1 00:00:27,569 --> 00:00:30,321 Hello, this is Im Hyeok-soo of Brainflix TV, 2 00:00:30,405 --> 00:00:32,657 here to give your brains a break. 3 00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:36,536 Uh, as I mentioned to you last time, today I'll be talking about insomnia, 4 00:00:36,619 --> 00:00:39,789 the unwelcome nighttime guest that many of us face today. 5 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:41,958 Insomnia refers to the common condition 6 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,753 in which one cannot get enough quality sleep at night. 7 00:00:59,225 --> 00:01:01,227 If you're having trouble falling asleep, 8 00:01:01,311 --> 00:01:03,730 it's better if you can get out of bed right away. 9 00:01:04,272 --> 00:01:07,108 "The bed is for sleep, and the bed is for sleep only." 10 00:01:07,192 --> 00:01:10,195 That's the kind of message you wanna be sending your brain. 11 00:01:11,821 --> 00:01:12,697 {\an8}POWDERED GRAINS 12 00:01:12,781 --> 00:01:16,951 Malnutrition is another condition that can be detrimental to one's mental health. 13 00:01:17,035 --> 00:01:19,746 For example, some studies have found a link between 14 00:01:19,829 --> 00:01:23,166 deficiency in certain types of vitamin B and increased risk of depression. 15 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:24,750 Da-eun! 16 00:01:25,376 --> 00:01:26,544 - Da-eun! - What? 17 00:01:28,004 --> 00:01:29,589 I just brushed, Mom. 18 00:01:29,672 --> 00:01:31,174 Drink it. Come on! 19 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:35,095 - Okay, I'm off. - Come finish this! 20 00:01:35,762 --> 00:01:37,889 How can you not even finish this? 21 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:41,226 I'm leaving now, Mom. 22 00:01:42,977 --> 00:01:44,604 She's just skin and bones. 23 00:01:47,357 --> 00:01:49,567 Oh my. I guess I should've added some honey. 24 00:01:50,819 --> 00:01:53,321 You know how we refer to some people as worrywarts? 25 00:01:53,404 --> 00:01:56,407 Well, those worrywarts are the kind of people who stress easily. 26 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:59,327 When we typically think of mental illnesses, 27 00:01:59,410 --> 00:02:02,664 they're caused by biological, social, and psychological factors. 28 00:02:02,747 --> 00:02:04,666 Stress affects all these areas. 29 00:02:04,749 --> 00:02:08,044 As the saying goes, stress is the root cause of all illness. 30 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:11,881 Managing your stress levels is key to maintaining good mental health. 31 00:02:11,965 --> 00:02:15,552 If watching Brainflix TV helps you relax, that's a great way to manage. 32 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:18,304 And please keep tuning in. I really appreciate it. 33 00:02:19,514 --> 00:02:23,518 Uh, recently, when someone was arrested for committing random street assaults, 34 00:02:23,601 --> 00:02:27,480 the news heavily focused on the fact that he had schizophrenia. 35 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:30,441 It became a hot issue since he was having hallucinations. 36 00:02:31,359 --> 00:02:33,111 Don't do it. No! 37 00:02:34,279 --> 00:02:35,280 Don't! 38 00:02:35,822 --> 00:02:37,615 Seriously? You wanna seem crazy? 39 00:02:37,699 --> 00:02:39,450 Don't do it. Don't do it. 40 00:02:39,534 --> 00:02:42,871 C'mon, no, no, no. Don't do... Don't do it. Why are you doing this? 41 00:02:42,954 --> 00:02:44,247 Excuse me. 42 00:02:46,249 --> 00:02:50,086 What's really sad is the public's perception of these people. 43 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:53,423 After all, the rate of crime committed by untreated schizophrenics 44 00:02:53,506 --> 00:02:56,885 only accounts for 0.04% of all crimes. 45 00:02:56,968 --> 00:02:59,179 Mental illnesses all come down to management. 46 00:02:59,262 --> 00:03:03,558 Visiting a hospital in the early stages for proper management is key. 47 00:03:13,401 --> 00:03:16,446 Hello! I'm Nurse Jung Da-eun. Nice to meet you. 48 00:03:16,529 --> 00:03:19,032 {\an8}- Jung Da-eun? - She's transferring to this department. 49 00:03:19,115 --> 00:03:22,160 {\an8}But she's a third-year. We went to school together. 50 00:03:22,243 --> 00:03:24,996 {\an8}Isn't it rare for third-years to switch units? 51 00:03:25,496 --> 00:03:27,665 {\an8}Especially to a unit like ours. 52 00:03:32,337 --> 00:03:33,457 PSYCHIATRIC NURSE JUNG DA-EUN 53 00:03:35,506 --> 00:03:37,217 - All dressed? - Yes, ma'am. 54 00:03:39,344 --> 00:03:40,345 Hmm. 55 00:03:45,433 --> 00:03:46,433 Oh! 56 00:03:51,105 --> 00:03:52,105 This one. 57 00:03:53,149 --> 00:03:54,275 And your badge? 58 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:55,944 Sure, here you go. 59 00:03:57,320 --> 00:03:59,405 Use a clip like this from now on. 60 00:03:59,489 --> 00:04:03,201 Some patients try to self-harm even if they so much as see a strap. 61 00:04:04,118 --> 00:04:05,286 Oh. Yes. 62 00:04:05,870 --> 00:04:06,870 Your feet. 63 00:04:11,167 --> 00:04:14,087 - Very good on you. No laces. - Yeah. 64 00:04:14,796 --> 00:04:16,130 - Ready? - Okay. 65 00:04:19,592 --> 00:04:26,349 SHOWER 66 00:04:27,350 --> 00:04:30,144 The shower heads are built-in without exposed hoses. 67 00:04:30,228 --> 00:04:32,647 Not to mention the doors. 68 00:04:32,730 --> 00:04:34,565 - No knobs or locks. - Oh! 69 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:37,777 In this unit, we use piano hinges on all of the doors 70 00:04:37,860 --> 00:04:39,862 so that there's no space in between. 71 00:04:39,946 --> 00:04:42,699 It prevents the patients from hanging things on them. 72 00:04:42,782 --> 00:04:45,201 Ah! Right. 73 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:47,954 If you need to use a pen, use one made of silicone 74 00:04:48,037 --> 00:04:51,165 or one that has a tip thicker than 0.5 millimeters. 75 00:04:51,249 --> 00:04:53,584 - Yes. - And don't carry around scissors. 76 00:04:53,668 --> 00:04:57,422 Uh, anything they can use to harm themselves or others is off limits. 77 00:04:57,505 --> 00:04:58,506 Oh. 78 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:03,344 - Rock, paper, scissors. - Oh, shoot! 79 00:05:03,428 --> 00:05:06,222 - I won! - We don't even have curtains. 80 00:05:06,806 --> 00:05:10,601 So our mornings are... earlier than any other unit. 81 00:05:13,313 --> 00:05:14,522 One, two. 82 00:05:14,605 --> 00:05:18,234 One, two, three, four... five, six, seven... 83 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:55,104 {\an8}DAILY DOSE OF SUNSHINE 84 00:05:55,188 --> 00:05:58,858 {\an8}Let me make an introduction. This is third-year nurse Jung Da-eun. 85 00:05:58,941 --> 00:06:00,651 She'll be joining us as of today. 86 00:06:00,735 --> 00:06:03,738 - Nice to meet you all. - Welcome. 87 00:06:03,821 --> 00:06:06,491 You've only been here during your clerkship, is that right? 88 00:06:06,574 --> 00:06:07,450 - Yes. - Ah. 89 00:06:07,533 --> 00:06:11,037 Well, we handle things... differently, so there will be some trial and error. 90 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,206 Try to help her out while she gets acclimated. 91 00:06:13,289 --> 00:06:14,540 - Yes. - Yes. 92 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:17,543 Uh, you'll be working with Charge Nurse Park Soo-yeon first, 93 00:06:17,627 --> 00:06:18,628 so that's good. 94 00:06:19,337 --> 00:06:21,214 - Take care of her. - Yes. 95 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:28,805 {\an8}Follow Min Deul-re here and get the hang of things today. You're her preceptor. 96 00:06:28,888 --> 00:06:31,224 {\an8}- Show her around and get her started soon. - Yes. 97 00:06:31,307 --> 00:06:33,226 COUNSELING ROOM 98 00:06:33,309 --> 00:06:36,104 This room in the unit is where we talk to all of our patients. 99 00:06:36,187 --> 00:06:38,898 When you do, don't forget to sit with your back to the door. 100 00:06:38,981 --> 00:06:40,650 Oh, I should have my back to the door? 101 00:06:40,733 --> 00:06:43,653 {\an8}When patients act out, sometimes they try to block the door. 102 00:06:43,736 --> 00:06:46,531 {\an8}- So it's just in case. - Oh! 103 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:50,118 It's not that different from other units except for the facilities. 104 00:06:50,201 --> 00:06:51,201 Mm. 105 00:06:52,453 --> 00:06:54,163 This one is the therapy room. 106 00:06:55,248 --> 00:06:56,290 Mm, ping-pong. 107 00:06:56,374 --> 00:06:57,734 LET'S CHEER OURSELVES ON EVERY DAY 108 00:06:58,876 --> 00:07:02,213 The caregiver, Mr. Yoon, is our unit's ace player. 109 00:07:02,797 --> 00:07:03,965 Ah. 110 00:07:04,048 --> 00:07:06,175 - Huh. - Oh, she won. 111 00:07:06,259 --> 00:07:08,010 That was a good shot. Powerful, man. 112 00:07:08,094 --> 00:07:10,012 - Who won? - Su-hyeon did. 113 00:07:13,474 --> 00:07:15,560 - Do you play at all? - I don't. 114 00:07:15,643 --> 00:07:16,853 You should learn. 115 00:07:17,854 --> 00:07:19,439 Mmm... 116 00:07:24,068 --> 00:07:25,403 Ooh, dexterous! 117 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:28,573 - You're fast from internal medicine! - All those prescriptions. 118 00:07:28,656 --> 00:07:31,284 Right, right. Do you like it here? 119 00:07:31,367 --> 00:07:33,369 Don't know. It's too soon to tell. 120 00:07:35,204 --> 00:07:36,664 - Da-eun? - Mm? 121 00:07:36,747 --> 00:07:39,292 We're all wondering why you switched over to psychiatry. 122 00:07:39,375 --> 00:07:41,252 - Huh? - Everyone's dying to know. 123 00:07:42,170 --> 00:07:43,170 Uh... 124 00:07:45,423 --> 00:07:48,509 I wanna talk about Ms. Jung. I feel like something happened. 125 00:07:49,385 --> 00:07:51,512 But you know her. Did you ask? 126 00:07:51,596 --> 00:07:52,596 Yeah. 127 00:07:53,014 --> 00:07:56,559 Whatever happened, it seemed like she didn't wanna talk about it. 128 00:08:05,276 --> 00:08:06,486 This is Unit 53. 129 00:08:06,569 --> 00:08:07,904 Yes, understood. 130 00:08:08,529 --> 00:08:10,364 The doctors are coming to do rounds. 131 00:08:22,251 --> 00:08:25,838 Su-hyeon. Time to go. Let's get to your room. Time for rounds. 