1 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:18,960 Toto, come my Toto 2 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:22,720 Toto toto, 3 00:00:22,720 --> 00:00:26,880 toto, toto, toto. 4 00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:29,600 Oh my, but oh my 5 00:00:30,560 --> 00:00:42,360 Madeleine is an elegant woman 6 00:00:42,360 --> 00:00:46,320 77 years old, from a family of metallurgical industrialists. 7 00:00:47,120 --> 00:00:49,720 The first sentence that Madeleine addressed 20 years ago 8 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:53,280 While I was carving on the facade limestone of the cave house 9 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:56,280 that I lived, the Guylaine rose bush from the Gombe family. 10 00:00:56,880 --> 00:01:00,720 The view must be beautiful from the top of the ladder. 11 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:04,280 Madeleine is immediately become my heroine and I hurry 12 00:01:04,280 --> 00:01:08,360 to write a scenario so that she plays Madeleine with Jean Lambert, peasant 13 00:01:08,640 --> 00:01:12,720 that I had barely come to meet everyone on the sea. 14 00:01:13,960 --> 00:01:16,240 Of course, she refused. 15 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:19,200 Why not think of Sabine since she is an actress? 16 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:20,960 And in the surroundings, 17 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:26,080 I understood that cinema was for her, nonsense compared to life 18 00:01:26,080 --> 00:01:37,320 which she poetically arranged in a mixture of rigor and neglect. 19 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:45,000 When Otto landed like a miracle 20 00:01:45,000 --> 00:01:48,560 on the threshold of his house, it was an event for all of us. 21 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:53,760 Madeleine wraps the dying boar in a large cashmere shawl 22 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:56,440 and took him to his bed for the night. 23 00:01:57,080 --> 00:02:01,240 The next morning, Toto, resurrected by heat, ingests 24 00:02:01,240 --> 00:02:05,120 with a little difficulty his first bottle on the knees of his adoptive mother. 25 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:09,080 Dressed for the maneuver a threadbare, purple Carita blouse. 26 00:02:10,640 --> 00:02:12,960 When I visited Madeleine, a few days later, 27 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:15,600 we were already talking about it in the village 28 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:18,520 Toto seemed completely integrated in the menagerie 29 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:22,560 with his big dogs and his 40 chickens at liberty in the immense courtyard. 30 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:27,240 Madeleine served me coffee and gave the bottle to Toto 31 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,800 in a sort of amused demonstration. 32 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:35,440 The more the cornstarch comes back to him in her face, the more she laughed. 33 00:02:37,760 --> 00:02:39,880 If this amuse you, film it. 34 00:02:40,440 --> 00:02:42,440 The ball is in your court. 35 00:02:42,440 --> 00:03:21,120 Said Madeleine. 36 00:03:26,200 --> 00:03:29,880 We see exactly how it happens. 37 00:03:34,200 --> 00:03:34,760 The next day, 38 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:37,680 I'm moving in with Madeleine with all the shooting paraphernalia. 39 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:41,800 Toto took such a place in his life that the picture 40 00:03:41,800 --> 00:04:46,320 of herself which preoccupied her before had disappeared. 41 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:48,840 Every day, the gunshots rang out in the forest. 42 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:53,200 I have the impression that there have never been so many. 43 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:56,160 With each detonation, I imagine the crying of an animal. 44 00:04:56,840 --> 00:05:05,840 The shock would not have. 45 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:08,400 Since I met Toto. 46 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:10,800 These images have gained depth. 47 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,320 I feel them. 48 00:05:17,160 --> 00:05:18,600 Toto is a survivor 49 00:05:18,600 --> 00:05:34,920 of all the hunts that I don't have could have prevented. 50 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,440 Municipal authorities did not delay in visiting him, 51 00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:46,080 warning her of the ban to keep a wild boar at home, 52 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:49,320 that the animal was classified as harmful and a game warden 53 00:05:49,320 --> 00:05:53,520 would come and knock him down like that, coldly, in his garden. 54 00:05:53,800 --> 00:05:56,240 Madeleine didn't care about these threats. 55 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:57,160 She had seen others. 56 00:05:58,560 --> 00:05:59,280 She was ready to 57 00:05:59,280 --> 00:06:02,960 everything to defend Toto, which was a kind of visitation. 58 00:06:03,120 --> 00:06:05,280 Better, her last, as she said 59 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:24,160 winter came 60 00:06:24,160 --> 00:06:28,200 rigorous, the snow was becoming clearer and soon we were all 61 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:33,480 in the impossible, at the idea to leave the village. 62 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:35,760 Neighbors, probably a little curious 63 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:38,400 that Madeleine did not yet know visited him. 64 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:43,240 Among them, Monette, 77 years old, also, who had never left 65 00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:47,960 the farm where she was born, came from this price too 66 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:50,000 of friendship for Toto. 67 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,200 This love was going to be shared between the two women 68 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:55,320 in great complicity. 69 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:59,520 She was often entitled to a few sarcasm. 70 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:02,160 That's why she was following. 71 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:16,800 Always. 72 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:20,560 GOOD. 73 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:31,840 The world 74 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:36,360 and. It was. 75 00:07:38,400 --> 00:07:41,280 Maybe what the others 76 00:07:42,840 --> 00:07:43,520 English. 77 00:07:43,520 --> 00:07:44,760 And the pigs. 78 00:07:46,280 --> 00:07:48,120 Under the locations. 79 00:07:49,040 --> 00:07:50,040 Of four. 80 00:07:50,800 --> 00:07:52,160 Or and. 81 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:02,440 That's after I give them learn. 82 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:05,320 There he has always been more 83 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:21,120 interesting, especially toto toto. 84 00:08:22,080 --> 00:08:25,000 We have a tender life, 85 00:08:25,000 --> 00:08:34,320 a tender life. 86 00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:40,600 What happens to the victims? 87 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:42,600 Madeleine wondered. 88 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:46,160 Are they made to be saved or are they proof of incapacity 89 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:49,400 of the world to repair the injustices of their birth 90 00:08:49,640 --> 00:09:04,320 and their destiny? 91 00:09:09,160 --> 00:09:09,600 Sophie, 92 00:09:09,600 --> 00:09:12,160 a childhood friend, had invited to my home, in Bénouville, 93 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:15,920 his friend professor Vincent to film the community of lovers. 94 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:19,920 A video that she was making. 95 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:23,960 The protagonists paraded at the foot of the cliff, facing the sea, 96 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:27,360 calling each other Vincent, Mathilde, etc. 97 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,280 to help Sophie, I prepared a meal of creamed maritime cabbage. 98 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:43,320 At the end of the day, it started to rain. 99 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:47,120 Ten years later, Vincent, prisoner of a 100 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:51,440 family walk on the coast, remembered me. 101 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:55,840 His last trip to Pakistan had him plunged into an unusual depression. 102 00:09:56,520 --> 00:10:01,040 He was afraid of returning to Asia alone. 103 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:03,240 He thought of me to accompany him. 104 00:10:03,240 --> 00:10:05,760 Unaware that I was living now, we go to sea early, 105 00:10:06,440 --> 00:10:08,760 in the house of Jean Lambert, 106 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:13,000 than a cow that had to be milked in the morning and evening made me quite sedentary 107 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:16,040 and that I didn't like traveling. 