1 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:03,800 Mother! 2 00:01:10,040 --> 00:01:11,880 Mother! 3 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:16,720 Mother! 4 00:01:21,560 --> 00:01:22,880 Mother! 5 00:01:39,920 --> 00:01:41,240 Mother! 6 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:10,880 Did you find your daughter? 7 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:12,400 No. 8 00:03:14,120 --> 00:03:15,560 No, I... 9 00:03:16,640 --> 00:03:19,080 I wasn't at home when it happened. 10 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:26,280 How does it make you feel when you think about it? 11 00:03:27,920 --> 00:03:29,240 I... 12 00:03:29,320 --> 00:03:31,840 I was at the pub when it happened. 13 00:03:31,920 --> 00:03:33,880 I didn't get home until four. 14 00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:37,280 Had she tried to get hold in you somehow? 15 00:03:37,360 --> 00:03:39,240 Yes, but I didn't answer. 16 00:03:40,800 --> 00:03:42,880 My wife... 17 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:45,240 sat in the hospital with my dead daughter 18 00:03:45,320 --> 00:03:47,520 while I slept with another woman. 19 00:03:50,440 --> 00:03:52,320 Big fucking shame. 20 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:56,120 We break there. 21 00:03:57,280 --> 00:04:00,200 Okay, everyone. We'll take five minutes. 22 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:04,240 So grab some coffee and some fresh air see you in five. 23 00:04:04,320 --> 00:04:05,800 Good work. 24 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:17,200 That was a huge step, Lars. 25 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:20,480 Courageously. 26 00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:28,120 Come out and get some air. 27 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:29,640 Yes, okay. 28 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:56,000 -Can I help you? - I'm going to meet Ruud. 29 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:57,400 Just a moment... 30 00:04:57,480 --> 00:04:59,000 I know where she sits. 31 00:05:54,280 --> 00:05:57,080 Yes, it's all yours, I don't know what should I do with it. 32 00:05:58,720 --> 00:06:00,800 Shall we go in to my place and talk a little? 33 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:02,280 -Okay. -Come on. 34 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:06,040 So, tell me. 35 00:06:06,120 --> 00:06:08,520 What are you doing now? It was St. Goran, right? 36 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:11,160 Yes, exactly. I run group therapy there. 37 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:13,360 Grief processing three times a week. 38 00:06:14,520 --> 00:06:15,840 And you get to do that yourself? 39 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:17,520 No, the clinic manager is there. 40 00:06:17,600 --> 00:06:20,800 How long will you last? on so before you… 41 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:24,600 Three more weeks and if Bengt gives it's ok, I'll get the license back. 42 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:27,280 And then you want to come back here? 43 00:06:28,360 --> 00:06:31,480 Very welcome. If you want me. 44 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:34,160 You are a unique talent, you know I think so. 45 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:37,000 But you lost judgment completely. 46 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:40,280 Yes, I agree, i know i... 47 00:06:41,520 --> 00:06:45,440 I fell in love and behaved unprofessionally. 48 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:47,120 But it never happens again. 49 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:49,640 Yes... 50 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:52,080 And the patient in question then? 51 00:06:52,160 --> 00:06:53,720 Leon Vargas. 52 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:55,920 You have no contact anymore? 53 00:06:56,920 --> 00:06:59,000 - No contact. -No... 54 00:06:59,080 --> 00:07:00,880 If you are going to work here must i be 55 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,120 absolutely safe that I can trust you. 56 00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:06,160 I understand that. 57 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:11,880 We say this. 58 00:07:11,960 --> 00:07:15,880 I talk to Bengt and take his views, if that's okay with you? 59 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:18,560 Absolutely, yes. Ness does it. 60 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:20,240 Good. 61 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,160 Then we say so. 62 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:23,720 It was nice to see you. 63 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:26,640 -The same. -Seems to be fine. 64 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:29,440 I feel fine. 65 00:07:48,840 --> 00:07:50,880 In Memphis, Tennessee. 66 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:55,160 An assurance of the right one the southern atmosphere: 67 00:07:55,240 --> 00:07:56,680 "If I don't love you." 68 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:24,280 Hello, this was Nilsson on the second floor. 69 00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:27,360 I just wanted to remind about the yard cleaning on Sunday. 70 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:30,120 I hope you will come and that we can see each other. Hello. 71 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:32,680 Hello, sister. 72 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:36,560 Dad's party is on Saturday and you still haven't heard from me. 73 00:09:36,640 --> 00:09:38,440 Can't you just call me? 74 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:51,000 I actually can't bear to go back to work. 75 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:54,360 I let my wife work, she gets to take care of the company. 76 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:59,320 She goes down to Greece herself and imports the products from there. 77 00:09:59,400 --> 00:10:02,560 I'm sitting at home and takes care of the dogs. 78 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:04,680 At least it works now. 79 00:10:04,760 --> 00:10:06,320 No... 80 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:09,400 There they are who have it worse too… 81 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:12,920 Just a second. 