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Ilgari Sizda

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Jo Goldberg, shunday emasmi?

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- Ismingiz nima?
- Bronte.

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Bu yerda ishlashni xohlaysizmi?

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Menga kvartira berasizmi?
Men turmush qurgan erkaklar bilan uxlamayman, maylimi?

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Yo'q, bu o'xshash narsa emas.

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Nega u yerda politsiyachi bor?

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Chunki Genri yirtqich hayvon. U
qizimning burnini sindirdi.

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Siz Beysliga qaytib borolmaysiz.

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Boshqa qobiliyatli maktablar ham bor
maxsus bola bilan muomala qilish.

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Kate uni o'ldirishingizni xohlaydi.

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Menimcha, u Bob amakisini o'ldirgan.

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Siz o'ldirish haqida yozgansiz
vafot etgan odam.

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O'sha sahifalar
va barcha qotillik fantastika

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yuzaga chiqa olmaydi.

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Va'da bering, u yonadi.

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Bobi Jamais bilan nima qildik
biz yana shunga o'xshash narsani qilamiz.

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Mening vijdonim toza.
Men buni oilam uchun qildim.

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Men qo'rqib ketdim.

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Siz buni bizni himoya qilish uchun qilasiz,
Yoki bu siz nazorat qilmaydigan narsami?

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Reygan nima ekanligini bilib olasiz
biladi va uni o'ldiradi.

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Men sendan hamma narsani olaman.

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Sizning ishingiz. Sizning o'g'lingiz.
Sizning ahmoq oilangiz.

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- Bu-bu?
- Maddie

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Siz noto'g'ri egizakni qafasga qo'ydingiz.

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Siz bu safar haqiqatan ham aqldan ozgansiz.

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Bu nima?

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Maddini sevmaysizmi,
lekin u aybsiz.

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Men qayerdaman?
Jo, menga nima qilding?

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Tez.
U buni bilishidan oldin.

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U sizning kimligingizni tushunishidan oldin
va u nimaga qodir.

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Kechirasiz.

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Men juda afsusdaman.

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Qon oqadi,
oynani qip-qizil rangga bo'yash.

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Ehtiyotsiz qotillik,
bepul va asosan foydasiz.

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Yo'qolish yoki soxta o'z joniga qasd qilish
Maddidan shubha uyg'otadi.

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Reygan bilan ham ko'proq
sizni tekshirmoqda.

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Ikki egizakni o'ldiring
yanada katta muammoga sabab bo'ladi.

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O'ylab ko'ring. Siz buni avval ham qilgansiz.

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Agar siz juda aqlli bo'lsangiz,
Nega bundan qutulmaysiz?

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Ba'zan fantastika
haqiqatdan ham aniqroq.

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Mana siz.

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Nima bo'ldi, Jo?
Menga tushuntira olasizmi?

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Tinchlaning. Soqov o'ynang.
Hech qanday ahmoqona ish qilmang.

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Maddi, men to'pni tashladim.

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Bu katta tushunmovchilik.

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Qarang, nima bo'ldi?

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Oramizda doim nimadir bor edi
to'g'rimi?

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Balki menda bor
sizga muhabbat.

50
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Va men kashf qildim
kim boshqa yigit bilan edi.

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Shunday qilib, men odamlar
Yaxshi odamlar ahmoqona xatolarga yo'l qo'yishadi.

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Har doim, hasaddan.

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Bu kamsituvchi.

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Qafasli bo'lishi kerak edi
to'g'ri odam, ahmoq.

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- Jo, nima bo'ldi?
- Men boshqa yigit Xarrison ekanligini bilmasdim.

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Mana, uning ishiga e'tibor qarating.
Uning ham yo'qotadigan narsasi bor.

57
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Biz da'vo qilishimiz mumkin
bularning hech biri sodir bo'lmagani,

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va menda bo'lmaydi
kimgadir aytish

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jinsiy aloqada bo'lganingiz
qaynonangiz bilan.

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Xudoyim.

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Va u yemni oladi. Ajoyib.

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Opam haq edi.

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Hech narsa ajoyib emas.

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Kate Bob amakisini o'ldirdi,

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va siz bilasiz
Reygan dumida edi,

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shuning uchun men ham uni o'ldirmoqchi edim

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va meni u deb o'yladim.

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Va men uni shu erda o'ldirmoqchi edim!

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Qanday aqldan ozgan.

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- Sen mening Bu-Bum emassan.
- Men.

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- Yo'q.
- Ha, men.

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U sotsiopatik kaltak!

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Yordam bering!

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Yordam bering!

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ahmoq. Orqaga qadam qo'ying, qayta guruhlang,

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yo'l topish uchun ibodat qiling

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qon to'kishi bilan tugamaydi.

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Yordam bering!

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Uning ismi Jorj. Gaplashing
o'zingizni qanday his qilayotganingiz haqida siz bilan.

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- Nega "Jorj"? Shifokor emasmi?
- Siz uni ismingiz bilan chaqirishingiz mumkin.

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Oson bo'lish uchun.

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Siz va Keyt rozi bo'lmasligingiz mumkin
hamma narsada, lekin bunda ular birlashgan.

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Genri barcha yordamga loyiq.

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Yaxshi qilasiz.

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Endi boring, oyoq kiyimingizni kiying.

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Hoy, to‘lov bor.

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- Dada, to'xtang.
- Bilaman, siz buning uchun katta bo'lgansiz.

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Tekshirganingiz uchun tashakkur.

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Oxir-oqibat, qo'rqadigan hech narsa yo'q.

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Sizdan tashqari.

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Shunchaki eshakni o'ldiring va,
To'satdan, xotiningiz buni faqat ko'radi.

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Ishonchingiz komilmi, qila olmaymiz
Reyganni bolalarga nisbatan zo'ravonlik uchun sudga berdi

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faqat oldini olish uchun
Genrini chiqarib yuborish uchunmi?

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Men advokatlar bilan maslahatlashaman.

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Kate umidsiz.

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Siz uning qat'iyatiga qoyil qoldingiz
muammolarni hal qilishda,

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va endi siz sodda ekanligingizni ko'rasiz.

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Agar Gretchenni qo'ysak nima bo'ladi?
onasiga qarshimi?

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Boshqa bolani ekspluatatsiya qiling.
Ha, ajoyib fikr.

101
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Men bu qanday ekanligini unutgan edim
Kate Lokvud tomonidan to'sqinlik qilinmoqda.

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Mayli, aytaman.
Ko'p yaxshi maktablar bor.

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Biz yuborishimiz mumkin
kichkina bola ulardan biriga.

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U xavfdan qutuladi
va u porlaydi.

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Bu Reyganni qurolsizlantiradi.

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Yo'q, biz uni boshqasiga yubormaymiz
maktab. Unga barqarorlik kerak.

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Bu yaxshi. tushundim.

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Reygan
biz uchun doimiy tahdid.

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Bu qancha uzoq davom etsa,
xavf qanchalik katta.

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- O'g'limiz uchun.
- Men vaziyatni tushunaman.

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- Men unga g'amxo'rlik qilaman.
- Biz boramiz.

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men boraman.

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Nega bir oz vaqt sarflamaysiz
bugun kitob do'konidami?

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U ochilishdan juda xursand.
Siz bunga e'tibor qaratishingiz kerak.

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- Mendan qutulmoqchisan.
- Men seni himoya qilmoqchiman

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biror narsa qilish
afsuslanishingiz mumkin.

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Iltimos.

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Meni bezovta qilma.

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Bunday emasligini isbotlang.
Siz boladan foydalanishni taklif qildingiz.

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Gapni gapirdim.

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Yaxshi ishlar har doim jazolanadi.

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Rad etish og'riq keltiradi,
ekzistensial bo'ladi.

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Diqqatni jamlash yaxshidir
nimani boshqarishingiz mumkin.

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Siz allaqachon yetarlicha odamni hibsga olgansiz
ochlik motivatsiya qilishini bilish.

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Xayrli tong.

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Men tashkil qildim,
lekin bu meni chalg'itadi.

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Jin ursin. Bu uyqusizlikmi?

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Shunchalik charchadimi?
Maskalash. Suhbatni davom ettiring.

129
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Shuning uchun men hikoyaga yopishib qoldim.

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Men tuzoqqa tushib qoldim.
Bu ijodiy blok, bilasizmi?

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Yo'q.

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Aslida, men bilmayman.

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Menga ko'proq ayting.

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Sizda ijodiy blok yo'qmi?

135
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Aslida, mening muammom to'xtashdir,

136
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bu har doim ham yaxshi emas.

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Aslida, tiqilib qolish yana bir alomatdir
sababdan ko'ra.

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Siz juda ko'p o'ylashingiz kerak.

139
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Qachondan beri fikrlash yomon?

140
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Men "ortiqcha o'ylang" dedim, ya'ni
firibgar sindromning alomati.

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“Oh, men tanlamasam-chi
mukammal so'z

142
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va kashf qiling
Men firibgarmanmi?"

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Albatta hukm qilishni xohlamasdan.

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Hammada bor,
siz maxsus emassiz.

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Shunday qilib, tashvishlanishingizga hojat yo'q.

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Qachonki biz tashvishlanmasak
nasr bilan,

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natija shunga o'xshash narsadir.

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MENI OSHHOR QILGAN ARAVA

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Va Ibsen?

150
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Men sizni hayratda qoldirmoqchi emasman, lekin bir qiz
bir nechta narsa bo'lishi mumkin.

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Va bu eski, ammo mashhur kitob

152
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ko'proq yoki kamroq 50%
ishqiy seansingizdan.

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Xo'sh, romantikaga nima qarshi?

154
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Qarang, men olimman
romantik adabiyot.

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Tahlil zavqlanishning aksidir.

156
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Yoshlik shijoati.

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Agar men bundan zavqlanaman deb o'ylamasangiz
ishlash o'rniga juda ko'p,

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aktivlarning tugatilishi mavjud
ishlatilgan kitoblar

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bugungi kunda juda past narxlarda.

160
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Kredit kartamni olsam bo'ladimi?
va kompaniya mashinasi?

161
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Kompaniya mashinasi yo'q.
Faqat meniki.

162
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Va men sizga ishonmayman
karta bilan, yaxshi.

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Bu adolatli.

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Bu mening aybim.