108 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,400 Love will have got the better of all this 109 00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:23,960 and in 2004, we moved to Chemla 110 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:30,120 Chemla, capital of Himachal Pradesh, 111 00:10:30,560 --> 00:10:33,600 in the north of India, a hundred kilometers from Chandigarh. 112 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:35,680 Around 400 from New Delhi. 113 00:10:35,680 --> 00:10:37,240 Landing us, 114 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:39,640 me, already sick of having left 115 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:42,120 Normandy. 116 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:47,440 Vincent draws architecture while, overwhelmed, 117 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:51,640 I drink beers Kingfisher on the terraces. 118 00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:55,880 Following an incident on the track 119 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:59,040 less than a kilometer from here, the train cannot enter the station. 120 00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:02,720 We advise people who are waiting for travelers from 121 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:07,200 join them, either on foot via the right track, by car. 122 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:17,240 By the Murville road, at the viaduct. 123 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:23,360 This trip would have me 124 00:11:23,360 --> 00:11:26,600 Deadly bored without cats. 125 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:30,000 The first primate encountered is love at first sight. 126 00:11:30,960 --> 00:11:33,600 But the animal moves on. 127 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:36,120 I want to see more. 128 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:41,440 Vincent seems to be hiding from me like my Jacquot. 129 00:11:41,440 --> 00:11:45,240 Above the city, in a forest pines, rhododendrons and oaks. 130 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:48,400 Is the temple of the god monkey to us, Man. 131 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:50,400 We're going there. 132 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:52,800 Vincent, walking backwards, tells me 133 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,920 in a tone a little scratched the story of Hanuman, 134 00:11:55,920 --> 00:11:59,320 that he knows by heart, nevertheless putting a lot of hesitation. 135 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:00,400 As if he was improvising 136 00:12:02,160 --> 00:12:03,600 to us Man, 137 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:06,920 hero of the Ramayana, son of worms, 138 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:11,240 the god of wind, quite strong to lift the mountains 139 00:12:11,840 --> 00:12:15,760 and compete in speed with Garuda, the bird vehicle of Vishnu. 140 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:20,520 Great admirer of Rama, 141 00:12:20,520 --> 00:12:23,600 not found in the mountains an area that would heal its master, 142 00:12:24,240 --> 00:12:26,840 he brought back the Himalayas on a plateau whole. 143 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,840 To be checked. 144 00:12:30,640 --> 00:12:33,000 Vincent cleared his throat. 145 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:36,520 The tone suddenly became more confident. 146 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:39,200 A characteristic of dubbing and his loyalty 147 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:43,120 complete, permanent, in Rama, his spiritual master. 148 00:12:44,560 --> 00:12:47,600 His whole life, his actions, his days and his nights 149 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:52,280 are devoted to serving his master, in a word to ourselves. 150 00:12:52,280 --> 00:12:55,640 Images of the Perfect Disciple 151 00:13:13,640 --> 00:15:07,640 of the Evil One. 152 00:15:07,760 --> 00:15:11,120 How to account for the abundant presence of animals 153 00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:15,840 in the six cantos of a poem by Lucretius who first sets himself the educational task 154 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:19,200 and scientific to reduce to atoms and vacuum 155 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:22,360 the splendor with which appears to us diversity 156 00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:25,040 things. 157 00:15:25,760 --> 00:15:28,640 The weary sheep, the scent of dogs, 158 00:15:30,200 --> 00:15:30,640 the herds of 159 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:33,640 sheep, the little calf sacrificed, 160 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:37,080 the elephants of India, the colors of the dove and those of the peacock. 161 00:15:38,640 --> 00:15:41,160 And an arduous thing as a hunting dog, 162 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:44,960 so many others animals and ways of being animal haunts 163 00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:48,720 the poem, at the risk to disturb its coherence, 164 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:51,960 lively and overflowing 165 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:54,160 in the strange excess of their familiarity. 166 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:57,560 A text which, to remain faithful to the doctrine of the master Epicurus, 167 00:15:57,720 --> 00:15:58,440 should have stayed. 168 00:15:58,440 --> 00:16:10,640 The simple account of a combinatorics is a mechanic. 169 00:16:10,640 --> 00:16:14,160 Is this something interesting to start with? 170 00:16:15,040 --> 00:16:16,480 If you are cold. 171 00:16:17,160 --> 00:16:20,000 At the pass, no. No. 172 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:24,480 If you take a little Bourgueil for. 173 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:28,800 Start the fun, or you try to find 174 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:29,680 after 175 00:16:34,520 --> 00:16:35,000 everything. 176 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:38,040 2012, 177 00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:40,680 there are people. 178 00:16:40,680 --> 00:16:51,840 Big table. 179 00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:53,440 I won't be able to 180 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:54,720 thus 181 00:17:10,040 --> 00:17:10,480 more. 182 00:18:07,360 --> 00:18:10,440 Drink two mothers of Formula a day. 183 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:11,760 Mathieu, it’s the infernal cadences of 184 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:13,320 speaker. 185 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:15,680 Just before Christmas, we he should have some shark fur. 186 00:18:15,680 --> 00:18:18,440 We put the names depending on the time, just after the holidays. 187 00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:23,680 And at that time there was more choices and thanks. 188 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:24,520 Hmmm. 189 00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:26,880 Jean-François welcomes him to his home one last time, the grandmother. 190 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:30,160 At home, we shoot fox, wild boar, 191 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:32,760 woodcock, deer. 192 00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:35,080 Only the two rifles at the bottom. 193 00:18:35,080 --> 00:18:37,240 You both see one deer, not two 194 00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:38,800 cars. 195 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:47,400 To go 196 00:19:47,440 --> 00:20:25,640 with. 197 00:20:27,520 --> 00:20:29,760 Toto toto. 198 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:32,440 But you don't know much your name which has my toto? 199 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:34,320 Less thug? 200 00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,400 Or do you see a ride? 201 00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:42,360 You have the way with Toto because he comes, he trusts you, 202 00:20:42,360 --> 00:20:46,640 he knows a nice one, the succulent one maybe not eat. 203 00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:49,480 You may need to give your name. 204 00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:50,560 You see once in the morning. 205 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,160 You will see. 206 00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:55,080 A thug. 207 00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:56,080 Do you see another cookie? 208 00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:58,560 Maybe, don't mind, the spoiled child. 209 00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:02,320 Yes, yes, we will have to take revenge of some to survive. 210 00:21:02,360 --> 00:21:03,200 So. 211 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:05,880 We could imagine that for this occasion, Monette 212 00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:09,800 had done a big clean by piling in the corners of years of newspapers. 213 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:13,600 The sky towards the sea became very black. 