1 00:01:56,464 --> 00:01:59,119 The fuck is wrong with you Matt? 2 00:01:59,902 --> 00:02:00,859 Matt. 3 00:02:01,556 --> 00:02:02,513 Come on, get up. 4 00:02:03,993 --> 00:02:04,863 Come on. 5 00:02:05,037 --> 00:02:05,908 What did I tell you 6 00:02:06,082 --> 00:02:06,996 about drinking 7 00:02:07,170 --> 00:02:08,389 in front of my fucking son? 8 00:02:09,738 --> 00:02:11,043 Come on. Get the fuck up, Matt. 9 00:02:13,655 --> 00:02:14,612 Yeah, get up. 10 00:02:17,876 --> 00:02:18,834 What's going on? 11 00:02:19,008 --> 00:02:20,618 It's your fucking brother. 12 00:02:20,792 --> 00:02:22,577 He's totally wasted again. 13 00:02:22,751 --> 00:02:24,579 No, you got to go screw. Come on. 14 00:02:24,753 --> 00:02:26,363 Where's he supposed to go? 15 00:02:26,537 --> 00:02:28,017 I don’t fucking know. He's a grown man. 16 00:02:28,191 --> 00:02:29,453 He's going to have some money saved up or something. 17 00:02:29,627 --> 00:02:32,108 We can't have this shit going on here anymore. 18 00:02:32,804 --> 00:02:34,763 Matt. Matt. 19 00:02:35,764 --> 00:02:37,374 Why’d you have to go and do this again? 20 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:41,204 Here’s your bag, man. 21 00:02:54,870 --> 00:02:56,872 It's weird to think 22 00:02:57,046 --> 00:02:59,048 that just two months ago, 23 00:02:59,222 --> 00:03:01,181 I was fighting the Taliban 24 00:03:01,355 --> 00:03:03,357 high in the mountains of Afghanistan. 25 00:03:05,315 --> 00:03:08,753 Two months ago, I’d close my eyes at night, 26 00:03:08,927 --> 00:03:10,668 fearful I may never open them again. 27 00:03:13,062 --> 00:03:15,107 It's weird to think 28 00:03:15,282 --> 00:03:17,284 that just two months ago, 29 00:03:17,458 --> 00:03:18,285 I came home. 30 00:03:24,508 --> 00:03:26,467 Home to my sister, 31 00:03:26,641 --> 00:03:28,251 to my baby nephew, 32 00:03:30,079 --> 00:03:31,646 to quiet Sunday mornings. 33 00:03:32,908 --> 00:03:34,475 I'm not myself yet. 34 00:03:35,650 --> 00:03:38,435 So here I am in a motel. 35 00:03:39,131 --> 00:03:40,655 God knows where. 36 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:44,006 Trying to find my way. 37 00:04:32,359 --> 00:04:33,969 It's 2 a.m... 38 00:04:34,143 --> 00:04:37,668 Usually the booze and the pills knock me out just right. 39 00:04:38,539 --> 00:04:39,757 But not tonight. 40 00:04:40,976 --> 00:04:42,804 Tonight, the nightmares are back. 41 00:04:44,109 --> 00:04:45,372 It's always the same. 42 00:04:45,894 --> 00:04:46,982 Ramirez 43 00:04:47,809 --> 00:04:52,640 pinned down, screaming for my help. 44 00:04:52,814 --> 00:04:54,294 There's nothing I can do. 45 00:05:06,044 --> 00:05:08,133 It's 2010. 46 00:05:08,308 --> 00:05:10,701 I'm home to a wrecked economy. 47 00:05:12,181 --> 00:05:16,011 What few jobs there once were 48 00:05:16,185 --> 00:05:17,578 have vanished. 49 00:05:19,014 --> 00:05:20,450 Least for me. 50 00:05:20,624 --> 00:05:23,540 I mean, I'm a guy who spent his last 51 00:05:23,714 --> 00:05:27,457 few years a nomad, a savage 52 00:05:27,631 --> 00:05:30,808 living in the mountains, killing for survival. 53 00:05:32,636 --> 00:05:35,857 All they see in my eyes is rage. 54 00:05:37,902 --> 00:05:40,731 I mean, how do you ask a guy like that 55 00:05:40,905 --> 00:05:44,648 to bag your groceries, to take your lunch order? 56 00:05:50,175 --> 00:05:51,873 They don't see a hero. 57 00:05:54,441 --> 00:05:56,094 They see a guy 58 00:05:56,268 --> 00:05:58,662 they wouldn't trust to drive their children to school. 59 00:06:34,002 --> 00:06:34,916 Hey, handsome. 60 00:06:36,657 --> 00:06:37,614 Hey. 61 00:06:40,530 --> 00:06:41,444 I’m Brandi. 62 00:06:43,838 --> 00:06:46,014 Brandy, huh? - Mhm. 63 00:06:46,188 --> 00:06:47,842 Like the booze? 64 00:06:48,016 --> 00:06:49,496 It’s with an ‘I’ at the end. 65 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:51,280 Oh, all right. 66 00:06:51,976 --> 00:06:53,021 You got a smoke? 67 00:06:53,195 --> 00:06:55,806 No. Uh, sorry. I just, uh. 68 00:06:55,980 --> 00:06:57,504 Just killed the last one on the way over here. 69 00:06:57,765 --> 00:06:59,157 ‘Kay... I probably have one in here, 70 00:06:59,331 --> 00:07:00,811 it’s just such a fucking mess. 71 00:07:00,985 --> 00:07:02,291 Looks like a fucking black hole. 72 00:07:04,336 --> 00:07:06,208 Oh! Mhmm. 73 00:07:09,907 --> 00:07:13,171 So what’s a nice guy like you doing in a shithole like this? 74 00:07:13,345 --> 00:07:16,218 I’m new in town thought I'd meet some new people. 75 00:07:16,392 --> 00:07:17,306 Lucky you, 76 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:18,568 you met me. 77 00:07:20,918 --> 00:07:22,354 So, why’d you pick this dump? 78 00:07:22,529 --> 00:07:25,357 Uh, I was in Afghanistan, and... 79 00:07:25,532 --> 00:07:28,230 Crashed at my sister's for a little bit, 80 00:07:28,404 --> 00:07:30,493 but her boyfriend's not a big fan of me, so... 81 00:07:31,755 --> 00:07:32,930 Kicked your ass to the curb? 82 00:07:33,104 --> 00:07:34,932 Yeah, something like that. 83 00:07:35,106 --> 00:07:36,934 - You were in Afghanistan? - Mm hmm. 84 00:07:37,718 --> 00:07:39,371 Like shooting guns and shit? 85 00:07:39,807 --> 00:07:41,939 Yeah. - Oh... 86 00:07:43,375 --> 00:07:45,029 A real American hero. 87 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:47,641 Yeah. 88 00:07:48,163 --> 00:07:50,339 I can't even get a job right now, Brandi. 89 00:07:50,513 --> 00:07:51,949 So I guess I'm not much of anything, am I? 90 00:07:53,560 --> 00:07:55,170 So, what's your name? 91 00:07:55,344 --> 00:07:56,345 I'm Matt. 92 00:07:57,085 --> 00:07:57,912 With an ‘M.’ 93 00:07:59,174 --> 00:07:59,914 Brandi with an ‘I.” 94 00:08:01,176 --> 00:08:03,265 Well, Matt with an ‘M,’ 95 00:08:03,439 --> 00:08:04,309 you seem like a nice guy. 96 00:08:04,484 --> 00:08:06,050 I bet I can get you a job. 97 00:08:06,224 --> 00:08:07,312 Really? 98 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:08,749 I know some people here. 99 00:08:08,923 --> 00:08:09,750 You're shitting me. 100 00:08:12,448 --> 00:08:13,493 Why don't you take down my number? 101 00:08:13,667 --> 00:08:15,103 Alright. 102 00:08:16,321 --> 00:08:17,453 Give me a call tomorrow... 103 00:08:17,627 --> 00:08:18,846 You want to just give it to me, or? 104 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:20,064 No, I got a piece of paper in here. 105 00:08:20,238 --> 00:08:21,239 Okay. 106 00:08:22,850 --> 00:08:23,807 Mm hmm! 107 00:08:24,895 --> 00:08:25,940 Alright... 108 00:08:36,559 --> 00:08:37,952 Give me a call tomorrow. 109 00:08:38,126 --> 00:08:39,431 Okay. 110 00:08:39,606 --> 00:08:40,824 - Nice meeting you. - Yeah, you too. 111 00:08:57,667 --> 00:08:59,756 Hey, what's up, Brandi, it's Matt, uhh. 112 00:08:59,930 --> 00:09:02,324 Just calling about that job you mentioned last night. 113 00:09:02,498 --> 00:09:04,152 Hey, Brandi, it's Matt. 114 00:09:04,326 --> 00:09:06,937 It's about 3:30. I'm just, uh, just checking in again. 115 00:09:08,896 --> 00:09:10,811 Hey, it’s Matt. 116 00:09:10,985 --> 00:09:13,161 Uhh, we met last night, bar parking lot. 117 00:09:15,990 --> 00:09:17,469 I called, you didn’t answer. 118 00:09:18,645 --> 00:09:20,124 Really? 119 00:09:20,298 --> 00:09:22,300 Yeah, no problem. I’ll see you in a little bit. 120 00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:27,567 Hi Bill. Hey, darlin. 121 00:09:27,741 --> 00:09:29,177 Matt Benning. - Bill. 122 00:09:29,351 --> 00:09:30,439 Nice to meet you. 123 00:09:30,613 --> 00:09:33,268 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 124 00:09:33,442 --> 00:09:35,052 How are you around firearms? 125 00:09:35,226 --> 00:09:36,880 Uh, I spent the last four years in the Army, sir. 126 00:09:37,054 --> 00:09:39,317 I'm going to offer you a job. 127 00:09:39,491 --> 00:09:41,058 The easiest job in America. 128 00:09:41,232 --> 00:09:42,669 Look at-- All you've got to do is if anything weird 129 00:09:42,843 --> 00:09:44,714 happens in here, you call me on my cell phone. 130 00:09:44,888 --> 00:09:47,282 A hobo outside is takin’ a shower in his own urine, 131 00:09:47,456 --> 00:09:49,023 you call me. Or if... 132 00:09:49,197 --> 00:09:52,069 If the cops come in here. You call me. 133 00:09:52,243 --> 00:09:54,419 You got that? Now, here's a, here's a scenario. A purple 134 00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:56,160 and blue giraffe walks in and starts 135 00:09:56,334 --> 00:09:58,162 scratching his butt on the doorframe. 