1 00:00:01,169 --> 00:00:03,003 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale... 2 00:00:03,037 --> 00:00:05,139 I fucking found you. 3 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:07,775 You can't make me leave without Hannah. 4 00:00:07,808 --> 00:00:11,045 Do you wanna help her? Fight them from Canada. 5 00:00:11,079 --> 00:00:15,849 Luke, Emily, everyone who loves you is there. 6 00:00:15,883 --> 00:00:16,884 You'll come back for Nichole. 7 00:00:16,917 --> 00:00:18,086 Come back for your baby daughter. 8 00:00:18,119 --> 00:00:21,289 Please leave the premises immediately! 9 00:00:21,322 --> 00:00:23,357 We're in a really bad situation. 10 00:00:23,391 --> 00:00:24,592 I think we should turn her in. 11 00:00:24,625 --> 00:00:26,494 This is supposed to be a humanitarian mission. 12 00:00:26,527 --> 00:00:28,096 Humanitarian missions are about people. 13 00:00:28,129 --> 00:00:29,163 Not one person. 14 00:00:29,197 --> 00:00:30,631 Gilead finds out we took her, 15 00:00:30,664 --> 00:00:32,800 no more missions, no more food, no more medicine 16 00:00:32,833 --> 00:00:34,135 for any of these people. 17 00:00:34,168 --> 00:00:35,403 What happened to you? 18 00:00:35,436 --> 00:00:37,105 She got knocked to the ground in... 19 00:00:37,138 --> 00:00:38,972 In all that chaos back there. 20 00:00:39,006 --> 00:00:40,274 She hit her head pretty hard. 21 00:00:41,642 --> 00:00:42,843 All right. Next. 22 00:00:42,876 --> 00:00:45,213 You don't think I've ever had to leave anyone behind? 23 00:00:45,246 --> 00:00:47,815 Every mission, I've had to make hard choices 24 00:00:47,848 --> 00:00:49,617 that I regret every single day! 25 00:00:49,650 --> 00:00:50,684 I'm sorry. 26 00:00:50,718 --> 00:00:52,286 Let's not make this last longer than it has to. 27 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:53,754 I need to separate my interests from Fred. 28 00:00:53,787 --> 00:00:56,023 -I am done with him. -We can talk about that later. 29 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:57,225 No, we can talk about it right now. 30 00:00:57,258 --> 00:01:00,694 You're pregnant, Serena. Congratulations. 31 00:01:00,728 --> 00:01:04,498 If I don't go back now, Hannah is gone forever! 32 00:01:04,532 --> 00:01:09,470 I'm her mother. It is my job to protect her. 33 00:01:09,503 --> 00:01:10,804 And I failed. 34 00:01:10,838 --> 00:01:11,939 Where, where is she? 35 00:01:11,972 --> 00:01:13,407 How can I tell him that everything 36 00:01:13,441 --> 00:01:16,244 that has happened to her is because of me? 37 00:01:18,146 --> 00:01:20,314 I'm sorry I don't have her. 38 00:01:20,348 --> 00:01:22,283 I'm sorry it's just me. 39 00:01:22,316 --> 00:01:23,384 -I knew it would... -No, no, no, no. 40 00:01:23,417 --> 00:01:24,952 -I'm sorry. -No, no, no, no. 41 00:01:24,985 --> 00:01:28,422 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 42 00:01:50,978 --> 00:01:52,380 Ms. Osborn. 43 00:01:56,083 --> 00:01:57,685 Ms. Osborn, it's an honor to meet you. 44 00:01:57,718 --> 00:02:00,188 I'm Mark Tuello, and this is Rachel Tapping, 45 00:02:00,221 --> 00:02:01,889 and we're here from the U.S. government 46 00:02:01,922 --> 00:02:04,225 to welcome you onto Canadian soil. 47 00:02:04,258 --> 00:02:06,394 We're very glad to see you. 48 00:02:06,427 --> 00:02:10,198 You're okay, you're here now, and you're safe. 49 00:02:10,231 --> 00:02:12,099 Ms. Osborn, 50 00:02:12,132 --> 00:02:13,534 if you were returned to Gilead, 51 00:02:13,567 --> 00:02:16,136 would you be subject to a danger of torture, 52 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:17,471 a risk to your life, 53 00:02:17,505 --> 00:02:20,208 or a risk of cruel and unusual treatment or punishment? 54 00:02:24,378 --> 00:02:26,146 Yes. 55 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:27,715 And would you be persecuted 56 00:02:27,748 --> 00:02:29,450 based on being a woman? 57 00:02:33,954 --> 00:02:35,389 Yes. 58 00:02:35,423 --> 00:02:37,791 We understand you're here to seek safety 59 00:02:37,825 --> 00:02:40,561 and asylum as a citizen of the United States. 60 00:02:41,762 --> 00:02:43,297 You got this. 61 00:02:48,402 --> 00:02:50,338 My name is June Osborn. 62 00:02:52,706 --> 00:02:55,175 I am a citizen of the United States, 63 00:02:55,976 --> 00:02:57,445 and I seek asylum 64 00:02:59,247 --> 00:03:00,881 in the country of Canada. 65 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,752 Thank you. This way, please. 66 00:03:41,922 --> 00:03:44,157 This will be your home for the next several days 67 00:03:44,191 --> 00:03:46,059 while we ensure your security, 68 00:03:46,093 --> 00:03:47,761 your health, and your well-being. 69 00:03:47,795 --> 00:03:50,664 This is the standard for all high-profile refugees. 