214 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,960 Come on Madeleine offers us a Sunday so dark 215 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:21,120 to come and share lunch which is simmering on the fire. 216 00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:25,080 We accept and let's go back down together through the cave, 217 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:29,520 the same one where Toto's mother had been killed, leaving a whole scope for death. 218 00:21:30,560 --> 00:21:32,560 Toto, who gorged himself on little reads, 219 00:21:32,560 --> 00:21:35,520 trails behind us in the powder, unaware of his destiny. 220 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:38,840 Besieged cookies for the. 221 00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:43,800 Life. It will last for many years. 222 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:46,840 Madeleine recharges the stove on which sausages 223 00:21:46,840 --> 00:21:50,320 lentils give off an odor sweet with cloves and bay leaf. 224 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:51,600 The rest ? 225 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:55,680 She uncorks a bottle of pinot noir Claude Maurice, to whom she remains faithful, 226 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:59,160 which forces him to go down reluctantly, to be refueling. 227 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:01,920 I don't know, 228 00:22:02,360 --> 00:22:03,360 it could be that. 229 00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:04,440 I was going to eventually can. 230 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:07,160 Be bringing someone to the table. 231 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:09,760 We find the wine so light let her open a second one. 232 00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,840 Finally, the conversation gets excited around Toto. 233 00:22:13,480 --> 00:22:17,080 Be patient in the face of all that is not not resolved in your heart. 234 00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:20,000 Quote Madeleine. 235 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:23,080 In their flow of words, she suddenly notices my silence. 236 00:22:24,040 --> 00:22:25,480 You let us talk. 237 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:28,560 Monettes, almost suspicious. 238 00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:32,400 I was thinking that in the Middle Age, we would have burned the two women. 239 00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:33,400 And the beast. 240 00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:35,880 It's an atom, but this one is dead. 241 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,280 When Monette tells us of his intention to write 242 00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:42,200 the story of Toto, Madeleine admits to us that in the manner of Sous Belle, 243 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,560 she started writing a diary or she writes everything down. 244 00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:48,520 Feeling like an ethnologist at heart. 245 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:51,840 There, for which he got along well, but perhaps, he will nevertheless have. 246 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:53,720 All. 247 00:22:56,640 --> 00:23:06,280 GOOD. 248 00:23:06,280 --> 00:23:09,360 She had gone through life so with passion and determination. 249 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:12,400 Men, children, flowers. 250 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:16,160 Not a plant in his garden whose name, reign she does not know, 251 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:28,320 division, class, order, family, genus, species. 252 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:33,000 But there is a trace here. 253 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:42,040 It's not him, that's a hare. 254 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:46,920 He didn't come for nothing. 255 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:48,440 He is remembered 256 00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:59,960 that. Behind her. 257 00:24:47,120 --> 00:24:48,480 Our life decisions 258 00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,640 protects us from blending into others. 259 00:24:51,560 --> 00:24:55,840 Out of these special moments or happiness was not retained. 260 00:24:55,840 --> 00:25:00,080 Or rather, this abolition of borders from one body and one mind to another, 261 00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:04,520 from one house to another, does not imply destructuring 262 00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:09,080 and abandonment, but irradiation under another light. 263 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:13,040 So, will we be able to feed at the same time 264 00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:16,640 friendship and desire? 265 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:20,840 Pierre I chose with you to hold everything together, over time, 266 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:24,000 under the light, under the weather. 267 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:33,720 from Abu 268 00:25:34,800 --> 00:26:08,440 Dhabi, like 269 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:12,560 in the event of fire 270 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:15,400 the queen, this has never 271 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:19,200 pilot in the. 272 00:26:22,960 --> 00:26:25,560 THIS because I breathe 273 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:34,480 of 75. 274 00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:40,560 This wonder of the past. 275 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:47,600 If I re 276 00:26:50,800 --> 00:27:08,680 in the detail of. 277 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:12,360 I wonder if he will get there then with his 278 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:40,640 his snout. 279 00:27:40,920 --> 00:27:42,960 You know, he was big like that before. 280 00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:47,640 So his house is when things are bad, he comes home quickly. 281 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:51,000 Especially since inevitably, she could. 282 00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:52,680 So there, 283 00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:55,200 when he grows up, they will be able to do it. 284 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:57,400 Take with. One hand. 285 00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:02,120 And it will most certainly be because they are also animals 286 00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:06,760 which are a little brutal, are one thing that is in line. 287 00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:08,840 She begins to. Growing up and behind. 288 00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:12,480 His tail, he has a little one, a little Marie 289 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:13,720 black 290 00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:18,680 or it used to be. 291 00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:22,440 Happy. 292 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:26,560 But now, when there are children, I have to keep it. 293 00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:29,760 It passes through the legs and kicks. 294 00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:31,440 She gives all the little buttons. 295 00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:33,600 Little Parisians crying. 296 00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:34,680 It's cute. 297 00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:44,320 In your opinion? 298 00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:45,560 There is here. 299 00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:48,240 Photo Toto. 300 00:29:12,720 --> 00:30:01,000 Toto and 301 00:30:01,080 --> 00:31:33,080 it is. Them. 302 00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:37,600 I met Joseph I day or like every month, I went 303 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:41,080 at the Gonneville agricultural cooperative stock up on wheat for the chickens, 304 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:44,840 alone in the store, 305 00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:48,680 and push a cart full of bags 25 kilos of cat food 306 00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:52,480 robust in a blue linen outfit. 307 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,480 He looked like one of those reapers 308 00:31:55,480 --> 00:32:00,200 and It’s for a Paradise by Gustave Roux. 309 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:03,840 My friendship springs forth like a flower. 310 00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:07,400 I was going to join him as quickly as possible in the parking lot where he was already charging 311 00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:10,920 his bags in 104 Irrepressible white Peugeot. 312 00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:13,240 I followed him. 313 00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:16,760 It's only on the road that I took truly aware of my act, 314 00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:20,200 but it was too late to do anything rear. 315 00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:22,920 New questions kept coming to me about him. 316 00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:25,880 We crossed the 317 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,760 center of Gonneville, direction Cruchet, the Val èss depression. 