1 00:00:42,328 --> 00:00:43,828 Garbage. 2 00:00:45,748 --> 00:00:47,916 All I've been thinking about all week is garbage. 3 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:50,585 I mean, I can't stop thinking about it. 4 00:00:50,670 --> 00:00:53,213 What kind of thoughts about garbage? 5 00:00:53,297 --> 00:00:54,673 I just - 6 00:00:54,757 --> 00:00:58,802 I've gotten real concerned over what's gonna happen with all the garbage. 7 00:00:59,470 --> 00:01:01,471 I mean, we've got so much of it. 8 00:01:02,890 --> 00:01:07,102 You know? I mean, we have to run out of places to put this stuff eventually. 9 00:01:07,770 --> 00:01:09,229 The last time I -. 10 00:01:10,439 --> 00:01:14,609 I started feelin' this way is when that barge was stranded 11 00:01:14,694 --> 00:01:18,071 and, you know, it was going around the island and nobody would claim it. 12 00:01:19,073 --> 00:01:21,700 - Do you remember that? - Yes, I remember. 13 00:01:23,703 --> 00:01:27,455 Do you have any idea what may have triggered this concern? 14 00:01:27,540 --> 00:01:29,791 Yeah. Yeah. 15 00:01:29,875 --> 00:01:33,962 You see, the other night, John was taking out the garbage, 16 00:01:34,046 --> 00:01:37,132 and he kept spilling things out of the container, 17 00:01:37,216 --> 00:01:39,968 and that made me - 18 00:01:40,052 --> 00:01:42,679 I started imagining, like, 19 00:01:42,763 --> 00:01:46,933 a garbage can that produces garbage, and it doesn't stop. 20 00:01:47,018 --> 00:01:50,353 It just keeps producing garbage, and it just keeps overflowing. 21 00:01:50,438 --> 00:01:54,899 And, y-y-you know, what would you do, you know, to try to stop something like that? 22 00:01:56,569 --> 00:01:58,862 Ann, do you see any pattern here? 23 00:02:00,948 --> 00:02:02,365 What do you mean? 24 00:02:02,450 --> 00:02:05,744 Well, last week we were talking about your obsession 25 00:02:05,828 --> 00:02:07,829 with the families of airline fatalities. 26 00:02:07,913 --> 00:02:10,915 Now we're talking about your concern over the garbage problem. 27 00:02:11,959 --> 00:02:14,127 Yeah? So? 28 00:02:14,211 --> 00:02:18,632 Well, if you think about it, I think you'll see that the object of your obsession 29 00:02:18,716 --> 00:02:21,301 is invariably something negative 30 00:02:21,385 --> 00:02:23,553 which you have no control over. 31 00:02:25,222 --> 00:02:26,765 Yeah. 32 00:02:26,849 --> 00:02:29,059 But how many people do you think 33 00:02:29,143 --> 00:02:32,604 run around obsessing over how great and how happy things are? 34 00:02:32,688 --> 00:02:34,272 You know? I mean... 35 00:02:34,357 --> 00:02:37,359 Maybe they do, but I don't think they're in therapy. 36 00:02:38,694 --> 00:02:39,944 Anyway... 37 00:02:41,697 --> 00:02:44,199 being happy isn't all that great. 38 00:02:44,283 --> 00:02:47,744 I mean, the last time I was really happy, 39 00:02:47,828 --> 00:02:49,704 I got so fat. 40 00:02:49,789 --> 00:02:52,415 I must've put on 25 pounds. 41 00:02:53,876 --> 00:02:56,628 I thought John was gonna have a stroke. 42 00:02:59,006 --> 00:03:00,757 So, what are you worried about? 43 00:03:00,841 --> 00:03:03,677 Well, what am I looking at here? Is this a mistake, or what? 44 00:03:03,761 --> 00:03:06,638 Well, depends on your point of view. I don't think so. 45 00:03:07,431 --> 00:03:10,016 - In fact, I'm gonna tell you a little secret. - Yeah? 46 00:03:11,018 --> 00:03:13,144 As soon as you've got a ring on your finger, 47 00:03:13,229 --> 00:03:16,648 you start getting the most spectacular attention from the opposite gender. 48 00:03:16,732 --> 00:03:18,525 - That's bullshit. - Seriously. 49 00:03:18,609 --> 00:03:21,778 God, I wish I had Super Bowl seats for every time some filly had come up 50 00:03:21,862 --> 00:03:24,216 and started talking to me without the slightest provocation. 51 00:03:24,240 --> 00:03:26,783 It's critical. It's just marvelous. 52 00:03:26,867 --> 00:03:28,845 Yeah, but that happened to you before you got married. 53 00:03:28,869 --> 00:03:31,663 No, no, no, no. That never happened before I got married. 54 00:03:31,747 --> 00:03:35,417 If I'd known that, I'd have gone out and bought a ring when I was 18 and saved myself -. 55 00:03:35,501 --> 00:03:36,918 Yeah, right! 56 00:03:37,002 --> 00:03:39,170 A lot of time and money. 57 00:03:39,255 --> 00:03:41,339 No, I wish somebody'd clued me in. 58 00:03:41,424 --> 00:03:42,966 I'm tellin' you... 59 00:03:43,884 --> 00:03:45,885 it's too weird. 60 00:03:45,970 --> 00:03:47,429 Well, shit, I gotta be some place. 61 00:03:47,513 --> 00:03:50,033 - So, listen, racquetball Thursday, right? - Uh, how about 7:30? 62 00:03:50,057 --> 00:03:52,392 - Yeah, fine. See you later. Bye. - Great. Bye-bye. 63 00:03:59,316 --> 00:04:01,693 - Yes, sir? - Janet. 64 00:04:01,777 --> 00:04:06,823 Reschedule Kirkland for, uh, Friday, 1:30. 65 00:04:06,907 --> 00:04:08,658 - Yes, sir. - All right. 66 00:04:17,084 --> 00:04:19,794 Are you still keeping these thoughts from John? 67 00:04:20,337 --> 00:04:21,463 Yeah. 68 00:04:22,173 --> 00:04:24,090 Well, are you afraid of his reaction, 69 00:04:24,175 --> 00:04:26,551 or of his finding you silly at thinking these things? 70 00:04:26,635 --> 00:04:28,762 No, it's not that. It's just -. 71 00:04:28,846 --> 00:04:31,556 - Well, I'm really angry at him right now. - Oh? Why? 72 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:34,642 Well, he invited this college friend of his to come stay at our house, 73 00:04:34,727 --> 00:04:37,353 and, well, he didn't even ask me. 74 00:04:37,438 --> 00:04:40,523 I'm gonna say yes, of course, but, 75 00:04:40,608 --> 00:04:44,277 you know, it just would've been nice to have been asked. 76 00:04:44,361 --> 00:04:46,613 What upsets you about that? 77 00:04:47,615 --> 00:04:50,700 I guess it makes me angry because I can't justify being angry. 78 00:04:50,785 --> 00:04:52,869 It's his house. 79 00:04:52,953 --> 00:04:54,829 He pays the mortgage. 80 00:04:54,914 --> 00:04:57,624 Yes, but he asked you to quit your job. 81 00:04:57,708 --> 00:04:59,334 And you do have housework. 82 00:04:59,418 --> 00:05:02,003 Yeah, I have housework. That's true. 83 00:05:02,838 --> 00:05:05,215 Uh, this unexpected guest notwithstanding, 84 00:05:05,299 --> 00:05:07,008 how are things with John? 85 00:05:07,885 --> 00:05:09,803 Oh, they're fine. I mean - They're fine. 86 00:05:09,887 --> 00:05:13,598 Except for I'm kinda going through this thing where I don't want him to touch me, but -. 87 00:05:13,682 --> 00:05:17,060 Oh? When did you begin having this feeling? 88 00:05:17,978 --> 00:05:20,814 Well... last week. 89 00:05:20,898 --> 00:05:22,440 I don't know. I just - 90 00:05:22,525 --> 00:05:25,777 I got this really strange feelin', and -. 91 00:05:27,238 --> 00:05:29,405 Just didn't want him to touch me. 92 00:05:30,241 --> 00:05:32,951 Prior to this, uh, feeling, did you, um - 93 00:05:33,035 --> 00:05:35,787 were you comfortable with your physical contact with John? 94 00:05:35,871 --> 00:05:38,289 Oh, yeah. Sure. Yeah. 95 00:05:40,334 --> 00:05:41,751 Except for... 96 00:05:42,503 --> 00:05:44,212 Well... 97 00:05:44,296 --> 00:05:46,714 I've never really been that much into sex. 98 00:05:47,716 --> 00:05:50,844 I mean, I like it and everything, but -. 99 00:05:51,762 --> 00:05:56,057 You know, I just don't think it's such a big deal, and... 100 00:05:57,810 --> 00:06:02,188 uh, I wouldn't miss it, you know, kinda thing, but... 101 00:06:03,274 --> 00:06:05,233 Well, lately I've just... 102 00:06:05,317 --> 00:06:09,404 been kinda curious about how things have slacked off. 103 00:06:09,488 --> 00:06:13,074 Well, perhaps he senses your hesitance at being touched. 104 00:06:14,076 --> 00:06:15,827 Yeah, but, you see, that's the weird thing, 105 00:06:15,911 --> 00:06:20,790 because he started not touching me before I started feelin' like that. 106 00:06:24,128 --> 00:06:26,045 I mean, I'm sure he probably wishes 107 00:06:26,130 --> 00:06:28,590 that I would initiate things once in a while. 108 00:06:29,341 --> 00:06:31,718 And I would, except for, 109 00:06:31,802 --> 00:06:34,429 well, it just never occurs to me, and... 110 00:06:35,431 --> 00:06:39,559 well, the few times I have felt like it, I was by myself. 111 00:06:40,936 --> 00:06:42,270 Did you do anything? 112 00:06:45,774 --> 00:06:47,025 What do you mean? 113 00:06:48,235 --> 00:06:50,153 Did you masturbate? 114 00:06:59,496 --> 00:07:01,205 God, no. 115 00:07:02,583 --> 00:07:04,792 No. Mm-mmm. 116 00:07:04,877 --> 00:07:08,254 I take it from your response that you - you never masturbate. 117 00:07:14,136 --> 00:07:17,639 Well... I tried once. 118 00:07:18,390 --> 00:07:20,600 It just seems so stupid! 119 00:07:22,770 --> 00:07:24,228 I don't know! 120 00:07:24,313 --> 00:07:27,440 It just seemed like a dumb thing to do, and -. 121 00:07:27,524 --> 00:07:29,651 God. Then I started worrying that my - 122 00:07:29,735 --> 00:07:33,321 my dead grandfather was maybe watching me, you know, and -. 123 00:07:35,199 --> 00:07:37,867 Oh, it just seemed so stupid, you know. 124 00:07:37,952 --> 00:07:40,432 Especially when you don't know what to do with all the garbage. 125 00:07:40,496 --> 00:07:43,498 Oh, so it was recently when you tried this? 126 00:07:44,875 --> 00:07:49,462 Oh, well, it was kind of recently, but not... real recently. 127 00:07:53,676 --> 00:07:57,553 I am just not up to having a guest in the house. 128 00:08:03,686 --> 00:08:06,354 Oh, I gotta - I gotta go to the office. 129 00:08:06,438 --> 00:08:08,439 Gotta get back to the office. 130 00:08:09,900 --> 00:08:11,818 I only get one today? 131 00:08:11,902 --> 00:08:13,820 Gee, how exciting. 132 00:08:13,904 --> 00:08:16,906 I already skipped one meeting. I gotta get back. 133 00:08:18,659 --> 00:08:22,578 Look, John, if you wanna leave, leave. 134 00:08:23,372 --> 00:08:26,708 My life doesn't revolve around these little get-togethers. 135 00:08:26,792 --> 00:08:28,501 I mean, don't flatter yourself. 136 00:08:31,213 --> 00:08:34,132 Hey, don't feel like you gotta treat me with kid gloves, Cyn. 137 00:08:34,216 --> 00:08:36,217 I mean, tell me how you really feel. 138 00:08:37,469 --> 00:08:39,595 Listen, I got a friend comin' into town, 139 00:08:39,680 --> 00:08:43,599 an old friend of mine that I haven't seen in years. 140 00:08:44,727 --> 00:08:48,062 From what I can tell, I think he's a little lost. 141 00:08:48,981 --> 00:08:52,066 I think I may have to spend a little time with him. 142 00:08:53,694 --> 00:08:55,778 Meaning we'll have to cool it for a while? 143 00:08:57,531 --> 00:08:59,532 - Yeah. - Yeah. 144 00:09:02,995 --> 00:09:05,705 You know, I wish you'd quit that bartending job of yours. 145 00:09:05,789 --> 00:09:06,998 Why? 146 00:09:07,624 --> 00:09:10,418 Just hate the thought of all those guys hittin' on you. 147 00:09:12,296 --> 00:09:14,172 I can handle it. 148 00:09:14,256 --> 00:09:15,923 I'm sure. 149 00:09:16,008 --> 00:09:18,968 Besides, the money is good. 150 00:09:19,053 --> 00:09:20,887 And some of the guys are cute. 151 00:09:20,971 --> 00:09:23,473 And you are in no position to be jealous. 152 00:09:25,309 --> 00:09:26,851 Who said I was jealous? 153 00:09:27,853 --> 00:09:29,228 I did. 154 00:09:32,107 --> 00:09:33,858 You know, 155 00:09:33,942 --> 00:09:36,527 I'd like to do it at your house sometime. 