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Morning, Tom.

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Paul?

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Yes, mum?

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What you doing down
so early, son?

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I was finishing this.

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My picture?
You finished that last night.

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Well, I changed it a bit.
Look.

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Bless my soul. Whenever did
you see me in a hat like that?

9
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The moment I woke up.
I suddenly said to myself,

10
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"that's not my mother
in that nubbly old bonnet."

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It's my bonnet.
What's the matter with it?

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Well, I thought it could do
with a pick-me-up, that one.

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I'll box your ears
for impudence.

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Putting me in
that sort of Bobby-dazzler.

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You love it, my pigeon.
You know you do.

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If you were wearin' that, and I was
walkin' down the street behind you,

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I'd say, "doesn't that
little person fancy herself?"

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Well, she doesn't. She's not
at all sure that it suits her.

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I suppose you'd rather be in dirty black, looking
as though you were wrapped in burnt paper.

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To me, it's right for you.

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It's too young for me.
Oh, it's too young, is it?

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Why don't you buy some false
white hair and stick it on your head?

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I'll be white soon enough.
Don't you dare.

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What would I want
with a white-haired mother?

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Paul, don't. Not those knives.
Go on. I'll manage.

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All right.
If you don't need me, I'll go on.

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Where are you going, son?
To see Miriam.

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Can't you wait till
you've had your breakfast?

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I've had some toast.
That's all I want.

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Miriam Leivers must be
marvelously fascinating

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if you can't wait
till the sun's up

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before you go traipsing off
to that farm again.

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Well, I like Miriam.

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I'll start work next week,
and I won't see her for a while.

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Like her?

36
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Seems there's no one else
for you but her now.

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Oh, nonsense, mother.
You talk as if we're lovers.

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She doesn't
even walk with my arm.

39
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Why are you always
flying off to her, then?

40
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I like to talk to her.

41
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Is there no one else to talk to?

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Not about the things we talk of.
What things?

43
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Painting and books. You don't care
about Herbert Spencer or Robert...

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How do you know I don't care about
Herbert Spencer? Do you ever try me?

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Mother, it's different.
Miriam and I are young...

46
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And I'm old.
Now we get to the truth of it.

47
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And it's not in that drawing.

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Yes, I may stand aside.
I'm only good enough to wait on you.

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Miriam has all the rest.

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They're coming down, and the
kettle not boiling. Good-bye, mum.

51
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Oh.

52
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Here, dad.
Look at Paul's latest.

53
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Who's it supposed to be, then? You
know well enough, and I think it's good.

54
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You'd look a proper Gabby, you would,
dressed in a bonnet like that.

55
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I don't see why.

56
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Are you limping, son?
Oh, it's nothing, mother.

57
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They was betting me last night I couldn't
dive into the canal off of the bridge.

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And you did?
Aye, I went right to the bottom.

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Scraped my knee
on some old tin cans.

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But I won two shillings.
You're a wild one.

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Two Bob? You be in
the moon and stars tonight?

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Oh, I thought I might
take mother to the fair.

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Hey, mother, do you want
to come to the fair? I'll see.

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Take your dad to a pint
in the stars first, son.

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I might, at that.

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Dad, you've spoiled it.
What?

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The sketch. Oh, oh.
We'll soon get that right.

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Give it here.

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No, no, no.
You're making it worse.

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What are you doing with that?

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Nothing, lass. Just a little
accident. We'll soon have it.

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You've ruined it. Well, he can
soon knock off another, can't he?

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He's got nothing else to do
but lie up there in bed.

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He was up hours before you, working
on this sketch you've just spoiled.

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And how much were
we going to get for that?

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He'll bring home his share
when he starts work next week.

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Work? that lad
doesn't know what work is.

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Sitting on his bottom
all week in an office.

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Scholarships and holidays
and spouting algebra,

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while we're sweating down there
like suffocating bats.

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Aye. Well, hurry up and stop
your shouting, 'cause we're late.

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He only shouts when he knows
he's in the wrong.

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He's only getting half
as much as Arthur anyway.

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Now, if that lad was
to go down the pit...

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He's not going down the pit,
and you know it.

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He's going to earn
decent money one day.

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Decent? What we get's
indecent, I suppose?

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Come on, dad,
and stop your shouting.

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And I'm keeping him where
he'll get his chance...

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Above the ground.

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Oh! Oh, it's you.

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Oh. Good morning, my lady.
You look more beautiful than ever.

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I'm sure she's the dark lady
of the sonnets.

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Oh, no.
She's the lady of the lake.

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Oh, it's good to be up here.

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When I came up this morning,

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I stopped for a moment to look
off at Nottingham in the distance.

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And I imagined it to be London. I saw
myself in my own studio by the river.

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Painting beautiful women all day.
No.

100
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Painting life, real people and
real things, wherever I find them.

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That's what you want more
than anything, isn't it? Yes.

102
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But the place where you were born
and grew up isn't so easy to throw off.

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My mother's had
a very hard time.

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I owe her a great deal, and I
want to repay her somehow.

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I want to do something too.

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I want a chance to be somebody.

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Oh.

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I forgot to bring that
book of Shelley. Oh.

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I'll bring it tomorrow.

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You know, my mother
disapproves more and more

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of the books you bring.

112
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She blames you for
putting ideas into my head.

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Does she think
heaven frowns on ideas?

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Your mother breathes religion
through her nostrils.

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Do you think that's wrong?

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It's not religious
just to be religious.

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I think a crow is religious
as it sails across the sky.

118
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It's showing the glory of god,
but it doesn't know it.

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God doesn't know things.
He is things.

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I don't think my mother
would understand that.

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But I do.

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Looking at you now,
there's more religion in you...

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Than your mother could ever
learn from the saints.

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What is it?

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It's the mine!

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Jimmy, you all right?

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My son?

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My son.

129
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It's a sad homecoming for you, William.
Yes, mother.

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I'll put the kettle on.

131
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Well, William, how is the job?

132
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Well, I like London, mother.

133
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You can,
have a lot of fun there.

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That wasn't what I asked, son.

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Oh, the job's all right.

136
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I hope you're getting
your sleep.

137
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You can't go working
in that shop all day

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and gallivanting all night.

139
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The human frame won't stand it.

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I'll try, mother.

141
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Well, Paul, when do you
start work at Jordan's?

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Next week,
but I've been thinking.

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It won't pay much,

144
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and now
with Arthur... gone,

145
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I think I should go down the mine.
You haven't seen enough today?

146
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It won't be forever,

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just till we get
back on our feet.

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We'll manage.

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I don't want you
wasting yourself

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instead of finding
a place in the world.

151
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Is Jordan's
a place in the world?

152
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Making out orders for elastic
stockings and women's corsets?

153
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It's better than coal dust
and drink. You prefer that?

154
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William, tell him.

155
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Tell him how you felt when the
letter came, saying you'd got the job.

156
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Tell him.

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I'd have worked for a shilling a
week, and slept by the river because...

158
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Because it was a start.
I'd escaped.

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Stick to what you are, son.

160
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Don't let yourself be dragged down.
That will do!

161
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So he'll be dragged down,
will he?

162
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What's good enough for me
isn't good enough for him?

163
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My father sent me
down the pit when I was 12.

164
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And you sent Arthur!

165
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He wanted it. You'll not
hold that against me.

166
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You've no right to set
your sons against their father.

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When a man tries hard for his family, he
wants a bit of respect, a bit of gratitude.

168
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You treat me like a dog.
You lot think you're so fine

169
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because you won't get dirt in
your hands and coal on your faces!

170
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What's so fine about sitting
on a stool six days a week

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and having a few shillings left to
buy a new seat for your britches?

172
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And what do you do with
all the money you've got left?

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The same as I'm gonna do now.

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I'll see you again
when I see you.

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And it'll be before I want to.

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Nottingham, Melton Mowbray,

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Kettering, London train!

178
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Well, son, I hope you'll come back
to a happier house at Christmas.

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Mother, it didn't seem right to tell
you this after, well, after Arthur, but...

180
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I've met a wonderful girl, mother.
I'm going to get married.

181
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- Who is she?
- Her name is Louisa Lily Isobel western.

182
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All the men have been running
after her, but I'm the one she's picked.

183
00:15:54,604 --> 00:15:58,641
I hope that's not why you went chasing
her, because all the others were running.

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Here.

185
00:16:00,743 --> 00:16:02,979
Why, she's got a naked bust.

186
00:16:03,112 --> 00:16:05,824
You sound like Miriam's mother.
She's got beautiful shoulders.

187
00:16:05,848 --> 00:16:07,926
I didn't expect to see so much
of them at the first view.

188
00:16:07,950 --> 00:16:11,120
- Wait till you meet her, mother.
- You won't blame me then.

189
00:16:11,253 --> 00:16:13,766
You should see all the eyes when
I walk down Piccadilly with her.

190
00:16:13,790 --> 00:16:17,102
Well, no wonder, if that's all she wears.
Good-bye, love. Take care of yourself.

191
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And don't forget to get your
proper rest. Bye-bye, mother.

192
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Good-bye, will.
Good-bye.

193
00:16:22,499 --> 00:16:24,501
Oh. The photograph!
What?

194
00:16:24,601 --> 00:16:27,670
The photograph!
Oh!

195
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Spending all his money
on a dressed-up creature.

196
00:16:44,654 --> 00:16:47,089
No, the creature's naked,
mother.

197
00:16:49,826 --> 00:16:55,632
It's strange to think... She means
more to him now than his own mother.

198
00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:59,135
Oh, what nonsense you talk.
It's true.

199
00:16:59,268 --> 00:17:03,540
Oh, I know it's silly,
but that's the way mothers are.

200
00:17:03,640 --> 00:17:06,909
Well, I shan't get married
as long as I've got you.

201
00:17:07,043 --> 00:17:10,580
I'll get rich with my painting,
and we'll see the world together.

202
00:17:10,713 --> 00:17:14,059
And for a start, I'm going to take
you for a special treat to Nottingham.

203
00:17:14,083 --> 00:17:16,152
Now, Paul, you know
we can't afford treats.

204
00:17:16,285 --> 00:17:20,222
Well, this is a treat
we can afford. It's a surprise.

205
00:17:35,605 --> 00:17:38,775
Why, there's Miriam.

206
00:17:40,076 --> 00:17:43,646
Did you invite her here?
Yes.

207
00:17:43,780 --> 00:17:46,015
It's a wonder
her mother allows it.

208
00:17:46,148 --> 00:17:50,052
She ought to be helping up at the farm
instead of wandering about down here.

209
00:17:50,186 --> 00:17:54,290
Poor Miriam. I want you to look
at this picture she's looking at.

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00:17:55,658 --> 00:17:58,027
Hello, Mrs. morel.

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Oh, Paul.

212
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Well?
Yes.

213
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You've got the way he looks now.

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I wish you'd seen him as he was.

215
00:18:12,141 --> 00:18:16,846
It's wonderful, Paul. Wonderful.
Don't you think so, Mrs. morel?

216
00:18:16,979 --> 00:18:19,115
It's the best thing here.

217
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Come away a minute.
Come over here.

218
00:18:24,086 --> 00:18:26,656
I want to watch them look at it.

219
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They don't like it.
It's too good for them.

220
00:18:38,467 --> 00:18:40,803
Don't be so touchy, son.

221
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Watch this one.

222
00:19:00,657 --> 00:19:03,225
He can tell.
What?

223
00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:05,527
I've had no training.

224
00:19:05,662 --> 00:19:09,498
I wish I hadn't sent it in. I've
got a good mind to take it down.

225
00:19:09,666 --> 00:19:11,668
That wizen-hearted old stick!

226
00:19:11,768 --> 00:19:14,370
What does he know
about pictures?

227
00:19:17,439 --> 00:19:18,908
Look.

228
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It's good.
It's excellent.

229
00:19:24,847 --> 00:19:27,984
Well, they like it.

230
00:19:29,318 --> 00:19:32,121
Aren't you going to tell me
what a fine fellow I am?

231
00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:34,924
Why don't you praise me
to the skies?

232
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Because I'll have the trouble
of dragging you down.

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Wait.
I'll catch up to you.

234
00:19:39,528 --> 00:19:41,130
He's not certain of himself.

235
00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:44,701
He wants someone to urge him on.

236
00:19:46,035 --> 00:19:49,571
I'd like him to fall in love
with the right girl.

237
00:19:49,706 --> 00:19:53,342
Someone strong.
Stronger than you?

238
00:19:53,475 --> 00:19:57,780
If she was really right for him,
she would be stronger than me.

239
00:20:00,582 --> 00:20:02,885
Come on.

240
00:20:08,124 --> 00:20:10,626
Waiting up for me, lass?

241
00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:13,930
I've been giving them a hand at
the pub, washing out the glasses.

242
00:20:14,063 --> 00:20:16,065
They chose the right one
for the job.

243
00:20:16,198 --> 00:20:18,901
Two hours, no stopping.
What do you think Fred gives me?

244
00:20:19,035 --> 00:20:21,270
Nothing but a lousy half-crown.

245
00:20:21,403 --> 00:20:23,348
I expect he thought
you made the rest up in beer.

246
00:20:23,372 --> 00:20:26,608
That I haven't.
I've been to the fair.

247
00:20:26,743 --> 00:20:28,978
Who might this be?

248
00:20:29,111 --> 00:20:31,814
That's the young lady
our William's walking out with.

249
00:20:31,948 --> 00:20:34,717
Her name's Louisa Lily
Isobel western.

250
00:20:34,851 --> 00:20:36,385
Come again tomorrow.

251
00:20:36,518 --> 00:20:38,988
She looks a bright spark,
she does.

252
00:20:39,121 --> 00:20:42,024
Is she an actress?
She is not.

253
00:20:42,158 --> 00:20:43,692
She's supposed to be a lady.

254
00:20:43,826 --> 00:20:46,062
And no clothes to show for it.