318 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,920 The Bréau station was towards Bolbec. 319 00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:33,520 After Beuzeville la Grenier. 320 00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:36,600 He turns right to take a long path crossing the plain 321 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:40,320 which led to a huge enclosed hovel. 322 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,520 Taken by surprise, I continued straight on, 323 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,560 deciding to postpone my visit see you later. 324 00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:49,000 I slowly joined your car, intrigued 325 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:55,920 by my conduct. 326 00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:00,360 I didn't wait long to come back to it. 327 00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:02,880 I had meanwhile seen on Google Maps that the hamlet 328 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:05,640 to which the 104 had disappeared was called the castle. 329 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:09,720 The man was 330 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:30,440 he domestic? 331 00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:34,440 This was how it was on the Tour de France 332 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:37,800 or in concessions made in the life of an escape? 333 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,080 Especially be careful, because 334 00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:43,440 in this same municipality, 335 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:46,760 wood runners are installed in two directions, 336 00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:50,560 one slightly to the left, hikers more aside. 337 00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:52,880 32 kilometers from 338 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:56,120 arrival, it becomes a little tricky 339 00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:59,560 customary, to insist. 340 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:05,080 Yes, there was no 341 00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,800 on the threshold of presentation strictly speaking. 342 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,600 Five minutes later I was at his table 343 00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,680 drinking a coffee, listening to him tell me about his life. 344 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:19,160 Right away, at this length, my grandfather, whose name was 345 00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:21,960 Delphin Lavenu, held the castle farm. 346 00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:25,440 He was the first to give coffee for employees. 347 00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:29,960 He stood near from a beauty colleague of the Domjeans. 348 00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:32,880 Do you have good carters? 349 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:36,440 You don't give them a shot of coffee. 350 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:40,120 It was he who, during the war, bought 40 hectares 351 00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,640 and the farmhouse. 352 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:47,880 Strictly, he didn't ask me anything about who I was. 353 00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:50,240 I was coming. 354 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:55,800 My father, on the other hand, was a misguided man who wandered around the country 355 00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:57,000 when 356 00:34:57,000 --> 00:34:59,760 he didn't have not drunk and that he was in a good mood. 357 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:03,080 He was skilled at selling livestock as soon as possible, 358 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:06,840 because he had an intelligent head 359 00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,400 when he had the pay one or two oxen in his pocket. 360 00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:12,120 He didn't come home 361 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,880 and dissipated in brandy cafes with those of his kind. 362 00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:17,400 His salary? 363 00:35:20,720 --> 00:35:22,800 Well Arlette, let's toast. 364 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:29,560 Come on, have a good trip, 365 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:31,480 thank you. 366 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:36,800 Cheers and see you soon. 367 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:40,800 When I come back from India. 368 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:43,160 Vincent returned alone the following year to Chim, there. 369 00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:46,680 Commissioned to carry out an inventory civil constructions 370 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:49,960 of the British Empire, little considered until now. 371 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:50,800 Do. 372 00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:59,360 I haven't left yet of the risk of seeing me. 373 00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:10,320 The distance of distance, of distance. 374 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:15,560 Shortly after our meeting, 375 00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:19,920 Joseph was hospitalized for a lung problem. 376 00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:24,440 Here he is decked out of a machine to breathe at night. 377 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:27,360 The pressure machine continues. 378 00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:31,440 PPC, currently considered as the reference treatment 379 00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:35,320 sleep apnea syndrome, gives him strange dreams 380 00:36:35,640 --> 00:36:36,800 or cats invade it. 381 00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:40,560 In reality, there are around twenty. 382 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:44,560 He doesn't come into the house, live in the yard, 383 00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:47,440 in the countless ruined buildings which surround it. 384 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:51,040 He doesn't wear them of special affection. 385 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:52,240 He feeds them. 386 00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:55,960 This is his only expense for 387 00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:58,560 the continuous pressure machine. 388 00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:02,400 Is a small machine with a turbine which sends a flow of air 389 00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,920 throughout the night. 390 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:08,120 The problem with PPC, 391 00:37:08,120 --> 00:37:10,520 It’s because Joseph doesn’t wake up anymore. 392 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:13,640 He asked me to do it for him 393 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:36,120 go. 394 00:37:39,720 --> 00:37:40,680 As chance would have it, 395 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:43,400 I am hired on a farm near Joseph's house. 396 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:46,600 So we agreed that I would pass wake him up 397 00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:49,480 after milking around 10 a.m. 398 00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:52,960 This moment repeated daily took the form of a ritual. 399 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,600 Listening to him tell me his dreams at length. 400 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:57,720 While he stirs his latte. 401 00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:02,000 The mask PPC leaves marks on his face 402 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:05,160 which gradually fade and as he recounts his night. 403 00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:11,640 It happened to me 404 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:15,400 once a week end of not being able to go to his house. 405 00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:19,320 My mother had fallen down the stairs, leaving him to sleep 406 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:20,760 two days for two days. 407 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,640 This plunged him into silence. which worries me. 408 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:29,840 Had the dream machine dried up? 409 00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:34,840 Surprisingly, it was just one dream. 410 00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:38,040 Like a soap opera, a sequel repeated 411 00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:45,440 every night. 412 00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:51,120 And why? 413 00:38:51,120 --> 00:40:00,120 I don't remember my dreams. 