1 00:01:11,150 --> 00:01:15,330 Sometimes you are who you are, and sometimes you are who you pretend to be. 2 00:01:15,930 --> 00:01:20,830 And sometimes, if you meet the right person, the two become one. 3 00:01:21,510 --> 00:01:24,210 Who you are and who you pretend to be. 4 00:01:24,790 --> 00:01:28,130 In other words, stop lying to yourself. 5 00:02:17,700 --> 00:02:19,100 Let's go. 6 00:03:42,910 --> 00:03:45,070 I can't believe you let him get away with it. 7 00:03:45,670 --> 00:03:48,910 Kick a guard in the balls and turn a one-week stay into an automatic three 8 00:03:48,910 --> 00:03:49,910 months. 9 00:03:50,970 --> 00:03:52,350 Just where do you think I'm going? 10 00:03:52,630 --> 00:03:54,790 It's regulations, ma'am. Ma'am? 11 00:03:55,450 --> 00:03:57,870 We got ourselves a boy scout, huh, Patsy? 12 00:04:22,670 --> 00:04:23,970 I took the rap for him. 13 00:04:25,150 --> 00:04:28,250 He said, baby, I can't go back to prison. 14 00:04:29,370 --> 00:04:30,750 It's easier for women. 15 00:04:31,910 --> 00:04:34,030 I'll work. Save money while you're in. 16 00:04:35,210 --> 00:04:36,330 Buy you a house. 17 00:04:37,430 --> 00:04:38,870 You bottle of crap. 18 00:04:41,350 --> 00:04:45,690 Last I heard, she had her marriage annulled because I'm an unfit wife 19 00:04:45,690 --> 00:04:46,690 serving time in jail. 20 00:04:49,890 --> 00:04:51,010 Now I'm in isolation. 21 00:04:54,830 --> 00:04:55,830 I'm going to talk to him. 22 00:04:59,210 --> 00:05:00,210 Hey, you. 23 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:01,990 Boy Scout, you back there? 24 00:05:02,650 --> 00:05:03,650 Yes, ma'am. 25 00:05:05,110 --> 00:05:06,110 Why are you hiding? 26 00:05:06,310 --> 00:05:07,390 You're such a light girl. 27 00:05:09,870 --> 00:05:10,870 Come on out. 28 00:05:11,030 --> 00:05:12,250 Let me get a look at you. 29 00:05:12,910 --> 00:05:16,230 He never shows his face in the shower. I think he's shy. 30 00:05:17,910 --> 00:05:18,910 Is that true? 31 00:05:19,270 --> 00:05:20,790 Are you shy, Boy Scout? 32 00:05:22,170 --> 00:05:23,810 No, ma'am. I just know my place. 33 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:26,520 What's your name? 34 00:05:28,300 --> 00:05:29,300 Charlie. 35 00:05:29,840 --> 00:05:30,840 Charlie what? 36 00:05:31,620 --> 00:05:33,080 Parker. Charlie Parker. 37 00:05:34,180 --> 00:05:36,100 Isn't that some famous guy's name? 38 00:05:36,500 --> 00:05:37,500 Yes, ma'am. 39 00:05:38,280 --> 00:05:39,300 Jazz musician. 40 00:05:40,740 --> 00:05:41,860 Played alto sax. 41 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:43,160 My mother's favorite. 42 00:05:43,800 --> 00:05:45,080 She's a mama's boy. 43 00:05:45,440 --> 00:05:47,300 Hey, Charlie. 44 00:05:47,840 --> 00:05:50,080 Carmen says you're a mama's boy. Is that true? 45 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:52,540 I don't know. What is a mama's boy? 46 00:05:53,180 --> 00:05:55,920 A man who loves his mama more than any other woman? 47 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:58,000 Is that you, Charlie? 48 00:05:58,780 --> 00:05:59,940 I love my mother. 49 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:02,120 Respect her. 50 00:06:03,580 --> 00:06:05,560 Different kind of love, though, with other women. 51 00:06:06,540 --> 00:06:07,880 You know what I think? 52 00:06:09,540 --> 00:06:14,740 I think a mama's boy is a man not standing five feet away from two 53 00:06:14,740 --> 00:06:17,000 beautiful, naked women. 54 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:20,400 And he don't even have the courage to speak. 55 00:06:22,860 --> 00:06:25,000 Well, where I'm from, that means I'm a gentleman. 56 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:32,680 I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. 57 00:06:38,360 --> 00:06:38,840 Come 58 00:06:38,840 --> 00:06:46,180 on 59 00:06:46,180 --> 00:06:47,180 now, I didn't say that. 60 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:53,700 Men like you that drive women into each other's arms. 61 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:57,500 What choice do you have? 62 00:06:58,520 --> 00:07:00,620 Pod. We don't want to be pod. 63 00:07:01,500 --> 00:07:03,040 We won't even take you. 64 00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:07,980 All we want is more than anything in the world. 