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["Gypsy" by Stevie Nicks]

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♪ So I'm back to the velvet underground ♪

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♪ Back to the floor that I love ♪

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♪ To a room with some lace
Some paper flowers ♪

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♪ Back to the gypsy that I was ♪

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♪ To the gypsy that remains ♪

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♪ Faces freedom
With a little bit of fear ♪

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♪ I have no fear, I have only love ♪

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♪ But she was just a wish ♪

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♪ She was just a wish ♪

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♪ And lightning struck only once ♪

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♪ And your gypsy, your gypsy ♪

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[Jean] The moment of trespass.

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It's usually small, almost unnoticeable.

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Whether it's returning a flirtatious text,

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holding eye contact a moment too long.

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Or maybe even going to a coffee shop
you know you shouldn't be at.

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Jean,
are you really being honest with yourself?

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Well, I...

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I did have a moment of weakness.

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It was brief, but...

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I felt the impulse.

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The need to escape...

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and just...

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break free of everything.

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I guess that's why I thought
I should come back and see you again.

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[man] I'm wondering
if this has anything to do

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with the fact
that Melissa has just been released.

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[Jean] No, I've put that behind me.

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I've let it go.

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I do know how to keep myself in check.

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How to catch myself...

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before I'm fully on the tightrope again.

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Jean, it's me, Allison.

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Please call me back, 646-555-0174.

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Please, I really need to talk to you.
Soon, please.

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[Jean] Uh, yeah, so, she's been doing
really well with her recovery.

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Um, we went to a meeting just last week.

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[laughs] Sorry, it's--

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it's a lot for me to process.

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Her mother's concerned
she's a potential suicide risk.

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She's not suicidal.

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Do you know where she was last staying
since she left her mom's?

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Um...

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she was at her friend Amber's
for a few days.

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And after that, um...

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her ex-boyfriend's.

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-Name of the boyfriend?
-Ex-boyfriend.

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Tom Devins.

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He's actually responsible
for a lot of her drug use.

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And he's been violent
with her before, also.

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If I can get a copy of your notes,
that would be helpful.

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Uh, I'm not sure
how comfortable I am with that.

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It's standard protocol to discuss it
with the patient first.

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Yeah, I understand.

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But anything that helps us
track her behavior is very useful.

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Or we could just court order it.

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Anything I can do to help.

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That was it.

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I, uh...

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I gave him my notes. I told him about Tom.

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It was pretty straightforward.

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[Gary] He was in the waiting room
a few weeks ago, right?

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Yeah.

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His body language, his anger,
I shoud've...

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I should have reported it back then.

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Well, the police will handle it.

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But...

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I'm still unclear, Jean.

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I couldn't have predicted that Allison--

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No, not about Allison.

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About you.

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Detective Kelly mentioned on the phone
that Allison's mother believes

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she's emotionally unstable.

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That's a huge departure
from what you've said in supervision.

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I-- I just wouldn't characterize her
as emotionally unstable.

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Yes, she's in recovery,
but she's making progress.

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She's really trying. I told you this.

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I'm wondering how attached
you've become to this girl.

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I'm worried it's a pattern.

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Look, Allison's an addict.

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They're manipulative and charismatic
and often the best liars.

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But my only error here is that
I couldn't perceive the fact that maybe,

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maybe she was lying to me,
and that's it.

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I'm not involved with this.

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And I'm certainly not breaking
any professional boundaries.

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I heard you been looking for me.

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Yeah, I was,
but it's nothing. Don't worry--

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No, no, no, no.
See, now I want to talk to you.

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-What is it?
-Allison.

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See, she slept over the other night,
and now she's gone, right?

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She disappeared like that.

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I thought maybe
you'd know something about it

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since you're all buddy-buddy with her now.

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I'm supposed to believe you?

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I might be an asshole, all right?
But I'm not a fucking kidnapper.

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You gotta admit, though,
she had you so focused on me,

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that you didn't even think that maybe
she was the one who was fucking psychotic.

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I'm sure she fed you that bullshit
about her mom's cancer, too, right?

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Just hope she doesn't
sell you out, too, lady.

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[phone ringing]

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[sighs]

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[phone buzzes]

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[phone chimes]

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[Alexis] It's beautiful.

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The blue. Yes, I love the blue.

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Um, Alexis?

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-Hey.
-Hey, um...

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Could you close the door?

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What's going on?

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I don't know.
Actually, I really don't know.

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Can I do something?

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I have to go and pick up Dolly
from school today.

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So can you just cancel
the meeting with Allen?

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Michael. I mean, can I do anything?

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I wish that you could.

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Me, too.

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Thanks. Hey, I am...

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really glad that you're back at your desk.

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I hope that's okay to say.

