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(Kim) Previously on The Real
Housewives of Beverly Hills...

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I know that you need
your relationship with Brandi,

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and I totally get that.

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It does seem
like she's adding a lot of fuel

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to the fire though.

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(Kim)
I really didn't know if
I was gonna tear her head off.

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I just felt like
it wasn't her business.

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Maybe Kim is, like...

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Whatever the "program" is,
she's not doing it.

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Whoo!

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Out of her [bleep] mind.

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I think Kim's an addict.

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It's not necessarily our place
to stage an intervention.

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We can't do something like that.

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We don't even know.

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(Lisa V)
If Lisa questions
Kim's sobriety,

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she's playing with fire.

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(Brandi) Amsterdam!

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[all cheering]

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Amsterdam, here we come.

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(Kim) I don't drink.

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I don't do drugs.

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So, please stop talking
about me.

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(Lisa R)
I was concerned about you.

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People need to mind
their own beeswax.

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Every time I'm ever late,
you always make a big deal.

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What is she talking about?
I don't even know
where that just came from.

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Welcome to Amsterdam?

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[upbeat music]

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(Lisa V) Throw me to the wolves,

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and I shall return
leading the pack.

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(Yolanda)
Character isn't what you have.
It's who you are.

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(Lisa R)
You've heard a lot about me,

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but it's only true
when it comes from my lips.

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(Eileen)
I'm not a bitch,
but I've played one on TV.

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(Kim)
I've been rich,
and I've been famous,

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but happiness beats them both.

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(Brandi)
I'd rather spend my life
kicking ass than kissing it.

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(Kyle)
Planes and yachts are nice,
but my happiness starts at home.

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(woman)
Welcome to Amsterdam! Whoo!

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Should we check our luggage,
making sure it all gets off?

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(Yolanda)
No, no, he'll take care of it.

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- Hello. Hello.
- Good morning.

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Welcome to Hotel De L'Europe.

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- "Dank je dinka."
- Dank je wel.

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(both) Dank je wel.

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(Brandi)
I do know a few Dutch words:

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"Flooten, flacken,
flacken, fooken."

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[bleep] is universal though.

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(Kim)
I love this lobby
and these chandeliers.

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[speaks Dutch]

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(Yolanda) Home sweet home.

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The smell of my country,
the food,

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the language... you know, it's...

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That's my culture.

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That's where I feel
most complete.

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- Bye.
- Okay.

58
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- Okay, see you guys in a bit.
- See you later.

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Yes, let's go.

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Hi there.

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- Hello. Hi.
- How are you?

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Well, it took a long time
to get here, but it's beautiful.

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(Lisa V)
It feels fantastic to finally
touch down in Amsterdam.

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We're gonna celebrate.
We're gonna have fun.

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We're gonna get naughty.

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There we go.

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(Yolanda) My favorite blue.

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It's very Dutch. [chuckles]

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- Beautiful...
- Oh.

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Deluxe one-bedroom suite
with river view for you.

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(Eileen) Oh, it's gorgeous.

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So romantic... red roses
and champagne all by myself.

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[laughs]

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[sighs]

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Oh!

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I've never been so happy
to see you guys.

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Hi.

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(Lisa R) To see Lisa and Eileen

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is like seeing a lifeboat
in a very stormy ocean.

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I had... I've been very open
about talking about Kim

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and trying to help her.

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Come to getting on the
private jet to go to Calgary,

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I walk up, and we're all saying
our hellos.

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I don't get anything from Kim,
and she just doesn't look at me,

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doesn't say hi,
and doesn't hug me.

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Like, she was angry.

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"You're talking behind my back.
It's none of your business."

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Why does it have
to get mean and vicious?

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- Because she's defensive.
- I'll tell you why.

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She's an addict,

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and this is a classic,
textbook addict behavior.

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Why is there always an excuse
for this bad behavior?

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- Well, this is why.
- Excuse me.

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Eileen, Kim is gonna
come right at you, my friend.

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(Eileen) Oh, good.

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I don't know
what the [bleep] to expect.

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Kim is in a weird place,

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so for Eileen's sake,
she better watch out.

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I don't think
anybody should be afraid of her.

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(Lisa R)
I'll be civil.
I'll be kind.

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All right,
let's go to our rooms.

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I need some sleep before...

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I need to get a little
I don't know what.

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I got the check.
I put it on my room.

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- Don't worry about it.
- Okay, thank you. Thank you.

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(Eileen)
Since you have the nice room.

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(Yolanda) Hi, guys. How are you?

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- Good.
- Welcome.

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- Hi.
- Hey, Eileen.

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Welcome, girls.

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- And hi, my beauty.
- Hi.

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Did you get some sleep?

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I slept like a baby.

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I didn't wash my hair.
I just crashed.

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And this is what you look like
not washing your hair

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and crashing?

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- Hi.
- Hi.

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Hi, everybody.

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- Hi, darling.
- Welcome.

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- How are you?
- How was your flight?

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- It was good.
- Good, good, good.

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So now, we're missing one...
Your sister.

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Oh.

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It seems like there's
a lot of things bothering Kim,

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but she's using me
as her punching bag.

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- Hi.
- How are you?

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Good, how are you?

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(Brandi)
Everyone's wearing black.

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I feel like we're going
to a funeral.

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I like it though.

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I'm thinking to myself,

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"Is this just because
everyone's jet-lagged?"

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But honestly,

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it's been since poker night.

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[bells chiming]

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- That beautiful.
- Yeah.

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Ah, welcome!

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(Yolanda)
Bicycles in Holland
go before anybody.

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(Lisa R)
They'll run you right over,
so don't get run over.

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I went to Amsterdam
when I was 18,

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and I was too scared
to go in the red-light district.

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I'm too afraid to go anywhere.

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Fear holds you back.

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So now, I think it's fabulous.

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(Lisa V)
I've been here before, but I
haven't been here for 30 years.

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(Brandi)
I haven't been here for 20.

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(Yolanda) Hi.

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[both speaking Dutch]

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(Lisa V) Thank you.

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(woman) Oh.

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Do you want to go
to the red light district?

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How is it looked upon,
you know, here?

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Is it looked upon like something
you aspire to do, or...

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- No, no.
- Oh, Lisa. Come on.

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Well, no.

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Oh, yeah, I want to grow...
I want to be a hooker.

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Listen, if I was dead broke

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and I had to feed
my three children,

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I would do anything, even that.

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- Well, true.
- Cheers.

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(Lisa V voice-over)
I don't understand
this prostitution rationale.

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I mean, I don't think
you need a dick in your mouth

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to put food in their mouths.

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Sorry. Just saying.

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So to start off this trip,

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I'd love to go around the table
and see

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if any of you have something
to share that, you know...

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I don't know, that connects us
on a deeper level.

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I really wanted to share with
you guys, especially with you,

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because you were with me
when it happened...

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Was that my daughter got a DUI.

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The thought of what could have
happened to her...

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Like, it shook me, you know?

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But I just wanted to
share that with you girls,

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because I think
sometimes we talk... you know,

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we try to hide all these things
from each other,

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and, you know, just to pretend
that we're all so perfect.

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Well, guess what?
We're not perfect.

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My life isn't perfect either.

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(voice-over)
In Beverly Hills, nobody really
shows anymore the true core

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of who they are
as a human being,

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and I think that
that to me is important.

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As a mother,

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obviously you can't control
their choices, you know?

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You're gonna cry.
Why are you gonna cry?

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- It's emotional to me.
- Oh, no.

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(Lisa R) It's emotional.

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(Lisa V)
Stop. It's okay.
It's all good.

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Why is it emotional?

190
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(Lisa R) Well, it's so long ago,

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but I lost my sister when
I was six to a drug overdose...

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- Oh, yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah.

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And alcohol.

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My sister died of a Seconal
and alcohol overdose.

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And she was 21.

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So I have
really deep-rooted issues

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about people dying
from alcohol and drug overdoses.

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I just... it's in my DNA.

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It's in my blood.

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[sniffles]
I didn't really process it.

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So I'm so terrified
of my own children

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and everyone, you know?

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If I ever come across
too strong about anything,

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I definitely have a...
You know, a fear of it.

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- An Achilles' heel.
- An Achilles' heel.

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And it, you know...

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I'm sorry
if I've ever, you know,

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gotten into your business.

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I never meant to.
I only wanted to...

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Well, you have.

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- Gotten into your business?
- Yes, you have.

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And we've discussed that.

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I only meant to help.

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Lisa, I have been sober
for three years,

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and in three years, my friends
right here and my family

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have not ever seen me
like that in three years.

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- But I saw you like that.
- Okay.

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Don't [bleep] feel sorry for me,
bitch.

219
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Okay. I won't.

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You don't know
what I go through at night.

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- I call a thousand.
- The blue, not the black.

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You don't even know
what you're doing, you stupid...

223
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I don't know what I'm doing.

224
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- [bleep] you.
- Don't [bleep] call me stupid.

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(Lisa R)
Don't start me with... don't.
Don't.

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I said that night
I had taken something for pain,

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and it obviously didn't work
for me, and I... let me finish.

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And I said that.

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It didn't react to me,

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and the next day, I ended up
in the hospital for a week.

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If any of my friends right here
had seen that more than once

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in three years, my friends,

233
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my sister would have come to me,

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and they would have been
concerned.

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You have gone around
to everybody

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and talked to them, asking...

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How do you know
I've gone around to everybody?

238
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And you too. And you too.

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Don't point your finger
at me, Kim.

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(Kim) And you too.

241
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And you too, asking
where I've gone to treatment,

242
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do I have a sponsor?

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We've asked you.
We've asked you.

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You've asked me if I was okay,
and I said I am fine.

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I asked you
if you were in meetings.

246
00:09:32,133 --> 00:09:33,710
And I told you on the plane,
I am fine.

247
00:09:33,734 --> 00:09:35,743
Kim, we care about you.

248
00:09:35,767 --> 00:09:37,543
I'm concerned about you.

249
00:09:37,567 --> 00:09:39,042
First of all,
let's not talk about...

250
00:09:39,066 --> 00:09:40,576
- This is supposed to be nice.
- Excuse me.

251
00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:42,145
Yolanda started this
to have a nice...

252
00:09:42,169 --> 00:09:45,196
I'm concerned about you...
At your situation at home.

253
00:09:47,467 --> 00:09:50,244
You want to bring out my stuff?
Let's talk about your home life.

254
00:09:50,268 --> 00:09:51,676
- Kim.
- Excuse me.

255
00:09:51,700 --> 00:09:53,509
- I'm not talking to you.
- Well, I'm talking to you.

256
00:09:53,533 --> 00:09:54,743
- Excuse me.
- Shame on you.

257
00:09:54,767 --> 00:09:56,042
- We've all talked about it.
- I have not...

258
00:09:56,066 --> 00:09:57,676
- Shame on you.
- I'm not talking to you.

259
00:09:57,700 --> 00:09:59,309
- And I'm talking to you.
- Shut your [bleep] mouth.

260
00:09:59,333 --> 00:10:00,350
I've had enough of you,
you beast.

261
00:10:00,374 --> 00:10:02,476
- Excuse me. Beast?
- Yeah.

262
00:10:02,500 --> 00:10:03,743
How dare you.

