1 00:00:12,840 --> 00:00:16,880 We all have two lives. 2 00:00:17,079 --> 00:00:22,959 The second begins when we realize that we only have one. 3 00:00:23,120 --> 00:00:28,119 Confucius (479 BC) 4 00:00:31,359 --> 00:00:34,119 We're smoking here again. 5 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:37,080 As so often. 6 00:00:38,439 --> 00:00:41,000 They always need us. 7 00:00:41,160 --> 00:00:44,848 We have to stand here to smoke. This is the fifth year now. 8 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:50,439 Okay, hopefully it goes well. - See you soon. 9 00:01:27,280 --> 00:01:28,480 Are you ready? - Yes. 10 00:01:28,640 --> 00:01:31,080 Good. You look beautiful. - Thank you. 11 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:32,920 Wait a minute. 12 00:01:36,320 --> 00:01:38,360 Like this. - It's okay. 13 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:05,320 A film by Paavo Westerberg 14 00:03:43,120 --> 00:03:47,440 It's so nice to work with you again. I missed it. 15 00:03:47,600 --> 00:03:50,440 It's unbelievable that the tour is over. 16 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:54,080 You can go to your summer house with your family. 17 00:03:54,200 --> 00:03:57,520 It's nice to be with your family. - Naturally. 18 00:03:57,680 --> 00:03:59,955 I'll take you to your hotel. - You don't have to. 19 00:04:00,080 --> 00:04:04,240 I'll drive you there. - I'm going to walk, get some air. 20 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:06,760 Pick it up. - It's important. 21 00:04:07,561 --> 00:04:10,081 You are dear to me. - Be careful. 22 00:04:10,240 --> 00:04:12,800 You too. Day. - Bye. John? 23 00:04:14,281 --> 00:04:18,520 Yes. No, that wouldn't be a problem should deliver. 24 00:04:20,120 --> 00:04:22,561 No. Don't worry. 25 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:25,600 No, I promise. 26 00:04:35,680 --> 00:04:37,400 Karin. 27 00:04:45,481 --> 00:04:47,560 Call an ambulance. 28 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:04,521 The violinist 29 00:05:54,640 --> 00:05:57,081 Do you feel anything? - No. 30 00:05:57,241 --> 00:05:59,800 And here? - No. 31 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:02,241 And there? - No. 32 00:06:02,401 --> 00:06:06,601 Okay, fine, your fingers are still there always numb. 33 00:06:06,721 --> 00:06:10,561 Excuse me. I can't find the thicker needles. 34 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:12,681 One moment. 35 00:06:12,841 --> 00:06:16,600 Aren't these the right ones? You have to look for the red one. 36 00:06:16,761 --> 00:06:20,800 Look upstairs in the storage room. Okay? Thank you. 37 00:06:40,681 --> 00:06:43,161 Your wrist joint is damaged. 38 00:06:48,841 --> 00:06:52,841 Just like the nerves in these three fingers. 39 00:06:53,001 --> 00:06:57,321 And another operation? -We did everything we could. 40 00:06:57,481 --> 00:07:00,561 Karin, where are my glasses? 41 00:07:00,721 --> 00:07:03,081 Eemeli, your phone. 42 00:07:03,441 --> 00:07:06,121 I'm going now. - Bye. 43 00:07:06,281 --> 00:07:07,681 Day. 44 00:07:07,881 --> 00:07:10,081 Where is my phone? 45 00:07:10,921 --> 00:07:13,361 Karin, where are my glasses? 46 00:07:15,881 --> 00:07:18,801 Oh yes, I left that downstairs. 47 00:07:32,641 --> 00:07:34,281 Karin. 48 00:07:36,401 --> 00:07:39,201 How long do you want to continue like this? 49 00:07:40,801 --> 00:07:44,681 Maybe you should go to the experts listen. 50 00:07:47,761 --> 00:07:51,481 You just want me to stay home. - No, darling... 51 00:07:52,201 --> 00:07:54,921 Honey, I'm here for you. 52 00:07:55,081 --> 00:07:57,769 But if you want my help don't want to accept... 53 00:07:59,881 --> 00:08:02,521 What do you expect from me? 54 00:08:04,161 --> 00:08:08,561 This has been going on for eight months now. - You don't have to do anything. 55 00:08:08,721 --> 00:08:13,321 The doctors said that three of your fingers are damaged. 56 00:08:13,441 --> 00:08:17,161 You don't even know those people. - That doesn't matter. 57 00:08:17,281 --> 00:08:21,406 A top surgeon has said that your nerves are gone. Accept that. 58 00:08:21,561 --> 00:08:23,522 I'm not going to teach. 59 00:08:23,681 --> 00:08:26,361 I'm an artist, not a teacher. 60 00:08:39,962 --> 00:08:43,121 How nice that you could come at such short notice. 61 00:08:43,281 --> 00:08:47,162 This year the students who are going to graduate, fantastic. 62 00:08:47,321 --> 00:08:51,756 I heard you appointed academy is one of the best in the world. 63 00:08:51,881 --> 00:08:54,761 Congratulations. - That's right. Thank you. 64 00:08:55,562 --> 00:08:56,962 And... 65 00:08:57,482 --> 00:08:59,162 how is your hand? 66 00:08:59,361 --> 00:09:01,241 Well, yeah... 67 00:09:01,361 --> 00:09:04,881 The divertimentos are uncomplicated, but ingenious. 68 00:09:05,081 --> 00:09:08,081 Simple structures and symmetrical shapes. 69 00:09:08,241 --> 00:09:10,202 And Mozart... - Hello. 70 00:09:10,361 --> 00:09:12,842 Sorry, I totally screwed up. 71 00:09:13,001 --> 00:09:18,722 Sofia. Hello, sorry I'm late. - Welcome. We were already waiting for you. 72 00:09:18,881 --> 00:09:23,441 So Mozart was fifteen when he composed this in Italy. 73 00:09:23,601 --> 00:09:26,157 That's the source of melody and drama. 74 00:09:26,282 --> 00:09:30,081 I have a few of Mozart's letters. 75 00:09:30,201 --> 00:09:35,201 He had quite a hard life. He lived in poverty and misery. 76 00:09:35,361 --> 00:09:40,802 But that was his own choice. He had can also work for the church. 77 00:09:40,961 --> 00:09:44,361 You can see it that way too. - It's about integrity. 78 00:09:44,522 --> 00:09:48,681 He didn't want outsiders interfered with his work. 79 00:09:48,842 --> 00:09:52,655 Why didn't you wake me up? - I'm not your mother. 80 00:09:53,081 --> 00:09:57,561 Before we start, I want one thing be clear: Be on time. 81 00:09:57,722 --> 00:10:03,322 If you think you're going to be late, then stay away. 82 00:10:03,482 --> 00:10:05,882 Remember that for next time. 83 00:10:06,041 --> 00:10:07,562 Okay, let's play. 84 00:10:26,362 --> 00:10:28,762 Okay, that was beautiful. 85 00:10:29,801 --> 00:10:33,917 A bit flat at the end the phrases. It's not Allegro Amabile... 86 00:10:34,042 --> 00:10:36,281 but Allegro Con Brio. 87 00:10:36,602 --> 00:10:39,722 Start again at the 22nd measure. 88 00:10:39,881 --> 00:10:43,601 The first violin starts and the second falls in. 89 00:10:52,322 --> 00:10:55,841 You have the energy, but try to play together. 90 00:10:56,002 --> 00:10:57,802 Communicate more. 91 00:10:57,962 --> 00:11:02,201 Pretend you're flirting. This is opera, a love story. 92 00:11:02,321 --> 00:11:04,162 Please try again. 93 00:12:19,242 --> 00:12:20,802 Karin. 94 00:12:41,242 --> 00:12:44,597 I don't know why I'm behind these notes need to run... 95 00:12:44,722 --> 00:12:47,682 but it is what it is. 96 00:12:48,162 --> 00:12:52,442 If you don't have that score, you have to order it. 97 00:12:52,962 --> 00:12:56,162 I won't have it until tomorrow. He's been loaned out. 98 00:12:56,322 --> 00:12:59,602 I don't care how to do it... 99 00:12:59,762 --> 00:13:03,442 but I need the Urtext edition of Henle have tomorrow. 100 00:13:03,602 --> 00:13:06,322 So Mendelssohn's Violin Concerto in E minor. 101 00:13:06,482 --> 00:13:08,722 Excuse me. Hello, Karin. 