1 00:00:14,836 --> 00:00:16,436 Hello Jussi and Maiju. 2 00:00:22,076 --> 00:00:25,076 Hello Jussi and Maiju. Timo here. 3 00:00:25,156 --> 00:00:28,876 Don't know if you recognize my voice longer. 4 00:00:28,956 --> 00:00:30,996 Oh fuck... 5 00:00:33,716 --> 00:00:36,436 Hello Jussi and Maiju. 6 00:00:37,996 --> 00:00:42,276 Timo here. A long time ago. 7 00:00:44,116 --> 00:00:50,116 I just realized that we haven't seen each other in ten years. 8 00:00:53,836 --> 00:00:57,596 What about you visiting me? 9 00:00:58,996 --> 00:01:00,836 Once. 10 00:01:03,516 --> 00:01:06,116 I have been waiting for you. 11 00:01:14,076 --> 00:01:18,036 Hello Jussi and Maiju. Timo here. 12 00:01:18,116 --> 00:01:22,676 Just realized that we haven't seen each other in ten years. 13 00:01:23,916 --> 00:01:27,796 Will you come for a visit? It would be nice to see you. 14 00:01:38,156 --> 00:01:43,396 RED NOISE 15 00:02:30,036 --> 00:02:33,836 - What about Timo? - What about him? 16 00:02:34,236 --> 00:02:40,236 We haven't seen him in ages, but you have made up your mind about him. 17 00:02:40,836 --> 00:02:44,556 Yes. He was really smart. 18 00:02:44,636 --> 00:02:49,236 But it seems that he has done nothing with his life. 19 00:02:49,316 --> 00:02:52,076 So you think he's been lazy? 20 00:02:52,156 --> 00:02:55,076 - We must hope so. - Hope? 21 00:02:55,156 --> 00:02:59,996 He hasn't worked or been in school all that time. 22 00:03:00,076 --> 00:03:02,876 I bet he don't have a single friend. 23 00:03:02,956 --> 00:03:05,996 He could have gone crazy. 24 00:03:06,076 --> 00:03:08,076 Be prepared for anything. 25 00:03:08,156 --> 00:03:12,516 - Why that attitude? - I'm just worried about him. 26 00:03:12,596 --> 00:03:15,076 Fun way to show it. 27 00:03:15,156 --> 00:03:18,276 Of course I would like to see 28 00:03:18,356 --> 00:03:21,516 that my lazy friend has changed. 29 00:03:21,596 --> 00:03:27,596 I'm a realist, though I don't want to hold my breath. 30 00:03:27,676 --> 00:03:29,956 Now you're just mean. 31 00:03:30,036 --> 00:03:34,116 Someone needs to shake him up a bit. 32 00:03:34,196 --> 00:03:36,516 Perhaps. 33 00:03:36,596 --> 00:03:41,156 But it's not up to you to put him in his place. 34 00:03:42,316 --> 00:03:47,356 We don't know how he feels. Maybe we are guilty too. 35 00:03:47,436 --> 00:03:50,436 - How so? - Have you been in contact with him? 36 00:03:50,516 --> 00:03:53,516 He clearly doesn't want me to. 37 00:03:53,596 --> 00:03:57,756 Otherwise he would for the hell be on Facebook. 38 00:04:01,076 --> 00:04:04,396 I remember that one midsummer, 39 00:04:04,476 --> 00:04:07,716 to that concert in the front row. 40 00:04:08,436 --> 00:04:12,116 We had the same thoughts. 41 00:04:12,196 --> 00:04:15,236 We shared our own little world. 42 00:04:20,356 --> 00:04:22,316 The air we breathed. 43 00:04:26,236 --> 00:04:28,396 I just hope that, 44 00:04:30,276 --> 00:04:33,476 you could feel something like that again. 45 00:04:34,076 --> 00:04:38,676 That you could see me as the same person. 46 00:04:50,636 --> 00:04:54,076 That you would think of me as a friend. 47 00:04:55,636 --> 00:04:57,076 Like family. 48 00:05:25,156 --> 00:05:27,196 "Hello Jussi and Maiju." 49 00:05:38,236 --> 00:05:40,516 Now look there. 50 00:05:40,596 --> 00:05:43,556 Oh, you brought your sister too. 51 00:05:46,556 --> 00:05:50,916 - You've let your hair grow. - Like a decade ago. 52 00:05:51,516 --> 00:05:56,356 - I told you to shave this. - I did that, about a decade ago. 53 00:05:58,756 --> 00:06:01,956 Things haven't really changed. 54 00:06:02,036 --> 00:06:07,036 Stay out of the barn though. It is in poor condition. 55 00:06:07,116 --> 00:06:11,876 The roof may fall in on you. 56 00:06:11,956 --> 00:06:15,596 The house should be in order, unless we party too hard. 57 00:06:15,676 --> 00:06:18,876 Let's get started. 58 00:06:29,796 --> 00:06:31,516 Your bedroom is upstairs. 59 00:06:47,916 --> 00:06:52,956 Sorry, but you must share a room. 60 00:06:53,036 --> 00:06:55,156 That's fine. 61 00:06:55,236 --> 00:06:58,276 Dinner will be ready soon. 62 00:07:00,476 --> 00:07:02,916 He seemed cheerful. 63 00:07:12,356 --> 00:07:14,356 I didn't say anything. 64 00:07:17,756 --> 00:07:21,636 - This was actually delicious. - Mother's old recipe. 65 00:07:21,716 --> 00:07:25,436 - Do you cook a lot? - Macaroni stew. 66 00:07:25,516 --> 00:07:28,316 Good for you. Really. 