1 00:09:32,813 --> 00:09:36,317 Good morning. Has there been something? 2 00:09:36,484 --> 00:09:40,697 No, she's been calm, I think. I fell asleep. 3 00:10:10,898 --> 00:10:12,983 Does Anna want to look after the fire? 4 00:12:28,427 --> 00:12:32,557 Thank God for that I woke up healthy and cheerful 5 00:12:32,682 --> 00:12:37,479 -after that last night under Your protection, have enjoyed the good rest of sleep. 6 00:12:39,815 --> 00:12:42,776 I am asking You too that today and every day- 7 00:12:42,943 --> 00:12:46,781 -let Your angels preserve and protect my little girl- 8 00:12:46,948 --> 00:12:51,536 -like You in unfathomable wisdom took to You in your heaven. 9 00:12:51,703 --> 00:12:53,748 Amen. 10 00:13:56,985 --> 00:14:00,781 Mother is in my thoughts almost every day- 11 00:14:00,948 --> 00:14:04,827 - despite the fact that she has died for 20 years. 12 00:14:04,994 --> 00:14:10,249 I remember that she often went to bed to the solitude and stillness. 13 00:14:10,417 --> 00:14:14,546 I also remember that I used to follow her at a distance 14 00:14:14,713 --> 00:14:17,967 - and spy on her unseen himself- 15 00:14:18,175 --> 00:14:22,722 - because I loved her greenless and jealous. 16 00:14:22,848 --> 00:14:27,394 I loved her for who she was so soft and beautiful and alive... 17 00:14:27,561 --> 00:14:30,606 ...before she was so present. 18 00:14:30,731 --> 00:14:36,904 She could also� be cold and dismissive, or a little playfully cruel. 19 00:14:37,072 --> 00:14:41,159 And I couldn't help it to feel sorry for her- 20 00:14:41,326 --> 00:14:46,082 -and now in older days I understand her much better. 21 00:14:46,290 --> 00:14:49,335 I would like to meet her again and talk about- 22 00:14:49,503 --> 00:14:53,173 -what I have understood about her lead and impatience- 23 00:14:53,340 --> 00:14:56,677 - and her longing and loneliness. 24 00:15:06,855 --> 00:15:11,736 "Near the wicked witch Pomperipossa understood that Greta had tricked her"- 25 00:15:11,861 --> 00:15:16,073 -"they certainly started her nose to grow." 26 00:15:16,283 --> 00:15:20,120 On the eve of the Epiphany Mother always threw parties. 27 00:15:20,328 --> 00:15:24,458 Then Aunt Olga came along its latena magica and its fairy tales. 28 00:15:24,625 --> 00:15:27,211 I always felt scared and outside. 29 00:15:27,378 --> 00:15:32,801 When mother spoke to me in her own way I hardly understood what she wanted. 30 00:15:32,967 --> 00:15:36,889 Maria and mother had the opposite always so much to whisper about. 31 00:15:37,014 --> 00:15:39,099 They were also so alike. 32 00:15:39,308 --> 00:15:43,563 I wondered jealously what they could have to laugh at. 33 00:15:43,729 --> 00:15:49,528 Everyone was cheerful and excited, but I could not join in the joy. 34 00:15:49,695 --> 00:15:53,490 I remember another time, it was a horse. 35 00:15:53,658 --> 00:15:57,745 I hid behind the curtain and watched her secretly. 36 00:15:57,912 --> 00:16:01,917 She sat inside the red salon, dressed in her white dress... 37 00:16:02,084 --> 00:16:07,340 ...completely motionless with his head bent and hands resting on the table. 38 00:16:07,506 --> 00:16:11,720 Suddenly she discovered me and called me with a gentle voice. 39 00:16:11,845 --> 00:16:13,930 come... 40 00:16:14,098 --> 00:16:16,516 I hesitantly approached her- 41 00:16:16,683 --> 00:16:21,105 -because I thought she as usual would notice me. 42 00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:31,867 Her look was so full of sadness that I almost started crying. 43 00:16:38,416 --> 00:16:43,171 Then I raised my hand and placed it against her cheek. 44 00:16:43,380 --> 00:16:46,592 We were very close to each other that time. 45 00:17:13,247 --> 00:17:16,459 There is someone walking out there. 46 00:17:18,836 --> 00:17:20,923 Anna...! 47 00:17:22,841 --> 00:17:25,010 There is someone walking out there. 48 00:17:34,062 --> 00:17:36,565 Good morning, Agnes. 49 00:17:38,108 --> 00:17:40,778 Good morning, doctor. 50 00:19:18,555 --> 00:19:22,559 She is very tired now. It will go pretty fast. 51 00:19:22,725 --> 00:19:25,478 Thanks, I'll find out. 52 00:19:29,066 --> 00:19:31,152 David! 