263
00:10:03,767 --> 00:10:05,543
- How dare me?
- You came into my home.

264
00:10:05,567 --> 00:10:07,076
- And I apologized.
- You know what?

265
00:10:07,100 --> 00:10:08,409
- Actually, you didn't.
- And in three years...

266
00:10:08,433 --> 00:10:09,476
Actually, you didn't.

267
00:10:09,500 --> 00:10:10,710
- I don't like you.
- Guess what?

268
00:10:10,734 --> 00:10:12,181
I don't particularly
like you either.

269
00:10:12,205 --> 00:10:13,276
Well, good.

270
00:10:13,300 --> 00:10:14,309
I can't find one damn thing
to like

271
00:10:14,333 --> 00:10:16,076
about you right now
in the moment.

272
00:10:16,100 --> 00:10:17,976
Well, good. I've never found
one thing to like about you.

273
00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:19,209
I did nothing to you.

274
00:10:19,233 --> 00:10:21,176
From your hair to your face
to your attitude.

275
00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:22,509
Would you stop... why would you
treat her like that?

276
00:10:22,533 --> 00:10:25,380
(Eileen)
I don't know where this hatred
is coming from.

277
00:10:25,404 --> 00:10:26,976
It's pure evil.

278
00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:29,346
- What is wrong with you?
- Hush. Hush up.

279
00:10:29,370 --> 00:10:31,509
You should have said
right from the beginning...

280
00:10:31,533 --> 00:10:33,509
In three years,
I have been okay.

281
00:10:33,533 --> 00:10:35,380
I talked to them on the plane,
you were like this.

282
00:10:35,404 --> 00:10:38,242
- What the [bleep] was that?
- Why do you act like this, Kim?

283
00:10:38,266 --> 00:10:40,643
(Kyle)
You want me to defend you, even
though you're acting like that.

284
00:10:40,667 --> 00:10:42,376
I'm not... just because
I'm your sister, I'm supposed...

285
00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:44,109
I've never needed you to defend
me, 'cause you never have.

286
00:10:44,133 --> 00:10:45,409
Kim, yes, I have.

287
00:10:45,433 --> 00:10:48,347
She does defend you, Kim.
She does defend you 1,000%.

288
00:10:48,371 --> 00:10:50,297
She defends me more than you do.

289
00:10:52,700 --> 00:10:54,547
Kathy would not ever act
like this.

290
00:10:54,571 --> 00:10:59,409
Kathy would have my back
like a real sister.

291
00:10:59,433 --> 00:11:01,278
(Kim)
You have been
doing this to me for years.

292
00:11:01,302 --> 00:11:03,445
It's not okay to talk to your
sister or anyone like that.

293
00:11:03,469 --> 00:11:04,743
You don't understand...
You don't understand

294
00:11:04,767 --> 00:11:05,976
the relationship with my...

295
00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:06,977
No, I don't, but it's not okay

296
00:11:07,001 --> 00:11:08,045
to talk to anyone like that,
Kim.

297
00:11:08,069 --> 00:11:09,043
It's just not okay.

298
00:11:09,067 --> 00:11:10,242
Your behavior's not okay.

299
00:11:10,266 --> 00:11:12,543
- Really?
- Yeah, it's not okay.

300
00:11:12,567 --> 00:11:13,544
Why don't you have
a piece of bread,

301
00:11:13,568 --> 00:11:14,710
and maybe you'll calm down
a little.

302
00:11:14,734 --> 00:11:16,551
- Shame on you.
- Oh, for God's sakes, come on.

303
00:11:16,575 --> 00:11:18,509
(Eileen) You're disgusting, Kim.

304
00:11:18,533 --> 00:11:19,676
Please...

305
00:11:19,700 --> 00:11:21,976
Can I interfere one second?

306
00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:23,646
I understand your sensitivity,

307
00:11:23,670 --> 00:11:27,044
because you've worked
really hard for three years.

308
00:11:27,068 --> 00:11:28,476
When I talked to her, she said,

309
00:11:28,500 --> 00:11:31,343
"Yolanda,
I've lost two brother-in-laws.

310
00:11:31,367 --> 00:11:34,376
My husband has only been
sober for three years."

311
00:11:34,400 --> 00:11:36,142
Let's talk about the husband.

312
00:11:36,166 --> 00:11:37,676
Excuse me, did you just say,
"Let's talk about the husband"?

313
00:11:37,700 --> 00:11:40,530
Let's not talk about
what you don't want out.

314
00:11:42,700 --> 00:11:43,677
You know what?
Let me tell you something.

315
00:11:43,701 --> 00:11:45,276
You're a scary,
vicious human being.

316
00:11:45,300 --> 00:11:47,109
Don't you ever...
Don't touch my husband ever.

317
00:11:47,133 --> 00:11:50,309
- Just saying. Just saying.
- Don't you [bleep] ever...

318
00:11:50,333 --> 00:11:53,209
What you don't want out for
everybody to know...

319
00:11:53,233 --> 00:11:55,680
You better watch
what you talk about me,
or everybody will know...

320
00:11:55,704 --> 00:11:58,409
- You never go near my husband.
- Everybody will know.

321
00:11:58,433 --> 00:12:00,042
Everybody will know.

322
00:12:00,066 --> 00:12:01,443
[bleep] you!
Do you understand that?

323
00:12:01,467 --> 00:12:02,509
Everybody will know.

324
00:12:02,533 --> 00:12:03,976
Never go after
my [bleep] husband!

325
00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:05,560
Everybody will know
what you don't want!

326
00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:10,276
(Kyle) Coming up...

327
00:12:10,300 --> 00:12:11,710
She lies about me,

328
00:12:11,734 --> 00:12:13,751
and all I said was
I was gonna tell the truth

329
00:12:13,775 --> 00:12:15,343
about her [bleep] life.

330
00:12:15,367 --> 00:12:16,710
You want me to defend you, but
your behavior is indefensible.

331
00:12:16,734 --> 00:12:22,034
(Kim) She's lying about me.

332
00:12:25,066 --> 00:12:27,676
- Never go near my husband.
- Everybody will know.

333
00:12:27,700 --> 00:12:28,746
Everybody will know.

334
00:12:28,770 --> 00:12:30,443
[bleep] you!
Do you understand that?

335
00:12:30,467 --> 00:12:31,409
Everybody will know.

336
00:12:31,433 --> 00:12:32,710
Never go after
my [bleep] husband!

337
00:12:32,734 --> 00:12:34,411
Everybody will know
what you don't want!

338
00:12:34,435 --> 00:12:36,109
(Eileen)
Don't go there.
Don't go there.

339
00:12:36,133 --> 00:12:37,309
Don't go.

340
00:12:37,333 --> 00:12:39,650
Don't you [bleep]
go near my husband ever.

341
00:12:39,674 --> 00:12:43,076
[bleep].

342
00:12:43,100 --> 00:12:47,343
I [bleep] lost
my [bleep] marbles.

343
00:12:47,367 --> 00:12:50,409
What the [bleep] does
Kim know about Harry?

344
00:12:50,433 --> 00:12:51,576
What did he do?

345
00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:53,347
She doesn't even
know my husband.

346
00:12:53,371 --> 00:12:55,643
[sobbing]

347
00:12:55,667 --> 00:12:57,076
It's gone too far.

348
00:12:57,100 --> 00:12:59,309
(Kim)
I'm sorry,
but she can't lie about me,

349
00:12:59,333 --> 00:13:00,348
or I'll tell something
that is true!

350
00:13:00,372 --> 00:13:01,609
(Lisa V)
Kim, stop it. Stop it now.

351
00:13:01,633 --> 00:13:03,150
- It's okay.
- [sobbing]

352
00:13:03,174 --> 00:13:04,643
I know. I know.

353
00:13:04,667 --> 00:13:06,109
- I'm sorry for...
- I know. I know.

354
00:13:06,133 --> 00:13:07,179
I know. All right.

355
00:13:07,203 --> 00:13:08,976
Don't cry. Don't cry, please.

356
00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,547
(Kim)
Go after your new friend, Kyle.

357
00:13:10,571 --> 00:13:12,109
Oh, Kim, stop!

358
00:13:12,133 --> 00:13:14,180
How can I defend your behavior
when you act like this?

359
00:13:14,204 --> 00:13:15,347
What are you talking about?

360
00:13:15,371 --> 00:13:17,076
She lies about me,

361
00:13:17,100 --> 00:13:19,045
and all I said was
I was gonna tell the truth

362
00:13:19,069 --> 00:13:20,509
about her [bleep] life.

363
00:13:20,533 --> 00:13:21,510
You want me to defend you, but
your behavior is indefensible.

364
00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,476
(Kim)

365
00:13:23,500 --> 00:13:25,509
She's lying about me.

366
00:13:25,533 --> 00:13:27,279
You came from a good place.

367
00:13:27,303 --> 00:13:28,976
(Lisa V)
She's just gone... like, I...

368
00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:30,347
I'm like, "You've gone too far.

369
00:13:30,371 --> 00:13:32,242
You've gone too far. Stop."

370
00:13:32,266 --> 00:13:34,476
(Kim)
How can someone
be such a mean person?

371
00:13:34,500 --> 00:13:36,647
I don't even know what to...
This is... I've never...

372
00:13:36,671 --> 00:13:41,142
I have, like, glass
in my [bleep] skin.

373
00:13:41,166 --> 00:13:42,409
It's awesome.

374
00:13:42,433 --> 00:13:45,543
[Kyle sobbing]

375
00:13:45,567 --> 00:13:48,710
I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry.

376
00:13:48,734 --> 00:13:51,276
Thought she was gonna choke me.

377
00:13:51,300 --> 00:13:52,676
I'll be in trouble
for not defending her.

378
00:13:52,700 --> 00:13:53,710
That's the best part.

379
00:13:53,734 --> 00:13:55,710
I'm sick of [bleep]
defending behavior

380
00:13:55,734 --> 00:13:58,009
that's indefensible and covering
for her [bleep] ass.

381
00:13:58,033 --> 00:13:59,750
(Lisa V)
Okay, look.
You've got to breathe deep.

382
00:13:59,774 --> 00:14:02,176
Come on. Get it together.
Get it together.

383
00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:05,076
Let's go back to the hotel.
Let's go back to the hotel.

384
00:14:05,100 --> 00:14:07,600
(Kim)
Kyle... that just gets me.
Really?

385
00:14:10,333 --> 00:14:12,203
[bleep] that.

386
00:14:15,233 --> 00:14:16,647
- What happened?
- I don't even...

387
00:14:16,671 --> 00:14:18,743
- I don't even know what to say.
- I know.

388
00:14:18,767 --> 00:14:23,209
I mean, that is not the way
to communicate.

389
00:14:23,233 --> 00:14:24,409
- She was...
- Kim.

390
00:14:24,433 --> 00:14:26,509
Once again, after we already
discussed it on the plane?

391
00:14:26,533 --> 00:14:28,150
But, Kim,
there are certain way to talk.

392
00:14:28,174 --> 00:14:30,142
- Oh, my God.
- That is not the way to talk.