136 00:09:58,336 --> 00:09:59,381 What do you do? 137 00:10:01,078 --> 00:10:02,645 I'm not sure I follow you on that. 138 00:10:02,819 --> 00:10:06,780 You call me on- you call me on my cell phone. 139 00:10:06,954 --> 00:10:08,042 I’m here with you. 140 00:10:08,216 --> 00:10:10,479 It's, it’s real simple, uhh... 141 00:10:11,959 --> 00:10:13,787 Show me your index finger. All right. 142 00:10:13,961 --> 00:10:16,311 - That, is your trigger finger? - Yes sir. 143 00:10:16,485 --> 00:10:21,229 And also, you use it, if anything out of the average 144 00:10:21,403 --> 00:10:23,057 or out of the normal happens around here, 145 00:10:23,231 --> 00:10:24,928 you use it to... 146 00:10:25,102 --> 00:10:26,147 Call you on your cell phone, sir. 147 00:10:26,321 --> 00:10:27,148 Absolutely. 148 00:10:27,322 --> 00:10:28,584 - I got it. - Okay. 149 00:10:30,455 --> 00:10:31,282 He’s a smart guy. 150 00:10:31,456 --> 00:10:34,329 Yeah, you did good. 151 00:10:34,503 --> 00:10:35,852 You got the job, son. 152 00:10:36,026 --> 00:10:37,419 You start tomorrow night. 153 00:10:37,593 --> 00:10:39,551 - How's that? - Thank you, sir. 154 00:10:39,726 --> 00:10:41,336 - All right. - Thank you. 155 00:10:41,510 --> 00:10:43,947 I got to go in the back room and go over some receipts. 156 00:10:44,121 --> 00:10:45,688 I’ll see you tomorrow night, son! 157 00:10:45,862 --> 00:10:46,733 He's cool. 158 00:10:46,907 --> 00:10:48,952 He's the best. 159 00:10:49,126 --> 00:10:51,433 I dunno how to run this thing. I never use one of these before. 160 00:10:51,607 --> 00:10:53,653 Don’t worry about it. You'll get the hang of it, and 161 00:10:53,827 --> 00:10:55,655 nobody comes around here the day shift. 162 00:10:58,875 --> 00:11:00,355 Monotony. 163 00:11:00,529 --> 00:11:01,748 If you didn't know the definition of that word, 164 00:11:01,922 --> 00:11:03,053 working at this place sure would have 165 00:11:03,227 --> 00:11:04,707 been a great way to find out. 166 00:11:06,753 --> 00:11:07,884 The highlight, of course, was when Brandi would stop in 167 00:11:08,058 --> 00:11:09,320 to check in on me. 168 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:12,323 Matt! 169 00:11:12,497 --> 00:11:13,455 Technically, she was my supervisor. 170 00:11:16,806 --> 00:11:17,851 Where did you get this thing? 171 00:11:19,504 --> 00:11:23,030 Uncle Bill left for a week, so I let myself borrow his car. 172 00:11:23,204 --> 00:11:25,510 Close up. Let's go for a joy ride. 173 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:29,123 Uh, Brandi. Uncle Bill’s not paying me to go on, joyrides. 174 00:11:32,387 --> 00:11:33,823 First of all, he's not going to find out. 175 00:11:33,997 --> 00:11:34,998 And if he did? He wouldn’t give a fuck. 176 00:11:37,087 --> 00:11:38,698 I guess technically you're my boss a little bit. 177 00:11:38,872 --> 00:11:40,221 Would you say that? 178 00:11:40,395 --> 00:11:41,657 Fuck, yes, I'm your boss. 179 00:11:41,831 --> 00:11:43,833 Get in the car. You. 180 00:11:49,186 --> 00:11:51,101 I just wish you remembered the tense things. 181 00:11:51,275 --> 00:11:53,451 If it’s windy, this thing’s gonna blow around everywhere. 182 00:11:53,625 --> 00:11:54,539 Like this? 183 00:11:56,803 --> 00:11:59,022 Brandi! 184 00:11:59,457 --> 00:12:01,111 Hey, what’s up? 185 00:12:01,285 --> 00:12:02,983 I was looking for you everywhere. 186 00:12:03,157 --> 00:12:04,724 Sorry. I guess I thought I'd make it back before you woke up. 187 00:12:04,898 --> 00:12:06,377 Nah, it's all good. 188 00:12:08,684 --> 00:12:10,251 See those rocks, 189 00:12:10,425 --> 00:12:12,644 up there? It’s where I scattered my mom’s ashes. 190 00:12:12,819 --> 00:12:15,256 I was all by myself. Didn’t even have a funeral. 191 00:12:15,430 --> 00:12:17,737 Had to pick up her ashes from the county coroner's. 192 00:12:17,911 --> 00:12:19,434 I thought that's where she would wanna be. 193 00:12:19,608 --> 00:12:21,653 You've uh... picked a really beautiful spot. 194 00:12:21,828 --> 00:12:23,264 I really wish we could’ve had that 195 00:12:23,438 --> 00:12:25,266 normal mother-daughter relationship. 196 00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:27,834 Yeah, I wonder where my buddy, Ramirez is buried at. 197 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:30,967 El Paso, probably, near his family. 198 00:12:31,141 --> 00:12:31,881 Who was that? 199 00:12:32,055 --> 00:12:32,969 Friend from the war. 200 00:12:34,536 --> 00:12:36,494 One day he’s just gone. 201 00:12:38,148 --> 00:12:39,759 Yeah, I know how that goes. 202 00:12:43,893 --> 00:12:46,200 Victor Hollow’s EA calling, how may I help you? 203 00:12:46,374 --> 00:12:48,506 Wow, finally, I've been on hold for like 45 minutes. 204 00:12:48,680 --> 00:12:50,160 Sir, how can I help you? 205 00:12:50,334 --> 00:12:51,640 I need to talk to somebody about changing my meds. 206 00:12:51,814 --> 00:12:53,555 They aren't working right. 207 00:12:53,729 --> 00:12:56,688 Sir, what kind of medications are you taking? 208 00:12:56,863 --> 00:12:58,995 Certalene, uh, Trezadone... 209 00:12:59,169 --> 00:13:00,431 Oh, okay, uh no. 210 00:13:00,605 --> 00:13:01,998 You gotta call a behavioral medicine 211 00:13:02,172 --> 00:13:04,000 service provider for that. 212 00:13:04,174 --> 00:13:05,697 This is not the right place. 213 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:08,352 How are you doing? 214 00:13:08,526 --> 00:13:10,180 I'm about to bash my head through the wall. 215 00:13:10,354 --> 00:13:11,529 Been listening to that hold music for almost an hour. 216 00:13:11,703 --> 00:13:13,183 Oh, you finally decided to call them? 217 00:13:13,357 --> 00:13:14,315 Are you gonna pay for that? 218 00:13:14,489 --> 00:13:15,795 It's been expired for a week. 219 00:13:15,969 --> 00:13:17,579 You should be paying me to get rid of it. 220 00:13:17,753 --> 00:13:18,798 You’ve reached the behavioral medicine 221 00:13:18,972 --> 00:13:20,234 service providers. 222 00:13:20,408 --> 00:13:21,757 No one's available to take your call. 223 00:13:21,931 --> 00:13:23,672 If this is a psychiatric emergency. 224 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:26,283 Please hang up immediately and dial 911-- 225 00:13:26,457 --> 00:13:28,546 Why don’t you just stop taking the medication 226 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:30,418 so that you don't have to drive all the way over 227 00:13:30,592 --> 00:13:31,898 to see, a bunch of doctors that don’t 228 00:13:32,072 --> 00:13:33,160 - give a shit? - Hey check this thing out. 229 00:13:33,334 --> 00:13:34,552 It’s sick, no? 230 00:13:34,726 --> 00:13:35,771 Let's go look at it. 231 00:13:37,860 --> 00:13:38,818 Hey, oh. What’s up? 232 00:13:38,992 --> 00:13:40,515 - Are you Matt? - Yes, sir-- 233 00:13:40,689 --> 00:13:41,733 - Hey what's going on? I'm Mike. - Nice to meet you. 234 00:13:41,908 --> 00:13:43,387 - It's my wife. - Hey. 235 00:13:43,561 --> 00:13:44,606 - How's it going? - This is the culprit, brother. 236 00:13:44,780 --> 00:13:45,737 Right here. Yeah? 237 00:13:45,912 --> 00:13:47,565 - Yeah. - Looks good, man. 238 00:13:47,739 --> 00:13:49,219 Brother she's indestructible. Listen honey in 30 years 239 00:13:49,393 --> 00:13:51,178 you’re gonna hear the same old B.S. all day. 240 00:13:51,352 --> 00:13:53,223 Yeah. This is way before GPS. I thought 241 00:13:53,397 --> 00:13:54,964 I was totally fucked. 242 00:13:55,138 --> 00:13:56,574 Yeah, but I, you know what? 243 00:13:56,748 --> 00:13:59,316 I-I remembered about a place called 244 00:13:59,490 --> 00:14:03,407 Holston Wells. Abandoned ranch out the middle of desert. 245 00:14:03,581 --> 00:14:05,540 A huge water tank still stands there. 246 00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:07,194 - Really? - Yeah. 247 00:14:07,368 --> 00:14:09,718 Always filled with water, man. 248 00:14:09,892 --> 00:14:11,154 Maybe the rain fills that up or something... 249 00:14:11,328 --> 00:14:13,069 - Do you want a beer? - Yes. 250 00:14:13,243 --> 00:14:14,679 Got the tags for it? Registration and everything? 251 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,856 Yeah. Linda! Linda, 252 00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:18,161 honey, you got the tags? 253 00:14:19,467 --> 00:14:20,033 Yeah, yeah. I’m coming! 