1 00:00:04,466 --> 00:00:09,132 I WAS AT HOME, BUT... 2 00:08:28,633 --> 00:08:31,715 Nor earth to me give food, nor heaven light! 3 00:08:33,383 --> 00:08:36,965 Sport and repose lock from me day and night! 4 00:08:38,883 --> 00:08:42,090 To desperation turn my trust and hope. 5 00:08:44,008 --> 00:08:47,132 An anchor's cheer in prison be my scope. 6 00:08:48,800 --> 00:08:51,965 Each opposite, that blanks the face of joy 7 00:08:53,383 --> 00:08:57,007 meet what I would have well and it destroy! 8 00:08:58,716 --> 00:09:02,090 Both here and hence, pursue me lasting strife 9 00:09:03,258 --> 00:09:06,049 if, once a widow, ever I be wife! 10 00:09:08,966 --> 00:09:10,965 Tis deeply sworn. 11 00:09:11,133 --> 00:09:13,632 Sweet, leave me here awhile. 12 00:09:15,300 --> 00:09:17,507 My spirits grow dull 13 00:09:17,675 --> 00:09:19,715 and fain I would beguile 14 00:09:21,133 --> 00:09:23,382 the tedious day with sleep. 15 00:09:25,550 --> 00:09:27,340 Sleep rock thy brain. 16 00:09:27,508 --> 00:09:29,507 And never come mischance 17 00:09:30,925 --> 00:09:32,674 between us twain. 18 00:11:12,091 --> 00:11:13,924 I might have a bike. 19 00:11:16,341 --> 00:11:18,049 What's it like? 20 00:11:18,466 --> 00:11:20,257 Ten gears. Silver. 21 00:11:20,425 --> 00:11:22,340 Should we take a look? 22 00:11:24,258 --> 00:11:26,299 Not now. I'll stay here. 23 00:11:28,216 --> 00:11:30,132 I might need advice. 24 00:12:06,800 --> 00:12:08,715 I have this jacket. 25 00:12:12,633 --> 00:12:14,132 Hello. 26 00:12:23,550 --> 00:12:25,507 This won't come clean. 27 00:12:30,675 --> 00:12:32,882 I can't promise you anything. 28 00:12:34,300 --> 00:12:35,965 Will you try? 29 00:12:45,883 --> 00:12:47,299 Yes. 30 00:12:54,258 --> 00:12:56,174 When should I come? 31 00:12:56,591 --> 00:12:58,090 Thursday. 32 00:13:02,258 --> 00:13:04,590 I hope it will come out. -Goodbye. 33 00:13:29,800 --> 00:13:31,590 It looks really nice. 34 00:13:34,008 --> 00:13:37,215 It's in perfect condition. 35 00:13:43,008 --> 00:13:45,132 And you want 80 Euros for it? 36 00:13:45,883 --> 00:13:47,382 Yes. 37 00:13:48,925 --> 00:13:50,924 Okay, I'll give it a try. 38 00:14:46,216 --> 00:14:48,174 It's fine. I'll take it. 39 00:16:19,466 --> 00:16:21,257 He's back with me. 40 00:16:21,675 --> 00:16:23,340 He's back home. 41 00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:26,382 He's doing well. 42 00:18:00,550 --> 00:18:02,424 Flo, please don't cry. 43 00:18:04,591 --> 00:18:06,257 Please don't cry. 44 00:18:08,175 --> 00:18:10,007 Flo, stop crying. 45 00:22:10,925 --> 00:22:13,965 It's okay not to kick him out of school if we care. 46 00:22:14,133 --> 00:22:15,632 Sure. 47 00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:17,299 I don't get it. 48 00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:20,465 Do you want him to go or to stay? -To stay. 49 00:22:21,633 --> 00:22:25,799 I just want to point out that I don't think he needs our care. 50 00:22:26,466 --> 00:22:29,049 We still have to react in some way. 51 00:22:42,508 --> 00:22:44,799 You want to be needed. I see. 52 00:22:45,508 --> 00:22:47,507 I want to be needed too. 53 00:22:47,925 --> 00:22:49,340 Me too. 54 00:22:50,008 --> 00:22:52,590 I don't want to be more boring than my pupils. 55 00:22:53,008 --> 00:22:56,465 Or you want pupils as boring as you are? -Exactly. 56 00:23:02,925 --> 00:23:05,840 Are we going to decide or go home to bed? 57 00:23:56,050 --> 00:23:58,632 It's me. Am I going to see you later? 58 00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:02,174 No. 59 00:24:03,633 --> 00:24:05,132 Please. 60 00:24:06,800 --> 00:24:08,215 No, Lars. 61 00:24:20,133 --> 00:24:21,549 Lars? 62 00:24:22,466 --> 00:24:23,965 Yes, I'm here. 63 00:24:33,133 --> 00:24:36,215 How old is she now? -Three and a half weeks. 64 00:24:42,383 --> 00:24:45,299 Ying-Li is doing well? -Yes, very well. 65 00:24:51,216 --> 00:24:53,174 Have her parents been to visit? 66 00:24:53,383 --> 00:24:55,674 No, it's all a bit uncertain. 67 00:24:55,841 --> 00:24:57,924 She and the baby might fly over. 68 00:24:58,091 --> 00:25:00,840 Or we both will, in the holidays. 69 00:25:01,508 --> 00:25:03,132 Well see. 70 00:25:13,550 --> 00:25:15,215 Are you honest? 71 00:25:20,633 --> 00:25:22,090 My lord? 72 00:25:26,300 --> 00:25:28,049 Are you fair? 73 00:25:31,716 --> 00:25:33,590 What means your Lordship? 74 00:25:36,508 --> 00:25:38,757 That if you be honest and fair, 75 00:25:39,425 --> 00:25:43,549 your honesty should admit no discourse to your beauty. 