393
00:14:30,166 --> 00:14:33,576
Sometimes
Kim speaks without thinking,

394
00:14:33,600 --> 00:14:36,145
and then it turns out
to be these explosions

395
00:14:36,169 --> 00:14:37,476
that are so unnecessary.

396
00:14:37,500 --> 00:14:42,343
I have been pushed
to the limit with this.

397
00:14:42,367 --> 00:14:43,576
Every day, I hear
something new that she said.

398
00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:45,047
(Yolanda)
Well, this is not okay.

399
00:14:45,071 --> 00:14:49,009
(Kyle) [bleep]. [bleep].

400
00:14:49,033 --> 00:14:50,242
[bleep].

401
00:14:50,266 --> 00:14:51,710
I get it,
but you can say the same thing...

402
00:14:51,734 --> 00:14:53,309
(Kim)
I have.
I said it on the plane.

403
00:14:53,333 --> 00:14:55,480
- You can say the exact same...
- I said it on the plane.

404
00:14:55,504 --> 00:14:57,343
I've said it. She sent me texts.

405
00:14:57,367 --> 00:14:58,576
I told her I don't want to
discuss it.

406
00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:00,076
I said,
"Do not bring this up again.

407
00:15:00,100 --> 00:15:02,309
We're done."
And she does it again tonight.

408
00:15:02,333 --> 00:15:03,650
And then
this one's screaming at me?

409
00:15:03,674 --> 00:15:05,009
[jabbering mockingly]

410
00:15:05,033 --> 00:15:06,750
I don't want
to discuss it again.

411
00:15:06,774 --> 00:15:07,976
I'm done.

412
00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:09,209
You don't know
what I go through.

413
00:15:09,233 --> 00:15:10,580
- Hey, Kyle.
- You don't understand.

414
00:15:10,604 --> 00:15:13,109
- Don't put up with it.
- Nobody knows.

415
00:15:13,133 --> 00:15:15,976
I know. I know.
I've seen it for years, yeah.

416
00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,476
She feels responsible
for her sister.

417
00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,347
She feels responsible
for everything she does,

418
00:15:19,371 --> 00:15:21,042
and she can't defend her,
and it's...

419
00:15:21,066 --> 00:15:23,376
But if I don't defend her, I'm
an ass[bleep] and a bad person.

420
00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:26,042
(Lisa V)
With the rest
of the family.

421
00:15:26,066 --> 00:15:26,710
I don't know how you
do it, Kyle.

422
00:15:26,734 --> 00:15:28,576
(Kyle) Really mean stuff.

423
00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:30,176
You know, you shouldn't go after

424
00:15:30,200 --> 00:15:31,209
her husband or her children.

425
00:15:31,233 --> 00:15:32,380
That's where we draw the line.

426
00:15:32,404 --> 00:15:34,476
Here's the thing.
She's going after me.

427
00:15:34,500 --> 00:15:36,209
- But not after your children.
- And... yes.

428
00:15:36,233 --> 00:15:38,080
Because when you go after me...

429
00:15:38,104 --> 00:15:41,409
My kids have been through hell
with my drinking,

430
00:15:41,433 --> 00:15:43,579
and I will never let her
do that,

431
00:15:43,603 --> 00:15:46,409
because if they ever
thought for one minute

432
00:15:46,433 --> 00:15:48,176
that I was drinking or using,

433
00:15:48,200 --> 00:15:49,747
they would walk away from me
in a heartbeat.

434
00:15:49,771 --> 00:15:52,309
But if people
started hearing that...

435
00:15:52,333 --> 00:15:54,079
And she's spreading the rumor.

436
00:15:54,103 --> 00:15:55,447
And that affects my children.

437
00:15:55,471 --> 00:15:56,710
I'm fine. Hurt me.

438
00:15:56,734 --> 00:15:59,710
You [bleep] with my kids,
I will [bleep] with you.

439
00:15:59,734 --> 00:16:01,209
And I've always said that.

440
00:16:01,233 --> 00:16:02,309
And that's what she's doing.

441
00:16:02,333 --> 00:16:03,980
She's [bleep] with my family
now.

442
00:16:04,004 --> 00:16:06,309
Alcohol ruled my life.

443
00:16:06,333 --> 00:16:08,109
It called the shots,

444
00:16:08,133 --> 00:16:10,650
and it took a hell of a fight
to get it back.

445
00:16:10,674 --> 00:16:14,376
I'm just not gonna let
one person go around

446
00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:16,376
putting doubt in people's minds.

447
00:16:16,400 --> 00:16:17,976
You need to stand up
for yourself,

448
00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,209
and you need to take your power.

449
00:16:19,233 --> 00:16:20,979
- Yeah.
- And I love what you're saying.

450
00:16:21,003 --> 00:16:23,376
I just don't agree with the way
you're saying it.

451
00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:25,446
There was no way
for me to get my point across,

452
00:16:25,470 --> 00:16:27,976
'cause there were five people
talking at me at once.

453
00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:29,409
- The same point...
- So I was having to...

454
00:16:29,433 --> 00:16:31,576
And Lisa should not have
stood up and thrown a glass

455
00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:32,609
or tried to choke her and...

456
00:16:32,633 --> 00:16:34,609
She threw... came like this,
threw her glass.

457
00:16:34,633 --> 00:16:37,743
I mean, not a glass of wine.
Threw a glass down.

458
00:16:37,767 --> 00:16:39,710
These women just don't know
how to drop something

459
00:16:39,734 --> 00:16:43,976
when you ask them to drop it,
so it sent Kim into a rage,

460
00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:45,030
and I get it.

461
00:16:47,767 --> 00:16:49,443
(Kyle)
Sorry if my room
is a little messy.

462
00:16:49,467 --> 00:16:51,076
I was rushing to get dressed.

463
00:16:51,100 --> 00:16:53,009
Oh, my God.

464
00:16:53,033 --> 00:16:54,750
(Eileen)
I may go. I don't know.
Maybe I'll go home early.

465
00:16:54,774 --> 00:16:56,144
No, we're not going home early.

466
00:16:56,168 --> 00:16:57,309
We're not doing that, okay?

467
00:16:57,333 --> 00:16:59,109
We're not gonna
let her ruin the night.

468
00:16:59,133 --> 00:17:02,509
(Brandi)
Oh, my gosh.
[bleep] hey, what do we do?

469
00:17:02,533 --> 00:17:04,350
It's hard to watch
how she treats you.

470
00:17:04,374 --> 00:17:05,609
(Lisa R) It is.

471
00:17:05,633 --> 00:17:07,048
(Eileen)
And it's like,
everybody's saying

472
00:17:07,072 --> 00:17:08,309
it's nobody's business,
but when you see it,

473
00:17:08,333 --> 00:17:09,447
it becomes our business.

474
00:17:09,471 --> 00:17:12,109
It's just weird
to say... to just pretend

475
00:17:12,133 --> 00:17:14,509
you're not seeing it and you
don't have an opinion about it.

476
00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:16,050
(Eileen voice-over)
I feel so sorry for Kyle.

477
00:17:16,074 --> 00:17:18,476
Kim treats Kyle
in a very demeaning way.

478
00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:19,477
I don't understand.

479
00:17:19,501 --> 00:17:21,145
Whatever your personal
relationship

480
00:17:21,169 --> 00:17:22,609
is with your family member...

481
00:17:22,633 --> 00:17:24,548
To treat them like that in front
of other people,

482
00:17:24,572 --> 00:17:25,544
it's just gross.

483
00:17:25,568 --> 00:17:27,142
I can't even think straight.

484
00:17:27,166 --> 00:17:28,576
- I know, I'm like...
- I'm so jet-lagged.

485
00:17:28,600 --> 00:17:30,109
(Brandi)
I feel like... getting, like,
shards of glass

486
00:17:30,133 --> 00:17:31,209
out of my hair and my ears

487
00:17:31,233 --> 00:17:33,009
and thinking, "What the [bleep]
just happened?"

488
00:17:33,033 --> 00:17:34,710
(Kim)
Me too. It's all over me too.

489
00:17:34,734 --> 00:17:36,743
I have glass in my pants.

490
00:17:36,767 --> 00:17:38,543
Any defending I do,
any supporting her,

491
00:17:38,567 --> 00:17:40,576
there seems to be absolutely
no acknowledgement,

492
00:17:40,600 --> 00:17:42,076
no appreciation,
so what's the point?

493
00:17:42,100 --> 00:17:43,509
(Eileen)
Kyle, nothing
you do will ever be enough.

494
00:17:43,533 --> 00:17:44,578
Why do I do that?
Why continue to do that?

495
00:17:44,602 --> 00:17:45,710
(Lisa V)
It'll never be good enough.

496
00:17:45,734 --> 00:17:47,579
(Kyle)
She always wants to
try to put me down

497
00:17:47,603 --> 00:17:49,676
in front of everyone,
but when we're alone, she says,

498
00:17:49,700 --> 00:17:51,109
"You've always been there
for me.

499
00:17:51,133 --> 00:17:52,647
You've supported me always."

500
00:17:52,671 --> 00:17:54,710
I'm tired of this [bleep] abuse.

501
00:17:54,734 --> 00:17:56,481
It's getting harder and harder

502
00:17:56,505 --> 00:18:00,443
to brush over things and pretend
like everything's okay.

503
00:18:00,467 --> 00:18:05,042
Are we ever gonna be just okay?

504
00:18:05,066 --> 00:18:07,476
You know, it's always like,
well, Kim is the weak one.

505
00:18:07,500 --> 00:18:08,976
You know, Kyle's the strong one,

506
00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:11,576
so I'm supposed
to have to be [bleep]...

507
00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:14,770
[crying]

508
00:18:16,433 --> 00:18:18,048
Maybe it's the other way around,
you know?

509
00:18:18,072 --> 00:18:19,109
(Lisa V)
No, it's not the other...

510
00:18:19,133 --> 00:18:20,750
She didn't seem so [bleep]
weak tonight.

511
00:18:20,774 --> 00:18:23,009
At the end of the day,
you are sisters.

512
00:18:23,033 --> 00:18:25,248
You'll always stand up for each
other at the end of the road.

513
00:18:25,272 --> 00:18:26,643
You stick together,
and you should

514
00:18:26,667 --> 00:18:28,176
because you're sisters...
You're family.

515
00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:32,209
I think after tonight,
I really need a break.

516
00:18:32,233 --> 00:18:33,409
(Lisa R) Kyle, it's abusive.

517
00:18:33,433 --> 00:18:35,209
And when you're
in an abusive relationship,

518
00:18:35,233 --> 00:18:36,409
you walk away from it.

519
00:18:36,433 --> 00:18:38,743
You are being abused by Kim.

520
00:18:38,767 --> 00:18:41,609
The cruelty is just, like...

521
00:18:41,633 --> 00:18:43,509
- I know.
- It's so cruel.

522
00:18:43,533 --> 00:18:45,009
It's so bizarre to me.

523
00:18:45,033 --> 00:18:46,509
It's them.
They're in so much pain.

524
00:18:46,533 --> 00:18:48,710
(Lisa V)
It's weird that they found
each other, isn't it?

525
00:18:48,734 --> 00:18:49,981
- I know.
- They're in so much pain.

526
00:18:50,005 --> 00:18:51,446
It's like a perfect match.