53 00:20:40,772 --> 00:20:42,899 It's been so long... 54 00:20:45,277 --> 00:20:47,988 When can we meet again? 55 00:21:36,417 --> 00:21:38,503 No! 56 00:22:22,552 --> 00:22:25,681 Maria and her husband Joakim- 57 00:22:25,848 --> 00:22:32,731 - lived on the farm a few years earlier when Agnes was in Italy for her health. 58 00:22:32,898 --> 00:22:36,277 One evening will be Anna's little daughter very ill. 59 00:22:36,402 --> 00:22:40,990 Maria calls the resident GP in the nearby city of residence. 60 00:22:41,157 --> 00:22:46,121 Say "aah." Yes, one more time... 61 00:22:46,288 --> 00:22:49,374 It hurt a little, I can see. 62 00:22:49,499 --> 00:22:52,085 It was good. It wasn't dangerous? 63 00:22:52,253 --> 00:22:56,382 Jump up in bed now. So you can lie down and sleep for a while. 64 00:23:05,559 --> 00:23:10,398 The doctor must be hungry. We have set the table in the dining room. 65 00:23:10,523 --> 00:23:13,443 It should taste good, that. 66 00:23:36,845 --> 00:23:40,098 Agnes and Karin Still in Italy. 67 00:23:40,264 --> 00:23:42,851 I received a letter last week. 68 00:23:43,018 --> 00:23:47,356 Agnes is much better. She no longer coughs. 69 00:23:47,482 --> 00:23:51,486 She has started her painting again. 70 00:23:51,652 --> 00:23:54,948 Karin's husband travels down there in Easter. 71 00:23:55,115 --> 00:24:00,830 They have such beautiful weather, almost summer, although it is cold at night. 72 00:24:00,997 --> 00:24:05,293 -And the husband, how is he? -Joakim is in town on business. 73 00:24:05,460 --> 00:24:08,380 He'll be back tomorrow. 74 00:24:08,546 --> 00:24:13,386 I said I would ask you to come and look at Anna's little girl. 75 00:24:13,511 --> 00:24:16,848 -He greeted so much. - Thank you. 76 00:24:21,060 --> 00:24:23,813 I have invited you to the guest room. 77 00:24:23,981 --> 00:24:28,569 It is a terrible weather. I didn't think you could travel home. 78 00:24:32,532 --> 00:24:36,327 -You have changed. -Yes�? Yes. 79 00:24:36,495 --> 00:24:39,080 Is it someone else? 80 00:24:39,248 --> 00:24:41,333 It is always someone else. 81 00:24:41,500 --> 00:24:45,296 I thought that the problem did not interest you. 82 00:24:45,422 --> 00:24:47,715 Neither does it. 83 00:25:06,611 --> 00:25:09,574 You wear glasses now. 84 00:25:18,875 --> 00:25:22,296 - Am I staring? - No, by all means. 85 00:25:43,194 --> 00:25:45,822 Why are you so solemn? 86 00:25:48,492 --> 00:25:51,287 Can we not forget what has been? 87 00:25:57,252 --> 00:26:01,298 Come here, Maria. Come on! 88 00:26:05,637 --> 00:26:09,933 Look in the mirror. You are beautiful. 89 00:26:10,100 --> 00:26:14,104 Maybe you are more beautiful now One of our time. 90 00:26:14,271 --> 00:26:16,482 But you have changed. 91 00:26:16,607 --> 00:26:19,944 I want you to see that you have changed. 92 00:26:20,111 --> 00:26:24,491 Your �gons are now throwing quick calculating side glances. 93 00:26:24,616 --> 00:26:30,831 Go straight ahead, open, without masking yourself. 94 00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:35,003 Your mouth has gotten a little twitch of dissatisfaction and hunger. 95 00:26:35,170 --> 00:26:38,757 Before it was just soft. 96 00:26:38,965 --> 00:26:42,261 Your complexion is now pale. 97 00:26:42,428 --> 00:26:45,514 You put on makeup. 98 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:51,354 The fine, broad forehead has received four scratches above each eyebrow. 99 00:26:51,521 --> 00:26:56,902 You don't see that in this light, but it is visible in bright daylight. 100 00:26:57,110 --> 00:27:00,656 -Do you know where the rice chips come from? -No. 101 00:27:00,824 --> 00:27:04,494 It is the indifference, Maria. 102 00:27:04,661 --> 00:27:10,167 This fine line, from nose to chin... 103 00:27:10,334 --> 00:27:13,546 ...it is not so self-evident anymore. 104 00:27:13,671 --> 00:27:18,426 There sits the comfort and laziness. 105 00:27:18,594 --> 00:27:22,431 Do you see here at the bridge of the nose...? 106 00:27:22,598 --> 00:27:25,768 Why do you complain so often, Maria? 107 00:27:25,935 --> 00:27:29,606 Can you see it? You reach out too often. 