76 00:25:44,216 --> 00:25:46,049 I did love you once. 77 00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:51,965 Indeed, my lord, 78 00:25:52,383 --> 00:25:54,340 you made me believe so. 79 00:25:59,758 --> 00:26:02,007 You should not have believed me. 80 00:26:02,175 --> 00:26:04,007 I loved you not. 81 00:26:11,175 --> 00:26:13,299 I was the more deceived. 82 00:26:50,550 --> 00:26:51,965 Yes? 83 00:26:52,383 --> 00:26:54,215 Hello, it's Astrid. 84 00:26:55,133 --> 00:26:57,549 I've come back about the bike. 85 00:27:00,716 --> 00:27:02,590 I bought your bike. 86 00:27:05,008 --> 00:27:06,799 Can you hear me? 87 00:27:09,966 --> 00:27:11,465 Hello? 88 00:27:12,925 --> 00:27:14,507 Mr Meissner? 89 00:27:23,675 --> 00:27:24,715 Yes? 90 00:27:24,883 --> 00:27:26,382 It's Astrid. 91 00:27:26,550 --> 00:27:28,549 The bike. You remember? 92 00:27:29,716 --> 00:27:31,590 Could you come out here? 93 00:28:22,716 --> 00:28:24,215 Hello. 94 00:28:24,716 --> 00:28:26,924 I've brought your bike back. 95 00:28:27,633 --> 00:28:32,924 The back wheel gets jammed and it skips from one gear to the next on its own. 96 00:28:45,383 --> 00:28:49,174 The ad said it had been reconditioned but it's junk. 97 00:28:49,883 --> 00:28:51,632 Please take it back. 98 00:29:09,300 --> 00:29:11,924 Mr Meissner, please take it back. 99 00:29:12,091 --> 00:29:16,549 It doesn't work properly. I bought it under mistaken premises. 100 00:29:30,466 --> 00:29:34,049 can repair it. 101 00:29:34,216 --> 00:29:37,174 I'd be happy to do that. 102 00:29:54,591 --> 00:29:56,715 Mr Meissner, I don't have time! 103 00:30:08,383 --> 00:30:11,215 I don't need a bike that doesn't work. 104 00:30:11,383 --> 00:30:14,840 It hadn't been reconditioned. You deceived me. 105 00:31:08,508 --> 00:31:10,215 Voila! 106 00:31:11,133 --> 00:31:13,632 No, I don't want the bike anymore. 107 00:31:15,841 --> 00:31:21,007 I believe that it'll work now but I can't keep coming here to get it fixed. 108 00:31:30,675 --> 00:31:33,882 You won't have to do that. 109 00:31:34,341 --> 00:31:37,882 It works fine again now. 110 00:31:40,550 --> 00:31:42,340 But I don't want it! 111 00:31:42,758 --> 00:31:45,174 I made a mistake. Mr Meissner! 112 00:31:50,341 --> 00:31:53,549 If what you say is true you can sell it again. 113 00:31:56,466 --> 00:32:02,340 I've already removed the advertisement though. 114 00:32:03,258 --> 00:32:04,840 Put it back in. 115 00:32:05,008 --> 00:32:07,465 I can't do that. 116 00:32:08,175 --> 00:32:10,674 I need help 117 00:32:10,841 --> 00:32:15,924 and my friend isn't here at the moment. 118 00:32:16,841 --> 00:32:18,424 Your friend? 119 00:32:20,133 --> 00:32:23,840 I'll leave you the new saddle then you make a profit. 120 00:32:28,008 --> 00:32:30,882 Where's the old one? 121 00:32:31,050 --> 00:32:34,632 What? -Where is the old saddle? 122 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:37,507 I don't have it. The new one is better. 123 00:32:48,925 --> 00:32:51,590 It isn't junk. 124 00:32:52,508 --> 00:32:55,882 No, it's not junk. I'm sorry I said it's junk. 125 00:32:56,300 --> 00:33:00,882 But it caused me lots of stress and the gears don't work either. 126 00:33:02,550 --> 00:33:04,257 Okay. 127 00:33:04,425 --> 00:33:09,174 I'll take the time to have a proper look at that. 128 00:33:09,841 --> 00:33:11,340 Meaning 129 00:33:11,508 --> 00:33:16,174 I'll make sure that it works properly again. 130 00:33:17,341 --> 00:33:18,674 No! 131 00:33:19,591 --> 00:33:22,507 You bought it. 132 00:33:23,175 --> 00:33:25,132 I know. I made a mistake. 133 00:33:25,300 --> 00:33:28,382 I don't understand why you won't take it back. 134 00:33:28,550 --> 00:33:31,382 If what you say is true and it's a good bike 135 00:33:31,550 --> 00:33:33,590 you'll sell it again quickly. 136 00:33:33,758 --> 00:33:38,465 I don't have your money anymore. 137 00:33:43,383 --> 00:33:44,840 Okay. Goodbye. 138 00:33:45,008 --> 00:33:50,299 I can get it to you next week. 139 00:33:50,716 --> 00:33:51,757 Yeah? 140 00:33:51,925 --> 00:33:55,674 I can transfer the money to you. 141 00:33:56,341 --> 00:33:59,715 Really? Then I'll give you my account number. 142 00:35:58,383 --> 00:35:59,715 Hello. 143 00:36:01,133 --> 00:36:02,590 Hello. 144 00:36:04,508 --> 00:36:06,007 How are you? 145 00:36:06,675 --> 00:36:08,132 Fine, thanks. 146 00:36:13,300 --> 00:36:15,465 Phillip doesn't know I'm here. 147 00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:19,799 came here without planning to. 148 00:36:21,716 --> 00:36:23,715 I wanted to tell you.. 149 00:36:26,633 --> 00:36:28,340 all of you... 150 00:36:37,300 --> 00:36:40,382 I keep imagining you talking about him 151 00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:42,174 and it's torture. 