527
00:18:51,470 --> 00:18:54,276
(Eileen voice-over)
Kim and Brandi
are both very mean people.

528
00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:56,276
They have no problem
going places

529
00:18:56,300 --> 00:18:57,647
where other people
just would not go.

530
00:18:57,671 --> 00:19:00,242
They seem very comfortable
with crossing a line.

531
00:19:00,266 --> 00:19:02,343
(Yolanda)
Well, how are we gonna
continue this week?

532
00:19:02,367 --> 00:19:03,609
Well, you know what, Yolanda?

533
00:19:03,633 --> 00:19:06,142
It's your country.
You're our hostess.

534
00:19:06,166 --> 00:19:08,710
So you say, "You be on your best
[bleep] behavior or don't come."

535
00:19:08,734 --> 00:19:10,376
That's it.

536
00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:12,376
Well, do you think tomorrow,
moving forward, that...

537
00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:13,976
(Kim)
I don't want to look at Lisa.

538
00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:16,109
- She's just... after really...
- But just... I know, I know.

539
00:19:16,133 --> 00:19:18,379
I had my throat almost
torn off, a glass of wine

540
00:19:18,403 --> 00:19:20,209
thrown and broken all over me.

541
00:19:20,233 --> 00:19:22,209
- I'm just...
- I get it, you know?

542
00:19:22,233 --> 00:19:23,979
And that face...
The one next to her.

543
00:19:24,003 --> 00:19:25,176
[jabbering mockingly]

544
00:19:25,200 --> 00:19:27,145
We can't show up
at my mom's house like this.

545
00:19:27,169 --> 00:19:29,309
- I mean, it just isn't...
- Absolutely not.

546
00:19:29,333 --> 00:19:31,579
- I mean, not the way we work.
- No.

547
00:19:31,603 --> 00:19:33,676
(Brandi)
I'm gonna be
on my best behavior,

548
00:19:33,700 --> 00:19:36,009
but I don't think it's me
they should be worried about.

549
00:19:36,033 --> 00:19:37,576
It's not me this time.

550
00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:39,343
[quietly] Thank God.

551
00:19:39,367 --> 00:19:40,443
It's so provoking.

552
00:19:40,467 --> 00:19:41,576
(Lisa V) I feel like
I want to run again.

553
00:19:41,600 --> 00:19:43,009
- That's me.
- We're not fleeing.

554
00:19:43,033 --> 00:19:44,079
We're not doing that.

555
00:19:44,103 --> 00:19:45,409
- Yolanda...
- That's so... in me.

556
00:19:45,433 --> 00:19:47,009
(Lisa V)
I just think as soon
as that intense conflict...

557
00:19:47,033 --> 00:19:48,178
We just got here.
We're not doing that.

558
00:19:48,202 --> 00:19:49,545
(Lisa V) I think...
I don't want any part of it.

559
00:19:49,569 --> 00:19:50,976
(Kyle)
We'll either talk it out,
or we'll avoid them.

560
00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,309
We'll do something separate.

561
00:19:52,333 --> 00:19:53,648
We're all gonna hang together,
and...

562
00:19:53,672 --> 00:19:55,242
(Kyle)
We're not doing that.
We're not doing that.

563
00:19:55,266 --> 00:19:56,476
I will never talk it out
with her.

564
00:19:56,500 --> 00:19:59,309
I can tell you that right now.
That will never happen.

565
00:19:59,333 --> 00:20:01,009
- Just so you know, I...
- I hear you.

566
00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:03,080
I don't want to talk anything
out right now either.

567
00:20:03,104 --> 00:20:05,076
I love you and respect you,

568
00:20:05,100 --> 00:20:08,600
but I will never, ever
talk to your sister again.

569
00:20:11,567 --> 00:20:13,276
(Brandi) Coming up...

570
00:20:13,300 --> 00:20:14,710
We dated.

571
00:20:14,734 --> 00:20:15,711
Dated? Really?

572
00:20:15,735 --> 00:20:17,676
[woman laughs]

573
00:20:17,700 --> 00:20:22,030
- They had a kiss?
- We kissed? Oh.

574
00:20:27,533 --> 00:20:29,710
(Lisa R) Last night was ugly.

575
00:20:29,734 --> 00:20:36,242
I am in a post-traumatic mode,
and I'm not all here.

576
00:20:36,266 --> 00:20:37,476
I'm half here.

577
00:20:37,500 --> 00:20:39,976
[knock at door]

578
00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,570
I'm in survival mode.

579
00:20:46,400 --> 00:20:50,209
(Kim)
Do you have a minute to talk?

580
00:20:50,233 --> 00:20:51,210
- Yeah.
- Okay.

581
00:20:51,234 --> 00:20:54,543
Come on in.

582
00:20:54,567 --> 00:20:56,242
- Can we sit down?
- Yeah, come on in.

583
00:20:56,266 --> 00:20:58,609
(Lisa R voice-over)
I can't imagine
what she has to say to me.

584
00:20:58,633 --> 00:20:59,747
I am just... I can't even

585
00:20:59,771 --> 00:21:02,343
process the fact
that she's right in front of me.

586
00:21:02,367 --> 00:21:05,743
This has gotten
just completely crazy,

587
00:21:05,767 --> 00:21:09,309
and basically, Lisa,

588
00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:14,609
you having concern
for me was fine,

589
00:21:14,633 --> 00:21:18,643
but I would've respected you
more if you had come to me.

590
00:21:18,667 --> 00:21:21,609
And I thought we'd handled it
on the plane.

591
00:21:21,633 --> 00:21:24,509
You worry about your own
family. Stop talking about me.

592
00:21:24,533 --> 00:21:26,309
(Lisa R)
Kim, I come from a good place.

593
00:21:26,333 --> 00:21:27,609
Drop it now.

594
00:21:27,633 --> 00:21:29,242
Okay.

595
00:21:29,266 --> 00:21:33,643
When you brought it up in front
of seven people last night

596
00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:36,276
after we agreed
you weren't going to,

597
00:21:36,300 --> 00:21:38,509
it completely infuriated me,
and you saw a side...

598
00:21:38,533 --> 00:21:41,647
I see how angry you were.
Yes, I absolutely did.

599
00:21:41,671 --> 00:21:44,276
Because this is...
This is the most important thing

600
00:21:44,300 --> 00:21:46,042
in my life... my sobriety.

601
00:21:46,066 --> 00:21:49,042
And that's where my children
get hurt, that's where...

602
00:21:49,066 --> 00:21:50,543
Well, that's never my intention.

603
00:21:50,567 --> 00:21:51,643
That's where my children...

604
00:21:51,667 --> 00:21:53,244
It really is never my intention.

605
00:21:53,268 --> 00:21:54,643
That's where my children

606
00:21:54,667 --> 00:21:58,009
really got hurt by all of this
a long time ago.

607
00:21:58,033 --> 00:21:59,010
That I didn't know.

608
00:21:59,034 --> 00:22:00,178
Things people said
that weren't true...

609
00:22:00,202 --> 00:22:01,447
That I don't... I'm not aware of.

610
00:22:01,471 --> 00:22:03,244
But when it starts
affecting my children...

611
00:22:03,268 --> 00:22:04,276
I understand.

612
00:22:04,300 --> 00:22:07,176
I will [bleep] kill for my kids.

613
00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:10,009
You really pissed me off.
I've got to say that.

614
00:22:10,033 --> 00:22:12,380
It was really low last night,
what happened, and...

615
00:22:12,404 --> 00:22:13,409
For both of us.

616
00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:15,679
(Kim)
I spent most of the night up.

617
00:22:15,703 --> 00:22:17,547
I was very upset
about what happened.

618
00:22:17,571 --> 00:22:22,276
And what I saw
was me at my ugliest.

619
00:22:22,300 --> 00:22:28,443
So it bothered me to see where I
allowed this person to take me.

620
00:22:28,467 --> 00:22:31,209
And I protected myself
as you did last night,

621
00:22:31,233 --> 00:22:34,079
and I was not behind your back
talking about you.

622
00:22:34,103 --> 00:22:37,546
And I think I've come at it
only with good intentions.

623
00:22:37,570 --> 00:22:39,376
That's what you really
need to know.

624
00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:41,409
I felt like we had talked
in Eileen's kitchen,

625
00:22:41,433 --> 00:22:43,209
and that you had opened up.

626
00:22:43,233 --> 00:22:45,147
You can get help.
You can talk to people.

627
00:22:45,171 --> 00:22:46,343
You can go to... you know,

628
00:22:46,367 --> 00:22:48,209
if you feel comfortable
going to a meeting,

629
00:22:48,233 --> 00:22:52,242
going to a group... anything
so that you're not alone.

630
00:22:52,266 --> 00:22:54,076
[in singsong]
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

631
00:22:54,100 --> 00:22:55,209
Right?

632
00:22:55,233 --> 00:22:56,609
You really had wanted help.

633
00:22:56,633 --> 00:22:58,979
I thought when you said,
you know, "I'm here for you,"

634
00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:02,045
I thought you meant as a friend,
not going to people

635
00:23:02,069 --> 00:23:04,710
saying, "Is Kim...
Where does she go to treatment?

636
00:23:04,734 --> 00:23:06,476
Does she have a sponsor?"

637
00:23:06,500 --> 00:23:08,009
I'm so confused.

638
00:23:08,033 --> 00:23:10,580
I really should have just come
to you, but I was scared.

639
00:23:10,604 --> 00:23:12,476
And I was concerned.

640
00:23:12,500 --> 00:23:13,676
I didn't know really how
to handle it.

641
00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:14,976
I really didn't.

642
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:19,209
She told me in full terms
to back off,

643
00:23:19,233 --> 00:23:20,650
and she had to go to a place

644
00:23:20,674 --> 00:23:23,576
that was so nasty
in order to back me off.

645
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:25,447
Well, in the midst of it,
I could've killed her,

646
00:23:25,471 --> 00:23:28,209
but I'm backed off now.

647
00:23:28,233 --> 00:23:31,343
And let's let her best friend
Brandi help her now.

648
00:23:31,367 --> 00:23:32,443
I'm sorry I didn't come to you.

649
00:23:32,467 --> 00:23:33,509
Thank you.

650
00:23:33,533 --> 00:23:34,979
I am sorry I didn't come to you,

651
00:23:35,003 --> 00:23:37,976
because just... I really
was coming from a good place.

652
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:41,743
If you and I can come
from kindness, we can be okay.

653
00:23:41,767 --> 00:23:46,543
I just want to put it aside
and remind you that I am good.

654
00:23:46,567 --> 00:23:47,743
(Kim voice-over) I forgive her.

655
00:23:47,767 --> 00:23:51,343
I can do that,
'cause I want peace in my life.

656
00:23:51,367 --> 00:23:54,309
I think that's part
of one of the things that

657
00:23:54,333 --> 00:23:59,343
I learned being in treatment
on and off all these years.

658
00:23:59,367 --> 00:24:00,976
Are we good?

659
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,720
I believe so.
I believe we can move forward.

660
00:24:08,367 --> 00:24:10,144
- Brandi, I'm so excited.
- I know.

661
00:24:10,168 --> 00:24:11,609
Seeing my mom...
I was up at 4:00.