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[phone ringing]

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Hey, this is Sam. Leave a message.

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[voice mail beeps]

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Sam, it's Jean again.

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Uh, I really need to speak to you.

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Can you call me back, please?

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It's important. Thanks.

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[knock on door]

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-[Sidney] Hey.
-Hey.

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-[Sidney] Well, that's nice.
-Mm-hmm.

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[Jean] I'm happy to see you.

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Believe me,
I could use the escape right now.

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[Sidney] I love it, your place.

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Thanks.

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Your niece looks exactly like you.

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We get that a lot.

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Can I get you a drink?

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-Sure.
-Bourbon okay?

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Yeah, great.

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Oh, shit, can you grab some ice, please?

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[Sidney] Sure.

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-Fuck.
-What?

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This I wasn't expecting.

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-It's not mine.
-Well, then, whose is it?

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I don't know.

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I, um, had a friend staying here.
She has issues with drugs,

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and I didn't know she was still using.

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I don't want to think
about that right now.

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I just want to focus on you.

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How are you feeling after the other day?

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Better.

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You know, I was thinking about Sam.

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What does he look like?

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-Do you have a picture?
-[chuckles] Why do you care?

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Curious what kind of guy you like to fuck.

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[Sidney] Oh, really?

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-Does that turn you on?
-Maybe.

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You like picturing that?

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[chuckles]

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Here, you can see Emily, too.

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He's cute, I guess.

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Oh.

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What?

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[Jean] I guess he's having
some kind of engagement party tonight.

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Sorry, I just, I didn't know
that was happening tonight.

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Hey, don't apologize.

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I mean, you guys had a long history,

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and you obviously cared
about each other, too.

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It's normal.

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Yeah.

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Where is it?

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[scoffs]
It's just some restaurant downtown.

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Look, I'm telling you,
I really don't give a shit.

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-Really?
-Mm-hmm.

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Not even curious just a little bit?

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[Jean] Maybe it'll be a turn on.

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[pop music playing]

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I hope no one recognizes me.

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That's all part of the fun, isn't it?

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You're right. You're not that pure.

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[Jean] That's them, right?

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[Jean laughs]

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Ugh, she's so vanilla.

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[Jean] Not everyone could be
as adventurous as you are.

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Whatever.

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Should I try to get closer?
See if I can hear something?

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You're crazy.

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Why? No one knows who I am.

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I can try to get a picture.

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Hold on a second.

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Let me use yours. Mine's dead.

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[inaudible]

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[shutter clicks]

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[sighs]

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Must be hard for you to see that.

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Yeah, it's a little weird, for sure.

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You guys were in a serious,
co-dependent relationship.

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Sure. We were lost in our own little world
for a while, I guess.

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Don't you think
that you were maybe using him?

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Controlling?

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I mean, come on,
convincing him to get a tattoo?

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Maybe Emily just loves him
for who he really is.

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How do you know he has a tattoo?

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You told me the other night, remember?

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Hmm.

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Look.

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Oh, fuck me.

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You should go talk to him.

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Are you crazy?

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-Here, now?
-Yeah.

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Go on, tell him how insane this is,
and that you're worried about him.

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Why would I do that
in the middle of his engagement party?

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Because you said it yourself,
he shouldn't be with her.

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Maybe you can get through to him.

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Why do you want me to be with Sam so much?

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I just think he's good for you.

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You said he's reliable, dependent.

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You get to be honest with him.

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You know how to make him feel good.

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-You got in late.
-Yeah, it was a rough night.

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I can't believe we still live
in this house.

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Hmm.

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You're the one who chose it.

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Maybe I've changed.

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[Michael] Oh!

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[music playing over earphones]

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[woman] Excuse me, miss!

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Hey, are you Alexis Wright?

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Um, yeah. How can I help you?

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Did you write this?

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Yeah.

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-[Sidney] You know Diane?
-Diane who?

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Hart.

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-Doesn't sound familiar--
-She's saying that she wrote this.

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So either you're a plagiarist, or she is.

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[scoffs]
I don't know what you're talking about.

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Who are you?
How did you even get this address?

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Your LinkedIn.

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-[telephone rings]
-You can find anything on the Internet.

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Michael Holloway's office.

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Hey, Jean. Yeah, okay, go ahead.

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Yea--

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[stammers] Um... okay.

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Hey!

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[Claire] "Dear Mom, I'm so sorry
for all that has transpired.

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I know I haven't been able to see you
as much as you'd like,

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but I love you
and value you so much.

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It's hard for me
to bring this up in person,

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and it might be better
to just not mention it,

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but please know that I love you.

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Love, Rebecca."

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Oh...

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That's really lovely, Claire.

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I was so upset
when she canceled on me,

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and really thought it was over.