65 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:10,920 To feel sexy. 66 00:07:11,580 --> 00:07:12,960 Just for a moment. 67 00:07:14,260 --> 00:07:15,300 Yes, Charlie. 68 00:07:16,420 --> 00:07:19,600 Men like you, but women like us. 69 00:07:23,990 --> 00:07:26,770 He doesn't have urges, Charlie. 70 00:07:28,470 --> 00:07:29,830 Deep urges. 71 00:07:31,290 --> 00:07:35,310 He doesn't just lift his tongue with a bar of dope. 72 00:07:36,170 --> 00:07:37,170 Wet. 73 00:07:37,730 --> 00:07:38,730 Leaked. 74 00:07:39,710 --> 00:07:45,530 Bubbling and rubbing and drooping. It's epic. 75 00:07:45,790 --> 00:07:47,550 Hiding into my body. 76 00:07:51,660 --> 00:07:52,660 Are you still there? 77 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:54,920 Yes, ma'am. 78 00:08:21,840 --> 00:08:22,840 Warm air. 79 00:08:25,100 --> 00:08:29,200 I'm alone, but with my brain inside of me. 80 00:08:30,460 --> 00:08:32,020 It's so warm. 81 00:08:32,559 --> 00:08:38,600 Like crazy, I'm on a coma. And you just chase it. 82 00:08:39,580 --> 00:08:42,080 The cold is so hot. 83 00:08:43,039 --> 00:08:46,740 The cold has to do it with your legs. 84 00:08:48,320 --> 00:08:50,960 That I move inside of me from behind. 85 00:08:52,460 --> 00:08:53,580 Are you listening, Charlie? 86 00:08:55,400 --> 00:09:01,980 Tell me you knew what it was like to walk through those windows, making love, 87 00:09:02,420 --> 00:09:06,580 taking turns, kicking, 88 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:09,060 fighting, 89 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:15,160 sucking over and over. 90 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:19,960 Can you see it, Charlie? 91 00:09:28,950 --> 00:09:30,350 Yes. 92 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:03,060 Want the man. 93 00:10:04,780 --> 00:10:06,980 Any man willing to break the rule. 94 00:10:10,700 --> 00:10:11,700 Come on, Tyler. 95 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:14,440 Break the rule. 96 00:10:19,920 --> 00:10:20,920 I'm sorry. 97 00:10:25,020 --> 00:10:29,120 Is it in the rules that a mean-eyed, creepy-fingered guard gets to grab my 98 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:30,120 pussy? 99 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:31,540 Is that part of the rules? 100 00:10:37,890 --> 00:10:38,890 No, 101 00:10:41,370 --> 00:10:43,630 man, but I can't... You're goddamn right it is. 102 00:10:44,350 --> 00:10:45,590 Fuck your rules, Charlie. 103 00:10:48,930 --> 00:10:50,630 I almost had you, didn't I? 104 00:10:51,770 --> 00:10:52,770 You're no different. 105 00:10:54,210 --> 00:10:55,350 Go ahead, Charlie. 106 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:57,030 Ignore me. 107 00:10:57,670 --> 00:10:59,250 You can pretend I don't exist. 108 00:11:00,030 --> 00:11:04,150 All the men in my life could care less whether I was breathing, starting with 109 00:11:04,150 --> 00:11:05,910 my father and every weak man since. 110 00:11:06,970 --> 00:11:11,750 But as far as I'm concerned, Charlie, I don't need your eyes upon me in order 111 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:17,510 for me to know that I'm sexy, beautiful, strong, 112 00:11:17,790 --> 00:11:19,390 smart. 113 00:11:20,750 --> 00:11:22,190 You understand what I'm saying? 114 00:11:29,569 --> 00:11:32,590 Cat got your tongue, or haven't you ever heard a naked woman tell the truth 115 00:11:32,590 --> 00:11:33,590 before? 116 00:11:35,390 --> 00:11:36,770 I bet you haven't. 117 00:11:39,070 --> 00:11:43,690 I bet you date the kind of woman that smiles at you all the time while she 118 00:11:43,690 --> 00:11:44,690 fetches your beer. 119 00:11:45,510 --> 00:11:49,890 The kind of woman that laughs at all your stupid, pathetic little jokes. 120 00:11:51,210 --> 00:11:57,410 And when you fuck her, Charlie, she moans and screams as if you and 121 00:11:57,410 --> 00:12:01,200 you alone You're the only man that can make her come. 122 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:03,460 Isn't that so, Charlie? 