662
00:24:11,633 --> 00:24:13,079
Like,
I couldn't go back to sleep.

663
00:24:13,103 --> 00:24:14,276
I was up at 3:00. It's crazy.

664
00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:15,277
- I just...
- Anyway.

665
00:24:15,301 --> 00:24:17,109
Don't know how everyone...

666
00:24:17,133 --> 00:24:18,976
I hope everyone just...
[clicks tongue]

667
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,276
(Lisa V)
I didn't sleep all night.

668
00:24:20,300 --> 00:24:25,609
My brain was going round
and round at 99 miles an hour.

669
00:24:25,633 --> 00:24:26,980
- Hi.
- Good morning, guys.

670
00:24:27,004 --> 00:24:29,509
- Hello.
- Good morning.

671
00:24:29,533 --> 00:24:31,009
Yeah.

672
00:24:31,033 --> 00:24:32,979
So we're just waiting
for Lisa and Kim,

673
00:24:33,003 --> 00:24:34,076
and then we're off.

674
00:24:34,100 --> 00:24:36,009
- Are they coming?
- I believe so.

675
00:24:36,033 --> 00:24:37,480
I saw Kim this morning
as she was going up

676
00:24:37,504 --> 00:24:39,976
to talk to Lisa and try to
smooth things over.

677
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:40,977
Wow.

678
00:24:41,001 --> 00:24:43,109
I'm hoping
that Kim is apologizing

679
00:24:43,133 --> 00:24:46,509
and that hopefully she'll
apologize to me and Kyle next.

680
00:24:46,533 --> 00:24:48,609
I just want to go for a bike
ride and get some fresh air.

681
00:24:48,633 --> 00:24:51,376
We are, we're going... I'm gonna
show you the windmills.

682
00:24:51,400 --> 00:24:52,710
Get rid
of all the negative energy.

683
00:24:52,734 --> 00:24:53,711
- Hey.

684
00:24:53,735 --> 00:24:54,981
- Hi.
- How are you?

685
00:24:55,005 --> 00:24:59,176
Hi, guys. Oh.

686
00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:00,643
- It's good to see you.
- Hello.

687
00:25:00,667 --> 00:25:02,176
(Eileen)
You pulled it together,
didn't you?

688
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:03,376
- Hello, my girls.
- Oh, look at you.

689
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:05,376
- You have a smile on your face.
- Yeah.

690
00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:07,076
(Eileen)
So did you two
work things out?

691
00:25:07,100 --> 00:25:08,376
I mean, it was kind of
a big thing.

692
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:10,409
(Lisa R) Well, you know,

693
00:25:10,433 --> 00:25:13,050
I think we came
to an understanding. I do.

694
00:25:13,074 --> 00:25:17,242
It was pretty mind-blowing,
especially for Lisa.

695
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,142
For all of a sudden
it to be okay

696
00:25:19,166 --> 00:25:22,076
and like nothing happened...
My brain is not computing.

697
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:24,276
So I'm hoping that we just can,
you know, have a nice day...

698
00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:25,710
(Yolanda) Should we wait? Yeah.

699
00:25:25,734 --> 00:25:27,176
And ride around Amsterdam

700
00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:29,209
and enjoy ourselves,
because that's why we're here.

701
00:25:29,233 --> 00:25:30,448
Yeah, let's go to the windmills.

702
00:25:30,472 --> 00:25:31,976
- We're gonna do some biking.
- That's right.

703
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:33,309
Everybody can get
their anger out,

704
00:25:33,333 --> 00:25:35,650
and then we're gonna
eat some cake and good food.

705
00:25:35,674 --> 00:25:38,076
My life would be so much easier,

706
00:25:38,100 --> 00:25:42,109
because Kim is my sister, just
to brush this under the carpet

707
00:25:42,133 --> 00:25:44,209
and forget this happened,
but I can't.

708
00:25:44,233 --> 00:25:48,009
But what happened last night
was just too intense.

709
00:25:48,033 --> 00:25:50,209
- Hi. Mm.

710
00:25:50,233 --> 00:25:52,479
- I'm glad you came.
- Yeah, yeah.

711
00:25:52,503 --> 00:25:54,509
(Yolanda)
Well, we're all here.
Let's go.

712
00:25:54,533 --> 00:25:55,976
- You okay?
- Mm-hmm.

713
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:57,042
- Three.
- Mm-huh.

714
00:25:57,066 --> 00:25:58,209
- Come on then.
- Comes in three.

715
00:25:58,233 --> 00:25:59,180
(Kim) Good morning.

716
00:25:59,204 --> 00:26:00,710
- Morning, darling.

717
00:26:00,734 --> 00:26:02,710
- Hi.
- Hi.

718
00:26:02,734 --> 00:26:04,076
- All right, let's go.
- Okay.

719
00:26:04,100 --> 00:26:05,576
(Brandi)
Gray is the color of the day.

720
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:06,577
You guys are okay?

721
00:26:06,601 --> 00:26:09,100
Yeah, we're good.

722
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:15,209
(Yolanda) Okay.

723
00:26:15,233 --> 00:26:17,433
[speaking Dutch]
They're here. Good-bye.

724
00:26:20,133 --> 00:26:22,009
- Oops.
- Don't get run over by a bike.

725
00:26:22,033 --> 00:26:24,576
- Amsterdam.
- Bikes everywhere.

726
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:25,976
Uh... you know what?
I'm gonna be right here.

727
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:29,209
(Lisa R)
God, I forgot
those bikes are [bleep] crazy.

728
00:26:29,233 --> 00:26:30,609
Well, they...
It's all about the bikes.

729
00:26:30,633 --> 00:26:31,679
We're about to be on some.

730
00:26:31,703 --> 00:26:33,109
(Yolanda)
I'm excited to take them

731
00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:35,479
to Papendrecht,
where I was born and raised.

732
00:26:35,503 --> 00:26:37,676
I guess I'm just still
a little girl at heart,

733
00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:39,976
because I'm proud
of where I came from.

734
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,543
That's what made me
who I am today,

735
00:26:42,567 --> 00:26:44,743
and I want them to understand
that.

736
00:26:44,767 --> 00:26:48,144
The core of me is that tiny
little town in Holland.

737
00:26:48,168 --> 00:26:50,743
My town used to be
just like that when I grew up.

738
00:26:50,767 --> 00:26:52,309
You see all this land?

739
00:26:52,333 --> 00:26:55,009
That's very Dutch.

740
00:26:55,033 --> 00:26:56,750
Those are all the old
little houses.

741
00:26:56,774 --> 00:26:58,476
(Lisa R) Oh, how cute.

742
00:26:58,500 --> 00:27:00,609
This is where...
Guys, this is where I lived.

743
00:27:00,633 --> 00:27:03,009
This is... this flat here.

744
00:27:03,033 --> 00:27:04,750
On the second floor...
This is where I was born.

745
00:27:04,774 --> 00:27:08,309
Wow, this is really
down memory lane.

746
00:27:08,333 --> 00:27:10,473
- Literally.
- Literally.

747
00:27:16,500 --> 00:27:18,400
(Kyle) Oh, here's the bike shop.

748
00:27:20,734 --> 00:27:22,209
(all) Hi.

749
00:27:22,233 --> 00:27:23,509
- How are you?
- Hello, ladies. How are you?

750
00:27:23,533 --> 00:27:24,609
- Good.
- Good. How are you?

751
00:27:24,633 --> 00:27:28,109
(Lisa R)
What would be a good size
for me?

752
00:27:28,133 --> 00:27:29,110
- Maybe this?
- I think this one.

753
00:27:29,134 --> 00:27:32,409
- Yeah.
- [bleep].

754
00:27:32,433 --> 00:27:33,643
Oh.

755
00:27:33,667 --> 00:27:36,409
(Lisa R)
Last time I rode something
that big was

756
00:27:36,433 --> 00:27:37,410
Harry last week.

757
00:27:37,434 --> 00:27:39,109
No.

758
00:27:39,133 --> 00:27:40,376
[laughs]

759
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:41,509
I'm like... I feel like
I'm in a circus.

760
00:27:41,533 --> 00:27:43,109
Holy [bleep]. Watch out.

761
00:27:43,133 --> 00:27:45,710
- I can't touch the floor.
- [laughs]

762
00:27:45,734 --> 00:27:48,381
- I can't touch the floor.
- Look at Lisa.

763
00:27:48,405 --> 00:27:50,176
(Yolanda) Let's go.

764
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:51,276
- If you want to slow down...
- [yelps]

765
00:27:51,300 --> 00:27:55,609
- Oh! [laughter]

766
00:27:55,633 --> 00:27:57,009
- Girlfriends bike like this.
- Okay.

767
00:27:57,033 --> 00:27:58,543
Okay. One holds on.

768
00:27:58,567 --> 00:27:59,609
Is this how [bleep] bike?

769
00:27:59,633 --> 00:28:01,009
It seems aggressive.

770
00:28:01,033 --> 00:28:02,543
No, it's just like...
It's romantic.

771
00:28:02,567 --> 00:28:03,544
Okay.

772
00:28:03,568 --> 00:28:06,176
Yolanda's back in town,
everyone.

773
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:07,676
This is my home sweet home.

774
00:28:07,700 --> 00:28:10,009
- Oh, it's beautiful.
- Isn't it cute?

775
00:28:10,033 --> 00:28:12,409
- I love it.
- That's my doctor's office.

776
00:28:12,433 --> 00:28:15,076
[women scream]

777
00:28:15,100 --> 00:28:16,743
That was close.

778
00:28:16,767 --> 00:28:18,543
(Eileen)
I'm having to focus
on riding the bike,

779
00:28:18,567 --> 00:28:20,209
and I can't think about
anything else.

780
00:28:20,233 --> 00:28:21,276
That's nice.

781
00:28:21,300 --> 00:28:22,676
It's like a little brain
vacation.

782
00:28:22,700 --> 00:28:25,276
You know, girls, I wanted
to show you the windmills.

783
00:28:25,300 --> 00:28:26,976
- Yeah?
- Where are we going?

784
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,576
(woman) The "vind-er-mills."

785
00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:33,109
- Oh, it's gorgeous.
- This is amazing.

786
00:28:33,133 --> 00:28:34,580
(Kim) I love your country.

787
00:28:34,604 --> 00:28:37,076
(Yolanda) Me too. I love it.

788
00:28:37,100 --> 00:28:39,376
- It's amazing.
- [bleep] gorgeous.

789
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,976
[muttering]

790
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:43,646
Oh, nobody's home, but we'll...

791
00:28:43,670 --> 00:28:45,176
- People live there?
- What?

792
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:46,647
- Someone lives there?
- Yeah, people... yeah, of course.

793
00:28:46,671 --> 00:28:48,209
- People live in that?
- Yeah.

794
00:28:48,233 --> 00:28:50,447
(Kim)
That's just
a very simple, quiet life.

795
00:28:50,471 --> 00:28:53,309
I wonder what they would do
if they came and saw ours.

796
00:28:53,333 --> 00:28:56,710
Probably like, "Run for the...
Run for the windmills!"

797
00:28:56,734 --> 00:28:59,111
(Kim)
I can't believe people
live in these things.

798
00:28:59,135 --> 00:29:01,047
(Yolanda)
I think I'm gonna
buy a windmill.