70 00:04:29,970 --> 00:04:30,771 Please let us know 71 00:04:30,804 --> 00:04:32,373 if there's anything else you'd like. 72 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:34,608 We've also procured some clothing for you, 73 00:04:34,642 --> 00:04:36,844 we sent an assistant to Anthropologie. 74 00:04:36,877 --> 00:04:38,546 You said there would be a doctor. 75 00:04:38,579 --> 00:04:40,948 A female doctor. And a female therapist. 76 00:04:40,981 --> 00:04:42,983 Thankfully your wife was cleared of traumatic injury 77 00:04:43,016 --> 00:04:45,252 on the boat, but yes, we will bring in a doctor 78 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:49,490 and a mental health counselor to assist with this transition. 79 00:04:49,523 --> 00:04:51,492 We tried to get all your favorite foods, 80 00:04:51,525 --> 00:04:53,794 but there's a debit card you can use. 81 00:04:53,827 --> 00:04:56,497 Ms. Osborn, your importance as a witness, 82 00:04:56,530 --> 00:04:59,500 what you achieved in Gilead with Angels' Flight, 83 00:04:59,533 --> 00:05:02,636 what you have seen in D.C. and Chicago 84 00:05:02,670 --> 00:05:06,707 that all makes you inordinately valuable to us. 85 00:05:06,740 --> 00:05:08,942 We'll leave you to rest. 86 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:10,378 Order room service, 87 00:05:10,411 --> 00:05:13,914 have a nice meal with your husband, take a bath. 88 00:05:13,947 --> 00:05:16,316 And I'll see you tomorrow to ask you some questions 89 00:05:16,350 --> 00:05:18,352 and begin your debrief. 90 00:05:18,386 --> 00:05:19,653 See you soon. 91 00:05:20,721 --> 00:05:21,989 -Bye. -Bye. 92 00:05:25,993 --> 00:05:29,997 This place is a whole lot nicer than the refugee center. 93 00:05:30,030 --> 00:05:31,499 Are you all right? 94 00:05:34,301 --> 00:05:36,404 I'm gonna go. 95 00:05:36,437 --> 00:05:39,573 I'm gonna come back tomorrow with Nichole. 96 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:42,476 And I'll tell her that you love her. 97 00:05:50,651 --> 00:05:52,586 Thank you for everything. 98 00:05:52,620 --> 00:05:54,422 Yeah, don't mention it. 99 00:05:54,455 --> 00:05:55,889 Make sure you grab some of those, 100 00:05:55,923 --> 00:05:58,792 um, really nice moisturizers from the hotel 101 00:05:58,826 --> 00:06:00,794 and bring 'em home, okay? I love you. 102 00:06:10,471 --> 00:06:12,673 So, what do you wanna do? 103 00:06:12,706 --> 00:06:14,842 You wanna eat some food, have something to drink? 104 00:06:14,875 --> 00:06:16,877 They've got some really fancy water there. 105 00:06:16,910 --> 00:06:19,547 You probably just wanna rest, actually. 106 00:06:19,580 --> 00:06:22,850 You wanna use the bathroom or... 107 00:06:22,883 --> 00:06:26,353 Bathroom? All right. Uh, it's over there. 108 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:27,387 Just through there. 109 00:06:27,421 --> 00:06:29,857 Um, I'll order some room service, 110 00:06:29,890 --> 00:06:31,625 like the lady said, 111 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:33,894 and we can just... 112 00:10:07,841 --> 00:10:08,876 Hi. 113 00:10:09,209 --> 00:10:10,177 Hey. 114 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:15,849 -Did I doze off? -Mmm. It's the next day. 115 00:10:15,883 --> 00:10:19,286 You slept for 17 hours straight. 116 00:10:22,222 --> 00:10:23,223 Jesus. 117 00:10:23,991 --> 00:10:26,293 You, you remember when, um, 118 00:10:26,326 --> 00:10:31,498 when you used to wake up from a long sleep, like, uh, 119 00:10:31,531 --> 00:10:33,633 like you'd really achieved something? 120 00:10:35,202 --> 00:10:37,838 Well, I don't think I ever got to 17 hours. 121 00:10:38,405 --> 00:10:40,307 Nope. That's a milestone. 122 00:10:41,775 --> 00:10:44,377 I guess everything from here on out is a milestone. 123 00:10:45,045 --> 00:10:46,379 Yeah. 124 00:10:47,180 --> 00:10:48,048 Yeah, you're right. 125 00:10:51,184 --> 00:10:53,386 I can't believe you're here. I just... 126 00:10:54,287 --> 00:10:55,388 It's... 127 00:11:04,231 --> 00:11:05,733 Do you want to come sit? 128 00:11:08,736 --> 00:11:10,437 Oh. Thanks. 129 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:25,218 -I missed room service. -Mmm. Yeah. 130 00:11:25,252 --> 00:11:28,355 -Did you eat? -No, I... I sent it back. 131 00:11:28,388 --> 00:11:30,090 I couldn't eat for some reason. 132 00:11:30,457 --> 00:11:31,624 Sorry. 133 00:11:31,658 --> 00:11:34,895 What? You got nothing to be sorry about. 134 00:11:34,928 --> 00:11:37,297 Don't you know, like, ever since the boat, 135 00:11:37,330 --> 00:11:39,767 when you were apologizing, that's crazy. 136 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,302 I should be the one that's apologizing. 137 00:11:46,506 --> 00:11:47,440 June... 138 00:11:49,709 --> 00:11:51,178 I tried to get you out. 139 00:11:52,112 --> 00:11:53,080 I did. 140 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:56,884 And I tried to find Hannah, 141 00:11:57,985 --> 00:11:59,920 and I tried every day. 142 00:12:00,921 --> 00:12:03,423 -And I failed, and I'm sorry. -No, please-- 143 00:12:03,456 --> 00:12:05,192 No, I'm so sorry. Look, I'm sorry. 