1 00:00:05,120 --> 00:00:05,953 Last summer, 2 00:00:05,953 --> 00:00:07,423 I decided to kill my brother. 3 00:00:10,630 --> 00:00:12,700 If I was thinking straight I'd have planned 4 00:00:12,700 --> 00:00:15,030 to kill him in a sensible way, 5 00:00:15,030 --> 00:00:16,640 like where no one finds out, 6 00:00:16,640 --> 00:00:17,763 dumping him at sea, 7 00:00:19,060 --> 00:00:21,080 burying him in a forest, 8 00:00:21,080 --> 00:00:22,030 that kind of thing. 9 00:00:24,232 --> 00:00:27,040 But I guess when you decide to kill someone, 10 00:00:27,040 --> 00:00:29,063 you're not thinking straight. 11 00:00:40,578 --> 00:00:42,580 What the hell are we doing here? 12 00:00:42,580 --> 00:00:44,720 We're just a load of mixed up chemicals, 13 00:00:44,720 --> 00:00:45,880 change the recipe, 14 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:48,820 and we'd be really big potatoes with eye tentacles. 15 00:00:48,820 --> 00:00:50,320 Or we wouldn't be here at all. 16 00:00:56,870 --> 00:00:59,890 Of course, sometimes they do change the recipe 17 00:00:59,890 --> 00:01:00,800 and you get a brother 18 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:04,980 who really is a big potato with eye tentacles. 19 00:01:04,980 --> 00:01:07,210 And then you might as well talk to the dog, 20 00:01:07,210 --> 00:01:09,055 if you have one, which we don't. 21 00:01:09,055 --> 00:01:10,900 You ate all the bloody Weetabix. 22 00:01:10,900 --> 00:01:12,740 Less of that language, if you don't mind. 23 00:01:12,740 --> 00:01:14,400 Well, he is eating all the bloody Weetabix. 24 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:15,270 But I like Weetabix. 25 00:01:15,270 --> 00:01:18,910 Look, I had to deal with three pub fights last night, 26 00:01:18,910 --> 00:01:21,370 I could do without having another one in me own kitchen. 27 00:01:21,370 --> 00:01:23,520 Ben, that was a bit selfish. 28 00:01:23,520 --> 00:01:24,960 A bit selfish? 29 00:01:24,960 --> 00:01:25,793 He's got eight of them. 30 00:01:25,793 --> 00:01:27,262 We'll just have some Alpen. 31 00:01:27,262 --> 00:01:28,663 I don't like Alpen. 32 00:01:29,624 --> 00:01:30,457 No. 33 00:01:30,457 --> 00:01:31,540 David. 34 00:01:31,540 --> 00:01:33,180 Can you just grow up please? 35 00:01:33,180 --> 00:01:34,890 Go on go, I'll sort everything out. 36 00:01:34,890 --> 00:01:37,460 Okay, I'll call you at lunch, 37 00:01:37,460 --> 00:01:39,694 let you know what we need from Sainsbury's, okay? 38 00:01:39,694 --> 00:01:40,900 Sure. 39 00:01:40,900 --> 00:01:41,820 Bye, mum. 40 00:01:41,820 --> 00:01:42,720 Bye, Love. 41 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:46,390 How did they kill pigs? 42 00:01:46,390 --> 00:01:48,370 They put these headphones on 43 00:01:48,370 --> 00:01:51,110 and they think they're going to listen to the Flaming Lips. 44 00:01:51,110 --> 00:01:52,043 But then, wham! 45 00:01:52,910 --> 00:01:56,050 10 thousand volts, straight through their head. 46 00:01:56,050 --> 00:01:57,787 15 seconds later they're in a sausage roll. 47 00:01:57,787 --> 00:01:59,567 Did I do something really bad in a past life? 48 00:01:59,567 --> 00:02:02,233 I'm going to be a vegetarian. 49 00:02:03,140 --> 00:02:06,650 Okay, we need both of you on the bus by half past. 50 00:02:06,650 --> 00:02:08,160 And this time I don't want any nonsense about 51 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:09,554 can't find your bags or anything. 52 00:02:09,554 --> 00:02:10,861 I need a poo. 53 00:02:10,861 --> 00:02:12,437 Go and keep an eye on him, will you? 54 00:02:12,437 --> 00:02:14,240 I don't want him making a mess like yesterday. 55 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:15,073 Why me? 56 00:02:15,073 --> 00:02:16,440 Because he's your brother, 57 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:18,710 because I was at work all last night, 58 00:02:18,710 --> 00:02:20,710 and because I would like to finish my breakfast 59 00:02:20,710 --> 00:02:21,723 before it goes cold. 60 00:02:24,100 --> 00:02:25,220 Normal kids, 61 00:02:25,220 --> 00:02:26,923 they're like houseplants or cats, 62 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:30,790 You feed them and change the litter tray, and they're fine. 63 00:02:32,670 --> 00:02:33,653 Kids like Ben, 64 00:02:34,782 --> 00:02:36,540 you have to read them books all the time, 65 00:02:36,540 --> 00:02:38,253 and buy them educational toys. 66 00:02:40,750 --> 00:02:44,120 You go to the same bloody chalet in Devon every year, 67 00:02:44,120 --> 00:02:45,610 because they like the climbing frame 68 00:02:45,610 --> 00:02:47,163 and the ice cream place. 69 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:53,440 And they need someone with them all the time 70 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:56,563 to stop sickos dragging them off to their sex dungeons. 71 00:03:00,792 --> 00:03:03,067 The lead from the roof on Saint Paul's Cathedral 72 00:03:04,170 --> 00:03:07,480 melted and ran through the streets. 73 00:03:07,480 --> 00:03:10,423 The pool of smoke stretched for 50, 74 00:03:11,510 --> 00:03:13,970 David Phillips, are you listen to a word I'm saying? 75 00:03:13,970 --> 00:03:16,860 Great Fire of London, September 1666. 76 00:03:16,860 --> 00:03:19,230 Started in Pudding Lane, house belonged to the King's Baker. 77 00:03:19,230 --> 00:03:20,063 Ahhh, 78 00:03:20,900 --> 00:03:22,882 one, nil, one, nil, one, nil. 79 00:03:22,882 --> 00:03:26,170 Okay, Gary Jeavons. 80 00:03:26,170 --> 00:03:29,080 In 12 years time you're going to be stacking shelves 81 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:31,699 in some godforsaken branch of Asda. 82 00:03:32,532 --> 00:03:34,270 Suddenly it's going to dawn on you 83 00:03:34,270 --> 00:03:36,841 what the point of all this was. 84 00:03:39,420 --> 00:03:42,210 Okay, okay, enough. 85 00:03:45,590 --> 00:03:47,610 So, you heard about this part at Connor's, yeah? 86 00:03:47,610 --> 00:03:48,443 When's this? 87 00:03:48,443 --> 00:03:50,522 Tonight, his dad's in Cardiff for the weekend. 88 00:03:50,522 --> 00:03:52,320 You gonna come, or are you babysitting again? 89 00:03:52,320 --> 00:03:54,780 Maybe, it's just complicated. 90 00:03:54,780 --> 00:03:56,340 It's going to be brilliant. 91 00:03:56,340 --> 00:03:58,170 His brother's bringing some of that skunk over. 92 00:03:58,170 --> 00:03:59,560 Apparently if you smoke a whole joint 93 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:00,590 you can't feel your legs. 94 00:04:00,590 --> 00:04:02,230 And then you just, like, vomit everywhere. 95 00:04:02,230 --> 00:04:03,570 Okay, I'll come. 96 00:04:03,570 --> 00:04:04,525 I want to go. 97 00:04:04,525 --> 00:04:06,878 Matthews got a can of petrol. 98 00:04:06,878 --> 00:04:07,800 We're heading over to Connor's now. 99 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:09,297 Nah, I've got to take Ben back, I'll catch up later, yeah. 100 00:04:09,297 --> 00:04:11,717 Oh, come on, don't want to pitch up on my own. 101 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:18,070 Ben, look, don't tell mum and dad, Yeah. 102 00:04:18,070 --> 00:04:20,157 You made me do this before, and I got into trouble. 103 00:04:20,157 --> 00:04:22,800 No, I got into got into trouble. 104 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:23,753 Anyway mum and dad won't find out. 105 00:04:23,753 --> 00:04:25,410 Tell them, I took you home, 106 00:04:25,410 --> 00:04:27,060 then went back to Connor's place, yeah. 107 00:04:27,060 --> 00:04:27,893 Keep the change, 108 00:04:27,893 --> 00:04:28,798 and buy yourself some chocolate at the shop. 109 00:04:39,725 --> 00:04:44,058 I've spent my entire life sharing a room with Ben. 110 00:04:47,750 --> 00:04:49,730 16 years, and I don't think the two of us 111 00:04:49,730 --> 00:04:51,830 had ever been more than half a mile apart. 112 00:04:54,400 --> 00:04:56,507 I had to get some space. 113 00:05:00,380 --> 00:05:02,130 It was just like every other party. 114 00:05:03,460 --> 00:05:06,180 I stand around in Connor's living room 115 00:05:06,180 --> 00:05:09,840 watching everyone from school doing their mating rituals. 116 00:05:09,840 --> 00:05:11,630 Waiting for Rob to take the piss. 117 00:05:11,630 --> 00:05:13,130 Gail Hardcastle fancies you. 118 00:05:15,507 --> 00:05:16,350 Yeah, right? 119 00:05:16,350 --> 00:05:18,510 I know, baffling, but there you go. 120 00:05:18,510 --> 00:05:19,710 Women are a mystery. 121 00:05:19,710 --> 00:05:20,543 You're not serious? 122 00:05:20,543 --> 00:05:22,520 Megan overheard Gail talk about us the other day. 123 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:24,500 And I overheard two teachers talking 124 00:05:24,500 --> 00:05:27,020 and apparently Mr Minton has a tail, 125 00:05:27,020 --> 00:05:28,260 which is why he always wears those baggy trousers. 126 00:05:28,260 --> 00:05:29,650 You really are quite odd, aren't you? 127 00:05:29,650 --> 00:05:30,770 Scouts honor. 128 00:05:30,770 --> 00:05:32,309 You're winding me up. 129 00:05:32,309 --> 00:05:33,142 When have I ever lied to you? 130 00:05:33,142 --> 00:05:36,387 When you peed in that bottle and told me it was home brew. 131 00:05:36,387 --> 00:05:37,280 It's you're call. 132 00:05:37,280 --> 00:05:39,933 I might be stupid, but I'm not that stupid. 133 00:05:39,933 --> 00:05:41,660 Hey, get some of that down your neck, mate. 134 00:05:41,660 --> 00:05:43,125 No thanks. 135 00:05:43,125 --> 00:05:44,655 You're a bloody girl. 136 00:05:44,655 --> 00:05:45,488 Is it true. 137 00:05:45,488 --> 00:05:47,190 David got a good sense of humor. 