82 00:10:15,280 --> 00:10:16,680 Hello. 83 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:18,080 Hello. 84 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:19,720 How can I help you? 85 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:22,040 I don't know if I got it right. 86 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:23,840 Have you lost a loved one? 87 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:28,400 Yes, my family. 88 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:30,960 Then I think you have arrived to the right place. 89 00:10:31,040 --> 00:10:32,560 Can we give it a try? 90 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:36,640 Welcome. 91 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:39,200 -Thanks. - Going to get you a chair too. 92 00:10:40,360 --> 00:10:43,600 ok everyone, we drive on a little while longer. 93 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:49,640 Lars? Are you coming too? 94 00:10:52,520 --> 00:10:54,760 Okay, good. 95 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:57,240 We have a new participant here today. 96 00:10:57,320 --> 00:11:01,880 So I thought I'd start by telling us about what we do here. 97 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:06,200 My name is Vera and I am a psychologist with a focus on grief processing. 98 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:09,880 The support group here is for them who have lost someone close to them 99 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:14,480 and we all try to get closer the sadness of being able to process it. 100 00:11:14,560 --> 00:11:15,880 You too? 101 00:11:19,560 --> 00:11:22,760 Yes, I lost my mother when i was 12. 102 00:11:22,840 --> 00:11:24,440 She took her own life. 103 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,240 Do you feel like introducing yourself? 104 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:30,320 or do you just want to sit and listen today? 105 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:34,680 Hi, my name is Isak. 106 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:36,840 - Hello, Isaac. -Hello, hello. 107 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:42,240 My mother died not so long ago... 108 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:46,720 It was nothing strange she had been ill for a long time. 109 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:53,840 But she said things when she was dying as... 110 00:11:53,920 --> 00:11:57,640 She said I was adopted, which I was I didn't know and it has... 111 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:02,320 set off a lot of thoughts in me. 112 00:12:02,400 --> 00:12:06,880 I have memories of when I was small that I cannot place. 113 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:09,200 From you biological family? 114 00:12:09,280 --> 00:12:11,520 Well, I don't know who they are. 115 00:12:11,600 --> 00:12:16,280 And mom said I was with another foster family 116 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:18,960 before I came to her. 117 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:23,680 So I don't really know what is what. 118 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:27,640 If you try to remember back 119 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:30,840 can you tell me about any memory you have from that time? 120 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:34,040 I remember cornfields… 121 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:40,000 and then I remember a black cat on a roof. 122 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:43,240 So, spinning in the wind. 123 00:12:47,800 --> 00:12:50,920 Then I remember people who shouts, screams. 124 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:58,120 I think they are out and looking for someone or something. 125 00:13:00,320 --> 00:13:02,520 What do you think they are looking for? 126 00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:05,640 I don't know. 127 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,480 Or, well… 128 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:14,200 they might be looking for my mate. 129 00:13:15,240 --> 00:13:17,720 I remember I had a friend 130 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:21,480 which I played with a lot when I was little, that disappeared. 131 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:25,920 And you don't remember what was your friend's name? 132 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:29,120 Or where did you live somewhere? 133 00:13:30,560 --> 00:13:33,200 The mother said it was somewhere in Scania. 134 00:13:33,280 --> 00:13:36,360 How old are you? This must be 20 years ago. 135 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:39,080 There was a guy who disappeared then. 136 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:43,040 Some little guy, 1985 or somewhere. 137 00:13:43,120 --> 00:13:45,720 Lars. One at a time, okay? 138 00:13:45,800 --> 00:13:47,360 Yes, sorry. 139 00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:52,160 When you think about this, what do you feel 140 00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:54,560 I don't know, I feel cheated. 141 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:56,040 By your mother? 142 00:13:58,680 --> 00:14:00,640 Well, or... 143 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:02,080 I guess that... 144 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:05,200 I had wished that she hadn't lied. 145 00:14:06,080 --> 00:14:08,240 That she could have told who i was... 146 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:09,840 Billy. 147 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:11,560 -Huh? -Billy! 148 00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:12,960 That was his name. 149 00:14:13,040 --> 00:14:16,640 Don't you remember? It was a serial all damn summer! 150 00:14:16,720 --> 00:14:21,280 About that Billy that disappeared somewhere in Scania. 151 00:14:22,080 --> 00:14:23,480 Can you calm down? 152 00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:25,440 Was Billy your friend? 153 00:14:25,520 --> 00:14:27,520 - I don't remember. -Billy was your friend! 