1 00:01:55,708 --> 00:01:56,788 Thank you. 2 00:02:00,108 --> 00:02:01,108 Does it hurt a lot? 3 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:03,067 Yes, a lot. 4 00:02:04,388 --> 00:02:07,227 The thunder is pounding in my head like my skull is hollow. 5 00:02:07,307 --> 00:02:08,427 Oh, you poor thing. 6 00:02:09,107 --> 00:02:10,547 Lie down for a bit, come on. 7 00:02:10,627 --> 00:02:13,147 "Let's see how the roads are looking at this hour." 8 00:02:15,467 --> 00:02:16,867 "...Constitution Bridge. 9 00:02:16,946 --> 00:02:19,906 Pilar García Muñiz is on the road out of Madrid toward Valencia. 10 00:02:19,986 --> 00:02:22,066 Pilar, what's the situation like at this hour? 11 00:02:22,146 --> 00:02:23,786 Early this morning, on the roads, 12 00:02:23,866 --> 00:02:25,746 you could already tell a long weekend was beginning. 13 00:02:25,826 --> 00:02:28,466 Although the latest weather forecasts indicate 14 00:02:28,545 --> 00:02:30,266 that conditions may improve..." 15 00:03:19,821 --> 00:03:21,501 Do you want me to stay here with you? 16 00:03:21,582 --> 00:03:24,261 No. I'm going to get some air. 17 00:03:26,621 --> 00:03:29,101 Let's see if that painkiller helps it pass. 18 00:03:30,301 --> 00:03:32,381 It's the last one I've got left to take. 19 00:03:35,620 --> 00:03:37,580 Go to the living room, I can't even talk. 20 00:03:41,420 --> 00:03:42,940 Call me if you need anything. 21 00:03:43,940 --> 00:03:45,260 Okay, my love. 22 00:03:45,980 --> 00:03:47,859 Turn off the hallway light, please. 23 00:03:55,498 --> 00:03:58,538 I'm staying with you tonight, I'm not going to the club. Even if it is Friday. 24 00:03:58,619 --> 00:04:00,139 I didn't dare ask you. 25 00:04:00,618 --> 00:04:02,059 How could I leave you alone? 26 00:04:02,859 --> 00:04:03,978 Thank you. 27 00:04:04,058 --> 00:04:05,178 Get some rest. 28 00:04:39,255 --> 00:04:40,775 Beau, take me to the ER. 29 00:04:41,375 --> 00:04:42,415 I'm getting worse. 30 00:04:43,695 --> 00:04:46,535 Huh? I'll grab my jacket and we'll go. Uh-huh. 31 00:05:29,492 --> 00:05:30,492 Good evening. 32 00:05:30,571 --> 00:05:32,771 Good evening. Your card. Evening. Here you go. 33 00:05:34,212 --> 00:05:36,611 I have a terrible migraine, I feel really awful. 34 00:05:37,051 --> 00:05:39,371 Wait in the waiting room and someone will see you shortly. 35 00:05:39,450 --> 00:05:40,371 Thank you. 36 00:05:40,850 --> 00:05:41,890 Thank you. Come on. 37 00:05:42,610 --> 00:05:43,771 -Hi, good evening. 38 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:46,330 -Your card? 39 00:05:46,411 --> 00:05:49,490 -Yes. The card. -The card, the card, right. 40 00:05:54,490 --> 00:05:57,650 -You could wipe a bit of the cocaine off your card first. 41 00:05:57,729 --> 00:05:59,609 -What? -Sorry, okay? 42 00:06:00,169 --> 00:06:02,169 -Asshole. -What happened to you? 43 00:06:02,249 --> 00:06:03,409 -Well, so... -Well... 44 00:06:03,489 --> 00:06:05,409 -Shut the fuck up. -Okay. 45 00:06:05,488 --> 00:06:06,809 -We went out partying. 46 00:06:08,288 --> 00:06:10,328 Elsa Rosado. Yes. 47 00:06:10,409 --> 00:06:13,408 Come with me, please. No, no, just the patient. 48 00:06:14,648 --> 00:06:15,767 I'll wait here. 49 00:06:21,607 --> 00:06:23,607 You can leave your things on the chair. 50 00:06:28,607 --> 00:06:29,967 Lie down slowly. 51 00:06:31,846 --> 00:06:33,727 Could you turn off the light? No, I'm afraid not. 52 00:06:33,807 --> 00:06:35,966 Try to relax, the doctor will be here soon. 53 00:06:39,806 --> 00:06:40,846 -Good evening. 54 00:06:41,366 --> 00:06:42,446 Hello. 55 00:06:42,525 --> 00:06:43,806 Tell me. What's wrong? 56 00:06:44,686 --> 00:06:46,365 I have a horrible migraine. 57 00:06:46,446 --> 00:06:48,246 Which part of your head hurts? 58 00:06:48,646 --> 00:06:49,525 All of it. 59 00:06:50,245 --> 00:06:51,925 Does this happen often? 60 00:06:52,005 --> 00:06:53,365 The migraines... 61 00:06:54,005 --> 00:06:55,325 Over the last year. 62 00:06:55,725 --> 00:06:58,884 They're genetic. I've got loads of cousins on my father's side... 63 00:06:59,004 --> 00:07:02,884 And, well... storms, like today, sometimes trigger them too. 64 00:07:02,964 --> 00:07:06,364 And flights, because of the pressure, I don't know, it's horrible. 65 00:07:06,884 --> 00:07:09,244 We'll give you an intravenous painkiller 66 00:07:09,324 --> 00:07:10,923 and a sedative to help you relax. 67 00:07:11,004 --> 00:07:12,524 Thank you, Doctor. 68 00:07:20,963 --> 00:07:23,163 Coming through, coming through. Please, quickly. 69 00:07:34,361 --> 00:07:36,642 How are you feeling? Any better? 70 00:07:36,721 --> 00:07:38,201 No, I'm worse. 71 00:07:38,641 --> 00:07:41,881 The orderly who put in the IV says my blood pressure is high. 72 00:07:41,961 --> 00:07:43,001 How high? 73 00:07:43,081 --> 00:07:45,761 158 over 90. 74 00:07:46,881 --> 00:07:51,601 Well... we're going to admit you. It's better if you stay here tonight. 75 00:07:55,321 --> 00:07:57,280 Is that room free? Yes. 76 00:07:57,360 --> 00:07:58,640 Could you take me there? 77 00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:00,760 I'd have to check first. Please. 78 00:08:00,839 --> 00:08:03,719 If it'll make you feel calmer, I'll take you, but I have to check. 79 00:08:04,279 --> 00:08:05,600 All right, thank you. 80 00:08:13,079 --> 00:08:15,398 Do you really think you'll be able to sleep on that sofa? 81 00:08:16,198 --> 00:08:17,438 Yes, of course. 82 00:08:18,079 --> 00:08:19,678 I can sleep anywhere. 83 00:08:20,438 --> 00:08:23,078 Hello, I'm Dr. García. 84 00:08:23,678 --> 00:08:26,278 I think we've met before, is that possible? 85 00:08:26,678 --> 00:08:27,638 Yes. 86 00:08:28,277 --> 00:08:31,397 I shot my second film here, ten years ago. 87 00:08:31,477 --> 00:08:33,237 In this room and the one across the hall. 88 00:08:33,317 --> 00:08:34,357 Of course. 89 00:08:34,717 --> 00:08:36,797 I didn't see it, but I read somewhere 90 00:08:36,917 --> 00:08:40,316 that over time it had become a cult film. 91 00:08:40,397 --> 00:08:41,477 Doctor, excuse me, 92 00:08:41,556 --> 00:08:44,836 but I get the feeling nobody is really taking charge of what's happening to me. 93 00:08:44,916 --> 00:08:48,516 Yes, you have a horrible migraine. And you'd throw yourself out the window 94 00:08:48,596 --> 00:08:50,875 if you weren't here with this man. 95 00:08:50,956 --> 00:08:53,316 Beau, short for Bonifacio. 96 00:08:53,396 --> 00:08:54,516 Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. 97 00:08:54,595 --> 00:08:55,955 You've described it very well. 98 00:08:56,036 --> 00:08:57,836 One branch of my family gets migraines. 99 00:08:57,915 --> 00:08:59,155 Mine too. 100 00:08:59,675 --> 00:09:02,155 We've given you a very strong painkiller... 101 00:09:02,235 --> 00:09:04,194 and something else to calm you down. 102 00:09:04,275 --> 00:09:06,674 Thank you. You'll see, it'll pass very soon. 103 00:09:07,794 --> 00:09:09,635 What does that cult thing mean? 104 00:09:09,714 --> 00:09:11,514 Cult director? 105 00:09:11,594 --> 00:09:13,434 Do you belong to some sect? 106 00:09:13,874 --> 00:09:17,274 To the Evangelical church? I've heard they're intense. 107 00:09:18,193 --> 00:09:19,234 No. 108 00:09:19,874 --> 00:09:22,753 No, no, I'm not Evangelical. Uh... 109 00:09:24,113 --> 00:09:27,193 I've only directed two films, and neither of them worked. 110 00:09:27,273 --> 00:09:28,913 Oh, poor thing. That's awful. 111 00:09:28,992 --> 00:09:32,353 For them to be two cult films means that... 112 00:09:32,432 --> 00:09:34,672 most people weren't interested in them, 113 00:09:34,752 --> 00:09:36,392 that they were failures. 114 00:09:36,472 --> 00:09:40,152 But there is a small group of viewers who adore them. 115 00:09:40,511 --> 00:09:43,232 That's the cult, those few viewers. 116 00:09:43,312 --> 00:09:44,192 Ah. 117 00:09:44,552 --> 00:09:46,271 Well, look at that! Uh-huh. 118 00:09:46,352 --> 00:09:48,871 I never would have thought that's what cult meant. 119 00:09:49,231 --> 00:09:50,191 Mmm. 120 00:09:50,271 --> 00:09:53,031 Well, thank you for the masterclass. 121 00:09:53,111 --> 00:09:55,031 Now try to get some sleep. Okay. 122 00:09:55,111 --> 00:09:57,550 If you need anything, call with that button. 123 00:09:57,911 --> 00:10:00,550 With the rain and the long weekend, it's very lively here today. 124 00:10:00,631 --> 00:10:01,550 Uh-huh. 125 00:10:01,630 --> 00:10:03,470 Make a film about us. 126 00:10:03,550 --> 00:10:07,750 Bonifacio... What a beautiful name. 127 00:10:07,830 --> 00:10:08,830 Well... 128 00:10:09,910 --> 00:10:10,989 I'm leaving her in your hands. 129 00:10:11,070 --> 00:10:13,149 Yes, yes, that's what I'm here for. Don't worry. 130 00:10:13,950 --> 00:10:15,549 Don't I know you too? 131 00:10:15,629 --> 00:10:16,909 You look familiar. 132 00:10:17,549 --> 00:10:18,429 I don't know. 133 00:10:18,989 --> 00:10:19,909 I'm a firefighter. 134 00:10:19,989 --> 00:10:21,948 No, no, it's not from that. 135 00:10:22,669 --> 00:10:24,069 Oh... 136 00:10:25,628 --> 00:10:28,788 Have you recently been to a bachelorette party? 137 00:10:28,868 --> 00:10:33,187 Yes, a month ago, for a friend. I'm still hungover from it. 138 00:10:33,268 --> 00:10:34,147 How do you know? 139 00:10:34,947 --> 00:10:36,187 It must have been there. 140 00:10:37,987 --> 00:10:41,867 Bon... Beau is a stripper on weekends. 141 00:10:43,107 --> 00:10:44,107 Ah! 142 00:10:44,867 --> 00:10:46,107 Ah, well... 143 00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:48,467 Yes, that's where I know you from. 144 00:10:52,986 --> 00:10:54,506 Good night. Good night. 145 00:10:57,426 --> 00:10:58,346 She's nice, isn't she? 146 00:11:00,185 --> 00:11:03,785 You're already feeling better, right? Uh-huh. This stuff works. 147 00:11:04,585 --> 00:11:05,865 Give me a kiss. 148 00:11:05,945 --> 00:11:07,105 And two. 149 00:11:11,825 --> 00:11:13,705 Now go to sleep. Mmm. 150 00:11:15,464 --> 00:11:17,464 Okay, just one question. May I? 151 00:11:17,904 --> 00:11:18,984 Yes. 152 00:11:20,424 --> 00:11:23,623 Why did you tell the orderly to bring you to this room 153 00:11:23,704 --> 00:11:24,743 and not the other one? 154 00:11:26,584 --> 00:11:29,303 The scenes I shot here for my second film 155 00:11:29,383 --> 00:11:31,623 took place in these two rooms. 156 00:11:31,704 --> 00:11:33,783 One was the room the orderly was taking us to, 157 00:11:33,863 --> 00:11:35,743 and we also shot in this one. 158 00:11:36,143 --> 00:11:38,383 The sick woman in the other room died, 159 00:11:39,223 --> 00:11:41,862 and the one in this room survived. 160 00:11:42,663 --> 00:11:44,262 Ah, right. 161 00:11:44,822 --> 00:11:47,022 I'm not superstitious, but... 162 00:11:47,982 --> 00:11:50,182 cinema has something premonitory about it. 163 00:11:50,582 --> 00:11:53,861 Oh, does it? Mmm. Well, it's a theory of mine. 164 00:11:55,302 --> 00:11:58,981 And why haven't you made more films if you're a cult director? 165 00:12:01,381 --> 00:12:02,421 Well... 166 00:12:03,021 --> 00:12:05,620 Well, because I make much more money in advertising. 167 00:12:06,180 --> 00:12:07,501 I bought myself the house in Madrid, 168 00:12:07,580 --> 00:12:09,660 and I bought my mother another one in the village. 169 00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:13,060 And it's not like producers are chasing after me. 170 00:12:13,460 --> 00:12:15,660 I'm a bit odd for the industry. 171 00:12:16,060 --> 00:12:16,979 Right. 172 00:12:22,180 --> 00:12:23,339 Breakfast. 173 00:12:23,459 --> 00:12:25,219 Already? 174 00:12:25,299 --> 00:12:27,818 But we only fell asleep a little while ago... 175 00:12:27,899 --> 00:12:30,619 Well, you have to have breakfast. The doctor will come see you later. 176 00:12:31,018 --> 00:12:32,218 How are you feeling? 177 00:12:32,538 --> 00:12:34,338 Mmm... Groggy. 178 00:12:34,418 --> 00:12:36,858 Very good. But has the pain gone? 179 00:12:36,938 --> 00:12:38,578 Yes, yes, I think so. 180 00:12:42,777 --> 00:12:44,938 You look much better. Mmm... 181 00:12:45,017 --> 00:12:47,857 It hasn't completely gone, but I'd rather go home. 182 00:12:47,938 --> 00:12:48,897 Yes? Yes. 183 00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:50,097 Let's go. 184 00:12:57,696 --> 00:13:00,256 Why do you want your story to take place in 2004? 185 00:13:00,936 --> 00:13:04,256 Because it starts with my first panic attack, and that was that year. 186 00:13:04,736 --> 00:13:07,296 And because nowadays, thanks to reality shows, 187 00:13:07,376 --> 00:13:10,016 everyone knows what that kind of attack is. 188 00:13:10,095 --> 00:13:12,776 Now it's not so strange, but twenty years ago it was. 189 00:13:12,855 --> 00:13:16,455 And, well, Santi was a great help. 190 00:13:16,535 --> 00:13:18,175 Is it going to be very confessional? 191 00:13:18,814 --> 00:13:20,855 I'll try to make it as little so as possible, 192 00:13:20,935 --> 00:13:23,894 but you know reality always ends up slipping in 193 00:13:23,975 --> 00:13:25,255 without you noticing. 194 00:13:26,335 --> 00:13:30,254 Speaking of reality, I'd like to take... 195 00:13:30,814 --> 00:13:33,694 I don't know, at least three months off. 196 00:13:34,574 --> 00:13:35,693 What for? 197 00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:38,053 You don't even like taking time off. 198 00:13:38,493 --> 00:13:40,213 I have for the past few weeks. 