152 00:36:43,841 --> 00:36:47,549 I know you have to make an informed judgment, but... 153 00:36:48,008 --> 00:36:50,590 that doesn't seem possible to me 154 00:36:52,258 --> 00:36:55,257 as any judgment is unthinkable or wrong 155 00:37:00,675 --> 00:37:05,132 and I'm sorry I'm confronting you with a problem I can't solve, 156 00:37:07,341 --> 00:37:10,049 but I came because... 157 00:37:15,716 --> 00:37:20,632 I don't think anyone can understand something they have never felt 158 00:37:21,050 --> 00:37:23,965 that hasn't affected them personally. 159 00:37:28,633 --> 00:37:31,924 I know I can't influence your decision. 160 00:37:33,383 --> 00:37:37,840 I came because I fear for my son as I worry he will be treated unfairly 161 00:37:38,008 --> 00:37:40,840 because this child, my son... 162 00:37:47,008 --> 00:37:49,132 My whole life is in his hands, 163 00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:51,340 as is the life of his sister, 164 00:37:51,508 --> 00:37:54,257 although it's in my hands too, but... 165 00:37:58,925 --> 00:38:01,757 it has to do with the fact he's a man 166 00:38:02,675 --> 00:38:04,674 or is becoming one. 167 00:38:05,591 --> 00:38:11,007 There's no word for that state of becoming and being at the same time. 168 00:38:11,925 --> 00:38:15,132 At the same time. I see it... 169 00:38:19,341 --> 00:38:22,632 I would like to ask you not to worry. 170 00:38:23,591 --> 00:38:25,882 If that's at all possible. 171 00:38:27,841 --> 00:38:30,007 To worry? 172 00:38:31,675 --> 00:38:33,132 Yes... 173 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:39,549 I think it's stupid that I came here. 174 00:38:41,258 --> 00:38:45,215 I'm not sure... How does one talk to a radiator? 175 00:38:50,883 --> 00:38:53,424 No, a radiator... 176 00:38:57,133 --> 00:38:59,549 is something else. 177 00:39:05,466 --> 00:39:08,299 I'm glad you're his class teacher. 178 00:39:11,966 --> 00:39:13,424 Goodbye. 179 00:41:53,508 --> 00:41:55,840 We're looking for Phillip. 180 00:41:56,258 --> 00:41:58,507 Is that the boy with sepsis? 181 00:42:01,925 --> 00:42:04,215 He's having surgery. 182 00:42:57,633 --> 00:43:01,465 Hi. 183 00:43:02,425 --> 00:43:04,757 What are you doing 184 00:43:07,675 --> 00:43:09,632 Hey? 185 00:43:10,300 --> 00:43:12,007 Nothing. 186 00:43:13,966 --> 00:43:16,590 How was your match? -I lost. 187 00:43:18,508 --> 00:43:20,299 You lost? 188 00:43:20,466 --> 00:43:23,215 Six to three, six to seven, three to six. 189 00:43:24,633 --> 00:43:27,882 was pretty good but the other guy was better. 190 00:43:28,050 --> 00:43:30,132 I'm exhausted. 191 00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:35,090 I understand. 192 00:43:35,758 --> 00:43:37,924 I have to sleep. 193 00:43:38,091 --> 00:43:40,090 see you tomorrow? 194 00:43:41,094 --> 00:43:42,510 That'd be nice. 195 00:51:45,216 --> 00:51:46,715 Hello. 196 00:51:49,091 --> 00:51:51,299 Do you live here? 197 00:51:51,466 --> 00:51:53,882 Only when I'm here in Berlin. 198 00:51:54,550 --> 00:51:57,007 Because you have a bike, I mean. 199 00:51:57,508 --> 00:51:59,507 I borrowed it. 200 00:52:13,466 --> 00:52:15,715 She's lovely. -Yes. 201 00:52:20,008 --> 00:52:22,674 Good luck with the professorship. 202 00:52:23,121 --> 00:52:26,954 Thanks. I haven't heard yet. - It usually takes a while. 203 00:52:27,497 --> 00:52:29,788 Acting is liberation, 204 00:52:30,995 --> 00:52:34,825 and staging death is deliverance from it, says the director, 205 00:52:35,214 --> 00:52:38,171 thought what he knows is irrelevant. 206 00:52:38,425 --> 00:52:42,424 That's why I think theatre is the opposite of death in a way. 207 00:52:42,791 --> 00:52:46,499 So acting, when an actor acts, it's always a lie 208 00:52:46,666 --> 00:52:49,707 because he's doing something unnecessary, 209 00:52:49,875 --> 00:52:53,665 that isn't natural but rather something he decides to do 210 00:52:54,375 --> 00:52:57,415 because the director wants it, the script says so, 211 00:52:57,981 --> 00:53:00,772 or because he just had he idea himself. 212 00:53:01,775 --> 00:53:07,483 But it's very rare that we see an actor or dancer do what they really have to do 213 00:53:08,309 --> 00:53:11,988 because, although it's not impossible, we just never see it 214 00:53:12,613 --> 00:53:17,070 and that's why I find it odd to place a terminally ill person, 215 00:53:17,700 --> 00:53:21,782 who knows, who really knows they're going to die soon... 216 00:53:22,044 --> 00:53:25,585 to place that person, opposite an actor. 