108 00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:32,109 Do you see, Maria? 109 00:27:32,275 --> 00:27:34,444 During the �gon... 110 00:27:34,612 --> 00:27:41,494 ...they are sharp, almost imperceptible the wrinkles of lead and impatience. 111 00:27:41,619 --> 00:27:46,541 -Can you really see all that? -I feel it when you kiss me. 112 00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:51,046 I think you're kidding me. I know where you see it. 113 00:27:51,213 --> 00:27:54,967 -Where would it be? -You see it in yourself. 114 00:27:55,176 --> 00:27:58,513 Because we are so alike, you and me. 115 00:27:58,639 --> 00:28:00,849 You mean... 116 00:28:01,057 --> 00:28:06,188 ...selfishness the cold, the indifference? 117 00:28:13,405 --> 00:28:18,118 Your reasoning has almost always drawn me out. 118 00:28:18,286 --> 00:28:22,666 There are no mitigations circumstances for the likes of us? 119 00:28:22,791 --> 00:28:26,670 I don't need any help. 120 00:28:29,756 --> 00:28:33,969 - Good morning, chamber council. -Good morning. 121 00:28:48,277 --> 00:28:50,363 Thanks. 122 00:28:54,993 --> 00:28:57,120 Good morning, Joakim. 123 00:28:57,287 --> 00:29:01,000 -Welcome home. - Good morning, Maria. 124 00:29:01,209 --> 00:29:05,630 Anna's little girl is sick, so the doctor was here yesterday. 125 00:29:05,797 --> 00:29:10,970 He greeted you and hoped that you would soon play chess. 126 00:29:12,304 --> 00:29:16,559 I asked him to stay the night. It was a late night. 127 00:29:16,726 --> 00:29:20,564 He left early this morning, before anyone else had woken up. 128 00:29:22,899 --> 00:29:27,864 Did you have a good time in town? or was it just laborious? 129 00:29:30,282 --> 00:29:35,622 We have received an invitation from Egermans. They want us to stay over Passover. 130 00:29:35,748 --> 00:29:38,501 I think that would be nice. 131 00:29:38,667 --> 00:29:42,255 I mean as a change. What do you say about it? 132 00:29:47,093 --> 00:29:48,595 We will have to see. 133 00:30:16,501 --> 00:30:18,962 Run and play. 134 00:31:00,759 --> 00:31:02,928 Joachim? 135 00:31:09,978 --> 00:31:12,064 Joachim? 136 00:31:18,321 --> 00:31:20,656 Help me... 137 00:31:29,416 --> 00:31:31,794 Help me, you! 138 00:32:58,308 --> 00:33:00,686 Anna? 139 00:33:07,318 --> 00:33:10,405 Do you hear? 140 00:33:10,572 --> 00:33:15,995 No, I only hear the wind and the clocks ticking. 141 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:19,540 No, it's something else. 142 00:33:19,707 --> 00:33:22,293 I hear nothing else. 143 00:33:26,172 --> 00:33:28,425 I'm freezing. 144 00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:35,683 Good night. 145 00:33:50,366 --> 00:33:52,577 Anna! 146 00:33:53,953 --> 00:33:56,040 Come here! 147 00:33:59,335 --> 00:34:02,588 Anna! 148 00:34:02,755 --> 00:34:05,258 Come to me! 149 00:34:14,060 --> 00:34:16,938 You are so far away. 150 00:34:19,399 --> 00:34:22,277 Come here... 151 00:34:22,486 --> 00:34:24,988 Be with me. 152 00:34:41,090 --> 00:34:43,927 Do I smell really bad? 153 00:34:55,356 --> 00:34:58,443 - I'm in so much pain, Anna. - I know that, Agnes. 154 00:34:58,651 --> 00:35:02,114 I will stay here with you. 155 00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:06,202 -You will see that it will be beautiful. - I'm in so much pain. 156 00:35:19,383 --> 00:35:23,596 You don't need to be anxious when I'm here. You know that, right? 157 00:35:28,309 --> 00:35:32,857 -The pillow is so warm. - We can take the other pillow. 158 00:35:33,024 --> 00:35:36,235 Come and see. 159 00:35:36,403 --> 00:35:38,613 Can you stand to get up a bit? 160 00:35:45,245 --> 00:35:47,790 Can you slow down a bit? 161 00:35:51,169 --> 00:35:54,881 Is it better that way? 162 00:35:55,048 --> 00:35:59,303 - is that good? - You are so kind to me. 163 00:36:23,831 --> 00:36:26,542 What is it? 164 00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:29,462 Agnes has become so good. 165 00:36:41,476 --> 00:36:45,813 I think she is unconscious. She's breathing so strangely. 166 00:36:45,981 --> 00:36:48,399 I'll get my shawl. 167 00:37:05,961 --> 00:37:08,046 Karin! 