102 00:13:08,922 --> 00:13:11,122 Mendelssohn's Violin Concerto? - Yes. 103 00:13:11,282 --> 00:13:14,962 I have that. If you get it tomorrow need, I can... 104 00:13:15,122 --> 00:13:17,082 That would be very nice. 105 00:13:17,242 --> 00:13:20,562 I'm busy, but Antti can certainly bring it. 106 00:13:20,722 --> 00:13:22,122 Right, Antti? 107 00:13:22,962 --> 00:13:25,602 Yes, of course. 108 00:13:25,762 --> 00:13:28,162 That's great. Goodbye. - Thank you. 109 00:13:28,282 --> 00:13:29,962 I mean day. 110 00:13:30,122 --> 00:13:33,602 Why did I say 'thank you'? - I have pilates today. 111 00:13:34,762 --> 00:13:36,362 Stop it. 112 00:13:36,922 --> 00:13:41,042 I know I have for a few years have not made contact. 113 00:13:43,842 --> 00:13:46,402 But I do have merit. 114 00:13:53,523 --> 00:13:56,722 Yes, and I just have to meet them. 115 00:13:59,602 --> 00:14:01,482 What? 116 00:14:01,642 --> 00:14:04,602 What do you mean that I won't get an invitation? 117 00:14:06,123 --> 00:14:09,003 Have you spoken to them? 118 00:14:13,683 --> 00:14:17,523 Linda, having a good network, is everything. 119 00:14:19,282 --> 00:14:21,157 As my agent, you should know that. 120 00:14:21,282 --> 00:14:24,082 Hey, put that down. Just sit down. 121 00:14:25,602 --> 00:14:28,923 No, it's one of my students. 122 00:14:29,403 --> 00:14:32,643 No, I'll call you back. Okay? 123 00:14:32,802 --> 00:14:35,043 You too. Day. 124 00:14:38,763 --> 00:14:41,922 Thanks for the notes. - Don't mention it. 125 00:14:43,162 --> 00:14:47,002 Funny, we did this last year practiced all year round. 126 00:14:58,282 --> 00:15:00,003 Is that a... 127 00:15:00,802 --> 00:15:02,202 Yes. 128 00:15:06,843 --> 00:15:09,656 I have never Played on a Stradivarius. 129 00:15:10,042 --> 00:15:12,003 Can I try it? 130 00:15:14,962 --> 00:15:18,562 According to my contract I can't lend it to anyone. 131 00:15:32,082 --> 00:15:34,163 They are rare in Finland. 132 00:15:39,522 --> 00:15:42,683 He is insured for four million. 133 00:15:47,442 --> 00:15:48,842 Here. 134 00:16:12,402 --> 00:16:14,283 Go ahead. 135 00:16:17,603 --> 00:16:19,122 Now? 136 00:16:19,283 --> 00:16:22,203 You've been playing it all year, right? 137 00:16:23,843 --> 00:16:25,906 It's been a while. 138 00:17:30,803 --> 00:17:34,478 Don't worry. It takes a while to get used to a Strad. 139 00:17:34,603 --> 00:17:37,598 Don't press too hard, otherwise you will choke the nuts. 140 00:17:37,723 --> 00:17:41,643 But if you have a refined technique teaches... 141 00:17:43,323 --> 00:17:46,363 he lets his depth be heard. 142 00:17:57,643 --> 00:18:00,163 There's something romantic about it. 143 00:18:00,963 --> 00:18:03,523 Don't you think... 144 00:18:05,763 --> 00:18:08,443 that it's almost too romantic? 145 00:18:27,843 --> 00:18:29,243 Hello. 146 00:18:29,763 --> 00:18:32,683 This is Antti. A student of mine. 147 00:18:34,603 --> 00:18:38,083 You could have asked whether I could go to the parents' evening. 148 00:18:38,283 --> 00:18:41,758 Why are you staying home? if you don't participate in those things? 149 00:18:41,883 --> 00:18:44,403 I better go. 150 00:18:44,563 --> 00:18:47,923 Still eat. I'm making lobster soup. 151 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:50,603 I've already eaten. 152 00:19:06,883 --> 00:19:09,763 What is? Is it that bad? 153 00:19:12,643 --> 00:19:16,581 Did it go wrong? - It went down the wrong way. 154 00:19:16,963 --> 00:19:20,003 Did you use other spices? 155 00:19:21,443 --> 00:19:24,163 I tried it without a cookbook. 156 00:19:25,723 --> 00:19:27,724 This is terrible. 157 00:19:27,883 --> 00:19:30,043 It has a strange taste. 158 00:19:30,724 --> 00:19:33,563 I like it. - Well, that's nice. 159 00:19:34,924 --> 00:19:38,843 Damn. Sorry. - It's okay. I wipe it clean. 160 00:19:45,563 --> 00:19:47,443 Nothing to worry about. 161 00:19:47,723 --> 00:19:49,924 No way. 162 00:19:53,164 --> 00:19:54,883 What is it, Karin? 163 00:19:57,364 --> 00:19:59,123 What is? 164 00:20:00,643 --> 00:20:03,323 Can you at least look at me? 165 00:20:10,684 --> 00:20:12,084 What? 166 00:20:15,364 --> 00:20:17,563 I keep knocking everything over. 167 00:20:21,124 --> 00:20:23,323 It doesn't matter. 168 00:21:40,524 --> 00:21:41,924 Hello. 169 00:21:42,684 --> 00:21:45,403 Can it be a little softer? - Sorry. 170 00:21:45,523 --> 00:21:47,404 Okay. 171 00:22:01,524 --> 00:22:04,519 I have a beautiful recording of the Requiem found. 172 00:22:04,644 --> 00:22:06,883 Sarajevo '94. 173 00:22:07,564 --> 00:22:09,484 Do you want to hear it? 174 00:22:38,804 --> 00:22:40,204 What do you think? 175 00:22:41,004 --> 00:22:44,404 When I hear this, I think of that movie. 176 00:22:44,564 --> 00:22:48,502 I can't listen to it anymore. - I think it's a great movie. 177 00:22:48,964 --> 00:22:52,484 I saw it for the first time when I was eight and had the flu. 178 00:22:53,044 --> 00:22:58,724 Since then it has become a tradition to watch it when I have the flu. 179 00:22:58,884 --> 00:23:02,644 Are you sick? - No, I don't have the flu. 180 00:23:02,884 --> 00:23:06,044 I'm just listening to this recording. 181 00:23:06,684 --> 00:23:12,684 The scene where he does this note by note dictates on his deathbed is so beautiful. 182 00:23:14,844 --> 00:23:17,604 That actor was a big star. 183 00:23:17,724 --> 00:23:19,787 What would have become of him? 184 00:23:19,924 --> 00:23:21,804 How's Mendelssohn? 185 00:23:23,724 --> 00:23:25,364 Very good. 186 00:23:28,244 --> 00:23:29,764 Very good. 187 00:24:30,324 --> 00:24:33,637 Please get dressed. I can't concentrate. 188 00:24:51,404 --> 00:24:54,084 I really need to practice this. 189 00:25:01,445 --> 00:25:05,964 You've been playing this for 7 hours. - I'll play another 7 hours if I want. 190 00:25:08,004 --> 00:25:09,485 Okay. 191 00:25:17,244 --> 00:25:20,682 You're not going to vacuum, are you? when I'm practicing. 192 00:25:22,724 --> 00:25:24,365 Sofia. - What? 193 00:25:24,485 --> 00:25:27,245 Turn that thing off. - No. 194 00:25:41,804 --> 00:25:46,484 Yes, good. Play the same piece, but now slower. 195 00:25:46,644 --> 00:25:49,724 Try more articulation to be obtained in the thirds. 196 00:26:04,364 --> 00:26:06,605 We're setting the bar a little higher. 197 00:26:06,725 --> 00:26:09,725 You can play this piece in your sleep... 198 00:26:09,884 --> 00:26:12,960 so you don't have to worry about your finger movements. 199 00:26:13,085 --> 00:26:17,365 We're going to try to to look at the bigger picture. 200 00:26:18,845 --> 00:26:20,365 Close your eyes. 201 00:26:21,005 --> 00:26:23,725 And imagine this piece... 202 00:26:24,365 --> 00:26:29,245 like a beautiful facade of an incredibly beautiful building. 203 00:26:30,764 --> 00:26:33,005 See it as a whole... 204 00:26:33,164 --> 00:26:37,484 and play it without touching anything else to think. Same piece. 205 00:26:59,804 --> 00:27:02,804 Good. The phrases were longer... 206 00:27:02,965 --> 00:27:07,165 but because the score is gone, you become tense again. 207 00:27:07,325 --> 00:27:10,645 Stay relaxed, no matter how nervous you are. 208 00:27:10,844 --> 00:27:13,205 Give me your elbow. 209 00:27:13,364 --> 00:27:15,764 And push my hand. 210 00:27:15,925 --> 00:27:18,965 Now play and push the bow hard down. 211 00:27:21,404 --> 00:27:23,564 Relax. 212 00:27:25,085 --> 00:27:27,044 Relax. 213 00:27:28,765 --> 00:27:32,204 It sounds terrible, but stay relaxed. 