1 00:01:53,070 --> 00:01:54,070 All the way from Paris. 2 00:01:55,130 --> 00:01:56,330 Très elegante. 3 00:02:03,070 --> 00:02:09,610 Dear Red Shoes, have you ever savored a taste so much that after the first bite 4 00:02:09,610 --> 00:02:12,110 you stopped eating so you could remember it forever? 5 00:02:13,630 --> 00:02:18,950 Or have you ever loved someone so much that you pushed that love away for fear 6 00:02:18,950 --> 00:02:22,430 of losing it or being hurt by it in the end? 7 00:02:26,700 --> 00:02:30,680 And because of that fear, you build up walls. 8 00:02:32,540 --> 00:02:37,980 And the walls become thicker until they become all but 9 00:02:37,980 --> 00:02:39,720 impenetrable. 10 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:55,980 December 31st, 8 o'clock, New Year's Eve. 11 00:02:59,690 --> 00:03:00,690 I barely breathe. 12 00:03:02,270 --> 00:03:03,550 My hands are trembling. 13 00:03:05,030 --> 00:03:06,330 My heart is pounding. 14 00:03:34,670 --> 00:03:35,790 Two. Three. 15 00:03:36,770 --> 00:03:37,770 Four. 16 00:03:39,330 --> 00:03:43,130 One candle for each New Year's Eve we've spent together. 17 00:03:45,870 --> 00:03:47,270 Do I look the same? 18 00:03:48,990 --> 00:03:50,150 Am I the same? 19 00:03:51,710 --> 00:03:53,070 I don't think so. 20 00:03:57,470 --> 00:03:58,850 Champagne gives me courage. 21 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:02,280 Four years ago. 22 00:04:03,860 --> 00:04:05,640 Our first New Year's together. 23 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:12,500 If I hadn't been slightly drunk that night, I never would have met him. 24 00:04:33,100 --> 00:04:34,100 a stranger to me. 25 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:40,600 When I looked into his eyes, what I saw was frighteningly familiar. 26 00:05:01,830 --> 00:05:06,090 Complex free will have to pay. 27 00:05:51,660 --> 00:05:52,820 He was even more familiar. 28 00:06:44,170 --> 00:06:49,350 Midnight bells, warning bells ringing in my head. 29 00:06:50,930 --> 00:06:52,010 Watch out. 30 00:06:53,290 --> 00:06:54,370 Watch out. 31 00:07:05,310 --> 00:07:11,910 I had felt that kind of hunger only once before, and had been deeply hurt. 32 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:15,320 Now I had rules to live by. 33 00:07:17,280 --> 00:07:18,280 One. 34 00:07:19,640 --> 00:07:21,420 To never let it happen again. 35 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:24,320 Two. 36 00:07:25,220 --> 00:07:26,860 To give only what I wanted. 37 00:07:28,180 --> 00:07:29,180 No more. 38 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:31,400 Ever. 39 00:07:33,820 --> 00:07:34,820 What's your name? 40 00:07:36,200 --> 00:07:37,260 I don't have one. 41 00:07:45,710 --> 00:07:47,450 I never kissed a woman who didn't have a name. 42 00:07:54,430 --> 00:07:56,110 I protected myself. 43 00:07:57,750 --> 00:08:04,650 I didn't tell him my name, where I lived, anything about me. 44 00:08:11,170 --> 00:08:14,890 Two nameless people in a nameless hotel room. 45 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:23,960 Beautiful chest. 46 00:10:45,320 --> 00:10:47,060 I left when he was still asleep. 47 00:10:48,740 --> 00:10:50,940 Ran back home and locked the door. 48 00:10:52,240 --> 00:10:54,280 Safe behind my walls again. 49 00:10:56,540 --> 00:10:59,240 But the memory of that night haunted me. 50 00:11:01,020 --> 00:11:02,340 The church bells. 51 00:11:33,770 --> 00:11:37,170 Before I knew it, it was December again. 52 00:11:40,570 --> 00:11:42,350 New Year's Eve again. 53 00:11:44,330 --> 00:11:47,490 Midnight bells pounding along with my heart. 54 00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:29,750 And here you come. 55 00:12:47,210 --> 00:12:51,690 All I think about, dream about, 56 00:12:51,930 --> 00:12:57,530 is of seeing you again. 57 00:15:19,370 --> 00:15:20,610 What am I afraid of? 58 00:15:22,630 --> 00:15:23,630 Life. 59 00:15:24,550 --> 00:15:25,550 Love. 60 00:15:27,250 --> 00:15:28,250 Men. 61 00:15:29,690 --> 00:15:31,070 Of this man. 62 00:15:32,690 --> 00:15:34,190 Of being hurt. 63 00:16:25,290 --> 00:16:26,290 Same hotel. 64 00:16:28,810 --> 00:16:29,850 Same room. 65 00:16:31,930 --> 00:16:34,230 But this time something was different. 66 00:16:44,010 --> 00:16:45,650 There's another woman in my life. 67 00:16:50,590 --> 00:16:51,950 She knows about you. 68 00:17:11,310 --> 00:17:12,310 See the hurdle. 69 00:17:52,170 --> 00:17:53,170 My name is Robert. 70 00:17:55,590 --> 00:17:56,590 Robert Gaines. 71 00:18:44,780 --> 00:18:45,800 Robert Gaines. 72 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:49,840 Robert Gaines. One candle left. 73 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:57,960 Robert Gaines. 74 00:19:16,330 --> 00:19:17,330 Is it too late? 75 00:19:17,950 --> 00:19:18,970 Will he be there? 76 00:22:04,170 --> 00:22:08,550 The next day we spent the whole day together, and the day after that, and 77 00:22:08,550 --> 00:22:13,810 the day after that, and the days turned into weeks, the weeks into months, and 78 00:22:13,810 --> 00:22:18,770 through it all, those bells, those beautiful midnight bells.