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<i>When I was little,</i>

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<i>Mom said you go to heaven when you die.</i>

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<i>I didn't really believe it.</i>

4
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<i>Heaven seems</i>

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<i>so far away.</i>

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Hello.

7
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I should finish today.

8
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That's fine. I'll always
do my best for you.

9
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A new one?

10
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That's fine. What genre?

11
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"SM-ish."

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What's the "-ish"?

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Okay, but...

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when's it due?

15
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Right. How long?

16
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That's okay.

17
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But are there orgies?

18
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Like that 15-minute
one with 10 people in it...

19
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Those take way longer.

20
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You know how long
it takes to pixelate each one.

21
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I knew it.

22
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Too fast.

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Okay?

24
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Yeah

25
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Yes?

26
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Yes, that's right...

27
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Who am I speaking to?

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<i>Asagaya, Asagaya.</i>

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<i>Exit from the right side.</i>

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Yuzo...

31
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Yuzo.

32
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Next stop.

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HEAVEN IS STILL FAR AWAY

34
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It's just like I said on the phone.

35
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Yes.

36
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I'm making a documentary
about my older sister who died.

37
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Yes.

38
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And I'd like to interview you for it.

39
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It's like I said on the phone to you, too.

40
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Yes.

41
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Why me?

42
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Oh.

43
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I'm interviewing people
who knew my sister...

44
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I didn't know her.

45
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Yes, but I want to film you.

46
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What exactly?

47
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I think you know that better than I do.

48
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You think I killed her?

49
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No.

50
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I don't.

51
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Do you remember

52
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what you did after my sister died?

53
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It must have been
a big event for you at the time.

54
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It's your graduation film?

55
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- Yes
- How old are you?

56
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I'm 28.

57
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And still studying?

58
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Did you repeat?

59
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No.

60
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I studied in London

61
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and then moved to film school in New York.

62
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Wow.

63
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You must be fluent.

64
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I guess so.

65
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Amazing.

66
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Not really.

67
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Yes, it is.

68
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No way. That takes effort.

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You think?

70
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Sure it does.

71
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So you're on the case.

72
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No.

73
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I wouldn't find anything the police didn't.

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I guess not.

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Basically, I just want to
interview people who knew my sister well.

76
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That's not me then.

77
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But actually,
I'm the most interested in you, Yuzo.

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Can I explain?

79
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Go ahead.

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The thing I felt the
most after my sister died

81
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was how rigid the passing of time is.

82
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Huh?

83
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Sorry...

84
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Can you be a bit clearer?

85
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Put simply, although
my sister's gone, the earth still turns.

86
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If it stopped just
because she died, that'd be messed up.

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Go on.

88
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My sister's death was a huge thing for me.

89
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Of course.

90
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And for my mother and father.

91
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They got divorced after I went to London.

92
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They'd reached their limit.

93
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My sister was a taboo topic.

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If anyone mentioned her,

95
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someone else got hurt.

96
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Conversation died at home.

97
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I couldn't wait
to leave home after high school.

98
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My sister's death tore our family apart.

99
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Of course, my parents

100
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might have divorced anyway.

101
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But I believe it was the cause.

102
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Ours was such a loving home.

103
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That so?

104
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My sister's absence

105
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turned our world upside down.

106
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But everything else stayed the same.

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That'd be right.

108
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It must be the same for you.

109
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Yeah.

110
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So what I want to know
from making this film

111
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is how much impact she had.

112
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Right.

113
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I want to film lives

114
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that continue regardless of her death.

115
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For me, you're the best example.

116
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Best example?

117
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Yes.

118
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This way, the contours of my sister's being

119
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will be more clearly defined.

120
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So... your sister is good material.

121
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"Material."

122
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Doesn't everyone
scramble for film subjects?

123
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Not really.

124
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I was probably the worst.

125
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So you chose to pick a
kind of forbidden fruit?

126
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I guess so.

127
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Of course, I agonized
over whether to use it.

128
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But can it make a film?

129
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One that people can enjoy.

130
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I don't know.

131
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You don't know.

132
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I do know one thing.

133
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It's that I can't move on without doing it.

134
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So that means it's not
so much for your sister, but for you.