255
00:20:46,195 --> 00:20:49,832
Lads would like to have
her down the pits. Walter!

256
00:20:51,367 --> 00:20:56,272
Oh.
I brought thee a coconut, lass.

257
00:20:56,405 --> 00:20:59,117
How much did you pay for that?
Nowt, I won it at the fair.

258
00:20:59,141 --> 00:21:02,178
They let you shy for it
for free, did they?

259
00:21:02,311 --> 00:21:05,214
Thou never said thank you
for anything in thy life.

260
00:21:05,347 --> 00:21:08,417
If thou must know,
I spent fourpence on it.

261
00:21:08,550 --> 00:21:11,087
I remembered how much
you like coconuts.

262
00:21:11,220 --> 00:21:13,289
Where did you get that idea?

263
00:21:13,422 --> 00:21:16,425
That time at the goose fair,
when we was courtin'.

264
00:21:16,558 --> 00:21:20,797
You said if I didn't win thee a
coconut, you wouldn't marry me.

265
00:21:20,930 --> 00:21:22,664
That was
a long time ago, Walter.

266
00:21:22,799 --> 00:21:25,935
Always taking the curl
out of me, you were.

267
00:21:26,068 --> 00:21:28,037
It didn't seem
to make much difference.

268
00:21:28,170 --> 00:21:31,040
Well, I'm uncurled now,
aren't I?

269
00:21:31,173 --> 00:21:33,843
You can be proud
of yourself for that.

270
00:21:33,976 --> 00:21:37,980
There you are.
Best get upstairs and sleep it off.

271
00:21:38,114 --> 00:21:40,817
Can't even have a pint of beer
after a hard day's work

272
00:21:40,950 --> 00:21:42,618
but I have to be told I'm drunk.

273
00:21:42,819 --> 00:21:44,954
And so you are, most nights.

274
00:21:45,087 --> 00:21:47,556
It's got so I almost
dread you coming home.

275
00:21:47,689 --> 00:21:49,458
Right. Well, you said it.

276
00:21:49,591 --> 00:21:51,861
There's only one answer to that.
Go on to bed.

277
00:21:51,994 --> 00:21:55,297
And to think I spent fourpence
trying to please thee.

278
00:21:55,431 --> 00:21:57,399
Mucky little hussy!

279
00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:06,142
Hello, mum.
Hello, son.

280
00:22:06,275 --> 00:22:08,410
Have you had anything to eat?

281
00:22:08,544 --> 00:22:12,048
Yes, mother.
I had supper with Miriam.

282
00:22:12,181 --> 00:22:13,883
Oh.

283
00:22:16,052 --> 00:22:18,554
Mother, why don't you like her?

284
00:22:18,687 --> 00:22:19,956
Oh, I've tried, Paul.

285
00:22:20,089 --> 00:22:24,760
I... I feel she wants to...
Shut me out.

286
00:22:24,894 --> 00:22:27,864
She'd leave me no room.
I wouldn't let any girl do that.

287
00:22:27,997 --> 00:22:32,734
She's no ordinary girl, Paul.
With Miriam Leivers, I feel...

288
00:22:32,869 --> 00:22:35,237
She wants all of you
all of the time.

289
00:22:35,371 --> 00:22:38,740
She'd leave nothing for
anyone else, not even yourself.

290
00:22:38,875 --> 00:22:43,245
Oh, you are exaggerating.
I know she's a bit intense.

291
00:22:43,379 --> 00:22:46,248
You'll not be seeing me again.

292
00:22:46,382 --> 00:22:49,418
You'll be wanting
your boots, then.

293
00:22:57,894 --> 00:23:02,331
What does he mean? He's
running away. He's run away before.

294
00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:08,170
Once, when you were very small,
he even got past the local pub.

295
00:23:26,222 --> 00:23:28,457
Gertrude. Gertrude morel.

296
00:23:28,590 --> 00:23:30,692
There's a contraption outside.
A contraption?

297
00:23:30,826 --> 00:23:34,096
Aye, a motorcar. It's stopped
outside your front door.

298
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:47,176
Oh.
Good day to you, madam.

299
00:23:47,309 --> 00:23:49,778
This wizen-hearted old stick

300
00:23:49,946 --> 00:23:52,114
would like to see
Mr. Paul morel.

301
00:23:52,248 --> 00:23:54,183
I do beg your pardon.

302
00:23:54,316 --> 00:23:57,753
I should think so indeed.
Is he at home?

303
00:23:57,954 --> 00:23:59,221
Well, he's out at present,

304
00:23:59,355 --> 00:24:00,784
collecting his father's wages,

305
00:24:00,856 --> 00:24:03,192
but he won't be long.
Will you come inside?

306
00:24:03,325 --> 00:24:06,162
I'm Mr. Hadlock.
Henry Hadlock.

307
00:24:06,295 --> 00:24:10,166
This is the way.
The kettle's on the boil.

308
00:24:10,299 --> 00:24:13,135
I'll make you a cup of tea.
Thank you.

309
00:24:17,206 --> 00:24:21,177
Come away from there.
You'll make it explode.

310
00:24:22,444 --> 00:24:24,880
What's this?
It's a contraption.

311
00:24:25,014 --> 00:24:26,983
There's a man inside
come to see you.

312
00:24:27,116 --> 00:24:29,318
Very grand from the gentry.

313
00:24:31,653 --> 00:24:34,723
I've not been down
a mine myself, naturally.

314
00:24:34,856 --> 00:24:37,135
But I could see at once
the truth in your son's...

315
00:24:37,159 --> 00:24:40,229
Paul. Paul, this is Mr. Henry
Hadlock from Nottingham.

316
00:24:40,362 --> 00:24:42,267
He did like your picture.
He's bought it.

317
00:24:42,331 --> 00:24:44,342
He says you're going to be
a very fine painter.

318
00:24:44,366 --> 00:24:47,557
Do you mean that, sir? My dear
boy, I didn't motor all this way down

319
00:24:47,603 --> 00:24:49,738
in order to fill my lungs
with coal dust.

320
00:24:49,871 --> 00:24:52,408
Would you like to go to London?

321
00:24:52,541 --> 00:24:53,742
London?

322
00:24:53,875 --> 00:24:56,012
Oh, don't tell me
you've never heard of it.

323
00:24:56,112 --> 00:24:58,447
It's south of Nottingham
and a good deal larger.

324
00:24:58,580 --> 00:25:00,016
Yes, sir. I know.

325
00:25:00,082 --> 00:25:02,084
Go to some big art school there,

326
00:25:02,218 --> 00:25:03,919
and after two or three years,

327
00:25:04,053 --> 00:25:07,023
well, you might show signs of
producing something worthwhile.

328
00:25:07,123 --> 00:25:10,859
But I haven't got the money
for that. He's very slow, isn't he?

329
00:25:11,027 --> 00:25:14,396
The only reason I'm here is
that I like to help young artists.

330
00:25:14,530 --> 00:25:17,266
And if the gamble comes off,
to help myself too.

331
00:25:17,399 --> 00:25:19,268
I'm not a charitable
institution.

332
00:25:19,401 --> 00:25:21,637
I shall expect
to get my return on you.

333
00:25:21,770 --> 00:25:26,742
W-well... I...
I don't know what to say.

334
00:25:26,875 --> 00:25:29,311
Might I suggest the choice
of one of two words,

335
00:25:29,445 --> 00:25:31,413
both quite easy to pronounce?

336
00:25:32,548 --> 00:25:34,416
Yes or no?

337
00:25:34,550 --> 00:25:36,852
Oh, it's a great chance,
isn't it, mother?

338
00:25:37,053 --> 00:25:39,431
Oh, good gracious. Haven't
you got a mind of your own?

339
00:25:39,455 --> 00:25:41,323
When would he have to leave?

340
00:25:41,457 --> 00:25:44,193
As soon as possible.
No more shilly-shallying.

341
00:25:46,828 --> 00:25:50,632
This is my husband.
Walter, this is Mr. Henry Hadlock.

342
00:25:50,766 --> 00:25:54,136
How do? Oh, shovel dirt.

343
00:25:54,270 --> 00:25:55,737
Now I see the original.

344
00:25:55,871 --> 00:25:58,740
You've got it very well,
the inarticulate primitive.

345
00:25:58,874 --> 00:26:03,312
The what? Mr. Hadlock's
bought the picture I did of you.

346
00:26:03,445 --> 00:26:05,914
What, he wants a picture
of me on his wall?

347
00:26:06,082 --> 00:26:08,084
How much did he pay?

348
00:26:08,184 --> 00:26:10,119
I... I forgot to ask.

349
00:26:10,252 --> 00:26:12,821
Twenty pounds.
Twenty pound?

350
00:26:12,954 --> 00:26:14,766
I'd work two months without
seeing the light of day

351
00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,192
and not earn that.

352
00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:18,327
See here, Mr. haddock.
Hadlock.

353
00:26:18,460 --> 00:26:20,429
It's me you're buying
in that picture.

354
00:26:20,562 --> 00:26:23,432
Here's the real thing. Twenty
pounds' worth of sweat here.

355
00:26:23,565 --> 00:26:25,701
- Go on, feel it.
- Walter!

356
00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:28,080
Thank you. I have already
captured the atmosphere.

357
00:26:28,104 --> 00:26:30,248
Come and see me tomorrow.
We'll make our plans.

358
00:26:30,272 --> 00:26:33,475
Thank you, sir. 4:00 will do.
Don't you dare to let me down.

359
00:26:33,609 --> 00:26:36,345
He won't. I must go. I've
got quite a long journey.

360
00:26:36,478 --> 00:26:38,114
Why must you act like that?

361
00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:39,915
I'm not loved here
'cause I'm low,

362
00:26:40,116 --> 00:26:42,451
so I act low.

363
00:26:44,553 --> 00:26:49,191
Isn't it wonderful? Yes,
it is. I must go tell Miriam.

364
00:27:06,142 --> 00:27:07,785
What are you
trying to catch, Hubert?

365
00:27:07,809 --> 00:27:11,413
Grasshopper. I've
caught it. I've caught it.

366
00:27:14,850 --> 00:27:16,152
It's gone.

367
00:27:16,252 --> 00:27:17,462
Oh, I love you, I love you.

368
00:27:17,486 --> 00:27:19,321
Don't, Miriam!
Don't, Miriam!

369
00:27:19,455 --> 00:27:21,757
Let me go!
Show me you love me.

370
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:24,660
Let him go, Miriam.

371
00:27:24,793 --> 00:27:27,365
You want to keep smothering
the child all the time for?

372
00:27:27,396 --> 00:27:29,498
Oh, mother.
Is it so wrong for me

373
00:27:29,631 --> 00:27:31,400
to love my own little brother?

374
00:27:31,533 --> 00:27:34,503
Love is a thing of the spirit.
We have it inside us.

375
00:27:34,636 --> 00:27:37,406
We don't have to show it
with our arms and lips.

376
00:27:37,539 --> 00:27:40,342
Come on, Hubert.
It's time to wash for tea.

377
00:27:50,686 --> 00:27:52,988
Shall I keep you here
or let you go?

378
00:27:53,189 --> 00:27:54,890
Let me go.
You want to go? You sure?

379
00:27:55,023 --> 00:27:58,660
You want to go far away.
Stop it.

380
00:27:58,794 --> 00:28:01,563
Look how you come back to me.
Don't. No higher.

381
00:28:01,697 --> 00:28:03,699
That's not a bit high, silly.
No higher.

382
00:28:03,832 --> 00:28:06,868
You want to go higher?
Let me down.

383
00:28:15,544 --> 00:28:16,978
It's a treat of a swing.

384
00:28:17,112 --> 00:28:19,781
I'm goin' to
the top of the world.

385
00:28:19,915 --> 00:28:21,717
You comin' with me? No?

386
00:28:21,850 --> 00:28:24,119
What you gonna do without me?
You'll be back.

387
00:28:24,253 --> 00:28:25,921
Are you sure?

388
00:28:27,856 --> 00:28:29,558
Paul?

389
00:28:29,691 --> 00:28:32,261
Paul? Paul, where are you?

390
00:28:41,603 --> 00:28:45,040
Paul, whe... where did
you get all this money?

391
00:28:45,241 --> 00:28:46,975
Paul, come down!

392
00:28:47,108 --> 00:28:50,412
Women are all the same.

393
00:28:50,546 --> 00:28:53,315
They always want to drag a man
down to their own level.

394
00:28:53,449 --> 00:28:55,293
Where did you get them from?
What's happened?

395
00:28:55,317 --> 00:28:58,032
My whole life's changed, that's
what's happened. Sit down.

396
00:28:58,153 --> 00:29:00,432
Everything I've always wanted
is coming to me now.

397
00:29:00,456 --> 00:29:01,890
My life's beginning at last.

398
00:29:02,023 --> 00:29:03,701
It's really beginning.
How do you mean? What...

399
00:29:03,725 --> 00:29:05,337
There's a man come
from Nottingham,

400
00:29:05,361 --> 00:29:06,671
and he's bought my painting,

401
00:29:06,695 --> 00:29:08,497
and he's gonna send me
to London.

402
00:29:08,630 --> 00:29:10,532
What do you think of that?
London?

403
00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:12,877
He's going to have me
trained. Paul, are you serious?

404
00:29:12,901 --> 00:29:14,836
I've got a patron.
When do you go?

405
00:29:14,970 --> 00:29:17,582
All the pictures I want to paint,
and they'll be shown in a gallery.

406
00:29:17,606 --> 00:29:20,452
Paul, I'm so glad for you. I'm gonna
be famous, and I might even be rich.

407
00:29:20,476 --> 00:29:22,381
And do you know
the funny thing about it?

408
00:29:22,444 --> 00:29:25,013
This man, this wonderful man...

409
00:29:25,146 --> 00:29:26,915
Oh, listen.
Please listen.