254 00:14:22,731 --> 00:14:23,688 Thank you, ma'am. 255 00:14:25,952 --> 00:14:27,388 I’ll give it to you for 900. 256 00:14:27,562 --> 00:14:28,780 Bargaining is supposed to be the other way around. 257 00:14:28,955 --> 00:14:31,218 Oh, is that how it works? 258 00:14:31,392 --> 00:14:33,002 Yeah, yeah. He's supposed to be the one 259 00:14:33,176 --> 00:14:35,700 bringing the price down. Oh, is that our deal? 260 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:37,180 Well, she's the boss... 261 00:14:37,354 --> 00:14:38,747 I’m getting paid in a couple days. 262 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:40,749 You know what? 263 00:14:40,923 --> 00:14:42,229 What do you think? Yes? 264 00:14:42,403 --> 00:14:44,274 No? Maybe? She's... the boss says yes, 265 00:14:44,448 --> 00:14:46,363 - bud, you’ve got a deal. - Alright, alright. 266 00:15:39,199 --> 00:15:41,505 This is age 40. For the past two weeks. 267 00:15:41,679 --> 00:15:43,768 Ey, you know, her uncle Bill’s out here? 268 00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:45,683 He's out of town don’t worry about it. 269 00:15:45,857 --> 00:15:47,729 Where's Brandi, for that matter? 270 00:15:47,903 --> 00:15:49,818 I been calling and calling her and she’s nowhere to be found. 271 00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:51,559 Just so we get this dirt bike with her. 272 00:15:51,733 --> 00:15:55,563 Uh, she does that sometimes. Get used to it. 273 00:15:57,739 --> 00:15:59,654 Get yourself out of it, man. 274 00:16:02,439 --> 00:16:04,398 Hello? Oh, hey, Mike. 275 00:16:04,572 --> 00:16:05,921 What's up, man? How are you doing? 276 00:16:06,095 --> 00:16:07,488 I'm good. I'm good. So you. You-uh... 277 00:16:07,662 --> 00:16:08,576 You still want get this bike? 278 00:16:08,750 --> 00:16:09,925 Oh, yeah, for sure. Hey, I'm 279 00:16:10,099 --> 00:16:11,535 sorry I didn't call you back sooner. 280 00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:13,146 My, uh, girlfriend sort of disappeared on me 281 00:16:13,320 --> 00:16:14,756 for a couple of days. 282 00:16:14,930 --> 00:16:16,671 She, uh. She's going to be right down there. 283 00:16:16,845 --> 00:16:17,846 Bro, listen, I just got home from work. 284 00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:19,282 I can come pick you up my truck. 285 00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:23,808 Thank you. 286 00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,549 I'll take good care of it. 287 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,432 Oh, look, who came back from the dead. 288 00:16:41,087 --> 00:16:42,436 Yeah, I left you a bunch of messages. 289 00:16:46,048 --> 00:16:47,223 You had a lot of work to do. 290 00:16:47,397 --> 00:16:48,790 Okay. 291 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:53,229 Yeah, yeah, sure. 292 00:16:53,403 --> 00:16:54,404 I’ll head over. 293 00:17:01,324 --> 00:17:02,499 Hello? 294 00:17:02,673 --> 00:17:03,848 You've got to be fucking kidding me. 295 00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:05,067 I got to wait two months to see a doctor. 296 00:17:05,241 --> 00:17:06,721 that’s nearly 3 hours from here? 297 00:17:08,244 --> 00:17:10,464 Okay, I guess I'll see you in a couple months. 298 00:17:12,727 --> 00:17:14,381 Who was that? 299 00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:16,905 Clinic finally called back. 300 00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:19,386 Why do you take those pills? 301 00:17:22,606 --> 00:17:24,347 Every time I ask you this, 302 00:17:24,521 --> 00:17:26,349 You either change the subject or turn the television on. 303 00:17:26,523 --> 00:17:28,569 Why’re you always pestering about that shit, huh? 304 00:17:28,743 --> 00:17:30,179 Why are you always evading the question? 305 00:17:30,353 --> 00:17:31,398 Why’re you always trying to bore into my mind 306 00:17:31,572 --> 00:17:32,964 like some kind of termite? 307 00:17:33,139 --> 00:17:34,183 Maybe I don’t tell you, because it's 308 00:17:34,357 --> 00:17:35,706 none of your goddamn business. 309 00:17:36,968 --> 00:17:39,101 Matt, Matt. That's not what I was trying to do. Like, 310 00:17:39,275 --> 00:17:40,972 how long have you known me? You don't trust me? 311 00:17:41,147 --> 00:17:42,887 I'll tell you what I think it is. 312 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,280 You want to feel like you're rescuing some wounded 313 00:17:44,454 --> 00:17:45,716 little puppy. 314 00:17:45,890 --> 00:17:46,500 - I ain't your fucking puppy. - No! 315 00:17:46,674 --> 00:17:47,979 Alright? 316 00:17:48,154 --> 00:17:49,416 I’ll take a shower myself. 317 00:17:54,203 --> 00:17:55,900 Adults suffering from kidney disease. 318 00:17:56,075 --> 00:17:57,250 Please ask your doctor- 319 00:17:57,424 --> 00:17:58,903 Emily is mourning the loss of 320 00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,558 25 year old Gary Jensen from apparent suicide. 321 00:18:01,732 --> 00:18:03,473 He was a Calvary Scout in the first Armored 322 00:18:03,647 --> 00:18:05,693 Brigade, recently returned from Afghanistan. 323 00:18:05,867 --> 00:18:07,869 It looks like sunny ahead for the rest of the week. 324 00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:09,784 Tommy Rains has our forecast. 325 00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:12,091 Look who came crawling back. 326 00:18:14,876 --> 00:18:16,443 I'm sorry for prying earlier. 327 00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:18,097 I just, I see you hurting and I want to know 328 00:18:18,271 --> 00:18:19,968 if there's something I can do. I get it. 329 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,796 You've been through a lot and you don't like to talk about it. 330 00:18:21,970 --> 00:18:23,450 It's just when you wake up 331 00:18:23,624 --> 00:18:26,017 in the middle of the night from those nightmares... 332 00:18:26,192 --> 00:18:27,715 All I’m saying is, if you talk about it, 333 00:18:27,889 --> 00:18:29,064 maybe you won't have to take that shit that the VA 334 00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,500 Doctors give you. 335 00:18:33,416 --> 00:18:35,679 The second before I open my eyes... 336 00:18:37,812 --> 00:18:40,031 It's like I'm right there again. 337 00:18:40,206 --> 00:18:42,382 I just can’t shake the terror I saw in his eyes. 338 00:18:45,646 --> 00:18:47,648 He didn’t wanna die in those dusty mountains. 339 00:18:50,259 --> 00:18:51,608 Bullets smashing to dust 340 00:18:51,782 --> 00:18:53,436 that hit the rocks all around me. 341 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,788 I watched as his life bled out of him. 342 00:19:00,226 --> 00:19:02,837 So I can let what happened paralyze me. 343 00:19:03,011 --> 00:19:05,013 Or I can numb myself. 344 00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:06,841 God knows what these pills will do to me long term. 345 00:19:07,015 --> 00:19:09,235 And I know for sure the booze ain't no vitamin drink. 346 00:19:09,409 --> 00:19:10,888 But for now, it's what works. 347 00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:12,847 What are you hoping for at the V.A. clinic? 348 00:19:13,021 --> 00:19:14,414 I'm hoping for a miracle, Brandi. I’m hoping 349 00:19:14,588 --> 00:19:15,937 I walk in there, one day 350 00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:17,591 and the doctor sees straight through me. 351 00:19:17,765 --> 00:19:18,679 And just like that, all my problems are gone, 352 00:19:18,853 --> 00:19:20,202 nothing but blue skies ahead. 353 00:19:20,376 --> 00:19:22,465 I won't be some hollowed out shell, floating. 354 00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:25,947 You gotta stare that shit straight in the face. 355 00:19:26,121 --> 00:19:27,905 You gotta get through the side, you keep taking- 356 00:19:28,079 --> 00:19:29,255 You know, sometimes it really pisses me off 357 00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:30,386 when you talk about shit 358 00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:32,214 you don't understand, Brandi. 359 00:19:32,388 --> 00:19:33,868 You know, there's mornings I feel like taking a machine 360 00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:36,784 gun and blowing this entire neighborhood to shit. 361 00:19:36,958 --> 00:19:38,960 Other mornings, I can’t even get out of the bed. 362 00:19:39,134 --> 00:19:40,353 You've been through what I've been through. 