199 00:13:41,253 --> 00:13:43,293 Are you going to say what you'll use them for? 200 00:13:43,933 --> 00:13:45,693 You're not going to leave me for someone else, are you? 201 00:13:45,773 --> 00:13:48,133 I told you the impasse I was in is over, 202 00:13:48,212 --> 00:13:50,733 and that in a few months we'll be preparing a new film. 203 00:13:50,812 --> 00:13:53,692 I'm not leaving you for someone else. And I'm not telling you anything more. 204 00:13:54,012 --> 00:13:56,732 Santi will make sure you remember your doctor's appointments, 205 00:13:56,811 --> 00:14:00,131 the retrospectives, and all the headaches that come your way. 206 00:14:00,212 --> 00:14:02,491 You've even arranged your replacement. 207 00:14:02,972 --> 00:14:04,491 You just keep writing. 208 00:14:05,091 --> 00:14:08,331 And I hope that in a few months you'll have typed "The End," 209 00:14:08,731 --> 00:14:10,851 and that you'll love the script you've written. 210 00:14:21,570 --> 00:14:24,649 Yes? Are you the ones who called me? 211 00:14:24,730 --> 00:14:26,329 Yes. Hi. 212 00:14:26,410 --> 00:14:27,610 Hi, how are you? Hi. 213 00:14:27,689 --> 00:14:28,610 Tell me. 214 00:14:28,689 --> 00:14:31,809 We're looking for a male strip club. 215 00:14:31,889 --> 00:14:33,209 To see some... 216 00:14:33,289 --> 00:14:37,568 Well, this is the stage. But they don't do strip shows here anymore. 217 00:14:37,929 --> 00:14:40,448 Oh, really? No, that's old-fashioned now. 218 00:14:40,529 --> 00:14:43,368 People come here to watch people fuck. 219 00:14:43,768 --> 00:14:45,808 Oh... People want to watch people fuck. 220 00:14:45,888 --> 00:14:49,207 If they want dancing or strip shows, they've got social media for that. 221 00:14:49,288 --> 00:14:50,287 Right, right. 222 00:14:50,368 --> 00:14:53,288 Everyone who comes here comes to fuck or watch people fuck. 223 00:14:53,367 --> 00:14:55,167 I see. Uh-huh. 224 00:14:55,247 --> 00:14:57,207 If you'd like, I'll show you a room I have 225 00:14:57,287 --> 00:15:00,446 with beautiful round beds covered in red velvet, 226 00:15:00,527 --> 00:15:03,567 for swingers. Come on, I'll show you. 227 00:15:03,647 --> 00:15:05,767 No, thank you. 228 00:15:05,846 --> 00:15:08,606 It's been a huge success. There's even a waiting list. 229 00:15:08,686 --> 00:15:09,686 Really? Seriously? 230 00:15:42,364 --> 00:15:43,803 Handsome! 231 00:15:43,884 --> 00:15:45,924 -Woo! -Handsome! 232 00:15:46,683 --> 00:15:48,564 You're so hot! 233 00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:58,482 -Woo! -Take it off! 234 00:16:03,042 --> 00:16:04,922 Oh my God! Take it off! 235 00:16:08,682 --> 00:16:13,041 Woo! Woo! Woo! 236 00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:17,201 Handsome! Handsome! 237 00:16:20,081 --> 00:16:21,920 Handsome! -He's gorgeous! 238 00:16:22,001 --> 00:16:24,560 You naughty boy, you naughty boy... 239 00:16:34,799 --> 00:16:38,040 -Oh my God! -Handsome! 240 00:16:49,678 --> 00:16:52,398 Take your shirt off! Come on! 241 00:16:53,398 --> 00:16:54,518 -I'll be right back. 242 00:16:57,398 --> 00:16:58,718 Take it off! 243 00:17:15,516 --> 00:17:18,396 Throw it to us! Come on! 244 00:17:18,476 --> 00:17:21,356 -Come on! -You dirty boy! 245 00:17:21,955 --> 00:17:23,116 Throw it over here! 246 00:17:31,915 --> 00:17:32,795 The bride? 247 00:17:32,875 --> 00:17:35,595 -Her! Her! The bride! The bride! 248 00:18:40,910 --> 00:18:43,869 -Take mine! Take mine! -Take it! Take it! Take it! 249 00:18:47,589 --> 00:18:49,349 Woo! 250 00:18:50,469 --> 00:18:54,309 Get rid of all the alcohol! From his feet...! 251 00:18:55,869 --> 00:18:57,068 Take it all off! 252 00:18:57,468 --> 00:18:58,908 Come on! 253 00:19:04,148 --> 00:19:05,748 Take it off. 254 00:19:05,828 --> 00:19:09,107 Off! -Take it off! Take it off! 255 00:19:09,187 --> 00:19:11,987 Take it off! Take it off! 256 00:19:14,147 --> 00:19:15,547 Woo! 257 00:19:15,627 --> 00:19:17,426 -Go on! -More! 258 00:19:37,345 --> 00:19:38,585 What an ass! 259 00:19:45,144 --> 00:19:46,664 Don't go! 260 00:19:46,745 --> 00:19:48,144 -No! -Come back! Come back! 261 00:19:48,225 --> 00:19:49,744 -Don't go! 262 00:20:09,183 --> 00:20:11,423 Hey, hey, hey! That costs another hundred euros, sweetheart. 263 00:20:11,502 --> 00:20:13,022 I'll pay you later. Really? 264 00:20:13,102 --> 00:20:15,702 I don't know how you will. I'd like to talk to you. 265 00:20:15,782 --> 00:20:17,742 You're not allowed in the dressing rooms! 266 00:20:17,822 --> 00:20:19,182 I'm here to offer you a job. 267 00:20:19,261 --> 00:20:22,662 Thanks, but I already have more than one job. It won't take long. 268 00:20:23,421 --> 00:20:25,061 By the way, my name's Elsa. 269 00:20:26,421 --> 00:20:28,221 I'm Bonifacio. Mmm. 270 00:20:28,861 --> 00:20:30,261 They introduced you as Beau. 271 00:20:30,341 --> 00:20:31,821 Yeah, that's my stage name. 272 00:20:34,581 --> 00:20:37,140 If you're offering me porn, you're wasting your time. 273 00:20:37,221 --> 00:20:38,940 Do I look like a porn director? 274 00:20:41,140 --> 00:20:42,620 No. 275 00:20:44,260 --> 00:20:45,459 Well, I don't really know what... 276 00:20:45,540 --> 00:20:47,420 Let me buy you a drink and I'll explain. 277 00:20:51,379 --> 00:20:52,659 Tell me what it's about first. 278 00:20:53,820 --> 00:20:56,899 People get us wrong all the time. At least me. 279 00:20:57,658 --> 00:20:59,339 I'm not for sale or for rent. 280 00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:02,019 It's for an underwear commercial. 281 00:21:02,098 --> 00:21:03,779 An underwear commercial? Uh-huh. 282 00:21:04,938 --> 00:21:06,898 And what do I have to do? Nothing. 283 00:21:06,979 --> 00:21:09,218 Wake up in a bed, sit up... 284 00:21:09,298 --> 00:21:11,377 Naked? No, in your underwear. 285 00:21:13,658 --> 00:21:15,178 That's all? Uh-huh. 286 00:21:15,257 --> 00:21:17,897 Although, you'll be in front of a whole crew 287 00:21:17,977 --> 00:21:19,298 filming you. 288 00:21:19,937 --> 00:21:22,417 Well... let's go get a drink, 289 00:21:23,257 --> 00:21:24,217 but it's on me. 290 00:21:24,577 --> 00:21:27,576 What did you do before becoming a stripper? Don't call me a stripper, please. 291 00:21:28,737 --> 00:21:29,816 I'm a firefighter. 292 00:21:31,097 --> 00:21:32,816 My calling is saving people. 293 00:21:35,016 --> 00:21:36,856 Well, that's what I do. 294 00:21:37,336 --> 00:21:38,216 Uh-huh... 295 00:21:38,296 --> 00:21:40,215 But since we get several days off... 296 00:21:40,615 --> 00:21:42,295 And I need the money. Mmm. 297 00:21:42,375 --> 00:21:44,536 My father's living in a care home. 298 00:21:44,615 --> 00:21:45,496 Mmm... 299 00:21:46,215 --> 00:21:49,615 An extra paycheck never hurts. I understand. 300 00:21:50,935 --> 00:21:52,495 So, tell me more about the commercial. 301 00:21:53,255 --> 00:21:55,655 Even though you've seen me dancing, I'm actually very shy. 302 00:21:55,734 --> 00:21:57,135 This is much easier. 303 00:21:57,814 --> 00:22:00,614 You're sitting on a bed, you've just woken up, 304 00:22:00,694 --> 00:22:02,214 staring into space... 305 00:22:04,053 --> 00:22:05,774 Hard? No. 306 00:22:06,214 --> 00:22:08,453 No, no, quite the opposite. Relaxed. 307 00:22:08,814 --> 00:22:11,014 Think about how you wake up on a normal day. 308 00:22:11,694 --> 00:22:13,413 A lot of times I wake up hard. 309 00:22:14,893 --> 00:22:17,933 Oh, well... you won't need that for this. 310 00:22:20,053 --> 00:22:22,452 But are you going to do close-ups of my package? 311 00:22:23,692 --> 00:22:26,052 Because that's the whole point, isn't it? 312 00:22:26,132 --> 00:22:28,292 No. It won't be that obvious. 313 00:22:28,892 --> 00:22:31,252 I'm surprised you're so shy about your body, 314 00:22:31,331 --> 00:22:33,092 you practically strip on stage. 315 00:22:33,171 --> 00:22:34,452 That's different. 316 00:22:34,971 --> 00:22:36,851 Mmm. I have fun doing it. 317 00:22:37,171 --> 00:22:38,531 It'll be the same in the commercial. 318 00:22:46,091 --> 00:22:48,050 Good morning. Hi. 319 00:22:48,571 --> 00:22:49,530 Are you okay? 320 00:22:49,610 --> 00:22:52,770 I'm a little groggy. I'm going to make some tea, okay? 321 00:22:52,850 --> 00:22:53,810 I'll be right there. 322 00:23:23,408 --> 00:23:25,967 "The headache is starting to ease, 323 00:23:28,047 --> 00:23:29,887 but the anxiety keeps growing." 324 00:23:33,367 --> 00:23:35,806 "I carefully describe 325 00:23:35,887 --> 00:23:38,487 every physical sensation I'm experiencing. 326 00:23:39,366 --> 00:23:40,806 It keeps me occupied. 327 00:23:46,366 --> 00:23:48,726 I have to keep my mind distracted. 328 00:23:49,965 --> 00:23:52,206 I can't concentrate. 329 00:23:54,525 --> 00:23:55,965 I can only write... 330 00:23:57,005 --> 00:23:58,365 about what's happening right now. 331 00:24:14,564 --> 00:24:17,243 I admire how easily Beau falls asleep." 332 00:24:20,043 --> 00:24:21,803 "It's a gift I don't have." 333 00:24:34,842 --> 00:24:40,681 "It moves me to have such a beautiful creature asleep beside me. 334 00:24:44,681 --> 00:24:48,201 My eyes travel over his body like a landscape. 335 00:24:53,801 --> 00:24:55,360 And, for some reason, 336 00:24:55,441 --> 00:24:59,640 I think that someday I'm going to make him suffer." 337 00:25:29,998 --> 00:25:31,998 Hi. Hi. Did I wake you? 338 00:25:32,318 --> 00:25:33,717 "No, I'm working." 339 00:25:33,798 --> 00:25:34,997 How are you? 340 00:25:35,077 --> 00:25:37,157 "I had a terrible headache. 341 00:25:37,477 --> 00:25:40,037 Two Innograms got rid of it, but I still feel awful. 342 00:25:40,117 --> 00:25:41,357 I don't know what's wrong with me." 343 00:25:41,796 --> 00:25:42,717 Are you sweating? 344 00:25:43,036 --> 00:25:43,957 Yes. 345 00:25:44,397 --> 00:25:46,196 "And are you feeling nauseous, even if you're not throwing up?" 346 00:25:46,277 --> 00:25:47,356 Oh, yes. 347 00:25:47,797 --> 00:25:49,597 My stomach's all upset. 348 00:25:50,676 --> 00:25:52,276 That's a panic attack. 349 00:25:52,915 --> 00:25:55,076 Has it never happened before? "No." 350 00:25:55,156 --> 00:25:56,755 "Well, now you know what it is. 351 00:25:57,236 --> 00:25:59,635 It'll go away with an anti-anxiety pill under your tongue. 352 00:25:59,716 --> 00:26:01,396 Do you have any 0.5 Trankizolan?" 353 00:26:01,475 --> 00:26:02,636 No. 354 00:26:02,715 --> 00:26:05,075 But I can buy it at any pharmacy, right? 355 00:26:05,155 --> 00:26:06,395 They'll ask for a prescription. 356 00:26:06,995 --> 00:26:09,195 I usually have some... 357 00:26:09,274 --> 00:26:11,115 But, as it happens, I've run out. 358 00:26:11,194 --> 00:26:13,754 "Can you call your psychiatrist and have her prescribe it for me?" 359 00:26:13,834 --> 00:26:15,474 Elsa, do you know what time it is? 360 00:26:16,154 --> 00:26:17,674 "I feel terrible." 361 00:26:19,994 --> 00:26:23,393 Well, since it's a holiday weekend, maybe she hasn't gone to bed yet. 362 00:26:31,193 --> 00:26:32,313 "Hello." 363 00:26:32,393 --> 00:26:33,553 Hi, Patricia. 364 00:26:33,633 --> 00:26:36,593 My psychiatrist is away, but she'll be back tomorrow and could see you. 365 00:26:37,632 --> 00:26:39,712 Will I make it until tomorrow? 366 00:26:40,312 --> 00:26:42,752 The first thing you need to do is stop worrying. 367 00:26:43,432 --> 00:26:46,712 Hey, call Gabriela. I'm sure she's got some Trankizolan. 368 00:26:46,792 --> 00:26:48,471 Gabriela's having a party tonight. 369 00:26:48,792 --> 00:26:51,071 She invited me. I told her no, that I was tired. 370 00:26:51,152 --> 00:26:52,871 She insisted. You know how pushy she is. 371 00:26:52,952 --> 00:26:54,311 That's the quickest way. 372 00:26:54,391 --> 00:26:56,511 Okay, I'll go to Gabriela's. 373 00:26:56,591 --> 00:26:58,071 Sorry, Patricia, and thank you. 374 00:26:58,151 --> 00:26:59,951 Send me your psychiatrist's number. 375 00:27:00,031 --> 00:27:02,190 "I'll send it right away." Thanks. 376 00:27:03,391 --> 00:27:05,350 I think it'd be best if you went in alone. 377 00:27:05,670 --> 00:27:06,830 I'll call and tell her. 378 00:27:06,910 --> 00:27:07,990 Me? Alone? Yes. 379 00:27:08,350 --> 00:27:09,190 No. 380 00:27:09,670 --> 00:27:10,910 I'm scared of her. 381 00:27:10,990 --> 00:27:13,429 If you're scared of her, and she's your friend, imagine me. 382 00:27:14,509 --> 00:27:16,309 If she sees me, she'll insist I stay. 383 00:27:16,390 --> 00:27:17,989 She won't let me leave that easily. 384 00:27:18,309 --> 00:27:19,669 I don't know, tell her you're sick. 385 00:27:20,189 --> 00:27:22,989 How am I supposed to go in alone? It'll be my first time... 386 00:27:23,069 --> 00:27:25,068 She knows you, and she likes you. 387 00:27:25,149 --> 00:27:26,109 Shit... 388 00:27:26,468 --> 00:27:27,308 Even worse! 389 00:27:28,828 --> 00:27:31,028 Tell her I'm not feeling well and you're in a hurry. 390 00:27:32,308 --> 00:27:35,228 I'll do whatever you say, but she's going to think it's weird. 391 00:27:35,308 --> 00:27:36,988 Honestly, she won't notice. 392 00:27:37,068 --> 00:27:38,868 She's always wrapped up in her own world. 393 00:27:40,867 --> 00:27:42,588 All right, I'm going in. Give her a heads-up. 394 00:27:50,706 --> 00:27:51,546 She's not answering. 395 00:27:52,147 --> 00:27:54,826 Look at the camera. Look at the camera, please. 396 00:27:55,706 --> 00:27:57,626 "What am I doing here?" 397 00:27:57,706 --> 00:27:59,586 And smile as you face the future, 398 00:27:59,666 --> 00:28:03,226 which looks dark, uncertain, unpredictable, and dystopian. 399 00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:05,385 In the meantime, keep smiling. 400 00:28:05,466 --> 00:28:08,745 Put on your best face for the future. That's important for the photo. 401 00:28:08,825 --> 00:28:13,105 That's the basis of resistance, optimism in the face of bombs. 