410
00:29:27,048 --> 00:29:29,261
He's the same man we saw
that day in the castle,

411
00:29:29,285 --> 00:29:30,662
the one that hated my picture.

412
00:29:30,686 --> 00:29:32,530
That's what I thought...
Have you finished?

413
00:29:32,554 --> 00:29:33,755
May I say something?

414
00:29:33,889 --> 00:29:35,924
Can I get a word in edgeways?
What?

415
00:29:36,057 --> 00:29:38,927
What?
It doesn't matter.

416
00:29:39,060 --> 00:29:41,072
Of course it matters.
It's wonderful, isn't it?

417
00:29:41,096 --> 00:29:43,541
It's the most wonderful thing
that ever happened, isn't it?

418
00:29:43,565 --> 00:29:46,804
Oh, yes. It's wonderful. Yes, it's
wonderful. Everything's wonderful.

419
00:29:46,902 --> 00:29:49,605
And you're wonderful.

420
00:30:11,427 --> 00:30:15,297
What are you frightened of?
Paul, I...

421
00:30:15,431 --> 00:30:18,800
I can't always be
so spiritual with you.

422
00:30:24,039 --> 00:30:27,343
Perhaps it's a good thing
I'm going away.

423
00:30:27,476 --> 00:30:29,578
Oh, no. Don't say that.

424
00:30:29,711 --> 00:30:31,347
I'm going to miss you so much.

425
00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,024
That's what I was
trying to tell you.

426
00:30:33,048 --> 00:30:36,352
No. You'll only miss a
disembodied spirit, not a man.

427
00:30:36,485 --> 00:30:38,654
Not somebody
made of flesh and blood.

428
00:30:38,787 --> 00:30:41,089
I am flesh and blood, you know.

429
00:30:41,222 --> 00:30:43,492
I've got a heart that beats.
Feel it.

430
00:30:43,625 --> 00:30:46,094
And my blood tingles.

431
00:30:46,227 --> 00:30:49,465
Don't you think we've been a...

432
00:30:49,598 --> 00:30:51,800
A little too fierce
in what they call purity?

433
00:30:51,933 --> 00:30:55,704
Being afraid isn't... isn't pure.

434
00:30:57,005 --> 00:30:59,408
It's a sort of dirtiness.

435
00:31:00,976 --> 00:31:04,279
Oh, I want you,

436
00:31:04,413 --> 00:31:06,582
and I want to love you.

437
00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:23,465
I'm sorry.

438
00:31:23,599 --> 00:31:27,403
I-if you could... help me.

439
00:31:28,437 --> 00:31:30,972
Teach me not to be ashamed.

440
00:31:43,218 --> 00:31:46,488
If you would have me,
you wouldn't be ashamed.

441
00:31:48,089 --> 00:31:52,894
We belong to each other, don't we?
Yes.

442
00:31:55,230 --> 00:32:00,301
Then won't you trust
me? Oh, it's not that. It's...

443
00:32:00,436 --> 00:32:03,004
What?
I don't know!

444
00:32:06,442 --> 00:32:12,047
- I'm afraid.
- Miriam? Miriam, where are you?

445
00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:15,451
I must go.

446
00:32:24,793 --> 00:32:27,463
You shall have me.

447
00:32:33,935 --> 00:32:35,136
Miriam!

448
00:32:36,705 --> 00:32:38,907
Oh, there you are.

449
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:43,479
What is it? Nothing.
I'm out of breath.

450
00:32:43,612 --> 00:32:46,214
You've been running away
from Paul.

451
00:32:46,347 --> 00:32:48,016
I know why.

452
00:32:48,149 --> 00:32:51,520
It's horrible.
Mother, why must it be horrible?

453
00:32:51,653 --> 00:32:54,939
The good lord willed that we should
be born into this world to suffer.

454
00:32:55,023 --> 00:32:59,060
He willed that we should
love each other, didn't he?

455
00:32:59,194 --> 00:33:02,664
And that when we love,
it should be a joy.

456
00:33:02,798 --> 00:33:05,977
Isn't that what marriage is supposed
to be? We marry to have children.

457
00:33:06,001 --> 00:33:08,570
And to fulfill that duty,
we have to suffer.

458
00:33:09,638 --> 00:33:13,909
This... between men
and women is ugly.

459
00:33:14,042 --> 00:33:15,553
It's dreadful,
but we have to endure it

460
00:33:15,577 --> 00:33:17,006
if our union is to be blessed.

461
00:33:17,112 --> 00:33:20,048
Mummy! wait a minute,
Hubert. I'm coming.

462
00:33:20,181 --> 00:33:21,850
Why must it be ugly?

463
00:33:21,983 --> 00:33:24,119
You wicked girl.

464
00:33:25,621 --> 00:33:27,656
Pray to the good lord
to forgive you.

465
00:33:27,789 --> 00:33:30,225
May he keep you pure
in mind and spirit

466
00:33:30,358 --> 00:33:31,603
and protect you
with his strength

467
00:33:31,627 --> 00:33:32,913
from the sins of the flesh.

468
00:33:32,961 --> 00:33:36,097
Mummy, where are you?
All right, Hubert!

469
00:33:56,952 --> 00:34:00,689
Oh, lord...

470
00:34:02,591 --> 00:34:07,195
Keep me from loving Paul morel
if I ought not to love him.

471
00:34:09,364 --> 00:34:14,369
But if I may love him,

472
00:34:14,570 --> 00:34:17,906
let me love him splendidly.

473
00:34:23,344 --> 00:34:28,817
♪ Glory, glory hallelujah ♪

474
00:34:28,950 --> 00:34:34,956
♪ glory, glory hallelujah ♪♪

475
00:34:37,325 --> 00:34:39,695
Oh.

476
00:34:42,197 --> 00:34:46,034
Oh, you clumsy drunken fool.

477
00:34:46,167 --> 00:34:48,203
Who says I'm drunk?
It's an accident.

478
00:34:48,336 --> 00:34:51,039
Say you're not drunk, if you can.
"Say you're not drunk."

479
00:34:51,172 --> 00:34:53,585
Only a fancy hussy like thee
could have such a thought.

480
00:34:53,609 --> 00:34:56,778
You bring home little enough
money without wasting good food,

481
00:34:56,912 --> 00:34:58,990
though there's always
enough to get drunk on.

482
00:34:59,014 --> 00:35:01,062
Well, this is your supper
I'm throwing away.

483
00:35:01,182 --> 00:35:03,218
It's my money,
and it's my house,

484
00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:05,987
and if you don't like my house,
you can get out of it.

485
00:35:06,121 --> 00:35:09,290
This'll do for me. You leave
that alone. That's for Paul, now.

486
00:35:09,424 --> 00:35:12,044
Paul, Paul, Paul. He can buy
his own food now, can't he?

487
00:35:12,093 --> 00:35:14,739
Give it over. You can cut
yourself some bread and dripping.

488
00:35:14,763 --> 00:35:16,097
Oh, I can, can I?

489
00:35:16,231 --> 00:35:19,367
Then we'll all have
some bread and dripping!

490
00:35:22,638 --> 00:35:24,640
You're the most
despicable creature

491
00:35:24,706 --> 00:35:26,230
that ever walked
in shoe leather.

492
00:35:26,307 --> 00:35:29,678
Shut your face, woman.
Go on. Get the dripping!

493
00:35:29,811 --> 00:35:32,648
Not even a knife
to cut the bread with.

494
00:35:37,653 --> 00:35:41,723
You clumsy, drunken lout.
The house is filthy with you.

495
00:35:41,857 --> 00:35:43,992
Then get out of it!

496
00:35:44,125 --> 00:35:47,262
Go on, then!
Get out of my house!

497
00:35:47,395 --> 00:35:49,530
No, Walter.
Get out!

498
00:35:49,665 --> 00:35:51,667
No, Walter!

499
00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:53,735
Walter! Let me in!

500
00:35:53,869 --> 00:35:56,137
Don't be silly, Walter.
Let me in.

501
00:35:56,271 --> 00:35:58,674
Walter. Walter!

502
00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:11,152
Oh, dear.

503
00:36:28,003 --> 00:36:32,908
Oh, the nuisance.
The nuisance.

504
00:36:37,713 --> 00:36:39,280
Paul?

505
00:36:39,414 --> 00:36:42,117
Mother. What happened?

506
00:36:42,250 --> 00:36:46,121
It's your father. He came home
drunk and... what happened?

507
00:36:46,254 --> 00:36:50,191
I'm locked out. It's a good
job the neighbors didn't hear.

508
00:36:53,729 --> 00:36:56,031
They'll hear this!

509
00:36:59,835 --> 00:37:01,870
You drunken coward!
What's that?

510
00:37:02,003 --> 00:37:04,115
You coward! You wouldn't dare...
Paul, no! He's your father!

511
00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:06,541
What? You young jockey,
you'll get...

512
00:37:06,742 --> 00:37:08,009
You call that a father?

513
00:37:08,143 --> 00:37:10,121
I'll let him know what
it feels like to be his son!

514
00:37:10,145 --> 00:37:12,280
Couldn't bear it.
Don't ever think it.

515
00:37:12,413 --> 00:37:17,218
I'm sick to death of all of you.

516
00:37:28,797 --> 00:37:30,866
Let me see here.

517
00:37:30,999 --> 00:37:35,570
Mother, sleep on the couch in
the parlor tonight, not with him.

518
00:37:35,771 --> 00:37:37,572
I'll sleep in my own bed. Why?

519
00:37:37,773 --> 00:37:41,250
I'll sleep in my own bed. Mother,
you can't love him now, not after all...

520
00:37:41,309 --> 00:37:45,580
He had all of my love once, Paul, a
long time ago. He was different then.

521
00:37:45,781 --> 00:37:49,050
He was so handsome with his way
of laughing. He was always laughing.

522
00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:51,086
I loved him then.

523
00:37:51,219 --> 00:37:53,188
I don't want to hear any more.

524
00:37:53,321 --> 00:37:57,192
The first day I saw him, I
felt as if I'd... I'd drunk wine.

525
00:37:57,325 --> 00:38:00,195
I thought he was so brave
working down there under the earth.

526
00:38:00,328 --> 00:38:02,805
He only laughed and he said,
"oh, you get used to it.

527
00:38:02,898 --> 00:38:06,134
You pop out at night, like the
mice, to see what's going on."

528
00:38:06,267 --> 00:38:10,071
If he was a man then,
why did he stop?

529
00:38:10,205 --> 00:38:13,441
Because I made him face things.

530
00:38:13,574 --> 00:38:17,946
This house... he... he told me
that he owned this house.

531
00:38:18,079 --> 00:38:19,891
It was only a week
before William was born

532
00:38:19,915 --> 00:38:21,344
I found out we only rented it.

533
00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:25,720
We... we didn't even own
the furniture.

534
00:38:25,854 --> 00:38:27,378
Did you tell him
you'd found out?

535
00:38:27,455 --> 00:38:30,558
He couldn't bear that.

536
00:38:30,691 --> 00:38:36,697
He'd promised to give me all the
things he thought a lady ought to have,

537
00:38:36,832 --> 00:38:41,269
and I made him see there was
nothing behind all his show.

538
00:38:43,038 --> 00:38:45,440
I don't think he ever
forgave me for that.

539
00:38:48,009 --> 00:38:50,912
And now he's what he is, and I...

540
00:38:58,987 --> 00:39:02,157
Good night, son.
I'm not going to London.

541
00:39:04,125 --> 00:39:06,161
I can't leave you
alone with him.

542
00:39:06,294 --> 00:39:08,405
You can't throw away the only
chance you've ever had.

543
00:39:08,429 --> 00:39:10,141
You're more important
than anything I do.

544
00:39:10,165 --> 00:39:12,700
And you're my future.
You go to London, son.

545
00:39:12,868 --> 00:39:14,392
I'll start at Jordan's
next week.

546
00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:17,438
Is this what I stayed for?
To have him hold you back now?

547
00:39:17,572 --> 00:39:19,474
There's nowhere to go
without you.

548
00:39:19,607 --> 00:39:25,080
But will you be happy, Paul?
I... I want you to be happy.

549
00:39:26,481 --> 00:39:28,383
We'll manage, mother.

550
00:39:29,584 --> 00:39:30,986
Good night.

551
00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:42,397
I've brought thee
a cup of tea, lass.

552
00:39:42,530 --> 00:39:48,303
You're dressed. Why didn't you
wake me? No cause. It's early yet.

553
00:39:48,436 --> 00:39:50,581
Drink it up. It'll pop thee
off to sleep again.

554
00:39:50,605 --> 00:39:53,150
I must get Paul his breakfast...
No, no. That's seen to.

555
00:39:53,174 --> 00:39:55,543
Go on. Drink.
Take it.

556
00:39:58,579 --> 00:40:00,515
I'll bet my life
there's no sugar in it.

557
00:40:00,648 --> 00:40:03,618
That there is. There's an
extra-big lump, special for thee.

558
00:40:08,957 --> 00:40:10,858
Mother?

559
00:40:10,992 --> 00:40:14,229
She's having her rest. Take
your breakfast, lad. It's ready.

560
00:40:14,362 --> 00:40:16,297
I don't want any.
Now don't be a baby.

561
00:40:16,431 --> 00:40:19,500
Take your hands off me. Paul.
Sit down and eat your breakfast.

562
00:40:19,634 --> 00:40:21,970
You don't want to go
upsetting your mother.

563
00:40:22,103 --> 00:40:25,306
You dare say that.
Oh, grow up, lad.

564
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:28,543
It's happened before.
It'll happen again.

565
00:40:28,676 --> 00:40:31,346
Your mother and I have
been together a long time.

566
00:40:31,479 --> 00:40:36,151
We understand, if you don't.
Now come on. Sit down.

567
00:40:37,252 --> 00:40:42,123
Come on. Eat it up
and stop being a softie.