154 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:28,920 - Lars. - Was he? 155 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,120 - Now we take it easy. -Yes, yes. 156 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:33,240 - Now it is Isak who is talking. -Yes. 157 00:14:36,720 --> 00:14:38,840 -Have you been drinking? -Huh? 158 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:40,480 -Have you been drinking? -No. 159 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:42,960 It's against the rules, you know that. 160 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:44,360 Etc. 161 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:48,400 - I think we break for today. -I... 162 00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:50,560 It's almost five o'clock so it's just as well. 163 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:52,200 -Okay. - Sorry. 164 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:56,440 Okay, everyone, see you next time. Good work. 165 00:14:56,520 --> 00:14:58,680 Lars, wait a minute. 166 00:14:58,760 --> 00:15:01,560 Can't you wait a bit so can we talk? 167 00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:04,320 -Shut up. -I want to talk to you. Quiet. 168 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:07,200 Sitting and writing in your fucking block. 169 00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:09,960 -Take it easy. -What are you actually doing there? 170 00:15:10,040 --> 00:15:11,800 Write in your damn pad instead. 171 00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:15,080 -I want to talk to you. -No. 172 00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:20,440 Isak. 173 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:24,000 I hope you come back. 174 00:15:24,080 --> 00:15:26,800 I don't know if it's for me. 175 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:31,320 I think it's good for you, it's not usually this messy. 176 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:33,840 We'll see. 177 00:15:33,920 --> 00:15:37,200 Can we go somewhere and talk, you and me? 178 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:45,880 Just come back, okay? 179 00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:50,360 I just wanted to finish. 180 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:52,560 Yes, but you should have with the group. 181 00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:54,600 That would be a shame if he didn't come back 182 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:57,720 just because it was messy this time. 183 00:15:57,800 --> 00:16:00,320 It's not up to you whether he comes or not. 184 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:02,280 It's up to him, right? 185 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:06,040 Yes. 186 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:07,920 - You're right about that. - Good. 187 00:16:36,040 --> 00:16:37,920 82944, it's Cissi. 188 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,960 Hello, Cissi, this is Vera. 189 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:43,640 -Has the brother come home? - Vera? 190 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:46,720 How strange you sound, I felt do not recognize the voice. Is it good? 191 00:16:46,800 --> 00:16:48,520 Yes, good thanks. How are you? 192 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:50,800 With us it's just fine. 193 00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:53,080 Mattias hasn't come home yet. 194 00:16:53,160 --> 00:16:54,560 Shall I say hello? 195 00:16:54,640 --> 00:16:57,760 No, can you ask him to just call me? 196 00:16:57,840 --> 00:16:59,520 -Okay. - Thank you, Cissi. 197 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:01,080 Bye. 198 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:32,080 Billy! 199 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:23,600 What are you going to do today? 200 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:25,600 I'm going to Maria. 201 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:28,720 Her dog has had puppies. They are super cute. 202 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:31,040 Do you shop first? 203 00:18:31,120 --> 00:18:32,560 Here is the list. 204 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:47,120 Damn you are disgusting! 205 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,560 I'm in a super hurry. 206 00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:55,560 -Thanks. -Hello, it's mine! Matthias! 207 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:57,560 Father? 208 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:01,560 I'll bring you a new one. 209 00:19:04,720 --> 00:19:06,240 He's so fucking disgusting. 210 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:08,960 And you swear too much. 211 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:14,720 - Do you reserve the bottles? -Yes. 212 00:19:16,800 --> 00:19:19,720 And are you helping mother with Billy today? She is a little tired. 213 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:22,120 Okay. 214 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,920 Man's best friend. 215 00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:13,600 Forward with fists. 216 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:16,640 Yes, I don't get bitten. 217 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:21,800 Hold this one. 218 00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:25,680 Are you sure your name is Vera? 219 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,120 Etc. 220 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:30,200 Where are you going? 221 00:20:30,280 --> 00:20:32,280 I'm going to go shopping for mother. 222 00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:35,120 And father? 223 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:37,120 He's out working? 224 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:48,360 So. 225 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:49,800 Thanks. 226 00:20:53,640 --> 00:20:55,200 Get away now. 227 00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:25,040 -Hello! -Hello. 228 00:21:25,120 --> 00:21:26,560 Look what I bought. 229 00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:30,720 You get it after the meal. 230 00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:32,200 Shall we play hide and seek? 231 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,800 I have to pack first. 