1 00:00:06,673 --> 00:00:09,403 [running water] 2 00:00:15,315 --> 00:00:16,612 [shuts water off] 3 00:00:17,984 --> 00:00:19,781 [Denny] I believe in heaven. 4 00:00:22,922 --> 00:00:25,186 [monitor beeping] 5 00:00:27,160 --> 00:00:29,094 I also believe in hell. 6 00:00:31,898 --> 00:00:34,594 [beeping] 7 00:00:34,968 --> 00:00:37,766 I've never seen either, but I believe they exist. 8 00:00:46,946 --> 00:00:49,073 - [gasps] - They have to exist. 9 00:00:53,987 --> 00:00:55,852 [thumps] 10 00:00:58,024 --> 00:01:00,458 - Because without a heaven... - [rapid beeping] 11 00:01:00,493 --> 00:01:02,552 - ...without a hell... - [gasps] 12 00:01:03,530 --> 00:01:05,657 ...we're all just headed for limbo. 13 00:01:05,765 --> 00:01:07,426 [Sadie] You coming? 14 00:01:08,568 --> 00:01:10,695 If it's bad, the nurses will come get us. 15 00:01:10,737 --> 00:01:13,399 Dr. Grey, he's seizing! 16 00:01:13,440 --> 00:01:15,635 How about now? Now can we go? 17 00:01:15,675 --> 00:01:19,202 Sadie, go find something else to do. Now. 18 00:01:20,313 --> 00:01:21,337 That's an order. 19 00:01:23,349 --> 00:01:25,374 [monitors beeping] 20 00:01:37,263 --> 00:01:38,287 [sighs] 21 00:01:40,033 --> 00:01:41,227 [sighs] 22 00:01:42,268 --> 00:01:44,566 Why are you still here? 23 00:01:44,604 --> 00:01:47,869 - I'm here for you, Izzie Stevens. - No, you're not, 24 00:01:47,907 --> 00:01:51,775 because I broke up with you. So you are not here for me. 25 00:01:51,811 --> 00:01:53,870 I'm sorry, but... 26 00:01:55,415 --> 00:01:57,440 ...you have to go. 27 00:01:57,484 --> 00:02:02,114 - I can't go. I'm here for... - Me. Yeah. Right. 28 00:02:02,155 --> 00:02:04,919 - I am. I'm here for... - Stop saying that! 29 00:02:21,741 --> 00:02:25,302 Dr. Bailey, I just called UNOS. 30 00:02:25,345 --> 00:02:28,212 Jackson's at the top of the list for a liver and small bowel. 31 00:02:28,248 --> 00:02:31,547 They can't come soon enough. His ammonia level's starting to rise. 32 00:02:31,584 --> 00:02:34,712 I thought the shunt was supposed to buy us 24 hours. 33 00:02:34,754 --> 00:02:39,191 Isn't that what you said, that it should give us 24 hours? 34 00:02:39,225 --> 00:02:41,125 We're doing everything we can. 35 00:02:42,362 --> 00:02:45,763 I know. I know you are. 36 00:02:45,798 --> 00:02:47,595 [pager beeping] 37 00:02:49,035 --> 00:02:50,866 Will you excuse me? 38 00:02:57,076 --> 00:02:59,738 - [Bailey] Oh, my God - He had a seizure. 39 00:02:59,779 --> 00:03:02,304 - I gave him lorazepam. - You page Shepherd? 40 00:03:02,348 --> 00:03:04,816 - I paged you. - Page Shepherd. 41 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:07,513 - The patient doesn't want that. - He tell you that? 42 00:03:07,554 --> 00:03:11,012 Yes. Don't page him. 43 00:03:11,057 --> 00:03:14,083 He's terribly unpleasant. [gasps] 44 00:03:14,127 --> 00:03:18,757 [Meredith] Mr. Dunn is a match for your kid who needs the transplant. 45 00:03:18,798 --> 00:03:20,197 He's a match. 46 00:03:20,767 --> 00:03:21,791 Uh-huh. 47 00:03:21,868 --> 00:03:24,302 All of this wasn't caused from the seizure, 48 00:03:24,337 --> 00:03:27,363 - but I'm sure you know that already. - [Dunn] Oh, no. 49 00:03:27,407 --> 00:03:29,170 This is my project. 50 00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:32,201 Dr. Grey does not get the credit. 51 00:03:32,245 --> 00:03:34,213 You probably have a brain bleed, 52 00:03:34,247 --> 00:03:36,442 which is why we need to get Shepherd in here. 53 00:03:36,482 --> 00:03:38,780 Dr. Bailey, he's gonna die anyway. 54 00:03:38,818 --> 00:03:44,347 The boy who needs organs, I presume, wants to live. 55 00:03:44,390 --> 00:03:46,824 And me? 56 00:03:46,859 --> 00:03:49,191 I have organs... 57 00:03:50,663 --> 00:03:52,893 ...and I'm ready to die. 58 00:03:57,403 --> 00:03:59,894 - Dr. Sloan. - Dr. Grey. 59 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:04,441 - After you, Dr. Grey. - Thank you, Dr. Sloan. 60 00:04:08,214 --> 00:04:12,412 It feels wrong on so many levels I can't even count them. 61 00:04:12,452 --> 00:04:16,616 But there is no case in any medical book that tells you how to deal with this. 62 00:04:16,656 --> 00:04:19,489 I don't need a book. I do what's best for my patient. 63 00:04:19,525 --> 00:04:21,049 I suggest you do the same. 64 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:24,063 - I am. - Really? You page Shepherd yet? 65 00:04:24,097 --> 00:04:25,792 Are you gonna page him? 66 00:04:29,535 --> 00:04:33,232 I'm gonna do my best to keep that beautiful boy alive 67 00:04:33,273 --> 00:04:35,764 long enough to find him some organs. 68 00:04:35,808 --> 00:04:39,972 I suggest you do everything you can to keep your patient alive. 69 00:04:40,013 --> 00:04:43,676 Because we're doctors, Grey. We're not... executioners. 70 00:04:51,491 --> 00:04:53,982 [moaning] 71 00:04:54,027 --> 00:04:56,325 - Don't even tell me. - Locked. 72 00:04:56,362 --> 00:04:58,626 - People sleeping or...? - [laughter] 73 00:04:58,665 --> 00:05:02,499 - Why do I bother asking? - This is ridiculous. I need sleep. 74 00:05:02,535 --> 00:05:04,833 - [Mark screams] - [Lexie] Oh, my God! 75 00:05:04,871 --> 00:05:07,271 - That's not a good noise. - That's a bad noise. 76 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:09,275 That's a really bad noise. 77 00:05:10,643 --> 00:05:12,736 [screaming] 78 00:05:12,779 --> 00:05:14,974 - Oh, my God! Are you OK? - No! 79 00:05:15,014 --> 00:05:17,881 It's bent. In the middle. I think I broke it! 80 00:05:17,917 --> 00:05:19,908 - Get Torres! Go! - Um! Oh, OK. 81 00:05:21,521 --> 00:05:23,955 [whimpers] 82 00:05:30,496 --> 00:05:32,589 [Owen inhales] 83 00:05:39,372 --> 00:05:40,771 [door shuts] 84 00:05:52,118 --> 00:05:53,915 I'm getting a 911 page 85 00:05:53,953 --> 00:05:57,320 and I have a casserole in the oven I spent half the night baking... 86 00:05:57,357 --> 00:05:59,450 - Hey. - Whoa. I'm so sorry. 