1 00:00:01,169 --> 00:00:02,336 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:02,370 --> 00:00:04,072 Could-could you please just tell us what she has? 3 00:00:04,105 --> 00:00:06,240 WHITAKER: It appears you have what we doctors call 4 00:00:06,274 --> 00:00:08,809 -mild cognitive impairment. -REBECCA: I'm sorry 5 00:00:08,842 --> 00:00:10,711 to keep asking you to keep this to yourself. 6 00:00:10,744 --> 00:00:12,213 -I get it. -(doorbell rings) 7 00:00:13,614 --> 00:00:15,816 -Hey. -I missed you, babe. 8 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:17,385 RANDALL: Oh, Beth and I just saw Practical Magic. 9 00:00:17,418 --> 00:00:18,819 -Oh, I've been dying to see that. -(chuckles) 10 00:00:18,852 --> 00:00:21,021 But we're not 12-year-old girls. 11 00:00:21,055 --> 00:00:22,723 -You ready? -Mm-hmm. 12 00:00:22,756 --> 00:00:24,492 TOBY: When I look at our son, 13 00:00:24,525 --> 00:00:25,893 it just makes me sad. 14 00:00:25,926 --> 00:00:27,428 KATE: I booked us a few days away 15 00:00:27,461 --> 00:00:30,764 with Jack at a retreat for families with... 16 00:00:30,798 --> 00:00:33,000 blind children. 17 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:36,170 I thought it sounded like a great thing 18 00:00:36,204 --> 00:00:37,871 to do for our family. 19 00:00:37,905 --> 00:00:40,741 He is reaching for the light. The doctor said 20 00:00:40,774 --> 00:00:42,276 that he-he might do that. He might start 21 00:00:42,310 --> 00:00:45,113 to see light and shadows. 22 00:00:45,146 --> 00:00:47,081 YOUNG KATE: Dad? 23 00:00:47,115 --> 00:00:49,483 We have a problem. 24 00:00:52,420 --> 00:00:57,091 Oh, coming in for a landing on her first big girl bed. 25 00:00:57,125 --> 00:00:59,427 Okay, now... 26 00:00:59,460 --> 00:01:01,262 what is the problem? 27 00:01:01,295 --> 00:01:03,063 I want a Mommy story. 28 00:01:03,097 --> 00:01:04,398 Well, Mommy's asleep, baby. 29 00:01:04,432 --> 00:01:05,899 How 'bout-- how 'bout if Daddy tells you a story? 30 00:01:05,933 --> 00:01:07,235 No. 31 00:01:07,268 --> 00:01:09,903 Okay. Um... 32 00:01:09,937 --> 00:01:13,274 How 'bout you tell me a story? 33 00:01:13,307 --> 00:01:14,775 I don't know how. 34 00:01:14,808 --> 00:01:16,710 That's okay. I can help. 35 00:01:16,744 --> 00:01:18,912 Yeah. Yeah, scoot over. 36 00:01:18,946 --> 00:01:21,449 -Okay. (grunting) -There you go. 37 00:01:21,482 --> 00:01:23,584 Now, 38 00:01:23,617 --> 00:01:29,223 every good story has a hero who wants something. 39 00:01:29,257 --> 00:01:32,226 And... he 40 00:01:32,260 --> 00:01:33,794 or she... 41 00:01:33,827 --> 00:01:35,296 -She. -She. 42 00:01:35,329 --> 00:01:38,932 She has to go on an adventure to get it. 43 00:01:38,966 --> 00:01:41,135 So, I want you to close your eyes, okay? 44 00:01:41,169 --> 00:01:42,903 Close your eyes, and I want you to picture a hero. 45 00:01:42,936 --> 00:01:45,806 Someone you can really root for. 46 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:49,810 Who do you see? 47 00:01:49,843 --> 00:01:51,245 KATE: A girl. 48 00:01:51,279 --> 00:01:52,313 A girl. Great. 49 00:01:52,346 --> 00:01:54,782 And where is this girl? 50 00:01:54,815 --> 00:01:56,617 KATE: In a forest. 51 00:01:56,650 --> 00:01:59,820 JACK: She's in a forest? Maybe it's, like, a magical forest? 52 00:01:59,853 --> 00:02:01,489 KATE: Yeah. 53 00:02:01,522 --> 00:02:02,923 Okay. 54 00:02:02,956 --> 00:02:04,958 Does she meet a prince? 55 00:02:04,992 --> 00:02:06,260 -Yeah. -Okay. 56 00:02:06,294 --> 00:02:07,761 She meets a prince. 57 00:02:07,795 --> 00:02:10,164 But it's not one of those fancy princes 58 00:02:10,198 --> 00:02:11,332 with the poofy sleeves. 59 00:02:11,365 --> 00:02:13,133 Right? He's-he's, like, a... 60 00:02:13,167 --> 00:02:14,635 regular-type prince, right? 61 00:02:14,668 --> 00:02:15,903 KATE: Yeah. 62 00:02:17,405 --> 00:02:19,340 (birds chirping) 63 00:02:19,373 --> 00:02:21,141 Okay. 64 00:02:21,175 --> 00:02:22,543 So, Little Girl 65 00:02:22,576 --> 00:02:26,046 asks the prince if he can help her find 66 00:02:26,079 --> 00:02:30,551 this thing that she really, really wants. 67 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:33,987 Do you know what it is she really wants, Katie girl? 68 00:02:34,021 --> 00:02:35,356 It's a surprise. 69 00:02:35,389 --> 00:02:38,192 It's a surprise. Okay. 70 00:02:38,226 --> 00:02:40,994 (chuckles) Guess I'll just have to wait till the end, 71 00:02:41,028 --> 00:02:42,663 huh? 72 00:02:42,696 --> 00:02:44,698 * 73 00:02:53,374 --> 00:02:54,408 (buzzing) 74 00:02:54,442 --> 00:02:57,211 -Hey, uh... -(speaks softly) 75 00:03:02,916 --> 00:03:05,553 (muttering) 76 00:03:05,586 --> 00:03:08,055 -Hey, babe, want to call it soon? -Mm-hmm. 77 00:03:08,088 --> 00:03:10,491 I really want to wake up early for the retreat. 78 00:03:10,524 --> 00:03:14,328 Also, there's a speaker talking about braille children's books 79 00:03:14,362 --> 00:03:16,163 -I don't want to miss. -Yeah. I'm-I'm-- 80 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:19,066 Yeah. I'm just-- I'm reading about this-this girl 81 00:03:19,099 --> 00:03:21,235 in Minnesota who has ROP like Jack. 82 00:03:21,269 --> 00:03:24,238 And they tried this-this gene therapy on her, 83 00:03:24,272 --> 00:03:25,739 and she got some of her sight back. 84 00:03:25,773 --> 00:03:27,074 Like, 30%. 85 00:03:27,107 --> 00:03:29,577 If my son could see 30% of me, 86 00:03:29,610 --> 00:03:31,078 I would be ecstatic. 87 00:03:31,111 --> 00:03:32,513 The-the right 30%. 88 00:03:32,546 --> 00:03:35,249 Like-like, from-from here to here. 89 00:03:35,283 --> 00:03:38,018 (both chuckle) 90 00:03:38,051 --> 00:03:40,254 -Babe, um... (chuckles) -(chuckles) 91 00:03:40,288 --> 00:03:42,089 I'm really glad that you're so excited. 92 00:03:42,122 --> 00:03:44,925 But before you go down this rabbit hole, 93 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:47,261 um... 94 00:03:47,295 --> 00:03:48,762 I just-- 95 00:03:48,796 --> 00:03:50,764 This kind of therapy is not gonna work for Jack. 96 00:03:50,798 --> 00:03:52,266 With this little girl, 97 00:03:52,300 --> 00:03:55,736 I mean, she has an inherited disease. 98 00:03:55,769 --> 00:03:58,472 She doesn't have a detached or damaged retina like Jack does. 99 00:03:58,506 --> 00:04:00,974 -Okay. Yeah. -Y... 100 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,417 So, earlier tonight, 101 00:04:09,450 --> 00:04:12,052 when you said that his blindness makes you sad... 102 00:04:12,085 --> 00:04:16,089 Kate, I am fully aware of the awfulness of what I said. 103 00:04:16,123 --> 00:04:18,826 All right? I'm doing my best. 104 00:04:18,859 --> 00:04:20,928 Right now, I would just like to have one night 105 00:04:20,961 --> 00:04:22,330 filled with hope, all right? 106 00:04:22,363 --> 00:04:25,098 I want to research this girl in Minnesota 107 00:04:25,132 --> 00:04:26,734 who got a little bit of her sight back, 108 00:04:26,767 --> 00:04:29,303 and then I want to dream about watching Star Wars 109 00:04:29,337 --> 00:04:32,005 and Rick and Morty with my son, okay? 110 00:04:33,006 --> 00:04:35,409 -Okay. -Okay. 111 00:04:35,443 --> 00:04:38,746 I'm sorry. I'm just-- I'm-I'm... excited, 112 00:04:38,779 --> 00:04:41,749 and I am not ready to let go of that feeling just yet. 113 00:04:41,782 --> 00:04:43,784 -Okay. -Okay. 114 00:04:55,028 --> 00:04:57,030 * 115 00:05:01,735 --> 00:05:04,204 * "Cathy's Clown" * 116 00:05:04,237 --> 00:05:06,139 * That's the man * 117 00:05:06,173 --> 00:05:10,277 * She's married to now * 118 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:12,380 * That's the girl * 119 00:05:12,413 --> 00:05:14,047 (whispers): Hi. 120 00:05:14,081 --> 00:05:15,383 (chuckling) 121 00:05:17,050 --> 00:05:19,019 (whispers): Come here. 122 00:05:19,052 --> 00:05:21,455 * She is, I suppose * 123 00:05:21,489 --> 00:05:26,394 * Who can really tell? * 124 00:05:26,427 --> 00:05:29,730 * She shows no emotion at all * 125 00:05:29,763 --> 00:05:32,533 It's Patti Smith's Babel. 