67 00:07:29,796 --> 00:07:33,636 The old advertising sign is still standing. 68 00:07:34,356 --> 00:07:38,756 - "Do you need a plumber?" - "We fix your pipes!" 69 00:07:39,396 --> 00:07:41,996 It's nice to see it's still there. 70 00:07:42,076 --> 00:07:47,476 The shop closed years ago ago, only the sign remains. 71 00:07:47,556 --> 00:07:50,796 - Have they closed our school? - Yes. 72 00:07:50,876 --> 00:07:53,836 The library still has open a few days a week. 73 00:07:53,916 --> 00:07:57,996 You know all is lost when the library closes. 74 00:07:59,156 --> 00:08:03,476 Timo, do you remember Koivistoinen? 75 00:08:04,156 --> 00:08:08,796 You mean Cake? Of course I remember Kake. 76 00:08:09,316 --> 00:08:13,636 He moved to Helsinki right after us. 77 00:08:13,716 --> 00:08:16,036 Right next to him. 78 00:08:16,116 --> 00:08:20,676 I had been out drinking with my classmates... 79 00:08:20,756 --> 00:08:25,596 And enjoyed my new life in the big city. 80 00:08:25,676 --> 00:08:29,956 The next day I had hungover so I went for pizza. 81 00:08:30,036 --> 00:08:35,476 - And ran into Koivistoinen. - I can imagine his face. 82 00:08:35,556 --> 00:08:39,676 - So what was he doing in Helsinki? - He was a technology student. 83 00:08:39,756 --> 00:08:42,276 The tractor guy. 84 00:08:44,356 --> 00:08:48,796 - Well, spit it out. - There was a party. 85 00:08:48,876 --> 00:08:53,396 Kake decided to make an entrance. With a tractor. 86 00:08:53,476 --> 00:08:56,876 With a tractor? Where did he get it from? 87 00:08:56,956 --> 00:09:01,396 He had hacked it from an uncle. 88 00:09:01,476 --> 00:09:06,556 - And there is more... - Wait a minute. Cake stole a tractor? 89 00:09:06,636 --> 00:09:10,036 He didn't really do well there. 90 00:09:10,516 --> 00:09:13,596 Understatement of the year. 91 00:09:19,196 --> 00:09:23,436 - So you haven't heard it? - No. 92 00:09:25,756 --> 00:09:30,316 His roommate had a girl visiting. 93 00:09:30,396 --> 00:09:34,036 The girl woke up in the middle of the night. 94 00:09:35,916 --> 00:09:39,676 She found Cake hanging from the coat rack. 95 00:09:44,276 --> 00:09:49,836 We saw him a lot in the beginning, but then he just disappeared. 96 00:09:50,316 --> 00:09:55,236 I ran into him once. I hardly recognized him. 97 00:09:56,876 --> 00:09:59,596 He looked like he had given up. 98 00:10:06,236 --> 00:10:09,836 What happened to the tractor? 99 00:10:11,556 --> 00:10:14,916 He smashed it into a tram. 100 00:10:38,316 --> 00:10:41,236 Listen to that crackle. 101 00:10:45,156 --> 00:10:50,476 Remember how we used to to put Youthanause on. 102 00:10:52,196 --> 00:10:57,556 I remember how you moved down, on the first chorus. 103 00:11:01,556 --> 00:11:05,356 It was a cracking band. 104 00:11:06,476 --> 00:11:10,036 Do you remember the record stand in the local store? 105 00:11:10,116 --> 00:11:14,036 The record stores in Helsinki never felt the same. 106 00:11:14,116 --> 00:11:20,076 Even though I hated this place, I could can't help but feel nostalgic. 107 00:11:21,156 --> 00:11:27,156 Sometimes I miss it after all. 108 00:11:31,916 --> 00:11:36,476 You just had to come back… 109 00:11:37,636 --> 00:11:42,116 And see all that you fled from. 110 00:11:46,716 --> 00:11:49,876 Something has happened to you. 111 00:11:51,076 --> 00:11:54,716 The world has changed you... 112 00:11:54,796 --> 00:11:57,076 Damn retards. 113 00:11:58,036 --> 00:12:02,356 I know how this sounds. 114 00:12:02,436 --> 00:12:07,756 Sometimes I get sidetracked, but… 115 00:12:08,756 --> 00:12:12,556 But I really love you guys. 116 00:12:12,636 --> 00:12:16,076 I don't want to hurt you. 117 00:12:16,156 --> 00:12:20,036 I just want to teach you guys. 118 00:12:21,636 --> 00:12:25,196 - It's new. - Well... 119 00:12:25,276 --> 00:12:28,676 You've been smoking for the past seven years, haven't you? 120 00:12:28,756 --> 00:12:31,036 Almost. 121 00:12:31,116 --> 00:12:35,596 I thought I'd smoke a pipe, every time i finished a movie… 122 00:12:35,676 --> 00:12:39,796 But it just got me to make crap movies. 123 00:12:42,596 --> 00:12:45,676 I'm joking. 124 00:12:49,676 --> 00:12:52,716 How are you, Timo? 125 00:12:54,876 --> 00:12:59,116 - Nothing special. - No, really. 126 00:13:00,556 --> 00:13:04,636 I hike a lot in the woods. What about you? 127 00:13:06,156 --> 00:13:08,956 A little better every day. 128 00:13:09,036 --> 00:13:12,596 I have worked in this wholesale business. 