1 00:02:55,340 --> 00:02:56,360 You're gorgeous. 2 00:02:58,020 --> 00:02:59,020 Be a cat. 3 00:03:03,020 --> 00:03:04,020 Better than that. 4 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:29,080 What are you thinking? 5 00:10:31,300 --> 00:10:37,920 I was thinking, let's unravel the relationship you have with your mother. 6 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:40,200 What do you mean? 7 00:10:42,140 --> 00:10:47,960 According to Freud, what you experienced as a child, especially the 8 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:54,640 interaction with your mother, it could affect your personality and your 9 00:10:54,640 --> 00:10:55,940 future relationships. 10 00:10:57,870 --> 00:11:00,710 My mom never loved me, or at least I think. 11 00:11:01,370 --> 00:11:02,650 But I didn't love her either. 12 00:11:03,110 --> 00:11:07,310 It's really harsh to say, I know, but I felt like for her, I just wasn't good 13 00:11:07,310 --> 00:11:08,310 enough. 14 00:11:08,550 --> 00:11:10,890 I started comparing my mom with my mom's friends. 15 00:11:11,430 --> 00:11:12,430 And you know what? 16 00:11:12,810 --> 00:11:14,330 I'd rather be someone else's son. 17 00:11:16,190 --> 00:11:23,090 When you say you weren't good enough, can you give me an example of 18 00:11:23,090 --> 00:11:24,510 how she scolded you? 19 00:11:26,150 --> 00:11:27,210 It's difficult to say. 20 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:30,060 I remember this one time. It was on my birthday. 21 00:11:31,420 --> 00:11:32,420 I'm sorry. 22 00:11:32,620 --> 00:11:34,080 I lost track of time. 23 00:11:35,540 --> 00:11:38,260 Can we continue this in our next session? 24 00:11:38,900 --> 00:11:41,000 Yes, of course. No worries. Thank you. 25 00:12:15,730 --> 00:12:18,110 You're bored with your life and so am I. 26 00:12:19,510 --> 00:12:22,350 In fact, I'm bored to death right now. 27 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:27,770 And when that is the case, I'd like to become someone else. 28 00:12:28,610 --> 00:12:29,610 Shalina. 29 00:12:32,270 --> 00:12:33,270 How are you? 30 00:12:34,470 --> 00:12:36,310 Where are you taking me tonight? 31 00:12:37,850 --> 00:12:38,850 You will see. 32 00:12:55,660 --> 00:13:00,040 Each evening, Jason knows where to find the most interesting parties. 33 00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:05,200 He's a sort of BDSM butler. 34 00:13:07,560 --> 00:13:14,280 He knows all the hot spots in the capital, where all the action is 35 00:13:17,320 --> 00:13:22,760 Masters, mistresses, submissives, switches, 36 00:13:23,180 --> 00:13:24,540 muds. 37 00:13:25,250 --> 00:13:27,450 Fetishes. You name it. 38 00:13:28,510 --> 00:13:33,890 They all text him with the hope of finding something to spice up their 39 00:13:37,610 --> 00:13:38,610 It's here. 40 00:13:39,230 --> 00:13:42,250 May I ask what is behind those doors? 41 00:13:43,090 --> 00:13:44,090 Oh. 42 00:13:44,670 --> 00:13:48,010 Three or four men are waiting for you. 43 00:13:48,570 --> 00:13:53,310 You go in and give them blowjobs, one after another. 44 00:13:54,410 --> 00:13:55,410 And then you leave. 45 00:13:56,250 --> 00:13:57,590 Sounds good. 46 00:13:58,950 --> 00:14:01,790 The door code is 3607. 47 00:14:02,310 --> 00:14:07,550 Make sure that you ring the doorbell on the right, because there is an old lady 48 00:14:07,550 --> 00:14:09,910 in another apartment on that floor. 49 00:14:10,650 --> 00:14:11,910 It's on the fourth floor. 50 00:14:13,490 --> 00:14:14,490 Thank you. 51 00:14:16,050 --> 00:14:22,730 I love traditional sex, but sometimes I feel I need something different. 52 00:14:24,350 --> 00:14:26,550 Something more intense. 53 00:14:27,610 --> 00:14:29,390 I need to offer myself. 54 00:14:29,950 --> 00:14:32,150 Let myself be guided. 55 00:14:32,690 --> 00:14:33,730 To obey. 56 00:14:35,150 --> 00:14:42,130 When that is the case, once I text him, I know Jason will be at my door at ten. 57 00:14:42,510 --> 00:14:44,090 No matter what. 58 00:14:46,590 --> 00:14:47,590 Hello? 59 00:14:47,970 --> 00:14:49,490 Hi. Are you Shalina? 60 00:14:49,930 --> 00:14:50,930 That's me. 61 00:14:51,010 --> 00:14:52,030 Come on inside. 62 00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:06,960 Here, take a cushion. 63 00:15:08,380 --> 00:15:09,380 Thank you. 64 00:15:16,500 --> 00:15:18,020 Don't you want something to drink? 65 00:15:19,300 --> 00:15:20,460 Thank you, madam. 