1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:10,000 Soyouzi Transformation 2 00:00:10,510 --> 00:00:12,679 Hope Lykens' Disclaimer: Hi, I'm Hope Lakens. 3 00:00:12,679 --> 00:00:15,315 Today is March 20, 2010 4 00:00:15,315 --> 00:00:20,053 I am the heroine of this film I play the role of Angela Aberdeen. 5 00:00:20,053 --> 00:00:23,289 Here I am happy to declare to everyone 6 00:00:23,289 --> 00:00:26,593 This movie was made by me and the director Lucifer Valentine Completed through full cooperation 7 00:00:26,593 --> 00:00:29,929 Such an opportunity to work with him I've been waiting for two and a half years 8 00:00:29,929 --> 00:00:35,035 when making this movie I sign a contract every day when I turn on the phone 9 00:00:35,035 --> 00:00:40,407 Regarding the content of the shooting and the sensitive issues involved They all have a detailed understanding and express their ability to fully accept 10 00:00:40,407 --> 00:00:44,577 I get paid accordingly every time I perform And the director assured me 11 00:00:44,577 --> 00:00:49,649 If during shooting any feeling of discomfort 12 00:00:49,649 --> 00:00:52,252 Photography can be terminated unconditionally 13 00:00:52,252 --> 00:00:58,291 I would also like to express my disdain for Angela Aberdeen The interpretation of this role is entirely based on 14 00:00:58,291 --> 00:01:01,194 Directed by Lucifer Valentine from a fictional script 15 00:01:01,194 --> 00:01:04,330 This is also a reference to the first two movies In "The Killing" and "The Sacrifice" 16 00:01:04,330 --> 00:01:08,868 The porn actress who suffers from bulimia Angela Aberdeen 17 00:01:08,868 --> 00:01:12,705 The continuation of the tragic life plot 18 00:01:12,705 --> 00:01:16,609 And the things involved in the film, biographies 19 00:01:16,609 --> 00:01:21,281 and philosophically, spiritually, religiously Various contents and opinions 20 00:01:21,281 --> 00:01:24,884 It has nothing to do with me personally 21 00:01:24,884 --> 00:01:27,687 Whether it's an autobiographical story or a philosophical or religious belief It has nothing to do with me personally 22 00:01:27,687 --> 00:01:33,326 I always thought of Lucifer Valentine as the director Consider them very close friends 23 00:01:33,326 --> 00:01:35,295 I wanted to work with him from the beginning 24 00:01:35,295 --> 00:01:37,997 Because I loved his first movie "The Killing" 25 00:01:37,997 --> 00:01:40,533 It's because of that movie I just took the initiative to contact him online. 26 00:01:40,533 --> 00:01:43,103 So the friendship and cooperation between us This begins 27 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:46,306 Thank you everyone, Ye Xindi, for listening to my disclaimer. 28 00:01:46,306 --> 00:01:47,774 Next, I will offer you 29 00:01:47,774 --> 00:01:50,643 The final chapter of the Vomiting Trilogy 30 00:01:50,643 --> 00:01:54,306 Lucifer Valentine's "Chronic Torture Vomiting Room" 31 00:01:59,285 --> 00:02:02,388 Disclaimer: The things, pictures, and events involved in the film 32 00:02:02,388 --> 00:02:05,925 Characters, storylines, etc. 33 00:02:05,925 --> 00:02:11,931 All are fictitious There is no allusion to real events 34 00:02:11,931 --> 00:02:17,837 In addition, the plot described in the film nightmares and hallucinations of fictional characters 35 00:02:17,837 --> 00:02:23,969 as any individual living or deceased Similar plots are purely coincidental 36 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:28,148 Warning: The film contains a lot of bloody images and violent scenes 37 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:31,284 and nudity and pornographic images 38 00:02:31,284 --> 00:02:36,055 What's included in the film It is bound to disgust most viewers 39 00:02:36,055 --> 00:02:38,057 Viewers please use discretion 40 00:02:38,057 --> 00:02:42,128 Minors under 18 years old are not allowed to watch 41 00:02:42,128 --> 00:02:46,866 All the actors in the film are adults All are over 18 years old or older 42 00:02:46,866 --> 00:02:52,964 For more details Please watch the relevant part of the film recording behind-the-scenes 43 00:03:12,692 --> 00:03:15,559 He only said one thing to me You say I'm a big girl 44 00:03:16,963 --> 00:03:19,866 you have grown up You can do some adult things now 45 00:03:19,866 --> 