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♪

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(foot steps)

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Death has come for me
on the first day of spring.

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♪

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It has not arrived at all
in the way

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I've always expected it to.

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♪

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There is no blinding
white light.

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♪

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Or some demon dressed in black.

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♪

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It has come like an assassin

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in an unruly ambush

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and I am totally unprepared.

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♪

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Death has finally come for me

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and left me to grieve
the loss of someone very dear.

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♪

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I'm just not sure who.

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(waves crashing)

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♪

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(bell ringing)

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It is awesome.

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They have $4 margaritas
till six and then,

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if you show them
your teacher ID,

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you get free nachos.

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Sounds tempting, but I actually
have a prior commitment.

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Mrs. Osborne,
Timmy keeps trying to...

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One second, Gabby,
it is very rude

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to interrupt people
when they're talking.

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- But, Mrs. Osborne.
- It's Ms. Osborne remember?

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You only use Mrs.
If someone's married.

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Oh, like Mrs. Austin?

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(bell ringing)

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Hey Eric, it's Melissa.

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Long time, I, um...
I hope you're doing well.

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Look, I'm calling because
I've been clearing out

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Gretchen's old room here
and I came across

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some things that I think
might be yours.

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So, I thought I'd see
if you wanted

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to come by and pick them up.

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I'm actually
going to be home tonight

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if you want to
swing by after work.

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Just buzz up
and I can let you in and...

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(beep)

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♪

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(knocking)

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♪

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Morning, sunshine.

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Hey.

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You working today?

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Just about to
jump in the shower.

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- Wait, did you go running?
- Yeah.

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Even in this weather,
what is it 13 degrees outside?

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I don't know, I'll check
the farmer's almanac

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and get back to you.

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Hey, we're grabbing drinks
for Gary's birthday tonight.

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- You down?
- Maybe, I'll see.

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It's just going to be a few of
us, very low key, I promise.

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I'll see, I'll see.

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You know,
it is the first day of spring

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in case you need
an excuse to have some fun.

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Rachel Austin,
as I live and breathe.

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Tried you on your cell,
but no answer, again!

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Are you out of minutes, girl?

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Should I only be calling
you on nights and weekends?

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Anyway, it's Carrie
if you haven't

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already figured that out,
so if you're not too tired

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and you can manage to drag
your old bones into the city,

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we're all going to grab dinner
at some tapas place tonight.

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Call me if you're interested
or text me or send an eCard.

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They're free, bitch, no excuses.

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- Good evening.
- Good evening.

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Our celebrant this evening
is Father Denary

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and this mass is being offered
by Rachel Austin

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in memory of her husband Robert,

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on the second
anniversary of his death.

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Please rise as we sing
our opening hymn.

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(buzzer)

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♪

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Hello?

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Hello?

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Eric?

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Excuse me, I'm sorry.

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Hello?

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Hello?

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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Excuse me?

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Is this seat taken?

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Oh, no, sorry.

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Oh!

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That's amazing.

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Just amazing.

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I'm sorry... I didn't mean to.

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No, please, laugh.

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Laugh all you like,
I deserve it.

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Guess alcohol and
commuters don't mix.

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I guess not.

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Sometimes I kind of see where
Colin Ferguson was coming from.

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You know what I mean?

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- Who?
- Colin Ferguson.

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The guy who shot up a whole
Long Island railroad car

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in the '90s.

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Oh.

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Too far, too dark?

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Just a little bit, yeah.

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Yeah.

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Well, fortunately,
I came prepared.

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Peace offering, please?

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There's nothing sadder
than a guy in a suit,

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drinking by himself
on a commuter train.

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Yeah, nothing that
comes to mind, actually.

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Help me out, please,
I'm begging you.

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- I'm good, thanks.
- All right.

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James.

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Rachel.

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Rachel.

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Cheers.

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Cheers.

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(bell ringing)

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Will you just shut up
for five seconds?

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Okay, just please, I got through
War and Peace faster than this.

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No, you never read
that book, dum-dum.

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Long story long, I never put
the address on the envelope,

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but it bounces back
to my office.

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So the guys in the mailroom,
they have no choice

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but to look inside there
because they don't know

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who actually sent it and inside,

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they find a check from me
for $500 to a man

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named Nick Zani and lest
we forget, the note I wrote.

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Which reads, "Can't wait to put

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it in you in Vegas,
you little whore."

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You're the dumbest person
I've ever met in my life.

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Yes, I am, not very smart.

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So, there you go,
Happy Birthday.

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Thank you so much.

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Your unbelievable stupidity

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is the gift that
keeps on giving.

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And with that,
I'm gonna take a leak.

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You following me
to the bathroom?

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Yeah, I was hoping
you could tell me another

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great story while I tinkle.

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Some fun times, right?

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Look man, I'm so sorry...

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Eric, stop it,
you don't need to apologize.

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- I know...
- Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss!

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I'm sorry,
did I ruin the moment?

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You have a knack.

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Oh, God, we should get
some shots, right?

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What am I your dad, order them.

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Ah, miss.

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Can we order some drinks?

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For Eric Battie, absolutely.

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Oh, my God!

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What are you doing here?

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I work here.

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No kidding, wow!

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Yeah, for a few months now.

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That's great, how are you?

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I'm good, how are you?

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Good, yeah.

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Andy told me about Gretchen.

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I'm so sorry to hear.

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Yeah, thanks.

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How are you holding up,
you know, really?

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Hey, Battie?

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Hate to break up the reunion,
but can we order?

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All right, gentlemen,
what can I get you guys?

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All right, get these nancies
two more light beers.

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I'll have a Goose soda
and whatever this idiot wants.

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Jack and coke.

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Oh!

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And six shots of Jãger.

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(waves crashing)

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♪

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Jãger!

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♪

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♪

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I had to.

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I'm sorry.

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What do you mean you have to?

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Darlin', can we order some food
whenever you get a sec?

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Absolutely, what would you like?

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What's good,
we're riding a nice,

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little buzz and we're really
in the mood for some good,

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old fashioned bar food,
so, why don't you just...

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Why don't you
stop being an asshole

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and tell her what you want,
douche bag?

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♪

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Okay, um, tell you what.

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I'm going to let you guys
just mull this over

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and figure out what you're
in the mood for and, um,

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I'll get you guys another round.

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Thank you.

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♪

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- Dude, what's your problem?
- Shut up!

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Mitch, you've been acting like

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an asshole since you got here.

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- I'm the asshole?
- Everybody just calm down.

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Try and have a smidge
of respect, okay?

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- That's a friend of mine.
- Yeah, I know.

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I saw you practically
crying in her arms.

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Shut the fuck up, Mitch!

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Easy, man!

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Jesus.

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Eric, what is with you, man?

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♪

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00:13:08,855 --> 00:13:11,356
Okay, I'm gonna go
to the bathroom.

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♪

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I hope the waitress doesn't
spit in our drinks now.

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00:13:21,868 --> 00:13:23,334
Yeah, I'm gonna make
Eric check mine

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and see if it tastes
like wee-wee.

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00:13:25,972 --> 00:13:28,606
Geez, he's still messed up, huh?

219
00:13:28,608 --> 00:13:29,941
It's been a couple months, man.

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00:13:29,943 --> 00:13:31,676
I mean, give the
brother a break.

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♪

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So what, you're just gonna bail?

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♪

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I shouldn't have come, man.

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00:13:51,531 --> 00:13:54,699
I'm not... I'm not right.

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Eric, come on,
let's go sit down.

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No, man.

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00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:05,476
Eric, come on,
let's go sit down.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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00:16:28,220 --> 00:16:31,422
(laughing)

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00:16:36,061 --> 00:16:39,063
(footsteps)

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00:17:01,987 --> 00:17:04,989
(honking)

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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(glass breaking)

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00:18:11,623 --> 00:18:14,826
(sounds of traffic)

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It's always worse at night.

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00:18:22,669 --> 00:18:27,271
On Sundays, Ellen and I
used to go get FroYo

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and then we went to see
a picture at the Ziegfeld.

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00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:33,077
Even if we had seen it before,
we would go again.

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00:18:33,079 --> 00:18:37,882
Last year, we saw
Titanic six times.

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Yeah, it's one of the nice
things that sisters do

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and here it is Sunday,
and I'm here.

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- Oh, no offense.
- Oh, none taken, Jules.

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And if you ever want
to get FroYo, I'm game.

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Thank you.

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Okay, anyone else want to share?

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00:19:00,073 --> 00:19:01,606
Yeah, Ed.

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00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:04,008
The United States is an empire

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and all empires,
ultimately, fall.

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Thank you, Ed.

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00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:15,820
Who else, Rachel,
we haven't seen you in a bit?

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Anything on your mind?

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Yeah, actually.

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I've been thinking about
when I got mono in college.

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00:19:27,799 --> 00:19:29,567
I mean,
I know it's not uncommon.

272
00:19:29,569 --> 00:19:31,769
A lot of people get it
at that age,

273
00:19:31,771 --> 00:19:35,239
but I had it pretty bad.

274
00:19:35,241 --> 00:19:37,441
I was in bed for almost a month

275
00:19:37,443 --> 00:19:43,181
and my spleen
was really swollen.

276
00:19:45,584 --> 00:19:49,387
I know it sounds stupid,
but it was huge.

277
00:19:49,389 --> 00:19:51,789
The swelling just would
not go down

278
00:19:51,791 --> 00:19:56,327
and I remember,
after about two weeks of it,

279
00:19:56,329 --> 00:19:59,096
I honestly couldn't recall
what it had been like

280
00:19:59,098 --> 00:20:02,333
to not feel sick.

281
00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:06,137
To just feel healthy.

282
00:20:06,139 --> 00:20:08,105
Of course, two weeks later,
I was fine

283
00:20:08,107 --> 00:20:10,675
and I probably soon forgot
what it had been like

284
00:20:10,677 --> 00:20:13,144
to feel so sick,

285
00:20:13,146 --> 00:20:16,847
but with this...

286
00:20:19,251 --> 00:20:23,154
I can't seem to get
to that point.

287
00:20:23,156 --> 00:20:26,390
For two years now,
I've been waiting

288
00:20:26,392 --> 00:20:29,527
for the swelling to go down,
I've been waiting

289
00:20:29,529 --> 00:20:32,830
to feel healthy again...

290
00:20:37,269 --> 00:20:40,771
and I almost can't remember
what that's like anymore.

291
00:20:42,307 --> 00:20:44,442
Thank you, Rachel.

292
00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:47,912
I think we all kind
of understand how that feels.

293
00:20:49,448 --> 00:20:53,618
Okay, why don't we hear from one
more person before we break?

294
00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:56,754
How about you?

295
00:21:01,159 --> 00:21:03,828
This is your first
time here, right?

296
00:21:07,633 --> 00:21:09,567
What's your name?

297
00:21:12,237 --> 00:21:13,471
Eric.

298
00:21:13,473 --> 00:21:15,172
Welcome, Eric.

299
00:21:15,174 --> 00:21:19,944
Is there anything that
you'd care to share with us?

300
00:21:19,946 --> 00:21:23,047
Um, nope.

301
00:21:23,049 --> 00:21:26,183
Why don't you
just start with telling us

302
00:21:26,185 --> 00:21:33,257
who it is that
you're grieving for?

303
00:21:33,259 --> 00:21:34,659
My girlfriend.

304
00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:37,962
And did you lose her recently?

305
00:21:37,964 --> 00:21:40,164
A little over two months ago.

306
00:21:40,166 --> 00:21:44,068
And if I may ask,
how did you lose her?

307
00:21:46,505 --> 00:21:49,307
Suddenly.

308
00:21:49,309 --> 00:21:52,076
Well, is there anything
that you would care

309
00:21:52,078 --> 00:21:54,912
to share with us about
how you're feeling or?

310
00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:59,617
Look, um, I don't mean
to sound...

311
00:21:59,619 --> 00:22:03,654
but this whole process,

312
00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:06,557
I think I'm at
a different stage or...

313
00:22:06,559 --> 00:22:10,995
Well, the Kubler Ross Model
of five stages of grieving

314
00:22:10,997 --> 00:22:14,565
is really only supposed
to act as a loose framework

315
00:22:14,567 --> 00:22:17,568
of the grieving process,
accounting for everything

316
00:22:17,570 --> 00:22:20,771
from the grief of losing
a loved one

317
00:22:20,773 --> 00:22:24,809
to the grief of somebody
who's dying himself.