568
00:40:50,966 --> 00:40:52,367
There, lad.

569
00:41:35,876 --> 00:41:39,014
Excuse me. Could you tell me
where I could find Mr. Pappleworth?

570
00:41:39,147 --> 00:41:41,749
Spiral department,
through there.

571
00:41:41,882 --> 00:41:43,651
You the new lad?
Yes.

572
00:41:43,784 --> 00:41:46,654
You're early for Pappleworth.
Anyway, you can wait in there.

573
00:41:46,787 --> 00:41:50,225
You might take this corset
frame and give it to my...

574
00:41:50,358 --> 00:41:53,728
The overseer, Mrs. Dawes.

575
00:41:53,861 --> 00:41:55,630
Thanks.
Yes.

576
00:42:13,248 --> 00:42:15,650
If you want to try that on,

577
00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:17,818
there's a room at the back.

578
00:42:17,952 --> 00:42:20,288
Oh, no. Thank you.

579
00:42:20,421 --> 00:42:22,923
This is for, miss Dawes.

580
00:42:23,058 --> 00:42:24,525
You mean Mrs. Dawes.

581
00:42:24,659 --> 00:42:26,802
Not that there's any
difference at the moment.

582
00:42:28,263 --> 00:42:31,499
She's just come in.
I'll go and get her.

583
00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:33,201
Thank you.

584
00:42:40,775 --> 00:42:45,546
♪ Only one fella
and two little girls ♪

585
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:50,118
♪ oh, what could he do
what could he do ♪

586
00:42:50,251 --> 00:42:56,091
♪ two little girls who were anxious
to do what he wanted them to ♪

587
00:42:56,191 --> 00:42:58,193
oh, a girl's in danger.

588
00:42:58,326 --> 00:43:01,196
♪ Only one fella
and two little girls ♪

589
00:43:01,329 --> 00:43:04,932
♪ oh, gee, they were shy
really so shy ♪

590
00:43:05,100 --> 00:43:10,605
♪ two little girls who were sure
they would die from a wink of the eye ♪

591
00:43:10,738 --> 00:43:12,640
♪ from the handsome stranger ♪

592
00:43:12,773 --> 00:43:15,810
♪ only one fella
and two little girls ♪♪

593
00:43:15,943 --> 00:43:19,347
Good morning. We could do
with a bit less noise.

594
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:21,849
What's this, a complaint?
Where does it hurt you?

595
00:43:21,982 --> 00:43:23,651
No. No, sir.

596
00:43:23,784 --> 00:43:26,387
This is for miss...
Mrs. Dawes.

597
00:43:26,521 --> 00:43:28,389
It was given to me outside.

598
00:43:28,523 --> 00:43:30,858
It must have been Baxter,
Mr. Pappleworth.

599
00:43:30,991 --> 00:43:33,428
Oh, I see.
You're our new lad.

600
00:43:33,561 --> 00:43:35,806
Yes, sir. Paul morel.
Well, we've lost enough time.

601
00:43:35,830 --> 00:43:38,109
Get your jacket off.
I can see you've met my staff.

602
00:43:38,133 --> 00:43:40,235
Well, we haven't
been introduced.

603
00:43:40,368 --> 00:43:43,638
They talk too much,
but they're a nice lot of girls.

604
00:43:43,771 --> 00:43:47,007
And don't you go and ruin him
like you did the last one.

605
00:43:47,142 --> 00:43:49,410
Polly, may and Emma, trusses.

606
00:43:49,544 --> 00:43:51,779
Connie and Lil,
reinforced corsets.

607
00:43:51,912 --> 00:43:53,881
Beatrice, elastic hose.

608
00:43:54,014 --> 00:43:57,385
Fanny, kneecaps.
Lizzie, packer.

609
00:43:57,518 --> 00:43:59,554
Betty, stocking machine.

610
00:44:00,855 --> 00:44:02,490
Oh, and Clara.

611
00:44:02,623 --> 00:44:05,025
Clara Dawes, our, overseer.
How do you do?

612
00:44:05,160 --> 00:44:07,162
This is Paul morel,
our new packer.

613
00:44:07,295 --> 00:44:09,297
Mrs. Dawes, this is for you.
Thank you.

614
00:44:09,430 --> 00:44:12,167
You'll keep Paul busy?
As busy as we're kept.

615
00:44:12,300 --> 00:44:14,169
It's sweated labor here,
Mr. morel.

616
00:44:14,235 --> 00:44:16,947
The men have seen to that.
Now, Clara, I've told you before.

617
00:44:16,971 --> 00:44:18,815
You can say what you like
on that platform of yours,

618
00:44:18,839 --> 00:44:20,575
but we don't want it
at Jordan's.

619
00:44:20,708 --> 00:44:22,643
Clara believes
in women's rights.

620
00:44:22,777 --> 00:44:25,680
You don't find that
amusing, Mr. morel?

621
00:44:25,813 --> 00:44:28,916
Why should I? Most
men do. They laugh at us.

622
00:44:29,049 --> 00:44:31,695
But they're really frightened.
What are we frightened of?

623
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:34,255
The idea that we're
as good as you are.

624
00:44:37,325 --> 00:44:39,194
Yes?
No, I can't hear.

625
00:44:39,260 --> 00:44:42,197
If the women weren't such
fools, the men wouldn't be so bad.

626
00:44:42,330 --> 00:44:44,632
Well, whose fault's that?

627
00:44:44,765 --> 00:44:47,004
Now, don't shout.
Oh, be quiet a minute, ladies.

628
00:44:47,067 --> 00:44:50,438
Don't shout. I'm getting an
earhole full of dust down here.

629
00:44:50,571 --> 00:44:54,475
All right. I'm coming up.
Votes for women.

630
00:44:54,609 --> 00:44:57,512
Well, my lad. Clara will
show you the ropes

631
00:44:57,645 --> 00:45:00,615
much better than I could,
to her way of thinking.

632
00:45:00,748 --> 00:45:04,219
I'll leave you in the presence
of the sex we're all scared of.

633
00:45:05,085 --> 00:45:08,723
Votes for women.

634
00:45:38,853 --> 00:45:40,788
Hello.

635
00:45:40,921 --> 00:45:45,626
I've torn my sleeve on a branch.

636
00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:48,263
Did you hurt yourself?
No.

637
00:45:48,329 --> 00:45:51,031
How warm you are.

638
00:45:51,165 --> 00:45:52,567
Come inside.
I'll mend it.

639
00:45:52,700 --> 00:45:56,737
No. Let's stay out a while.

640
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:07,815
All right.

641
00:46:11,118 --> 00:46:13,754
There's a sort of hush tonight.

642
00:46:15,055 --> 00:46:18,359
The whole night's
wondering and asleep.

643
00:46:18,493 --> 00:46:24,632
I suppose that's what we
do in death... sleep in wonder.

644
00:47:30,197 --> 00:47:35,235
We must go.

645
00:47:35,370 --> 00:47:39,073
Yes.

646
00:47:51,519 --> 00:47:57,858
Forgive me. Forgive
you? I love you.

647
00:48:01,261 --> 00:48:03,631
You hated it, didn't you?

648
00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:11,606
Paul, I... I'm sorry.

649
00:48:19,313 --> 00:48:21,949
You hated it.

650
00:48:22,082 --> 00:48:25,753
You closed your eyes
and clenched your hands.

651
00:48:26,621 --> 00:48:28,889
And I feel like a criminal.

652
00:48:29,023 --> 00:48:31,426
Oh, no.

653
00:48:32,893 --> 00:48:35,530
I did want so much
to give you my love.

654
00:48:35,663 --> 00:48:38,833
To you, it was a sacrifice.

655
00:48:38,966 --> 00:48:42,302
You did it only for me
and not for yourself.

656
00:48:42,437 --> 00:48:45,305
And for you it can't
ever be any way else,

657
00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:48,709
because that's
the way you're made.

658
00:48:48,843 --> 00:48:52,947
To love with the spirit
and only the spirit, like a nun.

659
00:48:56,451 --> 00:48:59,053
It was a crime for me
to persuade you.

660
00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:04,058
I tried to make myself believe it
would bring us closer together.

661
00:49:04,191 --> 00:49:07,227
It has.

662
00:49:07,361 --> 00:49:10,064
Surely it has.

663
00:49:11,499 --> 00:49:13,568
No.

664
00:49:13,701 --> 00:49:15,970
No, it's only pulled us
further apart.

665
00:49:23,678 --> 00:49:28,015
♪ Silent night ♪

666
00:49:28,148 --> 00:49:32,019
♪ holy night ♪♪

667
00:49:32,152 --> 00:49:34,555
come on. William and Louisa
will be here soon!

668
00:49:34,689 --> 00:49:38,134
The wind from the scullery blows through
a man's ribs like a five-barred gate.

669
00:49:38,158 --> 00:49:40,795
It'd have some difficulty
blowing through yours.

670
00:49:40,928 --> 00:49:43,698
I'm nothing but a
skinned rabbit. Never was.

671
00:49:43,831 --> 00:49:45,666
A man never had a better start,

672
00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:47,167
if it was body that counted.

673
00:49:47,301 --> 00:49:48,879
Paul. Paul, you should have
seen your father

674
00:49:48,903 --> 00:49:50,237
when he was your age,

675
00:49:50,370 --> 00:49:52,182
before the coal dust
had scarred his skin.

676
00:49:52,206 --> 00:49:54,408
A fine figure of a man
your father was,

677
00:49:54,542 --> 00:49:55,876
and such a dancer.

678
00:49:56,010 --> 00:49:57,878
Give me back a bit of a rub,

679
00:49:58,012 --> 00:49:59,547
will you, lass?

680
00:50:00,414 --> 00:50:02,182
It's as cold as death.

681
00:50:02,316 --> 00:50:04,761
The next world itself
wouldn't be hot enough for you.

682
00:50:04,785 --> 00:50:07,387
Nay, they'll see it's good
and drafty for me.

683
00:50:07,522 --> 00:50:09,757
Mother, we're here!
William.

684
00:50:09,890 --> 00:50:13,994
Hey. come on, Paul.
Get your... go on.

685
00:50:14,128 --> 00:50:16,263
Aaah. Wait, wait, wait.

686
00:50:16,396 --> 00:50:19,433
They'll be waiting to see us.
Come along, quickly.

687
00:50:19,567 --> 00:50:22,503
Mother, Louisa.
How do you do?

688
00:50:22,637 --> 00:50:25,773
What a pretty little house. How
do you do? You must be tired.

689
00:50:25,906 --> 00:50:28,342
Hello. William. Would
you like a nice cup of tea?

690
00:50:28,475 --> 00:50:30,945
Well, we've bought you some champagne.
Champagne?

691
00:50:31,078 --> 00:50:33,174
It's beautifully chilled.
Chilled as we were.

692
00:50:33,213 --> 00:50:35,282
There wasn't any heating
on the train.

693
00:50:35,415 --> 00:50:37,552
This is Paul.

694
00:50:37,685 --> 00:50:39,419
Paul! Louisa.

695
00:50:39,554 --> 00:50:42,332
Hello, Paul. Who's going to
open a bottle of champagne? I will.

696
00:50:42,356 --> 00:50:45,802
I always say Christmas isn't Christmas
without champagne, don't you agree?

697
00:50:45,826 --> 00:50:48,596
It's a 1902 vintage. Quite
a good year, I believe,

698
00:50:48,729 --> 00:50:50,497
or so the man
at the shop told me.

699
00:50:50,631 --> 00:50:53,033
Not that way. I don't
want a black eye. Sorry.

700
00:50:53,167 --> 00:50:55,102
Will always says
I don't know anything,

701
00:50:55,235 --> 00:50:57,347
but he didn't know how to open
a bottle of champagne, either,

702
00:50:57,371 --> 00:50:59,740
before he met me.
Did you, will, dear?

703
00:50:59,874 --> 00:51:01,117
Well, mother,
what do you think of her,

704
00:51:01,141 --> 00:51:03,110
now that you've seen
the rest of her?

705
00:51:03,243 --> 00:51:05,291
Mother was a bit shocked
by your photograph.

706
00:51:05,379 --> 00:51:07,815
She called you a naked bust.
I wasn't naked at all.

707
00:51:07,948 --> 00:51:09,853
I was wearing such
a pretty little dress,

708
00:51:09,884 --> 00:51:11,995
but the man who took
the picture cut it all off.

709
00:51:12,019 --> 00:51:14,454
Quick, the glasses.

710
00:51:14,589 --> 00:51:16,924
Here.

711
00:51:19,093 --> 00:51:21,295
How do, lass?

712
00:51:24,832 --> 00:51:27,267
It's father's bath night.

713
00:51:27,401 --> 00:51:29,737
Paul, put it on a plate.

714
00:51:29,870 --> 00:51:32,506
Oh, let me help you.
Can I help?

715
00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:34,709
Yes, all right.
You can pour it out.

716
00:51:34,842 --> 00:51:36,877
Mother. I know she's not
like you. She's...

717
00:51:37,011 --> 00:51:39,013
She's not serious.
She can't think.

718
00:51:39,146 --> 00:51:41,215
And everything she wants
costs money.

719
00:51:41,348 --> 00:51:44,384
But you do like her, don't you?
Of course, son.

720
00:51:44,518 --> 00:51:47,622
Champagne's ready. Will.
Will, wait for your father.

721
00:51:47,688 --> 00:51:50,658
Oh, it'll go flat if you leave
it now. There's plenty more.

722
00:51:50,791 --> 00:51:53,403
That'll go flat too if you
don't put the cork in the bottle.

723
00:51:53,427 --> 00:51:56,697
Happy Christmas. Happy
Christmas. Happy Christmas.

724
00:51:57,765 --> 00:52:00,534
Will? Mistletoe!
Where?

725
00:52:00,668 --> 00:52:03,738
Over there.
Oh, that's the stuff.