217 00:53:26,791 --> 00:53:29,283 The gravity that's seized the ill person, 218 00:53:29,663 --> 00:53:32,899 the undeniable truth plain to see on their person, 219 00:53:33,207 --> 00:53:37,249 contrasts so starkly with the actor who only pretends, 220 00:53:37,513 --> 00:53:41,165 who is a master liar with every fibre of their being, 221 00:53:41,496 --> 00:53:45,840 who sees it as their duty to use their body to tell lies. 222 00:53:48,545 --> 00:53:51,824 I didn't see the rest of your film because I had to go 223 00:53:52,261 --> 00:53:57,785 but that moment where the dancer, whose only concern is controlling her body 224 00:53:58,250 --> 00:54:02,696 meets the sick woman, who has understood there's nothing she can control, 225 00:54:03,541 --> 00:54:06,957 and is therefore much more "body" than the dancer... 226 00:54:07,125 --> 00:54:09,790 Because she knows that she's going to die, 227 00:54:09,848 --> 00:54:13,764 that she is at the mercy of her body, that she is her body, 228 00:54:14,041 --> 00:54:18,452 she has actually achieved the dancer's goal of being nothing but body. 229 00:54:20,090 --> 00:54:24,115 While the dancer tries with control, actually the opposite is true: 230 00:54:24,272 --> 00:54:28,764 the truth only reveals itself when you are forced to lose control. 231 00:54:29,291 --> 00:54:32,507 So the dancer is just pretending, it's all pretend, 232 00:54:32,674 --> 00:54:35,132 while the ill woman can't pretend a thing. 233 00:54:35,882 --> 00:54:40,308 I mean, in that encounter between them you see how hollow and empty acting is. 234 00:54:41,413 --> 00:54:44,538 When the dancer touches the woman and smiles, 235 00:54:44,910 --> 00:54:48,296 it's not two people meeting, it's false meeting true, 236 00:54:48,492 --> 00:54:53,436 false smile versus true smile, and so the encounter means nothing 237 00:54:53,780 --> 00:54:56,500 because false is always stronger 238 00:54:56,547 --> 00:54:59,475 and one false moment ruins the whole thing. 239 00:54:59,984 --> 00:55:02,608 It's like food, you've got a great dish, 240 00:55:02,726 --> 00:55:07,726 but one false spice, or too much of it, and the whole thing is ruined. 241 00:55:07,827 --> 00:55:10,409 It's not a great analogy, but do you get it? 242 00:55:12,220 --> 00:55:15,928 Maybe you have to watch the entire film. 243 00:55:16,407 --> 00:55:18,698 Yes. Yes, I will watch it. 244 00:55:19,311 --> 00:55:21,874 I only saw the bit you mentioned. 245 00:55:21,978 --> 00:55:25,124 I'm sorry that I got so excited about it. 246 00:55:26,823 --> 00:55:29,475 Do you have much to do with theatre? 247 00:55:30,164 --> 00:55:32,704 Not at all. I hardly go to the theatre now. 248 00:55:33,284 --> 00:55:35,921 But my children's dad was a theatre director. 249 00:55:36,213 --> 00:55:38,382 He died two years ago. 250 00:55:42,008 --> 00:55:43,132 I understand. 251 00:55:45,689 --> 00:55:47,819 What? What do you understand? 252 00:55:48,872 --> 00:55:50,757 Why you react like that. 253 00:55:53,851 --> 00:55:55,351 Why do I react like that? 254 00:55:56,598 --> 00:55:58,784 It's your own personal truth. 255 00:56:07,906 --> 00:56:11,530 The people... who are sick 256 00:56:11,601 --> 00:56:14,327 got a lot out of meeting the artists. 257 00:56:15,414 --> 00:56:19,725 For me, the dancers and the actors are artists. 258 00:56:20,158 --> 00:56:22,782 I get that. But it wasn't a social project. 259 00:56:23,043 --> 00:56:24,792 That's not what you were doing. 260 00:56:26,366 --> 00:56:27,460 No. 261 00:56:29,701 --> 00:56:32,158 I wanted to do it 262 00:56:32,943 --> 00:56:35,275 because I was interested in the people. 263 00:56:36,419 --> 00:56:39,428 But not because I was trying to help them. 264 00:56:40,285 --> 00:56:42,367 I'm not a therapist 265 00:56:42,998 --> 00:56:45,255 But when you actually do it, 266 00:56:45,382 --> 00:56:49,632 when you're working on a film with other people, 267 00:56:50,005 --> 00:56:51,962 then it does become important 268 00:56:52,122 --> 00:56:54,871 how the work affects those people. 269 00:56:55,699 --> 00:56:57,827 What it means to them. 270 00:56:59,416 --> 00:57:01,957 Whether they have the feeling 271 00:57:02,125 --> 00:57:06,082 that the things that are being expected of them 272 00:57:06,653 --> 00:57:09,194 mean something to them. 273 00:57:11,041 --> 00:57:15,040 And that was the case. There was meaning. 274 00:57:15,090 --> 00:57:18,631 The sick people we worked with confirmed that. 275 00:57:19,423 --> 00:57:22,506 And that's something I sensed as well. 276 00:57:23,250 --> 00:57:27,480 Those encounters, that physical contact, were important. 277 00:57:27,769 --> 00:57:32,374 Something new, something different. - Yes. I believe that. 278 00:57:33,911 --> 00:57:35,743 But that's a different matter. 