402 00:28:14,105 --> 00:28:15,025 Thank you. 403 00:28:23,544 --> 00:28:25,224 You have a phone call. 404 00:28:26,264 --> 00:28:27,944 -Oh, Elsa. I'll be right back. 405 00:28:29,943 --> 00:28:30,944 Hello? 406 00:28:31,063 --> 00:28:32,064 "Hi, Gaby." 407 00:28:32,143 --> 00:28:34,183 I'm so glad you decided to come. 408 00:28:34,263 --> 00:28:36,263 I was just talking about you with Barenboim. 409 00:28:36,343 --> 00:28:37,943 No, no, I can't come, Gaby. 410 00:28:38,023 --> 00:28:40,183 But listen carefully, I'm sending Beau over 411 00:28:40,263 --> 00:28:42,343 so you can give him a few Trankizolan pills. 412 00:28:42,422 --> 00:28:43,782 You've got some at home, right? 413 00:28:44,183 --> 00:28:46,662 Of course I do, and cocaine and a wonderful dinner too. 414 00:28:46,742 --> 00:28:49,102 Barenboim was craving Argentinian milanesa, 415 00:28:49,182 --> 00:28:51,342 "so I've made plenty of steaks. You love them." 416 00:28:51,422 --> 00:28:53,782 I do. You're coming with your boyfriend, right? 417 00:28:54,262 --> 00:28:56,062 "No, Gaby, he's coming alone." 418 00:28:56,141 --> 00:28:59,581 I'm in the middle of a full-blown anxiety attack and I need Trankizolan. 419 00:28:59,662 --> 00:29:02,021 I can't go to a pharmacy because I don't have a prescription. 420 00:29:02,901 --> 00:29:04,861 And honestly, I feel awful... 421 00:29:04,941 --> 00:29:06,941 What you need is a good party. 422 00:29:07,021 --> 00:29:09,020 "Gaby, seriously. Please, I can't." 423 00:29:09,101 --> 00:29:11,660 Come on, half an hour. You can talk to Barenboim, 424 00:29:11,741 --> 00:29:14,460 "who's determined to have you direct a Magic Flute, 425 00:29:14,540 --> 00:29:16,300 grab the Trankizolan, and then leave." 426 00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:17,500 Gaby, please. 427 00:29:17,900 --> 00:29:19,579 You're so stubborn. 428 00:29:19,660 --> 00:29:22,420 Well then... come on, buzz us in. We're at the door. 429 00:29:23,179 --> 00:29:25,539 Oh, you're here. I'll let you in right now. 430 00:29:27,859 --> 00:29:29,019 Here she comes... 431 00:29:29,819 --> 00:29:31,139 Hi. 432 00:29:31,778 --> 00:29:34,698 You look awful. I told you, I feel terrible. 433 00:29:35,139 --> 00:29:37,099 Don't worry, let's go up to my room 434 00:29:37,178 --> 00:29:38,498 so we can talk in peace. 435 00:29:39,498 --> 00:29:40,418 Poor thing... 436 00:29:41,938 --> 00:29:44,898 I feel bad showing up and bothering you like this. You did the right thing. 437 00:29:44,978 --> 00:29:46,897 I've got a whole box of Trankizolan. 438 00:29:46,978 --> 00:29:49,337 I'll give you one blister pack and keep the other for myself tomorrow. 439 00:29:49,418 --> 00:29:50,977 I've still got a long night ahead. 440 00:29:51,057 --> 00:29:53,577 Come in, come in. The place is a total mess. 441 00:29:53,657 --> 00:29:55,377 You know what my parties are like. 442 00:29:55,457 --> 00:29:57,537 Lie down here, you're not well. With our coats on? 443 00:29:57,617 --> 00:29:58,737 Yes, right here. 444 00:30:00,296 --> 00:30:03,616 Here, take this whole blister pack. Okay? 445 00:30:04,056 --> 00:30:07,736 Put one under your tongue and you'll see, it'll work like magic. 446 00:30:07,816 --> 00:30:09,296 In twenty minutes you'll feel like new. 447 00:30:09,376 --> 00:30:11,256 No one will bother you up here. 448 00:30:11,336 --> 00:30:12,616 Can I lie down too? 449 00:30:12,696 --> 00:30:15,376 Of course, unless you'd rather come down to the party. 450 00:30:15,455 --> 00:30:17,735 I'd rather stay with Elsa. Would you like something to drink? 451 00:30:17,815 --> 00:30:18,936 No, I'm fine, thanks. 452 00:30:19,015 --> 00:30:21,414 In half an hour, if you're feeling better, 453 00:30:21,495 --> 00:30:24,055 I'll bring Barenboim up so you can chat for a while. 454 00:30:24,135 --> 00:30:26,055 No, please, Gaby. I can't, I can't. 455 00:30:26,135 --> 00:30:27,415 All right, I won't insist. 456 00:30:27,494 --> 00:30:29,974 Rest as long as you like. Thank you so much. 457 00:30:31,094 --> 00:30:32,174 What a shame. 458 00:30:32,774 --> 00:30:33,654 What is? 459 00:30:33,734 --> 00:30:35,974 Since you're here, you could give us a striptease. 460 00:30:36,574 --> 00:30:37,534 Uh... 461 00:30:38,053 --> 00:30:39,933 This isn't the right time, Gaby. 462 00:30:40,014 --> 00:30:43,173 I know. But you promised me you'd do a striptease at one of my parties. 463 00:30:43,253 --> 00:30:44,093 The full thing. 464 00:30:44,174 --> 00:30:46,893 Another time. 465 00:30:46,973 --> 00:30:49,532 Next time, no excuses. I'll leave you two alone. 466 00:30:52,172 --> 00:30:54,772 Damn, that took forever. She's unbelievable. 467 00:31:01,852 --> 00:31:03,492 What are you doing here? 468 00:31:03,852 --> 00:31:05,932 Hey, Amaia. How are you? Good. 469 00:31:07,332 --> 00:31:09,411 Elsa wasn't feeling well. 470 00:31:09,491 --> 00:31:11,131 Oh no! What happened? What's wrong? 471 00:31:11,211 --> 00:31:12,171 Nothing. 472 00:31:12,251 --> 00:31:13,530 Are you singing tonight? 473 00:31:13,611 --> 00:31:15,811 Yes, I'll be singing later. Mmm. 474 00:31:15,890 --> 00:31:18,930 Hey, but how did you get in? I didn't even notice. 475 00:31:19,050 --> 00:31:21,650 Mmm... It's a long story, Amaia. 476 00:31:21,731 --> 00:31:24,090 We came straight up here, to the bedroom. 477 00:31:24,170 --> 00:31:25,530 Oh, okay. 478 00:31:25,610 --> 00:31:27,610 I'd love to hear you sing, 479 00:31:27,690 --> 00:31:29,490 but I'm not up to going to the party. 480 00:31:29,569 --> 00:31:31,369 No, don't even think about it. 481 00:31:31,450 --> 00:31:33,090 We came for Trankizolan, 482 00:31:33,169 --> 00:31:35,249 because Elsa was having an anxiety attack. 483 00:31:35,369 --> 00:31:37,129 Mmm. Oh, you poor thing... 484 00:31:38,089 --> 00:31:40,249 Come on, I'll sing anything you want. 485 00:31:40,329 --> 00:31:41,169 Really? 486 00:31:41,248 --> 00:31:43,448 Would you like something by Chavela? I know you love her. 487 00:31:43,529 --> 00:31:45,169 I only discovered her recently, and I love her. 488 00:31:45,569 --> 00:31:47,008 Oh yes, I'd love that. 489 00:31:47,089 --> 00:31:48,728 Thank you so much. Perfect. 490 00:31:49,408 --> 00:31:51,128 Now then, what key was it? 491 00:32:01,687 --> 00:32:05,127 ♪ Little by little, 492 00:32:06,527 --> 00:32:09,766 ♪ we quietly say goodbye 493 00:32:11,087 --> 00:32:15,766 ♪ to the little things. 494 00:32:17,646 --> 00:32:21,445 ♪ Just like a tree, 495 00:32:22,405 --> 00:32:25,366 ♪ in autumn, 496 00:32:26,445 --> 00:32:32,045 ♪ loses all its leaves. 497 00:32:33,965 --> 00:32:39,484 ♪ In the end, sadness... ♪ 498 00:32:39,564 --> 00:32:42,564 ♪ ...is the slow death 499 00:32:44,004 --> 00:32:49,163 ♪ of life's simple things. 500 00:32:50,923 --> 00:32:55,043 ♪ Those simple things... 501 00:32:55,643 --> 00:32:59,122 ♪ that keep aching 502 00:32:59,962 --> 00:33:03,002 ♪ deep in your heart. ♪ 503 00:33:08,762 --> 00:33:12,601 ♪ We always return 504 00:33:12,962 --> 00:33:16,001 ♪ to the old places 505 00:33:16,082 --> 00:33:21,081 ♪ where we loved life. 506 00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:25,401 ♪ And then we realize 507 00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:28,880 ♪ how absent 508 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:33,680 ♪ the things we loved have become. 509 00:33:35,759 --> 00:33:40,959 ♪ That's why, my girl, 510 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:45,079 ♪ don't leave now 511 00:33:46,558 --> 00:33:51,079 ♪ dreaming of coming back. 512 00:33:53,598 --> 00:33:57,158 ♪ Because love is simple, 513 00:33:57,758 --> 00:34:01,517 ♪ and simple things 514 00:34:03,037 --> 00:34:08,157 ♪ are devoured by time. 515 00:34:11,037 --> 00:34:15,636 ♪ We always return 516 00:34:16,756 --> 00:34:21,556 ♪ to the old places 517 00:34:23,836 --> 00:34:26,836 ♪ where we loved... 518 00:34:28,275 --> 00:34:32,955 ♪ life. ♪ 519 00:34:41,755 --> 00:34:43,914 Hi, Monica. How are you, Santi? 520 00:34:44,594 --> 00:34:46,434 I'm off. I've got a tennis game. 521 00:34:46,514 --> 00:34:49,034 I sent several emails to remind Raúl. 522 00:34:49,114 --> 00:34:51,474 Did you get them? Yes, I passed them all on. 523 00:34:51,554 --> 00:34:53,633 Don't worry. You have to keep reminding him. 524 00:34:53,714 --> 00:34:55,273 You'll always have to insist. 525 00:34:55,354 --> 00:34:57,113 I'll call to see how you're doing. 526 00:34:57,193 --> 00:34:58,954 All right, but don't worry. 527 00:34:59,033 --> 00:35:01,273 Sort out your own life and think about yourself. 528 00:35:01,593 --> 00:35:03,833 That's exactly what I'm doing, but Raúl isn't used to it. 529 00:35:03,912 --> 00:35:06,833 Yeah, I know. Well, he'll have to get used to it. 530 00:35:06,913 --> 00:35:08,192 Just keep at it. 531 00:35:09,152 --> 00:35:10,753 I will. I know him. 532 00:35:11,112 --> 00:35:12,752 See you later. See you. 533 00:35:15,672 --> 00:35:18,152 I came to say goodbye, just like I told you on the phone. 534 00:35:18,232 --> 00:35:20,032 So you haven't changed your mind? 535 00:35:20,671 --> 00:35:23,232 Anyway, let me tell you what's just come in. 536 00:35:23,311 --> 00:35:25,751 The Cervantes Institute in Los Angeles 537 00:35:25,832 --> 00:35:28,711 is inviting you to give a talk and inaugurate its Spanish library. 538 00:35:28,791 --> 00:35:31,431 You know my back isn't up to flying to Los Angeles. 539 00:35:31,511 --> 00:35:33,670 You've been paying me to tell them that until now. 540 00:35:34,070 --> 00:35:38,830 An LGBTQ association wants to give you its Feather of the Year award. 541 00:35:39,310 --> 00:35:41,830 Why? I haven't done anything special this year. 542 00:35:41,910 --> 00:35:44,190 Nor last year, but it won't kill you to go. 543 00:35:44,270 --> 00:35:46,749 You show up, accept the award, and support the community. 544 00:35:46,829 --> 00:35:48,109 It'll look bad if you don't. 545 00:35:49,229 --> 00:35:51,669 I've got several more offers, but I know the answer. 546 00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:54,549 If you want, I'll read them. No. That's not necessary. Thanks. 547 00:35:54,629 --> 00:35:57,429 Santiago has everything. Oh, and Qatar invited you too. 548 00:35:57,509 --> 00:36:00,109 They're holding the first edition of a film festival. 549 00:36:00,188 --> 00:36:03,308 It would only be one day, and they're offering you a fortune: €200,000. 550 00:36:03,388 --> 00:36:04,428 Seriously? 551 00:36:04,509 --> 00:36:06,348 You know the Qataris don't hold back 552 00:36:06,428 --> 00:36:08,068 when it comes to culture and sports. 553 00:36:08,148 --> 00:36:10,228 And your name carries prestige. That's incredible! 554 00:36:10,307 --> 00:36:12,708 What should I tell them? That not everything has a price. 555 00:36:14,788 --> 00:36:16,347 And with that, I'm saying goodbye, Raúl. 556 00:36:16,428 --> 00:36:18,707 I heard you, but I'd rather be the one to say goodbye. 557 00:36:19,787 --> 00:36:20,867 Come with me to the kitchen. 558 00:36:23,707 --> 00:36:25,307 I'm the one who's leaving. 559 00:36:25,386 --> 00:36:28,266 You've put up with me for a lot of years, my dear. 560 00:36:28,347 --> 00:36:30,466 You deserve compensation. 561 00:36:30,546 --> 00:36:33,146 I'll speak to my accountant and have the paperwork drawn up. 562 00:36:33,226 --> 00:36:35,826 Besides, you'll get two years of unemployment benefits. 563 00:36:36,546 --> 00:36:38,066 Thank you so much. 564 00:36:38,145 --> 00:36:43,345 It's the least I can do after twenty years of loyalty and care. 565 00:36:46,265 --> 00:36:48,025 I'm really going to miss you. 566 00:36:49,104 --> 00:36:50,305 I'm going to miss you too. 567 00:36:50,385 --> 00:36:51,825 Would you like some chocolate? 568 00:36:51,904 --> 00:36:53,104 No, thanks. 569 00:36:53,664 --> 00:36:56,824 And now that I won't be around, please take care of yourself. 570 00:36:56,944 --> 00:36:59,944 Enjoy life, get out of the house, live... 571 00:37:00,024 --> 00:37:02,104 There's more to life than writing and making films. 572 00:37:02,184 --> 00:37:03,304 Not for me. 573 00:37:03,383 --> 00:37:04,984 Santi's taking care of everything. 574 00:37:05,063 --> 00:37:07,584 If he runs into any problems, he knows he can call me. 575 00:37:07,663 --> 00:37:09,703 And listen to him once in a while, he lives with you. 576 00:37:09,783 --> 00:37:11,703 He already started nagging me. 577 00:37:12,943 --> 00:37:15,302 Don't you want a coffee? No, I don't want anything, thanks. 578 00:37:16,142 --> 00:37:18,423 Aren't you going to tell me why you're leaving? 579 00:37:18,502 --> 00:37:20,622 Yes, of course. 580 00:37:21,982 --> 00:37:24,782 I'm helping my friend Elena. 581 00:37:25,182 --> 00:37:27,302 Your friend Elena? Yes. 582 00:37:27,822 --> 00:37:30,261 I thought she'd disappeared from your life years ago. 583 00:37:30,342 --> 00:37:33,701 She never disappeared completely, and now she needs me. 584 00:37:35,022 --> 00:37:37,900 Her son has been diagnosed with a tumor, and he's going into surgery. 585 00:37:38,501 --> 00:37:42,460 He only has a fifty-fifty chance of surviving the operation. 586 00:37:43,180 --> 00:37:44,260 I'm so sorry. 587 00:37:46,380 --> 00:37:49,780 I want to go through this ordeal with her, wherever the future takes us. 588 00:37:50,300 --> 00:37:51,339 What about her husband? 589 00:37:51,420 --> 00:37:54,220 He disappeared a long time ago. We don't need him. 590 00:37:54,300 --> 00:37:55,899 I never would've imagined... 591 00:37:55,980 --> 00:37:58,740 I didn't want to tell you over the phone. I understand... 592 00:37:58,819 --> 00:38:00,940 If anything important comes up, I'll send it to you, 593 00:38:01,019 --> 00:38:02,779 but my mind will be elsewhere. 