126 00:05:32,566 --> 00:05:36,036 I just saw it in the window of a used bookstore last week, 127 00:05:36,069 --> 00:05:37,905 and I immediately thought of you. 128 00:05:38,939 --> 00:05:40,307 Marc. 129 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:41,642 Mm? 130 00:05:41,675 --> 00:05:42,976 God, this is so nice. 131 00:05:43,010 --> 00:05:44,478 You-you really didn't have to do that. 132 00:05:44,512 --> 00:05:45,913 Yeah, I did. 133 00:05:45,946 --> 00:05:48,215 You make me smile every day, so I wanted to make you smile. 134 00:05:48,248 --> 00:05:49,983 (chuckles) 135 00:05:50,017 --> 00:05:52,119 'Cause I'm in love with you. 136 00:05:56,457 --> 00:05:58,859 I'm in love with you, too. 137 00:05:58,892 --> 00:06:00,828 (chuckles) 138 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:02,896 (chuckling) 139 00:06:02,930 --> 00:06:04,732 Um... 140 00:06:04,765 --> 00:06:06,567 Hmm? 141 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:08,335 My brothers are coming in 142 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:10,270 for my mom's birthday dinner on Saturday. 143 00:06:10,303 --> 00:06:12,673 -Mm. -And I know that Kevin's wedding dinner 144 00:06:12,706 --> 00:06:15,375 was kind of weird. But I was really hoping you would join. 145 00:06:15,409 --> 00:06:16,376 I don't know. Your brothers stress me out. 146 00:06:16,410 --> 00:06:17,778 I feel like I picked up on some vibes. 147 00:06:17,811 --> 00:06:19,947 -No. They like you, okay? -Huh? 148 00:06:19,980 --> 00:06:21,281 They're just being overprotective 149 00:06:21,314 --> 00:06:22,850 'cause you're older. 150 00:06:22,883 --> 00:06:24,585 -That's all. -Mm. 151 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:28,221 All right, you want me to go? 152 00:06:28,255 --> 00:06:29,957 -Mm-hmm. -I will go. 153 00:06:29,990 --> 00:06:31,892 -Thank you. -Okay? 154 00:06:32,893 --> 00:06:35,295 Okay. (sniffs) 155 00:06:36,964 --> 00:06:38,098 (stammers) 156 00:06:38,131 --> 00:06:40,901 You sure you want that? 157 00:06:40,934 --> 00:06:42,402 No, well, I just know how hard you've been working 158 00:06:42,436 --> 00:06:45,105 on your diet, so I'm just trying to be supportive. That's all. 159 00:06:45,138 --> 00:06:46,607 'Cause you know I think you look amazing. 160 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:48,442 -(chuckles) -Maybe. 161 00:06:48,476 --> 00:06:50,544 -CUSTOMER: Hey. -(growling) 162 00:06:50,578 --> 00:06:53,113 You guys know who sings that one song from Pulp Fiction? 163 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:56,083 I mean, there's a lot of songs in Pulp Fiction. 164 00:06:56,116 --> 00:06:58,586 Uh, the one Uma Thurman's dancing to. 165 00:06:58,619 --> 00:07:00,588 Mm. "Girl, You'll Be a Woman Soon." 166 00:07:00,621 --> 00:07:02,490 Yeah, man. That's, uh-- that's Urge Overkill. 167 00:07:02,523 --> 00:07:04,658 They're a, uh, Chicago alt-rock band, 168 00:07:04,692 --> 00:07:07,127 and Tarantino just randomly found their album in Holland. 169 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:09,129 It wasn't even, like, written by them though. 170 00:07:09,162 --> 00:07:11,732 It's actually a Neil Diamond cover. 171 00:07:11,765 --> 00:07:14,067 My dad loved Diamond, so, uh, 172 00:07:14,101 --> 00:07:16,236 it's embedded in my brain. 173 00:07:16,269 --> 00:07:18,138 Um... 174 00:07:18,171 --> 00:07:19,640 Yeah, man. If you just come on, 175 00:07:19,673 --> 00:07:21,942 I'll, uh, show you where to find it. 176 00:07:26,814 --> 00:07:30,150 (footsteps approaching) 177 00:07:30,183 --> 00:07:32,953 (mutters) 178 00:07:35,789 --> 00:07:37,591 Oh, hey. Um, don't forget your bathing suit, 179 00:07:37,625 --> 00:07:39,593 because, uh, this place has, like, three pools. 180 00:07:39,627 --> 00:07:41,461 Great. (exhales) 181 00:07:41,495 --> 00:07:42,863 (sniffs) 182 00:07:42,896 --> 00:07:46,099 You know, I-I know it seems like a lot. 183 00:07:46,133 --> 00:07:47,768 But I've been chatting with all the parents 184 00:07:47,801 --> 00:07:49,937 on the Facebook group, and they seem really cool. 185 00:07:49,970 --> 00:07:51,772 And I think it's gonna be good, you know, 186 00:07:51,805 --> 00:07:54,642 for us to be around other families with kids 187 00:07:54,675 --> 00:07:55,976 with blindness. 188 00:07:57,010 --> 00:07:58,679 Yeah, of course. Of course. 189 00:07:58,712 --> 00:08:01,515 Sorry, there's just a lot going on at work this week. 190 00:08:01,549 --> 00:08:03,183 It's gonna be hard to miss a couple of days. 191 00:08:03,216 --> 00:08:04,618 And... (sighs) 192 00:08:04,652 --> 00:08:06,554 ...are you sure this isn't too much 193 00:08:06,587 --> 00:08:07,555 this early, you know? 194 00:08:07,588 --> 00:08:08,989 He seems... 195 00:08:09,022 --> 00:08:11,825 I don't know. He's only ten months old. 196 00:08:11,859 --> 00:08:14,562 Toby, do you not want to go? 197 00:08:15,596 --> 00:08:17,030 (phone buzzing) 198 00:08:23,436 --> 00:08:24,404 Hi, Mom. 199 00:08:24,437 --> 00:08:25,873 Hi, Bug. 200 00:08:25,906 --> 00:08:27,074 You guys on your way to the retreat? 201 00:08:27,107 --> 00:08:28,642 Are you excited? 202 00:08:28,676 --> 00:08:30,243 Was Toby surprised? 203 00:08:30,277 --> 00:08:33,280 Yeah, he was really surprised. 204 00:08:34,281 --> 00:08:36,249 -Ha. -Um... 205 00:08:36,283 --> 00:08:40,087 But, uh, he has a really big project at work right now, 206 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:41,689 so, um, he's not gonna be able to go. 207 00:08:41,722 --> 00:08:43,591 -Kate... -Oh, no. 208 00:08:43,624 --> 00:08:45,358 That's too bad. 209 00:08:45,392 --> 00:08:46,860 Yeah. You know, I-I sprung it 210 00:08:46,894 --> 00:08:48,528 on him last-minute, so... 211 00:08:49,563 --> 00:08:51,765 Why don't I join you? 212 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:53,767 Really? 213 00:08:53,801 --> 00:08:55,235 You want to come? 214 00:08:55,268 --> 00:08:56,436 I'm there. 215 00:08:56,469 --> 00:08:58,606 I've actually been wanting a... 216 00:08:58,639 --> 00:09:01,508 a good catch-up session, just the two of us. 217 00:09:01,541 --> 00:09:03,343 Okay, um, let me go pack. 218 00:09:03,376 --> 00:09:05,345 I'm already making a mental checklist 219 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:06,880 of everything that I need. 220 00:09:06,914 --> 00:09:08,415 This is gonna be so fun. Okay, 221 00:09:08,448 --> 00:09:09,717 I'll see you in a second, sweetheart. 222 00:09:09,750 --> 00:09:11,885 Okay. Bye. 223 00:09:19,292 --> 00:09:20,594 She's gonna go? 224 00:09:20,628 --> 00:09:23,964 Yeah, she's gonna go. 225 00:09:23,997 --> 00:09:27,735 So, Miguel loaded all of the VH1 Divas on my phone. 226 00:09:27,768 --> 00:09:29,369 I had to listen to him sing Mariah Carey 227 00:09:29,402 --> 00:09:31,872 all morning, but it was worth it. 228 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:35,275 -(chuckles) -Aw, Toby must be so upset that he can't go. 229 00:09:35,308 --> 00:09:36,543 GREGORY: Hey, neighbor. 230 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,746 -Hi. -You know, my mother always said, 231 00:09:38,779 --> 00:09:41,281 "Never show up to a blind retreat empty-handed." 232 00:09:41,314 --> 00:09:42,783 -(gasps) -Aw. 233 00:09:42,816 --> 00:09:44,284 It's that beeper ball I was telling you about. 