1 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:41,820 Dear Red Shoes. 2 00:01:43,660 --> 00:01:45,380 What do you do when the passion goes? 3 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:48,860 What do you do to renew it? 4 00:01:50,840 --> 00:01:52,120 How far do you go? 5 00:01:55,160 --> 00:01:56,480 What are you willing to sacrifice? 6 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:25,200 This isn't working between us, is it? 7 00:02:27,520 --> 00:02:28,520 I didn't say that. 8 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:30,680 You didn't have to. 9 00:02:33,860 --> 00:02:36,220 Are you saying you don't want to be with me anymore? 10 00:02:36,820 --> 00:02:37,880 I didn't say that. 11 00:02:39,620 --> 00:02:40,900 I want to be with you. 12 00:02:42,140 --> 00:02:45,580 And I think you want to be with me too, but I can't go on like this anymore. 13 00:02:47,700 --> 00:02:48,700 Frank. 14 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:50,260 I don't want you to apologize. 15 00:02:51,550 --> 00:02:53,010 I want you to talk to me. 16 00:02:57,050 --> 00:02:59,150 Who was it? 17 00:03:06,130 --> 00:03:07,130 What happened? 18 00:03:09,690 --> 00:03:10,690 Talk to me. 19 00:03:16,370 --> 00:03:18,850 Okay, fine. If you don't want to talk to me, that's fine. You know, I really 20 00:03:18,850 --> 00:03:19,970 think you should talk to somebody. 21 00:03:23,080 --> 00:03:25,020 You've got so much going on inside here. 22 00:03:25,700 --> 00:03:28,900 You've got so much to give. If I didn't think so, I wouldn't be here. I would 23 00:03:28,900 --> 00:03:29,900 have gone away weeks ago. 24 00:03:33,520 --> 00:03:34,780 His name was John. 25 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:41,000 I thought I loved him. 26 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:44,140 I thought I could trust him. 27 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:50,680 The more I trusted him, the more he would trust me. 28 00:03:52,520 --> 00:03:53,520 Out of the tough. 29 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:57,140 That may be the wrong word. A challenge. 30 00:04:02,060 --> 00:04:03,400 He pushed me. 31 00:04:03,620 --> 00:04:04,860 He pushed him. 32 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:06,660 He dared me. 33 00:04:47,039 --> 00:04:48,860 Yes. I want to continue. 34 00:04:53,580 --> 00:04:54,620 So what happened? 35 00:04:55,160 --> 00:04:56,660 I don't want to talk about it. 36 00:04:58,260 --> 00:04:59,260 Tell me. 37 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:05,200 Game of romance. 38 00:05:11,790 --> 00:05:13,950 Questions asked, questions answered. 39 00:05:15,970 --> 00:05:21,270 We're supposed to add some spice and excitement back into our relationship. 40 00:05:23,830 --> 00:05:24,830 Did it work? 41 00:05:25,890 --> 00:05:26,890 Yeah. 42 00:05:27,490 --> 00:05:28,490 Every spin. 43 00:05:28,950 --> 00:05:30,830 We kept pushing it. Thanks. 44 00:05:32,270 --> 00:05:34,130 Until neither one of us could stop. 45 00:05:34,730 --> 00:05:36,530 We played for hours on end. 46 00:05:36,770 --> 00:05:38,590 Through the day, through the night. 47 00:05:40,070 --> 00:05:41,070 It worked. 48 00:05:42,670 --> 00:05:43,670 I'm not buying. 49 00:05:48,110 --> 00:05:49,430 Get this, Ash. 50 00:05:57,670 --> 00:05:59,050 No real rules. 51 00:05:59,870 --> 00:06:01,970 Just questions. 52 00:06:05,070 --> 00:06:06,170 Questions asked. 53 00:06:08,010 --> 00:06:09,310 Questions answered. 54 00:06:10,670 --> 00:06:12,070 Does this frighten you? 55 00:06:12,620 --> 00:06:13,860 Tell me. Yes. 56 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:16,920 Does it excite you? 57 00:06:17,140 --> 00:06:18,600 Touch me. Yes. 58 00:06:20,520 --> 00:06:21,520 Show me. 59 00:06:25,940 --> 00:06:28,500 The idea was to add some spice. 60 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:33,780 Put some excitement back into our relationship. 61 00:06:34,360 --> 00:06:35,560 You want to continue? 62 00:06:38,020 --> 00:06:39,020 Yes. 63 00:06:53,429 --> 00:06:56,770 I wanted to see you again. 64 00:06:57,810 --> 00:07:00,690 I called your number and hung up. 65 00:07:02,050 --> 00:07:03,190 Again and again. 66 00:07:06,150 --> 00:07:08,090 Three times during the night. 67 00:07:10,570 --> 00:07:11,570 Why? 68 00:07:12,530 --> 00:07:14,190 Couldn't shake out of you. 69 00:07:14,850 --> 00:07:15,850 Your face. 70 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:26,080 Still in front of a full-length mirror. 71 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:30,840 Naked? 72 00:07:31,820 --> 00:07:32,820 Yes. 73 00:07:38,620 --> 00:07:40,900 I wanted you to see what I would see. 74 00:07:44,060 --> 00:07:46,680 A woman's never satisfied with what she sees. 75 00:07:49,780 --> 00:07:50,780 She touches. 