279 00:57:38,519 --> 00:57:42,042 But I do get it. Of course it has meaning, or can have. 280 00:57:42,127 --> 00:57:43,527 And that's great, 281 00:57:46,471 --> 00:57:50,691 but if I'm just someone at the cinema, then I don't care about that 282 00:57:51,359 --> 00:57:55,774 and I don't like when a lie meets the truth and makes it look silly 283 00:57:56,028 --> 00:57:58,527 because the people who meet... 284 00:57:59,500 --> 00:58:03,300 because the people who meet don't share a common truth. 285 00:58:03,784 --> 00:58:06,389 I think art, including performance art, 286 00:58:06,541 --> 00:58:09,624 is always an encounter between two things 287 00:58:09,783 --> 00:58:12,991 that transform as a result of that encounter 288 00:58:13,173 --> 00:58:17,714 and there are elements that meet but nothing happens. 289 00:58:17,773 --> 00:58:21,302 Nothing emerges. They don't transform. Like oil and water? 290 00:58:21,882 --> 00:58:26,779 They can't mix. It's just theory. You were exploring a theory. 291 00:58:26,895 --> 00:58:31,100 You can do that, but then it's based only on an idea, not experience. 292 00:58:31,601 --> 00:58:35,818 Never mind. I shouldn't be so upset because you didn't hurt me. 293 00:58:36,791 --> 00:58:39,193 It's okay. -It's an experiment 294 00:58:39,291 --> 00:58:41,165 and I get that you wanted to try it. 295 00:58:41,617 --> 00:58:45,157 And in your eyes the experiment failed. - Yes! 296 00:58:45,270 --> 00:58:47,311 In mine it didn't. - Okay! 297 00:58:49,416 --> 00:58:54,366 If you don't have a problem filming an actor on stage like it's real life, 298 00:58:54,494 --> 00:58:57,160 then you don't have a problem. 299 00:59:00,367 --> 00:59:03,116 There are wonderful moments at the start 300 00:59:03,267 --> 00:59:05,600 where you show what life is, 301 00:59:05,850 --> 00:59:10,249 like the amazing scene where the old woman gets up in the morning. 302 00:59:10,500 --> 00:59:14,749 How you did that is pure art: it only exists because you did it. 303 00:59:14,914 --> 00:59:18,913 The colours, the light, the movement of the body, 304 00:59:19,337 --> 00:59:23,999 the bed as a place where we sleep, that we have to leave in the morning, 305 00:59:24,445 --> 00:59:26,935 all of us, through our entire lives, 306 00:59:27,187 --> 00:59:29,602 unless you live in the woods 307 00:59:29,957 --> 00:59:34,831 where there are no beds, just earth to which we must return one day. 308 00:59:35,109 --> 00:59:40,483 That's why you already seek the earth and reject the soft warm bed 309 00:59:40,587 --> 00:59:45,253 so as not to forget that one day the body will, without a doubt, 310 00:59:48,066 --> 00:59:50,419 reunite with it. 311 00:59:51,054 --> 00:59:52,156 But... 312 00:59:54,072 --> 00:59:56,530 that's not what I wanted to say. 313 00:59:57,329 --> 01:00:00,620 I assume you sleep in a bed, not in the woods. 314 01:00:01,765 --> 01:00:06,843 This encounter with the "artists"... And you might as well call them that 315 01:00:06,934 --> 01:00:10,960 though it means different things to everyone as all words do. 316 01:00:11,100 --> 01:00:14,624 It's amazing we even expect to be understood, 317 01:00:14,708 --> 01:00:17,040 yet words just come pouring out. 318 01:00:17,233 --> 01:00:21,949 The artists meeting sick people was unbearably bad cinema! 319 01:00:22,007 --> 01:00:23,839 Do you understand? 320 01:00:23,976 --> 01:00:27,058 I understood that some time ago. - Right! 321 01:00:27,273 --> 01:00:29,938 What did you call it? Personal truth? 322 01:00:30,324 --> 01:00:32,698 Should I choke on my own truth? 323 01:00:33,125 --> 01:00:35,886 You don't want to be alone with your truth, 324 01:00:36,005 --> 01:00:39,886 you want to share it with others! Although that's nonsense. 325 01:00:40,134 --> 01:00:43,758 An opinion can be shared, but opinion isn't truth. 326 01:00:43,895 --> 01:00:44,957 But okay... 327 01:00:47,872 --> 01:00:51,413 But I still think it'd be great if you get the professorship. 328 01:00:51,790 --> 01:00:55,041 I find you quite likeable. - We'll see. 329 01:00:55,458 --> 01:00:59,378 The others were keen, though, as I'm sure you noticed. 330 01:01:02,821 --> 01:01:04,635 Where are we going now? 331 01:01:05,556 --> 01:01:06,619 Nowhere. 332 01:01:07,192 --> 01:01:09,003 I live over there. 333 01:01:16,533 --> 01:01:18,925 Thank you. That was helpful. - My pleasure. 334 01:01:24,312 --> 01:01:26,936 I talked your ear off. I'm sorry. 335 01:01:27,173 --> 01:01:29,417 Sometimes I think I'm going mad. 336 01:01:29,762 --> 01:01:31,969 No, no. It was interesting. 337 01:01:33,003 --> 01:01:36,165 Are you staying here on -One month. 338 01:01:36,247 --> 01:01:38,663 You chose the grey Berlin winter. 339 01:01:38,807 --> 01:01:40,269 Yes. 340 01:01:41,231 --> 01:01:44,147 Take care. And don't be cross with me. 341 01:01:44,822 --> 01:01:46,863 I hope to see you again. 