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Xo'sh, men qila olsam ham
Kvinsdan kitoblarni olib keling,

166
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Keyinroq uchrashuvim bor,
keyin� 

167
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Bu kitob do'koni bo'ladi
jinsiy aloqa qilmasdan davom eting.

168
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U haq,
lekin sizda mahbus bor.

169
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Bu yaxshi. tushundim.
Javonlarga qaytish.

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Yo'q. Kechirasiz, bu siz emassiz.

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Qafasga qanday g'amxo'rlik qilasiz?
va odatdagidek ko'rsatish?

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Balki yaxshiroqdir
uni mahbusdan uzoqroq tuting.

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Bilmoqchimisiz? Men haydayapman.

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Men bilan kelasizmi?

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Ha, men tishlamayman.

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Men ko'rishim kerak
u erda bir loyiha.

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Bo'shatish mumkin
men uchun yukxona?

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Maddie� 

179
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Tinchlanganingizdan xursandman.

180
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Buning uchun yechim topdim.

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Menga chirigan kerak

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Reygandan.

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Uning hayotini buzishi mumkin bo'lgan narsa
va uni bizni yolg'iz qoldirishga majbur qil.

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Bunday narsa
buni faqat egizak biladi.

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Agar menga shuni bersangiz� 

186
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Biz ishonch hosil qila olamiz.

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Maddi?

188
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Men 16 yoshga kirgan edim
bir hafta ichida.

189
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Porto Seguro esa plyajlardan biri edi
Braziliyadagi eng go'zal.

190
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Shunday qilib, dadam meni olib ketdi, Rae
va shu paytgacha ba'zi do'stlarimiz

191
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ziyofat qilish.

192
00:10:05,938 --> 00:10:07,773
U chirigan narsani yetkazib beradi.

193
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Bir kecha,
Reygan juda mast bo'ldi,

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u tansoqchini oldi,
va men juda hasad qildim.

195
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Hamma uyquga ketdi, men esa qoldim
mushuk bilan mast

196
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va qum ustidagi qadam tovushlarini ham eshitmadim.
Men faqat og'riqni his qildim.

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Va men tovuqxonada uyg'onib ketdim.

198
00:10:31,964 --> 00:10:35,259
Qo'llar va oyoqlar bog'langan.

199
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U qayerga bormoqchi?

200
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Bu zavodning asl nusxasi emas,
Bilasizmi?

201
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Qayta qurish.

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00:10:46,437 --> 00:10:49,982
Bos Brenoga nimadir kerak edi
to'lov uchun dadamga yuborish.

203
00:10:50,066 --> 00:10:52,401
Ammo Breno bor edi
menga muhabbat.

204
00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:57,114
Men shunchaki boy qiz emas edim.

205
00:10:57,198 --> 00:10:59,742
U sxemani yomon ko'rardi
butun o'g'irlash

206
00:10:59,825 --> 00:11:03,162
va chiqishni xohladi,
lekin qanday qilib bilmadim.

207
00:11:04,455 --> 00:11:07,083
Va bir kuni men undan so'radim:

208
00:11:07,166 --> 00:11:10,378
"Qanday qilib men" deysiz
Portugal tilida kechiraman?

209
00:11:12,838 --> 00:11:14,924
U yig'lab yubordi
mening quchog'imda.

210
00:11:15,424 --> 00:11:18,135
Va men uni go'dakdek ushlab oldim.

211
00:11:19,553 --> 00:11:21,472
O'sha kuni 16 yoshga to'ldim.

212
00:11:22,973 --> 00:11:26,477
Breno o'zini otib tashladi
uch kundan keyin bosh.

213
00:11:29,188 --> 00:11:32,566
Va men yolg'iz sohilga qaytdim.

214
00:11:33,734 --> 00:11:36,654
FBI hech qachon
Men shunga o'xshash narsani ko'rmagan edim.

215
00:11:39,281 --> 00:11:41,742
- U blef qilyapti.
- Dadam yangi quloqqa pul to'ladi.

216
00:11:42,660 --> 00:11:44,912
Va hech kim hech qachon
bu haqda ko'proq gapirdi.

217
00:11:44,995 --> 00:11:49,041
Ammo ba'zida biroz
Zolpidem kuchga kirgunga qadar,

218
00:11:49,125 --> 00:11:52,461
Men doimo o'ylayman: "Nega
Men buni boshdan kechirishim kerak edi?"

219
00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:54,004
Va endi bilaman.

220
00:11:56,132 --> 00:11:58,217
Bunga tayyorgarlik ko'rish uchun.

221
00:11:58,300 --> 00:12:01,095
Uning sizni qo'rqitishiga yo'l qo'ymang.
Kozoz kartangizdan foydalaning.

222
00:12:01,178 --> 00:12:02,596
Xo'sh, nima bo'lishidan qat'iy nazar.

223
00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:04,890
Agar hamkorlik qilmasangiz,
yemaydi.

224
00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:10,354
Bu sizning katta harakatingizmi?

225
00:12:10,438 --> 00:12:12,481
Oh, Boo-Bu.

226
00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:15,651
Qanchalik ochsam,
Men yoqimliroqman.

227
00:12:16,277 --> 00:12:19,822
Va bilaman, agar meni o'ldirsangiz,
Men buni allaqachon qilgan bo'lardim.

228
00:12:19,905 --> 00:12:21,866
Jin,
U sizni to'g'ri tushunadi.

229
00:12:22,700 --> 00:12:24,660
Va siz mening insulinimni unutdingiz.

230
00:12:24,743 --> 00:12:27,329
Siz ketishingiz kerak
in'ektsiyalarimni sotib oling.

231
00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:30,207
Demak, gap
Bu yerda xunuk bo‘lib ketadi.

232
00:12:31,041 --> 00:12:33,419
ega bo'lganingiz bilan tabriklayman
Men o'zimni qutingizga qo'ydim.

233
00:12:34,295 --> 00:12:36,547
Lekin aldanma, Bu-Bu.

234
00:12:36,630 --> 00:12:38,215
Siz bu yerda garovga olingansiz.

235
00:12:45,806 --> 00:12:49,351
Nyu-York katta dorixona.
Insulinni sotib olish oson edi.

236
00:12:49,435 --> 00:12:51,854
Balki shundaydir
hikoyangizga nima kerak.

237
00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:54,023
U sizni o'ylaydi
unga beradi.

238
00:12:54,106 --> 00:12:56,150
Ammo bu uni o'lim yoqasiga olib boradi,

239
00:12:56,233 --> 00:12:57,902
uni Reyganga topshirishga majbur qiladi.

240
00:12:57,985 --> 00:13:01,572
- U pulni afzal ko'radi. Yuz eslatma.
- Menda yo'q.

241
00:13:01,655 --> 00:13:04,492
Keling, bankomatga boraylik.

242
00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:05,951
U sizning parolingizni ko'radimi?

243
00:13:07,369 --> 00:13:08,204
Jo.

244
00:13:08,746 --> 00:13:10,998
- Ko'raman, transfer bo'ladimi.
- Rahmat.

245
00:13:11,081 --> 00:13:13,459
Bronte juda yaxshi
xohlagan narsangizni olishda.

246
00:13:13,542 --> 00:13:16,962
Shungacha kelding. Qayta ishga olingan
U hatto yerto‘la haqida ham bilar edi.

247
00:13:17,046 --> 00:13:18,964
Savollar� 

248
00:13:19,048 --> 00:13:21,050
Nega undan bunchalik shubhalanasiz?

249
00:13:21,133 --> 00:13:23,177
Balki bilganingiz uchundir
Maddi yillar davomida

250
00:13:23,260 --> 00:13:26,639
va uni butunlay past baholadi.

251
00:13:26,722 --> 00:13:27,556
KATEga qo'ng'iroq qilish

252
00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,225
Ba'zilaringiz u blef qilyapti deb o'ylaysiz.

253
00:13:30,226 --> 00:13:32,394
Bu Keyt Lokvud,
xabaringizni qoldiring.

254
00:13:32,478 --> 00:13:37,525
Salom, men Redditga qaradim.
bizga yordam berishi mumkinligini bilish uchun,

255
00:13:37,608 --> 00:13:43,197
va aqldan ozgan savol uchun uzr, lekin Maddie
Sizni hech qachon sizning xohishingizga qarshi olib ketishganmi?

256
00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:46,742
Masalan, bittasi uchun
Reabilitatsiya uchun emasmi?

257
00:13:46,825 --> 00:13:50,955
Bu shunchaki ahmoqona mish-mish bo'lsa kerak
internetdan. Bilmadim. Menga qo'ng'iroq qiling.

258
00:13:51,038 --> 00:13:53,165
Mana bir xabar
butunlay kuchsiz.

259
00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:56,752
- Xayr, sevgim.
- Ovozli xabarmi? Qanday turmush qurgan.

260
00:13:56,835 --> 00:13:57,878
Bu uylangan narsami?

261
00:13:57,962 --> 00:14:00,548
Shunday qilib, siz va egasi ko'ramiz.

262
00:14:00,631 --> 00:14:01,840
Romantik klişelar.

263
00:14:03,425 --> 00:14:06,804
Ular juft bo'lishi kerak
"Xushchaqchaq", to'g'rimi?

264
00:14:06,887 --> 00:14:08,389
Meni baxtli odam deb o'ylaysizmi?

265
00:14:09,181 --> 00:14:13,978
Yo'q. Siz g'amgin bo'lar edingiz.
lekin u hozir bir sirni oshkor qildi.

266
00:14:14,603 --> 00:14:15,437
Ikki qichqiriq.

267
00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:16,772
Yo'q, Kate va men

268
00:14:17,731 --> 00:14:21,193
Bizning tariximiz ko'proq
"dushmanlardan oshiqlarga".

269
00:14:21,735 --> 00:14:22,611
Bu menga judayam yoqdi.

270
00:14:23,153 --> 00:14:26,532
Bu nafrat va ehtiros. Dominion effekti.

271
00:14:26,615 --> 00:14:30,494
Men uni bizni sotishga ishontirdim
bo'lib-bo'lib va chegirma bilan,

272
00:14:30,578 --> 00:14:32,621
chunki u sizni tanidi.

273
00:14:33,289 --> 00:14:34,665
Voy, boyroq,

274
00:14:34,748 --> 00:14:36,709
lekin boshqalar pul taklif qilishadi.