594 00:38:02,859 --> 00:38:05,218 Of course. Santi will love keeping me on track. 595 00:38:05,539 --> 00:38:08,498 Let him take care of you. I've been letting him for a while now. 596 00:38:08,579 --> 00:38:11,339 Your endocrinologist appointment and colonoscopy are at the end of the month. 597 00:38:11,418 --> 00:38:12,498 Don't skip them. 598 00:38:12,578 --> 00:38:15,897 And about Qatar, if you're tempted, you should answer them soon. 599 00:38:15,978 --> 00:38:17,658 It's a lot of money. Think about it. 600 00:38:17,738 --> 00:38:19,698 Who can think about Qatar right now? 601 00:38:20,337 --> 00:38:21,537 Call me anytime. 602 00:38:21,618 --> 00:38:24,577 If you need to vent or anything else. 603 00:38:25,697 --> 00:38:26,897 Thank you. 604 00:39:05,094 --> 00:39:06,174 Natalia? 605 00:39:06,254 --> 00:39:07,614 Hi, Elsa. 606 00:39:08,094 --> 00:39:09,094 "Hi." 607 00:39:09,414 --> 00:39:10,933 Hey, I wasn't sure 608 00:39:11,014 --> 00:39:13,013 whether you were coming this holiday weekend. 609 00:39:13,614 --> 00:39:14,853 Oh. 610 00:39:15,333 --> 00:39:16,853 Well... 611 00:39:16,933 --> 00:39:19,653 I just got home... from the hospital, 612 00:39:19,733 --> 00:39:22,773 where I spent the whole night with gastroenteritis. 613 00:39:22,852 --> 00:39:25,933 Sweetheart, I think it's best if I stay home and rest these next few days. 614 00:39:26,012 --> 00:39:27,292 "But are you okay?" 615 00:39:27,692 --> 00:39:29,212 Yeah, same as always. 616 00:39:29,292 --> 00:39:33,172 Right... Take care, sweetheart. I'll call you when I've got my head straight, okay? 617 00:39:33,251 --> 00:39:35,092 Okay. Love you. 618 00:39:35,171 --> 00:39:36,212 "Love you." 619 00:39:39,932 --> 00:39:41,172 That was Natalia. 620 00:39:41,251 --> 00:39:44,371 I'd told her I might go visit her this weekend. 621 00:39:44,931 --> 00:39:46,130 And she's calling at this hour? 622 00:39:46,731 --> 00:39:48,210 She probably doesn't even know what time it is. 623 00:39:49,131 --> 00:39:50,530 You should get some rest. 624 00:39:50,611 --> 00:39:52,210 Yeah, that's what I told her. 625 00:39:52,850 --> 00:39:55,650 But... I'd completely forgotten. 626 00:39:55,730 --> 00:39:58,090 Honey, I should go to the park today. Mmm. 627 00:39:59,370 --> 00:40:01,889 I could call in sick, but I really should go. 628 00:40:01,970 --> 00:40:05,049 No, no, you go. Go do what you have to do. 629 00:40:05,129 --> 00:40:06,530 I'm fine, honestly. 630 00:40:07,169 --> 00:40:09,729 Now I've got the pills if the anxiety comes back. 631 00:40:24,168 --> 00:40:26,688 How am I feeling today? 632 00:40:42,686 --> 00:40:44,326 Dr. Potau, please? 633 00:40:44,446 --> 00:40:45,726 "Speaking." 634 00:40:45,806 --> 00:40:47,686 Patricia Otero gave me your number. 635 00:40:48,526 --> 00:40:50,006 "Yes, she called me last night." 636 00:40:50,566 --> 00:40:51,965 Could I see you this afternoon? 637 00:40:52,046 --> 00:40:54,126 "Would eight o'clock work for you?" Yes. 638 00:40:54,205 --> 00:40:56,925 Patricia will give me your address. Thank you very much. 639 00:41:05,765 --> 00:41:07,884 "How are you doing, sweetheart?" Good. 640 00:41:08,484 --> 00:41:10,165 I've packed my afternoon with appointments. 641 00:41:10,244 --> 00:41:12,484 I'm on my way to the movies, but I don't know when I'll get there. 642 00:41:12,564 --> 00:41:14,004 I'm stuck in traffic. 643 00:41:14,084 --> 00:41:16,083 After that I'm meeting Patricia at her place, 644 00:41:16,164 --> 00:41:18,963 and then her psychiatrist. But you're okay, right? 645 00:41:19,044 --> 00:41:22,403 Yeah, yeah. Just a little overwhelmed by the crowds. 646 00:41:22,483 --> 00:41:25,323 I'd forgotten it's Christmas as well as a holiday weekend. 647 00:41:25,403 --> 00:41:26,963 "So I don't need to worry?" 648 00:41:27,523 --> 00:41:29,643 No, no. How's your day going? 649 00:41:29,723 --> 00:41:33,083 Good, sweetheart. It's been a pretty quiet day. 650 00:41:33,163 --> 00:41:34,682 "You're not too tired?" 651 00:41:34,762 --> 00:41:36,042 No, I managed to get a little rest. 652 00:41:37,242 --> 00:41:40,242 Damn, I spoke too soon... Can you hear the alarm? Love you. 653 00:41:40,322 --> 00:41:42,122 "...a person trapped inside." 654 00:41:42,202 --> 00:41:43,202 -Let's go! Move! 655 00:41:43,282 --> 00:41:46,001 "One from Quintero. Two from Bonifacio. 656 00:41:46,082 --> 00:41:48,481 Three from Óscar. Four from Gonzalo." 657 00:41:51,481 --> 00:41:54,041 -That's how it goes. -Come on! Move! 658 00:41:56,160 --> 00:41:58,041 Come on! Let's go, José! 659 00:42:17,919 --> 00:42:18,839 Excuse me. 660 00:42:42,677 --> 00:42:44,676 Hi. Hi. How are you? 661 00:42:49,516 --> 00:42:51,917 Natalia called me this morning from her village. 662 00:42:51,996 --> 00:42:54,956 I told her I might stop by, but after my scare... 663 00:42:55,036 --> 00:42:56,636 She isn't working much these days, is she? Mmm. 664 00:42:56,716 --> 00:42:58,596 I haven't seen her in any commercials lately. 665 00:42:58,675 --> 00:43:01,435 She's still back in the village with her parents until she gets back on her feet, 666 00:43:01,516 --> 00:43:04,396 but that'll take a while. Lorenzo, look who's here. 667 00:43:04,475 --> 00:43:06,115 Hi. -Did you bring me a present? 668 00:43:06,195 --> 00:43:08,275 Yes. But first you have to give me a kiss. No. 669 00:43:08,355 --> 00:43:11,795 -Hey! Lorenzo, don't be rude. What do you say? 670 00:43:11,875 --> 00:43:13,155 Nothing. 671 00:43:13,234 --> 00:43:15,755 You can have it anyway. He's a little brute. Sorry. 672 00:43:18,954 --> 00:43:20,354 Are you watching the movie? 673 00:43:20,434 --> 00:43:22,354 I've got it on. Mmm. 674 00:43:22,434 --> 00:43:25,994 -♪ Like the green chili, Llorona... ♪ 675 00:43:26,074 --> 00:43:30,553 By then she was already losing her voice, but she knew exactly how to use it. 676 00:43:32,153 --> 00:43:36,473 Mmm. I've probably heard Chavela sing "La Llorona" over fifty times. 677 00:43:36,913 --> 00:43:39,392 Every performance was different, and every one made me cry. 678 00:43:42,432 --> 00:43:44,152 I've got several versions. 679 00:43:46,152 --> 00:43:49,232 I think I have the last one. Would you like to hear it? 680 00:43:49,312 --> 00:43:51,712 -♪ Llorona... ♪ 681 00:44:02,351 --> 00:44:03,631 "Oh... 682 00:44:04,151 --> 00:44:06,351 my Llorona. 683 00:44:06,430 --> 00:44:09,750 Llorona, Llorona. 684 00:44:10,990 --> 00:44:13,550 Take me to the river." 685 00:44:14,510 --> 00:44:17,630 During her last concerts... "Cover me." 686 00:44:18,270 --> 00:44:22,629 ...as she kept losing her voice... "With your shawl, Llorona." 687 00:44:22,710 --> 00:44:27,989 ...she barely sang the song anymore. "Because I'm freezing." 688 00:44:28,389 --> 00:44:29,789 She spoke it. 689 00:44:30,229 --> 00:44:32,188 "Come, cover me." 690 00:44:32,549 --> 00:44:33,669 She whispered it. 691 00:44:33,748 --> 00:44:37,788 "With your shawl, Llorona. 692 00:44:37,868 --> 00:44:39,268 Because... 693 00:44:40,508 --> 00:44:43,228 I'm freezing. 694 00:44:45,667 --> 00:44:51,907 ♪ If, because I love you, 695 00:44:51,987 --> 00:44:55,386 ♪ you want, 696 00:44:56,787 --> 00:44:59,826 ♪ for me to love you even more. 697 00:45:02,306 --> 00:45:03,426 ♪ If... 698 00:45:04,666 --> 00:45:10,266 ♪ because I love you, Llorona, 699 00:45:10,345 --> 00:45:15,786 ♪ you want me to love you even more. 700 00:45:16,465 --> 00:45:21,465 ♪ When I've already given you my life, 701 00:45:21,545 --> 00:45:27,504 ♪ Llorona, what more do you want? You want more. ♪ 702 00:45:29,784 --> 00:45:31,224 -It's chilling. 703 00:45:31,584 --> 00:45:32,784 Mmm, yes. 704 00:45:33,944 --> 00:45:35,384 I'll make the tea. 705 00:45:45,503 --> 00:45:47,943 ♪ End it once and for all, 706 00:45:48,503 --> 00:45:54,142 ♪ with one single blow. 707 00:45:55,382 --> 00:46:01,221 ♪ Why do you want to kill me little by little? 708 00:46:02,222 --> 00:46:07,861 ♪ If the day will come when you leave me, 709 00:46:08,941 --> 00:46:14,540 ♪ then I'd rather, my love, it be tonight. 710 00:46:15,620 --> 00:46:21,540 ♪ I liked December for you to leave me, 711 00:46:22,660 --> 00:46:23,620 ♪ let it be... ♪ 712 00:46:24,620 --> 00:46:27,620 ♪ ...your cruel goodbye, my Christmas. 713 00:46:29,179 --> 00:46:33,939 ♪ I don't want to start the new year... ♪ 714 00:46:34,019 --> 00:46:35,939 -Please turn off the song! 715 00:46:36,018 --> 00:46:41,339 * ♪ ...with this same love that hurts me so much. ♪ 716 00:46:45,378 --> 00:46:48,818 "Bitter Christmas." What a fitting title. 717 00:47:05,136 --> 00:47:06,176 Look. 718 00:47:07,856 --> 00:47:10,456 A friend went to Paris for the long weekend 719 00:47:10,816 --> 00:47:13,856 and sent me this photo asking if that isn't my husband. 720 00:47:16,856 --> 00:47:18,655 Ricardo is also in Paris, 721 00:47:19,456 --> 00:47:21,335 on a business trip, according to him. 722 00:47:22,135 --> 00:47:23,176 What do you mean? 723 00:47:23,255 --> 00:47:24,415 It's him! 724 00:47:25,295 --> 00:47:27,375 You can't even see anyone's face, Patricia. 725 00:47:35,095 --> 00:47:36,014 Look. 726 00:47:38,494 --> 00:47:41,853 It might not be him. It's a very unclear image, look. 727 00:47:41,934 --> 00:47:43,373 I recognize his jacket, 728 00:47:44,934 --> 00:47:46,334 his trousers, 729 00:47:47,493 --> 00:47:48,893 the way he hugs... 730 00:47:50,653 --> 00:47:51,852 It's him, Elsa. 731 00:47:57,293 --> 00:47:58,332 Should I answer? 732 00:47:59,452 --> 00:48:00,492 Give it here. 733 00:48:14,131 --> 00:48:15,211 Oh... 734 00:48:18,891 --> 00:48:21,011 Trankizolan, under the tongue. 735 00:48:21,370 --> 00:48:22,490 There. 736 00:48:24,010 --> 00:48:24,930 Easy. 737 00:48:27,410 --> 00:48:28,970 How are you feeling now? 738 00:48:29,050 --> 00:48:32,370 Good. I haven't had any symptoms for the last two hours. 739 00:48:32,770 --> 00:48:34,089 They flew by. 740 00:48:34,170 --> 00:48:37,050 What do you think suddenly brought on this panic attack? 741 00:48:37,129 --> 00:48:38,849 Patricia told me it's your first. 742 00:48:38,929 --> 00:48:40,249 Yes, this strong, yes. 743 00:48:40,329 --> 00:48:42,329 Ah... I don't know. 744 00:48:42,409 --> 00:48:43,688 Exhaustion. 745 00:48:44,009 --> 00:48:45,888 In advertising, we work ourselves to death. 746 00:48:45,969 --> 00:48:48,808 Can't you switch off from work now and then? 747 00:48:49,448 --> 00:48:50,529 I don't know how. 748 00:48:51,368 --> 00:48:54,008 I've spent a long time going from one job to the next. 749 00:48:56,167 --> 00:48:57,088 Besides... 750 00:48:58,448 --> 00:49:01,608 my mother died exactly one year ago. 751 00:49:03,327 --> 00:49:06,727 Around these dates, during this same long weekend. 752 00:49:08,607 --> 00:49:11,647 These days she's very present for me, as if it happened today. 753 00:49:13,407 --> 00:49:14,886 Were you able to say goodbye to her? 754 00:49:15,806 --> 00:49:16,766 No. 755 00:49:18,087 --> 00:49:21,446 Uh... I had gone to visit her that morning, and... 756 00:49:22,286 --> 00:49:24,606 I spent the rest of the day working. 757 00:49:29,326 --> 00:49:31,485 Should I take off the robe? Whenever you're ready. 758 00:49:31,565 --> 00:49:33,245 Everything's almost ready. Okay. 759 00:49:34,445 --> 00:49:36,005 And what do I have to do? Nothing. 760 00:49:36,565 --> 00:49:39,684 You're sitting on the bed and looking out the window. 761 00:49:40,285 --> 00:49:43,004 Think about whatever you want. Actually, better something sad. 762 00:49:43,325 --> 00:49:44,764 Something sad? Uh-huh. 763 00:49:47,764 --> 00:49:48,804 I'll think about my father. 764 00:49:48,884 --> 00:49:51,124 All right... Think about your father. 765 00:49:51,524 --> 00:49:52,843 Apart from that, are you okay? 766 00:49:52,924 --> 00:49:55,043 Are you cold? Do you want something to drink? 767 00:49:55,123 --> 00:49:56,123 No. 768 00:49:57,523 --> 00:49:58,843 Well, I feel naked. 769 00:49:58,923 --> 00:49:59,843 You're not. 770 00:50:00,843 --> 00:50:02,363 It'll be quick, you'll see. 771 00:50:03,283 --> 00:50:05,442 Hey, turn off your cell phones, please! 772 00:50:05,803 --> 00:50:07,002 It's yours, Elsa. 773 00:50:07,082 --> 00:50:08,242 Then put it on silent. 774 00:50:08,322 --> 00:50:09,682 It's the hospital. 775 00:50:13,682 --> 00:50:15,642 Hello? "Elsa Rosado?" 776 00:50:15,721 --> 00:50:17,002 Yes, speaking. 777 00:50:17,722 --> 00:50:20,401 "I'm sorry to tell you that your mother has just passed away. 778 00:50:24,441 --> 00:50:26,481 Elsa?" Yes, yes. 779 00:50:27,721 --> 00:50:29,801 "You need to collect your mother's belongings 780 00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:31,400 and sign some papers." 781 00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:39,200 I'm in the middle of work. Can I come in a couple of hours? 782 00:50:39,839 --> 00:50:41,120 "Yes, no problem. 783 00:50:42,400 --> 00:50:43,679 Come whenever you can." 784 00:50:44,959 --> 00:50:45,919 Thank you. 785 00:50:49,039 --> 00:50:50,039 Is something wrong? 786 00:50:50,919 --> 00:50:52,359 My mother died. 787 00:50:53,998 --> 00:50:55,559 I have to go to the hospital. 788 00:50:57,239 --> 00:50:58,479 I'm sorry. 789 00:50:59,839 --> 00:51:01,198 I can take you if you want. 790 00:51:02,918 --> 00:51:04,918 It hurts to think she died alone. 791 00:51:06,278 --> 00:51:08,758 Have you had time to mourn her? 792 00:51:10,277 --> 00:51:11,237 No. 793 00:51:12,237 --> 00:51:14,397 I haven't stopped working since she died. 794 00:51:14,477 --> 00:51:17,836 Sometimes it takes years before we face a loss. 795 00:51:17,917 --> 00:51:19,717 I still haven't faced it. 796 00:51:20,757 --> 00:51:22,076 I've been running away. 797 00:51:22,636 --> 00:51:24,517 Besides what I'm going to prescribe, 798 00:51:24,596 --> 00:51:27,076 you should take a break, go on a trip. 799 00:51:27,796 --> 00:51:29,716 It would be better if you went with someone. 