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And then I get this.

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I don't know.

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I guess Howard's shining down
on me, after all.

259
00:21:40,551 --> 00:21:41,801
You know, Claire...

260
00:21:43,554 --> 00:21:46,524
I think I've been preoccupied lately

261
00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:51,227
and perhaps not been present for you
in the ways I want to be.

262
00:21:51,311 --> 00:21:55,691
So, I want to apologize
if I've been hard on you.

263
00:21:55,983 --> 00:21:57,993
No, what are you talking about?

264
00:21:58,068 --> 00:22:00,148
Jean, you've been terrific, terrific--

265
00:22:00,235 --> 00:22:03,275
No, I haven't,
but I'm gonna change that.

266
00:22:03,447 --> 00:22:07,987
I think it's possible that I was
over-identifying with Rebecca,

267
00:22:08,078 --> 00:22:10,958
'cause I have a tough relationship
with my mother.

268
00:22:11,582 --> 00:22:13,922
And you know,
that voice that gets into your head,

269
00:22:14,001 --> 00:22:16,341
you can't-- you can't shut it down.

270
00:22:16,837 --> 00:22:22,217
And you don't like what it says,
but it makes you want to rebel.

271
00:22:23,427 --> 00:22:25,637
You know, when I was just a little girl,

272
00:22:26,305 --> 00:22:27,555
I thought...

273
00:22:29,474 --> 00:22:32,774
I want to just strike a match
and burn the house down.

274
00:22:34,980 --> 00:22:37,820
But, of course, I would never do that,

275
00:22:37,900 --> 00:22:42,910
but family, emotions are intense.

276
00:22:44,031 --> 00:22:45,491
Jean, I'm really sorry.

277
00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:52,077
It's just-- even I have to struggle
with how much I have to hide from my mom.

278
00:22:53,415 --> 00:22:55,575
So maybe it's the same with Rebecca.

279
00:23:00,756 --> 00:23:03,426
[Alexis]
So, the weirdest thing just happened.

280
00:23:04,218 --> 00:23:09,558
This random girl comes to my desk earlier,
asking all kinds of questions.

281
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:13,560
She claims someone named Diane Hart
was plagiarizing my story.

282
00:23:13,644 --> 00:23:15,274
It was really bizarre.

283
00:23:17,689 --> 00:23:19,109
And Dolly's school again,

284
00:23:19,191 --> 00:23:21,491
they want to confirm Jean's speech
on bullying.

285
00:23:22,528 --> 00:23:23,988
Said they've been trying to reach her.

286
00:23:26,073 --> 00:23:27,073
Oh, right, yeah.

287
00:23:27,157 --> 00:23:28,947
She didn't mention anything about a...

288
00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:31,788
a speech, go figure.

289
00:23:33,205 --> 00:23:34,285
You okay?

290
00:23:50,347 --> 00:23:52,517
I was a real dick to you after Texas.

291
00:23:52,599 --> 00:23:54,939
-And I'm not a dick.
-I know you're not.

292
00:23:57,771 --> 00:23:59,271
I think, maybe...

293
00:24:01,358 --> 00:24:04,698
I've been being nice to the wrong people.

294
00:24:08,156 --> 00:24:09,446
Michael...

295
00:24:13,412 --> 00:24:16,922
You worked so hard to disprove the rumors.

296
00:24:16,999 --> 00:24:18,629
'Cause I'm a fucking idiot.

297
00:24:25,132 --> 00:24:26,682
I'm seeing someone.

298
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:36,020
Okay, right. I'm sorry.

299
00:24:36,518 --> 00:24:37,638
It's okay.

300
00:24:39,855 --> 00:24:42,225
Uh, no explanation needed.

301
00:25:15,057 --> 00:25:17,347
[Allison]
You know, when I was still at Fordham,

302
00:25:18,644 --> 00:25:21,234
just when all this shit started
to take over,

303
00:25:23,106 --> 00:25:26,276
I used to sit in the park over there
and swing...

304
00:25:27,819 --> 00:25:29,239
for, like, hours.

305
00:25:32,741 --> 00:25:34,951
It was the only place I felt safe.

306
00:25:49,047 --> 00:25:50,627
Faster! Faster, faster!

307
00:25:50,717 --> 00:25:52,547
Stacey, Stacey, Stacey, look!

308
00:25:54,429 --> 00:25:55,429
Mommy!

309
00:25:55,889 --> 00:25:57,059
Hey, sweetie.

310
00:25:57,140 --> 00:26:00,140
I got finished early,
so I thought I'd surprise you.

311
00:26:01,186 --> 00:26:03,936
Now you go upstairs
and get started with your homework, okay?

312
00:26:04,022 --> 00:26:06,442
-Already?
-Yeah, I'll be right up.