275
00:14:36,792 --> 00:14:41,213
Chegirmadan voz keching va qo'ying
Shunday qilib, ushbu kartadagi barcha kitoblar.

276
00:14:42,298 --> 00:14:43,465
Bu sizga juda mehribon.

277
00:14:43,549 --> 00:14:46,051
Keling, ikkita sayohatga chiqaylik.
Sizning mashinangiz kichik.

278
00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:50,639
Ikki qichqiriq. iroda
Nega nikohingiz bunchalik zerikarli?

279
00:14:52,016 --> 00:14:54,894
Genri yagona bo'lishi mumkin emas
ularni birga ushlab turadigan narsa.

280
00:14:54,977 --> 00:14:58,522
Lekin mana siz aktyorlik qilyapsiz
xotiningizning orqasida,

281
00:14:58,606 --> 00:15:01,525
xatoingizni tuzatishga harakat qiling
Kate bilishdan oldin.

282
00:15:01,609 --> 00:15:03,444
Siz esa
oxirgi qutini oling,

283
00:15:03,527 --> 00:15:05,863
Men buni tuzatishga harakat qila olaman
Frost qo'lyozmasi?

284
00:15:05,946 --> 00:15:06,780
Bu yaxshi.

285
00:15:07,448 --> 00:15:08,282
Bilasiz?

286
00:15:08,908 --> 00:15:11,785
Kim go'zalligini bilasizmi?
qorong'u va chuqur, Jo?

287
00:15:11,869 --> 00:15:14,038
Bizniki kabi
bosh qahramon Kalope?

288
00:15:14,121 --> 00:15:15,331
Calope?

289
00:15:15,414 --> 00:15:17,583
Menimcha, siz biror narsani o'rganishingiz mumkin.

290
00:15:18,500 --> 00:15:22,338
Yo'qmi? Hammasi yaxshi.
O'qish uchun juda uzoq.

291
00:15:23,255 --> 00:15:27,843
Maximus qulfni oladi
Kalopaning yuzidagi sochlar.

292
00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:31,513
Va u buni juda sog'indi
bu yuz, to'g'rimi?

293
00:15:31,597 --> 00:15:34,725
Keyin u labini tishlaydi.

294
00:15:34,808 --> 00:15:39,313
Keyin uni o'pishi kerak,
Albatta, u labini tishlagani uchun.

295
00:15:39,396 --> 00:15:42,149
Bir nafas keladi,
va yana bir xo'rsinish.

296
00:15:42,232 --> 00:15:43,984
Va u uni itarib yuboradi.

297
00:15:44,068 --> 00:15:45,402
Bo'lishi kerak bo'lgandan kuchliroq.

298
00:15:45,486 --> 00:15:49,281
Ammo u uni o'ziga tortadi

299
00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:52,201
va qulog'ida xirillashadi.

300
00:15:53,869 --> 00:15:55,788
Va u qichqiradi.

301
00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:58,457
U qichqiradimi?

302
00:15:58,540 --> 00:16:00,626
odamlar
Ular xirillamaydilar yoki xirillamaydilar.

303
00:16:00,709 --> 00:16:02,294
Ayollar sochlarini silkitmaydi,

304
00:16:02,378 --> 00:16:04,129
va erkaklar ularni itarib yubormaydilar

305
00:16:04,213 --> 00:16:06,340
kamarlaringizni ham yechmang
fetishistik tarzda.

306
00:16:06,423 --> 00:16:11,637
Men internet borligini bilaman
romantika haqidagi g'oyalaringiz. rahmat.

307
00:16:13,305 --> 00:16:14,181
xirilladim.

308
00:16:17,142 --> 00:16:19,269
Men senga ishonaman.

309
00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:23,107
Haqiqatanmi? Menga g'alaba qozonishimga imkon beradi
munozara shunday ahmoqona tarzda?

310
00:16:24,942 --> 00:16:28,320
-Yo'q, u erga boraylik.
- Nima?

311
00:16:28,404 --> 00:16:30,531
soch turmagi,
lab tishlash, hamma narsa.

312
00:16:30,614 --> 00:16:32,741
Hozir. Keling, testni bajaramiz.

313
00:16:32,825 --> 00:16:35,119
Bu eng yaxshi yo'l
buni tezda hal qilish.

314
00:16:35,202 --> 00:16:36,745
- Hammasi yaxshi.
- Men tayyorman.

315
00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:38,956
- Demak, men
- Yuzda, keling.

316
00:16:39,039 --> 00:16:40,124
Bu yaxshi.

317
00:17:00,686 --> 00:17:02,104
Umid qilamanki, siz o'rgandingiz.

318
00:17:02,187 --> 00:17:04,565
Bu jozibali. Bu menga o'xshamaydi.

319
00:17:04,648 --> 00:17:05,482
Bu yaxshi.

320
00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:10,029
Shu 15 tasini olsam qarshimisiz?
Siz qutini olasizmi?

321
00:17:11,488 --> 00:17:13,866
Faqat eslatma,
U yoshroq xodim.

322
00:17:13,949 --> 00:17:15,242
Bunday yigit bo'lmang.

323
00:17:15,993 --> 00:17:19,371
Siz gaplashdingiz
portlashlaringiz haqida?

324
00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:21,957
Bir oz. Jorj o'ylaydi
Men his qilayotgan narsa normaldir.

325
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,792
- U shunday dedimi?
- dedi.

326
00:17:25,210 --> 00:17:27,921
Ajoyib. U haq.

327
00:17:28,005 --> 00:17:30,340
Men keldim! Issiq g'iybat bilan.

328
00:17:30,424 --> 00:17:32,676
Genri, o'yin vaqti.
Ko'pi bilan bir soat.

329
00:17:34,261 --> 00:17:35,220
Bor.

330
00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:37,431
U onamni tingladi.
Boring, malikani qutqaring.

331
00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:39,641
Kimdir Reyganga aytdimi?

332
00:17:39,725 --> 00:17:43,228
Siz aytgan hisobchi.
Tabriklaymiz.

333
00:17:43,312 --> 00:17:44,646
Bu pulni o'g'irlash bo'lsin.

334
00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:47,274
Bu pul o'g'irlash!

335
00:17:47,357 --> 00:17:50,652
Biz ochiq-oydin talonchilikni yaxshi ko'ramiz.

336
00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:53,197
Va shunday bir vaqtda?
Hech narsa demang.

337
00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:57,785
Men o'sha qizning ko'zlariga qaramoqchiman
bu zarbani berganingizda sigir.

338
00:17:57,868 --> 00:17:59,745
- Joga aytishimni xohlaysizmi?
- Yo'q.

339
00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:03,791
Xavotirlanyapsizmi
uni bo'g'ib o'ldirishi uchunmi?

340
00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:06,710
U g'azablangan. Bo'ldi shu.

341
00:18:09,296 --> 00:18:10,172
Albatta.

342
00:18:12,841 --> 00:18:16,220
ahmoq. Insulinni olib tashlash
Bu men o'ylaganimdan tezroq urdi.

343
00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:17,429
Buni hozir ishlating.

344
00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:20,641
U unchalik issiq emas.

345
00:18:21,350 --> 00:18:22,434
Hey

346
00:18:22,518 --> 00:18:23,936
Men insulin oldim.

347
00:18:25,521 --> 00:18:26,522
Shunday qilib, agar xohlasangiz

348
00:18:28,607 --> 00:18:29,441
Keling, gaplashaylik.

349
00:18:31,735 --> 00:18:33,779
Jo. Iltimos.

350
00:18:33,862 --> 00:18:35,989
Glyukoza ko'tarilishi.

351
00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:39,910
Men oyoq barmoqlarimni his qilmayapman.

352
00:18:42,913 --> 00:18:45,749
Bilasizmi
Insulin qanday ishlaydi?

353
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:48,293
Qiziqarli. Bilishimcha,

354
00:18:48,377 --> 00:18:51,755
sizning noqulayligingiz o'zgaradi
tez o'lim xavfi.

355
00:18:51,839 --> 00:18:54,174
Nima qilasan
siz bunga yo'l qo'yolmaysiz.

356
00:18:56,051 --> 00:19:00,013
Jin ursin. Bir muncha vaqt g'oyib bo'ldingiz
soat va u bilan qaytib kelasizmi?

357
00:19:00,639 --> 00:19:02,099
Kate buni ma'qulladimi?

358
00:19:03,183 --> 00:19:05,727
Hatto Maddi ham biladi
uning xotini rozi bo'lmasligini aytdi.

359
00:19:05,811 --> 00:19:07,437
Ha. Ma'qullamadi.

360
00:19:07,521 --> 00:19:11,316
Lekin menimcha, sizning qayg'ungiz yoqimli
Menga ultimatum berishga harakat qiling.

361
00:19:12,317 --> 00:19:13,735
Kate va men sherikmiz.

362
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:18,740
Siz shundaysiz
Ajoyib misgyno yigit, to'g'rimi?

363
00:19:18,824 --> 00:19:22,536
Nazoratga chanqoq yirtqich hayvon
chiroyli tabassum ortida?

364
00:19:23,662 --> 00:19:27,457
Muloyim shahzoda o'tib ketmoqda
g'amxo'r erning surati,

365
00:19:27,541 --> 00:19:29,626
lekin kim xotinining qudratiga havas qiladi.

366
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:33,547
Siz mutlaqo noto'g'risiz.
Mening nikohim bu erda asosiy e'tibor emas.

367
00:19:34,464 --> 00:19:37,176
Lekin jurnal yo'q
arxitektura suratga olish uchun keldi

368
00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:40,387
bu yashirin joydan
qulay shisha qiynoqlari.

369
00:19:40,470 --> 00:19:42,055
Bu kitoblar uchun.

370
00:19:42,139 --> 00:19:47,561
Shunday qilib, biz kitob do'konidamiz
Bu Kate to'laydi.

371
00:19:49,229 --> 00:19:51,356
Bu kitob do'koni meniki!

372
00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:55,110
Va u allaqachon kitoblardan ko'proq narsani saqlagan.

373
00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:56,862
Ko'pchilik omon qolmadi.

374
00:19:56,945 --> 00:20:00,908
Ko'pchilik ko'rmadi
mening bu tomonim va omon qoldim.

375
00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:05,996
Jin ursin,
aytganimda meni tingla

376
00:20:06,997 --> 00:20:11,376
menga kim kerak
agar bu yerdan ketmoqchi bo'lsangiz.