800 00:51:29,796 --> 00:51:30,876 Yes, of course. 801 00:51:32,036 --> 00:51:34,555 Thelma Powell is Scorsese's editor. 802 00:51:34,636 --> 00:51:35,995 -Oh, really? Hi, Monica. 803 00:51:36,075 --> 00:51:37,676 "Hi, Raúl." -About ninety now. 804 00:51:37,755 --> 00:51:40,755 "Can you talk?" Yes. I left you a message last night. 805 00:51:40,835 --> 00:51:42,115 "I heard it, but..." 806 00:51:42,195 --> 00:51:44,795 I figured you'd be busy. "Yes..." 807 00:51:46,715 --> 00:51:48,355 Elena's little boy has died. 808 00:51:49,475 --> 00:51:50,834 That's awful, Monica. 809 00:51:51,514 --> 00:51:52,874 "Can I come and see you?" 810 00:51:53,274 --> 00:51:56,554 We're on a train now. Someone's lending us a house in the Empordà. 811 00:51:56,633 --> 00:51:59,553 When I know what we're doing with our lives, I'll call you. 812 00:51:59,634 --> 00:52:03,753 I'm so sorry, Monica. Tell Elena. Or put her on. 813 00:52:03,833 --> 00:52:05,113 She's not beside me right now. 814 00:52:05,193 --> 00:52:07,633 I came to the bathroom to talk so she wouldn't hear me. 815 00:52:08,233 --> 00:52:11,633 Santi sends you his love too. If there's anything we can do... 816 00:52:11,992 --> 00:52:13,033 Thank you. 817 00:52:15,673 --> 00:52:17,912 Where are we going, Mom? 818 00:52:17,992 --> 00:52:19,032 -I don't know. 819 00:52:19,832 --> 00:52:22,472 Tonight we'll sleep at Aunt Elsa's house, okay? 820 00:52:24,552 --> 00:52:26,391 -What's wrong, Mom? 821 00:52:27,671 --> 00:52:29,031 -Nothing, sweetheart. 822 00:52:57,029 --> 00:52:58,269 -Woo! 823 00:53:03,868 --> 00:53:05,548 Do you want to get in? 824 00:53:05,628 --> 00:53:07,708 I'd rather keep drinking, sweetheart. 825 00:53:08,228 --> 00:53:11,388 -And me? -You can't drink, you'd drown. 826 00:53:11,948 --> 00:53:13,468 -And Aunt Elsa? 827 00:53:14,228 --> 00:53:16,668 -Leave her. She doesn't care about us. 828 00:53:19,667 --> 00:53:21,907 I'll be right back. 829 00:53:21,987 --> 00:53:23,787 Be careful in the water, okay? 830 00:53:29,746 --> 00:53:32,506 I do care about you. I love this family scene. 831 00:53:32,587 --> 00:53:33,586 Right... 832 00:53:53,904 --> 00:53:56,624 Come on, Lorenzo, get out now, you've been in there too long. 833 00:53:56,705 --> 00:53:59,984 -No, I don't want to. -Sweetheart, you're going to get sunburned. 834 00:54:00,064 --> 00:54:01,224 Come on, let's go. 835 00:54:05,143 --> 00:54:06,744 I'll put cartoons on for you now. 836 00:54:09,504 --> 00:54:11,303 Come on. 837 00:54:11,383 --> 00:54:13,863 Let's go. 838 00:54:19,343 --> 00:54:20,382 There. 839 00:54:23,422 --> 00:54:24,622 Sit here. 840 00:54:30,382 --> 00:54:32,782 There, nice and quiet. 841 00:54:43,021 --> 00:54:45,300 You've been writing for hours, haven't you? 842 00:54:46,621 --> 00:54:48,900 I'd like to make a third film. 843 00:54:48,981 --> 00:54:50,860 All of a sudden, I really feel like it... 844 00:54:50,940 --> 00:54:52,340 It must be this island. 845 00:54:53,020 --> 00:54:54,540 That's great. Mmm. 846 00:54:55,179 --> 00:54:56,340 What's it about? 847 00:54:57,939 --> 00:54:59,260 Everything. 848 00:55:00,139 --> 00:55:04,139 Two women on a volcanic island and what goes on inside their heads. 849 00:55:05,139 --> 00:55:06,779 They're both grieving. 850 00:55:07,658 --> 00:55:08,659 Am I one of them? 851 00:55:08,739 --> 00:55:11,778 Well, one of them would be inspired by you, yes, I suppose. 852 00:55:11,859 --> 00:55:15,258 And what goes on inside my head? Because even I don't know that. 853 00:55:17,098 --> 00:55:18,978 It's just a figure of speech, Patricia. 854 00:55:19,778 --> 00:55:22,378 I began it inspired by our stay on the island, 855 00:55:22,457 --> 00:55:24,297 and you're the only ones here, you, the boy, and me. 856 00:55:27,378 --> 00:55:30,617 Is Ricardo in it, my husband? 857 00:55:31,817 --> 00:55:33,017 He's not here. 858 00:55:33,777 --> 00:55:35,697 But he's the reason you came. 859 00:55:36,417 --> 00:55:37,777 And do you talk about that reason? 860 00:55:38,457 --> 00:55:41,097 Not yet, I'm just starting. 861 00:55:42,016 --> 00:55:44,656 Right now I'm writing down everything that comes to me. 862 00:55:45,856 --> 00:55:48,496 But since you ask, yes, 863 00:55:49,576 --> 00:55:51,815 I'd like to talk about him and about your liberation. 864 00:55:51,896 --> 00:55:53,095 My liberation? 865 00:55:53,175 --> 00:55:54,055 Yes. 866 00:55:54,455 --> 00:55:58,575 So I've freed myself from Ricardo without even realizing it. 867 00:55:59,415 --> 00:56:02,414 That's what you told me. Is this trip the proof? 868 00:56:03,214 --> 00:56:05,014 I've told you so many times... 869 00:56:05,814 --> 00:56:07,334 But you never believed me. 870 00:56:07,814 --> 00:56:10,134 And this time I should believe you, or is it like always? 871 00:56:15,254 --> 00:56:16,734 This is only an impasse. 872 00:56:17,933 --> 00:56:21,333 I've still got a long Calvary ahead of me before I get rid of him. 873 00:56:23,453 --> 00:56:25,053 Even I don't know what will happen. 874 00:56:25,972 --> 00:56:28,332 I thought you had no doubts. I do. 875 00:56:28,852 --> 00:56:29,932 All of them. 876 00:56:31,532 --> 00:56:33,532 And I don't like you writing about us. 877 00:56:33,612 --> 00:56:36,692 It'll all be mixed with fiction, Patricia. No one will recognize you. 878 00:56:36,772 --> 00:56:38,012 He'll recognize himself! 879 00:56:40,292 --> 00:56:42,571 Are you going to give details about our life? 880 00:56:43,811 --> 00:56:46,011 About all the shitty things you say I've freed myself from? 881 00:56:46,092 --> 00:56:48,371 Look, sweetheart, I heard about those shitty things from you. 882 00:56:49,171 --> 00:56:51,251 But since you mention it, I suppose I will. 883 00:56:51,571 --> 00:56:53,130 I'd like to be able to talk 884 00:56:53,211 --> 00:56:55,890 about how that man erased you for years, 885 00:56:55,971 --> 00:56:58,050 and your inability to react. 886 00:56:58,130 --> 00:57:01,530 But that, in the end, you do react, Patricia, 887 00:57:02,330 --> 00:57:03,809 and get him out of your life. 888 00:57:03,890 --> 00:57:06,250 I always meant to give you a happy ending. 889 00:57:06,330 --> 00:57:08,170 Otherwise, I wouldn't base it on you. 890 00:57:10,210 --> 00:57:11,610 If there is an ending, 891 00:57:13,169 --> 00:57:14,809 it doesn't look like it'll be a happy one. 892 00:57:14,889 --> 00:57:18,928 You're forgetting it's fiction, and I'm the one who chooses the ending. 893 00:57:21,049 --> 00:57:22,648 I always heard you say 894 00:57:23,048 --> 00:57:26,768 that the ending imposes itself as a story develops. 895 00:57:29,488 --> 00:57:32,607 And that the author has to accept it, 896 00:57:33,528 --> 00:57:35,687 even if it isn't the ending they had planned. 897 00:57:37,967 --> 00:57:39,847 That sometimes the ending is a surprise, 898 00:57:41,127 --> 00:57:44,126 even for the author and for the character. 899 00:57:44,207 --> 00:57:46,646 I didn't think you remembered my interviews. 900 00:57:47,726 --> 00:57:48,767 I liked listening to you. 901 00:57:48,846 --> 00:57:51,326 when you talked about your experience as a director. 902 00:57:51,686 --> 00:57:53,126 You shouldn't have stopped. 903 00:57:54,646 --> 00:57:57,366 But I don't like you writing about me and Ricardo. 904 00:57:58,565 --> 00:58:01,805 Anyway, I was planning to let you read it once I finished. 905 00:58:09,205 --> 00:58:10,405 You haven't eaten anything. 906 00:58:10,925 --> 00:58:11,925 Neither have you. 907 00:58:14,965 --> 00:58:16,684 I'm completely drunk on white wine. 908 00:58:17,564 --> 00:58:18,844 Let's clear up. 909 00:58:21,124 --> 00:58:24,684 You should have asked me beforehand. 910 00:58:25,403 --> 00:58:28,643 I'm sorry, I got carried away with excitement. 911 00:58:28,723 --> 00:58:30,683 Is writing this so important to you? 912 00:58:32,643 --> 00:58:33,683 Yes. 913 00:58:34,243 --> 00:58:36,883 But don't worry, you won't be in the story anymore. 914 00:58:36,962 --> 00:58:38,562 That sounds awful. 915 00:58:38,642 --> 00:58:41,202 As if you could decide over people's lives. 916 00:58:41,722 --> 00:58:43,282 I'm saying it to reassure you. 917 00:58:44,522 --> 00:58:46,882 Neither you nor Ricardo will appear as inspiration. 918 00:58:47,522 --> 00:58:49,681 Anyway, it was never going to be you. 919 00:58:49,762 --> 00:58:52,881 I'm surprised you don't understand. I'm writing fiction. 920 00:58:53,201 --> 00:58:54,921 Don't take it so literally. 921 00:58:55,001 --> 00:58:57,881 Sorry to kill the mood. It's fine. 922 00:58:57,961 --> 00:59:00,400 The problem is that your husband knows he can do 923 00:59:00,481 --> 00:59:01,480 whatever he wants with you. 924 00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:08,560 You'll leave him, sooner or later. 925 00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:10,600 More likely later. 926 00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:15,000 But you still need to keep swallowing shit until you can't take it anymore. 927 00:59:16,199 --> 00:59:17,399 That's your character. 928 00:59:18,559 --> 00:59:20,319 You have no right to speak to me like that. 929 00:59:28,279 --> 00:59:29,679 I'm sorry. 930 00:59:29,758 --> 00:59:31,518 It's me. "Where are you?" 931 00:59:31,598 --> 00:59:34,318 -In Lanzarote, in a villa. "And the boy?" 932 00:59:34,878 --> 00:59:38,478 -He's here with me. He's sleeping. We're fine. 933 00:59:40,317 --> 00:59:41,598 "Are you coming back?" 934 00:59:42,998 --> 00:59:43,997 -Yes. 935 00:59:44,957 --> 00:59:46,797 Please come and get me. 936 00:59:47,957 --> 00:59:51,556 "I'll take the first flight tomorrow, but where should I call you?" 937 00:59:51,637 --> 00:59:52,877 -I'll call you. 938 00:59:54,237 --> 00:59:55,236 "All right." 939 00:59:57,677 --> 00:59:58,876 -See you tomorrow. 940 00:59:59,516 --> 01:00:00,516 I love you. 941 01:00:00,596 --> 01:00:02,396 Give me twenty-five minutes. 942 01:00:03,276 --> 01:00:05,156 Wait for us at the airport, okay? 943 01:00:06,276 --> 01:00:07,276 See you soon. 944 01:00:08,995 --> 01:00:13,075 Sweetheart, put the bucket in here, come on. Help Mom. Here. 945 01:00:32,594 --> 01:00:33,673 I'm leaving. 946 01:00:34,154 --> 01:00:37,353 I'm sorry about last night. I drank too much. 947 01:00:37,433 --> 01:00:38,873 In vino veritas. 948 01:00:39,713 --> 01:00:40,873 You said what you thought. 949 01:00:40,953 --> 01:00:41,953 Mmm. 950 01:00:42,593 --> 01:00:43,792 But I was cruel. 951 01:00:43,873 --> 01:00:46,272 Yes. Very. 952 01:00:46,353 --> 01:00:49,912 I admit your situation drives me crazy, Patricia, 953 01:00:50,592 --> 01:00:52,872 but I know I have no right to interfere. 954 01:00:52,992 --> 01:00:55,272 No, you don't. 955 01:00:56,151 --> 01:00:59,112 You don't speak to a friend like that. You're more than that. 956 01:00:59,191 --> 01:01:02,272 I was more than that. Don't get confused. 957 01:01:03,071 --> 01:01:04,751 We're leaving, sweetheart. Say goodbye. 958 01:01:06,191 --> 01:01:08,911 -We're going to Madrid with Dad. 959 01:01:08,991 --> 01:01:10,110 Oh, are you? 960 01:01:10,550 --> 01:01:14,150 He's waiting for us at the airport. 961 01:01:14,550 --> 01:01:17,270 Oh! That's nice. 962 01:01:18,350 --> 01:01:19,950 Did you enjoy the trip? 963 01:01:20,030 --> 01:01:23,790 I liked the black beach and the cactuses. 964 01:01:23,869 --> 01:01:26,709 And the cactuses? Because they're super pretty. 965 01:01:26,790 --> 01:01:28,349 I'm really glad. 966 01:01:28,429 --> 01:01:30,389 I'm going to miss you, Lorenzo. 967 01:01:30,469 --> 01:01:31,669 Me too. Oh! 968 01:01:31,749 --> 01:01:34,388 Have a very good trip back. 969 01:01:36,549 --> 01:01:38,469 -Goodbye. Goodbye. 970 01:01:38,548 --> 01:01:40,828 Come on, sweetheart. Take the bag. 971 01:01:46,908 --> 01:01:48,188 Come on, Loren. 972 01:01:58,226 --> 01:01:59,827 I've found three villas, 973 01:01:59,906 --> 01:02:02,106 but there's one I really like. 974 01:02:02,187 --> 01:02:04,346 It isn't this one, but it's similar. 975 01:02:06,186 --> 01:02:08,226 It has a cactus garden at the entrance. 976 01:02:08,306 --> 01:02:12,625 Dry, with black sand, but it's really beautiful. 977 01:02:12,706 --> 01:02:13,706 Uh-huh. 978 01:02:14,346 --> 01:02:16,785 And then in front of the porch you have this huge sky. 979 01:02:18,065 --> 01:02:19,265 And the pool. 980 01:02:20,185 --> 01:02:21,585 Is it heated? 981 01:02:22,385 --> 01:02:24,185 I don't know. I imagine so. 982 01:02:24,864 --> 01:02:26,545 Let me check, though. 983 01:02:30,145 --> 01:02:31,384 It's Monica. 984 01:02:33,544 --> 01:02:36,024 Hi, Monica. Are you still in the Empordà? 985 01:02:36,104 --> 01:02:38,023 No, we're back in Madrid. 986 01:02:38,104 --> 01:02:40,144 I think Elena is better cared for here. 987 01:02:40,223 --> 01:02:41,664 "Do you want to meet up?" 988 01:02:42,303 --> 01:02:44,503 No, I can't leave her right now. 989 01:02:46,383 --> 01:02:48,343 Two weeks ago, she tried to kill herself 990 01:02:48,422 --> 01:02:50,782 "with the pills she takes for depression." 991 01:02:50,863 --> 01:02:51,783 Oh no... 992 01:02:51,862 --> 01:02:54,263 But I don't want to burden you with our problems. 993 01:02:54,342 --> 01:02:57,542 No, you're not burdening me. Just tell me if we can help in any way. 994 01:02:57,622 --> 01:02:58,462 Thank you. 995 01:02:58,542 --> 01:03:01,742 We've found a therapist Elena seems to like. 996 01:03:02,502 --> 01:03:03,742 We'll get through this. 997 01:03:04,302 --> 01:03:05,301 "I'm sure you will." 998 01:03:06,742 --> 01:03:07,661 I have to go. 999 01:03:08,542 --> 01:03:09,701 A big hug. 1000 01:03:10,301 --> 01:03:11,701 Love from Santi. 