00:03:24,394 He also said that big girls can keep secrets 46 00:04:24,330 --> 00:04:26,594 I'm Angela Aberdeen 47 00:05:41,140 --> 00:05:43,276 Just do whatever you want i don't care 48 00:05:43,276 --> 00:05:45,645 Do whatever you want to me 49 00:05:45,645 --> 00:05:47,013 Just don't leave me 50 00:05:47,013 --> 00:05:48,981 never leave me 51 00:05:48,981 --> 00:05:50,049 Call me 52 00:05:50,049 --> 00:05:51,539 tell me what to do 53 00:05:54,387 --> 00:05:55,555 tell me what to think 54 00:05:55,555 --> 00:05:56,886 tell me what to feel 55 00:05:57,457 --> 00:06:00,290 I only care about your opinion 56 00:06:01,060 --> 00:06:04,063 You can hit me, but I won't hide 57 00:06:04,063 --> 00:06:05,462 I won't avoid you 58 00:06:06,466 --> 00:06:07,467 i will never leave you 59 00:06:07,467 --> 00:06:09,669 I'm your baby now 60 00:06:09,669 --> 00:06:11,704 I don't belong to myself 61 00:06:11,704 --> 00:06:13,467 i belong to you 62 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:16,743 Although I'm not worthy of you 63 00:06:16,743 --> 00:06:18,478 i don't deserve you 64 00:06:18,478 --> 00:06:21,013 I think you are so perfect 65 00:06:21,013 --> 00:06:23,249 Satan is perfect 66 00:06:23,249 --> 00:06:25,046 i am yours 67 00:06:26,018 --> 00:06:27,854 Although you don't want me 68 00:06:27,854 --> 00:06:31,187 i like you looking at me It feels like you hate me 69 00:06:33,493 --> 00:06:33,926 please 70 00:06:33,926 --> 00:06:35,294 torture me 71 00:06:35,294 --> 00:06:36,129 please 72 00:06:36,129 --> 00:06:38,598 Tortured until I had nothing left 73 00:06:38,598 --> 00:06:41,300 Until I have nothing 74 00:06:41,300 --> 00:06:45,801 destroy me 75 00:06:46,572 --> 00:06:51,475 Destroy me, destroy me destroy me 76 00:06:55,948 --> 00:06:59,352 valentin international cinema department 77 00:06:59,352 --> 00:07:02,150 Presented by unearthed Films 78 00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:04,991 Lucifer Valentine movie 79 00:07:04,991 --> 00:07:07,687 Starring: Hope Lakens 80 00:07:09,996 --> 00:07:13,090 Amyra Ravi 81 00:07:13,132 --> 00:07:16,693 Hank Stinney 82 00:07:21,641 --> 00:07:22,842 Co-starring: 83 00:07:22,842 --> 00:07:25,208 Lucy chick 84 00:07:25,611 --> 00:07:28,580 Natas 85 00:07:29,248 --> 00:07:32,149 Shari Caruso 86 00:07:49,535 --> 00:07:54,768 Title: ＜Chronic Torture Vomiting Room＞ 87 00:07:56,676 --> 00:08:00,874 Screenwriter and Director: Lucifer Valentine 88 00:09:14,253 --> 00:09:17,123 I can eat and eat and eat non-stop 89 00:09:17,123 --> 00:09:19,421 As long as it makes me feel sick 90 00:09:22,328 --> 00:09:24,564 That makes me feel good makes me feel perfect 91 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:26,632 I can feel something inside me You can eat them all once 92 00:09:26,632 --> 00:09:28,901 and then spit them out 93 00:09:28,901 --> 00:09:32,672 That's definitely the best feeling in the world 94 00:09:32,672 --> 00:09:35,608 It feels like a complete rebirth 95 00:09:35,608 --> 00:09:39,135 It's like being turned inside out 96 00:09:39,712 --> 00:09:43,148 And this kind of thing that makes you happy It will kill you again 97 00:09:44,450 --> 00:09:47,320 The things you take off your body It seems to be out of your control 98 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:48,654 this makes me sick 99 00:09:48,654 --> 00:09:52,613 I weighed about 90 pounds at that time I feel like I have nothing left to do. 100 00:09:53,192 --> 00:09:55,990 I'm fast now! 50 pounds Then it reached 200 pounds 101 00:09:57,196 --> 00:09:59,596 Just like that I have been wandering between these two weights. 102 00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:06,030 Moreover, when I look in the mirror No matter what, I always feel sick 103 00:10:29,028 --> 00:10:32,031 After you gave birth to the devil He just kept howling there by himself 104 00:10:32,031 --> 00:10:35,057 I'll never give up my gluttony 105 00:10:36,335 --> 00:10:39,270 I can never stop never give it up 106 00:10:40,206 --> 00:10:44,438 Gluttony should be like my partner Accompany me through everything 107 00:10:45,177 --> 00:10:46,145 Makes me feel sick 108 00:10:46,145 --> 00:10:48,714 It feels like my stomach is bleeding 109 00:10:48,714 --> 00:10:52,451 Make you feel great and have a sense of presence 110 00:10:52,451 --> 00:10:55,181 I feel so good 111 00:10:56,188 --> 00:10:59,725 The way I overeat I feel disgusted with myself 112 00:10:59,725 --> 00:11:03,429 That fat bitch looks like Allison 113 00:11:03,429 --> 00:11:07,266 After I ate everything Then pick it again with one finger 114 00:11:07,266 --> 00:11:09,402 The more I do it the more I like it 115 00:11:09,402 --> 00:11:14,040 The kind that has no reason The only thing you're obsessed with is...food 116 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:19,278 This is starting to get really serious It's so serious that it has to happen once a day. 117 00:11:19,278 --> 00:11:21,080 It was about when I was about 14 years old 118 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:25,881 the first thing i get up in the morning Just run to the refrigerator 119 00:11:26,752 --> 00:11:28,185 This happens often 120 00:11:30,122 --> 00:11:31,817 No matter who you are, you can overcome addiction and die. 121 00:11:33,426 --> 00:11:35,451 Everyone can survive 122 00:11:36,562 --> 00:11:39,588 This has never happened to me before Not a problem at all 123 00:12:28,614 --> 00:12:30,548 Hi daddy 124 00:12:32,485 --> 00:12:33,144 Hi 125 00:12:42,361 --> 00:12:44,330 teach me 126 00:12:44,330 --> 00:12:46,855 teach me how to be a model 127 00:12:47,900 --> 00:12:49,390 Harder, harder! 128 00:12:53,005 --> 00:12:58,177 I'm disgusted, looking at that pig 129 00:12:58,177 --> 00:13:00,713 it's looking at me I think this is ridiculous 130 00:13:00,713 --> 00:13:05,207 It's really unpleasant, a bit... Feeling a bit shy 131 00:13:07,653 --> 00:13:11,490 You feel...you feel like your body is empty You feel very... 132 00:13:11,490 --> 00:13:14,288 It feels like you want something to pass through your body 133 00:13:15,528 --> 00:13:18,588 I have nothing, empty as a field nothing 134 00:13:19,498 --> 00:13:20,666 the only thing i can do 135 00:13:20,666 --> 00:13:23,435 the only fucking thing i can do 136 00:13:23,435 --> 00:13:26,336 Just makes myself sick 137 00:13:26,739 --> 00:13:31,540 If I can't even do this Then I'll be worse than a piece of shit. 138 00:15:04,703 --> 00:15:08,332 Fuck me, Fuck me 139 00:16:59,351 --> 00:17:07,026 Every morning, I'm always the first one to get up 140 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:11,363 My room is right around the corner They like to open the door when they sleep 141 00:17:11,363 --> 00:17:15,100 I woke up and sat on the bed Waiting for mom and dad to get up 142 00:17:15,100 --> 00:17:19,938 I used to love sleeping with them Go to their bed and jump between them 143 00:17:19,938 --> 00:17:23,909 My mom is always the first one downstairs 144 00:17:23,909 --> 00:17:29,814 In the morning she went downstairs to make coffee 145 00:17:36,722 --> 00:17:42,928 I hate that they closed down Because as soon as the door is closed, they will definitely have sex there 146 00:17:42,928 --> 00:17:44,919 I know this 147 00:17:48,233 --> 00:17:54,194 So I would go over and knock on the door. Then he said, Dad, I can’t sleep, I can’t sleep 148 00:17:54,973 --> 00:17:57,843 There's something in my cupboard and I'm scared I guess a spider got into my cliff. 149 00:17:57,843 --> 00:18:04,516 In fact, it's just an excuse Don't let him have sex with my mother 150 00:18:04,516 --> 00:18:05,250 He just kept saying it Go to bed quickly 151 00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:08,620 He never made any promises to me 152 00:18:08,620 --> 00:18:13,859 He has never... Never said thank you to me 153 00:18:13,859 --> 00:18:18,228 He never said I was yours He never said I was his 154 00:18:26,271 --> 00:18:27,863 I like that feeling of being owned 155 00:18:29,908 --> 00:18:32,570 I think he was completely...overwhelmed. 156 00:18:34,046 --> 00:18:38,608 extremely loving, extremely exclusive extremely trusting 157 00:18:39,651 --> 00:18:43,789 Whatever he does is right This is how I identify with him 158 00:18:43,789 --> 00:18:48,794 love him my way Like when I saw him kiss my mom 159 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:51,024 I feel like I've been cheated 160 00:18:51,730 --> 00:18:56,168 Because I think we all understand... I think we all understand... 