132 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:31,594 - Great work. - Good morning. 133 00:08:32,595 --> 00:08:34,555 Ah! You're the nurse starting today? 134 00:08:34,639 --> 00:08:35,515 Yes, Dr. Im. 135 00:08:35,598 --> 00:08:37,391 I look forward to working with you. 136 00:08:37,475 --> 00:08:40,186 - Thank you, Doctor. - This is Dr. Cha Min-seo. 137 00:08:40,686 --> 00:08:41,854 I'm Cha Min-seo. 138 00:08:41,938 --> 00:08:44,023 - Dr. Kong Cheol-woo. - I'm Kong Cheol-woo. 139 00:08:44,106 --> 00:08:45,942 Oh. I'm Jung Da-eun. 140 00:08:46,025 --> 00:08:47,860 - And this is... - Hwang Yeo-hwan. 141 00:08:47,944 --> 00:08:50,446 - Right, Dr. Hwang Yeo-hwan. - Shall we, Dr. Im? 142 00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:51,948 Yes. A proper welcome soon. 143 00:08:52,031 --> 00:08:53,157 - Yes. - Yes. 144 00:08:57,245 --> 00:08:59,413 Why's Cheol-woo smiling so much? 145 00:08:59,497 --> 00:09:01,624 First time in outpatient treatment. 146 00:09:01,707 --> 00:09:04,293 Apparently, he has to have all the patients sent to him. 147 00:09:04,377 --> 00:09:06,379 I love that spirit! 148 00:09:06,462 --> 00:09:07,964 - Aghh! - What the... 149 00:09:08,047 --> 00:09:10,007 What's wrong? What happened? 150 00:09:10,091 --> 00:09:12,301 What's wrong with you? 151 00:09:13,594 --> 00:09:15,721 - Hemorrhoids. - Huh? 152 00:09:17,723 --> 00:09:20,560 I poured my blood, sweat, and tears into this, 153 00:09:20,643 --> 00:09:22,645 so my hemorrhoids came back from stress. 154 00:09:22,728 --> 00:09:24,522 Unbelievable. 155 00:09:24,605 --> 00:09:26,899 Well, good luck anyway. Okay. 156 00:09:30,027 --> 00:09:32,780 MYUNGSHIN UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER 157 00:09:36,617 --> 00:09:39,017 THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR TROUBLES HAPPINESS WILL OVERCOME THEM 158 00:09:48,838 --> 00:09:50,131 Yes? 159 00:09:50,214 --> 00:09:51,048 - Dr. Kong? - Yes. 160 00:09:51,132 --> 00:09:53,759 - There's a patient here for you. - Right. Take a seat. 161 00:09:57,471 --> 00:09:59,223 Okay, what can I help you with? 162 00:09:59,890 --> 00:10:01,517 I think that I have OCD. 163 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:04,437 - Hmm. - I tend to get hooked on things easily. 164 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:05,771 I'm glad you came. 165 00:10:06,272 --> 00:10:10,234 There's still some sort of stigma on folks that come here to psychiatry. 166 00:10:10,318 --> 00:10:11,152 How I see it, 167 00:10:11,235 --> 00:10:14,363 you were healed the moment you decided to come here to meet me. 168 00:10:14,864 --> 00:10:18,534 The most important thing is beginning your healing, which you've done today. 169 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:21,495 I will do everything I can to heal you, with all my power. 170 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:24,457 I'm here to get you all better. 171 00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:28,794 Now, okay then, could you try to show me your symptoms? 172 00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:47,772 Who would've known? This cracks too. 173 00:10:49,023 --> 00:10:50,399 I always do this. 174 00:10:50,483 --> 00:10:53,152 If I don't, I... get anxious, 175 00:10:53,235 --> 00:10:55,488 I get discomfort. Like nausea. 176 00:10:55,571 --> 00:10:56,864 That... That must be it. 177 00:10:56,947 --> 00:10:58,157 This compulsive disorder 178 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:01,118 {\an8}involves obsessive thoughts that can lead to compulsions. 179 00:11:01,202 --> 00:11:04,163 {\an8}For example, you might ritualize certain actions 180 00:11:04,246 --> 00:11:06,332 to reduce anxiety or stress. 181 00:11:06,832 --> 00:11:09,960 Has anything been making you anxious or worried at all lately? 182 00:11:10,961 --> 00:11:11,961 Not really, no. 183 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:15,132 Tell me, do mental illnesses run in your family? As far as you know. 184 00:11:16,133 --> 00:11:17,133 No, no. 185 00:11:17,802 --> 00:11:21,514 Does your compulsion ever negatively affect your social interactions? 186 00:11:22,098 --> 00:11:24,308 - No, it doesn't. - Hmm. 187 00:11:25,184 --> 00:11:28,312 It's obvious. Some people do hate me for it. 188 00:11:29,689 --> 00:11:32,942 Oh... Why do you think all that? 189 00:11:33,442 --> 00:11:35,194 Popping your fingers makes them thicker! 190 00:11:36,821 --> 00:11:37,821 Really, look! 191 00:11:38,948 --> 00:11:41,784 People everywhere avoid me, always. 192 00:11:43,452 --> 00:11:45,496 Due to your... thick knuckles? 193 00:11:45,579 --> 00:11:48,708 I even get hate on social media, and it just makes me so mad. 194 00:11:48,791 --> 00:11:50,793 So your thick fingers get you bullied? 195 00:11:54,338 --> 00:11:57,383 NO FAMILY HISTORY OF DELUSION...? 196 00:12:03,889 --> 00:12:06,767 Okay, that's the tour. Think you'll get used to working here? 197 00:12:06,851 --> 00:12:09,228 I'm used to the treatments and everything, 198 00:12:09,311 --> 00:12:11,397 but the protocol does feel very alien. 199 00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:13,816 - Ah, yes. - Just a second, please. 200 00:12:13,899 --> 00:12:16,444 There's a mandatory onboarding question. Wanna hear? 201 00:12:16,527 --> 00:12:17,820 I guess if it's mandatory. 202 00:12:17,903 --> 00:12:20,990 A patient tells you that they have severe stomach pains, 203 00:12:21,073 --> 00:12:23,701 {\an8}while also there's another patient who's acting out. 204 00:12:23,784 --> 00:12:25,911 {\an8}Which one would you prioritize? 205 00:12:26,996 --> 00:12:30,624 Uh... Sounds like the answer is the patient who's acting out, 206 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:34,545 though I would be drawn to the one who said they're having severe pain. 207 00:12:34,628 --> 00:12:36,714 It's always the patient who is acting out. 208 00:12:36,797 --> 00:12:39,592 Patients acting out pose a real threat to others 209 00:12:39,675 --> 00:12:41,927 as well as themselves until they're treated. 210 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:45,306 Oh... I understand. 211 00:12:46,307 --> 00:12:47,308 What else? 212 00:12:48,517 --> 00:12:50,853 Ask patients about how they might be feeling, 213 00:12:50,936 --> 00:12:55,816 listen to them, but address emotions that might hide behind their answer. 214 00:12:55,900 --> 00:12:58,027 That sounds tough. 215 00:12:58,110 --> 00:12:59,945 - And the most important thing... - Hm? 216 00:13:00,029 --> 00:13:02,490 Park Soo-yeon must be avoided. 217 00:13:02,573 --> 00:13:03,824 - Beware! - Hm? 218 00:13:05,826 --> 00:13:08,287 Ms. Hong, you seem excited today. 219 00:13:09,038 --> 00:13:10,748 You must've been gossiping again. 220 00:13:12,082 --> 00:13:13,082 I wasn't. 221 00:13:18,589 --> 00:13:19,589 Beware. 222 00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:21,508 Spooky! 223 00:13:21,550 --> 00:13:23,469 Whoa, you're right. 224 00:13:24,053 --> 00:13:26,555 Myungshin University Medical Center 225 00:13:26,639 --> 00:13:29,183 conducts daily checks to ensure patient safety 226 00:13:29,266 --> 00:13:32,019 and the most pleasant inpatient experience possible... 227 00:13:33,646 --> 00:13:36,774 Ms. Oh Ri-na's guardian is here and speaking to the doctor right now. 228 00:13:36,857 --> 00:13:39,443 That's the patient admitted in a manic state last night, right? 229 00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:41,278 Mm-hmm. Ms. Jung? 230 00:13:41,862 --> 00:13:44,365 - Yes? - Ms. Oh is in a single room down the hall. 231 00:13:44,448 --> 00:13:47,827 For orientation, why don't you help make her feel comfortable, okay? 232 00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:49,245 Yes, Nurse Park. 233 00:13:49,328 --> 00:13:51,372 My daughter can't sleep anymore. 234 00:13:52,873 --> 00:13:56,126 She keeps repeating expressions that make no sense at all. 235 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,964 Then suddenly, she gets undressed and starts dancing. 236 00:14:00,047 --> 00:14:01,257 {\an8}DEVELOPED INTEREST IN SHOPPING 237 00:14:01,340 --> 00:14:02,508 My daughter, 238 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:05,344 she used to do ballet when she was younger. 239 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,263 Ms. Oh Ri-na? 240 00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:11,642 And she... 241 00:14:12,893 --> 00:14:15,020 It's so embarrassing that I can't even say it. 242 00:14:15,104 --> 00:14:17,690 From what you're saying, she may be bipolar. 243 00:14:17,773 --> 00:14:18,941 What? 244 00:14:19,024 --> 00:14:21,318 You've heard of this disorder, I'm sure, right? 245 00:14:21,402 --> 00:14:22,486 I'm not sick. 246 00:14:23,070 --> 00:14:25,447 Tell me honestly, do I look sick to you? 247 00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:27,950 Oh, uh, it's just... 248 00:14:28,033 --> 00:14:30,619 I came here because my mom made such a fuss. 249 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:32,997 But I'd like to go. Please process my discharge. 250 00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:35,791 Um... so we have you down for agreed admission. 251 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:37,668 I came in voluntarily. 252 00:14:37,751 --> 00:14:40,212 Surely I can leave whenever I want to, no? 253 00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:42,840 Your case was an agreed admission, not a voluntary one, 254 00:14:42,923 --> 00:14:44,508 so you still could be discharged soon, 255 00:14:44,592 --> 00:14:46,594 but if the doctor determines from your results 256 00:14:46,677 --> 00:14:48,345 that you need treatment and protection, 257 00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:50,890 and if consent is given from your guardian, 258 00:14:50,973 --> 00:14:53,475 we would list you as a protected patient, 259 00:14:53,559 --> 00:14:56,103 which would make it hard for you to leave. 260 00:14:56,937 --> 00:14:59,064 What are you saying? 