1 00:00:03,710 --> 00:00:07,210 [ Jillian Edwards' "I Won't Fall" plays ] 2 00:00:11,920 --> 00:00:14,380 ♪ Yesterday's ghost ♪ 3 00:00:14,380 --> 00:00:16,710 ♪ Should be haunting me ♪ 4 00:00:16,710 --> 00:00:20,380 ♪ But I've finally woken up to who I'm supposed to be ♪ 5 00:00:20,380 --> 00:00:24,670 Bailey: "On your deathbed, no one wishes they'd worked more." 6 00:00:24,670 --> 00:00:26,420 ♪ Walking in the golden hue ♪ Woman: Miranda! 7 00:00:26,420 --> 00:00:28,460 ♪ I wanna give it back to you ♪ 8 00:00:28,460 --> 00:00:30,040 Miranda! 9 00:00:30,040 --> 00:00:32,830 ♪ I won't fall ♪ 10 00:00:32,830 --> 00:00:34,620 Miranda! 11 00:00:34,620 --> 00:00:37,120 That's the trite, little phrase people trot out 12 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:38,620 when they want to play hooky 13 00:00:38,620 --> 00:00:41,120 or spend too much money on vacation 14 00:00:41,120 --> 00:00:43,170 or shame working parents 15 00:00:43,170 --> 00:00:45,830 for missing their kid's soccer game for a board meeting. 16 00:00:45,830 --> 00:00:48,790 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh ♪ 17 00:00:48,790 --> 00:00:50,960 Mom! 18 00:00:50,960 --> 00:00:52,420 Don't post that! 19 00:00:52,420 --> 00:00:53,580 My tie's not straight! 20 00:00:53,580 --> 00:00:55,420 Oh, ho! You look fantastic. 21 00:00:55,420 --> 00:00:57,000 Definitely not that. Ahh. 22 00:00:57,000 --> 00:00:59,170 But you know what matters even more 23 00:00:59,170 --> 00:01:01,000 for your History Day presentation? 24 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:02,250 I'm prepared. That's right. 25 00:01:02,250 --> 00:01:04,670 You researched and practiced. 26 00:01:04,670 --> 00:01:07,170 Hard work is the recipe for success. 27 00:01:09,750 --> 00:01:11,500 Wh-- 28 00:01:11,500 --> 00:01:12,920 What in God's name? 29 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:14,620 Fart Attack app. 30 00:01:14,620 --> 00:01:16,290 I'm gonna bust it out during Robbie Uhr's presentation. 31 00:01:16,290 --> 00:01:17,830 No, you will not! 32 00:01:17,830 --> 00:01:20,380 Sabotaging the competition doesn't make you any better. 33 00:01:21,830 --> 00:01:23,210 Oh, come o-- 34 00:01:24,290 --> 00:01:26,540 That's so silly. 35 00:01:28,960 --> 00:01:31,670 Okay. Your dad's picking you up after school, 36 00:01:31,670 --> 00:01:33,250 so we'll see you on Monday, okay? 37 00:01:33,250 --> 00:01:35,170 -See you Monday. -Mm. 38 00:01:35,170 --> 00:01:37,250 -Knock 'em dead. -Bye. 39 00:01:39,380 --> 00:01:44,750 ♪♪ 40 00:01:44,750 --> 00:01:48,620 "On your deathbed, no one wishes they'd worked more." 41 00:01:51,250 --> 00:01:55,000 Tell that to the people who love their work. 42 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:03,080 So, today, I'm gonna climb 60 flights of stairs. 43 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:05,120 All my gear on. 98-degree heat. 44 00:02:05,120 --> 00:02:08,250 But, then again, I guess that's not really that -- No. 45 00:02:08,250 --> 00:02:10,670 I can't talk to you about my day? 46 00:02:10,670 --> 00:02:14,330 You cannot. Because it's not cute. 47 00:02:14,330 --> 00:02:16,920 What you're doing to my stomach lining. 48 00:02:16,920 --> 00:02:20,250 Not cute. 49 00:02:22,750 --> 00:02:24,920 You're giving me a permanent case of indigestion. 50 00:02:26,500 --> 00:02:28,960 Miranda, how long are we gonna do this? 51 00:02:32,620 --> 00:02:35,120 Just pull over right here. I have a meeting at Seattle Pres. 52 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:36,420 Since when? 53 00:02:36,420 --> 00:02:39,380 Are you playing calendar with me now? 54 00:02:39,380 --> 00:02:41,380 You've been living another life off calendar. 55 00:02:41,380 --> 00:02:42,380 Stop right here. 56 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,210 Okay, look. I'll, uh -- I'll see you at the -- 57 00:02:48,210 --> 00:02:50,500 Hello? Hel-- Hel-- 58 00:02:53,790 --> 00:02:55,210 "60 flights of stairs? 59 00:02:55,210 --> 00:02:57,750 In that heat! 60 00:02:57,750 --> 00:02:59,880 You are a badass, Ben Warren." 61 00:03:01,460 --> 00:03:03,500 "Yeah, I know, right?" 62 00:03:09,580 --> 00:03:10,620 Mr. Nelligan: Please. Please. 63 00:03:10,620 --> 00:03:12,420 I-I don't think you're hearing me. 64 00:03:12,420 --> 00:03:15,960 It's not so much a clot in my leg. It's like a-a pre-clot. 65 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:19,080 Mr. Nelligan, I cannot admit you for a pre-clot, 66 00:03:19,080 --> 00:03:20,750 because that's not a real thing! 67 00:03:20,750 --> 00:03:22,120 Excuse me. Nurse? 68 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:23,670 I can feel it right under the surface, 69 00:03:23,670 --> 00:03:25,170 like a time bomb waiting to... 70 00:03:25,170 --> 00:03:26,580 Hello. I need a moment of your time. 71 00:03:26,580 --> 00:03:28,080 We all need something, don't we? 72 00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:30,250 Dr. Bailey? What are you doing here? 73 00:03:30,250 --> 00:03:32,330 My name is Dr. Miranda Bailey. 74 00:03:32,330 --> 00:03:34,170 I am Chief of Surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial -- 75 00:03:34,170 --> 00:03:35,750 Surgery is upstairs on four. 76 00:03:35,750 --> 00:03:37,580 Okay, interrupt me again, I'm coming over that counter. 77 00:03:38,710 --> 00:03:40,750 My name is Miranda Bailey. 78 00:03:40,750 --> 00:03:43,380 I am Chief of Surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial, 79 00:03:43,380 --> 00:03:47,420 and I believe that I am having a heart attack. 80 00:03:54,420 --> 00:03:56,040 [ Monitor beeping, indistinct conversations ] 81 00:03:56,040 --> 00:03:57,920 Woman: Miranda! 82 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:59,750 [ Overlapping indistinct voices ] 83 00:04:01,330 --> 00:04:03,420 Ben: What, I can't talk about my day? 84 00:04:03,420 --> 00:04:06,000 Miranda, how long are we gonna do this? 85 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,420 Good news, ma'am. It doesn't look like a heart attack. 86 00:04:08,420 --> 00:04:09,880 May I have that? 87 00:04:09,880 --> 00:04:11,580 I see you are a doctor, 88 00:04:11,580 --> 00:04:13,750 so I'm sure you know that people can confuse heart attacks 89 00:04:13,750 --> 00:04:15,380 with basic indigestion or reflux -- 90 00:04:15,380 --> 00:04:18,210 I'm not confused. Give me that. 91 00:04:18,210 --> 00:04:20,880 [ Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly ] 92 00:04:20,880 --> 00:04:24,170 Run a 15-lead EKG. 93 00:04:24,170 --> 00:04:26,380 You could be missing a posterior infarct. 94 00:04:26,380 --> 00:04:28,330 Well, my cardio chief told me -- 95 00:04:28,330 --> 00:04:29,880 I'll be the chief of my own cardio, 96 00:04:29,880 --> 00:04:32,120 and I'm telling you what I need is... 97 00:04:33,710 --> 00:04:36,540 Here. 98 00:04:36,540 --> 00:04:40,000 For a posterior EKG, 99 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:43,880 you want to put leads here... 100 00:04:43,880 --> 00:04:46,620 and here... 101 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:48,330 and... 102 00:04:48,330 --> 00:04:49,540 Here. Turn around. 103 00:04:50,920 --> 00:04:53,920 Turn around! Here. 104 00:04:56,420 --> 00:04:57,920 Well, don't just stand there! 105 00:05:03,290 --> 00:05:05,920 Now run it again! 106 00:05:14,580 --> 00:05:15,750 Well? 107 00:05:15,750 --> 00:05:17,420 Nothing. 108 00:05:17,420 --> 00:05:20,000 I'm telling you, Doctor. The EKG looks fine. 109 00:05:21,170 --> 00:05:23,500 But how about I take a family history 110 00:05:23,500 --> 00:05:25,460 while we wait for the cardiac enzymes? 111 00:05:25,460 --> 00:05:27,750 We find out if there's something else going on. 112 00:05:27,750 --> 00:05:30,710 How about you go away now? And bring me whomever is in charge? 113 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:40,000 Elena: Miranda! 114 00:05:43,960 --> 00:05:45,500 Miranda Bailey! 