87 00:05:59,492 --> 00:06:01,983 - Is Cristina a... a... around? - No. 88 00:06:02,028 --> 00:06:03,461 OK, then. OK, then. 89 00:06:03,496 --> 00:06:06,090 - Yep. - [door shuts] 90 00:06:06,132 --> 00:06:08,794 There's casserole in the oven if you're hungry. 91 00:06:08,835 --> 00:06:10,200 Thank you. 92 00:06:15,174 --> 00:06:16,801 Has there been a change? 93 00:06:16,843 --> 00:06:21,212 - Has Matthew improved? - I'm sorry. Still no brain activity. 94 00:06:24,317 --> 00:06:27,013 - What are you doing to him? - [George] Blood test. 95 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:29,783 It's standard. Excuse us. 96 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:33,954 You two are on Jackson all day today. 97 00:06:33,993 --> 00:06:36,052 He doesn't have a liver or intestines, 98 00:06:36,095 --> 00:06:40,794 toxins will build, his brain will swell. We can't stop it, we can slow it down. 99 00:06:40,833 --> 00:06:44,360 You don't have time for this, to think about anyone else. 100 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:48,272 Stevens, I need a nod. A yawn. Maybe even a little burp. 101 00:06:48,307 --> 00:06:51,970 Something that lets me know you're capable of keeping this boy alive. 102 00:06:52,011 --> 00:06:53,808 Yes. Sorry. I'm all yours. 103 00:06:53,846 --> 00:06:55,871 [Denny] Way to listen. Thanks for that. 104 00:06:55,915 --> 00:06:58,975 Dr. Bailey, how much time do we have left? 105 00:06:59,018 --> 00:07:00,610 Sixteen hours, at the most. 106 00:07:00,653 --> 00:07:04,214 There's a liver dialysis machine. Gl is using it for a clinical trial. 107 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:07,158 - Liver dialysis? - It's new. Completely experimental. 108 00:07:07,193 --> 00:07:08,888 It could help get rid of the toxins. 109 00:07:08,928 --> 00:07:11,954 It may give Jackson a few more hours... maybe. 110 00:07:12,865 --> 00:07:15,390 All right, Stevens, put in the ICP monitor. 111 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:19,337 Start tracking his intracranial pressures. Karev, go get the machine. 112 00:07:19,372 --> 00:07:21,533 What if it's hooked up to somebody? 113 00:07:22,642 --> 00:07:26,772 If that somebody has more than 16 hours to live, then we'll unhook them. 114 00:07:28,848 --> 00:07:32,011 - I want off this case. - Dr. Bailey? 115 00:07:32,051 --> 00:07:36,385 Oh, God, I want off this case. I want off... This little boy is gonna die. 116 00:07:36,422 --> 00:07:39,152 And I don't wanna be there to see it. I just don't... 117 00:07:39,192 --> 00:07:42,855 I can't see it... I want off. I want off this case. I want off. 118 00:07:42,895 --> 00:07:44,760 [groans] 119 00:07:44,797 --> 00:07:48,096 - When was the last time you slept? - No, no, I'm OK. 120 00:07:48,134 --> 00:07:51,467 - You need one or two hours of rest. - I'm good. 121 00:07:51,504 --> 00:07:53,995 I'm fine. Just go. 122 00:07:57,543 --> 00:07:58,771 OK... 123 00:07:58,811 --> 00:08:01,371 I'm good, I'm good, I'm good. 124 00:08:05,885 --> 00:08:07,512 [Derek] Mmm. 125 00:08:08,054 --> 00:08:11,023 - Mmm. You're very happy. - I am happy. 126 00:08:11,057 --> 00:08:13,525 I'm happy to see you. You're not happy. 127 00:08:13,559 --> 00:08:15,151 No, I've just been here all night. 128 00:08:15,194 --> 00:08:18,857 How is our resident psychopath? Is he gone yet? 129 00:08:18,965 --> 00:08:23,163 - Yeah, yeah, soon. - Good. Sooner he gets out, the better. 130 00:08:23,202 --> 00:08:24,635 Mm-hm. 131 00:08:25,938 --> 00:08:29,806 By the way, Mom likes you. 132 00:08:29,842 --> 00:08:33,243 - She thinks you're good for me. - [both laughing] 133 00:08:48,094 --> 00:08:53,259 - Oh! Dr. Torres! Thank God you're here. - I'm headed to the pit, got a 911 page. 134 00:08:53,299 --> 00:08:56,291 It was me. I paged you 911 for Dr. Sloan. 135 00:08:56,335 --> 00:08:59,304 He's the emergency. Himself. It's on his person. 136 00:08:59,338 --> 00:09:02,671 - Mark's hurt? - Yes. No. Yes. Badly injured. 137 00:09:02,708 --> 00:09:05,768 In a bad way, that is bad for anyone who is a man, 138 00:09:05,811 --> 00:09:07,972 but for Dr. Sloan in particular. 139 00:09:08,014 --> 00:09:10,482 He may have broken a bone. 140 00:09:11,317 --> 00:09:13,046 - A bone? - He broke a bone. 141 00:09:13,085 --> 00:09:16,054 I broke his bone. 142 00:09:18,124 --> 00:09:19,489 You're kidding, right? 143 00:09:22,428 --> 00:09:23,520 You're not kidding. 144 00:09:38,010 --> 00:09:40,501 Cristina, I wanted to apologize for last night. 145 00:09:40,546 --> 00:09:43,538 It was not my intention to arrive in that state. 146 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:46,108 You don't have to say anything. 147 00:09:46,152 --> 00:09:49,781 As a rule, if I'm showering with a woman I do it without my clothes. 148 00:09:49,822 --> 00:09:53,724 And if I get in her bed naked, I don't pass out, and if I... 149 00:09:53,759 --> 00:09:54,817 It's OK. 150 00:09:55,561 --> 00:09:58,530 - It's not. - It's not. 151 00:09:59,932 --> 00:10:02,662 But you don't have to talk about it. 152 00:10:09,208 --> 00:10:12,871 [slurring] It's getting a little harder to breathe. 153 00:10:14,981 --> 00:10:18,542 You can stop doing this, William. You can stop at any time. 154 00:10:20,086 --> 00:10:21,383 I know. 155 00:10:21,420 --> 00:10:23,752 I know. [gasps] 156 00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:26,815 Do you want me to page Dr. Shepherd? 157 00:10:28,361 --> 00:10:30,454 He's your boyfriend, isn't he? 158 00:10:32,098 --> 00:10:36,057 Yes. I had a feeling. 159 00:10:37,103 --> 00:10:39,196 Yes. 160 00:10:39,238 --> 00:10:41,263 I had a feeling. 161 00:10:42,575 --> 00:10:45,203 The man has very good taste. 162 00:10:47,113 --> 00:10:50,514 Right now all I think about are lemons. 163 00:10:57,890 --> 00:10:59,152 Lemons? 164 00:11:00,593 --> 00:11:05,690 When my grandfather was dying, he said he smelled lemons. 