261 00:15:00,274 --> 00:15:03,110 This is the consent form for protective admission. 262 00:15:03,193 --> 00:15:04,278 But I signed already. 263 00:15:04,361 --> 00:15:06,238 Ms. Oh Ri-na asked to be discharged, 264 00:15:06,322 --> 00:15:08,449 so we're switching to protective admission. 265 00:15:08,949 --> 00:15:12,202 Legally, a protective admission requires the signatures of two guardians. 266 00:15:12,286 --> 00:15:15,331 We can get one signature from her husband, since she's married. 267 00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:20,377 The thing is, my son-in-law is very busy. 268 00:15:20,461 --> 00:15:21,587 He serves as a judge. 269 00:15:22,463 --> 00:15:24,423 I really don't think he has the time. 270 00:15:24,506 --> 00:15:26,842 We'll need him to sign within 72 hours 271 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:30,095 because we'll have to discharge her if we don't get both signatures. 272 00:15:31,764 --> 00:15:33,724 Here's the form for consent. 273 00:15:35,392 --> 00:15:36,435 Oh. 274 00:15:46,403 --> 00:15:47,488 - Ms. Song. - Yes? 275 00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:49,073 Could you take a look at this? 276 00:15:53,285 --> 00:15:56,330 Ma'am, you have to be honest with us. 277 00:15:57,247 --> 00:15:59,625 Is this really your son-in-law's signature? 278 00:16:00,584 --> 00:16:04,254 Why wouldn't you believe me? He came, signed it, and then left. 279 00:16:04,838 --> 00:16:07,800 It's important that he signs it, for your daughter's rights. 280 00:16:08,926 --> 00:16:10,010 He signed it. 281 00:16:10,886 --> 00:16:13,639 Then it should be okay that we call your son-in-law now? 282 00:16:13,722 --> 00:16:16,517 This stupid form would take seconds to complete. 283 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:19,019 He does essential government work. We can't call him now. 284 00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:20,312 I'm so sorry. 285 00:16:20,396 --> 00:16:23,941 Your son-in-law still has to come down to sign at the office here. 286 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:25,818 - Ms. Jung. - Yes? 287 00:16:25,901 --> 00:16:28,487 I'll look at the signatures once she brings it back. 288 00:16:28,570 --> 00:16:30,155 - Yes, Ms. Song. - Hm. 289 00:16:35,911 --> 00:16:37,830 This is infuriating. 290 00:16:43,252 --> 00:16:45,713 Would you give Ri-na this for me, please? 291 00:16:45,796 --> 00:16:49,091 Oh, I'm sorry, but I'll have to check it first. 292 00:16:49,174 --> 00:16:50,801 Some foods are not allowed here. 293 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,304 They're grapes. 294 00:16:54,888 --> 00:16:56,223 My daughter likes them. 295 00:16:56,306 --> 00:16:57,306 Ah! 296 00:16:58,225 --> 00:17:00,519 My daughter is a judge's wife. 297 00:17:01,603 --> 00:17:04,314 Every single year in school, she was class president. 298 00:17:04,898 --> 00:17:06,442 Went to a prestigious college. 299 00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:10,988 When I talk about her, everyone gets jealous of me. 300 00:17:12,364 --> 00:17:13,949 This place is just not her. 301 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,994 When could you get us that signature? 302 00:17:17,077 --> 00:17:19,455 She's affectionate, sweet, smart. 303 00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:21,582 My perfect child. 304 00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:26,879 So why did she have to end up with such a terrible illness? 305 00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:40,642 Just tell me. You met my mom, right? 306 00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:43,187 Yes, These grapes are from your mother. 307 00:17:43,270 --> 00:17:45,773 You told her? Does she know I want to leave? 308 00:17:47,149 --> 00:17:48,817 It looks like you're staying here. 309 00:17:52,654 --> 00:17:54,740 Your mother seems very worried about you. 310 00:17:55,657 --> 00:17:57,326 Yeah, right. 311 00:17:58,660 --> 00:17:59,953 It's all a lie! 312 00:18:01,246 --> 00:18:03,624 Do you know the real reason she admitted me here? 313 00:18:03,707 --> 00:18:05,209 The real reason? 314 00:18:09,797 --> 00:18:13,300 The truth... is 315 00:18:14,802 --> 00:18:16,011 I love somebody. 316 00:18:18,472 --> 00:18:19,932 It's not my husband. 317 00:18:21,350 --> 00:18:24,269 I was having an affair. 318 00:18:24,895 --> 00:18:25,895 Uh... 319 00:18:35,030 --> 00:18:37,950 Ow! Ow. Hey, let go! 320 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:39,201 Oh, God! 321 00:18:40,035 --> 00:18:42,162 Why are you in this unit? Because of me? 322 00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:44,206 Oh, please! Not because of you. 323 00:18:44,289 --> 00:18:46,500 You're seriously saying that's not why you switched? 324 00:18:47,084 --> 00:18:49,002 Yeah, seriously not why I switched. 325 00:18:49,586 --> 00:18:52,131 Wait, then why are you in psychiatry? 326 00:18:52,714 --> 00:18:55,175 I don't think I need to tell you why I switched. 327 00:18:55,259 --> 00:18:57,136 Okay! Then it's not about me. 328 00:18:58,178 --> 00:18:59,221 Huh. I'm off. 329 00:18:59,304 --> 00:19:00,806 Whoa, hey! Wait, one second. 330 00:19:00,889 --> 00:19:04,393 Oh Ri-na was your patient in the unit today, so what do you think? 331 00:19:04,476 --> 00:19:07,312 Ms. Oh said it herself, that nothing was really wrong. 332 00:19:07,396 --> 00:19:09,398 Her mother forcefully admitted her. 333 00:19:11,316 --> 00:19:12,442 Oh Ri-na told me 334 00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:14,987 she's been with someone who isn't her husband 335 00:19:15,070 --> 00:19:16,989 and that she's been having an affair. 336 00:19:17,072 --> 00:19:19,032 I didn't see any of that in her file. 337 00:19:19,116 --> 00:19:21,118 Can you speak with them and check again? 338 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:24,746 Did I have Ri-na admitted against her will? 339 00:19:24,830 --> 00:19:26,415 You believe that?! 340 00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:30,502 We heard that Ms. Oh has been having an affair outside of her marriage. 341 00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:36,175 So Ri-na told you about that jerk? 342 00:19:38,635 --> 00:19:42,389 Uh... Ms. Oh says that you admitted her against her will 343 00:19:42,472 --> 00:19:44,683 in order to keep her away from her new lover. 344 00:19:45,267 --> 00:19:47,019 I promise you it's not like that. 345 00:19:47,102 --> 00:19:51,440 Is your son-in-law aware of Ms. Oh's hospitalization with us here? 346 00:19:53,483 --> 00:19:56,361 Did you perhaps keep everything a secret from him? 347 00:19:56,445 --> 00:19:59,489 If that's why you're unable to get the signature for the form... 348 00:20:00,157 --> 00:20:01,157 Take a look at this. 349 00:20:09,082 --> 00:20:11,919 It's a restraining order filed against her. 350 00:20:12,002 --> 00:20:15,714 My daughter was stalking that guy. 351 00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:17,883 W... What? 352 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:21,845 Are you saying that Ms. Oh's feelings weren't mutual? 353 00:20:21,929 --> 00:20:24,765 Her husband doesn't know about any of this. 354 00:20:24,848 --> 00:20:27,267 How could I tell him my daughter's lost her mind 355 00:20:27,351 --> 00:20:31,647 and has been obsessively stalking this loser too? 356 00:20:44,743 --> 00:20:46,995 Oh! So I can leave now, right? 357 00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:48,997 Let me take your blood pressure first. 358 00:20:49,539 --> 00:20:52,584 Look, ma'am, please... You have to believe me. 359 00:20:52,668 --> 00:20:54,628 I told you, I'm totally okay. 360 00:20:54,711 --> 00:20:56,755 I... I have to go meet my darling. 361 00:20:56,838 --> 00:20:58,131 He must be worried sick, 362 00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:00,717 what with me vanishing into thin air and all. 363 00:21:01,343 --> 00:21:02,469 The thing is, 364 00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:05,347 according to what your mother said to us... 365 00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:07,641 What on Earth did my mom say to you? 366 00:21:08,517 --> 00:21:09,517 Um... 367 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:12,145 Tell me, ma'am! 368 00:21:12,229 --> 00:21:13,563 She said that... 369 00:21:13,647 --> 00:21:16,817 She said you were mistaken. That you had a one-sided crush. 370 00:21:16,900 --> 00:21:18,443 What?! 371 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:20,696 "One-sided"?! 372 00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:22,823 Just a "one-sided crush"? 373 00:21:23,490 --> 00:21:26,368 Did my mother brainwash you too? 374 00:21:26,451 --> 00:21:28,954 - So you could lock me in here? - Ms. Oh, I'm... 375 00:21:29,621 --> 00:21:32,332 You! Bring my darling here right away. 376 00:21:32,833 --> 00:21:33,959 I need him right now! 377 00:22:21,423 --> 00:22:22,966 Ri-na, tell me. 378 00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:26,720 I'll do anything for you. 379 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:32,559 You went to a good school. You have an amazing husband. 380 00:22:32,642 --> 00:22:34,227 You married a great guy. 381 00:22:34,311 --> 00:22:36,271 Your mom lets you have anything you want. 382 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,565 Anybody would just kill to live like you, Ri-na. 383 00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:47,032 You have a husband who's a judge and a housekeeper that does all your work. 384 00:22:47,115 --> 00:22:50,118 - Did your mom buy this car? - Ask your mom if she can help. 385 00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:51,328 Ri-na's so lucky. 386 00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:55,457 You have everything you ever could've wanted. 387 00:22:57,959 --> 00:23:01,671 Ri-na, you're always alone nowadays. Is something wrong? 388 00:23:02,964 --> 00:23:04,132 Are you crazy? 