144 00:12:05,225 --> 00:12:06,093 Please, don't-- 145 00:12:06,126 --> 00:12:10,363 I don't blame you if you can't forgive me. 146 00:12:11,631 --> 00:12:14,201 'Cause I can't forgive me. 147 00:12:15,668 --> 00:12:16,870 So... 148 00:12:31,218 --> 00:12:36,289 Luke, Hannah knows how much we love her. 149 00:12:36,323 --> 00:12:38,859 -It's been too long for that-- -No, she remembers us, 150 00:12:38,892 --> 00:12:41,061 and she knows how hard we tried to find her. 151 00:12:41,094 --> 00:12:43,163 -How could she? -'Cause I told her. 152 00:12:47,700 --> 00:12:48,902 What? 153 00:12:49,569 --> 00:12:50,838 How? 154 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:54,774 It was at this lake house. 155 00:12:56,043 --> 00:12:59,112 They let me see her for about 10 minutes. 156 00:13:01,915 --> 00:13:03,550 Is she... How is she? 157 00:13:14,494 --> 00:13:16,263 She's really big. 158 00:13:21,634 --> 00:13:23,370 She was beautiful. 159 00:13:25,772 --> 00:13:27,607 And she was mad. 160 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,276 -She was mad? -Mmm-hmm. 161 00:13:30,978 --> 00:13:33,046 She asked if I tried to find her. 162 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:34,547 And I said... 163 00:13:35,115 --> 00:13:37,184 I said of course I did, 164 00:13:37,217 --> 00:13:38,919 and that I had tried so hard. 165 00:13:38,952 --> 00:13:41,788 And that so had her daddy. 166 00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:45,926 And then she asked why didn't I try harder. 167 00:13:45,959 --> 00:13:47,794 That sounds like her. 168 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,096 Yeah. 169 00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:52,900 She was our Hannah. 170 00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:55,435 Okay? 171 00:13:59,940 --> 00:14:03,410 And... and so what did you say? 172 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:09,249 I said it was okay to be mad at me. 173 00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:15,022 And that I wished that I could have been with her, 174 00:14:15,622 --> 00:14:17,357 to protect her. 175 00:14:17,390 --> 00:14:19,960 And that I was so sorry that I couldn't. 176 00:14:21,328 --> 00:14:23,563 But that I would always be her mommy. 177 00:14:28,501 --> 00:14:31,438 And that her daddy and I would always love her 178 00:14:32,940 --> 00:14:35,075 and we would never stop. 179 00:14:37,810 --> 00:14:38,979 You're a good mother. 180 00:14:39,012 --> 00:14:40,813 -You're a really good mother. -No. 181 00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:44,851 -Yeah, you are. -No, I'm not. 182 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:47,154 You are. You are. You are. 183 00:14:56,796 --> 00:14:59,066 It was a bartender at Jezebel's. 184 00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:02,235 Did you know his name? 185 00:15:02,269 --> 00:15:04,604 Billy. I don't know his last name. 186 00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:07,274 He was Asian, skinny. 187 00:15:07,941 --> 00:15:09,209 He went by Billy. 188 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:15,282 You didn't have any coordination with anyone from outside Gilead? 189 00:15:15,315 --> 00:15:18,051 Americans in exile? Canadians? 190 00:15:18,651 --> 00:15:19,953 No. None. 191 00:15:22,055 --> 00:15:25,458 It's amazing you managed to get those kids out. 192 00:15:27,027 --> 00:15:30,230 What motivated you to risk your life, 193 00:15:30,263 --> 00:15:33,033 everything, to do such a thing? 194 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:36,236 It was the only thing I could do. 195 00:15:36,903 --> 00:15:38,071 What do you mean? 196 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:40,407 I made a promise that they would hurt. 197 00:15:43,043 --> 00:15:44,444 The way we hurt. 198 00:15:45,912 --> 00:15:47,114 Who? 199 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:49,382 The kidnappers. 200 00:15:50,917 --> 00:15:52,219 The Serenas. 201 00:15:57,190 --> 00:15:59,592 I thought about what she would deserve. 202 00:16:01,861 --> 00:16:03,396 What they deserved. 203 00:16:10,270 --> 00:16:12,572 They take everything from you. 204 00:16:14,541 --> 00:16:15,675 You know? 205 00:16:19,046 --> 00:16:20,547 They really do. 206 00:16:24,184 --> 00:16:27,520 You wanna take a break? 207 00:16:29,756 --> 00:16:31,758 -Is that okay? -Of course. 208 00:16:36,029 --> 00:16:37,264 When is Nichole coming? 