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Provided by explosiveskull
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May I help you?
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Please.
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Sit down. Sit.
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Fifty.
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- Receipt?
- No.
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Thank you.
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Goodbye. Come on.
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There was a time,
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four straight years, until three
days ago,
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when I waited for you
while I watched a DVD or read.
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And you always came back.
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The night was ours,
and some entire mornings.
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There were also afternoons
which, as if by magic,
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turned into nights.
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You always came back.
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Until three days ago.
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Fuck!
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Shut up!
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Shit.
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Hello?
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Oh, it's you.
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Oh, you're turning into a robot.
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Yes, that's better. I hear you
now.
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I-I was in the street.
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I can't hear the phone in the
street.
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Thank you for calling back.
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Oh, I haven't stopped.
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I went to the theater
the last two nights with Marta,
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and, uh, I took some drugs.
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And, uh... Oh, also I saw Fabian,
my agent.
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Compulsively I've taken to
eating.
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Well, if there's one thing I don't have
to complain about, it's my metabolism.
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It burns everything.
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I, uh... Vietnamese and Italian.
I don't know the name.
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Well, to be honest, the last three
days, I haven't stopped.
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I don't know if I'm amused,
exactly.
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Yeah, you're right.
My mind is very occupied, yes.
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And I don't stop.
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I'm escaping.
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Well, you told me to go out.
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Escape, go out. What does it matter?
They're the same thing.
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Last night?
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Uh, I... I went to bed. Very
early.
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I was very tired,
and I went to sleep quickly, and, um...
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And then Sofia came, and we had
lunch, and then we went shopping.
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Mmm. Silly stuff.
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Things for the apartment.
Practical things.
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In the future, I'm going to be
a practical woman for a change.
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And, uh... And I have to keep occupied.
That's what my therapist said.
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I went to see him too.
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Well, I had to go.
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To save you and to save me.
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I've loved you so much.
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I've been afraid of hurting you.
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Didn't you realize that I'd get
nervous
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whenever we were in the kitchen
and I'd see a knife
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and I'd have to put it away
immediately.
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It scared me to imagine I might
be sticking a knife in your chest.
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Kill you? No, no, no, no, never.
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The opposite.
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It's like, uh...
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It's like Marta with her
vertigo.
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And-And-And the worse thing
about heights
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isn't that she becomes light-headed
when faced with the void.
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It's that the void attracts her,
like a magnet.
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Do you understand?
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It's like her fear of falling
pushes her to jump.
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And then-then the same thing
happened to me with the knives.
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The fear of something bad
happening to you.
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It made me imagine
my hand was wielding a knife
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and I was sticking it into you.
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I... I became terrified of
myself.
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I mean, for a second, I was visualizing
your wounded, bleeding body.
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You can't even imagine how I
felt.
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I... I was afraid of myself.
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And I needed expert help.
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So I went to a therapist.
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That I need to invent new
habits.
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Replace all the ones I acquired
with you.
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Even though I don't want to do
anything.
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Even though I do everything
like an automaton.
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Yes, but don't worry,
I never mention your name.
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Yes, I'll throw myself into my
work.
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You won't believe it,
but Fabian, my agent, says that
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women of my age are fashionable
again.
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Timeless beauty, he calls it.
The clients love my pallor.
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That mixture of madness and
melancholy.
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I think it's a fucking joke.
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I'm a waste.
I'm a ruin of what I once was.
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But if that's what sells now.
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And it'll be good to work on
something.
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Yes, your cases are packed.
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They have been for three days.
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They're here, fed up of waiting
for you.
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Sense of humor?
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Well, I never really managed
to use it with you.
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When I'm crazy about someone,
I lose my sense of humor.
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It's very inconvenient,
not being able to be funny
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with the one person you'd
most like to be funny with.
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No, I wasn't funny with you.
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I was... special.
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Daring.
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Submissive.
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Thin.
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Passionate.
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And fortunate.
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I came into your life at a time
when you wanted to try new things,
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new feelings.
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As if desiring someone wasn't
the oldest feeling in the world.