414 00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:04,720 That's it, he is. 415 00:40:04,720 --> 00:40:05,200 The little one. 416 00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:07,920 I the opinion of Does it matter? If you want. 417 00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,560 Or you fall, you fall back on him. 418 00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:12,000 But yes, then I always go there 419 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:14,040 for the first Google, know me at the door? 420 00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:28,080 Yes, and 421 00:40:28,360 --> 00:40:30,440 I look at myself. 422 00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:33,480 First dream. 423 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,520 I'm coming home from school. 424 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:37,800 There's no one at home. 425 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:40,680 I can only find two or three cold potatoes to appease my hunger. 426 00:40:40,920 --> 00:40:45,440 Or a piece of bread that I had in the kitchen with cold water. 427 00:40:48,840 --> 00:40:51,280 I realize that in the stable, next door, there is a drinking party. 428 00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:55,400 They tell me to go get some brandy at the Balbec grocery store. 429 00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:59,040 I'm going, but I have bad luck on the way back, 430 00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:00,520 to stumble on a stone. 431 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:04,320 The bottle that was filled breaks. 432 00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:08,400 My father took my pants off, does this to me with a birch stick. 433 00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:11,360 With that, I'm going to bed. 434 00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:14,640 I cry until late at night, so much so that I don't hear the alarm clock. 435 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,000 So my father, angry, pulls me by the ears 436 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,440 to get me out of bed and my amount of moves. 437 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:23,160 So much so 438 00:41:23,320 --> 00:42:18,760 that I can't go back to school. 439 00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:23,800 What I called here. 440 00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:25,600 Testicles. 441 00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:26,360 As if. 442 00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:28,400 It was over. 443 00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:36,040 No, my fate, after all. 444 00:42:37,600 --> 00:43:26,680 Fate weeks 445 00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:04,600 of earth. 446 00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:15,160 In the brick desert. 447 00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:19,040 Time is long, machine 448 00:44:19,040 --> 00:44:21,480 where everything is concentrated around the old town. 449 00:44:23,240 --> 00:44:25,400 And the metropolis. 450 00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:28,400 My mission for preservation of city architecture 451 00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:31,440 fortunately allows me to meet some locals. 452 00:44:31,920 --> 00:44:37,040 One of them introduces me to his brother, Doctor Ramesh, tense of his name 453 00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:42,360 Tibetan, who is a psychoanalyst at the large Snowden Hospital. 454 00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:45,600 We get to know each other while drinking curious espressos, 455 00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:49,040 of shells. 456 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:53,760 He is a man in his forties, with a gentle face, 457 00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:58,800 Himalayan type, easily identifiable among the Indo population. 458 00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:02,840 He works at the hospital or teaches also. 459 00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:07,320 I pass quite quickly we come to speak 460 00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:10,000 of French psychoanalysis which he considers important, 461 00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,240 then Sigmund Freud 462 00:45:14,240 --> 00:45:16,920 and the Five Psychoanalyses. 463 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:18,640 I only have a wave 464 00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:21,320 memory for having read it almost 40 years ago. 465 00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:23,000 And after. 466 00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:26,960 The sexual curiosity of the little hound, 467 00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:32,520 the monkey's tail curled in the air in his book The Image. 468 00:45:32,720 --> 00:45:34,320 With that, I shift into gear. 469 00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:37,160 You know, I have a fascination with monkeys, 470 00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:40,200 something between desire and terror. 471 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:43,520 Here I feel hunted. 472 00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:46,960 Doctor Schrameck told me 473 00:45:46,960 --> 00:46:02,440 Come see me tomorrow at the hospital. 474 00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:31,680 I'm being bad 475 00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:34,560 and it is not 476 00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:48,440 not at all the same. 477 00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:54,400 During my visit to Snowden Hospital, 478 00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:57,320 I am mistakenly directed to a second doctor 479 00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:00,440 pediatrician, room, wick, 480 00:47:01,440 --> 00:47:02,480 unlike his 481 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:05,160 brother Amish Kumar of Tunisians, 482 00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:09,840 who is very reserved, the other is jovial and welcomes me effusively. 483 00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:12,280 His office is open to everyone. 484 00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:14,480 No one asks me to be patient. 485 00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:17,760 Administrators, colleagues and doctors. 486 00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:20,000 This morning, he efficiently dispatches his. 487 00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,240 Visitors. 488 00:47:21,240 --> 00:47:23,480 And find a moment to talk to me aside. 489 00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:26,160 Homeless people. 490 00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,280 As if the French cause 491 00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:31,760 from there. 492 00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:37,040 End of his pyramid 493 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:37,960 dogmatic. 494 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:39,000 Or the. 495 00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:39,960 Lack 496 00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:43,760 alcohol 497 00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:45,520 and memory. 498 00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:47,880 It all started on the quay 499 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:51,040 de la Mégisserie in Paris, or marmosets are for sale. 500 00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:54,960 I must be about thirteen aluminum, 501 00:47:55,240 --> 00:47:57,360 120,000 francs at the time. 502 00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,120 I took a liking to them. 503 00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:03,480 I want to become one's protector of them. 504 00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:06,880 I resolved to save 505 00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:10,240 the sum of 120,000 francs and buy a marmoset. 506 00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:14,120 Meanwhile, I secretly invent 507 00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:17,400 in my room a whole environment to accommodate the animal. 508 00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:21,240 It has become a jungle with its rocks and these caves. 509 00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:26,440 I noticed later on one of the photographs that I looked like 510 00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:27,840 to these monkeys. 511 00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:31,080 In any case, I was also turbulent as they are in their cage. 512 00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:32,400 Untenable. 513 00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:34,240 The marmoset is 514 00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:36,000 in size. 515 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:40,920 And then, the Quai de la Mégisserie became the excuse to go out. 516 00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:44,240 Because in reality, I dragged him to the Latin Quarter. 