1001 01:03:12,341 --> 01:03:13,621 "One back to you both." 1002 01:03:14,261 --> 01:03:15,341 Bye. 1003 01:03:16,820 --> 01:03:17,940 What happened? 1004 01:03:18,301 --> 01:03:20,621 The girlfriend tried to kill herself. 1005 01:03:20,700 --> 01:03:21,940 What? 1006 01:04:02,937 --> 01:04:05,577 Did the storm catch you on the way here? 1007 01:04:06,617 --> 01:04:08,617 No. I got here all right. 1008 01:04:11,016 --> 01:04:12,536 What a huge storm. 1009 01:04:14,736 --> 01:04:15,616 How are you? 1010 01:04:16,816 --> 01:04:17,816 Fine. 1011 01:04:20,616 --> 01:04:21,975 Aren't you working today? 1012 01:04:22,336 --> 01:04:25,535 Yes. I'm shooting a commercial. 1013 01:04:25,975 --> 01:04:27,895 For what? Underwear. 1014 01:04:28,335 --> 01:04:30,095 The things you have to do. 1015 01:04:30,775 --> 01:04:33,295 They pay me very well, and there's nothing indecent about it, Mom. 1016 01:04:33,774 --> 01:04:35,854 It looks like the storm is letting up. 1017 01:04:36,814 --> 01:04:38,655 You have no idea how loud the thunder was. 1018 01:04:38,974 --> 01:04:41,094 -Here's your food, Mrs. Antonia. 1019 01:04:42,534 --> 01:04:44,573 -It won't do much good inside this body. 1020 01:04:47,374 --> 01:04:49,413 I'll feed you today, okay, Mom? 1021 01:04:52,133 --> 01:04:54,053 Thank you very much, my daughter. 1022 01:05:45,889 --> 01:05:46,889 Everything okay? 1023 01:05:47,409 --> 01:05:49,809 Yes, I think I've finished the script. 1024 01:05:50,568 --> 01:05:51,689 Congratulations. 1025 01:05:53,168 --> 01:05:54,288 Are you happy? 1026 01:05:54,968 --> 01:05:57,048 It's a little short. Something's missing... 1027 01:05:57,128 --> 01:06:00,568 You always say that when you finish writing. Can I read it? 1028 01:06:04,608 --> 01:06:06,248 It's the first draft. I know. 1029 01:06:07,567 --> 01:06:11,087 There's a character who resembles you at the beginning. 1030 01:06:11,167 --> 01:06:12,647 Oh! But it isn't you. 1031 01:06:12,727 --> 01:06:15,047 Oh, no? No. I was only inspired at first. 1032 01:06:18,566 --> 01:06:21,647 I wouldn't mind if it were completely me. 1033 01:06:22,206 --> 01:06:25,085 Actually, quite the opposite. I like inspiring you. 1034 01:06:25,166 --> 01:06:26,766 So I'm in it at the beginning? 1035 01:06:26,846 --> 01:06:29,846 But don't read it in front of me. Go to the bedroom or the garden. 1036 01:06:30,406 --> 01:06:31,605 You obsessive thing... 1037 01:06:31,685 --> 01:06:33,846 It makes me nervous watching you read it. 1038 01:06:33,925 --> 01:06:36,445 I'd be watching to see how you react. 1039 01:06:36,525 --> 01:06:38,565 Well, look, I'm going to react well. 1040 01:06:38,645 --> 01:06:41,564 Even if I don't like what I'm reading at all. 1041 01:07:35,040 --> 01:07:36,081 Hello? 1042 01:07:36,160 --> 01:07:39,800 Hi, Angelita, it's Elsa. "How are you, Elsa, sweetheart?" 1043 01:07:39,880 --> 01:07:41,599 Good. And your daughter? 1044 01:07:41,680 --> 01:07:44,440 Well, she's here, a little worked up. 1045 01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:46,880 Girl! 1046 01:07:48,599 --> 01:07:50,679 Look, here she is. I'll put her on. 1047 01:07:50,760 --> 01:07:52,119 Thanks. Kisses. 1048 01:07:52,519 --> 01:07:53,799 It's Elsa... 1049 01:07:58,439 --> 01:07:59,878 -Hello, Elsa. 1050 01:07:59,959 --> 01:08:01,958 Hi, Natalia. How are you? 1051 01:08:02,279 --> 01:08:04,478 Well... I'm getting by. 1052 01:08:05,638 --> 01:08:08,398 But I'm really glad to hear from you. And... 1053 01:08:08,478 --> 01:08:10,677 don't worry about not coming, okay? 1054 01:08:10,758 --> 01:08:11,917 "I couldn't." 1055 01:08:12,757 --> 01:08:15,957 Over the Constitution Day weekend, I had a horrible panic attack. 1056 01:08:16,278 --> 01:08:18,477 Poor thing... I know what that's like. 1057 01:08:18,557 --> 01:08:21,277 So I listened to the psychiatrist and came to Lanzarote. 1058 01:08:21,637 --> 01:08:24,237 Oh, well... that's very good. 1059 01:08:24,317 --> 01:08:26,596 You need to rest. You never stop, do you? 1060 01:08:26,677 --> 01:08:28,477 The island has done me so much good... 1061 01:08:28,796 --> 01:08:30,516 I have a villa with two bedrooms, 1062 01:08:30,596 --> 01:08:33,435 and it suddenly occurred to me, why don't you come? 1063 01:08:33,516 --> 01:08:34,836 We can keep each other company. 1064 01:08:35,316 --> 01:08:37,435 "This island has a very special energy." 1065 01:08:37,516 --> 01:08:38,955 Uh... 1066 01:08:39,475 --> 01:08:41,835 Are you inviting me to come to Lanzarote? 1067 01:08:42,955 --> 01:08:45,475 "I'm sure it would do you good to get out of the house." 1068 01:08:47,235 --> 01:08:48,274 Uh... 1069 01:08:48,355 --> 01:08:50,795 If you're up for it, of course, everything's on me. 1070 01:08:50,874 --> 01:08:53,035 I'll send you a ticket for tomorrow, okay? 1071 01:08:53,114 --> 01:08:55,874 I'll sort it out now. Sending you a kiss. Bye, sweetheart. 1072 01:08:59,074 --> 01:09:00,593 She says I should go to Lanzarote. 1073 01:09:00,674 --> 01:09:03,714 -I'd already be on the plane. I'm telling you. 1074 01:09:04,394 --> 01:09:07,673 "Passengers on flight ES237 must board 1075 01:09:07,753 --> 01:09:09,193 through gate C. 1076 01:09:09,273 --> 01:09:15,313 Please, passengers on flight ES237 must board through gate C." 1077 01:09:27,312 --> 01:09:30,671 I'm so happy to see you! Oh! Mmm! 1078 01:09:30,752 --> 01:09:33,471 How was the trip? Oh, I'm all dazed. 1079 01:09:33,551 --> 01:09:35,071 So many people! 1080 01:09:35,151 --> 01:09:36,951 That's all the people you're going to see. 1081 01:09:37,031 --> 01:09:38,831 Really? Yes. Let's go to the car. 1082 01:10:09,708 --> 01:10:11,788 This is incredible. Uh-huh. 1083 01:10:11,868 --> 01:10:12,908 Are they tombs? 1084 01:10:12,989 --> 01:10:15,308 No, they're called zocos. 1085 01:10:15,388 --> 01:10:17,228 They're used to protect the vines. 1086 01:10:18,948 --> 01:10:21,468 To protect them? From the wind. 1087 01:10:38,146 --> 01:10:39,346 They're wonderful. 1088 01:10:39,426 --> 01:10:42,905 Sorry, I live like a wild woman in the village. 1089 01:10:42,986 --> 01:10:44,866 I should have dyed my hair, shouldn't I? 1090 01:10:46,826 --> 01:10:48,105 You look very beautiful. 1091 01:10:53,945 --> 01:10:56,825 I'm glad I came, Elsa. 1092 01:11:11,583 --> 01:11:14,023 What have you been doing all this time I haven't seen you? 1093 01:11:14,103 --> 01:11:17,024 Nothing much. At home, quietly, with my mother. 1094 01:11:17,103 --> 01:11:19,583 With your mother? Don't you have friends? Don't you go out? 1095 01:11:19,663 --> 01:11:21,903 The village has 53 inhabitants, 1096 01:11:21,982 --> 01:11:24,302 and my mother is the youngest, and she's sixty. 1097 01:11:24,383 --> 01:11:26,063 The rest are eighty and up. 1098 01:11:26,142 --> 01:11:29,503 Look, this is my room. And the one on the left is yours. 1099 01:11:29,582 --> 01:11:30,742 Come. 1100 01:11:30,822 --> 01:11:35,062 Patricia stayed here for a few days, but she went back to her husband. 1101 01:11:35,782 --> 01:11:37,582 I didn't know they'd broken up. 1102 01:11:37,661 --> 01:11:39,861 Well, no. They're the same as always. 1103 01:11:41,142 --> 01:11:43,181 I'm really glad you came. 1104 01:11:43,261 --> 01:11:44,941 Me too. Can I help you? 1105 01:11:45,021 --> 01:11:47,021 No, I've got it. 1106 01:12:01,580 --> 01:12:04,659 If you feel like doing anything, there are lots of places to see. 1107 01:12:05,859 --> 01:12:07,900 Look. No, I'm fine here. 1108 01:12:08,699 --> 01:12:09,779 Are you sure? 1109 01:12:11,739 --> 01:12:12,659 Okay. 1110 01:12:16,458 --> 01:12:17,658 Do you want to talk? 1111 01:12:18,778 --> 01:12:19,858 Or... 1112 01:12:19,938 --> 01:12:21,938 do you mind if I write for a bit? 1113 01:12:22,018 --> 01:12:24,058 Oh, no, no, you write. 1114 01:12:24,138 --> 01:12:26,938 I'm perfectly fine here getting some fresh air. 1115 01:12:27,977 --> 01:12:29,018 Okay. 1116 01:12:40,736 --> 01:12:41,816 What are you writing? 1117 01:12:43,496 --> 01:12:46,017 A script. Well, I hope so. 1118 01:12:46,696 --> 01:12:48,856 I've felt like making another film. 1119 01:12:49,176 --> 01:12:51,576 But interrupt me whenever you want, okay? 1120 01:12:53,536 --> 01:12:54,695 What's it about? 1121 01:12:55,176 --> 01:12:56,456 Oh... 1122 01:12:56,976 --> 01:12:58,335 My childhood. 1123 01:12:59,455 --> 01:13:00,935 And my arrival in Madrid. 1124 01:13:02,335 --> 01:13:06,535 For the first time, I'm talking about my mother's death, exactly one year ago. 1125 01:13:08,055 --> 01:13:09,455 It's done me a lot of good. 1126 01:13:10,494 --> 01:13:13,974 Since then, I haven't stopped working, running away from grief. 1127 01:13:16,014 --> 01:13:20,493 But... after the scare I had last week, it frightened me. 1128 01:13:21,134 --> 01:13:22,693 And I've decided to stop. 1129 01:13:25,093 --> 01:13:26,653 How long does grief last? 1130 01:13:29,613 --> 01:13:32,173 I feel the same as when the accident happened. 1131 01:13:34,372 --> 01:13:36,292 And it's been almost two years. 1132 01:13:38,332 --> 01:13:39,612 I don't know. 1133 01:13:40,212 --> 01:13:41,932 It depends on the person. 1134 01:13:43,012 --> 01:13:46,131 But you have to do your part, Natalia. 1135 01:13:46,452 --> 01:13:48,252 And you are doing that, aren't you? 1136 01:13:53,251 --> 01:13:56,530 I don't know. Some days I have no strength. 1137 01:13:58,450 --> 01:13:59,811 Don't say that. 1138 01:14:00,611 --> 01:14:04,050 You're depressed, but that passes. Have you seen a doctor? 1139 01:14:04,370 --> 01:14:06,050 Are you doing any treatment? 1140 01:14:08,170 --> 01:14:11,850 Yes, but... sometimes I forget. 1141 01:14:11,929 --> 01:14:14,849 If you want, tell me what you have to take and I'll handle it. 1142 01:14:15,529 --> 01:14:19,489 No, don't worry. I brought all my medicines. 1143 01:14:27,048 --> 01:14:29,048 Do you have any idea what you'll do in the future? 1144 01:14:31,128 --> 01:14:33,768 Well, Jean-Paul heard what happened to me 1145 01:14:33,847 --> 01:14:36,047 and offered me two commercials. 1146 01:14:36,128 --> 01:14:37,407 Oh, that's great. 1147 01:14:38,527 --> 01:14:40,727 I told him I looked awful. 1148 01:14:41,087 --> 01:14:43,287 And I sent him a photo so he could see how I look, 1149 01:14:43,367 --> 01:14:46,046 but he says I look ideal. 1150 01:14:46,127 --> 01:14:48,007 You look beautiful, as always. 1151 01:14:48,607 --> 01:14:50,127 It's just two photos. Mmm. 1152 01:14:50,206 --> 01:14:52,246 The truth is, he's made it very easy for me. 1153 01:14:53,366 --> 01:14:55,646 Still, I'd dye the gray hairs. 1154 01:14:55,966 --> 01:14:58,925 Really? Mmm. And I'd eat a little more. 1155 01:14:59,806 --> 01:15:01,246 Look, that cheese. 1156 01:15:03,006 --> 01:15:04,045 Mmm. 1157 01:15:04,126 --> 01:15:07,565 Tomorrow we can go to the hairdresser. Or did he tell you to keep them? 1158 01:15:08,165 --> 01:15:09,325 No. No? 1159 01:15:09,405 --> 01:15:11,525 No, no. Then tomorrow, the hairdresser. 1160 01:15:11,605 --> 01:15:14,645 You look better. The trip is doing you good. 1161 01:15:15,165 --> 01:15:17,084 Well, I put on a little makeup. 1162 01:15:18,764 --> 01:15:19,804 Sorry. 1163 01:15:21,244 --> 01:15:22,924 It's Beau. I have to answer. 1164 01:15:23,004 --> 01:15:25,204 I've been putting him a bit on the back burner, and he's not taking it well. 1165 01:15:25,284 --> 01:15:26,684 Yes, of course. 1166 01:15:28,204 --> 01:15:29,683 How are you, my love? 1167 01:15:31,883 --> 01:15:33,203 Don't be mad. 1168 01:15:33,283 --> 01:15:36,362 No. You know I've been very busy writing. 1169 01:15:39,122 --> 01:15:42,243 Oh, no. 1170 01:15:42,322 --> 01:15:43,762 Move forward. 1171 01:15:43,842 --> 01:15:47,762 Look. 1172 01:15:50,842 --> 01:15:52,322 -Camel... 1173 01:16:27,959 --> 01:16:30,759 No. Listen. Uh... I have to go. 1174 01:16:30,838 --> 01:16:33,838 I'll call you tomorrow and explain, okay? Love you. 1175 01:16:37,478 --> 01:16:39,078 The seconds. 1176 01:16:50,917 --> 01:16:51,957 Are you okay? 1177 01:16:58,836 --> 01:17:00,036 How's Beau? 1178 01:17:00,756 --> 01:17:01,676 Fine. 1179 01:17:02,597 --> 01:17:05,236 Angry because I don't call him enough. 1180 01:17:11,236 --> 01:17:13,235 But right now, you're the one I'm worried about. 1181 01:17:17,675 --> 01:17:20,915 I respect your silence, but... 1182 01:17:21,635 --> 01:17:23,074 I look at you and... 1183 01:17:24,115 --> 01:17:26,914 I wish you'd tell me how you feel. 1184 01:17:28,594 --> 01:17:30,194 No, you wouldn't. 1185 01:17:31,514 --> 01:17:33,073 You'd get it off your chest. 1186 01:17:35,514 --> 01:17:36,793 You have to talk. 1187 01:17:39,233 --> 01:17:41,153 Elsa, I appreciate it. 1188 01:17:42,913 --> 01:17:46,313 But I'd rather not talk about this. 1189 01:17:51,872 --> 01:17:53,193 As you wish. 1190 01:17:54,712 --> 01:17:56,552 But remember that you've got me. 1191 01:18:10,391 --> 01:18:11,711 I'm better now. 1192 01:18:13,151 --> 01:18:14,431 I'm okay now. 1193 01:18:17,031 --> 01:18:17,950 No. 1194 01:18:19,030 --> 01:18:20,870 You're not okay, Natalia. 1195 01:18:21,950 --> 01:18:22,910 But... 1196 01:18:24,190 --> 01:18:27,590 if the only way I can help you is by staying with you, 1197 01:18:28,430 --> 01:18:29,670 I'm here. 1198 01:18:39,308 --> 01:18:41,589 I'm going to sleep. I'm very tired. 1199 01:18:41,668 --> 01:18:44,108 Sleep well. You too. 1200 01:18:50,388 --> 01:18:53,827 And... thank you so much for everything. 