1 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:57,480 Dear Red Shoes, I feel your pain. 2 00:00:58,820 --> 00:01:03,700 And I know that sometimes the pain can be so great that fantasy takes the place 3 00:01:03,700 --> 00:01:04,700 of reality. 4 00:01:06,380 --> 00:01:07,800 Especially when you're alone. 5 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:12,080 But what if you make the choice to be alone? 6 00:01:14,280 --> 00:01:18,760 If you get used to being alone, you're happy alone. 7 00:01:20,180 --> 00:01:21,180 What then? 8 00:01:27,070 --> 00:01:29,230 Do. Be what you want to be. 9 00:01:31,630 --> 00:01:33,330 No one to answer to. 10 00:01:35,310 --> 00:01:38,210 Everything in the entire world is open to you. 11 00:01:40,710 --> 00:01:41,710 Life alone. 12 00:01:44,470 --> 00:01:45,770 Life alone. 13 00:02:24,170 --> 00:02:25,170 Thank you. 14 00:03:45,870 --> 00:03:46,870 I like photography. 15 00:03:47,310 --> 00:03:49,810 Some people don't think it's an art, but I do. 16 00:03:56,410 --> 00:03:59,870 Sometimes I go to the bookstore and spend all day looking through the 17 00:03:59,870 --> 00:04:00,870 photography books. 18 00:04:03,070 --> 00:04:06,190 Stopping time is different than movies or paintings. 19 00:04:08,090 --> 00:04:12,070 I don't know why. When the photography is good, sometimes it overwhelms me. 20 00:04:23,980 --> 00:04:27,720 you probably wouldn't think that I think about things like that, but I do. 21 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:35,740 Being a boxer is something I do because it's something I've always done. 22 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:39,620 It takes so much time to get good at something, and once you're good at 23 00:04:39,620 --> 00:04:41,400 anything, it's hard to let go. 24 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:55,760 What do you think? 25 00:04:56,360 --> 00:04:57,360 I like them. 26 00:04:58,020 --> 00:04:59,020 I do too. 27 00:05:01,240 --> 00:05:03,620 You know, I saw your box once when I was in France. 28 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:05,860 I'll never forget it. 29 00:05:07,080 --> 00:05:08,420 You seem so shy. 30 00:05:08,840 --> 00:05:09,840 So savage. 31 00:05:11,700 --> 00:05:12,700 Can I have this one? 32 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:15,360 I'd like to send it to my mom. 33 00:05:16,700 --> 00:05:17,700 Sure. 34 00:05:20,590 --> 00:05:24,210 My mom woke up one morning with the premonition that I had died in the ring. 35 00:05:24,550 --> 00:05:28,050 Since then, she doesn't answer my phone calls or see me. 36 00:05:28,550 --> 00:05:30,510 To her, I'm already dead. 37 00:05:31,990 --> 00:05:33,690 Said she couldn't stand losing me again. 38 00:05:36,150 --> 00:05:37,350 Because of the premonition? 39 00:05:39,270 --> 00:05:42,310 She's one of those kind of people who goes to church every morning. 40 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:44,310 Always has. 41 00:05:45,110 --> 00:05:46,110 Always will. 42 00:05:47,570 --> 00:05:49,190 Do her premonitions come true? 43 00:05:50,610 --> 00:05:51,990 Yeah, a bunch of them. 44 00:05:52,270 --> 00:05:53,350 But not all of them. 45 00:05:58,710 --> 00:06:00,390 What happens if I get the campaign? 46 00:06:01,270 --> 00:06:03,010 They make a deal with you and I shoot it. 47 00:06:04,470 --> 00:06:06,370 What kind of money are we talking about? 48 00:06:07,570 --> 00:06:10,790 Anywhere from five grand to twenty, depending on how wide they go with the 49 00:06:10,790 --> 00:06:11,790 campaign. 50 00:06:12,750 --> 00:06:14,870 When will I find out? 51 00:06:15,430 --> 00:06:16,870 Tomorrow, maybe sooner. 52 00:06:38,480 --> 00:06:39,480 For your mom. 53 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:40,520 Thank you. 54 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:44,620 I need a phone number where I can get in touch with you. 55 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:47,260 I don't have a phone right now. 56 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:50,900 I'm at the gym a lot. Can you leave a message there? 