1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:01:35,911 --> 00:01:37,037 Hey. 2 00:01:37,621 --> 00:01:38,705 Hey. 3 00:01:46,296 --> 00:01:47,381 What's that? 4 00:01:47,881 --> 00:01:50,217 Dinner. I thought I'd cook tonight. 5 00:02:18,328 --> 00:02:21,164 How long are you guys gonna stay mad at me for? 6 00:02:23,542 --> 00:02:24,543 I'll get it. 7 00:02:29,548 --> 00:02:31,467 Hi, I'm Detective Mason. 8 00:02:32,676 --> 00:02:33,760 Your parents home? 9 00:02:38,015 --> 00:02:39,057 Thank you. 10 00:02:40,767 --> 00:02:42,394 Do you know why I'm here? 11 00:02:43,061 --> 00:02:44,313 - No. - I don't. No. 12 00:02:45,189 --> 00:02:48,400 You both know Ryan Holder. 13 00:02:50,152 --> 00:02:51,486 Since college. 14 00:02:51,487 --> 00:02:52,696 Forever. 15 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:54,948 Well, two days ago, 16 00:02:56,116 --> 00:03:00,537 his girlfriend, Mindy Stewart, reported him missing. 17 00:03:01,330 --> 00:03:02,498 Missing? 18 00:03:03,582 --> 00:03:06,417 She hadn't heard from him in 12 hours. She said that wasn't usual. 19 00:03:06,418 --> 00:03:08,878 Then he, uh, missed a dinner date they had planned. 20 00:03:08,879 --> 00:03:10,130 Huh. 21 00:03:11,381 --> 00:03:14,009 When was the last time either of you saw Mr. Holder? 22 00:03:16,345 --> 00:03:17,595 Um... 23 00:03:17,596 --> 00:03:22,559 Yeah, I saw him... It was five days ago. 24 00:03:23,143 --> 00:03:25,354 - Where did you see him? - I saw him at his apartment. 25 00:03:27,815 --> 00:03:30,859 - How'd he seem? - He seemed totally fine. 26 00:03:32,236 --> 00:03:33,611 Nothing out of the ordinary? 27 00:03:33,612 --> 00:03:35,906 No, I didn't... I didn't notice anything. 28 00:03:37,950 --> 00:03:40,326 And you? When was the last time you saw Mr. Holder? 29 00:03:40,327 --> 00:03:42,954 Yeah, I... I saw him three days ago. 30 00:03:42,955 --> 00:03:44,080 Where? 31 00:03:44,081 --> 00:03:46,874 At the Village Tap. It's a bar. 32 00:03:46,875 --> 00:03:49,627 Yeah, we actually have CCTV footage of the two of you there. 33 00:03:49,628 --> 00:03:51,045 Oh, well... 34 00:03:51,046 --> 00:03:53,640 It appears to be the last place 35 00:03:53,641 --> 00:03:56,885 that anyone saw or heard from Mr. Holder. 36 00:03:58,428 --> 00:03:59,804 How'd he seem that night? 37 00:03:59,805 --> 00:04:02,099 Well, to be honest... 38 00:04:03,725 --> 00:04:04,934 not great. 39 00:04:04,935 --> 00:04:06,352 What makes you say that? 40 00:04:06,353 --> 00:04:10,022 The main thing, I noticed he was drinking a lot that evening. 41 00:04:10,023 --> 00:04:11,358 Is that notable? 42 00:04:12,317 --> 00:04:15,778 Yeah. He's been sober since high school. 43 00:04:15,779 --> 00:04:17,156 Never seen him drink. 44 00:04:17,738 --> 00:04:19,449 Where'd you two go after the bar? 45 00:04:19,450 --> 00:04:20,909 I came home, and... 46 00:04:21,577 --> 00:04:23,829 ... God, I don't know where he went. 47 00:04:29,877 --> 00:04:31,170 Well, thank you very much. 48 00:04:32,087 --> 00:04:35,883 If you think of anything else, my cell's on the back. 49 00:04:37,551 --> 00:04:39,218 Thank you. 50 00:04:39,219 --> 00:04:40,721 I'll see myself out. 51 00:04:53,692 --> 00:04:55,110 Will you come upstairs? 52 00:05:14,213 --> 00:05:15,881 This is why I went to Ryan. 53 00:05:20,260 --> 00:05:21,594 Where did you find this? 54 00:05:21,595 --> 00:05:23,972 I followed you to the storage unit. 55 00:05:25,432 --> 00:05:28,185 And I took one to Ryan to see if he could tell me what it was. 56 00:05:31,688 --> 00:05:33,315 It's not what you think. 57 00:05:41,824 --> 00:05:45,159 This is an experimental compound designed to shut down 58 00:05:45,160 --> 00:05:47,995 certain regions in the prefrontal cortex. 59 00:05:47,996 --> 00:05:49,455 For what purpose? 60 00:05:49,456 --> 00:05:51,668 So that I can observe macroscopic objects 61 00:05:51,669 --> 00:05:53,210 while they're in superposition. 62 00:05:54,419 --> 00:05:56,046 Ryan built it for me. 63 00:05:58,715 --> 00:06:00,049 Why didn't he tell me? 64 00:06:00,050 --> 00:06:04,221 He's under an NDA. Now, why didn't you confront me with it? 65 00:06:06,014 --> 00:06:09,726 'Cause I feel like we've become strangers, and I hate it. 66 00:06:10,352 --> 00:06:11,770 And I'm scared. 