135
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Yes, absolutely.

136
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Is that wrong?

137
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Not at all. Honest.

138
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It's more of a lie to say it's for her.

139
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Yeah, I agree.

140
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After all, she's dead, and I'm alive.

141
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Right

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I'm making it for myself.

143
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I might do it for someone else one day,

144
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but that seems false to me now.

145
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So... let me film you.

146
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Please.

147
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<i>High School Girl Serial Murders</i>

148
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<i>No Clues 15 Years On</i>

149
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I'd kinda forgotten.

150
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Don't look it up.

151
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Bad memories?

152
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Will you do the interview?

153
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Is there any upside for me?

154
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I can see Satsuki again.

155
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Your little sister,

156
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she's gorgeous.

157
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She always was cute.

158
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Pretty girls are never interested in me.

159
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That's because you're weird.

160
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Hey, that's you, not me.

161
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But other people see it as you.

162
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If only I'd known back then.

163
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You wouldn't have lent me your body?

164
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No way.

165
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Even

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Do you regret it?

167
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Will you leave if I say "yes"?

168
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You know I can't.

169
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Then let's drop it.

170
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We share the same fate.

171
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You're already dead, though.

172
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Limp dick.

173
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Hey! Where'd you learn that?

174
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Here.

175
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You wouldn't understand.

176
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There's something even better than sex...

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if you're alive.

178
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I wish you'd die.

179
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Where would you be then?

180
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Out on the street?

181
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Die.

182
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Sure.

183
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I'll die good and proper.

184
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Nothing to miss in this world.

185
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Maybe I'll ask your sister here.

186
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To do what?

187
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Let me think.

188
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I couldn't do that.

189
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I'll put a curse on you.

190
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Go right ahead.

191
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I'm kidding.

192
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You told me to do the film.

193
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You shouldn't say such things.

194
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I'm sorry.

195
00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:11,225
Mitsuki...

196
00:14:15,313 --> 00:14:17,065
Mitsuki.

197
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<i>Satsuki.</i> ..

198
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<i>Huh?</i>

199
00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:53,267
<i>She's gotten pretty.</i>

200
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<i>Yeah.</i>

201
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<i>But I knew her right away.</i>

202
00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:00,608
<i>I hadn't forgotten her.</i>

203
00:15:01,984 --> 00:15:04,779
<i>You're so melodramatic.</i>

204
00:15:07,448 --> 00:15:09,659
<i>Why was it me?</i>

205
00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:14,747
<i>You and your sister. You're alike.</i>

206
00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:20,920
<i>Why?</i>

207
00:15:22,213 --> 00:15:23,756
Pardon me.

208
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Let's see...

209
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Got it.

210
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Will you please
introduce yourself to the camera?

211
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I'm Yuzo Terada, 34 years old.

212
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What do you do?

213
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I work as a temp.

214
00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,713
What is your job like?

215
00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:07,341
I'm a call center agent.

216
00:16:08,342 --> 00:16:12,054
What did you do this morning?

217
00:16:14,307 --> 00:16:18,644
I checked my phone,
watched adult videos and masturbated.

218
00:16:22,023 --> 00:16:24,901
If I'm being honest.

219
00:16:26,027 --> 00:16:29,572
Did anything significant happen today?

220
00:16:29,780 --> 00:16:30,864
Significant?

221
00:16:30,865 --> 00:16:31,991
Yes.

222
00:16:32,867 --> 00:16:36,037
Nope. Nothing.

223
00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:38,789
It could be good or bad.

224
00:16:39,081 --> 00:16:42,668
There was nothing worth mentioning.

225
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,298
I see. I guess we can start, then.

226
00:16:47,381 --> 00:16:48,508
Yes.

227
00:16:49,842 --> 00:16:53,513
About a month after my sister's death,

228
00:16:53,638 --> 00:16:59,769
you used her name and confessed
your feelings to her schoolmate, Kubota.

229
00:17:00,102 --> 00:17:04,565
You said, "I'm Mitsuki
Kurita and I loved you."

230
00:17:05,149 --> 00:17:09,278
I've already confirmed
it with Kubota himself.