115 00:05:47,080 --> 00:05:49,960 You have three seconds to get inside this house 116 00:05:49,960 --> 00:05:51,670 before I come looking for you! 117 00:05:51,670 --> 00:05:53,880 Three! Two! 118 00:05:53,880 --> 00:05:56,250 One! 119 00:05:56,250 --> 00:06:00,290 Now, what did I say about coming in before the street lights? 120 00:06:00,290 --> 00:06:03,000 That if I wasn't inside before the first flicker, 121 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:04,920 you'd be on me like white on rice, 122 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:08,750 on a paper plate, in a snowstorm, in Antarctica. 123 00:06:08,750 --> 00:06:09,920 And are the lights on? 124 00:06:11,500 --> 00:06:14,670 I'm sorry, but I was just reading in a tree. I promise. 125 00:06:14,670 --> 00:06:16,960 Stuck up in a tree is no place for a little girl. 126 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:20,380 Especially when they have a perfectly good porch swing 127 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:22,120 on the front of their house, 128 00:06:22,120 --> 00:06:23,670 where I can see you. 129 00:06:23,670 --> 00:06:25,380 Yes, ma'am. 130 00:06:28,290 --> 00:06:30,000 Yeah, I need you to cover my service. 131 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:31,460 I'm not feeling well. 132 00:06:31,460 --> 00:06:33,120 I thought I'd stay home 133 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:34,830 rather than make my sick patients sicker. 134 00:06:34,830 --> 00:06:36,920 "Do no harm" and all that. 135 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:37,960 Well, what's wrong? Are you...? 136 00:06:37,960 --> 00:06:40,120 Uh, Mrs. Woo is coming in 137 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:42,540 for a regular screening colonoscopy. 138 00:06:42,540 --> 00:06:44,000 Everything's in the chart. 139 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:47,170 And Mr. Izikoff needs an ERCP. Can you do that? 140 00:06:47,170 --> 00:06:48,580 Woman on P.A.: Dr. Maxwell. 141 00:06:48,580 --> 00:06:50,210 Paging Dr. Larry Maxwell to the ER. 142 00:06:51,620 --> 00:06:53,080 You sure you're okay? 143 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:55,210 I'm sick! You want the gory details? 144 00:06:55,210 --> 00:06:56,880 I'm trusting you'll handle it. Gotta go! 145 00:06:58,580 --> 00:07:00,290 Chief Bailey. 146 00:07:00,290 --> 00:07:02,040 Chief Maxwell. 147 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:04,830 We here at Seattle Presbyterian know that you have a choice 148 00:07:04,830 --> 00:07:06,380 when it comes to your health, 149 00:07:06,380 --> 00:07:08,170 and I'm delighted, with all your Harper Avery wins 150 00:07:08,170 --> 00:07:09,830 and national recognition, 151 00:07:09,830 --> 00:07:12,380 that when you need quality care, you come to us. 152 00:07:12,380 --> 00:07:14,710 You talk to a woman having a heart attack this way? 153 00:07:14,710 --> 00:07:17,380 Believe me, if you were having a heart attack, I would not. 154 00:07:17,380 --> 00:07:21,210 So you're taking your intern's diagnosis over mine? 155 00:07:21,210 --> 00:07:24,000 I'm taking the HandP, normal EKG, 156 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:25,920 and negative rapid troponin. 157 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:27,500 Miranda, we're running 158 00:07:27,500 --> 00:07:29,540 a full cardiac enzyme panel for good measure, 159 00:07:29,540 --> 00:07:30,960 but trust me -- it'll be normal. 160 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:32,750 My clinical judgment tells me you're all good. 161 00:07:32,750 --> 00:07:34,920 I most certainly am not "all good." 162 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:37,460 I have nausea, heartburn. 163 00:07:37,460 --> 00:07:40,380 Any big stressors in your life lately 164 00:07:40,380 --> 00:07:43,000 Do not go down that road with me. What road is, uh -- 165 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:46,040 The road where a woman shows up in the ER with physical symptoms 166 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:47,710 and you decide that it must be 167 00:07:47,710 --> 00:07:50,670 that she's not able to handle all her feelings. 168 00:07:50,670 --> 00:07:52,750 No, this is not about anxiety. 169 00:07:52,750 --> 00:07:54,830 My secret heart doesn't need fixing. 170 00:07:54,830 --> 00:07:56,670 My actual heart needs fixing. 171 00:07:56,670 --> 00:07:59,500 Are you sure you're not experiencing any unusual levels of stress? 172 00:08:00,830 --> 00:08:02,830 -You're fired. -This man is dead! 173 00:08:02,830 --> 00:08:04,250 Miranda, just get in the car. 174 00:08:04,250 --> 00:08:05,460 I'm gonna take care of myself. 175 00:08:06,830 --> 00:08:08,460 I need $20 million. 176 00:08:12,750 --> 00:08:14,710 I am having a heart attack. 177 00:08:14,710 --> 00:08:16,170 And I'm not going anywhere 178 00:08:16,170 --> 00:08:19,420 until you do a full cardiac work-up and prove it. 179 00:08:27,790 --> 00:08:29,710 Woman on P.A.: Paging Dr. Anderson to Labor and Delivery. 180 00:08:29,710 --> 00:08:30,960 Whatcha in for? 181 00:08:32,210 --> 00:08:34,250 Uh, heart attack. 182 00:08:34,250 --> 00:08:36,500 Mm. Whatcha workin' on? 183 00:08:36,500 --> 00:08:37,710 Work. 184 00:08:37,710 --> 00:08:39,710 No wonder you had a heart attack. 185 00:08:39,710 --> 00:08:42,500 Sorry. Too soon? 186 00:08:42,500 --> 00:08:46,080 I am Chief of Surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial, 187 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:47,920 and my work doesn't stop just because... 188 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:50,620 they want to take their sweet time with their work-up! 189 00:08:50,620 --> 00:08:52,170 Wow. Chief of Surgery. 190 00:08:52,170 --> 00:08:54,080 Look at you. Burning it down. 191 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:56,290 My work ethic sucks. 192 00:08:56,290 --> 00:08:58,250 Drove my parents crazy. 193 00:08:58,250 --> 00:09:00,580 I'm just grateful I had a temp job when they died. 194 00:09:02,170 --> 00:09:03,710 What are you in for? 195 00:09:03,710 --> 00:09:05,960 Broken femur. And a nasty road rash. 196 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:07,960 But, you know, that what's I get 197 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:11,500 for pushing my Kawasaki to 100 on Route 10. 198 00:09:11,500 --> 00:09:14,000 Needless to say, frequent flyer. 199 00:09:15,290 --> 00:09:17,420 What, you not a fan of hogs? 200 00:09:17,420 --> 00:09:20,830 Life is a gift, one that I show my appreciation for 201 00:09:20,830 --> 00:09:24,080 by not recklessly speeding through mountain roads 202 00:09:24,080 --> 00:09:27,790 on hogs or anything else for that matter. 203 00:09:27,790 --> 00:09:29,420 I wore a helmet! 204 00:09:30,540 --> 00:09:32,250 Now, you want to talk reckless? 205 00:09:32,250 --> 00:09:33,790 Skydiving in Costa Rica. Ooh. 206 00:09:33,790 --> 00:09:35,170 That's reckless. 207 00:09:35,170 --> 00:09:38,250 Plane almost lost a wing on the way up. 208 00:09:38,250 --> 00:09:39,830 Hell of a rush, though. 209 00:09:39,830 --> 00:09:41,670 If you say so. 210 00:09:41,670 --> 00:09:43,710 So no interest? 211 00:09:43,710 --> 00:09:44,540 Zero. 212 00:09:44,540 --> 00:09:45,790 Not even... 213 00:09:45,790 --> 00:09:47,210 Not one iota. 214 00:09:47,210 --> 00:09:49,920 Not buying it. It's human nature. 215 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,080 Everyone has the need to be a little bit reckless. 216 00:10:01,330 --> 00:10:02,920 Ouch! Dang it! 217 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:05,580 Miranda! Oh, my Lord! 218 00:10:05,580 --> 00:10:07,250 Ohh! 219 00:10:07,250 --> 00:10:09,620 I'm okay. I just scraped my elbow. 220 00:10:09,620 --> 00:10:12,380 Why on Earth weren't you riding with your training wheels?! 221 00:10:12,380 --> 00:10:13,830 Because I'm in junior high! 222 00:10:13,830 --> 00:10:16,500 And all the other kids pick on me for using training wheels. 223 00:10:16,500 --> 00:10:18,580 Like they pick on me for wearing high waters. 