165 00:11:07,099 --> 00:11:11,092 It's all he could talk about for three days, the smell of lemons. 166 00:11:13,706 --> 00:11:16,869 I keep waiting to smell them, and I don't. 167 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:24,048 Of course, he was a big liar, so... 168 00:11:25,751 --> 00:11:28,879 Are you sure you don't want me to page Dr. Shepherd? 169 00:11:28,921 --> 00:11:31,446 I'm sure. 170 00:11:33,025 --> 00:11:34,788 OK. 171 00:11:45,504 --> 00:11:48,473 O'Malley, whatever you're doing, I need you to drop it. 172 00:11:48,507 --> 00:11:50,566 - I was going home. - Not anymore. 173 00:11:52,478 --> 00:11:55,038 I need you to talk to the nurses. 174 00:11:55,081 --> 00:11:58,812 Find out if any patients on life support are O positive or brain dead. 175 00:11:58,851 --> 00:12:01,684 Then cross-match those folks against Jackson Prescott. 176 00:12:01,721 --> 00:12:04,155 - Kid's running out of time. - OK. 177 00:12:04,190 --> 00:12:05,623 And O'Malley... 178 00:12:06,292 --> 00:12:08,260 Be sensitive to their families. 179 00:12:08,294 --> 00:12:11,058 We need organs for this boy, but we can only ask. 180 00:12:11,097 --> 00:12:14,157 We can't pressure. We can't coerce. Understood? 181 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:15,360 Of course, sir. 182 00:12:18,704 --> 00:12:20,672 - Um, Cristina? - Oh, Shepherd. 183 00:12:27,980 --> 00:12:30,574 - It's a ring. - It's from my mother. 184 00:12:30,616 --> 00:12:34,052 It's from me. It was my mother's, I'm gonna give it to Meredith soon. 185 00:12:34,086 --> 00:12:37,249 I'm looking for an opinion on whether she's gonna like it, 186 00:12:37,289 --> 00:12:39,985 or I should have the setting redone more modern. 187 00:12:40,025 --> 00:12:44,052 - That's really not my job. - I know you two are still fighting. 188 00:12:44,096 --> 00:12:47,827 Isn't it about time you wrap that up? I ask, because when I propose, 189 00:12:47,867 --> 00:12:50,301 she's gonna need somebody to freak out to. 190 00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:53,170 She misses you. 191 00:12:54,206 --> 00:12:55,332 A lot. 192 00:12:55,374 --> 00:12:58,969 You must miss her. I don't know what's going on in your life, 193 00:12:59,011 --> 00:13:02,139 but you must have something you need to freak out to her about. 194 00:13:02,181 --> 00:13:04,706 I'm sorry. You should ask someone else. 195 00:13:10,256 --> 00:13:13,885 Ms. Prescott? Have you had anything to eat today? 196 00:13:13,926 --> 00:13:17,453 You should keep your strength up. Get a cup of coffee or some food. 197 00:13:17,496 --> 00:13:20,021 I'll stay here with Jackson. He's stable for now. 198 00:13:22,168 --> 00:13:24,193 Go on. I'll stay. 199 00:13:31,544 --> 00:13:34,536 [Izzie] You are like the guy who graduated from high school 200 00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:37,241 and still hangs out on the football field. 201 00:13:37,283 --> 00:13:40,184 - Do you believe in heaven? - What? 202 00:13:40,219 --> 00:13:41,948 Heaven. 203 00:13:44,089 --> 00:13:46,114 I don't know. I guess. 204 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:50,256 Because I thought that, maybe, this was heaven. 205 00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:52,858 Getting to be here with you. 206 00:13:52,898 --> 00:13:58,097 But now... Now I'm not so sure. I think this... 207 00:13:58,871 --> 00:14:02,602 - I think this may be hell, or... - What are you talking about? 208 00:14:02,641 --> 00:14:04,575 - I'm here for you. - For me, I know. 209 00:14:04,610 --> 00:14:08,410 I got it, I hear you... a thousand times. 210 00:14:08,447 --> 00:14:13,009 I chose Alex. I'm sorry. I am. I'm really sorry about that... 211 00:14:13,052 --> 00:14:14,485 [Denny] And I'm still here. 212 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:18,957 You broke up with me and I'm still here. Doesn't that tell you anything? 213 00:14:18,991 --> 00:14:22,950 It tells me that you're jealous. That you don't want me to be happy, 214 00:14:22,995 --> 00:14:27,762 - you don't want me to choose Alex... - Damn it, listen! You can't pick Alex. 215 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:30,234 - I'm here for you! - Denny... 216 00:14:36,809 --> 00:14:38,674 I want you to be happy, Izzie. 217 00:14:39,178 --> 00:14:43,137 I do. And I would leave, if I could. 218 00:14:43,182 --> 00:14:47,585 You think I want to stay here while you tell me you want another man? 219 00:14:50,322 --> 00:14:53,485 I can't go because you won't listen to me. 220 00:14:54,093 --> 00:14:57,426 - I am here for you. - What does that even mean? 221 00:14:58,631 --> 00:15:02,533 - What does it mean? - You're a doctor, Izzie. 222 00:15:03,669 --> 00:15:05,364 Figure it out. 223 00:15:09,675 --> 00:15:10,699 Thank you. 224 00:15:12,611 --> 00:15:14,340 What? 225 00:15:15,180 --> 00:15:18,047 Did... What? 226 00:15:19,551 --> 00:15:20,745 Nothing. 227 00:15:22,888 --> 00:15:27,120 How's your serial killer? Did you monitor him last night? 228 00:15:27,159 --> 00:15:29,923 Yeah. I got it covered. 229 00:15:36,402 --> 00:15:39,428 Cristina, I said I've got it covered. 230 00:15:39,471 --> 00:15:41,735 [gasping] 231 00:15:53,052 --> 00:15:54,747 Tell me you paged Shepherd. 232 00:15:54,787 --> 00:15:56,379 - He wants to die. - Meredith! 233 00:15:56,422 --> 00:15:59,414 He's gonna die anyway, in a few days. If he dies here, 234 00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:03,622 we can donate organs to the ten-year-old down the hall. Derek won't allow it. 235 00:16:03,662 --> 00:16:05,960 I didn't page him. I hope you won't, either. 