726
00:52:03,871 --> 00:52:05,640
- Here you are, love.
- Paul?

727
00:52:05,740 --> 00:52:09,109
I don't think we need it. Come
and help me empty the bathtub.

728
00:52:24,959 --> 00:52:27,795
They certainly don't need us.

729
00:52:27,928 --> 00:52:29,930
Nor anyone else in the world.

730
00:52:30,064 --> 00:52:32,408
What do you think of her, mother?
She's pretty enough.

731
00:52:32,432 --> 00:52:35,102
But those blessed airs.
She's so silly.

732
00:52:35,235 --> 00:52:38,105
Can't William see that?
Our William's in love.

733
00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:42,209
At the moment, he's blind.
We'll see how long it lasts.

734
00:52:42,342 --> 00:52:45,079
But, mother,
if she makes him so happy,

735
00:52:45,212 --> 00:52:48,248
even if it doesn't last,
it's worth it, isn't it?

736
00:52:48,382 --> 00:52:53,120
If you're thinking of Miriam,
son, I've told you before.

737
00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:57,725
She wants your very soul,
and that won't make you happy.

738
00:53:00,260 --> 00:53:04,064
Oh! I thought you were never
going to let me breathe again.

739
00:53:04,198 --> 00:53:06,366
I think that'd be a very
nice way to die. Oh.

740
00:53:06,500 --> 00:53:10,270
Louisa, would you like
to see your bedroom?

741
00:53:10,404 --> 00:53:12,740
Thank you!
If I have the breath for the stairs.

742
00:53:12,873 --> 00:53:14,608
Bye, darling.

743
00:53:14,742 --> 00:53:17,044
Oh!

744
00:53:17,177 --> 00:53:20,748
Isn't she glorious?

745
00:53:20,881 --> 00:53:22,883
Well, isn't she?

746
00:53:23,017 --> 00:53:24,919
Yes, she's beautiful.

747
00:53:25,052 --> 00:53:26,854
Hey, what's the matter?

748
00:53:26,987 --> 00:53:28,789
I was just thinking...

749
00:53:28,923 --> 00:53:32,026
Mother and father
felt the same way once.

750
00:53:32,159 --> 00:53:35,763
You're not suggesting we'll
end up like them, are you?

751
00:53:35,896 --> 00:53:37,932
I'm not sure now.

752
00:53:38,065 --> 00:53:43,270
If it's a real passion,
I wonder if it ever dies.

753
00:53:44,972 --> 00:53:46,925
Well, I can only tell you
ours never will.

754
00:53:46,974 --> 00:53:48,342
And that's real enough.

755
00:53:48,475 --> 00:53:52,747
And, even if I
lost Louisa tomorrow,

756
00:53:52,847 --> 00:53:55,415
she'd still have
changed my whole life.

757
00:53:55,549 --> 00:53:59,153
Wait till you feel like that
about a girl. Must be marvelous.

758
00:53:59,286 --> 00:54:02,456
I'm so glad for you, will.

759
00:54:02,589 --> 00:54:04,324
Thanks.

760
00:54:15,369 --> 00:54:17,504
Paul, what is it?

761
00:54:17,637 --> 00:54:19,774
I was always the silent one,

762
00:54:19,874 --> 00:54:22,576
and now you haven't a word
to say to me.

763
00:54:22,777 --> 00:54:25,279
That's true.

764
00:54:25,412 --> 00:54:27,081
Oh, lovely.

765
00:54:27,214 --> 00:54:32,186
Miriam, I don't think
I should come up here anymore.

766
00:54:34,822 --> 00:54:39,093
Paul, you don't mean that.

767
00:54:39,226 --> 00:54:42,596
You can't mean it.
We've been friends for so long.

768
00:54:42,797 --> 00:54:45,833
Yes, but we didn't
stop at friendship.

769
00:54:45,966 --> 00:54:48,102
It's my fault, I know.

770
00:54:48,235 --> 00:54:50,570
But we've got to
face the truth of it.

771
00:54:50,704 --> 00:54:53,040
It didn't get us
anywhere else, did it?

772
00:54:53,173 --> 00:54:57,044
We can't go back now, and it
seems we can't go forward either.

773
00:54:57,177 --> 00:54:59,947
So I think we ought to
break it off.

774
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:03,117
What have they been saying at home?
It's not that.

775
00:55:03,250 --> 00:55:05,920
Your mother never liked me.
She was always against me.

776
00:55:06,053 --> 00:55:08,655
It's not that. Isn't
it? You wait and see.

777
00:55:08,823 --> 00:55:12,993
You wait till you meet someone
you might love, want to marry.

778
00:55:13,127 --> 00:55:16,263
I don't think I'll ever marry.
Not while she...

779
00:55:16,396 --> 00:55:17,497
She what?

780
00:55:18,833 --> 00:55:20,700
No, I won't try to hurt you,

781
00:55:20,835 --> 00:55:22,369
because I know.

782
00:55:23,637 --> 00:55:27,908
My mother, in her way,
she made me what I am.

783
00:55:29,143 --> 00:55:31,846
I wanted so much to love you.

784
00:55:34,081 --> 00:55:36,483
Shall we see each other again?

785
00:55:38,518 --> 00:55:41,088
No.
Never?

786
00:55:43,157 --> 00:55:46,026
Not for a while.

787
00:55:46,160 --> 00:55:49,529
Not until you...
Feel free.

788
00:55:49,663 --> 00:55:55,435
And you? Will you ever
be allowed to feel free?

789
00:55:57,237 --> 00:56:00,607
I could hate you
for making me love you,

790
00:56:00,740 --> 00:56:03,177
making me fail you.

791
00:56:17,757 --> 00:56:21,328
♪ So she said to me, Charlie,
if you're one of the crew ♪

792
00:56:21,461 --> 00:56:25,065
♪ I reckon you're entitled
to see my tattoo ♪

793
00:56:25,199 --> 00:56:28,235
♪ and that's why I went sailing
down that trip to Peru ♪

794
00:56:28,368 --> 00:56:31,939
♪ on the night
me old lady left town ♪

795
00:56:32,072 --> 00:56:35,742
♪ on the night
me old lady left town ♪

796
00:56:35,910 --> 00:56:37,811
good, sir.

797
00:56:37,945 --> 00:56:40,780
Come on, will.
Give us one of your recitations.

798
00:56:40,915 --> 00:56:42,649
- Oh, no.
- Come on, will.

799
00:56:42,782 --> 00:56:45,361
I've forgotten all that. That
nice one... Robert Browning.

800
00:56:45,385 --> 00:56:47,433
A bit of Browning.
Come on. All right, then.

801
00:56:47,487 --> 00:56:50,249
In deference to popular request.
Silence now, for our will.

802
00:56:50,357 --> 00:56:52,592
Let's see, yes.
That's it. Right.

803
00:56:52,726 --> 00:56:57,531
"Home thoughts from the
sea", by Robert Browning.

804
00:56:57,664 --> 00:57:01,969
Nobly, nobly,
cape St. Vincent to the...

805
00:57:02,102 --> 00:57:04,104
This one isn't supposed
to be funny, dear.

806
00:57:04,238 --> 00:57:06,858
Oh, will, I'm sorry. But I
used to do it at school once.

807
00:57:06,941 --> 00:57:10,377
And I used to say
knobbly, knobbly!

808
00:57:10,510 --> 00:57:12,188
I think we'd better
put it to poltroon.

809
00:57:12,212 --> 00:57:14,681
Where's that elderberry wine?

810
00:57:14,814 --> 00:57:16,316
Here you are, Louisa.

811
00:57:16,450 --> 00:57:19,253
Let's drink to our love
and happiness.

812
00:57:22,089 --> 00:57:24,959
Conscience is an ugly word

813
00:57:25,025 --> 00:57:27,227
to those who deny freedom!

814
00:57:27,361 --> 00:57:30,965
But freedom is
what we must have!

815
00:57:31,098 --> 00:57:33,100
There are some who say

816
00:57:33,233 --> 00:57:38,605
if we give women their freedom,
they will cease to be women.

817
00:57:38,738 --> 00:57:40,540
Don't believe it.

818
00:57:40,674 --> 00:57:45,445
My friends, just because women are
taken out of the prison of their home

819
00:57:45,579 --> 00:57:48,148
and allowed to take their
rightful place in the world,

820
00:57:48,282 --> 00:57:53,120
why should that deprive them
of the beauty and grace

821
00:57:53,253 --> 00:57:55,622
and charm of womanhood?

822
00:57:55,755 --> 00:58:02,196
My friends, we will
keep house for men...

823
00:58:03,430 --> 00:58:07,134
We will bear their children,

824
00:58:07,267 --> 00:58:10,004
but not as slaves,

825
00:58:10,137 --> 00:58:14,041
but as is our right,
and we'll fight for it!

826
00:58:14,174 --> 00:58:16,243
Any questions?

827
00:58:16,376 --> 00:58:18,378
Why aren't you in church?

828
00:58:18,512 --> 00:58:20,580
I could ask you
the same question.

829
00:58:20,714 --> 00:58:21,815
We went this morning.

830
00:58:22,016 --> 00:58:23,350
Was there a sermon saying

831
00:58:23,483 --> 00:58:25,585
women like us
won't go to heaven?

832
00:58:25,719 --> 00:58:27,021
Very good, Clara.

833
00:58:27,087 --> 00:58:28,888
I have a question.

834
00:58:29,023 --> 00:58:30,157
Fire.

835
00:58:30,290 --> 00:58:31,725
Are you a free lover?

836
00:58:33,293 --> 00:58:35,929
Yes. We want
the four freedoms...

837
00:58:36,063 --> 00:58:38,932
Speech, thought,
opportunity, love.

838
00:58:39,066 --> 00:58:40,567
Hear! Hear!

839
00:58:40,700 --> 00:58:42,669
I am not a free lover!

840
00:58:42,802 --> 00:58:45,564
The branch office of our
movement has never recommended it.

841
00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:47,607
The point of view
you have just heard

842
00:58:47,741 --> 00:58:49,643
is strictly personal.

843
00:58:49,776 --> 00:58:51,411
That will be all for today.

844
00:58:56,216 --> 00:58:58,885
I hope I haven't given you
the wrong impression.

845
00:58:59,053 --> 00:59:02,156
Free love is not
the basis of our movement.

846
00:59:02,289 --> 00:59:03,690
If you'll read a leaflet...

847
00:59:03,823 --> 00:59:05,225
I've got one already.

848
00:59:06,760 --> 00:59:10,830
You're not an easy subject.
So I've been told.

849
00:59:10,964 --> 00:59:13,067
Well?

850
00:59:13,200 --> 00:59:15,069
You've made me too beautiful.

851
00:59:15,169 --> 00:59:16,803
No, you are beautiful.

852
00:59:16,936 --> 00:59:19,049
That's the only important
thing about me, I suppose?

853
00:59:19,073 --> 00:59:21,108
Coming, Clara?
Yes.

854
00:59:21,241 --> 00:59:23,053
I've asked Mrs. Dawes
to take a walk with me.

855
00:59:23,077 --> 00:59:25,245
That is, if the branch
office approves.

856
00:59:25,379 --> 00:59:28,215
Next time,
I'll answer the questions.

857
00:59:29,583 --> 00:59:32,086
Why did you say I was going
a walk with you?

858
00:59:32,152 --> 00:59:35,389
Well, if you don't want to, why
didn't you go off with them? I...

859
00:59:35,522 --> 00:59:38,792
Shall we? Along the canal.
It's just like Venice.

860
00:59:54,974 --> 00:59:59,012
That man with Betty...
I've seen him at Jordan's.

861
00:59:59,146 --> 01:00:02,549
You've heard the girls talk.
He's my husband.

862
01:00:02,682 --> 01:00:06,086
No, I've only heard that you made
an unhappy marriage.

863
01:00:06,220 --> 01:00:09,756
We've been separated
for two years.

864
01:00:09,889 --> 01:00:13,360
When you married him,
were you in love?

865
01:00:15,061 --> 01:00:17,764
Do you still care for him?

866
01:00:17,897 --> 01:00:19,299
I despise him.

867
01:00:19,433 --> 01:00:21,368
And that's why you left him?

868
01:00:21,501 --> 01:00:24,604
I left him because
he was unfaithful.

869
01:00:24,738 --> 01:00:27,141
Why do you walk so quickly?

870
01:00:28,375 --> 01:00:30,453
You'll catch up with me
if you're interested.

871
01:00:30,477 --> 01:00:32,612
Are you, Mr. morel?

872
01:00:37,417 --> 01:00:40,320
I think so, Mrs. Dawes.

873
01:00:50,230 --> 01:00:51,798
What are you thinking?

874
01:00:51,931 --> 01:00:54,668
I'm thinking how lovely
the snowdrops look.

875
01:00:56,936 --> 01:00:59,639
Don't pick them.
Why not?

876
01:00:59,773 --> 01:01:02,809
They look better growing.
They want to be left.

877
01:01:02,942 --> 01:01:05,445
I like them, and I want them.

878
01:01:05,579 --> 01:01:07,714
So you take what you want,

879
01:01:07,847 --> 01:01:10,284
and when you're tired of it
you throw it away?

880
01:01:11,185 --> 01:01:12,376
What do you mean by that?

881
01:01:12,452 --> 01:01:15,189
Miriam Leivers.

882
01:01:15,322 --> 01:01:18,325
The girls at Jordan's
know everything.

883
01:01:23,330 --> 01:01:24,831
Do you think badly of me?

884
01:01:24,964 --> 01:01:27,801
Why should I care?

885
01:01:32,939 --> 01:01:34,874
They're so cold.

886
01:01:35,008 --> 01:01:37,377
It's the snow on them.

887
01:01:37,511 --> 01:01:40,847
But if you hold snow in
your hand for a little, it melts.

888
01:01:57,897 --> 01:02:00,567
Well, th-this is
a nice time to come home.