161 00:18:56,168 --> 00:18:58,170 she has gone crazy She almost drove him to the edge 162 00:18:58,170 --> 00:19:05,077 But it's definitely not dad's fault 163 00:19:05,077 --> 00:19:11,083 So I have to show up and help him. 164 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:15,854 But letting him come back to her is a bit... 165 00:19:15,854 --> 00:19:18,618 Some won't be flat 166 00:19:19,191 --> 00:19:23,252 it's always my fault In my mother's eyes, it's my fault 167 00:19:24,196 --> 00:19:27,529 It's like I'm a third party intervening 168 00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:32,604 One day she walked into my room call me bitch 169 00:19:32,604 --> 00:19:36,942 Then she said that you will You can't sleep in our bed anymore 170 00:19:36,942 --> 00:19:38,577 And that's a sign of where we started 171 00:19:38,577 --> 00:19:44,483 From now on we can combine I can prove to him that I'm an adult 172 00:19:44,483 --> 00:19:49,521 later i realized Everything he told me was false. 173 00:19:49,521 --> 00:19:56,895 I can't get satisfaction from your mother like those so i need you 174 00:19:56,895 --> 00:19:59,965 But every time he comes back to my mother So… 175 00:19:59,965 --> 00:20:03,769 I know you did it because you had no choice 176 00:20:03,769 --> 00:20:06,205 But since you have no choice You should leave her 177 00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:10,475 end your relationship If she's so annoying, why do you need her? 178 00:20:10,475 --> 00:20:16,081 So I started to feel I neither gained my father nor lost my mother 179 00:20:16,081 --> 00:20:20,252 So, I didn't use my voice to say no. 180 00:20:20,252 --> 00:20:28,160 Instead, start using your body to say no. Say it with deeds and soul No. 181 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:32,998 The more disgusting I do The more I feel better 182 00:20:32,998 --> 00:20:39,403 If any man is so disgusting that he goes with me Then he's safe 183 00:20:40,339 --> 00:20:44,241 I started staying away from my bed 184 00:20:44,409 --> 00:20:48,247 Start… cover my body 185 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:52,451 then started vomiting Other temperaments also began to change. 186 00:20:52,451 --> 00:20:55,909 I also started to lose weight 187 00:22:40,058 --> 00:22:42,492 Hill, I learned this trick! 188 00:23:58,103 --> 00:24:02,841 Hello everyone, I will sing for the whole world here 189 00:24:02,841 --> 00:24:08,213 I wish you all a happy life and everything goes well 190 00:24:08,213 --> 00:24:11,512 I hope you all can stick to reading it 191 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:14,442 Prepare, start shooting, video! 192 00:24:15,153 --> 00:24:18,790 My gluttony should be getting worse The faster you lose weight 193 00:24:18,790 --> 00:24:24,196 My whole body shape has changed. 194 00:24:24,196 --> 00:24:28,867 So we met this 10-year-old boy 195 00:24:28,867 --> 00:24:34,339 Sick face But he doesn't want to do anything about it 196 00:24:34,339 --> 00:24:36,575 I know we can work something out 197 00:24:36,575 --> 00:24:42,380 I told him he could be on top of me do whatever he wants 198 00:24:42,380 --> 00:24:44,974 He just left me there 199 00:24:46,751 --> 00:24:47,877 As a result, we are almost useless 200 00:24:50,121 --> 00:24:52,214 So the only thing worth caring about is... 201 00:24:52,924 --> 00:24:56,223 See how disgusting it can be 202 00:26:04,796 --> 00:26:07,924 Not performing well -Sorry 203 00:26:26,818 --> 00:26:29,378 My dad and mom both tried to commit suicide 204 00:26:30,455 --> 00:26:36,328 Not once or twice It started when I was eight or nine years old 205 00:26:36,328 --> 00:26:39,464 That cliff is a torture to me 206 00:26:39,464 --> 00:26:43,001 I don't know why, I told myself I should go in and take a look 207 00:26:43,001 --> 00:26:48,473 I'll go in and take a look Found there were the last words of my mother's first suicide. 208 00:26:48,473 --> 00:26:52,210 It reads: I want you to come with me 209 00:26:52,210 --> 00:26:55,280 I want to kill you first Then kill myself 210 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,048 I want the two of us to share happiness 211 00:26:57,048 --> 00:26:59,884 I hope the two of us go to heaven together 212 00:26:59,884 --> 00:27:03,555 My dad went upstairs first Then we went upstairs and found... 