234 00:09:44,317 --> 00:09:46,219 -It's pretty cool. -It's very cool. 235 00:09:46,253 --> 00:09:47,454 Thank you. 236 00:09:47,487 --> 00:09:50,123 Um, it beeps so Jack can find it. 237 00:09:50,157 --> 00:09:51,558 It's a beeper ball. 238 00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:52,793 It's fun to say. 239 00:09:52,826 --> 00:09:54,127 (chuckles) It is. 240 00:09:54,161 --> 00:09:56,263 Oh, Gregory, this is my mom. 241 00:09:56,296 --> 00:09:57,497 Mom, this is Gregory. 242 00:09:57,530 --> 00:09:58,932 Very nice to meet you, Gregory. 243 00:09:58,966 --> 00:10:00,000 Nice to meet you. 244 00:10:00,033 --> 00:10:01,835 I basically forced myself onto his walks, 245 00:10:01,869 --> 00:10:03,671 -so now he can't get enough of me. -(chuckles) 246 00:10:03,704 --> 00:10:05,172 I'll keep the sidewalk warm for you. 247 00:10:05,205 --> 00:10:06,674 -You kids have fun. -Thank you. 248 00:10:06,707 --> 00:10:08,676 -Thanks. -Nice to meet you. -Let me see that thing. 249 00:10:08,709 --> 00:10:09,910 TOBY: Hey. 250 00:10:09,943 --> 00:10:12,079 There he is. 251 00:10:12,112 --> 00:10:13,814 There's my Jack. Hi, it's Grandma. 252 00:10:13,847 --> 00:10:16,249 How are you, sweetheart? 253 00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:18,251 Oh, Daddy's gonna miss you so much. 254 00:10:18,285 --> 00:10:20,921 -He's not gonna know what to do with himself. -(chuckles) 255 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:23,991 -Oh. -Audio keeps getting me to try to throw a rager 256 00:10:24,024 --> 00:10:25,659 -while you're gone, but I'm like, -(grunts) 257 00:10:25,693 --> 00:10:26,760 "You're a dog, 258 00:10:26,794 --> 00:10:28,495 -and I got to work, so..." -(chuckles) 259 00:10:28,528 --> 00:10:31,832 You're gonna have so much fun with Mom and Grandma, huh? 260 00:10:31,865 --> 00:10:34,668 Okay, in you go. 261 00:10:34,702 --> 00:10:36,870 Okay. Hey, are you, uh... 262 00:10:36,904 --> 00:10:38,706 are you sure you're all right with all this? 263 00:10:38,739 --> 00:10:40,340 Yeah, I'm totally fine. 264 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:42,175 Okay. 265 00:10:42,209 --> 00:10:45,645 -Okay. -I'm gonna text a lot. 266 00:10:45,679 --> 00:10:47,547 Oh, and Madison's gonna come by 267 00:10:47,580 --> 00:10:49,950 to walk Audio while you're at work this week. 268 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:51,184 Okay. 269 00:10:52,552 --> 00:10:53,653 Hey, I love you. 270 00:10:53,687 --> 00:10:55,022 This is your daddy saying goodbye. 271 00:10:55,055 --> 00:10:56,857 -(car door closes) -(Jack laughs) 272 00:10:59,226 --> 00:11:01,194 All right, you good? 273 00:11:01,228 --> 00:11:03,797 -Yeah. -Okay. 274 00:11:03,831 --> 00:11:06,700 Uh... love you. 275 00:11:06,734 --> 00:11:08,401 -Love you. -Have fun. 276 00:11:08,435 --> 00:11:09,803 -Thanks. -Bye. 277 00:11:09,837 --> 00:11:12,239 -See you, Rebecca. -Bye. 278 00:11:12,272 --> 00:11:15,208 Okay, we start with Celine. 279 00:11:20,848 --> 00:11:22,349 So, the little girl and the prince, 280 00:11:22,382 --> 00:11:24,384 they're making their way through the forest. 281 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:25,919 -What do they see? -Flowers. 282 00:11:26,954 --> 00:11:29,823 They come across this huge field 283 00:11:29,857 --> 00:11:31,725 of colorful flowers. 284 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:34,527 But maybe... 285 00:11:35,763 --> 00:11:37,731 Maybe those flowers are poisonous. 286 00:11:37,765 --> 00:11:40,734 -No, Dad. I like them. -Well, 287 00:11:40,768 --> 00:11:44,604 even things we like can be bad for us sometimes, sweetheart. 288 00:11:51,779 --> 00:11:54,281 (phone dialing) 289 00:11:54,314 --> 00:11:56,116 (line rings) 290 00:11:56,149 --> 00:11:58,418 MARC: Hey, it's Marc. Leave a mes... 291 00:11:58,451 --> 00:12:00,087 (sighs) 292 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:01,922 (phone rings) 293 00:12:01,955 --> 00:12:04,357 Hello? 294 00:12:04,391 --> 00:12:06,026 Hi. Marc, are you okay? 295 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:07,895 I-I've been trying to call you all night. 296 00:12:07,928 --> 00:12:09,930 -RANDALL: The weirdest dreams. -Well, I thought we were gonna 297 00:12:09,963 --> 00:12:12,099 do a deep dive on Patti last night. 298 00:12:12,132 --> 00:12:13,200 Whoa. 299 00:12:13,233 --> 00:12:14,968 Hey, why are you so mad? 300 00:12:15,002 --> 00:12:16,970 Did I do something wrong? 301 00:12:18,005 --> 00:12:20,007 Marc. 302 00:12:21,441 --> 00:12:23,543 -That didn't sound good. -KATE: Marc. 303 00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:25,145 Please, don't do this. I... 304 00:12:25,178 --> 00:12:26,980 I'm sorry. 305 00:12:27,014 --> 00:12:28,816 Come on. 306 00:12:28,849 --> 00:12:30,818 -(door opens) -Please. I don't even know what I d... 307 00:12:30,851 --> 00:12:32,986 -Ugh. -KEVIN: "Ugh"? 308 00:12:33,020 --> 00:12:34,387 That's a nice hello. 309 00:12:34,421 --> 00:12:35,622 Hold on. 310 00:12:36,656 --> 00:12:37,657 Hey, Ma? 311 00:12:38,992 --> 00:12:40,894 -Please. -REBECCA: Hey, guys. 312 00:12:40,928 --> 00:12:42,629 -You guys got here early. -Please, Marc, I'm sorry. 313 00:12:42,662 --> 00:12:44,297 Please don't get mad. I hate when you get mad like this. 314 00:12:44,331 --> 00:12:46,333 I just want to understand. 315 00:12:48,135 --> 00:12:50,403 -KEVIN: What's Kate's problem? -KATE: Please. 316 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:52,940 Can you just tell me what I did? 317 00:12:52,973 --> 00:12:54,574 You were just... You were just... 318 00:12:54,607 --> 00:12:56,243 You were so desperate to show off 319 00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,078 to that guy yesterday with that Neil Diamond stuff, 320 00:12:58,111 --> 00:12:59,980 and I was embarrassed, so I raged out 321 00:13:00,013 --> 00:13:01,514 'cause I'm an idiot. 322 00:13:02,515 --> 00:13:04,517 So, are we okay? 323 00:13:08,155 --> 00:13:09,823 Course we're okay. 324 00:13:09,857 --> 00:13:11,491 How am I gonna stay mad at you? 325 00:13:11,524 --> 00:13:14,527 You're the only good thing in my life. 326 00:13:15,528 --> 00:13:17,497 Um... 327 00:13:17,530 --> 00:13:20,500 I'll see you tomorrow for your mom's thing. 328 00:13:20,533 --> 00:13:22,035 Okay. I love you. 329 00:13:22,069 --> 00:13:24,304 -I love you, too. -(disconnect tone sounds) 330 00:13:24,337 --> 00:13:27,140 (knock on door) 331 00:13:28,175 --> 00:13:30,143 (sniffles) 332 00:13:30,177 --> 00:13:32,179 (clears throat) 333 00:13:34,181 --> 00:13:35,515 Hi. 334 00:13:35,548 --> 00:13:38,451 Hi. Just checking in. 335 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:39,719 Is everything all right? 336 00:13:39,752 --> 00:13:41,554 Everything's great. 337 00:13:41,588 --> 00:13:43,690 -Yeah? -Mm-hmm. 338 00:13:43,723 --> 00:13:47,527 You know, I have been so busy with my new job. 339 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:50,530 I feel like I've missed out on Marc. 340 00:13:50,563 --> 00:13:52,532 How long have you guys been dating now? 341 00:13:52,565 --> 00:13:54,534 Is it three months? 342 00:13:54,567 --> 00:13:56,536 Yeah, something like that. 343 00:13:56,569 --> 00:13:59,973 Wow. I'd really like to get to know him better. 344 00:14:00,007 --> 00:14:01,474 Well, yeah. 345 00:14:01,508 --> 00:14:03,010 He's coming to dinner tomorrow night. 346 00:14:03,043 --> 00:14:04,244 Okay. 347 00:14:04,277 --> 00:14:05,979 But, you know, I feel like 348 00:14:06,013 --> 00:14:08,815 it's gonna be crazy with everybody here. 349 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:12,719 -What if we went to go get coffee before dinner? -Mm. 350 00:14:12,752 --> 00:14:15,355 -Just the three of us. -I-I think that's a little excessive. 351 00:14:15,388 --> 00:14:16,556 -(chuckles) -Oh. Please. 