138 00:05:47,190 --> 00:05:49,030 Plus, she really liked that sculpture we did 139 00:05:49,030 --> 00:05:50,210 for Remembrance Day. 140 00:05:50,210 --> 00:05:51,323 The one of the dead bodies. 141 00:05:51,323 --> 00:05:53,787 Don't want a shag, do you? 142 00:05:53,787 --> 00:05:55,260 No. 143 00:05:55,260 --> 00:05:57,283 Oh well, no harm in asking. 144 00:05:58,460 --> 00:05:59,820 It's easy for Rob, 145 00:05:59,820 --> 00:06:02,420 because the doctors took his brain at birth and replaced it 146 00:06:02,420 --> 00:06:04,870 with the brain of a small and very excitable dog. 147 00:06:05,750 --> 00:06:07,430 Which is great for him. 148 00:06:07,430 --> 00:06:10,350 Though it does mean he talks bollocks most of the time. 149 00:06:10,350 --> 00:06:12,110 Old skinny gonk was having a clear out. 150 00:06:12,110 --> 00:06:13,760 Sort of lucky dip remains you see. 151 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:15,610 Said this might appeal to our sense of adventure. 152 00:06:15,610 --> 00:06:16,443 So these are? 153 00:06:16,443 --> 00:06:17,978 I have no idea. 154 00:06:25,700 --> 00:06:28,500 12 Monkeys, it works in 12 Monkeys. 155 00:06:28,500 --> 00:06:29,730 No, it doesn't. 156 00:06:29,730 --> 00:06:30,563 because all the clue that show everyone 157 00:06:30,563 --> 00:06:32,580 how to go back in time to stop the plague 158 00:06:32,580 --> 00:06:34,790 are put there by Bruce Willis, after he goes back in time. 159 00:06:34,790 --> 00:06:36,280 Yeah, but that's the whole point. 160 00:06:36,280 --> 00:06:38,420 I mean, you go back in time, 161 00:06:38,420 --> 00:06:40,380 you're going to end up changing something, right? 162 00:06:40,380 --> 00:06:42,090 No, doesn't work like that. 163 00:06:42,090 --> 00:06:43,350 Why not? 164 00:06:43,350 --> 00:06:45,170 Because if you could change our past, 165 00:06:45,170 --> 00:06:47,540 someone from the future could change the present. 166 00:06:47,540 --> 00:06:49,550 So we'd have to wait till the end of time 167 00:06:49,550 --> 00:06:51,270 to find out what we're meant to be doing now. 168 00:06:51,270 --> 00:06:54,560 Unless every time someone change our past, 169 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:55,830 the universe splits into two 170 00:06:55,830 --> 00:06:56,663 and there's millions of different- 171 00:06:56,663 --> 00:06:58,823 Ay, ay, bandits at 12 o'clock. 172 00:07:02,072 --> 00:07:02,905 I was telling the truth. 173 00:07:02,905 --> 00:07:05,730 You do you realize that, don't you? 174 00:07:05,730 --> 00:07:07,430 I mean before you throw away the chance to 175 00:07:07,430 --> 00:07:10,343 get your grubby hands on most amazing arse in North London. 176 00:07:18,810 --> 00:07:21,610 Okay, say you're right, for the sake of argument. 177 00:07:21,610 --> 00:07:22,830 It wouldn't work. 178 00:07:22,830 --> 00:07:25,250 It never works because our house smells of wee, 179 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:26,820 or because I'd get them pregnant 180 00:07:26,820 --> 00:07:29,417 with little disabled babies or, don't know why. 181 00:07:31,092 --> 00:07:32,224 It was bad enough when Mandy Fulcher chucked me, 182 00:07:32,224 --> 00:07:33,930 and she had a mustache. 183 00:07:33,930 --> 00:07:36,340 So you're just gonna give up, spend the rest of your life 184 00:07:36,340 --> 00:07:37,950 living in a bedsit, eating pot noodles 185 00:07:37,950 --> 00:07:39,600 and masturbating over weird porn. 186 00:07:40,630 --> 00:07:41,480 Could be worse. 187 00:07:42,870 --> 00:07:44,940 You are a strange, sad, little man. 188 00:07:44,940 --> 00:07:48,180 Leah persuades Patrick's little brother to pork a tampon. 189 00:07:48,180 --> 00:07:49,373 This I have to see. 190 00:07:58,010 --> 00:08:00,130 Gail Hardcastle. 191 00:08:00,130 --> 00:08:02,403 God, even girls fancied her. 192 00:08:03,910 --> 00:08:05,780 I reckon she was beamed down from another planet 193 00:08:05,780 --> 00:08:07,203 to torture the rest of us. 194 00:08:08,350 --> 00:08:10,940 A couple of years and she'd be gone. 195 00:08:10,940 --> 00:08:11,813 Work as a model. 196 00:08:12,880 --> 00:08:14,230 Marry someone with a yacht. 197 00:08:16,170 --> 00:08:19,313 But me, I was stuck in real life, 198 00:08:20,250 --> 00:08:21,900 and trying not to think about it. 199 00:08:22,780 --> 00:08:27,707 Video games, 12 cans of lager, get far enough out of it, 200 00:08:27,707 --> 00:08:30,113 and you can pretend you're not even here. 201 00:08:57,773 --> 00:09:00,231 David, David? 202 00:09:00,231 --> 00:09:01,064 Yeah! 203 00:09:02,065 --> 00:09:03,240 David, 204 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:04,073 Yeah! 205 00:09:05,930 --> 00:09:07,323 David, hello. 206 00:09:11,932 --> 00:09:13,707 Er, sorry. 207 00:09:13,707 --> 00:09:15,880 Er, you know, miles away. 208 00:09:15,880 --> 00:09:16,788 If this is a bad time. 209 00:09:16,788 --> 00:09:18,080 What's going on? 210 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:19,970 I mean, if this is some stupid joke 211 00:09:19,970 --> 00:09:21,033 you and Rob have cooked up 212 00:09:21,033 --> 00:09:23,210 What are you talking about? 213 00:09:23,210 --> 00:09:24,043 Oh shit. 214 00:09:25,760 --> 00:09:27,230 So it's not, like, a piss take, or anything. 215 00:09:27,230 --> 00:09:28,470 Why would it be a piss take? 216 00:09:28,470 --> 00:09:32,010 Well, Rob said that you, that you liked me. 217 00:09:32,010 --> 00:09:34,423 God, this is sounding really stupid. 218 00:09:36,260 --> 00:09:40,630 So you assume that I couldn't fancy you because? 219 00:09:40,630 --> 00:09:41,930 Guess my brother mostly. 220 00:09:44,220 --> 00:09:45,260 Everyone gets the piss taken out of them 221 00:09:45,260 --> 00:09:46,510 for some reason or other. 222 00:09:48,170 --> 00:09:50,210 Debbie Taylor. Birth mark. 223 00:09:50,210 --> 00:09:52,300 Daniel Spicer. Weird smell. 224 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:53,280 Vicki Daily. 225 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:54,807 One breast bigger than the other. 226 00:09:54,807 --> 00:09:56,007 Really? 227 00:09:56,007 --> 00:09:59,980 Yeah , I mean, not that I've looked at them much. 228 00:09:59,980 --> 00:10:02,460 Little and large, that's what they're called. 229 00:10:02,460 --> 00:10:04,280 By blokes, I mean, not her. 230 00:10:04,280 --> 00:10:06,103 She probably hasn't given them names. 231 00:10:09,990 --> 00:10:10,823 You're funny. 232 00:10:13,465 --> 00:10:14,610 And that's a good thing. 233 00:10:14,610 --> 00:10:16,993 Don't make a big song and dance about it. 234 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:21,910 Except you. 235 00:10:21,910 --> 00:10:23,070 Except me what? 236 00:10:23,070 --> 00:10:24,807 Well, everyone gets the piss taken out 237 00:10:24,807 --> 00:10:27,453 for some reason or other, except you. 238 00:10:29,300 --> 00:10:33,403 When people take the piss out of you, it's just jealousy. 239 00:10:34,270 --> 00:10:35,103 Really? 240 00:10:38,379 --> 00:10:39,795 Yeah. 241 00:10:51,330 --> 00:10:52,863 This is the bit where you kiss me. 242 00:11:12,380 --> 00:11:13,213 Sorry, mate. 243 00:11:14,852 --> 00:11:15,722 What? 244 00:11:15,722 --> 00:11:17,470 There's someone looking for you. 245 00:11:17,470 --> 00:11:18,870 Tell them to go away. 246 00:11:18,870 --> 00:11:21,538 I don't think I can do that. 247 00:11:38,810 --> 00:11:41,333 We ask you to do one thing, David. 248 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:45,700 I took him home, then I came over here. 249 00:11:45,700 --> 00:11:47,110 Don't lie to me David, 250 00:11:47,110 --> 00:11:48,940 Mrs Kahn saw him on the bus. 251 00:11:48,940 --> 00:11:50,543 He missed his stop. 252 00:11:51,430 --> 00:11:55,020 But then I got off at the next one, 253 00:11:55,020 --> 00:11:59,330 and then I remembered the way back home. 254 00:11:59,330 --> 00:12:02,469 Okay, okay, okay. 255 00:12:02,469 --> 00:12:04,050 I get the picture. 256 00:12:04,050 --> 00:12:06,873 You're coming home right now with me, young man. 257 00:12:14,010 --> 00:12:15,803 Entertainment's over people. 258 00:12:40,244 --> 00:12:41,077 In. 259 00:13:09,235 --> 00:13:11,500 Then I remember. 260 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:15,643 I have been away from Ben, school trip, North Wales. 261 00:13:17,235 --> 00:13:19,433 No Ben, no mum, no dad. 262 00:13:21,663 --> 00:13:23,067 The happiest week of my life 263 00:14:06,563 --> 00:14:09,220 They do swimming, music, drama. 264 00:14:09,220 --> 00:14:11,240 I dropped into flog it and run on the way home. 265 00:14:11,240 --> 00:14:12,623 The contracts are going out tomorrow. 266 00:14:12,623 --> 00:14:14,418 So we can drive up on Wednesday then. 267 00:14:14,418 --> 00:14:16,415 God, four hours on our own in the car. 268 00:14:16,415 --> 00:14:17,610 We haven't done that for 17 years. 269 00:14:17,610 --> 00:14:19,607 Well don't get to excited about it. 270 00:14:19,607 --> 00:14:21,477 Play you're cards right, 271 00:14:21,477 --> 00:14:23,605 I'll get you egg and chips at Hemel Hempstead. 272 00:14:24,780 --> 00:14:25,933 David, it'll be Rob. 273 00:14:28,360 --> 00:14:30,562 Perhaps we should mention it. 274 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:34,393 David. 275 00:14:35,548 --> 00:14:37,156 Oh, for gods' sake. 276 00:14:41,220 --> 00:14:42,180 The real world's going to come 277 00:14:42,180 --> 00:14:44,030 as a horrible shock to you, isn't it? 278 00:14:44,030 --> 00:14:44,863 It's Rob. 279 00:14:46,267 --> 00:14:47,617 I just don't want him to to build his hopes up, 280 00:14:47,617 --> 00:14:48,797 and then have the carpet pulled from under his feet. 281 00:14:48,797 --> 00:14:50,540 We picked up this guy today, 282 00:14:50,540 --> 00:14:52,770 who'd accidentally stapled his hand to his desk. 283 00:14:52,770 --> 00:14:54,020 You all right, mate? 284 00:14:54,020 --> 00:14:55,320 That's disgusting. 