517 00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:50,040 And I believe in retrospect that with the first sexual relations, 518 00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:53,720 the desire of the marmoset literally flew away. 519 00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,480 But I was ashamed to leave it behind my project, 520 00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:01,440 to leave the animal fantasizing in his temple cage. 521 00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:04,800 And then the empty jungle of the room 522 00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:07,320 to turn. 523 00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,480 Because that's where my father beat me. 524 00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:46,800 The droppings of. 525 00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:18,720 Our descenders. 526 00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:25,480 Well. Toto 527 00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:28,640 became everything 528 00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:43,040 water. 529 00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:53,760 There you go, 530 00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:56,240 it is for sale. 531 00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:59,400 The chatelaine slipped away quietly, abandoning her cats 532 00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:03,120 who arrived at the farm. 533 00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:06,560 A cat remained locked in the castle. 534 00:52:06,560 --> 00:52:08,880 I still hear her cries throwing himself against the walls 535 00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:38,200 for the second reason. 536 00:52:39,720 --> 00:52:41,800 It's spring or summer. 537 00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:46,400 It's nice while the cows graze diligently. 538 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:50,160 I collect all kinds of little flowers present in large numbers 539 00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:52,920 in the grasslands. 540 00:52:53,160 --> 00:52:56,880 They are used for medical purposes, for example cat feet. 541 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:00,000 I don't know their Latin name. 542 00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,800 Primroses, knapweed, clubgrass, 543 00:53:04,200 --> 00:53:07,560 dry them in the sun to sell them on the Fécamp market. 544 00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:11,760 It's there that I learn from a man 545 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:14,400 that my mother died of heart failure. 546 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,160 I'm going home as quickly as possible. 547 00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:18,480 I find the body of my mother lying in the kitchen. 548 00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:23,360 She just finished milking. 549 00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:27,360 The man at the market brings me the flowers that I had forgotten in my haste. 550 00:53:27,840 --> 00:53:44,640 To thank him, I give him the milk of the milking of the five cows. 551 00:53:47,240 --> 00:53:50,040 My voice is very 552 00:53:55,240 --> 00:54:05,720 heavy. 553 00:54:06,600 --> 00:54:13,320 What are you doing there? 554 00:54:13,320 --> 00:54:16,120 SO ? 555 00:54:18,240 --> 00:54:20,400 Wild boar, I'm willing, but not here. 556 00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:21,920 There's nothing to do here. 557 00:54:21,920 --> 00:54:23,520 It's not in their nature. 558 00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:25,080 They are more afraid of us. 559 00:54:25,080 --> 00:54:27,000 It is a very suspicious animal. 560 00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:29,200 Few days, There is one coming in front of me. 561 00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:30,720 It was necessary. Let me scream. 562 00:54:30,720 --> 00:54:32,520 So that he goes away. 563 00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:35,280 The wild boar does not behave that he's going to have. 564 00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:37,800 He was a bastard pigs to be prolific. 565 00:54:38,240 --> 00:54:39,000 The wild boar. 566 00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:41,560 I didn't say a donkey because he has to do with us. 567 00:54:41,560 --> 00:54:42,080 I eliminate 568 00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:48,240 the hunter remained sheltered from the embankment. 569 00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:52,160 Finally says I am the hunter. 570 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,880 Alone sick in the cold. 571 00:54:55,880 --> 00:54:57,720 In the humidity. 572 00:54:57,720 --> 00:54:58,320 Old 573 00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:00,600 half crazy. 574 00:55:00,600 --> 00:55:05,520 Entangled in a story with no way out, 575 00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:08,200 he looks for a moment with nostalgia the sky 576 00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:10,480 hideous, 577 00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:12,600 the earth 578 00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:16,320 awful. 579 00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:19,800 At your age, he said to himself. 580 00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:34,640 And so on. 581 00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:39,680 You all know now that one of our administrators 582 00:55:39,760 --> 00:55:44,160 stands outside the law by guarding captive in her home a wild animal. 583 00:55:44,880 --> 00:55:48,440 Several complaints have been filed in town hall, some of which, 584 00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:51,520 that worries me most elsewhere, are anonymous. 585 00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:55,040 Game guards came mean that the animal 586 00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:57,840 should be seized and slaughtered. 587 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:00,600 I have myself go see her to reason with her. 588 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:04,920 She says she would rather die rather than parting with this animal. 589 00:56:06,600 --> 00:56:09,400 Well, I came across this morning the restaurateur who is furious. 590 00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:11,880 The animal comes to eat in its trash cans. 591 00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:13,680 It's cool and customer friendly. Are going. 592 00:56:16,360 --> 00:56:16,760 To Toto. 593 00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:17,760 It's something that happens. 594 00:56:17,760 --> 00:56:20,640 You have to rise to the occasion. 595 00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:23,400 Me, I suppose that everyone has his own way of doing it. 596 00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:26,840 But as madame is kind, we can't be surprised. 597 00:56:26,840 --> 00:56:29,000 Our tenderness for ten people, 598 00:56:30,480 --> 00:56:33,040 for ten people, these are our lives. 599 00:56:33,040 --> 00:56:36,840 We are kind, friendly, generous for ten people maximum 600 00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:39,240 in gardens that no one starves does not threaten. 601 00:56:40,080 --> 00:56:43,600 So, we end up with an event tiny that stays tiny. 602 00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:46,680 And when I say a tiny event, which remains tiny, 603 00:56:47,040 --> 00:56:49,320 it is obviously not a question, in my mind to do so. 604 00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:51,120 Encounter of the third kind. 605 00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:51,880 Finally, 606 00:56:52,520 --> 00:56:56,520 What is she doing with this beast? 607 00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:58,960 Madeleine is not a horrible woman 608 00:56:58,960 --> 00:57:01,920 in which we would discover treasures of courage and attention 609 00:57:02,480 --> 00:57:04,240 when, finally, she takes care of a wild boar. 610 00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:06,720 And we would be in front 611 00:57:06,720 --> 00:57:09,240 a kind of mystery a little uninteresting and at the same time 612 00:57:09,720 --> 00:57:12,120 very deep. 613 00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:15,360 We could imagine in place of Madeleine, 614 00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:17,640 a woman who is not made to welcome a boar. 615 00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:21,160 I am undoubtedly on a field too banally fictional. 616 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:21,880 It was a question. 617 00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:24,960 A woman of whom we ultimately discovered that there was somewhere inside her 618 00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:27,880 a reserve of generosity, of concern to offer to whoever comes 619 00:57:28,480 --> 00:57:31,040 and the person who comes. It's a wild boar. 620 00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:34,200 It's ridiculous. 621 00:57:34,200 --> 00:57:37,640 It's ridiculous and it's good. 622 00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:40,960 I was told that she had said He's the man of my life 623 00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:43,320 anyway. 