224 00:10:18,580 --> 00:10:20,580 Well, I don't want your hem getting caught up. 225 00:10:20,580 --> 00:10:23,500 And we don't need you tripping, falling, and busting your head. 226 00:10:23,500 --> 00:10:24,670 I know how to walk. 227 00:10:24,670 --> 00:10:29,420 Come on in here. We gonna clean this up. 228 00:10:29,420 --> 00:10:30,880 Woman on P.A.: Paging Nurse Alvarez. 229 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,750 You seem agitated. 230 00:10:32,750 --> 00:10:34,880 She's having a heart attack and you're not helping her. 231 00:10:34,880 --> 00:10:36,250 That's agitating. 232 00:10:36,250 --> 00:10:39,040 Thank you. 233 00:10:39,040 --> 00:10:40,670 Let's discuss diet and exercise. 234 00:10:40,670 --> 00:10:43,000 Any significant changes lately? 235 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:44,920 Um... 236 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:48,830 A few years back, my levels were a little high. 237 00:10:48,830 --> 00:10:51,670 I got them under control. They've been steady ever since. 238 00:10:51,670 --> 00:10:54,620 I take my steps, drink my green drinks... 239 00:10:54,620 --> 00:10:56,290 So no spicy foods or...? 240 00:10:56,290 --> 00:10:59,920 You went to Yale Medical School, as I recall. 241 00:10:59,920 --> 00:11:02,000 Mm-hmm. Ivy League. 242 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:05,290 Is there actual ivy there or is that just a thing? 243 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:07,960 Dr. Bailey, I would rather discuss your health 244 00:11:07,960 --> 00:11:09,460 than my education. 245 00:11:09,460 --> 00:11:12,120 But, yes. There is actual ivy. It's not just a thing. 246 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:14,880 Oh. Well, then. I learned something new today. 247 00:11:14,880 --> 00:11:17,920 Which is more than you can say for your days at Yale. 248 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:20,750 Because apparently your teachers didn't get the memo 249 00:11:20,750 --> 00:11:22,330 that women's heart attacks 250 00:11:22,330 --> 00:11:24,790 don't manifest the way they do in men. 251 00:11:24,790 --> 00:11:27,080 They're not all chest-clutching, vomiting, 252 00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:30,040 "help, my arm is numb," boom -- floor drop. 253 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:32,210 Look. Just -- Just give me 254 00:11:32,210 --> 00:11:34,080 a cardiac stress test, Dr. Maxwell. 255 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:35,540 Dr. Bailey, I can tell y-- 256 00:11:35,540 --> 00:11:37,420 Just give her the damn stress test, Maxwell. 257 00:11:41,920 --> 00:11:43,830 Any medications you take regularly? 258 00:11:43,830 --> 00:11:47,000 Um, other than statins 259 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:49,380 and anti-depressants to manage OCD, no. 260 00:11:49,380 --> 00:11:50,960 Hm. 261 00:11:52,330 --> 00:11:55,080 Everything's under control. We're good. 262 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:56,330 Ben: You good, Miranda? 263 00:11:56,330 --> 00:11:59,290 I put my hands in those patients, and they died. 264 00:11:59,290 --> 00:12:01,290 I feel so... dirty. 265 00:12:01,290 --> 00:12:03,710 Richard: Accept that you have a disease, Bailey. 266 00:12:03,710 --> 00:12:05,580 Accept help. 267 00:12:05,580 --> 00:12:07,960 Don't do that. 268 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:09,460 Do what? 269 00:12:10,580 --> 00:12:13,580 I am a sci-fi-loving 270 00:12:13,580 --> 00:12:15,670 African-American woman in her 40s 271 00:12:15,670 --> 00:12:19,000 with a stubborn husband, a beautiful son, 272 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:21,250 and no pets because they smell like feet. 273 00:12:21,250 --> 00:12:22,880 And I have a big job 274 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:26,250 where I do big, lifesaving, miracle-working things... 275 00:12:26,250 --> 00:12:28,420 where I lead others so that they can do 276 00:12:28,420 --> 00:12:30,380 their big, lifesaving, miracle-working thing. 277 00:12:30,380 --> 00:12:32,670 And, yes, I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. 278 00:12:32,670 --> 00:12:34,290 I am not ashamed of that. 279 00:12:34,290 --> 00:12:37,250 But it's not my story. It's just one piece. 280 00:12:37,250 --> 00:12:40,080 And if you continue to look at just that one piece -- 281 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:42,540 if you check the "mental illness" box 282 00:12:42,540 --> 00:12:44,460 and refuse to look at anything else -- 283 00:12:44,460 --> 00:12:46,710 then I'm not gonna live long enough 284 00:12:46,710 --> 00:12:48,960 to finish the rest of my story. 285 00:12:50,460 --> 00:12:53,620 Give me the cardiac stress test, Dr. Maxwell. 286 00:12:55,420 --> 00:12:58,380 Miranda, you do not need a stress test. 287 00:12:58,380 --> 00:13:00,290 Okay, then I want a second opinion. 288 00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:04,170 If you're not happy with your care here, you're free to leave. 289 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:05,920 Oh, and drop dead in the parking lot? 290 00:13:05,920 --> 00:13:07,540 No. That is not how my story ends. 291 00:13:07,540 --> 00:13:09,120 Second opinion. Please. 292 00:13:10,960 --> 00:13:12,790 And preferably not a Yale grad! 293 00:13:12,790 --> 00:13:15,170 All that ivy seems to have poisoned your brain! 294 00:13:15,170 --> 00:13:17,540 Morgan: Ha! You tell 'im! 295 00:13:20,380 --> 00:13:22,670 If something happens to me, 296 00:13:22,670 --> 00:13:25,540 do not let them hook me up to anything. 297 00:13:25,540 --> 00:13:28,620 And if something happens to me, hook me up. 298 00:13:28,620 --> 00:13:30,210 I want extraordinary measures. 299 00:13:30,210 --> 00:13:31,920 The more extraordinary, the better. 300 00:13:33,960 --> 00:13:35,620 Seriously. 301 00:13:35,620 --> 00:13:37,330 -Seriously. 302 00:13:40,210 --> 00:13:41,710 Dr. Bailey. I'm Dr. Gregory. 303 00:13:41,710 --> 00:13:44,330 Finally! I've been waiting for the stress test 304 00:13:44,330 --> 00:13:46,880 and cardiac consult for the last half-hour. 305 00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:50,250 Well, I am here for a consult, but I'm not a cardiologist. 306 00:13:50,250 --> 00:13:53,460 I am a psychiatrist, and I was hoping that we could talk. 307 00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:56,420 ♪♪ 308 00:14:03,620 --> 00:14:05,420 [ Sirens wailing in the distance ] 309 00:14:08,380 --> 00:14:11,170 [ Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly ] 310 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:16,710 Dr. Bailey? 311 00:14:16,710 --> 00:14:18,290 Yeah, I need you to meet me in the pit. 312 00:14:18,290 --> 00:14:20,290 I'm on my way. Not our pit. 313 00:14:20,290 --> 00:14:21,710 The pit at Seattle Presbyterian. 314 00:14:21,710 --> 00:14:23,170 Seattle Presbyt-- 315 00:14:23,170 --> 00:14:24,500 Sh-- No, no. Don't say it out loud. 316 00:14:24,500 --> 00:14:25,620 And don't tell anyone you're coming. 317 00:14:25,620 --> 00:14:27,580 Just get here. Fast. That's an order. 318 00:14:27,580 --> 00:14:29,210 Also a request. 319 00:14:29,210 --> 00:14:30,380 I'll be right there. 320 00:14:33,790 --> 00:14:35,620 Let's talk about your home life. 321 00:14:37,290 --> 00:14:38,920 You have a husband, yes? 322 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:41,420 Yes. A husband who is a doctor. 323 00:14:41,420 --> 00:14:44,040 Was a doctor. Now he's a firefighter. 324 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:47,080 It's not easy to be the wife of a first responder, 325 00:14:47,080 --> 00:14:48,620 knowing your loved ones 326 00:14:48,620 --> 00:14:51,420 run into situations that most run away from. 327 00:14:51,420 --> 00:14:55,290 He is not the reason I'm having a heart attack. 