285 00:14:57,010 --> 00:14:57,843 Where we going? 286 00:14:57,843 --> 00:14:58,676 to see Gail. 287 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:00,770 Hang on. 288 00:15:00,770 --> 00:15:03,020 Actually, you're going to see Gail. 289 00:15:03,020 --> 00:15:05,200 I'm just going to make sure you get there. 290 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:06,033 No way. 291 00:15:06,033 --> 00:15:07,410 I made a complete dick out myself the other night. 292 00:15:07,410 --> 00:15:08,504 There's no way I'm going. 293 00:15:08,504 --> 00:15:10,437 She'll understand. 294 00:15:10,437 --> 00:15:12,110 Why you even doing this? 295 00:15:12,110 --> 00:15:15,450 Because Abby asked me to, and because I fancy her, 296 00:15:15,450 --> 00:15:17,170 and we had a snog at the party. 297 00:15:17,170 --> 00:15:18,003 And she said, if I was a real friend, 298 00:15:18,003 --> 00:15:19,570 I'd make you go see Gail. 299 00:15:19,570 --> 00:15:21,270 So, I'm kind of doing her a favor. 300 00:15:22,430 --> 00:15:23,263 This is stupid. 301 00:15:23,263 --> 00:15:24,096 Please. 302 00:15:26,150 --> 00:15:27,310 Go on then. 303 00:15:27,310 --> 00:15:28,720 If she sees you standing on the steps for 10 minutes 304 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:30,503 she really is gonna think you're a weirdo. 305 00:15:31,490 --> 00:15:32,323 Okay, okay. 306 00:15:43,270 --> 00:15:44,103 Gail, look, 307 00:15:46,522 --> 00:15:48,846 you probably think I'm an idiot now. 308 00:15:48,846 --> 00:15:51,110 Won't want to be seen dead with me after that night, but 309 00:15:53,720 --> 00:15:54,553 I understand, 310 00:15:57,030 --> 00:15:58,940 just wanted to know for sure. 311 00:16:00,456 --> 00:16:03,500 I know I'm probably making a complete prat of myself 312 00:16:03,500 --> 00:16:04,857 turning up like this, but, 313 00:16:26,310 --> 00:16:28,600 Yeah, they're kissing, kissing right now. 314 00:16:28,600 --> 00:16:32,527 Yes, they're kissing, they're kissing right now. 315 00:16:32,527 --> 00:16:35,160 I'm watching them right now, they're kissing. 316 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:35,993 Yes. 317 00:16:39,870 --> 00:16:42,380 It was like I'd been drowning, 318 00:16:42,380 --> 00:16:44,223 then Gail saved me. 319 00:16:51,016 --> 00:16:53,163 For the first time someone really mattered. 320 00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:56,043 It wasn't me, it wasn't Ben. 321 00:16:56,987 --> 00:16:58,170 And I realized that this 322 00:16:58,170 --> 00:17:00,311 was what life was meant to be about. 323 00:17:00,311 --> 00:17:01,144 Argh! 324 00:17:16,373 --> 00:17:18,850 We slow up as we drive past, and there's flashing lights 325 00:17:18,850 --> 00:17:20,810 and broken glass all over the road 326 00:17:20,810 --> 00:17:25,810 and there's this woman lying face down. 327 00:17:27,997 --> 00:17:29,400 And there's blood pouring out of her head. 328 00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:32,420 I want to go with a heart attack or stroke. 329 00:17:32,420 --> 00:17:33,880 You know something quick, no warning. 330 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:36,980 I want something that eats away at you. 331 00:17:36,980 --> 00:17:38,343 Loads of flowers, 332 00:17:39,930 --> 00:17:41,023 diamorphine. 333 00:17:42,870 --> 00:17:44,499 I love you. 334 00:17:47,515 --> 00:17:51,065 ♪ Dying to forget for a while ♪ 335 00:17:51,065 --> 00:17:55,165 ♪ Teaching myself again to smile ♪ 336 00:17:55,165 --> 00:18:00,165 ♪ I need a change to come and make this right ♪ 337 00:18:02,122 --> 00:18:05,830 ♪ Get out, when we're sinking in the deep end ♪ 338 00:18:05,830 --> 00:18:10,130 ♪ Turn round, when you're heading for a dead end ♪ 339 00:18:10,130 --> 00:18:15,130 ♪ Deep down, there's no need to pretend ♪ 340 00:18:15,513 --> 00:18:17,805 ♪ No need to pretend ♪ 341 00:18:31,154 --> 00:18:34,412 ♪ No need to pretend ♪ 342 00:18:34,412 --> 00:18:38,654 ♪ When you're sinking in the deep end ♪ 343 00:18:38,654 --> 00:18:42,395 ♪ And you're heading for a dead end ♪ 344 00:18:42,395 --> 00:18:45,086 ♪ No need to pretend ♪ 345 00:18:49,102 --> 00:18:52,669 ♪ Get out when you're sinking in the deep end ♪ 346 00:18:52,669 --> 00:18:53,502 ♪ Turn round, when you're heading for a dead end ♪ 347 00:18:53,502 --> 00:18:58,252 ♪ Deep down , there's no need to pretend ♪ 348 00:19:04,551 --> 00:19:05,384 Wa hey. 349 00:19:07,030 --> 00:19:08,260 What the hell do you think you're doing? 350 00:19:08,260 --> 00:19:09,983 We're moving too Matlock. 351 00:19:11,090 --> 00:19:13,050 I'm having a crap, if you don't mind, 352 00:19:13,050 --> 00:19:14,680 would you mean, we're moving to Matlock? 353 00:19:14,680 --> 00:19:17,708 I'm gonna go to a special school. 354 00:19:17,708 --> 00:19:19,950 And we're going to live in a really big house 355 00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:22,520 with a really big garden. 356 00:19:22,520 --> 00:19:23,353 Are you telling the truth, 357 00:19:23,353 --> 00:19:24,550 or have you gone completely mad? 358 00:19:24,550 --> 00:19:26,350 Mum and dad said that I should have friends. 359 00:19:26,350 --> 00:19:27,203 Christ! 360 00:19:32,988 --> 00:19:33,821 Get out! 361 00:19:36,340 --> 00:19:37,173 Get out! 362 00:19:39,990 --> 00:19:41,463 Fuck, this is insane. 363 00:19:42,460 --> 00:19:43,293 What about me? 364 00:19:44,232 --> 00:19:45,065 What about Gail? 365 00:19:45,065 --> 00:19:47,320 What about my friends? David. 366 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,330 We've all got to make a few sacrifices. 367 00:19:49,330 --> 00:19:51,114 you, me, your father. 368 00:19:51,114 --> 00:19:51,947 Fuck. 369 00:19:51,947 --> 00:19:53,222 If I hear any more of that language, 370 00:19:53,222 --> 00:19:55,430 you're going straight to your room. 371 00:19:55,430 --> 00:19:57,000 Hi love. 372 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:58,400 I'm hungry. 373 00:19:58,400 --> 00:20:00,824 Can you make Ben a sandwich, please David. 374 00:20:00,824 --> 00:20:01,657 What? 375 00:20:01,657 --> 00:20:03,690 Go on, there's some cheese and tomatoes in the fridge. 376 00:20:03,690 --> 00:20:06,690 I'm sure even Ben can make a sandwich for himself. 377 00:20:06,690 --> 00:20:07,740 The knife's sharp, 378 00:20:07,740 --> 00:20:09,730 and I don't want crumbs all over the kitchen floor. 379 00:20:09,730 --> 00:20:10,940 Will you just do it? 380 00:20:10,940 --> 00:20:11,773 Christ? 381 00:20:11,773 --> 00:20:12,880 You want him to go to a proper school 382 00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:13,750 so he can learn stuff, 383 00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:15,753 and you won't even let him use the bread knife. 384 00:20:22,980 --> 00:20:25,840 That should keep you going to lunch time. 385 00:20:25,840 --> 00:20:26,673 David. 386 00:20:28,650 --> 00:20:30,067 Can I eat this? 387 00:20:31,058 --> 00:20:32,141 Yeah, yeah. 388 00:21:08,900 --> 00:21:10,666 What's up, big boy? 389 00:21:10,666 --> 00:21:12,749 I'm moving, to Matlock. 390 00:21:14,890 --> 00:21:16,473 It's in Derbyshire. 391 00:21:17,982 --> 00:21:18,815 When? 392 00:21:20,265 --> 00:21:21,932 A couple of weeks. 393 00:21:28,378 --> 00:21:30,677 Well, we'd better make the most 394 00:21:30,677 --> 00:21:32,727 of the time we have left then, hadn't we? 395 00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:35,453 I could come down on the train, 396 00:21:36,347 --> 00:21:38,680 you could come up and visit. 397 00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:41,153 Over here you. 398 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:48,207 Pretend you're a girl. 399 00:21:51,220 --> 00:21:52,053 Matlock? 400 00:21:52,053 --> 00:21:53,060 It's in Derbyshire. 401 00:21:53,060 --> 00:21:54,610 Jesus. 402 00:21:54,610 --> 00:21:55,443 There's some school there's 403 00:21:55,443 --> 00:21:57,080 going to turn Ben into a genius. 404 00:21:57,080 --> 00:22:00,020 But Derbyshire is, like a hundred miles away. 405 00:22:00,020 --> 00:22:01,641 What about Gail? 406 00:22:01,641 --> 00:22:03,440 200 miles. 407 00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:07,782 Can I have some more money? 408 00:22:07,782 --> 00:22:11,063 I dropped my money, and it went down the drain. 409 00:22:13,724 --> 00:22:14,760 I need money for the bus. 410 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:16,340 Why are you so stupid, Ben? 411 00:22:16,340 --> 00:22:17,970 Why are you so clumsy, and stupid, and pathetic? 412 00:22:17,970 --> 00:22:18,803 I'm not stupid. 413 00:22:18,803 --> 00:22:19,974 Well, why do I have to look after you, 414 00:22:19,974 --> 00:22:21,260 all the fucking time then, hey? 415 00:22:21,260 --> 00:22:22,797 Why do I spend my life cleaning up your mess? 416 00:22:22,797 --> 00:22:24,890 Why don't you take some fucking responsibility for a change? 417 00:22:24,890 --> 00:22:26,247 David, what the hell are you doing? 418 00:22:26,247 --> 00:22:28,597 You're not my brother, you're not my brother! 419 00:22:35,191 --> 00:22:36,910 I get this dream every night. 