67 00:06:15,524 --> 00:06:17,109 Are you using it? 68 00:06:17,985 --> 00:06:19,319 Don't lie to me. 69 00:06:20,696 --> 00:06:21,822 Yes. 70 00:06:23,490 --> 00:06:24,992 Is it affecting you? 71 00:06:27,578 --> 00:06:29,746 Well, the side effects are pretty intense. 72 00:06:31,623 --> 00:06:33,207 I want you to stop. 73 00:06:33,208 --> 00:06:34,709 Okay. 74 00:06:34,710 --> 00:06:36,753 - Can you stop? - Yes. 75 00:06:38,672 --> 00:06:39,840 I will. 76 00:06:53,395 --> 00:06:55,147 And what's in the storage unit? 77 00:06:57,274 --> 00:06:58,734 A lot of stuff from... 78 00:06:59,943 --> 00:07:01,278 Just for my project. 79 00:07:04,072 --> 00:07:06,074 Well, it feels like you were hiding it. 80 00:07:08,952 --> 00:07:10,204 Because I was. 81 00:07:13,081 --> 00:07:17,044 I guess I felt guilty of wanting more, doing more. 82 00:07:17,628 --> 00:07:18,837 So, yeah. 83 00:07:35,437 --> 00:07:38,232 Are you really sure that we need to do this? 84 00:07:39,108 --> 00:07:42,193 I think it's a waste of two ampoules. 85 00:07:42,194 --> 00:07:44,654 A waste of a-an entire day. 86 00:07:44,655 --> 00:07:47,074 Listen, I know. 87 00:07:48,158 --> 00:07:50,993 But in all our testing, the drug was found to be habit forming, 88 00:07:50,994 --> 00:07:54,330 and it was never evaluated under this level of continuous use. 89 00:07:54,331 --> 00:07:58,836 We've been living like this... In fight or flight for 29 days. 90 00:07:59,670 --> 00:08:00,963 We really need a break. 91 00:08:01,797 --> 00:08:03,757 We need something completely different. 92 00:08:04,466 --> 00:08:06,426 - Doctor's orders. - Okay. 93 00:09:49,530 --> 00:09:51,447 Everybody gather around me, 94 00:09:51,448 --> 00:09:55,077 and let's get into our horseshoe like we practiced. 95 00:09:56,411 --> 00:09:59,123 Okay. Who knows why we're here? 96 00:09:59,915 --> 00:10:00,915 Look. 97 00:10:00,916 --> 00:10:02,122 Now, do you remember 98 00:10:02,123 --> 00:10:04,502 what we celebrate during cold-fusion week? 99 00:10:04,503 --> 00:10:06,796 When the first fusion reactor went online. 100 00:10:06,797 --> 00:10:08,506 Yes. Okay, are you ready to go inside? 101 00:10:08,507 --> 00:10:10,759 - Yes! - Okay, follow me. 102 00:10:11,718 --> 00:10:13,345 Where have you brought us? 103 00:10:15,514 --> 00:10:16,890 I'm not sure. 104 00:10:17,599 --> 00:10:19,351 I didn't even describe the world. 105 00:10:20,602 --> 00:10:25,815 Focused on concepts I thought would make a world worth experiencing. 106 00:10:25,816 --> 00:10:27,234 Such as? 107 00:10:28,652 --> 00:10:30,653 People agreeing on basic facts, 108 00:10:30,654 --> 00:10:34,616 technology that doesn't destroy the environment or humanity. 109 00:10:36,410 --> 00:10:39,997 Mostly, I wrote about empathy. 110 00:10:48,547 --> 00:10:49,548 Hi. 111 00:10:50,299 --> 00:10:51,800 Two hot chocolates, please. 112 00:11:00,058 --> 00:11:02,311 - Thank you. - Thank you. Oh. 113 00:11:04,855 --> 00:11:06,231 Hmm. 114 00:11:07,357 --> 00:11:12,029 So, you wrote about the people, not the things. 115 00:11:12,905 --> 00:11:15,907 Life's about who you share it with, right? 116 00:11:15,908 --> 00:11:17,116 Mmm. 117 00:11:17,117 --> 00:11:18,410 Is it good? 118 00:11:19,244 --> 00:11:20,329 Yeah. 119 00:11:21,079 --> 00:11:22,623 I think the cup is edible. 120 00:11:26,460 --> 00:11:29,004 - Mmm. It's good, right? - Yeah. 121 00:11:39,973 --> 00:11:42,225 You got it! 122 00:11:42,226 --> 00:11:44,644 It's called the Spire. 123 00:11:44,645 --> 00:11:47,313 Top of the Obama Building. Best in the city. 124 00:11:47,314 --> 00:11:49,190 - Oh. - My friend's the manager. 125 00:11:49,191 --> 00:11:50,775 Tell her Sid sent you. 126 00:11:50,776 --> 00:11:52,027 Thank you. 127 00:11:52,653 --> 00:11:55,155 - I'm loving this Chicago. - Yeah. 128 00:11:57,407 --> 00:11:59,117 Wait, what? Are we leaving? 129 00:11:59,118 --> 00:12:00,202 I'm leaving. 130 00:12:01,245 --> 00:12:03,747 It's a surprise. Meet me in two hours? 131 00:12:05,582 --> 00:12:08,293 Okay. Um, where? 132 00:12:08,961 --> 00:12:11,255 How about that restaurant? 133 00:12:12,548 --> 00:12:13,840 Okay. 134 00:12:13,841 --> 00:12:15,175 Good? 135 00:12:16,718 --> 00:12:17,969 - Cool. - Oh. 136 00:12:17,970 --> 00:12:20,722 Sorry. Bye. 137 00:12:25,644 --> 00:12:27,771 - Another one? - Uh, yeah. 138 00:12:28,397 --> 00:12:30,231 No, I wanna do it. I'm gonna do it. 139 00:12:30,232 --> 00:12:32,483 No, it's gonna be great. It's gonna be great. 