1 00:00:21,876 --> 00:00:26,001 The Secret Diary of a Nymphomaniac 2 00:02:47,251 --> 00:02:49,501 - Can I get a cigarette, please? - Of course. 3 00:02:56,459 --> 00:02:57,709 May I sit here? 4 00:02:57,959 --> 00:02:59,751 Yes. Please do. 5 00:03:00,834 --> 00:03:03,501 - Can I have a drink? - Of course. 6 00:03:06,917 --> 00:03:08,626 Pepe, bring us a bottle! 7 00:03:08,876 --> 00:03:09,876 Listen... 8 00:03:11,376 --> 00:03:14,667 why don't we go somewhere more intimate? 9 00:03:15,834 --> 00:03:16,834 Good idea. 10 00:03:20,209 --> 00:03:22,501 Pepe, bring it to table 7. 11 00:03:41,834 --> 00:03:45,167 - I bet you're not from round here. - No, I'm from Havana. 12 00:03:45,334 --> 00:03:46,834 Havana? That's cool. 13 00:03:47,126 --> 00:03:51,542 - You've been there? - No, but I know it's a marvellous place. 14 00:03:52,834 --> 00:03:54,834 What do you do for a living, darling? 15 00:03:58,376 --> 00:04:01,001 Don't answer. Let me guess... 16 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:02,584 Artist? 17 00:04:02,834 --> 00:04:03,959 No. 18 00:04:35,376 --> 00:04:37,126 Another bottle? 19 00:04:37,292 --> 00:04:40,834 Well, er... I'm getting a little drunk. 20 00:04:41,001 --> 00:04:43,876 Oh no! I want to get drunk too. I'm feeling good with you. 21 00:04:46,876 --> 00:04:48,959 Come on, let's get another one! 22 00:04:50,626 --> 00:04:53,917 Pepe, another bottle... 23 00:04:59,209 --> 00:05:02,792 - Would you like to sleep with me? - Of course, but you must be expensive. 24 00:05:02,959 --> 00:05:06,042 I am... but I'm worth it, aren't I? 25 00:05:06,959 --> 00:05:11,001 Yes... You're worth a million! 26 00:05:15,542 --> 00:05:18,834 Wait... I'll just get my things in my dressing room. 27 00:05:23,167 --> 00:05:24,376 I'll be right back. 28 00:05:34,376 --> 00:05:37,876 - It's daylight already. - Don't worry, we're going nearby. 29 00:05:38,917 --> 00:05:41,084 This way. It's not far, darling... 30 00:05:41,584 --> 00:05:43,292 - Where? - There. 31 00:06:14,209 --> 00:06:17,251 - You live here? - Let's say I often come here. 32 00:06:23,459 --> 00:06:24,917 My head's spinning... 33 00:08:46,376 --> 00:08:47,376 Police? 34 00:08:47,542 --> 00:08:51,376 Come at once to Hotel Miramar, by the port. Room 37. 35 00:08:51,542 --> 00:08:53,751 A woman's just been murdered. Hurry up! 36 00:10:44,542 --> 00:10:45,626 Police. 37 00:10:50,584 --> 00:10:52,417 Get dressed and come with us. 38 00:10:53,084 --> 00:10:55,459 I committed that murder while temporarily unbalanced 39 00:10:55,626 --> 00:10:58,834 due to drink, after a violent argument. 40 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:00,334 Will you sign? 41 00:11:01,959 --> 00:11:04,792 I'm innocent... innocent! 42 00:11:07,209 --> 00:11:08,209 Alright... 43 00:11:09,042 --> 00:11:13,709 You want me to prove it was a sadistic and premeditated murder? 44 00:11:15,542 --> 00:11:17,709 That gets the death penalty! 45 00:11:17,876 --> 00:11:20,376 Sign, for God's sake, I'm off on leave. 46 00:11:20,542 --> 00:11:21,792 I am innocent. 47 00:11:24,584 --> 00:11:25,959 Throw him in the hole. 48 00:11:27,167 --> 00:11:28,501 Never mind that bloody idiot! 49 00:11:36,459 --> 00:11:38,376 Got the autopsy results? 50 00:11:40,084 --> 00:11:41,501 Not yet, inspector. 51 00:11:43,167 --> 00:11:44,251 Great! 52 00:11:47,042 --> 00:11:48,834 Has the guy got any family? 53 00:11:50,042 --> 00:11:52,251 He's married, that's all we know. 54 00:11:55,709 --> 00:11:58,376 I must speak to his wife. Call her in. 55 00:11:58,917 --> 00:11:59,959 Yes, sir. 56 00:12:27,834 --> 00:12:29,792 - Hello? - I'd like to speak to Mrs Ortiz. 57 00:12:29,959 --> 00:12:31,501 Yes, it's Mrs Ortiz. 58 00:12:32,334 --> 00:12:37,542 I'd like to meet you, I have some rather unpleasant things to tell you. 59 00:12:38,042 --> 00:12:39,792 What's this about? 60 00:12:40,751 --> 00:12:42,792 Well, Madam, your husband has just been arrested. 61 00:12:43,126 --> 00:12:45,417 He's charged with murder. 62 00:12:46,709 --> 00:12:48,167 That can't be right! 63 00:12:48,584 --> 00:12:50,167 It is, Madam. 64 00:12:50,417 --> 00:12:53,834 In any case, I have to ask you to come to my office as soon as possible. 65 00:12:54,001 --> 00:12:57,042 Alright, I'll come. Goodbye. 66 00:13:03,001 --> 00:13:06,167 Thank you, Rosa... Thank you for coming. 67 00:13:07,167 --> 00:13:09,876 Don't thank me. The police told me to come. 68 00:13:10,542 --> 00:13:12,126 How dreadful! 