1201 01:18:55,107 --> 01:18:59,267 Listen, if you can't sleep or anything, let me know, okay? 1202 01:19:00,107 --> 01:19:02,387 I'll be in my room for a while, rereading. 1203 01:19:24,745 --> 01:19:26,625 Oh no, God, not again. 1204 01:19:44,544 --> 01:19:45,383 No... 1205 01:19:45,463 --> 01:19:48,823 We're going to remove the roof of the car to get you out, okay? 1206 01:19:48,903 --> 01:19:51,823 Fold it down. Bring the protection pads. 1207 01:19:52,183 --> 01:19:53,063 I'm right here, okay? 1208 01:19:53,143 --> 01:19:55,103 -Board. -Board. 1209 01:20:49,139 --> 01:20:50,099 Natalia? 1210 01:20:51,298 --> 01:20:53,018 Natalia, are you asleep? 1211 01:21:07,137 --> 01:21:09,337 Natalia! Natalia? 1212 01:21:09,657 --> 01:21:12,737 Natalia, wake up! Wake up! Natalia. 1213 01:21:12,817 --> 01:21:13,976 Natalia... 1214 01:21:16,096 --> 01:21:18,616 Oh! 1215 01:21:42,574 --> 01:21:43,414 Hello? 1216 01:21:43,934 --> 01:21:45,254 Did I wake you? 1217 01:21:45,334 --> 01:21:46,333 "No." 1218 01:21:46,814 --> 01:21:48,813 You called me, right? I was out on a call. 1219 01:21:49,894 --> 01:21:51,334 Yes, I figured. 1220 01:21:52,013 --> 01:21:54,493 Uh... It wasn't anything important. 1221 01:21:55,333 --> 01:21:56,894 I'm glad you called. 1222 01:21:58,053 --> 01:22:01,333 Listen, I was thinking I could also use 1223 01:22:01,413 --> 01:22:03,092 two or three days off. 1224 01:22:03,932 --> 01:22:06,692 And tomorrow afternoon there's a flight with seats available. 1225 01:22:07,212 --> 01:22:08,932 Tell me you're happy I'm coming. 1226 01:22:10,612 --> 01:22:12,692 Beau. Uh... 1227 01:22:13,572 --> 01:22:14,611 Mmm... 1228 01:22:15,691 --> 01:22:18,372 I'm in an ambulance right now with Natalia. 1229 01:22:19,892 --> 01:22:21,931 There was an accident and... 1230 01:22:22,651 --> 01:22:24,211 I have to stay with her. 1231 01:22:25,131 --> 01:22:26,611 I'll explain later. 1232 01:22:27,371 --> 01:22:30,970 But no, it's not a good time for you to come, or to talk. 1233 01:22:32,050 --> 01:22:33,050 All right. 1234 01:22:33,130 --> 01:22:35,330 "Please understand." Yes, yes, yes. 1235 01:22:36,650 --> 01:22:37,650 I understand. 1236 01:22:38,330 --> 01:22:40,050 This isn't the time to talk about me. 1237 01:22:41,650 --> 01:22:43,330 And it doesn't seem like you care much anyway. 1238 01:22:47,890 --> 01:22:49,169 Sorry for calling. 1239 01:23:47,525 --> 01:23:49,605 Did you hear the thunder? 1240 01:23:50,204 --> 01:23:51,245 Yes. 1241 01:23:52,444 --> 01:23:53,764 Yes, I heard it. 1242 01:23:54,764 --> 01:23:56,124 A terrible storm. 1243 01:23:56,203 --> 01:23:58,963 It seems like the storm is letting up. 1244 01:23:59,604 --> 01:24:00,804 It's passed. 1245 01:24:05,883 --> 01:24:09,802 Would you come with me to Paris, for the photos? 1246 01:24:10,843 --> 01:24:12,802 I broke with my agent months ago. 1247 01:24:13,443 --> 01:24:14,843 I'll go wherever you want. 1248 01:24:16,802 --> 01:24:17,922 Thank you. 1249 01:24:18,003 --> 01:24:20,402 But promise me you won't try it again. 1250 01:24:21,122 --> 01:24:22,802 I promise, Elsa. 1251 01:24:31,481 --> 01:24:32,481 I had a dream. 1252 01:24:33,920 --> 01:24:34,880 Oh, really? 1253 01:24:34,961 --> 01:24:37,800 I dreamed I was in my bedroom 1254 01:24:39,521 --> 01:24:41,240 with my suitcase open. 1255 01:24:42,480 --> 01:24:43,921 And, for some reason, 1256 01:24:44,880 --> 01:24:46,160 I couldn't fill it. 1257 01:24:47,040 --> 01:24:50,639 For some reason, I didn't know how to pack my suitcase. 1258 01:24:51,199 --> 01:24:53,279 I realized it, and it distressed me. 1259 01:24:56,199 --> 01:24:58,239 I don't remember holding any clothes. 1260 01:24:59,359 --> 01:25:02,639 I only remember the open suitcase and... 1261 01:25:03,118 --> 01:25:04,999 and that I couldn't put anything in it. 1262 01:25:05,999 --> 01:25:07,079 Were you alone? 1263 01:25:07,598 --> 01:25:08,558 No. 1264 01:25:09,238 --> 01:25:10,638 Well, at first, yes. 1265 01:25:11,958 --> 01:25:16,678 And then, suddenly, I was with another woman, older than me. 1266 01:25:17,598 --> 01:25:19,917 The other woman finished packing her suitcase. 1267 01:25:21,797 --> 01:25:24,917 While I... couldn't pack mine. 1268 01:25:27,597 --> 01:25:29,397 If I'm that woman, 1269 01:25:30,556 --> 01:25:33,796 I'd finish packing my suitcase and then pack yours. 1270 01:25:39,116 --> 01:25:42,075 Do you mind staying alone for an hour? I have to go out. 1271 01:25:42,156 --> 01:25:44,796 I'll do the shopping while I'm out. Do you want anything, Elena? 1272 01:25:45,675 --> 01:25:47,595 No. Thank you. 1273 01:26:10,673 --> 01:26:12,153 Is something wrong, Monica? 1274 01:26:15,673 --> 01:26:17,233 I read your script. 1275 01:26:17,353 --> 01:26:19,993 And you didn't like it? I still have to polish it. 1276 01:26:20,072 --> 01:26:22,112 How dare you? What? 1277 01:26:22,193 --> 01:26:23,632 You think that with the compensation 1278 01:26:23,713 --> 01:26:25,752 you bought my life and hers. 1279 01:26:26,192 --> 01:26:27,552 Hey, don't speak to me like that. 1280 01:26:28,072 --> 01:26:30,631 If you want us to keep talking, change your tone. 1281 01:26:30,712 --> 01:26:32,312 What the fuck are you talking about? 1282 01:26:32,391 --> 01:26:35,311 How dare you use Elena's suicide attempt? 1283 01:26:35,392 --> 01:26:37,671 Is there nothing that stops you when you write? 1284 01:26:37,751 --> 01:26:40,391 For fuck's sake, it's not like this is the first script you've ever read. 1285 01:26:40,471 --> 01:26:42,911 Spare me the reality-versus-fiction speech! 1286 01:26:42,991 --> 01:26:44,831 Calm down, okay? 1287 01:26:45,631 --> 01:26:48,350 The character of Natalia is very different from Elena. 1288 01:26:48,671 --> 01:26:51,070 Natalia is a young woman who lost her son 1289 01:26:51,150 --> 01:26:53,590 in an accident while she was driving the car. 1290 01:26:53,670 --> 01:26:54,790 Natalia is not Elena. 1291 01:26:54,870 --> 01:26:56,669 You can't do this to me! 1292 01:26:57,310 --> 01:26:58,550 Do what to you? 1293 01:26:59,429 --> 01:27:02,589 Please, control yourself. I don't recognize you, Monica. 1294 01:27:04,989 --> 01:27:07,269 Don't you want a coffee or a whisky? 1295 01:27:07,908 --> 01:27:09,949 When have I ever had whisky at this hour? 1296 01:27:10,029 --> 01:27:11,589 I don't know, I do sometimes. 1297 01:27:11,668 --> 01:27:13,948 You're an alcoholic, among other things. 1298 01:27:15,588 --> 01:27:17,948 Elena will never forgive me for telling you. 1299 01:27:18,028 --> 01:27:19,668 I haven't told anyone. 1300 01:27:19,748 --> 01:27:22,308 You wrote it in a script! Isn't that enough? 1301 01:27:22,388 --> 01:27:24,827 You know how fiction works. This isn't fiction! 1302 01:27:24,908 --> 01:27:25,988 Autofiction! 1303 01:27:26,067 --> 01:27:27,068 Bullshit! 1304 01:27:29,148 --> 01:27:30,627 I'm not going to tell Elena. 1305 01:27:30,707 --> 01:27:32,987 She doesn't even realize I'm reading beside her. 1306 01:27:33,067 --> 01:27:34,707 If you don't take that part out of the script, 1307 01:27:34,787 --> 01:27:37,507 I'll try to find a legal or illegal way, I don't know, 1308 01:27:37,586 --> 01:27:40,107 to stop you from going ahead. I'll make your life impossible! 1309 01:27:40,186 --> 01:27:42,187 Monica, you're losing it. 1310 01:27:42,266 --> 01:27:44,106 I don't care! I'll think of something. 1311 01:27:44,186 --> 01:27:46,066 I've got twenty years of your life here! 1312 01:27:46,146 --> 01:27:48,785 And enough money to have your legs broken! 1313 01:27:48,866 --> 01:27:51,985 You've gone mad. I don't recognize you, Monica. 1314 01:27:52,066 --> 01:27:55,145 I know you don't know me, but I know you. 1315 01:28:06,144 --> 01:28:07,384 How did it go with Monica? 1316 01:28:08,064 --> 01:28:09,464 I saw you arguing. 1317 01:28:10,624 --> 01:28:14,463 Uh... In "Bitter Christmas" I've included a character at the end, 1318 01:28:14,544 --> 01:28:16,704 a mother who has lost her son, 1319 01:28:16,783 --> 01:28:19,663 and Monica thinks I based her on her friend Elena. 1320 01:28:19,744 --> 01:28:20,903 And is that true? 1321 01:28:21,623 --> 01:28:24,263 The pain is true. And the guilt. 1322 01:28:24,702 --> 01:28:27,543 But every mother I know feels both those things. 1323 01:28:27,622 --> 01:28:29,863 Monica went completely wild. 1324 01:28:29,942 --> 01:28:32,822 That's normal. She's very sensitive right now. 1325 01:28:33,142 --> 01:28:35,022 Imagine everything she's going through. 1326 01:28:35,102 --> 01:28:38,902 Yes! And I'm terribly sorry! But she actually threatened me. 1327 01:28:41,422 --> 01:28:44,541 In your script, does the character also try to kill herself like Elena? 1328 01:28:44,621 --> 01:28:46,301 I haven't read the script yet. 1329 01:28:46,821 --> 01:28:51,021 Yes, but honestly, it's very different. 1330 01:28:52,580 --> 01:28:54,821 And is it essential to the rest of the story? 1331 01:28:54,900 --> 01:28:56,621 Yes, it's fundamental. 1332 01:28:56,700 --> 01:29:01,340 In fact, I think it's the solution. The script was missing something. 1333 01:29:02,340 --> 01:29:04,660 So you can't take it out? 1334 01:29:05,220 --> 01:29:07,899 Of course I can. And I can also never shoot again. 1335 01:29:07,980 --> 01:29:10,779 But I don't want to do it because Monica or anyone else forces me. 1336 01:29:10,859 --> 01:29:14,059 But keep in mind that their situation is extremely delicate. 1337 01:29:17,419 --> 01:29:20,258 Have you told Monica anything she can use to threaten me? 1338 01:29:20,339 --> 01:29:21,339 Me? 1339 01:29:21,859 --> 01:29:22,858 No. 1340 01:29:25,859 --> 01:29:27,418 Do you have something to hide? 1341 01:29:28,498 --> 01:29:29,418 No. 1342 01:29:30,417 --> 01:29:32,777 Well, the warehouse where we store the props, 1343 01:29:32,857 --> 01:29:35,257 I paid for half of it off the books ages ago. 1344 01:29:35,337 --> 01:29:37,017 I don't think she'll blackmail me with that. 1345 01:29:37,098 --> 01:29:38,297 No. 1346 01:29:38,377 --> 01:29:40,257 Monica isn't that kind of person. 1347 01:29:40,777 --> 01:29:42,417 She was furious and exploded. 1348 01:29:43,016 --> 01:29:44,897 But you have to fix this. Yes. 1349 01:29:44,976 --> 01:29:47,176 I have to get her to see reason. 1350 01:29:48,457 --> 01:29:49,736 But always remember 1351 01:29:49,816 --> 01:29:51,976 that she loves a woman who has lost her son 1352 01:29:52,057 --> 01:29:53,656 and tried to kill herself. 1353 01:29:54,576 --> 01:29:57,256 Think about their pain, not just your script. 1354 01:29:58,535 --> 01:30:00,656 Anyone would think you're on her side. 1355 01:30:01,455 --> 01:30:03,615 Do I really have to explain to you, at this point, 1356 01:30:03,695 --> 01:30:06,415 that I can only write from absolute freedom? 1357 01:30:06,495 --> 01:30:07,615 No matter who gets hurt? 1358 01:30:09,415 --> 01:30:11,414 That's enough, Santi. Don't you start now. 1359 01:30:14,414 --> 01:30:15,414 Hi, it's Raúl. 1360 01:30:16,614 --> 01:30:17,854 What do you want? 1361 01:30:17,934 --> 01:30:21,013 I don't think yesterday's conversation can end the way it ended. 1362 01:30:21,374 --> 01:30:24,053 Tell me where and when, but we need to keep talking. 1363 01:30:26,813 --> 01:30:27,853 I'll check. 1364 01:30:30,533 --> 01:30:32,533 I haven't made a film in five years. 1365 01:30:32,613 --> 01:30:34,373 Not because I haven't tried to write, 1366 01:30:34,452 --> 01:30:36,733 but nothing has come to me that really sweeps me away. 1367 01:30:37,293 --> 01:30:38,452 You know better than anyone 1368 01:30:38,533 --> 01:30:41,172 that my life has no meaning if I'm not shooting. 1369 01:30:41,612 --> 01:30:44,172 These five years have been real agony. 1370 01:30:44,492 --> 01:30:46,771 But you've directed your first play, 1371 01:30:46,852 --> 01:30:50,371 published two books about your filmography, a documentary, 1372 01:30:50,452 --> 01:30:53,371 and traveled halfway around the world collecting career awards. 1373 01:30:53,451 --> 01:30:55,931 That's not what I dreamed of when I started making films. 1374 01:30:56,011 --> 01:30:57,931 I did it because Santi likes to travel. 1375 01:30:58,251 --> 01:31:00,611 You're getting older, Raúl. Give yourself a break. 1376 01:31:00,691 --> 01:31:02,050 I need to shoot. 1377 01:31:02,570 --> 01:31:04,530 Do you like this script that much? 1378 01:31:05,210 --> 01:31:08,570 You know how hard it is to write a story and make everything fit. 1379 01:31:08,650 --> 01:31:11,729 With "Bitter Christmas," I'm closer than ever to doing that. 1380 01:31:11,810 --> 01:31:14,649 I've always been interested in the origin of creation 1381 01:31:14,730 --> 01:31:16,729 and the relationship between fiction and life, 1382 01:31:16,849 --> 01:31:20,049 and I've finally managed to make it an organic part of the plot. 1383 01:31:21,249 --> 01:31:23,649 If you like it that much, make the film. 1384 01:31:23,729 --> 01:31:25,969 But without that epilogue with the Elena character. 1385 01:31:26,049 --> 01:31:29,369 Her name is Natalia, she's a model, and she's twenty years younger than your girlfriend! 1386 01:31:29,448 --> 01:31:31,888 Is this why you called me? Give a little, Monica. 1387 01:31:32,569 --> 01:31:35,008 You've always been my first and best reader. 1388 01:31:35,408 --> 01:31:38,328 You know how fragile I am at this stage of the process. 1389 01:31:38,408 --> 01:31:41,168 Your fragility? What about Elena's? What about mine? 1390 01:31:41,247 --> 01:31:43,047 I'm not trying to compare myself to you. 1391 01:31:43,128 --> 01:31:46,207 I'm just a writer who's getting older, as you said. 1392 01:31:46,727 --> 01:31:47,807 What can I do? 1393 01:31:50,566 --> 01:31:53,487 Take Natalia out of the script and leave Elsa mourning her mother. 