140 00:12:32,484 --> 00:12:35,279 - Hey. Hi. - Hi. 141 00:12:35,863 --> 00:12:38,449 - Uh, would you mind taking our photo? - Oh, sure. 142 00:12:39,032 --> 00:12:40,074 Thanks. 143 00:12:40,075 --> 00:12:42,743 - Just that little button right there. - Oh, yeah. 144 00:12:42,744 --> 00:12:46,372 Is, uh... Is there a special occasion? 145 00:12:46,373 --> 00:12:48,375 - Yeah, it's our anniversary. - Ah. 146 00:12:49,084 --> 00:12:51,461 - Yay. - Hope that's okay. 147 00:12:51,462 --> 00:12:53,963 - You guys both look very happy. - Oh, thank you. 148 00:12:53,964 --> 00:12:56,424 - Oh, you and your partner too. - Oh. 149 00:12:56,425 --> 00:12:58,676 Um, I took a photo of you two. 150 00:12:58,677 --> 00:13:01,179 - He does this. - Sorry. 151 00:13:01,180 --> 00:13:03,264 You were just too cute not to. 152 00:13:03,265 --> 00:13:04,849 How long you been together? 153 00:13:04,850 --> 00:13:06,185 Sorry? 154 00:13:07,394 --> 00:13:08,562 Oh. 155 00:13:09,605 --> 00:13:13,734 Yeah, uh, not... not too long. 156 00:13:54,983 --> 00:13:56,193 Thank you. 157 00:14:01,573 --> 00:14:03,242 Wow. 158 00:14:03,909 --> 00:14:05,284 It's amazing. 159 00:14:05,285 --> 00:14:07,454 I feel extremely underdressed. 160 00:14:09,581 --> 00:14:10,874 That's for you. 161 00:14:18,549 --> 00:14:19,633 Okay. 162 00:14:21,093 --> 00:14:23,804 Guess I'll be right back. 163 00:14:44,450 --> 00:14:46,617 Hot. Very hot. 164 00:14:46,618 --> 00:14:50,456 Yeah, it's amazing what a wash of the face can do. 165 00:14:54,918 --> 00:14:57,129 - Yeah. - Cheers. 166 00:14:58,714 --> 00:14:59,798 Mmm. 167 00:15:01,550 --> 00:15:03,176 I got something for you. 168 00:15:03,177 --> 00:15:04,720 Close your eyes. 169 00:15:09,057 --> 00:15:10,476 All right. Open. 170 00:15:15,939 --> 00:15:16,981 Where? 171 00:15:16,982 --> 00:15:21,444 I saw them in a storefront in a bodega as I was wandering around. 172 00:15:21,445 --> 00:15:25,406 - You remembered. - Yeah. 173 00:15:25,407 --> 00:15:26,784 Thank you. 174 00:15:28,827 --> 00:15:31,454 Yeah. 175 00:15:31,455 --> 00:15:33,582 - You... You did? - I had to. 176 00:15:34,500 --> 00:15:36,083 - And? - You're not a scientist. 177 00:15:36,084 --> 00:15:38,086 Wha... What am I? 178 00:15:38,629 --> 00:15:40,046 You sell insurance. 179 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:46,470 That... That is boring. 180 00:15:48,055 --> 00:15:50,224 - I also looked me up. - Mm-hmm? 181 00:15:51,892 --> 00:15:55,604 The Amanda Lucas of this world went missing two years ago. 182 00:15:56,396 --> 00:15:58,648 Like me, she was born in Seattle, 183 00:15:58,649 --> 00:16:01,068 which is now part of a country called Cascadia. 184 00:16:03,070 --> 00:16:04,888 Like me, she grew up mostly in São Paulo 185 00:16:04,889 --> 00:16:07,116 and moved to Chicago when she was 17. 186 00:16:07,825 --> 00:16:09,742 She has multiple citizenships. 187 00:16:09,743 --> 00:16:15,124 Unlike me, her parents are gone and she never had a brother. 188 00:16:16,500 --> 00:16:17,792 Wow. 189 00:16:17,793 --> 00:16:19,128 So it's... 190 00:16:22,464 --> 00:16:23,507 it's perfect. 191 00:16:28,178 --> 00:16:33,475 Using facial recognition and a retinal scan, 192 00:16:35,269 --> 00:16:38,187 I was able to get a new passport in ten minutes. 193 00:16:39,481 --> 00:16:41,733 This Amanda has really good credit. 194 00:16:42,276 --> 00:16:44,820 All right, what the fuck are you talking about? 195 00:16:50,033 --> 00:16:51,285 I'm staying. 196 00:16:52,327 --> 00:16:53,996 I can't keep doing this. 197 00:16:56,373 --> 00:16:58,333 I think you see it too. 198 00:16:59,835 --> 00:17:04,673 You have a home you're looking for, but I don't have that. 199 00:17:05,466 --> 00:17:07,426 I can't go back to my world. 200 00:17:08,802 --> 00:17:13,807 I'm completely alone except for you. 201 00:17:15,517 --> 00:17:17,478 And you're not even my Jason. 202 00:17:19,563 --> 00:17:21,273 So you're abandoning me? 203 00:17:22,649 --> 00:17:23,817 Jason. 204 00:17:29,239 --> 00:17:30,824 I want you to stay. 205 00:17:42,836 --> 00:17:44,004 Yeah. 206 00:17:52,054 --> 00:17:53,638 I mean, 207 00:17:53,639 --> 00:17:57,225 I know that there are countless worlds with Jasons 208 00:17:57,226 --> 00:18:00,479 that are much smarter than me that would love to stay. 209 00:18:03,232 --> 00:18:08,070 And I'm sorry that I... I just can't be one of them. 210 00:18:10,405 --> 00:18:12,074 As much as, uh... 211 00:18:28,132 --> 00:18:31,092 At least I, uh... I should leave you some ampoules. 