1 00:01:07,240 --> 00:01:10,040 Dear Red Shoes, Longing. 2 00:01:10,960 --> 00:01:14,340 Have you ever loved someone so much that you could barely breathe in their 3 00:01:14,340 --> 00:01:15,340 presence? 4 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:17,340 It happened to me. 5 00:01:19,860 --> 00:01:21,540 I live in a small town. 6 00:01:23,940 --> 00:01:25,740 A really small town. 7 00:01:27,300 --> 00:01:28,440 And I like it. 8 00:01:29,740 --> 00:01:31,720 I don't look forward to a whole lot. 9 00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:34,260 That's all right, too. 10 00:01:36,780 --> 00:01:39,920 Work at the pool, which is right across the street from where I live. 11 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:46,000 Swimming to kids and kind of keep things in order. 12 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:53,420 Budget cuts. 13 00:01:54,700 --> 00:01:55,920 That town council. 14 00:01:57,880 --> 00:02:00,520 They're going to keep cutting until they cut their own damn fingers off. 15 00:02:04,330 --> 00:02:06,610 We've got another lifeguard gig lined up at the new gym. 16 00:02:08,410 --> 00:02:09,630 We've got a second opening. 17 00:02:11,630 --> 00:02:12,630 Think about it. 18 00:02:14,530 --> 00:02:21,470 Don't worry about me. 19 00:02:21,630 --> 00:02:22,630 I'll be fine. 20 00:02:25,930 --> 00:02:27,770 I know what this place means to me. 21 00:02:31,980 --> 00:02:35,760 And one day, this coach from Indiana brought one of his swimmers to train in 22 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:36,760 our pool. 23 00:02:37,840 --> 00:02:39,780 Word was that he was very good. 24 00:02:40,180 --> 00:02:41,960 We were just training here for about two weeks. 25 00:02:48,700 --> 00:02:50,120 We were training in the pool. 26 00:02:55,280 --> 00:02:56,420 We did it out of nowhere. 27 00:02:57,540 --> 00:02:58,880 We did the real deal. 28 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:01,720 Olympic material. 29 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:03,520 7-5. 30 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:13,760 I guess his coach thought if he could get him away from distractions, he could 31 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:14,760 get him to settle down. 32 00:04:17,550 --> 00:04:18,589 Sometimes at night. 33 00:04:20,750 --> 00:04:22,730 And back into the pool. 34 00:04:25,010 --> 00:04:26,490 And swim naked. 35 00:04:28,910 --> 00:04:30,070 I love it. 36 00:04:31,650 --> 00:04:32,770 Swimming naked. 37 00:04:35,890 --> 00:04:36,890 Fantasizing. 38 00:04:38,570 --> 00:04:40,050 Really love it. 39 00:04:43,650 --> 00:04:44,650 Hello? 40 00:04:46,730 --> 00:04:49,630 to fly, to fly. 41 00:05:50,410 --> 00:05:51,410 It's okay. 42 00:05:52,170 --> 00:05:53,170 I fell asleep. 43 00:06:28,020 --> 00:06:33,560 You're the swimmer How long have you been doing this 44 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:39,880 making it at night I Like this place to 45 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:46,020 the light in the water I 46 00:06:46,020 --> 00:06:48,820 Imagine all the kids who learn how to swim here 47 00:06:48,820 --> 00:06:55,720 They're gonna drain it and tear 48 00:06:55,720 --> 00:06:56,720 it down and 49 00:06:58,320 --> 00:06:59,640 Turn it into a mini mall. 50 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:10,120 You better go. 51 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:11,440 My coach, you know. 52 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:13,820 He doesn't like anyone around when I practice. 53 00:07:15,300 --> 00:07:16,300 There. 54 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:20,040 Take care now. 55 00:07:59,840 --> 00:08:01,140 You look tired. 56 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:05,160 No. 57 00:08:07,180 --> 00:08:08,180 I'm gonna do it again. 58 00:10:05,770 --> 00:10:11,310 Twice or thrice I have loved thee, before I knew thy face or name. 59 00:10:13,670 --> 00:10:17,490 In a voice, in a shapeless flame, 60 00:10:17,830 --> 00:10:23,730 angels affected oft, and worshipped thee. 61 00:10:25,150 --> 00:10:28,770 Still, when to where thou wert, I came. 62 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:00,940 is nothing I did see. 63 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:34,340 To float is to fly. 64 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:38,780 To fly is to dream. 65 00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:43,220 I'm touching him. 66 00:11:44,860 --> 00:11:46,540 He's inside of me. 67 00:11:52,060 --> 00:11:53,180 Swimming naked. 68 00:11:54,320 --> 00:11:55,320 Floating. 69 00:11:57,220 --> 00:11:58,220 Dreaming. 