213 00:27:03,555 --> 00:27:06,224 He thought of various ways to commit suicide 214 00:27:06,224 --> 00:27:10,662 He always feels that there is... There is another him next to him 215 00:27:10,662 --> 00:27:13,798 Keep telling him He is his twin 216 00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:15,634 And kept urging him to commit suicide 217 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:19,671 No matter how my parents treat me I still accompanied them in the car. 218 00:27:19,671 --> 00:27:24,275 Followed the ambulance to the hospital 219 00:27:24,275 --> 00:27:26,211 There they provided us with Weird little pulley 220 00:27:26,211 --> 00:27:33,685 The pulley looks like an ordinary trolley if your mind is still clear 221 00:27:33,685 --> 00:27:35,987 They will give you this pulley and let you drink the antidote 222 00:27:35,987 --> 00:27:42,449 They're sitting there next to the cup Inside...dark 223 00:27:43,828 --> 00:27:45,463 It's the antidote 224 00:27:45,463 --> 00:27:50,935 It can pull poison tablets out of the stomach This way we can still keep it… 225 00:27:50,935 --> 00:27:56,307 Evidence of drug overdose Compared with gastric lavage, solving this problem 226 00:27:56,307 --> 00:27:58,810 This method feels much better 227 00:27:58,810 --> 00:28:02,147 i tried once He doesn't quite adapt 228 00:28:02,147 --> 00:28:06,918 Even some can't stand it So he only drank a little 229 00:28:06,918 --> 00:28:11,480 Then started vomiting It made my mouth full of black, and my mouth was full of 230 00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:15,627 His screams of pain could be heard throughout the hospital 231 00:28:15,627 --> 00:28:18,830 All those things came out of his body It feels like his whole body is resisting those things 232 00:28:18,830 --> 00:28:23,435 It came out in big mouthfuls I just looked at it 233 00:28:23,435 --> 00:28:29,931 Then I said: When you fuck me Did you put this thing inside me? 234 00:32:39,057 --> 00:32:42,827 I didn't achieve the desired effect But I wrote: 235 00:32:42,827 --> 00:32:46,319 My dad taught me how to do it 236 00:32:47,832 --> 00:32:51,359 My dad taught me how to... 237 00:32:53,271 --> 00:32:56,975 My dad taught me there But there's no sex in my mind 238 00:32:56,975 --> 00:33:01,612 It was him who fucked me there He inserted that into me 239 00:33:01,612 --> 00:33:07,018 What I felt at the time was No matter what kind of pain... 240 00:33:07,018 --> 00:33:09,248 As long as it's what he wants me to feel 241 00:33:10,555 --> 00:33:11,647 I'm willing to accept it for him 242 00:33:12,123 --> 00:33:16,627 This is all very natural for children 243 00:33:16,627 --> 00:33:20,798 At first, I used my fingers. I know my first time… 244 00:33:20,798 --> 00:33:23,368 shed a lot of blood 245 00:33:23,368 --> 00:33:25,803 I'm a little scared 246 00:33:25,803 --> 00:33:27,171 I still remember how my body felt... 247 00:33:27,171 --> 00:33:33,041 I still remember me… Sitting in the corner of the cliff 248 00:33:34,746 --> 00:33:36,114 Look at everything in front of you 249 00:33:36,114 --> 00:33:41,051 And every time he comes to me I gave myself completely to him 250 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:43,521 No regard for my personal body and mind at all 251 00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:48,390 I want to see it all happened to that little girl 252 00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:11,600 I'm going to pee, don't peek 253 00:36:13,905 --> 00:36:15,270 Feeling good enough 254 00:36:45,336 --> 00:36:46,564 Hi 255 00:36:51,742 --> 00:36:55,846 You gangster It's time to exercise in bed 256 00:36:55,846 --> 00:37:00,146 Let's work harder this time 257 00:40:09,073 --> 00:40:11,667 I like to pee on my own face 258 00:40:13,277 --> 00:40:15,211 Because I am a chicken who loves to pee. 259 00:40:38,035 --> 00:40:39,969 What's next? master 260 00:40:42,306 --> 00:40:44,672 Just tell me what you want me to do Sir 261 00:41:05,930 --> 00:41:07,965 I was basically hanging upside down. 262 00:41:07,965 --> 00:41:10,490 My limbs are numb until he is satisfied 263 00:41:10,534 --> 00:41:15,673 The more he wants... The rewards will be richer 264 00:41:15,673 --> 00:41:17,374 The place is at his apartment 265 00:41:17,374 --> 00:41:20,832 There