799
00:29:01,071 --> 00:29:03,643
(Brandi)
This is hurting the...
pussycat.

800
00:29:03,667 --> 00:29:05,309
[Kim laughs]

801
00:29:05,333 --> 00:29:06,743
- Hallo.
- Hallo.

802
00:29:06,767 --> 00:29:08,343
- Ik ben Yolanda. Hi.
- Hallo.

803
00:29:08,367 --> 00:29:10,343
Ahoi. Hi. Hi. Yolanda.

804
00:29:10,367 --> 00:29:12,244
[speaking Dutch]
I remember you from back then.

805
00:29:12,268 --> 00:29:13,343
From where?

806
00:29:13,367 --> 00:29:15,209
From school or Papendrecht?

807
00:29:15,233 --> 00:29:16,242
We dated.

808
00:29:16,266 --> 00:29:17,643
Dated? Really?

809
00:29:17,667 --> 00:29:19,142
[woman laughs]

810
00:29:19,166 --> 00:29:21,376
- Your name?
- Peter Paul.

811
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:22,609
- They had a kiss?
- We kissed? Oh.

812
00:29:22,633 --> 00:29:25,109
[laughter] Really?

813
00:29:25,133 --> 00:29:26,347
- Oh, my God.
- Was it good?

814
00:29:26,371 --> 00:29:27,509
(Yolanda) I don't remember.

815
00:29:27,533 --> 00:29:29,309
- I was asking him.
- It was very short. Yeah.

816
00:29:29,333 --> 00:29:31,309
(Yolanda voice-over)
I'm gonna blame it
on the brain damage,

817
00:29:31,333 --> 00:29:35,242
because I swear to God
I do not remember the guy.

818
00:29:35,266 --> 00:29:37,743
I don't even remember his name,
and it makes me feel awful,

819
00:29:37,767 --> 00:29:41,476
because he said
I gave him a kiss.

820
00:29:41,500 --> 00:29:43,676
I mean,
I should remember who I kissed.

821
00:29:43,700 --> 00:29:45,176
So that's so cool.

822
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,247
(Lisa V)
If things had gone better,

823
00:29:47,271 --> 00:29:50,176
Yolanda
could have been living here.

824
00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:53,509
All this could have been yours,
Yolanda.

825
00:29:53,533 --> 00:29:55,580
Do it again,
just for old times' sake.

826
00:29:55,604 --> 00:29:58,376
- [laughs]
- [jabbering in fake Dutch]

827
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:00,009
She was clearly riding
a lot of things.

828
00:30:00,033 --> 00:30:02,276
It wasn't just bikes in Holland.

829
00:30:02,300 --> 00:30:04,345
(Peter Paul)
Okay, girls, now look like
you're happy you've met me.

830
00:30:04,369 --> 00:30:05,376
- Get in here.
- Come on, girls.

831
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:06,447
- Get in.
- Get in, Kyle.

832
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:08,476
- Like that.
- We're good?

833
00:30:08,500 --> 00:30:10,109
Yeah? Take more. Take more.

834
00:30:10,133 --> 00:30:12,479
My wife won't believe me.
[laughter]

835
00:30:12,503 --> 00:30:14,030
(Lisa V)
Oh, she definitely won't.

836
00:30:16,300 --> 00:30:17,676
(Kyle) Coming up...

837
00:30:17,700 --> 00:30:20,176
I can do this. Lisa.

838
00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:22,376
(Yolanda) Nice, deep body stone.

839
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:26,000
[laughter]

840
00:30:29,266 --> 00:30:31,309
You are kidding me. [groans]

841
00:30:31,333 --> 00:30:33,142
Oh!

842
00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:35,609
- This is good for your butt.
- Really?

843
00:30:35,633 --> 00:30:38,550
Guys, this is one
of the oldest street in town.

844
00:30:38,574 --> 00:30:41,976
Oh, my God, this is
serious sexual stimulation.

845
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:43,145
(Lisa V) This is huge.

846
00:30:43,169 --> 00:30:45,476
I haven't ridden
something this big for ages.

847
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,147
Oh, I've been away
from my husband too long.

848
00:30:48,171 --> 00:30:49,609
Oh! Oh!

849
00:30:49,633 --> 00:30:51,543
Most fun I've had in years.

850
00:30:51,567 --> 00:30:53,467
[laughs]

851
00:31:03,467 --> 00:31:08,176
(Yolanda)
Welcome to my mammie's home.

852
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:09,710
[speaking Dutch]
Shall I get the coffee?

853
00:31:09,734 --> 00:31:11,142
No, of course not.

854
00:31:11,166 --> 00:31:14,176
- You excited?
- Yeah, I'm so excited.

855
00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:16,409
I think they're stuck
in the elevator.

856
00:31:16,433 --> 00:31:18,543
(Leo) Uh-oh.

857
00:31:18,567 --> 00:31:21,276
- 52 yellow. [intercom beeps]

858
00:31:21,300 --> 00:31:23,142
(woman) Mama, let us in.

859
00:31:23,166 --> 00:31:25,426
Hi, love, we're here.

860
00:31:28,333 --> 00:31:31,476
[doorbell rings]

861
00:31:31,500 --> 00:31:34,042
[speaking Dutch]

862
00:31:34,066 --> 00:31:36,142
- Hi.
- Hi. Hallo.

863
00:31:36,166 --> 00:31:38,209
Hi, Mammie.

864
00:31:38,233 --> 00:31:41,279
(Yolanda)
Seeing my mom
and my brother... you know,

865
00:31:41,303 --> 00:31:44,147
it just warms my heart,
because that's my family.

866
00:31:44,171 --> 00:31:45,643
Long time, no see.

867
00:31:45,667 --> 00:31:47,176
[both speaking Dutch]

868
00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:48,447
(Yolanda)
I love being with them.

869
00:31:48,471 --> 00:31:52,443
Unfortunately, you know,
I don't get to see them enough.

870
00:31:52,467 --> 00:31:53,476
Look at this.

871
00:31:53,500 --> 00:31:56,109
- Doesn't it look good?
- Fantastic.

872
00:31:56,133 --> 00:31:58,376
It's my favorite, favorite cake.

873
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,576
Tell me if it's amazing or not.

874
00:31:59,600 --> 00:32:01,609
- Oh, my God.
- Oh, my God, to die for, right?

875
00:32:01,633 --> 00:32:03,076
It's amazing.

876
00:32:03,100 --> 00:32:05,509
You can't be doing
your L.A. diet thing here.

877
00:32:05,533 --> 00:32:06,678
- Eat up, chicken.
- Shut up.

878
00:32:06,702 --> 00:32:07,677
[both laugh]

879
00:32:07,701 --> 00:32:10,209
Gigi. [speaking Dutch]

880
00:32:10,233 --> 00:32:12,609
- Yeah.
- For Chanel.

881
00:32:12,633 --> 00:32:15,609
- Gigi for Chanel today.
- Oh.

882
00:32:15,633 --> 00:32:17,150
- Isn't it cute?
- Wow.

883
00:32:17,174 --> 00:32:19,676
- Yeah.
- She looks like my mom.

884
00:32:19,700 --> 00:32:24,209
[both speaking Dutch]

885
00:32:24,233 --> 00:32:26,980
My mom survived breast cancer
and, you know,

886
00:32:27,004 --> 00:32:31,009
to now go through uterine cancer
is obviously...

887
00:32:31,033 --> 00:32:32,447
You know, her body's tired,

888
00:32:32,471 --> 00:32:35,076
and she's struggling,
but her spirit is strong.

889
00:32:35,100 --> 00:32:37,376
I mean,
she's one kick-ass woman.

890
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:39,109
(Leo)
Are we going to
the coffee shop?

891
00:32:39,133 --> 00:32:40,242
Of course.

892
00:32:40,266 --> 00:32:41,676
I was trying to explain
to the girls that,

893
00:32:41,700 --> 00:32:44,609
you know,
just because it's legal...

894
00:32:44,633 --> 00:32:46,079
But, like, we never did it.

895
00:32:46,103 --> 00:32:48,547
I mean, have you ever...
We never did drugs, which is...

896
00:32:48,571 --> 00:32:51,109
Well, Leo... I don't know.

897
00:32:51,133 --> 00:32:52,376
- Oh. [laughter]

898
00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,509
The plan tonight is apparently
to go out

899
00:32:54,533 --> 00:32:58,179
to the pot cookie shop,
which sounds like it'll be fun.

900
00:32:58,203 --> 00:33:00,976
I mean, you're obliged
to do something like that.

901
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:02,245
You're in Amsterdam.

902
00:33:02,269 --> 00:33:03,509
But... so what do you do

903
00:33:03,533 --> 00:33:05,643
at the Bulldog coffee shop
if you don't want to?

904
00:33:05,667 --> 00:33:07,109
- If you want to...
- If you don't smoke?

905
00:33:07,133 --> 00:33:08,409
(Kim) Yeah.

906
00:33:08,433 --> 00:33:10,380
(Ans)
That's why
you're gonna do that.

907
00:33:10,404 --> 00:33:11,609
You smoke or...

908
00:33:11,633 --> 00:33:13,409
(Leo)
Or you eat,
or you smoke, or you...

909
00:33:13,433 --> 00:33:17,376
No, no.
You go in for to smoke weed.

910
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:18,743
- Joint.
- A joint.

911
00:33:18,767 --> 00:33:20,543
- But what if you don't do that?
- Then you don't go in.

912
00:33:20,567 --> 00:33:23,042
It's not nice to go there then.

913
00:33:23,066 --> 00:33:24,443
(Kim)
I don't think
it's a good idea.

914
00:33:24,467 --> 00:33:27,176
Nope, I don't do that.

915
00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:29,142
(Lisa R)
What do they put
in a space cake?

916
00:33:29,166 --> 00:33:30,443
- Hashish or marijuana?
- I don't really know.

917
00:33:30,467 --> 00:33:31,509
- Hash. Hash.
- It's hash.

918
00:33:31,533 --> 00:33:33,279
(Lisa V)
Is it very strong?
I mean, like...

919
00:33:33,303 --> 00:33:35,209
- No, it's not so strong.
- Yeah.

920
00:33:35,233 --> 00:33:36,710
(Lisa V)
Have you done it, Ans?
Have you...

921
00:33:36,734 --> 00:33:38,247
- Yeah, I try it.
- You have?

922
00:33:38,271 --> 00:33:39,543
- Yeah.
- How was it for you?

923
00:33:39,567 --> 00:33:41,009
Okay.

924
00:33:41,033 --> 00:33:43,250
I eat the space cake,
and I don't feel anything.

925
00:33:43,274 --> 00:33:45,543
Nothing? [laughter]

926
00:33:45,567 --> 00:33:47,767
(woman)
"I didn't feel anything."

927
00:33:55,233 --> 00:33:57,409
(Yolanda)
I was so happy
to see you on the bicycle.

928
00:33:57,433 --> 00:34:01,009
Once I saw you on the bicycle
with the windmills behind you,

929
00:34:01,033 --> 00:34:04,076
I knew... you know, I didn't
want you to miss that day.

930
00:34:04,100 --> 00:34:05,576
- It was magical.
- We both were not going.