156 00:09:37,362 --> 00:09:40,198 I must admit, the idea of doin' it in my sister's bed 157 00:09:40,282 --> 00:09:42,575 gives me a perverse thrill. 158 00:09:47,081 --> 00:09:50,416 I wish I could just come right out and tell everyone. 159 00:09:50,501 --> 00:09:53,044 Ann's a lousy lay. 160 00:09:53,128 --> 00:09:57,673 The beautiful, the popular Ann Bishop Millaney. 161 00:09:58,592 --> 00:10:01,177 Could be risky. 162 00:10:02,930 --> 00:10:04,931 How about I just start a rumor then? 163 00:10:05,974 --> 00:10:08,518 No, no, I mean doing it at my house. 164 00:10:08,602 --> 00:10:10,812 Afraid of gettin' caught? 165 00:10:10,896 --> 00:10:12,230 Yeah. 166 00:10:12,856 --> 00:10:14,440 You should be. 167 00:10:16,401 --> 00:10:18,319 Can I meet this friend of yours? 168 00:10:18,403 --> 00:10:20,238 Who, Graham? 169 00:10:20,322 --> 00:10:23,199 I gotta tell you, we were very close many years ago, but I -. 170 00:10:25,285 --> 00:10:27,286 I think we're very different now. 171 00:10:57,985 --> 00:10:59,277 - Yes? - Ann? 172 00:10:59,361 --> 00:11:00,862 Uh, my name is Graham Dalton. 173 00:11:01,488 --> 00:11:02,989 Oh! Oh. Yeah, sure. 174 00:11:03,073 --> 00:11:04,532 - May I use your bathroom? - Uh-huh. 175 00:11:04,616 --> 00:11:06,325 Come on in. Come on. 176 00:11:11,456 --> 00:11:13,583 - Where is it? - Oh, straight back there to the left. 177 00:11:13,667 --> 00:11:15,001 I'm sorry. 178 00:11:15,085 --> 00:11:17,564 Do you like strawberries? I brought you, um, some strawberries. 179 00:11:17,588 --> 00:11:19,630 Thank you. That's real sweet. 180 00:11:37,524 --> 00:11:40,818 Hi. Um, John Millaney, please. This is his wife. 181 00:11:45,407 --> 00:11:47,200 Uh, that's all right. Thank you. 182 00:11:51,663 --> 00:11:53,289 Well. 183 00:11:53,373 --> 00:11:55,666 - That was quick. - False alarm. 184 00:11:55,751 --> 00:11:57,168 Have a seat. 185 00:12:02,174 --> 00:12:04,926 I'm sorry. We don't let people smoke in the house. 186 00:12:05,010 --> 00:12:07,739 - But if you'd like to, we could go outside. - Oh, no, no, no, no, no. No, no. I - 187 00:12:07,763 --> 00:12:10,848 I - I can wait. I'm... 188 00:12:13,936 --> 00:12:15,937 - Do you have any other things? - Yes. 189 00:12:17,439 --> 00:12:21,442 Oh, you mean to bring in? No. No. I do have some other things, but I don't -. 190 00:12:21,526 --> 00:12:23,527 This is all I need to stay here. 191 00:12:25,781 --> 00:12:27,531 Have you ever been on television? 192 00:12:30,035 --> 00:12:32,620 Television? No, no. 193 00:12:32,704 --> 00:12:34,080 Wh-Why? 194 00:12:35,540 --> 00:12:36,999 I was just curious. 195 00:12:41,046 --> 00:12:42,880 "Graham." 196 00:12:42,965 --> 00:12:44,924 That's an unusual name. 197 00:12:45,008 --> 00:12:46,467 Yeah. Yeah, I, uh -. 198 00:12:47,177 --> 00:12:48,219 I guess it is. 199 00:12:48,303 --> 00:12:51,889 My - My mother is a complete Anglophile. 200 00:12:53,350 --> 00:12:56,394 Anything British, you know, makes her drool like a baby. 201 00:12:56,478 --> 00:13:00,064 So she, you know - I think she heard the name in a movie or something. 202 00:13:00,148 --> 00:13:03,317 She's a prisoner of public television now. 203 00:13:03,402 --> 00:13:05,403 How do you like being married? 204 00:13:07,155 --> 00:13:08,990 I like it just fine. 205 00:13:09,700 --> 00:13:12,702 What about it do you like? I... 206 00:13:12,786 --> 00:13:16,330 - I don't mean to be critical. I'm curious. - No, no, no, no. That's okay. 207 00:13:21,128 --> 00:13:25,840 Well, you know the cliché about the security of it. 208 00:13:25,924 --> 00:13:27,800 Well, that's true. 209 00:13:29,177 --> 00:13:31,762 And, um, well, we own this house. 210 00:13:32,806 --> 00:13:35,808 It's a nice house. And -. 211 00:13:37,102 --> 00:13:39,603 Well, John was just made junior partner. 212 00:13:39,688 --> 00:13:41,731 And I really like that. 213 00:13:41,815 --> 00:13:45,901 You know, I like the fact that he's just not, you know, freelance or whatever. 214 00:13:46,862 --> 00:13:48,571 Yes. 215 00:13:52,743 --> 00:13:56,162 So, how long has it been since you've seen John? 216 00:13:56,246 --> 00:13:57,788 - Nine years. - Nine years? 217 00:13:57,873 --> 00:14:03,210 Yeah. I-I-I was surprised he invited me to stay here until I found a place. 218 00:14:03,295 --> 00:14:04,587 Didn't you -. 219 00:14:04,671 --> 00:14:08,341 - Didn't you know him very well? - Oh, no, I knew him very well. 220 00:14:08,425 --> 00:14:09,550 John and I w - 221 00:14:11,053 --> 00:14:13,387 were very much alike. 222 00:14:13,472 --> 00:14:14,513 Really? 223 00:14:15,682 --> 00:14:18,225 That's kinda hard to believe. 224 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:20,895 I mean, you just seem so different now. 225 00:14:23,690 --> 00:14:24,774 Yeah. 226 00:14:24,858 --> 00:14:27,526 Yeah, well, I would imagine we are pretty different now. 227 00:14:28,487 --> 00:14:31,072 I'm ready to use the bathroom, finally. 228 00:14:31,156 --> 00:14:32,365 Okay. 229 00:14:47,297 --> 00:14:48,714 Graham. 230 00:14:50,008 --> 00:14:53,636 I gotta tell you, I almost called the cops when I saw you today. 231 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:55,763 I thought to myself, "This -. 232 00:14:55,847 --> 00:14:58,724 This couldn't possibly be the same guy 233 00:14:58,809 --> 00:15:03,104 that once held private services in the back of the chapel on a weekly basis." 234 00:15:03,188 --> 00:15:06,440 - You did that? - Well, you know, everybody has a past. 235 00:15:06,525 --> 00:15:08,317 And that's mine, so... 236 00:15:08,402 --> 00:15:10,444 So, what's with the getup? 237 00:15:11,530 --> 00:15:13,864 Somebody die, or wh...? 238 00:15:13,949 --> 00:15:15,366 - John! - I'm sorry. Did...? 239 00:15:15,450 --> 00:15:16,992 - No, no, no, it isn't - - I'm sorry. 240 00:15:17,077 --> 00:15:18,702 Nobody died. 241 00:15:20,664 --> 00:15:22,706 - So - - I mean, well -. 242 00:15:22,791 --> 00:15:27,086 Well, I mean, what do you think the Greeks would think of this - this rather somber attire? 243 00:15:28,130 --> 00:15:29,797 I don't know. 244 00:15:31,299 --> 00:15:33,175 Dinner was very good. 245 00:15:33,260 --> 00:15:35,238 - Yeah, it wasn't bad, honey. - Thank you. Thank you. 246 00:15:35,262 --> 00:15:37,972 Usually, Ann achieves a kind of critical mass with the salt. 247 00:15:38,056 --> 00:15:40,724 But, uh, tonight was - 248 00:15:40,809 --> 00:15:44,979 I always tell her, you can always add more, but you can't take it away. 249 00:15:45,063 --> 00:15:47,064 Yeah, you say that, don't you? 250 00:15:48,775 --> 00:15:51,318 - So, do you have family here? - Mm-hmm. 251 00:15:51,403 --> 00:15:53,988 - Mother, father, my sister. - Oh. 252 00:15:54,698 --> 00:15:57,491 - Sister older or younger? - Younger. 253 00:15:59,911 --> 00:16:01,412 Are you close? 254 00:16:03,248 --> 00:16:06,333 I'm sorry. I'm - I'm prying again. I'm sorry. 255 00:16:06,418 --> 00:16:07,960 Were you prying before? 256 00:16:08,837 --> 00:16:11,297 Yeah. This afternoon I was grilling Ann about your marriage. 257 00:16:11,381 --> 00:16:14,341 - How'd it go? - Well, I - Very well, I -. 258 00:16:18,346 --> 00:16:20,347 So, I was asking about your sister. 259 00:16:21,308 --> 00:16:23,392 Yeah. Well -. 260 00:16:24,436 --> 00:16:27,521 We get along all right. It's just that, uh... 261 00:16:28,607 --> 00:16:31,400 Well, I think she's an extrovert. 262 00:16:35,780 --> 00:16:37,364 I just think she's loud. 263 00:16:38,033 --> 00:16:40,868 She probably wouldn't agree. 264 00:16:40,952 --> 00:16:43,245 No, I mean, definitely wouldn't agree. 265 00:16:45,624 --> 00:16:49,627 So, listen, are you gonna - you gonna see Elizabeth while you're here? 266 00:16:49,711 --> 00:16:51,378 Uh, I don't - I don't know. 267 00:16:52,297 --> 00:16:53,964 Mmm. Who's Elizabeth? 268 00:16:54,049 --> 00:16:56,091 It's a girl Graham dated in school. 269 00:16:56,176 --> 00:16:58,844 Well after the chapel episodes. 270 00:16:59,888 --> 00:17:03,224 She still lives here, to the best of my - my knowledge. 271 00:17:06,394 --> 00:17:08,979 So Graham and I were talking about apartments today, 272 00:17:09,064 --> 00:17:13,776 and I told him that they've got those lovely little apartments in the Garden District. 273 00:17:13,860 --> 00:17:16,695 - Garden District? - They've got really nice garage apartments. 274 00:17:16,780 --> 00:17:18,906 There's critical crime in the Garden District. 275 00:17:18,990 --> 00:17:21,951 - Oh, John, come on. That is not true. - Please. No, there are - 276 00:17:22,035 --> 00:17:24,035 I don't know what kind of place you're lookin' for, 277 00:17:24,079 --> 00:17:26,432 but there are plenty of studio apartments available elsewhere. 278 00:17:26,456 --> 00:17:28,290 - ...in any one place. - I'm sorry? 279 00:17:29,751 --> 00:17:32,670 No, I just think - Right now I have one key. 280 00:17:32,754 --> 00:17:36,257 You know, everything I own is in the car, and I just - 281 00:17:36,341 --> 00:17:37,967 I like that. You know, I just -. 282 00:17:38,051 --> 00:17:39,802 If I get an apartment, that's two keys. 283 00:17:39,886 --> 00:17:44,598 If I get a job, you know, I might have to open or close. That's more keys. 284 00:17:44,683 --> 00:17:48,310 I buy some stuff, I'm afraid it's gonna get ripped off or something, 285 00:17:48,395 --> 00:17:50,271 and then I get more keys. 286 00:17:50,355 --> 00:17:53,334 - I just like having the one key. It's clean. - You don't have to worry about losin' 'em. 287 00:17:53,358 --> 00:17:55,276 I always lose my keys. I hate that. 288 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:58,571 Get rid of the car when you get the apartment. You still have one key. 289 00:17:58,655 --> 00:18:01,282 - I like having the car. You know? - Yeah, I know. 290 00:18:01,366 --> 00:18:03,909 Car's important. Gotta be mobile. 291 00:18:03,994 --> 00:18:06,829 In case you have to leave some place in a hurry? 292 00:18:06,913 --> 00:18:09,665 Yeah, or go some place in a hurry. 293 00:18:11,209 --> 00:18:12,459 Excuse me. 294 00:18:18,216 --> 00:18:21,552 - Do you want some help? - No, no, really, I-I'm fine. 295 00:18:21,636 --> 00:18:23,304 It's not that much to do. 296 00:18:27,225 --> 00:18:30,728 Graham, do you pay taxes? 297 00:18:30,812 --> 00:18:32,229 Yeah, I pay taxes. 298 00:18:32,314 --> 00:18:34,732 Yeah, I pay taxes. What do you mean? 299 00:18:34,816 --> 00:18:37,943 You don't pay taxes, you're a liar. I'm not a liar. 300 00:18:39,237 --> 00:18:42,740 Liars are the second-lowest form of human being on the planet. 301 00:18:42,824 --> 00:18:44,950 - What's the first? - Lawyers. 302 00:18:45,910 --> 00:18:47,786 Oh. That's you, honey. 303 00:18:52,500 --> 00:18:55,502 Annie, why don't you go with Graham to hunt for apartments? 304 00:18:55,587 --> 00:18:57,838 Show him how the city's changed. 305 00:18:57,922 --> 00:19:00,382 - Uh, would you mind, Graham? - No, I'd love that. 306 00:19:00,467 --> 00:19:02,676 I'd like that too. Let's do that. 307 00:19:02,761 --> 00:19:04,386 All right. How about tomorrow? 