318
00:22:28,647 --> 00:22:31,682
Is there a difference?

319
00:22:31,684 --> 00:22:33,217
Um...

320
00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,155
(door opening)

321
00:22:52,738 --> 00:22:56,140
No, thanks.

322
00:22:56,142 --> 00:22:57,541
Smart move.

323
00:22:57,543 --> 00:23:00,311
It's actually my first
pack in three years.

324
00:23:00,313 --> 00:23:01,145
Really?

325
00:23:01,147 --> 00:23:05,216
Why'd you start up again?

326
00:23:05,218 --> 00:23:06,650
I don't know.

327
00:23:06,652 --> 00:23:08,152
I guess it is pretty...

328
00:23:08,154 --> 00:23:09,353
Lame?

329
00:23:09,355 --> 00:23:12,857
I was going to say
dramatic, but sure, that works.

330
00:23:12,859 --> 00:23:16,460
- Well, I wouldn't recommend it.
- You don't say?

331
00:23:16,462 --> 00:23:19,997
No, no, it's not that,
I've just...

332
00:23:19,999 --> 00:23:24,201
I've found that in
trying to deal with this,

333
00:23:24,203 --> 00:23:26,470
the more bad habits
you can avoid,

334
00:23:26,472 --> 00:23:29,740
the better you'll feel.

335
00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:31,809
Has that worked for you?

336
00:23:33,879 --> 00:23:37,014
I'm still waiting
for it to kick in.

337
00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:42,853
I don't know, I guess
I just needed

338
00:23:42,855 --> 00:23:45,089
something to focus my energy on.

339
00:23:45,091 --> 00:23:46,690
And of all the things
you could've chosen,

340
00:23:46,692 --> 00:23:48,225
you picked cigarettes?

341
00:23:48,227 --> 00:23:50,561
Well, it was this
or learning guitar

342
00:23:50,563 --> 00:23:52,763
and nobody wants that.

343
00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:54,498
No, just this and running.

344
00:23:54,500 --> 00:23:55,933
Smoking and running?

345
00:23:55,935 --> 00:23:56,734
Isn't that a little...

346
00:23:56,736 --> 00:23:59,170
Self defeating?

347
00:23:59,172 --> 00:24:01,906
No, it's very self defeating.

348
00:24:05,343 --> 00:24:07,411
Um, Eric.

349
00:24:07,413 --> 00:24:10,114
Um, Rachel.

350
00:24:16,121 --> 00:24:18,589
Well, bye.

351
00:24:18,591 --> 00:24:20,191
See ya.

352
00:24:28,567 --> 00:24:30,668
Ah!

353
00:24:30,670 --> 00:24:33,471
- Hey.
- Yo, where you been?

354
00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:35,372
Just out.

355
00:24:35,374 --> 00:24:36,340
Have you been smoking?

356
00:24:36,342 --> 00:24:38,542
No.

357
00:24:38,544 --> 00:24:39,977
No.

358
00:24:43,048 --> 00:24:44,615
Hey, do you know
a good dermatologist?

359
00:24:44,617 --> 00:24:46,050
For what, your emphysema?

360
00:24:46,052 --> 00:24:48,819
Yeah, I need a skin
doctor for my emphysema, idiot.

361
00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:51,422
For what, your hemorrhoids?

362
00:24:51,424 --> 00:24:52,923
Oh, calm down, you baby.

363
00:24:52,925 --> 00:24:54,525
Jesus, yeah I know a guy.

364
00:24:54,527 --> 00:24:57,528
Why, what's wrong with you,
besides the obvious?

365
00:24:57,530 --> 00:25:00,531
I've been getting these
weird little moles.

366
00:25:00,533 --> 00:25:01,465
Oh!

367
00:25:01,467 --> 00:25:03,734
Not down, uh, you know?

368
00:25:03,736 --> 00:25:05,903
No, my stomach, but thanks.

369
00:25:07,606 --> 00:25:10,774
When members of the local
police force opened fire.

370
00:25:10,776 --> 00:25:13,143
It has been described
as an isolated incident.

371
00:25:13,145 --> 00:25:16,113
Though, recent events would
seem to indicate otherwise.

372
00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:18,916
Located in the once hotly
contested border region,

373
00:25:18,918 --> 00:25:21,085
the province had,
in recent months, been viewed...

374
00:25:21,087 --> 00:25:22,553
Have you heard
from Steve lately?

375
00:25:22,555 --> 00:25:24,922
Making this mutinous
attack by local police force

376
00:25:24,924 --> 00:25:27,291
that much more troubling.

377
00:25:54,219 --> 00:26:02,219
♪

378
00:26:04,263 --> 00:26:12,263
♪

379
00:26:14,373 --> 00:26:22,373
♪

380
00:26:24,283 --> 00:26:32,283
♪

381
00:26:37,228 --> 00:26:38,228
Hi, Eric.

382
00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:40,798
It's Melissa again.

383
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:44,335
Look, I know this is hard,
but we're really trying

384
00:26:44,337 --> 00:26:46,003
to get the rest of this stuff
sorted out

385
00:26:46,005 --> 00:26:48,172
and it would be
a really big help

386
00:26:48,174 --> 00:26:51,542
if you could come
pick up your things, soon.

387
00:26:51,544 --> 00:26:54,812
I mean if you don't want them,
I can get rid of them, but...

388
00:26:54,814 --> 00:27:00,918
♪

389
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,120
(bells ringing)

390
00:27:04,522 --> 00:27:06,357
Thanks.

391
00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:14,359
♪

392
00:27:21,207 --> 00:27:23,040
Hi.

393
00:27:25,010 --> 00:27:28,879
Hi, how are you?

394
00:27:28,881 --> 00:27:30,748
Good, good.

395
00:27:30,750 --> 00:27:32,349
Do you live around here?

396
00:27:32,351 --> 00:27:33,751
No.

397
00:27:33,753 --> 00:27:35,786
I'm out on Long Island.

398
00:27:35,788 --> 00:27:37,655
My dad works in the area.

399
00:27:37,657 --> 00:27:39,356
We had dinner.

400
00:27:39,358 --> 00:27:39,857
Nice.

401
00:27:39,859 --> 00:27:41,325
Yeah.

402
00:27:41,327 --> 00:27:42,626
- You?
- Yeah, yeah.

403
00:27:42,628 --> 00:27:45,462
I live right down
the street actually.

404
00:27:45,464 --> 00:27:47,331
Oh, wow.

405
00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:51,001
So, getting a little caffeine
to go with your nicotine?

406
00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:55,706
Yup, I've heard the coffee,
smoke breath combo is a killer.

407
00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:59,243
Yeah, no, I actually
took your advice.

408
00:27:59,245 --> 00:28:00,978
You mean you quit?

409
00:28:00,980 --> 00:28:03,080
If you can even call it that.

410
00:28:03,082 --> 00:28:04,548
- Here you are, sir.
- Thank you.

411
00:28:04,550 --> 00:28:07,117
I've actually taken up
binge eating instead.

412
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:08,986
You know what, could we get
the tray of biscotti

413
00:28:08,988 --> 00:28:12,089
and a dozen or so
bear claws, please?

414
00:28:16,061 --> 00:28:19,563
She doesn't like my jokes.

415
00:28:19,565 --> 00:28:21,398
You know, I haven't been,
but I hear it's great though.

416
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:24,601
Yeah, the staff's a little rude,
but the food's good.

417
00:28:24,603 --> 00:28:26,236
Thank you.

418
00:28:26,238 --> 00:28:29,940
Did they redo this place?

419
00:28:29,942 --> 00:28:32,076
You know, it's been the same
since I've been up here.

420
00:28:32,078 --> 00:28:34,611
How long is that?

421
00:28:34,613 --> 00:28:36,447
Almost a year.

422
00:28:36,449 --> 00:28:38,048
Do you like the neighborhood?

423
00:28:38,050 --> 00:28:42,119
I do, you know,
it's cleaner, quieter,

424
00:28:42,121 --> 00:28:44,655
outrageously expensive.

425
00:28:44,657 --> 00:28:48,892
I don't know, I do miss
living downtown though.

426
00:28:48,894 --> 00:28:50,527
Why did you leave?

427
00:28:50,529 --> 00:28:54,498
Well, my old roommate
got married.

428
00:28:54,500 --> 00:28:55,999
Loser.

429
00:28:56,001 --> 00:28:58,736
And, um, my girlfriend Gretchen,

430
00:28:58,738 --> 00:29:04,408
she lived about
five blocks up, so, yeah.

431
00:29:04,410 --> 00:29:10,347
So, you live in one of those
Brownstones right off the park?

432
00:29:10,349 --> 00:29:13,050
- Wow, that's pretty...
- Pretentious?

433
00:29:13,052 --> 00:29:16,220
I was going to say
impressive, but...

434
00:29:16,222 --> 00:29:18,021
Yeah, well, I'm a big shot
investment banker.

435
00:29:18,023 --> 00:29:21,291
- Really?
- No, I'm not that lame.

436
00:29:21,293 --> 00:29:24,595
My husband was a banker.

437
00:29:24,597 --> 00:29:26,063
Of course he was, Jesus.

438
00:29:26,065 --> 00:29:30,400
No, it's okay,
I didn't get it either.

439
00:29:30,402 --> 00:29:33,137
Well, I did do a semester
of business school

440
00:29:33,139 --> 00:29:34,938
so I'm at least partly lame.

441
00:29:34,940 --> 00:29:37,074
Oh, at least.

442
00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:39,176
- Why only a semester?
- I don't know.

443
00:29:39,178 --> 00:29:42,179
It was fine, but,
you know after...

444
00:29:44,749 --> 00:29:46,183
I just decided to take a break

445
00:29:46,185 --> 00:29:48,719
for a semester or forever,
we'll see.

446
00:29:48,721 --> 00:29:51,355
So, what are you doing
in the meantime?

447
00:29:51,357 --> 00:29:53,857
Just loitering in coffee shops?

448
00:29:53,859 --> 00:29:55,659
Pretty much, yeah.

449
00:29:55,661 --> 00:30:00,297
No, I work for a commercial
real estate firm.

450
00:30:00,299 --> 00:30:03,901
But what do you do,
how do you spend your time?

451
00:30:03,903 --> 00:30:06,203
Um, I'm a teacher.

452
00:30:06,205 --> 00:30:08,605
- Oh yeah?
- Yeah, second grade.

453
00:30:08,607 --> 00:30:10,073
That sounds about right.

454
00:30:10,075 --> 00:30:11,041
Hey!

455
00:30:11,043 --> 00:30:12,043
No, seriously.

456
00:30:12,044 --> 00:30:14,344
In a good way.

457
00:30:14,346 --> 00:30:16,380
So, what brings you
from Long Island

458
00:30:16,382 --> 00:30:18,682
to a church all the way
on the upper Westside?

459
00:30:18,684 --> 00:30:23,487
Um, well my husband
and I lived on 73rd.

460
00:30:23,489 --> 00:30:26,356
And the group meets up here, so.

461
00:30:26,358 --> 00:30:29,393
And how long have you been
going to Lazarus Lives?

462
00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:34,431
I went pretty regularly
for about a year or so,

463
00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:37,935
but I actually hadn't been
in months until that meeting.

464
00:30:37,937 --> 00:30:39,102
Was it helpful?

465
00:30:39,104 --> 00:30:40,170
Yeah.

466
00:30:40,172 --> 00:30:41,638
Yeah.

467
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:45,909
I don't know.

468
00:30:45,911 --> 00:30:48,712
It's kind of like Tylenol
or muscle rub.

469
00:30:48,714 --> 00:30:51,582
It doesn't really cure anything,
it just sort of...

470
00:30:51,584 --> 00:30:53,917
Masks the pain.

471
00:30:53,919 --> 00:31:01,859
I was going to say,
"Relieves the pain," but...

472
00:31:01,861 --> 00:31:05,596
I didn't see you there
this Sunday.

473
00:31:05,598 --> 00:31:09,333
Yeah.

474
00:31:09,335 --> 00:31:12,135
Yeah, I don't think
I really belong there.

475
00:31:12,137 --> 00:31:17,841
Well, nobody belongs there,
but if you've lost someone...

476
00:31:21,579 --> 00:31:26,083
- Where on Long Island are you?
- Sag Harbor.

477
00:31:26,085 --> 00:31:29,152
Wow, house in Sag Harbor,
that's pretty pretentious...