209 00:16:37,297 --> 00:16:39,232 I believe your friend Moira 210 00:16:39,266 --> 00:16:40,933 will be bringing her by later 211 00:16:40,967 --> 00:16:42,402 when we're done. 212 00:16:43,103 --> 00:16:46,139 We can be done now, if you want. 213 00:16:47,240 --> 00:16:50,477 Do you want me to take you home to see her? 214 00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:53,946 It's best to debrief while your memories are fresh. 215 00:16:53,980 --> 00:16:55,482 They tend to degrade over time 216 00:16:55,515 --> 00:16:57,584 and then, they can become contaminated 217 00:16:57,617 --> 00:16:58,485 with new experiences. 218 00:16:58,518 --> 00:17:01,188 We can debrief later at the embassy. 219 00:17:01,221 --> 00:17:03,890 Right now, I'm gonna take my wife home. 220 00:17:03,923 --> 00:17:05,592 I wanna go see our daughter. 221 00:17:08,095 --> 00:17:09,429 I understand. 222 00:17:20,940 --> 00:17:22,442 This is home. 223 00:17:33,253 --> 00:17:35,588 Hi, sweetheart. 224 00:17:35,622 --> 00:17:38,291 Let's fix this sock right for Mommy. Yeah. 225 00:17:39,426 --> 00:17:42,595 Aw, look. Momma's here early. 226 00:17:42,629 --> 00:17:44,597 And we wanted to have her all ready. 227 00:17:47,367 --> 00:17:48,435 June. 228 00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:52,239 Emily. 229 00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:04,817 Shh. 230 00:18:28,375 --> 00:18:30,877 You're so amazing. You know that? 231 00:18:32,179 --> 00:18:33,813 So, so amazing. 232 00:18:33,846 --> 00:18:35,482 Why are you so amazing? 233 00:18:36,749 --> 00:18:38,985 I know why. 234 00:18:39,018 --> 00:18:41,421 'Cause Luke and Moira are raising you. 235 00:18:43,923 --> 00:18:45,825 We're so lucky, aren't we? 236 00:18:50,062 --> 00:18:51,298 I also want you to know 237 00:18:51,331 --> 00:18:53,300 that your daddy and I love you so much. 238 00:18:56,769 --> 00:18:58,238 Your first daddy. 239 00:19:08,681 --> 00:19:10,483 Dear God... 240 00:19:10,517 --> 00:19:13,520 thank You for allowing my pregnancy to reach this week. 241 00:19:14,053 --> 00:19:15,722 I know I have sinned, 242 00:19:15,755 --> 00:19:18,525 and I know I have not always behaved with light in my heart, 243 00:19:18,558 --> 00:19:19,826 and I am sorry. 244 00:19:20,493 --> 00:19:22,595 Whatever I can do to repent 245 00:19:22,629 --> 00:19:25,332 and redeem myself in your eyes, I will do it. 246 00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:27,200 Please, 247 00:19:28,268 --> 00:19:31,170 please, Lord, let me have a healthy baby. 248 00:19:32,705 --> 00:19:35,908 Please do not punish him for the sins of his mother. 249 00:19:35,942 --> 00:19:40,313 And please give me the strength to parent him on my own. 250 00:19:48,087 --> 00:19:50,223 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop. 251 00:19:51,324 --> 00:19:53,192 Of course you did. 252 00:19:54,461 --> 00:19:55,895 Did you hear everything? 253 00:19:57,830 --> 00:19:58,865 I heard a lot. 254 00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:01,801 Does it satisfy you to hear 255 00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:04,471 someone from Gilead express misgivings? 256 00:20:06,506 --> 00:20:08,675 Does it satisfy you to express them? 257 00:20:10,343 --> 00:20:11,611 You're punchy. 258 00:20:12,712 --> 00:20:13,780 Have you seen her? 259 00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:15,482 Who? 260 00:20:16,883 --> 00:20:19,051 My lawyer told me she was here. 261 00:20:19,085 --> 00:20:20,853 She said it would complicate my case. 262 00:20:20,887 --> 00:20:22,221 Not that you care about that. 263 00:20:22,255 --> 00:20:23,990 I leave the legal stuff to the lawyers. 264 00:20:24,023 --> 00:20:25,392 And what are you? 265 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:27,494 Just a pot-stirrer? 266 00:20:30,697 --> 00:20:33,400 Your husband has renewed his request to see you again, 267 00:20:33,433 --> 00:20:35,101 as he has every day 268 00:20:35,134 --> 00:20:37,304 since finding out he's a father. 269 00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:41,674 A sperm donor. 270 00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:45,278 And now that she's here, he's afraid. 271 00:20:47,847 --> 00:20:49,215 I don't want to see him. 272 00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:50,483 Why should I? 273 00:20:50,517 --> 00:20:52,985 He does not want to be fighting a two-front war 274 00:20:53,019 --> 00:20:54,554 against the both of you. 275 00:20:56,188 --> 00:20:58,758 You likely have more influence over him now. 276 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:02,695 If you can get him to cooperate more, 277 00:21:02,729 --> 00:21:04,397 it could help the both of us. 278 00:21:18,678 --> 00:21:22,048 "As newborn babes desire the sincere milk of the word, 279 00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:23,916 that they may grow thereby... 280 00:21:26,686 --> 00:21:27,920 If so be... 281 00:21:31,891 --> 00:21:34,727 you have tasted that the Lord is gracious." 