212 00:18:31,093 --> 00:18:32,635 - Why? - Why? 213 00:18:32,636 --> 00:18:35,055 We don't know that this is gonna work. 214 00:18:36,140 --> 00:18:37,933 No world can be perfect, 215 00:18:40,102 --> 00:18:44,064 but we have to choose to make our life as great as it can be. 216 00:18:48,444 --> 00:18:50,695 What are you gonna do? Where are you gonna go? 217 00:18:50,696 --> 00:18:52,364 Move back to Seattle, 218 00:18:52,906 --> 00:18:54,908 where no one knows Amanda Lucas anymore. 219 00:18:55,909 --> 00:18:57,118 Start over. 220 00:18:57,119 --> 00:18:59,705 Thought it all through. Are you sure about it? 221 00:19:02,124 --> 00:19:05,169 If consciousness makes our connection to reality, 222 00:19:06,295 --> 00:19:08,754 then it's not only the consciousness of the person 223 00:19:08,755 --> 00:19:10,549 who opens the door that matters. 224 00:19:11,383 --> 00:19:13,010 It's both our minds. 225 00:19:13,886 --> 00:19:15,438 What if I'm the thing that is keeping you 226 00:19:15,439 --> 00:19:17,306 from connecting to your world, 227 00:19:17,848 --> 00:19:19,308 from getting back to them? 228 00:19:23,854 --> 00:19:25,856 You're amazing. 229 00:19:28,025 --> 00:19:29,609 And I'm sorry. It was me. 230 00:19:29,610 --> 00:19:32,236 - I pulled... I pulled you into this. I... - No. No. 231 00:19:32,237 --> 00:19:33,655 None of that. 232 00:19:34,782 --> 00:19:36,033 No regrets. 233 00:19:40,037 --> 00:19:41,580 No regrets. 234 00:20:26,542 --> 00:20:27,918 I hope you find them. 235 00:20:29,503 --> 00:20:30,546 Thank you. 236 00:23:25,262 --> 00:23:26,972 - Hello? - Hi. 237 00:23:27,890 --> 00:23:28,891 Hi. 238 00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:31,602 What number are you calling from? 239 00:23:33,270 --> 00:23:35,021 Oh, my ph... my phone died. 240 00:23:35,022 --> 00:23:40,067 I-I just borrowed a phone from someone here. 241 00:23:40,068 --> 00:23:41,570 Is everything okay? 242 00:23:44,156 --> 00:23:49,035 Yeah, I was just calling to see how your morning's going. 243 00:23:49,036 --> 00:23:52,164 Do you mean since I saw you an hour ago? 244 00:23:53,707 --> 00:23:55,000 Is everything okay? 245 00:23:56,418 --> 00:23:58,587 Yeah. Yeah. 246 00:24:00,798 --> 00:24:02,633 Just hit me that, um, 247 00:24:04,802 --> 00:24:07,513 I take so many moments with you for granted. 248 00:24:10,682 --> 00:24:13,684 I get up in the morning, I go about my day, 249 00:24:13,685 --> 00:24:16,939 but it just hit me with... 250 00:24:18,065 --> 00:24:21,151 with clarity that I just love you so much. 251 00:24:23,278 --> 00:24:25,781 And I just thought I'd better tell you because... 252 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:30,868 you just never know, you know? 253 00:24:30,869 --> 00:24:33,788 How about I cancel our plans for tonight, 254 00:24:33,789 --> 00:24:38,127 and I'll wear my sexiest sweatpants? 255 00:24:45,592 --> 00:24:48,387 I would really love that. 256 00:24:49,555 --> 00:24:53,599 Look, I got to go 'cause this, um, 257 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:55,894 Zoom with the investors is about to start. 258 00:24:57,062 --> 00:24:58,814 - Yeah. Okay. - Okay. 259 00:24:59,648 --> 00:25:00,982 I love you, sweetheart. 260 00:25:00,983 --> 00:25:02,526 I'll see you tonight. 261 00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:59,411 Dad? 262 00:28:00,162 --> 00:28:01,496 Charlie? 263 00:28:01,497 --> 00:28:03,373 No. It's your other son. 264 00:28:06,835 --> 00:28:08,170 What are you doing? 265 00:28:12,716 --> 00:28:14,176 I couldn't sleep. 266 00:28:16,053 --> 00:28:19,263 So you got dressed in all black and put your shoes on 267 00:28:19,264 --> 00:28:21,308 so you could stand around your own kitchen? 268 00:28:22,017 --> 00:28:23,936 Well, I thought a walk might help. 269 00:28:25,979 --> 00:28:28,065 Well, don't let me keep you. 270 00:28:33,487 --> 00:28:35,114 I love you, kiddo. 271 00:28:40,035 --> 00:28:41,203 What? 272 00:28:43,288 --> 00:28:44,915 What's the matter? 