is the iron railing There's a noose hanging from it 266 00:41:31,055 --> 00:41:33,090 We just sat there normally at first Then I hang myself upside down… 267 00:41:33,090 --> 00:41:35,659 Hang the body up with a rope Then the noose is reached 268 00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:39,720 We are immersed in it all For 3 months, I have done almost nothing except this. 269 00:41:48,839 --> 00:41:53,310 Suffocate. An asphyxiator can temporarily suffocate people. something that breathes You feel like you might not be able to survive 270 00:41:53,310 --> 00:41:56,507 That's when you could hear that sound in the tunnel And hallucinations in the tunnels, and then you... 271 00:42:03,087 --> 00:42:07,024 Then I tied us both up I'm holding it on top 272 00:42:07,024 --> 00:42:09,322 Then I knew it was almost ready 273 00:42:13,631 --> 00:42:15,394 It felt like... 274 00:42:18,302 --> 00:42:20,133 He wants to do it together every time 275 00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:29,741 I will hang myself up, hang myself up 276 00:43:37,047 --> 00:43:40,710 I want you to watch me pee 277 00:43:55,766 --> 00:43:57,757 I want you to watch me pee 278 00:44:06,410 --> 00:44:08,537 Spread on my face 279 00:44:18,255 --> 00:44:20,587 Stop touching my face 280 00:44:30,668 --> 00:44:32,659 I like the feeling of you slapping me in the face 281 00:44:39,410 --> 00:44:41,344 Stop touching my face 282 00:45:20,350 --> 00:45:25,652 Come let me see you pee 283 00:45:35,499 --> 00:45:37,364 I'm your new friend 284 00:45:40,471 --> 00:45:42,632 You can fight however you want 285 00:46:02,259 --> 00:46:03,817 Slap me 286 00:46:09,900 --> 00:46:13,971 I'm daddy's pet pig, I'm daddy's pet pig Dirty Indigo's pet pig 287 00:46:13,971 --> 00:46:16,997 I'll beat you to death. Please, beat me to death. 288 00:46:48,505 --> 00:46:52,168 I'm daddy's good daughter Torture me a little harder 289 00:46:57,748 --> 00:46:59,613 beautiful daddy 290 00:47:32,382 --> 00:47:34,646 I'm coming to my mother-in-law 291 00:47:54,972 --> 00:47:58,305 You pig...you pig 292 00:48:11,622 --> 00:48:13,249 Look at your face 293 00:48:20,397 --> 00:48:23,093 Could you please open your mouth? 294 00:48:24,701 --> 00:48:26,396 Still picky about food? Um? 295 00:48:30,007 --> 00:48:32,407 Better than putting it in the hole of a pig like me 296 00:48:33,710 --> 00:48:35,974 Then, this is for your mother-in-law 297 00:48:38,615 --> 00:48:40,640 Does it taste good? 298 00:48:44,821 --> 00:48:47,624 Smells like pig 299 00:48:47,624 --> 00:48:50,127 The smell of pig 300 00:48:50,127 --> 00:48:53,730 Smells like pig 301 00:48:53,730 --> 00:48:56,233 -impossible It just smells like pig 302 00:48:56,233 --> 00:48:59,498 Smells like pig 303 00:49:08,879 --> 00:49:11,643 It just smells like pig 304 00:49:30,834 --> 00:49:35,739 It's so beautiful! 305 00:49:35,739 --> 00:49:37,764 I think I've captured it 306 00:49:40,310 --> 00:49:44,906 Can you pass that to me? 307 00:52:56,840 --> 00:52:59,035 I hear my own voice 308 00:53:15,926 --> 00:53:18,190 Looks so damn cute 309 00:53:29,773 --> 00:53:31,764 Daddy's good daughter 310 00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:34,643 Don't gasp 311 00:53:40,450 --> 00:53:42,680 Big girls can keep secrets 312 00:55:41,137 --> 00:55:45,008 Little guy, what the hell is wrong with you? 313 00:55:45,008 --> 00:55:47,704 I want to take a bite of your little face 314 00:56:35,592 --> 00:56:39,084 Want something spooky? All mature women like it 315 00:56:41,531 --> 00:56:44,989 i like So you'd better like it too 316 00:56:45,935 --> 00:56:47,197 You fucking bastard 317 00:58:13,623 --> 00:58:15,682 Give you something really interesting 318 00:58:29,772 --> 00:58:30,796 You're a fucking kid. know 319 00:58:38,581 --> 00:58:40,549 So damn small! 320 00:58:41,918 --> 00:58:44,386 I'll teach you about mature women 321 00:58:47,557 --> 00:58:48,751 Do you want to be a mature woman? 