478
00:31:29,154 --> 00:31:33,624
I mean, impressive,
how did you swing that?

479
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,795
Pennies from heaven.

480
00:31:42,066 --> 00:31:45,269
(footsteps)

481
00:31:46,771 --> 00:31:50,207
(sounds of traffic)

482
00:31:50,209 --> 00:31:52,843
I never would've expected it.

483
00:31:52,845 --> 00:31:55,445
I mean, all the bureaucracy
and what not,

484
00:31:55,447 --> 00:31:58,315
but they covered his full
funeral expenses.

485
00:31:58,317 --> 00:31:59,116
They paid for the limo.

486
00:31:59,118 --> 00:32:00,751
(bang)

487
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:06,957
Um, so, anyway...

488
00:32:06,959 --> 00:32:10,260
they did some arranging
with my father's

489
00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:11,662
vacation days off and my mother

490
00:32:11,664 --> 00:32:13,563
is gonna receive
his full benefits

491
00:32:13,565 --> 00:32:17,434
even though my dad was two full
years away from his pension.

492
00:32:18,803 --> 00:32:21,471
Well, that was quite
an entrance.

493
00:32:21,473 --> 00:32:23,941
I know, this damn
daylight savings thing.

494
00:32:23,943 --> 00:32:26,743
I still haven't adapted
to the time change.

495
00:32:26,745 --> 00:32:29,179
Wasn't that like a month ago?

496
00:32:29,181 --> 00:32:31,581
Never you mind.

497
00:32:31,583 --> 00:32:32,916
Actually, I think it's because
I still haven't

498
00:32:32,918 --> 00:32:34,718
had my fix today.

499
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,554
Still coffee or have you
moved onto the harder stuff?

500
00:32:37,556 --> 00:32:39,890
Still coffee for now.

501
00:32:39,892 --> 00:32:41,858
I think I might grab
some before my blood pressure

502
00:32:41,860 --> 00:32:43,860
gives out and I faint.

503
00:32:43,862 --> 00:32:46,029
Well, um, enjoy.

504
00:32:46,031 --> 00:32:48,832
Try not to knock anything
over on your way there.

505
00:32:48,834 --> 00:32:52,903
No promises.

506
00:32:52,905 --> 00:32:54,204
He's out.

507
00:32:54,206 --> 00:32:55,472
- Are you kidding?
- Yep, another one.

508
00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:56,974
- Hey.
- Hey.

509
00:32:56,976 --> 00:32:58,275
Yo, buddy.

510
00:32:58,277 --> 00:32:59,977
What's the score?

511
00:32:59,979 --> 00:33:03,046
Life 1, me 0.

512
00:33:03,048 --> 00:33:06,249
(TV in background)

513
00:33:10,121 --> 00:33:13,323
(sounds of traffic)

514
00:33:15,193 --> 00:33:23,193
♪

515
00:33:25,237 --> 00:33:33,237
♪

516
00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:43,347
♪

517
00:33:45,257 --> 00:33:53,257
♪

518
00:33:55,367 --> 00:34:03,367
♪

519
00:34:05,277 --> 00:34:13,277
♪

520
00:34:16,955 --> 00:34:19,956
(footsteps)

521
00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:34,971
It's the only recurring
dream I've ever had,

522
00:34:34,973 --> 00:34:38,208
but no matter how many
times I have it,

523
00:34:38,210 --> 00:34:41,545
I never realize I'm dreaming.

524
00:34:43,414 --> 00:34:45,282
At least not until I wake up.

525
00:34:45,284 --> 00:34:50,620
♪

526
00:34:50,622 --> 00:34:52,489
But what really
sticks with me is that

527
00:34:52,491 --> 00:34:56,493
the whole time,
we don't say a word.

528
00:34:58,162 --> 00:35:02,432
We don't speak because
we don't have to.

529
00:35:03,701 --> 00:35:09,172
And that connection,
that unspoken is gone.

530
00:35:09,174 --> 00:35:15,645
♪

531
00:35:15,647 --> 00:35:17,581
It's something I'll
never feel again.

532
00:35:17,583 --> 00:35:22,352
♪

533
00:35:22,354 --> 00:35:24,121
At least not while I'm awake.

534
00:35:26,991 --> 00:35:28,758
Thanks, Eric.

535
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,128
- Anyone else?
- That was very nice, hun.

536
00:35:31,130 --> 00:35:33,096
Yeah, Ed?

537
00:35:33,098 --> 00:35:36,500
"We must guard against
the unwarranted influence,

538
00:35:36,502 --> 00:35:37,834
whether sought or unsought,

539
00:35:37,836 --> 00:35:41,071
by the military
industrial complex."

540
00:35:41,073 --> 00:35:42,806
Dwight D. Eisenhower.

541
00:35:43,107 --> 00:35:44,841
Thanks, Ed.

542
00:35:47,011 --> 00:35:48,011
Okay.

543
00:35:48,013 --> 00:35:51,681
So, Ed?

544
00:35:51,683 --> 00:35:54,084
His son was killed overseas.

545
00:35:54,086 --> 00:35:55,752
It was a while ago, I think.

546
00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:02,425
You okay?

547
00:36:02,427 --> 00:36:04,060
Yeah.

548
00:36:04,062 --> 00:36:05,795
I just didn't know that.

549
00:36:09,534 --> 00:36:11,201
My brother's over there.

550
00:36:13,971 --> 00:36:17,340
Really, how long
has he been there?

551
00:36:17,342 --> 00:36:19,442
Well, he did two tours already
and then he was home

552
00:36:19,444 --> 00:36:21,678
for about a year,
thought he was done,

553
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:25,382
but then in December,
he went back.

554
00:36:25,384 --> 00:36:26,750
That must be hard.

555
00:36:26,752 --> 00:36:28,985
Yeah, not only because
he's over there,

556
00:36:28,987 --> 00:36:32,789
but because, you know,
he's not here

557
00:36:32,791 --> 00:36:39,029
and he's the one person
I really wish was right now.

558
00:36:39,031 --> 00:36:42,299
I feel that way about
my mom sometimes.

559
00:36:42,301 --> 00:36:47,504
She died a long time ago, don't,
and it wasn't unexpected.

560
00:36:47,506 --> 00:36:50,840
It's strange how
different they are.

561
00:36:50,842 --> 00:36:53,210
I mean, the long, drawn out kind

562
00:36:53,212 --> 00:36:58,615
is its own type of animal,
but when it's sudden...

563
00:37:00,384 --> 00:37:02,619
Well, I mean, you know.

564
00:37:05,289 --> 00:37:07,157
Which one's worse?

565
00:37:12,096 --> 00:37:15,799
Um, I'm sorry.

566
00:37:18,169 --> 00:37:20,604
(beep)

567
00:37:20,606 --> 00:37:22,939
Hello, I just wanted to let you
know that I've hired

568
00:37:22,941 --> 00:37:25,408
a private detective
to look at your whereabouts.

569
00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:28,878
Had to take a second job,
but hey, you're worth it.

570
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:30,814
Be on the lookout for
a guy driving a Ferrari,

571
00:37:30,816 --> 00:37:33,750
wears a Hawaiian shirt,
has a killer mustache.

572
00:37:33,752 --> 00:37:35,252
Seriously, Rach,
please call me back.

573
00:37:35,254 --> 00:37:37,020
There's something I
want to talk to you about.

574
00:37:37,022 --> 00:37:38,388
(beep)

575
00:37:38,390 --> 00:37:40,156
Eric, it's Melissa.

576
00:37:40,158 --> 00:37:42,892
This is getting a
little crazy here.

577
00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:45,061
It would be really good
if you would call me back

578
00:37:45,063 --> 00:37:46,663
one of these days.

579
00:37:46,665 --> 00:37:49,232
Sooner rather than later.

580
00:37:49,234 --> 00:37:50,700
I'm moving, Eric.

581
00:37:50,702 --> 00:37:53,169
I'll be gone at
the end of May, so.

582
00:37:53,171 --> 00:37:55,605
We're running out of time here.

583
00:37:55,607 --> 00:37:57,173
Please call me.

584
00:37:57,175 --> 00:38:00,844
Soon.

585
00:38:00,846 --> 00:38:05,715
Well, the good news is
it's nothing to worry about.

586
00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:09,386
- That's good.
- Yes, but these aren't moles.

587
00:38:09,388 --> 00:38:13,790
They're called mollusca,
now, pull down your pants.

588
00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:14,891
Um.

589
00:38:14,893 --> 00:38:17,394
Come on.

590
00:38:17,396 --> 00:38:19,162
Oh, yeah.

591
00:38:19,164 --> 00:38:20,664
Yeah, you have a lot
of little ones

592
00:38:20,666 --> 00:38:22,899
running down the inside
of your thighs.

593
00:38:22,901 --> 00:38:24,934
Looks like a couple
on the penis.

594
00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,102
I do?

595
00:38:26,104 --> 00:38:29,906
They're small, so
they're harder to spot.

596
00:38:29,908 --> 00:38:32,175
Well, what did you say
they're called?

597
00:38:32,177 --> 00:38:34,144
Molluscum contagiosum.

598
00:38:34,146 --> 00:38:36,479
It's a virus that's transmitted
by sexual contact

599
00:38:36,481 --> 00:38:40,617
that produces these painless
little papules all over.

600
00:38:40,619 --> 00:38:42,018
I'm sorry.

601
00:38:42,020 --> 00:38:45,221
Is this an STD?

602
00:38:45,223 --> 00:38:48,625
Well, technically,
in your case, yes.

603
00:38:48,627 --> 00:38:50,960
The vast majority of adults
contract it from

604
00:38:50,962 --> 00:38:52,929
skin to skin contact
during intercourse

605
00:38:52,931 --> 00:38:56,199
and judging from the location
of the papules,

606
00:38:56,201 --> 00:38:59,602
it's pretty clear
that's where you acquired it,

607
00:38:59,604 --> 00:39:02,072
but not to worry.

608
00:39:02,074 --> 00:39:05,875
Unlike herpes or HPV,
once the initial symptoms

609
00:39:05,877 --> 00:39:08,511
clear up, they don't come back.

610
00:39:08,513 --> 00:39:11,214
Now, uh,
are you sexually active now?

611
00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:13,850
No.

612
00:39:13,852 --> 00:39:16,653
When was the last time you were?

613
00:39:16,655 --> 00:39:19,489
About two months ago.

614
00:39:19,491 --> 00:39:22,625
Or more like three, I guess.

615
00:39:22,627 --> 00:39:25,295
Well, these guys sometimes
take a little while to show up

616
00:39:25,297 --> 00:39:26,930
and when they do,
people tend to ignore them

617
00:39:26,932 --> 00:39:28,998
since they don't hurt.

618
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:32,335
Now, I'm going to give
you a cream to apply

619
00:39:32,337 --> 00:39:35,105
directly to the penis at home

620
00:39:35,107 --> 00:39:37,807
and then, we'll freeze off
the ones in the surrounding

621
00:39:37,809 --> 00:39:40,910
areas every two weeks or so.

622
00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:43,847
How long did you say
the incubation period is?

623
00:39:43,849 --> 00:39:47,784
Between two and twelve
weeks from exposure.

624
00:39:47,786 --> 00:39:51,454
That's it?

625
00:39:51,456 --> 00:39:52,889
All right.

626
00:39:52,891 --> 00:39:54,357
Now, just lie back.

627
00:39:54,359 --> 00:40:02,359
♪

628
00:40:04,403 --> 00:40:12,403
♪

629
00:40:16,481 --> 00:40:17,914
(knocking)

630
00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:25,916
♪

631
00:40:27,959 --> 00:40:34,664
♪

632
00:40:34,666 --> 00:40:36,166
(door opening)

633
00:40:37,301 --> 00:40:39,869
Hey, where you been?

634
00:40:39,871 --> 00:40:43,206
Sorry, I totally lost track
of time.

635
00:40:43,208 --> 00:40:44,707
I tried calling you.

636
00:40:44,709 --> 00:40:47,076
I know, bad reception.

637
00:40:47,078 --> 00:40:52,749
♪

638
00:40:52,751 --> 00:40:54,117
Thank you.

639
00:40:54,119 --> 00:41:02,119
♪

640
00:41:04,162 --> 00:41:09,632
♪

641
00:41:09,634 --> 00:41:10,733
Who is that?

642
00:41:10,735 --> 00:41:12,469
Nobody.