273 00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:48,210 I know how much of a massive disappointment I am to you. 274 00:28:50,045 --> 00:28:51,046 No. 275 00:28:52,673 --> 00:28:55,008 No, I... I cou... I... I could never. 276 00:28:55,843 --> 00:28:57,385 - What? What are you doing? - Hey. 277 00:28:57,386 --> 00:28:58,929 What's... What's the matter? 278 00:29:01,974 --> 00:29:03,142 Talk to me. 279 00:29:04,810 --> 00:29:07,729 What's going on with you? 280 00:29:10,023 --> 00:29:12,109 Dad, it's almost the anniversary. 281 00:29:13,902 --> 00:29:18,365 Keep thinking about Holly and how unfair it all is. 282 00:29:20,993 --> 00:29:22,618 She could have made something of herself. 283 00:29:22,619 --> 00:29:24,787 Meanwhile, my stupid ass is just failing trig. 284 00:29:24,788 --> 00:29:27,331 Hey. 285 00:29:27,332 --> 00:29:29,042 Max. 286 00:29:32,296 --> 00:29:33,464 Max. 287 00:29:37,217 --> 00:29:42,305 Life is not like that. 288 00:29:42,306 --> 00:29:45,976 - It's complicated. It's... - That girl is dead. 289 00:29:47,686 --> 00:29:49,687 I have her heart. I live and she doesn't. 290 00:29:49,688 --> 00:29:53,650 Do you really think I need to be told that life is fucking complicated? 291 00:29:54,735 --> 00:29:55,778 No. 292 00:29:57,613 --> 00:29:58,697 Fuck off. 293 00:30:00,491 --> 00:30:01,658 Max. 294 00:30:22,262 --> 00:30:24,264 How's your week been? 295 00:30:25,974 --> 00:30:28,644 Well, 296 00:30:30,479 --> 00:30:32,689 Daniela went behind my back, 297 00:30:33,899 --> 00:30:37,736 and she spoke to a good friend of mine about me and about my work. 298 00:30:38,445 --> 00:30:41,240 About things that she really should have come to me with. 299 00:30:42,241 --> 00:30:45,953 So I'm thinking about just packing up and leaving. 300 00:30:46,703 --> 00:30:48,830 Do you think that will solve your problems? 301 00:30:48,831 --> 00:30:51,040 Y... Y... Why do you have a problem 302 00:30:51,041 --> 00:30:53,793 with me removing myself from a bad situation? 303 00:30:53,794 --> 00:30:55,586 I don't have a problem with that. 304 00:30:55,587 --> 00:30:56,950 But do you think it's possible 305 00:30:56,951 --> 00:31:00,467 that you are actually running away from yourself, 306 00:31:01,510 --> 00:31:02,677 from who you really are? 307 00:31:02,678 --> 00:31:03,762 Hmm. 308 00:31:04,555 --> 00:31:08,183 You know, I don't know a thing about you. 309 00:31:08,767 --> 00:31:10,059 We're not here to talk about me. 310 00:31:10,060 --> 00:31:12,145 Yeah, but how am I supposed to trust you? 311 00:31:12,146 --> 00:31:14,648 Come on, just one thing. 312 00:31:15,274 --> 00:31:16,650 Just one. 313 00:31:17,526 --> 00:31:18,651 No? Okay. 314 00:31:18,652 --> 00:31:21,238 Well, how about I tell you something about yourself? 315 00:31:21,905 --> 00:31:24,657 Like, you have a sweet tooth. 316 00:31:24,658 --> 00:31:26,868 I keep candy on my desk. 317 00:31:26,869 --> 00:31:28,327 That's not a state secret. 318 00:31:28,328 --> 00:31:32,123 Yeah, but it says that you like to be liked, 319 00:31:32,124 --> 00:31:33,959 that you're a nice person. 320 00:31:34,668 --> 00:31:38,755 And I think that psychology most likely wasn't your first love. 321 00:31:39,548 --> 00:31:41,924 You're right. I had many loves. 322 00:31:41,925 --> 00:31:44,552 And you seem to me to be the kind of person 323 00:31:44,553 --> 00:31:47,180 that tends to give up a lot of yourself 324 00:31:47,181 --> 00:31:49,683 to help others, particularly men. 325 00:31:50,684 --> 00:31:54,145 And, no, no, no, you would never walk away from a bad situation. 326 00:31:54,146 --> 00:31:58,692 In fact, I think that you had a parent that needed to be cared for. 327 00:31:59,276 --> 00:32:00,276 Yeah. 328 00:32:00,277 --> 00:32:04,822 She needed you so much that that is exactly the reason why you became 329 00:32:04,823 --> 00:32:06,338 the kind of person that needs to rescue 330 00:32:06,339 --> 00:32:08,702 other people instead of helping yourself. 331 00:32:16,877 --> 00:32:18,462 I'd like you to leave. 332 00:32:23,967 --> 00:32:25,010 Now. 333 00:32:25,803 --> 00:32:26,804 Yeah. 334 00:32:40,984 --> 00:32:43,402 Hi, Jason. Sorry to bother you. 335 00:32:43,403 --> 00:32:46,073 I just had a couple questions, happened to be in the neighborhood. 336 00:32:47,116 --> 00:32:48,117 Sit. 337 00:32:53,997 --> 00:32:56,792 We finally looked up Ryan Holder's cell phone records. 