363 00:19:40,527 --> 00:19:43,138 You wouldn't think it was so easy. 364 00:19:43,312 --> 00:19:44,661 You think that you have it rough 365 00:19:44,835 --> 00:19:47,273 because your mom died when you were deployed? 366 00:19:47,447 --> 00:19:49,492 You ever been locked in a room and your mother's 367 00:19:49,666 --> 00:19:52,930 boyfriend is insistently tapping on the door? 368 00:19:53,104 --> 00:19:54,367 Your mom, she's so fucking high, 369 00:19:54,541 --> 00:19:56,195 she doesn't even know where she is. 370 00:19:56,369 --> 00:19:57,935 You know he's going to get in. He has before. 371 00:19:58,109 --> 00:20:00,024 I might as well just have the fucking door unlocked. 372 00:20:00,982 --> 00:20:03,463 He smells like cigarettes, booze. 373 00:20:05,291 --> 00:20:06,814 You know what’s because it's happened before 374 00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:08,381 and it's going to happen again and again and again. 375 00:20:08,555 --> 00:20:10,209 Mom never stood up to him. 376 00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:12,602 It's like a fucking circus animal. Anything for her 377 00:20:12,776 --> 00:20:14,169 little treats. 378 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:16,127 I didn't know, I’m sorry. 379 00:20:16,302 --> 00:20:17,781 Who's calling you? 380 00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:19,653 Oh, I don't know. 381 00:20:19,827 --> 00:20:20,784 It's Uncle Bill. 382 00:20:22,177 --> 00:20:23,047 I got to go. 383 00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:24,179 Yeah, go. 384 00:20:26,007 --> 00:20:28,444 How many times do I got to tell you? Huh? 385 00:20:28,618 --> 00:20:29,967 Don’t come around here. 386 00:20:30,141 --> 00:20:31,447 Don't you ever come around here. 387 00:20:31,621 --> 00:20:33,319 I don't need your goddamn business. 388 00:20:33,493 --> 00:20:36,060 Need your help, Uncle Bill! Come on, man I know I got no money. 389 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:39,063 I know. Didn't mean to piss you off, or anything. 390 00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:41,457 Took you long enough. 391 00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:43,242 Who's that? Is that the cops? 392 00:20:43,416 --> 00:20:44,939 No, it's better. It’s the US Goddamn Army. 393 00:20:45,113 --> 00:20:46,984 Put your hands all the way high. Put them up! 394 00:20:47,158 --> 00:20:48,595 I didn’t hurt nobody, man! 395 00:20:48,769 --> 00:20:50,379 Raise your hands and come over real slow. Yeah. 396 00:20:50,553 --> 00:20:52,163 We don't want to do anything stupid or I’ll fucking 397 00:20:52,338 --> 00:20:53,730 - blow your brains out. - Come on man. 398 00:20:53,904 --> 00:20:55,515 Listen to me. Put your hands up or I will shoot! 399 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,125 I didn't do anything! - Hey! Watch it. 400 00:20:57,299 --> 00:20:58,126 Hey, put your fucking hands up! 401 00:20:58,300 --> 00:20:59,258 Put them up! 402 00:21:02,435 --> 00:21:04,306 Let's see how he does without a shoulder, huh? 403 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:07,222 Like that! How about the other shoulder? 404 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:10,181 - Yeah? - Stop, stop, stop. 405 00:21:13,359 --> 00:21:14,621 You know, he was a pretty good guy 406 00:21:14,795 --> 00:21:16,536 before the meth rotted out his brain. 407 00:21:19,843 --> 00:21:21,715 Some people just can't handle the fun, hey? 408 00:21:23,543 --> 00:21:27,503 Here, clean up the mess. 409 00:21:49,656 --> 00:21:50,744 Yeah. 410 00:21:50,918 --> 00:21:52,528 - Hey. - Hey. 411 00:21:53,486 --> 00:21:54,661 Who was that guy? 412 00:21:55,444 --> 00:21:56,576 We worked together. 413 00:21:58,229 --> 00:21:59,274 Because what if we go to the bar? 414 00:21:59,448 --> 00:22:00,449 Yeah, I'm down. - Yeah? 415 00:22:00,623 --> 00:22:01,624 Yeah. Perfect. 416 00:22:03,365 --> 00:22:04,671 You're so fucking gross. 417 00:22:09,415 --> 00:22:10,851 You uh, you know, actually? 418 00:22:11,025 --> 00:22:12,809 It kind of seemed like it was going to rain. 419 00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:15,464 So what if I give you a ride back to your place? 420 00:22:15,638 --> 00:22:17,597 What's going on, Brandi? 421 00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:19,076 When you get a text, you disappear for a couple 422 00:22:19,250 --> 00:22:21,340 of days sometimes. What's going on? 423 00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:22,341 It’s Uncle Bill. 424 00:22:22,515 --> 00:22:23,951 Yeah, Uncle Bill. 425 00:22:24,125 --> 00:22:25,387 Uncle Bill, Uncle Bill, I keep hearing that. 426 00:22:25,561 --> 00:22:26,649 No, he just wants me to do somethi-- 427 00:22:26,823 --> 00:22:28,259 How do, how do I know-- 428 00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:29,304 How do I know it's not the guy from the grocery 429 00:22:29,478 --> 00:22:30,697 store you meet up with? 430 00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:33,482 Fuck you, Matt. 431 00:22:35,179 --> 00:22:37,181 You know how hard it is to keep a job around here? 432 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:38,835 If I get a text message, I've got to go. 433 00:22:39,009 --> 00:22:40,663 Do you get that? 434 00:22:40,837 --> 00:22:41,795 Yeah. 435 00:22:41,969 --> 00:22:43,362 Yeah, I got it loud and clear. 436 00:22:43,536 --> 00:22:44,537 I got it. 437 00:22:45,625 --> 00:22:46,626 Matt... 438 00:22:49,411 --> 00:22:50,717 Look. 439 00:23:42,246 --> 00:23:43,726 Hey, what's up? 440 00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:45,249 Hey, you got rid of that guy? 441 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:48,818 What the fuck is it to you, you asshole? 442 00:23:48,992 --> 00:23:50,211 So are you coming up for some fun? 443 00:23:50,385 --> 00:23:51,517 I got the money. 444 00:23:55,042 --> 00:23:56,609 I’ll be right there. 445 00:24:09,143 --> 00:24:12,276 Hey... 446 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:13,321 What's up? 447 00:24:13,495 --> 00:24:14,496 Your wife around? 448 00:24:14,670 --> 00:24:17,064 No, no, she left. She's gone. 449 00:24:18,239 --> 00:24:21,285 We had a fight. She took the kids to their grandparents. 450 00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:23,026 Serves you right. 451 00:24:24,201 --> 00:24:25,986 Hey, Brandi. 452 00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:28,510 Uh, this is probably like the fourth message I'm leaving you. 453 00:24:28,684 --> 00:24:31,600 I'm sorry about what I said... a few days ago. 454 00:24:32,296 --> 00:24:33,472 I'm going to go to the bar. 455 00:24:33,646 --> 00:24:34,647 If you, uh. If you want to meet up. 456 00:24:47,442 --> 00:24:48,269 I'll give you $5. 457 00:24:48,443 --> 00:24:49,792 If you give me a ride. 458 00:24:49,966 --> 00:24:51,185 Why don't you ask somebody here with a car? 459 00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:53,056 It might be a little bit easier. 460 00:24:53,230 --> 00:24:54,449 They're all creeps. 461 00:24:54,797 --> 00:24:58,018 Plus, riding your bike looks cool. 462 00:24:58,932 --> 00:25:00,455 You don't have to pay me anything. 463 00:25:00,629 --> 00:25:02,762 I, uh, where are you're trying to go? 464 00:25:03,850 --> 00:25:05,895 A couple of miles out of town. Gonna catch 465 00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:07,506 up with some friends. 466 00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:09,246 Have you ever been on one of these before? 467 00:25:09,899 --> 00:25:10,900 Wouldn’t be my first. 468 00:25:12,728 --> 00:25:14,600 That's a yes? 469 00:25:14,774 --> 00:25:15,644 Yeah, hop on. 470 00:25:20,606 --> 00:25:21,781 Matt Benning. Hey, Matt Benning. 471 00:25:21,955 --> 00:25:22,825 Nice to meet you. 472 00:25:22,999 --> 00:25:24,523 You uh, you care to shoot? 473 00:25:26,002 --> 00:25:27,003 Sure. See those six plates 474 00:25:27,177 --> 00:25:28,483 down there? Lock them down. 475 00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,096 You a veteran, Matt Benning? 