232 00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:39,440 Oh no, I forgot to feed them! 233 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:41,360 -Who then? -The little ants! 234 00:21:43,080 --> 00:21:45,240 Stop. 235 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:46,880 -Stop! Stop! -They eat you. 236 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,000 -The little ants will eat you. -Stop. 237 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:51,160 Vera! He says he doesn't want to. 238 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,040 Come on, old man. 239 00:21:57,680 --> 00:21:59,120 Hello, hello. 240 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:03,440 Come on, you. Come here, fine you. 241 00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:06,520 Oh, how beautiful you are. 242 00:22:06,600 --> 00:22:08,920 I love you so much, do you know that? 243 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:14,640 So everyone can see it's you who is my love child. 244 00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:16,040 Do on Vera too. 245 00:22:17,600 --> 00:22:19,280 Come, do you want to dance? 246 00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:22,640 Come, come, come! 247 00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:47,920 Vera! I also want to come along! 248 00:22:49,120 --> 00:22:50,440 Vera! 249 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:53,720 Vera, stop! 250 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:18,600 - Shall we play hide and seek? - No, we won't. 251 00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:25,800 Go play with mother instead, little love child. 252 00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:27,640 But I don't want to. 253 00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:30,840 Let go. Hello! 254 00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:32,920 Release! 255 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:36,880 Sorry, Billy. 256 00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:40,200 I hate you! 257 00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:41,720 I hate you too! 258 00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:27,120 Billy! 259 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,720 Billy! 260 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:31,520 Billy! 261 00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:33,640 -Billy! -Billy! 262 00:25:38,120 --> 00:25:39,440 Vera. 263 00:25:41,120 --> 00:25:43,000 -Where have you been? -Huh? 264 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:44,440 Have you seen Billy? 265 00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:46,320 No, not since I left. What has happened? 266 00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:49,640 Billy is missing. When was the last time you saw him? 267 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:53,880 After lunch sometime, upstairs by the road. He went home to mother. 268 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:56,840 You would suit him! Did you let him go home by himself? 269 00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:59,160 Mattias, take it easy with Vera. 270 00:25:59,240 --> 00:26:03,040 Sjölins does not answer the phone. I'm checking to see if they might have seen him. 271 00:26:03,120 --> 00:26:04,960 Billy! 272 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:15,120 Billy! 273 00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:28,280 Hello? 274 00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:31,120 Good morning, Vera. Cissi said you called. Girls! 275 00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:33,560 Yes, but they are going to swim now damn an hour. 276 00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:36,320 I know, they can eat later. Stop. 277 00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:42,480 I hope you call to tell them you're coming to father's party. 278 00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:45,160 Yes, I think it actually works out. 279 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,240 I'll just check when I have to go home. 280 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:50,160 Yes, how good. 281 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,600 Have you thought of a present, haven't you? 282 00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:54,000 I have an idea. 283 00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:55,680 But you... 284 00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:59,360 Do you remember Isak Sjölin? 285 00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:00,800 Billy's friend. 286 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:04,120 -Yes, how? - I think I saw him. 287 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:06,440 Do you know if he has moved? to Stockholm? 288 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:08,160 No, no idea. 289 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,840 Can't you check it? You have such a register, right? 290 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,120 No, I can't. I can get fired then. 291 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:16,880 But you said you do sometimes. 292 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:21,480 Check out someone you are interested in and refers to an investigation. 293 00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:25,200 Yes, me as a police officer. Not if my sister is interested. 294 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:27,440 What is this about? 295 00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:30,600 So... 296 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:36,880 A guy came to mine group therapy the other day called Isak. 297 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:41,840 He told a lot of things which absolutely has to be about Billy. 298 00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:44,920 It was... It was very uncomfortable. 299 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:48,280 And you think he is Isak Sjölin? 300 00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:51,360 -Yes. -Be careful. 301 00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:52,760 It's an anniversary soon. 302 00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:54,160 It could be someone crazy 303 00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:56,760 or journalist snooping, you know how it goes. 304 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:58,960 Yes, or it's Isak Sjölin. 305 00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:01,120 He and Billy used to play when they were little. 306 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:04,240 Why are you so interested? by him all of a sudden? 