282 00:21:34,761 --> 00:21:35,828 Back off, Fred. 283 00:21:37,630 --> 00:21:39,632 I'm grateful to you for coming. 284 00:21:39,666 --> 00:21:41,133 Nothing has changed between us. 285 00:21:41,167 --> 00:21:43,035 Everything has changed. 286 00:21:43,069 --> 00:21:45,772 The world has tilted on its axis. 287 00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:48,575 God has granted us a child of our own, Serena. 288 00:21:48,608 --> 00:21:50,076 He wants us to be together. 289 00:21:50,109 --> 00:21:53,446 It's not your place to guess at the intentions of God. 290 00:21:54,714 --> 00:21:57,049 I want to be a good father to my son. 291 00:22:04,156 --> 00:22:05,658 And a good husband to you, 292 00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:07,694 if you'll let me. 293 00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:10,229 It's too late for that, Fred. 294 00:22:10,262 --> 00:22:12,064 Our pregnancy is proof that it's not. 295 00:22:12,098 --> 00:22:13,966 My pregnancy. 296 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,368 This pregnancy belongs to me 297 00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:17,670 just as much as Offred's belonged to you. 298 00:22:19,706 --> 00:22:20,707 Guard! 299 00:22:24,577 --> 00:22:27,980 Listen, our legal landscape has changed as well. 300 00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:33,352 With Offred now in Canada, we can't be naive about that. 301 00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:35,722 She could put us both away for the maximum sentence 302 00:22:35,755 --> 00:22:38,591 and prevent you from being a mother to your son. 303 00:22:40,593 --> 00:22:42,395 And what is there to be done about that? 304 00:22:42,429 --> 00:22:44,497 We need to drop our fight 305 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,500 and team up to help each other. 306 00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:51,671 Team up. 307 00:22:51,704 --> 00:22:54,874 I'll recant my testimony against you. 308 00:22:54,907 --> 00:22:58,478 I'll do whatever it takes to ensure a good life for our son. 309 00:23:02,982 --> 00:23:04,050 Why wouldn't you? 310 00:23:36,248 --> 00:23:39,418 You know, Emily wants to know when she can come by. 311 00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:41,954 -She made banana bread. Yup. 312 00:23:41,988 --> 00:23:44,791 Rita's gonna bring over some muffins or something. 313 00:23:44,824 --> 00:23:47,059 Mmm. Folks gotta bake. 314 00:23:47,093 --> 00:23:50,630 Do you want some of Aunt Emily's banana bread, babycakes? 315 00:23:50,663 --> 00:23:52,465 -Banana bread! 316 00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,100 Hmm? Hello. 317 00:23:54,133 --> 00:23:55,301 -Oh, hey. Morning. -Hey! 318 00:23:55,334 --> 00:23:57,604 You sleep all right? -Yeah. 319 00:23:57,637 --> 00:24:00,507 Uh, I made pancakes. 320 00:24:01,340 --> 00:24:03,576 -You want some? -Sure. 321 00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:05,778 Hi, sweetie. Good morning. 322 00:24:05,812 --> 00:24:07,614 You know, I was thinking maybe I'd go shopping. 323 00:24:07,647 --> 00:24:09,381 Hmm? Get some groceries. 324 00:24:09,415 --> 00:24:11,183 I feel like we're out of everything. 325 00:24:11,217 --> 00:24:12,685 Pancakes are up. 326 00:24:12,719 --> 00:24:14,220 And we can get outta your hair. 327 00:24:14,253 --> 00:24:15,522 Give you guys some time. 328 00:24:15,555 --> 00:24:17,657 And I can take this little one with me. 329 00:24:17,690 --> 00:24:18,658 Yeah? 330 00:24:18,691 --> 00:24:20,326 Yeah, that would be great. Thank you. 331 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:23,796 Yeah? Of course. Come on, baby girl. Up! 332 00:24:24,864 --> 00:24:26,966 The spoon? Oopah! 333 00:24:26,999 --> 00:24:29,301 Whatcha looking at? You wanna get ready? 334 00:24:29,335 --> 00:24:30,837 Hey, could you wait for me? 335 00:24:32,539 --> 00:24:33,873 You want to go to the supermarket? 336 00:24:34,774 --> 00:24:36,943 You just got here. Could be overwhelming. 337 00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:38,144 Culture shock. 338 00:24:38,177 --> 00:24:40,713 I've been living in Gilead. All I want is culture shock. 339 00:24:41,848 --> 00:24:43,115 Yeah. 340 00:24:43,149 --> 00:24:46,686 Maybe we could invite Rita and Emily over tonight too. 341 00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:49,388 You sure? 342 00:24:49,421 --> 00:24:51,057 Yeah. I'd like to meet Oliver. 343 00:24:51,958 --> 00:24:52,992 Uh-huh. 344 00:24:53,025 --> 00:24:55,628 They'll be thrilled. Great. 345 00:25:09,976 --> 00:25:11,110 You're good? 346 00:25:12,579 --> 00:25:13,913 Yeah. Good. 347 00:25:28,961 --> 00:25:31,631 What happened to potato chips in the last seven years? 348 00:25:31,664 --> 00:25:34,066 Oh, they made them healthy. 