69 00:13:14,542 --> 00:13:17,917 Rosa, I swear I didn't kill that girl. 70 00:13:18,459 --> 00:13:19,834 I don't believe you anymore. 71 00:13:20,376 --> 00:13:22,417 Why would I have killed her? You know me... 72 00:13:22,584 --> 00:13:24,459 - No! - I'm no killer. 73 00:13:24,876 --> 00:13:26,792 I don't know you. I know nothing. 74 00:13:28,376 --> 00:13:32,209 Despise me if you want. But don't assume I'm a killer. 75 00:13:33,417 --> 00:13:35,459 What I assume doesn't matter. 76 00:13:37,376 --> 00:13:39,501 We're finished now. 77 00:13:42,792 --> 00:13:45,251 Please Rosa, you can't let them sentence me! 78 00:13:46,459 --> 00:13:49,167 I am still your husband, don't forget. 79 00:13:54,876 --> 00:13:56,626 Maybe I will help you. 80 00:13:57,709 --> 00:14:03,042 But only as much as I would help any useless bum. 81 00:14:08,876 --> 00:14:10,001 Goodbye. 82 00:14:23,876 --> 00:14:26,001 - Did you talk to him? - Yes. 83 00:14:27,209 --> 00:14:30,334 - Still think he's innocent? - I don't know. 84 00:14:32,209 --> 00:14:36,917 Have you ever heard of Countess Anna de Monterey? 85 00:14:37,084 --> 00:14:37,959 No. 86 00:14:38,126 --> 00:14:40,792 It seems she was closely connected with the victim. 87 00:14:40,959 --> 00:14:42,834 - Are you interested? - No. 88 00:14:43,584 --> 00:14:46,292 - If I need you, I'll call. - Goodbye, sir. 89 00:14:52,376 --> 00:14:55,459 - There's a Mrs Ortiz asking for you. - Show her in. 90 00:14:55,751 --> 00:14:56,751 Alright, ma'am. 91 00:15:00,042 --> 00:15:01,667 - Hello. - Hello, Miss. 92 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:05,292 I'm sorry to disturb you but I need to talk to you. 93 00:15:07,209 --> 00:15:08,626 Please sit down. 94 00:15:11,417 --> 00:15:13,584 - May I offer you a drink? - No, thanks. 95 00:15:14,042 --> 00:15:15,376 What's this about? 96 00:15:15,542 --> 00:15:18,376 My husband is in prison on a murder charge. 97 00:15:19,001 --> 00:15:20,292 So what? I don't understand. 98 00:15:21,001 --> 00:15:22,251 Let me finish. 99 00:15:23,209 --> 00:15:26,917 He's accused of killing a young prostitute called Linda Vargas. 100 00:15:27,459 --> 00:15:29,042 Ah, Linda... 101 00:15:31,417 --> 00:15:33,959 And you want information about Linda Vargas? 102 00:15:34,542 --> 00:15:38,251 I believe my husband is innocent. Don't you? 103 00:15:38,417 --> 00:15:41,001 I don't care. I don't know Mr...? 104 00:15:41,459 --> 00:15:43,584 - Ortiz. - Ortiz? 105 00:15:46,542 --> 00:15:48,542 Who told you she knew me? 106 00:15:48,917 --> 00:15:51,001 The inspector in charge. 107 00:15:51,167 --> 00:15:57,167 He asked me about you and the connection between you and Linda Vargas. 108 00:16:27,251 --> 00:16:30,001 - What do you know about Linda's life? - Nothing. 109 00:16:30,501 --> 00:16:37,126 I can't see the link between a rich woman and a cheap whore. 110 00:16:37,292 --> 00:16:40,542 You're surprised that a girl like Linda was my friend? 111 00:16:41,001 --> 00:16:42,959 It also surprises me sometimes. 112 00:16:44,334 --> 00:16:45,334 Come closer... 113 00:17:03,376 --> 00:17:09,167 When I first met little Linda, she'd not been in town long. 114 00:17:11,834 --> 00:17:16,001 She was a bit lost, since she came from a miserable little village. 115 00:17:17,167 --> 00:17:21,292 One day she got bored of that dull life 116 00:17:22,001 --> 00:17:23,959 and ran away from her parents' house. 117 00:22:45,292 --> 00:22:49,209 And that was Linda's first physical contact with a man. 118 00:23:17,001 --> 00:23:19,917 But the lure of the city must have been stronger 119 00:23:20,084 --> 00:23:22,084 for Linda stayed here anyway. 120 00:23:22,542 --> 00:23:27,459 She worked in many places and had other bitter experiences. 121 00:23:30,792 --> 00:23:31,876 17 122 00:23:33,542 --> 00:23:34,584 18 123 00:23:37,876 --> 00:23:38,876 20 124 00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:41,001 21 125 00:23:43,376 --> 00:23:44,292 22 126 00:23:44,459 --> 00:23:46,084 - Linda... - 23... 127 00:23:46,251 --> 00:23:47,751 Come here! 128 00:23:48,876 --> 00:23:49,959 Coming! 129 00:23:54,417 --> 00:23:56,292 I need you for a while. 130 00:24:06,084 --> 00:24:07,084 - Your panties! - Oh no! 131 00:24:07,251 --> 00:24:10,334 - Don't make a fuss, you bitch! - Please don't! 132 00:24:11,251 --> 00:24:13,459 - You like that, don't you? - Please don't! 133 00:24:13,626 --> 00:24:16,376 - Come on, spread them! - Leave me alone! 