322 00:59:14,250 --> 00:59:16,343 Try the effect of super small holes 323 01:00:28,992 --> 01:00:32,257 Suffocate you to death, Suffocate you to death 324 01:00:48,144 --> 01:00:50,738 Come over here Let me give you a good kick 325 01:00:51,414 --> 01:01:00,356 He just drew a knife He showed me on the bed 326 01:01:00,356 --> 01:01:06,462 Then I smeared it on my belly a few times scratched my neck 327 01:01:06,462 --> 01:01:09,799 Then just watch me waiting to die So I took some medicine 328 01:01:09,799 --> 01:01:12,597 Then he did what he wanted to do 329 01:01:18,775 --> 01:01:24,547 It lasted about... almost 4 hours 330 01:01:24,547 --> 01:01:26,549 then it's over 331 01:01:26,549 --> 01:01:28,449 Then he got up and left 332 01:01:33,890 --> 01:01:35,289 Fuck you 333 01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:03,986 Ever since my dad ran away I was alone for a while again 334 01:02:03,986 --> 01:02:11,160 I'm a little...my body's a little too frightened I'm a little too frightened 335 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:15,898 So I went back and told you that little girl 336 01:02:15,898 --> 01:02:18,501 But suddenly I became very frustrated 337 01:02:18,501 --> 01:02:21,904 I just can't believe these things It happened all over again 338 01:02:21,904 --> 01:02:23,895 I prefer my dad to fuck me After all he is my dad and I love him 339 01:04:25,061 --> 01:04:27,552 Feel free to pee on my face! 340 01:04:47,683 --> 01:04:51,642 I like to follow people in love 341 01:04:56,726 --> 01:05:00,329 I don't feel...love or desire in this regard 342 01:05:00,329 --> 01:05:06,669 Unless I lose myself or completely destroyed 343 01:05:06,669 --> 01:05:13,276 everything i have to offer including my body and everything 344 01:05:13,276 --> 01:05:15,344 Like please, destroy me. Do you understand? 345 01:05:15,344 --> 01:05:20,049 Whatever you want is fine Do whatever you want to me 346 01:05:20,049 --> 01:05:21,017 Give me everything I don't need Treat them all as yours 347 01:05:21,017 --> 01:05:23,219 I want you to tear me to pieces 348 01:05:23,219 --> 01:05:25,346 I want you to destroy me completely 349 01:05:26,789 --> 01:05:30,225 I hope you take everything away from me I hope you torture me to your heart's content 350 01:05:31,227 --> 01:05:33,058 Because I love you deeply 351 01:05:35,965 --> 01:05:39,128 I'm always arrogant I guess it’s because I’m young and energetic. 352 01:05:41,404 --> 01:05:44,032 I think if you say who you love Then you have to prove it to others 353 01:05:44,573 --> 01:05:50,379 Prove it by doing something that makes you miserable 354 01:05:50,379 --> 01:05:52,348 So much so that I become numb 355 01:05:52,348 --> 01:05:55,117 i know a feeling 356 01:05:55,117 --> 01:05:58,746 Even if you are tortured to a complete mess I don't care at all 357 01:06:00,089 --> 01:06:02,658 I might not feel it at all Have you considered… 358 01:06:02,658 --> 01:06:08,654 But what keeps me moving forward is... 359 01:06:10,366 --> 01:06:12,268 I've never done anything alone 360 01:06:12,268 --> 01:06:16,602 I've never had sex with anything or anyone 361 01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:20,176 So if I want to commit suicide I have to wait there first 362 01:06:20,176 --> 01:06:22,406 Until I see something or someone 363 01:06:50,106 --> 01:06:51,407 You lovable little boy 364 01:06:51,407 --> 01:06:54,376 So cute 365 01:06:58,447 --> 01:07:02,144 you are so smart The smartest one I've ever seen 366 01:09:52,588 --> 01:09:55,090 every other week at night i Walk here, walk there, walk 367 01:09:55,090 --> 01:09:59,895 Yeah, my price per night is approx. 100 to 300 US dollars 368 01:09:59,895 --> 01:10:04,233 Just as easy as sitting in a bar drinking all night 369 01:10:04,233 --> 01:10:06,235 Chatting, dancing, etc. 370 01:10:06,235 --> 01:10:09,872 I basically danced when I was there 371 01:10:09,872 --> 01:10:13,008 I don't mind being in a movie or be photographed 372 01:10:13,008 --> 01:10:14,942 I look better when I'm not smiling 373 01:10:15,744 --> 01:10:17,371 My name is Angela Aberdeen 374 01:10:18,714 --> 01:10:20,149 Everyone also calls me Water Bubbles 375 01:10:20,149 --> 01:10:22,845 I am 19 years old 376 01:10:23,986 --> 01:10:26,386 My name is Angela Aberdeen 377 01:11:36,091 --> 01:11:37,524 Fuck me to death 378 01:11:39,361 --> 01:11:41,591 Let go and fuck me to death 379 01:11:45,968 --> 01:11:50,667 you just feel lonely And it's annoying to some people 380 01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:53,842 So you start to hate yourself because you love them 381 01:11:53,842 --> 01:11:59,948 Just like