889
01:02:00,700 --> 01:02:03,237
Is father home?
Upstairs and snoring.

890
01:02:03,370 --> 01:02:07,841
That's where you ought to be.
Have you had... Anything to eat?

891
01:02:07,974 --> 01:02:11,978
I had tea in Nottingham with
Clara Dawes... From Jordan's.

892
01:02:12,111 --> 01:02:14,681
Clara Dawes. Now you've
mentioned Clara Daw...

893
01:02:14,814 --> 01:02:17,717
She's a married woman.

894
01:02:17,851 --> 01:02:21,154
She's separated.
That won't stop people talking.

895
01:02:21,288 --> 01:02:23,823
She's a suffragette.
She gets up on platforms

896
01:02:23,957 --> 01:02:27,060
and tells all those hypocrites
what she thinks of them.

897
01:02:27,261 --> 01:02:29,162
So they talk anyway.

898
01:02:29,296 --> 01:02:31,465
She's awfully nice, mother.

899
01:02:31,598 --> 01:02:35,269
She... she's proud. Not a bit
cold, like you'd think at first.

900
01:02:35,402 --> 01:02:38,272
Paul, you're not getting serious
about her?

901
01:02:38,372 --> 01:02:40,307
I don't know.

902
01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:42,809
I've asked her out next week.

903
01:02:44,177 --> 01:02:47,113
It couldn't ever
come to anything, son.

904
01:02:47,281 --> 01:02:48,782
You know it couldn't.

905
01:02:48,915 --> 01:02:51,351
I wonder if anything ever will.

906
01:02:54,888 --> 01:02:57,557
♪♪

907
01:03:22,682 --> 01:03:27,354
♪♪

908
01:03:47,774 --> 01:03:50,977
You've missed your last train.

909
01:03:52,812 --> 01:03:53,847
I know.

910
01:03:56,983 --> 01:04:00,487
You'd better stay the night.
I'll sleep with mother.

911
01:04:02,356 --> 01:04:04,023
What will she say?

912
01:04:04,157 --> 01:04:07,994
She's probably gone to bed.
She won't mind.

913
01:04:14,100 --> 01:04:17,604
Oh. What a mess!

914
01:04:23,009 --> 01:04:25,379
Clara!

915
01:04:26,245 --> 01:04:28,415
Who've you got here?

916
01:04:28,548 --> 01:04:30,216
It's Paul morel, mother.

917
01:04:30,384 --> 01:04:32,562
He's missed his train. I
thought he could stay the night.

918
01:04:32,586 --> 01:04:35,755
Well, if he's staying here, he
won't have to mind about the work.

919
01:04:35,889 --> 01:04:38,458
Sit you down. Clara,
get him a glass of stout.

920
01:04:38,592 --> 01:04:40,394
He looks as if
he could do with one.

921
01:04:40,527 --> 01:04:42,829
Haven't you ever had
any more color than that?

922
01:04:42,962 --> 01:04:45,665
I've got a thick skin. It doesn't
show the blood through.

923
01:04:45,799 --> 01:04:48,077
If you don't like me, I'll
go away again. No, no, no.

924
01:04:48,101 --> 01:04:50,045
Stay as you are. Light a
cigarette if you want to.

925
01:04:50,069 --> 01:04:52,138
Only don't set fire
to all this lace.

926
01:04:52,271 --> 01:04:53,973
Thank you.
No need to thank me.

927
01:04:54,107 --> 01:04:56,686
I'll be glad to smell a bit
of smoke about the house again.

928
01:04:56,710 --> 01:04:58,011
A house without men in it

929
01:04:58,144 --> 01:05:00,055
is like a house without
a fire, to my thinking.

930
01:05:00,079 --> 01:05:01,180
I like a man about,

931
01:05:01,314 --> 01:05:02,949
if he's only something
to snap at.

932
01:05:03,082 --> 01:05:04,150
Do you like lace work?

933
01:05:04,418 --> 01:05:06,219
I'm a widow.
I've no choice.

934
01:05:06,420 --> 01:05:07,521
Must be sweated labor.

935
01:05:07,654 --> 01:05:10,424
Isn't all woman's work sweated?

936
01:05:10,524 --> 01:05:12,559
The men have seen
to that, all right,

937
01:05:12,692 --> 01:05:14,670
since we've forced ourselves
into the labor market.

938
01:05:14,694 --> 01:05:16,930
Now, Clara, you shut up
about the men.

939
01:05:17,063 --> 01:05:18,164
Don't listen to her.

940
01:05:18,297 --> 01:05:20,834
She's forever
on this high horse of hers.

941
01:05:20,967 --> 01:05:22,845
The poor animal's back
so thin and starved,

942
01:05:22,869 --> 01:05:25,772
it'll cut her in two
one of these days.

943
01:05:29,809 --> 01:05:33,713
You work at Jordan's? Yes.
Has Clara mentioned me to you?

944
01:05:33,847 --> 01:05:36,550
I know more about you
than you think.

945
01:05:36,683 --> 01:05:39,453
You've been going
with Miriam Leivers.

946
01:05:39,586 --> 01:05:41,621
Well, yes.

947
01:05:41,755 --> 01:05:43,857
I know her family well.

948
01:05:43,990 --> 01:05:47,594
Nice enough girl, but a bit too much
above this world to suit my fancy.

949
01:05:47,727 --> 01:05:49,796
Yes, she is a bit like that.

950
01:05:49,929 --> 01:05:54,501
She'll never be satisfied until she's got
wings and can fly over everybody's head.

951
01:05:54,634 --> 01:05:56,302
That's her mother's doing.

952
01:05:56,470 --> 01:05:58,104
If religion was strong drink,

953
01:05:58,237 --> 01:06:01,207
they'd never be able
to stand that woman up.

954
01:06:01,340 --> 01:06:02,876
Why, I'd forgotten about them.

955
01:06:03,009 --> 01:06:05,479
Where have they sprung from?
Out of my drawer.

956
01:06:05,612 --> 01:06:08,257
Bought them for Baxter, and
he wouldn't wear them, would he?

957
01:06:08,281 --> 01:06:10,484
Said he'd reckon to do
without trousers in bed.

958
01:06:10,617 --> 01:06:13,487
Couldn't bear them,
them pajama things.

959
01:06:13,620 --> 01:06:15,489
Well, everyone to his taste.

960
01:06:15,589 --> 01:06:18,391
Yes, I dare say they'd suit you.

961
01:06:18,525 --> 01:06:20,226
Well, you're tired, I expect.

962
01:06:20,359 --> 01:06:23,863
No, no. It takes me hours to
settle down after an evening out.

963
01:06:23,997 --> 01:06:27,333
Let's hope you've got started, then.
It's getting late.

964
01:06:27,501 --> 01:06:30,003
Are you tired, Clara?

965
01:06:30,136 --> 01:06:32,739
Not in the least bit.

966
01:06:32,872 --> 01:06:37,677
Would you care to have a
game of cribbage? All right.

967
01:06:37,811 --> 01:06:40,213
You don't mind, do you,
if we have a game of cards?

968
01:06:40,346 --> 01:06:43,517
You'll please yourselves,
but it's nigh on midnight.

969
01:06:43,617 --> 01:06:47,587
Well, a game or so'll
make us sleepy.

970
01:06:47,721 --> 01:06:52,125
Would you care to play,
five cards or six cards?

971
01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:53,960
Doesn't matter.

972
01:06:54,093 --> 01:06:56,863
All right, five. Shall
I deal? Thank you.

973
01:07:26,092 --> 01:07:28,628
It's my crib,
so put a card down.

974
01:07:45,679 --> 01:07:46,980
Ten.

975
01:07:50,349 --> 01:07:53,653
Twenty.
Thirty.

976
01:07:55,288 --> 01:07:57,323
Thirty-one.

977
01:07:57,456 --> 01:08:00,226
Eight.

978
01:08:12,739 --> 01:08:15,642
Eight.
That's two.

979
01:08:15,775 --> 01:08:20,614
22, 31.
Really.

980
01:08:20,747 --> 01:08:24,083
I've got, 12 pairs two.

981
01:08:24,217 --> 01:08:29,455
You've got 15, two,
and a pair's 10.

982
01:08:29,623 --> 01:08:32,058
Pair of tens is four.

983
01:08:52,746 --> 01:08:55,148
It's nearly 12:00.

984
01:09:30,684 --> 01:09:33,152
Turn 'em.

985
01:09:38,524 --> 01:09:41,667
All right. We'll stop. Take your
pajama things. Here's your candle.

986
01:09:41,728 --> 01:09:44,776
Your room is above this. There's
only two, so you can't go wrong.

987
01:09:44,898 --> 01:09:47,600
Good night, and,
hope you sleep well.

988
01:09:47,734 --> 01:09:52,038
Thank you, I always do.
So you ought to, at your age.

989
01:09:58,144 --> 01:10:01,147
Good night.
Good night.

990
01:10:13,459 --> 01:10:15,328
What's keeping you, Clara?

991
01:10:15,461 --> 01:10:18,698
I'm going to stay down here
for a bit. I feel cold.

992
01:10:18,832 --> 01:10:21,134
Well, don't be long.

993
01:10:31,845 --> 01:10:34,113
Clara, I'm going up.

994
01:10:34,247 --> 01:10:36,382
Well, that's the fire all right.

995
01:10:36,515 --> 01:10:39,118
I think that's
everything for the night.

996
01:10:43,022 --> 01:10:45,992
Will you unfasten my dress?

997
01:10:48,427 --> 01:10:51,130
Now then, Clara, aren't
you coming up? Not yet.

998
01:10:51,264 --> 01:10:54,200
Be quiet about it when you do.

999
01:10:54,333 --> 01:10:57,937
I hate to be woken
out of my beauty sleep.

1000
01:12:59,993 --> 01:13:02,561
My hand is cold.

1001
01:13:44,938 --> 01:13:46,239
Sign.

1002
01:13:48,307 --> 01:13:50,643
I'm warning you, morel.

1003
01:13:50,776 --> 01:13:52,411
Keep away from my wife,

1004
01:13:52,545 --> 01:13:56,082
or you're going to
have me to settle with.

1005
01:13:59,185 --> 01:14:00,954
Take your receipt.

1006
01:14:09,028 --> 01:14:12,665
Get back to your work, girls.
Stop this chattering.

1007
01:14:17,103 --> 01:14:21,207
Baxter's dangerous.
Could you fight him?

1008
01:14:21,340 --> 01:14:25,811
Easily, with a knife
or a pistol.

1009
01:14:25,979 --> 01:14:29,415
It's no joke. He'd kill you.

1010
01:14:29,548 --> 01:14:33,419
And what would you do if he did?
Would you go back to him?

1011
01:14:37,556 --> 01:14:40,559
I have a few days off next week.

1012
01:14:40,693 --> 01:14:45,464
Let's go away together.
We'd be by ourselves.

1013
01:14:46,299 --> 01:14:48,401
We could go to the sea.

1014
01:14:48,534 --> 01:14:51,170
There'd be nobody there
in winter.

1015
01:14:51,304 --> 01:14:53,906
Mr. Pappleworth wants Paul
to take an order.

1016
01:14:54,040 --> 01:14:56,209
If you're too busy, I can do it.

1017
01:14:56,342 --> 01:14:59,112
No, that's all right, I'll go.

1018
01:15:09,822 --> 01:15:12,025
Well, aren't you going to say it?
Say what?

1019
01:15:12,125 --> 01:15:14,060
"You didn't come home
last night, Paul."

1020
01:15:14,193 --> 01:15:16,229
You didn't come home
last night, Paul.

1021
01:15:16,362 --> 01:15:19,098
Mother, it is serious.

1022
01:15:19,232 --> 01:15:23,069
It can't be, son. A woman
you can't ever hope to marry.

1023
01:15:23,202 --> 01:15:25,171
I haven't mentioned marriage.

1024
01:15:25,304 --> 01:15:27,340
It's a very different
thing from love.

1025
01:15:27,473 --> 01:15:29,475
In marriage, one has to belong,

1026
01:15:29,608 --> 01:15:31,377
and I can't ever
belong to any woman.

1027
01:15:31,510 --> 01:15:33,612
That's because you haven't
met the right one.

1028
01:15:33,746 --> 01:15:36,825
I shan't find the right one as
long as you live. I'll get your supper.

1029
01:15:36,849 --> 01:15:39,118
You're the only one
I'll ever be certain about.

1030
01:15:39,252 --> 01:15:41,096
But I can't think of you
going through your life

1031
01:15:41,120 --> 01:15:44,123
with no one
to care for you. To...

1032
01:15:44,257 --> 01:15:46,392
What's the matter?
Nothing.

1033
01:15:46,525 --> 01:15:50,063
Are you not well?
It's nothing!

1034
01:15:50,163 --> 01:15:52,431
I'm growing old, that's all.

1035
01:15:53,366 --> 01:15:54,700
Well, that's too bad of you.

1036
01:15:54,733 --> 01:15:56,733
Why can't a man always
have a young mother?

1037
01:15:56,802 --> 01:15:58,337
I'm growing old,

1038
01:15:58,471 --> 01:16:01,374
and you'll just have to
get used to it, that's all.

1039
01:16:19,692 --> 01:16:21,094
This man, Baxter Dawes,

1040
01:16:21,227 --> 01:16:24,130
comes up to me in the pub...
Everyone's listenin'...

1041
01:16:24,263 --> 01:16:26,108
And says, "keep your son
away from my wife."

1042
01:16:26,132 --> 01:16:29,202
How do you like that? "Keep
your son away from my wife!"

1043
01:16:29,335 --> 01:16:30,803
It's too late.

1044
01:16:30,936 --> 01:16:34,307
They've gone away
together on a holiday.

1045
01:16:36,209 --> 01:16:39,478
He told you, and you let him?

1046
01:16:39,612 --> 01:16:42,157
You stupid fool! Do you
think I didn't try and stop him?