389 00:23:04,216 --> 00:23:07,803 Feel free to tell me anything. Whatever it is, I'll lend you an ear. 390 00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:11,139 Are you just going to throw away your husband and kids? 391 00:23:16,019 --> 00:23:19,398 Ri-na, my angel, why are you acting like this? 392 00:23:19,481 --> 00:23:21,650 Don't worry. Everything will be fine. 393 00:23:22,150 --> 00:23:24,444 It was all just a bad dream. 394 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:13,493 Outta the way! 395 00:24:13,577 --> 00:24:15,954 - Mr. Yoon! - Are you okay? 396 00:24:16,037 --> 00:24:18,081 - You okay, Ms. Jung? - Mr. Yoon! 397 00:24:20,208 --> 00:24:23,128 Hey, Ms. Oh, you're okay. You're okay, it's fine! 398 00:24:23,211 --> 00:24:24,671 Please, calm down. 399 00:24:25,338 --> 00:24:27,340 - Bring me my darling! - Ms. Oh, calm down. 400 00:24:27,424 --> 00:24:29,634 - I need him right now! - Ms. Oh. 401 00:24:29,718 --> 00:24:31,303 {\an8}You're okay. 402 00:24:31,386 --> 00:24:33,706 {\an8}- Two milligrams of Ativan. - Yes, I'll go get the IV drip. 403 00:24:34,264 --> 00:24:36,224 Ms. Oh, this must be so hard for you. 404 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:39,028 - Let us help you calm down. - Let's get back to your room, Jae-hwan. 405 00:24:39,352 --> 00:24:41,438 Yeong-mi, back to your room. 406 00:24:41,521 --> 00:24:43,773 Let's go, everyone. Back to your rooms. 407 00:24:53,742 --> 00:24:56,369 - What are you doing? - Oh! Yes. 408 00:25:03,793 --> 00:25:07,172 Manic patients do have a tendency to expose themselves. 409 00:25:07,797 --> 00:25:11,384 But to get slapped and covered in urine on your first day... 410 00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:14,179 I told you to look out for their emotions and not their words. 411 00:25:17,849 --> 00:25:19,935 - Are you okay? - Oh, Ms. Park. 412 00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:22,312 - Just sit. - Sorry, this is my fault. 413 00:25:22,395 --> 00:25:25,732 {\an8}Patients with delusions can turn violent on a dime 414 00:25:25,815 --> 00:25:27,150 if you deny their claims. 415 00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:29,736 - Oh. - You should wear my scrubs for now. 416 00:25:29,819 --> 00:25:31,238 Right, thank you. 417 00:25:31,321 --> 00:25:33,740 - Always have an extra set ready. - Yes. 418 00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:38,078 Everyone makes mistakes on their first day. 419 00:25:38,662 --> 00:25:40,830 - Ms. Min, let's go sanitize the area. - Okay. 420 00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:43,250 - Get some rest, okay? - Mm-hmm. 421 00:25:52,175 --> 00:25:53,969 Come to our usual café. 422 00:25:54,886 --> 00:25:56,972 Da-eun, you're still as nosy as ever. 423 00:25:57,764 --> 00:26:00,141 Ugh! Look, I said I was sorry. 424 00:26:01,393 --> 00:26:03,562 Hey, how is it that you haven't changed at all? 425 00:26:03,645 --> 00:26:05,981 Hey, how about you just leave me alone? 426 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,190 Problem solved. 427 00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:09,693 How could I? It's not like we're strangers. 428 00:26:10,777 --> 00:26:11,777 Uh, well, 429 00:26:12,696 --> 00:26:14,573 can I pick your brain for a second? 430 00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:16,700 - Take notes. - Huh? 431 00:26:17,284 --> 00:26:20,120 Open your notebook and take notes, or you'll forget again. 432 00:26:23,748 --> 00:26:25,709 Open that notebook and take notes. 433 00:26:26,209 --> 00:26:30,171 Jung Da-eun, from now on, take notes when you ask me something. 434 00:26:31,339 --> 00:26:33,300 You always forget every answer I give you. 435 00:26:33,383 --> 00:26:35,802 Why do you always look down on me, Yeo? 436 00:26:35,885 --> 00:26:37,929 And why are you bringing out the stickler in me? 437 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:41,600 At this rate, I could send a tuition bill to your mother. 438 00:26:46,563 --> 00:26:48,940 Come on, I'm busy. What's your question? 439 00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:52,277 What exactly is bipolar disorder? 440 00:26:53,028 --> 00:26:56,031 You didn't even study that, and you're in psychiatry? 441 00:26:56,114 --> 00:26:57,657 I did! 442 00:26:57,741 --> 00:27:00,619 Studying is different than dealing with it firsthand. 443 00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:04,414 It could inconvenience others if I make a mistake like that again. 444 00:27:08,251 --> 00:27:12,172 Bipolar disorder is diagnosed as a mental-health condition. 445 00:27:12,922 --> 00:27:15,383 characterized by both manic and depressive states. 446 00:27:15,467 --> 00:27:18,595 - You know about Winston Churchill, right? - I do. The world leader. 447 00:27:18,678 --> 00:27:21,306 - He had bipolar disorder. - Ah. 448 00:27:21,389 --> 00:27:23,767 The United Kingdom was struggling during the war, 449 00:27:23,850 --> 00:27:25,935 but Churchill was in a manic state. 450 00:27:26,019 --> 00:27:28,229 He had an abnormal overabundance of... pah! energy. 451 00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:32,317 Some say that it gave Britain an edge in overcoming its national crisis. 452 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:36,363 However, after the mania came depression. 453 00:27:36,446 --> 00:27:39,032 Churchill referred to it as "the black dog," 454 00:27:40,158 --> 00:27:41,451 so the story goes. 455 00:27:43,912 --> 00:27:45,288 Write it down! 456 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:48,166 I'll record it instead. 457 00:27:48,750 --> 00:27:52,796 - So Oh Ri-Na was manic... - She's in a classic manic state right now. 458 00:27:55,882 --> 00:27:59,052 Before all of this, Ms. Oh never disobeyed her mother 459 00:27:59,135 --> 00:28:01,346 and grew up like an elegant swan. 460 00:28:01,429 --> 00:28:05,308 And then, once Ms. Oh started to show the symptoms of bipolar disorder, 461 00:28:05,392 --> 00:28:06,685 her personality did a 180. 462 00:28:06,768 --> 00:28:08,937 - It's been forever! - Ri-na! You look great. 463 00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:11,147 How are you so pretty? 464 00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:13,566 Manic patients have an overabundance of energy, 465 00:28:13,650 --> 00:28:15,318 so they never stop talking. 466 00:28:15,402 --> 00:28:18,488 They're also quick to switch topics and are easily distracted. 467 00:28:18,571 --> 00:28:20,907 They can become... very outgoing 468 00:28:22,242 --> 00:28:25,829 or become prone to impulse buying and lose their sense of judgment. 469 00:28:26,955 --> 00:28:30,166 They might also be drawn to unusual sexual behavior. 470 00:28:38,925 --> 00:28:41,261 I'm outside your place now. 471 00:28:41,344 --> 00:28:42,554 Where are you? 472 00:28:43,263 --> 00:28:46,349 You're not seeing another girl, are you? 473 00:28:46,433 --> 00:28:48,393 I miss you! 474 00:28:51,688 --> 00:28:54,149 Babe, are you asleep? I miss you. Why won't you answer? 475 00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:57,152 Don't you miss me? I know you're awake. When will you call me back? 476 00:28:57,235 --> 00:28:59,571 Why can't I reach you? I wanna hear your voice. 477 00:29:05,034 --> 00:29:07,287 - Baby! - Don't say that. 478 00:29:07,370 --> 00:29:09,330 What's wrong, angel? 479 00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:11,708 You are insane! 480 00:29:18,298 --> 00:29:19,758 In some severe cases, 481 00:29:19,841 --> 00:29:22,385 they may experience hallucinations or delusions. 482 00:29:23,386 --> 00:29:26,473 We'll write a prescription, and we'll have to keep an eye out for her. 483 00:29:26,973 --> 00:29:29,934 I saw in her file that she was born with a silver spoon in her mouth 484 00:29:30,018 --> 00:29:33,480 and had a great upbringing. What could cause her bipolar disorder? 485 00:29:33,563 --> 00:29:36,649 Do you think that abundance is enough to prevent a mental disorder? 486 00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:39,486 That the development of illness is caused by deprivation? 487 00:29:39,569 --> 00:29:41,529 Well, no, not necessarily, but I... 488 00:29:41,613 --> 00:29:43,333 That's probably what she heard all the time. 489 00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:45,742 "Ms. Oh, you have everything. How could you be sick?" 490 00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:49,120 We see people when their minds have been compromised. 491 00:29:49,746 --> 00:29:52,499 Just like how you would visit internal medicine when you have a cold. 492 00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:56,211 Any one of us really could find our minds in a weakened mental state. 493 00:29:56,294 --> 00:29:57,170 Like Ri-na. 494 00:29:57,253 --> 00:29:58,963 After all, we're all simply human. 495 00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:03,384 - Hmm. - Hey, it's my turn to ask you something. 496 00:30:04,719 --> 00:30:06,930 Why did you really come to this unit? 497 00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:10,475 Were you hoping I'd make it easy for you? 498 00:30:10,558 --> 00:30:11,768 Uh, no. 499 00:30:12,435 --> 00:30:15,063 Right. You're not like that, are you? 500 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,025 Do you like me or somethin'? 501 00:30:19,108 --> 00:30:20,735 Stop being stupid. 502 00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:22,570 Then why'd you transfer? 503 00:30:23,404 --> 00:30:27,283 The head nurse at internal medicine said I'd be a better fit in psychiatry. 504 00:30:27,367 --> 00:30:30,662 And that's it? So what, you just took her advice? 505 00:30:30,745 --> 00:30:32,247 What's wrong with that? 506 00:30:32,330 --> 00:30:35,416 It was meant for my own good, so I listened to the advice she gave me. 507 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,544 Why never take my advice, then? Huh? 508 00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:41,047 Because you don't respect me, and you're constantly talking down. 509 00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:45,093 You read people well, I guess. Anyway, keep our past a secret at work. 510 00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:47,846 Imagine word getting out that I used to tutor you, huh? 511 00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:51,558 One mistake from you, and I'm the one who gets blamed for being a bad teacher. 