420 00:22:36,910 --> 00:22:39,690 There's a bomb about to go off. 421 00:22:39,690 --> 00:22:41,490 I'm shouting but no one can hear me. 422 00:22:42,690 --> 00:22:45,693 I shout, mum, dad. 423 00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:49,450 They just look straight through me. 424 00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:51,883 Then Ben turns to me. 425 00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,513 And I know he's the only person who can see me. 426 00:23:00,670 --> 00:23:01,653 And I say, help me. 427 00:23:03,868 --> 00:23:06,780 But he just smiles his big, stupid smile 428 00:23:06,780 --> 00:23:08,030 and turns and walks away. 429 00:23:10,963 --> 00:23:14,880 And I wake up, and I'm sweating and I think, 430 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,083 it's okay, it's just a dream. 431 00:23:21,005 --> 00:23:23,483 Except it isn't, is it? 432 00:23:23,483 --> 00:23:24,566 It's my life. 433 00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:12,353 Then I was drowning again. 434 00:24:21,900 --> 00:24:24,800 It's a Red Cross parcel, like in Colditz. 435 00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:26,730 there's 10 postcards with stamps on. 436 00:24:26,730 --> 00:24:28,510 And there's some of that skunk from Kevin. 437 00:24:28,510 --> 00:24:29,630 But we put it in a quality street wrapper, 438 00:24:29,630 --> 00:24:31,880 so don't let any one eat it, okay. 439 00:24:31,880 --> 00:24:33,630 And there's a copy of Penthouse. 440 00:24:33,630 --> 00:24:34,610 Abby wasn't so keen, 441 00:24:34,610 --> 00:24:37,650 but I said it was, like, compassionate grounds. 442 00:24:37,650 --> 00:24:38,880 And there's that book I was telling you about, 443 00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:40,980 The Darkest Star, which is just awesome. 444 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,660 And a DVD of 12 Monkeys, 445 00:24:42,660 --> 00:24:44,710 so you can see you were talking bollocks. 446 00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:47,670 Look after yourself, Rob. 447 00:24:47,670 --> 00:24:50,293 Come on shift you're arse, or you're gonna be left behind. 448 00:24:54,700 --> 00:24:56,070 Congratulations to both of you, 449 00:24:56,070 --> 00:24:59,375 from your mom, Eileen, and of course you're dad, Terry. 450 00:24:59,375 --> 00:25:01,460 Kevin, this one's for you. 451 00:25:01,460 --> 00:25:03,210 The Wonderful World of the Young? 452 00:25:03,210 --> 00:25:05,633 A hit for Danny Williams in the same year. 453 00:25:06,970 --> 00:25:09,752 What are the people in Matlock going to be like? 454 00:25:09,752 --> 00:25:12,300 They've got webbed feet and they all talk Maltese. 455 00:25:12,300 --> 00:25:14,032 Do they eat maltesers? 456 00:25:14,032 --> 00:25:15,350 No, they mostly eat parsnips. 457 00:25:15,350 --> 00:25:18,340 I hope we don't have to eat parsnips. 458 00:25:18,340 --> 00:25:20,690 Except on Sundays, when they bake a child in a pie. 459 00:25:20,690 --> 00:25:22,060 David. 460 00:25:22,060 --> 00:25:23,565 I thought it was funny. 461 00:25:23,565 --> 00:25:26,521 Okay, then, we'll just eat the fingers, with chutney. 462 00:25:26,521 --> 00:25:29,321 David, that is horrible. 463 00:25:33,860 --> 00:25:36,313 Hi, yeah, Gail, it's, David. 464 00:25:37,350 --> 00:25:38,853 We're there, Matlock. 465 00:25:39,830 --> 00:25:41,280 Turn left at the Gobi Desert. 466 00:25:44,590 --> 00:25:45,423 I miss you. 467 00:25:46,677 --> 00:25:48,043 Give me a call, okay. 468 00:25:48,043 --> 00:25:50,603 Are you gonna give us on with this lot, or what? 469 00:25:58,500 --> 00:26:00,400 Right, you're in pairs. 470 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:01,730 One of you is going to be Rosencrantz, 471 00:26:01,730 --> 00:26:03,510 the other Guildenstern, 472 00:26:03,510 --> 00:26:05,820 I want you to write a conversation that they might have 473 00:26:05,820 --> 00:26:07,370 in the court, on the ship. 474 00:26:07,370 --> 00:26:09,520 Just imagine what they might be talking about. 475 00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:11,090 Everyone understand? 476 00:26:11,090 --> 00:26:13,893 You've got 15 minutes. 477 00:26:17,740 --> 00:26:18,590 What is that? 478 00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:25,497 You, me, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern. 479 00:26:26,360 --> 00:26:27,953 Pretty much everyone eventually. 480 00:26:30,100 --> 00:26:33,240 Okay, it's just I left a couple of messages on her mobile. 481 00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:35,030 And well, I know she lost the last two. 482 00:26:35,030 --> 00:26:37,247 So if you could, 483 00:26:38,830 --> 00:26:39,663 Yeah, thanks. 484 00:26:39,663 --> 00:26:41,430 This is David. 485 00:26:41,430 --> 00:26:42,330 My name's Henry. 486 00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:46,590 Henry's in my class, 487 00:26:46,590 --> 00:26:48,920 and he's going to be my special friend. 488 00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,310 And he's going to look after me. 489 00:26:51,310 --> 00:26:53,230 What's your favorite football team? 490 00:26:53,230 --> 00:26:55,070 Not really my thing, football. 491 00:26:55,070 --> 00:26:55,903 Fair enough. 492 00:26:55,903 --> 00:26:57,530 Henry's got a girlfriend. 493 00:26:57,530 --> 00:26:59,313 She's called Natasha. 494 00:27:00,230 --> 00:27:02,350 Why are you drawing dead monkeys 495 00:27:02,350 --> 00:27:04,330 all over the postcard? 496 00:27:04,330 --> 00:27:07,160 David can be a bit strange sometimes. 497 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:07,993 Okay. 498 00:27:09,830 --> 00:27:11,148 Come on. 499 00:27:11,148 --> 00:27:13,278 Let's go and see mum. 500 00:27:40,176 --> 00:27:41,733 What the fuck is that? 501 00:27:41,733 --> 00:27:43,400 It's a nipple ring. 502 00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:45,680 You're queer, aren't you? 503 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:47,193 The new kid's a queer. 504 00:27:48,330 --> 00:27:50,580 Why hasn't he got an erection then? 505 00:27:50,580 --> 00:27:52,030 Because you're all so ugly. 506 00:27:56,330 --> 00:27:57,280 I'm watching you. 507 00:28:07,020 --> 00:28:09,840 But I did speak to the woman who runs Little Ted's in town 508 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:11,950 and they've got a vacancy coming up next month. 509 00:28:11,950 --> 00:28:15,480 So I'm going to go over on Wednesday, for a look round. 510 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:16,610 Ah, told you it'd work out. 511 00:28:16,610 --> 00:28:18,200 Actually, I think it was me who told you 512 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:19,310 it was gonna work out 513 00:28:19,310 --> 00:28:21,395 Can I go round to Henry's on Saturday? 514 00:28:21,395 --> 00:28:22,630 Fine by me. 515 00:28:22,630 --> 00:28:24,570 Well, you give me Henry's phone number 516 00:28:24,570 --> 00:28:26,753 and I'll have a little word with his mum, okay? 517 00:28:26,753 --> 00:28:27,586 All right. 518 00:28:27,586 --> 00:28:29,273 You made any new friends yet? 519 00:28:30,574 --> 00:28:31,480 No. 520 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:32,550 Well, you've got to make an effort you know, 521 00:28:32,550 --> 00:28:33,810 you can't just sit on your backside 522 00:28:33,810 --> 00:28:36,040 waiting for people to come to you. 523 00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:37,240 Thanks for the advice. 524 00:28:43,550 --> 00:28:46,730 Tell you what, let's all get our boots out of the weekend 525 00:28:46,730 --> 00:28:48,428 and take a hike up the big hill. 526 00:28:48,428 --> 00:28:49,768 Have a look around that folly. 527 00:28:49,768 --> 00:28:51,718 What's a folly? 528 00:28:51,718 --> 00:28:53,420 It looks like a real building. 529 00:28:53,420 --> 00:28:56,524 But when you go close, you realize it's completely empty. 530 00:29:13,523 --> 00:29:14,356 David. 531 00:29:16,317 --> 00:29:17,433 I'm not hungry. 532 00:29:19,510 --> 00:29:20,343 Okay 533 00:29:34,662 --> 00:29:36,850 I'm worried about David. 534 00:29:36,850 --> 00:29:40,125 No one's happy as his age, were you? 535 00:29:49,655 --> 00:29:51,572 You're staring at me. 536 00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,467 Just so long as you're happy. 537 00:30:04,467 --> 00:30:06,933 That's the important thing isn't it, hey? 538 00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:18,390 He stood on a slope of shame, 539 00:30:18,390 --> 00:30:19,730 at the edge of the crater 540 00:30:19,730 --> 00:30:22,110 and looked up through a trillion miles of nothing. 541 00:30:22,110 --> 00:30:24,313 to constellations he only barely recognized. 542 00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,250 Behind him, the wreckage of the cruiser 543 00:30:27,250 --> 00:30:30,133 lay like an origami swan that someone has stamped on. 544 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:34,130 He had survived the worst crash in company history, 545 00:30:34,130 --> 00:30:37,483 and now he was going to die, slowly and on his own. 546 00:30:38,940 --> 00:30:42,020 The nearest human being was two parsecs away. 547 00:30:42,020 --> 00:30:44,363 He had to do something, but what? 548 00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:47,313 Lie down, scream? 549 00:30:48,350 --> 00:30:50,530 It wouldn't change anything. 550 00:30:50,530 --> 00:30:53,630 A tiny red light began to flash in his forearm. 551 00:30:53,630 --> 00:30:54,860 The acid in the planets atmosphere 552 00:30:54,860 --> 00:30:57,660 was beginning to eat away at the seal around his helmet. 553 00:31:03,030 --> 00:31:06,173 Yeah, yeah, that's fine. 554 00:31:11,007 --> 00:31:12,073 That's okay. 555 00:31:13,353 --> 00:31:15,603 Look, why don't you come up here sometime. 556 00:31:16,620 --> 00:31:18,640 Or I could come down there. 