129 00:13:13,636 --> 00:13:17,756 It's not a dream job, but it's a start. 130 00:13:19,196 --> 00:13:21,836 Not a moment too soon. 131 00:13:24,156 --> 00:13:27,276 The rat race is not like that bad as people say. 132 00:13:29,796 --> 00:13:31,756 It's cozy in here. 133 00:13:33,116 --> 00:13:37,236 Could use a woman's touch though. 134 00:13:41,116 --> 00:13:43,636 good night 135 00:13:49,516 --> 00:13:52,436 - Do you want to go for a drive tomorrow? - It could be fun. 136 00:13:52,516 --> 00:13:56,716 They don't have "fun" around here. 137 00:13:56,796 --> 00:13:59,756 - We had. - That was then. 138 00:14:00,596 --> 00:14:03,316 I'm almost jealous of Timo. 139 00:14:05,316 --> 00:14:09,316 He loves this place so dearly. 140 00:14:11,756 --> 00:14:15,756 We are struggling to make it out there. 141 00:14:17,796 --> 00:14:21,196 He just lives here on his own terms. 142 00:14:22,156 --> 00:14:26,076 This house is surrounded by darkness. 143 00:14:32,196 --> 00:14:37,756 Sometimes I might see the lights of a passing car. 144 00:14:42,436 --> 00:14:45,116 People say that... 145 00:14:45,196 --> 00:14:50,836 Summer is coming, and nature wakes up from its slumber... 146 00:14:52,396 --> 00:14:56,956 And the same thing happens for us humans. 147 00:14:58,356 --> 00:15:00,436 That's some shit. 148 00:15:29,356 --> 00:15:31,396 Oh man! 149 00:15:32,276 --> 00:15:36,316 The DVD froze! Oh man! 150 00:15:53,636 --> 00:15:56,276 The DVD froze. 151 00:15:56,756 --> 00:15:59,636 Should I get another one? 152 00:16:02,676 --> 00:16:06,876 - What the hell. - There is something Timo for you. 153 00:16:27,676 --> 00:16:30,636 Lately I've had... 154 00:16:30,716 --> 00:16:34,836 These strange sensations. 155 00:16:35,916 --> 00:16:39,916 My thoughts and feelings are not healthy. 156 00:16:44,716 --> 00:16:50,276 If I can capture the essence… 157 00:16:51,236 --> 00:16:56,356 Of that which haunts me, in my paintings... 158 00:16:58,356 --> 00:17:01,436 Maybe they can't hurt me anymore. 159 00:17:01,516 --> 00:17:06,756 Evil is right there. I need not fear it. 160 00:17:06,836 --> 00:17:10,156 It lives in the paintings now. 161 00:17:11,116 --> 00:17:14,276 Evil is right there. 162 00:17:26,876 --> 00:17:30,356 For me. has it that painting has always been... 163 00:17:32,956 --> 00:17:38,316 A way to exorcise my worst thoughts... 164 00:17:39,996 --> 00:17:43,836 And transfer them to my paintings. 165 00:17:49,756 --> 00:17:55,436 Sometimes I feel that I'm lost in a labyrinth. 166 00:17:56,716 --> 00:18:02,036 My memories surround me. 167 00:18:02,676 --> 00:18:05,956 They form a labyrinth around me. 168 00:18:07,636 --> 00:18:10,716 They haunt me from the underground. 169 00:18:13,276 --> 00:18:17,436 Isla keeps calling me back. She won't let me leave. 170 00:18:22,356 --> 00:18:24,556 I don't want to travel. 171 00:18:28,036 --> 00:18:30,276 I don't remember her eyes. 172 00:18:36,676 --> 00:18:38,276 Her eyes are gone. 173 00:18:40,636 --> 00:18:43,196 I don't want to be lost underground. 174 00:18:45,796 --> 00:18:48,236 I don't know what to do... 175 00:18:50,996 --> 00:18:54,156 I want to shake this feeling off me. 176 00:19:02,316 --> 00:19:04,076 Ask freely. 177 00:19:06,876 --> 00:19:09,876 Katy Perry or Scarlett Johansson? 178 00:19:10,556 --> 00:19:13,236 No, what you really want to ask. 179 00:19:15,236 --> 00:19:17,756 Okay. Why? 180 00:19:17,836 --> 00:19:21,676 Why don't I live where everyone should live? 181 00:19:23,156 --> 00:19:26,316 Nothing keeps you here. 182 00:19:28,916 --> 00:19:31,996 - Your parents... - Yes, they left money. 183 00:19:32,076 --> 00:19:36,436 Do you think that makes things easy? 184 00:19:36,516 --> 00:19:39,716 You would get an audience there more easily. 185 00:19:40,556 --> 00:19:45,236 A useless audience, who doesn't understand my art? 186 00:19:45,316 --> 00:19:47,956 Don't yell at me! 187 00:19:48,036 --> 00:19:52,556 They are jealous of me, the fake ski riches. 188 00:19:52,636 --> 00:19:56,076 Still, they think I'm crazy. 189 00:20:03,436 --> 00:20:08,716 You've forgotten what it's like here. 190 00:20:08,796 --> 00:20:11,276 But I'm not you. 191 00:20:13,956 --> 00:20:18,636 You just have to get your act together. 192 00:20:20,796 --> 00:20:25,036 If you want something, you have to fight for it. 193 00:20:25,116 --> 00:20:27,836 I struggle every day. 194 00:20:27,916 --> 00:20:33,276 You might think I'm just rotting in here, but I don't. 195 00:20:33,356 --> 00:20:35,756 It's not what we think. 