313
00:26:06,775 --> 00:26:07,775
Thanks.

314
00:26:34,428 --> 00:26:37,008
[phone ringing]

315
00:26:37,097 --> 00:26:38,927
[automated voice]
We're sorry, you have reached a number

316
00:26:39,016 --> 00:26:41,766
that has been disconnected
or is no longer in service.

317
00:26:43,018 --> 00:26:45,598
[sighs]

318
00:26:52,404 --> 00:26:54,624
[phone ringing]

319
00:26:55,282 --> 00:26:56,412
[voice mail beeps]

320
00:26:56,491 --> 00:26:59,541
Hi, Detective Kelly,
this is Jean Holloway again.

321
00:26:59,620 --> 00:27:02,710
I'm just calling to see
if you have any more information

322
00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:04,879
on my patient Allison Adams.

323
00:27:05,334 --> 00:27:07,794
If you could call me
as soon as you get this.

324
00:27:07,878 --> 00:27:10,418
Thanks. Bye.

325
00:27:18,553 --> 00:27:20,353
[door opens]

326
00:27:27,356 --> 00:27:28,516
We need to talk.

327
00:27:29,189 --> 00:27:30,359
[Jean] I know.

328
00:27:32,611 --> 00:27:33,611
Good.

329
00:27:35,155 --> 00:27:37,445
[sighs] Good. Is Dolly upstairs?

330
00:27:37,533 --> 00:27:41,123
-Yeah, she's-- she's fine.
-Okay.

331
00:27:42,663 --> 00:27:44,923
I'm, uh, I'm concerned.

332
00:27:46,166 --> 00:27:47,286
Okay.

333
00:27:48,085 --> 00:27:51,795
I recognize this, all of it.

334
00:27:52,548 --> 00:27:54,128
And I don't like it.

335
00:27:54,216 --> 00:27:55,216
I know...

336
00:27:57,094 --> 00:27:58,644
I know that you're lying.

337
00:27:59,179 --> 00:28:02,179
I don't know why,
or what you're lying about,

338
00:28:02,266 --> 00:28:05,846
but I can see it, I know.

339
00:28:06,603 --> 00:28:09,523
[shakily] Okay, look...

340
00:28:12,568 --> 00:28:15,898
I just, I need your help right now.

341
00:28:15,988 --> 00:28:17,698
I need you to stick with me.

342
00:28:18,407 --> 00:28:19,577
Honey...

343
00:28:20,367 --> 00:28:25,207
I'm in over my head, and, um, I'm scared.

344
00:28:26,206 --> 00:28:31,956
There's a car outside.
It's been parked there all day.

345
00:28:32,045 --> 00:28:34,205
What do you mean? What car? What...

346
00:28:40,053 --> 00:28:41,353
There's nobody out there.

347
00:28:42,011 --> 00:28:44,061
It-- it was. It was--

348
00:28:45,184 --> 00:28:46,944
It was a gray car right there.

349
00:28:47,853 --> 00:28:49,403
-[Michael] Are you sure?
-[Jean] Yeah.

350
00:28:50,314 --> 00:28:52,154
-I don't know, I don't know--
-Hey, Jean.

351
00:28:52,232 --> 00:28:53,532
-It's--
-Jean.

352
00:28:57,196 --> 00:28:59,566
Okay, I did something...

353
00:29:01,575 --> 00:29:03,365
that I know you won't agree with, but...

354
00:29:05,034 --> 00:29:07,504
In fact,
it's hard for me to even admit, but...

355
00:29:08,123 --> 00:29:14,053
I have a patient, this young girl,
and she's got this violent ex-boyfriend,

356
00:29:14,129 --> 00:29:18,089
and he's involved with drugs,
and she's involved, and...

357
00:29:18,842 --> 00:29:21,802
and she has a mother
who won't see her, and...

358
00:29:22,763 --> 00:29:25,273
she just needed a place to stay
for a few days.

359
00:29:25,349 --> 00:29:27,389
And I didn't want her to end up
on the streets.

360
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:30,234
-Right.
-So I wanted to just be there for her.

361
00:29:31,230 --> 00:29:32,270
And now...

362
00:29:33,899 --> 00:29:37,279
Now she's missing. She's... she's missing.

363
00:29:38,445 --> 00:29:40,105
The detective is calling me.

364
00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:42,605
I don't-- I don't know.

365
00:29:42,697 --> 00:29:43,817
[sobbing]

366
00:29:43,909 --> 00:29:46,909
Imagine if this was Dolly.
Imagine, it's just...

367
00:29:53,252 --> 00:29:54,382
[Jean] Okay.

368
00:29:55,170 --> 00:29:58,090
[breathing deeply]

369
00:30:02,594 --> 00:30:06,434
And so I let her go to 309.

