1 00:01:49,550 --> 00:01:55,030 Dear Red Shoes, Who'd have thought I'd send my personal diary to a complete 2 00:01:55,030 --> 00:01:56,030 stranger? 3 00:01:56,490 --> 00:01:59,570 But then it's so much easier to be honest with a stranger, isn't it? 4 00:02:00,450 --> 00:02:03,750 And sometimes, a stranger can let you be honest with yourself. 5 00:02:05,150 --> 00:02:06,890 Especially when it comes to relationships. 6 00:02:08,669 --> 00:02:10,370 Relationships that last longer than they should. 7 00:02:11,250 --> 00:02:14,890 Like me and my boyfriend, Jamie Griffith, the fashion photographer. 8 00:02:17,390 --> 00:02:20,010 It just seemed that neither of us had the courage to end it. 9 00:02:24,070 --> 00:02:25,130 I want you. 10 00:02:30,730 --> 00:02:35,590 I want you. 11 00:02:41,970 --> 00:02:46,390 I want to wake each morning and see the sunlight dancing on your face. 12 00:02:48,620 --> 00:02:52,840 Bring me to your primitive hell and let me hand you your saving grace. 13 00:02:54,460 --> 00:02:59,100 I want to play out all your fantasies, we'll do them one by one. 14 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:05,940 And then we'll lay exalted in the brilliance of the sun and I watch you. 15 00:03:09,020 --> 00:03:10,560 You know I have some new models. 16 00:03:10,900 --> 00:03:13,460 I need to see you tonight. 17 00:03:21,900 --> 00:03:23,020 See a hundred girls a day. 18 00:03:25,020 --> 00:03:26,280 Just be honest. 19 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:35,000 I want you to dine upon my flesh. I've set a table for you. 20 00:03:35,980 --> 00:03:41,040 And if you still hunger for more, I'll heat up another stove or two. 21 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:45,440 And when the night time comes along, I'll wait. 22 00:03:52,010 --> 00:03:53,030 She lost her place. 23 00:03:57,570 --> 00:03:59,190 And no one knows where she is? 24 00:04:02,390 --> 00:04:04,350 You think she's hiding under the table? 25 00:04:05,330 --> 00:04:06,550 You're stupid or what? 26 00:04:06,990 --> 00:04:09,430 Why don't you pick on someone on your own side? 27 00:04:11,550 --> 00:04:12,550 Voila. 28 00:04:13,870 --> 00:04:14,870 Thank you. 29 00:04:15,350 --> 00:04:16,630 Oh, yes. Thank you. 30 00:04:17,690 --> 00:04:18,790 Where have you been? 31 00:04:20,010 --> 00:04:21,010 In the junk. 32 00:04:21,930 --> 00:04:25,830 You have been sitting in my creation on the toilet all year. 33 00:04:26,550 --> 00:04:29,450 I wasn't sitting on the toilet in your creation. 34 00:04:30,470 --> 00:04:33,590 Just spinning over, vomiting up last night's lettuce. 35 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,330 Let's get it on. 36 00:04:36,870 --> 00:04:38,230 Maybe this week. 37 00:04:38,770 --> 00:04:40,370 Perhaps next week. 38 00:04:41,770 --> 00:04:42,850 May I pray? 39 00:04:45,610 --> 00:04:47,110 You are very beautiful. 40 00:04:48,310 --> 00:04:50,330 But when the beauty is gone... 41 00:04:50,870 --> 00:04:51,870 What will you do? 42 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:25,720 I want to carve 43 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:32,340 my name 44 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:52,700 The sunlight dancing on your face. 45 00:05:54,680 --> 00:05:59,080 Bring me to your primitive hells. Let me hand you your saving grace. 46 00:06:00,640 --> 00:06:05,320 I want to play out all your fantasies. We'll do them one by one. 47 00:06:06,500 --> 00:06:08,320 And then we'll lay exhausted. 48 00:06:53,020 --> 00:06:54,300 So who's this photographer? 49 00:06:54,720 --> 00:06:55,720 Jamie Griffin. 