307 00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:07,320 It just felt like that he had been involved in something. 308 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,560 - As if he knows something. -Like what? 309 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:12,120 Please, I will… 310 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:13,800 What can he know then? 311 00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:16,160 What happened. 312 00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:22,120 Great that you're coming. I have to go to swimming school now. 313 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,800 We'll see you later. Bye. 314 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:41,000 Has something happened? 315 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:44,600 I'm late, I have to go home. 316 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:47,320 Okay... 317 00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:51,120 So you're going now? 318 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:53,200 Yes, I'm late, I said. 319 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,520 So... 320 00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:59,600 -You know this is a bad idea. -Don't do this, please. 321 00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:03,240 You... 322 00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,360 - Sorry. -Huh? 323 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:08,960 -Sorry. - I don't understand why you came here. 324 00:31:10,760 --> 00:31:12,120 Vera... 325 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:17,120 I can't live without you! 326 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,240 You can't say that, don't you get it? 327 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:27,320 Sorry. 328 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:30,800 I can't be here. 329 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:34,200 You know it, it was my fault. 330 00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:37,120 Sorry. 331 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,480 I have to... 332 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:56,840 -Good morning. -Good morning. 333 00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:00,240 Hi Vera. Is there coffee on the way? 334 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:02,320 Soon, I'll just fill up. 335 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:24,560 He's not coming back. 336 00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,600 Isaac? 337 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:33,200 It was his first time, maybe he didn't think it helped. 338 00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:35,320 I'm talking about Lars. 339 00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:38,240 He said he's not coming back after what happened 340 00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:40,280 and then he threw the phone away in my ear. 341 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:41,840 Very boring. 342 00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:46,920 It almost gets worse and worse with the wife, for... 343 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,080 we have become completely different people. 344 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:51,240 Almost feels like we are growing apart from each other. 345 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,520 Not developing together anymore. 346 00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,480 Yesterday it was like extreme in order to... 347 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:02,000 she had planned that we should have dinner... 348 00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:21,160 I knew it would help if I had something to focus on. 349 00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,200 We found Billy's shoe downstairs by the lake. 350 00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,600 Make sure to get down all the guys over there now! 351 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:49,440 And keep the trail together! 352 00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:06,960 Billy! 353 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:30,720 Billy! 354 00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:37,920 Billy! 355 00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:50,960 Billy! 356 00:35:01,720 --> 00:35:03,080 Billy! 357 00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:08,160 Billy! 358 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:15,880 Billy! 359 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:42,160 Sorry, I'm wondering if someone Isak Sjölin lives here? 360 00:35:42,240 --> 00:35:44,120 - It's me. -That's you. 361 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:46,440 -Okay, then it was wrong, Isak. -Okay then. 362 00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:47,880 Thanks anyway. 363 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,000 Hello, are you Isak Sjölin? 364 00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:54,400 Yes. 365 00:35:54,480 --> 00:35:56,600 Sorry, I went wrong. 366 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:04,520 - Hello, Vera. -Hello. 367 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:08,560 I just wanted to apologize. 368 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,880 I really lost myself. 369 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,360 Apologize to Bengt. 370 00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:17,280 Yeah, but it wasn't him that made me open up. 371 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:23,160 I really want to thank you, I I feel much more present. 372 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:27,760 -Good. -You, The Knife are playing tomorrow. 373 00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:31,680 I have one ticket left. 374 00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:35,440 My colleague got some shit on the cilia. 375 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:37,360 -If you want to hook... -I can't. 376 00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:39,480 Yes, but take the ticket. 377 00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:41,640 - No, but I... - But take it. 378 00:36:41,720 --> 00:36:43,200 If you regret it. 379 00:36:44,520 --> 00:36:46,440 I will be there. 