196 00:20:46,356 --> 00:20:51,116 - It's not easy. - I understand that. 197 00:20:51,196 --> 00:20:54,956 But don't waste your talents. 198 00:20:55,036 --> 00:20:57,916 I just made mine best movie to date. 199 00:20:57,996 --> 00:21:03,476 Is it worth less because i live in the middle of nowhere... 200 00:21:03,556 --> 00:21:06,716 And you can't watch it on YouTube? 201 00:21:06,796 --> 00:21:09,476 Of course not. 202 00:21:11,036 --> 00:21:12,996 Maiju... 203 00:21:14,236 --> 00:21:17,756 Guess which record this is. 204 00:21:18,476 --> 00:21:20,396 Shall we play it? 205 00:21:21,116 --> 00:21:24,476 Music is a gateway. 206 00:21:24,556 --> 00:21:27,596 It takes you to another place. 207 00:21:30,116 --> 00:21:32,196 It opens your eyes. 208 00:21:34,316 --> 00:21:39,996 It changes the way you see things. 209 00:21:40,076 --> 00:21:44,436 It's like you're traveling to the far reaches of the galaxy. 210 00:21:49,596 --> 00:21:53,196 It is an altered state of mind. 211 00:21:53,996 --> 00:21:56,316 And after it's over... 212 00:21:57,836 --> 00:22:01,596 Will nothing ever feel the same. 213 00:22:11,676 --> 00:22:14,036 You left me here. 214 00:22:16,196 --> 00:22:20,396 You thought you could run away. 215 00:22:23,596 --> 00:22:26,276 That's not how it works. 216 00:22:39,396 --> 00:22:41,476 Katy Perry. 217 00:22:41,556 --> 00:22:43,996 I knew it. 218 00:22:51,956 --> 00:22:54,956 It's unfair that your parents died. 219 00:23:00,156 --> 00:23:02,516 They were good. 220 00:23:07,796 --> 00:23:10,436 You know what, I don't care. 221 00:23:11,756 --> 00:23:15,516 - With what? - What all. We are here now. 222 00:23:30,716 --> 00:23:35,036 Maiju, did you know that Tanja still lives here? 223 00:23:44,636 --> 00:23:48,196 She manages the general store these days. 224 00:23:50,276 --> 00:23:55,476 We drove past it, and you didn't say anything. 225 00:24:01,156 --> 00:24:03,716 How is she? 226 00:24:04,596 --> 00:24:07,116 We haven't kept in touch. 227 00:24:23,396 --> 00:24:26,796 I thought she had left. 228 00:24:27,676 --> 00:24:31,676 I don't understand why they are all stuck here. 229 00:24:31,756 --> 00:24:35,316 They are all the same. 230 00:24:37,076 --> 00:24:43,076 I don't want to hurt you. Just to teach you. 231 00:24:48,916 --> 00:24:52,356 It is the 23rd of May. 232 00:24:56,076 --> 00:24:58,636 Now it begins. 233 00:25:09,396 --> 00:25:12,636 Tanja is with someone else. 234 00:25:14,956 --> 00:25:16,756 A man. 235 00:25:17,116 --> 00:25:19,116 Pete. 236 00:25:21,756 --> 00:25:24,436 Here's some coffee. 237 00:25:27,676 --> 00:25:30,356 Well, what's going on? 238 00:25:33,596 --> 00:25:38,996 Pete used to be quite the scoundrel... 239 00:25:39,556 --> 00:25:44,636 But marriage has clearly tamed him. 240 00:25:46,236 --> 00:25:48,236 The authorities thank you. 241 00:25:48,316 --> 00:25:51,076 Well, we're divorced. 242 00:25:51,156 --> 00:25:53,716 Not officially, but… 243 00:25:53,796 --> 00:25:56,196 But that's how it is. 244 00:25:57,876 --> 00:26:00,556 Let's get started. 245 00:26:00,636 --> 00:26:05,956 So, can you tell us more about this Timo Rantakangas? 246 00:26:06,596 --> 00:26:11,596 You were involved with him last May... 247 00:26:11,676 --> 00:26:14,796 With Jussi and... 248 00:26:17,676 --> 00:26:19,876 Jussi and Maiju Vähämäki. 249 00:26:21,036 --> 00:26:23,916 What happened between you? 250 00:26:36,076 --> 00:26:38,716 You let your hair grow out. 251 00:26:42,796 --> 00:26:46,996 Oh god. How are you? 252 00:26:48,676 --> 00:26:50,716 We visit Timo. 253 00:26:50,796 --> 00:26:54,636 I didn't realize that you also still lived here. 254 00:26:58,956 --> 00:27:01,116 How are you? 255 00:27:02,276 --> 00:27:05,196 Fine, how about you? 256 00:27:10,396 --> 00:27:13,396 Did you miss something? 257 00:27:14,116 --> 00:27:16,716 I will come back another time. 258 00:27:19,236 --> 00:27:21,956 Maiju, I have a child. 259 00:27:29,636 --> 00:27:32,516 - A girl or a boy? - A girl 260 00:27:34,676 --> 00:27:37,676 - What's her name? - Heli. 261 00:27:41,156 --> 00:27:46,156 We had not been in contact with them since they left. 262 00:27:46,916 --> 00:27:51,996 We didn't know what to do believe when they invited us to dinner. 263 00:27:52,076 --> 00:27:55,476 I had almost forgotten about them. 264 00:27:55,556 --> 00:27:58,596 Was it a pleasant surprise? 