134 00:24:17,584 --> 00:24:20,251 One day she came to deliver some linen. 135 00:24:21,542 --> 00:24:22,584 Anyone in? 136 00:28:36,459 --> 00:28:39,251 I'd never made love with a girl before. 137 00:28:40,292 --> 00:28:42,876 For me it was a new and exciting feeling. 138 00:28:43,834 --> 00:28:46,584 Her mouth was so soft and so warm! 139 00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:51,167 She gave me an intense pleasure, more than any man could. 140 00:28:54,292 --> 00:28:56,584 She was discovering orgasm. 141 00:28:57,751 --> 00:28:59,876 Linda was very tight 142 00:29:00,376 --> 00:29:05,292 and had only ever made love to men for whom she felt no desire. 143 00:29:05,792 --> 00:29:08,292 They hurt her when they penetrated her. 144 00:29:50,376 --> 00:29:53,251 She stayed with me. We loved each other. 145 00:29:53,917 --> 00:29:58,126 She was just a kid, naive, spontaneous, wild. 146 00:29:58,876 --> 00:30:03,209 I taught her women's secrets and the subtleties of love-making. 147 00:30:04,167 --> 00:30:06,417 It was a voyage of discovery for both of us. 148 00:30:12,667 --> 00:30:17,709 She learned to give herself entirely and eagerly, holding back nothing. 149 00:30:18,667 --> 00:30:22,667 Soon she came to seek pleasure for its own sake. 150 00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:27,251 - Are you alone? - Yes. 151 00:30:32,376 --> 00:30:33,376 Where's Anna? 152 00:30:34,001 --> 00:30:35,167 At the hairdresser's, I think. 153 00:30:36,917 --> 00:30:37,959 You smoke, don't you? 154 00:30:38,626 --> 00:30:39,709 Sure! 155 00:31:03,584 --> 00:31:05,501 I've got a bit of a cold. 156 00:31:08,001 --> 00:31:09,126 Yes, I know... 157 00:31:09,292 --> 00:31:11,959 You know, you've become a beautiful girl... 158 00:31:59,251 --> 00:32:02,834 In fact, I wasn't jealous... not yet. 159 00:32:03,584 --> 00:32:07,667 It was all part of a game. A new one I wanted to play... 160 00:32:08,042 --> 00:32:10,167 because it sounded like fun. 161 00:32:11,834 --> 00:32:15,667 So it was thanks to me that Linda learnt how to make love to a man, 162 00:32:16,292 --> 00:32:18,334 to get orgasms from a male organ, 163 00:32:19,001 --> 00:32:22,959 to feel the intoxicating sensation as it thrusts inside you. 164 00:32:24,042 --> 00:32:25,959 She fell in love with Alberto 165 00:32:26,126 --> 00:32:28,042 and they went on seeing each other. 166 00:32:28,209 --> 00:32:31,459 But without me. I was excluded from their sex romps. 167 00:32:31,751 --> 00:32:36,751 They used to meet in a trendy disco called The Lucky Ghost. 168 00:32:38,042 --> 00:32:41,334 It was there Linda met Maria, 169 00:32:41,751 --> 00:32:45,001 a gorgeous Brazilian, who later became her lover. 170 00:34:22,501 --> 00:34:25,667 I love you, Alberto. I love you with all my being. 171 00:34:26,084 --> 00:34:29,459 You're my first and probably only true love. 172 00:34:32,417 --> 00:34:34,584 You took your time answering! 173 00:34:35,042 --> 00:34:37,834 - Sorry, ma'am. We didn't expect you. - Is my husband in? 174 00:34:38,001 --> 00:34:40,376 - I don't know, ma'am. I think so, but... - Thank you. 175 00:34:53,376 --> 00:34:56,376 Forgive me, Angela, I can explain... 176 00:34:56,709 --> 00:34:57,709 Don't bother. 177 00:34:58,084 --> 00:34:59,167 Listen! 178 00:34:59,459 --> 00:35:02,251 I give you 10 minutes, not a second more, to leave this house. 179 00:35:03,709 --> 00:35:05,251 You and this "girl"... 180 00:35:06,334 --> 00:35:10,792 But Angela, don't be like this. She means nothing to me! 181 00:35:11,042 --> 00:35:14,834 You dared bring her here! I guess it's not the first time... Go! 182 00:35:15,709 --> 00:35:16,709 Get out now! 183 00:35:16,876 --> 00:35:20,042 Go back to being a cheap playboy, you loser! 184 00:35:20,209 --> 00:35:22,334 Forgive me. Forgive me, Angela! 185 00:35:22,959 --> 00:35:23,876 Forgive me. 186 00:35:24,417 --> 00:35:26,959 Without you I'm nothing, I know that. 187 00:35:31,709 --> 00:35:33,209 Get rid of this whore... 188 00:35:35,834 --> 00:35:37,001 Then we'll see. 189 00:35:49,542 --> 00:35:50,626 Get out! 190 00:35:52,084 --> 00:35:53,167 Get out of here! 191 00:36:00,709 --> 00:36:03,876 The days that followed this break-up were terrible for Linda. 192 00:36:04,709 --> 00:36:07,084 She lay prostrate in bed for days on end. 193 00:36:07,667 --> 00:36:11,334 I was planning a few weeks' vacation in the Bahamas. 