512 00:30:51,641 --> 00:30:53,601 Just the thought of it gives me chills. 513 00:30:56,271 --> 00:30:58,690 What's up with that guy? 514 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:04,612 - Mom, what's that man doing? - Oh! It scared me. 515 00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:06,697 {\an8}What is he doing? 516 00:31:07,407 --> 00:31:09,325 {\an8}He must have bipolar disorder too. 517 00:31:09,409 --> 00:31:12,328 {\an8}It looks like perhaps he's having an episode of mania. 518 00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:29,637 "Uncontrolled caller," not "unknown caller"? Who's that? 519 00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:30,722 That guy. 520 00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:33,683 Holy cow! 521 00:31:34,434 --> 00:31:36,561 Oof! I wonder if he's okay. 522 00:31:36,644 --> 00:31:38,146 So ridiculous. 523 00:31:46,237 --> 00:31:47,238 Song Yu-chan! 524 00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:50,450 Sleeping so well. 525 00:31:55,330 --> 00:31:58,249 I'll start studying now. I'm ready. 526 00:31:58,958 --> 00:32:01,294 {\an8}- Where are we? Huh? - I don't know. 527 00:32:01,377 --> 00:32:02,420 {\an8}Really? 528 00:32:02,503 --> 00:32:04,005 Hey, I have to go. 529 00:32:08,509 --> 00:32:10,345 What the... Where'd he go? 530 00:32:10,845 --> 00:32:13,473 - Hey, where'd Hwang go? - Ran away when he saw you. 531 00:32:14,182 --> 00:32:15,808 Damn it! 532 00:32:15,892 --> 00:32:19,145 Uh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 533 00:32:19,228 --> 00:32:21,898 He never got me into med school like he said he would. 534 00:32:21,981 --> 00:32:25,944 You said you chased him around in college. Shouldn't you just let it go now? 535 00:32:26,027 --> 00:32:28,655 Mr. Hwang's the one who got me hyped for med school. 536 00:32:28,738 --> 00:32:30,323 He called you bipolar. 537 00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:32,742 Huh? Bi-what? 538 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:35,244 Bipolar. No, forget it. It's a medical term. 539 00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:37,622 - Aren't you working? - Oh. Yeah. I gotta run. 540 00:32:38,289 --> 00:32:39,374 - Hey, Songyu. - Huh? 541 00:32:39,457 --> 00:32:41,668 You don't happen to have a ping-pong table? 542 00:32:41,751 --> 00:32:43,962 - Yeah. - Huh? Really? 543 00:32:44,045 --> 00:32:45,505 Hey, are you really pushing? 544 00:32:45,588 --> 00:32:49,050 Yeah, I'm totally pushing with my shoulder right now. 545 00:32:49,133 --> 00:32:52,053 But seriously, why do you have a ping-pong table at your place? 546 00:32:52,136 --> 00:32:53,513 Don't you remember? 547 00:32:53,596 --> 00:32:56,307 My dad owned a ping-pong club before running it to the ground. 548 00:32:56,391 --> 00:33:00,269 So that's why all our tables at home and the restaurant were ping-pong tables. 549 00:33:00,895 --> 00:33:03,898 Was that why? Always thought it was like a quirky decoration. 550 00:33:05,441 --> 00:33:06,641 Please tell me you're kidding. 551 00:33:08,027 --> 00:33:10,822 - Anyways, how's work? - Uh... 552 00:33:11,739 --> 00:33:13,449 I got hit by a patient. 553 00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:16,369 What? A patient hit you? 554 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:18,788 Don't let them bully you like that. 555 00:33:19,455 --> 00:33:23,418 I'm not sure switching to psychiatry was the best idea. 556 00:33:23,501 --> 00:33:26,921 I'm sure the head nurse at internal medicine had my best interests at heart. 557 00:33:27,005 --> 00:33:28,881 - That's why I took the advice. - Okay. 558 00:33:28,965 --> 00:33:32,593 But was it right to make this switch just based on someone else's advice? 559 00:33:32,677 --> 00:33:34,512 Without any sense of duty? 560 00:33:34,595 --> 00:33:36,556 You should've thought of that earlier. 561 00:33:36,639 --> 00:33:39,017 {\an8}It's not too late to develop that sense of duty. 562 00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:42,270 - You think so? - Enough talk. 563 00:33:45,732 --> 00:33:47,900 - Hey, Jungda. - Yeah? 564 00:33:47,984 --> 00:33:50,945 Wanna know the secret for taking a beating minus the pain? 565 00:33:52,447 --> 00:33:54,615 - What? You can't do that. - You can. 566 00:33:55,366 --> 00:33:56,909 You know I used to kickbox. 567 00:33:56,993 --> 00:34:01,706 Knowing how to strike is really important. Rolling with the punches is the essence. 568 00:34:01,789 --> 00:34:02,999 - Hmm. - Just watch. 569 00:34:03,082 --> 00:34:04,417 When the patient hits you, 570 00:34:04,917 --> 00:34:07,754 move your body in sync with the trajectory of their slap. 571 00:34:08,421 --> 00:34:11,424 - And then that will cushion the blow. - Move with it? 572 00:34:11,507 --> 00:34:15,470 That's right. Turn your head with it. Okay, turn it when I swing. 573 00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:17,513 - You swing? - Yeah, now watch. 574 00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:18,765 - Here it comes. - Mmm. 575 00:34:18,848 --> 00:34:21,142 Three, two, one. 576 00:34:21,225 --> 00:34:23,478 - Ah! - How's that? No pain, right? 577 00:34:25,146 --> 00:34:26,146 Yes, pain. 578 00:34:26,689 --> 00:34:27,689 "Yes, pain"? 579 00:34:28,191 --> 00:34:29,191 Yeah! 580 00:34:29,650 --> 00:34:31,527 - That hurt you? - Mmm! 581 00:34:32,570 --> 00:34:34,530 Maybe you didn't turn your head the right way? 582 00:34:35,948 --> 00:34:37,950 Uh, hey, let's give it another try, 'kay? 583 00:34:38,034 --> 00:34:39,827 All right, three... Focus. 584 00:34:39,911 --> 00:34:41,496 Two. One. 585 00:34:41,579 --> 00:34:43,289 Ah! 586 00:34:43,372 --> 00:34:46,209 Nailed it! You nailed it. No pain. 587 00:34:46,793 --> 00:34:49,670 Yeah, pain! That hurt a lot! 588 00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:52,715 That's impossible. 589 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:53,841 You do it. 590 00:34:53,925 --> 00:34:56,094 - I hit you now. Ready? - Yeah. 591 00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:58,346 Three, two, one. 592 00:34:58,846 --> 00:35:00,264 Agh! 593 00:35:00,348 --> 00:35:01,349 No pain, right? 594 00:35:03,810 --> 00:35:05,895 It hurts like a mother. 595 00:35:05,978 --> 00:35:08,773 Shit... Boxing! Should box your ears out. 596 00:35:09,774 --> 00:35:11,651 It hurt so much. 597 00:35:11,734 --> 00:35:13,903 Hey, maybe you should bail if someone hits you again. 598 00:35:13,986 --> 00:35:15,613 Jerk. 599 00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:22,036 Mom! I'm home! 600 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,705 You're late. 601 00:35:24,789 --> 00:35:27,125 I thought I heard Yu-chan's voice out there. 602 00:35:32,046 --> 00:35:33,046 Da-eun? 603 00:35:35,633 --> 00:35:36,634 Oh my gosh! 604 00:35:38,594 --> 00:35:39,594 Da-eun! 605 00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:46,894 Da-eun? 606 00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:50,398 Mom, I can't even lift a finger. 607 00:35:50,481 --> 00:35:52,525 Can you drag me in? 608 00:35:52,608 --> 00:35:53,608 Ah. 609 00:35:53,651 --> 00:35:56,451 You have no energy because you didn't eat properly. C'mon, have dinner. 610 00:35:59,615 --> 00:36:00,658 What is that smell? 611 00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:02,576 Mugwort. 612 00:36:03,411 --> 00:36:06,289 You switched to a new unit, so I thought I'd make you rice cakes. 613 00:36:06,372 --> 00:36:09,500 - No! Don't! I really don't like those! - Mugwort is great this year. 614 00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:12,545 I don't want it! I don't want it! 615 00:36:13,713 --> 00:36:17,133 - Also mugwort stew. - Ugh! I hate it so much. 616 00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:19,302 C'mon, just get up. 617 00:36:19,385 --> 00:36:21,512 - Go wash up. - I'm burnt out. 618 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:23,306 Oh my God. 619 00:36:28,352 --> 00:36:30,104 MYUNGSHIN UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER 620 00:37:03,846 --> 00:37:06,015 Good morning! Time for your meds. 621 00:37:10,019 --> 00:37:12,605 Um, by any chance... 622 00:37:14,941 --> 00:37:17,151 ...did I ever slap you in the face? 623 00:37:18,861 --> 00:37:19,861 Yes. 624 00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:31,040 So I didn't imagine it. 625 00:37:35,461 --> 00:37:36,587 So sorry. 626 00:37:38,464 --> 00:37:40,424 I guess it's true. I'm sick. 627 00:37:40,508 --> 00:37:43,469 It's really okay. Just take these meds. 628 00:37:45,513 --> 00:37:46,513 Here you go. 629 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:49,892 Ms. Oh Ri-na, age 43, 630 00:37:49,976 --> 00:37:52,770 {\an8}was admitted for bipolar and manic episodes. 631 00:37:52,853 --> 00:37:55,690 {\an8}We've also observed symptoms of delusion while she's been here. 632 00:37:55,773 --> 00:37:56,857 {\an8}How's she doing now? 633 00:37:56,941 --> 00:37:59,151 {\an8}We've prescribed 600 milligrams of lithium 634 00:37:59,235 --> 00:38:01,153 {\an8}and two milligrams of risperidone. 635 00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:03,864 {\an8}Oh Ri-na seems... like a different person. 636 00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:07,410 She must be going from a manic state to a depressive one. 637 00:38:07,493 --> 00:38:10,496 We're watching her reaction to the drugs, which seem to be working, 638 00:38:10,579 --> 00:38:13,499 but since she has a history of depressive episodes 639 00:38:13,582 --> 00:38:15,710 and a strained relationship with her family, 640 00:38:15,793 --> 00:38:18,296 we believe she has insufficient social support. 