377
00:20:17,382 --> 00:20:20,802
Nega psixopat
Men qiynoqqa solinardim

378
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:24,139
Kate ortidan
sterillangan kuchukcha kabimi?

379
00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:27,935
Ketoatsidozdan zavqlaning.

380
00:20:33,106 --> 00:20:36,777
Oh, Bu-Bu izlanishda edi!

381
00:20:42,115 --> 00:20:44,743
Men bunga ishonmayman
Maddi bilan qarama-qarshilikda.

382
00:20:44,826 --> 00:20:48,247
Agar iltifotlar mavjud bo'lsa, men borman
Fikrlar kerak, iltimos.

383
00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:50,499
Bu oxirgi quti.

384
00:20:51,375 --> 00:20:54,711
Muniga qaytib keta olasizmi?
GPS bilan, to'g'rimi?

385
00:20:54,795 --> 00:20:56,004
Shu yerda qolmoqchimisiz?

386
00:20:56,088 --> 00:20:58,131
Kech bo'ldi,
va menda bu narsa bor.

387
00:20:58,215 --> 00:20:59,424
Bu atigi o'n blok.

388
00:20:59,508 --> 00:21:01,510
O'n blok. Men seni olaman.

389
00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:05,555
Men bir joyga kelganimni ko'rmayapman
mashinada beparvo adabiy salon,

390
00:21:05,639 --> 00:21:06,640
siznikidan ancha kam.

391
00:21:07,349 --> 00:21:10,143
— Bezovta adabiy salonmi?

392
00:21:10,227 --> 00:21:11,812
 �. Oyiga bir marta.

393
00:21:11,895 --> 00:21:14,481
Biz birga kelamiz,
biz yozgan narsalarni o'qiymiz.

394
00:21:14,564 --> 00:21:18,235
Bu ochiq mikrofondan ko'ra chiroyliroq
va muallifni o'qishdan ko'ra seksualroq.

395
00:21:18,318 --> 00:21:20,279
Ammo dorilar,
Bu sizniki emas.

396
00:21:20,362 --> 00:21:21,446
Biz yurishimiz mumkin.

397
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,076
Yaxshi, shahzoda Galante.

398
00:21:27,077 --> 00:21:28,745
Men xodimimga g'amxo'rlik qilishim kerak.

399
00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:41,258
Adabiy salon degani mana shu
Bronte dunyosida?

400
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:43,260
Bu stol emas
Algonquin dumaloq,

401
00:21:43,343 --> 00:21:44,761
faqat ter hididan,

402
00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:48,473
improvizatsiya aks-sadolari
va o‘tmishdan she’r o‘qish.

403
00:21:50,017 --> 00:21:53,145
Har bir fitna nazariyotchisi
memlarga chanqoq

404
00:21:53,228 --> 00:21:54,563
bunga ishonishingiz kerak.

405
00:21:54,646 --> 00:21:56,440
Bularning barchasi missiya

406
00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:58,692
Nima yaxshiroq bo'lishi mumkin
ijodiy blok uchun

407
00:21:58,775 --> 00:22:01,695
ko'p ko'rishdan ko'ra
mukammal bo'lmaganlar

408
00:22:01,778 --> 00:22:05,532
nomukammal ishni taqdim etish
o'ziga ishonch bilan to'lami?

409
00:22:06,283 --> 00:22:08,035
Ularni yomon deyapsizmi?

410
00:22:08,118 --> 00:22:09,953
Ular nomukammal.

411
00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:12,247
Egosentrik.

412
00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:15,917
Bu soxta bohem
bo'shliqqa qichqiradi.

413
00:22:17,419 --> 00:22:18,420
Ammo u ehtirosga to'la.

414
00:22:19,755 --> 00:22:20,881
Hey!

415
00:22:22,758 --> 00:22:23,842
Salom.

416
00:22:23,925 --> 00:22:27,346
Qanday qilganimni hali ham bilmayman
"ehtirossiz" deb tashxis qo'yilgan.

417
00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:29,056
U yozganlari haqida gapiradi

418
00:22:29,139 --> 00:22:30,891
Nikohingiz haqida qanday gapirasiz?

419
00:22:30,974 --> 00:22:33,185
Va ikkalasi ham hozir bloklangan.

420
00:22:33,852 --> 00:22:35,353
Fikringizni ochishga nima deysiz?

421
00:22:35,479 --> 00:22:36,646
ularning o'layotgan hayotlariga.

422
00:22:36,730 --> 00:22:39,524
Ironiya yagona
bizning avlod pul birligi?

423
00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:43,070
Unga qarang,
hamma ko'rishi uchun ochiladi.

424
00:22:43,153 --> 00:22:45,238
Qani, sen emassan
haqiqiy yozuvchi.

425
00:22:45,322 --> 00:22:46,615
Kate sizning yozishingizni o'qidi.

426
00:22:46,698 --> 00:22:50,994
Sizning xaotik va himoyasiz fantaziyalaringiz
va ularni yoqishimizni aytdi.

427
00:22:51,078 --> 00:22:53,038
Balki shunchalik og'riqli narsa shudir.

428
00:22:53,121 --> 00:22:55,874
Xotiningiz nafratlanadi
sizdagi eng haqiqiy uchun.

429
00:23:02,964 --> 00:23:04,674
Kechirasiz. Xayr. Salomat bo'ling.

430
00:23:08,386 --> 00:23:12,557
Qoling va dam oling. Men unutdim
Ishim bor, ketishim kerak.

431
00:23:12,641 --> 00:23:14,184
- Hoy, jiddiymisiz?
- Men

432
00:23:14,267 --> 00:23:16,812
Voy! Salom, Bronte.

433
00:23:16,895 --> 00:23:20,315
Ajoyib. Bu yigit kim?
Va nega u undan qochib ketadi?

434
00:23:20,398 --> 00:23:21,483
Bu Kleyton.

435
00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:22,651
Biz sikdik.

436
00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:25,445
Agar siz uning qo'lini sindirsangiz,
siz uni eshakka yopishtirishingiz mumkin.

437
00:23:25,529 --> 00:23:26,363
Jo.

438
00:23:26,446 --> 00:23:28,532
Hey, odam, men sizning kimligingizni bilaman.

439
00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:32,786
Yuqori darajaga ko'tarildi. Siz bizga o'rgatishingiz kerak
homiy topish.

440
00:23:32,869 --> 00:23:36,123
"Homiy." Ba'zan, siz
yurish banki kabi his qiladi.

441
00:23:36,206 --> 00:23:37,999
Bu oson. Shunchaki ish toping.

442
00:23:38,083 --> 00:23:39,709
Men sizni Vermontda deb o'yladim,

443
00:23:39,793 --> 00:23:42,087
sizni mukammallashtirish
"Shaxsiy insholar to'plami".

444
00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:47,092
Men erta tugatdim. Menga shunchaki kerak edi
Men bosh qahramon bo'lganimni tan oling.

445
00:23:47,175 --> 00:23:48,510
- dedi janob Izoh.

446
00:23:48,593 --> 00:23:50,262
Men bugun bittasini o'qiyman.

447
00:23:50,345 --> 00:23:52,681
Kechirasiz, lekin bizda qoida bor.

448
00:23:52,764 --> 00:23:55,058
Koʻrib boʻlmaydi
baham ko'rmasa.

449
00:23:55,142 --> 00:23:57,727
Odamlar
Bu yerda yechinish, bilasizmi?

450
00:23:57,811 --> 00:24:00,105
- Parazitlar yo'q.
- Biz allaqachon ketayotgan edik.

451
00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:02,566
Ammo ular allaqachon tomosha qilishgan.

452
00:24:03,567 --> 00:24:07,237
U allaqachon tomosha qilgan va yozuvchi emas,
Oh, jozibali shahzoda?

453
00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:08,530
Yo'q. U emas.

454
00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:11,074
U shunchaki meni bu holatdan xalos qilmoqchi,
lekin og'riyapti.

455
00:24:11,158 --> 00:24:13,451
Shunday ko'rinadi
Bu sizga bog'liq, "Brontosaura".

456
00:24:13,535 --> 00:24:15,912
Menimcha, menda eski qoralama bor

457
00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:19,166
bir bo'lakdan
post-feministik bir harakatdir.

458
00:24:19,249 --> 00:24:22,210
Yo'q. baham ko'rdim
Bu siz bilan shaxsiy.

459
00:24:22,294 --> 00:24:24,462
Men qoidalarni tuzmaganman.

460
00:24:27,716 --> 00:24:31,303
Nima ekanligini so'rasam maylimi
post-feministik bir harakatli o'yin?

461
00:24:32,345 --> 00:24:33,638
Tez orada bilib olasiz.

462
00:24:35,015 --> 00:24:36,808
Uni shunday ko'rish og'riyapti.

463
00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:40,353
Yuzingizga tatuirovka qilishni xohlaysizmi?
uni to'mtoq qalam bilan.

464
00:24:40,437 --> 00:24:44,149
Bu yaxshi edi. Bronte haq.
Ilhom hamma joyda.

465
00:24:44,733 --> 00:24:48,778
"Siz bundan qo'rqmaysizmi?
Hayvonlar tomondan?"

466
00:24:49,738 --> 00:24:52,741
"Men ketishni afzal ko'raman
instinktlarim meni boshqaradi."

467
00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:55,327
Bechora Bronte.

468
00:24:55,410 --> 00:24:58,246
Hech kim sizning qoralamalaringizni xohlamaydi
ovoz chiqarib o'qing,

469
00:24:58,330 --> 00:25:00,457
yana bir jinsiy aloqa sahnasi
kontekstdan tashqarida.

470
00:25:00,540 --> 00:25:02,500
“Ichimga kirishingni xohlayman.

471
00:25:04,753 --> 00:25:10,300
Men seni lablarimda istayman,
mening ko'kragim. Men sizning ichingizda cho'kib ketmoqchiman."

472
00:25:12,510 --> 00:25:17,057
Mayli, bu kundalik emas
O'smirlik chog'ida, siz la'nat tulporlar.

473
00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:20,936
Kleyton, voy,
Siz naqadar narsistik eshaksiz.

474
00:25:21,019 --> 00:25:22,896
Tinchlaning. U o'ziga qanday g'amxo'rlik qilishni biladi.