557 00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:21,140 Actually, that's a much better idea. 558 00:31:21,140 --> 00:31:22,903 Seeing as there's nothing to do here. 559 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:25,440 If your parents aren't getting me staying over 560 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,090 I can always borrow bed from Rob. 561 00:31:31,580 --> 00:31:32,413 Why not? 562 00:31:38,943 --> 00:31:39,776 Gail, 563 00:31:40,890 --> 00:31:41,790 what's the matter? 564 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:54,453 Jesus, Gail. 565 00:31:55,783 --> 00:31:58,723 It's only been what, five weeks? 566 00:32:05,970 --> 00:32:06,803 Who is it? 567 00:32:09,860 --> 00:32:11,560 Yeah, well maybe it matters to me. 568 00:32:17,697 --> 00:32:19,530 From the tattoo place? 569 00:32:34,968 --> 00:32:36,218 I'm still here. 570 00:33:10,249 --> 00:33:11,782 You okay, mate? 571 00:33:11,782 --> 00:33:13,265 Yeah. 572 00:33:13,265 --> 00:33:14,890 You seem a bit wired. 573 00:33:14,890 --> 00:33:16,110 I'm going to head round to Gail's place. 574 00:33:16,110 --> 00:33:17,623 Are you sure that's a good idea. 575 00:33:17,623 --> 00:33:19,860 Mate. It's okay. 576 00:33:19,860 --> 00:33:20,783 I just got, um, 577 00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:24,900 I need to talk to her. 578 00:33:24,900 --> 00:33:25,733 Listen. Yeah. 579 00:33:25,733 --> 00:33:28,110 It's a bit crap but I was wondering 580 00:33:28,110 --> 00:33:29,220 if I could kip on your sofa tonight. 581 00:33:29,220 --> 00:33:31,020 I'll keep out you're way and everything. 582 00:33:31,020 --> 00:33:32,233 Sure. Cheers. 583 00:33:35,810 --> 00:33:36,643 Ouch. 584 00:33:52,993 --> 00:33:55,047 Gail, can I talk to you? 585 00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:00,623 I want to talk to you for five seconds. 586 00:34:00,623 --> 00:34:03,470 Please, Gail, please. 587 00:34:03,470 --> 00:34:04,303 Fuck off. 588 00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:05,136 Come here please. 589 00:34:05,136 --> 00:34:06,650 Let me talk to you for one second. 590 00:34:11,847 --> 00:34:14,458 What the hell did you think you were doing? 591 00:34:14,458 --> 00:34:17,478 We could be friends at least. 592 00:34:17,478 --> 00:34:19,600 I mean, you're the only person 593 00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:21,883 I've really ever been able to talk to. 594 00:34:22,831 --> 00:34:23,940 You know, like really talk. 595 00:34:23,940 --> 00:34:26,090 Friends ring to say they want to see you. 596 00:34:26,930 --> 00:34:28,663 Friends don't track you down. 597 00:34:29,500 --> 00:34:30,620 And scare the crap out of you 598 00:34:30,620 --> 00:34:32,750 by turning up out the blue, like a psycho, 599 00:34:32,750 --> 00:34:34,303 and punching your boyfriend. 600 00:34:35,143 --> 00:34:36,143 I'm sorry. 601 00:34:39,368 --> 00:34:41,201 I shouldn't have come. 602 00:34:58,691 --> 00:35:02,741 ♪ Stop drifting, and hang around ♪ 603 00:35:02,741 --> 00:35:06,541 ♪ I'm tired of leaving town ♪ 604 00:35:06,541 --> 00:35:10,574 ♪ I want a sweet mellow place ♪ 605 00:35:10,574 --> 00:35:15,574 ♪ Where I can lay my head ♪ 606 00:35:15,583 --> 00:35:18,849 ♪ With you ♪ 607 00:35:18,849 --> 00:35:23,165 ♪ I want to leave the stars and fall ♪ 608 00:35:23,165 --> 00:35:27,465 ♪ With you ♪ 609 00:35:27,465 --> 00:35:29,715 ♪ With you ♪ 610 00:35:46,481 --> 00:35:50,797 ♪ Slipping by, but that's all right ♪ 611 00:35:50,797 --> 00:35:52,816 ♪ I don't need much, tonight ♪ 612 00:35:54,774 --> 00:35:58,682 ♪ I just need a sweet meadow place ♪ 613 00:35:58,682 --> 00:36:03,316 ♪ Where I can be happy ♪ 614 00:36:03,316 --> 00:36:06,915 ♪ With you ♪ 615 00:36:06,915 --> 00:36:11,273 ♪ I want to leave the stars and fall ♪ 616 00:36:11,273 --> 00:36:15,039 ♪ With you ♪ 617 00:36:15,039 --> 00:36:19,505 ♪ I want to leave the stars and fall ♪ 618 00:36:19,505 --> 00:36:23,472 ♪ With you ♪ 619 00:36:23,472 --> 00:36:25,722 ♪ With you ♪ 620 00:36:27,082 --> 00:36:28,707 Got a light? 621 00:36:28,707 --> 00:36:29,624 Fuck off. 622 00:36:31,573 --> 00:36:36,573 ♪ With you ♪ 623 00:36:40,614 --> 00:36:44,664 ♪ Stop drifting ♪ 624 00:36:44,664 --> 00:36:48,505 ♪ Stop drifting ♪ 625 00:36:48,505 --> 00:36:51,696 ♪ Stop drifting ♪ 626 00:36:51,696 --> 00:36:55,121 ♪ With you ♪ 627 00:36:55,121 --> 00:36:59,404 ♪ I want to leave the stars and fall ♪ 628 00:36:59,404 --> 00:37:03,162 ♪ With you ♪ 629 00:37:03,162 --> 00:37:07,412 ♪ I want to leave the stars and fall ♪ 630 00:37:07,412 --> 00:37:11,428 ♪ With you ♪ 631 00:37:11,428 --> 00:37:13,678 ♪ With you ♪ 632 00:37:38,588 --> 00:37:40,860 You disappear for 24 hours. 633 00:37:40,860 --> 00:37:42,461 You don't tell us where you're going. 634 00:37:42,461 --> 00:37:44,011 I went to London, I told you. 635 00:37:47,927 --> 00:37:51,653 David, if you're having problems, you should tell us. 636 00:37:52,738 --> 00:37:55,074 You have absolutely no idea, do you? 637 00:37:55,074 --> 00:37:55,907 Look. 638 00:37:59,237 --> 00:38:00,887 Did you have a fight at school. 639 00:38:03,660 --> 00:38:05,660 Come on, let's get you in kitchen, hey? 640 00:38:05,660 --> 00:38:06,960 We'll clean up those cuts. 641 00:38:08,203 --> 00:38:09,570 That was your headmaster on the phone. 642 00:38:09,570 --> 00:38:10,403 Yes, not now. 643 00:38:10,403 --> 00:38:11,450 What is wrong with you, David? 644 00:38:11,450 --> 00:38:13,400 We've moved house, everyone does it. 645 00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,080 God Almighty, if Ben can manage to fit in, 646 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:16,070 I don't know why you can't. 647 00:38:16,070 --> 00:38:17,930 Yeah, well, I could fit in on the surface of Mars, 648 00:38:17,930 --> 00:38:19,710 if I had an IQ of seven. 649 00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:25,173 You hit David. 650 00:38:27,610 --> 00:38:31,040 Don't you ever talk about your brother like that again. 651 00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:32,070 Let's go somewhere else, hey? 652 00:38:32,070 --> 00:38:33,622 No, leave him alone. 653 00:38:33,622 --> 00:38:34,455 Oh David. 654 00:38:34,455 --> 00:38:35,880 Jesus, well, I mean, this is all about him, isn't it? 655 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:38,160 Look, it's not about Ben, and you know, it. 656 00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:39,340 Everything's about Ben. 657 00:38:39,340 --> 00:38:41,010 Everything's always about Ben. 658 00:38:41,010 --> 00:38:42,310 Ben's the reason we moved here. 659 00:38:42,310 --> 00:38:43,800 Ben's the reason I'm not with Gail anymore. 660 00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:45,330 Ben's the reason I haven't got any friends. 661 00:38:45,330 --> 00:38:46,420 Everything we ever do 662 00:38:46,420 --> 00:38:48,470 is so Ben can have a fucking easy life. 663 00:38:48,470 --> 00:38:49,450 That is enough. 664 00:38:49,450 --> 00:38:50,810 Ben wants a bigger bedroom. 665 00:38:50,810 --> 00:38:52,530 Ben wants to go Devon for a holiday. 666 00:38:52,530 --> 00:38:53,730 Ben wants a model railway 667 00:38:53,730 --> 00:38:55,990 Ben wants a Ferrari, a fucking Swedish masseur. 668 00:38:55,990 --> 00:38:58,730 I'm sick of bloody thinking about Ben. 669 00:39:01,523 --> 00:39:06,523 David, come back. 670 00:39:08,170 --> 00:39:09,620 David. 671 00:39:09,620 --> 00:39:11,550 Open this door. 672 00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:12,643 David, open the door. 673 00:39:13,916 --> 00:39:15,653 Open this door. 674 00:39:15,653 --> 00:39:18,440 David, I'm not going to tell you again, open the door. 675 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:19,523 Now, come on. 676 00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:22,990 David. 677 00:39:22,990 --> 00:39:24,847 Open this door. 678 00:41:10,723 --> 00:41:11,903 Then it dawns on me. 679 00:41:22,463 --> 00:41:24,880 I'm hurting the wrong person. 680 00:41:37,950 --> 00:41:39,427 Rise and shine. 681 00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:45,553 Now, you listen to me. 682 00:41:47,120 --> 00:41:48,300 After last night's performance, 683 00:41:48,300 --> 00:41:50,737 I'm not sure I can trust you to do anything. 684 00:41:50,737 --> 00:41:52,480 But your mum's on her way to this job interview 685 00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:54,430 and I'm leaving for work in 10 minutes. 686 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:59,410 So, you have to make sure that Ben is dressed and ready 687 00:41:59,410 --> 00:42:01,810 and outside in time for his school bus. 688 00:42:01,810 --> 00:42:02,643 Okay? 689 00:42:05,740 --> 00:42:06,573 I said, 690 00:42:06,573 --> 00:42:08,127 Okay. 691 00:42:08,127 --> 00:42:08,973 Good. 692 00:42:35,060 --> 00:42:36,513 You're looking at me again. 693 00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:45,440 I don't like you looking at me. 694 00:42:47,980 --> 00:42:48,890 Pack a bag. 695 00:42:48,890 --> 00:42:49,723 What? 696 00:42:49,723 --> 00:42:50,603 Pack a bag. 697 00:42:53,020 --> 00:42:54,703 I'm meant to be going to school. 698 00:42:57,033 --> 00:43:00,090 Do mum and dad know we're going somewhere? 699 00:43:00,090 --> 00:43:01,793 Shut up and keep walking. 700 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:06,363 What are we doing now? 701 00:43:16,110 --> 00:43:18,170 So what are you two up to then? 702 00:43:18,170 --> 00:43:19,850 We're going camping, I think. 703 00:43:19,850 --> 00:43:22,660 Oh, I used to love camping, me. 704 00:43:22,660 --> 00:43:26,060 Baked bean, rain on the canvas, 705 00:43:26,060 --> 00:43:28,030 soggy boots in the morning. 