214 00:27:32,564 --> 00:27:35,285 There's no point. If so, well done. 215 00:27:36,125 --> 00:27:37,724 If so. 216 00:27:37,844 --> 00:27:40,405 Don't be afraid to sound ugly. 217 00:27:40,604 --> 00:27:42,605 I'm not afraid of that. 218 00:27:45,725 --> 00:27:48,164 Then what are you afraid of? 219 00:27:49,244 --> 00:27:51,284 Mediocrity. 220 00:27:54,284 --> 00:27:56,525 Then you're just like Mendelssohn. 221 00:27:56,685 --> 00:28:01,280 A friend once claimed that Mendelssohn got in the way of his own success... 222 00:28:01,405 --> 00:28:04,045 because he was too skilled. 223 00:28:04,885 --> 00:28:08,485 Maybe he was scared too for mediocrity. 224 00:28:08,845 --> 00:28:11,125 Are you having trouble with your hand? 225 00:28:31,965 --> 00:28:33,925 That scratch was already there. 226 00:28:36,605 --> 00:28:40,005 If you could sign here. 227 00:28:41,165 --> 00:28:43,365 It's just a formality. 228 00:28:44,165 --> 00:28:47,485 Now that you no longer receive a stipend. 229 00:28:48,485 --> 00:28:49,885 Thank you. 230 00:28:51,925 --> 00:28:53,405 Good. 231 00:28:54,525 --> 00:28:57,285 Then I'll go. Thank you. 232 00:29:06,165 --> 00:29:08,205 This is quite embarrassing... 233 00:29:09,045 --> 00:29:11,845 Can I see it again? 234 00:29:15,845 --> 00:29:17,645 Yes, of course. 235 00:29:30,045 --> 00:29:31,845 In my work... 236 00:29:32,685 --> 00:29:34,085 I see... 237 00:29:35,445 --> 00:29:41,365 that some people are more attached touching objects... 238 00:29:41,885 --> 00:29:43,365 then to people. 239 00:29:47,125 --> 00:29:48,685 It's the music. 240 00:29:55,686 --> 00:30:00,445 Happy birthday to you 241 00:30:00,685 --> 00:30:05,605 Happy birthday to you 242 00:30:06,045 --> 00:30:13,245 Happy birthday, dear Karin 243 00:30:13,725 --> 00:30:20,485 Happy birthday to you 244 00:30:24,006 --> 00:30:27,966 A top chef I know, said his taste is so refined... 245 00:30:28,125 --> 00:30:31,600 that he has different thoughts in his mind can taste things... 246 00:30:31,725 --> 00:30:35,605 and those flavors then mixes in thoughts. 247 00:30:35,766 --> 00:30:40,206 Without tasting it. - And what are your plans, Karin? 248 00:30:40,365 --> 00:30:42,805 I'm going to conduct again. 249 00:30:43,005 --> 00:30:46,645 According to my agent it looks rosy. 250 00:30:46,845 --> 00:30:50,000 What do you do when nothing is good enough? - I heard that. 251 00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:52,165 I just mean it in a good way. 252 00:31:24,325 --> 00:31:26,205 I have discovered... 253 00:31:26,325 --> 00:31:29,965 that we look alike, you and me. 254 00:31:30,126 --> 00:31:33,246 We only settle for success. 255 00:31:33,405 --> 00:31:36,086 Are you going home now? - What am I doing here? 256 00:31:36,246 --> 00:31:38,966 With all those elderly people. - I've been looking for you. 257 00:31:39,126 --> 00:31:40,766 Nonsense. - Not true. 258 00:31:40,926 --> 00:31:43,845 You were flirting with that exchange student. 259 00:31:44,006 --> 00:31:46,766 You're crazy. - Do you deny it? 260 00:31:46,926 --> 00:31:52,526 It's so great to have you as a teacher to have. You are truly brilliant. 261 00:31:52,965 --> 00:31:55,480 According to some is high culture dead... 262 00:31:55,605 --> 00:31:59,161 and have food and drink replacing art in our lives. 263 00:31:59,286 --> 00:32:03,726 Food has been given the status of religion. That's strange, isn't it? 264 00:32:03,885 --> 00:32:07,365 Come dance. - I'll be right there, honey. 265 00:32:07,566 --> 00:32:10,446 Come on. - Yes, yes. One moment. 266 00:33:27,246 --> 00:33:29,166 Is everything okay? 267 00:36:27,727 --> 00:36:30,367 That conversation really needs to happen. 268 00:36:32,167 --> 00:36:35,726 Yes, I know I have no name as a conductor 269 00:36:38,966 --> 00:36:41,767 Linda, sometimes I have to looking for another agent? 270 00:36:43,046 --> 00:36:45,206 I have to hang up now. Okay? 271 00:36:45,727 --> 00:36:47,127 Day. 272 00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:45,886 Hi, I received a message from you. 273 00:37:47,446 --> 00:37:52,006 I just wanted that incident clarify at the party. 274 00:37:52,207 --> 00:37:54,406 I'm very sorry. 275 00:38:09,766 --> 00:38:12,016 Bottom line, I am your teacher. 276 00:38:12,766 --> 00:38:14,686 And I'm your student. 277 00:38:21,567 --> 00:38:24,646 I'm 45. - And I'm 27 278 00:42:27,647 --> 00:42:29,207 Hello. 279 00:42:34,247 --> 00:42:37,088 Thank you. A taxi is waiting. - Thank you. 280 00:42:39,488 --> 00:42:43,247 Excuse me, is Jaakko there? - Sorry, who are you? 281 00:42:43,448 --> 00:42:45,368 Karin Nordstrom. 282 00:42:45,527 --> 00:42:49,328 Jaakko's wife. - Sorry, I didn't recognize you. 283 00:42:49,768 --> 00:42:51,248 Naturally. 284 00:42:51,407 --> 00:42:53,008 Hello. 285 00:42:53,168 --> 00:42:55,568 Hello. - Hi. 286 00:42:55,688 --> 00:42:58,967 Are you surprised? - What are you doing? 287 00:42:59,128 --> 00:43:01,768 I bought this for you. 288 00:43:01,928 --> 00:43:03,647 For me. 289 00:43:04,328 --> 00:43:07,088 What do you mean? - Just because. 290 00:43:08,048 --> 00:43:10,088 Nice color, right? 291 00:43:10,247 --> 00:43:12,647 I'll try it on. - Okay. 292 00:43:53,648 --> 00:43:57,167 There must be more to life then play the violin? 293 00:43:58,528 --> 00:44:00,448 Okay. - I mean... 294 00:44:00,608 --> 00:44:04,408 To be a successful musician doesn't mean everything to me. 295 00:44:04,607 --> 00:44:08,528 I have other dreams too. Just like you. 296 00:44:08,688 --> 00:44:12,328 You have your family and your career can combine. 297 00:44:13,088 --> 00:44:17,968 I just don't want it all it's all about the music... 298 00:44:18,128 --> 00:44:21,328 and that there is nothing else in my life. 299 00:44:26,008 --> 00:44:27,568 You know... 300 00:44:27,728 --> 00:44:30,688 Dad always said that I have violinist fingers... 301 00:44:31,568 --> 00:44:36,068 and if I practiced enough, I would become the next Karin Nordström. 302 00:44:36,768 --> 00:44:38,728 Okay. 303 00:44:39,088 --> 00:44:41,328 It's funny. 304 00:44:42,168 --> 00:44:45,368 I'm just a fan of yours. 305 00:44:46,448 --> 00:44:49,248 I admire you and now you're sitting across from me. 306 00:44:50,048 --> 00:44:51,728 Foreign. 307 00:44:52,128 --> 00:44:54,968 Antti and I are both fans of yours. 308 00:44:55,688 --> 00:44:58,688 We talk about you all the time. At least Antti. 309 00:44:58,848 --> 00:45:02,128 'Karin did this and Karin did that.' 310 00:45:02,288 --> 00:45:04,728 'Karin is so beautiful.' 311 00:45:04,888 --> 00:45:09,128 'Karin is so brave and successful.' 312 00:45:09,288 --> 00:45:13,368 "And talented." And that's true, but it's funny... 313 00:45:14,048 --> 00:45:16,888 It goes on like this continuously. 314 00:45:17,768 --> 00:45:21,448 Do you ever talk about us? with Jaakko? 315 00:45:21,568 --> 00:45:23,648 At home, I mean? - No. 316 00:45:23,808 --> 00:45:27,328 Of course I don't talk about my students at home. 317 00:45:28,648 --> 00:45:31,528 I want to tell you something, Sofia. 318 00:45:43,848 --> 00:45:48,563 As your teacher I have to say music the most important thing in your life should be... 319 00:45:48,688 --> 00:45:53,688 but that doesn't mean you don't you have the right to have both. 320 00:45:53,848 --> 00:45:58,088 A career and a family. You can do anything you want. 321 00:45:58,248 --> 00:46:00,448 Doesn't matter what. 322 00:47:20,728 --> 00:47:23,128 Do you practice here? 323 00:48:32,529 --> 00:48:34,608 It doesn't matter. 