57 00:06:53,700 --> 00:06:54,720 How about an address? 58 00:06:56,580 --> 00:06:57,760 I don't have that either. 59 00:06:58,620 --> 00:06:59,620 Not yet. 60 00:07:09,640 --> 00:07:12,920 You know, I'm not boxing anymore. 61 00:07:13,580 --> 00:07:15,620 I mean, professionally. 62 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:18,840 Because of your mom's premonition? 63 00:07:24,220 --> 00:07:25,320 You're broke, aren't you? 64 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:32,060 Why don't you stay here tonight? 65 00:07:33,340 --> 00:07:34,340 Are you sure? 66 00:08:08,360 --> 00:08:09,720 You don't talk much, do you? 67 00:08:11,260 --> 00:08:12,720 I never thought about it. 68 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:17,720 I've been here since this afternoon, and the phone hasn't rung one. 69 00:08:18,400 --> 00:08:19,500 I need the phone. 70 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:38,200 So what do you think? 71 00:08:39,299 --> 00:08:40,299 It's perfect. 72 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:41,980 I love him. I think he's great. 73 00:08:42,860 --> 00:08:43,860 Just let me call the agency. 74 00:08:44,340 --> 00:08:48,260 Great. You know, I like this view where he's, like, really strong in his eyes, 75 00:08:48,340 --> 00:08:49,900 where he's, like, looking right at the camera. 76 00:08:51,620 --> 00:08:52,620 Excuse me. 77 00:08:53,740 --> 00:08:54,820 We're going to place the craft. 78 00:08:55,180 --> 00:08:56,180 Here he is. 79 00:09:03,940 --> 00:09:04,940 Matt. 80 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:06,360 Start down here. 81 00:09:56,600 --> 00:10:00,960 Now, lift her up and, like, put her in your arms. Really strong. 82 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:04,200 Really strong. 83 00:10:19,110 --> 00:10:20,610 What do you think, Max? You got any idea? 84 00:10:21,390 --> 00:10:26,950 I took a picture on a boat in Madagascar with a fisherman coming out of the sea 85 00:10:26,950 --> 00:10:30,310 with a sailfish on his shoulder and he shot from behind. 86 00:10:30,530 --> 00:10:32,570 I could hold Maddie like that. It would be amazing. 87 00:11:02,819 --> 00:11:04,140 Yeah, he's a boxer. 88 00:11:05,100 --> 00:11:06,580 Yeah, he's really good looking. 89 00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:08,860 No, not yet. 90 00:11:10,700 --> 00:11:11,700 Of course. 91 00:11:13,540 --> 00:11:14,660 Oh, I'll get him. 92 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:16,780 I think he kind of likes me, actually. 93 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:19,220 Let's just put it that way. 94 00:11:30,239 --> 00:11:31,400 When do we get to see the film? 95 00:11:37,420 --> 00:11:38,420 Want some? 96 00:11:45,560 --> 00:11:47,960 If you don't mind, Maddy asked me to a dinner party. 97 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:52,800 No, I don't mind. 98 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:54,120 Do you have your keys? 99 00:12:02,670 --> 00:12:03,670 Have fun, you two. 100 00:12:06,470 --> 00:12:06,850 So 101 00:12:06,850 --> 00:12:14,910 what 102 00:12:14,910 --> 00:12:15,910 do you think? 103 00:12:16,350 --> 00:12:17,350 It went great. 104 00:12:24,350 --> 00:12:25,690 You don't have to stay here, you know. 105 00:12:34,410 --> 00:12:35,410 You're doing it again. 106 00:12:38,010 --> 00:12:39,010 Doing what? 107 00:12:41,170 --> 00:12:47,930 It's sad to see you... What? 108 00:12:48,510 --> 00:12:49,570 In pain. 109 00:12:54,450 --> 00:12:59,770 The pain of making yourself want what you all let yourself have. 110 00:14:34,190 --> 00:14:35,190 Okay. 111 00:15:36,170 --> 00:15:37,170 Are you hungry? 112 00:15:43,950 --> 00:15:45,630 Is that okay if I make us dinner? 113 00:15:49,010 --> 00:15:50,290 I can't. It was great. 114 00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:51,750 Seriously. 115 00:15:52,190 --> 00:15:54,470 Wes, hey, do you like having dinner? 