328 00:14:55,290 --> 00:14:57,250 But is that the reason that he's not here? 329 00:14:57,250 --> 00:14:59,120 'Cause he's fighting fires, or...? 330 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:01,250 Okay, Dr. Gregory, with all due respect 331 00:15:01,250 --> 00:15:03,080 to your field of medicine, 332 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:06,290 I need you to understand that every second we waste, 333 00:15:06,290 --> 00:15:08,380 I'm losing heart muscle. 334 00:15:08,380 --> 00:15:12,670 My vessels are constricting. My heart is being damaged. 335 00:15:12,670 --> 00:15:16,420 I'm a doctor. You should, at the very least, acknowledge that. 336 00:15:16,420 --> 00:15:18,920 Fair enough, Dr. Bailey. 337 00:15:18,920 --> 00:15:20,460 Well, then, if you'll humor me, 338 00:15:20,460 --> 00:15:22,120 I'd like to ask you for a consult. 339 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:24,790 I have a patient -- 340 00:15:24,790 --> 00:15:28,580 a-a woman who has a big job with big responsibilities. 341 00:15:28,580 --> 00:15:31,750 Manages life-and-death scenarios on the daily. 342 00:15:31,750 --> 00:15:34,000 She also has a history of mental illness. 343 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:36,420 And I have assessed limited coping skills. 344 00:15:36,420 --> 00:15:39,080 I see no data to support her self-diagnosis 345 00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:41,380 despite repeated tests. 346 00:15:41,380 --> 00:15:44,920 And on top of that, I see no support system in place. 347 00:15:44,920 --> 00:15:46,540 No friends or family in sight. 348 00:15:46,540 --> 00:15:50,250 Dr. Bailey, if you were this woman's doctor 349 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:52,880 and you were looking at her chart, 350 00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:54,420 what would you think? 351 00:15:55,790 --> 00:15:59,040 63% of women who die suddenly from coronary heart disease 352 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:00,920 had no previous symptoms, 353 00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:05,620 and women of color are at a far greater risk. 354 00:16:05,620 --> 00:16:10,250 So if I were consulting on the patient your describe, 355 00:16:10,250 --> 00:16:13,210 I would take into consideration statistics 356 00:16:13,210 --> 00:16:17,040 that would never even occur to people who look like you. 357 00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:19,670 And I do have a support system. 358 00:16:19,670 --> 00:16:21,880 And a beautiful child 359 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:25,170 who had a history presentation this morning 360 00:16:25,170 --> 00:16:28,120 and who is now on his mid-morning break. 361 00:16:28,120 --> 00:16:31,880 So if you'll excuse me, we're done here. 362 00:16:33,670 --> 00:16:35,500 What's wrong?! Are you hurt?! 363 00:16:35,500 --> 00:16:38,420 I got in! I got in! Full scholarship to Wellesley! 364 00:16:38,420 --> 00:16:41,080 Blue pride, baby! 365 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:44,120 Congratulations, honey. 366 00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:48,250 6 hours and 40 minutes away! 367 00:16:48,250 --> 00:16:50,500 Are you sure it's your first choice? 368 00:16:50,500 --> 00:16:52,330 Mom, are you serious? 369 00:16:52,330 --> 00:16:54,210 Harriet Stratemeyer Adams. 370 00:16:54,210 --> 00:16:57,620 Cokie Roberts. Nora Ephron. Hillary Rodham Clinton! 371 00:16:57,620 --> 00:16:59,880 I'm going to a school of the greats. 372 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:02,120 But it's near Boston. 373 00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:04,290 Can you be happy for me? 374 00:17:04,290 --> 00:17:06,000 For once? 375 00:17:11,290 --> 00:17:13,960 Hi, honey. Hey, how'd it go? 376 00:17:16,170 --> 00:17:18,790 Because I'm your mom and I get to know all the things. Go. 377 00:17:21,790 --> 00:17:23,880 Wha-- 378 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:26,460 A standing ovation from all the teachers? 379 00:17:29,540 --> 00:17:31,500 Ohh. 380 00:17:31,500 --> 00:17:35,330 I am so proud of you, Tuck. 381 00:17:35,330 --> 00:17:37,710 I'm so very proud. 382 00:17:39,750 --> 00:17:41,380 Because I'm your mother 383 00:17:41,380 --> 00:17:44,080 and I get to say it as many times as I want to. 384 00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:51,210 Y-- Yeah. No. Hey, go to class! 385 00:17:51,210 --> 00:17:54,670 Okay. Hey, and be good for your dad this weekend. 386 00:17:54,670 --> 00:17:56,460 I love y-- 387 00:18:00,290 --> 00:18:04,580 ♪♪ 388 00:18:04,580 --> 00:18:09,040 ♪♪ 389 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:12,540 Please. Please. 390 00:18:22,120 --> 00:18:25,170 Bailey: I need some help in here! 391 00:18:30,420 --> 00:18:33,120 Well, this is a s-surprise. 392 00:18:33,120 --> 00:18:34,960 Yeah, I, um -- I-I'm here for a consult. 393 00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:36,960 Another doctor called me. For a consult. 394 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:39,080 Well, I-I'm a following up on something for a colleague. 395 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:40,380 Oh, another surgeon? 396 00:18:40,380 --> 00:18:43,000 Excuse me. The family waiting area is down that hall. 397 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:44,500 We're doctors. 398 00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:47,080 Yeah, uh, following up on calls we got from your ER. 399 00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:48,250 Then can I help you find someone? 400 00:18:50,920 --> 00:18:51,960 -Dr. Bailey. -Miranda Bailey. 401 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:59,960 I don't see a Dr. Bailey working here today. 402 00:18:59,960 --> 00:19:02,580 Uh, check patient records. 403 00:19:02,580 --> 00:19:04,670 I can't share that information. 404 00:19:04,670 --> 00:19:06,040 HIPAA and all. 405 00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:09,460 But I'm sure you knew that, Doctors. 406 00:19:09,460 --> 00:19:11,000 Mm. She's my mom. 407 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:12,790 Uh, Miranda Bailey is my mother. 408 00:19:12,790 --> 00:19:14,420 You're her husband? 409 00:19:14,420 --> 00:19:15,790 Uh, no. 410 00:19:15,790 --> 00:19:18,380 Um, but s-she's my daughter. 411 00:19:18,380 --> 00:19:21,000 B-But he's married to my mom, Miranda Bailey. 412 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,290 That's right. 413 00:19:22,290 --> 00:19:25,250 Bed number three. 414 00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:27,380 -Thank you. -Thank you. 415 00:19:28,500 --> 00:19:30,210 Probably should have led with husband, huh? 416 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:32,080 Okay. Just don't mention that you called her your mother. 417 00:19:32,080 --> 00:19:34,670 No, she had me very, very young. 418 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,290 Bailey: Call a code blue! 419 00:19:39,290 --> 00:19:42,210 Hey! Uh... 420 00:19:42,210 --> 00:19:43,540 -Crash cart coming in! -She's coding! 421 00:19:43,540 --> 00:19:45,710 She had a broken femur! May have thrown a clot! 422 00:19:45,710 --> 00:19:47,960 All right. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on, Morgan. Hold on. 423 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,170 V fib. Charge to 120. 424 00:19:49,170 --> 00:19:50,290 -120. -Clear! 425 00:19:52,670 --> 00:19:53,920 Charge to 200. 426 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:55,040 -Charged. -Clear! 427 00:19:56,830 --> 00:19:58,210 We got her back. 428 00:20:03,330 --> 00:20:04,380 Oh, my God, Miranda. 429 00:20:04,380 --> 00:20:06,620 Ohh! Damn. I'm glad to see you. 430 00:20:07,670 --> 00:20:08,880 Bailey! 431 00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:11,580 Hey! Miranda? 432 00:20:11,580 --> 00:20:13,420 Miranda! 433 00:20:13,420 --> 00:20:15,210 -Bailey. 