352 00:14:16,589 --> 00:14:18,591 As a gift to me. Your old mom. 353 00:14:19,626 --> 00:14:22,195 Fine. As a gift. 354 00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:24,564 As a gift. Thank you, Bug. 355 00:14:24,597 --> 00:14:26,666 BOY: Whee! 356 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:28,568 One, two, three. 357 00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:30,670 -Whee! -(squeals) 358 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:31,871 You okay, Bug? 359 00:14:31,905 --> 00:14:34,942 Yeah. I'm fine. 360 00:14:34,975 --> 00:14:37,044 What room are we in again? 361 00:14:37,077 --> 00:14:39,046 We are in room... 362 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:42,082 208 past the saltwater pool. 363 00:14:42,115 --> 00:14:45,452 Says here there is a 1:00 orientation in the courtyard 364 00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:48,521 followed by a braille workshop in the ballroom. 365 00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:50,057 (gasps) 366 00:14:50,090 --> 00:14:52,960 And there is nightly karaoke in the hotel pub. 367 00:14:52,993 --> 00:14:54,928 How wild would it be 368 00:14:54,962 --> 00:14:56,930 -if you and I sang a duet together, huh? -That... 369 00:14:56,964 --> 00:14:59,099 -Yes, it would be pretty wild. (laughs) -Come on. 370 00:14:59,132 --> 00:15:00,900 Wait, what is the, um... 371 00:15:00,934 --> 00:15:04,037 What's that Alanis song? We used to belt it out 372 00:15:04,071 --> 00:15:06,439 every time we heard someone use the word. What is it? 373 00:15:06,473 --> 00:15:08,375 -Uh, "Ironic"? -"Ironic." Yes! 374 00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:10,277 -(chuckles) -"Ironic." 375 00:15:10,310 --> 00:15:11,778 I think of you every time I hear that song. 376 00:15:11,811 --> 00:15:14,147 -We should sing that song together. -Really? 377 00:15:14,181 --> 00:15:15,615 -Yeah! -Mom? 378 00:15:15,648 --> 00:15:18,118 -What? -Are you on the drugs? 379 00:15:18,151 --> 00:15:20,420 -No, I... Kate. -(laughs) 380 00:15:20,453 --> 00:15:22,289 No, I'm sorry. I'm just... 381 00:15:22,322 --> 00:15:25,292 I'm excited to be here with you guys. 382 00:15:25,325 --> 00:15:28,295 Well, I appreciate your enthusiasm. 383 00:15:28,328 --> 00:15:31,231 But I am really just, like, in fact-finding mode, so... 384 00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:33,633 Got it. I'm here for you guys. 385 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,435 Yep. 386 00:15:35,468 --> 00:15:38,071 * Everyone was singing * 387 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:41,641 * Girl is washed-up * 388 00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:44,944 * On Redondo Beach * 389 00:15:44,978 --> 00:15:48,581 * And everyone is so sad * 390 00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:51,651 * I was looking for you. * 391 00:15:56,189 --> 00:15:58,658 Are you sure you told him the right time? 392 00:15:58,691 --> 00:16:00,227 Yes. 393 00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:06,433 Mom, I know that Kevin and Randall don't like Marc. 394 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:08,001 -No. -And I know 395 00:16:08,035 --> 00:16:10,537 that he can be kind of intense sometimes, 396 00:16:10,570 --> 00:16:13,140 but, I mean, he's going through a lot right now, okay? 397 00:16:13,173 --> 00:16:14,474 He's... His parents are getting a divorce, 398 00:16:14,507 --> 00:16:16,476 and his dad's really hard on him. 399 00:16:16,509 --> 00:16:19,179 Well, I will keep an open mind. 400 00:16:19,212 --> 00:16:20,547 I promise. 401 00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:23,216 Oh, there he is. 402 00:16:23,250 --> 00:16:25,085 KATE: Mm. 403 00:16:26,219 --> 00:16:27,654 -Hey. -Sorry I'm late. 404 00:16:27,687 --> 00:16:28,821 My car's a piece of crap. 405 00:16:28,855 --> 00:16:30,223 Oh, no. The battery again? 406 00:16:31,258 --> 00:16:33,060 It's good to see you, Marc. 407 00:16:33,093 --> 00:16:34,694 -(Marc sighs) -Sorry about your car. 408 00:16:34,727 --> 00:16:37,530 Thanks. Yeah, it sucks. 409 00:16:37,564 --> 00:16:38,665 Hello? 410 00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:41,501 Hey. (whistles) 411 00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:46,106 (exhales) 412 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:49,176 Uh... 413 00:16:49,209 --> 00:16:51,144 God, I'm sorry. 414 00:16:51,178 --> 00:16:52,979 I just charged in here like a bat out of hell. 415 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:54,414 -I'm Meat Loaf. -Like Meat Loaf. 416 00:16:54,447 --> 00:16:55,682 (chuckles) 417 00:16:55,715 --> 00:16:57,717 (laughs) 418 00:16:57,750 --> 00:17:00,220 Aw. You guys must really love 419 00:17:00,253 --> 00:17:02,155 working at the record store together, huh? 420 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:04,657 -Yeah. -MARC: Yeah. Yeah, I liked it. 421 00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:07,394 Yeah. I feel like I've kind of outgrown it, though. 422 00:17:08,928 --> 00:17:12,332 Um... Just Terry, our, um... 423 00:17:12,365 --> 00:17:14,067 He's our manager. He's just so incompetent. 424 00:17:14,101 --> 00:17:15,368 He's getting on me all the time 425 00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:16,736 about taking too many smoke breaks. 426 00:17:16,769 --> 00:17:18,238 Like, it's total BS, so, 427 00:17:18,271 --> 00:17:20,973 you know, I just quit. 428 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,843 When did you quit? 429 00:17:23,876 --> 00:17:25,778 This morning. 430 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:33,920 Do you know, um, the singer Patti Smith? 431 00:17:33,953 --> 00:17:35,255 Mm-hmm. 432 00:17:35,288 --> 00:17:38,057 Um, 'cause he got me 433 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:39,526 this really awesome book, Babel. 434 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:40,860 It's really inspiring. 435 00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:42,262 -Yeah. -So sweet. 436 00:17:42,295 --> 00:17:43,863 MARC: Mm. 437 00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:46,266 Yeah. You know, Kate and I are gonna actually write 438 00:17:46,299 --> 00:17:47,934 some songs together. 439 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:51,204 Yeah, your daughter has a really amazing voice. 440 00:17:51,238 --> 00:17:52,472 It's very sweet, 441 00:17:52,505 --> 00:17:55,375 but also, it's very soulful. 442 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:56,909 REBECCA: Mm-hmm. 443 00:17:56,943 --> 00:17:58,778 Well, I agree with you there. 444 00:17:58,811 --> 00:18:01,114 I can't wait to hear these songs, Kate. 445 00:18:01,148 --> 00:18:02,615 -(chuckles) Yeah. -Yeah. 446 00:18:02,649 --> 00:18:04,317 We just got to get out of Pittsburgh to write them. 447 00:18:04,351 --> 00:18:05,985 -(Kate chuckles) -Oh, ooh! 448 00:18:06,018 --> 00:18:07,554 Hey, we should go to that cabin 449 00:18:07,587 --> 00:18:09,622 that you're always talking about. 450 00:18:09,656 --> 00:18:10,723 Our family cabin? 451 00:18:10,757 --> 00:18:11,824 -MARC: Yeah. -KATE: Yeah. 452 00:18:11,858 --> 00:18:14,327 Oh. We haven't even opened it up for the season. 453 00:18:14,361 --> 00:18:16,396 I totally forgot. 454 00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:17,997 -We can open it. -(Marc chuckles) 455 00:18:18,030 --> 00:18:20,066 I love it. Our own Shangri-la. 456 00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:22,135 (imitating John Lennon): Like Yoko and John. 457 00:18:22,169 --> 00:18:24,137 (chuckles) 458 00:18:24,171 --> 00:18:26,839 That is an idea. 459 00:18:29,041 --> 00:18:31,811 (Rebecca and Marc chuckle) 460 00:18:37,384 --> 00:18:39,085 So, the little girl walks through the flowers. 