338 00:32:57,543 --> 00:32:59,276 The last location before it went offline 339 00:32:59,277 --> 00:33:01,505 was an industrial area in South Chicago. 340 00:33:03,340 --> 00:33:04,466 Okay. 341 00:33:05,759 --> 00:33:07,640 It appears he went there straight after having drinks 342 00:33:07,641 --> 00:33:09,680 with you at the Village Tap. 343 00:33:10,305 --> 00:33:11,306 Right. 344 00:33:12,599 --> 00:33:15,309 Any idea what he might have been doing in that part of town 345 00:33:15,310 --> 00:33:17,312 - in the middle of the night? - No. 346 00:33:18,689 --> 00:33:20,149 You didn't go there with him? 347 00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:22,359 No. 348 00:33:23,277 --> 00:33:25,528 He didn't tell you what he was doing out there? 349 00:33:25,529 --> 00:33:26,905 No. 350 00:33:28,365 --> 00:33:29,491 Okay. 351 00:33:33,412 --> 00:33:34,746 Okay. 352 00:33:42,504 --> 00:33:44,230 You know, there's not much in the way 353 00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:46,215 of CCTV coverage in that part of town. 354 00:33:46,216 --> 00:33:50,137 But if I find anything interesting, I'll be in touch. 355 00:34:35,098 --> 00:34:37,226 You actually said, "Fuck you, I quit?" 356 00:34:38,143 --> 00:34:40,813 - Life's too short. - All right. All right. 357 00:34:41,521 --> 00:34:43,273 Hey, what was your boss's name? 358 00:34:44,066 --> 00:34:45,317 Alan. 359 00:34:47,027 --> 00:34:48,362 Here's to you, Alan. 360 00:34:48,904 --> 00:34:50,655 But eat a bag of dicks. 361 00:34:50,656 --> 00:34:54,742 Fuck you, Alan. 362 00:34:54,743 --> 00:34:57,078 Why? You got a asshole boss in your life? 363 00:34:57,079 --> 00:34:59,665 Mmm. Yeah. 364 00:35:01,125 --> 00:35:02,417 You're looking at him. 365 00:35:04,545 --> 00:35:07,713 So, wait, wha... what is this? What... What is it that you do exactly? 366 00:35:07,714 --> 00:35:10,384 I own a garage. Loyalty Motors. You probably heard of us. 367 00:35:11,009 --> 00:35:12,219 No? 368 00:35:12,970 --> 00:35:15,763 Service all the fancy hipsters over in Logan Square. 369 00:35:15,764 --> 00:35:19,059 Did you always wanna own a garage? 370 00:35:19,685 --> 00:35:21,144 Actually, if things had gone a little different, 371 00:35:21,145 --> 00:35:23,522 I might've ended up at UChicago with you. 372 00:35:24,648 --> 00:35:26,150 - No shit. - Mm-hmm. 373 00:35:27,443 --> 00:35:28,943 I know I don't look like it, 374 00:35:28,944 --> 00:35:31,447 but I was a pretty smart motherfucker back in the day. 375 00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:34,616 I had a full academic scholarship at UChicago. 376 00:35:35,659 --> 00:35:36,994 What happened? 377 00:35:37,703 --> 00:35:40,747 My dumbass got a DUI the summer after my senior year. 378 00:35:42,958 --> 00:35:44,500 Was at a party for my buddy. 379 00:35:44,501 --> 00:35:48,046 We were wasted, and so we flipped a coin and I lost. 380 00:35:48,797 --> 00:35:52,843 Then I drove and, uh, we hit a checkpoint on the way home. 381 00:35:56,388 --> 00:35:57,972 Do you ever wonder... 382 00:35:57,973 --> 00:35:59,266 All the fucking time. 383 00:36:00,392 --> 00:36:01,976 Another round, boys? 384 00:36:01,977 --> 00:36:04,437 We probably should. 385 00:36:04,438 --> 00:36:06,189 I'm gonna have a whiskey. You want a whiskey? 386 00:36:06,190 --> 00:36:07,441 Yeah. 387 00:36:08,734 --> 00:36:09,942 Thanks. 388 00:36:09,943 --> 00:36:12,404 You ever get the feeling when you meet someone, 389 00:36:13,572 --> 00:36:15,449 you're sure you've met them before? 390 00:36:16,533 --> 00:36:17,868 - Yeah. - Yeah? 391 00:36:19,328 --> 00:36:20,579 There you go, lads. 392 00:36:21,079 --> 00:36:22,414 - Thanks. - Yeah. 393 00:39:14,169 --> 00:39:17,965 The first time I see you is at the garden party. 394 00:39:20,050 --> 00:39:21,926 And when your eyes meet mine, 395 00:39:21,927 --> 00:39:25,400 it feels like some piece of machinery 396 00:39:25,401 --> 00:39:28,724 has just seized inside of my chest, 397 00:39:28,725 --> 00:39:30,269 like worlds colliding. 398 00:39:32,312 --> 00:39:35,273 I've always known, on a purely intellectual level, 399 00:39:35,274 --> 00:39:37,860 that human separateness is an illusion. 400 00:39:38,444 --> 00:39:40,069 We're all made of the same thing: 401 00:39:40,070 --> 00:39:44,240 Blown-out pieces of matter formed in the fires of dead stars. 