324 00:48:35,409 --> 00:48:37,128 Excuse me. 325 00:48:37,409 --> 00:48:39,763 Aren't you that famous violinist? - No. 326 00:48:39,888 --> 00:48:42,408 Nord... one more thing. 327 00:48:43,049 --> 00:48:46,049 Nordstrom. Karin Nordstrom. 328 00:48:46,488 --> 00:48:49,409 Aren't you Karin Nordström? 329 00:48:56,088 --> 00:48:57,849 What are you doing? 330 00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:01,449 I said I would do the dishes. 331 00:49:02,529 --> 00:49:05,649 Why don't you just keep it to yourself to the agreements? 332 00:49:06,768 --> 00:49:10,049 Why are you always so angry? - I'm not angry. 333 00:49:12,009 --> 00:49:14,609 It hurts to see you suffer like this. 334 00:49:14,769 --> 00:49:18,288 You are the one who suffers the most. - Not true. 335 00:49:19,728 --> 00:49:21,809 What's eating at you so much? 336 00:49:26,448 --> 00:49:29,729 I hoped you were happy that you were still alive. 337 00:49:29,889 --> 00:49:32,609 That you could still be with your family. 338 00:49:33,249 --> 00:49:36,369 I'm glad I can be with you, honey. 339 00:49:38,929 --> 00:49:42,329 I told you that last tour not to do. 340 00:49:43,489 --> 00:49:45,609 Why did you go anyway? 341 00:49:45,769 --> 00:49:49,289 Karin, why did you have to go? 342 00:49:50,249 --> 00:49:52,209 Because of Darren? - Stop it. 343 00:49:52,329 --> 00:49:54,764 It goes through my head all the time. 344 00:49:54,889 --> 00:49:58,324 Do you think he's alone? before that masterclass comes here? 345 00:49:58,449 --> 00:50:01,004 Why would he come to a hole like this? 346 00:50:01,129 --> 00:50:03,489 We both know why he's coming. 347 00:50:05,849 --> 00:50:08,529 As a man, I know that very well. 348 00:50:21,249 --> 00:50:23,489 Is something going on? 349 00:50:23,649 --> 00:50:26,809 Be honest. - No, nothing's going on. 350 00:50:26,969 --> 00:50:31,369 But it used to be. - Yes, over ten years ago. 351 00:50:31,569 --> 00:50:34,369 I can't forget it. Is the flame still burning? 352 00:50:34,489 --> 00:50:37,289 Forget it and don't dwell on it. 353 00:50:37,409 --> 00:50:40,529 I try to forget it. Be honest. 354 00:50:40,689 --> 00:50:43,449 Is there anything else between you? - No. 355 00:50:43,609 --> 00:50:47,969 Then why does he come? - To teach my students. 356 00:50:49,209 --> 00:50:51,049 Because you... 357 00:51:10,249 --> 00:51:15,289 Can I have your attention? A hearty round of applause for Björn Darren. 358 00:51:20,369 --> 00:51:21,929 Thank you. 359 00:51:24,409 --> 00:51:28,889 Well, it seems like we being at a cocktail party. 360 00:51:29,089 --> 00:51:33,084 Please, everyone get into a circle stand around me so I can see you. 361 00:51:33,209 --> 00:51:38,009 And put down your bag and take off your coat. 362 00:51:38,170 --> 00:51:43,249 So we can relax. I always do this. 363 00:51:43,729 --> 00:51:48,289 So that my hands relax. It's nice to relax. 364 00:51:49,049 --> 00:51:53,170 I'm passing by to see this amazing... 365 00:51:54,490 --> 00:51:57,209 to feel contact for a moment. 366 00:51:57,449 --> 00:51:58,849 Björn. 367 00:51:59,329 --> 00:52:00,970 What? 368 00:52:02,170 --> 00:52:04,450 My name is Björn. 369 00:52:05,170 --> 00:52:08,089 Hello. Antti. Nice to meet you. - Hello, Antti. 370 00:52:11,329 --> 00:52:13,769 Jarno? - Yes, and you are? 371 00:52:15,049 --> 00:52:16,810 Who are you? -Francesco. 372 00:52:16,969 --> 00:52:18,689 Are you from Italy? - Yes. 373 00:52:18,850 --> 00:52:20,050 Great. 374 00:52:20,209 --> 00:52:21,609 Sofia. 375 00:52:27,329 --> 00:52:30,329 You have beautiful eyes. - Thank you. 376 00:52:30,529 --> 00:52:32,209 You too. 377 00:52:33,049 --> 00:52:37,330 How sweet of you. Thank you. This is going to be a fantastic week. 378 00:52:37,489 --> 00:52:43,009 I am convinced that you are strong musicians. 379 00:52:43,129 --> 00:52:46,049 And I feel that you have talent. 380 00:52:46,529 --> 00:52:50,569 Just like your beautiful and wonderful teacher promised me. 381 00:52:51,929 --> 00:52:54,049 You look good. 382 00:52:54,209 --> 00:52:57,689 Teaching is really your thing, Karin. 383 00:53:01,289 --> 00:53:03,970 How's your hand? - Well... 384 00:53:05,170 --> 00:53:07,169 According to the doctors... 385 00:53:08,369 --> 00:53:10,489 I can never play again. 386 00:53:18,210 --> 00:53:22,210 My hand is against the Philistines. - Let's see. 387 00:53:23,770 --> 00:53:25,170 My god. 388 00:53:26,530 --> 00:53:29,530 I didn't know it was that serious. 389 00:53:31,170 --> 00:53:34,930 How terrible for you. You should have said it. 390 00:53:39,250 --> 00:53:42,529 What? - I thought you could help me. 391 00:53:44,089 --> 00:53:46,570 I want to start conducting again. 392 00:53:48,169 --> 00:53:50,250 Do you realize... 393 00:53:50,370 --> 00:53:55,570 that it's impossible at your age to be a top conductor? 394 00:53:55,729 --> 00:53:59,089 You weren't exactly young either when you started. 395 00:54:00,649 --> 00:54:06,289 You've always been stubborn. - Really, I mean... 396 00:54:09,810 --> 00:54:13,410 You know I still love you. - Yes. 397 00:55:29,810 --> 00:55:32,445 I'll just check it, but I think it's possible. 398 00:55:32,570 --> 00:55:35,290 I'll send you a message. - Okay, thanks. 399 00:55:35,450 --> 00:55:37,290 Day. - Bye. 400 00:55:40,330 --> 00:55:42,170 Oh my god. 401 00:55:42,330 --> 00:55:46,850 What is? - I have to go back to Copenhagen. 402 00:55:47,170 --> 00:55:49,770 Now? - Yes, today. 403 00:55:50,450 --> 00:55:54,250 The masterclass is not over yet. - There's something wrong with John. 404 00:55:54,410 --> 00:55:58,290 Yes, but I need you here. - Sorry, I have to go. 405 00:55:58,450 --> 00:56:00,930 I have to find a new soloist. 406 00:56:02,370 --> 00:56:05,730 I need you. You have phone numbers, right? 407 00:56:05,890 --> 00:56:09,530 The point is that rehearsals start on Monday. 408 00:56:10,450 --> 00:56:12,530 What are you going to play? 409 00:56:12,690 --> 00:56:14,250 Mendelssohn. 410 00:56:16,690 --> 00:56:18,570 The violin concerto? 411 00:56:22,490 --> 00:56:24,810 What? - Listen to my students. 412 00:56:24,930 --> 00:56:27,930 We practiced this piece. 413 00:56:29,050 --> 00:56:32,330 Have you chosen our concert? 414 00:56:32,530 --> 00:56:34,170 Yes. 415 00:56:40,290 --> 00:56:43,370 We'll still talk about it. - Yes, we'll call. 416 00:56:43,530 --> 00:56:46,090 That was a long time ago. - Yes, yes. 417 00:56:48,851 --> 00:56:51,731 Hello. Shall we go? - Yes. 418 00:57:15,011 --> 00:57:17,690 What are you waiting for? Let's get started. 419 00:58:55,091 --> 00:58:57,530 Sofia? You don't mean that. 420 00:58:57,691 --> 00:59:00,491 Hello to you too. - Did you hear me? 421 00:59:00,650 --> 00:59:02,291 She plays like an angel. 422 00:59:02,690 --> 00:59:05,611 She is unreliable and lazy. 423 00:59:05,771 --> 00:59:08,291 Always late, skips notes. 424 00:59:08,450 --> 00:59:11,891 She's really not ready yet for such a challenge. 425 00:59:12,050 --> 00:59:14,570 You don't decide that. 426 00:59:15,011 --> 00:59:18,371 No, but I want a violinist for you... 427 00:59:18,571 --> 00:59:20,886 who is just as talented as Vera and me. 428 00:59:21,011 --> 00:59:23,651 And that is? - Antti. 429 00:59:25,130 --> 00:59:26,971 Thank you. That's enough. 430 00:59:30,811 --> 00:59:35,561 You haven't heard what he can do yet. That boy can grow into a star. 431 00:59:37,091 --> 00:59:39,050 You can go. - Okay, thanks. 