461 00:18:39,118 --> 00:18:42,755 What does she... What do you think she sees next, huh? 462 00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:44,123 Water. 463 00:18:44,157 --> 00:18:46,326 Great idea. 464 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:49,529 The little girl and the prince came upon a dark cave 465 00:18:49,562 --> 00:18:52,165 dripping with water. 466 00:18:53,566 --> 00:18:55,034 * 467 00:19:09,349 --> 00:19:11,351 (indistinct chatter) 468 00:19:16,423 --> 00:19:18,391 WOMAN: Being the parent of a child 469 00:19:18,425 --> 00:19:21,160 with a disability can sometimes feel overwhelming, 470 00:19:21,194 --> 00:19:23,563 but there are so many tools out there 471 00:19:23,596 --> 00:19:26,566 that can make life easier for you and your family. 472 00:19:26,599 --> 00:19:28,335 By finding 473 00:19:28,368 --> 00:19:30,803 TV programs and films with audio description, 474 00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:33,873 your child can hear key visual elements 475 00:19:33,906 --> 00:19:35,942 so that they can share in the full experience. 476 00:19:37,610 --> 00:19:38,878 -(clicking) -Basically, he makes 477 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:40,880 these clicking noises, kind of like a dolphin. 478 00:19:40,913 --> 00:19:42,882 And the clicks bounce off of stuff, 479 00:19:42,915 --> 00:19:44,083 and he somehow figures out where he is 480 00:19:44,116 --> 00:19:45,652 so he doesn't crash into anything. 481 00:19:45,685 --> 00:19:46,819 -REBECCA: Oh! -It's not 482 00:19:46,853 --> 00:19:48,821 that common, but Zak wanted to give it a try. 483 00:19:48,855 --> 00:19:50,189 At first, I was afraid that using a cane 484 00:19:50,223 --> 00:19:51,224 would stigmatize me. 485 00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:52,925 But it's actually very empowering 486 00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:54,394 and gives me a lot of independence. 487 00:19:54,427 --> 00:19:55,995 -When you walk... -MAN: For those of you 488 00:19:56,028 --> 00:19:59,932 brand-new to this, braille is a six-dot system. 489 00:19:59,966 --> 00:20:01,934 First note is "C." 490 00:20:01,968 --> 00:20:03,603 Can you find "C" on the keyboard? 491 00:20:03,636 --> 00:20:05,104 ("C" plays) 492 00:20:05,137 --> 00:20:06,506 Good work. 493 00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,074 It's that easy. 494 00:20:08,107 --> 00:20:10,577 Who can tell me what the second note is? 495 00:20:13,079 --> 00:20:15,715 Hey. Marc and I are gonna leave, like, really early 496 00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:17,083 in the morning to beat traffic, 497 00:20:17,116 --> 00:20:18,685 so are the keys to the cabin 498 00:20:18,718 --> 00:20:21,020 still in the hidey place near the front steps? 499 00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:23,423 Um, sweetheart, 500 00:20:23,456 --> 00:20:25,224 I don't... I don't know if I feel comfortable 501 00:20:25,258 --> 00:20:26,693 with you guys going up there alone. 502 00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:28,127 Why not? 503 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:30,897 I just... I don't think it's a good idea. 504 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:32,899 What? That is so unfair. 505 00:20:32,932 --> 00:20:35,802 Randall's off with Beth doing God knows what every night, 506 00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:37,804 and-and Kevin's literally married. 507 00:20:37,837 --> 00:20:40,206 -It's different. -Why? 508 00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:42,208 -'Cause I'm a girl? -No. 509 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,610 Oh. 510 00:20:43,643 --> 00:20:45,778 -Because you don't like Marc. -Honey, 511 00:20:45,812 --> 00:20:47,780 I don't even really know Marc. 512 00:20:47,814 --> 00:20:50,450 Great. Great. You hate him, too. 513 00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:53,386 No. I don't hate him, Kate. 514 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:55,488 I even understand what you like about him. 515 00:20:55,522 --> 00:20:58,090 -I mean, he's passionate, and he's creative and... -Just stop. 516 00:20:59,292 --> 00:21:01,661 You know what? 517 00:21:01,694 --> 00:21:04,664 After Dad... 518 00:21:04,697 --> 00:21:09,001 I genuinely thought I would never be happy again. 519 00:21:10,002 --> 00:21:11,504 I understand. 520 00:21:11,538 --> 00:21:13,072 No, you don't. 521 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:15,074 You don't, Mom. Look at you. 522 00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:17,977 You've had boys falling all over you for, what, 523 00:21:18,010 --> 00:21:20,046 your entire life? 524 00:21:22,114 --> 00:21:24,250 Marc loves me, 525 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:28,455 and he's the first guy to ever be interested in me. 526 00:21:28,488 --> 00:21:32,158 The first person to ever even look at me that way. 527 00:21:32,191 --> 00:21:34,193 I understand. 528 00:21:34,226 --> 00:21:36,963 You don't! 529 00:21:36,996 --> 00:21:38,965 I don't need you to like him. 530 00:21:38,998 --> 00:21:40,867 I like him. 531 00:21:40,900 --> 00:21:43,436 We're not going to the cabin tomorrow. We're going now. 532 00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:45,271 So, sorry if that ruins your birthday dinner, 533 00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:48,007 but I'm sure Miguel will be around to pick up the pieces. 534 00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:50,142 Whoa. 535 00:21:50,176 --> 00:21:51,644 That is not fair. 536 00:21:51,678 --> 00:21:54,246 Yeah, neither was this. 537 00:21:56,716 --> 00:21:58,785 KATE: Yeah, it was amazing! 538 00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:01,354 He was making these, like, clicking noises, and 539 00:22:01,388 --> 00:22:03,690 so he could just ride his bike everywhere. It was... 540 00:22:03,723 --> 00:22:05,692 Your mind would have been blown. 541 00:22:05,725 --> 00:22:07,326 GREGORY: That is so cool. 542 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:08,995 Jack will be the same way. 543 00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:10,397 I've seen the look of wild abandon 544 00:22:10,430 --> 00:22:12,399 on his face whenever we power walk. 545 00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:14,000 (laughs) 546 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:17,169 Uh, hey, I'm gonna call it, but, um... 547 00:22:17,203 --> 00:22:20,072 You, too. Bye. 548 00:22:21,273 --> 00:22:24,377 How is Toby doing? 549 00:22:24,411 --> 00:22:26,746 He's good. He's just busy. 550 00:22:28,214 --> 00:22:31,217 Sweetheart, um, 551 00:22:31,250 --> 00:22:33,553 there's something I really wanted to talk to you about. 552 00:22:33,586 --> 00:22:36,088 Okay, that wasn't Toby on the phone. 553 00:22:36,122 --> 00:22:37,924 What? 554 00:22:37,957 --> 00:22:39,325 It was Gregory, my neighbor, you know, with the beard, 555 00:22:39,358 --> 00:22:40,727 who had the stroke. 556 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:43,396 -Oh. -Yeah. 557 00:22:46,466 --> 00:22:49,502 Toby didn't have a work thing. 558 00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:54,407 He has been struggling with Jack's blindness. 559 00:22:54,441 --> 00:22:57,544 And he said that every time that he looks at Jack, 560 00:22:57,577 --> 00:22:59,011 it just makes him sad. 561 00:22:59,045 --> 00:23:00,447 Mm. 562 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:03,349 So-- That's a direct quote. 563 00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,852 Yeah. 564 00:23:05,885 --> 00:23:08,455 He is struggling. 