1047
01:16:42,181 --> 01:16:44,117
How dare you?
You, of all people,

1048
01:16:44,250 --> 01:16:46,152
tell me what's right
and what's wrong!

1049
01:16:46,285 --> 01:16:48,721
All these years,
you've been the fine lady,

1050
01:16:48,854 --> 01:16:51,233
and I've been the lump of dirt.
And whose fault's that?

1051
01:16:51,257 --> 01:16:54,103
I've never encouraged a son of
mine to run after a married woman!

1052
01:16:54,127 --> 01:16:57,296
And what was I supposed to do?
Keep him in chains?

1053
01:16:57,430 --> 01:16:59,478
You could have done
if you'd been so minded.

1054
01:16:59,565 --> 01:17:01,600
You've kept him in chains
all his life.

1055
01:17:01,734 --> 01:17:04,413
Don't you talk to me about the
way I've looked after our sons...

1056
01:17:04,437 --> 01:17:06,615
You who never did a thing
for them but drag them down!

1057
01:17:06,639 --> 01:17:08,817
Better for 'em if I had.
You had you way with Arthur.

1058
01:17:08,841 --> 01:17:09,908
What happened to him?

1059
01:17:10,042 --> 01:17:11,757
Arthur died young,
but he died a man.

1060
01:17:11,844 --> 01:17:13,988
And William, he's had the
good sense to escape. From you.

1061
01:17:14,012 --> 01:17:16,215
From you with your drunken ways.
No, woman, no!

1062
01:17:16,349 --> 01:17:18,184
You're the one
he had to escape from!

1063
01:17:18,317 --> 01:17:21,296
He had to find a life of his own,
where you wouldn't smother him

1064
01:17:21,320 --> 01:17:23,289
as you've smothered this one.
Walter...

1065
01:17:23,422 --> 01:17:25,467
It's your fault the lad's
in this trouble now.

1066
01:17:25,491 --> 01:17:27,602
It's your fault! Don't try
and fix the blame on me!

1067
01:17:27,626 --> 01:17:30,605
Why do you think he's gallivanting
'round with a Nottingham tart?

1068
01:17:30,629 --> 01:17:32,487
He's never had
the chance to go courtin'

1069
01:17:32,598 --> 01:17:34,032
with an ordinary decent girl.

1070
01:17:34,167 --> 01:17:35,968
You put a stop
to anything like that.

1071
01:17:36,169 --> 01:17:38,571
You, with your pride
and your jealousy.

1072
01:17:38,704 --> 01:17:42,208
Any lad of spirit can throw
off a-a low mannered father.

1073
01:17:42,341 --> 01:17:44,519
That's not going to hold him up
when he grows up.

1074
01:17:44,543 --> 01:17:47,079
But a mother, a mother
who clings on to him

1075
01:17:47,213 --> 01:17:48,723
and won't let him
go for her own selfish sake,

1076
01:17:48,747 --> 01:17:50,583
that's enough to ruin his life.

1077
01:17:50,716 --> 01:17:53,686
And that's what you've
done to our Paul!

1078
01:17:57,490 --> 01:18:03,296
I only wanted him to be happy.

1079
01:18:47,240 --> 01:18:49,242
I feel so simple with you,

1080
01:18:49,308 --> 01:18:52,311
as though there's
nothing to hide.

1081
01:18:54,813 --> 01:18:57,750
You don't feel criminal, do you?

1082
01:18:57,883 --> 01:18:59,952
No.

1083
01:19:00,085 --> 01:19:02,855
I was just thinking.

1084
01:19:02,988 --> 01:19:05,791
What?
If only they knew.

1085
01:19:05,924 --> 01:19:08,361
Who?
Everybody.

1086
01:19:08,494 --> 01:19:12,498
If they knew, they'd
cease to understand.

1087
01:19:12,631 --> 01:19:14,567
What do they matter, anyway?

1088
01:19:14,700 --> 01:19:17,470
With only us here and these trees.
What trees?

1089
01:19:17,603 --> 01:19:20,306
Nothing matters. These
trees... these iron ones.

1090
01:19:27,280 --> 01:19:28,781
Baxter?

1091
01:19:33,986 --> 01:19:36,555
You like your little bit
of guiltiness, I think.

1092
01:19:37,623 --> 01:19:39,725
I believe Eve
must have enjoyed it

1093
01:19:39,858 --> 01:19:42,695
when she went
cowering out of paradise.

1094
01:19:42,828 --> 01:19:47,300
There's Baxter,
and there's Miriam.

1095
01:19:50,503 --> 01:19:54,373
Miriam wanted more from me
than I could ever give her.

1096
01:19:54,507 --> 01:19:56,318
She wouldn't leave
a single hair of me free

1097
01:19:56,342 --> 01:19:58,143
to fall out and blow away.

1098
01:19:58,311 --> 01:20:00,546
She'd insist on keeping it.

1099
01:20:00,679 --> 01:20:03,382
She wanted the soul
out of my body.

1100
01:20:03,516 --> 01:20:06,719
So you put a limit
on the claims of love?

1101
01:20:06,852 --> 01:20:09,755
Now you sound like
you're back on your platform.

1102
01:20:09,888 --> 01:20:13,759
And what about you?
Did you give Baxter all he wanted?

1103
01:20:19,298 --> 01:20:20,933
I gave him every chance.

1104
01:20:21,066 --> 01:20:25,270
To get near you, really near you,
so you belonged to each other?

1105
01:20:27,573 --> 01:20:30,275
It seems to me
you treated Baxter rottenly.

1106
01:20:30,409 --> 01:20:32,287
You wanted him to be
a Lily of the valley,

1107
01:20:32,311 --> 01:20:33,755
and when you found out he wasn't

1108
01:20:33,779 --> 01:20:36,081
he was a cow parsley,
you wouldn't have it.

1109
01:20:36,214 --> 01:20:39,552
You imagined him something he
wasn't which is just like a woman.

1110
01:20:39,685 --> 01:20:43,589
She thinks she knows what a man needs,
and she's going to see that he gets it.

1111
01:20:43,722 --> 01:20:45,634
He can be starving for what
he really needs,

1112
01:20:45,658 --> 01:20:47,569
and she'll have him sit
and whistle for it,

1113
01:20:47,593 --> 01:20:49,895
so long as she's giving him
what's good for him.

1114
01:21:01,039 --> 01:21:03,742
And what are you doing?

1115
01:21:03,876 --> 01:21:06,812
I'm waiting to see
what tune I shall whistle.

1116
01:21:10,383 --> 01:21:13,051
Do you ever want to marry me?

1117
01:21:13,185 --> 01:21:14,920
Do you, me?

1118
01:21:15,053 --> 01:21:17,856
Yes, I should like us
to have children.

1119
01:21:20,726 --> 01:21:24,397
But you don't really want
a divorce from Baxter, do you?

1120
01:21:24,463 --> 01:21:27,766
No, I don't think so.
Why?

1121
01:21:29,402 --> 01:21:31,404
I don't know.

1122
01:21:33,238 --> 01:21:36,108
Do you feel you belong to him?

1123
01:21:36,241 --> 01:21:39,478
No.
What, then?

1124
01:21:42,548 --> 01:21:45,518
I think he belongs to me.

1125
01:21:47,653 --> 01:21:51,657
Let's take what we've got
and be grateful.

1126
01:22:21,319 --> 01:22:23,889
Don't I exist for you
this morning?

1127
01:22:26,191 --> 01:22:28,727
I shouldn't think you'd need
reassurance about that.

1128
01:22:28,861 --> 01:22:31,464
I wonder.

1129
01:22:33,599 --> 01:22:37,703
About me you know very little.
About me.

1130
01:22:38,537 --> 01:22:40,473
What do you mean?

1131
01:22:40,606 --> 01:22:44,109
I never seem to have all of you.

1132
01:22:44,242 --> 01:22:47,145
It's as though you were
taking someone else.

1133
01:22:47,279 --> 01:22:49,748
Who?

1134
01:22:50,716 --> 01:22:53,586
Someone just for yourself.

1135
01:22:53,719 --> 01:22:57,590
Is it me you want?
Or just it?

1136
01:23:00,025 --> 01:23:03,496
Have you ever been loved
more than I've loved you?

1137
01:23:06,832 --> 01:23:09,301
It isn't the act of loving.

1138
01:23:09,502 --> 01:23:13,639
It's just that you seem
incapable of giving yourself.

1139
01:23:15,107 --> 01:23:18,110
It's as though something
were holding you back.

1140
01:23:20,345 --> 01:23:22,615
Or somebody.

1141
01:23:28,587 --> 01:23:30,589
Tell me. Who?

1142
01:23:30,723 --> 01:23:33,125
Didn't Miriam ever tell you?

1143
01:23:33,258 --> 01:23:35,027
Shut up, Clara.

1144
01:23:35,160 --> 01:23:37,563
Why can't you
come out of yourself?

1145
01:23:37,696 --> 01:23:41,199
Shut up!
You don't, you know.

1146
01:23:41,333 --> 01:23:43,702
Baxter could.

1147
01:23:43,836 --> 01:23:46,404
Better than me?
Yes.

1148
01:23:46,539 --> 01:23:49,141
You begin to value Baxter,
now you haven't got him.

1149
01:23:49,274 --> 01:23:51,560
I'm only noticing that
he was different from you.

1150
01:23:51,677 --> 01:23:53,211
Better, you said!

1151
01:23:53,345 --> 01:23:54,847
So. I'm not saying

1152
01:23:54,980 --> 01:23:58,016
that you haven't given me
more than Baxter ever has.

1153
01:23:58,150 --> 01:24:00,318
Or could ever give you.

1154
01:24:00,452 --> 01:24:02,721
Perhaps.

1155
01:24:04,289 --> 01:24:05,390
But when I had Baxter,

1156
01:24:05,591 --> 01:24:06,692
actually had him.

1157
01:24:06,825 --> 01:24:08,426
I had all of him.

1158
01:24:08,561 --> 01:24:11,564
But you've
never given me yourself.

1159
01:24:17,670 --> 01:24:19,013
When I start making love to you,

1160
01:24:19,037 --> 01:24:23,375
I just go like a leaf
down the wind.

1161
01:24:23,576 --> 01:24:25,844
And leave me out of it.

1162
01:24:25,978 --> 01:24:28,647
Then it doesn't
mean anything to you.

1163
01:24:28,781 --> 01:24:31,349
Of course it means something.

1164
01:24:31,483 --> 01:24:34,319
Sometimes
you've carried me away...

1165
01:24:34,452 --> 01:24:36,789
Right away.

1166
01:24:38,290 --> 01:24:40,759
But... don't "but" me!

1167
01:25:16,862 --> 01:25:19,765
Good night.
Good night.

1168
01:25:41,253 --> 01:25:45,323
Morel! You gonna fight?
Or take it lying down?

1169
01:25:45,457 --> 01:25:47,259
Let me pass.

1170
01:26:53,258 --> 01:26:55,260
Mother!

1171
01:26:55,393 --> 01:26:57,029
I'm up here.

1172
01:27:05,370 --> 01:27:07,840
Mother, are you ill?

1173
01:27:07,973 --> 01:27:10,275
I'm giving myself
a bit of a treat.

1174
01:27:10,408 --> 01:27:13,111
Paul, what have you done
to your face?

1175
01:27:13,245 --> 01:27:15,814
I... I just had a fall off my bicycle.
Oh.

1176
01:27:15,948 --> 01:27:19,752
I've never known you to be in bed at
this time. It's early. Tell me the truth.

1177
01:27:19,885 --> 01:27:22,755
I'm a bit tired, that's all.
I've been to Nottingham.

1178
01:27:22,821 --> 01:27:24,890
To Nottingham.
All by yourself?

1179
01:27:25,023 --> 01:27:26,524
Well, when you're my age,

1180
01:27:26,658 --> 01:27:29,427
it's just as well to see
a doctor once in a while.

1181
01:27:29,561 --> 01:27:33,065
Paul, you have hurt yourself.
Oh, mother, it's... it's nothing.

1182
01:27:33,198 --> 01:27:36,835
What did the doctor say?
I've got to take things quietly.

1183
01:27:36,969 --> 01:27:39,404
And he's given me
a bottle of medicine.

1184
01:27:39,537 --> 01:27:42,307
Have, you been happy, son?

1185
01:27:42,440 --> 01:27:46,044
Yes, mother.
Well, you'll be wanting your supper.

1186
01:27:46,178 --> 01:27:48,422
Oh, don't you dare move.
I can look after myself.

1187
01:27:48,446 --> 01:27:50,494
Have you eaten tonight?
I've had all I want.

1188
01:27:50,582 --> 01:27:52,785
Now, there's some eggs
in the larder...

1189
01:27:52,885 --> 01:27:54,987
I'll find something.
I'll find something.

1190
01:27:55,120 --> 01:27:56,965
Now are... you are
telling me the truth?

1191
01:27:56,989 --> 01:27:58,523
There's nothing else to tell.

1192
01:27:58,656 --> 01:28:01,459
Now, go and wash that face
before it gets septic.

1193
01:28:01,593 --> 01:28:04,096
Don't you worry about me.

1194
01:28:20,979 --> 01:28:23,015
More tea?
No.

1195
01:28:23,148 --> 01:28:25,150
Miss Dawes.

1196
01:28:25,283 --> 01:28:27,685
There's a message for you.
Oh, thank you.

1197
01:28:27,820 --> 01:28:30,155
Mrs. Dawes.

1198
01:28:36,561 --> 01:28:38,831
It's Baxter.
He's been hurt.

1199
01:28:38,897 --> 01:28:40,833
I must go to him.

1200
01:28:42,167 --> 01:28:45,838
He's alone. There's
no one to look after him.

1201
01:28:50,642 --> 01:28:52,978
Wait.

1202
01:29:00,919 --> 01:29:03,255
Goodbye, Clara.

