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ORIGINAL NETFLIX SERIASI

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Singlim qiynalmoqda.

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U endi bunday yashashga chiday olmasligini aytdi.

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U o'lishni xohlayotganini aytishni boshladi.

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Biroq, u o'lishni xohlamadi.

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Menimcha, u doimo o'zini tutadi
kasalxonada

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chunki u aslida yashashni xohlaydi.

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Biroq, u o'rniga o'ldi.

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Men unga hamroh bo'ldim,

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uning sekin o'lishini ko'rdi.

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O'limi arafasida u og'zini ochdi.

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U umidsiz edi
oxirgi nafasini olishga harakat qilmoqda.

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Shunga o'xshash. U vafot etdi
og'zini shunday ochgan holda.

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Shu sababli

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Men o'lmaslikka qat'iy qaror qildim
og'zi ochiq holda.

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Men hayotni rad etaman
Men o'lganimda o'limni qabul qilish orqali.

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Bu mening qarorim.

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TUNDA YURISH

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Nega g'amgin hikoya aytyapsiz?

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Nima?

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O'lim haqida.

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Chunki...

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Men o'ldim.

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Siz unutdingizmi?

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Endi eslayman.

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Siz o'lgansiz ...

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Sizda...

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Siz...

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Hey.

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Nega yig'layapsiz? Siz meni xafa qilasiz.

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Dafnimda yig‘lamading ham.

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Siz bilan ajrashishni o'yladim
chunki siz yig'lamaysiz.

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Biroq, qanday qilib ajralishni bilmayman
o'limdan keyin.

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Men yig'lamoqchi emasman.

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Nega endi yig'layotganimni bilmayman.

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Siz o'lib, meni tashlab ketdingiz.

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Nega yig'lashim kerak?

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Nega bunchalik xafa bo'ldingiz?

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Bu go'zal oqshom.

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Qo'ysangchi; qani endi.

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Bu yo'lni eslay olmaysizmi?

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Biz odatda shu yo'ldan kelamiz.

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Endi eslaysizmi?

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Eslayman. Siz meni bu yerda aldayapsiz.

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- Haqiqatanmi?
- Ha, albatta.

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Faqat mehr ko'rsating.
Buni noz-karashma deb o'ylamang.

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O'sha oqshom siz juda yaxshi hidladingiz.

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Hozir.

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Ajablanarlisi shundaki, men nimadir hidlay olaman
tushlarda.

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To'g'ri.

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Endi tush ko'rayotganingizni tushunyapsizmi?

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Bu sizning haqiqiy emasligingizni anglatadimi?

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Men haqiqiyman.

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Men tirik emasman, shuning uchun bu haqiqiy emas.

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Men xafa his qilyapman

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chunki siz uning yo'qola boshlaganini his qilishingiz mumkin

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O‘zimni uzoqlasha boshlaganimni his qilyapman.

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Bilmayman hozir qayerdaman,

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lekin men seni ko'rmoqchiman

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butunlay yo'qolishidan oldin.

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Shunday qilib, men sizning orzuingizdan shunday foydalanaman.

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Demak, tanishish mana shunday
tushida o'lgan odam bilanmi?

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Kim biladi.

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Men uzoq vaqt o'lmaganman
Demak, ko'p narsani bilmayman.

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Aytmoqchi,
Tushdan uyg'onsang, deyishadi.

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hech narsani eslay olmaysiz.

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Xo‘sh, bularning barchasidan maqsad nima?
eslay olmasam?

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Siz ham o'lgansiz.

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Eslab qolish muhim emas.

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Muhimi...

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biz yana shunday birga bo'lishimiz mumkin.

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Yana xafa bo'la boshladim.

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Yig'lama.
Siz tushdan uyg'onasiz.

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Xop.

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Siz juda itoatkorsiz. Yaxshi bola.

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Shuning uchun men sizni juda yaxshi ko'raman.

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Menga bu joy yoqadi.

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Sizningcha, bu joy hali ham bormi?

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Aniq emas; ishonchim komil emas.

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Biz nima yeganimizni eslaysizmi?

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Albatta.

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Ular bir stakan vino sotadilar
3900 von uchun.

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Siz shunga o'xshash narsani eslaysizmi?

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Albatta, men hamma narsani eslayman.

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Men g'alati rasmlarni eslayman
tosh devorga osilgan,

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va uxlab yotgan mast odam
yonimizda.

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Ro‘paramizda stol bor,

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va chiroyli musiqa yangradi
restoran ichidan.

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Menimcha, musiqa g'alati.

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To'g'ri, bu qo'shiq.

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O'sha yomon sharobni ham eslayman.

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Biroq, menga yoqadi.

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Bu yaxshi ta'mga ega emas.

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Juda yoqimsiz.

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Nima uchun o'lganimga qiziqmayapsizmi?

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Gap nimada?

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Men hech narsani eslay olmayman, dedingiz
uyg'oq paytida.

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Agar shunday bo'lsa ...

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Nega o'lib qolding?

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Men yolg'izman.

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Men his qilayotgan yolg'izlik cheksizdir.

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Men oxirini ko'rmayapman.

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Men sizni yolg'iz his qilyapmanmi?

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Yo'q.

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Siz doim men bilan birgasiz.

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Meni taniydiganlar bor
ba'zilari esa yo'q.

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Sen meni taniganlardansan,

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va sizdan boshqa odamlar ham bor.

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O'zingizdan boshqa odamlar
bu meni yolg'iz qiladi.

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Ko'p odamlar bor

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meni sendan boshqa kim biladi

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lekin ular menga qanday munosabatda bo'lishadi
meni yolg'iz qiladi.

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Sen doim yonimdasan,

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lekin men azoblanaman

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o'limgacha.

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Nima qilyapsiz?

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Men uyg'onganimda buni eslashni xohlayman.

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Men o'zimni ayblashdan to'xtay olmayman.

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Men butun umrimni o'tkazishim mumkin

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nima qilganimni bilib oling
seni kim o'ldirdi.

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Meni kechiring.

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Men xohlayman...

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bu sizning aybingiz emasligini eslashga majbur qiladi.

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Mening qanday o'lganimni ko'rdingizmi?

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Yo'q.

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Men shunchaki eshitdim.

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Men darhol o'lmadim,

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baland joydan qulagan bo'lsa ham.

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Men bir zum tushundim.

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Atrofimga odamlar yig'iladi,

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va men og'zimni iloji boricha yopdim.

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Men burnimdan nafas ololmayman
qon tufayli,

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lekin baribir og'zimni berkitib turdim.

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Biroq, qanday o'lganimni eslay olmayman.

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O'lganimni bilasizmi

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og'iz ochiqmi yoki yopiqmi?

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Yo'q.

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Men qiziqaman.

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O'lgan bo'lsangiz ham, qiziqasizmi?

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Men ham shunday fikrdaman.

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Singlim qayerdaligini bilmayman

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va qayerga boraman.

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Men o'lsam ham,

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Men g'oyib bo'lish hissini his qilyapman.

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Sensatsiya yo'qoladi ...

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Hammasi shu qoldi.

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Yo'q...

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Men tushuna olaman.

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Yoz edi.

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O'sha kecha. Yoz oqshomi edi.

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Men hasharotlarning ovozini eshitdim.

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Orzular va o'lim

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hech qaerga olib kelmaydi.

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Bu hech qayerda tugamaydi...

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va oxir-oqibat unutiladi.

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biz shu yerdamiz,

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lekin bizni hech kim eslamaydi.

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Hamma narsa ketdi, faqat tun qoldi.

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Xayr. Salomat bo'ling.

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