402 00:39:44,241 --> 00:39:46,868 I've just never felt that knowledge in my bones 403 00:39:46,869 --> 00:39:49,204 until this moment here with you. 404 00:39:51,665 --> 00:39:54,041 I only remember pieces of what was said, 405 00:39:54,042 --> 00:39:58,129 how you laughed, how the wine stained your lips. 406 00:39:58,130 --> 00:39:59,839 And then you say to me, 407 00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:02,592 "I have a friend whose gallery opening is tonight. 408 00:40:02,593 --> 00:40:03,801 Do you wanna come?" 409 00:40:03,802 --> 00:40:07,431 And I thought, "I'd go anywhere with you." 410 00:40:23,113 --> 00:40:26,867 I'm leaving a world today where our boy made it. 411 00:40:27,534 --> 00:40:29,036 Where Max is alive. 412 00:40:30,162 --> 00:40:33,707 I almost took that Jason's life the same way mine was taken. 413 00:40:34,333 --> 00:40:36,042 But I realize something. 414 00:40:36,043 --> 00:40:40,547 I need my life and my family, no one else's. 415 00:40:44,468 --> 00:40:45,928 "I used to think that... 416 00:40:48,263 --> 00:40:51,683 life was about reaching some perfect destination. 417 00:40:53,352 --> 00:40:56,563 Because I hadn't reached it yet, I felt somehow ill at ease. 418 00:40:58,482 --> 00:41:00,359 But I had seen the perfection. 419 00:41:02,111 --> 00:41:06,365 I had reached it, and I'm starting to suspect 420 00:41:07,616 --> 00:41:09,800 that it is the imperfections of life 421 00:41:09,801 --> 00:41:14,248 that amount to a different kind of perfection." 422 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:20,546 "I just wanna be home... 423 00:41:23,298 --> 00:41:24,633 back on the journey... 424 00:41:26,051 --> 00:41:28,220 ... with this version of you." 425 00:43:01,563 --> 00:43:03,148 Well, how can I help you, sir? 426 00:43:05,275 --> 00:43:06,360 You know me? 427 00:43:07,611 --> 00:43:10,154 - Yes, Jason, I know you. - Oh. 428 00:43:10,155 --> 00:43:11,906 - Okay. - Oh, Matt. 429 00:43:11,907 --> 00:43:14,534 What do... 430 00:43:14,535 --> 00:43:16,119 What are you drinking? What's going on? 431 00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:17,579 No, not tonight, man. 432 00:43:18,539 --> 00:43:19,790 Not tonight! 433 00:43:20,499 --> 00:43:22,459 Swung in for a hug. Okay. Thanks. 434 00:44:51,131 --> 00:44:52,174 Hey. 435 00:44:55,844 --> 00:44:58,847 Hey. Wow. That looks good. Hey. 436 00:45:00,474 --> 00:45:03,851 Sorry. Ryan finally called. 437 00:45:03,852 --> 00:45:04,937 Oh. 438 00:45:07,648 --> 00:45:10,400 I went and picked him up in a bar in Gary, 439 00:45:11,026 --> 00:45:12,527 and he was on a massive bender. 440 00:45:12,528 --> 00:45:13,862 Is he okay? 441 00:45:14,363 --> 00:45:17,449 Well, he's, uh... No. 442 00:45:17,950 --> 00:45:19,535 He's in a pretty bad way. 443 00:45:22,246 --> 00:45:24,039 He's going through some stuff. 444 00:45:24,957 --> 00:45:26,041 Where is he now? 445 00:45:26,625 --> 00:45:29,628 Uh, he's at home, sleeping it off. He's... 446 00:45:30,420 --> 00:45:32,214 Maybe he shouldn't be alone. 447 00:45:33,215 --> 00:45:36,134 Oh, I called, uh, Mindy. She's on her way. 448 00:45:36,135 --> 00:45:37,218 Oh, good. 449 00:45:37,219 --> 00:45:39,847 And I gotta call Detective Mason. 450 00:45:40,514 --> 00:45:42,307 Just to, you know, let her know. 451 00:45:45,144 --> 00:45:47,354 Hey, why don't you text me Mindy's number? 452 00:45:48,147 --> 00:45:50,774 - I'll check on her. - Yeah. Yeah. 453 00:46:05,622 --> 00:46:07,790 Hi. Help you with something? 454 00:46:07,791 --> 00:46:10,752 - Yeah. Uh, I wanna buy a handgun. - Okay. 455 00:46:11,378 --> 00:46:13,213 Don't really know the first thing about them. 456 00:46:13,797 --> 00:46:15,757 No worries. Uh, the purpose would be? 457 00:46:17,551 --> 00:46:19,344 - Just home defense. - Okay. 458 00:46:20,929 --> 00:46:25,058 So, we've got this Glock 23 right here. 459 00:46:25,893 --> 00:46:28,811 It's a .40 caliber. Austrian-made, solid knockdown power. 460 00:46:28,812 --> 00:46:30,730 Now, I can get you in a subcompact version 461 00:46:30,731 --> 00:46:33,316 if you want something a little smaller for a concealed carry permit. 462 00:46:33,317 --> 00:46:35,401 So, that would... that would take down an intruder? 463 00:46:35,402 --> 00:46:36,819 Oh, yeah. 464 00:46:36,820 --> 00:46:38,362 Yeah, this will put 'em down. 465 00:46:38,363 --> 00:46:39,865 Won't be getting up either. 