641 00:38:18,379 --> 00:38:22,174 Uh, there's a high chance she will have another depressive episode. 642 00:38:23,718 --> 00:38:24,718 Judge Jung. 643 00:38:25,344 --> 00:38:29,348 Why is Ri-na acting like a stranger? 644 00:38:30,099 --> 00:38:32,310 It's hard to say conclusively at this point, 645 00:38:32,810 --> 00:38:36,772 but we believe her surroundings in this case played a large part. 646 00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:38,733 Her surroundings? What do you mean? 647 00:38:40,192 --> 00:38:44,071 We run many tests whenever a new patient visits the Psychiatry Unit. 648 00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:47,199 Our tests revealed her self-esteem is very low. 649 00:38:48,451 --> 00:38:49,702 It's definitely a factor. 650 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:53,539 People can start adopting personas to mask their low self-esteem. 651 00:38:55,291 --> 00:39:01,005 Our goal is to treat the Oh Ri-na who could be hiding behind that mask. 652 00:39:07,053 --> 00:39:09,096 APPLICATION FOR PROTECTIVE ADMISSION 653 00:39:16,437 --> 00:39:17,437 Jin-seop, wait! 654 00:39:17,897 --> 00:39:20,399 Jin-seop... I mean, Judge Jung. 655 00:39:21,484 --> 00:39:23,611 Judge Jung, please don't hate my Ri-na. 656 00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:26,197 It's all because I raised her the wrong way. 657 00:39:27,031 --> 00:39:29,533 Couldn't you forgive my Ri-na just once? 658 00:39:40,211 --> 00:39:42,129 Ri-na's mother's here again. 659 00:39:43,547 --> 00:39:46,133 They're the organic grapes that my Ri-na likes. 660 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:48,594 Apparently, the farmers are really diligent 661 00:39:48,677 --> 00:39:50,513 about every single grape on their farm. 662 00:39:52,181 --> 00:39:53,307 Ms. Oh? 663 00:39:54,183 --> 00:39:56,560 I have some grapes again from your mother. 664 00:40:06,278 --> 00:40:07,780 I'm sorry. 665 00:40:08,989 --> 00:40:11,283 Do you think you could put them away? 666 00:40:12,785 --> 00:40:13,785 Sure. 667 00:40:18,499 --> 00:40:19,499 Um... 668 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,086 You haven't touched these. 669 00:40:22,169 --> 00:40:23,169 Honestly, 670 00:40:24,964 --> 00:40:26,924 grapes are not really my thing. 671 00:40:28,509 --> 00:40:31,846 She's loved grapes ever since she was a little girl. 672 00:40:31,929 --> 00:40:36,642 So much so that after "mommy," her first word, "grapes." 673 00:40:39,812 --> 00:40:41,147 I've hated grapes 674 00:40:41,730 --> 00:40:45,151 ever since I choked on them when I was a little girl. 675 00:40:47,987 --> 00:40:49,530 I was convinced to eat them 676 00:40:50,823 --> 00:40:52,324 because they were good for me. 677 00:40:54,201 --> 00:40:56,245 Same went for everything else. 678 00:40:57,663 --> 00:40:58,663 Clothes, 679 00:40:59,832 --> 00:41:00,832 bags... 680 00:41:02,668 --> 00:41:03,752 my husband. 681 00:41:06,005 --> 00:41:08,674 I was told that I would like all of those things. 682 00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:13,220 I wanted Ri-na to be the happiest girl alive 683 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:15,931 and ensure she had the best of everything. 684 00:41:18,184 --> 00:41:20,269 So how did she end up in here? 685 00:41:22,229 --> 00:41:23,981 My mother made all the decisions, 686 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:27,818 so I tried to do what she said. 687 00:41:33,073 --> 00:41:34,366 I hated it all. 688 00:41:41,540 --> 00:41:45,544 Dr. Kong, even in that short moment, it took everything in me 689 00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,880 not to crack my knuckles here in your office. 690 00:41:49,089 --> 00:41:51,509 You could be associating the cracking sound 691 00:41:51,592 --> 00:41:53,219 with stress relief in your head? 692 00:41:54,094 --> 00:41:56,222 When you say it like that... sounds right. 693 00:41:56,305 --> 00:41:59,558 That sound comes from air bubbles popping near your joints. 694 00:41:59,642 --> 00:42:02,478 So maybe next time, pull your finger instead. 695 00:42:02,561 --> 00:42:04,939 The air bubbles will go away, then the sound will. 696 00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:08,567 Ah. Ah! That's so amazing. Thank you, doctor. 697 00:42:14,281 --> 00:42:15,281 Dr. Kong. 698 00:42:16,951 --> 00:42:18,911 I pulled on my fingers. It didn't work. 699 00:42:18,994 --> 00:42:20,412 The sound doesn't do it. 700 00:42:20,496 --> 00:42:23,499 You could try putting... your hands in your pockets? 701 00:42:23,582 --> 00:42:25,543 Put them into my pockets? 702 00:42:28,754 --> 00:42:30,673 Oh, that works! Thank you! Yep! 703 00:42:41,809 --> 00:42:44,770 Wouldn't I look too cocky with my hands in my pockets? 704 00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:48,023 Do you have a hobby? 705 00:42:49,066 --> 00:42:51,569 It could help you stop cracking if you take one on. 706 00:42:52,486 --> 00:42:54,321 Not particularly, no. 707 00:42:54,405 --> 00:42:56,156 No, not really. 708 00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:57,741 How about gaming though? 709 00:42:58,826 --> 00:42:59,910 I'd play all night. 710 00:43:00,578 --> 00:43:01,495 Why not buy a pet? 711 00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:03,163 I'm allergic. 712 00:43:03,247 --> 00:43:04,790 It's not that complicated. 713 00:43:04,873 --> 00:43:07,433 Why don't you try to find something you like instead of cracking? 714 00:43:09,545 --> 00:43:10,546 That'll help? 715 00:43:11,297 --> 00:43:12,548 Yeah. 716 00:43:17,469 --> 00:43:18,887 - Hey, Jungda! - Oh my God! 717 00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:19,971 Seriously? 718 00:43:20,723 --> 00:43:22,641 Huh? What's wrong? 719 00:43:23,767 --> 00:43:25,686 Why is your face all scrunched up again? 720 00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,438 It is? 721 00:43:27,521 --> 00:43:30,149 Your face gets scrunched up whenever you get worried. 722 00:43:31,191 --> 00:43:33,777 Wait, no way! Did someone hit you again? 723 00:43:33,861 --> 00:43:35,821 Ugh, it's not like that. 724 00:43:35,904 --> 00:43:37,781 It totally is. 725 00:43:37,865 --> 00:43:40,200 That look on your face is pretty concerning. 726 00:43:40,743 --> 00:43:41,577 It's not true. 727 00:43:41,660 --> 00:43:43,329 - Tell me. - It's nothing. 728 00:43:43,412 --> 00:43:45,039 - Uh-huh. - Drop it. 729 00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,332 Just say it! 730 00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:50,085 Ah, stop prying, okay? I'm not at liberty to talk about my patients. 731 00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:52,338 Remember that one time in elementary school? 732 00:43:52,421 --> 00:43:55,382 You came crying to me, too embarrassed to tell me what was wrong, 733 00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:57,301 and ended up talking in circles. 734 00:43:57,384 --> 00:44:00,804 Yeah, and even though I begged you not to, you still beat Yeong-cheon up. 735 00:44:00,888 --> 00:44:02,222 Ugh, come on! 736 00:44:02,306 --> 00:44:05,100 Then say what's wrong in a way I'll never be able to figure out. 737 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:06,185 I won't tell anyone. 738 00:44:06,769 --> 00:44:08,187 Hmm. 739 00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:15,402 Well, imagine there's this duck. 740 00:44:16,570 --> 00:44:18,572 Okay, a duck, and? 741 00:44:18,656 --> 00:44:21,950 Well, she was originally a duck. 742 00:44:22,034 --> 00:44:26,038 But then, her mother dolled her up and made her out to be an elegant swan 743 00:44:26,121 --> 00:44:27,831 because she thought she would like that. 744 00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:31,168 Her mom made her marry a wonderful swan husband too. 745 00:44:32,378 --> 00:44:34,588 All the other ducks envied her because of it. 746 00:44:35,297 --> 00:44:38,050 This duck wasn't happy. 747 00:44:38,801 --> 00:44:40,177 She got more and more sick. 748 00:44:41,387 --> 00:44:42,387 Why is that? 749 00:44:43,263 --> 00:44:45,891 - Is being a swan something she wanted? - Huh? 750 00:44:45,974 --> 00:44:48,394 Others' praise for her swanlike beauty won't mean jack 751 00:44:48,477 --> 00:44:49,895 if she doesn't wanna be one. 752 00:44:50,979 --> 00:44:53,691 That duck life could be more up her alley. 753 00:44:54,274 --> 00:44:55,901 Happiness isn't complicated. 754 00:44:55,984 --> 00:44:58,404 Being free to do what you like, that's happiness. 755 00:45:02,408 --> 00:45:05,244 Well, Song Yu-chan! 756 00:45:05,327 --> 00:45:07,079 Ah, thank you, thank you. 757 00:45:07,162 --> 00:45:09,665 No need to get excited. It's your wisdom of the day. 758 00:45:09,748 --> 00:45:12,835 Quite on the contrary, your words of wisdom 759 00:45:13,711 --> 00:45:15,129 are extremely exciting. 760 00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:17,005 - Cheers. - Cheers. 761 00:45:17,089 --> 00:45:18,089 Drink up. 762 00:45:29,435 --> 00:45:30,435 Doctor! 763 00:45:32,479 --> 00:45:34,106 Fancy seeing you here! 764 00:45:34,189 --> 00:45:36,984 - I actually wanted to talk to you. - Hello there. 765 00:45:38,152 --> 00:45:42,030 I just... Uh, I just can't find something I like to distract me from cracking. 766 00:45:42,114 --> 00:45:43,699 Crack away, then. 767 00:45:43,782 --> 00:45:44,908 What? 768 00:45:44,992 --> 00:45:46,034 I mean, let's be honest, 769 00:45:46,118 --> 00:45:48,620 thick fingers don't have a detrimental effect on your life. 770 00:45:48,704 --> 00:45:51,373 I told you my big knuckles cause harm to other people. 771 00:45:51,457 --> 00:45:54,710 Why on earth would your thick knuckles cause harm to other people? 772 00:45:55,919 --> 00:45:58,338 Thick knuckles mean they're strong and healthy, right? 773 00:46:01,425 --> 00:46:03,695 Then I guess I'll keep cracking. If it keeps bothering me, 774 00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:04,887 I'll come see you again... 