476 00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:35,534 - Oh, man. - Huh? Come on! 477 00:25:35,708 --> 00:25:37,797 If I was, I wouldn’t have any money to pay you with if I lost. 478 00:25:37,971 --> 00:25:41,104 Oh, brother, you don't need any money out here, loser has to 479 00:25:41,278 --> 00:25:42,192 wear the fox only. 480 00:25:43,629 --> 00:25:46,762 Todd! Do a little dance! 481 00:25:46,936 --> 00:25:48,677 So what do you say, Matt Benning? You game? 482 00:25:48,851 --> 00:25:50,461 Huh, I am. 483 00:25:53,943 --> 00:25:56,772 Oh, you pulled that last one again! 484 00:25:59,296 --> 00:26:01,603 That looks like... you’re wearing the fucking fox! 485 00:26:01,908 --> 00:26:03,779 Give us a fucking show. 486 00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:05,868 Shake that fox tail! 487 00:26:06,390 --> 00:26:08,567 You got some smooth moves, brother. 488 00:26:08,741 --> 00:26:11,744 Shit. I got some, uh... 489 00:26:12,527 --> 00:26:13,833 Some other friends. 490 00:26:15,051 --> 00:26:16,357 Very uh... 491 00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:21,318 What do I say? Eccentric bunch. 492 00:26:21,492 --> 00:26:24,321 And yeah, and I think you'd be very interested in meeting them. 493 00:26:25,105 --> 00:26:26,236 One of them especially. 494 00:26:44,298 --> 00:26:45,691 Kit Kat! 495 00:26:46,387 --> 00:26:47,910 Oh man. 496 00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:49,477 This is a good friend of mine, Matt Benning. 497 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:51,697 Well, hello, Matt Benning. Uh huh. 498 00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:57,180 You wanna go for a walk? 499 00:26:57,354 --> 00:26:59,052 I’ll show you around. 500 00:26:59,226 --> 00:27:02,098 Matt Benning, Release Theater Caveman. 501 00:27:06,494 --> 00:27:08,452 You ever seen stars like this? 502 00:27:09,889 --> 00:27:11,542 Nerve standing province... 503 00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,632 Winter high in the mountains. 504 00:27:15,329 --> 00:27:16,460 Shit. 505 00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:18,332 What's so funny? 506 00:27:18,506 --> 00:27:20,769 It’s just that... line usually works on city folk. 507 00:27:26,035 --> 00:27:28,037 You known Jason a long time? 508 00:27:28,211 --> 00:27:29,299 He was in the military, huh? 509 00:27:29,952 --> 00:27:30,953 Yeah. 510 00:27:31,258 --> 00:27:33,260 He joined the Navy when he was 17. 511 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,350 Did some special ops shit. 512 00:27:36,524 --> 00:27:37,481 Real badass stuff, 513 00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:39,658 he never talks about it. 514 00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:41,181 Yeah, those guys get into it. 515 00:27:41,355 --> 00:27:42,356 Yeah. 516 00:27:43,531 --> 00:27:45,664 And then he got out and did some deep 517 00:27:45,838 --> 00:27:48,101 water, oil welding on the oil rigs. 518 00:27:49,015 --> 00:27:51,060 He’s always pushing himself to the edge of death. 519 00:27:52,627 --> 00:27:54,020 And then he came out here. 520 00:27:54,716 --> 00:27:56,196 Well, if we're going to hang out here for a bit, 521 00:27:56,370 --> 00:27:57,937 we might as well get comfortable right? 522 00:28:15,519 --> 00:28:17,304 I'm sorry, I can't be doing this. 523 00:28:17,870 --> 00:28:20,786 I- I’m, I'm seeing somebody. 524 00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:22,744 She disappears on me all the time, but she's-- 525 00:28:24,093 --> 00:28:26,269 she's my girlfriend. So... 526 00:28:26,443 --> 00:28:28,141 She disappears on you? 527 00:28:29,098 --> 00:28:30,447 Yeah. 528 00:28:30,621 --> 00:28:33,799 Yeah, she's a-- she does. All the time. 529 00:28:36,497 --> 00:28:38,020 So who's your girl you're seeing? 530 00:28:38,194 --> 00:28:40,370 Girlfriend? 531 00:28:42,546 --> 00:28:44,244 Her name's Brandi. 532 00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:46,899 Brandi Wells, you... you know her, or something? 533 00:28:51,338 --> 00:28:52,731 Just go up to the window. 534 00:28:53,253 --> 00:28:55,124 Look inside, take a look. 535 00:28:58,388 --> 00:28:59,346 Just do it, It's my uncle's house. 536 00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:00,869 You're not going to get shot. 537 00:29:17,016 --> 00:29:19,192 I just want you to see it for yourself. 538 00:29:22,456 --> 00:29:23,849 How long has this been going on? 539 00:29:25,241 --> 00:29:26,242 Always. 540 00:29:26,416 --> 00:29:27,591 Her mom's boyfriend got her 541 00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:29,680 into it when she was in high school. 542 00:29:31,508 --> 00:29:33,075 Look, I'm not saying give up on her. 543 00:29:33,249 --> 00:29:35,077 I just want you to know what you're dealing with here. 544 00:30:11,461 --> 00:30:12,767 Hey. 545 00:30:16,510 --> 00:30:18,077 Oh, you need a ride again? 546 00:30:21,210 --> 00:30:22,777 Where’s you end up this time? 547 00:30:25,954 --> 00:30:28,348 Yeah. Yeah, I'll head over there. 548 00:30:29,262 --> 00:30:30,306 Right. 549 00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:48,194 Beautiful view, isn't it? 550 00:30:48,934 --> 00:30:49,935 I swear, you act like you've never seen 551 00:30:50,109 --> 00:30:51,806 a pile of rocks before, Matt. 552 00:30:51,980 --> 00:30:54,417 I dunno, I can stay out here all night. Watch the stars come out. 553 00:30:55,505 --> 00:30:57,246 Oh, I couldn't. 554 00:30:57,420 --> 00:30:58,900 I got to get back to town. I have things I’ve gotta do. 555 00:30:59,074 --> 00:31:00,902 We've been riding that dirt bike of yours for hours. 556 00:31:01,076 --> 00:31:02,817 Really? 557 00:31:02,991 --> 00:31:04,427 What kind of things? 558 00:31:04,601 --> 00:31:06,255 - Just-- - Yeah, What if... 559 00:31:06,429 --> 00:31:08,301 I told you, for instance, I lost the keys to the bike? 560 00:31:08,475 --> 00:31:09,345 - Huh? - Don’t! 561 00:31:11,434 --> 00:31:13,219 What the fuck, Matt? 562 00:31:13,959 --> 00:31:15,351 Swear to God if there are 563 00:31:15,525 --> 00:31:16,657 rattlesnakes in here, Matt, I’m gonna kill you. 564 00:31:16,831 --> 00:31:18,093 No, Matt! 565 00:31:18,267 --> 00:31:19,747 Matt, give me the fucking keys. 566 00:31:19,921 --> 00:31:21,749 No, Brandi. 567 00:31:21,923 --> 00:31:23,838 Why are you being such a bitch? 568 00:31:24,012 --> 00:31:25,666 Why are you in such a hurry to get back into town? 569 00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,798 I dunno what kind of weird caveman rape fantasy 570 00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:28,974 you’re trying to work out but it's not 571 00:31:29,148 --> 00:31:29,975 going to fucking happen. 572 00:31:30,149 --> 00:31:31,498 Give me the keys! 573 00:31:31,672 --> 00:31:33,543 Brandi, no. Why are you in such a hurry 574 00:31:33,717 --> 00:31:34,675 to get back to town? 575 00:31:34,849 --> 00:31:36,285 None of your fucking business. 576 00:31:36,459 --> 00:31:38,548 You know, secrets are like spiderwebs Brandi. 577 00:31:38,722 --> 00:31:40,420 - What? - The invisible threads 578 00:31:40,594 --> 00:31:41,900 are everywhere. But you don't realize they’re there 579 00:31:42,074 --> 00:31:43,379 until you run straight into one of them. 580 00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:45,338 - Are you fucking high? - But once you run into 581 00:31:45,512 --> 00:31:47,427 that first thread, the entire spider web becomes apparent to 582 00:31:47,601 --> 00:31:50,734 you, all interconnected. 583 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:53,172 Why are you so desperate to get back into town? 584 00:31:53,346 --> 00:31:55,000 Fuck you, I'll start the bike myself. 585 00:31:59,830 --> 00:32:01,397 I don't know how to work this thing. 586 00:32:03,878 --> 00:32:06,272 Oh my God, why are you doing this, Matt? 587 00:32:06,446 --> 00:32:09,623 Why are you in such a hurry to get back into town, Brandi? 588 00:32:09,797 --> 00:32:10,798 Huh? 589 00:32:12,365 --> 00:32:13,801 I’ll just fucking walk home. 590 00:32:13,975 --> 00:32:15,716 You're just going to ignore me? 591 00:32:15,890 --> 00:32:18,501 You know, you're like, 2 hours from anywhere out here. 592 00:32:18,675 --> 00:32:21,287 Hey, hey, Turn around. Look at me. 593 00:32:21,461 --> 00:32:23,245 I know you're a fucking drug addict! 594 00:32:28,033 --> 00:32:31,862 You're a drug addict. You're a drug addict. 