123 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:09,160 Ma'am, you don't know anything about me. 124 00:12:09,740 --> 00:12:10,740 You're right. 125 00:12:10,920 --> 00:12:12,520 I don't know anything about you. 126 00:12:13,380 --> 00:12:15,140 And you don't know anything about me. 127 00:12:15,660 --> 00:12:17,940 Except I'm in jail, and so are you. 128 00:12:20,060 --> 00:12:21,060 Not working. 129 00:12:21,480 --> 00:12:22,480 Same difference. 130 00:12:22,820 --> 00:12:26,180 You need them to put three square meals on your table, and so do I. 131 00:12:27,020 --> 00:12:28,540 You're as trapped as I am. 132 00:12:29,260 --> 00:12:33,520 Except in three months, I'm a free bird, and you're still stuck. 133 00:12:39,060 --> 00:12:40,060 That's enough. 134 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:41,840 Get dressed and go to time's up. 135 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:01,240 You know, Dakota, being stuck is in the mind. 136 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:03,900 The same as being bored. 137 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:09,480 Now, this may be the only job I could find, but it doesn't mean I'm trapped. 138 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:16,380 I have a feeling, Dakota, and I don't mean to insult you, but I have a feeling 139 00:13:16,380 --> 00:13:20,560 even when you're not locked up, you still act like a caged bird. 140 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:23,400 Wrestler. 141 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:25,320 Uptight. 142 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:26,560 Angry. 143 00:13:27,850 --> 00:13:32,170 You're dreaming about the wide-open blue sky tipped off at everybody else because 144 00:13:32,170 --> 00:13:33,670 you can't spread your wings and fly. 145 00:13:37,230 --> 00:13:38,850 It's all in the mind, the governor. 146 00:13:41,630 --> 00:13:43,170 See, up here, I'm free. 147 00:13:46,830 --> 00:13:47,830 Free as a bird. 148 00:13:51,530 --> 00:13:53,190 I will say one thing for you. 149 00:13:55,310 --> 00:13:56,990 You sure do have a way with words. 150 00:14:02,730 --> 00:14:03,730 You still awake? 151 00:14:04,930 --> 00:14:05,930 Sure am. 152 00:14:08,590 --> 00:14:10,630 He's not like the other guards, is he? 153 00:14:11,850 --> 00:14:12,850 Charlie? 154 00:14:14,170 --> 00:14:15,350 He's different, all right. 155 00:14:16,990 --> 00:14:18,110 He didn't get angry. 156 00:14:18,490 --> 00:14:19,890 I don't understand that. 157 00:14:20,430 --> 00:14:21,930 He's trying to piss them off. 158 00:14:23,510 --> 00:14:24,730 He's a real gentleman. 159 00:14:25,530 --> 00:14:28,590 My mommy would say that only a dead man was a gentleman. 160 00:14:31,340 --> 00:14:32,340 My mom was half right. 161 00:14:33,340 --> 00:14:35,100 Half the men in the world are pigs. 162 00:14:36,200 --> 00:14:38,700 The other half are pigs that mean well. 163 00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:41,300 Which category do you belong in? 164 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:43,660 Well, I hope the second. 165 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:45,600 No hard feelings? 166 00:14:46,680 --> 00:14:47,680 No hard feelings. 167 00:14:48,260 --> 00:14:49,820 You were right about one thing, though. 168 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:51,200 What's that? 169 00:14:51,580 --> 00:14:53,840 I've never had an aching wound in some of the children. 170 00:14:55,580 --> 00:14:57,720 Did you come back for the second wound? 171 00:14:58,160 --> 00:14:59,920 No, I'm on a double check. 172 00:15:02,800 --> 00:15:04,440 Keeping an eye on the bad girls? 173 00:15:04,720 --> 00:15:05,720 Tell me, Charlie. 174 00:15:05,980 --> 00:15:07,720 Do you have one of those Messiah complexes? 175 00:15:08,220 --> 00:15:11,860 Here to save the downtrodden, sinners, prostitutes? 176 00:15:12,080 --> 00:15:13,420 No, nothing like that. 177 00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:18,860 After college, I needed a job, and I couldn't find one in my chosen career. 