50 00:06:57,460 --> 00:06:59,520 He says I have the best skin he's ever seen. 51 00:06:59,880 --> 00:07:01,200 I saw him at a Christmas party. 52 00:07:01,460 --> 00:07:02,099 Oh yeah? 53 00:07:02,100 --> 00:07:03,100 Yeah, he's kind of cute actually. 54 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:04,160 No kidding. 55 00:07:04,490 --> 00:07:06,950 I would have slept with him even if he hadn't offered me that layout. 56 00:07:07,770 --> 00:07:11,210 Are you talking about the one in British Vogue? Yeah. They're shooting it next 57 00:07:11,210 --> 00:07:12,210 month in... In Morocco. 58 00:07:12,470 --> 00:07:13,470 Yeah. 59 00:07:13,650 --> 00:07:14,650 Were you doing it too? 60 00:07:16,090 --> 00:07:17,090 No. 61 00:07:17,470 --> 00:07:18,470 I wasn't. 62 00:07:19,130 --> 00:07:20,130 So what happened? 63 00:07:21,290 --> 00:07:22,610 Nothing. I just changed my mind. 64 00:07:40,300 --> 00:07:41,500 Where to, senorita? 65 00:07:42,500 --> 00:07:45,180 It's 644 East Morton from the village. 66 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:48,940 644 East Morton. Okay. 67 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:51,480 Morton Street. 68 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:53,680 Huh? Morton Street. 69 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:55,400 Morton Street. 70 00:07:55,620 --> 00:08:00,180 Morton Street. I used to live close to Morton Street. Morton Street. 71 00:08:00,580 --> 00:08:05,360 Oh, I used to live... Excuse me. Excuse me. Yeah? Could you stop that? 72 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:07,700 You're giving me a bad headache. 73 00:08:08,060 --> 00:08:09,680 I have aspirin to light some. 74 00:08:19,150 --> 00:08:20,150 My name is Miguel. 75 00:08:20,590 --> 00:08:22,770 Miguel Travera Jesus Quintero. 76 00:08:23,750 --> 00:08:25,830 I like to watch people on my desk. 77 00:08:26,950 --> 00:08:29,850 If they don't tell me their story, I make one up. 78 00:08:30,610 --> 00:08:32,450 Would you like me to tell your story? 79 00:08:34,990 --> 00:08:40,450 I think you are a Bulgarian revolutionary who is having a rendezvous 80 00:08:40,450 --> 00:08:46,170 with your partner, who is also your lover and also your friend from 81 00:08:46,170 --> 00:08:47,170 childhood. 82 00:08:47,660 --> 00:08:51,480 And the enemies have arrested your mother over in Bulgaria. 83 00:08:53,100 --> 00:08:54,760 Miguel, you've got to be on drugs. 84 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:56,560 You've got to be on some heavy drugs. 85 00:08:57,320 --> 00:08:58,520 Oh, my God. 86 00:08:58,720 --> 00:09:00,360 Madre de Dios, how do you mean? 87 00:09:01,060 --> 00:09:04,760 You're crazy. I'm floating free on the best drugs there is. 88 00:09:05,340 --> 00:09:06,660 I'm high on life. 89 00:09:06,860 --> 00:09:09,100 No, Miguel, I can't tell you I'm happy after you. 90 00:09:09,700 --> 00:09:12,200 When was the last time you were high on life, huh? 91 00:09:12,620 --> 00:09:16,460 When was the last time you walked down into the morning and say, all the little 92 00:09:16,460 --> 00:09:20,080 birds, all the little stars, all the moon in your sky? 93 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:25,160 If you haven't noticed, Miguel, most of the birds are dead from the pesticides, 94 00:09:25,740 --> 00:09:30,300 and you can't see our goddamn soul, or it's in your sky because it's small. 95 00:09:32,560 --> 00:09:33,800 That was very funny. 96 00:09:54,519 --> 00:09:56,200 I can't be with you back. 97 00:10:13,260 --> 00:10:14,500 Do you spend years? 98 00:10:15,100 --> 00:10:16,100 Sometimes. 