that, he taught me Then I follow suit 382 01:11:59,948 --> 01:12:02,815 Learn how to have pleasure and if you achieve it 383 01:12:03,786 --> 01:12:07,119 i love my dad 384 01:12:08,924 --> 01:12:12,227 He would do those things to me I would also do those things to him to make him happy 385 01:12:12,227 --> 01:12:15,097 you have to learn to like it Even if it's not that good 386 01:12:15,097 --> 01:12:17,666 Even if it might kill you 387 01:12:17,666 --> 01:12:21,603 You...you learn to live with it 388 01:12:21,603 --> 01:12:26,040 Gradually you start to like it Miss it, look forward to it 389 01:12:27,943 --> 01:12:29,878 sometimes i think Does he not want me anymore? 390 01:12:29,878 --> 01:12:34,372 So when he was having sex with my mother I'll feel jealous 391 01:12:36,452 --> 01:12:38,620 So fucking exciting 392 01:12:38,620 --> 01:12:41,957 As a result, the whole cliff was filled with screams. Then I sat next to the door 393 01:12:41,957 --> 01:12:44,393 listen there 394 01:12:44,393 --> 01:12:47,123 The result sounds completely different 395 01:12:48,297 --> 01:12:51,734 The way he fucked me The way he fucked me...it hurt. 396 01:12:51,734 --> 01:12:56,569 I feel...she enjoys it 397 01:12:58,140 --> 01:13:02,811 as a child I don't think there's anything wrong with that. 398 01:13:02,811 --> 01:13:06,907 He never said I was beautiful But… 399 01:13:08,817 --> 01:13:10,409 my name is angela 400 01:13:13,055 --> 01:13:16,158 I still remember the flood of pain 401 01:13:16,158 --> 01:13:19,194 It's like a sharp knife 402 01:13:19,194 --> 01:13:21,822 It's like he's sticking a knife into me. 403 01:13:22,998 --> 01:13:24,900 torture me 404 01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:28,604 I remember looking at him Then trembled with fear 405 01:13:28,604 --> 01:13:30,539 It's like he penetrated every part of my body 406 01:13:30,539 --> 01:13:33,142 because of myself Never put anything inside me 407 01:13:33,142 --> 01:13:35,838 I remember peeking… many times 408 01:13:36,645 --> 01:13:44,186 Well, look at him waking up there. There seems to be a feeling of frustration 409 01:13:44,186 --> 01:13:48,452 i know how it feels Very unhappy 410 01:13:49,858 --> 01:13:53,988 However, I only regard it as part of growing up 411 01:14:00,169 --> 01:14:02,304 I don't know where he got it from 412 01:14:02,304 --> 01:14:05,507 But...he inserted it into me [The first time I was deceived was in 1973] 413 01:14:05,507 --> 01:14:07,643 I don't know if there is any other reason for this [The first time I was deceived was in 1973] 414 01:14:07,643 --> 01:14:10,679 But I try to get it out every day 415 01:14:10,679 --> 01:14:13,248 So I often put my fingers in as hard as I can 416 01:14:13,248 --> 01:14:16,351 Until my hands are covered with blood 417 01:14:16,351 --> 01:14:19,514 But, I've never been able to reach it 418 01:14:25,027 --> 01:14:30,522 The direction of a person's life must have been predetermined long ago 419 01:14:37,806 --> 01:14:39,865 I have nothing now 420 01:14:46,248 --> 01:14:51,242 I...I don't even know what to do now 421 01:14:54,056 --> 01:14:58,755 Like...I want this to end But I don’t know how to start 422 01:15:00,362 --> 01:15:01,897 never knew 423 01:15:01,897 --> 01:15:07,102 I want to know how to do it, make some changes 424 01:15:07,102 --> 01:15:10,503 Find someone and have sex 425 01:15:12,107 --> 01:15:15,077 All my life I have been... 426 01:15:15,077 --> 01:15:18,714 Along with that frustrating feeling of being pushed from behind 427 01:15:18,714 --> 01:15:23,585 like your throat is tight It's like heartbeat stopped 428 01:15:23,585 --> 01:15:28,215 And then your forehead is terribly hot But I felt so cold that I shivered 429 01:15:28,991 --> 01:15:35,697 I need to find a better place to settle down. 430 01:15:35,697 --> 01:15:42,104 Maybe after this life is over Where will you go in your next life? 431 01:15:42,104 --> 01:15:45,107 It will make you feel much more comfortable 432 01:15:45,107 --> 01:15:48,838 I hope no matter what happens in the next life It's better to be completely opposite to this life 433 01:16:38,760 --> 01:16:43,390 It's really amazing 434 01:16:47,869 --> 01:16:58,380 Director and screenwriter: Lucifer Valentine 435 01:16:58,380 --> 01:17:07,687 ＜Chronic torture vomiting room＞