 --> 00:51:56,653 Pumped now, really pumped and psyched. 797 00:51:56,753 --> 00:51:58,813 That's awesome. 798 00:51:58,913 --> 00:52:00,693 Yeah, buddy. 799 00:52:02,633 --> 00:52:04,573 I'm realizing that when I think, like, 800 00:52:04,673 --> 00:52:07,093 maybe my body is sort of, like, winding down, 801 00:52:07,193 --> 00:52:10,573 it's like, no, I'm winding myself down mentally, 802 00:52:10,673 --> 00:52:12,893 and that's affecting me physically 803 00:52:12,993 --> 00:52:15,893 and realizing that I might have more left in me 804 00:52:15,993 --> 00:52:17,493 than what I actually realize. 805 00:52:19,233 --> 00:52:20,933 Just stay focused 806 00:52:21,033 --> 00:52:24,533 and don't talk yourself out of this. 807 00:52:24,633 --> 00:52:25,973 All right. 808 00:52:27,753 --> 00:52:30,293 Would you take a look at that? 809 00:52:30,393 --> 00:52:32,733 That is a 70-centimeter pike. 810 00:52:32,833 --> 00:52:34,493 When you think you're coming to the end 811 00:52:34,593 --> 00:52:36,933 and then all of a sudden, like, you get a pike like that, 812 00:52:37,033 --> 00:52:40,093 you just feel this rush of energy and this surge, 813 00:52:40,193 --> 00:52:42,213 and you're like... 814 00:52:42,313 --> 00:52:43,813 No, Nero. 815 00:52:43,913 --> 00:52:46,813 No, buddy, it's not over till it's actually over, dude. 816 00:52:46,913 --> 00:52:49,253 You're still good. You're still in it. 817 00:52:49,353 --> 00:52:52,333 We're still good, man. 818 00:52:52,433 --> 00:52:54,573 That is just epic. 819 00:52:54,673 --> 00:52:56,573 That is awesome. 820 00:52:56,673 --> 00:52:59,133 So, so, so happy with that. 821 00:53:01,473 --> 00:53:03,453 Yes! 822 00:53:03,553 --> 00:53:05,693 Yes! 823 00:53:35,393 --> 00:53:37,213 What's up, guys? 824 00:53:37,313 --> 00:53:39,893 Day 78. 825 00:53:39,993 --> 00:53:42,453 This is happening. 826 00:53:42,553 --> 00:53:44,613 {\an8}Outside it is anyways. 827 00:53:44,713 --> 00:53:47,253 {\an8}Inside I'm not doing nothing. 828 00:53:47,353 --> 00:53:50,013 It's so windy outside, it's insane. 829 00:53:50,113 --> 00:53:51,533 I can't have a fire. 830 00:53:51,633 --> 00:53:55,373 I can't do nothing, so I'm just gonna hang out in here... 831 00:53:55,473 --> 00:53:56,853 take the day off. 832 00:53:56,953 --> 00:53:58,893 My body needs it anyways. 833 00:53:58,993 --> 00:54:03,893 I can feel it, so it's a forced rest day. 834 00:54:03,993 --> 00:54:06,293 If I was to design it right now, 835 00:54:06,393 --> 00:54:08,893 I'd be having a fire, relaxing, 836 00:54:08,993 --> 00:54:11,813 cooking a bunny, warm... 837 00:54:11,913 --> 00:54:14,893 chitchatting, have a moose hanging. 838 00:54:14,993 --> 00:54:19,013 That would be how it should have been, 839 00:54:19,113 --> 00:54:22,493 but I'm literally paying the price 840 00:54:22,593 --> 00:54:26,613 for my own faults, which is how life is, I guess. 841 00:54:26,713 --> 00:54:30,333 But [bleep] Murphy, is it hard. 842 00:54:30,433 --> 00:54:32,413 It's hard, I guess, 'cause I don't got the nutrients. 843 00:54:32,513 --> 00:54:34,333 It's hard 'cause I don't got the food. 844 00:54:34,433 --> 00:54:35,933 I don't know. 845 00:54:36,033 --> 00:54:38,173 But I've done what I can do. 846 00:54:38,273 --> 00:54:40,293 I can't do no more. 847 00:54:42,273 --> 00:54:44,013 I've pushed... 