475
00:25:22,979 --> 00:25:24,940
Ulashishga rozi bo'lmadim,

476
00:25:25,023 --> 00:25:29,611
lekin men sizga ahamiyat bermasligingizni allaqachon bilardim
roziligi uchun.

477
00:25:31,529 --> 00:25:33,198
Uning harakatiga qarang
qiziqarli bo'ling.

478
00:25:33,782 --> 00:25:36,618
Qanchalik aql bovar qilmaydigan
odamlar ketadi

479
00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:37,911
tegishli bo'lish.

480
00:25:38,828 --> 00:25:40,664
Qanday qilib o'zingizni Bronte deb atash mumkin.

481
00:25:41,790 --> 00:25:46,253
Hey, boy yigit,
Uning ismi Luiza ekanligini bilarmidingiz?

482
00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:47,545
Nima?

483
00:25:47,629 --> 00:25:51,591
Luiza Flanneri, murabbiy
Ogayo shtatidagi stomatologik gigienada.

484
00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:53,969
Ismni tanlang
Siz topganingizdan ko'ra ko'proq "adabiy"

485
00:25:54,052 --> 00:25:57,305
va Nyu-Yorkka ko'chib o'tdi
bohem hayotingizni boshlash uchun.

486
00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,557
- Va u mendan bir necha oy o'g'irladi.
- Yo'q.

487
00:26:03,436 --> 00:26:07,190
Mumkin emas. U
keyin sizdan foydalanmoqdami?

488
00:26:07,857 --> 00:26:10,193
Va siz topdingiz
Siz yolg'onchi bo'lgansiz.

489
00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:15,991
Reygan?

490
00:26:17,909 --> 00:26:19,828
Mendan qochib qutula olmaysiz, siz

491
00:26:19,911 --> 00:26:23,373
Harrison.
O'g'il bolalar bilan sayohat qilmoqchimisiz?

492
00:26:23,456 --> 00:26:26,042
Men tushuntirishga harakat qilmayman.

493
00:26:26,126 --> 00:26:27,544
Tushuntirishingizni istardim.

494
00:26:28,461 --> 00:26:32,299
Nega mening versiyam muhim,
Kate? U hikoyani boshqaradi.

495
00:26:46,896 --> 00:26:49,774
Kate Ajoyib.

496
00:26:51,234 --> 00:26:54,237
Gretchen
Sevimli xolamni ko'rishni istardim,

497
00:26:54,321 --> 00:26:58,241
lekin u yerda yig'layapti
otasining qarindoshlik xiyonati bilan.

498
00:26:58,325 --> 00:26:59,951
Kuting, bu qanchalik aqldan ozgan?

499
00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:01,578
Kecha menga qo'ng'iroq qilishdi.

500
00:27:01,661 --> 00:27:07,417
Xavfsizlik Xarrisonni deyarli topdi
Yalang'och, ofisda shkafga qulflangan.

501
00:27:08,084 --> 00:27:09,753
Xudoyim.

502
00:27:10,420 --> 00:27:11,713
Kim bilan?

503
00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:14,174
Madisonning uyali telefoni
polda edi.

504
00:27:15,216 --> 00:27:16,926
Kaltak qochib ketgan bo'lsa kerak.

505
00:27:17,010 --> 00:27:17,844
Jin ursin.

506
00:27:19,054 --> 00:27:21,222
Shuning uchun siz
Teddi va mendan qochish.

507
00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:22,557
Shu yerda kuting.

508
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:25,226
Hali ham ishni xohlayman
Teddy uchun maslahat

509
00:27:25,310 --> 00:27:28,021
- Yo'q, bilmadim.
- Shunday paytdami?

510
00:27:29,856 --> 00:27:32,567
Voy, biz hammamiz bir xilmiz
oxirida dadaga, shunday emasmi?

511
00:27:32,650 --> 00:27:35,028
Xo'sh, siz mendan ko'ra ko'proq.

512
00:27:35,862 --> 00:27:38,656
- Qanday ekan?
- Shuning uchun siz bosh direktorsiz, shunday emasmi?

513
00:27:38,740 --> 00:27:41,117
U sizni shafqatsiz qilib yaratdi.

514
00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:43,078
Siz zaif tomonlardan foydalanasiz.

515
00:27:43,161 --> 00:27:46,247
Ba'zan,
Menimcha, siz meni deyarli tanimaysiz.

516
00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:49,084
Hammasi yaxshi. Men hech kimni tanimayman.

517
00:27:58,426 --> 00:28:03,348
Ularning munosabati bor edi
yillar davomida, Keti. Yillar.

518
00:28:05,725 --> 00:28:09,604
Bu halokatli,
Rae, juda afsusdaman.

519
00:28:11,314 --> 00:28:13,566
- Siz va Xarrison
- Men ajrashaman.

520
00:28:13,650 --> 00:28:16,653
Va u tayyorlansin.

521
00:28:16,736 --> 00:28:19,781
Jin ursin, egizim?
Hech kim meni kamsitmaydi.

522
00:28:20,990 --> 00:28:23,284
Hech kim omon qolmaydi.

523
00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:32,710
bo'lganimdan afsusdaman

524
00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,880
yaqinda yirtqich hayvon.

525
00:28:39,092 --> 00:28:45,098
Men nimanidir sezgan bo'lsam kerak
portlamoqchi edi.

526
00:28:45,181 --> 00:28:46,516
Men juda afsusdaman.

527
00:28:47,142 --> 00:28:49,352
Albatta, bu beqarorlikka olib keladi.

528
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:55,191
Biz rozi bo'lishimiz mumkin
bolalarni bundan tashqarida qoldirish kerakmi?

529
00:28:56,609 --> 00:28:58,820
- Mening jarohatimni menga qarshi ishlatmoqchimisan?
- Ha.

530
00:28:58,903 --> 00:29:00,613
Men jumlani takrorlayman.

531
00:29:01,614 --> 00:29:02,824
Bolalarni tashqarida qoldiring

532
00:29:02,907 --> 00:29:06,536
yoki sizning travmangiz birinchi bo'ladi
ertaga gazeta sahifasi.

533
00:29:12,292 --> 00:29:13,293
Hammasi yaxshi.

534
00:29:15,044 --> 00:29:17,505
men hal qilaman
maktab bilan bog'liq narsalar.

535
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,341
rahmat.

536
00:29:21,217 --> 00:29:22,135
rahmat aytaman.

537
00:29:25,889 --> 00:29:27,766
Xohlaysizmi
Bronte ortidan borish,

538
00:29:27,849 --> 00:29:29,350
ammo insulin shoshilinchroq.

539
00:29:29,434 --> 00:29:30,268
Biroz vaqt talab qilsa,

540
00:29:30,351 --> 00:29:32,729
u tushunarsiz bo'ladi,
va undan hech narsani tortib olmaydi.

541
00:29:33,396 --> 00:29:35,064
U sizni haqiqatan ham garovga oldi.

542
00:29:35,648 --> 00:29:36,483
- Salom.
- Salom.

543
00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:40,028
Men faqat qachon kelishini bilmoqchi edim.
Bu juda yaxshi kun edi.

544
00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:41,946
Men hozir boks qilyapman.

545
00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:45,158
Men hal qilishga muvaffaq bo'ldim
Genri uchun narsalar.

546
00:29:45,241 --> 00:29:47,452
Reygan shikoyatni qaytarib oladi.

547
00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:49,037
Bu fantastika.

548
00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:50,288
Bu dahshatli yangilik.

549
00:29:50,371 --> 00:29:54,125
Xarrison va Madison
Ular yillar davomida ishqiy munosabatda bo'lishdi.

550
00:29:54,876 --> 00:29:56,044
Bizning.

551
00:29:56,127 --> 00:29:57,796
Siz hayron bo'lmaganga o'xshaysiz.

552
00:29:57,879 --> 00:29:59,172
ahmoq. Maskalash.

553
00:29:59,255 --> 00:30:01,424
Men hayratda qoldim deb o'ylayman.

554
00:30:01,508 --> 00:30:02,425
Ha, men ham.

555
00:30:03,426 --> 00:30:04,260
U ketdi.

556
00:30:04,844 --> 00:30:08,431
Ular ajrashishadi.
Maddi yashiringan bo'lsa kerak.

557
00:30:08,515 --> 00:30:09,557
Men ko'proq bilmoqchi edim,

558
00:30:09,641 --> 00:30:12,018
lekin Reygan juda ko'p yig'ladi
Men zo‘rg‘a gapira oldim.

559
00:30:12,101 --> 00:30:13,478
Reygan bunday emas.

560
00:30:13,561 --> 00:30:15,772
Va bizga qarshi boshqa tahdid?

561
00:30:17,398 --> 00:30:19,484
Keling, kutamiz. Men buni ko'ryapman.

562
00:30:19,567 --> 00:30:21,945
Vaqt uning tomonida,
bizniki emas.

563
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,032
Siz kelganingizda gaplashamiz.

564
00:30:27,033 --> 00:30:28,076
Bu yaxshi.

565
00:30:28,952 --> 00:30:29,786
Hammasi yaxshi.

566
00:30:33,248 --> 00:30:34,624
Reygan o'z vaqtini talab qilmoqda

567
00:30:34,707 --> 00:30:37,293
halokatli narsani topish
o'tmishimizdan.

568
00:30:37,377 --> 00:30:40,922
Keytning zo'ravonlikdan nafratlanishi
bu juda qimmatga tushadi.

569
00:30:41,005 --> 00:30:42,632
U nimani isbotlamoqchi?

570
00:30:44,008 --> 00:30:47,846
Biroq,
ishning oshkor etilishi.

571
00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:50,056
Ajoyib hikoya manbasi,
yaxshi ishlatilsa.

572
00:30:50,139 --> 00:30:53,977
Reyganning bir afzalligi bor
singlisi va Xarrison haqida.

573
00:30:54,060 --> 00:30:56,062
Bu ilhommi?

574
00:30:56,145 --> 00:30:58,147
Bu klişe bo'lishi mumkin,
lekin ko'p o'ylamang.

575
00:31:09,158 --> 00:31:11,703
Men sizning tanangizni ko'raman
sizga qarshi isyon.

576
00:31:11,786 --> 00:31:12,871
Lekin menda yangilik bor.