231
00:17:09,654 --> 00:17:11,072
Oh, okay.

232
00:17:12,156 --> 00:17:14,992
I'll be straightforward.

233
00:17:16,327 --> 00:17:18,621
Why did you do that?

234
00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:23,543
Do that?

235
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:30,633
It doesn't make sense at all.
You gained nothing, in fact...

236
00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:33,302
That wasn't me.

237
00:17:34,512 --> 00:17:36,097
Was it someone else?

238
00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:38,224
That's not accurate.

239
00:17:38,558 --> 00:17:40,101
What do you mean?

240
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It was Mitsuki.

241
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I was possessed by her.

242
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Not convinced?

243
00:17:58,286 --> 00:18:02,873
No offense.
But, I don't believe in ghosts or spirits.

244
00:18:02,957 --> 00:18:05,960
Then, why are you interviewing me?

245
00:18:07,628 --> 00:18:09,380
To know the truth.

246
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:10,798
Hmm.

247
00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:13,467
Were you close to my sister?

248
00:18:13,551 --> 00:18:14,927
Not at all.

249
00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:19,056
I knew about her, but
we'd never even spoken.

250
00:18:21,058 --> 00:18:25,396
Why do you think
she picked you? What was the reason?

251
00:18:25,479 --> 00:18:27,607
I guess because I can see.

252
00:18:29,275 --> 00:18:31,652
You can see what others can't.

253
00:18:32,778 --> 00:18:34,113
That's right.

254
00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:40,953
Let's stop this now.

255
00:18:41,037 --> 00:18:42,204
Wait.

256
00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:45,333
Did you see my sister?

257
00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:53,215
By the murder site
where her spirit was trapped.

258
00:18:55,301 --> 00:18:58,471
At first, I ignored her.

259
00:18:59,055 --> 00:19:01,640
I'd heard she was
murdered and I knew her face.

260
00:19:01,641 --> 00:19:04,894
I couldn't handle it.

261
00:19:06,187 --> 00:19:12,693
But I had to pass her every day
to get to school and kept seeing her.

262
00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:15,780
I was too lazy to detour.

263
00:19:16,697 --> 00:19:19,825
After five days or so, I talked to her.

264
00:19:20,493 --> 00:19:21,952
What did you say?

265
00:19:25,247 --> 00:19:28,042
"Is there anything I can do?"

266
00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:32,588
That's how we started to talk.

267
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,340
I see.

268
00:19:38,803 --> 00:19:44,517
She told me she and Kubota
were getting pretty close.

269
00:19:44,850 --> 00:19:47,520
She wanted to talk to him.

270
00:19:47,728 --> 00:19:50,064
I was young and naive.

271
00:19:50,898 --> 00:19:55,444
I asked her if she wanted
to take over my body.

272
00:19:55,778 --> 00:19:57,446
You invited her to do it.

273
00:19:57,530 --> 00:19:59,532
I'd done it before with a fox.

274
00:19:59,615 --> 00:20:00,783
What?

275
00:20:00,866 --> 00:20:02,993
I knew it was possible.

276
00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:06,330
So what happened?

277
00:20:09,417 --> 00:20:11,335
You know the rest.

278
00:20:14,004 --> 00:20:17,925
After you talked with Kubota,
you started to skip classes.

279
00:20:18,092 --> 00:20:23,180
You eventually quit
high school in your senior year.

280
00:20:23,347 --> 00:20:24,390
Yeah.

281
00:20:25,099 --> 00:20:28,352
That's because of this event.

282
00:20:28,436 --> 00:20:30,062
Pretty much.

283
00:20:33,816 --> 00:20:37,111
Suppose what you are saying is true...

284
00:20:37,194 --> 00:20:38,320
Uh-huh.

285
00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:44,577
Doesn't that mean your life
was screwed up by my sister?

286
00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:49,165
You're right. No doubt about it.

287
00:20:51,292 --> 00:20:55,337
Do you have any animosity towards her?

288
00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:58,674
Animosity?

289
00:21:05,765 --> 00:21:10,102
It wasn't just
because of her, I was weak myself.

290
00:21:11,145 --> 00:21:12,730
I do think it would be easier,

291
00:21:13,606 --> 00:21:16,901
if I could blame everything on Mitsuki.