99 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:27,480 Can you put the bags over there? 100 00:10:40,860 --> 00:10:41,860 Pickers. 101 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,120 He's not coming? 102 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:48,880 I'm in your business, really. 103 00:10:52,220 --> 00:10:53,540 You're so beautiful, you know. 104 00:10:55,230 --> 00:10:56,330 Like I paid to be. 105 00:10:58,110 --> 00:10:59,610 Beauty like yours is light. 106 00:11:00,850 --> 00:11:02,130 It gives from the gods. 107 00:11:02,710 --> 00:11:03,710 Can't I wonder? 108 00:11:05,050 --> 00:11:06,050 No. 109 00:11:06,790 --> 00:11:07,790 No wonder. 110 00:11:09,810 --> 00:11:11,710 It's a few chromosomes that came together. 111 00:11:13,230 --> 00:11:16,510 You hate what you do, do you? 112 00:11:18,110 --> 00:11:19,470 Why are you asking or telling? 113 00:11:20,170 --> 00:11:21,190 So why you do it? 114 00:11:22,910 --> 00:11:23,910 For the money. 115 00:11:26,540 --> 00:11:27,900 That makes you a whore. 116 00:11:29,940 --> 00:11:31,360 It's funny you should say that. 117 00:11:32,260 --> 00:11:35,160 Because I'm finally realizing that's all I really am. 118 00:11:36,660 --> 00:11:38,140 Just a glorified whore. 119 00:11:40,140 --> 00:11:41,660 It's not too bad to be a whore. 120 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:44,900 You want to know what it feels like to be a whore? 121 00:11:46,740 --> 00:11:50,560 Knowing at the age of 20, I'm just 20 years old. 122 00:11:52,420 --> 00:11:53,900 And I'm all washed out. 123 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:56,420 Do you want to know what that feels like? 124 00:11:57,360 --> 00:11:58,360 Okay. 125 00:11:59,500 --> 00:12:01,080 You really want to know, huh? 126 00:12:04,200 --> 00:12:05,560 This is $1,000. 127 00:12:06,620 --> 00:12:08,220 This is your act of mind. 128 00:12:09,220 --> 00:12:10,220 I doubt it. 129 00:12:10,700 --> 00:12:11,900 That's an amateur rate. 130 00:12:12,860 --> 00:12:14,480 You are underestimating me. 131 00:12:15,740 --> 00:12:18,260 Shut up, get up, and take a shit on him. 132 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:32,480 I thought I told you to take your shirt off. 133 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:50,600 That's not so bad. 134 00:12:51,400 --> 00:12:52,580 Not bad, I thought. 135 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:55,500 Those nipples are awfully small. 136 00:12:57,020 --> 00:12:58,080 What's wrong with my nipples? 137 00:12:58,840 --> 00:12:59,840 Too small. 138 00:13:00,170 --> 00:13:02,570 No woman has ever complained about my nipples. 139 00:13:04,430 --> 00:13:05,430 Turn around. 140 00:13:09,130 --> 00:13:10,430 Small, nice hair. 141 00:13:11,170 --> 00:13:12,170 Nice back. 142 00:13:13,850 --> 00:13:17,050 You know, bigger, firmer, higher butts are in there. What are you doing? 143 00:13:19,590 --> 00:13:20,870 I want to see you move. 144 00:13:36,300 --> 00:13:37,300 Smile. Come on. 145 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:42,180 Movement. Go. 146 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:44,000 Go. 147 00:13:53,980 --> 00:13:54,980 Turn. 148 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:06,320 You got it. All right, get out the window. 149 00:14:07,860 --> 00:14:09,180 Lean back and down. 150 00:14:36,110 --> 00:14:37,630 Okay, get up against the wall like this. 151 00:14:38,430 --> 00:14:39,430 Watch me. 152 00:14:46,010 --> 00:14:47,610 All right, here we go. 153 00:14:49,830 --> 00:14:53,810 Show me that butt. All right. 154 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:29,720 Great. 