643
00:41:12,471 --> 00:41:14,337
Just somebody from work.

644
00:41:14,339 --> 00:41:22,339
♪

645
00:41:24,382 --> 00:41:32,382
♪

646
00:41:39,197 --> 00:41:42,799
I'd been dreading
that day for six months.

647
00:41:42,801 --> 00:41:44,400
I just never thought I
would be able to make it

648
00:41:44,402 --> 00:41:48,571
through Samantha's birthday,
but George insisted

649
00:41:48,573 --> 00:41:53,743
that we celebrate it,
so that's what we did.

650
00:41:55,579 --> 00:41:59,282
Is it weird for you coming back
to this neighborhood?

651
00:41:59,284 --> 00:42:03,019
Sometimes, but not in a bad way.

652
00:42:03,021 --> 00:42:05,188
I do try to steer clear
of 73rd street though

653
00:42:05,190 --> 00:42:09,125
and keep somewhat of a safe
distance from our old place.

654
00:42:13,797 --> 00:42:16,833
When did you know
you wanted to marry him?

655
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:21,604
Sometime during my senior year.

656
00:42:21,606 --> 00:42:23,673
- Oh, God.
- What?

657
00:42:23,675 --> 00:42:26,643
Nothing, it's just all
I was focused on senior year

658
00:42:26,645 --> 00:42:28,778
of college was fast food
and keg stands.

659
00:42:28,780 --> 00:42:31,481
- Well, so was I.
- Mhm.

660
00:42:31,483 --> 00:42:34,651
Hey, I wasn't born
a second grade teacher.

661
00:42:34,653 --> 00:42:36,352
Oh, okay, well, what about you?

662
00:42:36,354 --> 00:42:38,288
Haven't you ever thought you
would marry someone you dated?

663
00:42:38,290 --> 00:42:41,124
I mean, didn't you think
you might marry Gretchen?

664
00:42:45,729 --> 00:42:49,799
She's the first person I'd ever
even thought about it with.

665
00:42:51,001 --> 00:42:52,468
Before that, I don't know.

666
00:42:52,470 --> 00:42:54,637
I just never really saw it
happening with anyone

667
00:42:54,639 --> 00:42:59,909
but with her,
it just seemed to make sense.

668
00:43:04,148 --> 00:43:08,117
I'd actually started
saving up for a rock.

669
00:43:08,119 --> 00:43:11,087
- Really?
- Yeah, well, not a rock.

670
00:43:11,089 --> 00:43:13,189
More like a pebble,
student loans kind of put

671
00:43:13,191 --> 00:43:15,458
a damper on the diamond fund.

672
00:43:15,460 --> 00:43:18,194
Why did you drop
out of business school?

673
00:43:18,196 --> 00:43:19,662
Technically,
I haven't dropped out.

674
00:43:19,664 --> 00:43:21,931
Thank you very much,
I've simply deferred

675
00:43:21,933 --> 00:43:23,566
my matriculated studies.

676
00:43:23,568 --> 00:43:26,736
Okay, well, why did you do that?

677
00:43:26,738 --> 00:43:31,274
I don't know, I've been working
in non profit for a few years

678
00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:36,346
and it was pretty great,
but it's not exactly lucrative.

679
00:43:37,781 --> 00:43:41,784
I just thought getting
an MBA would show initiative

680
00:43:41,786 --> 00:43:43,987
and show that
I was serious about her.

681
00:43:45,789 --> 00:43:50,326
Then, after, you know...

682
00:43:50,328 --> 00:43:51,828
I don't know, I guess
I just didn't know

683
00:43:51,830 --> 00:43:54,330
why I was there anymore.

684
00:43:59,703 --> 00:44:02,071
What?

685
00:44:02,073 --> 00:44:05,541
Sorry, I don't know, I just...

686
00:44:05,543 --> 00:44:08,511
It just seems like you
did a lot for her.

687
00:44:12,783 --> 00:44:14,350
I don't know.

688
00:44:14,352 --> 00:44:16,886
Never really felt like enough.

689
00:44:22,926 --> 00:44:26,362
- Hey, easy with the flipping.
- What?

690
00:44:26,364 --> 00:44:27,730
You're only supposed
to flip them once

691
00:44:27,732 --> 00:44:30,867
otherwise, they get dried out.

692
00:44:30,869 --> 00:44:33,336
Sorry, I didn't realize
I had the charbroiling queen

693
00:44:33,338 --> 00:44:35,905
of Sag Harbor right
here in my backyard.

694
00:44:35,907 --> 00:44:38,474
Well, now you know.

695
00:44:42,046 --> 00:44:46,649
Hey, did you ever worry
about Bobby, you know...

696
00:44:46,651 --> 00:44:48,851
What?

697
00:44:48,853 --> 00:44:49,952
Never mind.

698
00:44:49,954 --> 00:44:54,457
Never mind.

699
00:44:54,459 --> 00:44:56,592
Being unfaithful?

700
00:44:56,594 --> 00:44:59,228
How'd you go from
grilling techniques to that?

701
00:44:59,230 --> 00:45:02,965
What, you don't see the segue?

702
00:45:02,967 --> 00:45:04,267
I'm not saying that he was.

703
00:45:04,269 --> 00:45:08,071
I'm just curious if... you know.

704
00:45:08,073 --> 00:45:10,773
I don't know, never mind.

705
00:45:10,775 --> 00:45:12,442
I never worried about it really.

706
00:45:15,312 --> 00:45:19,148
It crossed my mind
once or twice.

707
00:45:19,150 --> 00:45:22,085
At our first homecoming,
after college,

708
00:45:22,087 --> 00:45:24,921
we were saying hi
to all these people

709
00:45:24,923 --> 00:45:27,490
we hadn't seen since graduation

710
00:45:27,492 --> 00:45:32,628
and there was this girl.

711
00:45:32,630 --> 00:45:35,398
She had been a couple years
behind Bobby and me

712
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:38,067
and she lived across the hall
from him our senior year

713
00:45:38,069 --> 00:45:39,535
and she and her friends
were always hanging

714
00:45:39,537 --> 00:45:44,407
around his place
and I don't know, I just...

715
00:45:44,409 --> 00:45:49,312
I always thought she had
a thing for him, you know?

716
00:45:49,314 --> 00:45:54,117
Anyway,
when we saw her that day,

717
00:45:54,119 --> 00:46:00,056
she gave Bobby a hug
and she gave me this look.

718
00:46:00,058 --> 00:46:01,424
I don't know,
it's just this look

719
00:46:01,426 --> 00:46:05,294
like she had
something on me, you know?

720
00:46:08,799 --> 00:46:11,701
That was the only time really.

721
00:46:11,703 --> 00:46:13,603
Did you ask him about it?

722
00:46:13,605 --> 00:46:15,438
About a look?

723
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:16,506
(mumbles)

724
00:46:18,275 --> 00:46:19,776
Yeah, I just...
it was just probably

725
00:46:19,778 --> 00:46:21,511
all in my head.

726
00:46:23,147 --> 00:46:24,680
Why'd you ask me that?

727
00:46:28,285 --> 00:46:31,621
What's up, dudes?

728
00:46:31,623 --> 00:46:32,755
Hey handsome.

729
00:46:32,757 --> 00:46:33,923
Tony, this is Rachel.

730
00:46:33,925 --> 00:46:35,358
Rachel, this is my son, Tony.

731
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:37,560
I adopted him last month.

732
00:46:37,562 --> 00:46:38,494
Hey, how are you?

733
00:46:38,496 --> 00:46:39,629
Hi.

734
00:46:39,631 --> 00:46:41,197
I thought you were
playing ball tonight?

735
00:46:41,199 --> 00:46:42,965
There's some event
going on at the gym

736
00:46:42,967 --> 00:46:44,834
so we got pushed back an hour.

737
00:46:44,836 --> 00:46:46,002
Fuckin' kids.

738
00:46:46,004 --> 00:46:47,703
Ugh, the worst.

739
00:46:47,705 --> 00:46:48,938
What about you guys?

740
00:46:48,940 --> 00:46:50,473
Little Sunday night
burger action?

741
00:46:50,475 --> 00:46:52,842
More like hockey pucks
if this guy has his way.

742
00:46:52,844 --> 00:46:54,510
(laughing)

743
00:46:54,512 --> 00:46:57,280
Um, is there a bathroom
I can use?

744
00:46:57,282 --> 00:46:59,982
Yes, upstairs
and through the kitchen.

745
00:46:59,984 --> 00:47:02,251
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

746
00:47:02,253 --> 00:47:03,519
Remember what I said.

747
00:47:03,521 --> 00:47:05,721
Yeah, yeah.

748
00:47:12,529 --> 00:47:13,863
She's cute.

749
00:47:13,865 --> 00:47:15,798
So are you.

750
00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:17,800
(door creaking)

751
00:47:17,802 --> 00:47:20,403
(footsteps)

752
00:47:25,809 --> 00:47:33,809
♪

753
00:47:35,854 --> 00:47:43,854
♪

754
00:47:45,964 --> 00:47:53,964
♪

755
00:47:55,874 --> 00:48:03,874
♪

756
00:48:05,984 --> 00:48:13,984
♪

757
00:48:15,894 --> 00:48:21,697
♪

758
00:48:22,699 --> 00:48:25,301
(sounds of traffic)

759
00:48:32,976 --> 00:48:34,977
(television playing)

760
00:48:34,979 --> 00:48:37,680
Reporters at a press conference
this morning that the body

761
00:48:37,682 --> 00:48:40,383
of a prominent businessman
found late last night

762
00:48:40,385 --> 00:48:43,386
in a parking lot
might be related to the robbery.

763
00:48:43,388 --> 00:48:44,620
Thank you, Eddie.

764
00:48:44,622 --> 00:48:46,622
Up next,
a helicopter is shot down

765
00:48:46,624 --> 00:48:48,925
in what is now being reported
as the worst day

766
00:48:48,927 --> 00:48:51,327
of U.S. casualties in 10 years.

767
00:48:51,329 --> 00:48:53,396
Thirty Americans,
including twenty-two Navy SEALs

768
00:48:53,398 --> 00:48:54,931
and an interpreter,
died early Saturday

769
00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:58,167
when their Chinook helicopter
was shot down.

770
00:48:58,169 --> 00:49:01,704
Dan Lichtenburg reports directly
from the Pentagon.

771
00:49:26,263 --> 00:49:27,563
(clears throat)

772
00:49:30,767 --> 00:49:33,169
Melissa?

773
00:49:33,171 --> 00:49:35,104
Hey, it's Eric.

774
00:49:35,106 --> 00:49:36,439
Yeah, yeah, I know, I'm sorry

775
00:49:36,441 --> 00:49:39,742
I haven't gotten back
to you sooner.

776
00:49:39,744 --> 00:49:41,243
Yeah, well I can come by
later today.

777
00:49:41,245 --> 00:49:43,579
Will you be around?

778
00:49:43,581 --> 00:49:45,715
Yeah, I'm around this weekend

779
00:49:45,717 --> 00:49:47,483
but I'd honestly
rather do it today

780
00:49:47,485 --> 00:49:50,386
if that's okay with you.

781
00:49:50,388 --> 00:49:55,024
Sure, that's totally fine.

782
00:49:55,026 --> 00:49:56,492
Yeah, I still have my key.

783
00:49:56,494 --> 00:50:00,196
♪

784
00:50:00,198 --> 00:50:02,064
Okay.

785
00:50:02,066 --> 00:50:02,999
Thank you.

786
00:50:03,001 --> 00:50:11,001
♪

787
00:50:13,044 --> 00:50:21,044
♪

788
00:50:23,154 --> 00:50:31,154
♪

789
00:50:33,064 --> 00:50:41,064
♪

790
00:50:43,174 --> 00:50:48,377
♪

791
00:50:48,379 --> 00:50:49,812
Can you believe it, dude?

792
00:50:49,814 --> 00:50:53,049
She actually put
all my stuff in garbage bags.

793
00:50:53,051 --> 00:50:54,583
Those aren't garbage bags.

794
00:50:54,585 --> 00:50:56,318
They're recycling bags.

795
00:50:59,723 --> 00:51:07,723
♪

796
00:51:09,767 --> 00:51:17,767
♪

797
00:51:23,047 --> 00:51:25,181
Ah!

798
00:51:25,183 --> 00:51:27,283
Friday!

799
00:51:27,285 --> 00:51:28,551
Yeah?