308 00:19:04,471 --> 00:19:06,305 - That'd be great. - Good. 309 00:19:08,975 --> 00:19:10,851 One key, huh? 310 00:19:11,686 --> 00:19:13,479 That's a great idea. 311 00:19:23,531 --> 00:19:26,075 - Yeah. - Cynthia. John. 312 00:19:26,159 --> 00:19:29,036 Meet me at my house in exactly one hour. 313 00:19:29,120 --> 00:19:31,538 You are scum. 314 00:19:31,623 --> 00:19:33,624 I'll be there. 315 00:19:39,339 --> 00:19:42,508 As you can see, there's plenty of room for two. 316 00:19:44,219 --> 00:19:46,428 No, it'll just be me. 317 00:19:46,513 --> 00:19:48,597 Uh, are you a student? 318 00:19:48,682 --> 00:19:50,182 No. 319 00:19:50,266 --> 00:19:53,060 And, you know, you can hang a shower curtain in the bath. 320 00:19:53,144 --> 00:19:55,771 Make sure you put somethin' in the tub so you won't fall. 321 00:19:55,855 --> 00:19:57,272 - Okay. - Okay. 322 00:19:57,357 --> 00:19:59,608 You said about 350? 323 00:19:59,693 --> 00:20:03,904 Yeah. And, uh, plus the first and the last months' rent. 324 00:20:07,867 --> 00:20:10,202 All right. Will you lease month to month? 325 00:20:10,286 --> 00:20:11,787 Not for 350. 326 00:20:12,497 --> 00:20:13,872 How about 400? 327 00:20:15,041 --> 00:20:16,709 Well... 328 00:20:20,213 --> 00:20:22,756 I could live with that. I could do that. 329 00:20:22,841 --> 00:20:24,591 - Okay. It's a deal. - All right. 330 00:20:24,676 --> 00:20:26,176 - Ready? - Yeah. 331 00:20:38,523 --> 00:20:40,149 John? 332 00:20:40,233 --> 00:20:41,608 In here. 333 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:58,500 Well, ain't you a picture? 334 00:21:25,653 --> 00:21:27,446 Well, do you like it? 335 00:21:30,784 --> 00:21:32,242 It's lovely. 336 00:21:33,286 --> 00:21:35,120 Is it for me? 337 00:21:36,498 --> 00:21:38,707 Yeah, it's for you. 338 00:22:01,940 --> 00:22:03,524 - Is that for me? - Yeah. 339 00:22:04,526 --> 00:22:06,235 Yeah, that's for you. 340 00:22:28,299 --> 00:22:30,342 You're amazing, dear. 341 00:22:42,146 --> 00:22:44,940 Can I tell you something personal? 342 00:22:47,902 --> 00:22:50,529 It's up to you. Can I tell you something personal? 343 00:22:50,613 --> 00:22:52,281 Yeah. Yeah. 344 00:22:56,369 --> 00:22:58,370 Well, you gotta go first. 345 00:22:59,330 --> 00:23:00,914 Okay. 346 00:23:07,338 --> 00:23:09,089 I think that, um -. 347 00:23:09,924 --> 00:23:11,717 I think that sex is overrated. 348 00:23:12,719 --> 00:23:16,179 I think that people place far too much importance on it. 349 00:23:16,264 --> 00:23:20,309 And I think that stuff about women wantin' it just as bad as men is crap. 350 00:23:20,393 --> 00:23:21,894 I think that women want it. 351 00:23:21,978 --> 00:23:26,315 I just don't think they want it for the same reason that men think they do. 352 00:23:26,399 --> 00:23:28,859 And... I'm getting confused. 353 00:23:29,986 --> 00:23:32,738 Um, do you understand what I'm...? 354 00:23:32,822 --> 00:23:34,323 Yeah. Y-Y-Yeah. 355 00:23:35,533 --> 00:23:39,786 Yeah, I - I remember reading... somewhere 356 00:23:39,871 --> 00:23:43,373 that men learn to love 357 00:23:43,458 --> 00:23:45,584 the person that they're attracted to, 358 00:23:46,544 --> 00:23:50,213 and that women become more and more attracted 359 00:23:50,298 --> 00:23:52,299 to the person that they love. 360 00:23:54,052 --> 00:23:55,260 God, that's - 361 00:23:56,054 --> 00:23:57,888 that's beautiful. 362 00:23:57,972 --> 00:24:00,474 That's really beautiful. 363 00:24:00,558 --> 00:24:02,142 I like that. 364 00:24:02,226 --> 00:24:04,394 Oh, it's - I'm just quoting. 365 00:24:04,479 --> 00:24:08,106 So, are you gonna tell me something personal? 366 00:24:08,191 --> 00:24:10,984 - Do you want me to? - Yeah. Yeah, I do. 367 00:24:11,069 --> 00:24:14,154 I don't want it to be something gross about some scar or something. 368 00:24:14,238 --> 00:24:17,658 I want it to be something - really personal about yourself. 369 00:24:17,784 --> 00:24:19,242 All right. Okay. 370 00:24:20,370 --> 00:24:23,163 - I'm impotent. - You're what? 371 00:24:24,165 --> 00:24:25,248 Impotent. 372 00:24:26,167 --> 00:24:27,918 You are? 373 00:24:29,212 --> 00:24:31,797 Yeah. I-I mean, like - Well, I can't -. 374 00:24:33,091 --> 00:24:34,800 I can't get an erection... 375 00:24:36,094 --> 00:24:38,095 in the presence of another person. 376 00:24:40,181 --> 00:24:43,308 So, for all practical purposes, I'm impotent. 377 00:24:46,980 --> 00:24:48,772 Does that bother you? 378 00:24:50,900 --> 00:24:52,150 No. 379 00:24:54,237 --> 00:24:57,072 Does it make you feel self-conscious? 380 00:25:07,208 --> 00:25:08,959 Not usually. 381 00:25:10,837 --> 00:25:12,713 No. Uh, ye -. 382 00:25:12,797 --> 00:25:15,215 Yeah, I'm self-conscious. Um -. 383 00:25:16,342 --> 00:25:20,012 Not - I'm not - Not in the same way that you are though. 384 00:25:20,096 --> 00:25:22,597 Me? Me? You think I'm self-conscious? 385 00:25:22,682 --> 00:25:23,974 Well, um... 386 00:25:25,977 --> 00:25:28,478 I've been watching you. You know? I've been watching you - 387 00:25:28,563 --> 00:25:31,106 I watch you eat, you know. I watch you speak. 388 00:25:32,316 --> 00:25:33,525 Watch you move. 389 00:25:33,609 --> 00:25:36,570 And I, uh - I see somebody 390 00:25:36,654 --> 00:25:41,283 who is extremely aware of people looking at you. 391 00:25:42,994 --> 00:25:46,163 You know... my therapist -. 392 00:25:46,247 --> 00:25:47,789 You're in therapy? 393 00:25:47,874 --> 00:25:49,207 Aren't you? 394 00:25:50,418 --> 00:25:53,003 No. I - No, I'm not. No. 395 00:25:55,256 --> 00:25:57,924 I was a miserable failure in therapy. 396 00:25:58,676 --> 00:26:02,220 - So you don't believe in therapy? - No, I - 397 00:26:02,305 --> 00:26:04,514 I believe in it for some people. I - 398 00:26:04,599 --> 00:26:07,851 I don't know. It was, you know, silly for me. 399 00:26:08,686 --> 00:26:10,937 I was confused going in and... 400 00:26:12,732 --> 00:26:15,984 So I just - I formed my own theory that... 401 00:26:16,986 --> 00:26:20,864 you should never take advice from someone that doesn't know you intimately. 402 00:26:22,325 --> 00:26:26,161 Oh, well, I - I - I know my therapist intimately. 403 00:26:28,331 --> 00:26:30,499 Huh. You've had sex with your therapist? 404 00:26:30,583 --> 00:26:32,125 No! 405 00:26:32,210 --> 00:26:34,795 - No. No. - Oh, no, that's - 406 00:26:34,879 --> 00:26:39,424 I'm sorr - I'm s - That's what I meant. Somebody - Somebody you've had sex with. 407 00:26:46,849 --> 00:26:49,935 I'm... I don't understand. 408 00:26:50,019 --> 00:26:53,814 I mean, h-how would you know? 409 00:26:53,898 --> 00:26:56,775 I mean, you know. How...? 410 00:26:56,859 --> 00:26:59,945 Oh, no, I - I wasn't always impotent. 411 00:27:00,655 --> 00:27:03,115 Oh. Oh, okay. 412 00:27:05,076 --> 00:27:08,203 So, let me see. You said, um -. 413 00:27:09,330 --> 00:27:12,707 You said that I should never take advice 414 00:27:12,792 --> 00:27:16,002 from someone that I haven't had sex with, right? 415 00:27:16,087 --> 00:27:17,504 - Right? - Basically. 416 00:27:17,588 --> 00:27:18,755 Right. 417 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:21,424 And, uh, we haven't had sex. 418 00:27:21,509 --> 00:27:23,260 Right? 419 00:27:23,344 --> 00:27:25,220 - No. - Yeah. 420 00:27:25,304 --> 00:27:30,016 So I-I-I guess from your own advice, I shouldn't take your advice. 421 00:27:30,852 --> 00:27:32,477 - I wouldn't. - You wouldn't? 422 00:27:32,562 --> 00:27:34,771 Okay. 423 00:27:36,232 --> 00:27:37,566 All right. 424 00:27:40,111 --> 00:27:42,112 - Drive safely. - Yeah, right. 425 00:29:07,865 --> 00:29:11,076 - How was your weekend? - It was okay. 426 00:29:14,038 --> 00:29:16,665 Did you confront John about the visitor? 427 00:29:17,416 --> 00:29:20,335 - The visitor? - The friend of John's staying at your house. 428 00:29:22,255 --> 00:29:23,755 - Graham. - Graham. 429 00:29:24,924 --> 00:29:25,966 Yeah. 430 00:29:26,050 --> 00:29:28,677 I mean... no. 431 00:29:29,470 --> 00:29:32,430 That actually turned out to be interesting. 432 00:29:35,142 --> 00:29:37,936 You know, I was expecting him to be just like John. 433 00:29:38,729 --> 00:29:41,398 You know, 'cause they went to school together and everything. 434 00:29:42,566 --> 00:29:45,610 You know, talking about getting drunk together 435 00:29:45,695 --> 00:29:48,280 and secret handshakes and... 436 00:29:53,577 --> 00:29:55,578 He turned out to be... 437 00:29:56,539 --> 00:29:58,707 really, this... character. 438 00:30:00,835 --> 00:30:02,502 He's kind of arty. 439 00:30:03,963 --> 00:30:05,213 But okay. 440 00:30:06,090 --> 00:30:08,758 Is he still at your house? 441 00:30:08,843 --> 00:30:10,510 No. No. 442 00:30:10,594 --> 00:30:12,220 No. He's gone. 443 00:30:14,307 --> 00:30:15,807 So where's he from? 444 00:30:16,934 --> 00:30:18,476 I don't know. 445 00:30:18,561 --> 00:30:22,439 He, uh, used to live in New York and Philadelphia. 446 00:30:23,441 --> 00:30:25,817 I think he just kinda travels around. 447 00:30:25,901 --> 00:30:27,736 Must be nice. 448 00:30:27,820 --> 00:30:30,655 - So, what's he like? Is he like John? - No. 449 00:30:31,407 --> 00:30:33,950 I don't think John likes him anymore. 450 00:30:35,286 --> 00:30:38,079 Says he thinks he's gotten kinda strange. 451 00:30:38,164 --> 00:30:40,165 Is he? Strange, I mean? 452 00:30:41,083 --> 00:30:45,545 No. I mean, if I saw him on the street I might think so. 453 00:30:45,629 --> 00:30:49,049 But after meetin' and talkin' to him, I'd just say he's kinda unusual. 454 00:30:49,133 --> 00:30:52,844 Mm-hmm. So, what's he look like? 455 00:30:52,928 --> 00:30:54,137 Why? 456 00:30:55,056 --> 00:30:58,516 - I just wanna know what he looks like, is all. - Why? So you can go after him? 457 00:30:58,601 --> 00:31:01,603 Jesus, Ann, get a life. I just asked what he looked like. 458 00:31:02,396 --> 00:31:06,983 Besides, even if I decide to fuck his brains out, 459 00:31:08,110 --> 00:31:10,403 what business is that of yours? 460 00:31:10,488 --> 00:31:13,198 - Why do you have to say that? - Say what? 461 00:31:13,282 --> 00:31:15,742 You know what. You say it just to irritate me. 462 00:31:15,826 --> 00:31:18,661 I say it because it's descriptive. 463 00:31:19,705 --> 00:31:23,541 He doesn't strike me as the kind of person who would go in for that kind of thing anyway. 464 00:31:23,626 --> 00:31:27,128 - Ann, you always underestimate me. - I wonder why. 465 00:31:30,383 --> 00:31:32,664 I think you're afraid to put us in the same room together. 466 00:31:32,718 --> 00:31:35,136 I think you're afraid he'd be undeniably drawn to me. 467 00:31:35,221 --> 00:31:37,472 Really, Cynthia, I don't think he's your type. 468 00:31:42,019 --> 00:31:45,105 My type? How would you know what my type is? 469 00:31:45,189 --> 00:31:47,607 Oh, I have a pretty good idea. 470 00:31:49,527 --> 00:31:51,820 Ann, you don't have a clue. 471 00:31:52,696 --> 00:31:55,740 Look, I don't even know why we're discussing this. 472 00:31:55,825 --> 00:31:58,785 I mean, I'll just go over and call him myself. 473 00:31:59,870 --> 00:32:01,538 He doesn't have a phone. 474 00:32:02,832 --> 00:32:04,958 Well, I'll call him when he does. 475 00:32:06,502 --> 00:32:07,836 He won't. 476 00:32:08,754 --> 00:32:10,880 What are you talkin' about? 477 00:32:10,965 --> 00:32:14,217 He doesn't like to talk on the phone. He's not getting a phone. 478 00:32:14,301 --> 00:32:15,760 Oh, please. 