577
00:31:12,954 --> 00:31:15,039
Buni hal qiladigan tur
bizning muammolarimiz.

578
00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:16,124
Haqiqatanmi?

579
00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:21,254
Reygan ish haqida biladi.

580
00:31:23,798 --> 00:31:25,466
U ajrashmoqchi.

581
00:31:27,719 --> 00:31:28,845
Boshqa yashirishning hojati yo'q.

582
00:31:28,928 --> 00:31:33,558
Siz va Xarrison ozodsiz
birga qochish,

583
00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:36,769
yo'qoladi
tropik baxtli yakun uchun.

584
00:31:38,771 --> 00:31:40,273
Men sizning dushmaningiz emasman, Maddi.

585
00:31:41,149 --> 00:31:43,776
Men sizga yordam beraman
Sizning baxtli yakuningiz uchun,

586
00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:45,069
va biz davom etamiz.

587
00:31:45,153 --> 00:31:46,112
Reygan bilib oldimi?

588
00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:48,573
Yo'q.

589
00:31:48,656 --> 00:31:51,743
Sizni oldinroq topshiraman deb qo'rqitdim
va siz hatto parvo qilmadingiz.

590
00:31:51,826 --> 00:31:53,036
Men blef qildim!

591
00:31:55,204 --> 00:31:57,707
Maddi, bu yaxshi.
Eng yomoni tugadi.

592
00:31:57,790 --> 00:32:02,086
Yo'q. Eng yomoni tugamadi.
Hali oldinda.

593
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:05,131
Jin! Xudoyim.

594
00:32:05,214 --> 00:32:07,926
Haqiqatan ham Xarrison va men deb o'ylaysizmi?
endi o'ylamaymiz

595
00:32:08,009 --> 00:32:10,136
birga qochish kerakmi?

596
00:32:10,219 --> 00:32:13,890
Xudoyim.
Yo'q! U bizni yo'q qiladi!

597
00:32:13,973 --> 00:32:16,225
O'g'irlash bo'yicha ekspert qayerda?

598
00:32:16,309 --> 00:32:18,770
Siz endi Reygandan qo'rqmaysiz
o'limdan ko'ra.

599
00:32:18,853 --> 00:32:19,854
Men ha.

600
00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:24,984
Nikohdan oldingi shartnomalar bor, Jo,

601
00:32:25,068 --> 00:32:29,447
va jumlalar mavjud
qonuniy o'lim.

602
00:32:31,074 --> 00:32:34,202
Reygan bizdan hamma narsani oladi.

603
00:32:34,285 --> 00:32:38,122
Xudoyim,
Xarrison o'lik odam.

604
00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:41,542
Va Gretchen
Voy, bechora Gretchen.

605
00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:47,215
Biz uni boshqa hech qachon ko'rmaymiz.
Mening kichkina qizim.

606
00:32:49,467 --> 00:32:50,885
Gretchen siznikimi?

607
00:32:53,596 --> 00:32:55,348
Qonuniy emas.

608
00:32:57,642 --> 00:33:00,561
Lekin men olib yurdim
Mening qornimda Gretchen.

609
00:33:01,562 --> 00:33:05,400
Reygan meni majbur qildi
qattiq qorin hosil qilish

610
00:33:05,483 --> 00:33:08,069
chunki u xohlamagan
butunlay bo'shashmoq.

611
00:33:09,278 --> 00:33:10,989
Va men rozi bo'ldim.

612
00:33:11,072 --> 00:33:14,283
Men buni o'yladim
Men Xarrisonga yaqinlashardim.

613
00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:17,412
Biz birga farzandli bo'lardik, to'g'rimi?

614
00:33:17,495 --> 00:33:21,416
Jin ursin, Reygan-chi?
hislarimni bilardim.

615
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:24,419
U mening hislarimni bilardi!

616
00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:26,587
Va u meni aldab, buni qildi!

617
00:33:28,464 --> 00:33:30,091
Men juda achinarliman.

618
00:33:31,718 --> 00:33:35,054
Baxtli yakun yo'q.
Men uchun emas.

619
00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:38,182
O'limdan ham yomonroq narsalar bor.

620
00:33:39,308 --> 00:33:40,685
Bu meni o'ldirishi mumkin.

621
00:33:42,186 --> 00:33:45,356
Siz qila olmaysiz,
Ammo endi u buni xohlamaydi.

622
00:33:53,114 --> 00:33:56,117
Yozuvchida empatiya bor
uning barcha qahramonlari uchun.

623
00:33:58,036 --> 00:33:59,537
Hatto ayanchlilar ham.

624
00:34:01,539 --> 00:34:04,542
Sizda hech qanday ustunlik yo'q.
Hech qanday fikr yo'q.

625
00:34:06,419 --> 00:34:07,420
Oling.

626
00:34:16,471 --> 00:34:19,182
Siz hech qachon
o'zini juda yomon his qildim.

627
00:34:20,308 --> 00:34:22,602
Yana nima bo'lishi mumkin
sizni hayratda qoldirdimi?

628
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:27,273
Qorong'u sirlarni ko'rish yaxshiroqdir
Bronte bor.

629
00:34:32,236 --> 00:34:35,364
LUIZ FLANERI
OG'IZ GIGIENASI OHIO

630
00:34:36,199 --> 00:34:38,785
Luiza Flanneri.
Og'iz gigienasi texnikasi.

631
00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:40,369
Stomatologiya klinikasi

632
00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:43,831
Etti yil. Qanday zerikarli. Eshak
sobiq undan o'g'irlaganini aytdi,

633
00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:45,792
lekin bu qasos uchun bo'lgan bo'lishi mumkin.

634
00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:48,628
LinkedIn namoyishlari
Nyu-York oldidan litsenziya.

635
00:34:49,837 --> 00:34:54,967
Saraton bilan uzoq davom etgan kurashdan so'ng,
27 yoshli Luiza ismli qizini qoldirdi.

636
00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:58,346
U onasini yo'qotdi.
Achinarli. Mantiqiy.

637
00:34:59,055 --> 00:35:02,016
Eskirgan Goodreads hisobi.
Yaxshi ta'm.

638
00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:03,935
Bu siz bilar edi. Bekga.

639
00:35:04,519 --> 00:35:08,106
Sizning katta oshkoringiz
Bu aniq büstü emas.

640
00:35:08,189 --> 00:35:09,982
Hamma allaqachon
Bekning kitobini o'qing.

641
00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:11,943
Bronte-Luiza sizga allaqachon aytgan edi

642
00:35:12,026 --> 00:35:15,113
da'vogar axlatni o'qiganlar
Sherri va Keri tomonidan.

643
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:19,534
Yoki u oddiy hayot kechirganmi?
va orzu izlab bu erga keldi.

644
00:35:19,617 --> 00:35:23,079
Yoki u sizni ishlatyapti.

645
00:35:24,247 --> 00:35:25,915
Buni bilishning faqat bitta yo'li bor.

646
00:35:29,001 --> 00:35:29,836
Bronte?

647
00:35:36,259 --> 00:35:40,096
Men sizga qarzdorman deb o'ylayman
boshqa tushuntirish.

648
00:35:41,264 --> 00:35:43,641
Bu ahmoq uchun emas.

649
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:49,981
Bilasizmi, Kleyton haq.

650
00:35:50,606 --> 00:35:54,068
Men hal qilinganga o'xshayman,
lekin men firibgarman.

651
00:35:55,236 --> 00:35:57,697
Men juda umidsiz edim
men bu erga kelganimda.

652
00:35:58,197 --> 00:36:01,159
Do'stlar yo'q.
Men barcha jamg'armalarimni sarfladim.

653
00:36:01,242 --> 00:36:05,580
Men haqiqatan ham topdim
kim ba'zi pyesalar yozadi,

654
00:36:05,663 --> 00:36:07,748
va odamlar
ularni ko'rish uchun pul to'lashardi.

655
00:36:10,418 --> 00:36:11,377
To'liq deliryum.

656
00:36:12,712 --> 00:36:16,048
Men Kleytonni sevib qoldim.

657
00:36:16,132 --> 00:36:21,220
Va u aytganida men unga ishondim
bu menga yordam beradi.

658
00:36:21,304 --> 00:36:23,306
Va endi men undan katta qarzdorman.

659
00:36:24,599 --> 00:36:27,602
Hammasi bepul edi, albatta,
u bilan jinsiy aloqa qilishni to'xtatmagunimcha.

660
00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:30,605
U menga sababchi

661
00:36:32,106 --> 00:36:35,735
Yo'q, men sababchiman. I� 

662
00:36:38,070 --> 00:36:38,946
yolg'on gapiraman.

663
00:36:41,073 --> 00:36:44,827
To'xtovsiz. Menda juda ko'p narsa bor

664
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:47,288
Uyat.

665
00:36:49,165 --> 00:36:53,085
Men qaytadan boshlashni xohlash nima ekanligini bilaman
va yangi odam bo'ling.

666
00:36:54,754 --> 00:36:56,088
Bu siz uchun ishladi.

667
00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:57,548
Ha, bu oson emas edi.

668
00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,675
Ba'zan,
Oldin sog'indim.

669
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:03,304
- Yo'qotishim kamroq bo'lganida.
- Yo'qotish kamroq.

670
00:37:04,013 --> 00:37:07,725
Sizda toʻliq teatr yoʻq edi
sizning ustingdan kulgan hamkasblaringiz haqida.

671
00:37:10,061 --> 00:37:12,313
"Men sizning ichingizda cho'kishni xohlayman"? ahmoq.

672
00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:14,899
Men shunday deb o'yladim
Men uni yozganimda juda sexy.

673
00:37:15,691 --> 00:37:19,654
Hozir aqlga kelgan hamma narsa
Bu to'lqin.

674
00:37:22,490 --> 00:37:24,492
Men dramaturg bo'lishni xohlaymanmi yoki yo'qmi, bilmayman.

675
00:37:24,575 --> 00:37:26,994
To'lqin qoldirmang
seni to'xtat.

676
00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,287
Bu sizning orzuingiz.

677
00:37:28,371 --> 00:37:29,705
Bu tush.

678
00:37:32,208 --> 00:37:33,042
Va men

679
00:37:34,043 --> 00:37:35,836
Onam bir necha yil oldin vafot etdi.

680
00:37:36,921 --> 00:37:40,633
Men uning yagona g'amxo'rligi edim
besh yil davomida.