236 00:16:06,532 --> 00:16:09,399 I know you think this is wrong. Just let me do this. 237 00:16:12,972 --> 00:16:15,702 Please... please help. 238 00:16:16,408 --> 00:16:18,706 Help me. 239 00:16:18,744 --> 00:16:20,939 I don't want to die. 240 00:16:22,715 --> 00:16:25,115 - I don't want to die. - Page Shepherd right now! 241 00:16:25,150 --> 00:16:26,174 [alarm blaring] 242 00:16:26,218 --> 00:16:29,016 [man on PA] Code blue, 3rd floor. Code blue, 3rd floor. 243 00:16:34,226 --> 00:16:37,889 - Should I thread the catheter? - I want to see the Grand Canyon. 244 00:16:37,930 --> 00:16:40,524 - Visualize it on the ultrasound. - [Denny] I wanna hike it. 245 00:16:40,566 --> 00:16:43,899 Look out over Dead Man's Drop. Not because I'm dead. Just 'cause, 246 00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:45,767 - you know, the view. - Shut up. 247 00:16:46,972 --> 00:16:49,304 - What was that? - Nothing. 248 00:16:49,341 --> 00:16:51,707 - Should I be able to see the needle? - Yeah. 249 00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:54,406 That shadow within the lumen is the catheter. 250 00:16:54,446 --> 00:16:58,576 Have we heard anything from UNOS? Have we heard anything? 251 00:16:59,952 --> 00:17:00,976 I'll call them back. 252 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,580 [Denny] I'd also like to see the Great Wall of China. 253 00:17:03,622 --> 00:17:07,456 I did a lot of traveling in my life but never made it to Asia. I regret that. 254 00:17:07,926 --> 00:17:10,588 My point, you unbelievably stubborn woman, 255 00:17:10,629 --> 00:17:15,362 is that there are other things I would like to do and see. 256 00:17:15,401 --> 00:17:18,268 Things that I would like to, but I can't. 257 00:17:18,303 --> 00:17:23,570 I can't go to heaven or hell or to Asia. I can't do anything but this 258 00:17:23,609 --> 00:17:26,840 - until you figure it out. - Would you just tell me already?! 259 00:17:32,684 --> 00:17:33,912 I'm sorry. 260 00:17:36,021 --> 00:17:38,888 Why don't you take a little break, Dr. Stevens. 261 00:17:53,605 --> 00:17:56,665 Does your sister talk to you anymore or just boss you around? 262 00:17:56,708 --> 00:18:00,576 She used to talk to me. Now she tells me to get lost, like we aren't friends. 263 00:18:00,612 --> 00:18:03,206 - You hear Sloan broke his goods? - What? 264 00:18:03,248 --> 00:18:06,115 - On-call room. I heard him scream. - With Torres? 265 00:18:06,151 --> 00:18:09,518 Maybe. Whoever it was, whoever rode him and broke him? 266 00:18:09,555 --> 00:18:11,682 That's a girl I want on me. 267 00:18:12,424 --> 00:18:14,085 Was it Torres? 268 00:18:14,126 --> 00:18:15,889 - What? - Those two are off and on. 269 00:18:15,928 --> 00:18:17,589 Think she's the one who broke it? 270 00:18:17,629 --> 00:18:19,995 How should I know? It's not my business. 271 00:18:20,032 --> 00:18:24,128 It's nobody's business. It's definitely not yours... Not that I know. 272 00:18:24,169 --> 00:18:28,299 If I did know who broke Mark's penis, I wouldn't tell you. We're not friends. 273 00:18:28,340 --> 00:18:32,640 I took out your appendix, almost ended my career. That doesn't make us close. 274 00:18:36,448 --> 00:18:39,042 I want him prepped and in the OR in 20 minutes. 275 00:18:39,084 --> 00:18:40,210 Yes, sir. 276 00:18:42,955 --> 00:18:44,786 Should have paged me a long time ago. 277 00:18:44,823 --> 00:18:48,020 Better yet, when I asked how he was, you should have told me. 278 00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:51,621 - I was following the patient's wishes. - He doesn't get wishes. 279 00:18:51,663 --> 00:18:54,131 - He killed five women. - You believe you're right, 280 00:18:54,166 --> 00:18:57,192 I think I'm right. If I said something there'd have been a debate. 281 00:18:57,236 --> 00:19:00,797 He's been manipulating you since he got here. He preys on women. 282 00:19:00,839 --> 00:19:03,637 - I made a decision as his doctor. - A bad decision. 283 00:19:03,675 --> 00:19:07,771 It was the wrong decision. You're gonna scrub in on his surgery 284 00:19:07,813 --> 00:19:10,941 and watch while I try like hell to undo what you did. 285 00:19:14,019 --> 00:19:15,145 [sighs] 286 00:19:15,187 --> 00:19:16,620 [monitor beeping] 287 00:19:16,655 --> 00:19:19,624 - His ICP's not going under 25. - Is the catheter occluded? 288 00:19:19,658 --> 00:19:21,023 - Looks fine. - All right. 289 00:19:21,059 --> 00:19:24,722 Try adjusting the height of the drip chamber. Raise his bed 10 degrees. 290 00:19:24,763 --> 00:19:27,197 - What'll that do? - Not much. 291 00:19:27,232 --> 00:19:30,531 Jackson. Jackson, listen to Mommy. 292 00:19:30,569 --> 00:19:34,733 It's not time. You do not get to go yet. 293 00:19:34,773 --> 00:19:38,834 You have to stay here with me. You hear me? You stay with Mommy. 294 00:19:38,877 --> 00:19:41,072 It is not time, baby. I love you. 295 00:19:41,113 --> 00:19:44,947 And I need you to fight. I need you to fight, Jackson. 296 00:19:44,983 --> 00:19:49,545 Come on, come on. You fight to stay alive. 297 00:20:08,574 --> 00:20:12,476 - Yeah, that's a penile fracture. - Oh, I'm gonna kill myself. 298 00:20:12,511 --> 00:20:15,708 - We should operate, then kill yourself. - Oh, God! 299 00:20:15,747 --> 00:20:19,877 - Can you do it? - Him? No! He's a meatballer. 300 00:20:19,918 --> 00:20:22,386 He is meticulous and he will keep his mouth shut. 301 00:20:22,421 --> 00:20:25,481 Mainly because I've seen you naked in a resident's bedroom. 302 00:20:25,524 --> 00:20:27,856 I've done this before. It's not complicated. 303 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:29,986 Guys run into this on the battlefield? 304 00:20:30,028 --> 00:20:33,623 Don't think we should talk about how guys run into this. Line up an OR. 305 00:20:33,665 --> 00:20:36,634 We need to get in fast or you risk permanent damage. 306 00:20:36,668 --> 00:20:38,966 Oh, God! No permanent damage, please. 307 00:20:39,004 --> 00:20:41,404 [gasping] 308 00:20:42,374 --> 00:20:46,140 - Hey... - Little Grey, go away. 309 00:20:46,178 --> 00:20:49,306 - I don't want you to see me like this. - I made you like this. 310 00:20:49,348 --> 00:20:51,009 I'm saying "please," here. 311 00:20:53,552 --> 00:20:55,577 Please. 