479 00:32:17,430 --> 00:32:21,433 Okay, so give me the Zen master's address. I'll think of a reason to stop by. 480 00:32:23,394 --> 00:32:26,187 Please, just let me talk to him first. 481 00:32:26,272 --> 00:32:29,649 Why? Just give me the address. You won't even have to be involved. 482 00:32:41,620 --> 00:32:46,291 I don't feel right just giving you the address so that you can go over there and, uh -. 483 00:32:46,375 --> 00:32:49,586 - And what? - Do whatever it is you do. 484 00:32:49,670 --> 00:32:52,672 "Do whatever it is you do." Listen to the way you talk. 485 00:32:52,756 --> 00:32:53,882 I talk fine. 486 00:32:53,966 --> 00:32:57,051 Thank you, I was still smoking that. 487 00:32:58,220 --> 00:33:00,555 What'd you lose? 488 00:33:01,557 --> 00:33:05,101 That goddamned pearl earring. 489 00:33:06,145 --> 00:33:08,688 It cost me a fucking fortune. 490 00:33:08,772 --> 00:33:10,982 I must've left it somewhere. 491 00:33:12,651 --> 00:33:14,819 So, what are you getting Mama for her birthday? 492 00:33:15,946 --> 00:33:18,781 I don't know. I'll get her a card or somethin'. 493 00:33:18,866 --> 00:33:22,118 - A card for her 50th birthday? - Yeah. What's wrong with that? 494 00:33:22,203 --> 00:33:25,914 Well, the woman gave birth to you. I think you might be givin' her -. 495 00:33:25,998 --> 00:33:28,208 Will you stop? Jesus. 496 00:33:28,292 --> 00:33:31,794 - I just thought that, you know, maybe - - Okay, Ann, okay. 497 00:33:32,546 --> 00:33:34,005 How about this? 498 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:36,591 You get her something nice, 499 00:33:37,927 --> 00:33:39,427 and I'll pay for half. 500 00:33:39,512 --> 00:33:42,263 - All right? - Fine. Fine. 501 00:33:43,182 --> 00:33:44,432 - Fine. - Fine. 502 00:33:44,517 --> 00:33:47,519 Now, if you'll pardon me, I have to go to work. 503 00:33:53,817 --> 00:33:59,405 What is the most unusual location you've ever masturbated in? 504 00:34:01,242 --> 00:34:02,825 Well... 505 00:34:04,161 --> 00:34:05,662 I, um -. 506 00:34:05,746 --> 00:34:07,789 One time I was flying 507 00:34:07,873 --> 00:34:12,210 from Los Angeles to, um - to New York. 508 00:34:13,921 --> 00:34:15,588 And I was -. 509 00:34:15,673 --> 00:34:19,300 You know, it was a really crowded flight, and I was - 510 00:34:19,385 --> 00:34:21,469 I was sitting in the middle. 511 00:34:21,554 --> 00:34:24,013 You know, I didn't get a window, I didn't get an aisle. 512 00:34:24,098 --> 00:34:27,433 It was really funny, and I was - I was just - I was just bored. 513 00:34:27,643 --> 00:34:29,143 My magazines were just boring. 514 00:34:29,228 --> 00:34:31,938 I think I had, like, a woman's magazine. 515 00:34:32,022 --> 00:34:35,233 They touch on a lot of sexual issues and stuff like that. 516 00:34:35,317 --> 00:34:38,528 And I was just thinking to myself, "God, that's what I need. 517 00:34:38,612 --> 00:34:43,366 I need a little, you know... something to take my mind off this trip." 518 00:34:43,450 --> 00:34:45,952 So, I was just, you know, 519 00:34:46,036 --> 00:34:49,581 just thinking away, and then I just -. 520 00:34:50,207 --> 00:34:53,334 I just did it on the plane, just between these two people. 521 00:34:53,419 --> 00:34:55,670 But nobody knew. I mean... 522 00:34:59,842 --> 00:35:03,803 How were you able to not betray what was going on 523 00:35:03,887 --> 00:35:05,888 to the people around you? 524 00:35:06,765 --> 00:35:09,475 Well, you know, 525 00:35:10,144 --> 00:35:12,395 I have really strong muscles. 526 00:35:12,479 --> 00:35:14,355 It's open! 527 00:35:16,066 --> 00:35:18,484 - Hi! - Hello, Ann. 528 00:35:19,194 --> 00:35:21,654 - I hope I'm not bothering you. - No, no. 529 00:35:21,739 --> 00:35:23,615 I would've phoned. 530 00:35:23,699 --> 00:35:26,701 - You busy? - No, no. I can finish later. 531 00:35:26,785 --> 00:35:30,830 I just wanted to come by and see what the apartment looked like with furniture. 532 00:35:30,914 --> 00:35:34,334 Yeah, well, I'm afraid there's not much to see. 533 00:35:34,418 --> 00:35:38,546 I'm sort of cultivating this minimalist vibe. 534 00:35:39,590 --> 00:35:42,133 - You could use a bookshelf. - Yeah? Yeah, you think so? 535 00:35:42,217 --> 00:35:43,843 I - 536 00:35:44,678 --> 00:35:47,555 I don't know, they're - You know, they're all library books. 537 00:35:51,685 --> 00:35:53,561 What are these? 538 00:35:53,646 --> 00:35:55,438 Uh, those are videotapes. 539 00:35:55,522 --> 00:35:57,565 I can see that. 540 00:35:57,650 --> 00:35:58,900 Of what? 541 00:35:59,693 --> 00:36:03,446 It's a personal project that I've been working on. 542 00:36:04,114 --> 00:36:06,032 What kind of personal project? 543 00:36:07,326 --> 00:36:09,202 What? 544 00:36:09,286 --> 00:36:11,454 What kind of personal project? 545 00:36:13,874 --> 00:36:19,045 Uh, a... personal project like anyone else's personal project. 546 00:36:19,129 --> 00:36:22,799 Mine's just a little more... personal, I guess. 547 00:36:24,468 --> 00:36:26,469 Who's Donna? 548 00:36:27,262 --> 00:36:30,723 - What? - Donna. It says "Donna" here on the tape. 549 00:36:30,808 --> 00:36:34,143 Donna was a girl I knew in Florida. 550 00:36:34,895 --> 00:36:36,896 Oh, you went out with her? 551 00:36:39,316 --> 00:36:40,942 No, not really. 552 00:36:41,819 --> 00:36:45,738 Why do these tapes all have women's names on 'em? 553 00:36:48,492 --> 00:36:51,494 Well, I enjoy interviewing women more than men. 554 00:36:53,497 --> 00:36:55,081 It's iced tea. 555 00:36:55,165 --> 00:36:56,332 Thanks. 556 00:36:56,417 --> 00:37:00,378 - I'm sorry. Do you want some lemon? - No, this is perfect. It's perfect. 557 00:37:00,462 --> 00:37:03,423 So, all of these are - are interviews, huh? 558 00:37:04,508 --> 00:37:07,093 - Uh, yes. - Can we watch one? 559 00:37:09,054 --> 00:37:11,431 No, I'd, uh - No. 560 00:37:11,515 --> 00:37:12,932 Why not? 561 00:37:15,436 --> 00:37:18,438 Well, I promised each of the subjects 562 00:37:18,522 --> 00:37:22,400 that no one would see the videotapes except for me. 563 00:37:24,820 --> 00:37:26,696 What are the interviews about? 564 00:37:28,699 --> 00:37:30,742 The interviews are about sex. 565 00:37:33,996 --> 00:37:35,413 Sex? 566 00:37:37,958 --> 00:37:39,709 What about sex? 567 00:37:43,088 --> 00:37:45,965 Uh, e-e-everything about sex. 568 00:37:47,050 --> 00:37:49,010 Like what? 569 00:37:51,388 --> 00:37:54,307 What they've done, what they do, 570 00:37:55,058 --> 00:38:00,229 what they want to do but are afraid to ask for, what, uh, they wouldn't do even if asked. 571 00:38:02,441 --> 00:38:03,816 Anything I can think of. 572 00:38:03,901 --> 00:38:05,276 Oh, your ice. 573 00:38:10,324 --> 00:38:12,950 You just ask them questions? 574 00:38:13,035 --> 00:38:14,535 Yes. 575 00:38:16,997 --> 00:38:18,372 And they answer 'em? 576 00:38:19,625 --> 00:38:22,543 Yeah. Uh... mostly. 577 00:38:22,628 --> 00:38:24,796 Sometimes they do things. 578 00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:25,963 To you? 579 00:38:26,715 --> 00:38:30,051 No, to - Uh, for the - for the camera. 580 00:38:31,386 --> 00:38:32,720 Graham, this is just so - 581 00:38:32,805 --> 00:38:35,348 I'm sorry this came up. I'm - What - I'm -. 582 00:38:35,432 --> 00:38:37,683 No, I'm sorry. I'm - 583 00:38:37,768 --> 00:38:40,019 I'm sorry this came up, and - 584 00:38:40,103 --> 00:38:41,395 I'm - I'm gonna go. 585 00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:43,356 - Here, I-I'll take it. - Um -. 586 00:38:43,899 --> 00:38:45,817 - Okay. Yeah. All right. - Bye. 587 00:38:46,860 --> 00:38:48,069 Okay. 588 00:38:57,579 --> 00:38:59,580 He doesn't want you to come over. 589 00:38:59,665 --> 00:39:02,458 What do you mean? Did you tell him about me? 590 00:39:02,543 --> 00:39:05,044 - No, I didn't. - Why not? 591 00:39:05,128 --> 00:39:07,463 - Look, Cynthia, I didn't have time. - Well, why? 592 00:39:08,215 --> 00:39:10,091 John's right. 593 00:39:10,175 --> 00:39:13,219 He's very strange, and you don't want to get involved with him. 594 00:39:13,303 --> 00:39:16,472 Whoa, whoa. What happened over there? Did he make a pass at you? 595 00:39:16,557 --> 00:39:18,933 - No. - Well, what's the story then? 596 00:39:19,017 --> 00:39:22,080 What's this "strange" bullshit all of a sudden? I mean, is he drownin' puppies? 597 00:39:22,104 --> 00:39:24,230 It's nothin' like that. Okay? 598 00:39:24,314 --> 00:39:25,606 Well, what? 599 00:39:25,691 --> 00:39:27,316 Is he dangerous? 600 00:39:27,401 --> 00:39:30,319 - No. Not physically. - Well, what then? 601 00:39:32,447 --> 00:39:33,990 I don't wanna talk about it. 602 00:39:34,074 --> 00:39:36,367 - Then why did you call me? - I don't know. 603 00:39:46,753 --> 00:39:48,880 - Hello? - Cynthia. John. 604 00:39:49,381 --> 00:39:52,675 Not today. I've got other plans. 605 00:39:55,554 --> 00:39:57,597 Well, when then? 606 00:39:57,681 --> 00:40:00,182 How about inviting me over to dinner? 607 00:40:00,267 --> 00:40:03,686 - You know what I mean. - Yeah, I know what you mean. 608 00:40:12,321 --> 00:40:13,487 It's open. 609 00:40:17,701 --> 00:40:18,784 Hi. 610 00:40:19,661 --> 00:40:20,870 Hello. 611 00:40:22,539 --> 00:40:24,707 Do... I -. 612 00:40:24,791 --> 00:40:27,627 - Can I help you? - I'm Cynthia Bishop. 613 00:40:28,879 --> 00:40:32,423 - I'm s - Do I know you? I don't - - I'm Ann Millaney's sister. 614 00:40:33,133 --> 00:40:35,009 The extrovert. 615 00:40:35,093 --> 00:40:38,804 She must have been in a good mood when she said that. She usually calls me loud. 616 00:40:38,889 --> 00:40:41,349 Yeah, she called you that too. 617 00:40:42,809 --> 00:40:45,937 So, uh, what are you doing here? 618 00:40:46,021 --> 00:40:47,647 - You want me to leave? - No, I -. 619 00:40:47,731 --> 00:40:50,358 No, I just wanna know what you're doing here. 620 00:40:50,442 --> 00:40:53,945 Well, like I said, Ann is my sister. 621 00:40:54,029 --> 00:40:56,530 Sisters talk. You can imagine the rest. 622 00:40:58,533 --> 00:41:03,162 No, I think it's probably better if I don't characterize that conversation... 623 00:41:03,246 --> 00:41:05,623 that I didn't hear. 624 00:41:05,707 --> 00:41:07,416 I, uh -. 625 00:41:08,335 --> 00:41:12,838 I don't have any idea, really, what you or Ann said about me or anything else. 626 00:41:16,551 --> 00:41:19,387 - Do you want some iced tea? - Sure. 627 00:41:19,471 --> 00:41:21,430 I don't have any lemons. 628 00:41:22,307 --> 00:41:25,935 The last time I saw Ann, she left here -. 629 00:41:26,019 --> 00:41:29,188 She was very confused, I'd say, and upset. 630 00:41:29,272 --> 00:41:31,190 She still is. 631 00:41:33,193 --> 00:41:37,822 So, are you here to make me feel bad for makin' her feel bad? 632 00:41:39,574 --> 00:41:40,908 No. 633 00:41:45,122 --> 00:41:48,249 - She didn't tell you why she was upset? - No. 634 00:41:55,215 --> 00:41:56,465 Thanks. 635 00:42:01,638 --> 00:42:04,432 So, I don't - I don't understand, uh... 636 00:42:05,684 --> 00:42:07,101 what made you want to come here. 637 00:42:07,185 --> 00:42:11,897 I can't imagine Ann painted a very flattering portrait of me. 638 00:42:11,982 --> 00:42:16,485 Yeah, well, see, um, I don't really listen to Ann when it comes to men. 639 00:42:16,570 --> 00:42:20,573 I mean, look at John, for Christ's sake. 640 00:42:20,657 --> 00:42:23,117 Oh, but then, you went to school with him, didn't you? 641 00:42:23,201 --> 00:42:25,202 You're probably friends or somethin'. 