292
00:21:19,236 --> 00:21:20,696
Sounds complicated.

293
00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:24,158
I can't describe it in one word.

294
00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,577
It's been 17 years.

295
00:21:27,411 --> 00:21:28,829
17 years?

296
00:21:28,913 --> 00:21:30,706
I think so.

297
00:21:33,584 --> 00:21:37,213
Is my sister still with you?

298
00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:42,218
She's stuck and doesn't know
how to separate herself.

299
00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:46,597
She's right there.

300
00:21:55,064 --> 00:21:56,774
You're terrible.

301
00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:59,026
Still not convinced?

302
00:21:59,109 --> 00:22:00,778
Of course not.

303
00:22:00,861 --> 00:22:04,031
And you expect to get answers.

304
00:22:08,077 --> 00:22:10,371
I hate your eyes.

305
00:22:13,541 --> 00:22:15,000
Looking down on me...

306
00:22:15,084 --> 00:22:16,669
Yuzo.

307
00:22:26,053 --> 00:22:28,472
I apologize if I was rude.

308
00:22:29,932 --> 00:22:31,725
But I...

309
00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:33,018
I know.

310
00:22:33,811 --> 00:22:36,939
My blood is boiling with anger.

311
00:22:37,231 --> 00:22:38,774
I'm sure.

312
00:22:43,529 --> 00:22:46,073
Let's say she's here.

313
00:22:47,241 --> 00:22:48,284
Okay.

314
00:22:49,827 --> 00:22:54,540
Does that mean I can
talk to her through you?

315
00:22:55,416 --> 00:22:58,544
Yeah. In that case...

316
00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,301
Talk to her directly.

317
00:23:09,805 --> 00:23:12,016
Mitsuki, go ahead.

318
00:23:35,497 --> 00:23:36,916
Satsuki.

319
00:23:40,711 --> 00:23:46,342
Are you possessed by my sister right now?

320
00:23:46,675 --> 00:23:47,675
Yes.

321
00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:57,353
Will you introduce
yourself to the camera again?

322
00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:08,072
I'm Mitsuki Kurita.
I was born on March 14, 1981.

323
00:24:08,572 --> 00:24:09,990
My blood type is B.

324
00:24:12,701 --> 00:24:14,787
That makes you 34 years old.

325
00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:17,623
I wonder.

326
00:24:18,332 --> 00:24:22,127
How do we count the age of ghosts?

327
00:24:22,711 --> 00:24:24,296
I don't know.

328
00:24:24,964 --> 00:24:28,676
Am I 17 or 34 years old?

329
00:24:29,510 --> 00:24:33,055
Does she look 17 to you, Yuzo?

330
00:24:33,889 --> 00:24:38,352
Now Yuzo is away from the surface.

331
00:24:42,940 --> 00:24:47,027
You mean his consciousness is not present?

332
00:24:47,736 --> 00:24:52,199
He won't remember this conversation.

333
00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:55,327
I see.

334
00:24:57,663 --> 00:25:00,040
Do you remember my birthday?

335
00:25:02,626 --> 00:25:05,462
It's May 19th.

336
00:25:07,589 --> 00:25:10,467
Dad's birthday is February 9th.

337
00:25:11,677 --> 00:25:14,847
Mom's birthday is October 17th.

338
00:25:18,017 --> 00:25:20,561
Gee... how old are they now?

339
00:25:20,644 --> 00:25:22,980
Dad's birthday is the 7th.

340
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:27,443
Is it...? Really?

341
00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:34,324
You're right... Oh, no. I feel terrible.

342
00:25:36,243 --> 00:25:38,245
Can you prove it?

343
00:25:38,954 --> 00:25:40,205
How?

344
00:25:40,289 --> 00:25:43,709
Don't you have proof? Figure it out.

345
00:25:49,590 --> 00:25:52,843
Our parents owned a stamp store.

346
00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:54,178
Yeah.

347
00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:58,807
Dad had a studio,
because most of them were hand carved.

348
00:25:59,975 --> 00:26:04,146
They were all sorted alphabetically.