595 00:32:32,037 --> 00:32:34,517 What’s that quart of whiskey you drink every day, Matt? 596 00:32:34,691 --> 00:32:35,954 Or those pills that you take 597 00:32:36,128 --> 00:32:37,956 one after another, like fucking pez? 598 00:32:39,348 --> 00:32:40,610 Just because you have a doctor's note doesn't 599 00:32:40,784 --> 00:32:42,003 mean you're not a junkie. 600 00:32:43,178 --> 00:32:44,614 So why don't you get off your high horse 601 00:32:44,788 --> 00:32:46,573 and tell me the truth? 602 00:32:49,228 --> 00:32:50,316 Oh, cat’s got your tongue? 603 00:32:52,013 --> 00:32:53,145 I know the truth. 604 00:32:54,276 --> 00:32:55,669 You're too big of a fucking pussy 605 00:32:55,843 --> 00:32:57,366 to handle What happened to you in Afghanistan? 606 00:32:57,540 --> 00:32:59,542 That's the fucking truth. 607 00:32:59,716 --> 00:33:00,891 I'm a drug addict. 608 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:02,197 Who the fuck are you to judge me? 609 00:33:04,547 --> 00:33:06,549 I brought you out here because I wanted to help you Brandi! 610 00:33:07,768 --> 00:33:09,509 What the fuck is wrong with you? Huh? 611 00:33:12,555 --> 00:33:14,557 What's wrong with you? 612 00:34:13,790 --> 00:34:17,142 Oh... it's amazing. 613 00:34:18,534 --> 00:34:20,667 It's like being dead for 10 seconds. 614 00:34:20,841 --> 00:34:22,712 I swear. You have to try it. 615 00:34:24,105 --> 00:34:26,673 Brandi, you got to stop. Your mom died from this shit. 616 00:34:26,847 --> 00:34:27,761 You got to stop. 617 00:34:27,935 --> 00:34:28,979 Hey... 618 00:34:30,677 --> 00:34:32,722 Don’t listen to me when I get like that, okay? 619 00:34:36,683 --> 00:34:38,641 Hey, at least I feel things, Matt. Not like you 620 00:34:38,815 --> 00:34:41,644 some overmedicated fucking zombie. 621 00:34:41,818 --> 00:34:43,081 Mm-mm. 622 00:34:43,255 --> 00:34:44,952 That’s not me. 623 00:34:45,126 --> 00:34:46,649 I'm burning. 624 00:34:46,823 --> 00:34:49,087 Burning my way through life. 625 00:34:49,261 --> 00:34:50,697 I'm going to come out the other end, 626 00:34:50,871 --> 00:34:54,179 either a whole new person or nothing but ashes. 627 00:35:02,926 --> 00:35:04,232 But you? 628 00:35:05,494 --> 00:35:06,800 Sweetheart, you're never going 629 00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:09,194 to feel a goddamn thing 630 00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:11,326 taking all those fucking pills. 631 00:35:28,865 --> 00:35:30,258 Come here. 632 00:35:31,346 --> 00:35:33,783 Come here, I wanna feel you next to me. 633 00:35:40,747 --> 00:35:42,705 So good. 634 00:35:45,752 --> 00:35:47,101 Bye, Brandi. 635 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:50,670 Goodbye. 636 00:36:01,333 --> 00:36:02,812 Pathetic. 637 00:36:31,232 --> 00:36:32,842 Hi, Matt. 638 00:36:34,931 --> 00:36:35,976 What are you thinking? 639 00:36:36,150 --> 00:36:37,630 Pack of smokes? 640 00:36:37,804 --> 00:36:38,674 A pack of smokes, please. 641 00:36:38,848 --> 00:36:40,023 Here you go. 642 00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:42,635 How you been? 643 00:36:42,809 --> 00:36:45,290 - Oh, I'm good. - Going to the party tonight? 644 00:36:45,464 --> 00:36:46,813 - Can we take your car? - Yeah. 645 00:36:48,380 --> 00:36:51,034 Oh, good. Let's go. Bye, Matt. 646 00:36:54,081 --> 00:36:55,691 Matt! 647 00:36:57,998 --> 00:37:00,218 Matt! 648 00:37:01,393 --> 00:37:02,785 Matt! 649 00:37:02,959 --> 00:37:04,047 What? I need to talk to you. 650 00:37:04,222 --> 00:37:05,266 What do you need, Brandi? 651 00:37:06,876 --> 00:37:07,964 Brandi, I don't have time for this, 652 00:37:08,138 --> 00:37:09,183 shit right now. 653 00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:11,316 Matt. 654 00:37:14,319 --> 00:37:15,537 Brandi, what's going on? 655 00:37:15,711 --> 00:37:17,452 Brandi, Brandi, Brandi, Brandi... 656 00:37:17,626 --> 00:37:19,237 I tried to go to Chad’s 657 00:37:19,411 --> 00:37:21,804 to get money, he said he owes me. 658 00:37:22,588 --> 00:37:25,504 Who? Who? 659 00:37:25,678 --> 00:37:27,462 Brandi, what is going on? Look at me. 660 00:37:27,636 --> 00:37:30,422 Chad... Chad tried to rape me. 661 00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:35,253 He tried to rape me, Matt. 662 00:37:39,561 --> 00:37:41,215 Come on, come on. 663 00:37:44,305 --> 00:37:47,439 Brandi, I said, isn’t he fucking weak? 664 00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:49,179 What the hell's wrong with you? 665 00:37:53,575 --> 00:37:55,490 Hey, hey! Matt! That’s enough. 666 00:38:09,722 --> 00:38:11,506 What is this? 667 00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:14,683 Don’t worry about it. I know this place really well. 668 00:38:22,256 --> 00:38:23,518 Sit down. 669 00:38:23,692 --> 00:38:24,693 No. 670 00:38:24,867 --> 00:38:25,825 Sit down. 671 00:38:42,885 --> 00:38:44,626 You have to try it. 672 00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:46,106 Come on. 673 00:38:50,023 --> 00:38:52,286 Sex is so much better when you're on meth. 674 00:38:53,635 --> 00:38:55,071 It’s so much better. 675 00:38:59,162 --> 00:39:00,163 Come on. 676 00:39:11,958 --> 00:39:12,915 It's good. 677 00:39:40,769 --> 00:39:42,336 It’s good, right? 678 00:39:59,832 --> 00:40:01,703 After I started using meth... 679 00:40:01,877 --> 00:40:04,314 things finally started to make sense. 680 00:40:07,274 --> 00:40:08,623 How you doing? 681 00:40:08,797 --> 00:40:10,016 Uncle Bill's irrationally 682 00:40:10,190 --> 00:40:11,670 overconfident personality. 683 00:40:11,844 --> 00:40:13,454 I got a little treat here for you. 684 00:40:13,628 --> 00:40:15,978 Brandi's disappearing acts. 685 00:40:16,457 --> 00:40:18,677 But first you got to do a little favor for Uncle Bill. 686 00:40:18,851 --> 00:40:20,896 By now, I was totally hooked. 687 00:40:21,070 --> 00:40:22,637 It was their plan all along. 688 00:40:22,811 --> 00:40:25,423 Find a wounded soul they could make their puppet. 689 00:40:27,163 --> 00:40:28,904 I've got a package. 690 00:40:29,078 --> 00:40:32,517 That I need delivered across the desert mountains to a 691 00:40:32,691 --> 00:40:34,344 very dear friend of mine. 692 00:40:35,911 --> 00:40:37,130 How much? 693 00:40:37,609 --> 00:40:39,088 30 k. 694 00:40:39,262 --> 00:40:40,568 It's deposited, that lying piece of shit, now-- 695 00:40:40,742 --> 00:40:42,701 But I didn’t care. 696 00:40:42,875 --> 00:40:44,267 It's all the same to me. 697 00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:45,921 - The inconsistency of the product. 698 00:40:46,095 --> 00:40:47,314 I wasn't cut out for a normal life. 699 00:40:47,488 --> 00:40:49,011 It turned out. 700 00:40:49,185 --> 00:40:50,578 I don't want you to buy into any of that shit. 701 00:40:50,752 --> 00:40:52,537 I want you to get the money in your hands 702 00:40:52,711 --> 00:40:54,147 or get the hell out of there. 703 00:40:54,321 --> 00:40:56,889 - You understand? - Yes, sir. Yeah. 704 00:40:57,629 --> 00:41:01,763 All right, now, you get back here unscathed. 705 00:41:01,937 --> 00:41:03,025 There's a grand in it for you. 706 00:41:03,199 --> 00:41:04,157 The grand and the product. 707 00:41:04,331 --> 00:41:05,680 Same deal we got going. 708 00:41:08,944 --> 00:41:10,119 Oh. Oh, my 709 00:41:10,293 --> 00:41:12,382 entrepreneurial little junkie. 710 00:41:14,733 --> 00:41:16,038 All right, I'll tell you what. 711 00:41:16,212 --> 00:41:20,129 If you take the whole deal in product, 712 00:41:20,303 --> 00:41:21,435 I'm on. 713 00:41:23,959 --> 00:41:25,047 You got it. 714 00:41:25,221 --> 00:41:26,527 All right. 715 00:41:28,007 --> 00:41:29,312 Look, it's getting late. 716 00:41:29,487 --> 00:41:31,706 Like we said. No roads. 717 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:32,707 All desert. 718 00:41:32,881 --> 00:41:34,056 Yes, sir. 719 00:41:47,853 --> 00:41:48,680 Alright! 720 00:41:50,377 --> 00:41:51,857 Let’s shoot guns. 721 00:41:56,601 --> 00:41:58,603 Polish your guns, bend over! 722 00:42:00,822 --> 00:42:02,345 I love that little thing. 723 00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:03,608 But yeah, you know what you’re doing. 