265 00:27:58,676 --> 00:28:02,076 I guess it was. 266 00:28:02,156 --> 00:28:06,396 They were my friends. Pete didn't really know them. 267 00:28:06,956 --> 00:28:10,756 But it was nice to hear how they felt. 268 00:28:48,196 --> 00:28:50,796 What food do they cook? 269 00:28:51,516 --> 00:28:54,316 They didn't let me into the kitchen. 270 00:29:22,876 --> 00:29:25,916 It's a bit unbalanced. 271 00:29:25,996 --> 00:29:30,796 If a painting is unbalanced, the devil lives in it... 272 00:29:30,876 --> 00:29:33,116 And it must be destroyed. 273 00:29:34,636 --> 00:29:37,076 Just for fun. 274 00:29:39,996 --> 00:29:41,596 An interesting guy. 275 00:29:41,676 --> 00:29:45,396 And you had no contact with them in advance? 276 00:29:45,476 --> 00:29:50,596 I used to see Timo around town... 277 00:29:50,676 --> 00:29:54,636 But it's been ten years, we last saw Jussi and Maiju. 278 00:29:54,716 --> 00:29:59,436 It's the third year I have the shop. 279 00:29:59,516 --> 00:30:04,436 It's not a gold mine, but we'll manage. 280 00:30:04,516 --> 00:30:06,916 It must be cheap to live here? 281 00:30:06,996 --> 00:30:11,996 We both work so it's no problem. 282 00:30:12,076 --> 00:30:15,116 Where do you work, Pete? 283 00:30:15,196 --> 00:30:18,796 I'm at the cement foundry. I... 284 00:30:19,636 --> 00:30:21,636 I make cement. 285 00:30:21,716 --> 00:30:25,556 Didn't you have one? summer job there then? 286 00:30:25,636 --> 00:30:30,036 Yes. These days I am a foreman. 287 00:30:30,876 --> 00:30:35,036 - We talked about work and things like that. - Just the usual. 288 00:30:35,116 --> 00:30:40,876 From what I've heard, was Timo not "the usual" type. 289 00:30:41,996 --> 00:30:44,276 Are you doing anything, Timo? 290 00:30:49,956 --> 00:30:53,716 Yes, for sure. I am looking for a job. 291 00:30:54,716 --> 00:30:58,956 Very much. No luck yet, but one day. 292 00:30:59,916 --> 00:31:03,996 He didn't say anything all evening? 293 00:31:04,076 --> 00:31:08,116 Anything worth noting? 294 00:31:08,196 --> 00:31:12,956 No, we... We were just talking about work. 295 00:31:13,036 --> 00:31:18,956 I am a case manager in a wholesale company. 296 00:31:19,036 --> 00:31:22,236 It was surreal. 297 00:31:22,316 --> 00:31:27,716 The distance that grows between people over time... 298 00:31:30,316 --> 00:31:34,316 Do you remember then? Youthanausea played here? 299 00:31:34,396 --> 00:31:37,196 It was there that I understood… 300 00:31:37,276 --> 00:31:40,796 That God is music... 301 00:31:40,876 --> 00:31:45,396 And only the chosen few can convey his message. 302 00:31:47,956 --> 00:31:52,916 The band said in an interview… 303 00:31:52,996 --> 00:31:57,076 That they decided to stop, after they had played here. 304 00:31:57,156 --> 00:32:00,676 There wasn't an audience to their kind of music. 305 00:32:02,356 --> 00:32:06,476 Still, the concert was so big over here. 306 00:32:06,556 --> 00:32:11,316 - They came to shake things up. - Hell yes. 307 00:32:11,396 --> 00:32:15,596 - A shame I wasn't there. - Too hippie for me. 308 00:32:15,676 --> 00:32:19,476 Then it would be perfect for Tanja. 309 00:32:19,556 --> 00:32:24,996 Just a tip guys, never let a woman is in charge of the interior design. 310 00:32:25,076 --> 00:32:27,916 Thanks for the tip bro. 311 00:32:28,836 --> 00:32:30,796 So... 312 00:32:31,636 --> 00:32:34,876 - Where is the bathroom? - To the left 313 00:32:37,236 --> 00:32:39,276 We had dinner and coffee... 314 00:32:39,356 --> 00:32:41,036 Do you still smoke? 315 00:32:41,116 --> 00:32:43,556 And left as soon as we could. 316 00:32:44,396 --> 00:32:46,996 In and out. 317 00:32:48,556 --> 00:32:51,516 Timo is a strange guy. 318 00:32:52,156 --> 00:32:54,076 Do you ever see him? 319 00:32:55,236 --> 00:32:59,396 Usually he just stands there a field with headphones on. 320 00:33:00,156 --> 00:33:02,436 Funny to see him like this. 321 00:33:05,436 --> 00:33:10,916 - Are you still dancing? - I don't have time. 322 00:33:16,196 --> 00:33:19,156 I thought you wanted to follow me south. 323 00:33:21,756 --> 00:33:26,196 I'm terrible. I said the same thing to Timo. 324 00:33:26,956 --> 00:33:31,156 - Helsinki is not that special, is it? - No. 325 00:33:33,356 --> 00:33:35,796 But for me. 326 00:33:37,436 --> 00:33:41,716 It was strange. We had not met for a long time... 327 00:33:43,036 --> 00:33:47,556 But it felt more like a goodbye than a reunion. 