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I'm Erin.
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I'm an addict.
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I signed in myself,
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I've had the worst week
ever existed.
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I really messed up
at work.
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It was completely my fault.
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I won't blame other people
besides myself.
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And I feel embarrassed.
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I feel disappointed in myself.
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And I heard a voice
who said,
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"You are a failure.
You will always be a failure."
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And it's like, what if
I can have something.
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You know, anything.
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To help me
get out of bed.
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A glass of wine, perhaps.
Do you know?
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Just one glass.
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What is wrong with it?
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My career, my relationships...
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That's what could go wrong
with a glass of wine.
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And that made me realize.
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Do you know? I have that
lots of responsibility.
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And it used to scare me,
but now I...
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I realize how lucky I am
me to say that.
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My mother, my sister, my ex.
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They all think I'm crazy,
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But my partner doesn't, and...
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...I'm grateful for that.
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And I'm grateful for
all of you.
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I'm grateful for today.
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Thank You.
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Hi, I'm Will, and I'm a junkie.
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I'm fine, actually.
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OK,
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I want to share today,
because...
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...I encountered a big change
in my life recently.
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I met someone.
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And...
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I didn't expect that, but...
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Now I'm starting to feel it
as if I could...
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At least, looking at the future
with him.
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Yes.
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I even started to feel like it
invited him to live together.
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But... I don't know if that's the case
the right thing right now.
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You know, all this time,
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He just saw what
what I want him to see.
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I'm worried if he is
move in with me,
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You know, he'll see everything.
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He'll see who I am
actually,
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And I'm afraid it will
scared him
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How are you, friend?
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Bastard.
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I heard you got clean.
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Yes. Yes that's correct.
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Good for you.
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You are the reason.
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To be clean.
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You think people like us
can change?
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I mean, that's...
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It can be done, you know?
But...
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Yes, I think I can.
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And it worked for me, so...
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I'm not you.
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We're addicts, you know?
We are all the same.
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I mean, I don't have one
skills.
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I'm a recidivist.
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And there's no place
in this world for me.
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You have your music.
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I can form a band.
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I mean, unless...
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I didn't touch the bass
many years.
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Did you miss that?
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I don't have time to
think about that life.
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And time is all I have.
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One by one, you know?
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One by one.
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Gosh, if I want to vent,
I'd better go to the meeting.
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What do you want?
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I don't know if I am
can do this.
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Do what?
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Do this. this life.
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What kind of life do you want?
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Back like it used to be.
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I can't help you, bro.
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You know, my girlfriend is coming.
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So, you want me to go?
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Hey!
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Have a beautiful night.
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Who's that?
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Just an old friend.
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Hey./
What does he want?
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There isn't any.
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Where are you from?
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Go for a walk. Looking for work.
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Did you find it?
At this time?
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You took my car
without asking my permission.
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You didn't answer your phone.
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Yes, I want to be alone.
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Can I see your eyes?
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Let me see.
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I'm off to bed.
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Good evening./
Good night.
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Chris?
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Chris?
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Gosh, Mom doesn't like looking at you
so closed off,
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And I know you will
feel lost.
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I know you're thinking
I don't understand, but I understand.
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And Mom is here,
and I want you to know.
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You will always have Mom.
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I promise.
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OK, good night.
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Chris?
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Chris, open the door.
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Chris, open the door.
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Chris? Please open the door.
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Chris, open the door
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Chris?
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Please open the door now!
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Help?
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Please, Chris.
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Your cell phone.
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There will be a funeral service,
I hope you can come.
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That would be great
means something to me, and...
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See you soon.
See you, Will
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What's wrong?
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Will?
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What is he doing?
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He's dead, Doug.
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Where did you find him?
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Last night in his room.
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At your house?
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What is...
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What is an accident?
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Hello!/
Hey!
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O.
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How was your day?
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That's good.
I bought you something.
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What is this?/
Open it.
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What's that?
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You don't have to do this.
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Come on. Do you have a tie?
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No.
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Try using it.
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Here.
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So, I thought about
come with you,
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To the funeral tomorrow.
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I appreciate you wanting to come with me.
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I think it's better
I did this myself.
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You don't have to worry about me.
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Good grief.
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I didn't think so
you will come.
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I didn't see you...
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Very long./
Very long.
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He talks a lot about you,
you know?
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Yes.
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What did he say?
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He spoke for
getting the band back together.
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He continues to write songs
while inside.
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Baby we never will
heard that, but...
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Are you still drug free?
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Still. Yes.
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Are you alone?
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I'm not as strong as you.
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You know, so does Chris.
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I'm no better than you,
him, or anyone else.
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Maybe we'll meet again.
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Or not.
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Whatever it is, it doesn't matter.
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Who?
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Hey...
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Claire, this is Will.
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Will, come in.
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Hey. Sorry, I just...
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I want to...
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I'm also concerned.
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I know.
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Are you okay?/
You?
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No.
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Sit down.
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Yes.
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I didn't see you at the funeral.
Are you coming?
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You know, I want to come.../
No. No.
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Oh Lord.
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Gosh, you look so healthy.
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Yes?/
Yes.
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I'm fine./
Yes?
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Yes.
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I hope Chris can
seeing you like this.
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That means a lot
because you came.
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We miss you.
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Have you heard about Chris?
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What's wrong with Chris?
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He died.
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For God's sake, Will.
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He just got out of prison.
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He's here looking for you.
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Why does he want to?
meet you?
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There's no reason.
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No reason?/
No.
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Here.
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What?/
Come here.
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Can you roll up your sleeves?
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I'm clean, Dad.
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That means there's nothing
hidden, right?
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Already?
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00:23:05,064 --> 00:23:08,069
How is Claire doing?
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Like a new person
lost his child.
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Yes. Worrying people
like that could have a bad impact.
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That's what happened to your mother.
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But you know that, right?
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That is it?
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What do you mean?
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You just come here
when you need something,
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What do you want?
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I don't want anything.
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Good.
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And your father,
what is the person like?
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I don't know.
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Let me guess.
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Mysterious type of person,
quiet and likes to reflect.
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Keeps everything within himself.
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When can I meet him?
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Hopefully never.
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Are you embarrassed by me?
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No! No, no, no.
That's not you.
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He has a problem with me.
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Maybe you're the old one.
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No, I met him
when returning.
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He hasn't changed.
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As if he saw you,
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And what he could see
is my mother.
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And if my mother is gone.
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He just missed her.
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It's not that easy.
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He blamed me.
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He blames you?
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You know that's not true, right?
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It's hard to digest sadness.
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Some people blame
himself,
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Some people blame
other people.
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He has his reasons.
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Do you know?
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I don't have to meet him.
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That's enough for you and me.
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Just you and me.
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Just us.
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I like it.
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00:26:54,494 --> 00:26:56,788
Hi, Will, this is Claire.
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I called to say,
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If I think about you
and Chris,
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And there was something of his
what I know...
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I know he wants you to have him.
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I hope to give it
directly to you.
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Are you free tonight?
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Yes, yes. Of course.
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00:27:20,276 --> 00:27:22,312
OK, great.
Maybe we can eat together.
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00:27:22,337 --> 00:27:24,106
I will contact you,
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And let me know where
we can meet.
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00:27:28,741 --> 00:27:32,719
Great, thanks.
See you later.
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00:27:34,136 --> 00:27:35,971
Yes alright. See you later.
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00:27:42,604 --> 00:27:45,364
No, I don't want to
talk about me.
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00:27:45,776 --> 00:27:47,752
Please don't ask
how am I?
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00:27:47,796 --> 00:27:49,979
Don't ask me anything.
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00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:52,029
Let's talk about you.
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Talk about me?/
Yes.
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00:27:56,125 --> 00:27:58,406
What do you want to know?
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00:27:58,825 --> 00:28:00,830
Do you have a girlfriend?
267
00:28:02,102 --> 00:28:04,514
Yes...
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00:28:06,057 --> 00:28:08,203
Yes, I have a girlfriend.
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What's the person like?
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00:28:11,708 --> 00:28:15,564
He's cute./
Yes?
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He's friendly.
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She's a nursing assistant.
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He takes care of you.
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Good.
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00:28:26,946 --> 00:28:29,446
It's not easy to manage
people like me.
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00:28:29,489 --> 00:28:31,888
No, don't say that.
277
00:28:31,903 --> 00:28:34,455
That's right./
No.
278
00:28:34,932 --> 00:28:38,488
Not many people can
do what you do.
279
00:28:38,543 --> 00:28:40,498
Chris can't.
280
00:28:42,836 --> 00:28:46,398
I hope you guys
stay friends. Really.
281
00:28:47,761 --> 00:28:52,115
Maybe he'll see if there's one
different paths that can be taken.
282
00:28:52,158 --> 00:28:53,995
Do you know?
283
00:28:54,652 --> 00:28:57,541
I'm not that person for him.
284
00:28:57,606 --> 00:28:59,373
No, you tried
as much as possible.
285
00:28:59,384 --> 00:29:01,684
No, I spoil him.
286
00:29:03,500 --> 00:29:06,259
All my threats are empty,
287
00:29:06,284 --> 00:29:08,953
And he knows he doesn't care
what did he do,
288
00:29:08,978 --> 00:29:10,952
I'll take it back.
289
00:29:12,765 --> 00:29:14,630
You're there for him.
290
00:29:16,662 --> 00:29:18,507
Can I ask you?
291
00:29:18,565 --> 00:29:20,121
Yes.
292
00:29:20,136 --> 00:29:23,433
His father asked me
I think it was an accident.
293
00:29:25,657 --> 00:29:27,974
What do you think?
294
00:29:29,439 --> 00:29:31,327
Gosh, I...
295
00:29:36,455 --> 00:29:38,058
I don't know.
296
00:29:39,661 --> 00:29:41,840
You're close to him.
297
00:29:44,542 --> 00:29:46,796
Please tell me.
298
00:29:48,821 --> 00:29:50,919
I can't stop thinking,
299
00:29:50,944 --> 00:29:53,011
If he knew for sure
what he did.
300
00:29:53,025 --> 00:29:55,012
What do you think?
301
00:29:55,231 --> 00:29:59,315
How could I know
what was he thinking?
302
00:29:59,396 --> 00:30:03,710
I think I know.
303
00:30:07,433 --> 00:30:09,370
Excuse me.
304
00:30:19,479 --> 00:30:21,297
Are you okay?/
Yes.
305
00:30:22,076 --> 00:30:24,750
Do you want to wear this?
306
00:30:24,772 --> 00:30:28,803
Come here, can I... Here.
Let me put this on.
307
00:30:28,869 --> 00:30:30,773
Let me help. Here.
308
00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:34,132
That's right./
OK, thanks.
309
00:30:36,910 --> 00:30:38,657
Are you okay?/
Yes.
310
00:30:38,682 --> 00:30:40,931
That's right.../
Thank you.
311
00:30:40,999 --> 00:30:44,182
Thank you, thank you./
No problem.
312
00:30:44,420 --> 00:30:46,996
I want to give this to you.
313
00:30:52,091 --> 00:30:55,569
It's in Chris's room.
I want to give that to you.
314
00:30:55,621 --> 00:30:58,408
Yes. SevenEdge.
315
00:30:58,425 --> 00:30:59,857
Yes.
316
00:31:01,297 --> 00:31:03,573
I haven't listened to this in a long time.
317
00:31:05,105 --> 00:31:07,601
Thank you./
You're welcome.
318
00:31:08,386 --> 00:31:10,259
OK, good night.
319
00:31:12,534 --> 00:31:15,986
Claire? Hey, wait!
320
00:31:16,022 --> 00:31:17,724
Hey.
321
00:31:18,268 --> 00:31:19,984
You're not driving home.
322
00:31:20,053 --> 00:31:21,659
I'm okay.
323
00:31:21,879 --> 00:31:24,285
I don't think that's a good idea.
324
00:31:25,234 --> 00:31:28,318
Claire.../
I'm okay, I promise.
325
00:31:28,696 --> 00:31:30,429
Can I take you home?
326
00:31:34,138 --> 00:31:35,511
Yes?
327
00:31:36,875 --> 00:31:38,363
Come on.
328
00:31:40,675 --> 00:31:42,307
Come on.
329
00:32:24,946 --> 00:32:27,846
Can you please get me
a glass of water, Will?
330
00:32:27,874 --> 00:32:30,043
Yes. Yes, of course.
331
00:33:02,844 --> 00:33:04,222
Claire.
332
00:33:10,929 --> 00:33:12,511
Claire.
333
00:33:19,118 --> 00:33:21,621
Come here, come here.
334
00:33:32,014 --> 00:33:34,276
You want?
335
00:33:34,309 --> 00:33:36,187
I'm okay, I'm okay.
336
00:33:36,231 --> 00:33:37,948
Thank You.
337
00:33:39,682 --> 00:33:42,541
Well, I should probably go.
338
00:33:42,585 --> 00:33:44,945
Can you stay here for me?
339
00:33:45,821 --> 00:33:48,532
At least until I fall asleep.
340
00:33:48,603 --> 00:33:50,187
Help.
341
00:33:50,212 --> 00:33:52,855
Yes, yes. Yes, sure./
Thank you.
342
00:35:26,552 --> 00:35:28,649
Claire...
343
00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:42,622
I'd better go.
344
00:35:49,947 --> 00:35:51,784
I'd better go.
345
00:35:57,764 --> 00:35:59,689
Okay.
346
00:36:02,737 --> 00:36:05,476
Good evening./
Good night.
347
00:37:31,322 --> 00:37:32,773
Hey!
348
00:37:33,932 --> 00:37:35,349
O.
349
00:37:35,711 --> 00:37:37,840
I didn't know you were in today.
350
00:37:37,896 --> 00:37:39,624
Yes.
351
00:37:43,046 --> 00:37:44,827
How are you?
352
00:37:48,959 --> 00:37:50,661
Do you know.
353
00:37:53,339 --> 00:37:56,191
If you need someone
to talk...
354
00:37:56,216 --> 00:37:59,383
I'll contact you.
I promise.
355
00:37:59,423 --> 00:38:04,824
I think maybe
someone who...
356
00:38:04,878 --> 00:38:07,468
...more expert to say what.
357
00:38:09,057 --> 00:38:14,858
And I know a therapist.
My therapist.
358
00:38:15,804 --> 00:38:18,906
And I think he will
very good for you.
359
00:38:20,350 --> 00:38:22,714
You think I never
talk to a psychiatrist?
360
00:38:28,216 --> 00:38:30,825
You don't have to go through this alone.
361
00:38:37,433 --> 00:38:39,593
You want me to look after the box
the wood remains like this,
362
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,190
Or do I need to replace it?
363
00:38:41,233 --> 00:38:44,321
Yes, that's no problem. Yes./
OK.
364
00:38:53,646 --> 00:38:55,523
Hey.
365
00:39:15,244 --> 00:39:17,459
Where are you going?
366
00:39:19,006 --> 00:39:21,026
To the meeting.
367
00:39:24,965 --> 00:39:27,275
You're really gone
to the meeting now?
368
00:39:27,300 --> 00:39:28,645
Yes!
369
00:39:28,670 --> 00:39:31,965
So you can talk to
strangers but not with me?
370
00:39:32,032 --> 00:39:34,530
You won't understand.
371
00:39:53,042 --> 00:39:55,211
Hi!/
Hey.
372
00:39:55,973 --> 00:39:57,482
Come on in.
373
00:40:12,097 --> 00:40:13,848
Are you okay?
374
00:40:17,708 --> 00:40:19,846
Yes, yes.
375
00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:25,244
What is it?
376
00:40:29,557 --> 00:40:31,477
I don't know.
377
00:40:36,307 --> 00:40:38,545
I don't want to be alone.
378
00:40:41,706 --> 00:40:44,399
But I don't want to either
being around other people.
379
00:40:51,616 --> 00:40:53,734
Why are you here?
380
00:41:41,793 --> 00:41:43,733
It's always me and Chris,
you know?
381
00:41:43,765 --> 00:41:46,582
It's always the two of us,
and now...
382
00:41:47,582 --> 00:41:53,608
I spend a lot of time
want my own life, and...
383
00:41:56,193 --> 00:41:58,156
I don't know.
384
00:42:00,196 --> 00:42:01,991
I want to go back.
385
00:42:04,098 --> 00:42:07,114
I want to go back and say
to him I'm sorry.
386
00:42:15,823 --> 00:42:17,148
How do you do that?
387
00:42:17,173 --> 00:42:19,321
How are you and your father?
do that?
388
00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:21,682
When your mother is dying.
389
00:42:23,034 --> 00:42:26,261
My mother is sick.
390
00:42:26,312 --> 00:42:28,656
I'm not the one doing chemotherapy.
391
00:42:29,623 --> 00:42:33,370
I'm not the one who lost weight
because he couldn't swallow food.
392
00:42:34,482 --> 00:42:36,248
In the end...
393
00:42:37,475 --> 00:42:39,493
He's so fragile.
394
00:42:39,544 --> 00:42:42,317
I have to help him
go to the bathroom.
395
00:42:43,167 --> 00:42:45,180
You take care of him.
396
00:42:46,625 --> 00:42:51,329
I mean, most days,
397
00:42:51,354 --> 00:42:54,183
I'm coming home from school,
398
00:42:54,208 --> 00:42:58,071
I'll sit with him,
while he sleeps.
399
00:42:58,145 --> 00:43:01,413
They gave him medicine
to deal with the pain.
400
00:43:04,638 --> 00:43:08,834
So I sat and waited
until he fell asleep.
401
00:43:10,461 --> 00:43:12,643
So I can try it too.
402
00:43:14,290 --> 00:43:16,935
Once upon a time,
403
00:43:16,979 --> 00:43:20,584
I'm sure he's asleep,
404
00:43:20,643 --> 00:43:22,840
So I wore it.
405
00:43:25,427 --> 00:43:28,272
When I looked back at him,
406
00:43:28,328 --> 00:43:30,691
He looked back at me.
407
00:43:31,598 --> 00:43:33,428
Good grief.
408
00:43:35,056 --> 00:43:38,641
Did you tell him
if you regret it?
409
00:43:40,997 --> 00:43:42,671
No.
410
00:43:47,009 --> 00:43:49,284
I'm not there
when he died.
411
00:43:55,467 --> 00:43:57,730
Oh Lord.
412
00:44:02,465 --> 00:44:05,750
We both experienced it
the same thing.
413
00:44:05,792 --> 00:44:09,292
Care about someone
which is so sick.
414
00:44:10,879 --> 00:44:12,560
There's nothing you can do
do that thing.
415
00:44:12,585 --> 00:44:15,265
Except looking at them
left out in vain, you know.
416
00:44:16,639 --> 00:44:19,456
You try your best.
417
00:44:27,369 --> 00:44:30,933
When he came home that night,
418
00:44:31,012 --> 00:44:32,947
I knew something was wrong.
419
00:44:32,969 --> 00:44:37,800
He went straight into his room
and I didn't stop him.
420
00:44:37,805 --> 00:44:40,851
I feel like I am
let him commit suicide.
421
00:44:40,895 --> 00:44:42,994
Hey, hey.../
That's right.
422
00:44:43,008 --> 00:44:47,303
That's not true./
No. I feel relieved.
423
00:44:47,345 --> 00:44:49,037
Really.
424
00:44:51,905 --> 00:44:53,852
No problem.
425
00:44:57,352 --> 00:44:59,533
It's not your fault.
426
00:45:01,846 --> 00:45:04,042
You're not there.
427
00:45:08,619 --> 00:45:11,676
But you're here now.
428
00:45:11,722 --> 00:45:13,692
You're here now.
429
00:45:22,498 --> 00:45:25,998
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430
00:45:47,169 --> 00:45:48,350
Good morning.
431
00:45:48,375 --> 00:45:49,930
Hey, good morning./
This is for you.
432
00:45:49,977 --> 00:45:52,813
Thank you./
You're welcome.
433
00:45:52,887 --> 00:45:54,646
Sit down.
434
00:45:55,094 --> 00:45:57,411
You want cream, sugar,
or something else?
435
00:45:57,466 --> 00:46:00,622
No. Just bitter coffee./
OK.
436
00:46:07,334 --> 00:46:09,966
You don't have to bother.
437
00:46:10,042 --> 00:46:12,064
It's no hassle.
438
00:46:19,907 --> 00:46:22,240
What?
439
00:46:22,301 --> 00:46:24,013
That's okay.
440
00:46:31,022 --> 00:46:32,966
Will you come again tonight?
441
00:46:39,622 --> 00:46:41,182
Yes.
442
00:47:48,168 --> 00:47:49,550
Hey.
443
00:47:50,791 --> 00:47:52,644
How was your meeting?
444
00:47:54,643 --> 00:47:56,430
Good.
445
00:47:56,457 --> 00:47:57,848
You take it out...
446
00:47:57,890 --> 00:48:00,975
...whatever makes you
so upset last night?
447
00:48:01,014 --> 00:48:03,124
I can't talk about that.
448
00:48:05,954 --> 00:48:08,614
I'm talking about
how much I need you.
449
00:48:09,201 --> 00:48:13,047
And you're the only one in my life
that keeps me from using.
450
00:48:15,492 --> 00:48:17,392
Is it true?
451
00:48:17,415 --> 00:48:19,919
That's not fair to me
to say that.
452
00:48:20,889 --> 00:48:22,826
That's not fair to you.
453
00:48:23,199 --> 00:48:24,842
It's not your responsibility to...
454
00:48:24,867 --> 00:48:26,452
Hey!
455
00:48:28,153 --> 00:48:31,352
I'm glad you told me.
456
00:48:31,446 --> 00:48:33,754
And I'm sorry.
457
00:48:33,837 --> 00:48:36,030
Why are you apologizing?
458
00:48:36,434 --> 00:48:39,053
The meeting was
your place of refuge.
459
00:48:39,106 --> 00:48:41,756
I shouldn't have made you
feel guilty for that.
460
00:48:42,709 --> 00:48:44,311
Okay?
461
00:48:52,668 --> 00:48:54,061
What do you want to do?
462
00:48:54,104 --> 00:48:57,979
I thought to
a little gardening in front.
463
00:48:58,004 --> 00:48:59,663
I think you're the right person
to talk about that.
464
00:48:59,718 --> 00:49:01,150
Yes.
465
00:49:01,209 --> 00:49:03,738
It's seasonal, so...
466
00:49:04,906 --> 00:49:08,297
Are you looking for something in particular?
467
00:49:08,327 --> 00:49:10,047
What do you like?
468
00:49:11,146 --> 00:49:13,799
Everyone is different.
But me personally,
469
00:49:13,824 --> 00:49:16,345
I actually prefer lilies.
470
00:49:16,415 --> 00:49:18,041
These are lilies?/
Yes.
471
00:49:18,085 --> 00:49:20,537
I like plants like that.
472
00:49:20,562 --> 00:49:23,004
OK./
Please don't look around,
473
00:49:23,029 --> 00:49:24,675
And if you find
something you like,
474
00:49:24,720 --> 00:49:26,223
Just tell me.
475
00:49:26,267 --> 00:49:27,907
Yes, okay.
476
00:49:28,588 --> 00:49:32,943
I'm not here just to
looking at plants.
477
00:49:32,968 --> 00:49:34,835
I came here to meet you,
you know?
478
00:49:34,910 --> 00:49:36,950
See how you are.
479
00:49:38,812 --> 00:49:41,431
I tried to stay strong.
But thanks.
480
00:49:41,863 --> 00:49:45,383
I've never been through
what are you going through, I just...
481
00:49:45,454 --> 00:49:48,506
If you need someone to talk to,
482
00:49:48,550 --> 00:49:50,923
Or someone to listen to,
you know...
483
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:54,022
Phil, I'm not a conversationalist
which is right for now.
484
00:49:55,975 --> 00:49:58,005
Yes.
485
00:49:58,454 --> 00:50:00,728
Do you know? I...
486
00:50:01,729 --> 00:50:04,756
I think you're right. Lilies.
487
00:50:04,828 --> 00:50:07,264
I'll take, what, six?
488
00:50:07,308 --> 00:50:09,883
Make that eight.
I'll meet you at the cashier's desk.
489
00:50:09,913 --> 00:50:12,452
Thank you./
OK, thank you.
490
00:50:19,972 --> 00:50:22,019
Hi, Will, this is Claire.
491
00:50:22,061 --> 00:50:24,178
I wonder where you are.
492
00:50:24,873 --> 00:50:26,166
I...
493
00:50:26,190 --> 00:50:29,019
Maybe you just want to be alone.
494
00:50:30,279 --> 00:50:32,165
But I'm here.
495
00:50:32,232 --> 00:50:36,200
And I just don't want to
have to worry about you.
496
00:50:37,986 --> 00:50:40,341
So tell me you're okay.
497
00:50:40,384 --> 00:50:43,119
And I really want to
hear your voice.
498
00:50:46,166 --> 00:50:49,275
That is it.
OK, see you then.
499
00:51:00,679 --> 00:51:05,623
What's this?
500
00:51:06,990 --> 00:51:09,390
That was my band first.
501
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:12,161
Why have you never
tell me about this?
502
00:51:12,772 --> 00:51:14,437
Who knows.
503
00:51:18,660 --> 00:51:20,571
What are you doing?
504
00:51:20,814 --> 00:51:22,340
Hey.
505
00:51:22,374 --> 00:51:24,265
Actually, Becca...
506
00:51:25,186 --> 00:51:27,514
Can you not play it, please?
507
00:51:33,091 --> 00:51:35,584
Hey, Becca, I'm serious.
I don't want to hear it.
508
00:51:40,953 --> 00:51:43,721
OK, can you turn that off?
509
00:51:43,761 --> 00:51:47,234
I like this./
Becca, I'm serious! Turn off!
510
00:51:48,328 --> 00:51:50,672
I said turn it off!
511
00:51:55,992 --> 00:51:58,037
I ask you to
don't play it.
512
00:52:03,083 --> 00:52:05,139
Good grief.
513
00:52:11,527 --> 00:52:13,848
I know what you're doing.
514
00:52:15,266 --> 00:52:17,211
What do I do?
515
00:52:18,052 --> 00:52:20,973
You blame yourself
over what happened with Chris.
516
00:52:22,994 --> 00:52:25,272
You don't know what
what you're talking about.
517
00:52:27,803 --> 00:52:29,780
Then tell me.
518
00:52:38,786 --> 00:52:40,948
Or I better go.
519
00:53:24,241 --> 00:53:26,758
I just lost my friend.
520
00:53:26,798 --> 00:53:29,250
He's not just my friend.
521
00:53:29,841 --> 00:53:31,675
He's my good friend.
522
00:53:32,211 --> 00:53:35,339
And we were in a band.
523
00:53:37,010 --> 00:53:38,957
He's very...
524
00:53:39,005 --> 00:53:41,291
He's very special.
525
00:53:41,708 --> 00:53:43,506
And...
526
00:53:45,902 --> 00:53:48,214
He could have had a life.
527
00:53:50,006 --> 00:53:52,491
But he started using drugs.
528
00:53:55,979 --> 00:53:57,563
Like me.
529
00:54:03,321 --> 00:54:05,233
because I.
530
00:54:15,197 --> 00:54:17,142
That's hard.
531
00:54:19,618 --> 00:54:22,106
On his last night, he...
532
00:54:23,487 --> 00:54:26,987
He came to see me.
You know, he stopped by.
533
00:54:28,610 --> 00:54:33,015
I can't stand looking at him.
534
00:54:35,136 --> 00:54:37,386
What have I
do to him.
535
00:54:41,545 --> 00:54:43,914
I can't see him.
536
00:54:48,945 --> 00:54:51,555
So I turned away from him.
537
00:54:57,288 --> 00:54:59,341
And now he's gone.
538
00:55:26,295 --> 00:55:27,756
O.
539
00:55:31,850 --> 00:55:33,641
What is it?
540
00:55:36,155 --> 00:55:38,280
Come inside. Come on.
541
00:55:41,622 --> 00:55:43,583
Come on in.
542
00:55:59,535 --> 00:56:03,809
I just want you to know
if I apologize.
543
00:56:08,954 --> 00:56:11,590
What are you apologizing for?
544
00:56:23,270 --> 00:56:25,593
For Chris.
545
00:56:25,636 --> 00:56:27,760
I know it.
546
00:56:27,849 --> 00:56:30,050
I know.
547
00:56:33,329 --> 00:56:37,017
You think I don't want to
turning back time...
548
00:56:37,042 --> 00:56:39,236
...and do something?
549
00:56:48,566 --> 00:56:49,895
We can't.
550
00:56:49,926 --> 00:56:52,458
You don't need to apologize.
551
00:57:05,559 --> 00:57:08,062
I shouldn't be here.
552
00:58:06,028 --> 00:58:07,476
O.
553
00:58:07,479 --> 00:58:09,202
Do I know you?
554
00:58:09,255 --> 00:58:11,268
I do not think so.
555
00:58:11,296 --> 00:58:13,633
But I'm in the same school
with Chris.
556
00:58:13,660 --> 00:58:15,484
He is a year above me.
557
00:58:19,581 --> 00:58:23,250
I yesterday because
see you looking at me.
558
00:58:25,126 --> 00:58:27,070
I thought maybe you
talk about me?
559
00:58:27,095 --> 00:58:28,745
Are you talking about me?
560
00:58:29,622 --> 00:58:32,347
I just told my friend
what happened.
561
00:58:34,719 --> 00:58:37,000
When you tell him
what happened,
562
00:58:37,025 --> 00:58:38,977
What did you say?
563
00:58:39,772 --> 00:58:42,318
Did you tell him
if he commits suicide?
564
00:58:42,391 --> 00:58:44,012
No.
565
00:58:44,078 --> 00:58:49,525
He just mentioned
if you lose your child.
566
00:58:51,281 --> 00:58:52,774
Yes.
567
00:58:54,576 --> 00:58:56,108
Yes.
568
00:59:01,055 --> 00:59:03,931
He's a gentle person.
569
00:59:06,342 --> 00:59:08,805
He's a good person.
570
00:59:08,853 --> 00:59:10,792
And it hurts.
571
00:59:10,985 --> 00:59:13,615
I hope so you remember him.
572
00:59:13,674 --> 00:59:15,561
Certainly.
573
00:59:15,627 --> 00:59:17,540
Thank You.
574
00:59:50,397 --> 00:59:52,285
Are you okay?
575
00:59:52,343 --> 00:59:54,275
Yes, I'm fine.
576
00:59:55,706 --> 00:59:57,232
I can see you're not well.
577
00:59:57,297 --> 00:59:59,187
No, really, I'm good.
578
01:00:02,204 --> 01:00:05,757
Listen, I have an appointment later.
579
01:00:07,229 --> 01:00:09,216
With my therapist.
580
01:00:09,269 --> 01:00:12,836
If you allow,
I want to contact him,
581
01:00:12,861 --> 01:00:16,021
And see if you can
go replace me.
582
01:00:18,295 --> 01:00:20,531
You're not serious.
583
01:00:21,653 --> 01:00:23,722
Claire...
584
01:00:29,584 --> 01:00:31,453
I've never been
lost a child.
585
01:00:31,496 --> 01:00:36,701
I can't pretend to know
what it feels like.
586
01:00:37,533 --> 01:00:42,493
I only know that when
I'm at my lowest point,
587
01:00:42,519 --> 01:00:44,632
He helped me.
588
01:00:46,380 --> 01:00:49,677
If you can't go for yourself,
then go for me.
589
01:00:49,701 --> 01:00:51,838
Help?
590
01:00:52,330 --> 01:00:56,357
As a friend, go.
591
01:00:59,229 --> 01:01:01,766
Can I ask you?
592
01:01:01,791 --> 01:01:03,746
What do you want to know?
593
01:01:03,790 --> 01:01:05,763
Do you have children?
594
01:01:05,783 --> 01:01:08,032
Don't have.
595
01:01:08,090 --> 01:01:10,449
How about you?
596
01:01:10,507 --> 01:01:12,630
I have a son.
597
01:01:12,668 --> 01:01:14,535
Yes.
598
01:01:15,596 --> 01:01:18,224
What's your relationship like?
with him?
599
01:01:21,923 --> 01:01:24,874
What Linda said
to you about me?
600
01:01:24,926 --> 01:01:27,507
He said he had a friend...
601
01:01:27,532 --> 01:01:29,621
...who needs someone
to chat.
602
01:01:32,341 --> 01:01:34,537
Tell me about your son.
603
01:01:34,599 --> 01:01:38,246
Yes. He...
604
01:01:38,271 --> 01:01:41,704
He is 25 years old.
26 years old next August.
605
01:01:41,747 --> 01:01:43,840
He's a former addict.
606
01:01:43,881 --> 01:01:46,268
He's clean now.
607
01:01:46,336 --> 01:01:49,357
That's good./
Yes, he's a good kid.
608
01:01:50,361 --> 01:01:53,821
He has a stable job.
He has a girlfriend.
609
01:01:54,004 --> 01:01:55,552
Do you like his girlfriend?
610
01:01:55,578 --> 01:01:57,582
I like his girlfriend...
611
01:01:57,659 --> 01:02:00,372
He took good care of him.
612
01:02:00,908 --> 01:02:05,821
Before now,
you take care of him.
613
01:02:05,859 --> 01:02:07,178
Yes.
614
01:02:07,220 --> 01:02:11,474
It's always just the two of us, so...
615
01:02:11,523 --> 01:02:14,134
But not anymore.
616
01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:16,262
No longer.
617
01:04:36,575 --> 01:04:38,391
Hey.
618
01:04:40,305 --> 01:04:42,508
Can we meet?
619
01:05:08,456 --> 01:05:11,749
Hey, Phil./
Hey. How are you?
620
01:05:18,807 --> 01:05:21,359
Hey./
Hey.
621
01:05:22,647 --> 01:05:24,579
Come on in.
622
01:05:31,715 --> 01:05:33,437
Thank You.
623
01:05:34,588 --> 01:05:41,339
I'm so busy with the funeral,
624
01:05:41,410 --> 01:05:43,460
And all the details
that you don't know.
625
01:05:43,504 --> 01:05:45,201
I don't know.../
Yes.
626
01:05:45,245 --> 01:05:48,135
What song does he want me to play?
you know...
627
01:05:48,185 --> 01:05:50,601
That's hard./
Right?
628
01:05:50,656 --> 01:05:55,534
Then I don't have time
to feel anything.
629
01:05:55,538 --> 01:05:58,462
And now I'm trying
rebuilding my life,
630
01:05:58,487 --> 01:06:03,369
And I actually became more aware.
631
01:06:06,793 --> 01:06:09,993
I'm alone and...
I'm a loner.
632
01:06:11,555 --> 01:06:14,859
You and Doug divorced a long time ago.
633
01:06:14,884 --> 01:06:17,816
Why don't you get married again?
634
01:06:19,468 --> 01:06:22,211
I once had a girlfriend.
635
01:06:22,249 --> 01:06:23,889
Some good people.
636
01:06:23,914 --> 01:06:25,589
It's just that they can't
accept that.
637
01:06:25,633 --> 01:06:28,462
They can't take care of Chris./
Yes.
638
01:06:29,501 --> 01:06:32,980
How about you?
Why don't you get married again?
639
01:06:34,445 --> 01:06:36,770
No.
640
01:06:36,814 --> 01:06:40,478
I don't want to replace Diane.
641
01:06:40,677 --> 01:06:44,337
No, you can't replace it
someone you love.
642
01:06:44,430 --> 01:06:46,764
What is the point?
643
01:06:48,756 --> 01:06:50,650
So that you are not alone.
644
01:06:52,169 --> 01:06:56,940
Who knows. I'm still sleeping
at my bedside,
645
01:06:56,965 --> 01:06:59,198
As if he were still there.
646
01:07:00,393 --> 01:07:03,584
Phil... Oh my God...
647
01:07:09,138 --> 01:07:11,403
I want us to be good.
648
01:07:11,476 --> 01:07:16,135
Will, I want too
we're fine.
649
01:07:16,909 --> 01:07:24,025
But I can't do this
if you don't let me in.
650
01:07:25,522 --> 01:07:27,411
I'm scared.
651
01:07:30,890 --> 01:07:34,262
I'm afraid if you find out
the real me...
652
01:07:35,888 --> 01:07:37,894
You're leaving.
653
01:07:39,664 --> 01:07:42,210
And you won't come back.
654
01:07:45,193 --> 01:07:47,922
I pushed you away.
655
01:07:50,690 --> 01:07:54,411
I thought I could be alone.
656
01:07:56,297 --> 01:07:58,149
But I was wrong.
657
01:07:59,724 --> 01:08:01,289
I need you.
658
01:08:05,057 --> 01:08:07,535
Please, stay with me.
659
01:08:17,621 --> 01:08:19,373
Here.
660
01:08:44,711 --> 01:08:47,739
I'm sorry./
What?
661
01:08:47,777 --> 01:08:49,807
What?
662
01:08:53,265 --> 01:08:55,488
I don't think I can.
663
01:08:56,389 --> 01:08:58,432
Forgive me.
664
01:09:03,494 --> 01:09:06,010
Do you feel guilty?
or...?
665
01:09:06,054 --> 01:09:07,956
I don't feel guilty.
666
01:09:08,302 --> 01:09:11,284
You shouldn't do that./
It's not.
667
01:09:11,333 --> 01:09:13,667
It's not my fault, so...
668
01:09:14,369 --> 01:09:15,980
Not wrong for what?
669
01:09:16,005 --> 01:09:18,735
All of these.
670
01:09:20,615 --> 01:09:22,619
What?
671
01:09:22,668 --> 01:09:24,333
You know, what happened
to your child,
672
01:09:24,358 --> 01:09:27,829
And what happened to Diane.
673
01:09:29,829 --> 01:09:32,484
I don't know what you mean.
674
01:09:32,509 --> 01:09:35,325
Diane didn't just die
because of cancer.
675
01:09:36,431 --> 01:09:39,002
Seeing what Will becomes like...
676
01:09:40,283 --> 01:09:42,767
Pressure exerted
to him...
677
01:09:42,830 --> 01:09:45,180
And what are you going through right now...
678
01:09:45,224 --> 01:09:49,128
No. They're addicts.
They are sick.
679
01:09:49,246 --> 01:09:53,101
Claire, that's just an excuse.
680
01:09:53,144 --> 01:09:55,496
That's bullshit.
681
01:09:56,709 --> 01:10:00,349
You have your child.
He improved his life.
682
01:10:00,383 --> 01:10:02,938
After destroying his family.
683
01:10:04,165 --> 01:10:07,390
And your family.
I mean...
684
01:10:07,415 --> 01:10:09,552
How is he
destroy my family?
685
01:10:09,596 --> 01:10:11,848
Imagine Will
never addicted.
686
01:10:11,922 --> 01:10:13,758
He didn't make Chris addicted.
687
01:10:13,795 --> 01:10:15,982
Everyone must still be alive.
688
01:10:16,002 --> 01:10:18,458
Live like a normal person.
689
01:10:19,940 --> 01:10:22,049
We'll never know.
690
01:10:22,246 --> 01:10:24,589
No, we'll never know.
691
01:10:25,471 --> 01:10:30,836
If Chris doesn't come
met Will that night,
692
01:10:30,861 --> 01:10:32,923
Situations may be different.
693
01:10:33,958 --> 01:10:36,353
What night?
694
01:10:36,416 --> 01:10:38,605
His last night.
695
01:10:39,767 --> 01:10:42,712
He told me
go look for work.
696
01:10:43,716 --> 01:10:46,742
Yes, more precisely
go look for medicine.
697
01:10:52,085 --> 01:10:54,989
Hey./
Can you go, please?
698
01:10:56,735 --> 01:10:59,515
Claire, I'm not trying to.../
No, please, go away.
699
01:10:59,559 --> 01:11:01,343
Please./
What did I say?
700
01:11:01,387 --> 01:11:04,133
Please, go away. Please
701
01:11:04,482 --> 01:11:08,283
Please./
Okay. I apologize.
702
01:11:53,988 --> 01:11:55,622
Morning.
703
01:11:58,327 --> 01:11:59,987
No.
704
01:12:01,190 --> 01:12:03,378
Why did you do that?
705
01:12:03,425 --> 01:12:05,450
Because it's disgusting.
706
01:12:05,494 --> 01:12:07,758
If we're going to stay together...
707
01:12:07,801 --> 01:12:09,504
What?
708
01:12:10,298 --> 01:12:15,680
I mean, if only
if we live together,
709
01:12:15,720 --> 01:12:18,740
That's something that has to be done
you get used to it.
710
01:12:21,529 --> 01:12:25,971
This is your way of asking me
live with you?
711
01:12:26,005 --> 01:12:29,624
No./
No?
712
01:12:29,683 --> 01:12:33,777
I mean, I thought about that.
713
01:12:33,848 --> 01:12:36,738
Because if we will
live together,
714
01:12:36,765 --> 01:12:39,724
You have to make it
some changes here.
715
01:12:39,770 --> 01:12:43,076
So that means no?
716
01:12:44,192 --> 01:12:47,361
I didn't say no.
717
01:12:47,405 --> 01:12:51,495
Hey, where are you going?
Here.
718
01:12:52,836 --> 01:12:54,823
Hey./
Hey.
719
01:13:07,198 --> 01:13:09,679
Can you wait here?/
Yes.
720
01:13:20,491 --> 01:13:22,408
Why are you here?
721
01:13:22,461 --> 01:13:25,532
I want to talk to you.
722
01:13:27,251 --> 01:13:29,351
I'll go in alone.
723
01:13:30,574 --> 01:13:32,096
Thank You.
724
01:13:33,038 --> 01:13:34,742
Wow.
725
01:13:37,183 --> 01:13:39,031
Good.
726
01:13:41,116 --> 01:13:42,761
I'm Claire.
727
01:13:42,826 --> 01:13:44,517
O.
728
01:13:45,064 --> 01:13:46,914
I'm Becca.
729
01:13:47,187 --> 01:13:49,805
I've heard a lot about you.
730
01:13:51,075 --> 01:13:52,729
Have you ever
meet the days...
731
01:13:52,754 --> 01:13:55,148
...where you feel
can't be alone?
732
01:13:55,378 --> 01:13:58,677
How about you?
Have you ever had that day?
733
01:13:59,831 --> 01:14:01,493
Yes, of course.
734
01:14:02,433 --> 01:14:04,605
Have you been drinking?
all night?
735
01:14:05,578 --> 01:14:07,228
No.
736
01:14:08,779 --> 01:14:10,532
Would you like some water?
737
01:14:10,575 --> 01:14:12,739
Get him some water./
Not only...
738
01:14:12,784 --> 01:14:14,512
Please sit down.
739
01:14:14,616 --> 01:14:17,002
Ok./
Thank You.
740
01:14:26,738 --> 01:14:30,128
Gosh, you must be thinking,
who is this woman?
741
01:14:31,628 --> 01:14:34,242
I sound like his mother, right?
742
01:14:34,639 --> 01:14:36,515
I'm not his mother.
743
01:14:36,557 --> 01:14:39,413
But sometimes I feel
like his mother.
744
01:14:41,275 --> 01:14:43,005
He was always kicked out of his house,
745
01:14:43,030 --> 01:14:47,066
Or he's just hungry,
or whatever.
746
01:14:47,090 --> 01:14:49,474
I will always let him in.
747
01:14:50,905 --> 01:14:53,675
Even now, when he...
come midnight,
748
01:14:53,700 --> 01:14:56,053
I still can't refuse him.
749
01:14:57,790 --> 01:14:59,450
Correct?
750
01:15:02,659 --> 01:15:05,662
He's like my second child.
751
01:15:05,704 --> 01:15:07,829
Like a second child.
752
01:15:11,775 --> 01:15:15,188
But you are not my son.
753
01:15:15,261 --> 01:15:19,091
My son is actually Chris.
He died.
754
01:15:19,928 --> 01:15:22,109
Yes, he just died.
755
01:15:23,272 --> 01:15:25,429
I am really, really sorry.
756
01:15:26,452 --> 01:15:28,435
Gosh, life...
757
01:15:28,507 --> 01:15:32,151
It really is
messed you up, right?
758
01:15:32,183 --> 01:15:34,191
Good grief.
759
01:15:35,487 --> 01:15:39,484
It's just that, all the paths
you can take this, and...
760
01:15:40,324 --> 01:15:43,021
I mean, look at Will.
761
01:15:43,099 --> 01:15:45,137
Look at you.
762
01:15:45,212 --> 01:15:47,894
You can improve your life.
763
01:15:47,948 --> 01:15:51,426
Beautiful house and great job.
764
01:15:52,888 --> 01:15:54,649
Beautiful girl.
765
01:15:54,688 --> 01:15:56,856
When you think about Chris...
766
01:15:56,899 --> 01:15:59,885
And he could be someone...
767
01:15:59,914 --> 01:16:02,846
...with home, girl,
and work,
768
01:16:02,891 --> 01:16:06,103
If he never does
meet Will. Correct?
769
01:16:06,171 --> 01:16:07,927
Yes.
770
01:16:08,639 --> 01:16:10,324
You should go./
Should I go?
771
01:16:10,363 --> 01:16:14,003
Isn't it a denial?
What are the first steps you are facing?
772
01:16:14,028 --> 01:16:16,586
Am I in denial?
773
01:16:16,992 --> 01:16:19,428
Chris died in your house,
and you there,
774
01:16:19,447 --> 01:16:21,367
And I'm the one in denial?
775
01:16:22,775 --> 01:16:25,247
Look at yourself.
776
01:16:42,835 --> 01:16:48,985
You and that woman...
777
01:16:59,903 --> 01:17:02,162
What's wrong with you?
778
01:17:16,637 --> 01:17:19,593
Hey, hey.
Please, please, please.
779
01:17:19,617 --> 01:17:21,818
Do not go.
780
01:17:21,862 --> 01:17:24,460
Why should I stay here?
781
01:17:27,177 --> 01:17:29,175
I need you.
782
01:18:04,450 --> 01:18:06,528
Claire?
783
01:18:06,572 --> 01:18:09,904
Why are you here?/
Let me in.
784
01:18:11,119 --> 01:18:13,002
I ask.
785
01:18:20,082 --> 01:18:22,771
I just want to live a normal life.
786
01:18:24,439 --> 01:18:26,872
Away from all this.
787
01:18:29,686 --> 01:18:32,623
You think I don't feel it
the pain you feel?
788
01:18:49,906 --> 01:18:52,157
Here I found him.
789
01:18:53,619 --> 01:18:56,827
His eyes opened,
his body is stiff.
790
01:19:02,605 --> 01:19:05,069
Because he's dead.
791
01:19:11,252 --> 01:19:13,445
He died alone
that night.
792
01:19:17,333 --> 01:19:19,743
Why did he go to see you?
793
01:19:23,974 --> 01:19:26,921
He wants something
that I can't give him.
794
01:19:28,580 --> 01:19:30,282
What?
795
01:19:32,781 --> 01:19:35,113
So that we can be friends again.
796
01:19:39,462 --> 01:19:41,958
I just want him to go away.
797
01:19:43,277 --> 01:19:45,519
I apologize.
798
01:19:45,587 --> 01:19:48,720
That's why you're here?
To apologize?
799
01:19:57,419 --> 01:20:01,230
You had time to say goodbye.
I don't.
800
01:20:06,918 --> 01:20:09,763
And I'm here.
801
01:20:09,788 --> 01:20:12,228
I can't go anywhere.
I'm just here.
802
01:20:12,250 --> 01:20:14,736
I will always be here.
803
01:20:18,575 --> 01:20:22,259
Do you feel
my pain now?
804
01:20:28,237 --> 01:20:30,219
Do you feel that?
805
01:22:04,440 --> 01:22:06,640
He doesn't want to
this life.
806
01:22:06,681 --> 01:22:08,673
What life?
807
01:22:09,553 --> 01:22:11,928
The life that you
want for him.
808
01:22:13,484 --> 01:22:15,473
He didn't want that.
809
01:22:17,215 --> 01:22:20,413
Some people are beyond repair.
810
01:22:20,463 --> 01:22:23,015
You mean people like Chris.
811
01:22:23,349 --> 01:22:25,852
They might be faking it
for the sake of others as best he can.
812
01:22:28,535 --> 01:22:31,309
Until they can't take it anymore.
813
01:22:35,284 --> 01:22:37,319
Sorry, Claire.
814
01:22:45,080 --> 01:22:46,921
Look after yourself.
815
01:25:06,539 --> 01:25:11,539
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