349
00:26:05,939 --> 00:26:09,234
We were playing one day. I was "it."

350
00:26:11,111 --> 00:26:15,199
I found you, but you ran into the studio.

351
00:26:15,365 --> 00:26:20,370
You fell and hit a shelf full of stamps.

352
00:26:20,537 --> 00:26:24,958
All the stamps flew off
the shelf and got mixed up.

353
00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:27,502
They all had intricate designs

354
00:26:27,503 --> 00:26:30,547
and were so hard to read.

355
00:26:31,507 --> 00:26:34,301
You were too little, anyway.

356
00:26:34,468 --> 00:26:38,305
I did my best to put them back in order.

357
00:26:41,141 --> 00:26:46,396
You cried and begged me
not to tell anyone. So I kept our secret.

358
00:26:46,522 --> 00:26:47,898
Wow...

359
00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,319
You were so cute.

360
00:26:52,986 --> 00:26:57,324
You said, "Don't tell.
Promise me not to tell."

361
00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:01,245
I don't remember.

362
00:27:04,081 --> 00:27:05,082
I don't.

363
00:27:05,165 --> 00:27:06,542
Oh...

364
00:27:07,835 --> 00:27:12,673
I see... What do I do now?

365
00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:22,641
You probably don't know this.

366
00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:24,476
Okay.

367
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:32,484
I was ostracized at school,
especially when I was in 7th grade.

368
00:27:33,402 --> 00:27:35,445
I failed the private school exams,

369
00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:39,491
so I was a loser at my public school.

370
00:27:41,535 --> 00:27:46,415
To tell you the truth, I
hated going to school.

371
00:27:49,835 --> 00:27:53,005
Our schools were on the same road.

372
00:27:53,589 --> 00:27:54,631
Yeah.

373
00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:59,386
I took you to school every morning.

374
00:27:59,887 --> 00:28:01,555
Do you remember us holding hands?

375
00:28:02,055 --> 00:28:04,808
What a special time that was.

376
00:28:07,603 --> 00:28:13,108
I remember how you
squeezed my hand. And I loved that.

377
00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:18,572
I felt lonely after I dropped you off.

378
00:28:20,490 --> 00:28:22,618
I loved that time, too.

379
00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:30,000
The feel of your hand

380
00:28:30,459 --> 00:28:34,588
helped me get through my day at school.

381
00:28:40,093 --> 00:28:41,595
Thank you.

382
00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:53,398
Why didn't you come to us?

383
00:28:55,317 --> 00:28:59,363
How could I? You can't even see me.

384
00:29:01,531 --> 00:29:04,493
Why are you with this jerk?

385
00:29:07,037 --> 00:29:10,791
Don't be so hard on Yuzo.

386
00:29:14,044 --> 00:29:16,672
You're still kind as always.

387
00:29:21,551 --> 00:29:27,557
For such a long time... I kept asking why.

388
00:29:29,893 --> 00:29:35,148
Why did it have to be my sister,
and not someone else?

389
00:29:38,819 --> 00:29:42,406
Why did it have to be you, not me?

390
00:29:53,542 --> 00:29:55,127
I'm sorry.

391
00:29:57,337 --> 00:29:59,131
Hey, my bad.

392
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:05,304
It's me, not Mitsuki.

393
00:30:11,184 --> 00:30:13,020
How was it?

394
00:30:18,191 --> 00:30:20,986
That was wrong. How dare you.

395
00:30:29,202 --> 00:30:30,954
Did you enjoy it?

396
00:30:32,539 --> 00:30:34,291
I apologize.

397
00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:43,091
How did you find out about my sister and I?

398
00:30:44,509 --> 00:30:48,013
Nowadays, there are lots of ways.

399
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,980
Maybe this is like therapy for you.

400
00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:58,565
Therapy?

401
00:30:59,983 --> 00:31:05,322
You looked so alive just now.
It was nothing like before.

402
00:31:05,489 --> 00:31:07,366
Really?

403
00:31:09,910 --> 00:31:11,745
For me, too.

404
00:31:12,954 --> 00:31:14,831
Was it therapeutic?

405
00:31:25,717 --> 00:31:31,098
Might as well,
can I have another session with you?