800
00:51:28,553 --> 00:51:30,519
You have any plans this weekend?

801
00:51:33,623 --> 00:51:35,424
Maybe.

802
00:51:37,527 --> 00:51:45,527
♪

803
00:51:46,471 --> 00:51:49,038
(sounds of traffic)

804
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:56,879
♪

805
00:51:56,881 --> 00:51:57,947
Ow.

806
00:51:57,949 --> 00:52:05,949
♪

807
00:52:07,992 --> 00:52:15,992
♪

808
00:52:18,002 --> 00:52:20,336
(door opening)

809
00:52:20,338 --> 00:52:21,737
Hi.

810
00:52:21,739 --> 00:52:23,772
Hi.

811
00:52:23,774 --> 00:52:25,040
Is Eric here?

812
00:52:25,042 --> 00:52:26,208
Uh, no.

813
00:52:26,210 --> 00:52:27,643
I'm not sure where he is.

814
00:52:27,645 --> 00:52:29,645
Oh, okay, no big deal,
I just, um...

815
00:52:29,647 --> 00:52:30,913
Do you want to come in and wait?

816
00:52:30,915 --> 00:52:32,982
I'm not sure
how long he'll be but...

817
00:52:32,984 --> 00:52:34,517
No, no, it's okay.

818
00:52:34,519 --> 00:52:35,651
Just tell him that I'll see him

819
00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:37,753
at the church tomorrow night.

820
00:52:37,755 --> 00:52:39,188
- Church?
- Yeah, yeah.

821
00:52:39,190 --> 00:52:41,390
The Lazarus Lives thing.

822
00:52:41,392 --> 00:52:42,691
Oh, right.

823
00:52:42,693 --> 00:52:44,026
Okay.

824
00:52:44,028 --> 00:52:46,562
- Thanks.
- Sure.

825
00:52:54,604 --> 00:52:56,539
Well, looks like
the cream worked.

826
00:52:56,541 --> 00:52:58,340
By "worked" you mean
"burned like battery acid,"

827
00:52:58,342 --> 00:52:59,575
then yeah.

828
00:52:59,577 --> 00:53:01,777
Actually, that is what I meant.

829
00:53:01,779 --> 00:53:04,547
Now I know the nitrogen
can sting too,

830
00:53:04,549 --> 00:53:06,615
so it's probably best
to think about

831
00:53:06,617 --> 00:53:09,652
something else
while I'm spraying.

832
00:53:09,654 --> 00:53:11,120
I do.

833
00:53:11,122 --> 00:53:12,988
That's good.

834
00:53:12,990 --> 00:53:14,723
What do you think about?

835
00:53:14,725 --> 00:53:16,458
I think about my girlfriend

836
00:53:16,460 --> 00:53:18,494
having an orgasm
with somebody else.

837
00:53:20,697 --> 00:53:22,598
And that makes the pain better?

838
00:53:28,972 --> 00:53:30,539
Oh, hey.

839
00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:32,942
I know skin is your thing
but I got this pain

840
00:53:32,944 --> 00:53:34,410
along the top of my right foot.

841
00:53:34,412 --> 00:53:35,744
It kinda came out of nowhere.

842
00:53:35,746 --> 00:53:38,013
Well, as you say,
skin is my thing.

843
00:53:38,015 --> 00:53:39,348
I know, just any idea

844
00:53:39,350 --> 00:53:40,816
off the top of your head
what it could be?

845
00:53:40,818 --> 00:53:42,284
Well, it could be anything,
it could be a break,

846
00:53:42,286 --> 00:53:44,086
a tear, a sprain, anything.

847
00:53:44,088 --> 00:53:45,621
Excuse me, Dr. Rice,
your daughter's here.

848
00:53:45,623 --> 00:53:47,323
- Really?
- She's in room two.

849
00:53:47,325 --> 00:53:48,624
Oh, thank you... oh, Lydia.

850
00:53:48,626 --> 00:53:50,125
Mr. Battie
needs to see somebody

851
00:53:50,127 --> 00:53:51,127
over in podiatry.

852
00:53:51,128 --> 00:53:52,127
Could you call over and see

853
00:53:52,129 --> 00:53:53,329
when they could squeeze him in?

854
00:53:53,331 --> 00:53:54,463
Absolutely.

855
00:53:54,465 --> 00:53:55,631
See you in a couple of weeks.

856
00:53:55,633 --> 00:53:57,833
Can't wait.

857
00:53:58,969 --> 00:53:59,969
Hi, sweetie.

858
00:53:59,971 --> 00:54:00,603
Hi, Dad.

859
00:54:00,605 --> 00:54:02,171
Well, look at you.

860
00:54:02,173 --> 00:54:03,672
What's the occasion?

861
00:54:04,274 --> 00:54:05,274
All right.

862
00:54:05,276 --> 00:54:06,809
Thank you.

863
00:54:06,811 --> 00:54:08,143
All right, she said that you

864
00:54:08,145 --> 00:54:09,378
can head over there now

865
00:54:09,380 --> 00:54:12,214
and they can squeeze you in.

866
00:54:12,216 --> 00:54:14,950
Lydia, you do good work.

867
00:54:14,952 --> 00:54:18,387
Don't worry,
I'm sure it's not a big deal.

868
00:54:18,389 --> 00:54:20,990
(sounds of traffic)

869
00:54:28,798 --> 00:54:30,733
Okay, this is the kid
they just brought up today.

870
00:54:30,735 --> 00:54:32,301
I don't know anything
about this kid.

871
00:54:32,303 --> 00:54:34,670
I scouted this kid,
he's on my minor league team

872
00:54:34,672 --> 00:54:35,604
and they just brought him up.

873
00:54:35,606 --> 00:54:36,839
I activated him today.

874
00:54:36,841 --> 00:54:38,207
What do you mean
I'm not a scout?

875
00:54:38,209 --> 00:54:39,541
I have a minor league team, I...

876
00:54:39,543 --> 00:54:41,076
You work in the
financial district.

877
00:54:41,078 --> 00:54:43,512
You don't even know
where the financial district is.

878
00:54:43,514 --> 00:54:46,215
Sure I do.

879
00:54:46,217 --> 00:54:47,316
Buzz?

880
00:54:47,318 --> 00:54:49,318
Buzz Aldrin, is that you?

881
00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:51,020
What an honor, sir.

882
00:54:51,022 --> 00:54:53,122
Did you just get
back from the moon?

883
00:54:53,124 --> 00:54:54,823
(laughing)

884
00:54:54,825 --> 00:54:56,759
What in the world is that thing?

885
00:54:56,761 --> 00:54:58,327
Called a foot cast, dummy.

886
00:54:58,329 --> 00:54:59,995
For who, Paul Bunyan?

887
00:54:59,997 --> 00:55:02,364
I'm just kidding man,
you can hardly notice it.

888
00:55:02,366 --> 00:55:03,999
Well, why are you wearing it?

889
00:55:04,001 --> 00:55:07,202
Because apparently,
I have a stress fracture.

890
00:55:07,204 --> 00:55:08,204
A stress fracture?

891
00:55:08,205 --> 00:55:09,205
What the hell is that?

892
00:55:09,206 --> 00:55:10,139
Is it from all your stress?

893
00:55:10,141 --> 00:55:11,440
Give me those shoulders.

894
00:55:11,442 --> 00:55:12,941
What are you doing
to yourself, buddy?

895
00:55:12,943 --> 00:55:14,343
Doctor says, it's brought on by

896
00:55:14,345 --> 00:55:15,878
an excessive amount of exercise.

897
00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:16,945
Apparently,
if I don't wear this,

898
00:55:16,947 --> 00:55:18,447
I might wind up needing surgery.

899
00:55:18,449 --> 00:55:19,915
Jesus.

900
00:55:19,917 --> 00:55:22,017
How long do you
have to wear it for?

901
00:55:22,019 --> 00:55:23,419
Three to six weeks.

902
00:55:23,421 --> 00:55:25,921
Sounds like your body's
telling you to ease up, man.

903
00:55:25,923 --> 00:55:28,123
Maybe give yourself a break.

904
00:55:28,125 --> 00:55:29,191
Excuse me, ma'am.

905
00:55:29,193 --> 00:55:31,593
Can we get a high-chair
for my friend here?

906
00:55:31,595 --> 00:55:33,495
His bones haven't
formed yet actually.

907
00:55:33,497 --> 00:55:35,030
Very brittle.

908
00:55:35,032 --> 00:55:38,000
(phone ringing)

909
00:55:38,002 --> 00:55:38,801
(beep)

910
00:55:38,803 --> 00:55:40,202
So, I'm out of options.

911
00:55:40,204 --> 00:55:41,804
I've been waiting
to hear back from you

912
00:55:41,806 --> 00:55:43,672
but no luck and now
I have to leave this

913
00:55:43,674 --> 00:55:45,541
on your machine
like I'm, I don't know,

914
00:55:45,543 --> 00:55:47,943
Publishers Clearing House
or something.

915
00:55:47,945 --> 00:55:51,513
Rach, Josh and I
are getting married.

916
00:55:51,515 --> 00:55:52,881
He asked me a couple weeks ago.

917
00:55:52,883 --> 00:55:54,083
I wanted to tell you
on the phone,

918
00:55:54,085 --> 00:55:56,552
if not in person, but I just...

919
00:55:56,554 --> 00:55:58,020
You're getting married?

920
00:55:58,022 --> 00:55:59,355
Ha!

921
00:55:59,357 --> 00:56:00,189
She lives.

922
00:56:00,191 --> 00:56:02,091
I just...

923
00:56:02,093 --> 00:56:03,192
Oh, my God!

924
00:56:03,194 --> 00:56:04,893
Congratulations!

925
00:56:04,895 --> 00:56:12,895
♪

926
00:56:19,076 --> 00:56:22,611
Experience bereavement
in any number of ways.

927
00:56:22,613 --> 00:56:25,748
The most important thing
to remember

928
00:56:25,750 --> 00:56:27,383
is that it is not your place...

929
00:56:27,385 --> 00:56:29,985
(banging)

930
00:56:33,256 --> 00:56:36,759
So, how was the moon?

931
00:56:38,194 --> 00:56:40,896
Sorry, has everyone
been doing that to you lately?

932
00:56:40,898 --> 00:56:43,532
No, you're the first one.

933
00:56:43,534 --> 00:56:46,268
I can't even be annoyed
because I started the trend.

934
00:56:46,270 --> 00:56:48,704
I got married first
and they all came to my wedding

935
00:56:48,706 --> 00:56:50,305
and then,
I skipped all of theirs.

936
00:56:50,307 --> 00:56:51,740
Why?

937
00:56:51,742 --> 00:56:55,344
They weren't just my friends
and to them,

938
00:56:55,346 --> 00:56:57,613
it's like everything
from before Bobby died,

939
00:56:57,615 --> 00:56:59,381
never happened,
like the person I was

940
00:56:59,383 --> 00:57:01,683
doesn't even exist anymore.

941
00:57:01,685 --> 00:57:04,119
Does she?

942
00:57:04,121 --> 00:57:08,123
That can't be the only thing
that defines who I am.

943
00:57:08,125 --> 00:57:09,258
It can't be.

944
00:57:09,260 --> 00:57:11,994
But, Carrie,
she is such a good friend.

945
00:57:11,996 --> 00:57:13,996
So, tell her how you feel.

946
00:57:13,998 --> 00:57:15,931
How do you tell someone
that you've been good friends

947
00:57:15,933 --> 00:57:17,800
with for 10 years
who has never done a bad thing

948
00:57:17,802 --> 00:57:20,202
to you in her life
that you've avoided hanging out

949
00:57:20,204 --> 00:57:22,905
with her because you're afraid
it will make you feel weird.

950
00:57:22,907 --> 00:57:24,139
Well, I could tell her for you.

951
00:57:24,141 --> 00:57:25,741
I mean,
if you give me her number,

952
00:57:25,743 --> 00:57:28,310
I will straighten
that girl out right quick.

953
00:57:28,312 --> 00:57:29,678
(laughs)

954
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:31,046
When's the wedding anyway?

955
00:57:31,048 --> 00:57:31,947
October.

956
00:57:31,949 --> 00:57:33,749
Oh, do you have to go?

957
00:57:33,751 --> 00:57:36,952
Well, she asked me
to be her maid of honor.

958
00:57:36,954 --> 00:57:39,087
Well, maybe you
could compromise?