328 00:33:51,276 --> 00:33:56,356 We had dinner and coffee and left as soon as we could. 329 00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:03,116 It was nothing. 330 00:34:03,956 --> 00:34:05,556 I just wanted out. 331 00:34:09,516 --> 00:34:11,196 That sums it up. 332 00:34:11,276 --> 00:34:14,596 So you had none Contact them afterwards? 333 00:34:14,676 --> 00:34:17,516 That was it. 334 00:34:17,596 --> 00:34:23,316 You didn't call Maiju and Jussi, or did you see Timo anywhere? 335 00:34:23,556 --> 00:34:25,156 Shall we go? 336 00:34:25,556 --> 00:34:29,316 - Not that I remember. - Listen, Pete. 337 00:34:29,396 --> 00:34:33,996 You think I don't see through your bullshit? 338 00:34:35,276 --> 00:34:37,476 Can we please move on? 339 00:34:37,556 --> 00:34:42,956 The evening was shit. I'm tired of going through it again. 340 00:35:16,916 --> 00:35:18,876 Fear ignites quickly. 341 00:35:21,196 --> 00:35:24,836 Love. Hate too. 342 00:35:28,956 --> 00:35:32,916 People surrender so easy on their feelings. 343 00:35:37,796 --> 00:35:42,476 Old wounds open so easily. 344 00:35:42,556 --> 00:35:44,196 Old grudges flare up. 345 00:35:50,156 --> 00:35:53,676 Few escape their past. 346 00:37:24,236 --> 00:37:26,556 I came to work as usual. 347 00:37:26,636 --> 00:37:30,076 Then Tanja called. 348 00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:35,156 She was shaken, poor thing. 349 00:37:38,556 --> 00:37:41,636 Do you still have that picture? 350 00:37:46,516 --> 00:37:49,356 Why haven't you reported it? 351 00:38:36,556 --> 00:38:41,556 You understand that if someone do something like this to your home… 352 00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:49,156 With your wife and your child sleeping inside... 353 00:38:49,876 --> 00:38:52,196 It's a bit unbalanced. 354 00:38:53,356 --> 00:38:58,356 If a painting is unbalanced, the devil lives in it - 355 00:38:58,436 --> 00:39:01,556 and it must be destroyed. 356 00:39:04,156 --> 00:39:06,516 It was the damn dwarf. 357 00:39:06,916 --> 00:39:09,236 When did this start? 358 00:39:09,316 --> 00:39:12,836 Since Tanja became pregnant. 359 00:39:12,916 --> 00:39:17,036 The idea was there long before. 360 00:39:17,116 --> 00:39:21,076 I didn't think they would last... 361 00:39:21,156 --> 00:39:25,716 But then they had the baby, and I had to act. 362 00:39:25,796 --> 00:39:31,916 It worked perfectly. A pregnant couple fears everything. 363 00:39:32,756 --> 00:39:37,996 When Heli grew up, began I to come to Pete's workplace. 364 00:39:38,076 --> 00:39:42,156 Once I wrote a joke on the wall. "Pete..." 365 00:39:42,236 --> 00:39:48,196 “Don't force your mother to give you blowjobs longer." 366 00:39:48,276 --> 00:39:51,036 "You're always too early." 367 00:39:59,156 --> 00:40:03,996 I don't understand these people. 368 00:40:06,156 --> 00:40:08,956 One would hope... 369 00:40:09,996 --> 00:40:13,516 All those dicks drawn in windows... 370 00:40:15,116 --> 00:40:20,316 And dog shit in mailboxes would make them... 371 00:40:20,396 --> 00:40:21,996 Please talk to me. 372 00:40:22,076 --> 00:40:27,356 Would make them see something new. 373 00:40:28,796 --> 00:40:31,836 They are afraid. 374 00:40:31,916 --> 00:40:37,236 For the first time, they feel something real. 375 00:40:44,276 --> 00:40:48,756 Welcome back to life. 376 00:40:58,916 --> 00:41:01,076 Where did Timo go? 377 00:41:30,916 --> 00:41:33,196 How can someone go crazy like that? 378 00:41:33,276 --> 00:41:35,676 What are you afraid of, Maiju? 379 00:41:35,756 --> 00:41:39,596 The first night he seemed almost cute. 380 00:41:39,676 --> 00:41:43,476 I would have come to your parents funeral if I had known. 381 00:41:44,036 --> 00:41:46,196 He was almost frail. 382 00:41:46,676 --> 00:41:49,756 It's all in the past. 383 00:41:50,556 --> 00:41:55,996 I felt terrible when I heard that. I was going to come but... 384 00:41:56,076 --> 00:41:58,596 Things got in the way. 385 00:42:00,316 --> 00:42:03,316 I thought you wanted to leave after that. 386 00:42:04,676 --> 00:42:06,956 I thought about it… 387 00:42:07,036 --> 00:42:10,756 But someone had to stay and hold the redoubt. 388 00:42:19,556 --> 00:42:22,196 What do you fear you might find? 389 00:42:23,596 --> 00:42:26,876 Welcome to Timo's house. 390 00:42:28,396 --> 00:42:29,996 Let's call the police. 391 00:42:30,996 --> 00:42:35,596 No. It's up to Tanja and Pete. 392 00:42:42,796 --> 00:42:45,516 I feel dirty. 