642 00:42:26,246 --> 00:42:27,496 No. 643 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,251 No, I think John is a liar. 644 00:42:35,422 --> 00:42:37,423 I think you're right. 645 00:42:39,676 --> 00:42:44,221 So, come on. I came all the way over here to find out what got Ann so spooked. 646 00:42:44,973 --> 00:42:46,640 Why don't you tell me what happened? 647 00:42:48,060 --> 00:42:49,268 "Spooked"? 648 00:42:49,352 --> 00:42:52,480 The... videotapes 649 00:42:52,564 --> 00:42:54,899 are what got Ann so spooked. 650 00:43:12,918 --> 00:43:14,418 I think I get it. 651 00:43:15,087 --> 00:43:16,754 Oh, yeah? What do you get? 652 00:43:17,798 --> 00:43:21,383 If Ann got freaked out by these, they must be something sexual. 653 00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:24,345 Are these tapes of you havin' sex with these girls? 654 00:43:24,429 --> 00:43:26,180 No, not exactly. 655 00:43:26,264 --> 00:43:29,141 Well, either you are or you aren't. Which is it? 656 00:43:29,226 --> 00:43:30,851 Why don't you let me tape you? 657 00:43:33,647 --> 00:43:35,189 - Doing what? - Talking. 658 00:43:35,273 --> 00:43:36,440 About what? 659 00:43:37,234 --> 00:43:41,821 About sex. Your sexual history, sexual preferences. 660 00:43:45,408 --> 00:43:48,077 - What makes you think I'd discuss that with you? - Nothing. 661 00:43:53,583 --> 00:43:57,002 And you just wanna ask me questions? 662 00:43:57,087 --> 00:43:58,629 Just wanna ask you questions. 663 00:43:58,713 --> 00:44:00,422 - That's all? - That's all. 664 00:44:04,094 --> 00:44:07,429 Is this how you get off or somethin'? 665 00:44:07,514 --> 00:44:10,141 Tapin' women talkin' about their sexual experiences? 666 00:44:10,225 --> 00:44:11,725 Yes. 667 00:44:11,810 --> 00:44:14,270 - Would anyone else see the tape? - Absolutely not. 668 00:44:14,354 --> 00:44:16,856 Nobody else sees the tapes except for me. 669 00:44:18,108 --> 00:44:19,942 How long will it take? 670 00:44:22,112 --> 00:44:26,490 Well, that depends on you. One woman used up only three minutes. 671 00:44:27,492 --> 00:44:29,994 And another used three two-hour tapes. 672 00:44:33,081 --> 00:44:35,291 How do we start? 673 00:44:35,375 --> 00:44:38,127 I turn on the camera and you start talking. 674 00:44:40,422 --> 00:44:42,548 Do I sit or stand? 675 00:44:42,632 --> 00:44:45,843 - What do you prefer? - I'd prefer to sit. 676 00:44:54,060 --> 00:44:55,394 Are you ready? 677 00:45:02,819 --> 00:45:06,614 Okay, I'm recording. So tell me your name. 678 00:45:07,365 --> 00:45:10,034 Cynthia Patrice Bishop. 679 00:45:10,118 --> 00:45:12,369 - You can speak in a normal voice. - Okay. 680 00:45:14,664 --> 00:45:17,958 So, describe for me your first sexual experience. 681 00:45:24,174 --> 00:45:26,967 My first sexual experience, or the first time I had intercourse? 682 00:45:27,052 --> 00:45:28,260 First sexual experience. 683 00:45:28,345 --> 00:45:29,887 First sexual experience. 684 00:45:37,562 --> 00:45:39,521 I was, um... 685 00:45:40,857 --> 00:45:42,107 eight. 686 00:45:43,151 --> 00:45:46,195 And, uh - Is this the kind of thing that...? 687 00:45:46,279 --> 00:45:47,613 Yeah, okay. 688 00:45:47,697 --> 00:45:50,741 Um... I was eight years old, 689 00:45:50,825 --> 00:45:55,412 and, um, Michael Green, who was also eight, 690 00:45:56,248 --> 00:45:58,832 asked if he could watch me take a pee. 691 00:45:58,917 --> 00:46:02,211 And I said he could if I could watch him take one too. 692 00:46:03,296 --> 00:46:07,132 So we went to the woods behind my house. 693 00:46:07,926 --> 00:46:12,221 And I got this feeling that he was chickenin' out 'cause he kept sayin', "Ladies first!" 694 00:46:13,431 --> 00:46:18,978 So I pulled down my little panties and urinated, 695 00:46:19,062 --> 00:46:21,772 and he ran away before I even finished. 696 00:46:23,733 --> 00:46:27,152 So, was it a topic of conversation between the two of you after that? 697 00:46:27,237 --> 00:46:30,197 No! He kind of avoided me for the rest of the summer. 698 00:46:30,282 --> 00:46:32,908 And then his family moved away. 699 00:46:34,202 --> 00:46:36,912 To Cleveland, actually. 700 00:46:36,997 --> 00:46:38,956 - What a shame. - Mmm. 701 00:46:40,959 --> 00:46:43,294 When did you finally see a penis? 702 00:46:44,838 --> 00:46:46,422 When I was 14. 703 00:46:48,341 --> 00:46:50,884 So, wh - what'd you think? 704 00:46:50,969 --> 00:46:54,680 Was it what you expected it to be? 705 00:46:59,519 --> 00:47:00,936 No. 706 00:47:01,021 --> 00:47:03,022 Not really. I -. 707 00:47:06,318 --> 00:47:09,361 I didn't - I sort of pictured it, um -. 708 00:47:12,699 --> 00:47:17,119 I didn't think it would have, um... veins or ridges or anything. 709 00:47:17,203 --> 00:47:20,497 I just thought it would be smooth, like a test tube. 710 00:47:21,958 --> 00:47:24,168 It's weird, thinking about it now. 711 00:47:29,341 --> 00:47:32,926 The... organ itself 712 00:47:33,011 --> 00:47:35,429 seemed like a - a separate thing, 713 00:47:35,513 --> 00:47:37,389 um, a separate entity to me. 714 00:47:37,474 --> 00:47:42,478 I mean, when he finally pulled it out and I could look at it and touch it, 715 00:47:42,562 --> 00:47:45,230 I completely forgot that there was a guy attached to it. 716 00:47:45,315 --> 00:47:49,026 I remember literally being startled when the guy spoke to me. 717 00:47:49,694 --> 00:47:51,153 What did he say? 718 00:47:51,821 --> 00:47:53,822 He said my hand felt good. 719 00:47:57,327 --> 00:47:58,911 Then what happened? 720 00:48:01,581 --> 00:48:03,791 And... 721 00:48:03,875 --> 00:48:06,293 then I started movin' my hand, 722 00:48:06,378 --> 00:48:09,213 and then he stopped talkin'. 723 00:48:31,945 --> 00:48:34,071 - Yeah? - John. Cynthia. 724 00:48:35,657 --> 00:48:39,493 - H-H-How did you get through? - I told Janet I was Ann. 725 00:48:39,577 --> 00:48:42,204 Ah. She bought it? 726 00:48:42,288 --> 00:48:44,081 Well, obviously. 727 00:48:44,165 --> 00:48:48,335 Look. I want to see you. 728 00:48:49,129 --> 00:48:51,672 - Ah. Well, when? - Right now. 729 00:48:51,756 --> 00:48:54,550 Oh, I don't know if I can do that. I got a client waiting. 730 00:48:54,634 --> 00:48:56,844 I've already rescheduled him once. 731 00:48:58,388 --> 00:49:00,389 I'd have to do some heavy-duty juggling. 732 00:49:00,473 --> 00:49:03,600 Then get those balls in the air and get your butt over here. 733 00:49:23,371 --> 00:49:24,705 Yes, sir? 734 00:49:24,789 --> 00:49:26,665 - Uh, Janet. - Mm-hmm. 735 00:49:26,749 --> 00:49:30,169 Listen, I want you to reschedule Kirkland. I know, I know, I know. 736 00:49:30,253 --> 00:49:33,338 See if he can come in Monday, anytime. 737 00:49:33,423 --> 00:49:35,841 Tell him, uh - Tell him, uh -. 738 00:49:37,135 --> 00:49:40,053 - Family crisis. Family crisis. - Okay. 739 00:49:40,138 --> 00:49:42,014 - I'll slip out the back. - Yes, sir. 740 00:49:42,098 --> 00:49:43,724 All right. Bye. 741 00:49:45,935 --> 00:49:47,686 Jesus. 742 00:49:47,770 --> 00:49:49,980 Would you like me to take my skirt off? 743 00:49:55,487 --> 00:49:56,695 If you wish. 744 00:50:18,968 --> 00:50:20,802 You're not wearing any underwear. 745 00:50:26,476 --> 00:50:28,310 Do you like the way I look? 746 00:50:30,271 --> 00:50:31,355 Yes. 747 00:50:35,401 --> 00:50:37,236 Do you think I'm pretty? 748 00:50:38,738 --> 00:50:39,821 Yes. 749 00:50:44,827 --> 00:50:46,495 Prettier than Ann? 750 00:50:48,164 --> 00:50:49,248 Different. 751 00:50:55,380 --> 00:50:58,090 John and Ann don't have sex anymore. 752 00:51:03,805 --> 00:51:06,098 Is that what he tells you? 753 00:51:06,182 --> 00:51:08,016 He doesn't have to tell me. 754 00:51:21,531 --> 00:51:23,740 You're on fire today. 755 00:51:31,708 --> 00:51:33,292 Yes. 756 00:51:36,713 --> 00:51:38,755 You can go now. 757 00:51:42,302 --> 00:51:44,303 He just asked me questions. 758 00:51:46,514 --> 00:51:48,015 What kind of questions? 759 00:51:49,100 --> 00:51:52,936 Questions... about... sex. 760 00:51:55,231 --> 00:51:57,899 Well, what did he ask, exactly? 761 00:51:58,401 --> 00:52:01,695 Well, I don't want to tell you, exactly. 762 00:52:03,865 --> 00:52:06,825 You let a total stranger record your sexual life on videotape, 763 00:52:06,909 --> 00:52:08,744 but you won't tell your own sister? 764 00:52:08,828 --> 00:52:09,953 Apparently. 765 00:52:11,372 --> 00:52:13,290 Did he ask you to take your clothes off? 766 00:52:16,002 --> 00:52:19,379 Did he ask me to take my clothes off? No, he didn't. 767 00:52:19,464 --> 00:52:21,506 - Did you take your clothes off? - Yes, I did. 768 00:52:21,591 --> 00:52:23,383 - Cynthia! - What? 769 00:52:24,052 --> 00:52:26,303 - Why did you do that? - Because I wanted to. 770 00:52:26,387 --> 00:52:29,556 - But why did you want to? - Because I wanted him to see me. 771 00:52:29,641 --> 00:52:33,143 You're crazy. He could be bouncin' it off some satellite. 772 00:52:33,227 --> 00:52:35,937 Some horny old men in South America could be watchin'. 773 00:52:36,022 --> 00:52:38,065 Ann. He wouldn't do that. 774 00:52:38,149 --> 00:52:41,818 - You don't know that for sure. - Well, it's too late now, isn't it? 775 00:52:43,946 --> 00:52:45,155 Did he touch you? 776 00:52:46,199 --> 00:52:47,199 No. 777 00:52:48,618 --> 00:52:49,826 Did you touch him? 778 00:52:50,620 --> 00:52:51,620 No. 779 00:52:56,167 --> 00:52:57,918 Did anybody touch anybody? 780 00:52:58,670 --> 00:53:01,546 Well, yes. 781 00:53:04,467 --> 00:53:07,052 Don't tell me. 782 00:53:07,136 --> 00:53:10,764 Don't tell me. Don't tell me. You didn't. 783 00:53:10,848 --> 00:53:12,140 - I did. - You didn't. 784 00:53:12,225 --> 00:53:13,225 - I did. - You didn't! 785 00:53:13,309 --> 00:53:14,434 I did! 786 00:53:15,019 --> 00:53:17,104 Oh, my God. Cynthia! 787 00:53:19,816 --> 00:53:21,316 You're in trouble. 788 00:53:22,652 --> 00:53:26,988 Listen to you. You sound like Mama. What are you talkin' about? 789 00:53:27,573 --> 00:53:29,991 God, Cynthia. 790 00:53:30,702 --> 00:53:34,454 - I couldn't even do that in front of John. - You couldn't even do it, period. 791 00:53:34,539 --> 00:53:36,998 You know what I mean. You don't even know him. 792 00:53:37,083 --> 00:53:38,166 I feel like I do. 793 00:53:38,251 --> 00:53:40,919 You don't. You can't possibly trust him. He's perverted. 794 00:53:41,587 --> 00:53:44,214 Look, Ann, I don't understand why this freaks you out so much. 795 00:53:44,298 --> 00:53:48,218 You didn't do it, I did, and if it doesn't bother me, why should it bother you? 796 00:53:49,679 --> 00:53:52,347 - I don't want to talk about it. - Okay, then don't. 797 00:54:12,368 --> 00:54:14,870 Are-Are you an assassin? 798 00:54:15,747 --> 00:54:16,955 Excuse me? 799 00:54:17,039 --> 00:54:19,541 You're just an errand boy 800 00:54:19,625 --> 00:54:22,586 sent by the grocer to collect the bill. 801 00:54:27,884 --> 00:54:31,636 It's my Brando. That's pretty good, isn't it? Marlon Brando? 802 00:54:31,721 --> 00:54:34,181 It's great. Pardon me. 803 00:54:34,265 --> 00:54:39,102 Okay. I was thinkin' we needed time apart. Maybe you should be there for a while. 804 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:44,524 Hi. So why don't you get an answering machine? 