168 00:37:09,673 --> 00:37:12,510 -What is it? -Agnes has become so bad. 169 00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:15,013 I'm coming. 170 00:37:51,554 --> 00:37:54,641 - I'm looking for the doctor. -I'm coming with you. 171 00:38:37,897 --> 00:38:40,317 Anna... 172 00:38:48,952 --> 00:38:52,205 - When will the doctor come? - He wasn't at home. 173 00:38:52,373 --> 00:38:55,918 Anna can walk and dress herself. I sit with her. 174 00:39:40,259 --> 00:39:43,430 I feel much better now. 175 00:39:43,596 --> 00:39:46,433 Although I'm a little warm. 176 00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:51,522 Do you want us to do some laundry for you? Put on a clean linen? 177 00:41:29,006 --> 00:41:31,676 I'm a little thirsty. 178 00:41:49,196 --> 00:41:53,033 - Shall I read a little? - Yes, that would be fun. 179 00:42:07,132 --> 00:42:09,344 "The Thirty-Fourth Chapter." 180 00:42:09,510 --> 00:42:15,183 “In which Mr. Pickwick deems it wisest to travel to Bath." 181 00:42:15,350 --> 00:42:21,899 "'But, my dear sir,' said Perker when he was at Mr. Pickwick's." 182 00:42:22,108 --> 00:42:26,446 "'It should never have been yours seriously, after your anger subsided'"- 183 00:42:26,613 --> 00:42:29,574 -"'to refuse to pay the damage?'" 184 00:42:29,700 --> 00:42:34,330 "'Not a �re', said Mr. Pickwick in a determined tone. 185 00:42:34,497 --> 00:42:39,961 "'Hurrah for principles, said the percentage'"- 186 00:42:40,169 --> 00:42:43,798 -" remarked Mr. Weller who set the breakfast table." 187 00:42:43,966 --> 00:42:47,094 "'Sam,' said Mr. Pickwick, please go down." 188 00:42:47,261 --> 00:42:49,430 "'Immediately,' replied Mr. Weller"- 189 00:42:49,597 --> 00:42:54,394 -"and following Mr. Pickwicks gentle beckoning, Sam pulled back." 190 00:44:08,561 --> 00:44:13,316 I can't. Can no one help me? 191 00:44:13,483 --> 00:44:17,529 I can't! Help me! 192 00:48:44,913 --> 00:48:49,876 God our Father, has in his all-wise counsel- 193 00:48:50,044 --> 00:48:54,590 -decided to call you home in the prime of your youth. 194 00:48:54,757 --> 00:48:57,760 Since then He found you worthy- 195 00:48:57,927 --> 00:49:02,140 -to carry a heavy and prolonged suffering. 196 00:49:02,307 --> 00:49:05,894 You submitted slowly and without complaint- 197 00:49:06,062 --> 00:49:09,566 -in assurance that your sins would forgive you- 198 00:49:09,732 --> 00:49:13,320 -through the death of your Lord Jesus Christ on the cross. 199 00:49:13,528 --> 00:49:18,909 With your Father in heaven have mercy on your soul- 200 00:49:19,076 --> 00:49:21,954 - when you step in front of Him. 201 00:49:22,080 --> 00:49:28,086 May he let his angels undress you the memory of your earthly pain. 202 00:49:53,114 --> 00:49:59,538 If it is the case that you have collected been suffering in your poor body... 203 00:49:59,705 --> 00:50:03,751 If it is the case that you have worn it with you through death... 204 00:50:03,918 --> 00:50:09,215 If it is so that you meet God, over there in the other country... 205 00:50:09,383 --> 00:50:13,470 If it is so that he turns his face towards you... 206 00:50:13,678 --> 00:50:20,145 If it is so that you can speak the language that this God understands... 207 00:50:20,311 --> 00:50:24,816 If it is so that you can speak to this God... 208 00:50:24,983 --> 00:50:30,322 If so, pray for us. 209 00:50:30,489 --> 00:50:35,036 Agnes, dear little child. Listen to what I am now telling you. 210 00:50:35,162 --> 00:50:40,000 Pray for us who are still here on the dark, dirty earth... 211 00:50:40,167 --> 00:50:43,712 ...under an empty and cruel sky. 212 00:50:43,879 --> 00:50:47,676 Lay down your burden of suffering at God's feet... 213 00:50:47,842 --> 00:50:50,720 ...and asked Him to forgive us. 214 00:50:50,887 --> 00:50:53,891 Ask Him to finally set us free… 215 00:50:54,058 --> 00:50:56,769 ...from our anxiety... 216 00:50:56,936 --> 00:51:01,191 ...be led and have deep doubts. 217 00:51:01,357 --> 00:51:04,360 Ask Him for a meaning to our lives. 