349 00:25:34,100 --> 00:25:36,302 I know, it's a travesty. 350 00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,505 Hey, what's up, baby girl? 351 00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:42,174 Yeah, I have got to go change her. Right now. 352 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:44,543 And then we have got to get her home for a nap. 353 00:25:44,577 --> 00:25:45,612 All right. 354 00:25:45,645 --> 00:25:46,713 She is like 10 minutes from a breakdown 355 00:25:46,746 --> 00:25:48,547 and you know that is not pretty. 356 00:25:48,581 --> 00:25:50,516 All right, I'm gonna finish up shopping. 357 00:25:50,549 --> 00:25:51,984 Uh, milk, eggs, oatmeal. 358 00:25:52,018 --> 00:25:54,486 -Milk, eggs, oatmeal. Got it. -Fuck! 359 00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:56,055 -What? -No diapers! 360 00:25:56,088 --> 00:25:57,256 I got you. 361 00:26:01,327 --> 00:26:03,129 Nice. Love you! 362 00:26:04,697 --> 00:26:06,298 Life with a one-year-old. 363 00:26:08,067 --> 00:26:09,135 I remember. 364 00:26:16,643 --> 00:26:18,878 Uh, I'll get the chips and meet you at checkout? 365 00:26:18,911 --> 00:26:20,980 I'm gonna need some time to decide. 366 00:26:22,281 --> 00:26:23,215 All right. 367 00:26:25,251 --> 00:26:28,054 We gotta go! We're late. Come on, come on, come on! 368 00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:34,861 -What? For like-for dinner? -Let's do it. 369 00:26:34,894 --> 00:26:37,664 Come on. We deserve it. 370 00:27:07,193 --> 00:27:09,261 Under His eye. Under His eye. 371 00:27:37,957 --> 00:27:39,291 Handmaids are to remain 372 00:27:39,325 --> 00:27:41,393 with their walking partners at all times. 373 00:27:42,962 --> 00:27:45,932 Handmaids always walk in twos, remember? 374 00:27:46,632 --> 00:27:47,700 Remember? 375 00:27:47,734 --> 00:27:49,168 -No, no, no, please! 376 00:27:49,201 --> 00:27:50,202 No! 377 00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:52,371 Bye. 378 00:27:53,773 --> 00:27:56,242 All right, you go! Go! Run, run, run! 379 00:27:57,309 --> 00:27:59,345 Do you understand me? 380 00:28:01,413 --> 00:28:03,049 Hannah! Let me out! 381 00:28:25,805 --> 00:28:29,208 Who is that knocking at my door? 382 00:28:29,241 --> 00:28:31,844 Okay, wait. No monkeys allowed in my house. 383 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:32,879 Are you a monkey? 384 00:28:32,912 --> 00:28:35,447 -No. -Then get in here. 385 00:28:35,481 --> 00:28:38,851 Oh, yes, thank you. I have been waiting for this. 386 00:28:38,885 --> 00:28:41,420 I made two. One mysteriously disappeared. 387 00:28:41,453 --> 00:28:43,122 Oh, mysteriously? 388 00:28:43,155 --> 00:28:46,092 Yo! Dude. Dude, yo. How'd you get so big? 389 00:28:46,125 --> 00:28:47,193 I dunno. 390 00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:48,394 Nobody told me you were gonna be this big. 391 00:28:48,427 --> 00:28:49,428 Come on. Come on in. 392 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,231 So, what do you want? 393 00:28:52,264 --> 00:28:54,200 Uh, can we play the new Fortnite? 394 00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:56,068 No, because I don't play that anymore. 395 00:28:56,102 --> 00:28:56,969 What? 396 00:28:57,003 --> 00:28:58,304 All right, we can play it. 397 00:28:58,337 --> 00:28:59,205 Hi. 398 00:28:59,872 --> 00:29:02,474 Hey. This is Oliver. 399 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:06,745 Hi. Nice to meet you. 400 00:29:10,817 --> 00:29:12,084 Can I get a hug? 401 00:29:18,958 --> 00:29:20,259 Can I get some of that? 402 00:29:26,565 --> 00:29:28,700 Rita. 403 00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:32,404 You made it. Praise effing be, you made it. 404 00:29:32,438 --> 00:29:33,305 Yeah. 405 00:29:38,177 --> 00:29:40,446 She's been working late a lot. But, um, it's good, 406 00:29:40,479 --> 00:29:41,747 -she likes her job. -Yeah? 407 00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:43,615 And it's not just about avoiding me. 408 00:29:43,649 --> 00:29:45,284 Of course she's not avoiding you. 409 00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:46,819 I'm still looking for the right time 410 00:29:46,853 --> 00:29:48,921 to move back into her... 411 00:29:48,955 --> 00:29:50,556 -bedroom. -There's no judgment. 412 00:29:50,589 --> 00:29:53,159 She's so patient and kind and... 413 00:29:53,192 --> 00:29:55,127 I just wish she didn't have to deal with this special case. 414 00:29:55,161 --> 00:29:58,264 We all left that place totally fucked up about sex. 415 00:29:58,297 --> 00:29:59,598 You found Oona. 416 00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:01,233 And fucked that one up too. 417 00:30:01,968 --> 00:30:03,535 No, I did. That was my fault. 