312 00:21:00,292 --> 00:21:01,316 Uh... 313 00:21:06,164 --> 00:21:08,098 Talk to me, O'Malley. 314 00:21:10,135 --> 00:21:12,194 - My God. - The guy's not a donor. 315 00:21:12,237 --> 00:21:14,432 They're about to unplug him. 316 00:21:34,092 --> 00:21:36,822 - Dr. Shepherd! - Dr. Bailey? 317 00:21:38,030 --> 00:21:40,396 I need you to stop. 318 00:21:40,432 --> 00:21:44,425 I need you to put down the scalpel. This man is trying to kill himself. 319 00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:46,960 God forgive me, I need you to let him. 320 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,647 You need to leave my OR, Dr. Bailey. 321 00:22:03,689 --> 00:22:07,819 In five days... In five days this man is going to die, 322 00:22:07,859 --> 00:22:10,123 and his organs are gonna go with him. 323 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:14,394 They'll be buried with his body, and they'll rot in the ground, 324 00:22:14,433 --> 00:22:17,368 and that is a crime. 325 00:22:17,402 --> 00:22:20,098 It's a crime against life. 326 00:22:20,138 --> 00:22:22,732 It's only five days. That's it. 327 00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:27,211 That's all we're taking from him, and he doesn't want them anyway. 328 00:22:30,949 --> 00:22:34,646 - We took an oath, Miranda. - I know... that. 329 00:22:34,686 --> 00:22:38,053 I know we took an oath, but... 330 00:22:38,090 --> 00:22:41,617 ...right now, that oath makes no sense. 331 00:22:41,660 --> 00:22:44,788 It makes no sense. It doesn't. 332 00:22:44,830 --> 00:22:48,732 Just stop. Don't do anything else for this man. 333 00:22:51,436 --> 00:22:54,234 If I stop this surgery, 334 00:22:54,272 --> 00:22:57,469 it's the same as me sticking this scalpel into his brain. 335 00:22:59,845 --> 00:23:01,745 Is that what you want? 336 00:23:03,915 --> 00:23:06,179 Yes. That's what I want. 337 00:23:16,128 --> 00:23:19,461 - I'm sorry, what do you want? - I'm sorry. 338 00:23:19,498 --> 00:23:22,160 I know this is excruciating. 339 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:23,895 But what I want... 340 00:23:23,935 --> 00:23:26,130 ...what I need... 341 00:23:27,639 --> 00:23:31,541 ...are your husband's organs. His liver and his bowels. 342 00:23:31,576 --> 00:23:33,544 - He's a match for... - Go away. 343 00:23:34,713 --> 00:23:36,806 - I'm sorry? - [woman] Please, go away. 344 00:23:36,848 --> 00:23:39,817 I don't want anyone cutting into him anymore. 345 00:23:40,585 --> 00:23:41,950 I can't. 346 00:23:43,422 --> 00:23:45,185 I can't take any more. 347 00:23:46,057 --> 00:23:47,456 He was healthy. 348 00:23:48,827 --> 00:23:50,795 He was healthy two days ago. 349 00:23:50,862 --> 00:23:52,921 He's my love. 350 00:23:52,964 --> 00:23:56,058 And he put his head through a windshield. 351 00:23:57,369 --> 00:23:59,394 And I have to unplug him. 352 00:24:00,071 --> 00:24:03,700 He is the person who is supposed to hold my hand when things go bad. 353 00:24:03,742 --> 00:24:05,835 He is supposed to be here to help. 354 00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:09,676 But he gets to go to heaven. 355 00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:13,043 I can't take any more. 356 00:24:13,618 --> 00:24:15,745 I can barely do this. 357 00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:19,086 So, please, go away. 358 00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:21,786 I don't want anyone cutting into him. 359 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:41,571 Thanks for doing this, by the way. I know you didn't have to. 360 00:24:41,613 --> 00:24:44,980 Apparently I did, or you would blackmail me to keep me quiet. 361 00:24:46,017 --> 00:24:49,976 - I wasn't gonna actually do anything. - I wasn't gonna say anything. 362 00:24:53,758 --> 00:24:56,591 Uh, it wasn't me, by the way. With Mark. 363 00:24:56,628 --> 00:24:59,324 - In case you were wondering. - Wondering what? 364 00:24:59,364 --> 00:25:00,831 Who broke him. 365 00:25:00,866 --> 00:25:04,802 We're just friends. I mean, we also... 366 00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:08,738 We don't really, actually, anymore. He got involved with somebody else 367 00:25:08,773 --> 00:25:10,673 plus I'm a lesbian now, maybe. 368 00:25:10,709 --> 00:25:13,303 Sort of. I don't know. 369 00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:17,679 Anyway, he took up with somebody else. That's cool, 'cause I'm celibate. 370 00:25:18,316 --> 00:25:20,807 I cook now, which is totally great. 371 00:25:20,852 --> 00:25:23,343 I roasted a chicken. I'm happy for him, 372 00:25:23,388 --> 00:25:27,051 that he's got somebody who can, you know, shake and break him. 373 00:25:28,727 --> 00:25:33,096 I guess I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss having a backup penis, 374 00:25:33,131 --> 00:25:35,156 just in case I'm not a lesbian. 375 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:38,033 And he was my friend, too. I guess he still is, 376 00:25:38,069 --> 00:25:42,369 but it's never the same when somebody's getting all into somebody new, 377 00:25:42,407 --> 00:25:45,638 so it's kind of like I've lost both those things, 378 00:25:45,677 --> 00:25:47,304 the penis and the friend. 379 00:25:49,147 --> 00:25:50,671 [sighs] 380 00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:53,650 I hate to lose one good thing, never mind two. 381 00:26:00,892 --> 00:26:02,655 Sometimes I get started talking 382 00:26:02,694 --> 00:26:05,390 and I... say more than I should. 383 00:26:05,430 --> 00:26:07,330 Picked up on that. 384 00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:14,995 Cristina can seem cold, but... 385 00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,201 ...that's just a lid, 386 00:26:17,242 --> 00:26:20,803 a lid on a jar that holds her feelings. 