218 00:51:06,530 --> 00:51:11,535 Agnes, you who have suffered so incredible and so long... 219 00:51:11,744 --> 00:51:16,499 ...you must be worthy to bring our case. 220 00:51:24,300 --> 00:51:26,845 She was my confirmation child. 221 00:51:28,179 --> 00:51:32,434 We often had long and incoming calls. 222 00:51:32,642 --> 00:51:35,730 Her faith was stronger than mine. 223 00:51:48,244 --> 00:51:53,458 Then Karin comes to the expedition, so before we discuss the funeral. 224 00:51:53,666 --> 00:51:55,752 Thanks. 225 00:52:47,643 --> 00:52:52,941 Karin and her husband Fredrik is a few years earlier- 226 00:52:53,107 --> 00:52:55,652 - in the diplomatic career. 227 00:52:55,861 --> 00:53:00,074 On a visit to the home country they live on the farm for a few months. 228 00:53:02,577 --> 00:53:05,789 Anna wants to be friendly and give me some fish. 229 00:53:16,133 --> 00:53:19,054 -Don't you want to keep me company? -No, thanks. 230 00:53:45,709 --> 00:53:49,546 -Why are you smiling? -I don't smile. 231 00:54:31,427 --> 00:54:34,555 Do you want coffee or shall we go to bed right away? 232 00:54:34,722 --> 00:54:37,058 I don't want any coffee. 233 00:55:27,490 --> 00:55:31,410 It is late. I suggest we go to bed. 234 00:56:06,742 --> 00:56:10,079 It's just a bunch of lies. All of it. 235 00:56:32,479 --> 00:56:34,648 Don't look at me. 236 00:56:42,074 --> 00:56:45,160 Don't look at me like that, I say. 237 00:56:50,499 --> 00:56:53,336 Forgiven. 238 00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,303 Leave me. 239 00:57:07,435 --> 00:57:10,021 Help me with the dress! 240 00:59:21,503 --> 00:59:23,671 You can go. 241 00:59:38,563 --> 00:59:42,567 It's just a bunch of lies. 242 00:59:42,734 --> 00:59:45,655 It's all just a bunch of lies. 243 00:59:48,283 --> 00:59:51,369 A bunch of lies... 244 01:02:38,432 --> 01:02:43,896 -What are you doing? - I'm going through papers about the case. 245 01:02:44,063 --> 01:02:48,986 Karin, I want to that we should be friends. 246 01:02:49,111 --> 01:02:51,780 I want us to talk with each other. 247 01:02:51,947 --> 01:02:58,287 We are, after all, sisters. We have so many memories together. 248 01:02:58,496 --> 01:03:02,459 It's so weird that we don't touch each other... 249 01:03:02,626 --> 01:03:05,545 ...that we only speak indifferently. 250 01:03:08,007 --> 01:03:12,470 Karin... Why don't you want to be my friend? 251 01:03:12,637 --> 01:03:15,724 We have been both unhappy and happy. 252 01:03:15,891 --> 01:03:19,478 We could cry and laugh together. 253 01:03:19,645 --> 01:03:23,482 We would talk to each other days and nights. 254 01:03:23,649 --> 01:03:26,486 We would hug each other. 255 01:03:27,529 --> 01:03:29,614 Karin... 256 01:03:31,241 --> 01:03:34,495 Sometimes when I go here in our childhood home 257 01:03:34,662 --> 01:03:38,582 -and everything is both unfamiliar and familiar 258 01:03:38,749 --> 01:03:41,836 - that's how I feel like in the middle of a dream. 259 01:03:43,463 --> 01:03:48,260 I have a feeling it's coming for something decisive to happen to us. 260 01:03:51,472 --> 01:03:55,560 I am superficial and childish. 261 01:03:55,726 --> 01:03:59,147 You have read so much more than I have. 262 01:03:59,272 --> 01:04:02,401 You have much more experience. 263 01:04:05,863 --> 01:04:12,162 Would we not use these days to get to know each other...? 264 01:04:12,287 --> 01:04:15,541 To get close to each other...? 265 01:04:17,751 --> 01:04:22,340 I can't stand it distance and silence, Karin. 266 01:04:22,549 --> 01:04:25,552 Have I said anything that has hurt you? 267 01:04:25,719 --> 01:04:30,432 It's so easily done, but I swear that I meant no harm in that case. 268 01:04:58,922 --> 01:05:01,092 What are you reading? 269 01:05:01,217 --> 01:05:03,928 - I am reading Agnes' diary. -What the? 270 01:05:04,095 --> 01:05:07,141 "Thursday, September 30." 271 01:05:07,266 --> 01:05:13,689 "I have received the best gift a man can get in this life." 272 01:05:13,856 --> 01:05:17,152 "The gift has many names: togetherness..." 273 01:05:17,318 --> 01:05:22,157 "...community, human closeness, closeness. 274 01:05:22,283 --> 01:05:25,953 “I think so This is what is called need." 275 01:05:28,873 --> 01:05:31,959 Don't touch me! Don't come near me! 276 01:05:33,754 --> 01:05:36,674 I hate all kinds of touching. 