565 00:23:08,488 --> 00:23:10,723 And I'm not? 566 00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:15,795 He is supposed to be running around, right, 567 00:23:15,828 --> 00:23:17,864 riding bikes and taking Jack to the pool. 568 00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:20,433 Well, you can take him to the pool, too. 569 00:23:20,467 --> 00:23:23,402 Mom, I have spent half the day having a panic attack 570 00:23:23,436 --> 00:23:26,038 about wearing a bathing suit in public without him. 571 00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:28,140 And I-I-- 572 00:23:28,174 --> 00:23:31,077 Someday, Jack's gonna want to ride a bike, 573 00:23:31,110 --> 00:23:33,746 and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to do that with him. 574 00:23:33,780 --> 00:23:38,050 And I don't know if-if Toby is going to want to, 575 00:23:38,084 --> 00:23:41,253 if he's gonna be here. I don't-- 576 00:23:41,287 --> 00:23:43,823 I don't know. 577 00:23:43,856 --> 00:23:45,858 Wha... 578 00:23:46,993 --> 00:23:49,462 (pats bed) Come on, get up. 579 00:23:49,496 --> 00:23:50,763 What? 580 00:23:50,797 --> 00:23:52,098 We're gonna go swimming. Right now. 581 00:23:52,131 --> 00:23:53,299 -What? -Right now! 582 00:23:53,332 --> 00:23:54,333 -No. -Where's your bathing suit? 583 00:23:54,366 --> 00:23:55,568 -Mom... -We are. Uh-huh. 584 00:23:55,602 --> 00:23:56,903 Okay, I found it. 585 00:23:56,936 --> 00:23:58,004 Let's go, let's go. 586 00:23:58,037 --> 00:23:59,005 It's, like-- It's 9:00. 587 00:23:59,038 --> 00:24:00,139 The pool is closed anyway. 588 00:24:00,172 --> 00:24:01,240 I don't care. 589 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:02,642 Come on! 590 00:24:02,675 --> 00:24:04,076 I'm not going swimming. 591 00:24:04,110 --> 00:24:05,578 Kate, come on. 592 00:24:05,612 --> 00:24:08,948 You're fat, I'm ancient. We're gorgeous. 593 00:24:08,981 --> 00:24:11,417 Let's go swimming. Put on your suit, come on. 594 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:12,985 I'm gonna get on mine. Come on. 595 00:24:13,019 --> 00:24:14,186 Let's go. 596 00:24:19,025 --> 00:24:21,027 * 597 00:24:42,882 --> 00:24:44,751 (chuckles softly) 598 00:24:48,688 --> 00:24:52,191 You know I used to have to drag you out of the pool. 599 00:24:52,224 --> 00:24:55,494 You would hold up your... your wrinkly little hand 600 00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:58,898 -and say, "Mom, look. They're like raisins." -(Kate chuckles) 601 00:24:58,931 --> 00:25:00,567 Remember that? 602 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:03,135 Yeah. 603 00:25:03,169 --> 00:25:05,304 It's ironic. 604 00:25:05,337 --> 00:25:07,473 The only place I feel weightless is the place 605 00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,742 I've avoided my entire life. 606 00:25:12,111 --> 00:25:14,013 You're here, Bug. 607 00:25:14,046 --> 00:25:16,015 Let the weight go. 608 00:25:16,048 --> 00:25:18,585 Take everything off your shoulders 609 00:25:18,618 --> 00:25:20,987 and give it to me; I can take it. 610 00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:24,523 That's what I'm here for. 611 00:25:27,594 --> 00:25:29,461 * 612 00:25:37,469 --> 00:25:39,872 You know why I call you Bug? 613 00:25:39,906 --> 00:25:44,276 Yeah, 'cause I was a weird kid who was obsessed with bugs. 614 00:25:44,310 --> 00:25:47,379 -(both laugh) -Obsessed is an understatement. 615 00:25:47,413 --> 00:25:49,849 You loved everything that could fly. 616 00:25:49,882 --> 00:25:51,618 Everything. Oh, gosh. 617 00:25:51,651 --> 00:25:54,253 Butterflies and ladybugs 618 00:25:54,286 --> 00:25:57,256 and bumblebees. 619 00:25:57,289 --> 00:26:00,927 But your favorite were lightning bugs. 620 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,229 Or, as you called them, "light bulb bugs." 621 00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:04,396 (both chuckle) 622 00:26:06,999 --> 00:26:09,969 Oh, I can see it as clear as day. 623 00:26:10,002 --> 00:26:13,205 You in our front yard, 624 00:26:13,239 --> 00:26:15,708 your eyes as big as saucers, 625 00:26:15,742 --> 00:26:19,278 watching the lightning bugs as they flickered on and off. 626 00:26:19,311 --> 00:26:22,882 You were so gentle. 627 00:26:22,915 --> 00:26:24,984 You used to gently cup one in your hands, 628 00:26:25,017 --> 00:26:27,553 and you'd watch it 629 00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:29,956 as it lit up. 630 00:26:29,989 --> 00:26:31,758 And then you would whisper in the sweetest 631 00:26:31,791 --> 00:26:32,759 little voice... 632 00:26:32,792 --> 00:26:34,460 Go find your way home. 633 00:26:34,493 --> 00:26:36,595 "Go find your way home." 634 00:26:36,629 --> 00:26:38,230 You'd open up 635 00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:39,999 your little hand and let it fly away. 636 00:26:44,871 --> 00:26:48,274 My sensitive little Bug. 637 00:26:48,307 --> 00:26:51,277 Always, always empathizing 638 00:26:51,310 --> 00:26:55,314 with everyone and everything. 639 00:26:56,783 --> 00:26:58,250 But just because you're sensitive 640 00:26:58,284 --> 00:26:59,952 doesn't mean you're not strong. 641 00:27:02,121 --> 00:27:05,825 I don't... I don't feel strong right now. 642 00:27:07,393 --> 00:27:10,697 I have known you for all of your 39 years, 643 00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:13,766 and you are much stronger than anyone gives you credit for, 644 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,201 including yourself. 645 00:27:15,234 --> 00:27:18,470 Yeah, you've been dealt a bit of a curveball. 646 00:27:18,504 --> 00:27:23,009 Toby's not bouncing back as quickly as you would like. 647 00:27:23,042 --> 00:27:25,511 But you need to not be afraid to tell him 648 00:27:25,544 --> 00:27:27,379 that he needs to step it up. 649 00:27:29,048 --> 00:27:31,117 But what if he doesn't, ever? 650 00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:34,353 Well, then, you are perfectly capable 651 00:27:34,386 --> 00:27:37,890 of raising Jack beautifully all on your own. 652 00:27:40,259 --> 00:27:43,896 But I... I believe in Toby. 653 00:27:46,532 --> 00:27:49,035 He'll find his way home. 654 00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:56,242 Okay... 655 00:27:59,211 --> 00:28:01,714 Now I need to get something off my shoulders. 656 00:28:02,949 --> 00:28:04,817 Is everything okay? 657 00:28:04,851 --> 00:28:08,087 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let's-let's dry off first. 658 00:28:08,120 --> 00:28:10,723 Okay. 659 00:28:10,757 --> 00:28:13,392 JACK: The little girl knew she had to be brave. 660 00:28:13,425 --> 00:28:17,163 So, finally, she gathered all her courage 661 00:28:17,196 --> 00:28:19,531 -and took one big step... -YOUNG KATE: Dad! 662 00:28:19,565 --> 00:28:21,233 This is my story. 663 00:28:21,267 --> 00:28:23,936 Okay, yeah, you're right. You're right, it is your story. 664 00:28:23,970 --> 00:28:25,838 So you-you go ahead. 665 00:28:25,872 --> 00:28:27,907 YOUNG KATE: And then the-- 666 00:28:27,940 --> 00:28:30,910 And then the prince disappears. 667 00:28:30,943 --> 00:28:34,914 Wow. (chuckles) 668 00:28:34,947 --> 00:28:36,849 That is a great twist. 