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And I was a different woman.
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So different that at times, I think
you forgot that I was also a woman.
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Yes, and I accepted the
situation.
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I'm not saying that I enjoyed
sharing you,
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but given the circumstances,
I accepted the humiliation.
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Even though I suffered like an
animal.
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No, I know it wasn't your intention.
I'm not reproaching you.
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I was aware of it, but I didn't
enjoy any the less because of it.
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I suffered like an animal,
but I enjoyed like an animal.
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I was so drunk, so intoxicated.
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I forgot about reality and time.
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But reality always prevails.
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Our love was going against
a lot of things,
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and I accepted the risks.
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And what I got in exchange was
four years of happiness with you.
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I never thought
life would adapt to my desires.
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I paid a very high price.
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But what I got in exchange is
beyond measure.
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I'm not accusing you, my love,
and I'm not fooling myself.
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These are the rules of the game,
the law of desire.
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And four years of happiness with
you...
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it's priceless.
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I accept everything.
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You can blame me for being an
adventuress but I always pay my price.
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No, you're right, it's not good
taste to talk about price. I'm sorry.
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Ah, here comes the dog.
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He always knows
when it's you on the phone.
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You have to take him.
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He's like a lost soul.
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He-He spends his whole day looking
for you around the apartment,
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and when we go out,
through the whole neighborhood.
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And when I was packing your things,
he was hitting me with his paws.
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I mean, he knows what's going on
but he does not understand it.
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How can he understand it?
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No, you must take him.
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He's going to be miserable.
He already is miserable.
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He misses you so much.
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He's not interested in me.
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He's your dog.
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No, you...
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He... You're the one he wants.
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Your letters? How could I burn
them?
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No, I put them in a little
Chanel case.
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You burn them if you want to.
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I'm sending you everything.
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Your letters and mine and... all
notes.
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I kept all the notes.
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The notes are beautiful.
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You know, every word you ever
wrote me.
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You have them there,
so you don't need to worry
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that I'll try to blackmail you
or sell them to a tabloid.
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Well, no, I would never do it,
but this way, you can be even surer.
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The only words I'm keeping
are...
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the ones you spoke to me in
person.
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They're engraved on my heart.
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I'm doing my best to erase them
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since I can't send them
with the correspondence.
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So, anyway, your, um, suitcases are
packed, and your leather shoe bags,
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so you can come and get them
whenever you want.
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The black suit?
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Yes. I collected it from the
cleaners.
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I put it in a suit carrier.
Separate.
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José?
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No! You have to come.
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That's what we agreed on.
That you would come.
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You don't say goodbye to a woman
you've loved for more than four years
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with a telephone call!
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I've been waiting for you for
three days,
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practically tied to the leg of the
bed, waiting for you,
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without going anywhere.
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The theater?
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How could I go to the theater
in this state?
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I didn't go out with Marta!
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I haven't eaten with her or anyone.
I haven't eaten a bite in three days!
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I haven't just come in from the street.
I haven't left the house.
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You said you would come.
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Well, it's true that Marta has
vertigo.
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It is not true that
I went to the therapist.
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I told you that to reassure you.
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It is true about the knives.
And don't complain. I never attacked you.
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And it is also true that my agent, Fabian,
called, and one or two ads have come up,
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and at my age and in my current
state, some clients like me.
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No, I went out once to buy
something.
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But don't ask me what,
because I'm not gonna tell you.
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Am I all right?
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Are you really asking me that?
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No, I am not all right!
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These last three days,
I've lost control more than once!
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When you didn't come and you
didn't call,
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I attacked the bed with an ax!
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And then I took a load of pills.
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When you called, I was
unconscious!
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Thirteen pills. I counted them.
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Thirteen's my lucky number.
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No, don't shout. I'm sorry I
shouted.
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Just... I... I just...
Let me tell you everything then.
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I wasn't going to, but as you
can see,
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I'm incapable of keeping
anything from you.
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The pills. I... I knew that
the combination wasn't lethal.
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I know all about drugs. They've been
my only friend for some time now.
