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Dear Red Shoes, Have you ever been
affected by something you've seen in a

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movie? I mean really affected.

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Haunted may be a better word.

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It happened to me during my first year
of college.

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I went to a film one afternoon in
between finals to rest and just let my

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mind wander.

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It was about these two couples who were
on vacation together and somehow ended

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up all going to bed with one another.

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By now I think you know where this
letter's heading.

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My love for Raymond.

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It's difficult to believe one small word
can express adequately my feelings for

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him.

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Sometimes I believe that the only reason
I was born, the only reason I

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live, is to love him.

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At the core,

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Take the rest of the world away.

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And you'll have our love.

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It is all-consuming.

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Here's my life.

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But still I'm haunted by the images of a
film I saw when I was in my first year

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of college.

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Two couples went on a vacation with each
other.

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old friends.

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No,

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it was a cafe floor. We stayed there
till 6 a.m. 2 a.m. You see, he never

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remembers that thing about it.

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I'm pretty sure it was a cafe.

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Oh, no, wait a minute. I don't screw up
the facts because I have the facts.

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You have soundbite. How can you screw up
the facts because you have no facts?

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At least I have the facts. I have two
pages.

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Julia had always been more outgoing than
me, more at ease with her body, and I

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admired that.

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Sometimes I secretly watched her and
wondered how she was with Marcus,

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the way she touched him and the way he
touched her.

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Maybe I was a little bit jealous because
they had something special between the

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two of them.

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Maybe... They were jealous of me and
Remy, too.

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Perhaps sometimes, even when people are
very close to each other, there are

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always secrets between them.

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I had never loved anyone like the three
of them.

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If someone told me that I had three
minutes left, I think I would spend that

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time thinking about that night.

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We had been dancing all together before
many times, and kissed and

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hugged, walked together arm in arm.

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Their bodies were familiar to me.

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Maybe sometimes a kiss or a touch lasted
too long.

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That night I felt something I can't
explain.

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The sense of foreboding.

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I remember looking at the others and
thinking, these are the three people I

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love most in the world.

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We seemed a sacred circle, and nothing
could come between us.

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I saw a road in the building back there.
Why don't we make a run for it?

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Yeah, that's a good idea. There's no car
coming down this way.

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You guys, we're going to make a run for
it. Hand me the black one and the black

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one for a minute, okay? Sure, quick.

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I know, there's no car coming down here,
honey.

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Quick run for it. Hold on.

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What is this place?

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I don't know.

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Can't go to sleep without her telling me
a bedtime story.

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Tell us one.

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Yes, go ahead.

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Once upon a time, a very long time ago,

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there used to be four friends.

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Two couples who liked each other and
trusted each other.

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and told each other secrets.

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They were the best of friends.

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And once, while on vacation in a faraway
country, a long way from home,

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the unspeakable happened.

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Without saying a word, they reached out
for one another.

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It was raining outside.

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All they could hear was their hearts
beating.

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There was no turning back.

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I feel the fire inside you.

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Let it show.

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Don't get too hot now.

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You feel the fire within you.

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Let it show.

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Life is a candle.

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Love is a cross.

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You find the fire.

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I found you.

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Let it show.

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You feel a flood within you.

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It feels too hard to hold back.

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You better let it go.

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That night was extraordinary.

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Why? How we got there.

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The accident.

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The circumstance.

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Fate. Whatever you call it.

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We found ourselves in a separate world.

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Drift away.

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Far, far away.

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The rain.

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The silence.

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The strangeness of the place.

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We were all somewhere we had never been
before.

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Never even imagined.

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And there was magic somehow.

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Somehow we just let go.

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Time stopped.

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Everything stopped.

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We were simply there, being, aware of
their immediate presence.

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We were free.

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Sometimes life does imitate art.

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And in case you're wondering, just like
the couples in the movie that haunted me

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so. We never talked about it afterwards.

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And we never judged each other.

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In the end, we all came to realize that
what we had shared that night, our

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secret, actually brought us closer than
ever.

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We'd crossed the line.

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We'd come back very much alive.

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When reality came around, we had to face
the truth, the God's honest

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truth of what we had done.

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We could place no blame.

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We could not judge.

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We had done it together.

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And we were all guilty, all innocent.

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Life isn't a game.

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How is it now?

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You feel the fire within.