432 00:59:39,251 --> 00:59:40,970 Day. 433 00:59:42,811 --> 00:59:45,131 I'll go with you. 434 00:59:45,851 --> 00:59:48,530 I'll practice with him all week. 435 00:59:48,890 --> 00:59:52,490 Will you come with me to Copenhagen? - Yes. 436 00:59:54,290 --> 00:59:57,686 I take a lot of risks with that. - I take responsibility. 437 00:59:57,811 --> 00:59:59,930 I promise. 438 01:00:00,530 --> 01:00:03,890 You're not in love with him, are you? - No. 439 01:00:04,211 --> 01:00:07,010 I know you prefer Jallu... 440 01:00:07,571 --> 01:00:10,691 but you have to do it with this amazing vodka. 441 01:00:18,371 --> 01:00:20,051 Cheers. 442 01:00:24,531 --> 01:00:27,371 I thought you could help me. 443 01:00:29,491 --> 01:00:32,451 I want to go back to the big world, Björn. 444 01:00:33,731 --> 01:00:36,771 Like you with those people in Seattle can talk... 445 01:00:36,931 --> 01:00:39,931 and can arrange an appointment for me. 446 01:00:40,651 --> 01:00:42,891 I want to become a conductor. 447 01:00:46,251 --> 01:00:48,331 Believe me... 448 01:00:48,691 --> 01:00:53,131 being a god is very lonely. 449 01:00:55,371 --> 01:00:58,811 All I have is my music. 450 01:00:59,891 --> 01:01:02,131 I don't know... 451 01:01:02,291 --> 01:01:04,491 whether people love me... 452 01:01:04,651 --> 01:01:07,291 or just want to use me. 453 01:01:07,451 --> 01:01:10,611 I don't believe that you want to be in that position. 454 01:01:16,451 --> 01:01:22,891 The stick is much heavier, than you can imagine. 455 01:01:23,451 --> 01:01:27,371 Sometimes you have to lift with two hands... 456 01:01:27,531 --> 01:01:30,691 and then it still seems or it will fall. 457 01:01:31,851 --> 01:01:34,291 You don't know what it's like. 458 01:01:41,691 --> 01:01:45,531 I can't be friends with my musicians. 459 01:01:48,891 --> 01:01:52,011 Otherwise I can't hear my music. 460 01:01:56,051 --> 01:01:59,731 You better keep teaching. That suits you well. 461 01:02:02,051 --> 01:02:04,971 I just want to warn you... 462 01:02:05,371 --> 01:02:07,931 If you want to be king... 463 01:02:08,651 --> 01:02:12,051 you will eventually lose everything. 464 01:02:13,491 --> 01:02:15,931 Now you have your family. 465 01:02:16,131 --> 01:02:18,211 Do you want to lose that? 466 01:02:18,372 --> 01:02:20,491 You don't want to lose that, do you? 467 01:02:21,051 --> 01:02:23,251 No, of course not. 468 01:02:55,572 --> 01:02:59,131 Can I have a bottle? of the best champagne? 469 01:02:59,851 --> 01:03:01,692 Thank you. 470 01:03:37,611 --> 01:03:39,852 I love this space. 471 01:03:40,251 --> 01:03:44,331 All that wood, it's like... in a violin. 472 01:03:47,412 --> 01:03:53,172 And with what you did yesterday, you gave me a glimpse into your soul. 473 01:03:53,292 --> 01:03:55,171 Don't forget that. 474 01:03:55,772 --> 01:03:58,371 Julie should all know... 475 01:03:58,532 --> 01:04:01,851 hope you had a great audition have done. 476 01:04:02,052 --> 01:04:04,692 You are all fantastic musicians. 477 01:04:05,132 --> 01:04:07,212 Don't forget that. 478 01:04:07,412 --> 01:04:12,771 You guys should know that you're charming teacher promised me to come along... 479 01:04:12,932 --> 01:04:16,332 as a personal trainer of the soloist. 480 01:04:20,852 --> 01:04:25,251 Ultimately it was the choice very clear. 481 01:04:35,052 --> 01:04:39,572 Antti, welcome to the festival. Your plane leaves at 7am on Monday. 482 01:05:33,651 --> 01:05:35,492 What is? 483 01:05:38,772 --> 01:05:40,532 I can... 484 01:05:40,932 --> 01:05:43,332 I can't concentrate. 485 01:05:44,852 --> 01:05:47,932 There are too many thoughts running around in my head. 486 01:05:49,732 --> 01:05:53,812 Try to take them out. This is a very important performance. 487 01:05:54,612 --> 01:05:56,652 I'm just so... 488 01:05:58,252 --> 01:06:01,172 I'm just so confused through all this. 489 01:06:02,972 --> 01:06:05,572 I want you to do this right. 490 01:06:06,612 --> 01:06:10,925 Why is that so important? - I want you to focus and play well. 491 01:06:11,092 --> 01:06:13,532 Do you want me to play well? 492 01:06:14,532 --> 01:06:18,207 When I graduated and asked Darren if I wanted to go on tour... 493 01:06:18,332 --> 01:06:22,692 I left everything behind. My family, my boyfriend, my home. 494 01:06:22,892 --> 01:06:25,207 I had nothing left, only my music. 495 01:06:25,332 --> 01:06:30,532 I'm not saying you were hasty have to make decisions... 496 01:06:30,652 --> 01:06:34,372 but when your head is so confused, is that a sign. 497 01:06:34,852 --> 01:06:38,367 I can't tell you what is best for your career. 498 01:06:38,492 --> 01:06:41,612 I can't teach you anything what you don't want to learn. 499 01:06:41,772 --> 01:06:46,932 But I can tell you that you have to make choices. 500 01:07:06,572 --> 01:07:09,012 I'm so proud of you. 501 01:07:09,492 --> 01:07:13,412 I can take vacation and come to the concert. 502 01:07:16,932 --> 01:07:18,892 That doesn't seem like a good idea to me. 503 01:07:28,212 --> 01:07:32,812 I have to concentrate and play. - Of course I won't distract you. 504 01:07:33,012 --> 01:07:34,932 I have to make choices. 505 01:07:36,092 --> 01:07:37,852 What do you mean? 506 01:07:39,292 --> 01:07:42,853 What's wrong with you? - I mean, I have to make choices. 507 01:07:49,813 --> 01:07:51,613 Oh no... 508 01:07:52,852 --> 01:07:54,452 You want to break up. 509 01:07:56,332 --> 01:07:59,132 Do you want that? 510 01:08:00,292 --> 01:08:03,092 Are you trying to say that? 511 01:08:03,652 --> 01:08:06,728 Answer me. - I have to concentrate on the music. 512 01:08:06,853 --> 01:08:09,613 Concentrate on the music? - Indeed. 513 01:08:09,772 --> 01:08:12,488 I have to make choices. It's chaos in my head. 514 01:08:12,613 --> 01:08:17,801 I'm being pulled on all sides. I can't concentrate on my game. 515 01:08:17,932 --> 01:08:21,613 I have to make choices. - Should you erase me from your life? 516 01:08:21,772 --> 01:08:25,372 Is that it? - I didn't say that, did I? 517 01:08:25,532 --> 01:08:27,373 Do you love me? 518 01:08:33,652 --> 01:08:35,972 That's not what it's about... Sofia. 519 01:08:36,892 --> 01:08:39,013 You must understand... 520 01:08:39,652 --> 01:08:43,052 that this requires great sacrifices. - Then fuck off. 521 01:08:45,052 --> 01:08:49,333 For success you have to make sacrifices. - Offers? Wow. 522 01:08:49,492 --> 01:08:51,332 Damn. 523 01:08:54,812 --> 01:08:56,927 It doesn't have to be final. - Listen... 524 01:08:57,052 --> 01:09:00,092 good luck with the concert and the rest of your life. 525 01:09:00,292 --> 01:09:03,452 You probably become breeding successful. 526 01:09:03,733 --> 01:09:05,852 Sofia? - What? 527 01:09:06,892 --> 01:09:09,172 What is? - One more thing. 528 01:09:09,332 --> 01:09:11,212 What? 529 01:09:19,012 --> 01:09:20,452 Nothing. 530 01:09:20,572 --> 01:09:22,453 I love you. 531 01:09:28,852 --> 01:09:31,053 Drop dead. 532 01:10:34,653 --> 01:10:36,652 Wow. 533 01:10:40,213 --> 01:10:42,333 This is so surreal. 534 01:10:50,733 --> 01:10:52,372 Incredible. 535 01:10:55,012 --> 01:10:56,932 Welcome to Copenhagen. 536 01:11:07,653 --> 01:11:09,813 This is really unbelievable. 537 01:11:13,533 --> 01:11:16,453 Remember everything I taught you. 538 01:11:20,893 --> 01:11:22,893 Naturally. 539 01:11:30,853 --> 01:11:33,053 And then to Paris. 540 01:11:33,213 --> 01:11:36,573 Okay. - We can go to any European city. 541 01:11:36,853 --> 01:11:39,773 I'll be the soloist, you the conductor. 