370
00:30:10,727 --> 00:30:13,017
-Wait, 309?
-Yeah, I kept it.

371
00:30:13,686 --> 00:30:18,016
I didn't ever use it or sleep there.
I just never gave it up.

372
00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:19,532
Wait.

373
00:30:21,530 --> 00:30:23,200
You kept it? Why would you keep it?

374
00:30:23,279 --> 00:30:25,449
And you told me that you got rid of it
like eight years ago.

375
00:30:26,032 --> 00:30:28,372
-I guess I was scared, I just--
-Of what?

376
00:30:30,497 --> 00:30:34,287
I don't know. Of losing it. I--

377
00:30:35,836 --> 00:30:38,046
I don't know, of losing myself.

378
00:30:38,461 --> 00:30:41,341
Are you kidding me?
Are you kidding me?

379
00:30:41,425 --> 00:30:44,385
You don't think
that I'm afraid of losing myself?

380
00:30:44,469 --> 00:30:47,429
You are so fucking selfish!

381
00:30:47,514 --> 00:30:49,564
-Please, Dolly--
-No, no, no, no, stop it, stop it!

382
00:30:49,641 --> 00:30:52,391
Did you ever actually think about me?
And Dolly?

383
00:30:52,477 --> 00:30:55,057
How this would affect any of us?

384
00:30:55,147 --> 00:30:58,437
The fact that you can
never actually commit,

385
00:30:58,525 --> 00:31:00,065
and this insane recklessness.

386
00:31:00,152 --> 00:31:01,992
Jean, I have stuck by you

387
00:31:02,070 --> 00:31:03,030
-through everything!
-Please stop.

388
00:31:03,113 --> 00:31:05,033
Shut up!
With your mom, with Melissa.

389
00:31:05,115 --> 00:31:07,155
Maybe she wasn't as crazy
as you made her out to be.

390
00:31:07,242 --> 00:31:10,042
Maybe you manipulated her,
got under her skin, huh?

391
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:11,790
Maybe she wasn't as fucked up
as you thought.

392
00:31:11,872 --> 00:31:14,292
And who is this woman
who comes into my office

393
00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:16,044
-and says she knows
-Honey, please, stop!

394
00:31:16,126 --> 00:31:20,166
someone named Diane Hart
who plagiarized my assistant's story?

395
00:31:20,255 --> 00:31:22,415
What the fuck is wrong with you?

396
00:31:23,509 --> 00:31:24,889
Does this make you feel good?

397
00:31:24,968 --> 00:31:27,758
Does it make you feel more free
to manipulate people like this?

398
00:31:27,846 --> 00:31:29,926
That you're so powerful?

399
00:31:31,975 --> 00:31:33,385
Fuck this.

400
00:31:38,062 --> 00:31:39,232
[sighs]

401
00:31:39,316 --> 00:31:40,816
[Jean sobbing]

402
00:31:40,901 --> 00:31:42,781
[Michael] Fuck this.

403
00:31:44,947 --> 00:31:47,067
[sobbing]

404
00:31:48,742 --> 00:31:52,002
[Jean gasping]

405
00:32:05,717 --> 00:32:10,137
[sobbing]

406
00:32:21,358 --> 00:32:23,068
[knock on door]

407
00:32:26,238 --> 00:32:28,408
[Nancy]
Jean. What are you doing here?

408
00:32:28,490 --> 00:32:31,700
[Jean sobbing]

409
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:34,620
[Nancy] Oh, honey.

410
00:32:37,999 --> 00:32:39,669
It's okay, okay.

411
00:32:41,461 --> 00:32:42,841
Okay.

412
00:32:46,216 --> 00:32:47,626
It's all right.

413
00:32:50,929 --> 00:32:53,469
You just have to tell Michael
you'll give it up.

414
00:32:54,430 --> 00:32:56,020
And do whatever it takes.

415
00:32:57,227 --> 00:33:00,517
-That's all he needs to hear.
-Yeah.

416
00:33:01,023 --> 00:33:02,693
So, he feels hurt.

417
00:33:07,571 --> 00:33:09,281
You sound like the therapist.

418
00:33:09,698 --> 00:33:11,868
Well, unlike a therapist,

419
00:33:11,950 --> 00:33:16,620
I would argue
that you can then disregard it...

420
00:33:18,790 --> 00:33:21,920
and figure out
what you actually want to do.

421
00:33:25,130 --> 00:33:28,590
Why didn't you force me to give it up
after all these years?

422
00:33:29,468 --> 00:33:31,508
Because I knew you needed it.

423
00:33:34,806 --> 00:33:41,476
And I thought better that it be
an apartment than... a person, hmm?