848 00:54:44,113 --> 00:54:47,213 and pushed. 849 00:54:56,073 --> 00:54:58,293 {\an8}I'm skin and bones. 850 00:55:10,593 --> 00:55:12,973 I'm eating so much, and it's just like, 851 00:55:13,073 --> 00:55:15,253 it's not going on my body. 852 00:55:22,193 --> 00:55:24,773 It's a losing battle. 853 00:55:38,233 --> 00:55:40,893 I just feel like I'm so close. 854 00:55:52,073 --> 00:55:54,013 {\an8}We'll keep pushing, though. 855 00:55:56,673 --> 00:56:00,213 That's all I can do is just push my body. 856 00:56:16,873 --> 00:56:19,173 {\an8}Moose-hide cleaning. 857 00:56:28,833 --> 00:56:31,093 {\an8}Hey, at the moment, I'm just eating 858 00:56:31,193 --> 00:56:34,093 pretty much the stuff that I cut yesterday 859 00:56:34,193 --> 00:56:35,893 from this moose hide. 860 00:56:35,993 --> 00:56:37,973 Yeah, at least the thicker parts 861 00:56:38,073 --> 00:56:39,773 I removed from the hide. 862 00:56:39,873 --> 00:56:41,873 So... 863 00:56:44,913 --> 00:56:47,813 It's a lot of dirt... 864 00:56:47,913 --> 00:56:50,173 {\an8}a lot of hair... 865 00:56:50,273 --> 00:56:53,653 {\an8}but also a lot of fat, so it's good. 866 00:56:53,753 --> 00:56:57,893 {\an8}I hope I won't get any digestion problems, 867 00:56:57,993 --> 00:57:00,973 {\an8}but I don't think so. 868 00:57:01,073 --> 00:57:02,973 {\an8}I know. You see this piece? 869 00:57:03,073 --> 00:57:07,013 {\an8}This is basically fat part from the hide. 870 00:57:14,193 --> 00:57:16,853 {\an8}Very chewy, dirty... 871 00:57:16,953 --> 00:57:18,373 {\an8}but fatty. 872 00:57:22,753 --> 00:57:25,693 This is, like, what I'm eating pretty much. 873 00:57:30,353 --> 00:57:32,293 Quite chewy, so... 874 00:57:35,313 --> 00:57:36,933 It takes time. 875 00:57:39,953 --> 00:57:41,813 Okay. 876 00:57:41,913 --> 00:57:46,013 Today's plan-- I'm getting ready for snaring. 877 00:57:46,113 --> 00:57:47,573 And I think I'm ready to go. 878 00:57:50,953 --> 00:57:55,733 {\an8}I'm eating this moose quite fast. 879 00:57:55,833 --> 00:57:57,853 Really, I think that, in one month, 880 00:57:57,953 --> 00:58:00,453 I can eat an entire moose. 881 00:58:00,553 --> 00:58:03,293 If somebody else has a big game 882 00:58:03,393 --> 00:58:07,333 and if this guy will be as stubborn as I am, 883 00:58:07,433 --> 00:58:11,093 I'm pretty sure this will go over day 100. 884 00:58:11,193 --> 00:58:15,053 So this is why my plan is not to just sit 885 00:58:15,153 --> 00:58:17,533 on this pile of moose meat 886 00:58:17,633 --> 00:58:20,093 and wait until things end 887 00:58:20,193 --> 00:58:22,173 but to be very active 888 00:58:22,273 --> 00:58:25,053 and also try to get even more food. 889 00:58:26,793 --> 00:58:29,213 Okay, this place is very active-- 890 00:58:29,313 --> 00:58:31,553 super active with hares. 891 00:58:39,353 --> 00:58:41,833 Let's set for a snare just here. 892 00:58:43,713 --> 00:58:46,053 This experience-- this is something 893 00:58:46,153 --> 00:58:49,253 I really wanted for many, many years. 