1203
01:29:03,388 --> 01:29:05,123
Paul.

1204
01:29:05,257 --> 01:29:09,261
It is Baxter, isn't it?
All the time.

1205
01:29:10,062 --> 01:29:14,867
Yes. You see
how weak I am?

1206
01:29:16,668 --> 01:29:19,204
I need to be loved too.

1207
01:29:21,273 --> 01:29:22,975
No, Paul.

1208
01:29:23,108 --> 01:29:29,214
Let's say good bye, before
we start accusing each other

1209
01:29:29,347 --> 01:29:32,750
and losing everything
we've ever had.

1210
01:29:32,885 --> 01:29:37,455
We'll never lose it.
We've paid for it.

1211
01:29:43,328 --> 01:29:46,531
I beg your pardon, I'm sure.

1212
01:29:48,066 --> 01:29:49,734
Betty, I have to go out now.

1213
01:29:49,902 --> 01:29:52,004
Please take charge.

1214
01:29:52,137 --> 01:29:54,439
It'll be a pleasure.

1215
01:30:05,417 --> 01:30:07,452
Oh, have I come
to the wrong house?

1216
01:30:07,585 --> 01:30:10,455
Your wife's poorly.
She's had another of them turns.

1217
01:30:10,588 --> 01:30:14,226
Oh? Fainting fit?

1218
01:30:14,359 --> 01:30:18,363
I reckon it's worse than that.
The doctor's up there now.

1219
01:30:18,496 --> 01:30:20,298
Is that for me?

1220
01:30:20,432 --> 01:30:23,501
Yes. She was anxious
about your tea.

1221
01:30:23,635 --> 01:30:25,303
I like my potatoes cut up.

1222
01:30:25,437 --> 01:30:27,272
You'll take 'em as you get 'em.

1223
01:30:27,405 --> 01:30:30,342
Here he comes now.

1224
01:30:30,475 --> 01:30:32,777
Good evening, morel.
Is she bad?

1225
01:30:32,911 --> 01:30:35,483
I'm afraid it's rather serious.
Heart attack, you know.

1226
01:30:35,547 --> 01:30:38,550
May have another.
We've got to keep her very quiet.

1227
01:30:38,683 --> 01:30:41,453
I'd best go up.
Can you stay the night with her?

1228
01:30:41,586 --> 01:30:43,965
I'll go and get my man his tea
when the boy comes home,

1229
01:30:43,989 --> 01:30:45,257
and I'll be right back.

1230
01:30:45,390 --> 01:30:47,248
Any change, send the lad
for me at once.

1231
01:30:47,359 --> 01:30:49,928
It'll be touch and go
if she has another attack.

1232
01:30:53,331 --> 01:30:57,169
Well, you're a fine one.

1233
01:30:59,871 --> 01:31:01,873
How do I find thee, lass?

1234
01:31:02,007 --> 01:31:06,178
I'm middling.
Just middling.

1235
01:31:07,412 --> 01:31:09,647
Is she looking after you
all right?

1236
01:31:09,781 --> 01:31:11,984
Aye.

1237
01:31:12,117 --> 01:31:14,619
She don't cut up the potatoes!

1238
01:31:18,256 --> 01:31:20,492
You'll have to make allowances.

1239
01:31:20,625 --> 01:31:22,660
Aye.

1240
01:31:30,035 --> 01:31:33,171
Is that Paul home?
He'll be coming up.

1241
01:31:35,140 --> 01:31:38,576
Lass, I've... I've said some
hard things in my time.

1242
01:31:38,710 --> 01:31:41,246
I-I didn't mean 'em,
you know that.

1243
01:31:41,379 --> 01:31:44,649
We don't want to think
about those things now.

1244
01:31:53,225 --> 01:31:56,028
Mother.
Now, now, don't fret.

1245
01:31:56,128 --> 01:31:58,063
Why didn't you tell me?
Tell you what?

1246
01:31:58,196 --> 01:32:01,933
About these attacks.
I met doctor ansell outside.

1247
01:32:02,067 --> 01:32:04,069
Oh, my pigeon,
why didn't you tell me?

1248
01:32:04,202 --> 01:32:06,438
There's no sense in fussing.

1249
01:32:06,571 --> 01:32:08,340
We're going to get you better.

1250
01:32:08,473 --> 01:32:10,235
Father and I can
look after ourselves.

1251
01:32:10,275 --> 01:32:12,844
And we'll see that you
get a nice long rest.

1252
01:32:13,045 --> 01:32:14,622
The cold weather
will soon be over,

1253
01:32:14,646 --> 01:32:17,315
once we have the spring
sunshine.

1254
01:32:17,449 --> 01:32:21,053
I wish it was spring now.

1255
01:32:21,186 --> 01:32:23,355
I'd like to see the daffodils.

1256
01:32:23,488 --> 01:32:26,491
Oh, you shall.
I promise you.

1257
01:32:30,062 --> 01:32:32,064
You... you go, son.

1258
01:32:33,598 --> 01:32:37,635
I'd like to get some sleep.
Yes. You sleep.

1259
01:32:43,808 --> 01:32:46,311
Paul.
Yes, mother?

1260
01:32:46,444 --> 01:32:49,647
I don't want your father
to see me anymore.

1261
01:32:51,649 --> 01:32:53,718
I want to think
of the happy times

1262
01:32:53,851 --> 01:32:56,288
when he was brave and laughing.

1263
01:32:56,421 --> 01:33:01,226
When he comes in now, I only think
of the other things, the hateful things.

1264
01:33:01,359 --> 01:33:04,396
And I can't bear to look at him.

1265
01:33:06,464 --> 01:33:08,366
Do you think that's hard of me?

1266
01:33:08,500 --> 01:33:11,269
Perhaps when
you're a little better.

1267
01:33:11,403 --> 01:33:15,140
No. I won't be better.

1268
01:33:16,641 --> 01:33:19,111
We mustn't pretend anymore, son.

1269
01:33:20,378 --> 01:33:23,548
It'll only make us
afraid of each other.

1270
01:33:28,253 --> 01:33:30,655
Good night.
Good night, my love.

1271
01:34:26,278 --> 01:34:28,680
Paul, come quick!

1272
01:34:37,755 --> 01:34:38,823
Mother.

1273
01:34:48,966 --> 01:34:53,371
Look, mother. Mother?

1274
01:34:53,505 --> 01:34:57,542
I've done your daffodils.
Mother, look.

1275
01:35:05,217 --> 01:35:07,485
No! Don't!

1276
01:35:09,654 --> 01:35:12,924
Mother.

1277
01:35:18,863 --> 01:35:21,065
I've done your daffodils.

1278
01:35:21,233 --> 01:35:23,501
Mother.

1279
01:35:44,856 --> 01:35:46,391
How is she, lad?

1280
01:35:47,625 --> 01:35:50,595
Didn't you notice
the curtains were drawn?

1281
01:36:02,907 --> 01:36:04,542
When did she go?

1282
01:36:05,677 --> 01:36:08,346
You'd only just left.

1283
01:36:10,448 --> 01:36:13,285
Don't you want to see her? No.

1284
01:36:13,418 --> 01:36:16,288
She didn't want me
with her anymore.

1285
01:36:18,590 --> 01:36:21,293
Well, you can
go to London now, son.

1286
01:36:22,727 --> 01:36:26,030
You still want to go
there, don't you?

1287
01:36:26,163 --> 01:36:28,500
I don't know what I want.

1288
01:36:30,468 --> 01:36:33,305
At the moment, I feel
I want to go after her.

1289
01:36:33,371 --> 01:36:36,308
Now, don't you let her down.

1290
01:36:36,441 --> 01:36:39,877
Your mother
believed in me once, but...

1291
01:36:40,011 --> 01:36:42,614
Well, I don't know.
I suppose I let things slide.

1292
01:36:42,747 --> 01:36:45,917
You're the one
to set things right again.

1293
01:36:46,050 --> 01:36:47,752
How, father?

1294
01:36:47,885 --> 01:36:52,023
By not letting things slide,
as I did.

1295
01:36:52,156 --> 01:36:57,929
If only you could settle your
life without all this... searching.

1296
01:36:59,331 --> 01:37:02,834
I reckon it'll be
much better for you.

1297
01:37:02,967 --> 01:37:05,337
Don't you mean easier?

1298
01:37:07,872 --> 01:37:10,508
That's Miriam's doctrine
for life...

1299
01:37:10,642 --> 01:37:15,246
Ease of soul and physical
comfort. And I despise it.

1300
01:37:15,380 --> 01:37:18,182
You do, do you?
Well, I can't think why.

1301
01:37:18,350 --> 01:37:20,352
All this cleverness of yours,

1302
01:37:20,418 --> 01:37:23,054
this taking your life
into your own hands,

1303
01:37:23,187 --> 01:37:25,923
it don't seem to have
brought thee much happiness,

1304
01:37:26,057 --> 01:37:31,262
happiness. If only you could meet some
good woman who could make you happy.

1305
01:37:31,396 --> 01:37:33,565
Damn your happiness.

1306
01:37:33,698 --> 01:37:36,033
So long as life is full,

1307
01:37:36,167 --> 01:37:38,770
that's all I've ever wanted.

1308
01:37:38,903 --> 01:37:42,039
And now it's empty
because she's dead.

1309
01:37:43,741 --> 01:37:46,978
Oh, she's dead.

1310
01:37:47,111 --> 01:37:50,948
I know. I know. So is Arthur.

1311
01:37:51,082 --> 01:37:52,517
And the dead don't come back,

1312
01:37:52,650 --> 01:37:56,688
but it doesn't mean you can
let them down, does it?

1313
01:37:56,821 --> 01:38:00,692
They can still look on,
can't they? Or so we're told.

1314
01:38:01,559 --> 01:38:04,796
Maybe they can
help us sometimes.

1315
01:38:06,498 --> 01:38:09,701
Let's see if that woman's
got our grub for us.

1316
01:38:29,053 --> 01:38:30,422
Paul!

1317
01:38:37,028 --> 01:38:39,797
Hello, Miriam.

1318
01:38:39,931 --> 01:38:44,469
I heard, Paul.
I'm so sorry.

1319
01:38:46,538 --> 01:38:50,642
All those years of
bitterness and struggle.

1320
01:38:55,480 --> 01:38:57,749
And illness and death.

1321
01:38:58,850 --> 01:39:01,052
I don't know
what it was all for.

1322
01:39:01,185 --> 01:39:05,557
For you. You're alive.

1323
01:39:05,690 --> 01:39:08,826
Why should I live?
For her.

1324
01:39:08,960 --> 01:39:11,563
You've got to
go on living for her sake.

1325
01:39:11,696 --> 01:39:13,297
Go on with your painting.

1326
01:39:13,465 --> 01:39:15,733
She wanted that.
Painting's not living.

1327
01:39:15,867 --> 01:39:19,471
Then be happy just to live.

1328
01:39:19,537 --> 01:39:22,607
We should all give
ourselves that chance.

1329
01:39:22,740 --> 01:39:24,942
I'm taking mine tomorrow.

1330
01:39:27,178 --> 01:39:28,880
Are you going away?

1331
01:39:29,013 --> 01:39:32,550
I'm going to train to
be a teacher in London.

1332
01:39:33,384 --> 01:39:35,920
Do you plan to go there now?

1333
01:39:37,288 --> 01:39:39,891
Yes, I suppose so.

1334
01:39:40,925 --> 01:39:43,995
Have you broken off
with Clara Dawes?

1335
01:39:45,763 --> 01:39:48,633
Well, she's broken off with me.

1336
01:39:48,766 --> 01:39:51,335
She knew it wouldn't last.

1337
01:39:51,503 --> 01:39:54,706
You know, I think
we should be married.

1338
01:39:56,273 --> 01:39:58,610
Why?

1339
01:40:00,812 --> 01:40:04,882
If only to keep you
from wasting yourself.

1340
01:40:05,016 --> 01:40:09,554
You might get ill. Anything
might happen, and I'd never know.

1341
01:40:09,687 --> 01:40:11,623
Would knowing prevent it?

1342
01:40:11,756 --> 01:40:13,991
At least I could stop you

1343
01:40:14,125 --> 01:40:16,828
from being a prey
to women like Clara.

1344
01:40:20,598 --> 01:40:23,467
You'd want nothing for yourself?

1345
01:40:23,601 --> 01:40:26,203
Dear, lovely Miriam.

1346
01:40:27,839 --> 01:40:30,842
I don't think marriage
would be any good.

1347
01:40:32,309 --> 01:40:34,011
I only think of you.

1348
01:40:34,679 --> 01:40:36,781
I know you do.

1349
01:40:38,850 --> 01:40:41,452
You want to put me
in your pocket,

1350
01:40:41,586 --> 01:40:44,188
and I should die there,
smothered.

1351
01:40:44,321 --> 01:40:47,324
We belong to each other.

1352
01:40:47,458 --> 01:40:50,127
You said that yourself once.

1353
01:40:53,197 --> 01:40:55,199
I was wrong.

1354
01:40:56,500 --> 01:41:01,505
I did belong to my mother.
But now she's dead,

1355
01:41:01,639 --> 01:41:04,041
and I don't want her
to live again in you.

1356
01:41:05,910 --> 01:41:08,045
Not even in you, Miriam.

1357
01:41:10,014 --> 01:41:13,785
I'm sure I'll never find
anyone as good as you...

1358
01:41:13,918 --> 01:41:17,254
Or any love as good as yours,

1359
01:41:17,388 --> 01:41:23,127
but I don't want to find it,
because I want to be free.

1360
01:41:24,596 --> 01:41:29,233
I don't ever want to belong to
anyone again. Never anymore.

1361
01:41:31,556 --> 01:41:35,531
And, perhaps, I'll understand
at last what it means to live.

1362
01:41:39,640 --> 01:41:41,072
Good bye.