418 00:30:03,569 --> 00:30:04,603 No, see that? 419 00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:06,772 Don't bring that Aunt Lydia shit in here. 420 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:08,674 This is a Lydia-free zone, okay? 421 00:30:08,707 --> 00:30:10,576 She can't get us here. 422 00:30:10,609 --> 00:30:11,577 None of 'em can. 423 00:30:15,081 --> 00:30:17,349 Do you guys ever wonder if you deserve this? 424 00:30:19,751 --> 00:30:21,253 If you deserve to be here? 425 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:26,258 Sometimes I think about what I did. 426 00:30:27,726 --> 00:30:28,961 When I was there. 427 00:30:30,796 --> 00:30:32,431 We did what we had to do. 428 00:30:33,232 --> 00:30:34,233 To survive. 429 00:30:35,401 --> 00:30:36,402 To get out. 430 00:30:39,105 --> 00:30:40,539 But we're here, ladies. 431 00:30:42,408 --> 00:30:43,375 We won. 432 00:30:43,409 --> 00:30:44,210 Mmm-hmm. 433 00:30:44,243 --> 00:30:45,744 They tried to fucking destroy us, 434 00:30:45,777 --> 00:30:47,579 and we won. Yay. 435 00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:53,452 What do you guys know about Serena? 436 00:30:54,453 --> 00:30:55,721 Serena? 437 00:30:55,754 --> 00:30:56,923 Yeah. 438 00:30:56,956 --> 00:30:58,357 Have you heard anything? 439 00:31:03,195 --> 00:31:04,130 What? 440 00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:08,867 I saw her. 441 00:31:12,771 --> 00:31:13,639 Well? 442 00:31:15,307 --> 00:31:16,242 How? 443 00:31:17,476 --> 00:31:18,410 Why? 444 00:31:19,545 --> 00:31:20,980 She wanted my help. 445 00:31:21,747 --> 00:31:23,916 You know her. Total narcissist. 446 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,385 What did she want? 447 00:31:29,455 --> 00:31:30,456 Just tell me. 448 00:31:38,430 --> 00:31:39,631 She's pregnant. 449 00:31:52,844 --> 00:31:54,113 Is it his? 450 00:31:56,615 --> 00:31:58,250 Is it the Commander's? 451 00:32:00,719 --> 00:32:01,988 Yes. 452 00:32:18,404 --> 00:32:19,471 Fuck her. 453 00:32:21,340 --> 00:32:22,174 I don't care. 454 00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:24,876 -Yup, exactly. -That's right. Fuck her. 455 00:32:24,910 --> 00:32:27,146 She looked awful, right? 456 00:32:27,179 --> 00:32:29,048 -Oh! Oh, she looked like shit. Right? 457 00:32:29,081 --> 00:32:30,382 How tight was her bun? 458 00:32:32,251 --> 00:32:36,488 Alcohol, right? We need, we need some more alcohol. 459 00:32:47,866 --> 00:32:48,734 Oona! 460 00:32:50,402 --> 00:32:51,270 Hey. 461 00:32:52,938 --> 00:32:54,673 I was just dropping something off. 462 00:32:55,941 --> 00:32:57,009 For June. 463 00:32:57,043 --> 00:33:00,179 Um, well, do you want to come in? 464 00:33:01,547 --> 00:33:04,616 Nah, this was just on my way home from work. 465 00:33:06,452 --> 00:33:07,553 How is work? 466 00:33:07,586 --> 00:33:10,456 Uh, we're not allowed back into Gilead. 467 00:33:10,489 --> 00:33:12,624 Or anywhere outside of Canada, for now. 468 00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:16,095 I'm sorry. 469 00:33:17,229 --> 00:33:19,565 Does it help that you brought in this, uh, 470 00:33:19,598 --> 00:33:21,500 major intelligence asset? 471 00:33:23,202 --> 00:33:26,205 Probably the reason why we still have a fighting chance. 472 00:33:27,606 --> 00:33:30,176 It's really nice of you to bring her a gift. 473 00:33:30,209 --> 00:33:33,279 I mean, seeing as we almost killed your NGO and all. 474 00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:36,482 Well, I nearly left her to die in Gilead, 475 00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:38,417 so... 476 00:33:39,618 --> 00:33:41,220 guess we're about even? 477 00:33:43,055 --> 00:33:44,256 See ya. 478 00:33:45,791 --> 00:33:47,526 You know, I think the world of you. 479 00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,496 I don't want us to be over. 480 00:33:53,199 --> 00:33:58,204 You chose your friend over me, and my work, and your work. 481 00:33:59,505 --> 00:34:01,473 I know where I stand with you, and it's fine. 482 00:34:01,507 --> 00:34:04,210 That's not where you stand, and it's not fine. 483 00:34:04,243 --> 00:34:05,477 Look, I'm not angry. 484 00:34:05,511 --> 00:34:07,246 And I don't want to fight about this. 485 00:34:07,279 --> 00:34:09,681 No, we have to. We have to have the fight, 486 00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:11,517 'cause if we, if we don't, 487 00:34:11,550 --> 00:34:13,085 then we can't move on. 488 00:34:16,588 --> 00:34:17,723 We can't move on. 489 00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:27,599 You know, I've been moving on my whole life. 490 00:34:29,468 --> 00:34:34,440 Until I met Odette, and she was forever until she wasn't, so... 491 00:34:37,576 --> 00:34:40,812 I... I just feel like maybe you could be forever. 492 00:34:42,281 --> 00:34:44,750 -Maybe. 