894 00:58:49,353 --> 00:58:52,053 And I truly said to my wife, 895 00:58:52,153 --> 00:58:54,413 there are basically two situations 896 00:58:54,513 --> 00:58:57,213 when I would have to go no matter what. 897 00:58:57,313 --> 00:58:59,453 And one was going on "Alone," 898 00:58:59,553 --> 00:59:01,893 and the second one was going on Mars. 899 00:59:03,393 --> 00:59:05,933 So now I'm here, 900 00:59:06,033 --> 00:59:08,133 but maybe the time of my life 901 00:59:08,233 --> 00:59:10,933 or the best moments are gone. 902 00:59:11,033 --> 00:59:15,333 Now, with this snow and darkness and everything, 903 00:59:15,433 --> 00:59:17,893 I mean, I like this experience, definitely, 904 00:59:17,993 --> 00:59:22,093 but I wouldn't like it to go forever and ever 905 00:59:22,193 --> 00:59:23,933 and ever and ever. 906 00:59:24,033 --> 00:59:27,453 Okay, I think I will go set a few more. 907 00:59:27,553 --> 00:59:30,693 I know a part of me still wants to be home 908 00:59:30,793 --> 00:59:32,693 for Christmas... 909 00:59:32,793 --> 00:59:37,013 back to my family and wife and my son. 910 00:59:38,753 --> 00:59:40,293 Okay. 911 00:59:40,393 --> 00:59:44,653 But not knowing how long this can last 912 00:59:44,753 --> 00:59:47,013 and not knowing if you should go home 913 00:59:47,113 --> 00:59:49,253 and enjoy your time there, 914 00:59:49,353 --> 00:59:52,773 like, if you're going home empty-handed anyway, 915 00:59:52,873 --> 00:59:56,533 or go to your max and hope to win. 916 00:59:58,113 --> 01:00:02,653 It's really more psychological from now on. 917 01:00:03,993 --> 01:00:06,693 So five snares for hares, 918 01:00:06,793 --> 01:00:10,173 and I would be very surprised... 919 01:00:10,273 --> 01:00:12,293 if I don't catch anything, 920 01:00:12,393 --> 01:00:15,293 'cause this place is very active. 921 01:00:15,393 --> 01:00:19,433 Yeah, now I'm going back to eat something. 922 01:00:27,953 --> 01:00:30,293 Gosh. 923 01:00:30,393 --> 01:00:32,813 No [bleep] way. 924 01:00:32,913 --> 01:00:34,853 I have one bunny. 925 01:00:34,953 --> 01:00:36,853 {\an8}Crazy. 926 01:00:46,073 --> 01:00:47,973 I mean, yeah. 927 01:00:48,073 --> 01:00:52,173 I have quite some lean meat, but... 928 01:00:55,233 --> 01:00:57,013 At some point, 929 01:00:57,113 --> 01:01:00,013 I will also consume this moose to the end. 930 01:01:00,113 --> 01:01:03,893 So going for these guys... 931 01:01:03,993 --> 01:01:06,573 is gonna be more and more important. 932 01:01:15,793 --> 01:01:19,853 Okay, I know that you don't see much, but... 933 01:01:19,953 --> 01:01:23,893 quite often in the evenings, I walk here 934 01:01:23,993 --> 01:01:26,893 with this view... 935 01:01:26,993 --> 01:01:28,893 on mountains... 936 01:01:31,313 --> 01:01:33,933 Because this reminds me of... 937 01:01:34,033 --> 01:01:36,533 basically, my childhood. 938 01:01:36,633 --> 01:01:40,813 We were going with my family and family friends 939 01:01:40,913 --> 01:01:43,533 to one ski resort. 940 01:01:43,633 --> 01:01:48,253 This ski resort had a very nice view on Triglav, 941 01:01:48,353 --> 01:01:51,093 {\an8}which is the highest mountain in Slovenia. 