681
00:37:40,716 --> 00:37:44,553
Besh yil
dahshatli va zerikarli.

682
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:48,015
Shunday vaqt keldiki, yo'q

683
00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:52,228
Sevgimni ajratolmadim
mening g'azabimdan.

684
00:37:52,311 --> 00:37:53,354
Va keyin u vafot etdi.

685
00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:58,317
Va nihoyat, sevgi

686
00:38:00,444 --> 00:38:02,196
Bu muhim bo'lgan yagona narsa.

687
00:38:02,947 --> 00:38:05,616
Men juda afsusdaman. Bu qiyin ko'rinadi.

688
00:38:08,786 --> 00:38:09,912
O'zimga qasam ichdim

689
00:38:09,996 --> 00:38:13,916
boshqa hech qachon hibsga olinmasligimni
faqat bitta narsaga.

690
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:19,380
Men faqat to'liq yashashni xohlayman
iloji boricha.

691
00:38:19,463 --> 00:38:21,924
Mening bir qismim bilardi
Kleyton kabi.

692
00:38:22,008 --> 00:38:25,094
Va men bo'lishni xohlayman
unga g'amxo'rlik qildi va himoya qildi.

693
00:38:26,846 --> 00:38:29,849
Xudbinlik bilan,
Men xohlagan joyga erishaman deb o'yladim.

694
00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:31,517
Va u erda.

695
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,228
Yaqinlashish vaqti
shubhalaringizning oxirgisi.

696
00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:39,150
Va siz buni chuqur bilasiz
bu haqiqat bo'lish uchun juda yaxshi edi

697
00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:41,027
Bu haqiqat bo'lish uchun juda yaxshi edi

698
00:38:41,110 --> 00:38:42,403
Ammo agar u o'ziga ruxsat bersa

699
00:38:42,486 --> 00:38:44,071
Ammo u o'zini olib ketishga ruxsat berdi

700
00:38:44,655 --> 00:38:45,489
qo'lga kiritdi

701
00:38:45,573 --> 00:38:48,701
Chunki u birinchi Kuchli edi
sizni ko'tarish uchun etarli

702
00:38:49,994 --> 00:38:53,664
Chunki u birinchi edi

703
00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:57,752
etarlicha kuchli
sizni ko'tarish uchun

704
00:38:57,835 --> 00:38:58,794
Ginever Bek.

705
00:39:02,631 --> 00:39:05,259
- Uning shu yerda ishlashini bilarding, to'g'rimi?
- �.

706
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,720
Bilding.

707
00:39:07,803 --> 00:39:11,015
Barcha tashlab ketilgan kitob do'konlaridan
Nyu-Yorkdan,

708
00:39:11,098 --> 00:39:13,559
kelishim kerak edi
Mooney'sda to'xtang.

709
00:39:14,518 --> 00:39:18,898
Men o'zimni uning ishida ko'rdim
yoshligimda.

710
00:39:20,900 --> 00:39:22,443
Menga u haqida aytib bermoqchimisiz?

711
00:39:23,194 --> 00:39:26,197
Siz nima kutayotganingizni bilmadingiz,
lekin bu shubhali emas.

712
00:39:26,989 --> 00:39:30,618
Bu to'g'ri. Qiziqish.
Ulanish istagi.

713
00:39:30,701 --> 00:39:32,620
U yorug' edi.

714
00:39:34,622 --> 00:39:36,082
Juda chiroyli.

715
00:39:37,208 --> 00:39:38,751
Ichkarida va tashqarisida.

716
00:39:40,628 --> 00:39:43,339
Haqiqiy shoir.
Juda ko'p salohiyat.

717
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:49,470
Biz qisqa vaqt uchrashdik.

718
00:39:49,553 --> 00:39:50,596
Yolg'on.

719
00:39:52,556 --> 00:39:53,974
Bu fojia edi

720
00:39:56,185 --> 00:39:57,728
unga nima bo'ldi.

721
00:39:58,896 --> 00:40:00,356
Men hech kimga aytmaganman.

722
00:40:01,148 --> 00:40:04,276
Doktor Nikni o‘ldirgan bo‘lsam edi.

723
00:40:08,322 --> 00:40:10,074
Ehtimol, u hali ham shu erda edi.

724
00:40:13,994 --> 00:40:16,038
Men buni bilaman,
Mening matnimni o'qiganingizda,

725
00:40:17,498 --> 00:40:22,420
ko'rgan narsasi qotillik edi,
o'tmishsiz antiqahramon

726
00:40:22,503 --> 00:40:25,506
Endi siz buni bilasiz
bu hech qayerdan kelmaydi.

727
00:40:25,589 --> 00:40:30,010
Ba'zida shunday kuchli bo'lishni xohlayman
yozganimda qanchalar bor.

728
00:40:30,970 --> 00:40:31,971
Har doim.

729
00:40:33,514 --> 00:40:36,809
Agar hayot shunday tartibga solingan bo'lsa
fantastikaga kelsak.

730
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:41,772
Ko'pchilik bunga loyiq
siyosiy adolat.

731
00:40:41,856 --> 00:40:44,567
Barcha faktlarsiz ham,
u sizni tushunadi.

732
00:40:44,650 --> 00:40:46,193
Xotiningizdan farqli o'laroq,

733
00:40:46,277 --> 00:40:49,780
u qismni yo'q qilishini ta'kidlaydi
sizga qiziqroq.

734
00:40:49,864 --> 00:40:52,575
Foydasi bo'lsa, Bronte
Luiza.

735
00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:57,830
Menga ishonishingiz mumkin
hamma narsa uchun.

736
00:40:59,832 --> 00:41:02,877
Balki mening yozuvim
bu bo'lish.

737
00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:06,130
Ehtimol, men uni olib tashlamoqchiman
ichida nima bor.

738
00:41:07,923 --> 00:41:10,676
Faqat ko'rish emas,
lekin yutib yuboring.

739
00:41:12,386 --> 00:41:13,971
Va uyda?

740
00:41:15,806 --> 00:41:16,682
Sizmi?

741
00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:20,936
Yutib yubordimi?

742
00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:24,148
men emas.

743
00:41:27,443 --> 00:41:28,611
Men ketishim kerak.

744
00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:34,533
Men sizning klişengiz emasman.

745
00:41:35,201 --> 00:41:39,163
Masalan, "qiz
kambag'al" "boy yigit" bilan.

746
00:41:39,955 --> 00:41:43,125
Qanday rol bo'lishidan qat'iy nazar
sen menga proyeksiya qilyapsan.

747
00:41:43,209 --> 00:41:44,627
- Nima?
- Biz kattalarmiz.

748
00:41:44,710 --> 00:41:46,629
Biz ho'kizlarga nom berishimiz mumkin.

749
00:41:48,047 --> 00:41:49,590
Men xaosman.

750
00:41:49,673 --> 00:41:56,180
Va men ishni hal qila olmayman deb o'ylayman,
qanchalik xohlasam.

751
00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:57,765
Nima qildingiz?

752
00:42:00,476 --> 00:42:03,062
Iltimos,
O‘zimni ahmoqdek his qilma.

753
00:42:04,230 --> 00:42:06,106
Yo'q.

754
00:42:06,774 --> 00:42:08,567
Men ahmoqman.

755
00:42:09,151 --> 00:42:12,571
Chunki siz haqsiz.

756
00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,698
Endi men sizni to'liq ko'raman.

757
00:42:15,324 --> 00:42:17,826
Xaos,
jasorat ortidagi og'riq,

758
00:42:17,910 --> 00:42:22,665
ulanishga intilish, qisqa nafas,
qizarib ketgan yonoqlar. Sochingizni qildingizmi?

759
00:42:24,166 --> 00:42:25,167
Siz qo'rqasiz.

760
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:30,839
men ham. Fantaziyadan emas,
lekin bu meniki bo'lishi mumkinligi haqiqatmi?

761
00:42:32,049 --> 00:42:34,093
Aynan shu yerda, hozir.

762
00:42:41,267 --> 00:42:42,434
Men ketishim kerak.

763
00:43:02,955 --> 00:43:05,874
"Cheking, qayta tashkil qiling."
Bu mening mantramga aylanib bormoqda.

764
00:43:05,958 --> 00:43:07,501
U nima edi; Nima bo'lgandi?

765
00:43:07,585 --> 00:43:10,212
Hech bo'lmaganda, men tilayman.
Men sog'lom va tabiiylikni xohlayman.

766
00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:14,425
Bu menga kerak bo'lgan narsa emas
hal qilish yoki tashvishlanish.

767
00:43:14,508 --> 00:43:15,634
Yoki ish.

768
00:43:18,178 --> 00:43:21,181
"Uchqunlar." Albatta.
Men buni sog'indim.

769
00:43:21,807 --> 00:43:24,101
Jin ursin,... degan so'z bor

770
00:43:24,184 --> 00:43:25,853
"Ko'zlaringga qarang

771
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,105
Bu yana o'zimni topgandek bo'ldi.

772
00:43:28,188 --> 00:43:30,065
Sizning ochligingiz meni o'zingizga tortadi.

773
00:43:30,149 --> 00:43:32,651
Bilishga umidsiz
Siz bilan nima qila olaman.

774
00:43:32,735 --> 00:43:36,238
Siz uchun.
Va menga nima qila olasiz? ”

775
00:43:36,322 --> 00:43:38,157
Shunday qilib, siz bu erga keldingiz.

776
00:43:39,325 --> 00:43:40,159
Hey.

777
00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:43,829
Menga ishonishingiz mumkin.

778
00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:53,797
Ʌ

779
00:43:55,257 --> 00:43:56,342
Bu juda noto'g'ri.

780
00:43:56,425 --> 00:43:58,761
- Bilaman. Kechirasiz.
- Yo'q.

781
00:44:00,596 --> 00:44:01,805
menga yoqdi.

782
00:44:03,724 --> 00:44:04,933
Men ko'proq narsani xohlayman.

783
00:44:15,486 --> 00:44:17,571
Men hammangizni xohlayman.

784
00:44:22,534 --> 00:44:23,577
Meni cho'ktir.

785
00:44:35,047 --> 00:44:37,508
Bu eng yaxshisi
Men allaqachon yozgan narsa.

786
00:44:38,717 --> 00:44:39,551
Yoki eng yomoni.