669 00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:39,051 * 670 00:28:39,085 --> 00:28:41,120 TEENAGE KATE: Here we go. 671 00:28:41,153 --> 00:28:43,122 KATE and MARC (singing along): * And you can see 672 00:28:43,155 --> 00:28:47,693 * The daisies in her footsteps * 673 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:49,295 * Oh, oh, oh * 674 00:28:49,328 --> 00:28:51,397 * Dandelions, dandelions * 675 00:28:51,430 --> 00:28:52,765 * Butterflies * 676 00:28:52,799 --> 00:28:55,534 * I wanna be Kate * 677 00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:57,236 * Kate * 678 00:28:57,269 --> 00:28:58,404 * Bom, bom, Kate * 679 00:28:58,437 --> 00:29:00,272 * Bom, bom, bom, bom, bom, Kate * 680 00:29:00,306 --> 00:29:01,607 * Unh, Kate, Kate * 681 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:03,642 * Every day she wears the same thing * 682 00:29:03,675 --> 00:29:05,411 -* Every day she smokes pot * -Dang. 683 00:29:05,444 --> 00:29:07,313 -* She's everything I want... * -You know, 684 00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:08,815 I'm kind of bummed you quit. 685 00:29:08,848 --> 00:29:10,149 I mean, I know Terry's lame and all, 686 00:29:10,182 --> 00:29:12,151 but I'm gonna miss you there. 687 00:29:14,020 --> 00:29:17,156 Well, maybe you should quit, too. 688 00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:22,328 Yeah, well... well, honestly, I need the money right now. 689 00:29:22,361 --> 00:29:26,132 And, I mean, it's... it's a pretty decent job. 690 00:29:26,165 --> 00:29:28,901 As far as, like, dumb jobs go. 691 00:29:28,935 --> 00:29:30,970 Uh-huh. I mean, I guess. 692 00:29:31,003 --> 00:29:33,505 But, uh, I'm gonna make music 693 00:29:33,539 --> 00:29:36,075 instead of just talking about it. 694 00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:37,509 Yeah, I know. 695 00:29:37,543 --> 00:29:41,080 * Down by the Rosemary and Cameron * 696 00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:44,216 * She hands out the Bhagavad Gita * 697 00:29:45,551 --> 00:29:49,255 * I see her around every couple days... * 698 00:29:49,288 --> 00:29:50,990 So just to be clear, you're not gonna quit. 699 00:29:51,023 --> 00:29:52,791 * So that I can say * 700 00:29:52,825 --> 00:29:54,526 * Hey, Kate... * 701 00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:55,694 Of course not. 702 00:29:55,727 --> 00:29:57,596 -No. -(music turns up) 703 00:29:57,629 --> 00:29:58,730 Hmm. 704 00:30:01,333 --> 00:30:04,003 That's great support, Kate. 705 00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,341 Marc, can you slow down? 706 00:30:09,375 --> 00:30:10,843 Really, like, after the way Terry treated me? 707 00:30:10,877 --> 00:30:13,212 And I got you that job! Do you remember that? 708 00:30:13,245 --> 00:30:14,446 -No, I know, but can you slow down? -No, no, no. 709 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:17,850 -(Marc speaks indistinctly) -KATE: Slow down! 710 00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:20,652 Marc, please, please slow down. 711 00:30:22,488 --> 00:30:23,890 You're going too fast. Please! 712 00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:29,261 Marc, stop the car now! 713 00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:32,831 (gasps) 714 00:30:34,266 --> 00:30:36,235 Thank you. 715 00:30:36,268 --> 00:30:38,504 * Oh, oh * 716 00:30:38,537 --> 00:30:42,308 Babe... let's just get some air. 717 00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:43,509 Okay? 718 00:30:43,542 --> 00:30:44,710 Come on. 719 00:30:44,743 --> 00:30:48,847 * Kate, Kate. * 720 00:30:48,881 --> 00:30:50,516 Babe, come on... 721 00:30:50,549 --> 00:30:51,918 You know, I can't even look at your fat face! 722 00:30:51,951 --> 00:30:52,952 Marc... 723 00:30:54,186 --> 00:30:55,621 Marc! 724 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,069 Mom, you're starting to freak me out; what's going on? 725 00:31:10,102 --> 00:31:11,770 Okay, um... 726 00:31:13,639 --> 00:31:16,508 I've been having some memory issues lately. 727 00:31:16,542 --> 00:31:20,112 Forgetting my phone, forgetting words. 728 00:31:20,146 --> 00:31:22,748 Small things. Little things. 729 00:31:22,781 --> 00:31:25,684 But Randall noticed that something was off with me 730 00:31:25,717 --> 00:31:29,255 around Thanksgiving, and I went to have some tests done. 731 00:31:29,288 --> 00:31:31,423 -Oh, my God, Mom... -No, no, hold on. 732 00:31:31,457 --> 00:31:33,559 Nothing is certain, 733 00:31:33,592 --> 00:31:37,563 but they did diagnose me with something called 734 00:31:37,596 --> 00:31:40,632 mild cognitive impairment. 735 00:31:40,666 --> 00:31:43,602 Which could eventually lead 736 00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:47,673 to dementia or Alzheimer's. 737 00:31:59,518 --> 00:32:00,919 (exhales sharply) 738 00:32:00,953 --> 00:32:03,789 How did I not notice anything? 739 00:32:03,822 --> 00:32:06,125 Because I didn't want you to notice anything. 740 00:32:06,158 --> 00:32:08,327 I'm fine. I'm fine. 741 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:10,462 We don't even know where this may lead yet. 742 00:32:10,496 --> 00:32:13,165 And if anything, I-- 743 00:32:13,199 --> 00:32:16,802 The diagnosis has made me feel more powerful. 744 00:32:16,835 --> 00:32:18,971 And more fun. 745 00:32:19,005 --> 00:32:20,973 You have been more fun. 746 00:32:21,007 --> 00:32:22,975 -Right? -(chuckles) 747 00:32:23,009 --> 00:32:26,478 'Cause I'm not sweating the small stuff. 748 00:32:26,512 --> 00:32:30,316 Hey. I don't know how much longer I have 749 00:32:30,349 --> 00:32:35,021 before things might get worse, so-- I'm-I'm done being sad, 750 00:32:35,054 --> 00:32:37,656 and I'm done feeling worried. 751 00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:39,691 I feel... 752 00:32:43,329 --> 00:32:45,331 I feel okay. 753 00:32:53,672 --> 00:32:55,241 Okay. 754 00:32:56,308 --> 00:32:57,509 Yeah. 755 00:32:58,910 --> 00:33:02,514 I am strong. 756 00:33:02,548 --> 00:33:05,484 You made me strong. 757 00:33:05,517 --> 00:33:07,519 (crying softly) 758 00:33:13,859 --> 00:33:15,061 (sniffles) 759 00:33:20,399 --> 00:33:23,335 (grunts) Is Jack still asleep? 760 00:33:25,504 --> 00:33:26,872 -Uh... -Oh, yeah. He's out. 761 00:33:26,905 --> 00:33:28,640 (laughs) 762 00:33:28,674 --> 00:33:30,042 Let's get dressed. 763 00:33:30,076 --> 00:33:31,677 I have an idea. 764 00:33:34,213 --> 00:33:40,052 * Hey, yeah, ah, ah, ah, yeah * 765 00:33:40,086 --> 00:33:42,088 (laughs) 766 00:33:43,922 --> 00:33:49,195 * An old man turned 98 * 767 00:33:49,228 --> 00:33:51,563 * He won the lottery * 768 00:33:51,597 --> 00:33:54,933 * And died the next day * 769 00:33:54,966 --> 00:34:00,572 * It's a black fly in your Chardonnay * 770 00:34:00,606 --> 00:34:05,711 * It's a death row pardon two minutes too late * 771 00:34:05,744 --> 00:34:07,779 * And isn't it ironic * 772 00:34:07,813 --> 00:34:11,117 -* Don't you think? * -(laughs) 773 00:34:11,150 --> 00:34:14,253 * It's like rain * 774 00:34:14,286 --> 00:34:16,888 * On your wedding day * 775 00:34:16,922 --> 00:34:20,459 * It's a free ride * 776 00:34:20,492 --> 00:34:22,528 * When you've already paid * 777 00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:25,264 * It's the good advice... * 778 00:34:25,297 --> 00:34:27,166 * 779 00:34:37,743 --> 00:34:39,478 (panting) 780 00:34:44,983 --> 00:34:46,952 (line ringing) 781 00:34:46,985 --> 00:34:49,788 -REBECCA (over phone): Hello? -Hi, Mom. 782 00:34:49,821 --> 00:34:52,057 Hi, Kate. 783 00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:54,660 You okay? Did you guys make it up to the cabin? 784 00:34:54,693 --> 00:34:56,662 Um, no, not yet. 785 00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:59,398 We, uh, we decided to stop at a gas station. 786 00:34:59,431 --> 00:35:00,999 But, um, 787 00:35:01,032 --> 00:35:04,170 I'm sorry for what I said earlier. 788 00:35:05,204 --> 00:35:06,472 I'm really sorry 789 00:35:06,505 --> 00:35:08,307 I'm missing your birthday. 790 00:35:08,340 --> 00:35:10,108 It's fine, Bug. 791 00:35:10,142 --> 00:35:12,478 I'm sorry, too. 792 00:35:12,511 --> 00:35:14,112 You sound kind of upset. 