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Los Angeles.

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Very neat, Stella.

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Business slide.

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Dear Red Shoes, you want to know my
secret?

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God, when I read your ad, I'd been
trying unsuccessfully to work up the

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nerve to tell my husband.

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Maybe by telling you, it might help me
understand.

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Maybe that's what I'm looking for after
all.

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Understanding.

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To do the right thing.

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After you read The Enclosed, you tell
me.

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Was it adultery?

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Was it wrong?

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October 24th. Another beautiful sunny
day or so, they told me in the elevator.

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By the time I noticed, it was already a
dark, balmy evening.

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Still no answer in the DX account.

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Asshole. I've got another hour or two in
Caligari and Spadora.

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Jesus, Japanese lawnmowers, Italian
socks, Indian deodorant, advertising.

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Call me a masochist, but I love it.

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I noticed this man in the window of the
building that faces mine.

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He was striking, mysterious looking,
brooding, almost cruel.

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I couldn't take my eyes off him.

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I guess I was staring and he caught me.

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His smile was... I don't know how to
describe it. One of those grins that

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just sort of creeps up on the side of a
man's face.

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I don't know why, but only men can do
that.

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If there was an Olympic event for
smiling, this guy would get the gold.

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I was intrigued, but more than
intrigued.

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I couldn't stop thinking about him.

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I couldn't get him out of my mind.

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It was like a continuous daydream, a
teenage fantasy.

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Wish me luck.

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Hey, who is it tonight?

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Charlie, that gynecologist from Torsana.

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His name's Charles, and he's very nice.

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That just came in on the office back.
There's no name on it, but it looks like

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coffee for you.

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See you tomorrow.

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Have fun.

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He found out where I worked and our
office fax number.

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I was being researched.

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I was being dared.

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My secretary thought it was copy for one
of the ads I was working on.

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What did she think it was for, the
deodorant or the Italian sock?

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He looked like a lawyer, maybe an
investment banker.

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Very sharp, sophisticated.

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Everything about him exuded success.

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I can't remember the last time someone
dared me to do something dangerous.

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It woke me up.

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You know what's amazing?

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You get married and suddenly it's like a
door slams shut.

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You forget that men still look at you,
can still want you.

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I didn't do it consciously.

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At least, I don't think I did.

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You know, I don't think that men shut
off like that.

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But women do.

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A lot.

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What? Nothing. I just love looking at
you, that's all.

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Do you look at other women?

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Sometimes. What do you notice?

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First thing?

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The neck.

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I'm a neck man, definitely.

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And then the legs.

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I'm also a leg man.

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So, you look at other guys?

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Sometimes.

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Does that bother you?

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No.

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I mean, they might have your attention
for the moment.

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Thought or a glance, but I have what
counts.

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I've got your heart.

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And your mind.

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Your body.

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And that's what's important.

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Hey. What's wrong?

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Nothing.

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All day long I watched Ibaka, wondering
where he was.

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Was he out of town?

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At meetings in another part of the city.

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Would he come back?

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Did I want him to?

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I cursed myself for not opening the
curtains the night before.

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Tell me your name.

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I do.

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I don't know why, but I felt safe.

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There was a hundred yards and two plates
of glass between us.

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And it was my game.

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I was making the rules.

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I could stop it whenever I wanted.

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I was in control.

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I don't know what excited me most, the
fact that he was watching me, tempting

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me, or that I really didn't know what
would happen next.

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Either way, I was compelled.

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Sweetheart, you okay?

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The next couple of nights I worked late.

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It wasn't in his office.

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At least he didn't turn the lights on.

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But he was there.

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I could feel him watching me.

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I didn't mind.

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I knew I could wait as long as he could.

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That he'd show himself when he was
ready.

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We got the go-ahead on the DX account.

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I stayed to work on the storyboard.

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Amazing coincidence, huh?

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Bullshit. I knew what I was doing.

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I knew what I wanted.

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Somehow I've always managed to play it
safe in my life.

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Girls prep school.

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The right college.

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Married to the right guy.

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It's fine. Really, I know that. But I
never took this kind of risk before.

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And I never had this kind of freedom.

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I was riding the crest.

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Free falling.

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It was exhilarating.

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And I could take it.

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as I wanted.

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You know, you look beautiful tonight.

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The good news is I brought all that
excitement, all that energy home with

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me. I couldn't get enough of Sam, or
him, or me.

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It was like we first met.

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Passion. Torrid.

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Unbelievable.

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I had it both ways.

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I had everything.

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I just couldn't get his image out of my
head.

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His eyes, his chest, his hands, his
legs.

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The way his hair sort of stuck out over
the years, just a bit.

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Like a little boy.

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When I was a teenager, my parents bought
this house next to a boys' boarding

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school.

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My bedroom window looked out on one of
the dorm houses.

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Every night I'd leave my curtains open
just a little bit.

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I knew they were watching me.

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I'd play these stupid games. I'd pass by
one way in my robe, then back the other

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way in my slip.

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Yet in all the years we lived there, out
of all those boys, only one had the

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courage to knock on our front door and
introduce himself.

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And on the day before he left school for
good, he just wanted to say how much I

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meant to him.

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I don't know what I'm trying to say.

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No, that's not true. That's a lie.

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What I'm trying to say is that it
excited me then,

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and it excites me now.

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Who is she?

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His wife.

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A girlfriend.

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His secretary.

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A whore.

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Whoever she is, she's not part of my
fantasy.

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For the rest of the week, I worked with
the curtains closed.

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I was curious and terrified.

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I knew that if I succumbed, if I opened
those curtains, I'd be sucked in.

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And I dreaded where it would end.

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Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

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Necessities. Doesn't care about the
other stuff.

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All right. Mm-hmm.

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It's dark as hell in here.

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Leave them closed.

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Necessities. Doesn't care about the
other stuff.

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All right.

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It's been a week since I last opened the
curtains.

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He is relentless.

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Where are you?

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Open your curtains, please.

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Touch me, fuck me, double dare me,
double dare.

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For the game to remain interesting, the
players have to keep raising the stakes.

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I dare you to make love to me in the
backseat of my car.

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What would be the perfect end to the
perfect game?

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No one will ever know.

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I... I can't.

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I'm not very good at playing games.

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I've never even been to Las Vegas.

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I don't even own a deck of cards.

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It's a wonder it lasted this long.

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I'm cashing in my chips.

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From that night on, his light stayed
off.

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I still thought of him.

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His beauty, his arrogance, his sexy
grin.

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I had expected him to pressure me, but
he didn't.

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Which, if the truth be known, really
disappointed me.

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For a long time after, at night, when I
closed my eyes,

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He was the last thought I had before I
drifted off to sleep.

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And the first thought I had in the
morning when I woke up.

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What we had affected me like a drug.

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It very quickly became habit for me. It
was very hard to break.

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The question that still haunts me is
that even though we never really

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touched, was it cheating on Sam?

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I think it was.

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So, what do you think, Stella?

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Looks like Diana's really crazy about
her husband.

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Makes sense to me.

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Question is, once you're married, do you
put your sense of desire on hold?

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Does it automatically shut down?

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I don't think so.

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It's a sense of adventure.

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Nobody wants to give that up.

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The real question is, where do you draw
the line between window shopping

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and putting down your credit card?

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Hell of a world, Stella.

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Hell of a world.