959
00:57:39,089 --> 00:57:42,090
Maybe you could DJ or valet,
can you drive a stick?

960
00:57:42,092 --> 00:57:43,592
You're a huge help
you know that?

961
00:57:43,594 --> 00:57:44,960
Okay, okay.

962
00:57:44,962 --> 00:57:46,995
I mean, October
is like five months away.

963
00:57:46,997 --> 00:57:49,965
It's plenty of time
to mentally prepare yourself.

964
00:57:49,967 --> 00:57:54,102
Actually, I kind of
offered to have them

965
00:57:54,104 --> 00:57:56,338
and a few other people
over to my place

966
00:57:56,340 --> 00:57:59,741
next week to celebrate
their engagement.

967
00:57:59,743 --> 00:58:01,043
Well, that was nice of you.

968
00:58:01,045 --> 00:58:03,278
Yeah, well, you know,
it seems selfish

969
00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:04,947
to have a place on the water
and never let

970
00:58:04,949 --> 00:58:06,882
your friends take advantage.

971
00:58:06,884 --> 00:58:08,717
Plus this way,
if you lose your shit

972
00:58:08,719 --> 00:58:11,386
and you burn the place down,
at least you're insured.

973
00:58:11,388 --> 00:58:14,756
Yeah.

974
00:58:14,758 --> 00:58:17,493
It's actually next Sunday.

975
00:58:17,495 --> 00:58:19,094
So, I won't be at the meeting.

976
00:58:19,096 --> 00:58:24,766
Well, Jules will be crushed,
but I'll break it to her gently.

977
00:58:24,768 --> 00:58:27,803
Do you need any... any help?

978
00:58:27,805 --> 00:58:30,072
Any backup?

979
00:58:33,776 --> 00:58:36,778
I think I'm okay.

980
00:58:36,780 --> 00:58:39,448
Well, okay.

981
00:58:39,450 --> 00:58:43,085
Cool.

982
00:58:47,490 --> 00:58:49,825
Hey, man, where you...

983
00:58:49,827 --> 00:58:52,427
(horn honks)

984
00:58:53,863 --> 00:58:55,597
Where you coming from?

985
00:58:55,599 --> 00:58:56,965
Just out.

986
00:58:56,967 --> 00:58:58,767
With your friend Rachel?

987
00:58:58,769 --> 00:59:00,302
Yeah.

988
00:59:00,304 --> 00:59:02,604
Yeah, I meant to tell you
she stopped by yesterday.

989
00:59:02,606 --> 00:59:03,972
- Okay.
- Yeah but she said

990
00:59:03,974 --> 00:59:09,111
she'd just see you tonight
at the meeting.

991
00:59:15,418 --> 00:59:16,818
Eric.

992
00:59:22,191 --> 00:59:23,325
Eric, look.

993
00:59:23,327 --> 00:59:25,027
What are you going
through my stuff now?

994
00:59:25,029 --> 00:59:26,762
I'm worried about you.

995
00:59:26,764 --> 00:59:27,829
Look, I'm not judging you

996
00:59:27,831 --> 00:59:29,231
for going to this thing.

997
00:59:29,233 --> 00:59:31,934
- Maybe it was helpful for you.
- Tony.

998
00:59:31,936 --> 00:59:33,635
But this girl, Eric,
this whole thing,

999
00:59:33,637 --> 00:59:37,573
you gotta to be careful here.

1000
00:59:37,575 --> 00:59:40,042
Don't be like Gretchen, man.

1001
00:59:42,645 --> 00:59:43,645
You know,
everyone always thought

1002
00:59:43,647 --> 00:59:45,347
she was hot shit.

1003
00:59:45,349 --> 00:59:47,282
Pretty and funny
and whatever else

1004
00:59:47,284 --> 00:59:50,185
but what I mostly saw
was a girl who did

1005
00:59:50,187 --> 00:59:52,788
whatever she wanted
whenever she wanted

1006
00:59:52,790 --> 00:59:54,656
regardless of how it
ever made you feel.

1007
00:59:54,658 --> 00:59:58,427
Whatever made her happy
was what always came first

1008
00:59:58,429 --> 01:00:00,362
and you know what,
somewhere along the line

1009
01:00:00,364 --> 01:00:02,831
you started believing
that was okay.

1010
01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:04,333
You bought
right the fuck in, man.

1011
01:00:04,335 --> 01:00:06,535
You put aside everything
that was important to you

1012
01:00:06,537 --> 01:00:08,270
and you started trying
to fit into this mold

1013
01:00:08,272 --> 01:00:09,738
of what you thought
she wanted you to be

1014
01:00:09,740 --> 01:00:11,840
and she let you do that.

1015
01:00:11,842 --> 01:00:15,410
So, what am I supposed to think?

1016
01:00:15,412 --> 01:00:19,081
And now this whole thing
with this girl.

1017
01:00:19,083 --> 01:00:21,049
Eric...

1018
01:00:24,554 --> 01:00:26,288
Was it her husband?

1019
01:00:31,094 --> 01:00:32,527
Oh, man.

1020
01:00:32,529 --> 01:00:36,365
You don't understand.

1021
01:00:36,367 --> 01:00:38,600
Hey, John Glenn!

1022
01:00:38,602 --> 01:00:40,969
Shouldn't you be in orbit?

1023
01:00:46,409 --> 01:00:47,809
What's his problem?

1024
01:00:51,481 --> 01:00:59,481
♪

1025
01:01:01,525 --> 01:01:08,664
♪

1026
01:01:08,666 --> 01:01:12,200
Hi, it's Rachel, did I wake you?

1027
01:01:12,202 --> 01:01:14,169
Okay, good.

1028
01:01:14,171 --> 01:01:16,938
Yeah, yeah,
everything's all set up.

1029
01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:19,274
I just um...

1030
01:01:19,276 --> 01:01:25,280
Well, I was thinking
about your offer for backup

1031
01:01:25,282 --> 01:01:30,752
and well, um,
do you have any plans today?

1032
01:01:30,754 --> 01:01:35,757
♪

1033
01:01:35,759 --> 01:01:37,325
(doorbell ringing)

1034
01:01:37,327 --> 01:01:39,961
♪

1035
01:01:39,963 --> 01:01:42,564
- Hi.
- Hi.

1036
01:01:42,566 --> 01:01:45,333
Wait, you said your train
was 1:45 right?

1037
01:01:45,335 --> 01:01:46,201
12:45 but...

1038
01:01:46,203 --> 01:01:47,903
Oh, my God, shit, I'm so sorry!

1039
01:01:47,905 --> 01:01:52,441
No, it's okay, it's...

1040
01:01:52,443 --> 01:01:54,276
- Wow.
- Yeah.

1041
01:01:54,278 --> 01:01:56,278
Good thing
it comes in black, huh?

1042
01:01:56,280 --> 01:01:58,880
(laughing)

1043
01:02:01,451 --> 01:02:04,152
I'm wildly overdressed,
aren't I?

1044
01:02:06,422 --> 01:02:07,856
(laughing)

1045
01:02:07,858 --> 01:02:09,458
Come in.

1046
01:02:17,700 --> 01:02:18,700
They fit.

1047
01:02:18,702 --> 01:02:20,168
Yeah, how about that.

1048
01:02:20,170 --> 01:02:21,603
Sorry. I just heard
"engagement party"

1049
01:02:21,605 --> 01:02:22,571
and I figured...

1050
01:02:22,573 --> 01:02:23,638
Oh, it's totally my bad.

1051
01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:26,842
I should've told you.

1052
01:02:26,844 --> 01:02:28,009
So, what can I do to help?

1053
01:02:28,011 --> 01:02:30,212
(doorbell ringing)

1054
01:02:30,214 --> 01:02:33,115
You're already doing it.

1055
01:02:34,350 --> 01:02:36,084
Oh.

1056
01:02:41,624 --> 01:02:44,760
- Hi!
- Hey!

1057
01:02:44,762 --> 01:02:45,627
Are we early?

1058
01:02:45,629 --> 01:02:46,528
Oh, no, not at all.

1059
01:02:46,530 --> 01:02:47,662
Come in, come in.

1060
01:02:47,664 --> 01:02:49,164
Lord girl, look at this place!

1061
01:02:49,166 --> 01:02:52,033
It's unbelievable.

1062
01:02:52,035 --> 01:02:53,702
- Hi.
- Hi.

1063
01:02:53,704 --> 01:02:54,936
Don't mind me,
I'm just dropping off

1064
01:02:54,938 --> 01:02:57,038
my dry cleaning.

1065
01:02:57,040 --> 01:02:58,740
Eric, this is Carrie and Josh.

1066
01:02:58,742 --> 01:03:00,108
Carrie and Josh, this is Eric.

1067
01:03:00,110 --> 01:03:01,243
- Hello.
- How's it going?

1068
01:03:01,245 --> 01:03:02,944
Good, good, nice to meet you

1069
01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:04,179
and congratulations by the way.

1070
01:03:04,181 --> 01:03:07,115
Oh, thank you so much.

1071
01:03:07,117 --> 01:03:08,450
Is there some place
I should put these

1072
01:03:08,452 --> 01:03:10,018
or maybe just chuck them
in the trash you think?

1073
01:03:10,020 --> 01:03:12,254
Oh, yeah,
I think that would be best.

1074
01:03:12,256 --> 01:03:13,522
No, you can just put it
in that room

1075
01:03:13,524 --> 01:03:14,956
you got changed in.

1076
01:03:14,958 --> 01:03:17,025
Okay.

1077
01:03:17,027 --> 01:03:19,194
(awkward laugh)

1078
01:03:24,167 --> 01:03:25,634
So it was AmeriCorps?

1079
01:03:25,636 --> 01:03:27,669
Yeah, well, I did a year
with Habitat as part

1080
01:03:27,671 --> 01:03:29,938
of AmeriCorp
and then I signed on full time

1081
01:03:29,940 --> 01:03:31,273
for another
three years after that.

1082
01:03:31,275 --> 01:03:34,409
- Oh, wow, so, oh.
- Wow, girl!

1083
01:03:34,411 --> 01:03:36,578
This is a real pool service
resort you're running here.

1084
01:03:36,580 --> 01:03:37,979
Yeah, just charge these
to the room, please?

1085
01:03:37,981 --> 01:03:40,182
- Oh, you got it.
- Okay, so,

1086
01:03:40,184 --> 01:03:42,050
you're not there anymore though?

1087
01:03:42,052 --> 01:03:43,885
No, helping low income families

1088
01:03:43,887 --> 01:03:45,554
just seems so shallow, you know?

1089
01:03:45,556 --> 01:03:46,621
Yeah, totally.

1090
01:03:46,623 --> 01:03:48,056
So I went
to business school instead

1091
01:03:48,058 --> 01:03:49,991
because the world needs
sell outs right?

1092
01:03:49,993 --> 01:03:51,326
(laughing)

1093
01:03:51,328 --> 01:03:53,295
I don't think it's selling out.

1094
01:03:53,297 --> 01:03:54,629
I mean, it's not like

1095
01:03:54,631 --> 01:03:56,965
business and non profit
are mutually exclusive.

1096
01:03:56,967 --> 01:03:57,999
Yeah, totally.

1097
01:03:58,001 --> 01:03:59,434
Like, my cousin went to Stern,

1098
01:03:59,436 --> 01:04:01,570
and now she works for this NGO
where she helps

1099
01:04:01,572 --> 01:04:04,005
small business owners
in developing countries.

1100
01:04:04,007 --> 01:04:05,140
Wow.

1101
01:04:05,142 --> 01:04:07,475
She sounds like a real bitch.

1102
01:04:07,477 --> 01:04:09,711
(laughing)

1103
01:04:09,713 --> 01:04:10,779
Wow.

1104
01:04:10,781 --> 01:04:14,583
(laughing)

1105
01:04:14,585 --> 01:04:15,951
It was a joke.

1106
01:04:15,953 --> 01:04:17,853
(laughing)

1107
01:04:17,855 --> 01:04:18,987
Hi.

1108
01:04:18,989 --> 01:04:21,356
Excuse me.

1109
01:04:24,694 --> 01:04:28,163
Okay, so we are stuck
in this airport in Houston

1110
01:04:28,165 --> 01:04:31,132
on like a two hour layover
and Rachel is running

1111
01:04:31,134 --> 01:04:33,435
into the bathroom
like every 30 seconds.

1112
01:04:33,437 --> 01:04:35,470
Hey, I'm standing right here.