66 00:15:21,020 --> 00:15:27,820 But the only thing my mouth is craving right now is to satisfy the gentlemen 67 00:15:27,820 --> 00:15:29,120 one after the other. 68 00:15:30,100 --> 00:15:31,920 The men can wait. 69 00:15:32,540 --> 00:15:33,540 Start with me. 70 00:18:40,330 --> 00:18:44,670 Feeling his cock all across my tongue relaxes me. 71 00:18:46,390 --> 00:18:50,630 It fills me with pleasure and satisfaction. 72 00:18:53,010 --> 00:18:59,930 And the thought of still having all the other man to blow makes me feel alive 73 00:18:59,930 --> 00:19:03,510 and even more aroused. 74 00:23:24,110 --> 00:23:25,170 Shall I take you home? 75 00:23:25,990 --> 00:23:27,110 Yes, please. 76 00:23:33,990 --> 00:23:40,270 That rush of enjoyment I felt when their cocks filled my mouth has faded. 77 00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:48,110 I feel empty again, frustrated, and very alone. 78 00:23:49,290 --> 00:23:53,310 This sensation is so fleeting, and yet... 79 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:54,720 So addictive. 80 00:23:55,980 --> 00:23:57,640 I need more tonight. 81 00:23:58,360 --> 00:23:59,520 Much more. 82 00:24:01,420 --> 00:24:03,320 I wish they'd use me. 83 00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:07,060 I can be very docile. 84 00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:11,660 So, why didn't they want more? 85 00:24:13,540 --> 00:24:15,920 I am still hungry for more. 86 00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:11,720 I feel like I'm in a box underground, like a coffin. 87 00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:16,940 I try to get out. I try to push up the lid. I'm pushing and pushing. 88 00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:18,400 I'm trapped. 89 00:32:18,740 --> 00:32:20,800 It won't budge. I'm not strong enough. 90 00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:28,240 Little by little, I run out of air and I'm out of breath and I'm suffocating. 91 00:32:28,820 --> 00:32:30,120 I feel like I'm dying. 92 00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:33,700 And then I die and I wake up in a sweat. 93 00:32:34,660 --> 00:32:36,200 Would you like a glass of water? 94 00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:37,780 No, thanks. I'm not thirsty. 95 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:44,740 Do you think perhaps the heavy weight, which doesn't allow you to lift the lid 96 00:32:44,740 --> 00:32:49,440 of the box, represents all your responsibilities in your company? 97 00:32:51,260 --> 00:32:52,780 Did you have a good weekend? 98 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:57,600 I suspected he had a mistress, but I'm certain now. 99 00:32:58,480 --> 00:32:59,740 Are you really sure? 100 00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:02,320 I found a condom in his jeans. 101 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:04,600 Have you talked to him? 102 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:07,040 No, I don't dare. 103 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:09,640 He'll lie to me again and say that I'm crazy. 104 00:33:11,340 --> 00:33:12,700 Yeah, you're not crazy. 105 00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:14,120 You're hurting. 106 00:33:14,700 --> 00:33:17,580 And he's manipulating you, that's all. 107 00:33:18,420 --> 00:33:19,420 You're right. 108 00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:27,360 Do you think bumping up your antidepressants is a good idea? 109 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:34,940 If you ask me, it would be better to start to do therapy. 110 00:33:36,510 --> 00:33:39,870 Two times every week, don't you think? 111 00:33:41,290 --> 00:33:44,670 Honestly, I'm sick of suffering. I swear I'm going to end it all. 112 00:33:47,110 --> 00:33:48,850 No, it'll be okay. 113 00:33:49,230 --> 00:33:50,230 Breathe with me. 114 00:33:52,770 --> 00:33:53,890 I'm going to kill them all. 115 00:33:54,150 --> 00:33:55,810 Their pigs will only think of themselves. 116 00:35:29,060 --> 00:35:33,440 Do you have anything serious like a mouth or... 117 00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:37,160 Who'll make me forget about all this shitty life? 118 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:39,680 What's wrong? 