194 00:36:16,417 --> 00:36:19,709 That night, I was having a drink with some friends 195 00:36:20,542 --> 00:36:22,334 and Linda was wandering in the house. 196 00:36:22,501 --> 00:36:25,876 Her eyes were blank, the very image of despair. 197 00:36:55,876 --> 00:36:59,001 - What's wrong, Linda? - What's it to you? 198 00:37:00,376 --> 00:37:03,209 Why that tone of voice? What have I done? 199 00:37:04,209 --> 00:37:05,292 Nothing. 200 00:37:05,751 --> 00:37:06,792 You dumped me! 201 00:37:07,542 --> 00:37:11,209 Abandoned me... just when I needed you most. 202 00:37:13,167 --> 00:37:14,251 What do you think? 203 00:37:14,417 --> 00:37:17,167 I need your permission to go on vacation? 204 00:37:17,542 --> 00:37:20,792 Remember, you're just a little slut I picked up out of charity. 205 00:37:23,292 --> 00:37:24,376 Bitch! 206 00:37:27,667 --> 00:37:29,667 I didn't take it too seriously. 207 00:37:30,542 --> 00:37:31,959 I left the next day. 208 00:37:35,834 --> 00:37:41,001 After I'd gone, Linda hung out with her new friend, the stripper Maria. 209 00:37:42,042 --> 00:37:44,959 She was friends with a photographer 210 00:37:45,376 --> 00:37:48,376 who specialised in a certain type of picture. 211 00:38:00,959 --> 00:38:03,167 Perfect! That's it... 212 00:38:04,167 --> 00:38:07,959 Be sexy, very sexy... Lustful... 213 00:38:13,876 --> 00:38:15,917 Great! Very good! Right... 214 00:38:16,209 --> 00:38:18,292 That's it... Fantastic! 215 00:38:28,167 --> 00:38:34,001 These pics have to make people horny, really get them going! 216 00:38:49,167 --> 00:38:50,501 What soft skin... 217 00:38:50,876 --> 00:38:54,751 Here, I'll fix your belt, it's sexier like this... 218 00:39:03,626 --> 00:39:05,001 Come here, Linda! 219 00:39:33,667 --> 00:39:36,292 That's right, just like that. Great... 220 00:39:46,251 --> 00:39:48,167 Now a little action, kittens! 221 00:40:13,084 --> 00:40:14,959 Who are these women? What's going on here? 222 00:40:16,084 --> 00:40:17,167 Get out! 223 00:40:17,917 --> 00:40:19,001 Get out of here! 224 00:40:24,709 --> 00:40:27,209 Next morning, she left without a word. 225 00:40:27,876 --> 00:40:30,876 Later, I heard she was posing for porn photos. 226 00:40:33,501 --> 00:40:36,292 It was then Linda started on drugs. 227 00:40:36,834 --> 00:40:40,042 Alberto met her a few days after she left me. 228 00:40:41,042 --> 00:40:46,334 She was off her head and spent hours more or less prostrate. 229 00:41:56,167 --> 00:41:57,251 Come with me. 230 00:41:58,209 --> 00:42:00,542 Did you ask your wife first? 231 00:42:00,792 --> 00:42:03,542 - You coward! Loser! - Shut up. I'll take you home... 232 00:42:14,042 --> 00:42:17,667 - Might she have killed herself? - It's very possible. 233 00:42:18,751 --> 00:42:21,959 Do you know if she had already met my husband? 234 00:42:22,126 --> 00:42:26,001 She met lots of people, slept with lots of people... 235 00:42:27,001 --> 00:42:28,959 Both men and women. 236 00:42:30,667 --> 00:42:32,626 A nymphomaniac, then? 237 00:42:33,626 --> 00:42:35,001 Since you say so... Yes! 238 00:42:35,417 --> 00:42:36,667 A nymphomaniac. 239 00:42:37,209 --> 00:42:38,334 Heartless... 240 00:42:38,959 --> 00:42:39,959 Reckless... 241 00:42:40,459 --> 00:42:41,542 and stupid! 242 00:44:18,209 --> 00:44:21,917 - Did you ask to see me, ma'am? - Yes, but sit down... 243 00:44:26,667 --> 00:44:28,042 Can I get a drink? 244 00:44:28,709 --> 00:44:30,501 Yes. Waiter, please...? 245 00:44:32,167 --> 00:44:33,292 What's wrong? 246 00:44:34,001 --> 00:44:35,584 I am alone. 247 00:44:36,001 --> 00:44:38,292 We're all alone, you know... 248 00:44:39,376 --> 00:44:42,001 Anyway, you're no longer alone, baby! 249 00:44:44,709 --> 00:44:45,917 What's up? 250 00:44:46,876 --> 00:44:48,251 Are you afraid? 251 00:44:50,251 --> 00:44:51,917 Is this the first time you...? 252 00:44:52,084 --> 00:44:55,376 It's the first time I've been in a place like this. 253 00:44:55,834 --> 00:44:57,292 What are you looking for? 254 00:44:58,209 --> 00:45:00,084 You know Linda Vargas? 255 00:45:01,459 --> 00:45:05,126 It's my husband who's accused of murdering Linda. 256 00:45:07,209 --> 00:45:08,959 Yes... So what do you want? 257 00:45:09,292 --> 00:45:10,667 I don't know... 258 00:45:12,084 --> 00:45:17,667 To weep, to die, to avenge myself... 