931
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:06,976
And then we just said,

932
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:08,176
"We can't let that kind
of stuff get in the way."

933
00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:10,109
Oh, no. You know what?
Life's too short.

934
00:34:10,133 --> 00:34:13,176
Time to move on... move forward.
Just...

935
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:17,609
I am so glad to be able
to share in this beautiful part

936
00:34:17,633 --> 00:34:20,376
of the world
that Yolanda calls home,

937
00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:27,042
and thank God I didn't let
that moment ruin everything.

938
00:34:27,066 --> 00:34:29,176
(Yolanda)
You know, my brother
has to put the kids to bed

939
00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:31,009
not too late,
so I think we should get going.

940
00:34:31,033 --> 00:34:33,109
- Where's Kim? Is she coming?
- Mm-mm.

941
00:34:33,133 --> 00:34:34,350
- Kim's not coming?
- I don't know.

942
00:34:34,374 --> 00:34:35,743
(Lisa V) No, she's not coming.

943
00:34:35,767 --> 00:34:38,576
Well, I don't think she's gonna
go to the pot shop, is she?

944
00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:40,476
She's not gonna
go to the pot shop.

945
00:34:40,500 --> 00:34:41,643
- Oh.
- Yeah.

946
00:34:41,667 --> 00:34:44,076
(Kyle)
It's best that Kim isn't coming.

947
00:34:44,100 --> 00:34:47,343
Kim and I are not even
looking at each other.

948
00:34:47,367 --> 00:34:51,109
It may not be the most
mature route to go,

949
00:34:51,133 --> 00:34:55,673
but anything other than this
is going to lead to a disaster.

950
00:34:57,633 --> 00:34:59,748
- Oh, what a gorgeous night.
- It's beautiful, isn't it?

951
00:34:59,772 --> 00:35:01,376
(Kyle)
I don't know
why I feel so good.

952
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:03,176
I have to buy my kids
some presents.

953
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:06,142
- Some clogs.
- Dark alleys alone?

954
00:35:06,166 --> 00:35:07,509
What's what my mother
always told me.

955
00:35:07,533 --> 00:35:09,509
(Yolanda)
Hey, that's why I
brought my brother.

956
00:35:09,533 --> 00:35:11,380
- Exactly.
- He's like our bodyguard.

957
00:35:11,404 --> 00:35:13,476
You know, I cannot imagine...

958
00:35:13,500 --> 00:35:15,676
Like, you with your sister...
Like, I cannot imagine.

959
00:35:15,700 --> 00:35:18,546
I couldn't go a day
without talking to my brother.

960
00:35:18,570 --> 00:35:19,676
- Oh.
- No, honestly.

961
00:35:19,700 --> 00:35:21,743
I wish I had a brother.

962
00:35:21,767 --> 00:35:23,643
(Kyle) I smell "Mary J. Guana."

963
00:35:23,667 --> 00:35:25,343
Kyle. My back hurts.

964
00:35:25,367 --> 00:35:27,109
This is for medicinal purposes.

965
00:35:27,133 --> 00:35:28,476
- [groans]
- I've got it.

966
00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:29,477
[laughter]

967
00:35:29,501 --> 00:35:32,409
(Kyle)
I'm gonna get a contact high.

968
00:35:32,433 --> 00:35:34,976
(Lisa V)
This is for medicinal
purposes.

969
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:36,447
(Kyle)
Oh, my God,
is that what that is?

970
00:35:36,471 --> 00:35:38,543
- Is that it?
- Shh. Act mature.

971
00:35:38,567 --> 00:35:41,443
(Yolanda)
You look like
such a tourist.

972
00:35:41,467 --> 00:35:42,576
I mean, what is it?

973
00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:44,676
Doobie, weed, pot, joint?
I don't know.

974
00:35:44,700 --> 00:35:46,009
Whatever you want to call it,

975
00:35:46,033 --> 00:35:48,079
it's just out there
for everybody.

976
00:35:48,103 --> 00:35:50,176
There's one tailor-made for you.

977
00:35:50,200 --> 00:35:53,446
Pungent, lemon, and hazy,
full, energetic, and high.

978
00:35:53,470 --> 00:35:55,176
You'll be cheerful and happy
for 12 weeks.

979
00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:56,376
[laughter]

980
00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:58,276
No, that's the flowering time.

981
00:35:58,300 --> 00:36:00,347
Okay, is this really true
that this is... will happen?

982
00:36:00,371 --> 00:36:01,576
I guess so.

983
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:04,142
They know exactly what it'll
make you feel like?

984
00:36:04,166 --> 00:36:06,376
Oh, here's the one that makes
you act like an ass[bleep].

985
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,247
That's what was
happening last night.

986
00:36:08,271 --> 00:36:11,142
[laughs]

987
00:36:11,166 --> 00:36:14,309
- You're having a space cake.
- I am not.

988
00:36:14,333 --> 00:36:16,309
- What? What?
- You're eating the space cake.

989
00:36:16,333 --> 00:36:17,278
I am chickening out.

990
00:36:17,302 --> 00:36:18,309
(Lisa V) Yolanda, your mother

991
00:36:18,333 --> 00:36:19,710
has even had the space cake.

992
00:36:19,734 --> 00:36:21,279
(Kyle)
Your mother wants you
to have a space cake.

993
00:36:21,303 --> 00:36:22,277
- She wants you to.
- Look at them.

994
00:36:22,301 --> 00:36:23,447
They're like, trying to sell it.

995
00:36:23,471 --> 00:36:24,643
Are you having a space cake?

996
00:36:24,667 --> 00:36:26,476
I'm not.

997
00:36:26,500 --> 00:36:28,209
Listen, I have children.

998
00:36:28,233 --> 00:36:30,676
Whatever I do,
I will not be admitting to.

999
00:36:30,700 --> 00:36:32,045
(Kyle)
So no one's having
a space cake?

1000
00:36:32,069 --> 00:36:33,543
What are we doing here
in space cake town?

1001
00:36:33,567 --> 00:36:36,176
Okay, let's get
down to the core of it.

1002
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:37,447
He's getting us
a special muffin.

1003
00:36:37,471 --> 00:36:39,476
Who's gonna do it?
Yes, are you in or...

1004
00:36:39,500 --> 00:36:41,646
I mean,
we're kind of in Amsterdam.

1005
00:36:41,670 --> 00:36:43,109
It's kind of rude not to.

1006
00:36:43,133 --> 00:36:44,609
Yeah, it's rude not to.

1007
00:36:44,633 --> 00:36:47,279
I think, Brandi,
you're gonna do a bite.

1008
00:36:47,303 --> 00:36:48,576
- Come on.
- I can't.

1009
00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:50,547
- Yes, you can.
- No, I can't.

1010
00:36:50,571 --> 00:36:52,309
- You can.
- I can't.

1011
00:36:52,333 --> 00:36:55,180
(Brandi)
I'm happy the 21-day
cleanse thing is over.

1012
00:36:55,204 --> 00:36:59,443
I just don't think that I need
to be high around these people.

1013
00:36:59,467 --> 00:37:02,443
I need to be, like,
game on, ready for anything.

1014
00:37:02,467 --> 00:37:04,176
I can do this.

1015
00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:05,276
There's nothing in it,
but I can...

1016
00:37:05,300 --> 00:37:07,045
This is what they do, right?

1017
00:37:07,069 --> 00:37:09,509
Yeah, that's...
You twist the end, and...

1018
00:37:09,533 --> 00:37:10,510
Lisa. [laughing]

1019
00:37:10,534 --> 00:37:12,550
(Yolanda) "Nice deep body stone.

1020
00:37:12,574 --> 00:37:16,142
Strong, intense feeling."

1021
00:37:16,166 --> 00:37:17,976
Welcome to Amsterdam. [laughing]

1022
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:21,109
No, but it... honestly, I think
I'm getting a contact high.

1023
00:37:21,133 --> 00:37:24,042
It may be psychological.

1024
00:37:24,066 --> 00:37:27,176
It's just exhausting
seeing these women pretend

1025
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:28,710
to be something they're not.

1026
00:37:28,734 --> 00:37:30,551
Almost everyone I know
smokes a little pot.

1027
00:37:30,575 --> 00:37:32,042
Who cares?

1028
00:37:32,066 --> 00:37:34,276
Is everyone here pretending
like they've never smoked pot

1029
00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:36,209
in their lives?

1030
00:37:36,233 --> 00:37:38,209
- I have.
- I have too, but I'm...

1031
00:37:38,233 --> 00:37:39,309
I have too.

1032
00:37:39,333 --> 00:37:41,747
The last time I smoked pot,
I was with you,

1033
00:37:41,771 --> 00:37:43,976
so let's not pretend
like we're angels.

1034
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:45,309
- [laughs]
- Thanks, Brandi.

1035
00:37:45,333 --> 00:37:46,676
- Sure.
- [laughs]

1036
00:37:46,700 --> 00:37:48,276
I don't want to say that
'cause of my children, Brandi.

1037
00:37:48,300 --> 00:37:49,576
Well, if you don't want
to say it, then don't do it.

1038
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,076
- I'm not.
- Okay.

1039
00:37:51,100 --> 00:37:53,446
But I don't want to say that
'cause of my kids.

1040
00:37:53,470 --> 00:37:55,443
It's a parenting choice,
you know what I mean?

1041
00:37:55,467 --> 00:37:57,009
Mm, not really.

1042
00:37:57,033 --> 00:37:58,748
That's my... well, that is
my opinion, and you know, okay...

1043
00:37:58,772 --> 00:38:00,343
Okay, that's your opinion,
but go to sit here...

1044
00:38:00,367 --> 00:38:01,743
You can pretend all day long,
but that's the truth.

1045
00:38:01,767 --> 00:38:03,743
But you always, like do things
like that that are...

1046
00:38:03,767 --> 00:38:05,409
Whatever, it's fine.

1047
00:38:05,433 --> 00:38:07,409
(Kyle)
She's dangerous, and she just
throws things out there.

1048
00:38:07,433 --> 00:38:08,743
Not [bleep] cool.

1049
00:38:08,767 --> 00:38:11,076
- It's pure silver haze.
- Pure silver haze?

1050
00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:13,476
You've ordered that? Here it is.

1051
00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:15,109
Just give it to me.
I'll eat the whole thing.

1052
00:38:15,133 --> 00:38:17,547
(Lisa R)
What will happen if you have,
like, a bite?

1053
00:38:17,571 --> 00:38:18,643
- Nothing.
- Go on, Lisa.

1054
00:38:18,667 --> 00:38:20,343
- If you have half?
- Come on.

1055
00:38:20,367 --> 00:38:22,276
(woman)
If you're not a regular smoker,
then half of one will...

1056
00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:24,309
(Eileen)
Keep going, Lisa. Keep going.

1057
00:38:24,333 --> 00:38:25,310
Then we're gonna watch you

1058
00:38:25,334 --> 00:38:26,448
in about an hour
and make you paranoid.

1059
00:38:26,472 --> 00:38:27,409
(Lisa R) She's doing it.

1060
00:38:27,433 --> 00:38:31,343
She did it. She did it!

1061
00:38:31,367 --> 00:38:32,976
- No, Lisa. No.
- Settle down, now.