342 01:01:47,628 --> 01:01:49,918 Goodbye. Take care. 343 01:02:38,883 --> 01:02:41,882 Flo, you're not supposed to cook alone! 344 01:02:42,050 --> 01:02:43,882 Mum - Damn it! 345 01:02:44,050 --> 01:02:48,715 Mum, nothing happened. -I don't want you to turn on the stove! 346 01:02:48,883 --> 01:02:51,924 Do something else! Make toast or something 347 01:03:02,091 --> 01:03:04,174 Do you understand me? -Yes. 348 01:03:12,591 --> 01:03:14,965 Leave it! You'll make a bigger mess 349 01:03:17,383 --> 01:03:18,882 Go away 350 01:03:23,841 --> 01:03:28,299 Don't act like you need protecting I won't do anything to you! 351 01:03:37,466 --> 01:03:39,090 Do you want something 352 01:03:40,758 --> 01:03:44,007 Flo, eat if you're hungry! -I'm not hungry. 353 01:03:46,716 --> 01:03:48,465 Mum, you eat one. 354 01:03:48,633 --> 01:03:50,632 I have to get this clean. 355 01:04:03,550 --> 01:04:05,132 Leave me! 356 01:04:14,800 --> 01:04:16,507 Stop it, Phillip! 357 01:04:28,925 --> 01:04:30,924 Leave me be! Please! 358 01:06:10,883 --> 01:06:12,382 Get out! 359 01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:15,800 Out! 360 01:06:15,966 --> 01:06:17,757 Both of you, out! 361 01:06:19,341 --> 01:06:20,341 Out! 362 01:06:21,633 --> 01:06:23,090 Get out! 363 01:06:40,633 --> 01:06:43,007 Get lost! Get out of here! 364 01:07:42,050 --> 01:07:44,049 When will I see you again? 365 01:07:46,966 --> 01:07:48,340 Tomorrow? 366 01:07:54,508 --> 01:07:56,424 What are you doing tonight? 367 01:07:56,841 --> 01:07:59,007 Going to dinner with my dad. 368 01:07:59,175 --> 01:08:01,007 Just the two of you? 369 01:08:01,175 --> 01:08:02,674 Yes. 370 01:08:02,841 --> 01:08:05,007 I want him to give me money. 371 01:08:06,216 --> 01:08:08,507 For the app? -Yes. 372 01:08:09,675 --> 01:08:11,924 It's not much. Eight thousand. 373 01:08:16,091 --> 01:08:17,840 Will that be enough? 374 01:08:20,008 --> 01:08:21,799 For the time being. 375 01:08:50,966 --> 01:08:53,382 What's it like having a rich dad? 376 01:08:54,300 --> 01:08:55,840 Normal. 377 01:08:56,008 --> 01:08:57,840 It is what it is. 378 01:09:07,758 --> 01:09:09,507 Where are you eating 379 01:09:11,675 --> 01:09:14,215 I don't know. He wants steak. 380 01:09:21,133 --> 01:09:22,549 Steak... 381 01:09:25,966 --> 01:09:27,382 You could.. 382 01:09:28,050 --> 01:09:29,924 We'll find something. 383 01:10:12,341 --> 01:10:14,549 Hello? my name... 384 01:10:14,716 --> 01:10:18,257 Sorry? -You can come get the money. 385 01:10:18,425 --> 01:10:19,924 Get it? 386 01:10:20,091 --> 01:10:22,549 Meissner, hello? 387 01:10:22,716 --> 01:10:24,382 Yes. Sorry. 388 01:10:25,300 --> 01:10:28,049 When are you at home today? -Today. 389 01:10:31,466 --> 01:10:33,424 Is the speaker broken? 390 01:10:34,383 --> 01:10:37,215 The bike guy's giving me the money back. 391 01:10:37,383 --> 01:10:38,882 Great! 392 01:10:39,050 --> 01:10:41,340 Where are you going to get a bike? 393 01:10:47,300 --> 01:10:49,924 You could take it back if he's fixed it. 394 01:10:50,091 --> 01:10:51,632 You're joking 395 01:10:51,800 --> 01:10:53,632 I don't want that bike. 396 01:10:57,300 --> 01:10:59,132 Bye. -Bye. 397 01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:36,882 When in your motion you are hot and dry 398 01:11:37,050 --> 01:11:40,090 as make your bouts more violent to that end 399 01:11:40,258 --> 01:11:43,007 and that he calls for drink I'll have prepared him 400 01:11:43,175 --> 01:11:46,257 a chalice for the nonce, whereon but sipping 401 01:11:46,425 --> 01:11:49,174 if he by chance escape your venom'd stuck 402 01:11:49,341 --> 01:11:51,674 our purpose may hold there. 403 01:11:54,591 --> 01:11:56,424 What is that noise? 404 01:12:00,133 --> 01:12:03,632 One woe doth tread upon another's heel. 405 01:12:04,841 --> 01:12:06,340 Laertes, 406 01:12:06,508 --> 01:12:08,882 your sister's drown'd. 407 01:12:12,300 --> 01:12:13,632 Drown'd 408 01:12:14,800 --> 01:12:16,299 O, where? 409 01:12:16,466 --> 01:12:20,382 There is a willow grows aslant a brook, 410 01:12:21,591 --> 01:12:25,840 that shows his hoar leaves in the glassy stream. 411 01:12:27,008 --> 01:12:30,632 There with fantastic garlands did she come 412 01:12:32,050 --> 01:12:33,799 of crowflowers 413 01:12:33,966 --> 01:12:36,632 nettles, and long purples, 414 01:12:38,050 --> 01:12:41,715 that liberal shepherds give a grosser name, 415 01:12:43,133 --> 01:12:44,924 but our cold maids 416 01:12:45,091 --> 01:12:47,632 do dead men's fingers call them. 417 01:12:48,550 --> 01:12:51,882 There, on the pendant boughs her coronet weeds 418 01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:55,049 clambering to hang, 419 01:12:55,466 --> 01:12:57,465 an envious silver broke. 