805 00:54:44,609 --> 00:54:46,318 There's a phone here. 806 00:54:46,402 --> 00:54:47,986 It's busy. 807 00:54:48,070 --> 00:54:49,654 Why don't you keep trying? 808 00:54:52,241 --> 00:54:53,492 Okay. 809 00:54:56,204 --> 00:54:57,788 Well, here it is. 810 00:54:57,872 --> 00:54:59,039 What is it? 811 00:54:59,123 --> 00:55:02,167 - It's a sundress. - Looks like a tablecloth. 812 00:55:03,044 --> 00:55:05,212 - Does not. - Why would she want a sundress? 813 00:55:05,296 --> 00:55:08,256 I mean, she's got spots on her shoulders and varicose veins. 814 00:55:08,341 --> 00:55:10,634 Well, missy thing, so will you someday. 815 00:55:10,718 --> 00:55:13,094 And when I do, I won't be wearing sundresses. 816 00:55:15,097 --> 00:55:16,681 - God, Cynthia. - Hold on. 817 00:55:30,363 --> 00:55:32,280 - Bayou. - Cynthia. John. 818 00:55:32,365 --> 00:55:34,157 This is timely. Your wife is here. 819 00:55:34,242 --> 00:55:36,660 - Would you like to speak with her? - What's she doin' there? 820 00:55:36,744 --> 00:55:40,413 She came by to show me a present that she and I are buying for your mother-in-law. 821 00:55:42,583 --> 00:55:44,584 Well, so when can I see you? 822 00:55:44,669 --> 00:55:48,964 I don't know. I'm not sure I can duplicate the intensity I had the other day. 823 00:55:49,048 --> 00:55:51,132 Well, nothin' wrong with trying. 824 00:55:51,801 --> 00:55:54,302 I don't think my sister would agree. 825 00:55:55,596 --> 00:55:57,722 Do you want me to stop calling? 826 00:55:57,807 --> 00:56:00,517 - Look, I'll call you, okay? - Roger. 827 00:56:04,021 --> 00:56:07,691 Hi. This is too much. I'm wearing red, you're wearing red. 828 00:56:07,775 --> 00:56:09,568 That's quite a coincidence, wouldn't you say? 829 00:56:09,652 --> 00:56:11,903 - Look, I'm married. - Really? 830 00:56:12,572 --> 00:56:14,072 Are you very married? 831 00:56:14,782 --> 00:56:17,117 - Married enough. - Oh. Oh. 832 00:56:17,618 --> 00:56:19,703 I see. Well, that shouldn't stop us. 833 00:56:19,787 --> 00:56:21,705 I'm just here to see my sister. Okay? 834 00:56:21,789 --> 00:56:23,540 Oh, really? Who's your sister? 835 00:56:24,208 --> 00:56:26,042 Is she married? 836 00:56:26,961 --> 00:56:29,212 So, um, what's my share on the dress? 837 00:56:29,797 --> 00:56:32,299 - 32.50. - It's a nice dress. 838 00:56:32,383 --> 00:56:35,385 - Thank you. I thought so too. - Looks like a tablecloth. 839 00:56:35,469 --> 00:56:40,098 Keep the change. And, Ann, don't worry about the dress. I'm sure she'll like it. 840 00:56:41,976 --> 00:56:45,520 Yeah. I think it'll - Oh, you have to go? Okay. Good-bye. 841 00:56:45,605 --> 00:56:47,689 I'll see you later. I'll call you! Bye. 842 00:56:48,941 --> 00:56:49,941 Bye. 843 00:57:14,050 --> 00:57:15,050 John. 844 00:57:19,096 --> 00:57:21,556 John. 845 00:57:24,226 --> 00:57:29,105 I called you last Monday at 3:30, and they said you weren't in. 846 00:57:30,483 --> 00:57:32,317 Do you remember where you were? 847 00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:35,779 On Monday? 848 00:57:36,864 --> 00:57:39,574 Uh... Uh, last Monday? 849 00:57:40,743 --> 00:57:42,786 Oh, I had a late lunch. 850 00:57:44,914 --> 00:57:46,706 So who'd you have lunch with? 851 00:57:51,796 --> 00:57:53,421 Oh, I ate by myself. 852 00:57:55,299 --> 00:57:56,800 Yeah. Come on. 853 00:58:04,976 --> 00:58:06,309 Is there something wrong? 854 00:58:07,311 --> 00:58:09,187 Are you havin' an affair? 855 00:58:13,025 --> 00:58:15,193 Jesus Christ. 856 00:58:17,113 --> 00:58:20,865 I have a late lunch by myself, and now I'm fucking somebody? 857 00:58:20,950 --> 00:58:22,951 - Well, are you? - No, I'm not. 858 00:58:24,203 --> 00:58:27,622 No, I'm off - I'm offended at the accusation. Come on. 859 00:58:31,210 --> 00:58:33,044 If I'm right, I want to know. 860 00:58:33,879 --> 00:58:38,091 I don't want you to lie. I'd be upset, but I'd be more upset if you lied to me. 861 00:58:40,594 --> 00:58:42,345 Well, there's nothing to know. 862 00:58:45,683 --> 00:58:48,226 I can't tell you how upset I'll be if you lie to me. 863 00:58:54,859 --> 00:58:56,359 This is paranoia. 864 00:58:59,613 --> 00:59:04,284 I mean, if anybody should be paranoid, I should be. 865 00:59:06,037 --> 00:59:10,040 Here, every time I try to touch you, you act as if I'm dipped in shit. 866 00:59:12,501 --> 00:59:15,086 I think there are a lot of women out there 867 00:59:15,171 --> 00:59:19,841 that'd be glad to have a young, straight male making a pretty good living... 868 00:59:21,093 --> 00:59:24,387 beside 'em in bed with a - with a hard-on. 869 00:59:24,472 --> 00:59:26,973 - My sister, for one. - Oh, for God's sake, Ann. 870 00:59:27,058 --> 00:59:29,184 - Is that who it is? - Ann, I'm not - 871 00:59:29,268 --> 00:59:31,061 I'm not fucking your sister. 872 00:59:31,145 --> 00:59:33,396 I don't find her that attractive, for one thing. 873 00:59:34,065 --> 00:59:36,691 - Is that supposed to comfort me? - No, I'm just saying - 874 00:59:36,776 --> 00:59:42,197 I'm just saying I didn't get paranoid when you didn't want to make love to me. 875 00:59:42,281 --> 00:59:45,283 I mean, I could have easily assumed 876 00:59:45,367 --> 00:59:47,869 that you didn't want to because you were having an affair. 877 00:59:47,953 --> 00:59:51,081 - I'm not. - Well, I'm not either. Now, come on. 878 00:59:51,165 --> 00:59:52,665 Then why don't I believe you? 879 00:59:52,750 --> 00:59:57,003 Oh, look. This is ridiculous. I mean, maybe when you have some evidence -. 880 00:59:57,088 --> 00:59:59,649 - Evidence? There's some evidence? - No, no, that's not what I'm saying. 881 00:59:59,673 --> 01:00:03,384 I'm just saying that we shouldn't not ever talk. 882 01:00:03,469 --> 01:00:06,387 Just don't give me conjecture and intuition. 883 01:00:07,014 --> 01:00:09,224 - Always a lawyer. - Well, goddamn right. 884 01:00:09,308 --> 01:00:10,850 I mean, can you imagine? 885 01:00:10,935 --> 01:00:13,353 "Well, Your Honor, I'm just positive the man is guilty. 886 01:00:13,437 --> 01:00:15,355 - I can't place him at the scene - - All right. 887 01:00:15,439 --> 01:00:18,066 Or establish a motive, but I have this strong feeling" -. 888 01:00:18,150 --> 01:00:21,319 You made your point. Okay. All right. 889 01:00:24,865 --> 01:00:26,908 I'm sorry. 890 01:00:27,660 --> 01:00:29,911 I'm sorry. 891 01:00:31,413 --> 01:00:36,584 I'm just under a lot of pressure with this - this Kirkland thing. 892 01:00:37,253 --> 01:00:40,338 I mean, you know, it's my first big case as junior partner. 893 01:00:42,341 --> 01:00:45,009 And I work all day and I come home and... 894 01:00:46,053 --> 01:00:47,887 I look forward to seeing you. 895 01:00:50,391 --> 01:00:51,391 And it - 896 01:00:52,768 --> 01:00:56,312 it hurts that you'd accuse me like that. 897 01:00:57,690 --> 01:01:00,441 I'm sorry. 898 01:01:01,527 --> 01:01:03,820 What? Come on. 899 01:01:06,198 --> 01:01:08,575 I've just got all this time on my hands, 900 01:01:08,659 --> 01:01:10,660 and I just sit around 901 01:01:10,744 --> 01:01:15,248 and start inventing these, like, intricate scenarios. 902 01:01:16,917 --> 01:01:20,461 And then I don't want to have wasted all my time, so I want to believe 'em. 903 01:01:24,592 --> 01:01:26,301 Isn't therapy helping at all? 904 01:01:26,385 --> 01:01:28,595 Oh, John, I don't know. 905 01:01:28,679 --> 01:01:32,140 I just feel so stupid sitting there talking about my little problems 906 01:01:32,224 --> 01:01:34,934 when I know those poor children are starving. 907 01:01:35,895 --> 01:01:36,978 Well... 908 01:01:41,275 --> 01:01:43,276 Quitting your therapy's not gonna - 909 01:01:44,278 --> 01:01:47,197 not gonna feed the children in Ethiopia. 910 01:01:48,157 --> 01:01:50,033 I know. 911 01:01:55,247 --> 01:01:57,749 You never used to say the word "fucking." 912 01:02:01,045 --> 01:02:02,253 Fuck. 913 01:02:05,466 --> 01:02:08,718 It's so blatantly stupid, I have a hard time believing you did it. 914 01:02:08,802 --> 01:02:10,803 - What's so stupid about it? - Well, you -. 915 01:02:13,098 --> 01:02:15,016 You don't even know the guy. 916 01:02:15,100 --> 01:02:16,768 Well, you know him. 917 01:02:16,852 --> 01:02:19,854 He's a friend of yours. Do you think he can be trusted? 918 01:02:21,023 --> 01:02:22,482 I don't know. 919 01:02:24,276 --> 01:02:28,196 I don't know. From what you've told me, I don't know. 920 01:02:28,697 --> 01:02:31,574 I should've known when he showed up dressed like - 921 01:02:31,659 --> 01:02:33,993 like some undertaker for the art world. 922 01:02:34,078 --> 01:02:35,828 I like the way he dresses. 923 01:02:46,048 --> 01:02:48,049 What if this tape gets into the wrong hands? 924 01:02:49,468 --> 01:02:50,969 "The wrong hands"? 925 01:02:51,553 --> 01:02:54,931 John, we are not talking about military secrets here. 926 01:02:55,015 --> 01:03:00,478 They're just tapes he makes so he can sit around and get off. 927 01:03:02,398 --> 01:03:05,650 And he doesn't have sex with any of them? They just talk? 928 01:03:06,235 --> 01:03:08,069 They just sit around and talk. 929 01:03:11,031 --> 01:03:14,534 I could almost understand it if he had sex with them. I mean, almost. 930 01:03:16,537 --> 01:03:20,790 Why doesn't he just buy some magazines or some porno movies or something? 931 01:03:21,375 --> 01:03:25,586 Doesn't work. He has to know the people. He has to be able to interact with them. 932 01:03:25,671 --> 01:03:26,671 Interact? 933 01:03:28,007 --> 01:03:29,716 Whatever that means. 934 01:03:31,510 --> 01:03:33,886 Did you have to masturbate in front of him? 935 01:03:33,971 --> 01:03:35,847 I felt like it. Goddamn! 936 01:03:35,931 --> 01:03:38,851 - You and Ann make such a big deal out of this. - You told Ann about this? 937 01:03:38,934 --> 01:03:41,121 Yeah, she is my sister. I do tell her almost everything. 938 01:03:41,145 --> 01:03:43,271 - I wish you hadn't done that. - Why not? 939 01:03:43,355 --> 01:03:47,025 It's just something I'd prefer she didn't have to know about. 940 01:03:47,109 --> 01:03:49,610 She's a grown-up. She can handle it. 941 01:03:49,695 --> 01:03:50,737 Ann... 942 01:03:52,323 --> 01:03:55,074 - Ann is just very - - Hung up. 943 01:03:56,618 --> 01:04:00,079 - It just wasn't a smart thing to do. - Oh, God. 944 01:04:02,916 --> 01:04:06,919 Did you sign any sort of paper, or did he have a contract with you 945 01:04:07,004 --> 01:04:10,214 saying that he wouldn't broadcast these things? 946 01:04:10,299 --> 01:04:11,382 No, sir. 947 01:04:12,426 --> 01:04:15,595 You realize you have no recourse legally? 948 01:04:17,014 --> 01:04:20,141 It's not funny. It's not - It's not funny, Cynthia. 949 01:04:21,393 --> 01:04:23,227 These tapes could show up anywhere. 950 01:04:24,104 --> 01:04:26,481 They won't. I trust him. 951 01:04:27,775 --> 01:04:30,485 You trust him? That's funny. 952 01:04:30,569 --> 01:04:34,447 Yeah, I do. A hell of a lot more than I trust you. 953 01:04:37,201 --> 01:04:39,786 - What do you mean? - Just what I said. 954 01:04:40,287 --> 01:04:42,497 I'd trust him before I'd trust you. 955 01:04:44,875 --> 01:04:46,876 God, it hurts that you say that to me. 956 01:04:46,960 --> 01:04:49,379 Come on, John. You're fucking your wife's sister. 