70 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:09,260 I love it Love him 71 00:12:09,260 --> 00:12:14,000 The fantasy 72 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:17,620 Thinking about him 73 00:13:15,180 --> 00:13:18,700 I followed him, watched him. 74 00:13:20,080 --> 00:13:25,740 The other women, how gentle he was, how sure, 75 00:13:26,060 --> 00:13:30,560 how bold. 76 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,540 Someone went through my locker the other night. 77 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:13,240 And someone's been spying on me. 78 00:14:22,720 --> 00:14:24,020 What is it you want to know about me? 79 00:14:35,620 --> 00:14:36,960 Do you want to know how fast I swim? 80 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:41,020 51.3 seconds on a good day. 81 00:14:42,720 --> 00:14:47,120 50.1 seconds, the fastest I've ever gone, which is fast enough. 82 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,960 Or perhaps you want to know about my relationship with my mother. 83 00:14:54,340 --> 00:14:55,340 We're very close. 84 00:14:57,060 --> 00:14:58,060 Just ask me. 85 00:14:59,720 --> 00:15:00,720 My age? 86 00:15:02,320 --> 00:15:03,320 I sure thought. 87 00:15:06,890 --> 00:15:10,150 My star sign, my favorite color, anything. 88 00:15:11,510 --> 00:15:16,530 I want to know what it's like to be one of your women. 89 00:15:32,010 --> 00:15:33,310 I'd like to play back, Hammond. 90 00:15:38,730 --> 00:15:39,990 I see the look in their eyes. 91 00:15:43,570 --> 00:15:46,230 They're feeling something I've never felt before. 92 00:15:49,010 --> 00:15:50,150 Can I tell you something? 93 00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:54,030 I'm a hero. 94 00:15:55,490 --> 00:15:56,830 People think I'm wonderful. 95 00:15:58,750 --> 00:15:59,750 Watch me swim. 96 00:16:01,730 --> 00:16:06,670 Those women, they're not making love to me. 97 00:16:09,839 --> 00:16:11,080 They're making love to their hero. 98 00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:17,960 But that's a lie. 99 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:21,160 Is that what you want also? 100 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:23,980 For me to lie to you? 101 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:57,260 I have a backgammon board. 102 00:17:01,060 --> 00:17:02,260 My name is Isaac. 103 00:17:04,900 --> 00:17:06,640 Lila. Nice to meet you. 104 00:17:11,740 --> 00:17:12,300 Your 105 00:17:12,300 --> 00:17:19,020 first 106 00:17:19,020 --> 00:17:20,020 boyfriend. 107 00:17:21,140 --> 00:17:22,560 Tony Bendito. 108 00:17:23,380 --> 00:17:25,079 He works over at the lumberyard. 109 00:17:26,670 --> 00:17:28,650 He got married last summer and... 110 00:17:28,650 --> 00:17:34,570 I 111 00:17:34,570 --> 00:17:37,750 came from a town like this. 112 00:17:39,610 --> 00:17:40,950 Where we all knew each other. 113 00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:45,950 Now I see my mother once a year. 114 00:17:47,030 --> 00:17:48,090 You have a gift. 115 00:17:49,710 --> 00:17:50,710 It's your destiny. 116 00:17:53,150 --> 00:17:55,430 Sometimes I feel the gift is more than me. 117 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:15,259 You cheated. 118 00:18:15,260 --> 00:18:16,260 I did not. 119 00:18:16,300 --> 00:18:18,140 You did, too. You went from here to here. 120 00:18:18,460 --> 00:18:21,200 No, no, I didn't. I went from here to there. 121 00:18:31,840 --> 00:18:32,840 I'm leaving tomorrow. 122 00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:36,760 Where? 123 00:18:38,540 --> 00:18:39,540 I don't know. 124 00:18:41,780 --> 00:18:43,300 I don't really keep track anymore. 125 00:18:57,740 --> 00:19:04,540 The thing is... The thing is, what if I start thinking 126 00:19:04,540 --> 00:19:06,960 about you, and I'm on the other side of the world? 127 00:19:08,660 --> 00:19:13,940 I mean, maybe I'll start thinking about you, and I don't even know where I am. 128 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:15,200 You know where I am. 129 00:19:15,940 --> 00:19:16,940 It's on the map. 130 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:23,580 It's a little dot between Tustin and Truckee, and it never moves. 131 00:19:50,510 --> 00:19:52,370 My ninth grade swim team scarf. 132 00:19:54,930 --> 00:19:55,930 You never know. 133 00:19:57,330 --> 00:19:59,650 It might get cold when you don't know where you are. 134 00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:54,950 Floating, flying, dreaming. 135 00:21:57,170 --> 00:22:00,710 Suddenly that person disappeared out of my life and it broke my heart. 136 00:22:09,790 --> 00:22:11,210 Water is shadow. 137 00:22:12,490 --> 00:22:13,890 Water is ghost.