1113
01:04:35,472 --> 01:04:37,172
Because this one
thought it was okay

1114
01:04:37,174 --> 01:04:40,308
to drink the water in Cancun
but not bathe in it.

1115
01:04:40,310 --> 01:04:42,811
Okay, I see,
Carrie wants to have story time.

1116
01:04:42,813 --> 01:04:44,145
Okay, okay.

1117
01:04:44,147 --> 01:04:46,214
I digress, my lips are sealed.

1118
01:04:46,216 --> 01:04:49,351
♪ Keep coming back for more

1119
01:04:49,353 --> 01:04:51,753
It was hilarious,
when we get back to New York

1120
01:04:51,755 --> 01:04:53,622
and Dr. Rice picked us up
at the airport,

1121
01:04:53,624 --> 01:04:56,958
he looks like he wants
to have Rachel quarantined.

1122
01:04:56,960 --> 01:04:58,827
- Dr. Rice?
- Yeah, Rachel's dad.

1123
01:04:58,829 --> 01:05:00,228
He's the sweetest.

1124
01:05:00,230 --> 01:05:02,063
He treated me for psoriasis
a few years ago.

1125
01:05:02,065 --> 01:05:03,164
It was really gross.

1126
01:05:03,166 --> 01:05:04,065
Thank God for doctor/patient

1127
01:05:04,067 --> 01:05:06,401
confidentiality, right?

1128
01:05:06,403 --> 01:05:10,205
(yelling)

1129
01:05:13,242 --> 01:05:15,410
This was supposed
to be your thing, man!

1130
01:05:15,412 --> 01:05:17,045
Was this not supposed
to be your thing?

1131
01:05:17,047 --> 01:05:18,346
No kidding, you just got beat

1132
01:05:18,348 --> 01:05:19,714
by a couple of old ladies.

1133
01:05:19,716 --> 01:05:21,583
Oh, my Lord.

1134
01:05:21,585 --> 01:05:23,184
Jimmy, it's
a long train ride home,

1135
01:05:23,186 --> 01:05:24,486
you better think about what
you've done.

1136
01:05:24,488 --> 01:05:27,222
Chin chin.

1137
01:05:27,224 --> 01:05:29,357
Speaking of which,
it's time for us to go.

1138
01:05:29,359 --> 01:05:30,959
- Boo!
- Oh, I know, I'm lame.

1139
01:05:30,961 --> 01:05:32,694
Would you let me help
you clean up before we go?

1140
01:05:32,696 --> 01:05:34,429
Oh, no, no, no, I got it,
you just catch your train.

1141
01:05:34,431 --> 01:05:35,431
- No.
- Oh, come on.

1142
01:05:35,432 --> 01:05:36,831
This is a lot of shit here.

1143
01:05:36,833 --> 01:05:38,233
Are you sure?

1144
01:05:38,235 --> 01:05:39,901
Is there another train
after this one, or?

1145
01:05:39,903 --> 01:05:41,736
I think the last was 8:43.

1146
01:05:41,738 --> 01:05:43,605
All right, well, you guys go
and I'll help clean up

1147
01:05:43,607 --> 01:05:45,674
and catch the next train
after this.

1148
01:05:45,676 --> 01:05:47,976
- Yeah.
- That's good for me.

1149
01:05:47,978 --> 01:05:49,244
All right, cool.

1150
01:05:49,246 --> 01:05:51,813
Well, it was so,
so nice meeting you.

1151
01:05:51,815 --> 01:05:52,814
It was nice to meet you too

1152
01:05:52,816 --> 01:05:54,416
and congratulations again, guys.

1153
01:05:54,418 --> 01:05:57,152
- Thank you.
- Thanks.

1154
01:05:57,154 --> 01:05:58,553
All right.

1155
01:05:58,555 --> 01:06:01,456
Get, get.

1156
01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:03,191
Go.

1157
01:06:03,193 --> 01:06:05,794
- Will you please stop?
- Okay, okay.

1158
01:06:13,970 --> 01:06:21,970
♪

1159
01:06:24,414 --> 01:06:31,853
♪ So I'm here
with smoking guns ♪

1160
01:06:31,855 --> 01:06:38,326
♪ Please forgive me
for what I've done ♪

1161
01:06:38,328 --> 01:06:46,328
♪ I apologize,
I know that was wrong ♪

1162
01:06:48,605 --> 01:06:56,605
♪

1163
01:06:58,648 --> 01:07:06,648
♪

1164
01:07:08,859 --> 01:07:16,064
♪ From the bottom of my heart

1165
01:07:16,066 --> 01:07:22,670
♪ Though I never meant
to leave those scars ♪

1166
01:07:22,672 --> 01:07:30,672
♪ I apologize,
I know this is hard ♪

1167
01:07:33,583 --> 01:07:37,419
♪

1168
01:07:37,421 --> 01:07:45,421
♪ Yes, I apologize,
I know this is done ♪

1169
01:07:52,568 --> 01:07:54,469
Seriously, don't worry about it.

1170
01:07:54,471 --> 01:07:56,237
I'll take care of it tomorrow.

1171
01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:57,672
Hey, just because
I only have one foot

1172
01:07:57,674 --> 01:07:59,841
doesn't mean
I can't lend a hand.

1173
01:08:12,955 --> 01:08:14,122
Ugh!

1174
01:08:14,124 --> 01:08:15,723
Oh!

1175
01:08:18,494 --> 01:08:20,228
Ooh.

1176
01:08:29,138 --> 01:08:30,672
How long have I been doing this?

1177
01:08:30,674 --> 01:08:33,108
I'm going to go with the
better part of our adult lives.

1178
01:08:33,110 --> 01:08:36,277
(laughing)

1179
01:08:36,279 --> 01:08:38,646
(sighs)

1180
01:08:38,648 --> 01:08:40,181
(snoring)

1181
01:08:40,183 --> 01:08:42,350
You know what.

1182
01:08:42,352 --> 01:08:44,552
Here, let me try,
gimme me this thing.

1183
01:08:44,554 --> 01:08:49,491
I have a lot of experience
getting stains out of carpets.

1184
01:08:49,493 --> 01:08:53,328
Pudding, urine, tears, you know?

1185
01:08:53,330 --> 01:08:55,964
(scraping noise)

1186
01:08:59,068 --> 01:09:00,802
Okay, we are definitely

1187
01:09:00,804 --> 01:09:03,071
going to need
something stronger.

1188
01:09:03,073 --> 01:09:03,838
Yeah.

1189
01:09:03,840 --> 01:09:04,639
Yeah.

1190
01:09:04,641 --> 01:09:07,742
Um, what do you got back there?

1191
01:09:07,744 --> 01:09:08,543
What do you think?

1192
01:09:08,545 --> 01:09:10,879
I dunno, should we burn it?

1193
01:09:10,881 --> 01:09:14,415
I don't know.

1194
01:09:14,417 --> 01:09:17,352
- I think maybe...
- Um-hmm.

1195
01:09:45,981 --> 01:09:47,348
Oh, man.

1196
01:09:47,350 --> 01:09:50,518
Rach, I, uh...

1197
01:09:54,924 --> 01:09:57,525
I don't know how to...

1198
01:10:04,066 --> 01:10:06,601
I'm sorry, I uh...

1199
01:10:14,777 --> 01:10:18,513
(sighs)

1200
01:10:31,393 --> 01:10:33,962
(footsteps)

1201
01:10:33,964 --> 01:10:36,564
(birds chirping)

1202
01:11:42,164 --> 01:11:43,865
Morning.

1203
01:11:43,867 --> 01:11:45,767
Morning.

1204
01:11:48,570 --> 01:11:51,606
Don't you have school?

1205
01:11:51,608 --> 01:11:53,541
Spring break.

1206
01:12:02,985 --> 01:12:07,155
I should head in,
I'm already late.

1207
01:12:07,157 --> 01:12:08,656
You need a ride to the station?

1208
01:12:08,658 --> 01:12:12,260
I can call a cab.

1209
01:12:12,262 --> 01:12:13,928
Okay.

1210
01:12:13,930 --> 01:12:15,963
There's a number on the fridge.

1211
01:12:21,103 --> 01:12:22,737
Well, thanks.

1212
01:12:22,739 --> 01:12:25,206
I'll see you Sunday.

1213
01:12:33,082 --> 01:12:35,950
(birds chirping)

1214
01:12:40,856 --> 01:12:46,160
♪

1215
01:12:46,162 --> 01:12:54,162
♪ I apologize,
I know this is hard ♪

1216
01:12:56,840 --> 01:13:00,641
♪

1217
01:13:00,643 --> 01:13:08,643
♪ Yes, I apologize,
I know this is hard ♪

1218
01:13:10,920 --> 01:13:12,353
(knocking)

1219
01:13:12,355 --> 01:13:13,355
Come in.

1220
01:13:13,356 --> 01:13:16,190
(door opens)

1221
01:13:16,192 --> 01:13:17,525
Hey, sweetie.

1222
01:13:17,527 --> 01:13:18,960
Aren't we meeting at noon?

1223
01:13:18,962 --> 01:13:22,163
Yeah, I thought
I'd beat the traffic.

1224
01:13:22,165 --> 01:13:23,097
Smart girl.

1225
01:13:23,099 --> 01:13:24,232
Just give me a minute.

1226
01:13:36,645 --> 01:13:39,380
You okay?

1227
01:13:39,382 --> 01:13:40,848
Mm-hm.

1228
01:13:49,992 --> 01:13:52,026
You sure?

1229
01:13:52,028 --> 01:13:54,929
Mm-hm.

1230
01:13:54,931 --> 01:13:56,097
Rachel.

1231
01:13:56,099 --> 01:13:58,699
(crying)

1232
01:14:10,813 --> 01:14:12,647
It won't go away.

1233
01:14:12,649 --> 01:14:14,615
It won't go away.

1234
01:14:14,617 --> 01:14:16,350
I know, I know.

1235
01:14:16,352 --> 01:14:19,620
It's okay.

1236
01:14:19,622 --> 01:14:21,255
Two years, God!

1237
01:14:21,257 --> 01:14:24,859
I know.

1238
01:14:24,861 --> 01:14:29,297
And now, there's...
there's this guy.

1239
01:14:29,299 --> 01:14:32,333
He's a part of that group
I go to sometimes.

1240
01:14:32,335 --> 01:14:34,168
Right?

1241
01:14:34,170 --> 01:14:38,739
We've become friends
and I just...

1242
01:14:38,741 --> 01:14:40,908
I don't know, does it...

1243
01:14:40,910 --> 01:14:42,877
Does it ever go away?

1244
01:14:48,183 --> 01:14:53,688
I don't know, Rachel,
but it'll be different.

1245
01:14:53,690 --> 01:14:56,324
I promise you.

1246
01:14:56,326 --> 01:14:58,593
How, I mean, every time

1247
01:14:58,595 --> 01:14:59,795
I feel like I might be getting

1248
01:14:59,796 --> 01:15:00,962
a little bit better I just go

1249
01:15:00,964 --> 01:15:02,697
right back to where I was.

1250
01:15:02,699 --> 01:15:03,865
Rachel, sweetie.

1251
01:15:03,867 --> 01:15:05,099
That's not true.

1252
01:15:05,101 --> 01:15:08,302
Do you remember
the first six months?

1253
01:15:10,606 --> 01:15:12,607
Yeah.

1254
01:15:18,247 --> 01:15:21,115
Thank you.

1255
01:15:21,117 --> 01:15:23,651
(blowing nose)

1256
01:15:23,653 --> 01:15:26,187
(both chuckling)

1257
01:15:26,189 --> 01:15:28,789
(sounds of traffic)

1258
01:15:38,133 --> 01:15:40,735
(thunder)

1259
01:15:43,038 --> 01:15:44,739
So, I guess spring has
finally arrived,

1260
01:15:44,741 --> 01:15:46,207
for real this time.

1261
01:15:46,209 --> 01:15:48,409
Yeah, and in a month,
dry summer.

1262
01:15:48,411 --> 01:15:51,045
(laughing)

1263
01:15:51,047 --> 01:15:53,481
You been shopping classifieds?

1264
01:15:53,483 --> 01:15:54,749
Yeah, the personals,

1265
01:15:54,751 --> 01:15:57,385
"Lonely, creepy bachelor
seeks same."

1266
01:15:57,387 --> 01:15:59,287
Oh.