542 01:11:40,693 --> 01:11:44,453 Why not go further? The music world does not end in Europe. 543 01:11:46,933 --> 01:11:50,246 I always wanted to go to Sydney. - I've been there. 544 01:11:51,213 --> 01:11:53,933 New Zealand. - Been there too. 545 01:11:54,133 --> 01:11:56,333 Mexico. - Been there too. 546 01:11:57,293 --> 01:11:59,333 Spitsbergen. 547 01:12:00,053 --> 01:12:03,693 You need a weapons permit there. - I'll take care of that. 548 01:12:04,413 --> 01:12:08,533 I'll shoot anyone who gets in my way. - That's nice. 549 01:12:08,693 --> 01:12:11,573 We're going to be a great team. 550 01:12:12,493 --> 01:12:15,453 I'll help you shoot. 551 01:12:44,053 --> 01:12:45,973 My god. 552 01:12:49,533 --> 01:12:51,733 Sorry I went so fast. 553 01:13:11,654 --> 01:13:14,573 What are you currently working on? 554 01:13:14,933 --> 01:13:16,893 To anything and everything. 555 01:13:17,054 --> 01:13:21,293 My agenda is almost as fully booked as in those crazy years. 556 01:13:21,494 --> 01:13:23,733 Sounds great. - Yes. 557 01:13:23,894 --> 01:13:27,254 And you? You look good. - Thank you. 558 01:13:27,413 --> 01:13:29,774 Do you already know each other? This is Antti. 559 01:13:29,933 --> 01:13:32,054 And Saulius. - Antti. 560 01:13:32,213 --> 01:13:34,533 Hello, nice. - Antti. 561 01:13:36,453 --> 01:13:38,693 Welcome to the big world. 562 01:13:38,813 --> 01:13:41,493 Thank you. It's a great honor. 563 01:13:43,973 --> 01:13:45,494 Please, come. 564 01:13:46,454 --> 01:13:49,133 Hello, thank you for that beautiful experience. 565 01:13:49,334 --> 01:13:51,489 It was great to see Beethoven to play with you. 566 01:13:51,614 --> 01:13:54,374 It was fantastic. Thank you. Come. 567 01:13:58,973 --> 01:14:01,094 We're ready. 568 01:14:02,613 --> 01:14:04,334 Good. 569 01:14:05,174 --> 01:14:07,533 Are you okay? - Yes. 570 01:14:09,573 --> 01:14:11,654 When you're ready... 571 01:14:56,894 --> 01:14:58,493 Thank you. 572 01:15:01,934 --> 01:15:03,773 Again. 573 01:15:03,974 --> 01:15:05,854 I'm ready. 574 01:15:21,053 --> 01:15:23,254 Come on, more. 575 01:15:48,413 --> 01:15:50,374 More love. 576 01:15:57,173 --> 01:15:58,573 Damn. 577 01:16:09,614 --> 01:16:11,573 Thank you. Finished. Thank you. 578 01:16:21,413 --> 01:16:24,094 I don't know... 579 01:16:25,013 --> 01:16:27,494 It's going to be a long week. 580 01:16:34,374 --> 01:16:37,494 He was just a little nervous. 581 01:16:37,854 --> 01:16:39,734 Goal. 582 01:16:40,054 --> 01:16:41,534 That was a goal. 583 01:16:41,694 --> 01:16:44,774 That boy is growing up. Believe me. 584 01:16:44,974 --> 01:16:47,014 It'll be fine. Believe me. 585 01:16:47,734 --> 01:16:50,214 Good, because I really hope so. 586 01:16:53,174 --> 01:16:56,374 Actually it's a long story. 587 01:16:56,534 --> 01:17:00,894 We play Mendelssohn's Violin Concerto in the concert hall. 588 01:17:01,054 --> 01:17:02,854 Really and truly? Wow. 589 01:17:03,014 --> 01:17:05,534 I really have to go to bed now. - Great. 590 01:17:05,734 --> 01:17:07,654 Let's go dancing. 591 01:18:30,294 --> 01:18:32,094 What? 592 01:18:32,655 --> 01:18:34,815 Do you think this is a holiday? 593 01:18:35,974 --> 01:18:38,934 I thought so could take a break. 594 01:18:53,254 --> 01:18:55,494 I thought that... 595 01:18:55,614 --> 01:18:58,095 maybe we could practice there. 596 01:18:59,134 --> 01:19:01,254 In the bedroom. 597 01:19:05,694 --> 01:19:07,494 What are you saying? 598 01:19:07,654 --> 01:19:11,014 I would prefer all day just fucking. 599 01:19:15,255 --> 01:19:18,174 What is? - Nothing. I'm so old. 600 01:19:19,095 --> 01:19:22,134 Not true. You are beautiful. 601 01:19:24,975 --> 01:19:27,054 You smell wonderful. 602 01:19:28,935 --> 01:19:31,294 Your hair is so beautiful. - Anti... 603 01:19:31,455 --> 01:19:33,375 You have a beautiful cheek. 604 01:19:33,534 --> 01:19:36,174 I really have to work now. 605 01:19:36,975 --> 01:19:38,415 Okay then. 606 01:19:38,895 --> 01:19:40,894 I'm sorry. 607 01:20:05,775 --> 01:20:08,814 Stop. That went too fast, Antti. 608 01:20:09,735 --> 01:20:11,175 Antti. 609 01:20:11,375 --> 01:20:14,735 You have to introduce the orchestra. 610 01:20:15,575 --> 01:20:19,374 That's your job. Not the conductor's. 611 01:20:21,815 --> 01:20:24,615 Let's play that piece again. 612 01:20:55,895 --> 01:20:58,655 No, I'm in the middle of a rehearsal. 613 01:20:59,855 --> 01:21:03,575 Tomorrow. I'm busy all day long. 614 01:21:08,295 --> 01:21:10,335 Much better. 615 01:21:14,775 --> 01:21:18,375 Do you know the Italian name? for this movement? 616 01:21:24,174 --> 01:21:25,815 No idea. 617 01:21:25,974 --> 01:21:29,295 It doesn't matter. It has three words. 618 01:21:30,135 --> 01:21:33,975 Allegro molto appassionato. 619 01:21:35,375 --> 01:21:37,815 Is that with commas? 620 01:21:41,055 --> 01:21:42,735 Don't know. 621 01:21:43,614 --> 01:21:49,855 No, you don't say: Allegro, molto, appassionato. 622 01:21:50,015 --> 01:21:53,535 And not Allegromolto, appassionato. either 623 01:21:55,095 --> 01:21:58,375 Or: Allegromoltoappassionato! 624 01:21:58,535 --> 01:22:00,615 Play it again. 625 01:22:05,695 --> 01:22:07,655 This was a mistake. 626 01:22:07,815 --> 01:22:11,935 You should have chosen Sofia. - Darren's always like that. 627 01:22:12,095 --> 01:22:14,095 It'll be fine. 628 01:22:21,095 --> 01:22:24,295 I need your stuff take it to your room. 629 01:22:24,455 --> 01:22:27,135 Jaakko and Eemeli are coming tomorrow. 630 01:22:27,295 --> 01:22:30,335 Before the concert? - Yes, and the amusement park. 631 01:22:30,535 --> 01:22:34,290 I won't see them for a while. I've been invited to Seattle. 632 01:22:34,415 --> 01:22:36,735 That's where I'm going. - What? 633 01:22:36,895 --> 01:22:39,575 I'm going to meet some people there. 634 01:22:39,735 --> 01:22:42,095 And what about us? 635 01:22:42,215 --> 01:22:43,735 What do you mean 'we'? 636 01:22:45,015 --> 01:22:46,695 The two of us. 637 01:22:49,175 --> 01:22:52,300 I never said that I would leave my family. 638 01:23:36,815 --> 01:23:38,575 Come here. 639 01:23:39,895 --> 01:23:41,935 Come on. 640 01:23:45,895 --> 01:23:47,935 Go outside. 641 01:23:48,376 --> 01:23:50,495 Not here. 642 01:24:01,336 --> 01:24:03,376 That side. 643 01:24:20,615 --> 01:24:23,495 What is this? - My student's room. 644 01:24:24,136 --> 01:24:29,615 Are you in the same apartment? - This house is for guest musicians. 645 01:24:31,975 --> 01:24:36,055 Where is he? - No idea. We have different rhythms. 646 01:24:36,775 --> 01:24:38,896 Where would you like to eat? 647 01:24:39,055 --> 01:24:42,136 I'm fine with everything. What are you looking forward to? 648 01:24:43,135 --> 01:24:46,096 Italian maybe? - Yes, I want pizza. 649 01:24:54,616 --> 01:24:56,095 Hello. 650 01:24:56,575 --> 01:24:58,135 Hey, hello. 651 01:24:59,015 --> 01:25:02,855 You are here. - Yes, for a few days. 652 01:25:03,016 --> 01:25:06,935 We're going to the amusement park and to your concert. 653 01:25:07,535 --> 01:25:09,295 Oh, that's... 654 01:25:09,455 --> 01:25:11,375 nice. 655 01:25:13,175 --> 01:25:16,495 We're going out to eat. Where do you prefer to eat? 656 01:25:17,896 --> 01:25:21,016 I don't know them very well. - Make a suggestion. 657 01:25:22,696 --> 01:25:25,975 There are many good restaurants... 658 01:25:26,975 --> 01:25:28,655 nearby. 659 01:25:30,576 --> 01:25:33,936 Come with us. You have to eat too, right? 