957 01:04:49,463 --> 01:04:51,631 You're a liar. But at least I know you're a liar. 958 01:04:51,715 --> 01:04:54,967 I know, I know. Second-lowest form of human being. 959 01:04:55,052 --> 01:04:56,677 And the first. 960 01:04:56,762 --> 01:04:58,429 - What are you talking about? - Nothing. 961 01:04:58,514 --> 01:05:01,099 By definition, you're lying to Ann too. 962 01:05:01,183 --> 01:05:02,392 Yeah, right, 963 01:05:02,476 --> 01:05:07,188 but I didn't take a vow in front of God and everyone to be faithful to Ann. 964 01:05:14,154 --> 01:05:16,572 Look, are we gonna do it or not? 965 01:05:17,866 --> 01:05:20,284 Actually... no. 966 01:05:20,869 --> 01:05:22,870 I've changed my mind. I shouldn't have called. 967 01:05:23,747 --> 01:05:25,581 Well, I'm here now. 968 01:05:26,875 --> 01:05:29,585 Well, I need to do something. 969 01:05:29,670 --> 01:05:31,671 Would you like to help me straighten up? 970 01:05:32,923 --> 01:05:34,924 Ah, Jesus! 971 01:05:35,926 --> 01:05:38,052 Is there one chair in this place that works? 972 01:05:39,054 --> 01:05:42,473 Well, why don't you go sit somewhere else? 973 01:05:43,976 --> 01:05:47,061 Come on, John. You should be happy. 974 01:05:47,146 --> 01:05:49,397 We've gone this far without Ann findin' out. 975 01:05:49,481 --> 01:05:52,900 I'm makin' it real easy on you. Just walk out of here. 976 01:05:52,985 --> 01:05:55,069 - Did he put you up to this? - Who? 977 01:05:55,154 --> 01:05:56,320 Graham. 978 01:05:56,405 --> 01:05:58,406 No, he didn't put me up to this. 979 01:05:58,490 --> 01:06:00,658 Jesus, I don't need people to tell me what to do. 980 01:06:00,742 --> 01:06:04,162 I've just been thinkin', that's all. Now just leave. 981 01:06:05,622 --> 01:06:07,457 Well, maybe I don't want to leave. 982 01:06:08,625 --> 01:06:10,251 Maybe I want to talk. 983 01:06:11,253 --> 01:06:14,630 John, we don't have anything to talk about. 984 01:06:17,009 --> 01:06:18,509 Yeah, you're right. 985 01:06:21,013 --> 01:06:22,763 Things are getting complicated. 986 01:06:24,099 --> 01:06:26,309 No, they're gettin' real simple. 987 01:09:03,008 --> 01:09:04,133 It's open. 988 01:09:13,226 --> 01:09:14,226 Hello. 989 01:09:19,399 --> 01:09:20,900 Want something to drink? 990 01:09:24,029 --> 01:09:25,529 Yeah, thanks. 991 01:09:33,413 --> 01:09:35,539 Sorry. I don't have any iced tea left. 992 01:09:40,462 --> 01:09:41,462 Thank you. 993 01:09:48,303 --> 01:09:50,638 John and Cynthia have been... 994 01:09:51,723 --> 01:09:52,723 fucking. 995 01:09:55,227 --> 01:09:56,435 Yes, I know. 996 01:09:58,271 --> 01:10:00,815 - You know? - Yes. 997 01:10:02,859 --> 01:10:04,402 How did you know? 998 01:10:08,448 --> 01:10:10,408 She said it on her tape. 999 01:10:10,992 --> 01:10:13,494 Thanks for telling me. I really appreciate it. 1000 01:10:14,162 --> 01:10:16,455 Well, I-I haven't seen you. 1001 01:10:17,666 --> 01:10:20,668 And I don't think I would've told you even if I had seen you. 1002 01:10:21,753 --> 01:10:22,962 Why not? 1003 01:10:25,424 --> 01:10:27,425 Because it's not really my place. 1004 01:10:36,518 --> 01:10:38,185 My life is shit. 1005 01:10:40,063 --> 01:10:41,605 It's just shit. 1006 01:10:44,276 --> 01:10:46,360 Nothing's what I thought it was. 1007 01:10:54,619 --> 01:10:56,328 John's a bastard. 1008 01:11:04,254 --> 01:11:06,255 Let's make a videotape. 1009 01:11:09,468 --> 01:11:11,093 No, I -. 1010 01:11:12,679 --> 01:11:14,805 I don't think that's a good idea. 1011 01:11:15,932 --> 01:11:17,266 Why not? 1012 01:11:17,350 --> 01:11:20,895 Because I don't think it's a choice that you'd make in a normal frame of mind. 1013 01:11:22,481 --> 01:11:25,441 And what would you know about a normal frame of mind? 1014 01:11:29,488 --> 01:11:30,988 That's a good question. 1015 01:11:35,035 --> 01:11:36,869 What do you have to do to get ready? 1016 01:11:42,250 --> 01:11:44,418 Load a tape and turn on the camera. 1017 01:11:47,380 --> 01:11:48,464 Do it. 1018 01:11:58,058 --> 01:11:59,266 So... 1019 01:12:00,435 --> 01:12:02,520 where do you get your money from, 1020 01:12:02,604 --> 01:12:07,107 for rent and... tapes, stuff like that? 1021 01:12:08,693 --> 01:12:10,361 Underneath my mattress. 1022 01:12:11,696 --> 01:12:15,616 And what are you gonna do when this money runs out? 1023 01:12:15,700 --> 01:12:16,784 It won't. 1024 01:12:19,621 --> 01:12:21,247 Are you comfortable there? 1025 01:12:22,874 --> 01:12:24,250 Yeah, I'm comfortable. 1026 01:12:28,880 --> 01:12:30,422 Okay, I'm recording. 1027 01:12:31,258 --> 01:12:32,758 Tell me your name. 1028 01:12:36,096 --> 01:12:37,805 Ann Bishop Millaney. 1029 01:13:10,630 --> 01:13:14,842 Margaret. Hi, it's John. Fine, fine. Listen, have you seen Ann at all today? 1030 01:13:14,926 --> 01:13:16,135 This afternoon? 1031 01:13:17,137 --> 01:13:19,763 Uh, well, no, I just - She -. 1032 01:13:20,265 --> 01:13:23,726 She's home. Bye-bye. Everything's fine. Thanks. Bye. 1033 01:13:24,686 --> 01:13:26,770 Ah, thank God. You had me worried sick. 1034 01:13:26,855 --> 01:13:29,440 I come home, the door is open, the car is gone. I -. 1035 01:13:31,526 --> 01:13:33,944 I thought you'd been abducted by some mad fucker. 1036 01:13:36,781 --> 01:13:40,075 - Are you all right? - I want out of this marriage. 1037 01:13:46,374 --> 01:13:47,750 What? 1038 01:13:49,794 --> 01:13:54,840 I... want... out... of this marriage. 1039 01:14:01,222 --> 01:14:02,222 Why? 1040 01:14:03,475 --> 01:14:06,769 Why? 1041 01:14:07,437 --> 01:14:09,688 You're asking me why? 1042 01:14:12,317 --> 01:14:14,735 Well, I'm married to you. You want out of this marriage. 1043 01:14:15,570 --> 01:14:17,780 I think you could tell me that. 1044 01:14:19,074 --> 01:14:20,366 Fuck you. 1045 01:14:21,159 --> 01:14:22,993 Fuck you. 1046 01:14:28,333 --> 01:14:29,416 All right. 1047 01:14:33,254 --> 01:14:35,381 Can you tell me where you went? 1048 01:14:35,465 --> 01:14:37,049 I drove around. 1049 01:14:37,133 --> 01:14:39,885 - Then I went over to Graham's. - Graham's? 1050 01:14:40,679 --> 01:14:41,887 Graham. 1051 01:14:47,560 --> 01:14:50,229 Oh, goddamn that son of a bitch! 1052 01:14:50,313 --> 01:14:53,607 The backstabbing son of a - Oh, Mr. Honesty, huh? 1053 01:14:53,692 --> 01:14:56,151 Mr. Apostle of Truth! M - Ugh! 1054 01:15:07,956 --> 01:15:10,040 Well, I know you didn't fuck him. 1055 01:15:20,802 --> 01:15:23,262 Did you make one of these goddamn videotapes? 1056 01:15:29,269 --> 01:15:30,310 Annie. 1057 01:15:31,479 --> 01:15:35,232 Answer me, goddamn it. Goddamn it, answer me. Did you? 1058 01:15:36,901 --> 01:15:39,111 - Yes, I did. - Oh - Oh! 1059 01:15:41,072 --> 01:15:42,072 God! 1060 01:15:42,824 --> 01:15:44,324 Don't you touch him! 1061 01:15:59,257 --> 01:16:02,176 Oh - Oh - Okay. 1062 01:16:03,011 --> 01:16:04,094 I'm gonna -. 1063 01:16:06,806 --> 01:16:08,223 What? 1064 01:16:09,309 --> 01:16:10,309 Hello? 1065 01:16:13,021 --> 01:16:16,815 John? What the hell are you doing? What are you doing? 1066 01:16:32,665 --> 01:16:33,665 Come on. 1067 01:17:01,736 --> 01:17:03,403 Okay, I'm recording. 1068 01:17:06,241 --> 01:17:07,491 Tell me your name. 1069 01:17:10,245 --> 01:17:13,539 Ann... Bishop... Millaney. 1070 01:17:14,999 --> 01:17:16,834 What do you want to talk about? 1071 01:17:17,418 --> 01:17:19,795 - What do you usually talk about? - Sex. 1072 01:17:20,839 --> 01:17:23,215 Okay. Let's talk about sex. 1073 01:17:25,009 --> 01:17:26,510 Do you have sex? 1074 01:17:27,428 --> 01:17:29,096 Not very often, no. 1075 01:17:31,558 --> 01:17:33,642 When you do, who usually initiates it? 1076 01:17:34,686 --> 01:17:35,978 He does. 1077 01:17:38,773 --> 01:17:40,399 Is the sex satisfying? 1078 01:17:46,364 --> 01:17:49,283 I don't know. 1079 01:17:49,367 --> 01:17:51,910 I don't know. I don't know what you mean. 1080 01:17:54,080 --> 01:17:55,622 Do you have orgasms? 1081 01:17:56,708 --> 01:17:58,333 I don't think so. 1082 01:17:59,127 --> 01:18:03,130 I mean, I guess, since I'm not sure, that I've never had one. 1083 01:18:24,068 --> 01:18:27,070 Have you ever thought about having sex with someone other than your husband? 1084 01:18:27,822 --> 01:18:30,657 Here we go. 1085 01:18:33,161 --> 01:18:34,661 Here we go. 1086 01:18:42,337 --> 01:18:44,087 - Why don't we stop? - No. 1087 01:18:45,006 --> 01:18:46,256 I don't want to stop. 1088 01:18:55,600 --> 01:18:59,019 Have you ever thought about having sex with someone other than your husband? 1089 01:19:00,521 --> 01:19:01,897 I've thought about it. 1090 01:19:03,524 --> 01:19:06,235 - Did you act on it? - No. 1091 01:19:07,946 --> 01:19:09,029 Why not? 1092 01:19:11,032 --> 01:19:13,075 Because that's how Cynthia thinks. 1093 01:19:13,868 --> 01:19:16,828 I hate it when I have feelings that she has. 1094 01:19:19,332 --> 01:19:23,835 It bothers me when I think about men, because I know that's the way she thinks. 1095 01:19:28,299 --> 01:19:30,300 What other men have you thought about? 1096 01:19:35,056 --> 01:19:36,431 I thought about you. 1097 01:19:39,477 --> 01:19:40,978 Have you thought about me? 1098 01:19:41,854 --> 01:19:42,854 Yes. 1099 01:19:48,403 --> 01:19:49,903 What did you think? 1100 01:19:52,490 --> 01:19:55,284 I thought about what you would look like having an orgasm. 1101 01:20:04,419 --> 01:20:07,713 I'd like to know what I look like having an orgasm. 1102 01:20:13,344 --> 01:20:16,555 Can you do that? Give a woman an orgasm? 1103 01:20:21,185 --> 01:20:22,436 Yes. 1104 01:20:23,438 --> 01:20:24,938 Could you do that for me? 1105 01:20:29,277 --> 01:20:30,277 No. 1106 01:20:31,946 --> 01:20:33,363 Why not? 1107 01:20:34,073 --> 01:20:35,574 Because I can't. 1108 01:20:36,200 --> 01:20:37,534 Can't or won't? 1109 01:20:37,618 --> 01:20:39,328 I can't because I won't. 1110 01:20:49,589 --> 01:20:51,506 You said you weren't always impotent. 1111 01:20:52,383 --> 01:20:53,967 No - Yeah, that's correct. 1112 01:20:55,887 --> 01:20:57,596 So you have had sex? 1113 01:20:57,680 --> 01:20:58,722 Yes. 1114 01:21:01,434 --> 01:21:03,560 So what happened? 1115 01:21:03,644 --> 01:21:06,313 Was it so bad it turned you off, or -. 1116 01:21:09,400 --> 01:21:12,235 - No, that wasn't the problem. - What was the problem? 1117 01:21:13,321 --> 01:21:15,405 I was the problem. I was a -. 1118 01:21:18,534 --> 01:21:20,535 I was a pathological liar. 1119 01:21:21,621 --> 01:21:24,039 Or I-I am, I should say. 1120 01:21:24,123 --> 01:21:26,583 The, uh - lying is -. 1121 01:21:29,170 --> 01:21:30,796 Lying is like alcoholism, 1122 01:21:30,880 --> 01:21:33,256 and you're continually recovering. 1123 01:21:34,217 --> 01:21:35,509 So that's it? 1124 01:21:37,136 --> 01:21:38,428 You lied? 1125 01:21:41,265 --> 01:21:42,808 That was part of it. 1126 01:21:42,892 --> 01:21:44,393 So what else happened? 1127 01:21:46,646 --> 01:21:48,939 Well, at that time, um -. 1128 01:21:49,732 --> 01:21:50,732 I - 1129 01:21:55,113 --> 01:21:58,698 I used to express my feelings nonverbally... 1130 01:22:03,746 --> 01:22:05,831 and often scared people... 1131 01:22:08,042 --> 01:22:09,543 who were close to me. 1132 01:22:11,712 --> 01:22:13,213 Are you still like that? 1133 01:22:15,341 --> 01:22:16,341 No. 1134 01:22:18,511 --> 01:22:19,511 No. 1135 01:22:25,351 --> 01:22:27,352 So you're never gonna make love again? 