76 00:08:18,060 --> 00:08:19,060 Touch me. 77 00:08:58,160 --> 00:09:01,240 I keep thinking of a snake crab wine cellar. 78 00:09:01,700 --> 00:09:03,440 That's all I can think about for it. 79 00:09:04,620 --> 00:09:06,780 What? Not being caught. 80 00:09:08,580 --> 00:09:09,800 I'm finding it. 81 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:14,300 Somebody opening the door and finding you inside me. 82 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:21,080 I'm excited I can't. 83 00:09:23,500 --> 00:09:24,500 Show me. 84 00:09:27,370 --> 00:09:28,410 I wanted to be cold. 85 00:09:29,290 --> 00:09:30,290 Tell me. 86 00:09:30,650 --> 00:09:32,030 I wanted to be exposed. 87 00:09:33,070 --> 00:09:34,070 Touch me. 88 00:09:34,250 --> 00:09:35,250 That's what I wanted. 89 00:09:36,670 --> 00:09:38,010 I wanted to be cold. 90 00:09:38,830 --> 00:09:42,010 Mad, deaf, and dangerously close. 91 00:09:42,530 --> 00:09:45,610 My excitement is growing, growing. 92 00:09:48,510 --> 00:09:51,250 I'll wait until I can hold back a second longer. 93 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:38,520 Tell me. 94 00:10:41,740 --> 00:10:43,480 Touch me. 95 00:10:46,700 --> 00:10:48,440 Show me. 96 00:10:49,820 --> 00:10:50,820 Hello? 97 00:10:51,790 --> 00:10:53,370 Come on, may I help you? Yeah. 98 00:10:53,710 --> 00:10:54,710 Hold this. 99 00:11:06,390 --> 00:11:07,390 Another stair. 100 00:11:12,570 --> 00:11:13,930 Another barrier cross. 101 00:11:31,980 --> 00:11:36,480 But I kept playing, telling myself I was pushing past my fears and my hang-ups. 102 00:11:37,980 --> 00:11:41,080 But in reality, it was just the thrill inside me that mattered. 103 00:11:43,900 --> 00:11:47,100 We were doing things neither of us would have ever considered doing. 104 00:11:55,480 --> 00:12:00,100 One night, John saw a couple making love, building a cross from us. 105 00:12:01,680 --> 00:12:04,620 He was looking through his telescope, came across them. 106 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:05,920 What are you looking at? 107 00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:09,060 I have something for you. 108 00:12:10,820 --> 00:12:13,280 Take a look at it. Just look into the lens. 109 00:12:30,280 --> 00:12:32,560 The next day, I approached the woman in the street. 110 00:12:33,660 --> 00:12:35,320 Started a conversation with her. 111 00:12:36,660 --> 00:12:39,480 A week later, I invited her and her husband to dinner. 112 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:44,840 Of course, we brought out the game. 113 00:12:46,020 --> 00:12:50,200 After a little coaxing from John, they were all too eager to play. 114 00:12:54,020 --> 00:12:55,700 Do you like to be in control, Marty? 115 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:05,170 Are you afraid? 116 00:13:10,030 --> 00:13:13,950 Tell me one of your most erotic fantasies. 117 00:13:17,510 --> 00:13:21,930 I hear of many men. 118 00:13:31,530 --> 00:13:32,590 I'm not there. 119 00:14:03,850 --> 00:14:06,790 is about trying something you've never done before. 120 00:14:09,190 --> 00:14:11,110 I guess this is it. 121 00:14:52,620 --> 00:14:59,080 No matter how dark or intense it became, in the end, 122 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:05,960 I inevitably came with an 123 00:15:05,960 --> 00:15:11,180 intensity I never experienced before. 124 00:15:12,680 --> 00:15:14,300 I needed that. 125 00:15:15,020 --> 00:15:16,120 Crazed it. 126 00:15:17,260 --> 00:15:18,660 Needed my sex. 127 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:30,960 Hi, baby. What's up? 128 00:15:31,340 --> 00:15:32,620 Get on the speakerphone. 129 00:15:40,380 --> 00:15:41,380 Okay. 130 00:15:41,580 --> 00:15:42,580 Tell me. 131 00:15:43,380 --> 00:15:45,400 John, we can't. We're at work. 132 00:15:45,860 --> 00:15:47,620 It's getting a little compulsive, don't you think? 133 00:15:48,260 --> 00:15:49,260 No. 134 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:50,540 I'll lock the door. 135 00:15:52,360 --> 00:15:53,360 John. 136 00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:55,540 Do it. It's still my bed. 137 00:15:57,160 --> 00:15:58,160 Tell me. 138 00:15:59,530 --> 00:16:00,530 I'll lift your skirt. 139 00:16:01,170 --> 00:16:02,490 Take your panties off. 140 00:16:04,630 --> 00:16:05,630 Do it. 141 00:16:07,930 --> 00:16:08,930 Touch me. 142 00:16:19,330 --> 00:16:20,330 Show me. 143 00:16:21,410 --> 00:16:22,410 Now tell me. 144 00:16:23,670 --> 00:16:26,390 Tell me what you fantasize about when you're at work. 145 00:16:27,190 --> 00:16:28,890 When you stare out to the harbor. 