380 00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,600 I wait at the bar from eight. 381 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,160 Hello. Are you the one who lives here? 382 00:37:07,240 --> 00:37:10,120 -Yes. - I took the wrong door, sorry. 383 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:13,320 Vera? 384 00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:17,000 Sure the hell is that you? 385 00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:18,880 We lived next door when we were little? 386 00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:20,600 - Is it Isak Sjölin? -Yes. 387 00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:23,400 How does it happen? that you knock here? 388 00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:26,120 I... 389 00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:28,520 I was actually looking for you. 390 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,120 Do you want to come in? 391 00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:32,560 -Is it quiet? -Yes. 392 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:34,360 Thanks. 393 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,320 Why did you move? 394 00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:39,800 Dad got a job here and the family followed. Self? 395 00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:42,440 I studied up here, then I got a job. 396 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:44,720 My family didn't follow with luckily. 397 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:47,800 -You never get rid of them. -No. 398 00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:49,720 When were you at home last? 399 00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:53,480 It was a few years ago, but... 400 00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:55,720 Well, I have my life up here now, so… 401 00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:57,400 But your father still lives? 402 00:37:57,480 --> 00:38:00,960 Yes, dad is still here and the brother too, he's a policeman. 403 00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,640 Was there something in particular you wanted from me? 404 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:10,400 Does it have to do with Billy? 405 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:13,720 Yes, in a sense. 406 00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:17,120 I don't remember much from that summer. 407 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:20,440 Dad talks about it sometimes, he usually says that… 408 00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:25,200 the farmers did not want to plow the fields after Billy's disappearance. 409 00:38:25,280 --> 00:38:27,160 No one wanted to be the one who… 410 00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:31,200 plowed Billy out of the ground. 411 00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,080 Why did you think that… 412 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:43,000 was about billy? 413 00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:44,680 For this journalist. 414 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:46,400 Has he sought you out too? 415 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:50,040 No. 416 00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:52,400 Yeah, I thought that's why you came here. 417 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:55,120 He asked if I had any contact with you. 418 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:57,880 Are you sure that was a real journalist? 419 00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,360 He said what newspaper he worked on? 420 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:04,120 No, but he was doing a big one article about Billy's disappearance. 421 00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,160 Was it a blond, thin guy? 422 00:39:09,240 --> 00:39:10,880 He called me, so I don't know. 423 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:14,320 But he seemed to want to get hold of you because he asked for your number. 424 00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:16,720 - He didn't say his name? - I don't remember. 425 00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:20,640 But I got his number if I should regret it. 426 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:32,600 -Here. -Thanks. 427 00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:28,360 Is it me you're looking for? 428 00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:31,520 No, it isn't. 429 00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,320 You...Vera Nilsson? 430 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:37,600 It was you who texted me. 431 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:39,000 Can I settle down? 432 00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:41,160 No, it won't happen, I have regretted it. 433 00:40:41,240 --> 00:40:44,680 Please, can't we just sit down down for a little while. Please. 434 00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:51,400 - Do you know what I work on? -Yes, you are a psychologist. 435 00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:53,480 Have you sent any? to my support group? 436 00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:55,240 Why would I do that? 437 00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:58,720 Who have you heard from? to more than Isak Sjölin? 438 00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:01,520 - I can't talk to you about that. -Thanks, then I know. 439 00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:04,640 Wait, I haven't sent any to spy on you. 440 00:41:04,720 --> 00:41:06,080 I promise. Okay? 441 00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,800 Can you just please listen on what I have? 442 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:11,720 Okay, I skimmed everything. 443 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:14,640 The preliminary investigation, everything that was written then. 444 00:41:14,720 --> 00:41:17,360 And I'm bothered by one thing. 445 00:41:17,440 --> 00:41:19,160 That Tommy Rooth got away. 446 00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:21,400 The police dismissed the case. 447 00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:25,120 So he disappeared with the answer on what happened to Billy. 448 00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:28,000 I think he went underground and changed identities. 