1062
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,076
[laughter]

1063
00:38:34,100 --> 00:38:35,343
Lisa, Lisa.

1064
00:38:35,367 --> 00:38:37,209
[laughs]

1065
00:38:37,233 --> 00:38:40,376
Listen, I lived in London
in the '80s.

1066
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:42,376
Trust me. Have I seen it all?

1067
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:43,747
Yes. Have I done it all?

1068
00:38:43,771 --> 00:38:45,109
No.

1069
00:38:45,133 --> 00:38:48,009
But I've had a little whiff
occasionally.

1070
00:38:48,033 --> 00:38:50,179
- Eileen... there goes Eileen.
- Oh, Eileen!

1071
00:38:50,203 --> 00:38:52,409
I decided to give in
because I'm weak,

1072
00:38:52,433 --> 00:38:55,242
and I succumb to peer pressure.

1073
00:38:55,266 --> 00:38:57,276
[laughs]

1074
00:38:57,300 --> 00:38:59,276
(Lisa V)
You have some.
Don't be such a pussy. Come on.

1075
00:38:59,300 --> 00:39:01,509
(Eileen)
It's just...
it's not gonna do anything.

1076
00:39:01,533 --> 00:39:03,350
- It's actually very good.
- One bite.

1077
00:39:03,374 --> 00:39:07,009
(Lisa R)
I have two children. I do.

1078
00:39:07,033 --> 00:39:13,276
And they also know that I never
pass up a piece of cake.

1079
00:39:13,300 --> 00:39:14,476
Ever.

1080
00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:16,509
I'm already feeling something
from the atmosphere.

1081
00:39:16,533 --> 00:39:18,042
Oh, for God's sake.

1082
00:39:18,066 --> 00:39:19,242
(Eileen) You're so sensitive.

1083
00:39:19,266 --> 00:39:20,676
No, I honestly...
From the secondhand.

1084
00:39:20,700 --> 00:39:22,276
You're being ridiculous.
You're being ridiculous.

1085
00:39:22,300 --> 00:39:23,447
Why wouldn't I feel it
from the secondhand?

1086
00:39:23,471 --> 00:39:25,209
(Lisa V)
You're being ridiculous.
Eat it.

1087
00:39:25,233 --> 00:39:26,409
What were you like
in high school?

1088
00:39:26,433 --> 00:39:28,543
Kyle, we all took a bite.

1089
00:39:28,567 --> 00:39:30,142
I know,
but you don't understand.

1090
00:39:30,166 --> 00:39:31,276
It won't be good for any of us.

1091
00:39:31,300 --> 00:39:33,076
I really would be paranoid
and weird.

1092
00:39:33,100 --> 00:39:34,676
"Oh, my God, I don't know
what's going to happen to me.

1093
00:39:34,700 --> 00:39:36,710
I just can't. This is so creepy.
I'm scared."

1094
00:39:36,734 --> 00:39:40,009
It's like, shut the [bleep] up
and have some cake.

1095
00:39:40,033 --> 00:39:42,180
(Lisa V)
We must be the best customers
they've ever had...

1096
00:39:42,204 --> 00:39:44,300
One piece of cake
between five of us.

1097
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:47,576
(Eileen) Coming up...

1098
00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:49,710
You guys are the biggest
hypocrites of all [bleep] time.

1099
00:39:49,734 --> 00:39:51,109
By the way, you know that

1100
00:39:51,133 --> 00:39:52,680
I said that you actually
love those boys...

1101
00:39:52,704 --> 00:39:54,030
[screams]

1102
00:40:03,734 --> 00:40:07,176
Lisa, have some of this.
[laughs]

1103
00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:09,047
Didn't that smell make you...

1104
00:40:09,071 --> 00:40:11,026
[Kyle laughs]

1105
00:40:12,166 --> 00:40:14,509
(Lisa V)
You can't say things like that.

1106
00:40:14,533 --> 00:40:15,576
(Brandi) What?

1107
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,076
The last time I smoked pot,

1108
00:40:17,100 --> 00:40:19,676
I was with you, so let's not
pretend like we're angels.

1109
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:21,209
(Brandi)
Anyone and everyone can say

1110
00:40:21,233 --> 00:40:23,078
whatever the [bleep]
they want to say about me,

1111
00:40:23,102 --> 00:40:24,476
but I can't say the truth
about them,

1112
00:40:24,500 --> 00:40:25,609
and it's [bleep] annoying.

1113
00:40:25,633 --> 00:40:27,576
- Are you talking about me?
- Yeah.

1114
00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:29,476
You guys can all have
a [bleep] opinion about me.

1115
00:40:29,500 --> 00:40:31,209
You can say whatever
the [bleep] you want,

1116
00:40:31,233 --> 00:40:33,109
but God forbid I tell the truth
about you.

1117
00:40:33,133 --> 00:40:35,209
Then the world's ending
'cause you're a great parent.

1118
00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:37,209
Well, how the [bleep] do
you think it makes me feel

1119
00:40:37,233 --> 00:40:38,548
when you're all talking [bleep]
about me?

1120
00:40:38,572 --> 00:40:39,544
I've never said...
I said actually...

1121
00:40:39,568 --> 00:40:40,609
You all have!

1122
00:40:40,633 --> 00:40:41,748
I've never said
you're a bad parent.

1123
00:40:41,772 --> 00:40:43,076
- You all had...
- I said you loved those boys.

1124
00:40:43,100 --> 00:40:44,609
Oh, I have an anger
or drinking problems?

1125
00:40:44,633 --> 00:40:46,710
You guys are the biggest
hypocrites of all [bleep] time.

1126
00:40:46,734 --> 00:40:48,343
By the way, you know that I said

1127
00:40:48,367 --> 00:40:49,710
that you actually
love those boys...

1128
00:40:49,734 --> 00:40:53,343
[screams]

1129
00:40:53,367 --> 00:40:55,042
What is wrong with her?

1130
00:40:55,066 --> 00:40:56,609
(Brandi)
I can't take it anymore.

1131
00:40:56,633 --> 00:40:58,679
There's different rules
for different people.

1132
00:40:58,703 --> 00:41:01,647
God forbid I speak the truth,
and it's below the belt.

1133
00:41:01,671 --> 00:41:03,609
It's [bleep] hypocritical.

1134
00:41:03,633 --> 00:41:06,203
[speaking Dutch] Let's go.

1135
00:41:07,667 --> 00:41:09,543
[groans]

1136
00:41:09,567 --> 00:41:12,976
God, I cannot deal with this.

1137
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,245
(Eileen)
Where is this coming from?

1138
00:41:14,269 --> 00:41:16,443
Finally, we're having
a little reprieve from the drama

1139
00:41:16,467 --> 00:41:17,543
and the insanity,

1140
00:41:17,567 --> 00:41:20,142
but, no, here it comes again,

1141
00:41:20,166 --> 00:41:22,743
walking down the street,
screaming bloody murder.

1142
00:41:22,767 --> 00:41:24,242
(Yolanda) What happened?

1143
00:41:24,266 --> 00:41:25,710
Yolanda,
I'm just sick of everything.

1144
00:41:25,734 --> 00:41:27,242
- I'm, like, over it.
- What?

1145
00:41:27,266 --> 00:41:29,109
Everyone's allowed
to have an opinion on my life

1146
00:41:29,133 --> 00:41:30,678
and what I'm doing
and what I'm not doing

1147
00:41:30,702 --> 00:41:32,376
and do I have
a drinking problem, do I not.

1148
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:34,209
But no one wants to hear
the truth about their lives.

1149
00:41:34,233 --> 00:41:36,209
And I'm just [bleep] over it.
I'm over it.

1150
00:41:36,233 --> 00:41:38,248
By the way, people have actually
said something, and I said...

1151
00:41:38,272 --> 00:41:40,443
When someone made a comment
that you... I won't even say it.

1152
00:41:40,467 --> 00:41:41,976
"Someone"? I already told you...

1153
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:43,309
Because I'm not an ass[bleep]
to do that to you, okay?

1154
00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:44,609
- Don't touch me.
- I can say...

1155
00:41:44,633 --> 00:41:46,278
- Honestly, don't touch me.
- Guys, guys. Brandi.

1156
00:41:46,302 --> 00:41:47,409
We've been through this.
Don't touch me.

1157
00:41:47,433 --> 00:41:48,748
That's not
about being aggressive.

1158
00:41:48,772 --> 00:41:50,209
- We'll talk more...
- What I'm telling you is...

1159
00:41:50,233 --> 00:41:52,009
When you go like this,
if someone like...

1160
00:41:52,033 --> 00:41:53,409
That's... just don't touch me.

1161
00:41:53,433 --> 00:41:55,710
Okay, I won't touch you.
Whatever.

1162
00:41:55,734 --> 00:41:57,579
Let's just stay away
from each other.

1163
00:41:57,603 --> 00:42:00,009
(Kyle)
The things
that we say about Brandi

1164
00:42:00,033 --> 00:42:01,380
are things that she has done.

1165
00:42:01,404 --> 00:42:03,476
What Brandi says about us

1166
00:42:03,500 --> 00:42:05,376
is designed to hurt people.

1167
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:09,000
She cannot have
a peaceful night.

1168
00:42:12,567 --> 00:42:16,109
(Lisa R)
Next time on The Real
Housewives of Beverly Hills...

1169
00:42:16,133 --> 00:42:19,009
- I am Amster...
- Oh, I am...

1170
00:42:19,033 --> 00:42:20,643
"I Amsterdam."

1171
00:42:20,667 --> 00:42:22,443
[camera shutter clicking]

1172
00:42:22,467 --> 00:42:24,076
Look at this. This is so cute.

1173
00:42:24,100 --> 00:42:25,209
(Lisa V) Oh, God, no.

1174
00:42:25,233 --> 00:42:27,710
What's the point in that?

1175
00:42:27,734 --> 00:42:29,111
(Eileen) That's one big snake.

1176
00:42:29,135 --> 00:42:30,450
(Kyle) Or one little wiener.

1177
00:42:30,474 --> 00:42:34,142
God has given all of us
a certain job in life...

1178
00:42:34,166 --> 00:42:36,343
I don't want this [bleep] job.

1179
00:42:36,367 --> 00:42:38,509
The behavior was heinous,
and to just say,

1180
00:42:38,533 --> 00:42:42,176
"Now we're gonna move on,"
is a [bleep] bunch of BS.

1181
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:44,176
Sobriety's a very slippery
slope.

1182
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:45,676
Do we really want to go
down that road?

1183
00:42:45,700 --> 00:42:47,376
Because it's a very personal
issue.

1184
00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:48,547
Focus on your own family.

1185
00:42:48,571 --> 00:42:51,509
You know, Kim,
sue me for giving a damn.

1186
00:42:51,533 --> 00:42:54,047
Listen, if anyone
at this table wants help

1187
00:42:54,071 --> 00:42:55,176
being a homewrecker...

1188
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:58,176
Don't [bleep]
call me a homewrecker.

1189
00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:00,309
Don't bring it up, Brandi.

1190
00:43:00,333 --> 00:43:02,242
Pick on somebody your own...

1191
00:43:02,266 --> 00:43:04,626
(Eileen)
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