942 01:01:51,193 --> 01:01:52,653 {\an8}And it was placed-- 943 01:01:52,753 --> 01:01:56,373 {\an8}I mean, we were south of Triglav, so... 944 01:01:56,473 --> 01:01:59,173 {\an8}I mean, each time I look at the north 945 01:01:59,273 --> 01:02:00,733 {\an8}and look to Triglav, 946 01:02:00,833 --> 01:02:04,053 {\an8}and here I'm also looking to the north 947 01:02:04,153 --> 01:02:06,053 and looking to these mountains. 948 01:02:07,633 --> 01:02:11,053 And this really reminds me of this... 949 01:02:11,153 --> 01:02:13,093 ski resort. 950 01:02:13,193 --> 01:02:15,533 So, in all this, like, 951 01:02:15,633 --> 01:02:18,453 completely new environment for me, 952 01:02:18,553 --> 01:02:23,533 I try to find some similarities with my home. 953 01:02:23,633 --> 01:02:27,493 Of course, I think about also my wife and my son. 954 01:02:27,593 --> 01:02:30,693 I would just love to be with them now, 955 01:02:30,793 --> 01:02:33,293 just sit in a corner and watch them 956 01:02:33,393 --> 01:02:37,493 and listen to them and be happy to be with them. 957 01:02:39,193 --> 01:02:42,013 But I should really try to enjoy this time. 958 01:02:42,113 --> 01:02:43,813 The time of sunlight-- 959 01:02:43,913 --> 01:02:46,013 it's getting shorter and shorter, 960 01:02:46,113 --> 01:02:48,413 and it will disappear at some point. 961 01:02:48,513 --> 01:02:50,813 So it somehow gives me this feeling 962 01:02:50,913 --> 01:02:53,373 of sun and darkness, 963 01:02:53,473 --> 01:02:55,173 life and death, 964 01:02:55,273 --> 01:02:57,533 pain and joyfulness, 965 01:02:57,633 --> 01:03:00,813 {\an8}and, you know, all this life cycle. 966 01:03:00,913 --> 01:03:03,453 {\an8}Really feels being alive 967 01:03:03,553 --> 01:03:06,013 {\an8}and part of this world in a way. 968 01:03:08,033 --> 01:03:11,653 {\an8}So, yeah, I'll put on my gloves and absorb this a bit longer 969 01:03:11,753 --> 01:03:15,533 {\an8}and then go back to the hut and close it for tonight. 970 01:03:25,793 --> 01:03:28,293 {\an8}Jeez, that is so cold. 971 01:03:32,433 --> 01:03:34,693 {\an8}There's what my shelter looks like from the inside-- 972 01:03:34,793 --> 01:03:36,573 {\an8}just completely iced up. 973 01:03:36,673 --> 01:03:38,933 {\an8}When you're out here in the darkness, 974 01:03:39,033 --> 01:03:40,413 {\an8}you analyze everything. 975 01:03:40,513 --> 01:03:42,533 {\an8}Why are you testing me so hard? 976 01:03:42,633 --> 01:03:44,533 {\an8}[bleep] damn. 977 01:03:44,633 --> 01:03:46,853 {\an8}I'm gonna [bleep] show you, though. 978 01:03:46,953 --> 01:03:50,453 {\an8}I think I entered the third phase of survival, 979 01:03:50,553 --> 01:03:52,813 {\an8}which is pretty much staying alive. 980 01:03:52,913 --> 01:03:55,573 {\an8}I feel this numbness on my feet. 981 01:03:55,673 --> 01:03:57,533 {\an8}It can be frostbite. 982 01:03:57,633 --> 01:03:59,773 {\an8}As each day goes by, the possibility 983 01:03:59,873 --> 01:04:01,093 {\an8}of actually winning this 984 01:04:01,193 --> 01:04:03,413 {\an8}starts to become more and more real. 985 01:04:03,513 --> 01:04:06,133 {\an8}We're ready to pack it in, but I don't want to quit. 986 01:04:06,233 --> 01:04:07,693 {\an8}I want the win. 987 01:04:07,793 --> 01:04:10,013 {\an8}If I continue, I'm risking a lot. 988 01:04:10,113 --> 01:04:11,893 {\an8}You're [bleep] kidding me. 989 01:04:11,993 --> 01:04:14,033 {\an8}But I have to keep on going.