155 00:15:34,460 --> 00:15:35,480 Stay right here. 156 00:15:35,820 --> 00:15:36,820 Stay right back. 157 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:43,680 Stay right there. 158 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:51,520 Excuse me. 159 00:15:51,780 --> 00:15:54,060 I have a little proposition for you. 160 00:15:54,780 --> 00:15:56,540 Seems to be a guy upstairs I like to meet. 161 00:15:58,440 --> 00:15:59,440 One for you. 162 00:15:59,820 --> 00:16:00,820 One for you. 163 00:16:00,900 --> 00:16:01,900 You want to follow me? 164 00:16:36,270 --> 00:16:38,650 A female wants to know what it feels like to be a whore. 165 00:16:41,550 --> 00:16:42,550 Female whore. 166 00:17:02,470 --> 00:17:04,310 Female whore. 167 00:17:05,829 --> 00:17:07,030 I think we can manage that. 168 00:17:12,390 --> 00:17:13,390 Mike, yeah? 169 00:17:14,290 --> 00:17:15,670 Can I get paid for it? 170 00:17:59,530 --> 00:18:00,630 Feel the fire. 171 00:18:05,870 --> 00:18:07,330 Let it show. 172 00:18:13,470 --> 00:18:15,030 Life is a candle. 173 00:18:19,770 --> 00:18:21,570 Love is the glow. 174 00:18:26,590 --> 00:18:28,150 Find the fun. 175 00:18:28,879 --> 00:18:29,879 Thank you. 176 00:19:01,160 --> 00:19:03,680 It feels too hard to hold back. 177 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:09,340 You bet that. 178 00:19:14,180 --> 00:19:16,760 The moment comes and that. 179 00:19:21,820 --> 00:19:22,820 No. 180 00:19:27,780 --> 00:19:29,820 You feel the flood. 181 00:20:09,540 --> 00:20:12,680 I want to feel my body glide 182 00:20:16,310 --> 00:20:20,630 I want to drink your eyes up and throw myself in. 183 00:20:22,090 --> 00:20:27,530 I want to thaw to the edge of you into a wild end. I want 184 00:20:27,530 --> 00:20:31,370 to carve my name across your heart. 185 00:20:48,940 --> 00:20:50,840 The sunlight dancing on your face. 186 00:20:52,780 --> 00:20:57,300 Bring me to your primitive hell. Let me hand you a saving grace. 187 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:03,560 I want to play out all your fantasies. We'll do them one by one. 188 00:21:04,660 --> 00:21:10,360 And then we lay exalted in the brilliance of the sun. I want you. 189 00:21:14,900 --> 00:21:16,160 I want you. 190 00:21:27,140 --> 00:21:28,540 I want you. 191 00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:36,600 I want you to dine upon my 192 00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:39,440 flesh. I've set a table for you. 193 00:21:40,460 --> 00:21:45,460 And if you still hunger for more, I'll heat up another stove or two. 194 00:21:46,760 --> 00:21:50,520 When the night time comes along, I'll lay you in shame. 195 00:21:56,830 --> 00:21:58,590 I want you. 196 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:44,920 What do you see? 197 00:23:48,460 --> 00:23:49,680 Do you see a car? 198 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:52,840 No. 199 00:23:55,820 --> 00:24:00,140 I just see a taxi driver. 200 00:24:02,500 --> 00:24:04,720 Makeup smeared all over his face. 201 00:24:41,930 --> 00:24:42,930 Thank you. 202 00:27:11,660 --> 00:27:15,600 I'm still modeling from time to time, but there is something inside that 203 00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:16,680 doesn't grow old or ugly. 204 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:19,800 A bird of extraordinary light. 205 00:27:21,100 --> 00:27:23,580 Every once in a while, we need to be reminded of that. 206 00:27:24,380 --> 00:27:29,680 And Miguel, well, let's just say he's still hanging around. 207 00:27:31,620 --> 00:27:32,620 Alia.