178 00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:20,500 Which is? 179 00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:22,840 Literature. I'm a writer. 180 00:15:24,020 --> 00:15:28,400 Sort of. I haven't published anything yet, but... Yeah, I keep trying. 181 00:15:29,140 --> 00:15:30,280 What do you write about? 182 00:15:31,370 --> 00:15:36,310 My life, growing up, and what I see and what I hear. 183 00:15:37,190 --> 00:15:39,070 Like saying that I'm a caged bird? 184 00:15:40,950 --> 00:15:41,950 Sort of. 185 00:15:42,770 --> 00:15:43,770 Patsy around? 186 00:15:44,230 --> 00:15:45,230 No. 187 00:15:45,810 --> 00:15:47,110 You feel him, don't you? 188 00:15:47,710 --> 00:15:48,710 Can't sleep. 189 00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:51,510 How about you tell us a bedtime story? 190 00:15:52,070 --> 00:15:53,510 Will you do that for us, Charlie? 191 00:15:54,130 --> 00:15:55,130 I don't know. 192 00:15:55,510 --> 00:15:56,710 Oh, come on, Charlie. 193 00:15:56,950 --> 00:15:58,610 You're a writer. Tell us a story. 194 00:15:59,170 --> 00:16:00,730 I can't. I don't know. 195 00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:02,320 Come here. 196 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:06,280 I've never had anyone tell me a bedtime story before. 197 00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:07,920 Is it against the rules? 198 00:16:09,060 --> 00:16:10,160 I don't think so. 199 00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:12,440 Make it sexy, Charlie. 200 00:16:13,080 --> 00:16:14,700 Yeah, make it romantic. 201 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:18,420 Make it a true story, Charlie. I haven't got the patience for shit that's made 202 00:16:18,420 --> 00:16:19,420 up. 203 00:16:20,340 --> 00:16:21,340 I can't. 204 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:23,560 It's all in the mind, Charlie. 205 00:16:24,620 --> 00:16:28,780 Tell me about the first time you made love. 206 00:16:34,260 --> 00:16:39,760 I was 16 years old. 207 00:16:41,800 --> 00:16:43,680 It was August. 208 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:47,760 I was staying at my grandmother's house in Brunswick, Georgia. 209 00:16:51,460 --> 00:16:53,460 It was a hot, hot night. 210 00:16:56,080 --> 00:17:00,240 It was so hot that my sweat felt like an extra layer of skin. 211 00:17:01,740 --> 00:17:04,180 You know that thick heat that won't let you go? 212 00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:10,160 I was laying in my bed. 213 00:17:13,020 --> 00:17:14,660 Naked as the day I was born. 214 00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:19,619 And I didn't move a muscle. 215 00:17:20,700 --> 00:17:21,940 My seeds were damp. 216 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:25,680 I was waiting. 217 00:17:26,060 --> 00:17:27,060 To burn. 218 00:17:28,020 --> 00:17:29,100 No, for breathe. 219 00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:32,580 You know that breeze that comes about four in the morning? 220 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:36,660 I was wondering, where does that breeze come from? 221 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:41,040 And does God finally decide to show us a little mercy? 222 00:17:41,780 --> 00:17:48,340 And just at that moment, the curtains flutter, the leaves twist and turn, 223 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:49,680 rustling outside my window. 224 00:17:51,300 --> 00:17:57,920 The scent of jasmine comes in and slides across my scenic claim, like a baby to 225 00:17:57,920 --> 00:17:58,920 his mother's breast. 226 00:18:01,070 --> 00:18:02,070 She walks in. 227 00:18:04,210 --> 00:18:05,450 What was her name? 228 00:18:06,510 --> 00:18:07,950 It was Magnolia. 229 00:18:11,750 --> 00:18:12,750 Magnolia. 230 00:18:15,910 --> 00:18:16,990 She was pretty. 231 00:18:17,970 --> 00:18:18,970 Like you. 232 00:18:19,490 --> 00:18:20,550 Like me? 233 00:18:21,450 --> 00:18:22,510 So pretty. 234 00:18:23,790 --> 00:18:25,210 What happened next? 235 00:18:30,960 --> 00:18:33,100 I sneaked out of my grandmother's house into the woods. 