119 00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:47,480 I spend all day listening to people's problems. Their lives have been 120 00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:50,240 damaged, broken by our society. 121 00:35:52,460 --> 00:35:56,960 So, it's all that I hear, day in, day out. 122 00:35:57,380 --> 00:35:59,840 I feel so anxious. 123 00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:01,160 I... 124 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:03,720 Feel like I'm suffocating 125 00:36:03,720 --> 00:36:09,620 Okay 126 00:36:09,620 --> 00:36:15,280 Hey, 127 00:36:19,780 --> 00:36:23,240 man, are you free tonight? 128 00:36:24,880 --> 00:36:30,200 Yeah, I've got a young woman you might like just your type 129 00:36:31,600 --> 00:36:32,600 Okay. 130 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:55,140 Can you please? 131 00:36:58,860 --> 00:37:02,540 I think we have to choose our safety word before we kick out this night. 132 00:37:03,540 --> 00:37:04,920 I'll let you choose one. 133 00:37:06,140 --> 00:37:07,820 It must be something easy. 134 00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:13,560 For sure you had a dog, cat, or goldfish when you were little. 135 00:37:14,460 --> 00:37:16,080 Yes, a dog. Rocky. 136 00:37:16,640 --> 00:37:17,640 It should be Rocky. 137 00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:19,880 Thank you. 138 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:21,800 My finger is really clean. 139 00:37:22,340 --> 00:37:23,520 Say hi to Shalina. 140 00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:25,280 Hi. 141 00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:27,920 Did you have any problem with that? 142 00:37:29,450 --> 00:37:30,930 No, on the contrary. 143 00:37:32,190 --> 00:37:38,770 Go. I've never 144 00:37:38,770 --> 00:37:54,190 had 145 00:37:54,190 --> 00:37:55,190 a dog. 146 00:37:55,870 --> 00:37:57,910 Though, I made up a name. 147 00:37:59,300 --> 00:38:00,300 Rocky. 148 00:38:00,980 --> 00:38:03,320 Which I use whenever necessary. 149 00:38:05,900 --> 00:38:12,100 This safe word allows the submissive to stop the sex if she doesn't like it 150 00:38:12,100 --> 00:38:15,020 or if it no longer pleases her. 151 00:38:18,620 --> 00:38:23,480 But tonight, I want him to take my urges to the limit. 152 00:38:24,500 --> 00:38:28,060 And I feel the need to accept absolutely everything. 153 00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,220 we do bitch 154 00:55:44,589 --> 00:55:50,370 Madam Thank you for the beautiful evening my pleasure 155 00:56:26,379 --> 00:56:27,379 Okay. 156 00:56:28,420 --> 00:56:29,420 He's gone now. 157 00:56:30,760 --> 00:56:31,960 Come on. I'll take you home. 158 00:57:15,180 --> 00:57:16,520 What if they come back? 159 00:57:16,740 --> 00:57:18,120 They know where I live. 160 00:57:18,980 --> 00:57:19,980 No worries. 161 00:57:20,620 --> 00:57:22,880 It won't happen again. They're just kids. 162 00:57:23,780 --> 00:57:25,780 This could have happened to anyone. 163 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:30,460 And believe me, I don't think they will try it ever again. 164 00:57:31,700 --> 00:57:33,380 What do you mean by that? 165 00:57:34,540 --> 00:57:36,060 You don't need any details. 166 00:57:36,420 --> 00:57:39,600 But just know, they will never bother you again. 167 00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:44,020 Why are you so nice to me? 168 00:57:44,840 --> 00:57:50,480 You drive me around, you take me to parties where I can fulfill my 169 00:57:50,820 --> 00:57:51,820 And now this? 170 00:57:52,500 --> 00:57:55,060 And you expect nothing in return? 171 00:57:56,800 --> 00:57:58,880 Why are you doing all of this? 172 00:57:59,980 --> 00:58:01,300 You're overthinking it. 173 00:58:03,260 --> 00:58:04,480 No, no, no. 174 00:58:06,540 --> 00:58:09,180 There's... something is not right. 175 00:58:09,520 --> 00:58:11,080 What do you want from me? 176 00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:13,440 I'm just a chauffeur. 177 00:58:14,750 --> 00:58:16,190 No, you're lying. 178 00:58:17,790 --> 00:58:22,670 You're lying. Tell me what you want from me, or get out of my house. 179 00:58:23,410 --> 00:58:24,410 Okay. 180 00:58:24,830 --> 00:58:25,830 Shalina, please. 181 00:58:26,110 --> 00:58:27,510 No, don't touch me. 182 00:58:28,030 --> 00:58:29,030 Tell me. 183 00:58:29,790 --> 00:58:31,330 What do you want from me? 184 00:58:31,870 --> 00:58:34,270 In fact, who are you? 185 00:58:37,730 --> 00:58:38,730 Okay. 186 00:58:39,670 --> 00:58:42,930 Let me lane it, okay? 187 00:58:44,050 --> 00:58:45,050 Please. 