787
00:44:40,302 --> 00:44:42,596
Men ko'rmayapman
narsalar aniq.

788
00:44:45,557 --> 00:44:47,184
Mening o'g'lim bor.

789
00:44:48,352 --> 00:44:49,645
Xotin.

790
00:44:50,396 --> 00:44:54,525
Va faqat meniki bo'lgan narsa.

791
00:44:55,401 --> 00:44:57,611
Yozish uchun. Bo'ldi shu.

792
00:44:57,694 --> 00:45:00,114
Bu eng xavfsiz joy
Mening xohishimni o'rganish uchun,

793
00:45:00,197 --> 00:45:03,075
zo'ravon, ammo kamchiliklarsiz
na rad etishlar.

794
00:45:03,158 --> 00:45:08,455
Siz, mening xodimim, qila olasiz
miyamning o'sha qismida qoling.

795
00:45:08,539 --> 00:45:12,126
Va agar meni butunlay qabul qila olsangiz,
Balki Kate ham qila oladi.

796
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:27,599
Yo'q, rahmat.

797
00:45:28,475 --> 00:45:29,309
Bu yaxshi.

798
00:45:30,561 --> 00:45:32,271
Bugun Maddi bilan gaplashdingizmi?

799
00:45:32,354 --> 00:45:33,939
ahmoq. U gumon qilmoqda.

800
00:45:34,022 --> 00:45:36,108
Men shubhali harakat qildim.

801
00:45:36,191 --> 00:45:39,153
Yo'q. Nega?
Oh, men qoldirgan ovozli pochta.

802
00:45:39,236 --> 00:45:41,321
Mening bir qismim unga aytmoqchi.

803
00:45:41,405 --> 00:45:43,240
Balki tushunarsiz
va uni hal qilishga yordam bering.

804
00:45:43,323 --> 00:45:45,951
Siz aytganidek: "To'liq deliryum".

805
00:45:46,034 --> 00:45:52,291
Kechirasiz. topishga harakat qildim
opalaringiz haqida ba'zi janjal.

806
00:45:52,374 --> 00:45:54,293
Bu ahmoq edi, lekin men bilishim kerak edi.

807
00:45:54,376 --> 00:45:57,421
Hech qanday muhim narsa yo'q
mashhur subredditda.

808
00:45:57,504 --> 00:46:00,382
Va siz yaxshi g'amxo'rlik qilganga o'xshaysiz
yolg'iz Reygan.

809
00:46:05,846 --> 00:46:08,932
Bilasizmi, men xohlayman
bularning barchasini birgalikda hal qiling.

810
00:46:09,850 --> 00:46:10,684
 �?

811
00:46:13,020 --> 00:46:14,646
Unda nega meni istisno qilasiz?

812
00:46:18,233 --> 00:46:20,486
Men bo'lolmayman

813
00:46:23,155 --> 00:46:24,990
yovuz xonim Makbet.

814
00:46:25,657 --> 00:46:30,537
Sizdan beri biz qilganimizdan beri
bu, men uxlay olmayman.

815
00:46:30,621 --> 00:46:35,834
Men hushyor qolaman. Shol.

816
00:46:35,918 --> 00:46:40,088
Aqliy jihatdan rejimlardan o'tish
u boshqacha tugadi.

817
00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:45,177
Qachon uxlasam,
dahshatli tushlar.

818
00:46:45,969 --> 00:46:48,639
Rostini aytsam,
U haqiqatan ham Ledi Makbetga o'xshaydi.

819
00:46:48,722 --> 00:46:51,183
Jin ursin. Men jiddiy gapirdim.

820
00:46:51,808 --> 00:46:52,809
bilaman.

821
00:46:53,519 --> 00:46:57,314
Bir paytlar men
Men uning fikrini o'qiy olardim.

822
00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:01,485
Va bu qachon o'zgarganini bilmayman.

823
00:47:03,237 --> 00:47:04,071
Jou

824
00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:07,616
Menga tushunishga yordam bering.

825
00:47:09,243 --> 00:47:12,287
Nega emassiz
men kabi azob chekasizmi?

826
00:47:16,416 --> 00:47:19,336
Chunki men o'zimni aybdor his qilishni to'xtatdim
mening o'sha qismim uchun.

827
00:47:20,212 --> 00:47:21,463
Londonni tark etganimizda.

828
00:47:22,089 --> 00:47:25,175
Siz menga o'zimni tutishimga yordam berdingiz
uch yil davomida bu yaxshi edi.

829
00:47:25,259 --> 00:47:26,760
Lekin menga maqsad kerak.

830
00:47:29,346 --> 00:47:30,597
Menga maqsad kerak.

831
00:47:31,390 --> 00:47:33,267
Va qachon men seni himoya qila olaman

832
00:47:33,850 --> 00:47:35,143
va Genrini himoya qiling

833
00:47:35,227 --> 00:47:39,565
Men his qilmayapman
umuman aybdor emas.

834
00:47:39,648 --> 00:47:41,316
Aslida, men topishni boshlayman

835
00:47:42,609 --> 00:47:44,903
bu meni alohida qiladi.

836
00:47:47,197 --> 00:47:50,492
Va sen menga shunday qaraganingda,
Bu og'riqli

837
00:47:51,827 --> 00:47:53,745
shunchalik noto'g'ri tushunish.

838
00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:55,414
Siz buni o'qidingiz va o'zingizni yomon his qildingiz.

839
00:47:55,497 --> 00:47:58,292
Mening bu qismim unday emas
qo'rqinchli. Bu romantik.

840
00:47:58,375 --> 00:48:01,628
Chunki bu maqsadsiz emas
va bu qonxo'r emas.

841
00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:03,964
Bu siz uchun.

842
00:48:06,842 --> 00:48:07,801
Men buni xohlamayman.

843
00:48:14,558 --> 00:48:17,144
Menimcha, sizning bir qismingiz shunday qiladi.

844
00:48:17,227 --> 00:48:19,980
Nega buni yashirishga yordam berdingiz?
o'tmishim shunchalik ko'pmi?

845
00:48:20,063 --> 00:48:22,024
Nega meni Bobdan keyin yubording?

846
00:48:22,107 --> 00:48:23,817
Men malikaga uylandim.

847
00:48:23,900 --> 00:48:26,028
Qattiq va kuchli.
Kim bilan arzimas.

848
00:48:26,111 --> 00:48:28,113
Bilaman, u odam hali ham sizsiz.

849
00:48:28,196 --> 00:48:29,781
Men sizning ritsaringiz bo'laman.

850
00:48:29,865 --> 00:48:31,283
Men foydali bo'lishim kerak.

851
00:48:31,366 --> 00:48:35,245
Men sizni qo'yib yuborishingizga yordam bermoqchiman
dunyo yaxshiroq. Iltimos.

852
00:48:38,624 --> 00:48:40,375
Menga yordam bera olasiz.

853
00:48:42,377 --> 00:48:44,212
Qanday bo'lmasin, bundan tashqari.

854
00:49:19,247 --> 00:49:22,042
Men osilib qolaman
ertaga zaiflik.

855
00:49:22,167 --> 00:49:27,130
Lekin siz, Bronte, buni aniq aytdingiz
turmushimda nima etishmayapti.

856
00:49:27,214 --> 00:49:29,675
Siz quvnoqsiz. Bu meni ilhomlantiradi.

857
00:49:29,758 --> 00:49:31,718
Juda ko'p

858
00:49:31,802 --> 00:49:33,303
men siz uchun nima qilardim.

859
00:49:33,387 --> 00:49:35,722
Balki xohlaysiz
bir oz himoya.

860
00:49:43,438 --> 00:49:45,691
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861
00:49:48,652 --> 00:49:49,653
- Maddi?
- Men

862
00:49:49,736 --> 00:49:52,447
Nima bo'ldi?
Eskimi? Unda "jonli" deyiladi.

863
00:49:52,531 --> 00:49:57,994
Men mish-mishlardan oldinroq bo'lishni xohlardim
aylanayotganlar.

864
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,039
Bu to'g'ri.

865
00:50:02,040 --> 00:50:03,166
Menda ish bor edi

866
00:50:03,917 --> 00:50:06,086
singlimning eri bilan.

867
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:07,963
Ha, bu Reygan.

868
00:50:08,922 --> 00:50:09,923
Buni ko'rdingizmi?

869
00:50:10,006 --> 00:50:12,384
Va men juda pushaymon his qilaman,

870
00:50:12,467 --> 00:50:18,098
chunki men kaltakman
xoin va hasadchi.

871
00:50:18,181 --> 00:50:20,142
Kate shunday deb o'yladi
Reygan bilan sulh,

872
00:50:20,225 --> 00:50:22,018
lekin Reygan fitnani davom ettirmoqda.

873
00:50:22,102 --> 00:50:24,229
Voy, kimdir uni to'xtatishi kerak.

874
00:50:24,312 --> 00:50:28,066
U aldayapti
opaning o'zi. Bu mumkinmi?

875
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:33,530
Men ovozimni beraman
yo'qligida taxtada

876
00:50:33,613 --> 00:50:36,533
Bu mening singlim, Reygan.
Darhol.

877
00:50:36,616 --> 00:50:37,784
Ajoyib.

878
00:50:37,868 --> 00:50:39,619
Bu ajoyib.

879
00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:43,290
Jin, men yutqazaman
kengash nazorati.

880
00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:48,378
Teddining ovozi haqida gapirmasa ham bo'ladi.
Men qo'ng'iroq qilishim kerak.

881
00:50:48,462 --> 00:50:51,631
Men intrigalarga ahamiyat bermayman
kengashning, lekin bu ajoyib.

882
00:50:51,715 --> 00:50:53,759
Men ahmoq emasman, men dahoman.

883
00:50:53,842 --> 00:50:57,679
Reygan ilhomlantirganga o'xshaydi
shu vaqtgacha qidirganim.

884
00:50:57,763 --> 00:51:00,515
Men nihoyat bilaman
hikoyani qaysi yo'nalishda olib borish kerak.

885
00:51:00,599 --> 00:51:06,146
Omad bilan, firibgar sindromi
Bu mening najotim bo'ladi.

886
00:51:06,229 --> 00:51:10,025
Sizning opangiz bo'lishga nima deysiz?

887
00:52:04,371 --> 00:52:09,376
Subtitrlar: Larissa Inoue