424
00:33:44,358 --> 00:33:46,608
Well, actually, I blame your father.

425
00:33:49,112 --> 00:33:53,202
Creating a world of secrecy
all around you.

426
00:33:54,910 --> 00:33:56,700
And me, as a matter of fact.

427
00:34:00,499 --> 00:34:03,459
I have to go down to the basement
to look at some stuff.

428
00:34:04,670 --> 00:34:06,840
-Is that okay?
-Okay.

429
00:35:16,491 --> 00:35:19,371
[Jean] Diane. Diane Hart.

430
00:35:20,245 --> 00:35:26,205
I'm... a journalist. I'm a journalist.

431
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:30,010
Relationship status, single.

432
00:35:31,131 --> 00:35:35,511
Address, 309 West 81st Street.

433
00:35:36,678 --> 00:35:41,138
Future plans... unknown.

434
00:37:09,855 --> 00:37:11,645
I do love you.

435
00:37:14,151 --> 00:37:15,531
So much.

436
00:37:20,949 --> 00:37:22,619
Upstairs, please, sweetie.

437
00:37:22,701 --> 00:37:23,831
[Dolly] No!

438
00:37:23,911 --> 00:37:26,371
Dolly, go upstairs and get ready now.

439
00:37:27,664 --> 00:37:30,004
-[Dolly] Daddy!
-Now.

440
00:37:30,542 --> 00:37:33,172
Hmm, ba-boing!

441
00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:39,636
I want the key to 309.

442
00:37:41,762 --> 00:37:42,682
Why?

443
00:37:43,388 --> 00:37:45,468
Are you really asking me that
at this point?

444
00:37:58,487 --> 00:37:59,947
[drawer opening]

445
00:38:01,740 --> 00:38:04,280
[keys jangling]

446
00:38:48,662 --> 00:38:51,462
[Jean] Thanks for coming, Sam.
I'm happy to see you.

447
00:38:51,957 --> 00:38:53,957
I figured I owed you that, at least.

448
00:38:54,710 --> 00:38:58,550
Yeah, I'm glad.
I didn't like how things ended last time.

449
00:38:58,627 --> 00:39:01,007
Yeah, I'm not the best at goodbyes.

450
00:39:01,550 --> 00:39:02,760
Neither am I.

451
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:09,060
And look, if you want to process out
of therapy, that's your choice.

452
00:39:09,141 --> 00:39:10,891
That's fine, of course.

453
00:39:12,769 --> 00:39:13,939
But...

454
00:39:15,981 --> 00:39:20,361
I do feel an obligation
to share something with you.

455
00:39:23,822 --> 00:39:25,372
Sidney contacted me.

456
00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:29,830
What?

457
00:39:29,909 --> 00:39:32,409
She told me you were getting engaged.

458
00:39:33,165 --> 00:39:34,785
I think she's worried about you.

459
00:39:35,125 --> 00:39:37,665
Wait, she said that? You spoke to her?

460
00:39:37,753 --> 00:39:41,553
No, it was an e-mail,
which I didn't respond to, of course.

461
00:39:41,921 --> 00:39:44,171
How did she find you?
She doesn't even know who you are.

462
00:39:44,256 --> 00:39:47,546
Well, I don't know.
Does she have your password?

463
00:39:47,638 --> 00:39:49,808
Did she get into your emails,
your contacts?

464
00:39:49,887 --> 00:39:52,007
I can't believe she reached out like that.

465
00:39:52,100 --> 00:39:54,650
Maybe she doesn't want you
to make a mistake.

466
00:39:55,145 --> 00:39:57,605
No, she just wants
to bulldoze my happiness

467
00:39:57,689 --> 00:39:59,269
now that I'm with Emily,
and she's alone.

468
00:39:59,358 --> 00:40:01,818
Sam, you sure you should be doing this?

469
00:40:01,902 --> 00:40:03,282
Getting engaged to Emily?

470
00:40:03,362 --> 00:40:05,612
I know you'll probably say
it's reckless and impulsive,

471
00:40:05,697 --> 00:40:06,737
and it's just a Band-Aid,

472
00:40:06,823 --> 00:40:07,993
and all the other very smart,

473
00:40:08,075 --> 00:40:09,735
-rational advice, but I just don't care.
-You're an adult.

474
00:40:09,824 --> 00:40:12,494
-It's your decision.
-But I know what you're thinking.

475
00:40:14,161 --> 00:40:16,161
Maybe that's not what I'm thinking.

476
00:40:18,168 --> 00:40:22,508
You know, my husband's a lawyer,
and we're actually not that different

477
00:40:22,589 --> 00:40:23,669
from you and Sidney.

478
00:40:25,676 --> 00:40:27,136
Maybe that's why...