449 00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:29,520 You are not alone in that. 450 00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:32,080 Everything I do is for someone may appear. 451 00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:34,080 Someone who knows what which actually happened. 452 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:38,000 What if Tommy reads the article and understand what he left behind? 453 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,760 The pain he caused. 454 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,400 You also want answers, don't you? 455 00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:46,600 -Let me bid on materials... - I'm not interested. 456 00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:48,720 Can you tell me about Tommy? 457 00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,280 The psychopath in Reftinge. 458 00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:53,160 He hated your family. 459 00:41:53,240 --> 00:41:55,240 Why do you think he took Billy? 460 00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:56,920 Because he hated my family. 461 00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:00,920 And the accident that your mother was involved in? 462 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:03,960 Do you think I'm talking to you? about my mother's suicide? 463 00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:08,800 I'm not talking about her suicide, I'm talking about the car accident. 464 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:14,720 You didn't know about it? 465 00:42:17,840 --> 00:42:20,120 The car drove out and overturned in a field. 466 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:22,160 Your mother was no more than 18 years old. 467 00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:26,000 She was 18, just got my driver's license, what... 468 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,120 But it wasn't her who drove the car. 469 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:36,280 I think we should talk with each other. 470 00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:40,080 I tell you what I have. 471 00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:43,960 And you give me an interview. 472 00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:47,800 Tell me then. What do you think happened? 473 00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:50,800 What is your angle? 474 00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,120 There are two scenarios as I can see. 475 00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:57,880 Tommy kidnapped and killed Billy. 476 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:02,160 Or he took Billy with him when he disappeared. 477 00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:07,640 Good luck with your article. 478 00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:09,840 I won't come can help you, unfortunately. 479 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:13,840 Hey, you. 480 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:16,360 It's just me. 481 00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:18,280 Lars, you... 482 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:21,720 -You can't come here. - No, I know that, but I... 483 00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:23,120 I wanted to talk to you. 484 00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:25,800 Yes, but you absolutely will not be here. 485 00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:28,600 I know, but I had not your phone number 486 00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:30,960 so i just thought that I would come here. 487 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,120 - Yes, but we can talk on Monday. - Please. 488 00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:34,880 I know. Sorry. 489 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,680 -So you can go home now, okay? -Yes, I'm going home. 490 00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,000 Sorry, that was a stupid idea on my part. 491 00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:41,800 No problem, but I'll see you on Monday. 492 00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:44,360 But I still want to… 493 00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,000 Yes, I'm going. 494 00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:49,720 But you... 495 00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,120 The concert was anyway very good. 496 00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:54,520 - How good. -Be good sound for once. 497 00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:56,640 -And... -Lars, you have to leave here now. 498 00:44:56,720 --> 00:44:58,600 I know that. 499 00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:02,640 Why is the elevator not working? 500 00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:04,560 -Hello? Why? - No, it's coming. 501 00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:06,440 -Hello, the elevator? -Will you please go? 502 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:08,000 Do you understand what I'm saying? 503 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,960 - I know that, but I... - See you on Monday. 504 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:16,360 But I just want to say, before I go, that you are kind 505 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,440 and I think you are the most beautiful I have ever seen. 506 00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:20,920 You must go! 507 00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:23,840 You are the most beautiful thing I know. 508 00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:27,320 I think about you all the time, that it... 509 00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:29,280 Can't we go up to you and… 510 00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:32,120 - We can drink tea, talk a little. -You have to back off a bit. 511 00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:33,800 I can't stop thinking about you. 512 00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:35,400 Now you have to let me go. 513 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:37,680 I make mistakes that are here, but you… 514 00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:39,560 -Yes, then I'll go. -I know. 515 00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:41,640 Please, let me explain. 