387 00:26:20,845 --> 00:26:24,212 But... it's a big jar. 388 00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:27,218 So don't give up too easy. 389 00:26:27,252 --> 00:26:31,279 Torres, I hope you find your backup penis 390 00:26:31,323 --> 00:26:33,883 or a great lesbian to cook for. 391 00:26:33,925 --> 00:26:37,554 - Whichever. - Thank you. 392 00:26:46,538 --> 00:26:47,630 How's he doing? 393 00:26:47,672 --> 00:26:50,368 Intercranial pressure's through the roof. 394 00:26:50,408 --> 00:26:52,035 Where the hell have you been? 395 00:26:53,078 --> 00:26:56,104 I... had some stuff. 396 00:26:57,749 --> 00:26:59,842 Dead man talking stuff? 397 00:27:01,152 --> 00:27:03,620 Yeah, I... I don't know. 398 00:27:03,655 --> 00:27:05,748 This kid is dying in front of his mom. 399 00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:09,886 It's so bad Dr. Bailey, Dr. Bailey can't stay in here and watch. 400 00:27:11,196 --> 00:27:15,394 But we're busting our asses to save him, and you're talking to a dead guy. 401 00:27:15,433 --> 00:27:19,233 You want to do that crap at home, fine. But not here. Here you're a doctor. 402 00:27:19,270 --> 00:27:21,431 Start acting like one. 403 00:27:21,473 --> 00:27:24,567 [machine beeping] 404 00:27:24,609 --> 00:27:27,305 - ICP's too high. - I just gave him hypertonic saline. 405 00:27:27,345 --> 00:27:30,781 - When was his last lorazepam? - Gave him a bolus 20 minutes ago. 406 00:27:30,815 --> 00:27:34,080 Put him on a drip with Vec. And put him on a BIS monitor. 407 00:27:34,119 --> 00:27:35,814 Check with UNOS again. 408 00:27:35,854 --> 00:27:37,947 I know it's a long shot. Just go. 409 00:27:37,989 --> 00:27:39,786 Uh-huh. 410 00:27:40,859 --> 00:27:44,625 Whatever Bailey's doing, I hope she's having better luck than we are. 411 00:27:46,831 --> 00:27:50,699 He's hemorrhaging through his craniectomy. Should I put in a drain? 412 00:27:52,003 --> 00:27:53,527 That's up to Dr. Bailey. 413 00:27:54,305 --> 00:27:55,897 [Cristina] Dr. Bailey? 414 00:27:57,609 --> 00:28:00,339 - Dr. Bailey? Should I put in a drain? - No. 415 00:28:01,212 --> 00:28:03,305 [Cristina] There's a lot of bleeding... 416 00:28:03,348 --> 00:28:06,215 - I'm aware of that, Dr. Yang. - Sir, really soon. 417 00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:15,455 It's your call, Dr. Bailey. 418 00:28:16,127 --> 00:28:17,754 It's up to you. 419 00:28:17,796 --> 00:28:21,288 Am I an executioner or am I a surgeon? 420 00:28:22,834 --> 00:28:26,702 It's up to you. It's your call. 421 00:28:43,288 --> 00:28:45,256 Pick up the scalpel. 422 00:29:09,047 --> 00:29:13,711 He can't take his liver to heaven, can't take his bowels or kidneys. 423 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:16,653 His brain is gone, but those organs are probably good 424 00:29:16,688 --> 00:29:18,679 because he's a young man. 425 00:29:18,723 --> 00:29:21,715 And I know this is not what you want to think about. 426 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:24,854 It's more than anyone should ever have to think about. 427 00:29:26,331 --> 00:29:28,697 But he can't take his organs with him. 428 00:29:32,036 --> 00:29:35,528 [man] I heard it was this physical therapist from the rehab floor 429 00:29:35,573 --> 00:29:38,007 who does this fancy yoga thing, 430 00:29:38,042 --> 00:29:41,705 where she turns herself into a pretzel while she's on top of a guy. 431 00:29:41,746 --> 00:29:44,510 - She quit two weeks ago. - I thought it was Torres. 432 00:29:44,549 --> 00:29:47,575 Whoever it was is going down in Seattle Grace history. 433 00:29:47,619 --> 00:29:49,587 Sloan is a legend. 434 00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:53,921 Can you imagine the kind of muscle it takes to break a man like that? 435 00:29:53,958 --> 00:29:56,791 - [all laughing] - Shut up! Just shut up about it! 436 00:29:59,197 --> 00:30:03,566 - You know something. - I know that it's nobody's business. 437 00:30:03,601 --> 00:30:06,798 She knows something. Did you see somebody come out of the room? 438 00:30:06,838 --> 00:30:08,567 [woman] Maybe it was her. 439 00:30:08,606 --> 00:30:11,097 - [all murmuring] - What? 440 00:30:11,142 --> 00:30:13,804 It was me. OK? Can we drop it? 441 00:30:13,845 --> 00:30:15,710 It was me. 442 00:30:16,514 --> 00:30:20,610 I do this twist and shout thing that blows most guys' minds, 443 00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:24,986 and I guess I twisted a little too far, and almost took the whole thing off. OK? 444 00:30:43,141 --> 00:30:45,268 [sighs] 445 00:30:45,310 --> 00:30:46,709 [shudders] 446 00:30:46,744 --> 00:30:48,837 I can feel you. 447 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,814 I can smell you. 448 00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:53,409 If you're dead, how come I can smell your skin? 449 00:30:53,451 --> 00:30:56,784 So I'm thinking, maybe, you're not dead. 450 00:30:57,722 --> 00:31:00,919 Maybe that was the part of me that was crazy. 451 00:31:00,959 --> 00:31:04,190 Maybe this is the not crazy part. You're still alive. 452 00:31:04,229 --> 00:31:05,821 Right? That's it? 453 00:31:07,332 --> 00:31:09,357 I'm sorry. No. 454 00:31:11,402 --> 00:31:13,563 Then how come I can feel your heart? 455 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:17,535 Because I'm real... to you. 456 00:31:19,244 --> 00:31:22,975 Are you a ghost or a dream or...? 457 00:31:23,781 --> 00:31:27,046 You're a doctor, Izzie, a scientist. 458 00:31:27,085 --> 00:31:29,679 - Think like a scientist. - I am. 459 00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:31,621 I am! 460 00:31:31,656 --> 00:31:35,023 Scientists believe what they can see. 461 00:31:35,059 --> 00:31:37,687 What they can feel. Facts. 