724 00:42:30,809 --> 00:42:31,810 I don’t understand how we don't have 725 00:42:31,984 --> 00:42:33,333 any fucking money, 726 00:42:33,507 --> 00:42:35,857 when Uncle Bill gave you something to sell? 727 00:42:36,031 --> 00:42:38,643 Because I took- I took it all in product. You got to sell it. 728 00:42:38,817 --> 00:42:40,558 Who the fuck am I going to sell it to? 729 00:42:40,732 --> 00:42:42,429 I don’t fucking know-- 730 00:42:42,603 --> 00:42:46,520 You do-- Daniel. I can. I can. I can call uh, Daniel. Uhh... 731 00:42:46,694 --> 00:42:47,826 Sell it to Ryan. 732 00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:49,958 He was buys a lot. Sell it to Ryan. 733 00:42:50,132 --> 00:42:51,917 - Shit doesn’t even fuckin-- - That’s why we need to sell it! 734 00:42:52,091 --> 00:42:53,571 I can't do everything around here. Okay? 735 00:42:53,745 --> 00:42:54,963 That's what we got to sell. Some of it. 736 00:42:55,137 --> 00:42:56,835 You can't do everything around here? 737 00:42:58,663 --> 00:43:00,142 Are you fucking kidding me? 738 00:43:02,275 --> 00:43:03,581 Get the fucking phone to work so that 739 00:43:03,755 --> 00:43:05,017 I can sell it. 740 00:43:10,936 --> 00:43:12,241 What the fuck are you doing, Matt? 741 00:43:12,415 --> 00:43:13,939 Why are you making so much noise? 742 00:43:14,113 --> 00:43:15,375 I'm trying to clean this fucking mess, Brandi. 743 00:43:17,333 --> 00:43:19,335 I found an ad for a rehab place, I’m fucking calling them. 744 00:43:19,509 --> 00:43:20,989 Where are you gonna get money for rehab? 745 00:43:23,078 --> 00:43:24,602 You... 746 00:43:25,864 --> 00:43:29,519 You want to live your life like this, huh? 747 00:43:33,567 --> 00:43:35,830 People like you and me, we don't belong 748 00:43:36,004 --> 00:43:37,484 in cookie cutter houses. 749 00:43:40,139 --> 00:43:41,923 Wake up, you little lovebirds. 750 00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:45,187 I’m coming in... 751 00:43:45,361 --> 00:43:46,624 Wake up in there. 752 00:43:50,323 --> 00:43:51,367 Brandi... 753 00:43:55,067 --> 00:43:57,156 I brought you a little present. Here you go. 754 00:43:57,460 --> 00:44:00,638 Oh, Kilo... 755 00:44:19,569 --> 00:44:21,528 You know? 756 00:44:21,702 --> 00:44:22,834 Uncle Bill... 757 00:44:42,288 --> 00:44:43,681 You know what? 758 00:44:45,813 --> 00:44:47,162 Target practice. 759 00:44:55,170 --> 00:44:58,086 Yeah... When do I get to play? 760 00:44:59,131 --> 00:45:00,698 Well, honey, this is a little too much gun for you. 761 00:45:00,872 --> 00:45:04,440 But look, I got something perfect for a young lady. 762 00:45:06,834 --> 00:45:09,402 Now, look. You line those two up and squeeze it... 763 00:45:10,795 --> 00:45:12,666 Sque-- There you go! 764 00:45:14,973 --> 00:45:15,843 That's it. 765 00:45:16,017 --> 00:45:17,323 Here, here, now. 766 00:45:17,497 --> 00:45:20,543 Left arm darling, here. Here you go... 767 00:45:20,718 --> 00:45:22,241 Squeeze it. 768 00:45:22,415 --> 00:45:24,199 Squeeze it. Real gentle. 769 00:45:24,373 --> 00:45:26,158 Yeah, that's it. 770 00:45:27,072 --> 00:45:29,030 Real gentle... 771 00:45:49,834 --> 00:45:51,357 Where is she, in the John? 772 00:45:51,792 --> 00:45:52,750 I’unno. 773 00:46:05,110 --> 00:46:07,199 I think it's time we had some fun. 774 00:46:10,158 --> 00:46:11,856 Brandi, get your ass out here! 775 00:46:34,922 --> 00:46:37,664 Hey! Stay down. 776 00:46:38,665 --> 00:46:40,275 Stay the fuck down! 777 00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,149 Piece of shit! 778 00:46:50,459 --> 00:46:51,721 That was fun. 779 00:47:00,078 --> 00:47:02,167 Y'all have a nice afternoon. 780 00:47:09,739 --> 00:47:11,306 Fuck you, Matt. 781 00:47:28,497 --> 00:47:31,239 You still upset about the other night? Hm? 782 00:47:35,678 --> 00:47:37,202 It was a test. 783 00:47:37,463 --> 00:47:41,032 Test of your loyalty to our family. 784 00:47:45,253 --> 00:47:48,648 I'm turning 60 something in a couple of days. 785 00:47:48,822 --> 00:47:52,173 I got to get out of this fucking place tonight. 786 00:47:53,044 --> 00:47:55,568 There's a place about five and a half hours from here. 787 00:47:56,351 --> 00:47:59,833 The most beautiful strippers in the whole Western Hemisphere. 788 00:48:00,355 --> 00:48:03,271 I'm going to get me some. 789 00:48:03,445 --> 00:48:05,621 I'd like to take you with me... 790 00:48:07,449 --> 00:48:09,756 But I need you to do me a favor. 791 00:48:11,671 --> 00:48:14,021 I need you to go to the plaza. 792 00:48:14,195 --> 00:48:17,720 Make a delivery, take the cash, 793 00:48:17,895 --> 00:48:20,245 and then you slit his throat. 794 00:48:20,767 --> 00:48:24,771 You kill that son of a bitch. Huh? 795 00:48:25,903 --> 00:48:27,382 That son of a bitch? 796 00:48:27,556 --> 00:48:29,907 He's been buying from the Mexicans. 797 00:48:36,957 --> 00:48:38,959 Now, you do that for me, 798 00:48:41,092 --> 00:48:43,790 and you’ll be my favorite. 799 00:50:49,568 --> 00:50:51,004 Where is he? 800 00:50:52,136 --> 00:50:53,528 Hmm? 801 00:50:57,576 --> 00:50:59,273 Is he here? 802 00:51:24,385 --> 00:51:26,996 Where is he? Hm? 803 00:51:32,654 --> 00:51:34,352 Where’d he go? 804 00:51:37,746 --> 00:51:39,052 Where is he? 805 00:51:48,801 --> 00:51:51,020 Hey, I'm calling to report a methamphetamine manufacturer 806 00:51:51,195 --> 00:51:53,197 and dealer. 807 00:51:53,371 --> 00:51:56,156 His name is Steven James Osmond. 808 00:51:56,330 --> 00:51:58,115 He goes by Uncle Bill. 809 00:51:58,289 --> 00:52:00,378 He's got an abandoned trailer out in the Dead Horse Salt Flat. 810 00:52:00,552 --> 00:52:03,120 The place should be covered in his fingerprints. 811 00:52:04,686 --> 00:52:06,819 No, there’s nobody else I can think of. 812 00:53:15,670 --> 00:53:17,846 Call fucking Ambulance you fucking moron! 813 00:53:18,804 --> 00:53:20,719 Oh, you’re at Brandi’s house? 814 00:53:24,113 --> 00:53:25,680 Start breathing. Come on, sweetie. Come on! 815 00:53:25,854 --> 00:53:27,378 Brandi, come on! Brandi! 816 00:53:27,552 --> 00:53:29,771 Brady, wake up. Shit, Shit. 817 00:53:29,945 --> 00:53:31,643 Call the fucki-- I told you to fucking ambula- 818 00:53:31,817 --> 00:53:33,384 Dude, I can’t! I can’t go back to jail, dude! 819 00:53:37,779 --> 00:53:39,128 Call a fucking ambulance! I can’t! 820 00:53:39,303 --> 00:53:40,826 I told you to call an ambulance! 821 00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:42,349 I can’t go back to jail! I told you, man. 822 00:53:54,535 --> 00:53:55,841 We’re torn up, man! Alright, hi. 823 00:53:56,015 --> 00:53:57,756 Uh, I’m at 1128 Willowbrook Lane. 824 00:53:57,930 --> 00:54:00,149 I'm-I'm reporting a drug overdose. Yes. 825 00:54:00,324 --> 00:54:01,760 Send an ambulance as soon as possible. 826 00:54:01,934 --> 00:54:03,109 She's not breathing. Yeah. 827 00:54:03,283 --> 00:54:04,589 Send an ambulance. Alright. 828 00:54:28,090 --> 00:54:29,614 Jump... Get out of my way, real quick. 829 00:54:29,788 --> 00:54:31,442 Let us, let us get in there! Let us get in there. 830 00:54:32,312 --> 00:54:33,661 Pinpoint. 831 00:54:39,363 --> 00:54:40,625 Still no pulse. 832 00:54:46,108 --> 00:54:47,153 Alright, we can start loading her up 833 00:54:47,327 --> 00:54:48,720 and getting her out of here. 834 00:54:48,894 --> 00:54:50,417 I got the backboard. Yep. 835 00:55:00,471 --> 00:55:02,429 Hey, you get in the back, with us, okay? 836 00:56:12,325 --> 00:56:13,370 That’s good stuff. 837 00:56:22,074 --> 00:56:23,728 Just- just the usual, man. 838 00:56:23,902 --> 00:56:25,469 Cool Thank you. 839 00:56:57,544 --> 00:56:58,545 Hey, man! 840 00:56:58,980 --> 00:57:00,112 Yeah... 841 00:57:00,852 --> 00:57:02,114 So I heard you got ice? 842 00:57:02,984 --> 00:57:04,246 I don't know what you’re talking about. 843 00:57:05,117 --> 00:57:06,379 Yeah, well, a spark? 844 00:57:06,553 --> 00:57:07,511 No. 845 00:57:09,687 --> 00:57:11,297 I’m a friend of Ryan's. 846 00:57:11,471 --> 00:57:12,907 How do you know Ryan? 847 00:57:13,081 --> 00:57:15,214 Good boys. We grew up 1990. Back in the day. 848 00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:22,177 Yo, I’m looking for the sponch. 849 00:57:23,309 --> 00:57:24,310 You got the sponch? 850 00:57:30,272 --> 00:57:32,492 This can be as painless as you want it to be! 851 00:57:37,497 --> 00:57:40,631 I'll hurt you. Hit this mother fucker! Hit this! 852 00:58:17,232 --> 00:58:18,451 Fuck. 853 01:00:17,701 --> 01:00:19,659 Your demons finally caught up to you, Brandi... 854 01:00:22,706 --> 01:00:24,751 I have to say goodbye here. 855 01:00:26,231 --> 01:00:29,103 With only your mother’s ashes as our witness. 