706 00:43:28,030 --> 00:43:29,273 Not done it for years. 707 00:43:30,290 --> 00:43:32,390 Wife likes her creature comforts too much. 708 00:43:33,233 --> 00:43:35,133 She'd take the bloody hoover if she could. 709 00:44:02,580 --> 00:44:04,180 Can I have this as well? 710 00:44:04,180 --> 00:44:05,013 No. 711 00:44:05,013 --> 00:44:09,170 But I want them and we're on holiday, 712 00:44:09,170 --> 00:44:14,033 and when I'm on holiday, I'm allowed to have what I want. 713 00:44:26,497 --> 00:44:27,733 Can I have this as well? 714 00:44:31,060 --> 00:44:32,460 I'm going to count to five. 715 00:44:32,460 --> 00:44:34,200 And if you don't put that back where you got it from 716 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,000 I'm going to brain you, do you understand? 717 00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,243 I understand. 718 00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:45,753 Come on. 719 00:44:54,060 --> 00:44:56,230 David's my brother. 720 00:44:56,230 --> 00:44:58,690 We're going camping, in a tent. 721 00:44:58,690 --> 00:45:00,193 Well it's getting late. 722 00:45:01,130 --> 00:45:03,200 Why don't you come and stay over in my place. 723 00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:05,790 I've got a little cottage near Llangollen. 724 00:45:05,790 --> 00:45:07,710 I could rustle you up some supper. 725 00:45:07,710 --> 00:45:08,900 No 726 00:45:08,900 --> 00:45:10,572 Do you like Country and Western? 727 00:45:10,572 --> 00:45:13,022 I like Country and Western. 728 00:45:13,022 --> 00:45:14,588 Good. 729 00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:42,660 It's getting dark. 730 00:45:42,660 --> 00:45:45,190 There might be some wild animals. 731 00:45:45,190 --> 00:45:46,465 Well maybe if you got off fat arse 732 00:45:46,465 --> 00:45:48,160 and help me get this tent up, we could get inside it. 733 00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:50,110 I don't know how to put a tent up. 734 00:45:50,110 --> 00:45:52,590 Maybe you can ring mum, and she could help put it up, 735 00:45:52,590 --> 00:45:54,190 while you sat there and watched. 736 00:46:02,570 --> 00:46:04,270 I don't really like to ring mum. 737 00:46:05,700 --> 00:46:06,630 How did it happen, Ben? 738 00:46:06,630 --> 00:46:07,463 How does what happen? 739 00:46:07,463 --> 00:46:09,530 How did you manage to get to this age, 740 00:46:09,530 --> 00:46:11,230 without learning to blow your own fucking nose? 741 00:46:11,230 --> 00:46:12,893 You're being horrible to me. 742 00:46:13,930 --> 00:46:17,190 Grab that bit and lay it out flat on the ground. 743 00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:25,460 What the fuck are you doing? 744 00:46:25,460 --> 00:46:27,130 Come on, it's quite simple. 745 00:46:27,130 --> 00:46:28,780 Did you not hear me, hey? 746 00:46:28,780 --> 00:46:30,213 You're pathetic, you're useless. 747 00:46:34,250 --> 00:46:35,660 I'll do it shall I? 748 00:46:35,660 --> 00:46:37,850 Do you want to watch me do this? 749 00:46:39,373 --> 00:46:41,877 It was that simple, could you not do that? 750 00:46:41,877 --> 00:46:44,377 Could you not bloody do that yourself? 751 00:46:44,377 --> 00:46:46,220 Sitting there with your flapjack. 752 00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,020 Go on, eat some more, eat some more. 753 00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:50,550 You want some more? 754 00:46:50,550 --> 00:46:54,543 What are you going to do, come on, just sit there? 755 00:47:12,698 --> 00:47:13,531 Hi, 756 00:47:14,580 --> 00:47:15,413 I'm Alice. 757 00:47:17,630 --> 00:47:19,630 And then you're supposed to tell me your name 758 00:47:19,630 --> 00:47:20,830 and we talked for a bit. 759 00:47:23,765 --> 00:47:25,313 Or possibly not. 760 00:47:26,430 --> 00:47:28,067 David, my name's David. 761 00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:32,490 So you're in a family holiday hell too, hey? 762 00:47:33,685 --> 00:47:34,910 Not really. 763 00:47:34,910 --> 00:47:36,508 What because your family is normal? 764 00:47:36,508 --> 00:47:38,835 Or because you're here by yourself? 765 00:47:38,835 --> 00:47:41,563 I'm on my own, sort of. 766 00:47:41,563 --> 00:47:42,396 Oh, well if you ever want some company? 767 00:47:45,572 --> 00:47:48,182 I'm sort of busy, at the moment. 768 00:47:48,182 --> 00:47:50,823 Well, if you get un busy. 769 00:47:54,820 --> 00:47:57,150 This is the women's toilets by the way. 770 00:47:57,150 --> 00:47:58,500 Some kids nicked the signs. 771 00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:09,147 I want to go home. 772 00:48:09,147 --> 00:48:11,205 You're not going home. 773 00:48:11,205 --> 00:48:12,122 I'm cold. 774 00:48:13,300 --> 00:48:15,800 You'd better get used to it. 775 00:48:26,067 --> 00:48:28,363 And suddenly I feel really calm. 776 00:48:29,707 --> 00:48:32,120 I'm thinking about Gail. 777 00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:33,620 The birthmark on her shoulder, 778 00:48:35,030 --> 00:48:36,900 it's long brown shape in two parts 779 00:48:38,020 --> 00:48:40,168 like New Zealand or Japan. 780 00:48:46,910 --> 00:48:48,500 But she's a long way away. 781 00:48:49,615 --> 00:48:51,615 Like I'm looking down at her from space, 782 00:48:54,090 --> 00:48:55,740 and it doesn't matter any longer. 783 00:49:08,260 --> 00:49:09,783 You're walking really fast. 784 00:49:12,155 --> 00:49:14,793 Are we going up the mountain over there? 785 00:49:16,520 --> 00:49:17,870 It's a really big mountain. 786 00:49:20,675 --> 00:49:21,873 I need to sit down. 787 00:49:23,230 --> 00:49:24,063 Don't. 788 00:50:01,620 --> 00:50:04,030 I never use the word kill. 789 00:50:04,030 --> 00:50:05,443 I never use the word dead. 790 00:50:08,140 --> 00:50:10,040 I'm not thinking about what I'm doing. 791 00:50:12,167 --> 00:50:14,317 I don't want to think about what I'm doing. 792 00:50:38,490 --> 00:50:40,540 It's nothing to do with me anymore. 793 00:50:59,497 --> 00:51:01,860 I want to close my eyes. 794 00:51:01,860 --> 00:51:03,310 And turn it off and run away. 795 00:51:08,442 --> 00:51:10,609 But I can't close my eyes. 796 00:51:11,510 --> 00:51:12,410 Can't turn it off. 797 00:51:17,490 --> 00:51:18,493 Can't run away. 798 00:51:23,430 --> 00:51:25,123 I have to know what's going to happen. 799 00:51:25,123 --> 00:51:27,403 I have to get to that final scene. 800 00:51:29,960 --> 00:51:32,743 Look at this. 801 00:51:32,743 --> 00:51:34,583 This is really, really high. 802 00:51:49,660 --> 00:51:51,143 You can see everything, 803 00:51:52,230 --> 00:51:53,397 it's like flying. 804 00:52:02,053 --> 00:52:03,613 I feel sick. 805 00:52:18,540 --> 00:52:20,540 Everything starts to spin. 806 00:52:20,540 --> 00:52:21,433 My legs go weak. 807 00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:25,360 And there's this sound, 808 00:52:25,360 --> 00:52:27,823 like a 767 taking off inside my head. 809 00:52:30,390 --> 00:52:31,223 And I think, 810 00:52:32,460 --> 00:52:34,010 What the fuck am I about to do? 811 00:52:36,670 --> 00:52:38,830 It was such a stupid idea. 812 00:52:38,830 --> 00:52:40,157 What was? 813 00:52:40,157 --> 00:52:41,763 Bringing you up here. 814 00:52:43,140 --> 00:52:46,210 I'm sorry, Ben, really sorry, 815 00:52:46,210 --> 00:52:47,920 didn't know what I was doing. 816 00:52:47,920 --> 00:52:48,970 Let's just turn around and go back down. 817 00:52:48,970 --> 00:52:50,833 But I'm having fun. 818 00:52:52,450 --> 00:52:53,923 Ben, please. 819 00:52:55,540 --> 00:52:57,863 We have to get off this mountain right now, okay? 820 00:52:58,830 --> 00:52:59,663 I'm serious. 821 00:53:01,691 --> 00:53:02,524 I'm frightened. 822 00:53:03,710 --> 00:53:04,940 That's really funny. 823 00:53:04,940 --> 00:53:06,010 It's not funny. 824 00:53:06,010 --> 00:53:10,440 And I'm really happy, and you're depressed. 825 00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:11,273 Shut up. 826 00:53:11,273 --> 00:53:12,830 And that's why 827 00:53:12,830 --> 00:53:15,450 mum and dad love me more than you. 828 00:53:18,571 --> 00:53:21,238 And I'm the king of the world. 829 00:53:23,406 --> 00:53:25,323 You fucking little... 830 00:53:56,695 --> 00:53:57,528 Oh shit. 831 00:54:14,419 --> 00:54:15,852 Help! 832 00:54:15,852 --> 00:54:17,302 I need some help. 833 00:54:17,302 --> 00:54:19,235 Gotta save someone quickly. 834 00:54:19,235 --> 00:54:20,651 Come on, get up. 835 00:54:20,651 --> 00:54:21,984 Please, come on. 836 00:54:57,817 --> 00:54:59,050 And suddenly I realized, 837 00:54:59,050 --> 00:55:00,600 I've just fucked everything up. 838 00:55:01,450 --> 00:55:04,380 If he's still alive, I'm going to prison. 839 00:55:04,380 --> 00:55:05,470 If he's dead, 840 00:55:05,470 --> 00:55:08,330 I'm going to spend every day of my life telling lies. 841 00:55:08,330 --> 00:55:10,780 Shitting myself that someone's going to find out. 842 00:56:23,212 --> 00:56:24,462 You're alive. 843 00:56:28,867 --> 00:56:30,833 I was so worried about you. 844 00:56:32,290 --> 00:56:33,590 You must be his brother. 845 00:56:34,940 --> 00:56:36,805 Yeah, yeah, I am. 846 00:56:36,805 --> 00:56:39,330 You tried to kill me. 847 00:56:39,330 --> 00:56:40,590 What? 848 00:56:40,590 --> 00:56:43,453 You tried to kill me. 849 00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:45,670 It was an accident. 850 00:56:45,670 --> 00:56:47,300 No it wasn't. 851 00:56:47,300 --> 00:56:50,070 Look Ben, I didn't mean for any of this to happen. 852 00:56:50,070 --> 00:56:51,407 Yes you did. 853 00:56:51,407 --> 00:56:53,010 I'll be back in a minute. 854 00:56:53,010 --> 00:56:54,273 Don't go anywhere. 