660 01:25:34,896 --> 01:25:37,521 I just ate. - He's already eaten. 661 01:25:37,656 --> 01:25:38,896 Hello. 662 01:25:39,055 --> 01:25:42,216 But he can just come along, right? 663 01:25:44,536 --> 01:25:46,536 Come along. 664 01:25:48,055 --> 01:25:51,496 Cheers to this great opportunity, Antti. 665 01:25:51,655 --> 01:25:53,455 Cheers. 666 01:25:53,616 --> 01:25:55,456 And there. 667 01:26:05,695 --> 01:26:09,936 And is this a dream that came true? 668 01:26:12,295 --> 01:26:15,976 I am enjoying this trip very much. 669 01:26:16,855 --> 01:26:19,015 Thanks for asking. 670 01:26:19,536 --> 01:26:23,616 When I grow up I just want to become a great violinist as a mother. 671 01:26:32,736 --> 01:26:34,576 It's a bit... 672 01:26:35,215 --> 01:26:37,255 hot here, right? 673 01:26:38,575 --> 01:26:40,735 I don't think so. 674 01:26:47,656 --> 01:26:51,415 You're wearing the exact same shirt like daddy. 675 01:26:54,295 --> 01:26:56,176 That seems like it. 676 01:26:56,335 --> 01:26:59,215 Do you have them? bought in the same store? 677 01:26:59,416 --> 01:27:02,095 Your mother bought it for me. 678 01:27:03,856 --> 01:27:06,295 Where did you buy yours? 679 01:27:07,536 --> 01:27:10,656 I don't remember that. 680 01:27:11,176 --> 01:27:14,096 I don't know where this one came from. 681 01:27:41,016 --> 01:27:44,456 It was certainly the most popular shirt of the season. 682 01:28:06,416 --> 01:28:08,656 More love. 683 01:28:42,736 --> 01:28:46,111 Let's go somewhere where we haven't been yet. 684 01:28:46,336 --> 01:28:48,656 To Lake Garda, for example. 685 01:28:48,856 --> 01:28:52,096 Where is that? - In Italy. 686 01:28:52,256 --> 01:28:56,216 They have delicious ice cream there. - Wasn't Veracini Italian? 687 01:28:56,376 --> 01:29:01,016 Yes, pizzas. Usually you can do the best eating pizza in a small place. 688 01:29:01,376 --> 01:29:03,616 They have the best. 689 01:29:13,056 --> 01:29:15,456 I'm having an affair with Karin. 690 01:29:17,816 --> 01:29:19,616 Sorry? 691 01:29:19,776 --> 01:29:24,056 Me and Karin, we have a relationship. 692 01:29:24,216 --> 01:29:26,936 I do understand English. 693 01:29:27,096 --> 01:29:29,936 It's been going on for two months now. 694 01:29:30,137 --> 01:29:33,571 I thought you should know that. That seemed fair to me. 695 01:29:33,696 --> 01:29:35,696 Was the ice cream for you? - Yes. 696 01:29:37,097 --> 01:29:39,017 Don't mention it. 697 01:29:39,816 --> 01:29:42,176 The double espresso for her. 698 01:29:44,177 --> 01:29:46,496 And here are two normal ones. 699 01:29:51,576 --> 01:29:53,136 Thank you. 700 01:29:53,256 --> 01:29:54,896 Don't mention it. 701 01:30:08,897 --> 01:30:11,256 It's not what you think. 702 01:30:11,417 --> 01:30:13,536 No? - Shut up. 703 01:30:14,376 --> 01:30:16,896 Eemeli, we have to go. - Jaakko. 704 01:30:17,336 --> 01:30:20,016 I want to stay with mom. - She lied. 705 01:30:20,136 --> 01:30:22,261 I eat my ice cream. - Never mind. 706 01:30:22,416 --> 01:30:25,416 Let me explain. - You don't have to. 707 01:30:26,297 --> 01:30:28,656 Hopefully you realize what is at stake. 708 01:30:28,776 --> 01:30:31,616 Eemeli, come. Leave your ice cream. 709 01:30:34,296 --> 01:30:38,421 And did you think you would be successful? if you fucked your teacher? 710 01:30:39,617 --> 01:30:41,297 Jaakko. 711 01:30:42,416 --> 01:30:44,177 Hey, Jaakko. 712 01:30:53,057 --> 01:30:56,432 Let me explain. - What's left to explain? 713 01:30:57,137 --> 01:30:59,977 You're having an affair. Great. Congratulations. 714 01:31:00,137 --> 01:31:02,417 That's not true. He is my student. 715 01:31:02,657 --> 01:31:04,897 This doesn't make sense. 716 01:31:05,096 --> 01:31:08,657 Is he good in bed? - That doesn't matter. 717 01:31:08,816 --> 01:31:12,217 That's not what this is about. - What's it all about? 718 01:31:12,656 --> 01:31:16,136 He has talent. I wanted to help him. 719 01:31:16,297 --> 01:31:19,577 You wanted to help him? - This is about me. 720 01:31:19,697 --> 01:31:21,656 About you? - Because of all this. 721 01:31:21,817 --> 01:31:23,977 What? - The music. 722 01:31:29,737 --> 01:31:33,176 Why are you lying to me? What do you want? 723 01:31:35,377 --> 01:31:38,456 I want you. I want my family. 724 01:31:38,617 --> 01:31:41,017 We have been yours all this time. 725 01:31:41,177 --> 01:31:46,457 We've been there all this time, but there is no room for others in your life. 726 01:31:46,616 --> 01:31:50,057 There is only space for your sadness and feelings. 727 01:31:50,576 --> 01:31:53,177 I put my best years into you. 728 01:31:53,297 --> 01:31:57,337 So that you felt good and you could make music. 729 01:31:57,977 --> 01:32:01,057 I don't know much about art, but of people. 730 01:32:01,417 --> 01:32:05,052 I took care of our house, our son, the work, the bills. 731 01:32:05,177 --> 01:32:07,971 For everything damn it. - I contributed too. 732 01:32:08,096 --> 01:32:10,136 Great. 733 01:32:10,657 --> 01:32:12,057 Fantastic. 734 01:32:17,377 --> 01:32:21,440 This past year I told you just want to please. 735 01:32:23,137 --> 01:32:25,657 So you could make music. 736 01:32:28,457 --> 01:32:32,707 And when you were having a hard time, when you couldn't use your hand anymore... 737 01:32:33,977 --> 01:32:37,177 You're not alone who has lost everything. 738 01:32:37,697 --> 01:32:41,337 I suffer from it too. I have lost my wife. 739 01:32:41,497 --> 01:32:43,777 You haven't lost me. 740 01:32:45,057 --> 01:32:47,097 Come along, Eemeli. 741 01:32:49,217 --> 01:32:50,937 I'll go with you. 742 01:32:52,617 --> 01:32:56,057 No. Our marriage is over. 743 01:32:57,177 --> 01:32:58,937 Jaakko. - Let him go. 744 01:33:09,617 --> 01:33:11,297 Karin. 745 01:33:11,737 --> 01:33:13,737 Karin, listen. 746 01:33:13,857 --> 01:33:15,737 Guard. 747 01:33:16,777 --> 01:33:19,177 I just wanted to be honest. 748 01:33:20,697 --> 01:33:22,577 I'm sorry. 749 01:33:22,737 --> 01:33:24,732 It doesn't deserve any beauty prize... 750 01:33:24,857 --> 01:33:27,937 but now we don't have to more pretending. 751 01:33:28,137 --> 01:33:30,177 Can you put the phone away? 752 01:33:30,337 --> 01:33:32,457 Listen to me. 753 01:33:32,817 --> 01:33:35,577 I just wanted to be honest. 754 01:33:38,177 --> 01:33:40,017 Do you hear me? 755 01:33:40,177 --> 01:33:41,897 I'm sorry. 756 01:33:43,217 --> 01:33:45,697 Okay, let's be honest. 757 01:33:46,537 --> 01:33:49,897 You are only chosen because of me. 758 01:33:51,257 --> 01:33:53,817 Darren wanted to choose Sofia. 759 01:33:56,817 --> 01:34:01,097 What? - Darren thinks Sofia is more talented. 760 01:34:01,257 --> 01:34:03,777 And if I'm honest... 761 01:34:03,937 --> 01:34:05,657 I think so too. 762 01:34:07,737 --> 01:34:09,897 Why are you doing this? 763 01:34:11,337 --> 01:34:13,897 Why do you play these games? 764 01:34:14,657 --> 01:34:17,137 You're crazy. 765 01:34:17,297 --> 01:34:21,735 You are all crazy. - I don't care what you think. 766 01:34:22,617 --> 01:34:25,537 You broke up my marriage. 767 01:34:25,737 --> 01:34:28,297 What kind of marriage is that? 768 01:34:30,257 --> 01:34:33,258 Do you hear me? What kind of marriage is that? 769 01:34:34,137 --> 01:34:36,378 Stupid idiot. 770 01:34:58,458 --> 01:35:00,417 Where is he? 771 01:35:01,497 --> 01:35:03,777 I don't know. 772 01:35:10,297 --> 01:35:12,018 I'm sorry. 773 01:35:12,177 --> 01:35:14,538 It was my fault. 