479
00:40:29,763 --> 00:40:31,103
I'm invested.

480
00:40:43,068 --> 00:40:45,898
You know, the other night, we had a...

481
00:40:46,905 --> 00:40:47,985
a party

482
00:40:48,824 --> 00:40:51,374
to celebrate the engagement.

483
00:40:54,037 --> 00:40:57,327
And I swear for a second
I thought I saw Sidney there.

484
00:40:59,084 --> 00:41:00,884
It freaked me out.

485
00:41:01,378 --> 00:41:04,588
It made me wonder if I'm always gonna be
chasing the dream, you know?

486
00:41:06,008 --> 00:41:07,258
The fantasy.

487
00:41:08,802 --> 00:41:11,262
But I think it's good
that I'm not mad for Emily.

488
00:41:11,972 --> 00:41:15,272
That I don't lose my head,
that I choose something real.

489
00:41:16,852 --> 00:41:22,362
Well, Sam, I don't want you to settle.
You should have your dream.

490
00:41:24,401 --> 00:41:25,531
But if you...

491
00:41:26,486 --> 00:41:29,906
if you really feel that connection,
that excitement with Emily,

492
00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:32,910
then who am I to tell you
how much time you need?

493
00:41:34,786 --> 00:41:39,536
And the fact that you actually
are over Sidney?

494
00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:41,837
Well, that means something.

495
00:41:43,128 --> 00:41:48,878
But you know, for what it's worth,
maybe Sidney's not as bad as we thought.

496
00:41:50,302 --> 00:41:53,512
I mean, she clearly cares
about you a great deal.

497
00:41:55,807 --> 00:41:57,307
You know, sometimes...

498
00:41:59,478 --> 00:42:03,398
it just takes one look at someone
to know that's what you really want.

499
00:42:53,407 --> 00:42:56,987
[cell phone buzzing]

500
00:43:16,885 --> 00:43:19,095
What the fuck are you doing here?

501
00:43:20,180 --> 00:43:21,850
I just really wanted to talk to you.

502
00:43:22,519 --> 00:43:24,559
You never even visited.

503
00:43:24,643 --> 00:43:26,353
I wanted to.

504
00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:29,280
No one understood. You know that, right?

505
00:43:30,110 --> 00:43:32,820
They said I fabricated all of it,
that you're a professional,

506
00:43:32,905 --> 00:43:35,235
and I'm some un-credible source.

507
00:43:35,741 --> 00:43:37,411
You made me look crazy.

508
00:43:37,868 --> 00:43:39,698
You took out a fucking restraining order?

509
00:43:39,786 --> 00:43:41,406
It just went too far.

510
00:43:41,788 --> 00:43:43,418
I couldn't be a part of it.

511
00:43:43,999 --> 00:43:46,339
But that doesn't mean I stopped caring.

512
00:43:46,710 --> 00:43:50,380
I followed your progress,
I checked up on you all the time.

513
00:43:50,461 --> 00:43:53,261
-And I promise--
-No, you have no idea what it's like

514
00:43:53,634 --> 00:43:58,394
to be watched by everyone, prodded,
like nothing you say is true.

515
00:43:58,469 --> 00:44:01,179
You're just a worthless, fucking parasite.

516
00:44:01,850 --> 00:44:06,400
Look, I know you don't trust me, but...

517
00:44:08,270 --> 00:44:11,730
I'll regain it. It's important to me.

518
00:44:18,909 --> 00:44:20,199
Do you still have it?

519
00:44:24,623 --> 00:44:27,333
Yeah, I never took it off.

520
00:44:30,128 --> 00:44:34,088
[crying] I missed you, Jean.
I missed you so much.

521
00:44:37,177 --> 00:44:40,137
[continues crying]

522
00:44:40,764 --> 00:44:42,684
I missed you, too, Melissa.

523
00:44:50,524 --> 00:44:51,364
Hey.

524
00:44:53,735 --> 00:44:56,315
It's gonna be okay, I promise.

525
00:45:26,435 --> 00:45:29,015
Uh, hey, Catherine, it's Michael calling.

526
00:45:29,104 --> 00:45:31,694
I'm sorry that it took me so long
to call you back.

527
00:45:41,074 --> 00:45:42,624
[Jean] Hi, Detective Kelly?

528
00:45:42,701 --> 00:45:45,041
This is Jean Holloway returning your call.

529
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:47,540
[Kelly] Yeah, so I met with Tom Devins.

530
00:45:48,207 --> 00:45:50,877
He hasn't seen her.
He was actually pretty concerned.

531
00:45:52,211 --> 00:45:55,261
He did mention an apartment
on the Upper West Side.

532
00:45:56,298 --> 00:45:58,178
Apparently she was staying there.