855 00:56:59,993 --> 00:57:01,032 What the fuck are you doing. 856 00:57:01,032 --> 00:57:03,182 You're going to be in really big trouble. 857 00:57:04,410 --> 00:57:07,317 No way, get out, get out of the bed. 858 00:57:07,317 --> 00:57:08,734 Get up, come. On. 859 00:57:09,934 --> 00:57:11,459 Come on. 860 00:57:11,459 --> 00:57:14,225 Hang on a minute you two. 861 00:57:14,225 --> 00:57:15,475 Let go of me. 862 00:57:31,180 --> 00:57:32,425 I want to go home. 863 00:57:32,425 --> 00:57:33,957 Just be quiet, okay. 864 00:57:33,957 --> 00:57:35,940 I want to go home. 865 00:57:35,940 --> 00:57:37,305 Is he all right. 866 00:57:37,305 --> 00:57:38,740 He's fine. 867 00:57:38,740 --> 00:57:41,231 I was in hospital, but then he made me leave. 868 00:57:41,231 --> 00:57:42,064 Ben. 869 00:57:42,064 --> 00:57:43,620 Is he telling the truth? 870 00:57:43,620 --> 00:57:45,080 Everything's under control, all right? 871 00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:48,296 He made me come to Wales, but I didn't want to come. 872 00:57:48,296 --> 00:57:49,129 Shut up. 873 00:57:49,129 --> 00:57:52,030 And he made me walk up a mountain. 874 00:57:52,030 --> 00:57:54,697 Ben, I'm going to fucking strangle you. 875 00:57:54,697 --> 00:57:55,833 Now hold on a minute here. 876 00:57:55,833 --> 00:57:56,833 I want to get off. 877 00:58:13,027 --> 00:58:14,050 I could have been dead. 878 00:58:14,050 --> 00:58:15,330 Ben, look. 879 00:58:15,330 --> 00:58:18,143 You hate me, you've always hated me. 880 00:58:18,980 --> 00:58:19,813 That's not true. 881 00:58:19,813 --> 00:58:22,473 And that's why you tried to kill me. 882 00:58:22,473 --> 00:58:23,810 I didn't mean to push you. 883 00:58:23,810 --> 00:58:24,980 You're a liar. 884 00:58:32,370 --> 00:58:34,870 I'm going to ring the police. 885 00:58:34,870 --> 00:58:38,420 And then tell mum and dad. 886 00:58:38,420 --> 00:58:39,440 Ben, please. 887 00:58:39,440 --> 00:58:43,020 And then they're going to put you in the prison, 888 00:58:43,020 --> 00:58:44,973 and then I'll be happy. 889 00:58:47,130 --> 00:58:48,796 If you say anything, I'll- 890 00:58:48,796 --> 00:58:49,879 Go on then, 891 00:58:50,757 --> 00:58:51,590 hit me. 892 01:00:35,224 --> 01:00:40,030 I rang the police from the phone box, 893 01:00:40,030 --> 01:00:41,327 they're going to get you. 894 01:00:47,343 --> 01:00:48,926 I'm really sorry. 895 01:00:53,160 --> 01:00:55,740 Sorry about what happened on the mountain. 896 01:00:55,740 --> 01:00:57,300 Sorry about what happened back home 897 01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:00,403 Sorry about, 898 01:01:02,760 --> 01:01:04,120 sorry about everything. 899 01:01:04,120 --> 01:01:05,313 I'm not stupid. 900 01:01:06,502 --> 01:01:07,491 I know. 901 01:01:07,491 --> 01:01:10,268 You tell me what to do, like I'm a dog. 902 01:01:10,268 --> 01:01:12,410 You make jokes about me. 903 01:01:12,410 --> 01:01:13,710 You hit me. 904 01:01:13,710 --> 01:01:18,053 And sometimes, you pretend them I'm not your brother. 905 01:01:45,410 --> 01:01:46,243 I hated you. 906 01:01:47,750 --> 01:01:49,990 I hate mom, I hate dad. 907 01:01:49,990 --> 01:01:51,680 I hated Gail. 908 01:01:51,680 --> 01:01:52,563 I hated myself. 909 01:01:54,330 --> 01:01:55,370 When we moved house 910 01:01:56,920 --> 01:02:00,550 I lost Gail, lost all my friends. 911 01:02:00,550 --> 01:02:01,930 I felt so shit. 912 01:02:01,930 --> 01:02:06,930 Well, you should have tried and killed yourself, then. 913 01:02:13,390 --> 01:02:15,283 Actually, I didn't tell the police. 914 01:02:17,260 --> 01:02:18,137 No? 915 01:02:18,137 --> 01:02:20,567 'Cause then they'd take your way. 916 01:02:20,567 --> 01:02:24,107 And I didn't want to be left on my own. 917 01:02:31,728 --> 01:02:34,061 That doesn't mean I like you 918 01:02:39,297 --> 01:02:40,630 We meet again. 919 01:02:41,870 --> 01:02:43,000 Who are you? 920 01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:44,040 Alice. 921 01:02:44,040 --> 01:02:46,360 David and I met in the women's toilets last night, 922 01:02:46,360 --> 01:02:48,010 as you do. 923 01:02:48,010 --> 01:02:48,880 And you are? 924 01:02:48,880 --> 01:02:51,718 I'm Ben, David's brother. 925 01:02:51,718 --> 01:02:53,950 Cigarette? 926 01:02:53,950 --> 01:02:55,150 Smoking's bad for you. 927 01:02:56,000 --> 01:02:56,870 Four years off your life, 928 01:02:56,870 --> 01:02:59,470 about the same as worrying too much. 929 01:02:59,470 --> 01:03:01,410 So, what you two up to then? 930 01:03:01,410 --> 01:03:03,580 David's really depressed, 931 01:03:03,580 --> 01:03:05,840 and we moved to Matlock. 932 01:03:05,840 --> 01:03:09,363 And now David hasn't got a girlfriend anymore. 933 01:03:11,840 --> 01:03:14,390 I think she meant, what we're up to, like, today? 934 01:03:14,390 --> 01:03:16,800 He made me come to Wales. 935 01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:18,980 And he pushed me off a mountain. 936 01:03:18,980 --> 01:03:20,973 Except it was more like an accident. 937 01:03:22,980 --> 01:03:25,180 We're not actually psychopaths. 938 01:03:25,180 --> 01:03:26,330 Oh, no, it's okay. 939 01:03:26,330 --> 01:03:27,530 I live with psychopaths. 940 01:03:28,520 --> 01:03:31,140 Yeah, my parents are in the Holy Fellowship church 941 01:03:31,140 --> 01:03:31,990 in Northampton. 942 01:03:33,550 --> 01:03:34,710 So you're a born again Christian? 943 01:03:34,710 --> 01:03:37,100 Oh, no, I'm gonna burn in hell me. 944 01:03:37,100 --> 01:03:39,330 Smoking, talk talking to boys. 945 01:03:39,330 --> 01:03:41,010 We don't even have a telly. 946 01:03:41,010 --> 01:03:42,750 Dad saw two blokes getting married on channel four 947 01:03:42,750 --> 01:03:43,750 and put it in a skip 948 01:03:45,380 --> 01:03:48,270 Basically, my life's crap till I'm 18. 949 01:03:48,270 --> 01:03:49,223 Then I'm off. 950 01:03:50,380 --> 01:03:54,223 Go to college, join a circus, marry a Canadian. 951 01:03:55,180 --> 01:03:56,570 What about you? 952 01:03:56,570 --> 01:03:59,093 I want to work in a farm, and milk cows. 953 01:04:01,470 --> 01:04:03,060 And you? 954 01:04:03,060 --> 01:04:05,460 David wants to be an artist. 955 01:04:05,460 --> 01:04:08,050 He can draw Darth Vader. 956 01:04:08,050 --> 01:04:12,987 He once drew a picture of Mrs Jones, in the nude. 957 01:04:14,890 --> 01:04:16,303 You could see her bosoms. 958 01:04:17,330 --> 01:04:19,980 God, minister probably got it pinned up in his loo. 959 01:04:25,330 --> 01:04:26,680 Um, can I have a cigarette? 960 01:04:27,672 --> 01:04:28,505 Sure. 961 01:04:47,567 --> 01:04:52,567 ♪ Summer at last ♪ 962 01:04:54,075 --> 01:04:59,075 ♪ Oceans still left to cross ♪ 963 01:05:00,491 --> 01:05:05,491 ♪ Cast away ♪ 964 01:05:06,032 --> 01:05:11,032 ♪ On a moment ♪ 965 01:05:15,832 --> 01:05:20,832 ♪ A friendly word ♪ 966 01:05:22,265 --> 01:05:27,265 ♪ Whispers, but left unheard ♪ 967 01:05:28,282 --> 01:05:33,065 ♪ On a shelf ♪ 968 01:05:33,065 --> 01:05:37,232 ♪ Out of mind and out of reaching ♪ 969 01:05:43,757 --> 01:05:47,016 ♪ Changing me ♪ 970 01:05:47,016 --> 01:05:48,920 ♪ Changing you ♪ 971 01:05:48,920 --> 01:05:50,533 You want to hook up tomorrow? 972 01:05:51,553 --> 01:05:52,386 Sure. 973 01:05:52,386 --> 01:05:53,219 Nine o'clock. 974 01:05:53,219 --> 01:05:54,360 Great. 975 01:05:54,360 --> 01:05:55,770 We'd better meet outside the shop, 976 01:05:55,770 --> 01:05:58,280 unless you want to get grilled by my parents. 977 01:05:58,280 --> 01:05:59,500 Deal. 978 01:05:59,500 --> 01:06:00,333 Bye Ben. 979 01:06:09,150 --> 01:06:10,200 Look after him, okay? 980 01:06:11,330 --> 01:06:12,163 Yeah. 981 01:06:23,793 --> 01:06:24,960 Come on Ben. 982 01:06:34,530 --> 01:06:37,230 Some days there's this black stuff in here 983 01:06:38,475 --> 01:06:40,550 and it churns and churns, 984 01:06:40,550 --> 01:06:42,313 and gets thicker and blacker. 985 01:06:43,640 --> 01:06:45,969 I get sad sometimes. 986 01:06:45,969 --> 01:06:47,060 Yeah? 987 01:06:47,060 --> 01:06:49,830 But then I eat a bag of crisps 988 01:06:49,830 --> 01:06:52,483 and watch Star Wars, then it goes away. 989 01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:55,823 Maybe I should try that next time. 990 01:06:57,272 --> 01:07:00,165 I like Alice., she's nice. 991 01:07:00,165 --> 01:07:01,827 I like her too. 992 01:07:01,827 --> 01:07:03,083 Do you fancy her. 993 01:07:04,720 --> 01:07:05,553 No. 994 01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:09,267 I think you fancy her. 995 01:07:11,750 --> 01:07:12,963 Don't be stupid. 996 01:07:22,642 --> 01:07:24,142 I fancy someone. 997 01:07:25,880 --> 01:07:26,713 Who? 998 01:07:26,713 --> 01:07:28,550 She's called Natasha. 999 01:07:28,550 --> 01:07:30,490 And we've done kissing. 1000 01:07:30,490 --> 01:07:31,720 Do I really want to know about this? 1001 01:07:31,720 --> 01:07:33,723 She used to be Henry's girlfriend. 1002 01:07:35,110 --> 01:07:36,393 So Henry punched me. 1003 01:07:37,260 --> 01:07:40,530 But now Henry's going out with Rachel, 1004 01:07:40,530 --> 01:07:41,730 and we're friends again. 1005 01:07:46,390 --> 01:07:47,223 What's sex like? 1006 01:07:49,620 --> 01:07:50,453 Sorry? 1007 01:07:50,453 --> 01:07:53,680 I want to do sex with Natasha, 1008 01:07:53,680 --> 01:07:55,130 and you've done it with Gail. 1009 01:07:56,513 --> 01:07:58,513 I heard you telling Rob. 1010 01:08:00,737 --> 01:08:01,743 God you're nosy. 1011 01:08:06,540 --> 01:08:07,443 Is it nice? 1012 01:08:12,060 --> 01:08:13,450 Don't know. 1013 01:08:13,450 --> 01:08:17,467 But you must know, because you've done it. 1014 01:08:20,417 --> 01:08:22,140 I was lying. 