775 00:46:04,970 --> 00:46:06,930 Ah! 776 00:46:07,014 --> 00:46:08,265 Sorry, I... 777 00:46:08,348 --> 00:46:10,350 I signed up for Doctors Without Borders. 778 00:46:10,434 --> 00:46:11,560 Wow. You're leaving? 779 00:46:11,643 --> 00:46:12,978 Yeah. 780 00:46:13,061 --> 00:46:14,188 Tomorrow. Afternoon. 781 00:46:15,063 --> 00:46:16,063 Africa. 782 00:46:18,442 --> 00:46:20,068 You can't go. Wait... 783 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:24,865 Uh, Dr. Kong, my... 784 00:46:24,948 --> 00:46:25,949 The elevator's full. 785 00:46:28,368 --> 00:46:31,205 - G'morning, Dr. Kong. - Must be nice taking it easy. 786 00:46:31,288 --> 00:46:34,124 In my day, we worked 24... 787 00:46:34,208 --> 00:46:35,584 - Buh buh-da buh-buh! - Ah! 788 00:46:35,667 --> 00:46:38,837 You need to get that treated! 789 00:46:38,921 --> 00:46:42,216 Ugh, I want to. It's just hard to get an appointment. 790 00:46:42,299 --> 00:46:45,552 I have a friend in colorectal. I'll put you in for priority. 791 00:46:46,345 --> 00:46:47,846 - Thank you, sir. - Goodbye, sir. 792 00:46:47,930 --> 00:46:51,642 COLORECTAL CENTER 793 00:46:59,066 --> 00:47:00,901 LIE IN THIS POSITION 794 00:47:00,984 --> 00:47:03,654 Pull your knees up to your chest like in the picture, please. 795 00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:07,157 - Like this? - Yes, that's good. 796 00:47:20,963 --> 00:47:21,880 Who could that be? 797 00:47:21,964 --> 00:47:23,966 D... Dong... Go-yun? But... 798 00:47:24,049 --> 00:47:27,427 It is you. I thought that might be you. 799 00:47:27,511 --> 00:47:30,472 I told you my big knuckles cause harm to other people. 800 00:47:31,056 --> 00:47:33,117 - ...cause harm to other people. - ...harm to other people. 801 00:47:33,141 --> 00:47:35,021 - ...cause harm to other people. - ...harm to... 802 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:42,192 Ah, what do we have here? 803 00:47:42,276 --> 00:47:44,361 According to the scan, it's deep inside. 804 00:47:44,444 --> 00:47:45,654 I'm going to look. 805 00:47:46,905 --> 00:47:49,491 Doctor, I'm going to use my hands now. 806 00:47:50,075 --> 00:47:52,828 - Okay. - Right. Okay... 807 00:47:52,911 --> 00:47:55,914 Squeeze like you're trying to defecate. 808 00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:58,625 All right. Keep going. 809 00:47:58,709 --> 00:48:02,045 Looks normal. I'll insert my finger into you now. 810 00:48:02,129 --> 00:48:05,132 It could feel cold or like your bowels are moving. 811 00:48:05,632 --> 00:48:07,551 Now, breathe very deeply, 812 00:48:07,634 --> 00:48:11,054 then give me a "haaaaa" as you take a breath out. 813 00:48:12,055 --> 00:48:13,932 Now, take a deep breath in. 814 00:48:14,016 --> 00:48:16,059 Breathe out and say "haaaaa." 815 00:48:16,143 --> 00:48:18,020 "Haaaaa." 816 00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:20,314 - "Haaaaa!" - "Haaaaa." 817 00:48:20,397 --> 00:48:21,690 - That's great. - Haaaaa. 818 00:48:21,773 --> 00:48:23,233 - Going in... - Haaaaa. 819 00:48:23,317 --> 00:48:27,404 Haaaaa! Haaaaa! 820 00:48:27,487 --> 00:48:31,158 Keep going. Give me another "haaaaa." 821 00:48:37,539 --> 00:48:38,999 - Oh, Ms. Jung. - Yes? 822 00:48:39,082 --> 00:48:41,627 Dr. Hwang allowed Ms. Oh to have visitors. 823 00:48:41,710 --> 00:48:43,170 You can let her know, please. 824 00:48:44,838 --> 00:48:48,342 It seemed as though she had a hard time saying no to her mother. 825 00:48:49,134 --> 00:48:50,134 Ms. Song? 826 00:48:50,844 --> 00:48:54,640 Is there anything I can do to help Ms. Ri-na? 827 00:48:55,265 --> 00:48:58,685 In internal medicine, all we had to do to help our patients feel better 828 00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:00,771 was prescribe medicine for their pain. 829 00:49:00,854 --> 00:49:04,149 I don't know how to help them get better in this position. 830 00:49:05,025 --> 00:49:07,653 Hm, right. It can be hard. 831 00:49:08,737 --> 00:49:12,449 You have to decide what's right or good for the patients. 832 00:49:16,328 --> 00:49:20,332 How about we start by asking Ms. Oh about what's bothering her the most? 833 00:49:20,916 --> 00:49:22,542 Let's start from there. 834 00:49:25,295 --> 00:49:27,506 Getting better now won't do anything. 835 00:49:29,216 --> 00:49:32,260 At the end of the day, it won't change my surroundings. 836 00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:35,180 Nothing will change. 837 00:49:36,390 --> 00:49:37,975 I'll just get sick again. 838 00:49:38,684 --> 00:49:40,268 Anyone can get sick. 839 00:49:41,228 --> 00:49:43,313 And treatment can take a while. 840 00:49:44,106 --> 00:49:45,565 But you know what they say. 841 00:49:46,566 --> 00:49:48,568 It's always darkest before the dawn. 842 00:49:48,652 --> 00:49:52,114 And this much is certain. 843 00:49:53,115 --> 00:49:54,992 No one is born as a patient, 844 00:49:56,076 --> 00:49:58,328 and no one stays a patient until the end. 845 00:50:01,665 --> 00:50:04,376 The darkest nights make way for sunlight. 846 00:50:05,794 --> 00:50:07,713 The light will shine on you. 847 00:50:08,797 --> 00:50:09,881 Light will shine? 848 00:50:12,217 --> 00:50:13,760 It really isn't too late? 849 00:50:13,844 --> 00:50:16,722 Well, if you feel ready for light to shine on you, 850 00:50:16,805 --> 00:50:17,973 then of course it will. 851 00:50:18,056 --> 00:50:22,978 We send some positivity by giving our support to you. 852 00:50:24,938 --> 00:50:26,773 {\an8}And what you choose to do with that, 853 00:50:27,899 --> 00:50:30,152 {\an8}well, that's up to you how you handle it. 854 00:50:40,203 --> 00:50:41,203 Ms. Oh? 855 00:50:42,039 --> 00:50:43,915 Your mother is here to visit you. 856 00:50:43,999 --> 00:50:47,002 She came to bring you some of those grapes again. 857 00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,798 Ri-na, you're feeling better now, right? 858 00:50:52,716 --> 00:50:53,842 Uh-huh. 859 00:50:53,925 --> 00:50:55,510 What a relief. 860 00:50:56,094 --> 00:50:58,263 You have no idea how hard I prayed for you. 861 00:50:59,097 --> 00:51:03,060 Have some of this. I went all the way to the farm to buy these for you. 862 00:51:03,685 --> 00:51:04,685 Hmm? 863 00:51:16,364 --> 00:51:20,911 We send some positivity by giving our support to you. 864 00:51:25,290 --> 00:51:26,290 Then 865 00:51:26,958 --> 00:51:29,211 it really isn't too late? 866 00:51:30,253 --> 00:51:33,840 Well, if you feel ready for light to shine on you, then of course it will. 867 00:51:41,890 --> 00:51:43,850 Taste one while they're still fresh. Go on. 868 00:51:51,608 --> 00:51:52,608 Ri-na. 869 00:51:53,443 --> 00:51:54,528 No, thank you. 870 00:51:55,904 --> 00:51:57,823 They're your favorite, Ri-na. 871 00:51:59,032 --> 00:52:00,032 No. 872 00:52:00,742 --> 00:52:01,785 Yes, they are. 873 00:52:02,661 --> 00:52:05,956 - You've always loved grapes. Come on. - I don't. 874 00:52:07,666 --> 00:52:08,666 Ri-na? 875 00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:10,084 No. 876 00:52:10,544 --> 00:52:11,544 I don't. 877 00:52:12,254 --> 00:52:13,505 I do not! 878 00:52:18,844 --> 00:52:20,762 Ms. Oh! 879 00:52:24,808 --> 00:52:27,936 I've told you countless times that I don't like grapes! 880 00:52:29,271 --> 00:52:30,939 Why do you keep doing this? 881 00:52:32,399 --> 00:52:34,359 Why do you keep suffocating me? 882 00:52:36,570 --> 00:52:37,821 I've lost myself. 883 00:52:38,697 --> 00:52:39,697 Really, 884 00:52:40,282 --> 00:52:42,242 I've never had a chance to be myself. 885 00:52:44,035 --> 00:52:45,035 You know what? 886 00:52:48,456 --> 00:52:51,084 You've always made all of my choices. 887 00:52:51,710 --> 00:52:54,171 I went along with the clothes, 888 00:52:54,254 --> 00:52:56,214 the friends you picked out for me, 889 00:52:56,882 --> 00:52:59,092 even married the man you told me to marry. 890 00:53:00,093 --> 00:53:01,344 I told myself I owed you 891 00:53:01,428 --> 00:53:04,097 for all the privilege in my life, so I stayed silent. 892 00:53:06,892 --> 00:53:08,727 You said if I did what you told me, 893 00:53:10,562 --> 00:53:12,522 I'd be happier than anyone. 894 00:53:13,023 --> 00:53:14,649 That everyone would envy me. 895 00:53:17,903 --> 00:53:18,903 So, Mom... 896 00:53:23,950 --> 00:53:25,702 why do I hurt so much? 897 00:53:28,455 --> 00:53:30,498 Why is my life so messed up? 898 00:53:31,875 --> 00:53:35,420 I just did what I thought would be best for you, Ri-na. 899 00:53:36,463 --> 00:53:39,633 - You know how much you mean to me. - I'm 43 years old! 900 00:53:40,842 --> 00:53:43,345 I can't even order coffee for myself... 901 00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:49,267 because I don't even know what the hell I like to drink! 902 00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:53,730 You've turned me into an idiot who's baffled by the simplest things at 43. 903 00:53:54,689 --> 00:53:56,608 But do you know what's really funny? 904 00:53:57,692 --> 00:53:58,902 Now, 905 00:54:00,487 --> 00:54:02,822 the happiest memory I can think of... 906 00:54:05,242 --> 00:54:07,661 was taking off my clothes and dancing. 907 00:54:14,834 --> 00:54:15,835 The time when... 908 00:54:17,254 --> 00:54:19,965 when I was being judged and called a crazy lunatic was... 909 00:54:23,468 --> 00:54:26,471 the first time I felt like I could breathe properly. 910 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:33,520 I am not happy when I'm with you. 911 00:54:36,231 --> 00:54:37,774 Ms. Oh? 912 00:54:37,857 --> 00:54:39,359 You should get some rest. 913 00:54:45,198 --> 00:54:46,616 Sweetie, 914 00:54:47,993 --> 00:54:51,162 I'd do anything to help you stop hurting. 915 00:54:51,246 --> 00:54:52,330 You should know that. 916 00:55:09,973 --> 00:55:12,142 Others' praise for her swanlike beauty 917 00:55:12,225 --> 00:55:14,394 won't mean jack if she doesn't wanna be one. 918 00:55:14,477 --> 00:55:16,313 Happiness isn't complicated. 919 00:55:16,396 --> 00:55:19,190 Being free to do what you like, that's happiness. 920 00:55:46,509 --> 00:55:48,553 I won't meet with my mom anymore. 921 00:55:49,054 --> 00:55:51,973 You want to refuse visits from your mother? 