493 00:34:51,623 --> 00:34:54,526 Okay, you wanna have the fight? Let's have the fight. 494 00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:57,296 Just not on a night where I'm freezing my arse off. 495 00:35:00,499 --> 00:35:01,567 Call me. 496 00:35:25,857 --> 00:35:27,926 Did you have fun? 497 00:35:27,959 --> 00:35:29,895 Yeah. Yeah, for sure. 498 00:36:15,807 --> 00:36:17,643 -Ooh, sorry. 499 00:36:19,211 --> 00:36:21,213 No. It's okay. It's okay. 500 00:36:21,247 --> 00:36:23,482 -You sure? -Yeah. It's okay. Yeah. 501 00:36:28,387 --> 00:36:30,989 -Sorry. -No, no, no. It's fine. 502 00:36:31,022 --> 00:36:32,458 It's fine. 503 00:36:32,491 --> 00:36:34,192 -No, sorry. I shouldn't have-- 504 00:36:34,226 --> 00:36:36,395 No, it's okay, it's okay. 505 00:36:36,428 --> 00:36:38,297 -It's my fault. -No, no. 506 00:36:40,299 --> 00:36:41,700 So, do you-- 507 00:37:24,776 --> 00:37:25,944 Thanks for coming. 508 00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,347 Any time. 509 00:38:06,452 --> 00:38:08,654 I prayed for this chance. 510 00:38:11,690 --> 00:38:14,426 And I humbly thank the Lord for your visit. 511 00:38:17,262 --> 00:38:18,464 You would. 512 00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:22,668 You never did give me credit for anything. 513 00:38:25,471 --> 00:38:27,606 I'll be next door if you need anything. 514 00:38:36,515 --> 00:38:39,685 I believe that the Lord brought you here 515 00:38:41,987 --> 00:38:43,989 so that I could make amends. 516 00:38:47,459 --> 00:38:48,660 I brought myself here, 517 00:38:48,694 --> 00:38:52,498 so that I could tell you how much I hate you. 518 00:38:56,602 --> 00:38:59,405 You don't deserve to make amends to anyone. 519 00:39:02,508 --> 00:39:05,577 The only thing that you deserve 520 00:39:06,311 --> 00:39:08,614 is a life full of suffering 521 00:39:09,815 --> 00:39:10,982 and shame. 522 00:39:13,284 --> 00:39:17,022 You have destroyed... my life, 523 00:39:18,356 --> 00:39:19,758 my family, 524 00:39:20,325 --> 00:39:21,927 my friends, 525 00:39:23,061 --> 00:39:24,596 my country, 526 00:39:25,797 --> 00:39:27,365 and my child. 527 00:39:30,235 --> 00:39:35,774 There is no one less worthy of redemption 528 00:39:36,942 --> 00:39:38,544 than you. 529 00:39:44,950 --> 00:39:46,084 I'm sorry. 530 00:39:58,530 --> 00:40:02,968 I am begging for your forgiveness, 531 00:40:04,870 --> 00:40:08,674 and I'm begging for the Lord's mercy 532 00:40:10,375 --> 00:40:12,678 and for His understanding. 533 00:40:15,514 --> 00:40:19,585 Do you know why God made you pregnant? 534 00:40:22,888 --> 00:40:28,193 So that when He kills that baby inside your womb, 535 00:40:28,226 --> 00:40:33,331 you will feel a fraction of the pain 536 00:40:33,364 --> 00:40:35,266 that you caused us 537 00:40:35,300 --> 00:40:39,571 when you tore our children from our arms! 538 00:40:39,605 --> 00:40:42,107 Do you understand me? 539 00:40:48,046 --> 00:40:51,116 Do you understand me? 540 00:41:43,702 --> 00:41:45,036 Hey. 541 00:41:50,275 --> 00:41:52,644 Uh. What time is it? 542 00:42:00,118 --> 00:42:01,252 June. 543 00:42:37,088 --> 00:42:38,590 All right. June, wait. 544 00:42:39,357 --> 00:42:40,926 Wait, wait, wait. 545 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,895 June, wait. Wait, wait, wait. 546 00:43:28,807 --> 00:43:30,308 -Whoo! 547 00:43:33,544 --> 00:43:35,580 Hey, you wanna go and see Mommy? 548 00:43:39,350 --> 00:43:40,819 There you go. 549 00:43:41,552 --> 00:43:42,620 Who's that? 550 00:43:42,654 --> 00:43:44,622 She's pathological. 551 00:43:45,824 --> 00:43:47,826 She's a sociopath. 552 00:43:49,627 --> 00:43:53,164 She's toxic. And abusive. 553 00:43:54,700 --> 00:43:56,301 She's a monster. 554 00:43:58,837 --> 00:44:01,006 And, by the way, a consummate actress. 555 00:44:02,774 --> 00:44:04,042 What do you think drives her? 556 00:44:06,644 --> 00:44:10,849 Hatred. And rage. 557 00:44:13,384 --> 00:44:18,857 And underneath all of that, there's nothing but pure misery. 558 00:44:20,658 --> 00:44:22,360 I need you, Fred. 559 00:44:36,174 --> 00:44:39,210 And she'll do anything not to feel that way. 560 00:44:44,582 --> 00:44:46,852 Anything to feel okay. 561 00:44:48,820 --> 00:44:51,489 Praise be His mercy. 562 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,759 Even just for a second. 563 00:44:54,793 --> 00:44:55,994 We got tri-dextrous here! 564 00:44:56,027 --> 00:44:58,730 She'll do anything to get what she wants. 565 00:45:01,166 --> 00:45:02,033 Lie to you. 566 00:45:02,067 --> 00:45:03,935 -Nice to meet you! 567 00:45:05,570 --> 00:45:06,471 Yeah. He crazy. 568 00:45:06,504 --> 00:45:08,006 Hurt you. 569 00:45:09,674 --> 00:45:11,176 Rape you. 570 00:45:12,477 --> 00:45:16,882 So, if you feel yourself getting sucked in by her... 571 00:45:19,250 --> 00:45:20,385 run. 572 00:45:24,890 --> 00:45:26,792 Run for your life.