1015 01:08:22,140 --> 01:08:22,973 Why? 1016 01:08:24,480 --> 01:08:26,380 Because Rob had sex with Tracy Hall. 1017 01:08:27,620 --> 01:08:29,380 Mind you, he could have been lying to 1018 01:08:30,680 --> 01:08:32,733 Pretty sure he's had sex with Abby Freeman though. 1019 01:08:34,055 --> 01:08:37,583 Do you think I could do sex with Natasha. 1020 01:08:39,410 --> 01:08:42,140 I think, Jesus. 1021 01:08:42,140 --> 01:08:44,518 I think sex is not the most important thing. 1022 01:08:44,518 --> 01:08:46,523 I saw a lady's vagina. 1023 01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:50,963 Henry showed me these magazines. 1024 01:08:51,860 --> 01:08:53,663 His dad keeps them in his desk. 1025 01:08:55,710 --> 01:08:56,910 It is a bit frightening. 1026 01:09:00,270 --> 01:09:02,207 Probably best not mentioned that to mum.. 1027 01:09:03,993 --> 01:09:06,093 I love Natasha. 1028 01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:09,160 And I think she loves me. 1029 01:09:09,160 --> 01:09:10,610 It's a bit difficult to tell. 1030 01:09:12,938 --> 01:09:14,688 It is hard to tell. 1031 01:09:38,830 --> 01:09:39,818 I'm cold. 1032 01:09:41,697 --> 01:09:43,652 You know Ben, if you're going to work on a farm, 1033 01:09:43,652 --> 01:09:45,043 you have to toughen up a bit. 1034 01:09:46,110 --> 01:09:48,113 Do you think I could work in a farm? 1035 01:09:48,950 --> 01:09:51,650 Yeah, I think you'd be great at it. 1036 01:09:51,650 --> 01:09:53,460 You would smell really bad. 1037 01:09:54,417 --> 01:09:55,393 That's okay. 1038 01:09:57,080 --> 01:09:59,140 Can we do this again? 1039 01:09:59,140 --> 01:10:00,800 What? 1040 01:10:00,800 --> 01:10:03,400 Going camping, on our own. 1041 01:10:05,317 --> 01:10:08,297 I'm not sure what mum and dad will think about that. 1042 01:10:11,020 --> 01:10:13,120 It's really great doing stuff like this, 1043 01:10:15,098 --> 01:10:20,098 with you. 1044 01:10:23,851 --> 01:10:25,862 We should do more stuff together. 1045 01:10:25,862 --> 01:10:26,695 Yeah 1046 01:10:30,570 --> 01:10:32,370 But maybe next time 1047 01:10:32,370 --> 01:10:34,580 skip the fight and near death experience. 1048 01:10:34,580 --> 01:10:35,413 Yeah. 1049 01:10:45,010 --> 01:10:46,382 We lost both rucksacks didn't we? 1050 01:10:46,382 --> 01:10:47,215 Yeah. 1051 01:11:09,007 --> 01:11:09,840 Ben? 1052 01:11:09,840 --> 01:11:11,090 David Phillips? 1053 01:11:14,932 --> 01:11:17,131 Your mum and dad are really worried. 1054 01:11:17,131 --> 01:11:18,364 Come with me. 1055 01:12:35,108 --> 01:12:37,408 Could you not image what it's like for us, 1056 01:12:37,408 --> 01:12:39,800 for you both to disappear, with no idea where you are? 1057 01:12:39,800 --> 01:12:41,002 One phone call, David. 1058 01:12:41,002 --> 01:12:42,285 That's all it would have taken. 1059 01:12:42,285 --> 01:12:43,710 One phone call. Anything could've happened. 1060 01:12:43,710 --> 01:12:44,927 Yeah, but it didn't. Anything, David. 1061 01:12:44,927 --> 01:12:45,760 Stop shouting. 1062 01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:48,110 We've been to hell and back over the last couple of days. 1063 01:12:48,110 --> 01:12:48,977 Stop shouting. 1064 01:12:48,977 --> 01:12:49,810 Ben, please. 1065 01:12:49,810 --> 01:12:52,100 I know it was stupid, and I've said I'm sorry. 1066 01:12:52,100 --> 01:12:52,933 I'm really sorry. 1067 01:12:52,933 --> 01:12:54,290 You're not listening to a word we're saying. 1068 01:12:54,290 --> 01:12:57,073 Stop shouting, stop shouting, stop shouting! 1069 01:12:57,073 --> 01:12:58,110 Ben, just keep out of it, will you. 1070 01:12:58,110 --> 01:13:00,570 But I like going camping. 1071 01:13:00,570 --> 01:13:01,700 And you're being horrible. 1072 01:13:01,700 --> 01:13:02,610 Ben. 1073 01:13:02,610 --> 01:13:04,280 Listen to him, for Christ sakes. 1074 01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:06,020 I do not need a lecture from you. 1075 01:13:06,020 --> 01:13:06,853 Shut up. 1076 01:13:13,360 --> 01:13:14,710 He can think for himself. 1077 01:13:15,840 --> 01:13:17,510 He's got a girlfriend. 1078 01:13:17,510 --> 01:13:18,343 He's what? 1079 01:13:19,743 --> 01:13:22,023 She's called Natasha, 1080 01:13:23,630 --> 01:13:25,993 and she is really nice. 1081 01:13:27,870 --> 01:13:29,307 He wants to work on a farm. 1082 01:13:29,307 --> 01:13:32,220 I mean, Christ, he's the most normal person 1083 01:13:32,220 --> 01:13:33,570 in the whole bloody family. 1084 01:13:36,090 --> 01:13:38,620 She's called Natasha, 1085 01:13:38,620 --> 01:13:42,223 and I want her to come around for tea. 1086 01:13:57,445 --> 01:14:00,862 We should go get some clean clothes on. 1087 01:14:17,740 --> 01:14:18,680 It still scares me 1088 01:14:18,680 --> 01:14:19,780 when I think about it. 1089 01:14:20,738 --> 01:14:22,840 Like it's going to happen again. 1090 01:14:22,840 --> 01:14:24,617 But this time he's going to die. 1091 01:14:26,452 --> 01:14:27,552 It's like the vertigo. 1092 01:14:28,610 --> 01:14:30,510 There's a sickie tingle in your knees. 1093 01:14:31,460 --> 01:14:34,010 And part of your brain wants to jump over the edge. 1094 01:14:36,510 --> 01:14:38,410 Mum saw the scars on my arm last week. 1095 01:14:39,270 --> 01:14:41,320 I said I got them on a barbed wire fence. 1096 01:14:42,260 --> 01:14:46,513 Sometimes I run my fingers over them to remind myself. 1097 01:14:48,590 --> 01:14:51,340 It's like those photos of you as a kid. 1098 01:14:51,340 --> 01:14:53,000 The ones with a dorky hairstyle, 1099 01:14:53,000 --> 01:14:54,513 and the ninja turtle t-shirt. 1100 01:14:55,890 --> 01:14:59,790 It's you, but it's not you, just this person 1101 01:14:59,790 --> 01:15:01,940 who used to have your name a long time ago. 1102 01:15:16,550 --> 01:15:21,167 he's called Goldie, and I ride him every Saturday 1103 01:15:21,167 --> 01:15:22,540 You should come and ride him. 1104 01:15:22,540 --> 01:15:23,590 Riding's for girls. 1105 01:15:24,610 --> 01:15:28,800 Mr Clarkson, he owns the stables, he was in the army. 1106 01:15:28,800 --> 01:15:31,200 I think he was someone in the Falklands. 1107 01:15:31,200 --> 01:15:33,340 Riding stables at 10 on Saturday morning then. 1108 01:15:33,340 --> 01:15:34,310 Can David come? 1109 01:15:34,310 --> 01:15:36,280 I think you'll have more fun on your own, mate. 1110 01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:37,113 Okay. 1111 01:15:38,050 --> 01:15:41,359 Thanks, Mrs Philips, that was very tasty. 1112 01:15:41,359 --> 01:15:42,825 Thanks mum. 1113 01:15:42,825 --> 01:15:44,617 Let's go up to my room. 1114 01:15:44,617 --> 01:15:45,450 Okay. 1115 01:15:45,450 --> 01:15:46,770 Are you sure you- 1116 01:15:46,770 --> 01:15:47,603 Come on. 1117 01:15:57,020 --> 01:15:58,103 Stop worrying. 1118 01:16:00,070 --> 01:16:02,773 It's okay, I bought them a packet condoms. 1119 01:16:03,920 --> 01:16:05,450 Oh, dear God. 1120 01:16:05,450 --> 01:16:06,283 I'm joking. 1121 01:16:08,690 --> 01:16:13,150 David, you don't joke about things like that. 1122 01:16:13,150 --> 01:16:15,033 I thought it was quite funny actually. 1123 01:16:16,130 --> 01:16:18,080 You're both 12 years old, aren't you. 1124 01:16:20,287 --> 01:16:21,687 I'm going to put my feet up. 1125 01:16:23,130 --> 01:16:24,230 Looks like it's me and you, kid. 1126 01:16:24,230 --> 01:16:26,497 What do you want, washing or drying? 1127 01:17:05,991 --> 01:17:06,824 Hi Ben. 1128 01:17:06,824 --> 01:17:07,657 Hi. 1129 01:17:12,080 --> 01:17:13,520 You weren't actually having sex were you? 1130 01:17:13,520 --> 01:17:17,620 No, we tried but Natasha didn't like it. 1131 01:17:17,620 --> 01:17:20,120 so we're just going to do other stuff from now on. 1132 01:17:20,970 --> 01:17:22,730 Probably just as well. 1133 01:17:22,730 --> 01:17:23,743 My testicles hurt. 1134 01:17:26,345 --> 01:17:27,990 Well, you'll have to sort that out for yourself 1135 01:17:27,990 --> 01:17:29,407 I'm afraid, mate. 1136 01:17:33,152 --> 01:17:35,364 You're drawing. 1137 01:17:35,364 --> 01:17:36,197 Yeah. 1138 01:17:36,197 --> 01:17:37,973 And that cow's a bit wonky. 1139 01:17:40,830 --> 01:17:41,690 Yeah well, 1140 01:17:41,690 --> 01:17:44,003 I didn't get much practice doing cows in London. 1141 01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:50,640 Does Alice write back? 1142 01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:51,940 Yeah. 1143 01:17:51,940 --> 01:17:53,803 Is she going to be your girlfriend. 1144 01:17:55,690 --> 01:17:57,060 I think it's probably not a great idea 1145 01:17:57,060 --> 01:17:59,010 going out with somebody who lives in Northampton 1146 01:17:59,010 --> 01:18:00,600 Right. 1147 01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:02,030 Might go out with Julie though. 1148 01:18:02,030 --> 01:18:04,590 Is that the Julie, who works in the shop? 1149 01:18:04,590 --> 01:18:06,913 The one with the really big bottom. 1150 01:18:07,909 --> 01:18:08,909 It's not that big. 1151 01:18:10,480 --> 01:18:12,517 Does she like you? 1152 01:18:12,517 --> 01:18:14,330 She talked to me for like 20 minutes the other day 1153 01:18:14,330 --> 01:18:16,373 so I guess she's not totally repulsed. 1154 01:18:17,583 --> 01:18:19,133 Have to wait and see, won't we? 1155 01:18:23,637 --> 01:18:26,895 That cow is still a bit wonky. 1156 01:18:26,895 --> 01:18:27,728 Ben. 1157 01:18:27,728 --> 01:18:28,702 Yes. 1158 01:18:28,702 --> 01:18:29,740 Shut up. 1159 01:18:29,740 --> 01:18:32,440 Okay, but I still can sit here, can I? 1160 01:18:32,440 --> 01:18:34,060 Yeah, you can still sit here. 1161 01:18:34,060 --> 01:18:35,510 If I shut up? 1162 01:18:35,510 --> 01:18:36,343 Yeah. 1163 01:18:38,476 --> 01:18:39,420 Good.