188 00:58:46,790 --> 00:58:47,850 Okay, okay, okay. 189 00:58:48,930 --> 00:58:50,930 Let me try to explain it. 190 00:58:53,450 --> 00:59:00,110 You know, one time, at one time, I was married, and I was totally in love. 191 00:59:00,950 --> 00:59:04,830 But, I don't know, maybe there was something missing in our relationship. 192 00:59:06,050 --> 00:59:09,310 Jason confessed that night and told me everything. 193 00:59:11,170 --> 00:59:12,810 He'd always been a chauffeur. 194 00:59:16,860 --> 00:59:23,820 However, one night when he went home early, he found his wife with her lover. 195 00:59:27,380 --> 00:59:34,300 Jason just stood there, quiet, behind the partly open door, while he watched 196 00:59:34,300 --> 00:59:36,840 another man fuck his wife. 197 00:59:40,980 --> 00:59:44,600 Jason told me he loved the feeling of being cuckold. 198 00:59:46,890 --> 00:59:49,330 Probably because he knew I wouldn't judge him. 199 00:59:52,190 --> 00:59:54,130 That feeling grew in him. 200 00:59:55,590 --> 00:59:58,110 He never said anything to his wife. 201 00:59:59,270 --> 01:00:04,470 And he rushed home early each evening so he could watch someone else fuck her. 202 01:00:07,630 --> 01:00:13,550 Sometimes he just watched, and other times he also masturbated. 203 01:00:15,170 --> 01:00:20,890 One day, It all came crashing down, and his wife left him for her lover. 204 01:00:24,170 --> 01:00:27,410 Jason told me that he'd become very attached to me. 205 01:00:28,570 --> 01:00:31,790 That he'd probably transferred his feelings onto me. 206 01:00:39,470 --> 01:00:41,770 I'm happy that you told me everything. 207 01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:46,960 Now I can see you. 208 01:00:55,340 --> 01:00:57,100 I feel happy too. 209 01:01:04,180 --> 01:01:07,340 For the first time, I saw him differently. 210 01:01:08,700 --> 01:01:11,980 I saw the man he was and not just the driver. 211 01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:15,860 I lingered on his hands. 212 01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:19,480 So masculine, so strong. 213 01:01:20,140 --> 01:01:23,160 Those hands would surely be able to give me pleasure. 214 01:15:13,070 --> 01:15:16,690 Don't ask me why, but I came harder than ever before. 215 01:15:19,190 --> 01:15:25,610 Jason fucked me passionately with all the fervor he'd repressed for months 216 01:15:25,610 --> 01:15:26,870 his wife fucked her lover. 217 01:15:31,330 --> 01:15:35,450 I felt all his frustrations, his story. 218 01:15:37,210 --> 01:15:42,250 Maybe that's what I was looking for, to be intensely fucked. 219 01:15:43,050 --> 01:15:45,030 a tortured and damaged cell. 220 01:16:14,030 --> 01:16:15,030 Then the night. 221 01:16:15,550 --> 01:16:17,770 Then the two following nights. 222 01:16:18,690 --> 01:16:21,650 And finally, the rest of the week. 223 01:16:23,290 --> 01:16:27,610 We both found that balance, and we both enjoyed the game. 224 01:16:29,510 --> 01:16:31,390 So, we got together. 225 01:16:40,110 --> 01:16:42,710 Did you get a confirmation tonight? 226 01:16:43,889 --> 01:16:45,810 Yes. They're waiting for you. 227 01:16:47,110 --> 01:16:48,590 What did you tell them? 228 01:16:49,310 --> 01:16:52,290 Oh, that they can do anything to you. 229 01:16:53,390 --> 01:16:54,890 That it's what you want. 230 01:16:56,310 --> 01:16:58,090 I can't wait. 231 01:16:58,990 --> 01:17:01,490 I expect more this time. 232 01:17:03,170 --> 01:17:07,790 Since the last time, they didn't understand. 233 01:17:08,950 --> 01:17:10,830 At least, that's what I felt. 234 01:17:12,270 --> 01:17:15,270 The deal Jason and I had was the same. 235 01:17:16,510 --> 01:17:18,690 But with one exception. 236 01:17:20,730 --> 01:17:24,790 I didn't want Jason to just wait for me in his car anymore. 237 01:17:27,830 --> 01:17:32,930 Instead, I wanted him to watch me without hiding behind doors. 238 01:17:35,370 --> 01:17:38,690 I want him to feel even more intense pleasure. 239 01:17:40,750 --> 01:17:43,950 I want it to be his ultimate desire. 240 01:30:04,040 --> 01:30:07,760 since we moved to the country, we've been sleeping much better and eating 241 01:30:07,760 --> 01:30:12,220 healthily. It turns out that what was wrong with us and what put us in that 242 01:30:12,220 --> 01:30:13,220 state was Paris. 243 01:30:13,260 --> 01:30:14,440 It's too stressful there.