420 01:12:58,633 --> 01:13:02,299 When down her weedy trophies and herself fell 421 01:13:03,466 --> 01:13:05,132 in the weeping brook. 422 01:13:05,800 --> 01:13:07,965 Her clothes spread wide 423 01:13:08,883 --> 01:13:12,340 and, mermaid-like awhile they bore her up, 424 01:13:13,300 --> 01:13:16,757 which time she chanted snatches of old tunes 425 01:13:18,175 --> 01:13:21,965 as one incapable of her own distress, 426 01:13:23,383 --> 01:13:26,632 or like a creature native and induc'd 427 01:13:27,300 --> 01:13:29,090 unto that element. 428 01:13:29,258 --> 01:13:31,340 But long it could not be 429 01:13:31,508 --> 01:13:33,632 till that her garments, 430 01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:35,840 heavy with their drink, 431 01:13:36,008 --> 01:13:40,299 pull'd the poor wretch from her melodious lay 432 01:13:40,966 --> 01:13:43,382 to muddy death. 433 01:13:47,800 --> 01:13:49,382 Alas, then 434 01:13:51,300 --> 01:13:52,924 she is drown'd? 435 01:13:54,091 --> 01:13:55,465 Drown'd, 436 01:13:55,633 --> 01:13:57,132 drown'd. 437 01:14:25,800 --> 01:14:27,882 Are you staying? -Should I? 438 01:14:28,800 --> 01:14:31,090 I have to go shopping. -Stay a bit. 439 01:14:31,258 --> 01:14:33,674 Right? You want her to watch? -Yes! 440 01:14:36,841 --> 01:14:38,299 Sit. 441 01:15:38,758 --> 01:15:40,174 Excuse me! 442 01:15:49,591 --> 01:15:53,715 I want a crate of these. There are only single bottles inside. 443 01:16:11,133 --> 01:16:12,507 Thank you. 444 01:16:34,675 --> 01:16:36,424 Who are you 445 01:16:36,591 --> 01:16:38,465 Get out of here. 446 01:16:43,133 --> 01:16:44,590 Get lost. 447 01:17:05,550 --> 01:17:07,382 Now get out of here. 448 01:22:11,466 --> 01:22:13,049 Come on. 449 01:24:20,466 --> 01:24:22,799 All the creatures in the world. 450 01:24:26,216 --> 01:24:28,090 It's too much for me. 451 01:24:34,008 --> 01:24:37,007 How can I determine between good and bad? 452 01:24:39,175 --> 01:24:41,090 Aren't they all the same? 453 01:24:46,758 --> 01:24:50,049 And then, in this mass of senseless creatures... 454 01:24:51,216 --> 01:24:52,632 a child. 455 01:24:55,050 --> 01:24:58,549 One that only exists because you and I wanted it. 456 01:25:00,966 --> 01:25:02,840 It seems crazy. 457 01:25:07,008 --> 01:25:09,924 If everyone's crazy, why can't we be too? 458 01:25:14,341 --> 01:25:17,132 Isn't it enough that we know each other? 459 01:25:17,300 --> 01:25:19,715 I'm scared of vanishing. 460 01:25:21,883 --> 01:25:24,132 Then there'll be nothing left. 461 01:25:27,800 --> 01:25:29,424 I'll hold you. 462 01:25:29,591 --> 01:25:31,299 How much longer? 463 01:25:34,216 --> 01:25:38,174 It's hard to believe you love me if you don't want a child. 464 01:25:39,341 --> 01:25:41,715 I understand. -Do you love me? 465 01:25:44,383 --> 01:25:46,549 I think I do. -You think so? 466 01:25:48,216 --> 01:25:51,465 How can I know? -I know that I love you. 467 01:25:55,383 --> 01:25:57,799 I feel that I have to be lonely. 468 01:26:00,216 --> 01:26:03,132 A person who is lonely and has nothing. 469 01:26:06,300 --> 01:26:09,965 When I see you or think of you I feel loved. 470 01:26:12,883 --> 01:26:16,132 But that doesn't alter the fact that I'm alone. 471 01:26:17,550 --> 01:26:20,340 Having a child wouldn't change that. 472 01:26:20,508 --> 01:26:22,465 What do you mean? 473 01:26:23,633 --> 01:26:26,215 There's a reason why we're here. 474 01:26:26,383 --> 01:26:28,049 A mission. 475 01:26:30,216 --> 01:26:33,840 What kind of mission is that? Being lonely and alone? 476 01:26:34,008 --> 01:26:35,840 Who does it help? 477 01:26:36,258 --> 01:26:38,007 What does it achieve? 478 01:26:38,425 --> 01:26:40,174 I don't know. 479 01:26:41,591 --> 01:26:43,257 It's just a feeling. 480 01:26:46,675 --> 01:26:48,382 How does it feel? 481 01:26:50,550 --> 01:26:52,132 I don't know. 482 01:26:53,300 --> 01:26:55,215 I feel it very deeply. 483 01:26:56,383 --> 01:26:58,632 But is it good? Does it feel good? 484 01:26:58,800 --> 01:27:00,132 Good? 485 01:27:00,300 --> 01:27:01,799  486 01:27:02,466 --> 01:27:04,715 I am steeped in loneliness. 487 01:27:05,383 --> 01:27:06,965 In loneliness? 488 01:27:10,383 --> 01:27:11,965 That's not true. 489 01:27:16,633 --> 01:27:18,132 That's horrible. 490 01:27:20,050 --> 01:27:21,799 It's a nightmare. 491 01:27:26,008 --> 01:27:30,090 I couldn't be anyone's wife. That's not my mission. 492 01:27:30,258 --> 01:27:33,132 Stop talking about a silly mission. -What? 493 01:27:33,300 --> 01:27:35,674 You're convincing yourself of it. 494 01:27:35,841 --> 01:27:39,590 Okay, you want to be alone. But that's not a mission. 