1136 01:22:28,020 --> 01:22:31,022 I don't - I haven't made any plans, so... 1137 01:22:37,196 --> 01:22:39,281 If you were in love with me, would you? 1138 01:22:40,158 --> 01:22:41,992 - I'm not in love with you. - But if you were? 1139 01:22:42,076 --> 01:22:43,243 I can't answer that. 1140 01:22:43,327 --> 01:22:44,911 - Why not? - I told you. 1141 01:22:45,496 --> 01:22:47,914 - But I don't understand. - Ann -. 1142 01:22:48,499 --> 01:22:50,792 Forget about the sex, you know? I -. 1143 01:22:53,337 --> 01:22:56,840 I'm not the same person that I was even remotely, you know. 1144 01:22:56,924 --> 01:22:58,925 I'm different in so many ways. 1145 01:22:59,594 --> 01:23:01,178 It'd have a profound effect 1146 01:23:01,262 --> 01:23:04,681 on the way that I relate to other people, communicate. 1147 01:23:04,765 --> 01:23:06,558 I mean, this, for instance. 1148 01:23:06,642 --> 01:23:09,811 In the way she and I are talking is - that could never have been possible. 1149 01:23:09,896 --> 01:23:11,188 "She"? 1150 01:23:11,272 --> 01:23:13,356 "The way she - she and I are talking"? 1151 01:23:14,192 --> 01:23:16,818 - "She"? Who's "she"? - I'm sorry, I was -. 1152 01:23:17,820 --> 01:23:19,821 I - Wha - That isn't what I was -. 1153 01:23:19,906 --> 01:23:22,699 Sh-She's Elizabeth? Is that who it is? 1154 01:23:22,783 --> 01:23:26,578 Is that the girl that John talked about? Is that who - who it is? 1155 01:23:29,582 --> 01:23:31,708 I - 1156 01:23:33,169 --> 01:23:35,504 I guess. I guess. I -. 1157 01:23:36,255 --> 01:23:39,466 - So you're still in contact with her then? - I'm sorry. I -. 1158 01:23:40,885 --> 01:23:42,427 - With Elizabeth? - No, I'm -. 1159 01:23:42,512 --> 01:23:46,848 So what do you think Elizabeth is gonna think about all these videotapes? 1160 01:23:48,893 --> 01:23:52,103 I-I can't imagine her being too understanding. 1161 01:23:54,398 --> 01:23:57,108 But you're - you're - you're gonna tell her about them, right, 1162 01:23:57,193 --> 01:23:59,069 since you don't lie anymore? 1163 01:23:59,570 --> 01:24:01,238 As I said, I don't... 1164 01:24:03,908 --> 01:24:05,408 know what I'm gonna do exactly. 1165 01:24:05,493 --> 01:24:07,661 I mean - I don't -. 1166 01:24:07,745 --> 01:24:10,080 Perhaps I won't do anything. I don't -. 1167 01:24:10,164 --> 01:24:13,792 So you just - you just came back here so that you could think about it? 1168 01:24:13,876 --> 01:24:15,377 No, I - 1169 01:24:15,461 --> 01:24:18,547 I moved back here for some, uh - 1170 01:24:21,092 --> 01:24:24,553 a sense of closure, you know? 1171 01:24:28,099 --> 01:24:29,975 A resolution of some sort. 1172 01:24:36,274 --> 01:24:41,027 I wanted s-somebody who was very important to me... 1173 01:24:42,196 --> 01:24:43,488 to understand that. 1174 01:24:44,073 --> 01:24:45,115 Yeah. 1175 01:24:45,199 --> 01:24:46,199 That's -. 1176 01:24:47,994 --> 01:24:49,077 That's pathetic. 1177 01:24:52,748 --> 01:24:56,334 I mean, you can't just - My God, Graham. Y-You -. 1178 01:24:56,752 --> 01:25:00,380 You just can't walk up to her and show her you've changed 1179 01:25:00,464 --> 01:25:02,549 like it's some gift or somethin'. 1180 01:25:06,387 --> 01:25:08,471 And look what you've changed into. 1181 01:25:10,975 --> 01:25:15,520 Nine years. Nine years. And this is what you come up with. 1182 01:25:17,523 --> 01:25:20,275 Is this what you want to be the rest of your life? 1183 01:25:23,779 --> 01:25:25,280 Why are you doing this? 1184 01:25:27,575 --> 01:25:29,075 Can you tell me that? 1185 01:25:29,827 --> 01:25:31,828 Why are you doing this to yourself? 1186 01:25:35,166 --> 01:25:37,626 - You gonna answer me? - No, please, don't do that. 1187 01:25:37,710 --> 01:25:39,628 - Why not? Why not? - No, really, don't do that. 1188 01:25:39,712 --> 01:25:43,423 I just wanna ask a few questions. Why do you tape women talkin' about sex? 1189 01:25:43,507 --> 01:25:45,675 - Can you tell me why? - I can't tell you like this. 1190 01:25:47,553 --> 01:25:49,763 - Come on. I'm just gonna keep askin'. - Ann, I don't - 1191 01:25:49,930 --> 01:25:52,891 I just don't find the turning the tables thing very interesting. 1192 01:25:52,975 --> 01:25:55,310 Well, I do. Tell me why, Graham. 1193 01:25:56,020 --> 01:25:57,854 - Why? - What? I -. 1194 01:25:57,938 --> 01:26:01,399 What? What do you want me to tell you? "Tell me why?" Why? 1195 01:26:04,278 --> 01:26:07,530 Ann, you don't even know who I am. You don't have the slightest idea who I am. 1196 01:26:11,452 --> 01:26:13,912 Am I su - Should I - Am I supposed to recount 1197 01:26:13,996 --> 01:26:16,331 all the points in my life leading up to this moment 1198 01:26:16,415 --> 01:26:20,752 and-and just hope that it's coherent, that it makes some sort of sense to you? 1199 01:26:20,836 --> 01:26:24,297 It doesn't make any sense to me. You know, I was there. 1200 01:26:24,882 --> 01:26:26,883 I don't have the slightest idea who I am, 1201 01:26:26,967 --> 01:26:29,969 and I am - I'm supposed to be able to explain it to you? 1202 01:26:31,514 --> 01:26:34,307 And why? Tell - No, te - You tell-tell me why. 1203 01:26:34,892 --> 01:26:37,310 Why do I have to explain my-myself to you? 1204 01:26:37,395 --> 01:26:39,396 Because maybe I can help you. 1205 01:26:41,190 --> 01:26:43,775 - Help me with what? - Your problem. 1206 01:26:45,236 --> 01:26:47,696 My problem? Do I - Do I have a problem? I -. 1207 01:26:48,406 --> 01:26:52,992 You know, I look around me in this town, and I see John and Cynthia and you, 1208 01:26:53,077 --> 01:26:54,077 and I -. 1209 01:26:55,413 --> 01:26:57,038 I feel comparatively healthy. 1210 01:27:02,420 --> 01:27:04,045 You've got a problem. 1211 01:27:08,759 --> 01:27:09,843 You're right. 1212 01:27:17,476 --> 01:27:19,060 I've got a lot of problems. 1213 01:27:28,028 --> 01:27:29,696 And they belong to me. 1214 01:27:33,117 --> 01:27:35,368 You think they're yours, but they're not. 1215 01:27:36,746 --> 01:27:41,082 Everybody that walks in that door becomes part of your problem. 1216 01:27:41,167 --> 01:27:43,376 Anybody that comes in contact with you. 1217 01:27:47,173 --> 01:27:49,758 I didn't want to be part of your problem, but I am. 1218 01:27:51,719 --> 01:27:53,303 I'm leavin' my husband, 1219 01:27:54,054 --> 01:27:57,849 and maybe I would have anyway, but the fact is that I'm doin' it now. 1220 01:28:00,811 --> 01:28:02,896 And part of it's because of you. 1221 01:28:09,069 --> 01:28:11,321 You've had an effect on my life. 1222 01:28:16,744 --> 01:28:18,369 This isn't supposed to happen. 1223 01:28:24,210 --> 01:28:28,630 I've spent nine years structuring my life so that this didn't happen. 1224 01:32:25,576 --> 01:32:29,537 You know, I never told you this, 'cause I knew it'd crush you. 1225 01:32:30,998 --> 01:32:33,207 But now... 1226 01:32:35,335 --> 01:32:36,627 I fucked Elizabeth. 1227 01:32:37,629 --> 01:32:41,716 Before you broke up. Before you were having trouble even. 1228 01:32:44,720 --> 01:32:47,722 She's no saint. She was good in bed. 1229 01:32:49,600 --> 01:32:51,309 She could keep a secret. 1230 01:32:53,854 --> 01:32:55,938 That's about all I can say about her. 1231 01:33:53,247 --> 01:33:54,956 I gotta make a call. 1232 01:33:55,040 --> 01:33:56,541 Yeah, sure. Go ahead. 1233 01:33:59,545 --> 01:34:00,795 Brian Kirkland's office. 1234 01:34:00,879 --> 01:34:02,630 Yeah, John Millaney for Brian Kirkland. 1235 01:34:02,714 --> 01:34:05,049 - Just one moment, please. - All right. 1236 01:34:05,134 --> 01:34:08,344 Anyway, as I've always said, work is critical. 1237 01:34:09,012 --> 01:34:12,223 I can be happy without a marriage, but if you take away my work, 1238 01:34:13,016 --> 01:34:14,851 I mean, that's different. 1239 01:34:14,935 --> 01:34:18,604 And if, uh - if Ann can't handle that... 1240 01:34:20,983 --> 01:34:22,650 yeah, well, that's her problem. 1241 01:34:23,735 --> 01:34:25,236 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah. 1242 01:34:25,320 --> 01:34:27,405 Mr. DeForest would like to see you in his office. 1243 01:34:27,489 --> 01:34:29,532 All right. In a minute. I'm on with a client. 1244 01:34:29,616 --> 01:34:32,034 - Uh, he said immediately. - All right. 1245 01:34:33,245 --> 01:34:34,078 Jesus. 1246 01:34:34,163 --> 01:34:35,580 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah? 1247 01:34:35,664 --> 01:34:37,665 Mr. Kirkland has asked me to inform you 1248 01:34:37,749 --> 01:34:39,917 that he's obtained legal representation elsewhere, 1249 01:34:40,002 --> 01:34:43,254 and that if you have a message for Mr. Kirkland, you can leave it with me. 1250 01:34:43,338 --> 01:34:44,839 Uh, thank you. Um... 1251 01:34:47,301 --> 01:34:49,468 - No message. - All right, Mr. Millaney. 1252 01:34:49,553 --> 01:34:51,053 Thank you. 1253 01:34:51,722 --> 01:34:53,514 Fool. Well. 1254 01:34:54,725 --> 01:34:56,559 Hope he knows what he's doin'. 1255 01:34:57,394 --> 01:34:59,020 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah? 1256 01:34:59,104 --> 01:35:00,229 Mr. DeForest is waiting. 1257 01:35:00,314 --> 01:35:02,607 All right. Tell him I'll be in in a minute. 1258 01:35:03,442 --> 01:35:08,196 Jesus, the old man thinks that the world revolves around a game of golf. 1259 01:35:08,280 --> 01:35:11,949 Why don't I catch up to you at the courts. I'd better go talk to DeForest. 1260 01:35:12,034 --> 01:35:13,242 Sure. 1261 01:35:14,244 --> 01:35:15,453 Okay. 1262 01:35:22,961 --> 01:35:24,045 Fuck. 1263 01:35:44,191 --> 01:35:46,651 Oh, no, just one's fine. Thanks. 1264 01:35:49,821 --> 01:35:51,322 This is my favorite part. 1265 01:35:57,496 --> 01:36:00,706 You know, I was thinking we should name our first child Rusty. 1266 01:36:00,791 --> 01:36:02,416 What do you think of that name? 1267 01:36:06,880 --> 01:36:12,009 Okay. You know, I spend a lot of money in here. I should at least know your name. 1268 01:36:12,511 --> 01:36:14,345 - Hey. - Hey. 1269 01:36:15,389 --> 01:36:17,765 I brought you this. I knew it was your birthday. 1270 01:36:20,143 --> 01:36:21,644 - Thanks. - It's a nice plant. 1271 01:36:21,728 --> 01:36:23,229 Looks like a tablecloth. 1272 01:36:29,319 --> 01:36:32,154 Look - I can't stay. I-I gotta go. 1273 01:36:33,907 --> 01:36:36,367 - Can I call you? - Do you have my work number? 1274 01:36:36,868 --> 01:36:37,952 No. 1275 01:36:39,746 --> 01:36:41,038 Got a pen? 1276 01:36:46,086 --> 01:36:48,921 Okay, now, you're wearing blue, I'm wearing blue. 1277 01:36:49,006 --> 01:36:51,424 Is this some sort of weird coincidence? 1278 01:36:51,925 --> 01:36:54,302 I don't think so. I think it's something more. 1279 01:36:55,304 --> 01:36:58,889 - Do you live here? - No. I'm just passing through. 1280 01:37:01,977 --> 01:37:06,522 Look, don't call between, uh, 3:00 and 5:00, 'cause I get real busy. Okay? 1281 01:37:06,606 --> 01:37:07,606 - Okay. - Okay. 1282 01:37:09,526 --> 01:37:10,526 See ya. 1283 01:37:11,778 --> 01:37:13,696 - Bye. - Okay. Bye. 1284 01:37:16,783 --> 01:37:20,536 I like her. She's a very nice girl. Very nice. 1285 01:37:33,175 --> 01:37:34,383 - Hi. - Hey. 1286 01:37:42,517 --> 01:37:45,978 Think it's gonna rain. 1287 01:37:49,149 --> 01:37:50,358 It is raining. 1288 01:37:52,069 --> 01:37:53,069 Yeah.