516 00:45:41,720 --> 00:45:43,640 If you don't let me go, I'll scream. 517 00:45:43,720 --> 00:45:47,240 Yes, I... Quiet! May I explain? 518 00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:50,200 I won't hurt you. Please. 519 00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:52,640 Listen to me now! Please can't we just… 520 00:45:52,720 --> 00:45:54,520 talk to each other! 521 00:45:56,640 --> 00:45:59,760 I would never do anything to you… Please. 522 00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:01,280 What the hell are you doing? 523 00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:05,880 Sorry! 524 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:09,840 - Now you get out of here! - I'm going to get out of here! 525 00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:12,200 Sorry then. Sorry. 526 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:19,280 are you ok 527 00:46:19,360 --> 00:46:21,040 What the hell are you doing here? 528 00:46:21,120 --> 00:46:23,840 -I have to go now. -Wait, you're not going anywhere. 529 00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:25,520 Should I call someone? 530 00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:27,560 - No, damn it. -Look, you're bleeding. 531 00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:29,520 -Huh? -You're bleeding a lot. 532 00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:31,280 Just follow me up. 533 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,080 Get to see. 534 00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:12,480 Okay. 535 00:47:12,560 --> 00:47:14,800 -Hold it and press there. -Yes. Ouch! 536 00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:23,080 what are you doing 537 00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:25,840 - I'm calling the police. -No, don't do that. 538 00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:27,920 He attacked us. 539 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,120 I kind of don't agree with the police. 540 00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,400 - I have to report... - Please! 541 00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:37,000 Don't do that, I have to go then. 542 00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:42,520 What have you done? 543 00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:50,560 We can take it some other time, maybe. 544 00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:54,320 -Should I be afraid of you? - No, no. God, no. 545 00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:08,160 What did your mother say to you before she died? 546 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:10,920 Why do you wonder that? 547 00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:12,960 It got you thinking on your childhood 548 00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:14,680 and your friend who disappeared. 549 00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:18,600 Yes. 550 00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:23,000 Sometimes I wish that she had never said anything. 551 00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:26,520 I would like to try to help you. 552 00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:29,480 Yes, but I don't want any help. 553 00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:31,040 Why did you seek me out then? 554 00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:35,040 There are lots of therapists. Why did you come to my group? 555 00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:40,920 I came once to try it out, nothing felt good. 556 00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:48,240 Is it you who has been standing here? outside several evenings? 557 00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:58,760 Thanks for this. 558 00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:02,080 -I'm going now. -You, wait. 559 00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:03,920 You, wait! You! 560 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:09,600 Where do you live somewhere? 561 00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:11,000 Here and there. 562 00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,440 There is always a couch to slog on. 563 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,560 I have a couch. 564 00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:18,320 Well, you can sleep here if you want. 565 00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:22,680 No more questions. 566 00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:29,840 I had read about you in the newspaper. 567 00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:33,040 That's why I came to your group. 568 00:49:34,440 --> 00:49:36,760 There was a plane crash in Italy. 569 00:49:38,960 --> 00:49:40,880 I actually think I have… 570 00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:44,880 Here. 571 00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:46,440 You seemed fine. 572 00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:54,920 Do you want me to make the bed? or is a blanket and pillow enough? 573 00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:57,600 No, blanket and pillow will be great. 574 00:49:58,560 --> 00:49:59,880 Thanks. 575 00:50:13,880 --> 00:50:15,640 So, here. 576 00:50:15,720 --> 00:50:18,560 If you want to smoke, feel free to do so on the balcony. 577 00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:26,720 Have you always been called Isak, do you think? 578 00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:30,480 Yes, I think so. 579 00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:33,560 You don't remember any other name, 580 00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:36,720 some nickname you were called when you were little or something? 581 00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:38,480 No more questions, you said. 582 00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:44,480 You, I'm exhausted. 583 00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:47,120 We can talk more tomorrow. 584 00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:51,480 Yes, hope you can sleep well. 585 00:50:51,560 --> 00:50:53,560 -Good night. -Good night. 586 00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:24,640 Subtitles: Emma K. 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