259 00:45:19,251 --> 00:45:20,209 On whom? 260 00:45:20,376 --> 00:45:23,084 On everyone, on life... 261 00:45:25,334 --> 00:45:27,167 And I also want to know... 262 00:45:44,917 --> 00:45:46,001 I go in first. 263 00:46:18,542 --> 00:46:20,126 I don't like to wear clothes. 264 00:46:34,042 --> 00:46:35,084 Tell me... 265 00:46:35,751 --> 00:46:37,792 Had he drunk a lot, my husband? 266 00:46:42,542 --> 00:46:45,376 Yes. A dozen bottles of champagne... 267 00:46:47,751 --> 00:46:48,626 At least! 268 00:46:48,792 --> 00:46:52,001 - Your friend was some slut! - That was her job... 269 00:46:53,126 --> 00:46:54,709 And it's mine too, you know? 270 00:46:55,334 --> 00:47:00,459 We don't get much for stripping. Fortunately we get a cut on the drinks. 271 00:47:01,292 --> 00:47:04,876 I'm sure my husband didn't kill Linda. He couldn't have. 272 00:47:08,376 --> 00:47:11,792 How do you know? Maybe he's a sadist like Jack the Ripper? 273 00:47:11,959 --> 00:47:14,584 - Men are capable of anything, you know. - Thanks. 274 00:47:15,834 --> 00:47:18,001 Do you like to walk round naked? 275 00:47:22,751 --> 00:47:24,167 I like my body. 276 00:47:25,209 --> 00:47:26,709 I like to look at myself. 277 00:47:27,959 --> 00:47:29,792 I like to touch myself... 278 00:47:30,042 --> 00:47:31,042 Don't you? 279 00:47:32,084 --> 00:47:33,459 I don't know... 280 00:47:34,917 --> 00:47:37,126 I never looked at myself naked. 281 00:47:37,709 --> 00:47:39,251 Nor has my husband! 282 00:47:47,042 --> 00:47:49,167 - Even when you fucked? - Then... 283 00:47:49,709 --> 00:47:51,376 We turned the lights off! 284 00:48:54,001 --> 00:48:55,084 Stop! 285 00:48:58,459 --> 00:49:01,251 Is it turning you off or on? 286 00:49:02,876 --> 00:49:04,959 Both, perhaps. 287 00:49:20,709 --> 00:49:26,834 I finally realised that fucking is really all I like to do. 288 00:49:27,751 --> 00:49:34,459 A girl's soft crotch or a beautiful penis is all I need. 289 00:49:35,376 --> 00:49:38,501 Yet, sometimes I still remember my village, my grandmother. 290 00:49:40,042 --> 00:49:43,542 She was the only one in my family who had any heart. 291 00:49:43,709 --> 00:49:48,209 The only one who understood me. Maybe I should have stayed with her. 292 00:49:48,376 --> 00:49:52,917 If God exists, I hope he hasn't been as hard on her as he has on me. 293 00:49:53,084 --> 00:49:56,042 I also often think of the Countess de Monterey. 294 00:49:56,209 --> 00:50:00,959 We share so many memories. Sad memories and passionate ones too. 295 00:50:01,126 --> 00:50:03,959 Memories of hot and wonderful embraces. 296 00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:07,709 Anna, your mouth on my vulva brought me back to life. 297 00:50:07,876 --> 00:50:12,042 A shame you're such a frivolous, arrogant and cruel creature. 298 00:50:13,834 --> 00:50:15,292 What are you reading? 299 00:50:16,792 --> 00:50:18,417 Linda's diary. 300 00:50:20,459 --> 00:50:25,251 I want to give my body and my vulva to all my brothers and sisters. 301 00:50:25,417 --> 00:50:29,334 To all those whom life has offered only pain and misery. 302 00:50:33,001 --> 00:50:36,709 You still think such a girl was only a cheap whore? 303 00:50:37,209 --> 00:50:39,542 I don't know. I'm not sure anymore. 304 00:50:45,876 --> 00:50:48,876 I'd like to place an ad saying: 305 00:50:49,376 --> 00:50:51,709 To all the sad and rebuffed ones... 306 00:50:51,876 --> 00:50:56,417 those with neither money, beauty or courage to have a woman, 307 00:50:56,584 --> 00:51:01,542 I offer my warm vagina and my writhing buttocks, so they can penetrate me. 308 00:51:01,917 --> 00:51:05,167 I offer myself to you, young boys wanking over a photo of a pretty girl, 309 00:51:05,334 --> 00:51:07,876 lesbians who are too scared to approach a woman. 310 00:51:11,209 --> 00:51:15,042 Today I met a wonderful creature, Maria Toledano. 311 00:51:15,709 --> 00:51:20,459 She's such a turn on when she dances that I came just watching her move. 312 00:51:21,292 --> 00:51:25,792 The way she looked at me, I immediately knew she liked girls. 313 00:51:26,501 --> 00:51:28,126 I'm sure she likes me. 314 00:51:28,542 --> 00:51:31,417 Tomorrow I will dance to arouse her, to seduce her. 315 00:51:32,167 --> 00:51:36,792 I will try to make her feel as I did when I saw her move her beautiful little ass. 316 00:51:37,542 --> 00:51:41,834 She must be mine and I must be hers. There's no other way. 317 00:53:08,459 --> 00:53:10,334 Now Maria is mine. 318 00:53:10,876 --> 00:53:12,834 Her touch fills me with joy. 319 00:53:13,292 --> 00:53:18,001 And I hope that mine penetrate her as deeply as a black man's huge penis. 