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No, my love, I staged it.
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I was hoping someone would find
me, and at that moment, you called,
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and it woke me up.
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I'm not trying to blackmail you.
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I just want to finish
what I was telling you.
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I know this is your last call,
that you'll never call again.
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I've been like a wreck
these last three days.
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Today I got dressed for the
first time.
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I had to put on a lot of makeup.
I looked so terrible.
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And I wanted you to find me
looking pretty.
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Dead but pretty.
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Darling, I didn't to it.
I'm here, I'm alive, I'm talking to you.
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I... I... No, it was just an idea.
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I... I've done nothing these days
but wait.
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You're allowed to think while you
wait, aren't you?
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No, I-I'm... I don't want to
shout.
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I'm... Forgive me.
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I admit I did consider
throwing myself off the terrace.
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But you don't like gory spectacles.
You're opposed to blood.
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You can be violent, but you don't
like blood, wherever it comes from.
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No, pills were... the best.
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A sweet death. Disappearing into
a dream.
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Well, that wasn't my dream.
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No, my dream was to disappear
with you.
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I didn't mind where.
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Yes. That was my dream, not
yours.
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But admit...
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at one time, we dreamed the
same.
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Hello?
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H... Are... Are we cut off?
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Or did you hang up?
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Coward!
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Hello?
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Oh, it's you.
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Yes, we got cut off. It happens sometimes.
Thank you for calling back.
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To say goodbye, yes.
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I'm... I'm so sorry that I lost
my temper.
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And send José whenever you like.
249
00:25:51,667 --> 00:25:54,583
I'll leave your things with the
doorman.
250
00:25:56,875 --> 00:26:01,208
It's just such a pity that we're...
saying goodbye like two strangers.
251
00:26:04,125 --> 00:26:08,750
Well, I can't think of any other
way of stringing this goodbye out.
252
00:26:08,833 --> 00:26:12,958
I... I just want to ask you
one little thing.
253
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I'm on the terrace.
I came out to water the plants.
254
00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:19,083
Go out onto the terrace where you are.
Oh, you're not at home?
255
00:26:19,167 --> 00:26:24,125
Well, wherever you are, go to the
window and look towards our attic.
256
00:26:24,208 --> 00:26:26,333
I'm not asking you where you
are, who you're with,
257
00:26:26,417 --> 00:26:28,083
whether you made love last
night.
258
00:26:28,167 --> 00:26:31,708
I'm just asking you to go to the
window
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00:26:31,792 --> 00:26:35,375
and turn to where we lived
together.
260
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:57,750
I know you don't see me.
261
00:26:57,833 --> 00:26:59,833
I'm on the terrace too, saying
goodbye.
262
00:27:01,375 --> 00:27:03,208
It doesn't matter that you don't
see me.
263
00:27:04,125 --> 00:27:08,000
Just look towards here and
imagine me.
264
00:27:10,292 --> 00:27:12,167
Yeah. Some smoke.
265
00:27:13,292 --> 00:27:15,625
Yes. Some flames.
266
00:27:16,833 --> 00:27:19,208
I'm what's burning, my love.
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00:27:20,583 --> 00:27:22,000
I'm gonna hang up now.
268
00:27:23,958 --> 00:27:26,167
I have to learn to
hang up on you, darling.
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00:27:27,125 --> 00:27:28,625
Goodbye.
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00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:39,833
Dash.
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00:27:41,417 --> 00:27:42,833
Come on. Come.
272
00:27:47,500 --> 00:27:49,750
Come on. Good boy.
273
00:27:49,833 --> 00:27:52,458
Dash, I want to talk to you.
274
00:27:53,542 --> 00:27:56,333
So I'm your master now. All
right?
275
00:27:56,417 --> 00:28:00,375
And you're gonna have to
get used to the idea
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00:28:00,458 --> 00:28:03,208
that you and I,
we're going to mourn him together.
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00:28:03,292 --> 00:28:04,917
All right?
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00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:08,083
What do you think about that?
Can we have a pact?
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