146 00:16:42,830 --> 00:16:43,830 But their loneliness. 147 00:16:44,850 --> 00:16:45,850 Their wholeness. 148 00:16:46,870 --> 00:16:47,870 What else? 149 00:16:56,410 --> 00:16:59,070 I wonder what it would be like to be taken by one of them. 150 00:17:01,410 --> 00:17:03,750 One of those sleazy bards that boarded the wharf. 151 00:17:27,920 --> 00:17:29,480 He follows me to the bathroom. 152 00:18:11,769 --> 00:18:16,770 I don't want to look at it. 153 00:18:24,930 --> 00:18:27,050 I just want to talk to me. 154 00:18:47,339 --> 00:18:49,340 Are you frightened? 155 00:18:51,260 --> 00:18:52,260 Yes. 156 00:18:53,880 --> 00:18:54,880 Excited? 157 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:57,240 Yes. 158 00:18:57,940 --> 00:18:59,460 Do you want to continue? 159 00:19:00,820 --> 00:19:01,820 Lily? 160 00:19:03,060 --> 00:19:04,060 Lily? 161 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,020 No, John, I can't. Not right now. 162 00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:19,800 Tell me. 163 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:22,920 Touch me. 164 00:19:24,680 --> 00:19:25,680 Show me. 165 00:19:30,480 --> 00:19:33,920 And John thought what's happening to me. 166 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,080 He knew I was out of control. 167 00:19:40,600 --> 00:19:45,400 And he just kept pushing. 168 00:20:27,110 --> 00:20:28,110 How much? 169 00:20:29,570 --> 00:20:30,570 Touch me. 170 00:20:41,030 --> 00:20:42,030 Show me. 171 00:20:44,330 --> 00:20:45,450 So what do you want? 172 00:20:48,170 --> 00:20:49,290 I want you. 173 00:20:51,230 --> 00:20:52,650 I want it. 174 00:20:53,950 --> 00:20:55,230 I want everything. 175 00:21:01,580 --> 00:21:04,260 And the shoe just kept spinning. 176 00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:22,800 What's wrong, baby? 177 00:22:28,529 --> 00:22:34,830 inevitably come with an intensity 178 00:22:34,830 --> 00:22:38,990 I'd never experienced 179 00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:44,430 I 180 00:22:44,430 --> 00:22:48,990 needed that I 181 00:22:48,990 --> 00:22:52,210 needed that 182 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:24,540 What makes you think that he was any less addicted than you were? 183 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:29,580 Probably still playing. 184 00:23:54,410 --> 00:23:55,410 He found somebody else. 185 00:23:57,350 --> 00:23:58,850 He's playing it with her now. 186 00:24:04,490 --> 00:24:07,130 You got out. 187 00:24:08,470 --> 00:24:09,850 You quit playing, didn't you? 188 00:24:12,650 --> 00:24:14,070 So that makes you strong. 189 00:24:15,970 --> 00:24:17,330 And that makes you special. 190 00:24:30,540 --> 00:24:31,540 I'm here. 191 00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,540 I feel like I need to sleep. 192 00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:40,860 One foot in heaven! 193 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:42,680 One foot in hell! 194 00:24:43,980 --> 00:24:49,040 Sometimes you find yourself backed into a corner. 195 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,280 You make decisions and do things. 196 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:55,980 You think you can never recover from. 197 00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:59,080 That no one will ever love you again. 198 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:01,260 That's how I felt. 199 00:25:01,780 --> 00:25:03,460 I thought my life was over. 200 00:25:05,620 --> 00:25:10,600 Luckily, I met someone who was strong enough, patient enough, understanding 201 00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:12,820 enough to lead me through it. 202 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:21,380 Sometimes you just have to open up and be 203 00:25:21,380 --> 00:25:22,380 brave. 204 00:25:25,060 --> 00:25:26,280 Do you want to continue? 205 00:25:29,610 --> 00:25:30,610 Let it go. 206 00:25:32,190 --> 00:25:33,450 Let it go. 207 00:25:35,090 --> 00:25:37,170 Let it go, little darling. 208 00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:38,870 Let it go. 209 00:25:40,250 --> 00:25:44,490 We can start all over again. Don't you know if you let it go. 210 00:25:46,010 --> 00:25:47,710 Let it go. Let it go. 211 00:25:48,910 --> 00:25:50,770 There's a little birdie fly. 212 00:25:51,890 --> 00:25:56,110 If you let me help you take the weight off your wings, we'll be up in the sky. 213 00:25:57,310 --> 00:25:59,430 The memory can hold you. 214 00:26:00,490 --> 00:26:03,070 The truth will set you free, set you free. 215 00:26:04,190 --> 00:26:07,630 And I'll be dancing with you, you'll be dancing with me.