1394 01:31:53,566 --> 01:31:55,926 And while you're at it, close the grief over your own mother. 1395 01:31:56,326 --> 01:32:00,206 Without Natalia's epilogue, the film will be an hour long. 1396 01:32:00,646 --> 01:32:02,446 Then you can sell it to a platform. 1397 01:32:02,526 --> 01:32:05,486 With your name, that's enough to place an original without any trouble. 1398 01:32:05,566 --> 01:32:08,245 Remember, Netflix has been waiting for something from you for a while. 1399 01:32:08,326 --> 01:32:10,885 You could dump this on them. Don't mock me! 1400 01:32:10,966 --> 01:32:14,125 I asked you for constructive advice, not to reduce me to a TV movie. 1401 01:32:14,205 --> 01:32:16,445 It's the sign of the times. 1402 01:32:16,525 --> 01:32:18,365 And you've already made your best films. 1403 01:32:18,445 --> 01:32:20,685 Now you can live off your prestige. 1404 01:32:21,004 --> 01:32:24,405 It'll be a minor film, but your followers will appreciate it. 1405 01:32:24,484 --> 01:32:25,884 Just as we appreciate 1406 01:32:25,964 --> 01:32:28,364 the minor films by Bergman or Fellini. 1407 01:32:28,683 --> 01:32:29,844 They're dead. 1408 01:32:29,923 --> 01:32:32,444 The prestige of a living director lasts five minutes. 1409 01:32:32,523 --> 01:32:34,363 As long as you're alive, you're competing. 1410 01:32:34,443 --> 01:32:37,123 Especially in a profession like this, already dying as it is. 1411 01:32:37,203 --> 01:32:39,003 Hello, good evening. What can I get you? 1412 01:32:39,083 --> 01:32:41,203 Still water, please. A mezcal. 1413 01:32:41,323 --> 01:32:43,082 No, actually, a mezcal for me too. 1414 01:32:43,163 --> 01:32:44,923 Two shots of mezcal. Very good. 1415 01:32:46,483 --> 01:32:48,082 You asked me for advice. 1416 01:32:48,162 --> 01:32:51,722 Forget it. I've changed my mind. You're no use to me as an adviser anymore. 1417 01:32:52,082 --> 01:32:53,882 Am I no longer your first and best reader? 1418 01:32:53,962 --> 01:32:56,722 No! Right now, you're not impartial. 1419 01:32:56,801 --> 01:32:59,922 Let me tell you something, even if it's biased, about my first reading. 1420 01:33:00,001 --> 01:33:02,481 There's no need, thanks. I'll tell you anyway. 1421 01:33:02,561 --> 01:33:04,561 A character as important as Natalia 1422 01:33:04,641 --> 01:33:07,441 can't appear so late, practically at the end. 1423 01:33:08,040 --> 01:33:10,001 I'll write other scenes for her at the beginning, 1424 01:33:10,080 --> 01:33:12,521 where Elsa calls her and worries about her. 1425 01:33:12,600 --> 01:33:14,640 They're close friends, they've worked together. 1426 01:33:14,721 --> 01:33:16,080 I want Elsa to save her. 1427 01:33:16,160 --> 01:33:17,800 She couldn't save her mother, 1428 01:33:17,880 --> 01:33:20,040 she couldn't save Patricia from her husband. 1429 01:33:20,120 --> 01:33:22,480 She wants to save her young friend Natalia. 1430 01:33:22,559 --> 01:33:24,840 Who do you think you are, saving anyone? 1431 01:33:25,159 --> 01:33:26,719 Fiction doesn't have that power. 1432 01:33:31,599 --> 01:33:33,919 Until Natalia appears, the script isn't bad. 1433 01:33:34,559 --> 01:33:37,718 I like the extravagance of holding up two essential scenes 1434 01:33:37,798 --> 01:33:40,078 only with Chavela's voice singing. 1435 01:33:40,158 --> 01:33:43,158 It's bold, even if it sounds like something you've done before. 1436 01:33:43,238 --> 01:33:44,758 Never to that extent. 1437 01:33:44,838 --> 01:33:47,918 True, you'd never made a character decide 1438 01:33:47,998 --> 01:33:49,798 to leave her husband and change her life 1439 01:33:49,877 --> 01:33:51,758 just because she heard a song. 1440 01:33:52,158 --> 01:33:55,117 It's certainly risky, and I like it. 1441 01:33:55,237 --> 01:33:56,357 Well, thank you. 1442 01:33:59,077 --> 01:34:01,556 And you should stop talking about your mother's death. 1443 01:34:01,637 --> 01:34:03,076 This is the second time. 1444 01:34:03,156 --> 01:34:05,436 I'll talk about her whenever the fuck I want! 1445 01:34:05,516 --> 01:34:08,916 And that is a low blow! Raúl, I'm furious with you, 1446 01:34:08,996 --> 01:34:10,796 but I'm not taking revenge on you. 1447 01:34:10,876 --> 01:34:13,475 Since the moment you opened your mouth, that's all you've been doing. 1448 01:34:13,556 --> 01:34:15,355 I'm echoing your own complaints. 1449 01:34:16,635 --> 01:34:19,316 According to you, it's been a long time 1450 01:34:19,395 --> 01:34:21,395 since you've had an original idea, or one that satisfied you enough. 1451 01:34:21,475 --> 01:34:24,235 That's why, in this script, I talk about myself and what surrounds me. 1452 01:34:24,315 --> 01:34:26,435 I'm exposing myself too. Not enough! 1453 01:34:26,515 --> 01:34:29,354 You're not even fair to Santi! There's a story there! 1454 01:34:29,435 --> 01:34:31,554 Your relationship with Santi from the moment you met him! 1455 01:34:31,634 --> 01:34:33,994 Oh... Give me the bottle. Don't drag Santi into this! 1456 01:34:34,074 --> 01:34:35,594 Where does Santi fit in the script? 1457 01:34:35,674 --> 01:34:37,313 Where does Bonifacio fit? Thanks. 1458 01:34:37,394 --> 01:34:39,474 A character who promises to be the lead 1459 01:34:39,554 --> 01:34:41,514 and then suddenly you let him fade away. 1460 01:34:41,593 --> 01:34:44,113 Elsa doesn't even tell him they have nothing in common 1461 01:34:44,193 --> 01:34:46,193 and that their relationship is running out of time. 1462 01:34:46,273 --> 01:34:49,273 That's not our case! You're confusing fiction with reality. 1463 01:34:49,993 --> 01:34:52,993 You don't dare say what you feel for Santi now. 1464 01:34:53,072 --> 01:34:54,953 The passion of the Constitution Day weekend 1465 01:34:55,032 --> 01:34:57,392 has long since passed, and it shows in the script. 1466 01:34:57,472 --> 01:34:59,912 You know how to lie in life, but not when you write. 1467 01:34:59,992 --> 01:35:02,312 In your scripts, you're more honest than in your life. 1468 01:35:02,391 --> 01:35:05,271 I'm closed off and modest, but that isn't lying. 1469 01:35:06,472 --> 01:35:08,952 Beau is a puppet, he doesn't exist as a character. 1470 01:35:09,031 --> 01:35:10,911 Santi exists. And he's not Beau. 1471 01:35:10,991 --> 01:35:12,591 Of course he is. Whatever you say. 1472 01:35:12,671 --> 01:35:15,111 You're not fair to him, not in life and not in fiction. 1473 01:35:15,191 --> 01:35:16,151 What do you mean? 1474 01:35:16,231 --> 01:35:18,470 Santi is fifteen years younger than you. 1475 01:35:18,551 --> 01:35:20,950 He could fuck half of Madrid if he wanted to. 1476 01:35:21,031 --> 01:35:24,550 Instead, he lives with you, taking care of you, like a celibate. 1477 01:35:24,630 --> 01:35:28,469 You're going too far as a clairvoyant, Monica. You don't know that much about us. 1478 01:35:28,550 --> 01:35:30,750 I've witnessed everything. You're wrong. 1479 01:35:30,829 --> 01:35:33,149 Santi comes and goes, and I don't ask him where. 1480 01:35:33,230 --> 01:35:36,349 Where do you get this idea that he's celibate? I can't imagine him telling you. 1481 01:35:36,429 --> 01:35:37,829 That's your problem, 1482 01:35:37,949 --> 01:35:40,189 but we're talking about his role in the script. 1483 01:35:40,269 --> 01:35:42,269 The worst thing isn't that you vampirize us, 1484 01:35:42,349 --> 01:35:44,548 but that the result isn't a good script. 1485 01:35:44,628 --> 01:35:46,628 I think, Monica, we should leave it there. 1486 01:35:47,028 --> 01:35:48,708 Thank you very much for the advice. 1487 01:35:50,468 --> 01:35:55,268 I know you need to shoot, but not everything should serve you. 1488 01:35:55,347 --> 01:35:58,308 I've heard you say many times that you were afraid of repeating yourself. 1489 01:35:58,387 --> 01:35:59,747 That, if the moment came, 1490 01:35:59,828 --> 01:36:01,867 you didn't want to be complacent with yourself. 1491 01:36:01,947 --> 01:36:03,307 And that if that moment came, 1492 01:36:03,387 --> 01:36:05,947 you hoped at least to be aware of it. 1493 01:36:06,547 --> 01:36:09,107 Well then, that moment has come, 1494 01:36:09,746 --> 01:36:11,867 and you're being complacent with yourself. 1495 01:36:12,506 --> 01:36:14,186 The worst part is you don't realize it. 1496 01:36:15,506 --> 01:36:18,906 I never thought you were capable of so much cruelty. 1497 01:36:20,025 --> 01:36:22,385 Who have I been working with all these twenty years? 1498 01:36:25,626 --> 01:36:28,505 Ours is a story of losers, Raúl. 1499 01:36:29,505 --> 01:36:32,904 Elena has lost something vital, and I with her. 1500 01:36:33,385 --> 01:36:35,705 Santi lost you a long time ago. 1501 01:36:36,184 --> 01:36:37,784 But you've lost too. 1502 01:36:38,424 --> 01:36:39,704 Your grace. 1503 01:36:40,344 --> 01:36:42,304 I remember you practically in a trance 1504 01:36:42,384 --> 01:36:45,024 when you'd grabbed a story by the horns. 1505 01:36:45,543 --> 01:36:48,184 That's not the expression I'm seeing now. 1506 01:36:48,263 --> 01:36:52,183 You're defending your script out of pride, because you don't want to admit I'm right. 1507 01:36:52,263 --> 01:36:55,823 No one knows better than you that it isn't good enough for you. 1508 01:36:56,823 --> 01:36:58,943 And I can imagine what that loss means. 1509 01:36:59,983 --> 01:37:02,223 Stay a moment, please. 1510 01:37:02,582 --> 01:37:03,662 What for? 1511 01:37:04,582 --> 01:37:06,502 I knew you'd end up like this. 1512 01:37:07,262 --> 01:37:08,502 Like what? 1513 01:37:09,742 --> 01:37:11,942 I don't mean your cruelty. 1514 01:37:12,462 --> 01:37:13,862 All this is new, but... 1515 01:37:13,941 --> 01:37:16,222 How have I ended up, Raúl? I'm curious. 1516 01:37:16,821 --> 01:37:19,301 I admit I was wrong about you, Monica. 1517 01:37:20,181 --> 01:37:21,781 About Santiago too. 1518 01:37:22,261 --> 01:37:24,581 But he senses me even when we don't speak, 1519 01:37:24,661 --> 01:37:26,660 and for now he wants to be where he is. 1520 01:37:26,741 --> 01:37:28,580 He loves you. I don't anymore. 1521 01:37:28,900 --> 01:37:31,100 If we weren't talking about a tragedy, 1522 01:37:31,180 --> 01:37:32,580 Elena's dead child 1523 01:37:32,660 --> 01:37:35,859 and Natalia's in an accident while his mother was driving... 1524 01:37:35,940 --> 01:37:38,739 Remember, that's a very different detail from Elena's case. 1525 01:37:38,820 --> 01:37:41,099 A dead child is the same for any mother. 1526 01:37:41,180 --> 01:37:43,819 I agree, but I'm talking about you. 1527 01:37:43,899 --> 01:37:45,379 I was wrong about you. 1528 01:37:46,499 --> 01:37:47,819 I didn't need to draw inspiration 1529 01:37:47,899 --> 01:37:50,579 from the Constitution Day weekend of 2004. 1530 01:37:50,658 --> 01:37:52,578 I should have drawn inspiration from you. 1531 01:37:52,659 --> 01:37:55,299 From the twenty years we worked together. 1532 01:37:56,058 --> 01:37:57,018 What are you talking about? 1533 01:37:57,098 --> 01:37:58,418 How could I have been so blind? 1534 01:37:58,498 --> 01:38:01,897 I didn't exist, I never existed. I only existed in relation to you! 1535 01:38:01,978 --> 01:38:03,297 You exist now, and how. 1536 01:38:03,378 --> 01:38:05,777 Now I exist because of Elena! I imagine so. 1537 01:38:05,858 --> 01:38:08,458 But I regret not having seen you before 1538 01:38:08,817 --> 01:38:10,297 the way I'm seeing you now. 1539 01:38:10,377 --> 01:38:11,737 Leave me alone! 1540 01:38:14,777 --> 01:38:16,616 You're the story, Monica. 1541 01:38:17,016 --> 01:38:18,897 The way you've watched over me, 1542 01:38:19,376 --> 01:38:21,256 your ability to make yourself invisible, 1543 01:38:21,337 --> 01:38:24,376 and the ability you've just shown to destroy me. 1544 01:38:24,456 --> 01:38:26,855 You were the one I should have written about. 1545 01:38:26,936 --> 01:38:28,136 There's still time. 1546 01:38:28,216 --> 01:38:30,295 Let go of me! Elsa will be inspired by you. 1547 01:38:30,376 --> 01:38:31,695 I'll disappear. 1548 01:38:31,776 --> 01:38:33,455 From now on, Elsa is you. 1549 01:38:34,615 --> 01:38:35,855 Look me in the face. 1550 01:38:37,055 --> 01:38:39,935 Tell me you don't recognize the expression you mentioned earlier, 1551 01:38:41,134 --> 01:38:43,535 when I'd found the key to the story. 1552 01:38:45,495 --> 01:38:49,254 I shouldn't have come. I don't know why I did. 1553 01:38:49,335 --> 01:38:51,054 Because you're my best reader. 1554 01:38:52,174 --> 01:38:54,413 And you had to give me one last lesson. 1555 01:39:23,931 --> 01:39:26,131 Excuse me, sir. We're closing. 1556 01:39:26,451 --> 01:39:27,531 One moment. 1557 01:39:31,011 --> 01:39:32,570 We're closing, sir. 1558 01:39:34,691 --> 01:39:35,771 How much is it? 1559 01:39:36,170 --> 01:39:37,930 43.50. 1560 01:39:43,130 --> 01:39:44,609 Keep the change. 1561 01:39:44,690 --> 01:39:45,650 Thank you. 1562 01:39:46,370 --> 01:39:48,130 But I'm afraid you have to leave. 1563 01:41:13,523 --> 01:41:17,362 I'd like to read the new ending, the one with the conflict with Monica. 1564 01:41:18,162 --> 01:41:19,682 Even I don't know it yet. 1565 01:41:20,843 --> 01:41:21,802 And Beau? 1566 01:41:23,162 --> 01:41:24,482 How does that character end? 1567 01:41:27,761 --> 01:41:31,562 I don't know, Santi, but right now I have to keep writing. 1568 01:41:32,362 --> 01:41:34,681 Do you mind if we talk another time? 1569 01:41:34,761 --> 01:41:35,881 No, of course not. 1570 01:41:37,361 --> 01:41:38,761 I was curious. 1571 01:41:40,801 --> 01:41:43,120 Unless there's something urgent you need to tell me. 1572 01:41:48,400 --> 01:41:49,400 No. 1573 01:41:51,960 --> 01:41:53,080 I can wait. 1574 01:42:16,782 --> 01:42:17,856 Subs by BlueAM