277 01:06:50,256 --> 01:06:54,261 I don't want you to do so... 278 01:06:54,386 --> 01:06:57,014 I don't want to… 279 01:06:57,180 --> 01:07:00,934 I don't want to that you are so kind to me. 280 01:07:14,784 --> 01:07:18,496 I can't! I can't... 281 01:07:18,704 --> 01:07:20,999 It is a constant anxiety. 282 01:07:21,166 --> 01:07:23,835 It's like hell. 283 01:07:24,002 --> 01:07:28,632 I can't breathe anymore for all guilt. 284 01:07:35,808 --> 01:07:37,893 No! 285 01:07:40,521 --> 01:07:42,606 No! 286 01:07:43,649 --> 01:07:47,070 Leave me alone... Leave me alone! 287 01:07:47,236 --> 01:07:52,034 Don't touch me... 288 01:07:52,201 --> 01:07:55,663 Don't touch me... 289 01:07:59,584 --> 01:08:02,462 I lost control in the morning. 290 01:08:02,629 --> 01:08:05,591 I don't understand how it could happen. 291 01:08:05,799 --> 01:08:09,261 It probably depends on the movement of the mind Agnes died. 292 01:08:09,428 --> 01:08:12,181 We loved her so much. 293 01:08:12,349 --> 01:08:18,188 I will ask our lawyer to arrange all legal formalities. 294 01:08:18,355 --> 01:08:21,525 The most suitable will be well that we are selling the garden. 295 01:08:21,692 --> 01:08:24,653 You and me can divide the inheritance. 296 01:08:24,863 --> 01:08:29,493 I mean the household, the crockery, the paintings, silverware and books. 297 01:08:29,659 --> 01:08:32,579 Anna wants to be kind and go out for a while. 298 01:08:41,464 --> 01:08:44,300 What shall we do with Anna, do you think 299 01:08:44,468 --> 01:08:49,223 I want to suggest that we give her a penny each and lets her run. 300 01:08:49,390 --> 01:08:54,229 We can also give her any of Agnes' belongings. 301 01:08:54,396 --> 01:08:58,065 They were as far as I understood quite attached to each other. 302 01:08:58,233 --> 01:09:03,656 Now she follows us and is intimate in the most inappropriate contexts... 303 01:09:12,291 --> 01:09:15,127 It is true... 304 01:09:15,294 --> 01:09:18,838 I have... 305 01:09:19,006 --> 01:09:22,385 ...many times... 306 01:09:22,510 --> 01:09:26,390 ...thinking of killing myself. 307 01:09:26,515 --> 01:09:28,724 It... 308 01:09:28,935 --> 01:09:32,313 It's awful. 309 01:09:32,438 --> 01:09:36,276 It is degrading. 310 01:09:36,443 --> 01:09:41,238 It is...unchangeably the same. 311 01:09:58,468 --> 01:10:03,098 I can assure you that Henrik is an excellent lawyer. 312 01:10:12,316 --> 01:10:15,277 My husband says I'm so clumsy. 313 01:10:15,445 --> 01:10:19,742 He is right. I'm clumsy. 314 01:10:19,950 --> 01:10:23,078 I have too big hands, you understand. 315 01:10:23,246 --> 01:10:25,663 They don't obey me. 316 01:10:45,228 --> 01:10:48,815 Now you sit and smile so embarrassed. 317 01:10:49,024 --> 01:10:52,820 It wasn't that kind of conversation as you had imagined. 318 01:10:56,741 --> 01:10:59,244 Do you understand how much I hate you? 319 01:10:59,411 --> 01:11:04,667 What I think you are ridiculous about your indulgent and wet smiles? 320 01:11:08,713 --> 01:11:12,884 How have I endured you and kept silent? 321 01:11:15,095 --> 01:11:17,306 I know who you are. 322 01:11:17,472 --> 01:11:21,644 You, with your caresses, your false promises... 323 01:11:26,357 --> 01:11:31,197 Can you imagine how a person can live with as much hate as I do? 324 01:11:31,363 --> 01:11:34,116 There is no need, no relief... 325 01:11:34,283 --> 01:11:36,994 ...no help, nothing. 326 01:11:40,916 --> 01:11:46,047 I see. Nothing escapes me, you understand. 327 01:12:02,232 --> 01:12:06,402 Now you can hear how it sounds when Karin speaks. 328 01:12:15,455 --> 01:12:19,376 You sit and smile your cold smile. What do you think? 329 01:12:19,542 --> 01:12:23,464 Would you like to talk about it with me? 330 01:12:23,631 --> 01:12:26,049 Before I hear your view? 331 01:12:28,136 --> 01:12:31,556 No, I could imagine that. 332 01:12:31,723 --> 01:12:36,478 You prefer to remain silent. You are right about that, Maria. 