856 01:00:36,807 --> 01:00:38,504 Who knows where life would have taken us. 857 01:00:43,683 --> 01:00:46,947 If I don’t do something, Brandi... 858 01:00:47,121 --> 01:00:49,428 soon I'll have a funeral lonelier than this. 859 01:00:51,125 --> 01:00:52,300 I'm going to get rid of all that shit 860 01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:54,085 I have Brandi. 861 01:00:58,742 --> 01:01:02,267 Gonna go deep, deep into this desert until I run outta gas. 862 01:01:05,487 --> 01:01:07,838 The desert’s either going to kill me or cure me. 863 01:01:12,146 --> 01:01:14,714 It's the only choice I have. 864 01:01:32,471 --> 01:01:34,038 You know I’ll always love you. 865 01:06:37,471 --> 01:06:38,516 Fuck. 866 01:06:42,694 --> 01:06:44,130 Fuck! 867 01:06:48,004 --> 01:06:49,440 Fuck! 868 01:08:22,576 --> 01:08:25,101 These may be my last few days. 869 01:08:26,189 --> 01:08:27,886 I'm hallucinating. 870 01:08:28,060 --> 01:08:30,323 Withdrawals are hell. 871 01:08:30,497 --> 01:08:34,153 I can't find water where I thought it'd be. 872 01:08:34,327 --> 01:08:36,155 I'll try and gain altitude. 873 01:08:36,329 --> 01:08:37,809 Might have better luck there. 874 01:08:39,158 --> 01:08:41,204 They may find my body here. 875 01:08:41,378 --> 01:08:43,989 This note pinned to it. 876 01:08:44,163 --> 01:08:45,947 Know that there's dignity to that. 877 01:08:46,992 --> 01:08:49,081 Don't feel sad thinking of your little brother 878 01:08:49,255 --> 01:08:51,736 lost alone in this vast wilderness. 879 01:08:52,737 --> 01:08:54,217 Know that I'm fighting 880 01:08:54,391 --> 01:08:56,175 with the last of my strength to see you again. 881 01:08:57,481 --> 01:08:59,135 To see my little nephew. 882 01:09:00,266 --> 01:09:01,572 There is no surrender. 883 01:09:02,616 --> 01:09:07,143 This fight is my only and last chance. 884 01:09:07,317 --> 01:09:08,709 I can already feel the demons 885 01:09:08,883 --> 01:09:10,624 getting quieter. 886 01:09:30,601 --> 01:09:32,124 Mm hmm. 887 01:14:07,834 --> 01:14:09,140 Victor Howl Station, you by an Altec? 888 01:14:12,752 --> 01:14:13,971 I literally have Moses 889 01:14:14,145 --> 01:14:17,540 coming down the fucking mountain. 890 01:14:17,714 --> 01:14:19,237 It looks like a lost hiker. 891 01:14:19,411 --> 01:14:21,239 Going to need now to our... state road 892 01:14:21,413 --> 01:14:25,156 51 mile marker 41, about a half mile east. 893 01:14:25,330 --> 01:14:26,766 Alright, sheriff, stand by for fire. 894 01:14:27,288 --> 01:14:28,681 Looks like a 25 year old male. 895 01:14:28,855 --> 01:14:29,987 Possible heat exhaustion. 896 01:14:46,220 --> 01:14:47,613 What's your name? 897 01:14:48,179 --> 01:14:49,963 Uh, Matt Benning. 898 01:14:50,137 --> 01:14:51,922 Matt, go ahead and take off that blanket for me. 899 01:14:52,096 --> 01:14:54,185 You do you guys... could I just have some of that water, please? 900 01:14:54,359 --> 01:14:56,056 Absolutely. 901 01:14:56,230 --> 01:14:57,754 Go, go ahead and take off that blanket. 902 01:14:58,711 --> 01:15:00,496 Yeah, and-and that backpack. 903 01:15:08,721 --> 01:15:10,506 That's alright. Just leave it. Come on over here. 904 01:15:11,245 --> 01:15:12,682 You don’t have any weapons on you, do you? 905 01:15:13,247 --> 01:15:15,641 - No, sir? - Come on over here. 906 01:15:15,815 --> 01:15:17,556 I've got, uh, just got a pocket knife right here. 907 01:15:17,730 --> 01:15:19,950 Okay. All right. Just gonna check you real quick. 908 01:15:20,124 --> 01:15:21,821 All right. 909 01:15:21,995 --> 01:15:22,387 You know, get your fingers together, like you're praying. 910 01:15:22,561 --> 01:15:23,388 Okay. 911 01:15:24,694 --> 01:15:25,608 Man, what are you doing? 912 01:15:26,652 --> 01:15:27,784 Just detaining you. 913 01:15:27,958 --> 01:15:29,002 I don't know who you are. 914 01:15:34,834 --> 01:15:35,748 Okay, come on over here. 915 01:15:37,184 --> 01:15:38,055 Have a seat inside. 916 01:15:38,229 --> 01:15:39,360 It's nice and cool. 917 01:15:41,972 --> 01:15:43,103 Just relax. 918 01:15:52,156 --> 01:15:53,549 Why didn't you tell me about this? 919 01:15:54,027 --> 01:15:55,159 Is it registered to you? 920 01:15:56,464 --> 01:15:58,205 Yes, sir. Yeah, it-it should be. 921 01:15:59,511 --> 01:16:01,426 No bullets in there, I used them all. 922 01:16:01,687 --> 01:16:03,471 It should be, or it is registered? 923 01:16:04,995 --> 01:16:05,996 Uh, should be-- 924 01:16:07,301 --> 01:16:07,998 Am I gonna find a Meth that goes with this? 925 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:11,697 Is this your ID? 926 01:16:12,132 --> 01:16:13,351 Yes, sir. That’s me. 927 01:16:20,010 --> 01:16:22,099 Looks like there’s a missing persons report on you. 928 01:16:23,491 --> 01:16:25,406 An Ashley Sullivan filed it. 929 01:16:26,320 --> 01:16:27,408 You know her? 930 01:16:31,151 --> 01:16:32,283 Yeah, she's my sister. 931 01:16:34,807 --> 01:16:36,504 The guns registered. 932 01:16:36,679 --> 01:16:39,464 You have no warrants. Good. 933 01:16:39,638 --> 01:16:42,119 Before we call your sister, can you tell me one thing? 934 01:16:42,641 --> 01:16:43,947 Sure. 935 01:16:44,121 --> 01:16:45,601 How did you end up out here? 936 01:16:45,775 --> 01:16:47,211 Because I just can't put the 2 and 2 toge-- 937 01:16:47,385 --> 01:16:48,560 Sometimes, man, you just got to 938 01:16:48,734 --> 01:16:50,562 take matters into your own hands. 939 01:16:50,736 --> 01:16:52,520 Filled up my dirt bike’s gas tank and headed straight 940 01:16:52,695 --> 01:16:54,087 for the desert. 941 01:16:54,261 --> 01:16:55,828 Without a couple of gallons of water, you know, 942 01:16:56,002 --> 01:16:59,876 I was high as fuck. Didn’t seem crazy at all. 943 01:17:00,050 --> 01:17:01,312 I was flirting with death, hoping for it. 944 01:17:01,486 --> 01:17:03,270 Maybe. I don't know. 945 01:17:03,444 --> 01:17:05,272 Figure I had a 50/50 chance of getting out of here alive. 946 01:17:05,446 --> 01:17:08,493 Why would you purposely strain yourself out here? 947 01:17:08,667 --> 01:17:10,147 Cold turkey wasn't for me, man. 948 01:17:10,321 --> 01:17:12,149 I-I-I knew I'd always find a way to get more drugs. 949 01:17:12,323 --> 01:17:13,324 You know? 950 01:17:14,542 --> 01:17:16,327 Afghanistan taught me about the desert. 951 01:17:17,850 --> 01:17:19,896 At least out here I’d have a chance. 952 01:17:20,070 --> 01:17:22,638 Withdrawals, maybe they wouldn't get the better of me, you know? 953 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:25,815 Well, you are one lucky son of a bitch. 954 01:17:26,729 --> 01:17:28,513 Your sister is gonna be happy to hear from me. 955 01:17:29,383 --> 01:17:30,820 Yeah, she probably will be. 956 01:17:32,778 --> 01:17:33,997 Yeah. Sheriff Cooper here. 957 01:17:34,171 --> 01:17:35,259 We found your brother. 958 01:17:35,694 --> 01:17:36,564 Yeah, he's fine. 959 01:17:36,739 --> 01:17:38,218 A little dehydrated. 960 01:17:38,392 --> 01:17:41,091 Looks like he was doing some detox thing out here. 961 01:17:41,657 --> 01:17:42,962 Yeah, well, there's a lot 962 01:17:43,136 --> 01:17:44,660 we don't know about our family members. 963 01:17:46,009 --> 01:17:48,489 Yeah. Now, how far are you from here? 964 01:17:50,013 --> 01:17:50,970 5 hours? 965 01:17:52,711 --> 01:17:54,495 Yeah, we can keep him here for a bit. 966 01:17:55,148 --> 01:17:57,934 Okay. Just relax, have some water. 967 01:17:59,587 --> 01:18:02,112 Victor Howell Station. You got a E.T.A. on fire? 968 01:18:02,286 --> 01:18:04,331 About 25 minutes out, over. 969 01:18:04,505 --> 01:18:05,506 10-4, thanks. 970 01:18:17,823 --> 01:18:19,999 Billy. Billy, it's me, man. Open the door. 971 01:18:21,871 --> 01:18:23,568 Open the fucking door, Billy. I know you’re in there. 972 01:18:23,742 --> 01:18:24,917 Open the door. 973 01:18:26,092 --> 01:18:27,050 Billy! 974 01:18:38,409 --> 01:18:39,845 Billy. 975 01:18:54,904 --> 01:18:56,427 Hey, this is Matt from Veterans Outreach Center. 976 01:18:56,601 --> 01:18:59,082 I'm over at 1476 Horatio Street. 977 01:18:59,256 --> 01:19:00,561 I've got an opioid overdose, 978 01:19:00,736 --> 01:19:02,955 just administered naloxone, left nostril. 979 01:19:04,391 --> 01:19:06,089 Yeah-yeah, it's Billy. 980 01:19:06,263 --> 01:19:08,047 That kid just came back from deployment seven months ago. 981 01:19:10,441 --> 01:19:11,485 Yeah, I'll see you in 9 minutes.