236 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:36,840 Crickets and cicadas were singing. 237 00:18:38,540 --> 00:18:39,620 Just for us. 238 00:18:42,280 --> 00:18:43,280 You had what? 239 00:18:46,260 --> 00:18:47,580 We lay down. 240 00:18:49,740 --> 00:18:50,740 The grass. 241 00:18:54,140 --> 00:18:55,440 What was she wearing? 242 00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:57,220 A yellow summer dress. 243 00:19:00,290 --> 00:19:01,390 Shade of a buttercup. 244 00:19:05,230 --> 00:19:06,610 She wasn't wearing any pants. 245 00:19:11,170 --> 00:19:12,890 I don't think it was her first time. 246 00:19:18,910 --> 00:19:20,350 She got on top of me. 247 00:19:24,270 --> 00:19:25,270 Shifted her head. 248 00:19:27,110 --> 00:19:28,190 Helped guide me inside. 249 00:19:34,220 --> 00:19:35,360 I thought I'd stopped breathing. 250 00:19:40,420 --> 00:19:42,680 It was the same moment I laid eyes on you. 251 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:45,760 Make love to me. 252 00:19:49,020 --> 00:19:50,200 Please, Charlie. 253 00:19:51,380 --> 00:19:52,380 I can't. 254 00:19:53,960 --> 00:19:56,000 I want to, but I can't. 255 00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:01,580 Lock the door, Charlie. 256 00:20:06,540 --> 00:20:07,259 It's not right. 257 00:20:07,260 --> 00:20:09,140 I can unlock the door, Charlie. 258 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:10,379 Give her a break. 259 00:20:10,380 --> 00:20:11,380 No, Carmen. 260 00:20:11,580 --> 00:20:12,580 He's right. 261 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:14,980 Can you get right down to it? 262 00:20:15,440 --> 00:20:18,060 I'm on one side of the bars. He's on the other. 263 00:20:18,500 --> 00:20:20,520 He has the keys and we don't. 264 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:21,940 He's in charge. 265 00:20:22,180 --> 00:20:23,500 He's the big man. 266 00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:23,580 Don't ever touch her! 267 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:13,860 I got fired. 268 00:22:14,560 --> 00:22:15,560 Fired? 269 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:18,840 Patsy's the only one that knows I'm here. 270 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:20,240 He fired you? 271 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:22,580 You were just trying to protect me. 272 00:22:23,340 --> 00:22:24,400 I broke a rule. 273 00:22:25,260 --> 00:22:26,440 I had a fellow guard. 274 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:29,780 I'm sorry, Charlie. 275 00:22:30,340 --> 00:22:31,700 This is all my fault. 276 00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:33,320 No, it's not. 277 00:22:33,620 --> 00:22:34,780 I made a choice. 278 00:22:35,860 --> 00:22:37,040 I can live with that. 279 00:22:37,940 --> 00:22:39,300 But I won't see you. 280 00:22:40,110 --> 00:22:41,110 Yes, you will. 281 00:22:42,250 --> 00:22:43,370 I'll visit you. 282 00:22:44,650 --> 00:22:45,710 You mean that? 283 00:22:46,030 --> 00:22:47,030 Every week. 284 00:23:00,510 --> 00:23:01,770 But I thought... 285 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:17,830 So, Naomi and I made love. 286 00:23:20,230 --> 00:23:23,130 And pretty soon a cool soft breeze swept through the woods. 287 00:23:24,970 --> 00:23:28,510 And I remember thinking, it wasn't God at all who made that wind. 288 00:23:30,110 --> 00:23:31,510 It was me and Magnolia. 289 00:23:34,170 --> 00:23:37,390 Our bodies made the leaves twist and turn. 290 00:23:38,990 --> 00:23:40,170 The trees sway. 291 00:23:43,120 --> 00:23:44,120 The moon dance. 292 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:11,460 Love behind bars. 293 00:24:12,810 --> 00:24:17,910 I guess it doesn't matter where you find it, as long as you find it. 294 00:24:30,130 --> 00:24:34,430 All I know is when I think back on those few hours I spent with him, I realize 295 00:24:34,430 --> 00:24:35,430 that he was it. 296 00:24:35,530 --> 00:24:36,690 The brass ring. 297 00:24:37,710 --> 00:24:41,670 Possibly my last chance at what some people might call true romance.