393 00:42:48,196 --> 00:42:50,676 Should we just... 394 00:42:55,956 --> 00:42:59,796 Maybe we should just go home. 395 00:43:01,876 --> 00:43:04,156 He needs professional help. 396 00:43:09,996 --> 00:43:12,116 What is he doing? 397 00:43:15,716 --> 00:43:17,916 Washing up. 398 00:45:40,156 --> 00:45:43,196 I thought I could visit aunt Aune. 399 00:45:50,356 --> 00:45:54,396 Have you noticed how Is Timo always around the barn? 400 00:45:55,676 --> 00:45:59,676 The first thing he said was not going out there. 401 00:46:01,596 --> 00:46:07,156 Can you check it out, when you are alone here? 402 00:46:07,236 --> 00:46:11,316 - I guess I can. - You have at least a few hours. 403 00:46:12,196 --> 00:46:13,836 Okay? 404 00:46:14,876 --> 00:46:16,876 Okay. 405 00:48:56,796 --> 00:48:58,596 I can see you, Jussi. 406 00:49:07,116 --> 00:49:10,396 Did you really think you could run away? 407 00:49:12,756 --> 00:49:14,676 You can't do that. 408 00:49:20,396 --> 00:49:23,836 What are you afraid of? 409 00:49:38,636 --> 00:49:42,516 Excuse me, what were we talking about? 410 00:49:45,316 --> 00:49:48,836 You were talking about one of your friends. 411 00:49:53,796 --> 00:49:55,996 Does your friend also study here? 412 00:49:57,796 --> 00:50:00,036 Do you know what's wrong with you? 413 00:50:00,116 --> 00:50:02,916 It is time for you to return. 414 00:50:06,036 --> 00:50:08,996 Did you really think you could run away? 415 00:50:10,796 --> 00:50:12,436 You can't do that. 416 00:50:14,556 --> 00:50:20,236 I knew this guy. We were friends. 417 00:50:23,396 --> 00:50:28,996 I've been thinking if I should have gotten him out of there. 418 00:50:34,876 --> 00:50:37,996 Is he all alone there? 419 00:50:49,676 --> 00:50:51,356 I can see you. 420 00:51:06,556 --> 00:51:08,836 This is Timo's house. 421 00:51:20,036 --> 00:51:24,996 Sometimes I wonder on whether I am sane anymore. 422 00:51:50,876 --> 00:51:56,836 Sometimes I feel like I am lost in an underground labyrinth. 423 00:52:00,876 --> 00:52:04,236 Isla keeps calling me back. 424 00:52:07,036 --> 00:52:10,636 I don't want to get lost further down there. 425 00:52:16,196 --> 00:52:17,956 I don't want to travel. 426 00:52:45,636 --> 00:52:49,316 Isla keeps calling me back. 427 00:52:53,396 --> 00:52:56,356 Her eyes are gone. 428 00:53:01,596 --> 00:53:04,956 That's the worst part about it. 429 00:53:11,156 --> 00:53:15,596 Aune is perhaps the only one there are more alone than me. 430 00:53:19,916 --> 00:53:23,036 She asked for it. 431 00:53:24,916 --> 00:53:28,796 Her time has come and everything around her… 432 00:53:30,876 --> 00:53:34,596 It's gone now. 433 00:54:41,836 --> 00:54:45,396 Everyone thinks you were a whore, Maiju. 434 00:54:45,476 --> 00:54:47,556 You and Tanja. 435 00:54:47,636 --> 00:54:51,956 Pete spread rumors about you for years. 436 00:54:53,996 --> 00:54:57,036 And suddenly he's the good guy. 437 00:55:02,636 --> 00:55:05,916 I was the only one there defended you then. 438 00:55:07,356 --> 00:55:10,676 Is that the thank you I get? 439 00:55:12,036 --> 00:55:14,116 I'm the crazy one. 440 00:55:15,356 --> 00:55:19,356 I remember back to that night. 441 00:55:20,116 --> 00:55:25,396 I don't see how that it was me who did something wrong. 442 00:55:31,956 --> 00:55:33,996 One just wonders... 443 00:55:34,676 --> 00:55:40,676 Did I really deserve what did he do to us? 444 00:55:49,796 --> 00:55:51,636 Turn that thing down. 445 00:55:53,436 --> 00:55:56,876 As the nights grew darker… 446 00:55:58,676 --> 00:56:00,476 I hit the bottle. 447 00:56:03,476 --> 00:56:05,196 What were you doing there, Pete? 448 00:56:05,276 --> 00:56:07,116 Pete! 449 00:56:15,396 --> 00:56:17,796 They are afraid of me. 450 00:56:19,476 --> 00:56:22,996 They avoid eye contact with me. 451 00:56:31,996 --> 00:56:34,356 I wanted you to to get together again. 452 00:56:34,436 --> 00:56:40,036 But I didn't hear about you, and Tanja took that asshole. 453 00:56:40,116 --> 00:56:43,356 I just wish I had watch and do nothing? 454 00:56:43,436 --> 00:56:48,196 You two are made for each other. That idiot ruined everything. 455 00:56:48,276 --> 00:56:51,996 I can appreciate that... 456 00:56:53,116 --> 00:56:55,796 But that's none of your business. 457 00:56:55,876 --> 00:57:00,036 It wasn't just about the two of you. I... 458 00:57:02,596 --> 00:57:08,276 I couldn't help it, then I thought I would help you. 459 00:57:08,356 --> 00:57:10,156 You're not helping anyone. 