406
00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:33,767
Alright.

407
00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:35,769
Thanks.

408
00:31:37,687 --> 00:31:39,272
Give me a minute.

409
00:31:39,439 --> 00:31:40,899
Sure.

410
00:31:45,946 --> 00:31:48,448
Ready, Mitsuki?

411
00:32:09,219 --> 00:32:11,054
Is that you?

412
00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:14,266
Yes.

413
00:32:16,518 --> 00:32:19,563
Sorry, I got tired for a second.

414
00:32:24,276 --> 00:32:27,028
Is this physically exhausting?

415
00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:31,616
I'm not sure if I would say physically.

416
00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:35,412
What is it like to die?

417
00:32:36,037 --> 00:32:37,414
To die?

418
00:32:38,331 --> 00:32:42,043
Sorry, that wasn't a nice question.

419
00:32:42,127 --> 00:32:43,628
It's okay.

420
00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:49,092
I can't think of what to ask.

421
00:32:50,302 --> 00:32:52,095
I'll just tell you what I want to say.

422
00:32:52,262 --> 00:32:53,722
Sure.

423
00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:58,602
You can't just be gone, idiot.

424
00:33:00,770 --> 00:33:05,358
You have no idea
how hard it was for us to lose you.

425
00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:11,072
- Sorry
- Don't apologize.

426
00:33:11,364 --> 00:33:12,866
Okay.

427
00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:19,080
I'm not blaming you.

428
00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:23,752
But I kept thinking about it.

429
00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:33,136
What if... it was me
who died, instead of you?

430
00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:38,099
Maybe our family would
have stayed together.

431
00:33:42,729 --> 00:33:45,774
There's no use thinking like that,

432
00:33:46,650 --> 00:33:48,568
but I couldn't stop asking myself.

433
00:33:55,659 --> 00:33:57,911
It would've been the same.

434
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,165
People's lives aren't exchangeable.

435
00:34:04,334 --> 00:34:09,965
It would've been best
not to die. But I did and I'm sorry.

436
00:34:14,678 --> 00:34:17,681
I know it sounds melodramatic,

437
00:34:19,683 --> 00:34:21,851
but I never forgot you.

438
00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:31,987
Me, too.

439
00:34:33,113 --> 00:34:35,156
I always will.

440
00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:37,659
I'm glad.

441
00:34:37,951 --> 00:34:39,619
Thank you.

442
00:34:42,163 --> 00:34:44,249
Can I give you a hug?

443
00:35:19,326 --> 00:35:20,702
Cut

444
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:35,634
Well, I think you got great
material for your documentary.

445
00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:39,512
This footage? No way.

446
00:35:40,096 --> 00:35:42,057
Too bad.

447
00:35:44,726 --> 00:35:46,394
Thank you.

448
00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:06,831
What?

449
00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,335
I love you.

450
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:13,797
Why so suddenly?

451
00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:28,603
Why tell me now?

452
00:36:38,488 --> 00:36:42,534
<i>Rain doesn't fall on me.</i>

453
00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:45,620
<i>I can't smell it, either.</i>

454
00:36:45,912 --> 00:36:49,249
<i>But I can hear the sound of it.</i>

455
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,918
<i>I can also see the raindrops.</i>

456
00:36:53,128 --> 00:36:57,424
<i>There is a heaven above these clouds.</i>

457
00:36:58,591 --> 00:37:01,052
<i>It's not that I doubt it.</i>

458
00:37:01,845 --> 00:37:06,891
<i>But I can't leave here yet.</i>

459
00:37:08,309 --> 00:37:12,814
<i>Heaven is still far away.</i>

460
00:37:20,321 --> 00:37:21,613
Yuzo: NAO OKABE

461
00:37:21,614 --> 00:37:22,906
Mitsuki: AN OGAWA

462
00:37:22,907 --> 00:37:24,200
Satsuki: HYUNRI

463
00:37:40,341 --> 00:37:43,178
Written and Directed by RYUSUKE HAMAGUCHI

464
00:37:44,345 --> 00:37:47,785
English Subtitles by Rena Dunham, Julianne
Long (Japan Visualmedia Translation Academy)