333 01:13:10,934 --> 01:13:14,313 Maria! Leave me... 334 01:13:16,941 --> 01:13:20,486 Maybe you just wanted to? 335 01:13:20,653 --> 01:13:24,407 Maybe you just wanted to get to know me? 336 01:13:24,574 --> 01:13:28,620 Dear Maria - forgive me. 337 01:13:28,787 --> 01:13:31,873 I'm just talking, you understand. 338 01:13:32,041 --> 01:13:35,920 No, that's not true, either. 339 01:13:36,128 --> 01:13:41,301 Maria...look at me. 340 01:13:41,468 --> 01:13:45,138 Maria...look at me. 341 01:16:02,960 --> 01:16:06,631 Don't you hear? 342 01:16:06,797 --> 01:16:10,218 Someone is crying. Don't you hear? 343 01:16:10,426 --> 01:16:13,179 Someone is crying all the time. 344 01:18:00,425 --> 01:18:05,305 - are you afraid of me now? - No, I'm not afraid. 345 01:18:05,515 --> 01:18:10,353 I'm dead, you understand. 346 01:18:10,561 --> 01:18:13,732 It's like I can't sleep. 347 01:18:13,899 --> 01:18:18,154 I cannot leave you. 348 01:18:18,320 --> 01:18:21,616 I'm so tired. 349 01:18:21,783 --> 01:18:24,369 Can't someone help me? 350 01:18:24,577 --> 01:18:27,039 It's just a dream, Agnes. 351 01:18:27,205 --> 01:18:30,876 No, it's not a dream. 352 01:18:31,043 --> 01:18:36,966 For you it is perhaps a dream, but not for me. 353 01:18:37,133 --> 01:18:40,345 I want Karin to come here. 354 01:18:46,811 --> 01:18:49,855 Agnes wants Karin to come. 355 01:19:03,496 --> 01:19:08,085 Can't you hold my hands and warm me? 356 01:19:08,251 --> 01:19:13,674 Stay with me until the horror is over. 357 01:19:13,841 --> 01:19:16,803 It is so empty around me. 358 01:19:29,234 --> 01:19:33,071 No human would what you ask for. 359 01:19:33,196 --> 01:19:37,618 I live and I I don't want to deal with your death. 360 01:19:43,124 --> 01:19:48,296 Maybe if I loved you... 361 01:19:48,463 --> 01:19:51,341 But I don't love you. 362 01:19:54,220 --> 01:19:59,559 What you are asking of me is disgusting. I'll leave you in a few hours. 363 01:20:10,988 --> 01:20:14,450 - Anna! -Yes. 364 01:20:18,664 --> 01:20:21,250 I want Maria to come. 365 01:20:39,771 --> 01:20:43,024 Agnes wants Maria to come. 366 01:21:27,532 --> 01:21:30,745 You should not be afraid. 367 01:21:30,911 --> 01:21:34,249 You must touch me. 368 01:21:34,415 --> 01:21:40,589 You must speak to me. You shall hold my hands and warm me. 369 01:21:40,797 --> 01:21:44,176 You are my sister. I don't want to leave you alone. 370 01:21:46,012 --> 01:21:49,349 I feel so sorry for you. 371 01:21:53,395 --> 01:21:59,027 Do you remember when we were little? and played together at dusk? 372 01:21:59,193 --> 01:22:05,117 Suddenly we got scared and huddled together next to each other and hold each other. 373 01:22:07,202 --> 01:22:10,247 It's the same way now, isn't it? 374 01:22:10,372 --> 01:22:13,584 I can't hear what you're saying. 375 01:22:13,793 --> 01:22:16,296 You must come closer. 376 01:22:19,049 --> 01:22:21,468 Closer... 377 01:22:24,263 --> 01:22:26,724 Hold my hands. 378 01:23:36,970 --> 01:23:40,474 Agnes, I will stay with you. 379 01:23:40,599 --> 01:23:43,727 I shall be here. 380 01:23:43,936 --> 01:23:46,397 Don't cry. 381 01:23:48,107 --> 01:23:50,360 I'm staying. 382 01:24:04,083 --> 01:24:07,045 Don't be afraid. I will take care of her. 383 01:24:07,212 --> 01:24:13,093 I have to think about my daughter. I have a man who needs me. 384 01:24:13,260 --> 01:24:16,347 It is disgusting, Awful, senseless! 385 01:24:16,514 --> 01:24:21,061 She has already started to rot. She has big spots on her hands. 386 01:24:21,227 --> 01:24:22,938 I'm staying with her. 387 01:25:11,993 --> 01:25:16,582 It was an enduring funeral. No one cried or became hysterical. 388 01:25:16,749 --> 01:25:20,128 - Has Anna finished packing? - I have one bag left. 389 01:25:20,294 --> 01:25:21,837 We are in a hurry. 390 01:25:22,046 --> 01:25:26,760 The music was beautiful. The bishop's speech was short, thank God. 391 01:25:26,968 --> 01:25:30,180 Good thing he had a cold, so dinner was inhibited. 392 01:25:30,347 --> 01:25:35,936 -Shouldn't we do something for Anna? - I don't understand what you mean brother. 393 01:25:36,103 --> 01:25:41,527 She has shot Agnes for twelve years. Can we offer money, a new place? 