495 01:27:39,758 --> 01:27:41,507 What's the goal? 496 01:27:41,675 --> 01:27:44,424 I don't know. I already told you that. 497 01:27:46,091 --> 01:27:49,007 I just want to be ready. -Ready for what? 498 01:27:49,175 --> 01:27:51,924 Lars, can't you hear? I don't know! 499 01:27:53,841 --> 01:27:56,340 We don't have forever, you know? 500 01:28:05,800 --> 01:28:07,799 But you think you love me. 501 01:28:14,716 --> 01:28:16,090 Okay. 502 01:28:21,300 --> 01:28:24,299 Come for the third, Laertes. You but dally. 503 01:28:24,466 --> 01:28:29,215 I pray you, pass with your best violence. I am afeard you make a wanton of me. 504 01:28:29,383 --> 01:28:31,590 Say you so? Come on. 505 01:28:37,758 --> 01:28:39,424 Nothing, neither way. 506 01:28:40,841 --> 01:28:42,715 Have at you now! 507 01:29:20,883 --> 01:29:22,965 Look to the queen there, ho! 508 01:29:24,883 --> 01:29:26,840 How does the queen? 509 01:29:27,008 --> 01:29:29,215 She swoons to see them bleed. 510 01:29:29,883 --> 01:29:31,840 No, no! The drink! 511 01:29:32,008 --> 01:29:33,632 The drink! 512 01:29:34,800 --> 01:29:36,840 O my dear Hamlet! The drink! 513 01:29:37,008 --> 01:29:38,757 I am poison'd. 514 01:29:49,216 --> 01:29:50,840 O villainy! 515 01:29:51,758 --> 01:29:54,590 Ho! Let the door be lock'd. 516 01:30:01,800 --> 01:30:03,299 Hamlet, 517 01:30:03,716 --> 01:30:05,257 thou art slain. 518 01:30:06,966 --> 01:30:08,965 No medicine in the world 519 01:30:09,133 --> 01:30:11,049 can do thee good. 520 01:30:12,466 --> 01:30:14,090 In thee 521 01:30:14,258 --> 01:30:16,257 is not half an hour of life. 522 01:30:18,216 --> 01:30:20,674 The treacherous instrument 523 01:30:21,591 --> 01:30:23,424 is in thy hand. 524 01:30:25,091 --> 01:30:26,632 Unbated 525 01:30:26,800 --> 01:30:28,674 and envenom'd. 526 01:30:30,341 --> 01:30:32,007 The foul practice 527 01:30:32,425 --> 01:30:34,424 hath turned itself on me. 528 01:30:36,591 --> 01:30:38,007 Lo! 529 01:30:38,175 --> 01:30:39,757 Here I lie 530 01:30:40,675 --> 01:30:42,340 never to rise again. 531 01:30:43,508 --> 01:30:45,632 The point envenom'd. 532 01:30:49,341 --> 01:30:50,840 The king! 533 01:30:51,758 --> 01:30:53,549 The king's to blame. 534 01:30:53,716 --> 01:30:55,424 The point envenom'd too! 535 01:30:55,591 --> 01:30:58,049 Then, venom, to thy work. 536 01:31:07,216 --> 01:31:08,674 Treason 537 01:31:09,633 --> 01:31:11,132 Treason 538 01:31:21,300 --> 01:31:24,215 O, yet defend me, friends. I am but hurt. 539 01:31:25,883 --> 01:31:27,799 Incestuous, murderous 540 01:31:27,966 --> 01:31:29,674 damned Dane! 541 01:31:39,091 --> 01:31:42,299 Drink off this potion. Is thy union here? 542 01:31:48,466 --> 01:31:50,049 Follow my mother. 543 01:32:10,466 --> 01:32:12,299 Horatio, I am dead. 544 01:32:16,716 --> 01:32:18,215 Thou liv'st. 545 01:32:21,133 --> 01:32:23,507 Report me and my cause aright. 546 01:32:26,425 --> 01:32:28,132 To the unsatisfied. 547 01:32:42,550 --> 01:32:44,215 Never believe it. 548 01:32:44,383 --> 01:32:46,132 I swear it. 549 01:32:47,050 --> 01:32:49,174 Here's yet some liquor left. 550 01:32:55,591 --> 01:32:57,382 Give me the cup. 551 01:33:01,550 --> 01:33:03,382 Let go, by heaven. 552 01:33:25,300 --> 01:33:28,132 If thou didst ever hold me in thy heart, 553 01:33:30,300 --> 01:33:32,924 absent thee from felicity awhile 554 01:33:36,341 --> 01:33:38,174 and in this harsh world 555 01:33:40,591 --> 01:33:42,549 draw thy breath in pain 556 01:33:44,216 --> 01:33:46,215 to tell my story. 557 01:33:56,883 --> 01:33:58,674 What noise is this? 558 01:34:02,341 --> 01:34:03,882 So warlike. 559 01:34:05,300 --> 01:34:08,882 Young Fortinbras, with conquest come from Poland 560 01:34:09,050 --> 01:34:13,465 to the ambassadors of England gives this warlike volley. 561 01:34:37,383 --> 01:34:39,132 O, I die, Horatio. 562 01:34:43,800 --> 01:34:45,340 The potent poison 563 01:34:47,508 --> 01:34:49,715 quite o'er-crows my spirit. 564 01:34:52,883 --> 01:34:55,007 I cannot live to hear the news 565 01:34:55,675 --> 01:34:57,132 from England. 566 01:35:00,341 --> 01:35:02,257 But I do prophesy 567 01:35:08,675 --> 01:35:10,465 the election lights 568 01:35:11,383 --> 01:35:12,715 on Fortinbras. 569 01:35:14,675 --> 01:35:16,674 He has my dying voice. 570 01:35:20,341 --> 01:35:21,840 So tell him. 571 01:35:23,508 --> 01:35:25,840 With the occurrents, more or less. 572 01:35:27,300 --> 01:35:29,299 which have solicited. 573 01:35:35,216 --> 01:35:37,465 The rest... is silence. 574 01:36:04,383 --> 01:36:07,382 Now cracks a noble heart. 575 01:36:10,300 --> 01:36:12,215 Goodnight, sweet prince. 576 01:36:13,383 --> 01:36:16,965 And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.