320 00:53:18,292 --> 00:53:21,209 To see her come at the touch of my tongue, of my fingers... 321 00:53:21,376 --> 00:53:23,334 gives me such pleasure. 322 00:53:24,167 --> 00:53:25,626 It's my revenge on life. 323 00:53:26,042 --> 00:53:29,209 And when her hot full lips explore my vagina... 324 00:53:29,376 --> 00:53:33,126 When her fingers penetrate me from both sides and almost meet 325 00:53:33,376 --> 00:53:34,917 I scream with pleasure. 326 00:53:35,209 --> 00:53:37,667 Sometimes I have weird fantasies 327 00:53:37,959 --> 00:53:42,251 I'd like to give her to a man. He wouldn't take her, I would give her to him... 328 00:53:42,417 --> 00:53:44,709 but she wouldn't get pleasure from him. Definitely not! 329 00:53:45,292 --> 00:53:49,126 After his failure, I would have him watch her come 330 00:53:49,292 --> 00:53:50,876 as my fingers caress her. 331 00:53:51,876 --> 00:53:55,376 My revenge on all men who have humiliated and abused me... 332 00:53:55,542 --> 00:53:57,542 who forced themselves on me! 333 00:54:38,834 --> 00:54:39,917 My key! 334 00:54:41,792 --> 00:54:43,292 Always the bloody same! 335 00:54:47,917 --> 00:54:50,876 Yesterday evening we had a fun adventure. 336 00:54:51,167 --> 00:54:54,876 There's this photographer staying at our hotel. Probably a German dyke. 337 00:54:55,042 --> 00:54:56,959 I noticed that as soon as I saw her. 338 00:54:57,626 --> 00:55:01,167 She phoned and asked if we'd pose for some dirty pics. 339 00:55:02,001 --> 00:55:05,001 Even on the phone I could hear her excitement. 340 00:55:05,167 --> 00:55:08,751 I bet she'd been listening to us making love through the wall... 341 00:55:08,917 --> 00:55:11,209 while pleasuring herself. 342 00:55:12,209 --> 00:55:16,001 Whatever, her proposal seemed like a stroke of luck, 343 00:55:16,501 --> 00:55:20,167 a chance to start a new existence. 344 00:56:38,751 --> 00:56:41,667 I'm your neighbour, Miss Schatz. I'm a photographer 345 00:56:41,834 --> 00:56:44,709 and I'd love you to pose for some special pictures. 346 00:56:44,876 --> 00:56:47,001 It's well paid and will be fun! 347 00:56:47,417 --> 00:56:48,459 Right. See you tomorrow, then. 348 00:57:33,709 --> 00:57:34,792 Let's go! 349 00:58:42,334 --> 00:58:43,501 Don't move! 350 00:58:44,917 --> 00:58:47,251 Great... Perfect... Don't move! 351 00:59:01,376 --> 00:59:06,709 Yes... That's the one, darlings. Don't move...There... 352 00:59:33,167 --> 00:59:36,709 Oh, yes! Yes! Like that... Yes! Hold it... 353 01:00:09,292 --> 01:00:12,376 That first photo session was more like a party. 354 01:00:12,667 --> 01:00:16,876 The thought of someone taking naked pictures of me making love... 355 01:00:17,042 --> 01:00:18,417 was very exciting to me. 356 01:00:19,542 --> 01:00:22,251 It was such a turn-on that we got soaking wet 357 01:00:22,417 --> 01:00:24,417 and ended up making love for real 358 01:00:25,084 --> 01:00:27,626 while the photographer got off on that. 359 01:00:27,792 --> 01:00:31,084 The thought that the pictures would turn on both men and women... 360 01:00:31,251 --> 01:00:34,501 was delightful. And best of all, I got paid! 361 01:00:34,667 --> 01:00:39,876 By the way, I've never understood why society disapproves... 362 01:00:40,042 --> 01:00:44,084 of people of the same sex making love 363 01:00:44,251 --> 01:00:48,584 while it's normal with someone of the "opposite" sex, as they say. 364 01:00:49,501 --> 01:00:52,667 All's fair in love. All is pure 365 01:00:52,834 --> 01:00:56,542 Only love can save us from boredom and numbness. 366 01:00:56,709 --> 01:00:59,501 Only love can sometimes make life worth living... 367 01:00:59,667 --> 01:01:02,042 and physical love above all else. 368 01:01:02,501 --> 01:01:05,376 Whenever I feel down, which is often... 369 01:01:05,542 --> 01:01:10,251 I think about a nice penis or a woman's hot tongue and I feel better. 370 01:01:10,417 --> 01:01:14,126 When my sweet pussy opens up and gets moist... 371 01:01:14,292 --> 01:01:16,126 that's when real life begins. 372 01:01:16,626 --> 01:01:20,209 What happens before and after is just useless wandering. 