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Morning, Sam.

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Good. How you doing? Good.

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Dear Red Shoes, I loved your ad in the
personal.

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Well, maybe not loved, but certainly
found it interesting.

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Have you been betrayed? Have you
betrayed another?

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Betrayal is a heavy word, especially if
you betray yourself.

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Today's my birthday.

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My birthday, and I worked all night.

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Can't sleep.

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What else is new?

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Thirty years old, and I'm getting
married on Sunday.

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To a nice, safe guy.

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Always so frightened.

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Always. So scared.

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What are you afraid of, red shoes?

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Everybody's afraid of something.

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Everybody's afraid of something.

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Everybody's afraid of something.

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I used to be so afraid I could see it.

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Fear of being alone.

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Fear of failure.

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Fear of being stupid.

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Fear of being ugly.

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Fear of flying.

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Falling, drowning.

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Of sex.

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Fear of my own body.

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My own nakedness.

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God, fear of everything.

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But speed.

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And I couldn't slow down.

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And for the first time in my life, I
felt free.

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Who was he?

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Where did he go?

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Hi, Mom. It's me.

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Call me in the car.

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555-0202.

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Love you. If you really want to drive
fast.

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Drive down Lincoln, stop at Mission
Road, and wait.

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Oh, was he real or did I make him up?

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Was he real or did I make him up?

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high heels take them off you can't drive
with high heels you can't feel the pedal

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what you heard me take them

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off now

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Put your car into gear and drive north
into the canyon.

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Who are you?

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Coming out of the first turn.

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I want you to floor it.

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What's the game?

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Speed. Power.

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Control.

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If we're driving for money, you better
have cash in your pocket.

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Because I don't accept checks.

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You think just because you have money,
that entitles you to drive that machine?

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Who gave it to you?

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Your boyfriend?

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Your daddy?

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It belongs to me.

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My money.

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My car.

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Back off!

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You're pushing me!

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Beyond your limits?

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Does the word fuck you mean anything to
you?

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If you want control, take control.

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Back off!

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Back off!

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Back off! Why should I?

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I'm tired of trucks taking up the whole
highway.

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My mom.

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What did she want?

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I told her I was on my way.

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On your way where?

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To church.

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Wedding rehearsal.

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I'm getting married on Sunday.

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Do you love him? I don't know.

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Your mom, are you close to her?

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Very.

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Me too.

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She gets worried about me, though.
Driving as fast as I do.

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How about your mom?

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Does she worry about you? She worries
that I don't eat right, that I don't

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sleep enough, that I work too hard.

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She doesn't know I drive this fast.

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It's hard.

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What they don't know...

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And this guy comes into my life.

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And he began pushing, pushing me.

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Everywhere I turned, I could see him.

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When I thought I had it under control,
he began pushing me, pushing me.

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Fear. God, I could taste it.

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Run it by me.

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Easy.

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Head straight for the Huey, about 100
feet from it.

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Pull up on the handbrake, steering wheel
hard to the right.

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Fear of failure.

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Let the car do the rest.

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Fear of being stupid.

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You got it.

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Emergency brake.

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Hard right.

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Fear of falling.

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Drowning.

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Flying.

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Farther.

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And pushing me.

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Drive harder.

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Drive faster.

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Always so afraid.

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Emergency brake. Hard right now.

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Always so timid.

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I don't even know who the fuck you are!

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That's not

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true.

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We know everything about each other
we'll ever need to know.

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Close your eyes.

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Close your eyes.

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Feel the engine against your skin.

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420 horses.

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Can you feel them?

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Can you feel them?

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Yes.

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Sometimes I wonder what brings people
together.

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Some people believe in past lives,
reincarnation, destiny.

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Do you believe in things like that?

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No.

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I bet if we sat down and talked...

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We find out we have a lot more in common
than just speed.

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I mean, here we are, up all night.

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I can't sleep.

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You can't sleep.

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You can't sleep, can you?

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Answer me.

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Try it again.

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One.

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Wet your fingers.

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Slowly run them up the inside of your
thigh.

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Gently kiss the inside of your palm.

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I've got a heart on a mile long

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Promise me that you won't come after me.
Say it! I promise you I won't come after

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you. So help me God!

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Help me God!

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What am I making him up?

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Even when he was kissing me. when he was
touching me? Was he real or did I make

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him up?

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Was

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he

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real or did I make him up?

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Even when he came inside me, was he real
or did I make him up?

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Was it real or did I make it up?

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So what do you think, Red Shoes?

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Was he an aberration?

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Was he a fantasy?

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Or did I make him up?

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What a question, huh, Stella?

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I'd say that was a once-in-a-lifetime
experience.

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And what about the wedding?

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Was that real?

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Or did she make that up, too?

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I don't know