533
00:45:59,134 --> 00:46:02,644
I'll go check it out,
if I can ever get out of here tonight.

534
00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:14,829
[breathing heavily]

535
00:47:43,238 --> 00:47:44,408
[car beeps]

536
00:47:49,533 --> 00:47:52,543
[chattering]

537
00:48:03,342 --> 00:48:07,102
[footsteps approaching]

538
00:48:10,224 --> 00:48:11,234
Hey.

539
00:48:11,767 --> 00:48:14,647
-Dolly's inside.
-Yeah.

540
00:48:15,103 --> 00:48:18,273
I went there. I saw it.

541
00:48:20,275 --> 00:48:21,355
Okay.

542
00:48:27,366 --> 00:48:30,446
I don't know what the fuck
you expect me to do.

543
00:48:33,872 --> 00:48:36,542
This is not who I want to be, Jean.

544
00:48:39,127 --> 00:48:41,377
Look, I can't lose you...

545
00:48:43,257 --> 00:48:44,377
or Dolly.

546
00:48:45,801 --> 00:48:48,431
It doesn't compare, nothing compares.

547
00:48:52,474 --> 00:48:55,394
And I promise, I'm gonna be all in.

548
00:48:57,312 --> 00:48:59,612
I'll commit to you entirely.

549
00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:05,816
I'll give up everything.

550
00:49:09,404 --> 00:49:11,874
Please believe me, Michael.

551
00:49:34,766 --> 00:49:38,346
[man] She's an active member
of our community and our PTA,

552
00:49:38,896 --> 00:49:42,016
and she's also an expert on a subject
that affects all of us.

553
00:49:55,370 --> 00:49:59,420
Some of you already know
that I'm a cognitive behavioral therapist,

554
00:49:59,499 --> 00:50:04,589
and so I've been asked tonight to speak
about how to prevent bullying in schools.

555
00:50:05,130 --> 00:50:06,970
But it's really not that simple.

556
00:50:08,091 --> 00:50:11,511
So, I don't want
to rattle off statistics here.

557
00:50:12,304 --> 00:50:16,144
I want to address the root causes
of bullying,

558
00:50:17,267 --> 00:50:20,517
and talk about what motivates
that behavior.

559
00:50:26,276 --> 00:50:29,946
It often comes from a deep-seated lack
of stability.

560
00:50:36,245 --> 00:50:38,905
A ground that was never really solid.

561
00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:43,173
And yet, unsurprisingly,
those who've been bullied

562
00:50:43,669 --> 00:50:47,709
are more than likely
going to become bullies themselves.

563
00:50:55,013 --> 00:50:56,893
They want to inflict pain on others,

564
00:50:56,974 --> 00:51:00,854
mostly because they don't want
to feel the pain.

565
00:51:06,275 --> 00:51:09,105
[car engine revving]

566
00:51:12,406 --> 00:51:17,036
Perhaps they try to distract you
through intimidation or lies,

567
00:51:17,703 --> 00:51:23,383
so you don't see their truth,
their guilt, their own shame.

568
00:51:25,836 --> 00:51:29,166
It's deeply embedded
from their history,

569
00:51:30,215 --> 00:51:34,085
their experiences, even their upbringing.

570
00:51:35,888 --> 00:51:38,138
And, lastly, there's the ones
who want power,

571
00:51:38,223 --> 00:51:42,063
because they just don't want
to feel powerless any longer.

572
00:51:48,317 --> 00:51:49,737
They need an outlet.

573
00:51:53,780 --> 00:51:55,870
To really have power,

574
00:51:56,783 --> 00:51:59,753
one must have it over something
or someone.

575
00:52:06,251 --> 00:52:10,511
But it's never really
about that person, that situation.

576
00:52:16,007 --> 00:52:19,137
Those people who truly desire power...

577
00:52:19,723 --> 00:52:22,813
are actually only trying
to control one thing...

578
00:52:27,227 --> 00:52:28,307
themselves.

579
00:53:01,845 --> 00:53:03,595
["Jean" by Oliver]

580
00:53:03,972 --> 00:53:10,942
♪ Jean, Jean, roses are red ♪

581
00:53:12,939 --> 00:53:17,529
♪ All the leaves have gone green ♪

582
00:53:19,070 --> 00:53:22,700
♪ And the clouds are so low ♪

583
00:53:22,782 --> 00:53:27,002
♪ You can touch them and so ♪

584
00:53:28,163 --> 00:53:34,383
♪ Come out to the meadow, Jean ♪

585
00:53:36,296 --> 00:53:39,836
♪ Jean ♪

586
00:53:46,848 --> 00:53:52,058
♪ La la-la, la la-la, la la-la, la la ♪

587
00:53:55,058 --> 00:53:59,058
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