394 01:25:41,652 --> 01:25:46,615 Out of the question. She is young and fit and has lived days of sitting bread. 395 01:25:46,782 --> 01:25:51,538 -We are not responsible for her death. - I promised her a memory. 396 01:25:51,663 --> 01:25:54,166 -Optionally? - Yes, she is right. 397 01:25:54,332 --> 01:25:58,421 I hate that kind of spontaneity. Yes, yes, said is said. 398 01:25:58,546 --> 01:26:01,632 That's just as well to speak to her immediately. 399 01:26:10,392 --> 01:26:14,564 Anna can stay here for a while if necessary. 400 01:26:14,730 --> 01:26:19,194 We have promised Anna a memory for Agnes. 401 01:26:25,659 --> 01:26:29,246 Thanks, I don't want anything. 402 01:26:29,413 --> 01:26:33,668 She tries to play a part, but it serves no purpose. 403 01:26:35,545 --> 01:26:38,131 Where is Anna traveling at the end of the month? 404 01:26:38,298 --> 01:26:42,095 Then we have nothing more to repair for the occasion. 405 01:26:42,261 --> 01:26:46,432 Let's get out of here before the roads get blocked with snow. 406 01:26:49,269 --> 01:26:51,688 Bye, Anna. Thanks. 407 01:26:54,316 --> 01:26:56,444 Thanks. 408 01:26:59,114 --> 01:27:01,700 Thank you for this time. 409 01:27:24,267 --> 01:27:26,728 Hurry now! 410 01:27:41,411 --> 01:27:44,456 - Before I say a few words to you? -Sure. 411 01:27:46,458 --> 01:27:51,213 The night we got close... Have you thought about what we talked about? 412 01:27:51,380 --> 01:27:53,466 Yes, it is clear. 413 01:27:53,633 --> 01:27:56,136 Can we be serious of our proposals? 414 01:27:56,303 --> 01:28:00,683 -Why wouldn't we? -I don't know. 415 01:28:02,851 --> 01:28:08,274 -Everything is so different. - We have come closer to each other. 416 01:28:13,113 --> 01:28:15,700 What are you thinking about? 417 01:28:15,825 --> 01:28:18,911 - What we talked about. - No, you don't. 418 01:28:19,119 --> 01:28:23,166 I think that Joakim is waiting. It's the worst thing he knows. 419 01:28:23,333 --> 01:28:29,131 Why do you decide suddenly accounting for my thoughts? 420 01:28:29,298 --> 01:28:31,801 What is it you want? 421 01:28:36,848 --> 01:28:39,517 Nothing. 422 01:28:39,685 --> 01:28:43,731 Then I hope you don't get hurt if I say goodbye now. 423 01:28:52,157 --> 01:28:55,661 You touched me. Don't you remember that? 424 01:28:55,828 --> 01:29:00,750 I can't remember all the stupid things. I don't want to be held accountable. 425 01:29:06,715 --> 01:29:10,511 Dearest Karin... Take good care of yourself and say hello to the children. 426 01:29:10,677 --> 01:29:13,640 See you at Epiphany as we usually do. 427 01:29:16,851 --> 01:29:19,229 Such a shame... 428 01:30:11,788 --> 01:30:16,418 "Wednesday, September 3." 429 01:30:16,585 --> 01:30:20,047 "It's cool like of approaching horse." 430 01:30:20,256 --> 01:30:23,176 "But so gentle and nice." 431 01:30:23,384 --> 01:30:27,681 My sisters, Karin and Maria, Here to say hello to me. 432 01:30:29,140 --> 01:30:33,855 It is wonderful to be together again like in the old days. 433 01:30:33,980 --> 01:30:40,153 I feel much healthier. We can go for a little walk. 434 01:30:40,362 --> 01:30:43,073 It is such a great experience. 435 01:30:43,281 --> 01:30:48,621 Especially for me who hasn't been outdoors for quite some time. 436 01:30:50,081 --> 01:30:56,213 Suddenly we started laughing run towards the old swing. 437 01:30:56,421 --> 01:31:00,050 We sat in it like three little kind sisters. 438 01:31:00,217 --> 01:31:03,972 Anna rocking us, slow and easy. 439 01:31:06,432 --> 01:31:09,520 All work was gone. 440 01:31:09,686 --> 01:31:13,775 The people I like the most in the world was with me. 441 01:31:13,900 --> 01:31:16,986 I could hear them talking softly around me. 442 01:31:17,153 --> 01:31:22,660 I felt their presence bodies, the warmth of their hands. 443 01:31:22,826 --> 01:31:26,914 I wanted to capture the moment and thought: 444 01:31:27,081 --> 01:31:30,209 "At least this is happiness." 445 01:31:30,418 --> 01:31:35,174 "I can't wish something better." 446 01:31:35,382 --> 01:31:40,846 “Now, a few minutes until I experience completeness." 447 01:31:41,013 --> 01:31:47,646 "I feel great gratitude towards my life which gives me so much.