624 00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:49,640 Personally, I find it rather funny. 625 00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:52,920 Shouldn't say that as a mother, but we often see that there are things 626 00:57:52,920 --> 00:58:00,080 like that which happens from time to time. 627 00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:00,640 Only one 628 00:58:02,560 --> 00:58:06,720 that. I'm not sure that the restaurant owner 629 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:18,520 uses it 630 00:58:22,800 --> 00:58:44,840 intentionally. 631 00:58:47,560 --> 00:59:07,400 Dirty beast. 632 00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:11,840 Do you know what you are exposing Madeleine to? 633 00:59:13,880 --> 00:59:15,320 Third dream. 634 00:59:15,600 --> 00:59:17,920 It's a spring Sunday. 635 00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:20,560 I go to the Bolbec forest to rest in the shade 636 00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:24,240 while I am in the middle of the forest. 637 00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:26,960 A girl of about fourteen years old 638 00:59:26,960 --> 00:59:29,320 who is looking for his parents 639 00:59:29,320 --> 00:59:32,400 follow me. 640 00:59:32,400 --> 00:59:33,960 At this moment, 641 00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:37,240 four people, three men and an old maid, 642 00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:40,440 emerged from the depths of the forest. 643 00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:43,080 They demand me to say what I did to the little girl. 644 00:59:44,240 --> 00:59:46,400 They then ask me my first name, 645 00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:48,800 my last name, my home. 646 00:59:48,800 --> 00:59:51,160 I answer wrong, in the hope let him leave me alone. 647 00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:56,240 Whereupon he lets me go. 648 00:59:57,960 --> 01:00:00,600 I am then arrested by the Beuzeville grocer. 649 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:04,400 After the police interrogation, I am placed in a remand center 650 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:05,880 then put in prison 651 01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:18,800 for leisure. 652 01:00:18,840 --> 01:00:24,320 Then from there, yourself 653 01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:27,920 you do 654 01:00:28,040 --> 01:00:28,560 nothing. 655 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:39,840 Marriage is entirely up to you. 656 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:44,120 A horror that will 657 01:00:50,280 --> 01:00:51,320 sleep 658 01:00:54,160 --> 01:00:56,840 before 659 01:01:29,440 --> 01:01:30,560 wedding. 660 01:01:30,560 --> 01:01:34,800 But Voice of men voice, 661 01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:39,120 it's another mode that 662 01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:43,880 explains the craze and offers us this. 663 01:01:44,400 --> 01:01:45,160 Evening. 664 01:01:45,960 --> 01:01:48,360 A human rights phenomenon. 665 01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:53,640 Way of the Music has had a makeover. 666 01:01:53,640 --> 01:05:36,640 Solving Cross Ways for its mix. 667 01:05:38,800 --> 01:06:52,200 So it must be the whiskey 668 01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:55,440 offered by the Doctor with at the Royal Hotel. 669 01:06:56,280 --> 01:06:58,920 So the wise men go back at the temple of Hanuman, 670 01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:02,600 on Mont Jacou who made my madness pass. 671 01:07:03,880 --> 01:07:08,520 Their cries, the actions of the little ones, fistfights populate my dreams. 672 01:07:09,360 --> 01:07:12,120 But it's a strange solidarity that I feel. 673 01:07:12,800 --> 01:07:14,600 Like in my childhood. 674 01:07:14,600 --> 01:07:17,040 When I was hanging out on Quai de la Mégisserie 675 01:07:17,040 --> 01:07:19,080 and who experienced one day of revolt. 676 01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:21,240 Open the monkey cage, 677 01:07:22,680 --> 01:07:23,440 piss on the 678 01:07:23,440 --> 01:09:38,240 paternal fire. 679 01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:45,760 A law of the State of Himachal Pradesh 680 01:09:46,000 --> 01:09:50,480 has just been voted which authorizes hunting six months a year. 681 01:09:50,760 --> 01:09:53,560 Chinese macaques there. 682 01:09:54,080 --> 01:09:57,840 The previous sterilization campaign massive ones had given nothing 683 01:09:58,240 --> 01:10:01,440 to control the proliferation of this fertile species 684 01:10:02,040 --> 01:10:08,880 which many residents complain about. 685 01:10:08,880 --> 01:10:11,760 The gun slaughter campaign, 686 01:10:12,000 --> 01:10:15,440 with a baton or poison is imminent. 687 01:10:15,440 --> 01:10:17,960 A matter of two or three weeks. 688 01:10:17,960 --> 01:10:20,480 But defenders of the animal cause, 689 01:10:20,480 --> 01:10:22,560 Jain and Hindu believers 690 01:10:22,920 --> 01:10:26,640 scandalized, fight against this decision who must pass 691 01:10:26,640 --> 01:10:31,320 the next few days before the High Court of Justice. 692 01:10:32,240 --> 01:10:47,840 Monkeys are on borrowed time. 693 01:10:52,800 --> 01:10:55,000 In the roar of the morning, 694 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:59,760 low or airport, my head struggles to settle. 695 01:11:01,080 --> 01:11:02,480 Return 696 01:11:03,720 --> 01:11:05,200 what I leave behind. 697 01:11:05,200 --> 01:11:10,200 It’s a senseless hustle. 698 01:11:10,200 --> 01:11:11,920 What awaits me. 699 01:11:11,920 --> 01:11:13,280 Your breath. 700 01:11:13,280 --> 01:11:14,960 Counted gestures. 701 01:11:14,960 --> 01:11:15,760 A house. 702 01:11:15,760 --> 01:11:18,800 Objects appear to think. 703 01:11:18,800 --> 01:11:20,600 Find it in you. 704 01:11:20,600 --> 01:11:27,960 Resume common time. 705 01:11:27,960 --> 01:11:32,320 Whirring soliloquy, miserable, sleepy, canned beer 706 01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:35,360 in a few hours. 707 01:11:35,360 --> 01:12:31,920 Against you. 708 01:12:36,360 --> 01:12:39,120 Bad sleep and bad sleep. 709 01:12:40,000 --> 01:12:42,200 No. My DIY device. 710 01:12:42,840 --> 01:12:46,560 Before I woke up too 711 01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:49,560 ate, more. 712 01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:54,320 That a little coffee which I could. 713 01:12:54,560 --> 01:12:55,200 Forever. 714 01:12:55,200 --> 01:12:56,840 Keeping an old one. 715 01:12:56,880 --> 01:12:59,720 I dismantled the water for nerve. 716 01:12:59,720 --> 01:13:03,640 If the answer is yes, it worked. 717 01:13:04,720 --> 01:13:06,440 Working in the middle of the night. 718 01:13:06,440 --> 01:13:08,040 Working in the middle of the night. 719 01:13:08,040 --> 01:13:10,360 Breathe in the room. 720 01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:11,880 Everything is gone. 721 01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:14,720 It was going in all directions 722 01:13:35,960 --> 01:13:36,800 after a guard 723 01:13:36,800 --> 01:13:39,480 of the National Office forests took Toto away from Madeleine. 724 01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:45,800 It seemed to me that she wanted to see me escape from his existence, 725 01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:49,200 the collapse that I had manifested and who first surprised me. 726 01:13:50,040 --> 01:13:52,320 Did he scare him? 727 01:13:52,560 --> 01:13:55,640 I pack up my shooting equipment in sobs 728 01:13:55,640 --> 01:13:57,040 which prevented me from speaking. 729 01:13:57,040 --> 01:13:59,040 Leaving like a thief 730 01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:02,840 had not feared that with the disappearance of Toto, 731 01:14:03,000 --> 01:14:11,600 our relationship would end. 732 01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:15,240 However, once I pulled myself together, I tried to film my films again. 733 01:14:15,320 --> 01:14:15,960 What ? 734 01:14:16,320 --> 01:14:19,720 Still lifes, do you want? 735 01:14:19,720 --> 01:14:20,120 You mean 736 01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:24,840 your camera? 737 01:14:24,840 --> 01:14:26,080 You shut me up. 738 01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:30,400 Say such? 739 01:14:31,080 --> 01:14:32,800 Some unfortunate events 740 01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:34,960 wanted despite everything that she needed me. 741 01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:38,040 A fall down the stairs. 742 01:14:38,040 --> 01:14:40,320 The euthanasia of old Romeo that it was then necessary 743 01:14:40,320 --> 01:14:45,760 bury in the garden. 744 01:14:45,760 --> 01:14:53,000 He was never again question from Toto, no 745 01:14:57,080 --> 01:14:57,360 more. 746 01:14:57,360 --> 01:15:06,720 That's it. 747 01:15:12,120 --> 01:15:12,880 At 18 years old, 748 01:15:12,880 --> 01:15:14,960 I met a handsome boy, an actor. 749 01:15:16,080 --> 01:15:18,800 It's time for me to act in a play which he stages. 750 01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:23,720 Rehearsals take place on Sunday 751 01:15:23,920 --> 01:15:25,720 only this day and the day my father 752 01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:28,480 who, lifting all the snows, takes us hunting. 