373 01:01:55,001 --> 01:02:01,709 Maria and me sometimes met up with other losers like us to smoke weed. 374 01:02:02,084 --> 01:02:03,792 Share a joint, as they say. 375 01:02:14,209 --> 01:02:16,126 At the end of the day, it's a bit of a downer 376 01:02:16,292 --> 01:02:20,959 but sometimes it can make life seem a little less sad. 377 01:02:22,542 --> 01:02:25,501 Anyway, that was how I got to meet the doctor. 378 01:05:54,126 --> 01:05:55,334 Open up in the name of the law! 379 01:06:03,751 --> 01:06:04,751 Police! 380 01:06:04,917 --> 01:06:06,334 Drug Squad. 381 01:06:13,709 --> 01:06:15,542 Remove your glasses! 382 01:07:16,917 --> 01:07:20,167 Please Miss, can you come here? 383 01:07:34,417 --> 01:07:35,459 What is it? 384 01:07:36,167 --> 01:07:37,251 Come with me. 385 01:07:38,834 --> 01:07:40,917 So that's why they released me! 386 01:07:41,917 --> 01:07:45,751 - Don't be a fool... - Oh, I'm a fool alright! 387 01:07:46,084 --> 01:07:47,834 But an interesting one. 388 01:07:48,501 --> 01:07:49,834 How old are you? 389 01:07:50,667 --> 01:07:53,292 - Twenty. - You're not really into drugs. 390 01:07:54,209 --> 01:07:55,542 So what's going on? 391 01:07:58,126 --> 01:08:00,334 I don't know... Nothing. 392 01:08:00,876 --> 01:08:02,376 Do you have any family? 393 01:08:03,542 --> 01:08:05,501 I guess so. In the country. 394 01:08:05,667 --> 01:08:09,542 I'll try to give you one. At least for a while. 395 01:08:14,084 --> 01:08:16,167 This is my house and my clinic. 396 01:08:16,334 --> 01:08:19,001 - Doesn't look like a clinic. - But it is. 397 01:08:19,334 --> 01:08:22,667 True, there's no surgery, no expensive equipment. 398 01:08:22,834 --> 01:08:26,417 It's a place to rest. You'll find peace and quiet here. 399 01:08:30,542 --> 01:08:32,209 Let me show you your room. 400 01:08:38,167 --> 01:08:40,834 Thus began my new existence. 401 01:08:41,001 --> 01:08:45,417 The doctor said he would remake me into someone healthy and clean. 402 01:08:46,042 --> 01:08:49,001 I kept telling him he was wasting his time, 403 01:08:49,459 --> 01:08:51,834 that I was too far gone already 404 01:08:53,042 --> 01:08:54,626 but he wouldn't give up. 405 01:08:55,167 --> 01:08:56,834 He talked about music, 406 01:08:57,001 --> 01:08:59,792 youth crisis, about artificial highs, 407 01:08:59,959 --> 01:09:03,417 platonic love, spiritual union and so on... 408 01:09:03,584 --> 01:09:07,167 To be honest, I didn't really understand everything. 409 01:09:08,126 --> 01:09:11,167 But I was proud to be treated like a human being. 410 01:09:11,667 --> 01:09:16,084 One day, I offered myself to him. Asked him to make love to me. 411 01:09:16,792 --> 01:09:17,917 He didn'twant to. 412 01:09:18,667 --> 01:09:19,959 He wouldn't kiss me. 413 01:09:20,667 --> 01:09:22,417 Didn't even come with me to my room. 414 01:09:23,001 --> 01:09:25,417 Precisely because he was attracted to me 415 01:09:25,584 --> 01:09:29,126 but he thought it would have been unfair to take advantage of me. 416 01:09:30,209 --> 01:09:32,667 I felt terribly disappointed. 417 01:11:31,417 --> 01:11:32,501 Come... 418 01:11:41,751 --> 01:11:43,292 No, no... 419 01:11:50,001 --> 01:11:51,334 Try to sleep. 420 01:12:57,334 --> 01:12:59,792 Before coming here, to Guanaquil... 421 01:12:59,959 --> 01:13:02,376 long ago... I was only 14 then... 422 01:13:03,792 --> 01:13:08,751 I lived in a house like this, but not so grand, of course. 423 01:13:09,917 --> 01:13:12,917 In the mornings, there was the same fresh air. 424 01:13:14,251 --> 01:13:18,001 And just as here, the birds would sing outside my window. 425 01:13:20,084 --> 01:13:22,459 Why did you leave your village? 426 01:13:24,792 --> 01:13:27,167 I wanted to experience life in a big city. 427 01:13:28,251 --> 01:13:31,751 I used to watch TV in a bar near my house... 428 01:13:33,792 --> 01:13:37,459 The streets full of life, the hustle and bustle everywhere... 429 01:13:38,376 --> 01:13:42,334 All these bright lights literally fascinated me. 430 01:13:43,126 --> 01:13:45,001 So one day I took the train. 431 01:13:46,459 --> 01:13:48,209 And I never went back. 432 01:13:48,917 --> 01:13:49,917 Why? 433 01:13:55,792 --> 01:13:56,834 A man... 434 01:13:58,209 --> 01:14:00,251 a stranger I met... 435 01:14:01,626 --> 01:14:03,501 raped me in a fairground. 436 01:14:04,001 --> 01:14:05,417 I cried out, screamed... 437 01:14:07,501 --> 01:14:10,126 but the music drowned my cries for help. 438 01:14:12,167 --> 01:14:15,459 It all span round in my head like the Ferris wheel. 