774 01:35:18,138 --> 01:35:20,538 We can start like this. 775 01:35:31,377 --> 01:35:33,978 I'm ready. We can start. 776 01:35:36,697 --> 01:35:39,417 Are you going to play with your jacket on? 777 01:35:42,258 --> 01:35:44,337 Yes. 778 01:35:56,058 --> 01:35:58,458 Listen to the orchestra, Antti. 779 01:35:58,657 --> 01:36:00,138 Again. 780 01:36:13,458 --> 01:36:15,578 It's too flat. 781 01:36:17,138 --> 01:36:18,538 Again. 782 01:36:36,378 --> 01:36:38,937 Now it's too sharp. 783 01:36:41,937 --> 01:36:44,097 Let's start at the beginning. 784 01:36:51,338 --> 01:36:53,298 Let's try it... 785 01:36:53,937 --> 01:36:56,217 with just the solo violinist. 786 01:37:34,178 --> 01:37:36,057 Too flat. 787 01:37:41,778 --> 01:37:43,698 Too flat. 788 01:37:45,417 --> 01:37:47,258 Still too flat. 789 01:37:48,618 --> 01:37:50,658 Too flat. 790 01:37:52,538 --> 01:37:54,858 Still too flat. 791 01:37:56,978 --> 01:37:58,698 Too flat. 792 01:38:00,258 --> 01:38:02,458 Still too flat. 793 01:38:04,178 --> 01:38:06,178 Too sharp. 794 01:38:07,578 --> 01:38:09,658 Too sharp again. 795 01:38:10,378 --> 01:38:12,058 Weather. 796 01:38:12,818 --> 01:38:14,298 Weather. 797 01:38:15,498 --> 01:38:17,418 Weather. 798 01:38:38,938 --> 01:38:41,538 Now we're trying it with the whole orchestra. 799 01:38:42,338 --> 01:38:43,858 From the beginning. 800 01:39:09,258 --> 01:39:11,898 Now he played well. 801 01:39:12,458 --> 01:39:15,178 And now the orchestra was dragging along behind it. 802 01:39:15,418 --> 01:39:18,058 You must listen to him too. 803 01:39:18,338 --> 01:39:21,738 Imagine that I am a big bird. 804 01:39:21,898 --> 01:39:24,218 With big wings. 805 01:39:24,378 --> 01:39:26,418 And if I do this... 806 01:39:26,578 --> 01:39:31,018 then imagine that you guys are all under my wings. 807 01:39:35,578 --> 01:39:39,138 And from now on, you'll all play synchronously... 808 01:39:39,298 --> 01:39:43,498 in the universe of my magical wings. 809 01:39:45,338 --> 01:39:47,698 We'll start at the beginning. 810 01:40:44,218 --> 01:40:48,338 You're staying here for the rehearsal, no matter what happens. 811 01:40:50,378 --> 01:40:53,218 You don't look good. Where did you sleep? 812 01:40:53,458 --> 01:40:56,059 Answer me. - Don't touch me. 813 01:40:56,779 --> 01:40:59,419 From now on I'll be fine without you. 814 01:40:59,539 --> 01:41:02,018 Calm. - Did you hear me? 815 01:41:03,259 --> 01:41:05,458 I want to be alone now. 816 01:41:05,618 --> 01:41:08,218 I have to concentrate. 817 01:41:55,738 --> 01:42:01,738 This is Jaakko Helenius. Leave a message after the beep 818 01:42:01,858 --> 01:42:03,739 Hello, it's me. 819 01:42:04,179 --> 01:42:06,898 You're stuck at work now. 820 01:42:16,779 --> 01:42:21,819 Jaakko, it seems sensible to me to talk everything out with each other. 821 01:42:22,618 --> 01:42:24,898 Please call me back. 822 01:42:39,658 --> 01:42:41,458 Well, tell me... 823 01:42:41,619 --> 01:42:45,459 how long did you have this for me want to keep secret? 824 01:42:46,138 --> 01:42:48,979 It's like an underground river. 825 01:42:49,258 --> 01:42:52,498 It's always been there. Waiting. 826 01:42:54,139 --> 01:42:56,539 Listen, there's something... 827 01:42:57,058 --> 01:43:00,099 what you need to know. 828 01:43:01,339 --> 01:43:04,059 This... thing... 829 01:43:04,219 --> 01:43:07,059 Don't say it. I don't want to hear it. 830 01:43:07,179 --> 01:43:10,978 What's happening between you and that woman are none of my business. 831 01:43:11,818 --> 01:43:14,938 But I see it hurts you a lot. 832 01:43:16,339 --> 01:43:19,454 I just want... - Listen, when I was your age... 833 01:43:19,579 --> 01:43:22,133 I had enormous admiration for a teacher. 834 01:43:22,258 --> 01:43:25,339 An old Russian. Strict as hell. 835 01:43:26,099 --> 01:43:30,534 I always wanted to please him and one day he taught me something beautiful. 836 01:43:30,659 --> 01:43:33,739 I sat in class and looked up at him. 837 01:43:33,939 --> 01:43:37,939 He was very tall. And he asked, 'What are you looking at?' 838 01:43:38,379 --> 01:43:40,379 And I said, 'To you, maestro.' 839 01:43:40,539 --> 01:43:43,219 And he asked, 'Why?' 840 01:43:43,379 --> 01:43:46,059 I replied that I wanted to learn something. 841 01:43:46,219 --> 01:43:49,259 Then he said, 'Don't look up at me. 842 01:43:50,059 --> 01:43:54,139 If you really want to learn something, then look up to yourself. 843 01:43:54,899 --> 01:44:00,259 Remember that no one created you. You are your own creation.' 844 01:44:03,499 --> 01:44:05,814 I really appreciate it when you say... 845 01:44:05,939 --> 01:44:08,379 When you say that to me now. 846 01:44:09,779 --> 01:44:12,299 Screw what I say. 847 01:44:14,059 --> 01:44:16,619 I don't care what you value. 848 01:44:16,979 --> 01:44:20,059 Put everything into your music and play everything for... 849 01:44:20,179 --> 01:44:22,339 everything for me tomorrow. 850 01:44:22,499 --> 01:44:24,819 Let everything get dirty. 851 01:44:25,379 --> 01:44:27,699 I need that pain. 852 01:44:28,899 --> 01:44:31,299 So give me everything tomorrow. 853 01:44:38,699 --> 01:44:41,899 I just think... I think... 854 01:44:42,499 --> 01:44:46,179 It's all happening too fast. Way too fast and I... 855 01:44:47,859 --> 01:44:50,539 I don't know. I mean, it's like... 856 01:44:51,699 --> 01:44:54,139 Whatever it feels like... 857 01:44:55,539 --> 01:44:57,539 it's good. 858 01:45:01,459 --> 01:45:03,619 Give everything to me. 859 01:45:04,139 --> 01:45:07,139 Tomorrow you will play everything for me. 860 01:45:07,299 --> 01:45:10,539 Put it in your music. 861 01:45:18,259 --> 01:45:19,940 Yes. 862 01:45:20,540 --> 01:45:23,579 Cheers the Danish way. - Cheers. 863 01:46:58,259 --> 01:46:59,822 I'm coming to get my things. 864 01:47:00,740 --> 01:47:02,939 I'm going to a hotel. 865 01:47:15,460 --> 01:47:18,020 You know what's so funny? 866 01:47:19,619 --> 01:47:23,579 When I walked here, I suddenly thought... 867 01:47:25,540 --> 01:47:28,259 that I had written you a letter. 868 01:47:29,699 --> 01:47:32,020 When I was twelve. 869 01:47:33,340 --> 01:47:35,579 Fan mail. 870 01:47:37,580 --> 01:47:40,460 I don't know if you remember that. 871 01:47:43,379 --> 01:47:46,859 In an interview I read... 872 01:47:49,340 --> 01:47:53,540 what you would do if you couldn't play the violin. 873 01:47:54,700 --> 01:47:56,699 Do you remember that? 874 01:47:58,979 --> 01:48:00,779 No. 875 01:48:08,380 --> 01:48:12,299 You said you still would continue to play. 876 01:48:14,140 --> 01:48:16,499 In my letter I asked you... 877 01:48:18,380 --> 01:48:22,100 what kind of violin someone is playing in his mind. 878 01:48:26,420 --> 01:48:29,860 You never wrote me back. 879 01:48:37,979 --> 01:48:39,580 I can help you. 880 01:48:39,740 --> 01:48:43,619 I can try for an audition in Seattle to arrange for you. 881 01:48:50,300 --> 01:48:52,820 I'm going there tomorrow. 882 01:48:53,620 --> 01:48:56,060 After your dress rehearsal. 883 01:49:05,180 --> 01:49:08,500 I was afraid all my life to be incompetent. 884 01:49:10,380 --> 01:49:12,860 To be mediocre. 885 01:49:14,780 --> 01:49:17,420 I did everything I could... 886 01:49:18,540 --> 01:49:21,220 to become better than everyone. 887 01:49:22,780 --> 01:49:24,940 To become the best. 888 01:49:29,580 --> 01:49:31,900 But which is the best? 889 01:49:38,060 --> 01:49:40,980 I don't care how i play tomorrow... 890 01:49:43,900 --> 01:49:46,660 I don't want to be the best anymore.