434 00:20:23,380 --> 00:20:24,830 If you didn't tell him, then how the hell 435 00:20:24,830 --> 00:20:26,710 did he figure out where -- I figured it out because 436 00:20:26,710 --> 00:20:29,210 I have never known you to take a sick day, ever. 437 00:20:29,210 --> 00:20:32,210 And because I heard them page Dr. Maxwell when you called me. 438 00:20:32,210 --> 00:20:33,580 And none of that matters. 439 00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:36,170 What matters now is that you are being hooked up to an EKG 440 00:20:36,170 --> 00:20:38,670 with cardiac symptoms in someone else's hospital. 441 00:20:38,670 --> 00:20:40,670 -Dr. Maggie Pierce, 442 00:20:40,670 --> 00:20:43,170 Chief of Cardiothoracic Surgery at Grey Sloan, 443 00:20:43,170 --> 00:20:44,580 and I'm saving your patient's life. 444 00:20:44,580 --> 00:20:46,460 Look at this EKG! Elevated STs -- 445 00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:48,330 I know what an MI looks like. 446 00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:50,620 Clearly, you don't, because she has been sitting here for hours 447 00:20:50,620 --> 00:20:51,920 and you completely missed it. 448 00:20:51,920 --> 00:20:53,670 Dr. Bailey, you know as well as I do 449 00:20:53,670 --> 00:20:55,880 that your previous EKGs did not show these changes. 450 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:59,290 Webber. Glad to see the Grey Sloan team decided to join us. 451 00:20:59,290 --> 00:21:01,710 Dr. Pierce needs to get Dr. Bailey to cath lab STAT. 452 00:21:01,710 --> 00:21:03,790 I need to open up the blockage before it's too late. 453 00:21:03,790 --> 00:21:05,120 Let's load her with Plavix. 454 00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:06,420 You don't have privileges here. 455 00:21:06,420 --> 00:21:08,210 Now get out of the way so I can help your friend. 456 00:21:08,210 --> 00:21:10,460 Let's go. 457 00:21:10,460 --> 00:21:14,790 ♪♪ 458 00:21:14,790 --> 00:21:17,750 -60 damn years. 459 00:21:17,750 --> 00:21:21,420 When I said I do, I meant I do. 460 00:21:21,420 --> 00:21:23,380 Even though I know what you're gonna be like in 60 years. 461 00:21:23,380 --> 00:21:25,790 And what am I going to be like, Dr. Warren? 462 00:21:25,790 --> 00:21:27,290 Bossy. 463 00:21:27,290 --> 00:21:29,500 Ah. Like you're gonna be some walk in the park. 464 00:21:37,710 --> 00:21:39,250 Maxwell: What is it? Are you feeling any -- 465 00:21:39,250 --> 00:21:42,750 Why is it that men only listen to women 466 00:21:42,750 --> 00:21:45,330 after they've done something wrong? 467 00:21:45,330 --> 00:21:47,620 Let's just hold still so we can get this done. 468 00:21:47,620 --> 00:21:48,880 You have a wife? 469 00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:51,080 I have access to the LAD. 470 00:21:51,080 --> 00:21:53,920 Y'all. Don't. Listen. 471 00:21:55,420 --> 00:21:58,170 Princess Leia knows what I'm talking about. 472 00:21:58,170 --> 00:22:02,420 When they went on that planet with the -- the...Ewoks! 473 00:22:02,420 --> 00:22:03,790 Yeah. 474 00:22:03,790 --> 00:22:08,250 And if Han and Luke had listened to Leia, 475 00:22:08,250 --> 00:22:11,460 they could've avoided a lot of misery. 476 00:22:11,460 --> 00:22:12,830 I'm just sayin'. 477 00:22:12,830 --> 00:22:14,960 And...we're...done. 478 00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:19,380 Ewok. 479 00:22:19,380 --> 00:22:20,880 You're welcome, Dr. Bailey. 480 00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:25,460 ♪♪ 481 00:22:25,460 --> 00:22:27,960 I know she'll be fine. She's Bailey. 482 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,710 She's unstoppable. You can't slow her down. 483 00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:33,750 I'd like you to slow down. Maybe have a seat. 484 00:22:33,750 --> 00:22:36,250 I checked her charts, and her first troponin levels were normal, 485 00:22:36,250 --> 00:22:37,830 so this hasn't been going on for very long. 486 00:22:37,830 --> 00:22:40,250 Long enough for us to have noticed. 487 00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:46,000 Between this and Amelia, I... 488 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,500 I mean, we're always so busy 489 00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:51,080 running around taking care of everyone else. 490 00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:54,250 Maybe we're not checking in on each other enough. 491 00:22:54,250 --> 00:22:56,170 Oh, God. 492 00:22:56,170 --> 00:22:58,830 Are you dying, too? 493 00:22:58,830 --> 00:23:00,830 No. No one's dying. 494 00:23:00,830 --> 00:23:03,080 Right. I-- Right. Okay. 495 00:23:06,500 --> 00:23:07,790 Where's Ben? 496 00:23:09,500 --> 00:23:12,750 If Bailey wanted him here, he'd be here. 497 00:23:12,750 --> 00:23:14,710 Are you okay? 498 00:23:14,710 --> 00:23:16,040 Me? 499 00:23:17,710 --> 00:23:21,670 I'll be fine when she's fine. 500 00:23:21,670 --> 00:23:23,380 So we're gonna sit here 501 00:23:23,380 --> 00:23:25,750 with you wearing that terrified look on your face, 502 00:23:25,750 --> 00:23:28,120 for a respectable amount of time, 503 00:23:28,120 --> 00:23:30,290 so that Dr. Baylow and her friends can assume 504 00:23:30,290 --> 00:23:32,790 you're having your behind handed to you on a platter! 505 00:23:34,460 --> 00:23:36,960 You're gonna make a hell of a surgeon, Dr. Bailey. 506 00:23:38,790 --> 00:23:39,920 Lose the smile. 507 00:23:42,500 --> 00:23:45,540 Okay, you're stable. The cath procedure went well. 508 00:23:45,540 --> 00:23:47,000 They stented your LAD. 509 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,250 And as soon as you're up for it, 510 00:23:49,250 --> 00:23:50,920 we want to transfer you to Grey Sloan 511 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:52,500 and admit you to Maggie's service. 512 00:23:52,500 --> 00:23:54,420 No, no. I'm not being transferred. 513 00:23:54,420 --> 00:23:56,420 No. Everyone knows me at Grey Sloan. 514 00:23:56,420 --> 00:23:58,290 They'll make too big a deal. 515 00:23:58,290 --> 00:24:00,960 A heart attack is a big deal, Bailey! 516 00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:02,920 When was the last time you called in to work sick? 517 00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:07,040 I have, on occasion, when necessary. 518 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:08,710 Mm 519 00:24:08,710 --> 00:24:10,830 Never. Perfect-attendance award since fourth grade. 520 00:24:10,830 --> 00:24:13,290 I'm not about to blow that now. Exactly. 521 00:24:13,290 --> 00:24:16,120 Pierce is the youngest female cardio chief. 522 00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:18,710 I am the first woman to become Chief of Surgery. 523 00:24:18,710 --> 00:24:21,500 We didn't get to where we are by calling in sick 524 00:24:21,500 --> 00:24:25,170 or showing our bellies or admitting weakness. 525 00:24:25,170 --> 00:24:27,210 No one is gonna think any less of you. 526 00:24:27,210 --> 00:24:29,380 Okay, when you came back from being electrocuted, 527 00:24:29,380 --> 00:24:32,750 it was All Hail the Conquering Hero. 528 00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:35,750 Nobody doubted your ability to come back. 529 00:24:35,750 --> 00:24:38,710 Miranda, this is not -- No, do not "Miranda" me. 530 00:24:38,710 --> 00:24:41,580 This is a battle you've never had to fight. 531 00:24:41,580 --> 00:24:45,170 It's taken me way too long to feel tall there. 532 00:24:45,170 --> 00:24:47,830 And I'll be damned if I'm gonna let a blocked artery 533 00:24:47,830 --> 00:24:49,170 take me down a peg. 534 00:24:49,170 --> 00:24:50,670 Will you at least let us call Ben? 535 00:24:52,790 --> 00:24:55,170 Let him know you're all right? 536 00:24:55,170 --> 00:24:57,000 Is this really something you want to keep a secret? 537 00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:01,920 Your mother isn't trying to hold you back. 538 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:04,120 She's trying to keep you safe. 539 00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,710 She's trying to keep you alive, 540 00:25:08,710 --> 00:25:12,040 the way she couldn't keep your sister alive. 