462 00:31:37,729 --> 00:31:39,492 Hard facts. 463 00:31:41,366 --> 00:31:43,857 I slapped you. That is a fact. 464 00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:48,862 I felt your face on my hand. Fact. 465 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:52,365 We made love. That's a fact. 466 00:31:52,410 --> 00:31:55,743 I can feel your breath against my skin. Fact. 467 00:31:56,514 --> 00:31:58,448 Fact. Fact. 468 00:32:00,985 --> 00:32:03,215 Izzie. Izzie, Izzie. 469 00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:05,647 What's happening? 470 00:32:06,724 --> 00:32:08,851 You tell me. 471 00:32:10,161 --> 00:32:11,685 I'm scared. 472 00:32:31,449 --> 00:32:33,007 ICP's still going up. 473 00:32:33,051 --> 00:32:35,849 - Are you hyperventilating him enough? - Yes. 474 00:32:35,887 --> 00:32:37,912 [Arizona] Raise him all the way up. 475 00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:41,357 Jackson, you have to hold on. OK, baby? 476 00:32:41,392 --> 00:32:44,589 Melinda, step back. You're in the way. You need to step back. 477 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:48,827 Hold on for Mommy, OK? Please, Jackson. Please! 478 00:32:48,866 --> 00:32:50,663 Ms. Prescott. 479 00:32:50,702 --> 00:32:53,830 - No. No, no, no, no, no, no! - You have to let them work on him. 480 00:32:53,871 --> 00:32:58,205 I can't leave my son. I can't. I can't leave him. Please. 481 00:32:58,242 --> 00:33:00,710 - Let me stay, please! - [Izzie] We'll be outside. 482 00:33:01,746 --> 00:33:04,977 - You see any bleeders? - Field looks clear. 483 00:33:05,016 --> 00:33:08,179 Nice work, Dr. Yang. Go ahead and close up. 484 00:33:08,219 --> 00:33:10,744 - Thank you, sir. - What a waste. 485 00:33:11,789 --> 00:33:14,587 He's alive, Dr. Grey. We saved a life. 486 00:33:15,059 --> 00:33:16,720 That's never a waste. 487 00:33:16,761 --> 00:33:19,389 [ 488 00:33:19,864 --> 00:33:22,059 He's just a little boy. 489 00:33:22,100 --> 00:33:25,934 He's never had a sleepover. He's never learned to ride a bike. 490 00:33:25,970 --> 00:33:28,962 Melinda, listen to me. 491 00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:33,307 Miracles happen. Medical miracles happen every day. People live. 492 00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,141 Even when they shouldn't. 493 00:33:35,179 --> 00:33:39,047 I need to be with him. He's never been anywhere without me. 494 00:33:39,083 --> 00:33:42,883 He can't go alone. I need to be with him. 495 00:33:43,421 --> 00:33:47,790 You are here with him. You're here for him even though you aren't in the room. 496 00:33:47,825 --> 00:33:50,259 You are. You are here for him. 497 00:33:50,294 --> 00:33:51,921 You're... 498 00:33:52,764 --> 00:33:56,632 [Denny] I'm here for you, Izzie Stevens. 499 00:33:56,667 --> 00:33:59,295 - I'm here for you. - [Izzie] You're not real. 500 00:33:59,337 --> 00:34:01,669 - I told you, I'm here for you. - You are not real. 501 00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:04,698 Izzie, I told you, I'm here for you. 502 00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:08,103 Dr. Bailey says you need to come now. 503 00:34:24,829 --> 00:34:26,319 It's time to hold him. 504 00:34:26,364 --> 00:34:29,959 He's going, Melinda. Hold him and help him go. 505 00:34:48,653 --> 00:34:51,884 It's OK, baby. You can go. 506 00:34:51,989 --> 00:34:55,447 It's OK. You can go. 507 00:34:57,628 --> 00:35:00,654 It's OK, Mommy won't be mad. 508 00:35:01,299 --> 00:35:05,201 You can go, Jackson. It's OK. 509 00:35:06,270 --> 00:35:09,137 It's OK, Jackson. You can go. 510 00:35:09,173 --> 00:35:10,697 We have organs! 511 00:35:11,742 --> 00:35:14,905 We have organs! Get him to OR 3 now! 512 00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:16,675 [beeping] 513 00:35:16,714 --> 00:35:19,342 - Starting CPR! - [Arizona] Push.35 of epi. 514 00:35:19,383 --> 00:35:21,078 [Alex] Fifty of bicarb. 515 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:33,586 [ 516 00:35:57,588 --> 00:35:59,715 Finishing the vena cava. 517 00:36:00,591 --> 00:36:02,923 [Bailey] Releasing the clamps. 518 00:36:05,930 --> 00:36:08,398 Do we have any black spots? 519 00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:11,358 Looks clean. 520 00:36:14,105 --> 00:36:15,629 - [beeping] - He's coding. 521 00:36:15,673 --> 00:36:18,335 Start CPR! Get the crash cart over here! 522 00:36:25,082 --> 00:36:27,812 [panting] 523 00:36:31,088 --> 00:36:34,148 - Heaven or hell. - Yes. 524 00:36:36,494 --> 00:36:38,325 You're here for me. 525 00:36:39,764 --> 00:36:42,096 - Yes. - No. 526 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,831 You're not here for me. 527 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:46,666 You're here for me. 528 00:36:47,939 --> 00:36:49,930 You're here for me. 529 00:36:49,974 --> 00:36:52,204 You came to get me. 530 00:36:53,244 --> 00:36:55,610 I didn't know what heaven was. 531 00:36:57,348 --> 00:36:59,646 I thought you were my heaven. 532 00:37:00,918 --> 00:37:02,749 I loved you so much. 533 00:37:03,788 --> 00:37:07,815 I loved you so much that when I got to come back for you... 534 00:37:07,858 --> 00:37:09,450 ...I thought... 535 00:37:11,596 --> 00:37:13,291 ...you are my heaven. 536 00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:17,625 But, maybe... 537 00:37:19,070 --> 00:37:21,038 ...maybe I'm your hell. 538 00:37:23,641 --> 00:37:25,165 I'm sick. 539 00:37:26,844 --> 00:37:28,971 I'm sick, aren't I? 540 00:37:29,013 --> 00:37:31,641 And instead of telling me... 541 00:37:33,818 --> 00:37:36,446 Instead of telling me to save my life... 542 00:37:36,487 --> 00:37:41,652 You son of a bitch! You selfish son of bitch! I hate you! 543 00:37:41,692 --> 00:37:44,456 I didn't know there was a chance. Miracles happen! 