793 00:35:14,146 --> 00:35:17,249 Is everything all right? 794 00:35:17,283 --> 00:35:20,286 No. Mom... 795 00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:25,457 Bug? 796 00:35:25,491 --> 00:35:27,859 Kate? Are you okay? 797 00:35:27,893 --> 00:35:30,429 Talk to me. 798 00:35:30,462 --> 00:35:31,597 (whispers): I'm sorry. 799 00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:33,765 Uh-- um... 800 00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,767 Everything's fine. 801 00:35:35,801 --> 00:35:37,369 I-I'm sorry, Mom. 802 00:35:37,403 --> 00:35:38,637 I love you, okay? Bye. 803 00:35:38,670 --> 00:35:40,206 Okay-- I love you, too... 804 00:35:40,239 --> 00:35:42,241 -Well... -(dial tone sounds) 805 00:35:49,481 --> 00:35:51,217 Dad! 806 00:35:51,250 --> 00:35:52,651 (whispers): You fell asleep. 807 00:35:52,684 --> 00:35:55,721 Yeah. Yeah. 808 00:36:03,762 --> 00:36:06,332 (whispers): Sorry. 809 00:36:06,365 --> 00:36:08,334 I'm sorry. 810 00:36:08,367 --> 00:36:11,169 Don't you want to know what she wants? 811 00:36:11,203 --> 00:36:12,904 Yeah. 812 00:36:12,938 --> 00:36:15,741 Yeah, why don't, why don't you tell me what she wants? 813 00:36:33,592 --> 00:36:35,193 (laughs) 814 00:36:35,227 --> 00:36:37,028 My sweet little bug. 815 00:36:37,062 --> 00:36:39,698 -(laughs) -My sweet little bug. 816 00:36:46,972 --> 00:36:49,708 (exhales) 817 00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:52,143 What are you gonna say to Toby? 818 00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:56,948 I'm just gonna be very clear 819 00:36:56,982 --> 00:36:58,784 about what my family needs from him. 820 00:36:58,817 --> 00:37:02,020 And about what I need from him. 821 00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:06,024 Well, just so you know, you always have a safety net. 822 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:10,095 I'm always available if you need a... a Friends marathon. 823 00:37:11,129 --> 00:37:12,531 Whatever. 824 00:37:12,564 --> 00:37:14,132 (laughs) 825 00:37:14,165 --> 00:37:15,901 Am I slowly becoming one of those women 826 00:37:15,934 --> 00:37:18,770 -whose best friend is their mom? -(laughs) 827 00:37:21,407 --> 00:37:24,610 Stranger things have happened. 828 00:37:24,643 --> 00:37:26,612 (quietly): Yeah. 829 00:37:26,645 --> 00:37:28,447 Will you call me tonight? 830 00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:30,449 -Yeah, I will. -Okay. 831 00:37:30,482 --> 00:37:33,552 (whispers): Bye, Jack. 832 00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,287 Hey, Mom? 833 00:37:35,321 --> 00:37:36,522 Hmm? 834 00:37:40,191 --> 00:37:43,094 Go do what you got to do. 835 00:37:44,530 --> 00:37:46,532 Okay. 836 00:37:57,208 --> 00:37:59,210 (car door closes) 837 00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:07,453 -Hey. -Hey. 838 00:38:07,486 --> 00:38:10,088 Um, we just got home. 839 00:38:10,121 --> 00:38:13,825 Madison left a note. She walked Audio and Jack is asleep. 840 00:38:15,361 --> 00:38:20,165 Yeah. Yeah, I just, I just looked in on him. 841 00:38:20,198 --> 00:38:22,634 -How was it? -It was incredible. 842 00:38:24,503 --> 00:38:26,505 And you would have loved it. 843 00:38:29,541 --> 00:38:31,543 Yeah. 844 00:38:33,645 --> 00:38:35,647 Toby. 845 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,552 Can you, can you do this? 846 00:38:40,586 --> 00:38:44,122 I mean, can you, can you be the man that I need you to be? 847 00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:47,325 Can you be the father that Jack needs you to be? 848 00:38:47,359 --> 00:38:50,028 I want to. 849 00:38:52,564 --> 00:38:55,000 (phone buzzing) 850 00:38:57,403 --> 00:38:59,371 It's my brother. 851 00:38:59,405 --> 00:39:02,040 (clears throat) 852 00:39:02,073 --> 00:39:05,377 Hey, Kev. Um... Um, what's up? 853 00:39:05,411 --> 00:39:07,746 You know, now is not really a good time. 854 00:39:07,779 --> 00:39:10,048 -Um... -KEVIN (over phone): Why? What's the matter? 855 00:39:10,081 --> 00:39:13,685 Uh, well, I'm about two seconds away 856 00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,455 from my marriage completely imploding. 857 00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:19,925 Oh, Kate, I'm so sorry. 858 00:39:25,230 --> 00:39:26,898 Listen, I got Randall on the other line. 859 00:39:26,932 --> 00:39:30,101 Life's kind of sucking for him, too, right now. 860 00:39:30,135 --> 00:39:32,103 You mind if I patch him through? 861 00:39:32,137 --> 00:39:33,772 -Yeah. -Yeah. 862 00:39:35,941 --> 00:39:38,209 Hey, Randall, I got Kate. 863 00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,746 She's kind of in a bad way, too, actually. 864 00:39:40,779 --> 00:39:42,414 Sad three? 865 00:39:42,448 --> 00:39:44,616 Sad three. 866 00:39:46,485 --> 00:39:48,286 RANDALL: Hey, Kate, Kev and I 867 00:39:48,319 --> 00:39:51,022 were just talking about going out to the cabin. 868 00:39:51,056 --> 00:39:53,058 You want to join us? 869 00:39:56,662 --> 00:39:58,664 (footsteps approaching) 870 00:40:01,567 --> 00:40:03,969 Toby, I don't need you to just want 871 00:40:04,002 --> 00:40:07,739 to be a good father to Jack, I need you to just do it. 872 00:40:10,075 --> 00:40:13,044 I'm gonna take Jack to the cabin this weekend with my brothers. 873 00:40:13,078 --> 00:40:15,614 'Cause I just need some space right now. 874 00:40:17,348 --> 00:40:19,451 Let me take care of Jack this weekend. 875 00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:23,555 Well, I don't think that's a good idea. 876 00:40:23,589 --> 00:40:26,992 Uh, actually, I-- yeah-- I-I think it is. 877 00:40:27,025 --> 00:40:29,828 You go to the cabin, and leave Jack here with me. 878 00:40:29,861 --> 00:40:31,096 I'll take care of him. 879 00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:37,335 I need to spend time with my son. 880 00:40:39,304 --> 00:40:41,306 Kate, please. 881 00:40:43,475 --> 00:40:44,676 Okay. 882 00:40:45,711 --> 00:40:47,779 (quietly): Okay. 883 00:40:53,018 --> 00:40:55,020 * 884 00:40:58,389 --> 00:41:01,092 REBECCA: I'm worried about Kate. 885 00:41:01,126 --> 00:41:04,029 I think she's in trouble, Kev. 886 00:41:04,062 --> 00:41:05,463 We have to go get her. 887 00:41:05,497 --> 00:41:07,132 Uh, okay. Go-go get your stuff together. 888 00:41:07,165 --> 00:41:08,466 And I'll call Randall right now. 889 00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:10,502 Okay. 890 00:41:18,910 --> 00:41:20,912 (speaking indistinctly) 891 00:41:23,982 --> 00:41:26,317 KEVIN: Mom cancelled her birthday dinner. 892 00:41:26,351 --> 00:41:27,719 RANDALL: Wait, why? 893 00:41:27,753 --> 00:41:28,987 KEVIN: Something's wrong with Kate. Um, 894 00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,488 I'll explain in the car. Just be ready in 20. 895 00:41:30,522 --> 00:41:31,557 We're coming to pick you up. 896 00:41:31,590 --> 00:41:32,791 -All right? -O-Okay. 897 00:41:32,824 --> 00:41:34,259 I-I'll be downstairs. 898 00:41:35,426 --> 00:41:39,330 Uh, is everything okay? 899 00:41:45,436 --> 00:41:48,674 Snug as a bug in a rug. 900 00:41:58,116 --> 00:42:01,186 -(grunts softly) -(exhales) 901 00:42:01,219 --> 00:42:02,921 How'd it go? How'd they do? 902 00:42:02,954 --> 00:42:05,557 Oh. Piece of cake. 903 00:42:05,591 --> 00:42:08,226 Yeah. Everybody's asleep. 904 00:42:08,259 --> 00:42:10,562 I told you, I got it. 905 00:42:10,596 --> 00:42:12,564 -Mm. My hero. -(chuckles) 906 00:42:12,598 --> 00:42:15,166 Yeah. 907 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:16,935 I just put them to bed one night. 908 00:42:18,570 --> 00:42:20,572 You're the real hero. 909 00:42:58,977 --> 00:43:01,913 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH