1 00:00:01,500 --> 00:00:05,785 I've been accused of a crime and I think that there is a presumption of guilt. 2 00:00:05,945 --> 00:00:10,069 Rebecca Thornton claims that you raped her on the set of "Japes". 3 00:00:10,189 --> 00:00:12,151 Vulgar woman. Average appearance, typical. 4 00:00:12,311 --> 00:00:15,074 - What if he made me? - I envy you, Paul. 5 00:00:15,234 --> 00:00:18,798 Your wife loves you, your daughter loves you. Even I love you. 6 00:00:19,198 --> 00:00:20,920 Nowadays, everyone wants to be a victim 7 00:00:21,080 --> 00:00:23,843 because that explains life so much easier, 8 00:00:23,963 --> 00:00:27,326 but I won't allow you to use it as excuse for a poorly lived life. 9 00:00:27,526 --> 00:00:29,248 I have no answers for that. 10 00:00:29,408 --> 00:00:32,411 You always look at me like I expected you to have answers. 11 00:00:32,611 --> 00:00:35,534 I chose to believe him. 12 00:00:35,694 --> 00:00:36,936 Do you understand that? 13 00:01:08,207 --> 00:01:10,449 Argument 14 00:01:12,812 --> 00:01:15,654 Production 15 00:01:17,496 --> 00:01:20,379 Achievement 16 00:01:55,935 --> 00:01:58,778 "This program contains strong language and adult content." 17 00:02:25,084 --> 00:02:26,766 The soap dish is broken. 18 00:02:27,006 --> 00:02:29,168 - Sorry? - The soap dish is broken. 19 00:02:32,932 --> 00:02:35,414 It's Rebecca. Rebecca Thornton, right? 20 00:02:35,614 --> 00:02:36,896 Yes. 21 00:02:37,216 --> 00:02:39,138 I also know who you are. 22 00:02:39,979 --> 00:02:42,101 - Are you here with him, then? - I better go. 23 00:02:42,261 --> 00:02:44,543 I'm sorry about what happened with your daughter. 24 00:02:44,663 --> 00:02:46,185 - Thanks. - I think you were there. 25 00:02:46,265 --> 00:02:49,428 I served him lunch. In Bedford, I mean. 26 00:02:51,991 --> 00:02:55,154 I'm not lying, I really am not. 27 00:02:57,196 --> 00:02:59,799 I don't want to punish him or anything like that. 28 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:04,203 But I feel, that if I don't work it out in my head now, 29 00:03:04,323 --> 00:03:06,645 I will never be happy. 30 00:03:08,891 --> 00:03:11,971 He did this to me. And to you. 31 00:03:14,734 --> 00:03:17,376 In fact, I feel like I do this for you. 32 00:03:18,417 --> 00:03:20,820 For you and your daughter. 33 00:03:22,702 --> 00:03:25,304 I feel like I'm saying what you should have said... 34 00:03:26,145 --> 00:03:28,627 a long time ago. 35 00:03:30,069 --> 00:03:31,711 Very good. 36 00:03:44,804 --> 00:03:46,245 Marie, Zoe. 37 00:03:47,146 --> 00:03:48,708 Zoe, Marie. 38 00:03:48,868 --> 00:03:50,790 Zoe is the woman that will clear your man. 39 00:03:50,870 --> 00:03:53,633 - Nice to meet you. - Are you well? You're a little pale. 40 00:03:53,793 --> 00:03:56,115 - I am great. - This will be simple. 41 00:03:56,275 --> 00:03:59,198 The judge sets a date for judgment, blah, blah, blah. 42 00:03:59,398 --> 00:04:04,524 It is important that they have 42 days to give us everything they have against you. 43 00:04:05,124 --> 00:04:07,767 If I liked betting, I'd bet they're screwed. 44 00:04:07,887 --> 00:04:11,491 She just told me that I was there that day. What would you bet there? 45 00:04:16,015 --> 00:04:17,256 Shit! 46 00:04:20,780 --> 00:04:24,023 - Follow. I divert their attention. - But be careful with them. 47 00:04:26,145 --> 00:04:27,346 Don't tighten it so much. 48 00:04:30,229 --> 00:04:31,751 Today I am a very grateful man. 49 00:04:31,951 --> 00:04:35,835 Thankful because my daughter finally came out of the coma. 50 00:04:36,115 --> 00:04:38,437 I'm also grateful because no one else suffered anything. 51 00:04:47,887 --> 00:04:51,010 - I don't like hospitals. - Nobody likes hospitals. 52 00:04:58,417 --> 00:05:00,820 I think Grandpa will have to come to us later, Billy. 53 00:05:01,020 --> 00:05:03,302 I decided I want people to call me Bill, from now on. 54 00:05:03,903 --> 00:05:05,825 Well done, Bill. 55 00:05:07,266 --> 00:05:08,908 She is... 56 00:05:09,509 --> 00:05:11,631 - It looks... - Want to see a photo? 57 00:05:15,314 --> 00:05:19,559 I took it for Grandpa while she was sleeping. 58 00:05:20,199 --> 00:05:23,042 She wasn't sleeping, was in a coma. 59 00:05:23,202 --> 00:05:24,323 Yes. 60 00:05:29,248 --> 00:05:30,770 Are you okay? 61 00:05:33,853 --> 00:05:35,294 Hello. 62 00:05:36,856 --> 00:05:38,978 Did you hear us talking at your bedroom door? 63 00:05:39,058 --> 00:05:41,140 Yes, Bill. 64 00:05:44,463 --> 00:05:46,706 It's great to see you. 65 00:05:48,227 --> 00:05:50,269 Sorry about my appearance. 66 00:05:50,630 --> 00:05:51,991 It doesn't hurt. 67 00:05:54,393 --> 00:05:58,878 - How are you? - Frances says she'll come later. 68 00:05:59,639 --> 00:06:02,882 I wish I came first and made you a drawing. 69 00:06:16,215 --> 00:06:17,617 Very beautiful. 70 00:06:18,177 --> 00:06:20,219 Can you tell him it's very beautiful? 71 00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:21,501 Yes. 72 00:06:22,381 --> 00:06:24,063 This... 73 00:06:24,624 --> 00:06:25,960 I didn't want... 74 00:06:26,094 --> 00:06:28,748 You understand, I wasn't myself. 75 00:06:28,908 --> 00:06:30,269 Yes. 76 00:06:33,032 --> 00:06:34,714 I... 77 00:06:41,801 --> 00:06:43,843 Father told me everything, Mother. 78 00:06:44,804 --> 00:06:46,806 It's okay. 79 00:06:47,226 --> 00:06:48,828 Everything, what? 80 00:06:49,429 --> 00:06:53,473 How are you and what did you do before? and that you love me 81 00:06:53,713 --> 00:06:56,195 and that I must try to remember this. 82 00:06:57,437 --> 00:06:59,599 I love you. 83 00:07:05,805 --> 00:07:08,007 Do you mind if I go now? 84 00:07:13,012 --> 00:07:14,574 Billy. 85 00:07:15,695 --> 00:07:17,777 I'm going now. 86 00:07:29,569 --> 00:07:32,932 I don't know if I should go after him, or let him cry. 87 00:07:33,172 --> 00:07:35,014 What did I do? 88 00:07:36,095 --> 00:07:38,057 You did what you always do. 89 00:07:41,621 --> 00:07:43,583 Sorry. 90 00:07:45,465 --> 00:07:46,906 That wasn't what... 91 00:07:50,029 --> 00:07:52,472 I'm going to look for Billy and his Father. 92 00:07:58,678 --> 00:08:00,560 That's not... 93 00:08:02,161 --> 00:08:04,644 This is really too much for all of us... 94 00:08:10,570 --> 00:08:12,452 I'm glad you're okay. 95 00:08:12,932 --> 00:08:14,494 We all are. 96 00:08:26,145 --> 00:08:28,307 I was trapped by a phone call. 97 00:08:28,908 --> 00:08:30,470 A phone call? 98 00:08:32,271 --> 00:08:34,233 Bill was very brave. 99 00:08:34,627 --> 00:08:36,709 Great. Great, Billy, well done. 100 00:08:36,876 --> 00:08:39,198 Bill. He wants us to call him Bill from now on. 101 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:43,683 Excellent... Bill. I like that. 102 00:08:44,804 --> 00:08:46,566 Very grown up. 103 00:08:50,690 --> 00:08:52,372 See you tomorrow. 104 00:08:54,614 --> 00:08:56,376 Dee? Dee! 105 00:08:56,896 --> 00:08:58,898 I don't have time for that! 106 00:08:59,138 --> 00:09:01,060 So go and leave me alone! 107 00:09:01,180 --> 00:09:04,664 You go to school. And don't say you're sick. 108 00:09:04,824 --> 00:09:06,986 I'm sure that hangovers are not contagious. 109 00:09:07,146 --> 00:09:11,751 The time before that time, for the same reason, it happens again. 110 00:09:12,312 --> 00:09:13,953 I have no idea what that means. 111 00:09:14,113 --> 00:09:18,077 - I don't want to go to school today! - Do you have a good reason not to go? 112 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,846 No. 113 00:09:29,329 --> 00:09:32,972 So, come on. Leo asked me specifically to be on set. 114 00:09:33,132 --> 00:09:36,376 - What does he want from you this time? - I won't tell you again! 115 00:09:36,696 --> 00:09:38,177 He is well. 116 00:09:39,459 --> 00:09:41,140 Hold the cap there! 117 00:09:50,390 --> 00:09:52,151 - There are 14 boxes. - From what? 118 00:09:52,271 --> 00:09:54,834 They gave everything they had and they came early. 119 00:09:55,034 --> 00:09:57,797 - Is that a problem? - It's good, an eye for an eye... 120 00:09:58,918 --> 00:10:02,362 We give them the information that their witness lies about the Chevy 121 00:10:02,482 --> 00:10:05,164 and its broken taillight... Thanks, Gerry. 122 00:10:05,645 --> 00:10:07,086 This is their bargaining chip. 123 00:10:07,287 --> 00:10:09,665 They are trying to catch us unaware, burying us. 124 00:10:09,689 --> 00:10:11,467 Their bargaining chip it seems very exhausting. 125 00:10:11,491 --> 00:10:14,774 It is only the evidence that intends use, not the ones they don't intend to. 126 00:10:15,014 --> 00:10:16,776 We have deadlines for this. 127 00:10:17,016 --> 00:10:19,178 We also have to see this, mark what we want. 128 00:10:19,339 --> 00:10:21,140 I expect at least eight more boxes. 129 00:10:21,301 --> 00:10:22,502 At least. 130 00:10:23,503 --> 00:10:26,065 Be that as it may, we passed it all with a fine-toothed comb, looking for nonsense. 131 00:10:26,105 --> 00:10:29,989 And one of them is hot, Rebecca says that during the attack, 132 00:10:30,229 --> 00:10:33,313 a delivery man knocked on the door warning Paul for a previous appointment. 133 00:10:33,393 --> 00:10:35,274 - A delivery man? - Isn't that what they call it? 134 00:10:36,235 --> 00:10:38,878 Be that as it may, someone might have heard something. 135 00:10:39,158 --> 00:10:41,657 But Rebecca can't decide whether it was a man or a woman. 136 00:10:41,681 --> 00:10:45,925 They are looking for him or her, but they have not yet found it. 137 00:10:46,125 --> 00:10:47,527 It's all quite desperate. 138 00:10:48,167 --> 00:10:50,209 Even the press was interested. 139 00:10:50,610 --> 00:10:52,932 Your Danielle did us a favor. 140 00:10:53,092 --> 00:10:55,855 - Seriously? - The note was a masterstroke. 141 00:10:56,055 --> 00:10:58,017 "I choose to believe." 142 00:10:58,498 --> 00:11:00,420 They could have caught us, 143 00:11:00,540 --> 00:11:03,823 but after all, putting a car at a complainant's house 144 00:11:04,023 --> 00:11:06,826 was actually interpreted as "My father is innocent, 145 00:11:06,946 --> 00:11:09,028 "and this is for you to know like I believe it." 146 00:11:10,830 --> 00:11:13,272 And thank God she's okay. 147 00:11:16,756 --> 00:11:19,879 We need you in two rooms. Paul goes to our evidence room. 148 00:11:20,119 --> 00:11:22,482 Marie, you go with Zoe, She asked for some time with you. 149 00:11:22,642 --> 00:11:24,404 - With me? - She takes 400 pounds an hour, 150 00:11:24,604 --> 00:11:27,046 so answer well, but hurry, okay? 151 00:11:27,887 --> 00:11:30,330 It will be likely for them to call me to testify? 152 00:11:30,570 --> 00:11:31,651 They? 153 00:11:31,971 --> 00:11:33,052 No. 154 00:11:33,333 --> 00:11:36,416 It's always a shot that comes out backfire, call the wife. 155 00:11:36,536 --> 00:11:37,897 Why does it backfire? 156 00:11:37,977 --> 00:11:40,780 You can't pressure her too much, The judges don't like it. 157 00:11:40,980 --> 00:11:43,744 And if you ask her kindly they risk making the jurors think, 158 00:11:43,823 --> 00:11:46,666 if this woman can love him, Why can't we? 159 00:11:47,106 --> 00:11:48,788 It almost feels like a game. 160 00:11:49,549 --> 00:11:51,270 We can call her. 161 00:11:51,591 --> 00:11:52,872 Perhaps. 162 00:11:53,393 --> 00:11:56,596 It depends on us finding which may benefit the case, or not. 163 00:11:56,676 --> 00:11:58,237 So, is this an audition? 164 00:11:58,398 --> 00:12:00,960 - Tell me about him. - What do you want to know? 165 00:12:01,281 --> 00:12:02,922 A happy marriage? 166 00:12:03,082 --> 00:12:06,646 Well, we're still in love. I consider this a feat. 167 00:12:06,846 --> 00:12:09,969 - I still love him and he still loves me. - That's a feat. 168 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,892 And infidelity. 169 00:12:14,013 --> 00:12:16,015 - He slips. - Regularly? 170 00:12:16,456 --> 00:12:20,139 - Yes. - They say they have an agreement with him. 171 00:12:20,300 --> 00:12:23,383 It's not a deal. I just ask that he be honest. 172 00:12:23,543 --> 00:12:25,465 And is he honest? 173 00:12:25,585 --> 00:12:28,227 - Yes, I believe it is. - So if he, for example, 174 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:31,951 slept with someone at the office, would you tell him? 175 00:12:33,152 --> 00:12:35,755 - Yes. - How long after the event? 176 00:12:35,995 --> 00:12:40,239 - Next time I saw him. - And, honestly, doesn't that hurt you? 177 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:43,002 To me, it seems very harsh. 178 00:12:43,356 --> 00:12:45,117 That's a negative way to put things together. 179 00:12:45,165 --> 00:12:48,248 - What's the positive? - That I trust that he loves me. 180 00:12:48,448 --> 00:12:51,331 Better, I know he loves me. 181 00:12:51,811 --> 00:12:56,016 And that these weaknesses are not relevant to this. 182 00:12:56,176 --> 00:12:58,058 Is this a Catholic thing? 183 00:12:58,458 --> 00:13:00,060 No. 184 00:13:00,140 --> 00:13:01,861 It's a love thing. 185 00:13:04,704 --> 00:13:07,827 I'll have to ask you some things about your sex life. 186 00:13:07,988 --> 00:13:10,070 I am prepared to respond to any question. 187 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:13,233 Does Paul have a big sexual appetite? 188 00:13:15,515 --> 00:13:17,797 I'm the wrong woman to ask this. 189 00:13:18,078 --> 00:13:19,639 I've never slept with another man. 190 00:13:19,719 --> 00:13:21,962 How many times a month Would you say you have relationships? 191 00:13:22,122 --> 00:13:23,763 Don't pay attention to my presence. 192 00:13:25,045 --> 00:13:26,686 Twice a week. 193 00:13:27,567 --> 00:13:30,810 I estimate eight times a month, maybe more. 194 00:13:31,291 --> 00:13:33,813 Is this above average? 195 00:13:33,974 --> 00:13:35,976 Do you have a regular position? 196 00:13:36,176 --> 00:13:38,098 Classic, are you on top? 197 00:13:38,298 --> 00:13:40,340 My husband is a big man, 198 00:13:40,780 --> 00:13:42,342 I'm usually on top. 199 00:13:42,502 --> 00:13:44,384 Is sex ever violent? 200 00:13:44,544 --> 00:13:46,706 - No. - Never joking? 201 00:13:46,786 --> 00:13:48,908 He never ties her to the bed, never holds her wrists, 202 00:13:48,989 --> 00:13:50,870 Do you ever pull your hair? 203 00:13:51,631 --> 00:13:53,553 No, no, none of those things. 204 00:13:53,713 --> 00:13:56,676 Did he ever ask you to do something that made you uncomfortable? 205 00:13:56,796 --> 00:13:59,319 - No. - Never treated her like an object? 206 00:13:59,392 --> 00:14:02,058 He never asked you to have sex with other men or women? 207 00:14:02,082 --> 00:14:03,283 No. 208 00:14:04,244 --> 00:14:07,847 Have you ever had sex with you without your consent? 209 00:14:07,927 --> 00:14:09,569 No. No. 210 00:14:09,729 --> 00:14:12,612 There were never times when you have felt reluctant 211 00:14:12,772 --> 00:14:15,175 and he forced her? - No. 212 00:14:16,816 --> 00:14:19,379 Do you consider sex as love? 213 00:14:20,940 --> 00:14:22,702 Definitely, always. 214 00:14:22,902 --> 00:14:25,265 And yet he had relations with other women? 215 00:14:25,825 --> 00:14:28,348 - Yes. - Do you think this sex is love? 216 00:14:28,508 --> 00:14:30,670 The sex he has with other women? 217 00:14:30,790 --> 00:14:34,594 It is relevant to your agreement, pardon, for your plan? 218 00:14:37,157 --> 00:14:40,040 No, I don't think so May this sex be love. 219 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:43,603 And I don't like my husband to feel who needs it, 220 00:14:43,803 --> 00:14:47,047 but since I can't persuade him of this, 221 00:14:47,287 --> 00:14:49,209 I hold on to what I have. 222 00:14:49,769 --> 00:14:51,331 My family. 223 00:15:26,066 --> 00:15:28,028 Great news about Dee! 224 00:15:29,429 --> 00:15:30,991 Yes, excellent. 225 00:15:31,151 --> 00:15:33,793 We're still on your side, you know? 226 00:15:37,277 --> 00:15:39,399 Ready? And, action! 227 00:15:39,679 --> 00:15:42,082 The problem is that you judged that the ground was solid. 228 00:15:42,242 --> 00:15:43,883 The problem was... it wasn't solid. 229 00:15:44,084 --> 00:15:45,765 In many ways, is the opposite of solid. 230 00:15:45,966 --> 00:15:47,367 It was the water that did this. 231 00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:49,449 - Do you know what water and mud do? - Puddles? 232 00:15:49,529 --> 00:15:51,932 Trouble! That's what they do, my old friend. 233 00:15:52,012 --> 00:15:54,334 - Trouble! - I was hoping you would say something. 234 00:15:54,494 --> 00:15:56,136 about being good to the ducks. 235 00:15:56,296 --> 00:15:58,818 Never trust a man or animal with a bunch. 236 00:15:58,843 --> 00:16:01,117 My mother always told me, and my father had a bunch. 237 00:16:01,141 --> 00:16:02,917 Very interesting may your mother be... 238 00:16:02,942 --> 00:16:05,625 They had to take my father to the doctor, at the end. 239 00:16:05,745 --> 00:16:07,267 They should have seen the bill! 240 00:16:07,347 --> 00:16:10,270 - For God's sake! - Cut! Repeat. 241 00:16:12,792 --> 00:16:14,394 Looks like a monkey driving a bus. 242 00:16:14,874 --> 00:16:18,438 I don't understand How can this be my problem? 243 00:16:18,518 --> 00:16:20,480 - Audiences are down. - I know. 244 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:23,283 The channel may need to make changes. I don't want change to involve 245 00:16:23,323 --> 00:16:26,526 a moving death scene of one of my main characters. 246 00:16:26,606 --> 00:16:28,057 Would they do this? 247 00:16:28,082 --> 00:16:30,026 My balls hurt, with how cold it is here! 248 00:16:30,050 --> 00:16:31,691 He seems to think that the problem is Carl. 249 00:16:31,771 --> 00:16:34,454 We can do something to Paul's balls, please? 250 00:16:34,935 --> 00:16:36,456 You are mistaken. 251 00:16:37,177 --> 00:16:39,019 I don't want you to react rudely. 252 00:16:39,179 --> 00:16:41,701 They don't understand this it delays everything, which is stopping me. 253 00:16:41,902 --> 00:16:44,504 - I know he always improvised... - They like what he does. 254 00:16:44,704 --> 00:16:47,227 They just want you to try follow his energy. 255 00:16:47,387 --> 00:16:49,749 - We're going to waste even more time. - You're not listening. 256 00:16:50,670 --> 00:16:52,592 They prefer you to him. 257 00:16:53,113 --> 00:16:54,955 They don't prefer you. 258 00:16:57,077 --> 00:16:58,718 Audiences are down. 259 00:16:58,878 --> 00:17:01,081 And they want to try to refocus the program slightly, 260 00:17:01,201 --> 00:17:03,763 and they want to make sure you don't go make things difficult for them, 261 00:17:04,004 --> 00:17:06,606 in particular, make it difficult things to Carl. 262 00:17:06,766 --> 00:17:08,848 Where is Leo to tell me all this? 263 00:17:09,009 --> 00:17:11,651 Good question. But I am. 264 00:17:12,332 --> 00:17:15,055 - And it doesn't hurt. - Invertebrate fucker! 265 00:17:15,936 --> 00:17:18,778 You know one thing What have I always admired about you? 266 00:17:19,459 --> 00:17:22,022 Your ability to adapt. 267 00:17:22,502 --> 00:17:25,906 When something doesn't work out, there is always something else. 268 00:17:27,187 --> 00:17:29,950 And that's how you tell me for me to deal with our daughter. 269 00:17:31,071 --> 00:17:33,833 How do you usually say? "Survival is momentum." 270 00:17:36,676 --> 00:17:39,759 This is just humiliating, if you let it be. 271 00:17:42,242 --> 00:17:45,205 It was you who used that word, it wasn't me. 272 00:17:46,086 --> 00:17:48,008 - I'm going to smoke a cigarette. - Paul. 273 00:17:48,208 --> 00:17:49,409 I smoke alone. 274 00:18:01,221 --> 00:18:02,622 Thanks. 275 00:18:02,782 --> 00:18:03,904 You're welcome. 276 00:18:04,704 --> 00:18:06,826 I was delighted to come here. 277 00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:12,592 - Don't you remember? - No. I don't remember. 278 00:18:12,752 --> 00:18:15,555 In 1980, you, me and him. 279 00:18:16,116 --> 00:18:18,558 After first grade from "Crooked Peaks." 280 00:18:18,758 --> 00:18:22,322 "Japes" wasn't even a hot flash in the eyes of the channel controller. 281 00:18:22,802 --> 00:18:24,524 I don't remember. 282 00:18:26,246 --> 00:18:29,129 You said you needed of a dive. 283 00:18:29,189 --> 00:18:31,671 It was midnight, we didn't have swimwear with us. 284 00:18:31,792 --> 00:18:33,593 What, we swim naked? 285 00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:36,562 You were so bold about it. 286 00:18:36,676 --> 00:18:39,095 Get lost before we even have the possibility of thinking about it. 287 00:18:39,119 --> 00:18:40,801 No. I don't remember any of that. 288 00:18:40,826 --> 00:18:44,204 I still... I wasn't used to women. 289 00:18:44,404 --> 00:18:46,126 I had slept there with about three. 290 00:18:46,246 --> 00:18:48,769 Not even with underwear? 291 00:18:50,891 --> 00:18:52,973 That night I told him, 292 00:18:53,413 --> 00:18:57,417 "If you ever get tired of her, I'd love to be with her." 293 00:18:57,537 --> 00:19:01,261 It's a very strange thing, say it, ask permission. 294 00:19:03,824 --> 00:19:07,107 I had to realize how serious he was with you. 295 00:19:07,187 --> 00:19:08,668 And what did he say? 296 00:19:08,909 --> 00:19:10,270 He said... 297 00:19:11,471 --> 00:19:14,074 who didn't imagine getting tired of you, 298 00:19:14,274 --> 00:19:16,756 and I had no idea if you would ever get tired. 299 00:19:35,135 --> 00:19:36,656 Come on, let's go! 300 00:19:43,984 --> 00:19:46,546 I love these times with you two. 301 00:19:48,028 --> 00:19:50,590 Those were the times that I loved most in life. 302 00:19:54,795 --> 00:19:57,517 I meant what I said, when we washed the dishes. 303 00:19:57,717 --> 00:20:01,081 That if he stays in prison for a while, 304 00:20:01,201 --> 00:20:03,964 I wanted you to know that I can take care of you. 305 00:20:04,124 --> 00:20:05,766 That you have options. 306 00:20:07,527 --> 00:20:09,209 So... 307 00:20:09,409 --> 00:20:13,814 if he is found guilty, I divorce him and marry you? 308 00:20:14,174 --> 00:20:16,857 The most desirable retiree of light entertainment? 309 00:20:16,937 --> 00:20:20,380 - I'm a mother! - Dee is a grown woman. 310 00:20:20,620 --> 00:20:23,583 And how many stepfathers can say Who changed the child's diapers? 311 00:20:23,784 --> 00:20:26,626 Carl, I never met you no woman over 40 years old. 312 00:20:26,787 --> 00:20:28,748 I don't have the body of a 40-year-old woman. 313 00:20:28,909 --> 00:20:33,193 So quickly you tell me to support him, How do you tell me to run away with you! 314 00:20:33,353 --> 00:20:35,355 I didn't say... It wasn't... 315 00:20:35,595 --> 00:20:37,117 Not sure of what you want to say. 316 00:20:37,277 --> 00:20:40,280 I know what I feel. It's no big deal, but that's all I have. 317 00:20:45,125 --> 00:20:47,607 I don't want either let him be guilty. 318 00:20:48,008 --> 00:20:49,930 Do you think I want this? 319 00:20:50,971 --> 00:20:52,372 I mean, 320 00:20:52,532 --> 00:20:54,935 all things that I could have told the police. 321 00:20:55,028 --> 00:20:56,870 It's not that I'm an opportunist, 322 00:20:56,909 --> 00:20:58,994 I'm just saying this so you know. - What could you have told the police? 323 00:20:59,019 --> 00:21:03,223 I always wanted to be with you, more than with anyone else. 324 00:21:03,303 --> 00:21:07,027 - What could you have told the police, Carl? - About all the infidelities. 325 00:21:09,990 --> 00:21:11,912 Marie, I love you. 326 00:21:13,994 --> 00:21:17,918 You know what else? I have already decided that I don't care if people look. 327 00:21:18,118 --> 00:21:21,121 I don't even care let the petulants of the church judge me, 328 00:21:21,481 --> 00:21:23,884 because it's a kind of honesty, and they must look. 329 00:21:24,084 --> 00:21:26,126 'Cause I might have gotten married with a monster, 330 00:21:26,326 --> 00:21:28,609 and I am the key to knowing who the monster really is. 331 00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:31,612 I, it's me, and I hate dishonesty. 332 00:21:31,772 --> 00:21:33,694 I'm not being dishonest. 333 00:21:34,775 --> 00:21:38,779 Carl, you don't love me. 334 00:21:40,060 --> 00:21:42,943 I'm just the closest thing that you have an excuse 335 00:21:43,063 --> 00:21:45,025 not to love anyone else. 336 00:21:45,265 --> 00:21:47,588 An excuse for a life without love. 337 00:21:47,613 --> 00:21:49,735 And I can't be weak. 338 00:21:50,270 --> 00:21:54,675 And I'm surrounded by weakness and I can't be weak. 339 00:21:54,835 --> 00:21:56,476 I simply can't. 340 00:21:57,938 --> 00:22:00,541 And I'm sorry that you have never met the one. 341 00:22:00,921 --> 00:22:03,564 But me? No. 342 00:22:04,244 --> 00:22:05,966 It's not me. 343 00:22:06,446 --> 00:22:08,488 I guarantee you. 344 00:22:33,579 --> 00:22:35,541 I spent the last few hours viewing an edition 345 00:22:35,701 --> 00:22:38,824 of the best from your porn collection. 346 00:22:38,984 --> 00:22:40,586 Very well... 347 00:22:40,826 --> 00:22:42,508 How good. 348 00:22:44,750 --> 00:22:46,031 Chic! 349 00:22:47,452 --> 00:22:48,974 Well... 350 00:22:50,095 --> 00:22:52,972 some progress in the tests which the prosecution disregarded. 351 00:22:53,059 --> 00:22:54,300 I don't know if you noticed her. 352 00:22:54,540 --> 00:22:57,999 Discarded without thinking. A junior detective. 353 00:22:58,783 --> 00:23:02,667 Fan letters, through your agency, from Rebecca to you. 354 00:23:02,728 --> 00:23:04,810 Normal and nice letters, nothing sexual. 355 00:23:04,835 --> 00:23:07,493 "Dear Paul, I just wanted to apologize for not having been 356 00:23:07,664 --> 00:23:10,215 "in his public session, in Sheffield last week." 357 00:23:10,415 --> 00:23:11,697 No, don't read the letter. 358 00:23:12,978 --> 00:23:16,181 Look at the envelope. Have you ever noticed the postmark? 359 00:23:16,341 --> 00:23:18,704 That's what the detective didn't see. 360 00:23:20,205 --> 00:23:22,607 That's later. She sent this to me later. 361 00:23:22,638 --> 00:23:25,725 None of these things of sex cases are... 362 00:23:25,771 --> 00:23:28,294 Always expected let it be a revelation 363 00:23:28,534 --> 00:23:30,576 when you understand everything, when everything becomes clear, 364 00:23:30,616 --> 00:23:33,258 is the handkerchief to blow with the blood 365 00:23:33,459 --> 00:23:35,421 in the possession of Colonel Mostarda in the Billiards Room. 366 00:23:35,489 --> 00:23:37,343 But certainly this solve the case. 367 00:23:37,503 --> 00:23:40,105 This is fundamentally credibility, 368 00:23:40,346 --> 00:23:41,787 and these letters are good. 369 00:23:41,812 --> 00:23:45,155 But, confused girl sends letters the famous man... 370 00:23:45,697 --> 00:23:47,138 it is not proof. 371 00:23:47,863 --> 00:23:51,171 She sends me fan mail after saying that I raped her. 372 00:23:51,196 --> 00:23:53,334 I know and you imagine it would come, 373 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:56,201 but the truth is that you are a celebrity and she is a girl. 374 00:23:56,468 --> 00:23:58,069 They know you fucked up, 375 00:23:58,191 --> 00:24:00,245 and they know she's confused and vulnerable. 376 00:24:00,406 --> 00:24:02,848 And if she's able to describe it quite intimately, 377 00:24:02,873 --> 00:24:05,130 what she might be able to do, I would say, "No! 378 00:24:05,497 --> 00:24:08,133 "He really touched you, surely he violated her," 379 00:24:08,454 --> 00:24:09,815 if I were a juror. 380 00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:11,610 I don't understand. 381 00:24:11,737 --> 00:24:14,139 I haven't shown these letters yet to Jerome, 382 00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:16,101 because I wanted to talk to you first, 383 00:24:16,126 --> 00:24:18,143 So this is off the record, yes? 384 00:24:18,344 --> 00:24:20,746 Just a friend giving advice to another friend. 385 00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:23,309 Imagine another scenario. 386 00:24:23,730 --> 00:24:26,271 You tell the jurors you had sex. 387 00:24:26,296 --> 00:24:28,650 She repented, became a little obsessive about it, 388 00:24:28,674 --> 00:24:31,597 her mind transformed bad rape sex. 389 00:24:31,757 --> 00:24:34,560 As a juror, I would believe that. 390 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:36,562 Did we have sex? 391 00:24:36,682 --> 00:24:39,365 It was a long time ago, many women passed by. 392 00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:40,926 But this... 393 00:24:42,054 --> 00:24:44,416 Wouldn't that be lying in court? 394 00:24:44,545 --> 00:24:46,202 A word that doesn't help, "lying". 395 00:24:46,227 --> 00:24:49,214 It's a good strategy, it solves the problem, fills a hole. 396 00:24:49,375 --> 00:24:52,017 If I were them, I wouldn't like for me to change my mind. 397 00:24:53,018 --> 00:24:56,181 Great. He's considering the possibility. 398 00:24:57,463 --> 00:24:59,264 I leave it with her. 399 00:25:02,708 --> 00:25:04,630 I'm not sure if it's a good idea. 400 00:25:04,790 --> 00:25:07,473 When Zoe finishes speaking with these girls, 401 00:25:07,673 --> 00:25:11,357 they will all seem who changed their minds about everything. 402 00:25:11,877 --> 00:25:15,721 Think about it. As I said, this was not official advice. 403 00:25:17,082 --> 00:25:19,044 But I just like winning. 404 00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:21,046 Thanks for the coffee. 405 00:25:23,048 --> 00:25:24,610 One more thing. 406 00:25:27,332 --> 00:25:29,615 Marie. Be careful with her. 407 00:25:29,635 --> 00:25:32,398 With their wives, when they if they go down, they really go down. 408 00:25:32,430 --> 00:25:34,352 We need her by our side in this story. 409 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:37,683 - I put Marie through a lot. - Never for anything like that. 410 00:25:38,783 --> 00:25:40,304 None of that. 411 00:25:55,521 --> 00:25:57,743 I should have thought to come here and pick up the mail. 412 00:25:58,156 --> 00:26:01,239 I wouldn't want you to come here without me, to be honest. 413 00:26:01,264 --> 00:26:02,988 - Do you want help? - No. 414 00:26:05,591 --> 00:26:08,233 Hello and welcome to the brand new series from "Smuggling"...! 415 00:26:08,258 --> 00:26:11,546 - Why are you seeing this? - I think we should. 416 00:26:11,597 --> 00:26:13,999 It's fast, it's furious, it's dangerous. 417 00:26:14,079 --> 00:26:16,602 It's mocking, ladies and gentlemen. It's a contest. 418 00:26:16,802 --> 00:26:20,125 Seriously, it's an honor to be here on a show I've admired for a long time, 419 00:26:20,299 --> 00:26:23,066 if not for this be the only program I entered 420 00:26:23,125 --> 00:26:25,248 and that my grandson chooses to see. 421 00:26:29,815 --> 00:26:31,497 - Aren't you going to answer? - No. 422 00:26:31,930 --> 00:26:33,772 It could be something important. 423 00:26:33,804 --> 00:26:36,006 He leaves a message, doesn't he? 424 00:26:37,543 --> 00:26:39,425 It's "Smuggling"! Let's meet the candidates? 425 00:26:46,845 --> 00:26:48,607 - Are you mad at him? - No. 426 00:26:48,714 --> 00:26:51,877 - Is it because he didn't visit me? - No. 427 00:26:52,037 --> 00:26:54,440 Because it doesn't matter. 428 00:26:55,794 --> 00:26:58,466 I feel like I have a clearer head. 429 00:26:58,504 --> 00:27:00,786 The car crash made you Spring cleaning, is that it? 430 00:27:00,806 --> 00:27:05,678 I just say it's safe don't worry about me. 431 00:27:05,792 --> 00:27:08,146 Is it safe? Now? 432 00:27:08,553 --> 00:27:11,896 I'm much better... than I've been... 433 00:27:13,644 --> 00:27:15,181 in a long, long time. 434 00:27:20,065 --> 00:27:21,947 The time before, 435 00:27:22,187 --> 00:27:24,149 that time, 436 00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:27,833 for the same reason, happens again. 437 00:27:31,457 --> 00:27:33,499 Is this a poem? 438 00:27:39,445 --> 00:27:42,528 Sorry it wasn't what you needed. 439 00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:48,974 But I always felt that you bonded with him and that you didn't even need me. 440 00:27:50,075 --> 00:27:52,016 And you did it. 441 00:27:52,498 --> 00:27:54,740 And I thought I might lose you. 442 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:57,602 And I felt so embarrassed. 443 00:27:58,824 --> 00:28:01,627 It's a very Catholic way to look at things, Mom, 444 00:28:01,652 --> 00:28:03,949 turn my sin into yours. 445 00:28:04,810 --> 00:28:07,493 I'm the stray, not you. 446 00:28:07,899 --> 00:28:10,782 You can only see him, in yourself, 447 00:28:10,989 --> 00:28:13,472 but there's also a lot of me there. 448 00:28:17,923 --> 00:28:21,567 You missed a good opportunity to tell me that I'm not crazy. 449 00:28:26,472 --> 00:28:29,074 But it doesn't matter, I absolve you. 450 00:28:30,796 --> 00:28:33,359 Now, you're going home, okay? 451 00:28:35,053 --> 00:28:36,775 Please? 452 00:28:49,261 --> 00:28:51,303 Ten against one how she doesn't wear panties. 453 00:28:51,691 --> 00:28:53,973 It's all the rage now, don't wear panties. 454 00:28:54,173 --> 00:28:56,656 - Carl, accept the bet. - What bet? 455 00:29:00,274 --> 00:29:01,901 Are you ready to order? 456 00:29:02,021 --> 00:29:04,503 Rebecca, honey, this menu you are totally confusing me. 457 00:29:04,528 --> 00:29:06,049 Can you come here? 458 00:29:07,947 --> 00:29:09,789 It's the steaks. 459 00:29:09,835 --> 00:29:11,556 How can they be passed? 460 00:29:12,496 --> 00:29:14,313 Because... I like the blood, young man. 461 00:29:14,513 --> 00:29:16,524 We can make them rare. 462 00:29:17,997 --> 00:29:20,519 Four steaks then, please. Do you want it too, Marie? 463 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:23,482 Not everything, Leo, but the steak, yes. 464 00:29:23,682 --> 00:29:25,444 See if he tips you well. 465 00:29:30,810 --> 00:29:32,892 - You are a bad man. - He's right. 466 00:29:32,992 --> 00:29:34,674 And a slightly richer man. 467 00:29:34,874 --> 00:29:37,516 You pay for lunch, Carlio. No panties, nothing. 468 00:29:37,717 --> 00:29:39,787 Don't worry, I'll get you an ad to pay it. 469 00:29:39,812 --> 00:29:40,853 Hold on! 470 00:29:40,878 --> 00:29:43,922 A treat for my team, my wonderful boys. 471 00:29:44,329 --> 00:29:47,727 - What a treat, right, Marie? - Yes, a real treat. 472 00:30:09,335 --> 00:30:11,217 I want to change my statement. 473 00:30:11,396 --> 00:30:14,224 As I believe the sergeant explained, the case is no longer in my hands. 474 00:30:14,249 --> 00:30:17,076 We accused him. You came to the wrong place. 475 00:30:17,236 --> 00:30:21,480 But I remember her. I remember Rebecca Thornton. 476 00:30:23,843 --> 00:30:25,324 I'm sure yes. 477 00:30:26,391 --> 00:30:28,113 Tell your lawyers. 478 00:30:32,211 --> 00:30:35,815 You know, There's one thing I don't understand. 479 00:30:37,296 --> 00:30:39,258 Everyone likes you. 480 00:30:39,979 --> 00:30:43,863 Everyone gives him money, everyone applauds when you speak. 481 00:30:44,824 --> 00:30:47,546 How do you want cause harm to women? 482 00:30:47,907 --> 00:30:51,270 I don't want. I do no harm to women. 483 00:30:54,754 --> 00:30:57,757 I'm glad your daughter have recovered completely. 484 00:31:15,054 --> 00:31:16,507 I thought you were home. 485 00:31:16,532 --> 00:31:20,259 You weren't home, so I left. 486 00:31:20,418 --> 00:31:22,503 - I was with Dee. - You failed "Smuggling". 487 00:31:22,528 --> 00:31:26,145 Seventy-two episodes, the first without me. 488 00:31:26,170 --> 00:31:27,747 Want to know how she is? 489 00:31:27,772 --> 00:31:30,309 I don't know how he did it, I couldn't bear to see it. 490 00:31:30,334 --> 00:31:33,377 Simon called, I said it wasn't the same thing. 491 00:31:33,953 --> 00:31:37,597 He should be upset that he didn't have got a client to do it. 492 00:31:38,958 --> 00:31:40,559 Also said 493 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,059 who had had a meeting at the BBC 494 00:31:43,084 --> 00:31:45,725 and that people they asked about me. 495 00:31:45,865 --> 00:31:49,028 And he says this happens more and more. 496 00:31:50,630 --> 00:31:52,592 You have rosy cheeks. 497 00:31:53,593 --> 00:31:55,074 I have? 498 00:31:55,434 --> 00:31:57,757 Why is that, I wonder? 499 00:31:57,823 --> 00:32:01,547 Anger, resentment? Love, shame? 500 00:32:06,245 --> 00:32:10,089 Gerry thinks you're vulnerable, that you can leave us. 501 00:32:10,623 --> 00:32:11,873 I think we need you. 502 00:32:11,898 --> 00:32:13,668 Says the wives they often go down. 503 00:32:13,693 --> 00:32:15,773 I'm not breaking down. 504 00:32:17,357 --> 00:32:20,880 Anyway, I left to go to the police station. 505 00:32:22,459 --> 00:32:25,099 - What? To do what? - Nothing, after all. 506 00:32:25,124 --> 00:32:28,368 I went to the wrong place. But I wanted to make it official. 507 00:32:29,354 --> 00:32:32,277 Let's say I slept with her. 508 00:32:33,472 --> 00:32:35,955 - Who did you sleep with? -Rebecca Thornton. 509 00:32:36,235 --> 00:32:38,758 What? Why? 510 00:32:39,558 --> 00:32:42,762 This makes the case more difficult to refute. 511 00:32:42,787 --> 00:32:45,685 And did you sleep? Did you sleep with her? 512 00:32:45,705 --> 00:32:47,306 It makes a better story. 513 00:32:47,467 --> 00:32:50,990 We had sex, I didn't want to see her anymore. 514 00:32:52,030 --> 00:32:57,002 She wrote me fan letters, after that date. 515 00:32:57,997 --> 00:33:03,122 The idea is to suggest that the claim rape is revenge 516 00:33:03,724 --> 00:33:05,645 because I didn't continue interested in her. 517 00:33:05,670 --> 00:33:07,031 And you fucked her? 518 00:33:07,626 --> 00:33:10,727 You're not listening. It's a legal thing... 519 00:33:10,752 --> 00:33:12,834 Did you fuck her, Paul? 520 00:33:14,272 --> 00:33:16,475 Honestly, I don't remember. 521 00:33:19,846 --> 00:33:22,048 No, you would have told me. 522 00:33:23,068 --> 00:33:25,510 You would have told me if you had. 523 00:33:27,907 --> 00:33:31,330 There may have been people, other women, 524 00:33:31,551 --> 00:33:33,633 that I didn't tell you. 525 00:33:34,554 --> 00:33:37,917 None of them had any meaning. Nothing significant. 526 00:33:39,519 --> 00:33:43,002 - I tried to protect you. - Who knocked on your door that day? 527 00:33:43,228 --> 00:33:45,463 Interrupting you, they were interrupting you at my request. 528 00:33:45,488 --> 00:33:48,447 Who knocked on your door? It wasn't a delivery man, was it? 529 00:33:48,922 --> 00:33:53,973 I don't remember the day, Marie, let alone who knocked on my door. 530 00:33:55,434 --> 00:33:58,838 Are you sure you didn't hurt her? 531 00:33:59,919 --> 00:34:02,241 I wouldn't hurt her. You know that. 532 00:34:09,048 --> 00:34:12,051 I don't know if I know anything anymore. 533 00:35:02,902 --> 00:35:04,464 Carl! 534 00:35:06,425 --> 00:35:08,027 Carl? 535 00:35:12,231 --> 00:35:13,873 -Carl! - Marie? 536 00:35:14,193 --> 00:35:15,915 I have to find Paul! 537 00:35:16,115 --> 00:35:17,917 - He's studying his lines, I think. - It's Dee. 538 00:35:18,357 --> 00:35:20,279 - What? - Dee got worse. 539 00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:22,081 What? 540 00:35:22,602 --> 00:35:24,524 They say she took an overdose. 541 00:35:24,549 --> 00:35:26,325 He's in his trailer. I will call you. 542 00:35:26,526 --> 00:35:29,609 I think he's with the director. Start the car engine, I'm going to... 543 00:35:29,634 --> 00:35:31,931 I'll get it. Running. 544 00:35:32,892 --> 00:35:35,134 Paul! Paul! 545 00:35:38,938 --> 00:35:41,851 She doesn't look good. We had to use charcoal. 546 00:35:41,938 --> 00:35:44,143 - What did she take? - A cocktail, I think. 547 00:35:44,176 --> 00:35:45,977 There was a lot of alcohol in the system, 548 00:35:46,038 --> 00:35:48,641 a type of barbiturates and some cocaine. 549 00:35:48,728 --> 00:35:49,849 Cocaine? 550 00:35:50,971 --> 00:35:52,412 She is 15 years old! 551 00:35:52,437 --> 00:35:55,215 There appear to have been no injuries long term. 552 00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:57,377 We'll want to keep it here see you tomorrow. 553 00:36:01,501 --> 00:36:03,543 Father? Daddy? 554 00:36:07,827 --> 00:36:10,350 Dear. Everything is fine. Now you're fine. 555 00:36:57,998 --> 00:36:59,919 What time is it? 556 00:37:00,771 --> 00:37:02,282 It's past three. 557 00:37:05,798 --> 00:37:08,128 Tomorrow I have a day of filming in full, 558 00:37:08,678 --> 00:37:10,210 So I should get going. 559 00:37:10,622 --> 00:37:12,012 You go. I stay. 560 00:37:13,818 --> 00:37:16,456 You know she doesn't want you here, Don't you know? 561 00:37:17,369 --> 00:37:18,369 Yes. 562 00:37:29,603 --> 00:37:31,885 Do you ever think that we ruined it? 563 00:37:31,977 --> 00:37:33,018 No! 564 00:37:35,555 --> 00:37:38,037 Do you ever think I ruined it? 565 00:37:42,222 --> 00:37:45,385 Because I don't know what you do for her that I don't do. 566 00:37:47,947 --> 00:37:51,110 I don't know why she loves you, and not me. 567 00:38:01,174 --> 00:38:03,603 See you at home. 568 00:38:34,641 --> 00:38:36,843 - You're here. - I can go if you prefer... 569 00:38:36,868 --> 00:38:40,633 - I expected you to come earlier. - There are no excuses. 570 00:38:40,727 --> 00:38:43,570 No excuses, I accept. For no reason, I find it more difficult. 571 00:38:45,492 --> 00:38:48,895 You expect me to do this on your doorstep? 572 00:38:57,450 --> 00:39:02,949 That note, which you left in the car, It was really beautiful, actually. 573 00:39:03,029 --> 00:39:06,553 It was brief. The brevity It is an underappreciated quality. 574 00:39:07,794 --> 00:39:09,796 - It wasn't suicide. - I know. 575 00:39:09,876 --> 00:39:11,358 If it was suicide, it would have been stupid 576 00:39:11,518 --> 00:39:12,999 and I don't do those. - I know. 577 00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:16,683 It wasn't a cry for help either. I don't accept this stereotype either. 578 00:39:16,783 --> 00:39:18,865 It wasn't a shitty suicide not even a cry for help. 579 00:39:19,066 --> 00:39:21,348 - You're just a horrible driver. - No, I'm just an idiot. 580 00:39:21,508 --> 00:39:23,310 I'm a lucky idiot, let's say so. 581 00:39:23,416 --> 00:39:25,979 There is a question that they always do to me, 582 00:39:27,834 --> 00:39:30,717 being a man with a long career behind him. 583 00:39:30,937 --> 00:39:33,340 "What was your hardest job?" I always answer, 584 00:39:33,540 --> 00:39:36,543 "Teaching my daughter to drive." That's what I always say. 585 00:39:37,063 --> 00:39:39,906 They never print it, But I always say it... 586 00:39:40,586 --> 00:39:43,549 They never print what I say interesting, just shit. 587 00:39:43,830 --> 00:39:47,434 - I helped with your case. - You definitely did something. 588 00:39:47,594 --> 00:39:50,757 You know I tried it once. Suicide. 589 00:39:51,038 --> 00:39:52,679 Not that that's the case with you... 590 00:39:52,792 --> 00:39:59,286 I was 13 years old and took 22 aspirin that I stole from a pharmacy in town. 591 00:40:00,159 --> 00:40:02,569 And then I threw up most of them, 592 00:40:04,771 --> 00:40:07,494 and I got a terrible stomach flu, 593 00:40:07,894 --> 00:40:10,617 but no death, as you can see. 594 00:40:12,064 --> 00:40:15,108 Pills give a terrible death. They're a mess. 595 00:40:15,922 --> 00:40:19,766 I know that putting a car in a brick wall is a bigger mess, 596 00:40:20,487 --> 00:40:23,530 but pills aren't either a recommended method in the future. 597 00:40:25,202 --> 00:40:27,895 - Have I told you about my father? - Shall we do family history now? 598 00:40:28,015 --> 00:40:29,496 I'd better go get some cookies. 599 00:40:29,697 --> 00:40:32,339 My father was not a brave man, but for some reason 600 00:40:32,364 --> 00:40:35,422 Enlisted to fight in World War II Worldwide. Volunteer, imagine. 601 00:40:35,771 --> 00:40:38,754 He fought for the Crown, for the British. Who knows why. 602 00:40:38,845 --> 00:40:41,008 Must have been a man braver these days. 603 00:40:41,288 --> 00:40:43,210 And he came back from that situation. 604 00:40:43,370 --> 00:40:48,575 Almost 5 thousand returned home in Ireland, like him, with the mind... 605 00:40:48,655 --> 00:40:51,858 God knows what happened to him. And they called him a traitor. 606 00:40:52,219 --> 00:40:55,742 They called him a collaborator. Nor did he have the right to pity, 607 00:40:55,816 --> 00:40:58,825 and your grandmother hated him for it too. - Yes, I never liked her. 608 00:40:59,145 --> 00:41:02,829 He used to wet the bed and she hung the sheets on the porch, 609 00:41:02,854 --> 00:41:05,712 for everyone to see what a weak man he was. 610 00:41:05,737 --> 00:41:08,235 And when he hit me, She never hid it either. 611 00:41:08,956 --> 00:41:10,918 We like a strong woman in our family. 612 00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:17,044 It's hard to live a life without mercy, particularly when we deserve it. 613 00:41:21,668 --> 00:41:23,590 He never fucked me, 614 00:41:25,952 --> 00:41:28,252 but he touched me when he hit me. 615 00:41:28,315 --> 00:41:29,498 He caressed himself. 616 00:41:29,523 --> 00:41:31,806 You didn't think I would see, But of course I saw it. 617 00:41:33,180 --> 00:41:34,661 Once 618 00:41:35,822 --> 00:41:39,546 in which he had tied my hands on the back of a chair, ass in the open, 619 00:41:40,027 --> 00:41:43,750 and beat me with a big belt with studs, a belt of mine by chance, 620 00:41:44,071 --> 00:41:47,234 I would like to look like a rocker At that time, it was such a stupor, 621 00:41:48,315 --> 00:41:53,520 and he was already almost cumming and I turned the chair 622 00:41:54,121 --> 00:41:57,004 and grabbed his erection with my hands tied 623 00:41:57,073 --> 00:41:59,846 and I twisted with all my might that I was capable of. 624 00:42:00,527 --> 00:42:03,050 And I looked into his eyes when I did. 625 00:42:03,650 --> 00:42:05,132 I didn't say anything. 626 00:42:05,338 --> 00:42:06,733 It wasn't necessary. 627 00:42:09,616 --> 00:42:11,498 After that, He never touched me again. 628 00:42:12,539 --> 00:42:14,982 And then, the following year, I discovered comedy, 629 00:42:15,582 --> 00:42:19,746 I met your mother and I freaked out. 630 00:42:23,550 --> 00:42:27,514 And if I told someone this, they would assume I was guilty. 631 00:42:27,539 --> 00:42:29,876 The abused become abusers, after all, 632 00:42:29,901 --> 00:42:31,558 without understanding 633 00:42:31,805 --> 00:42:37,090 that I spent my whole life trying not to be that man. 634 00:42:41,448 --> 00:42:43,090 And I did it. 635 00:42:44,971 --> 00:42:46,773 And then, they did this. 636 00:42:50,137 --> 00:42:52,645 And at that moment, in which they accuse me of being him, 637 00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:57,504 I finally understand what it's like to be him, 638 00:42:58,745 --> 00:43:01,431 because when I want understanding, I'm suspicious, 639 00:43:01,493 --> 00:43:04,077 and when I want compassion, they give me hate. 640 00:43:05,419 --> 00:43:07,581 The same is to say, thank you. 641 00:43:08,595 --> 00:43:10,077 Thanks. 642 00:43:11,278 --> 00:43:13,680 I needed you to tell me that you believed in me. 643 00:43:14,141 --> 00:43:16,823 You can't imagine how that It's important to me. 644 00:43:21,989 --> 00:43:24,952 - Did I do this? That's my fault? AND? - Good. 645 00:43:25,225 --> 00:43:27,507 Because I don't love great thing in this world. 646 00:43:27,625 --> 00:43:33,120 I know we should all love each other each other, etc., etc., but... 647 00:43:34,875 --> 00:43:41,121 You are my daughter and I don't love... I really don't love 648 00:43:43,010 --> 00:43:45,852 no one like you I love you. 649 00:43:59,666 --> 00:44:01,348 That's it... 650 00:44:02,709 --> 00:44:04,431 good. 651 00:44:07,634 --> 00:44:09,716 That's good to hear. 652 00:44:11,785 --> 00:44:13,707 Are you serious? 653 00:44:15,202 --> 00:44:17,164 Of course I speak. 654 00:44:18,045 --> 00:44:19,927 Keep you safe. 655 00:44:21,088 --> 00:44:24,892 The idea, the idea itself that I could have hurt you. 656 00:44:25,853 --> 00:44:28,055 You didn't, I'm here. 657 00:44:31,778 --> 00:44:33,820 - You're serious. - Yes. 658 00:44:36,103 --> 00:44:38,345 - Can I go home, Dad? - What? 659 00:44:40,868 --> 00:44:43,430 I want to go home, try it. 660 00:44:44,364 --> 00:44:46,264 - I'm not sure. - Do you want me to... 661 00:44:46,289 --> 00:44:49,396 Do you want me to go to court by your side. 662 00:44:52,099 --> 00:44:55,582 Can I... come home, please? 663 00:44:58,031 --> 00:45:00,067 I'm not sure. I don't want to hurt you. 664 00:45:00,092 --> 00:45:01,829 I don't want to damage it anymore. 665 00:45:01,989 --> 00:45:04,591 There's no more harm you can do. 666 00:45:06,754 --> 00:45:10,597 I want to go home. Will you let me come home, please? 667 00:45:11,879 --> 00:45:14,321 There is nothing I would like more. 668 00:46:55,542 --> 00:46:57,624 Hello. We're here. 669 00:46:58,158 --> 00:47:00,120 Marie, we're here. 670 00:47:00,988 --> 00:47:02,598 And that's "us". 671 00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:06,553 Which is to say, there is space for one more little one? 672 00:47:07,114 --> 00:47:09,757 Rhetorical question. Of course there is. 673 00:47:11,238 --> 00:47:13,841 - Hi, Mom. - She wanted to go home. 674 00:47:14,962 --> 00:47:17,404 - A little reality TV, you know? - Hello. 675 00:47:17,725 --> 00:47:21,769 One more for you to take care of, But what difference does one more make? 676 00:47:22,169 --> 00:47:24,251 Once again filling the gap. 677 00:47:25,039 --> 00:47:26,560 One more. 678 00:47:29,590 --> 00:47:32,913 All together again, how we should be. 679 00:48:18,305 --> 00:48:21,068 Translation and subtitling Margarida Silva Dias 680 00:48:21,703 --> 00:48:23,303 Ripped by: guardian