541 00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:15,540 I had a sister? 542 00:25:15,540 --> 00:25:17,670 It was before you were even born. 543 00:25:17,670 --> 00:25:20,330 Her name was Danielle. 544 00:25:20,330 --> 00:25:22,040 She lived two months. 545 00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:23,750 SIDS. 546 00:25:23,750 --> 00:25:26,330 We felt helpless. 547 00:25:26,330 --> 00:25:27,960 Took me a long time 548 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:31,750 to understand it wasn't our fault. 549 00:25:31,750 --> 00:25:33,880 To forgive myself. 550 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:36,790 But your mother never could. 551 00:25:36,790 --> 00:25:38,710 So when you were born, 552 00:25:38,710 --> 00:25:43,540 she swore she'd never let anything bad happen to you. 553 00:25:43,540 --> 00:25:48,040 Every single day, she lives with the fear of losing you. 554 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:58,040 Hmnh. No transferring. And no calling my husband. 555 00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:00,170 I'll be fine. 556 00:26:00,170 --> 00:26:04,420 I will rest and recover and be back to work by tomorrow. 557 00:26:04,420 --> 00:26:06,670 So if you think you're keeping me out that contest, 558 00:26:06,670 --> 00:26:08,120 you got another thing coming. 559 00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:09,960 Dr. Bailey -- No. I-I've made up my mind! 560 00:26:11,210 --> 00:26:13,250 What happens at Seattle Pres 561 00:26:13,250 --> 00:26:15,670 stays at Sea-- 562 00:26:17,330 --> 00:26:19,540 Her pressure's dropping. 563 00:26:19,540 --> 00:26:22,750 I need an intra-aortic balloon pump tray STAT! 564 00:26:22,750 --> 00:26:25,540 Okay. Someone page Maxwell! Now! 565 00:26:25,540 --> 00:26:26,960 Ohh. 566 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:28,120 Okay. Just breathe. 567 00:26:28,120 --> 00:26:29,620 -Breathe normal. 568 00:26:29,620 --> 00:26:31,830 Miranda. Breathe normal. Relax. 569 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:40,420 Maxwell: Hold on, Dr. Bailey. 570 00:26:40,420 --> 00:26:41,750 Start dopamine at five mikes per kig per minute. 571 00:26:41,750 --> 00:26:43,080 She could have a coronary dissection. 572 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:44,380 Maybe. Her artery was extremely torturous. 573 00:26:44,380 --> 00:26:45,620 Maybe if you had diagnosed her 574 00:26:45,620 --> 00:26:47,500 before she was actively having a heart attack, 575 00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:48,960 you could've taken your time with the procedure 576 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:50,380 instead of having to rush through it! 577 00:26:50,380 --> 00:26:52,210 I followed the protocol for ischemic heart disease. 578 00:26:52,210 --> 00:26:53,670 Did you do a cardiac stress test? 579 00:26:55,250 --> 00:26:56,620 If you had, you would've seen this 580 00:26:56,620 --> 00:26:58,210 long before it became emergent. 581 00:26:58,210 --> 00:26:59,710 Now not only has your stent failed, 582 00:26:59,710 --> 00:27:01,830 but we have to get her up to the O.R. immediately. 583 00:27:01,830 --> 00:27:04,210 We? 584 00:27:04,210 --> 00:27:06,880 They're talking about doing an emergency C-section. 585 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:08,330 Bailey: They can talk all they want. 586 00:27:08,330 --> 00:27:10,830 I'm not going to Mercy West. This baby is not coming out. 587 00:27:10,830 --> 00:27:12,620 I need a ride. You could lose it. You know this. 588 00:27:12,620 --> 00:27:13,830 Things just happen. 589 00:27:13,830 --> 00:27:15,500 No! The world just doesn't happen! 590 00:27:15,500 --> 00:27:17,960 Okay? It's not on God! It's on me! 591 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:19,580 Stop it! Stop it. 592 00:27:19,580 --> 00:27:22,620 Okay, you're right. Cars are not safe for children. 593 00:27:22,620 --> 00:27:26,580 Okay? Neither are bookcases or squirrels. 594 00:27:26,580 --> 00:27:28,330 They're all gonna get your baby. 595 00:27:28,330 --> 00:27:32,420 You feel this way because you are a parent. 596 00:27:32,420 --> 00:27:35,750 It'll pass. Mostly. Some of it never will. 597 00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:39,500 No! Oh, no! No, no! No! 598 00:27:39,500 --> 00:27:41,830 The elevators aren't working! 599 00:27:41,830 --> 00:27:43,790 Turn the elevators back on! 600 00:27:43,790 --> 00:27:45,880 Turn them back on! 601 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:48,000 Oh! Damn it! 602 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:51,460 No, no, no. Keep breathing. 603 00:27:51,460 --> 00:27:53,290 The IABP will get you stabilized, okay? 604 00:27:53,290 --> 00:27:55,040 Maxwell: Get her straight to the O.R. 605 00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:56,460 Prep her for a repeat angio and sternotomy. 606 00:27:56,460 --> 00:27:58,290 A sternotomy?! N-No. No way. 607 00:27:58,290 --> 00:28:00,710 Dr. Pierce, she's likely going to need a CABG. 608 00:28:00,710 --> 00:28:02,920 Not in two days or two hours, but now. 609 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:05,830 If you open up her chest, you will be putting her through hell for no reason. 610 00:28:05,830 --> 00:28:07,500 Angioplasty is no longer an option. 611 00:28:07,500 --> 00:28:09,250 Do the graft via keyhole procedure. 612 00:28:09,250 --> 00:28:10,500 It's far less invasive. 613 00:28:10,500 --> 00:28:12,080 It's a 3-inch incision, max. 614 00:28:13,460 --> 00:28:15,290 You can't. You don't know how. 615 00:28:15,290 --> 00:28:17,170 A conventional approach is the safest. 616 00:28:17,170 --> 00:28:19,830 Says the man who ignored his patient for half the day, 617 00:28:19,830 --> 00:28:22,000 insisted that she was wrong, and now put her in this position, 618 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:23,880 which she should've never been in, in the first place. 619 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,290 So please step aside and give me privileges. 620 00:28:26,290 --> 00:28:27,290 Huh. 621 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,290 Larry, we've known each other for a long time, 622 00:28:31,290 --> 00:28:34,000 so you can trust me. 623 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,420 If you give Dr. Pierce privileges, 624 00:28:36,420 --> 00:28:39,040 you will be extremely happy that you did. 625 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:40,420 For old time's sake? 626 00:28:40,420 --> 00:28:42,120 Then in a few days, we can laugh 627 00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:43,750 about the whole thing on the golf course. 628 00:28:43,750 --> 00:28:45,670 My treat. 629 00:28:45,670 --> 00:28:48,380 Fine. I'll do this for you, Richard. 630 00:28:48,380 --> 00:28:50,040 -But I'm there the whole time. -Okay, let's go. 631 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:51,500 Let's go, everybody. Need some help. 632 00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:53,710 Come on. 633 00:28:53,710 --> 00:28:56,040 -It's okay. -It's gonna be okay. 634 00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,170 -It's okay. 635 00:28:58,170 --> 00:29:00,710 Mom, we've been through this. 636 00:29:00,710 --> 00:29:03,120 You can't become a surgeon unless you go to medical school. 637 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:05,960 I'm saying -- speech pathology. 638 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:08,420 It's still a helping profession. 639 00:29:08,420 --> 00:29:10,250 Plus, you can make your own hours, 640 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:13,040 which is no small thing when starting a family. 641 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:14,880 Speech pathology is boring. 