439 01:14:16,084 --> 01:14:19,417 He was red faced, like a slaughtered pig. 440 01:14:19,792 --> 01:14:23,667 He threatened to kill me... He beat me! 441 01:14:25,376 --> 01:14:28,042 Carmen! Carmen! 442 01:14:28,501 --> 01:14:29,501 Yes, doctor? 443 01:14:29,667 --> 01:14:32,251 Put her to bed and give her two sedative pills. 444 01:15:06,376 --> 01:15:10,167 The day after I confided in him, I escaped. 445 01:15:10,334 --> 01:15:15,501 My body was craving for caresses, penetrations and kisses... 446 01:15:17,959 --> 01:15:19,709 I've really missed you. 447 01:16:38,126 --> 01:16:39,334 Where were you? 448 01:16:39,792 --> 01:16:42,709 I... I don't know. 449 01:16:44,084 --> 01:16:45,084 Undress! 450 01:17:07,084 --> 01:17:08,292 What do you want? 451 01:17:11,459 --> 01:17:14,167 I really tried to put you on the right road 452 01:17:14,334 --> 01:17:15,834 but you're just a whore! 453 01:17:19,542 --> 01:17:22,126 Since my efforts have been in vain, 454 01:17:23,417 --> 01:17:25,751 I may as well get something out of it... 455 01:18:09,584 --> 01:18:11,584 Now, get out of here! 456 01:18:14,042 --> 01:18:16,126 And so I went back to Maria. 457 01:18:16,376 --> 01:18:18,667 But something inside me had died. 458 01:18:19,167 --> 01:18:21,084 I had trusted that man. 459 01:18:21,459 --> 01:18:23,917 I thought he could save me from myself 460 01:18:24,084 --> 01:18:26,751 but in the end, he behaved like all the others. 461 01:18:27,459 --> 01:18:29,334 Maybe it was my fault anyway. 462 01:18:30,376 --> 01:18:33,792 Maybe I carry in me the seeds of my own destruction. 463 01:19:01,459 --> 01:19:03,626 Excuse me, I'll be right back... 464 01:19:11,001 --> 01:19:12,459 Oh, Alberto! 465 01:19:20,001 --> 01:19:21,209 Let me go! 466 01:19:21,959 --> 01:19:23,584 What do you want? 467 01:19:24,292 --> 01:19:25,334 Spit it out! 468 01:19:25,501 --> 01:19:26,709 It's you I want! 469 01:19:26,876 --> 01:19:29,209 I don't want you to hang out with these doped up hippies. 470 01:19:29,376 --> 01:19:31,459 I've looked for you everywhere. 471 01:19:33,417 --> 01:19:36,251 Really? Why? 472 01:19:37,292 --> 01:19:39,834 Because I've realised I really care for you. 473 01:19:40,542 --> 01:19:43,501 - You're really something! - Listen to me. 474 01:19:45,167 --> 01:19:48,417 I've thought a lot... about you and me... 475 01:19:48,584 --> 01:19:50,667 If you want to, I'm ready to give it all up. 476 01:19:55,584 --> 01:19:57,959 Shame it took you so long to work out. 477 01:19:58,417 --> 01:20:00,459 Sorry, but you're too late. 478 01:20:08,751 --> 01:20:13,209 I went back to Maria, but I feel alone. I don't like my life anymore. 479 01:20:13,667 --> 01:20:17,251 The time has come for me to finish with it all. 480 01:20:17,834 --> 01:20:20,501 I would like them to write on my grave: 481 01:20:21,626 --> 01:20:25,084 "Here lies a poor girl who lived only for love." 482 01:20:30,542 --> 01:20:34,334 Don't cry. Linda wouldn't have wanted that. 483 01:20:43,417 --> 01:20:46,667 - Is that better? - Yes. Don't stop... 484 01:21:11,167 --> 01:21:13,626 I recognised him when he came into the club. 485 01:21:13,792 --> 01:21:16,126 The beast who has ruined my life. 486 01:21:16,292 --> 01:21:21,667 Since I've decided to kill myself, I'll frame him for my murder. 487 01:23:31,667 --> 01:23:33,917 Maria, please... 488 01:23:37,167 --> 01:23:38,959 Can I take this? 489 01:23:41,626 --> 01:23:42,709 Yes. 490 01:23:43,042 --> 01:23:44,084 Thank you. 491 01:24:50,459 --> 01:24:53,084 That man destroyed my life. 492 01:24:54,042 --> 01:24:56,501 I was only a child when he raped me. 493 01:24:57,376 --> 01:25:00,959 If there is any justice, he must pay. 494 01:25:01,292 --> 01:25:02,626 He must pay! 495 01:25:03,084 --> 01:25:06,209 He must pay! He must pay! 496 01:25:38,709 --> 01:25:42,376 A Robert de Nesle production 497 01:25:55,042 --> 01:26:00,626 The Secret Diary of a Nymphomaniac 498 01:26:01,292 --> 01:26:03,501 Written by Jesus Franco Manera 499 01:26:03,667 --> 01:26:06,542 Adaptation and dialog Elisabeth Ledu de Nesle 500 01:26:11,709 --> 01:26:14,292 Cinematographer Gêrard Brissaud 501 01:26:15,459 --> 01:26:17,626 Continuity Nicole Guettard 502 01:26:19,209 --> 01:26:21,459 Stills Mario Lippert 503 01:26:22,959 --> 01:26:26,042 Edited by G. Kikoïne 504 01:26:27,126 --> 01:26:30,084 Music 505 01:26:31,084 --> 01:26:33,501 Directed by Clifford Brown 506 01:26:35,251 --> 01:26:37,959 Produced by