544 00:37:44,495 --> 00:37:48,056 Medical miracles happen every day. You said it. You said that. 545 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:50,693 Leave! Leave. 546 00:37:55,940 --> 00:38:01,173 I can go now... because you know. 547 00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:05,344 But it's your choice. You get to choose. 548 00:38:06,250 --> 00:38:09,083 But, Iz, if I go... 549 00:38:10,154 --> 00:38:14,113 ...I don't know. I don't know if I can come back. If I go... 550 00:38:14,158 --> 00:38:17,184 In the choice between heaven and hell, 551 00:38:17,228 --> 00:38:20,061 I choose heaven! I choose life! 552 00:38:20,097 --> 00:38:23,225 Go! Get out of here! Go! Get out of here! 553 00:38:23,701 --> 00:38:25,066 [whispers] Go. 554 00:38:26,737 --> 00:38:29,535 - I really hope this is heaven. - Go. 555 00:38:32,743 --> 00:38:34,108 Yeah... 556 00:38:35,446 --> 00:38:37,414 What are you waiting for? 557 00:38:45,056 --> 00:38:46,148 This. 558 00:39:17,121 --> 00:39:19,248 I'm alive. 559 00:39:20,858 --> 00:39:22,826 Yes, you are. 560 00:39:27,965 --> 00:39:30,365 I was playing you. 561 00:39:30,935 --> 00:39:33,062 Your boyfriend was right. 562 00:39:33,104 --> 00:39:36,904 I wanted to destroy your career. 563 00:39:36,941 --> 00:39:40,172 I was playing you the whole time, Dr. Grey. 564 00:39:41,112 --> 00:39:44,673 And I wanted to be here to see the fallout. 565 00:39:49,854 --> 00:39:52,254 You were scared, William. 566 00:39:52,289 --> 00:39:55,383 Death is scary. I would've been scared, too. 567 00:40:04,602 --> 00:40:08,333 It'd be good to have a friendly face in the crowd... 568 00:40:12,376 --> 00:40:14,139 ...when they kill me. 569 00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:43,934 I planned a whole evening... last night. A real date. 570 00:40:45,176 --> 00:40:49,135 It was a clear night, one of the five Seattle gets all year. 571 00:40:49,313 --> 00:40:52,578 I was going to take you to the West Point Lighthouse, 572 00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:55,676 and we were gonna watch the Northern Lights together. 573 00:40:58,989 --> 00:41:01,219 I had a planned date. 574 00:41:07,465 --> 00:41:09,262 I'd like another chance. 575 00:41:12,570 --> 00:41:15,038 I want you to give me another chance. 576 00:41:16,240 --> 00:41:18,299 You've got some problems. 577 00:41:19,143 --> 00:41:22,078 You've got some big problems. 578 00:41:22,112 --> 00:41:23,670 Yeah. 579 00:41:24,081 --> 00:41:25,810 Yeah... Yeah. I do. 580 00:41:30,788 --> 00:41:32,483 Will you go out with me, anyway? 581 00:41:39,063 --> 00:41:40,587 Yes. 582 00:41:51,709 --> 00:41:54,473 - Hey. - [Mark] Please go away. 583 00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:57,276 - No. - Little Grey... 584 00:41:57,314 --> 00:42:00,340 It's not Little Grey. It's Lexie. 585 00:42:00,384 --> 00:42:05,048 And I'm sorry that I broke your... 586 00:42:05,089 --> 00:42:07,489 I'm sorry that I hurt you. 587 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:09,959 And I'm sorry that you're humiliated. 588 00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:12,826 But I'm not going anywhere. 589 00:42:13,631 --> 00:42:17,192 I've got a friend who is guarding the door. 590 00:42:17,234 --> 00:42:20,761 A good friend. And since no one is going to be coming in, 591 00:42:20,804 --> 00:42:25,207 I am now going to climb into bed with you and stroke your hair. 592 00:42:25,709 --> 00:42:29,372 Because that's what I like to have done for me when I'm hurt. 593 00:42:59,143 --> 00:43:00,872 How is he? 594 00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:05,345 We were so late getting those organs in. 595 00:43:05,382 --> 00:43:10,945 Between the cerebral edema and the reperfusion coding, 596 00:43:10,988 --> 00:43:14,446 we don't know what kind of damage was done to his brain. 597 00:43:14,491 --> 00:43:17,324 We don't even know if he's going to wake up. 598 00:43:19,063 --> 00:43:21,190 I crossed a line today. 599 00:43:21,665 --> 00:43:26,102 I endangered my medical license 600 00:43:29,039 --> 00:43:30,836 I crossed a line. 601 00:43:32,810 --> 00:43:34,675 So did I. 602 00:43:39,183 --> 00:43:42,346 [ 603 00:43:54,098 --> 00:43:55,827 [sobs] 604 00:44:18,555 --> 00:44:22,651 [Denny] Heaven. Hell. Limbo. 605 00:44:27,631 --> 00:44:29,895 No one really knows where we're going... 606 00:44:29,933 --> 00:44:32,231 [buzzer sounds] 607 00:44:35,506 --> 00:44:37,531 [exhales deeply] 608 00:45:35,332 --> 00:45:37,027 Lemons. 609 00:45:39,603 --> 00:45:41,764 My grandfather wasn't lying after all. 610 00:45:41,805 --> 00:45:44,330 [Denny] ...or what's waiting for us when we get there. 611 00:45:58,422 --> 00:46:00,982 [buzzer sounding] 612 00:46:21,612 --> 00:46:25,343 But the one thing we can say, for sure, with absolute certainty... 613 00:46:41,698 --> 00:46:43,290 Jackson? 614 00:46:49,206 --> 00:46:51,037 [Jackson] Can I have some water? 615 00:46:51,074 --> 00:46:53,269 [laughs] 616 00:46:53,310 --> 00:46:54,334 Oh! 617 00:46:56,213 --> 00:46:59,774 [Denny] ...is that there are moments that take us to another place... 618 00:47:30,514 --> 00:47:33,449 I know you don't understand me. 619 00:47:35,018 --> 00:47:38,044 I don't understand me. 620 00:47:39,923 --> 00:47:42,824 I wanted to show him compassion. 621 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:44,691 That's why I went. 622 00:47:44,728 --> 00:47:47,162 That's the reason. 623 00:47:47,197 --> 00:47:51,896 And it was horrible. It was horrible. 624 00:47:54,504 --> 00:47:55,937 It's OK. 625 00:47:58,442 --> 00:48:00,501 It's OK. 626 00:48:04,414 --> 00:48:08,077 She's in the car and she won't stop crying. 627 00:48:08,118 --> 00:48:11,884 - Did you propose? - No. She went to William's execution. 628 00:48:12,623 --> 00:48:14,648 [Denny] ...moments of heaven on Earth. 629 00:48:34,745 --> 00:48:37,578 [muted] 630 00:48:37,614 --> 00:48:40,777 And maybe, for now, that's all we need to know.