642 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,750 And what's the matter with boring? 643 00:29:16,750 --> 00:29:18,380 Being a surgeon 644 00:29:18,380 --> 00:29:20,460 is the highest-stress job you could have. 645 00:29:20,460 --> 00:29:22,380 And I don't want you killing yourself 646 00:29:22,380 --> 00:29:25,120 driving home after a 100-hour week. 647 00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,460 That's just no way to live. 648 00:29:27,460 --> 00:29:30,120 It's not healthy. It's not safe. 649 00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:31,580 I'm not Danielle! 650 00:29:31,580 --> 00:29:34,120 William... 651 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:36,290 Bailey: I... 652 00:29:36,290 --> 00:29:38,250 I'm so sorry, Mom. 653 00:29:38,250 --> 00:29:40,830 Surgery makes me happy. 654 00:29:40,830 --> 00:29:43,580 I need you to get happy for me. 655 00:29:45,500 --> 00:29:47,120 Look at me. 656 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:50,960 Look at the Mandy Bailey that you've raised. 657 00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:53,540 Look. I know I'm not Danielle. 658 00:29:53,540 --> 00:29:55,880 And I know you miss her, and I know you're scared. 659 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:57,420 But I'm not. 660 00:29:57,420 --> 00:30:01,040 I'm happy. And I'm not afraid. 661 00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:05,920 Please let me live the life that I know I'm supposed to live. 662 00:30:11,290 --> 00:30:14,670 Bailey? Bailey, you all right? 663 00:30:14,670 --> 00:30:17,170 Let's get her intubated STAT. I'm gonna go scrub. 664 00:30:17,170 --> 00:30:19,750 Dr. Pierce! 665 00:30:19,750 --> 00:30:21,620 Call Ben. Call Ben. 666 00:30:21,620 --> 00:30:24,750 I need my husband. Call my husband. 667 00:30:24,750 --> 00:30:33,210 ♪♪ 668 00:30:41,710 --> 00:30:43,420 You know what? Uh, better make it two. 669 00:30:43,420 --> 00:30:44,540 Rough morning? 670 00:30:44,540 --> 00:30:47,290 60 flights of stairs carrying 50 pounds. 671 00:30:47,290 --> 00:30:50,170 I'm tired, and I'm hungry. Four more hours to go. 672 00:30:51,460 --> 00:30:53,420 -Uh, yeah. 673 00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,500 Next. 674 00:30:54,500 --> 00:30:55,880 Dr. Webber. 675 00:30:58,790 --> 00:31:05,750 ♪♪ 676 00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:08,080 Maggie: I've dissected the internal mammary. 677 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:10,540 Now I'm going -- I'm Chief of Surgery, 678 00:31:10,540 --> 00:31:13,250 bot an intern you have to walk through the procedure. 679 00:31:13,250 --> 00:31:14,750 Wow. Wow? 680 00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:16,330 Yeah. Wow. 681 00:31:16,330 --> 00:31:20,420 Wow. You are infuriating. Wow. You are arrogant. 682 00:31:20,420 --> 00:31:22,290 Wow. Dr. Bailey deserved so much better than you. 683 00:31:22,290 --> 00:31:24,380 You'd rather cut someone open stem to stern 684 00:31:24,380 --> 00:31:26,080 than be bothered to learn something new. 685 00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:28,040 Dr. Pierce, I understand you're upset, but this is -- 686 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:30,250 I'm not upset. I am furious. 687 00:31:30,250 --> 00:31:32,040 And I am grateful. 688 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,000 I am grateful that Dr. Bailey fought for herself 689 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:36,000 like she does for her patients every single day. 690 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,040 And I am furious that she even had to. 691 00:31:44,250 --> 00:31:46,580 -She's in V-fib. -Damn it! Internal paddles. 692 00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:50,460 Clear. 693 00:31:53,670 --> 00:31:56,000 -Excuse me. Pardon me. -Whoa! 694 00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:56,960 -Excuse me. -Hey! 695 00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:08,620 ♪♪ 696 00:32:08,620 --> 00:32:15,040 ♪♪ 697 00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:16,710 Where is she? 698 00:32:16,710 --> 00:32:18,290 Oh. She's in the O.R. 699 00:32:18,290 --> 00:32:20,540 Pierce is doing a keyhole CABG to fix the damage. 700 00:32:20,540 --> 00:32:21,580 How much damage? 701 00:32:21,580 --> 00:32:23,120 We don't know until she's done. 702 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:24,420 There's nothing we can do but wait. 703 00:32:27,540 --> 00:32:29,580 She said it was indigestion! 704 00:32:29,580 --> 00:32:35,120 ♪♪ 705 00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:38,330 No concern we'll end up just friends? 706 00:32:38,330 --> 00:32:40,710 That what you're looking for? 707 00:32:40,710 --> 00:32:42,000 No. 708 00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:43,830 Me neither. 709 00:32:45,880 --> 00:32:48,080 I'm dating Dr. Bailey. 710 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:51,540 I know the drill. I know you. 711 00:32:51,540 --> 00:32:53,880 Oh, maybe it's a phrase. "My question to you." Anybody? 712 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:55,120 -13. 713 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:56,790 Ben: No. It's 14. Count again. 714 00:32:56,790 --> 00:32:58,250 I just counted. 715 00:32:58,250 --> 00:33:00,210 What, you have X-ray vision from across the room? 716 00:33:00,210 --> 00:33:02,290 "Will you marry me" is "my question to you." 717 00:33:02,290 --> 00:33:04,120 And the reason why that it's so easy 718 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:05,670 is because I made the crossword. 719 00:33:05,670 --> 00:33:07,460 The phrase has 14 letters. 720 00:33:07,460 --> 00:33:11,790 "Will," 4, "you," 7, "marry," 12, "me." 721 00:33:28,790 --> 00:33:31,540 You know, Miranda is one of the most stubborn, 722 00:33:31,540 --> 00:33:33,290 pigheaded women I know. 723 00:33:33,290 --> 00:33:34,880 Amen. 724 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:37,880 Brilliant mind. Terrible cook. 725 00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:39,380 Double amen. 726 00:33:39,380 --> 00:33:42,210 But also the strongest person I've ever met. 727 00:33:42,210 --> 00:33:44,290 Damn straight. 728 00:33:44,290 --> 00:33:46,040 That feeling you're having right now? 729 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:48,540 The waiting, wondering whether she's gonna make it? 730 00:33:48,540 --> 00:33:50,330 The not knowing eating at your insides? 731 00:33:50,330 --> 00:33:51,670 That's what you're asking her to do 732 00:33:51,670 --> 00:33:53,170 every morning you walk out your door. 733 00:33:56,290 --> 00:33:58,670 How is she? 734 00:33:58,670 --> 00:34:00,750 Oh, well, w-we're still waiting. 735 00:34:00,750 --> 00:34:02,040 What's -- What's all this? 736 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,290 Ohh. 737 00:34:03,290 --> 00:34:06,080 Wagyu beef brisket sandwiches. 738 00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:08,460 Garlic mashed potatoes. Wow. 739 00:34:08,460 --> 00:34:11,170 Mm-hmm. Oh, I will not have you drinking that swill. 740 00:34:11,170 --> 00:34:12,580 I can't believe you made all this. 741 00:34:12,580 --> 00:34:15,040 Child, please. I had my driver pick it up. 742 00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,330 Well, come on, fellas. Feed your faces. 743 00:34:21,330 --> 00:34:23,380 Come on, honey. Mwah. 744 00:34:24,500 --> 00:34:27,380 You don't get to make decisions on your own 745 00:34:27,380 --> 00:34:29,380 without a heads-up anymore. 746 00:34:29,380 --> 00:34:32,750 You don't say, "Maybe I'll apply to be an intern. 747 00:34:32,750 --> 00:34:34,580 We'll see how it goes. 748 00:34:34,580 --> 00:34:37,580 But for now, it's my little secret between me and me." 749 00:34:37,580 --> 00:34:40,080 That's not your life anymore. 