753 01:15:29,520 --> 01:15:32,240 That rainy Sunday, I remember it, 754 01:15:33,040 --> 01:15:35,640 this says no. 755 01:15:35,640 --> 01:15:40,680 My father doesn't follow, but his hand claps on my face so violently that I fly 756 01:15:40,680 --> 01:15:45,040 suddenly across the great hall, under the frightened eyes of the servants. 757 01:15:45,720 --> 01:15:47,920 Obedience once and for all. 758 01:15:48,800 --> 01:15:49,600 Stopping there, 759 01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:52,600 the young woman leaves to live 760 01:15:52,600 --> 01:15:56,040 with her lover in her future father-in-law, a juvenile judge 761 01:15:56,640 --> 01:15:59,920 who finds them little after housing for young offenders 762 01:16:00,400 --> 01:16:03,680 in an industrial suburb. 763 01:16:03,680 --> 01:16:05,640 It can't be invented 764 01:16:06,320 --> 01:16:09,040 saying no made me momentarily 765 01:16:09,040 --> 01:16:12,160 poor, but gave me great freedom. 766 01:16:13,440 --> 01:16:15,840 You might have some pie with peaches 767 01:16:15,840 --> 01:16:16,600 who you 768 01:16:24,480 --> 01:16:24,880 threat? 769 01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:26,840 Look, it's more than that. 770 01:16:26,840 --> 01:16:29,600 You don't even need to think. 771 01:16:30,040 --> 01:16:32,400 This is what I have 772 01:16:33,560 --> 01:16:36,040 and the same thing on the other side. 773 01:16:36,040 --> 01:16:36,440 It is 774 01:16:37,720 --> 01:16:40,200 Monette is Simone's nickname. 775 01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:44,160 But as my name is Raymonde, 776 01:16:44,160 --> 01:16:46,840 Well, I didn't have time to ask my mother. 777 01:16:48,600 --> 01:16:50,520 I had a boss who told us 778 01:16:50,520 --> 01:16:53,160 Don't talk about your life, it is full of holes. 779 01:16:54,280 --> 01:16:56,480 It's true that memory sometimes seems flawed. 780 01:16:57,920 --> 01:16:59,840 I was a good student, 781 01:16:59,840 --> 01:17:02,040 but I didn't have the chance to study. 782 01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:06,560 At the age of thirteen, I was already a servant at the Hôtel des Bains. 783 01:17:06,560 --> 01:17:08,080 One day, my boss 784 01:17:08,080 --> 01:17:11,280 asked What do you prefer, men or women? 785 01:17:12,000 --> 01:17:14,080 I prefer women. 786 01:17:14,080 --> 01:17:16,720 But I was thinking about friendship. 787 01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:18,840 I would have liked 788 01:17:18,840 --> 01:17:21,480 be a teacher or postmistress. 789 01:17:22,520 --> 01:17:25,280 As a child, I suffered a lot of a feeling of inferiority. 790 01:17:26,040 --> 01:17:28,080 And then, when my father died, I said to myself 791 01:17:28,680 --> 01:17:30,760 I don't care about the others. 792 01:17:30,760 --> 01:17:34,640 I will live my life as I see fit. 793 01:17:37,400 --> 01:17:40,000 Monette had always kept a certain distance from me. 794 01:17:40,600 --> 01:17:44,160 We had until now used to greet us, but nothing more. 795 01:17:45,280 --> 01:17:47,320 I nevertheless felt an astonishing strength 796 01:17:47,680 --> 01:17:50,400 which came from this woman who seemed to me to have lived a lot 797 01:17:50,880 --> 01:17:54,720 and suffered, perhaps without her never show any complaints 798 01:17:55,760 --> 01:17:56,000 against. 799 01:17:56,000 --> 01:17:58,080 She was proud. 800 01:17:58,080 --> 01:18:00,440 A bit like me, but fragile. 801 01:18:02,040 --> 01:18:04,000 It took us a while to get used to it 802 01:18:04,000 --> 01:18:06,440 each other. 803 01:18:07,360 --> 01:18:10,520 Toto gathered us around him. 804 01:18:10,520 --> 01:18:13,560 At first I didn't want to share it. 805 01:18:13,560 --> 01:18:15,960 Little by little, I opened my door to Monette. 806 01:18:16,640 --> 01:18:19,440 You often relayed to me when I had to go out and 807 01:18:19,920 --> 01:18:23,840 I didn't want Toto to stay alone. 808 01:18:24,400 --> 01:18:28,920 Very quickly, he surpassed us in everything and we laughed often. 809 01:18:29,560 --> 01:18:33,840 When we fear both old as we are, 810 01:18:33,840 --> 01:18:42,480 you make us fall playing with our slightly frail legs. 811 01:18:42,480 --> 01:18:45,480 More than anyone else, it is the request or 812 01:18:47,800 --> 01:18:48,600 answer 813 01:18:50,000 --> 01:18:51,080 that I know. 814 01:18:51,120 --> 01:18:54,560 A good move, are you going out? 815 01:18:55,080 --> 01:18:57,000 No, I feel sort of crushed. 816 01:18:57,000 --> 01:18:59,360 It's a feeling where I am still 817 01:19:12,040 --> 01:19:13,080 one day, the roadman 818 01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:16,560 showed me on his cell phone Toto's photo. 819 01:19:17,240 --> 01:19:20,600 I immediately wanted to see it and that's how it is 820 01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:23,000 that I met Madeleine 821 01:19:29,240 --> 01:19:29,760 this morning. 822 01:19:29,760 --> 01:19:33,040 Peter came visit me unexpectedly. 823 01:19:33,280 --> 01:19:36,520 He seems to be looking for something, but I don't know what 824 01:19:36,520 --> 01:19:39,120 exactly. 825 01:19:40,200 --> 01:19:43,680 While I serve him coffee, he asks me for news of Jacques, 826 01:19:44,120 --> 01:19:47,440 who now takes care of Toto. 827 01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:49,240 Jacques is an amazing man. 828 01:19:49,240 --> 01:19:51,640 I have respect for him. 829 01:19:51,720 --> 01:19:54,360 We don't always know what they are made of the feelings. 830 01:19:54,360 --> 01:19:56,840 It mixes. 831 01:19:59,600 --> 01:20:01,320 Toto, for example. 832 01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:04,920 The older he got, the more it got mixed up. 833 01:20:05,760 --> 01:20:08,280 I remember the surprised looks friends passing by 834 01:20:09,160 --> 01:20:11,640 when I was still giving him the bottle when he was an adult. 835 01:20:12,120 --> 01:20:14,440 Already very robust. 836 01:20:14,800 --> 01:20:17,520 It's true that he didn't have no need for bottles for a long time. 837 01:20:18,800 --> 01:20:21,040 But we were crazy about it, him and I. 838 01:20:22,160 --> 01:20:36,120 Breastfeeding. 839 01:20:42,080 --> 01:20:44,960 Toto toto was 840 01:20:46,640 --> 01:20:47,400 toto. 841 01:20:47,400 --> 01:20:48,320 Madeleine 842 01:21:22,200 --> 01:21:23,000 hello. 843 01:21:24,000 --> 01:21:47,200 Its benazet. 844 01:21:47,200 --> 01:21:48,320 You are fragrant. 845 01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:49,080 It smells good. 846 01:21:49,080 --> 01:21:52,320 You smell very good. 847 01:21:52,600 --> 01:21:56,520 As always, it's conviviality 848 01:21:59,240 --> 01:22:00,600 of the iris 849 01:22:01,120 --> 01:22:03,520 with iris, it's very good, that's quickly said. 850 01:22:03,600 --> 01:22:04,880 Vanilla. 851 01:22:05,480 --> 01:22:07,680 But he's an old guy 852 01:22:08,480 --> 01:22:09,880 old bottle that I like. 853 01:22:09,880 --> 01:22:10,920 We do what you are. 854 01:22:10,920 --> 01:22:15,920 You manage to juggle, but still a resemblance between wi fi 855 01:22:16,360 --> 01:22:17,880 and more like this. 856 01:22:17,880 --> 01:22:20,560 And yes, yes, and then a little 857 01:22:21,160 --> 01:22:23,440 a little voluptuous. 858 01:22:24,960 --> 01:22:27,160 And what is it the rose bush of Perret’s friends? 859 01:22:27,480 --> 01:22:29,080 Ah, that's the one! 860 01:22:30,120 --> 01:22:31,320 And I saw a very, very beautiful one. 861 01:22:31,320 --> 01:22:35,920 A Burgundy, a large, fairly closed rose. 862 01:22:36,960 --> 01:22:39,400 Caroline Testot I don't think so. 863 01:22:40,040 --> 01:22:42,240 There are some varieties like a, 864 01:22:42,840 --> 01:22:45,720 one called Chartreuse de Parma who is at home. 865 01:22:45,720 --> 01:22:47,880 Well yes, but then it's paler than that. 866 01:22:48,360 --> 01:22:49,960 You see, if it is 867 01:22:51,200 --> 01:22:54,440 not a little purple, it's a gradient, 868 01:22:54,440 --> 01:22:58,160 but it's more expensive than you see what 869 01:22:59,280 --> 01:23:00,360 it is. Great. 870 01:23:00,360 --> 01:23:03,040 It's on Newton's side yes, 871 01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:06,120 but not very big compared to Newton. 872 01:23:06,320 --> 01:23:10,040 You see, it's a big, big, big, it's very surprising. 873 01:23:11,640 --> 01:23:14,600 Little monsters, little monsters perfect. 874 01:23:15,200 --> 01:23:16,560 It's very smelly. 875 01:23:16,560 --> 01:23:19,400 Ditto, perfect little monster, 876 01:23:19,400 --> 01:23:22,800 flesh color, very good 877 01:23:22,800 --> 01:23:24,480 in a catalog 878 01:23:24,480 --> 01:23:27,240 or it is not listed 879 01:23:27,240 --> 01:23:28,440 at their home. 880 01:23:28,440 --> 01:23:55,920 That I didn't dream. 881 01:23:55,920 --> 01:24:00,720 I dream, I dream. 882 01:24:03,600 --> 01:24:11,280 Joseph, all of you. 883 01:24:11,640 --> 01:24:13,320 Cat lovers, 884 01:24:13,520 --> 01:24:15,160 you remember of these millions of cats? 885 01:24:15,160 --> 01:24:18,440 Meows, the rooms of the world where all their hopes are locked 886 01:24:18,440 --> 01:24:19,080 and their confidence. 887 01:24:19,080 --> 01:24:52,080 In you, then 888 01:25:43,920 --> 01:26:03,720 i. Vincent. 889 01:26:05,480 --> 01:26:06,360 Peter 890 01:27:00,240 --> 01:27:01,920 go toto. 891 01:27:02,040 --> 01:27:09,960 Life happens. 892 01:27:09,960 --> 01:27:14,280 You are here now, but you have not forgotten me. 893 01:27:16,440 --> 01:27:17,440 I regretted not 894 01:27:17,440 --> 01:27:19,920 not having had the freedom to keep you close to me. 895 01:27:21,200 --> 01:27:23,240 We should have opted for another life 896 01:27:23,240 --> 01:27:35,880 and it doesn't happen like that. 897 01:27:35,880 --> 01:29:01,640 Your mesens. 898 01:29:02,280 --> 01:29:40,960 Madeleine, 899 01:29:40,960 --> 01:29:42,000 Madeleine 900 01:29:45,240 --> 01:32:11,200 pour.