116 00:15:54,790 --> 00:15:55,790 Not tonight. 117 00:15:57,550 --> 00:15:58,550 Suit yourself. 118 00:16:13,230 --> 00:16:14,230 Are you okay? 119 00:16:15,150 --> 00:16:16,150 Yeah. 120 00:16:20,110 --> 00:16:22,550 I want you to know how much I appreciate everything. 121 00:16:22,850 --> 00:16:23,850 Your generosity. 122 00:16:24,770 --> 00:16:26,550 I really needed this job. 123 00:16:27,450 --> 00:16:28,810 I'd like to repay you somehow. 124 00:16:29,710 --> 00:16:31,030 That's okay. You don't have to. 125 00:16:31,930 --> 00:16:34,770 I was ready to always repay kindness with kindness. 126 00:16:35,230 --> 00:16:36,510 So make us dinner, okay? 127 00:16:37,790 --> 00:16:38,790 Okay. 128 00:16:40,230 --> 00:16:41,430 Can I put the music on? 129 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,000 Search yourself. 130 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,200 Bat ready. 131 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:39,200 Dear God, thank you for the food on this table, for the gift of a new friend, 132 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,160 for these blessings. 133 00:18:41,380 --> 00:18:42,380 I'm grateful. 134 00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:44,400 Amen. 135 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:47,480 I love to slow dance. 136 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:53,140 Sometimes I think it's the most intimate thing people can do. 137 00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:56,440 It's so pure. 138 00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:03,320 People holding each other, swaying to the music. 139 00:20:08,900 --> 00:20:10,300 Why are you telling me this? 140 00:20:17,130 --> 00:20:18,430 Because I wanna talk to you. 141 00:20:21,070 --> 00:20:23,150 I want to hold you and touch you. 142 00:20:23,590 --> 00:20:24,990 I want you to like me. 143 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,350 To let me in. 144 00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:49,580 I know. 145 00:21:17,830 --> 00:21:20,150 If you don't want me to, I won't touch you. 146 00:21:22,270 --> 00:21:23,350 It's not about that. 147 00:21:26,070 --> 00:21:27,730 I just want to be close to you. 148 00:21:30,010 --> 00:21:31,410 I'll do anything for you. 149 00:21:32,510 --> 00:21:36,710 I'll cook, clean, bathe you. 150 00:21:40,510 --> 00:21:42,150 I'm not asking you about anything. 151 00:21:49,870 --> 00:21:51,270 I just want to be close to you. 152 00:23:22,660 --> 00:23:23,660 Lay by me. 153 00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:46,720 Hold my hand. 154 00:23:56,970 --> 00:24:00,050 I haven't been with a man in so long, I barely know what to do. 155 00:24:08,650 --> 00:24:10,050 You've overwhelmed me, Max. 156 00:24:11,250 --> 00:24:13,070 You just think it's good to be true. 157 00:24:14,910 --> 00:24:16,750 Please, no words. 158 00:24:17,650 --> 00:24:18,730 I have to talk. 159 00:24:22,570 --> 00:24:24,470 Have you ever spent time in the country? 160 00:24:36,659 --> 00:24:40,600 people. Just sky and clouds. 161 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:46,060 That's how you make me feel. 162 00:24:47,260 --> 00:24:49,500 Like there's no one else in the room but you and me. 163 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:54,020 Just space and sky and clouds. 164 00:25:55,900 --> 00:25:57,220 That's the way it was. 165 00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,380 Should I say is? 166 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:04,260 He makes me feel like there's nobody in the world but us. 167 00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:07,660 Twin souls. 168 00:26:09,020 --> 00:26:10,020 Lonely eyes. 169 00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:13,020 Twin souls. 170 00:26:22,750 --> 00:26:29,250 Somehow, what I learned from him was to push past what I thought my limits were. 171 00:26:30,530 --> 00:26:32,870 And most importantly, to trust myself. 172 00:26:35,570 --> 00:26:37,710 Oh, if I could trust myself.