750 00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:42,250 When you're sharing your life with a person, 751 00:34:42,250 --> 00:34:44,080 you talk to them. 752 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:47,540 You think with them. You make decisions with them. 753 00:34:47,540 --> 00:34:50,500 You are loyal to them. 754 00:34:50,500 --> 00:34:53,330 You are not a free agent anymore. Do you understand me? 755 00:34:53,330 --> 00:34:55,000 Does this mean we're still getting married? 756 00:35:01,580 --> 00:35:03,540 How you feeling? 757 00:35:03,540 --> 00:35:06,330 Fine. Do I know you? 758 00:35:06,330 --> 00:35:09,040 Oh. I-I'm sorry. No. 759 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,290 Uh, I'm Miranda Bailey's friend. 760 00:35:12,290 --> 00:35:14,000 She'll want to know how you're doing. 761 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:17,420 I feel like I got charged by an angry rhino. 762 00:35:17,420 --> 00:35:20,580 That actually happened to me once. In Namibia. 763 00:35:20,580 --> 00:35:22,000 Huh. 764 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:25,170 Doctors said, uh, your friend saved my life. 765 00:35:25,170 --> 00:35:26,500 She did. 766 00:35:26,500 --> 00:35:28,750 She should seriously work on that addiction of hers. 767 00:35:28,750 --> 00:35:30,620 Addiction? 768 00:35:30,620 --> 00:35:32,170 Never stops working. 769 00:35:32,170 --> 00:35:33,620 Ah. 770 00:35:33,620 --> 00:35:34,960 Bad for the heart. 771 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,710 Indeed. 772 00:35:36,710 --> 00:35:39,500 Tell her I said so. 773 00:35:39,500 --> 00:35:41,500 Hold up. 774 00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:43,830 A-Am I allowed to ask how she's doing? 775 00:35:43,830 --> 00:35:46,080 Seeing as how she saved my life and all. 776 00:35:52,750 --> 00:35:55,750 You're awake. 777 00:35:55,750 --> 00:35:58,620 Good. You look good. 778 00:36:00,540 --> 00:36:03,380 Well, not good-good, but... 779 00:36:03,380 --> 00:36:08,000 Um, I was able to bypass the LAD with a graft. 780 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:10,000 You'll be back to bossing us around in no time. 781 00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:17,710 Thank you, Dr. Pierce. 782 00:36:17,710 --> 00:36:24,540 ♪♪ 783 00:36:24,540 --> 00:36:31,750 ♪♪ 784 00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:33,380 I thought I lost you. 785 00:36:33,380 --> 00:36:36,040 Not a chance. 786 00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:39,460 You call me. 787 00:36:39,460 --> 00:36:42,960 I know. No, you... 788 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:44,710 Call me. 789 00:36:44,710 --> 00:36:47,540 ♪ Well, you almost had me fooled ♪ 790 00:36:47,540 --> 00:36:50,250 Um... 791 00:36:50,250 --> 00:36:52,420 Talked to my boss down at the fire station. 792 00:36:52,420 --> 00:36:54,330 Told him I'm done. 793 00:36:54,330 --> 00:36:57,710 ♪ Nothing without you ♪ I'm done, Miranda. 794 00:36:57,710 --> 00:37:00,790 Mm. Benjamin Warren. 795 00:37:05,620 --> 00:37:07,880 ♪ I can thank you for how strong I have become ♪ 796 00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,960 Call him back. I'm sorry? 797 00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:14,250 ♪ 'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell ♪ 798 00:37:14,250 --> 00:37:17,830 You fighting fires terrifies me. 799 00:37:17,830 --> 00:37:21,750 Life is...terrifying. 800 00:37:21,750 --> 00:37:25,580 But I could die of a heart attack 801 00:37:25,580 --> 00:37:28,620 and you could die crossing the street tomorrow. 802 00:37:28,620 --> 00:37:30,670 ♪ Prayin' ♪ 803 00:37:30,670 --> 00:37:33,920 Life is too precious 804 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:38,210 to waste doing anything less than what makes us happy. 805 00:37:38,210 --> 00:37:39,880 ♪ I hope you find your peace ♪ 806 00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:42,620 You get to be happy. 807 00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:45,830 Just promise me one thing. 808 00:37:45,830 --> 00:37:48,330 ♪ Prayin' ♪ 809 00:37:48,330 --> 00:37:50,580 Hm? 810 00:37:50,580 --> 00:37:52,920 Anything. 811 00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:55,540 Mm. Build me a tree house. 812 00:37:55,540 --> 00:37:58,420 I'm guessing those pain meds are working. 813 00:37:58,420 --> 00:38:02,790 Steal yourself one of those fancy fireman's ladders 814 00:38:02,790 --> 00:38:06,460 and build me a tree house I can read in. 815 00:38:06,460 --> 00:38:09,420 A girl needs some peace 816 00:38:09,420 --> 00:38:11,420 to read a good book. 817 00:38:11,420 --> 00:38:15,210 ♪ And you said that I was done ♪ 818 00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:17,330 Highest tree you can find. 819 00:38:17,330 --> 00:38:21,420 ♪ Well, you were wrong, and now the best is yet to come ♪ 820 00:38:21,420 --> 00:38:23,460 Highest tree I can find. 821 00:38:23,460 --> 00:38:26,210 Bailey: It's not about whether you spend your life 822 00:38:26,210 --> 00:38:28,790 in a board room, your bedroom, 823 00:38:28,790 --> 00:38:32,040 or on a beach with a Mai Tai in Maui. 824 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,670 When you look back on your life, 825 00:38:34,670 --> 00:38:37,290 the only thing that matters is -- 826 00:38:37,290 --> 00:38:40,580 Did you spend it doing what you love? 827 00:38:40,580 --> 00:38:42,670 With the people you love? 828 00:38:42,670 --> 00:38:44,670 Elena: Hello? 829 00:38:44,670 --> 00:38:47,290 Were you happy? 830 00:38:47,290 --> 00:38:48,710 Mom. 831 00:38:48,710 --> 00:38:51,330 Mandy! I was just about to call you. 832 00:38:51,330 --> 00:38:53,880 You know Shari-Lynn down on Dogwood Road? 833 00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:56,830 She and her daughter went to Memphis on a road trip, 834 00:38:56,830 --> 00:38:58,460 for God knows what, 835 00:38:58,460 --> 00:39:01,210 and stayed in a terrible hotel. 836 00:39:01,210 --> 00:39:04,620 Car broken into. Room broken into. 837 00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:07,420 Oh, it was an awful mess. And for what? 838 00:39:07,420 --> 00:39:10,210 For Graceland? 839 00:39:10,210 --> 00:39:11,790 Tell me you aren't having delusions 840 00:39:11,790 --> 00:39:14,670 about a road trip with Tuck any time soon. 841 00:39:15,830 --> 00:39:19,250 Mandy? Are you still there? 842 00:39:19,250 --> 00:39:22,580 Miranda, what's wrong? 843 00:39:22,580 --> 00:39:23,880 I'm hurt, Mom. 844 00:39:25,380 --> 00:39:27,710 I-I got hurt. 845 00:39:27,710 --> 00:39:29,620 I had a heart attack. 846 00:39:29,620 --> 00:39:34,330 ♪♪ 847 00:39:34,330 --> 00:39:35,710 And it was scary. 848 00:39:37,170 --> 00:39:39,580 But I'm okay. 849 00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:45,080 ♪♪ 850 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:46,670 I had surgery. 851 00:39:46,670 --> 00:39:49,080 And I'm going to be okay. 852 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:50,330 I know. 853 00:39:50,330 --> 00:39:52,460 I know you are. 854 00:39:52,460 --> 00:39:55,330 You are my Mandy. 855 00:39:55,330 --> 00:39:56,920 Mm-hmm. 856 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:58,420 ♪ I hope you're somewhere prayin' ♪ 857 00:39:58,420 --> 00:40:01,000 Did you make the most of this beautiful, 858 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,790 terrifying, messed 859 00:40:03,790 --> 00:40:05,710 ♪ I hope your soul is changin' ♪ 860 00:40:05,710 --> 00:40:08,040 Did you let go of all the things that held you back? 861 00:40:08,040 --> 00:40:10,080 ♪ Changin' ♪ 862 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:11,420 ♪ I hope you find your peace ♪ 863 00:40:11,420 --> 00:40:14,250 So you can hold on to what matters most? 864 00:40:14,250 --> 00:40:17,040 ♪ Falling on your knees ♪ 865 00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:20,830 ♪ Prayin' ♪ 866 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:42,380 ♪♪ 867 00:40:42,380 --> 00:40:50,580 ♪♪ 868 00:40:50,580 --> 00:40:59,040 ♪♪