1267
01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:01,989
Actually, I'm thinking
about finding a new place.

1268
01:16:01,991 --> 01:16:04,392
Neighborhood's a bit
of a ghost town for me.

1269
01:16:06,428 --> 01:16:09,797
Have any plans for the summer?

1270
01:16:09,799 --> 01:16:11,432
You know, not really.

1271
01:16:11,434 --> 01:16:12,600
I don't know.

1272
01:16:12,602 --> 01:16:14,168
I make a lot of...

1273
01:16:14,170 --> 01:16:17,338
Every summer I make a lot
of big plans, you know?

1274
01:16:17,340 --> 01:16:20,875
Whether or not they happen.

1275
01:16:20,877 --> 01:16:23,277
Yeah, I know what you mean.

1276
01:16:26,682 --> 01:16:29,717
Look, Eric, um...

1277
01:16:29,719 --> 01:16:33,454
About that night I, um...

1278
01:16:33,456 --> 01:16:34,956
I wanna...

1279
01:16:34,958 --> 01:16:37,592
I just want to make sure
that you know that I am...

1280
01:16:37,594 --> 01:16:45,594
♪

1281
01:16:47,637 --> 01:16:55,637
♪

1282
01:16:57,747 --> 01:17:05,747
♪

1283
01:17:10,425 --> 01:17:11,425
Rach, hold on!

1284
01:17:11,427 --> 01:17:12,760
Rach!

1285
01:17:12,762 --> 01:17:14,495
Rachel, listen, listen!

1286
01:17:14,497 --> 01:17:18,165
I know how this looks, okay?

1287
01:17:18,167 --> 01:17:19,767
Rachel, I know you think
I lied to you.

1288
01:17:19,769 --> 01:17:21,068
I know you think I made
this whole thing up

1289
01:17:21,070 --> 01:17:21,936
but I didn't, Rach.

1290
01:17:21,938 --> 01:17:23,204
Okay, I didn't!

1291
01:17:23,206 --> 01:17:24,805
Everything else
I told you was true.

1292
01:17:24,807 --> 01:17:26,007
No, it wasn't.

1293
01:17:26,009 --> 01:17:27,041
Four months ago, she disappeared

1294
01:17:27,043 --> 01:17:28,409
without any warning whatsoever.

1295
01:17:28,411 --> 01:17:30,578
She moved 3,000 miles away
and I was never

1296
01:17:30,580 --> 01:17:31,812
going to see her again, ever!

1297
01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:34,315
And yet, here she is.

1298
01:17:34,317 --> 01:17:35,716
(cries)

1299
01:17:35,718 --> 01:17:37,184
Rach, until today,

1300
01:17:37,186 --> 01:17:38,853
she might as well
have been dead.

1301
01:17:38,855 --> 01:17:39,887
Eric, Eric!

1302
01:17:39,889 --> 01:17:41,722
If she was dead, you would never

1303
01:17:41,724 --> 01:17:45,159
have to explain it, ever!

1304
01:17:45,594 --> 01:17:53,594
♪

1305
01:17:55,638 --> 01:18:03,638
♪

1306
01:18:05,748 --> 01:18:13,748
♪

1307
01:18:17,293 --> 01:18:19,660
(phone beeping)

1308
01:18:19,662 --> 01:18:27,168
♪

1309
01:18:27,170 --> 01:18:29,236
(dial tone)

1310
01:18:29,238 --> 01:18:31,005
(ends call)

1311
01:18:31,007 --> 01:18:34,275
♪

1312
01:18:34,277 --> 01:18:37,945
♪ And you asked
what you wanted ♪

1313
01:18:37,947 --> 01:18:42,116
♪ And the rest, it begins

1314
01:18:42,118 --> 01:18:45,786
♪ With attacking tone

1315
01:18:45,788 --> 01:18:51,358
♪ For crying,
I don't understand ♪

1316
01:18:51,360 --> 01:18:58,699
♪

1317
01:18:58,701 --> 01:19:02,369
♪ When you find it's over

1318
01:19:02,371 --> 01:19:06,874
♪ Seeing the light up ahead ♪

1319
01:19:06,876 --> 01:19:10,845
♪ Is the darkness over

1320
01:19:10,847 --> 01:19:15,716
♪ Starting to break and forget ♪

1321
01:19:15,718 --> 01:19:23,718
♪ Cause I know one way out

1322
01:19:24,527 --> 01:19:32,527
♪

1323
01:19:37,607 --> 01:19:40,307
They seemed to have isolated
themselves to the inner thigh.

1324
01:19:40,309 --> 01:19:42,009
Everything else
looks pretty good.

1325
01:19:42,011 --> 01:19:44,111
How much longer do you think?

1326
01:19:44,113 --> 01:19:46,180
Till they go away.

1327
01:19:50,919 --> 01:19:52,486
You still think
about something else

1328
01:19:52,488 --> 01:19:54,522
each time I spray?

1329
01:19:54,524 --> 01:19:56,457
Yup.

1330
01:19:56,459 --> 01:19:58,058
Still the same thing?

1331
01:20:00,829 --> 01:20:03,097
Really depends.

1332
01:20:04,966 --> 01:20:07,535
Okay, you're good for today.

1333
01:20:07,537 --> 01:20:09,069
Let's see.

1334
01:20:16,077 --> 01:20:18,646
It's pretty good, huh?

1335
01:20:18,648 --> 01:20:20,347
I thought the cold sore one
had a better ending

1336
01:20:20,349 --> 01:20:23,517
but that is a pretty solid
page turner.

1337
01:20:23,519 --> 01:20:25,986
What are you doing here?

1338
01:20:25,988 --> 01:20:27,855
Dr. Rice is my dermatologist.

1339
01:20:27,857 --> 01:20:31,292
Dr. Rice is my father.

1340
01:20:31,294 --> 01:20:32,459
Small world.

1341
01:20:32,461 --> 01:20:33,961
(scoffs)

1342
01:20:33,963 --> 01:20:34,862
Hey sweetie.

1343
01:20:34,864 --> 01:20:36,363
Hi.

1344
01:20:36,365 --> 01:20:38,065
Here they are.

1345
01:20:38,067 --> 01:20:40,534
Thank you, thank you.

1346
01:20:40,536 --> 01:20:42,002
Um.

1347
01:20:42,004 --> 01:20:45,706
So, I guess
you already know Eric Battie?

1348
01:20:45,708 --> 01:20:47,107
Yes, indeed I do.

1349
01:20:47,109 --> 01:20:50,578
Eric and I, uh...

1350
01:20:50,580 --> 01:20:53,547
We both used to go
to that group together.

1351
01:20:53,549 --> 01:20:56,750
Ah, oh.

1352
01:20:56,752 --> 01:20:58,419
Oh.

1353
01:21:00,055 --> 01:21:02,456
Well, I have someone waiting.

1354
01:21:02,458 --> 01:21:03,858
- Okay.
- Have fun, sweetie.

1355
01:21:03,860 --> 01:21:06,260
Thanks.

1356
01:21:10,432 --> 01:21:12,566
Any plans?

1357
01:21:12,568 --> 01:21:14,802
Another wedding.

1358
01:21:14,804 --> 01:21:17,104
Have you been going to the...

1359
01:21:17,106 --> 01:21:19,173
Yeah, me neither, obviously.

1360
01:21:19,175 --> 01:21:21,141
Well, I mean, don't worry.

1361
01:21:21,143 --> 01:21:22,676
No one knows about it.

1362
01:21:22,678 --> 01:21:26,647
I didn't belong there
to begin with.

1363
01:21:26,649 --> 01:21:31,252
Besides, I'm actually
moving back downtown.

1364
01:21:31,254 --> 01:21:32,753
When?

1365
01:21:32,755 --> 01:21:33,988
Today.

1366
01:21:33,990 --> 01:21:35,689
Yeah, I think it's more my speed

1367
01:21:35,691 --> 01:21:38,659
and plus it's closer to school.

1368
01:21:38,661 --> 01:21:40,761
Oh, so you decided to go back?

1369
01:21:40,763 --> 01:21:44,798
Yeah, figured I'd give it
another shot.

1370
01:21:44,800 --> 01:21:50,604
Well, um, good luck with that.

1371
01:21:50,606 --> 01:21:52,106
Thanks.

1372
01:21:57,479 --> 01:21:59,747
Enjoy the wedding.

1373
01:22:05,587 --> 01:22:08,322
Did you talk to her?

1374
01:22:15,864 --> 01:22:19,667
What did she have to say?

1375
01:22:22,771 --> 01:22:24,571
Doesn't matter.

1376
01:22:25,840 --> 01:22:28,275
Anyway, she took off again, so.

1377
01:22:28,277 --> 01:22:30,110
- She did?
- Yeah, she was just in town

1378
01:22:30,112 --> 01:22:31,912
picking up the rest
of her stuff.

1379
01:22:31,914 --> 01:22:35,783
She's back in Oregon for good.

1380
01:22:35,785 --> 01:22:38,218
Did you say anything to her?

1381
01:22:40,021 --> 01:22:44,358
Yeah, I told her to find
a good dermatologist.

1382
01:22:44,360 --> 01:22:46,393
Well, I'm gonna go.

1383
01:22:48,463 --> 01:22:50,431
It was good seeing you again.

1384
01:22:55,904 --> 01:22:58,906
(door shutting)

1385
01:22:58,908 --> 01:23:01,508
(sounds of traffic)

1386
01:23:11,152 --> 01:23:13,754
(opening letter)

1387
01:23:23,732 --> 01:23:26,333
(bell ringing)

1388
01:23:39,814 --> 01:23:41,982
It's from my brother.

1389
01:23:41,984 --> 01:23:44,118
Oh.

1390
01:23:44,120 --> 01:23:47,654
How's he doing?

1391
01:23:47,656 --> 01:23:49,823
Surviving.

1392
01:23:52,093 --> 01:23:57,131
Rachel... I'm so sorry.

1393
01:23:57,133 --> 01:24:00,300
I never meant to...

1394
01:24:01,603 --> 01:24:04,538
I just...
I couldn't shake it.

1395
01:24:04,540 --> 01:24:07,741
I couldn't shake the feeling
that someone had died.

1396
01:24:07,743 --> 01:24:14,348
I was certain of it
but I was wrong about who.

1397
01:24:14,350 --> 01:24:18,752
Eric, no part of you has died.

1398
01:24:23,391 --> 01:24:28,862
- Eric.
- I can't imagine

1399
01:24:28,864 --> 01:24:30,464
what you went through.

1400
01:24:32,767 --> 01:24:35,702
I just can't imagine.

1401
01:24:39,808 --> 01:24:42,810
How did you survive?

1402
01:24:42,812 --> 01:24:50,812
♪

1403
01:24:52,855 --> 01:25:00,855
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1404
01:25:02,965 --> 01:25:10,965
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1405
01:25:12,842 --> 01:25:20,842
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1406
01:25:22,952 --> 01:25:30,952
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1407
01:25:32,862 --> 01:25:39,900
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1408
01:25:39,902 --> 01:25:44,104
Thank you.

1409
01:25:44,106 --> 01:25:46,173
- Oh, man.
- We're going downtown?

1410
01:25:46,175 --> 01:25:50,177
Yes.

1411
01:25:50,179 --> 01:25:52,813
Yes, please.

1412
01:25:52,815 --> 01:26:00,815
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1413
01:26:02,858 --> 01:26:10,858
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1414
01:26:12,968 --> 01:26:20,968
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1415
01:26:22,878 --> 01:26:30,878
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1416
01:26:32,988 --> 01:26:40,988
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1417
01:26:42,898 --> 01:26:50,898
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1418
01:26:53,008 --> 01:27:01,008
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1419
01:27:02,918 --> 01:27:10,918
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1420
01:27:13,028 --> 01:27:21,028
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1421
01:27:22,938 --> 01:27:30,938
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1422
01:27:33,048 --> 01:27:41,048
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1423
01:27:42,958 --> 01:27:50,958
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1424
01:27:53,068 --> 01:28:01,068
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1425
01:28:02,978 --> 01:28:10,978
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1426
01:28:13,088 --> 01:28:21,088
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1427
01:28:22,998 --> 01:28:30,998
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1428
01:28:33,108 --> 01:28:41,108
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1429
01:28:43,018 --> 01:28:51,018
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1430
01:28:53,128 --> 01:29:01,128
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1431
01:29:03,038 --> 01:29:11,038
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