466 00:46:40,741 --> 00:46:43,201 Is that... Can I... Is it... How many bullets does it... 467 00:46:43,202 --> 00:46:45,370 - Uh, it's rounds. Thirteen. Yeah. - Rounds? 468 00:46:46,371 --> 00:46:47,581 Uh... 469 00:46:49,166 --> 00:46:50,375 You got it. 470 00:46:51,376 --> 00:46:53,294 - Yeah, what do you think? - Uh, Yeah. 471 00:46:53,295 --> 00:46:55,671 - Well, it feels like a... a gun. - Yeah. 472 00:46:55,672 --> 00:46:57,215 All right. Well, I can show you a few more. 473 00:46:57,216 --> 00:46:59,376 I've got a really nice Smith and Wesson .357 474 00:46:59,377 --> 00:47:00,593 if you want a revolver instead. 475 00:47:00,594 --> 00:47:03,387 No. It... That's perfect. And I'll take it. 476 00:47:03,388 --> 00:47:04,555 Yeah? Okay, great. 477 00:47:04,556 --> 00:47:06,058 Um, you got your FOID card? 478 00:47:07,601 --> 00:47:08,976 What is that? 479 00:47:08,977 --> 00:47:11,282 It's your Firearm Owners Identification card 480 00:47:11,283 --> 00:47:13,023 issued by the Illinois State Police. 481 00:47:16,026 --> 00:47:17,610 And how do I get one? 482 00:47:17,611 --> 00:47:19,655 Uh, you have to apply for it. 483 00:47:22,866 --> 00:47:24,326 Okay. 484 00:47:25,452 --> 00:47:26,662 Okay. 485 00:47:27,871 --> 00:47:29,498 - In the meantime, - Mm-hmm. 486 00:47:30,958 --> 00:47:35,002 have you got anything, uh, like pepper spray, or mace? 487 00:47:35,003 --> 00:47:37,214 - Yeah. Yeah, sure do, right over here. - Yeah? 488 00:47:38,215 --> 00:47:40,186 I recommend the Fox Labs pepper spray. 489 00:47:40,187 --> 00:47:42,510 It's got 5.3 million Scoville Heat Units. 490 00:47:42,511 --> 00:47:44,137 It's the hottest and strongest on the market. 491 00:47:44,138 --> 00:47:45,972 - All right, great. Yeah. I'll do that. - Yeah? 492 00:47:45,973 --> 00:47:48,642 - And can I have a look at a knife? - Yeah, right here. 493 00:47:49,685 --> 00:47:51,812 You looking for anything in particular, or... 494 00:47:52,479 --> 00:47:55,314 - I mean, no. Uh, this... this one? - Oh, that's a good choice. 495 00:47:55,315 --> 00:47:57,984 This is the Spyderco Civilian. 496 00:47:57,985 --> 00:48:00,404 Designed for self-defense and hand-to-hand combat. 497 00:48:00,988 --> 00:48:02,197 Just be careful. 498 00:48:03,198 --> 00:48:05,825 - Yeah. I'll take both. - Okay. 499 00:48:05,826 --> 00:48:06,910 Great. 500 00:48:07,453 --> 00:48:09,413 I will ring you up right over there. 501 00:48:10,038 --> 00:48:12,039 - Appreciate your business. Yep. - Thank you. 502 00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:13,916 - Have a good one. - Yeah. 503 00:48:33,395 --> 00:48:35,606 Did you change your mind about the knife? 504 00:48:37,149 --> 00:48:39,650 I... I wanted to buy a handgun. 505 00:48:39,651 --> 00:48:41,916 I... I just don't really know 506 00:48:41,917 --> 00:48:43,237 the first thing about them. 507 00:48:43,238 --> 00:48:46,492 Didn't we just have this conversation? 508 00:48:48,285 --> 00:48:49,787 What are you talking about? 509 00:48:50,913 --> 00:48:52,413 We just did this. 510 00:48:52,414 --> 00:48:54,666 I showed you a Glock. You didn't have your FOID card. 511 00:48:56,168 --> 00:48:58,878 You, uh... You bought mace and a knife? 512 00:48:58,879 --> 00:49:01,298 No, I've never been in this store. 513 00:49:02,007 --> 00:49:03,258 Uh... 514 00:49:06,053 --> 00:49:10,015 Okay. Yeah. Um, do you have a twin? 515 00:49:12,768 --> 00:49:14,019 No. 516 00:49:15,521 --> 00:49:17,647 Are you saying that someone was just in here that... 517 00:49:17,648 --> 00:49:19,691 ... looks a lot like me? 518 00:49:20,984 --> 00:49:22,902 Yeah. Yeah, exactly like you. 519 00:49:22,903 --> 00:49:24,947 Same clothes and every... Well, he didn't... 520 00:49:25,864 --> 00:49:27,825 He didn't have a brace on his finger. 521 00:49:28,659 --> 00:49:30,327 How long ago was that? 522 00:49:31,078 --> 00:49:33,413 He walked out 20 seconds before you walked in. 523 00:49:37,876 --> 00:49:39,669 Hey, do you know which direction he went? 524 00:49:39,670 --> 00:49:41,003 I didn't see. 525 00:49:41,004 --> 00:49:43,172 You wanna tell me what the hell's going on? 526 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:15,000 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.MY-SUBS.com -