922 00:55:53,850 --> 00:55:55,060 You can tell her that. 923 00:56:08,740 --> 00:56:10,992 I'm... so sorry. 924 00:56:12,702 --> 00:56:14,621 I mean, why won't my daughter see me? 925 00:56:15,121 --> 00:56:17,415 What kind of treatment have you been giving her? 926 00:56:17,499 --> 00:56:18,750 This won't do! 927 00:56:18,833 --> 00:56:21,795 No. I'm taking her home right now. She's leaving right now. 928 00:56:21,878 --> 00:56:23,088 Excuse me, ma'am. 929 00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:26,383 Uh, I may be overstepping 930 00:56:26,883 --> 00:56:28,843 by telling you this, but, uh... 931 00:56:29,677 --> 00:56:30,677 What is it? 932 00:56:32,138 --> 00:56:34,974 To be honest, you're like my mom a lot. 933 00:56:36,476 --> 00:56:40,230 She's like you. She tells me to give out rice cakes at work and that stuff. 934 00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:43,191 I know she thinks it's for my own good, 935 00:56:43,274 --> 00:56:45,402 but the truth is, I never really liked it. 936 00:56:46,694 --> 00:56:48,238 Jesus! 937 00:56:48,780 --> 00:56:51,574 Do you see? This is what daughters are like. 938 00:56:51,658 --> 00:56:55,161 They just don't understand that what we're doing is for their own good. 939 00:56:55,662 --> 00:56:56,662 Oh! 940 00:56:57,789 --> 00:56:59,416 Us daughters get it too. 941 00:56:59,499 --> 00:57:02,168 Our moms love us more than anything. We know that. 942 00:57:04,337 --> 00:57:05,463 You really do? 943 00:57:05,547 --> 00:57:06,631 Of course! 944 00:57:07,132 --> 00:57:08,967 I'm sure your daughter knows it too. 945 00:57:09,050 --> 00:57:11,344 I'm sure she gets that you did what you did 946 00:57:11,428 --> 00:57:12,929 out of love and care for her. 947 00:57:13,972 --> 00:57:17,600 At one point, I also used to think it was easier to do what my mom said. 948 00:57:18,143 --> 00:57:21,020 Do you know when I get along with my mom the most? 949 00:57:25,108 --> 00:57:26,317 When is that? 950 00:57:26,401 --> 00:57:30,780 It's when she gives her support to me, no matter what I do. 951 00:57:32,073 --> 00:57:36,661 Could you find it in yourself to support what Ri-na wants to do? 952 00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:55,054 Oh, good to see you again. 953 00:57:56,014 --> 00:57:58,141 These just came in. They're still fresh for you. 954 00:57:58,224 --> 00:58:00,894 - Your daughter loves grapes, right? - Mm-hmm. 955 00:58:09,444 --> 00:58:10,570 Maybe not. No. 956 00:58:10,653 --> 00:58:12,405 I think I'll take something else. 957 00:58:12,947 --> 00:58:14,657 Yes, of course. 958 00:58:15,783 --> 00:58:17,368 Your daughter is here. 959 00:58:21,039 --> 00:58:22,081 Ri-na. 960 00:58:31,966 --> 00:58:32,966 Have a bite. 961 00:58:35,303 --> 00:58:36,304 Go ahead. 962 00:58:47,148 --> 00:58:51,027 Oh. The grapes are... just in there to add color. 963 00:58:52,695 --> 00:58:55,490 You don't have to eat anything you don't want. 964 00:59:04,374 --> 00:59:05,374 Try it. 965 00:59:06,584 --> 00:59:09,504 People tend to affect each other in various ways. 966 00:59:11,381 --> 00:59:13,007 Sometimes in sad ways, 967 00:59:13,841 --> 00:59:15,677 at times in painful ways, 968 00:59:16,302 --> 00:59:19,305 and sometimes in ways that hurt everyone around them. 969 00:59:19,389 --> 00:59:20,557 However, 970 00:59:22,517 --> 00:59:25,979 at times, the stone we cast to change ourselves can start a ripple 971 00:59:26,062 --> 00:59:27,355 that doesn't stop at us 972 00:59:27,438 --> 00:59:29,899 but goes on to reach those around us as well. 973 00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:38,783 Oh! Hello! 974 00:59:42,453 --> 00:59:43,663 Why so excited? 975 00:59:44,247 --> 00:59:47,500 I was thinking about it, and I think switching here was a good idea. 976 00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:49,168 Yeah? What do you mean? 977 00:59:49,252 --> 00:59:52,422 I'm gonna... become a stone from now on. 978 00:59:54,882 --> 00:59:56,968 A stone? 979 00:59:58,428 --> 01:00:01,681 - Hey, I told you to stop cracking. - Hey, who was that skipping just now? 980 01:00:03,308 --> 01:00:05,435 - A nurse in my unit. - Oh. 981 01:00:05,935 --> 01:00:09,314 She says that she's going to become a stone. 982 01:00:09,397 --> 01:00:11,649 A stone? That's her ambition, huh? 983 01:00:11,733 --> 01:00:13,151 Mm. I know, right? 984 01:00:15,069 --> 01:00:17,864 {\an8}Why didn't you eat? Go easy on the snacks, okay? 985 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:21,534 So, I asked someone in internal medicine, 986 01:00:21,618 --> 01:00:23,953 and Ms. Jung didn't have any issues there. 987 01:00:24,037 --> 01:00:25,079 Really? 988 01:00:26,039 --> 01:00:27,165 Why is she here, then? 989 01:00:27,248 --> 01:00:30,710 That's enough. She could have just really wanted to come to this unit. 990 01:00:32,211 --> 01:00:33,046 Ah, the gossip. 991 01:00:33,129 --> 01:00:35,882 {\an8}Ms. Park! Ji Min-jeong is choking in the Closed Unit. 992 01:00:36,466 --> 01:00:37,634 {\an8}Mr. Yoon. 993 01:00:41,888 --> 01:00:42,888 I'm on it. 994 01:00:46,142 --> 01:00:47,862 Ms. Jung, please take Mr. Kim for treatment. 995 01:00:47,935 --> 01:00:48,935 To colorectal?! 996 01:00:48,978 --> 01:00:50,938 He'll say a bunch of stuff you don't understand. 997 01:00:51,022 --> 01:00:52,822 - You don't have to respond to it all. - Okay! 998 01:00:54,525 --> 01:00:56,736 I think the results for Mr. Lee got mixed up. 999 01:00:56,819 --> 01:00:57,979 Can you check with pathology? 1000 01:00:58,029 --> 01:00:59,364 - Yes, Dr. Dong. - Thanks. 1001 01:01:01,199 --> 01:01:03,242 - Huh? Stone. - What? 1002 01:01:04,494 --> 01:01:06,788 Are you here from psychiatry? Just one moment. 1003 01:01:06,871 --> 01:01:08,164 Okay. 1004 01:01:08,247 --> 01:01:09,247 Hello. 1005 01:01:13,086 --> 01:01:14,754 Looks familiar... 1006 01:01:15,546 --> 01:01:16,673 Hm. 1007 01:01:17,507 --> 01:01:18,507 Say, 1008 01:01:20,218 --> 01:01:22,261 have you seen the dragon on the ceiling? 1009 01:01:22,762 --> 01:01:25,014 He'll say a bunch of stuff you don't understand. 1010 01:01:25,098 --> 01:01:26,538 You don't have to respond to it all. 1011 01:01:26,599 --> 01:01:28,601 It would be nice to have someone join my party. 1012 01:01:28,685 --> 01:01:30,645 I don't see anyone around today though. 1013 01:01:32,063 --> 01:01:33,063 Is that so? 1014 01:01:34,065 --> 01:01:36,693 - You can hear me right now? - Of course. 1015 01:01:36,776 --> 01:01:38,695 Whoa! 1016 01:01:38,778 --> 01:01:42,115 Oh, it's just been so long since someone's responded to me. 1017 01:01:44,033 --> 01:01:45,159 Okay, so where was I? 1018 01:01:45,243 --> 01:01:47,704 Oh, your party with no one to join you? 1019 01:01:47,787 --> 01:01:51,916 I'm not seeing any candidates. Usually, we wait until a healer arrives. 1020 01:01:52,500 --> 01:01:55,336 I used the fire-blade skill on it, but it just wasn't enough. 1021 01:01:55,420 --> 01:01:56,671 Oh... 1022 01:01:56,754 --> 01:01:58,881 I should've accounted for its fire resistance 1023 01:01:58,965 --> 01:02:01,092 and done something with ice damage instead... 1024 01:02:03,469 --> 01:02:04,345 Doctor? 1025 01:02:04,429 --> 01:02:06,347 Have some water. Here. 1026 01:02:07,306 --> 01:02:08,641 Drink some water. 1027 01:02:08,725 --> 01:02:11,144 That water's not enough to cleanse me. 1028 01:02:11,227 --> 01:02:12,729 Ambrosia! 1029 01:02:13,479 --> 01:02:15,022 Ambrosia? What is that? 1030 01:02:15,106 --> 01:02:16,357 Green water. 1031 01:02:16,441 --> 01:02:17,441 Green water? 1032 01:02:18,359 --> 01:02:19,944 Oh, gr... green water! Oh! 1033 01:02:22,864 --> 01:02:24,574 Breathe in deeply, then breathe out... 1034 01:02:24,657 --> 01:02:26,242 Here it is. Okay. 1035 01:02:34,625 --> 01:02:37,253 I can't believe you give out ambrosia like this. 1036 01:02:41,632 --> 01:02:43,760 I feel better. 1037 01:02:44,302 --> 01:02:45,344 O great mediator. 1038 01:02:46,888 --> 01:02:48,514 That's good. 1039 01:02:50,308 --> 01:02:51,893 - Are you okay? - I am. 1040 01:02:53,144 --> 01:02:55,104 My HP's at rock bottom. 1041 01:03:00,777 --> 01:03:02,195 I can feel my mana surging. 1042 01:03:05,823 --> 01:03:07,533 But Dr. Park told him off, 1043 01:03:07,617 --> 01:03:10,912 so he turned tail and came over to take it out on us out of the blue. 1044 01:03:10,995 --> 01:03:11,995 Gosh. 1045 01:03:12,580 --> 01:03:15,792 What were we supposed to do though? The station was in an uproar. 1046 01:03:15,875 --> 01:03:18,878 That's not something that happens in psychiatry though. 1047 01:03:18,961 --> 01:03:22,590 Well, we get a lot of requests from guardians to make up for it. Mm. 1048 01:03:23,090 --> 01:03:24,801 How is Jung Da-eun doing? 1049 01:03:27,094 --> 01:03:28,094 Is she settling in? 1050 01:03:28,930 --> 01:03:30,640 Yes. Well, so far. 1051 01:03:30,723 --> 01:03:32,850 Well, that's good to hear. 1052 01:03:32,934 --> 01:03:35,895 I honestly felt kind of bad about the whole thing. 1053 01:03:36,479 --> 01:03:39,190 It felt as though I was passing my burden onto you. 1054 01:03:40,775 --> 01:03:44,153 I mean, being a good nurse means more than just having a good heart. 1055 01:03:45,279 --> 01:03:49,534 That girl's just so overly sweet. 1056 01:03:49,617 --> 01:03:51,911 Well, the patients are taking a liking to her. 1057 01:03:51,994 --> 01:03:55,998 And what's the use of being so nice when she's a nuisance to the other nurses? 1058 01:03:56,707 --> 01:03:58,417 We were already neck-deep in work, 1059 01:03:58,501 --> 01:04:00,837 so her falling behind certainly didn't help. 1060 01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:04,590 At the end of the day, it meant other nurses covered for her. 1061 01:04:04,674 --> 01:04:06,926 Anyway, Jung Da-eun... 1062 01:04:07,009 --> 01:04:09,428 The smallest of ripples is enough 1063 01:04:09,512 --> 01:04:11,639 to cover us in cuts and bruises. 1064 01:04:12,348 --> 01:04:14,600 That's how weak we really are. 1065 01:07:06,522 --> 01:07:08,566 ALL PEOPLE, GROUPS, LOCATIONS, ORGANIZATIONS, 1066 01:07:08,649 --> 01:07:11,068 AND EVENTS IN THE SHOW HAVE NO RELATION TO REAL LIFE