460 00:57:29,476 --> 00:57:31,396 I don't understand these people. 461 00:57:39,636 --> 00:57:42,156 One would hope... 462 00:57:43,716 --> 00:57:49,076 All this would get them to see something new. 463 00:57:51,316 --> 00:57:54,676 They are afraid. 464 00:57:54,756 --> 00:58:00,556 For the first time, they feel something real. 465 00:58:08,156 --> 00:58:10,996 Welcome back to life. 466 00:58:28,716 --> 00:58:30,876 Pete is gone. 467 00:58:31,636 --> 00:58:36,196 He is not strong like you. 468 00:58:37,356 --> 00:58:43,276 What he did was wrong, but he was more confused than anything. 469 00:58:44,036 --> 00:58:47,236 He wasn't just suffering. 470 00:58:52,036 --> 00:58:55,716 It would be best for everyone… 471 00:58:55,796 --> 00:58:59,756 If this was done right. 472 00:59:02,396 --> 00:59:07,276 Why did you choose him? I want to know. 473 00:59:10,036 --> 00:59:14,156 At first I was sorry him, and then I fell in love. 474 00:59:14,236 --> 00:59:15,836 He is a decent man. 475 00:59:21,596 --> 00:59:24,996 Are you afraid that he will burn this place down or what? 476 00:59:25,076 --> 00:59:28,956 - One of us should stay. - I volunteer. 477 00:59:29,036 --> 00:59:32,316 - No, I'll stay. - Whatever. 478 00:59:43,156 --> 00:59:45,276 Have you decided anything? 479 00:59:45,356 --> 00:59:50,156 - You are the last person he will see. - It could be fun. 480 00:59:50,236 --> 00:59:52,836 Can you take this seriously? 481 00:59:52,916 --> 00:59:54,836 Nothing. 482 01:00:29,636 --> 01:00:34,836 Pete and I knew that we didn't have the best start. 483 01:00:36,236 --> 01:00:41,196 But now Timo had awakened old ghosts. 484 01:00:42,396 --> 01:00:45,276 We forgot what had been good between us. 485 01:00:48,716 --> 01:00:52,636 It felt as if we didn't have our own lives. 486 01:00:53,956 --> 01:00:57,156 Parting felt like the right thing to do. 487 01:01:09,876 --> 01:01:12,996 I wish I could say I was scared. 488 01:01:17,876 --> 01:01:22,556 That I imagined his body float in the current. 489 01:01:23,196 --> 01:01:25,836 I didn't even think about Maiju. 490 01:01:26,996 --> 01:01:29,476 I just was. 491 01:02:04,916 --> 01:02:07,156 So what, Pete? 492 01:02:08,436 --> 01:02:10,956 Would you like a beer? 493 01:02:13,116 --> 01:02:15,076 Yes, thank you. 494 01:02:45,516 --> 01:02:49,076 It is so easy to manipulate people. 495 01:03:06,836 --> 01:03:10,876 - Where is Timo? - They're looking for you. 496 01:03:10,956 --> 01:03:13,236 - Who are they? - Timo, Maiju and Tanja. 497 01:03:13,316 --> 01:03:16,996 Do you realize what he have done to my family? 498 01:03:17,076 --> 01:03:20,396 - Let's get some fresh air. - Fresh? 499 01:03:20,476 --> 01:03:25,636 There is a rot floating stench, over this village. 500 01:03:26,196 --> 01:03:30,276 This place is rotten to the core. 501 01:03:31,996 --> 01:03:37,316 There are these parasites, there hanging from the fish's gills. 502 01:03:37,396 --> 01:03:39,716 It's Timo. 503 01:03:41,356 --> 01:03:45,916 - Our company is about to go bankrupt. - A sign of the changing times. 504 01:03:45,996 --> 01:03:51,636 And that shit is there and dirty the walls. 505 01:03:51,716 --> 01:03:55,676 That asshole had no concept of honor. 506 01:03:55,756 --> 01:04:00,596 It provided for many families. 507 01:04:01,316 --> 01:04:04,716 The idiot doesn't care. 508 01:04:04,796 --> 01:04:07,196 He was shameless. 509 01:04:07,276 --> 01:04:11,076 He doesn't care. Still, we're all in this together. 510 01:04:11,156 --> 01:04:16,716 - Shouldn't we go outside? - There is no room for us anymore. 511 01:04:16,796 --> 01:04:20,636 How can one be so twisted? 512 01:04:24,796 --> 01:04:27,716 Jussi tried to call. 513 01:04:27,796 --> 01:04:29,836 Pete is probably there. 514 01:04:35,596 --> 01:04:38,476 What were you doing there, Pete? 515 01:04:48,516 --> 01:04:50,756 I went there and… 516 01:04:51,676 --> 01:04:56,396 You know, everyone thinks you ran away like dogs. 517 01:04:57,916 --> 01:04:59,636 You should shut up now. 518 01:04:59,716 --> 01:05:01,596 Then Jussi hit me. 519 01:05:02,756 --> 01:05:06,796 Tanja picked me up and they went back to Helsinki. 520 01:05:06,876 --> 01:05:08,556 That was it. 521 01:05:13,836 --> 01:05:17,396 - Are you disappointed? - No, but... 522 01:05:19,996 --> 01:05:23,196 Jussi told the same story. 523 01:05:23,276 --> 01:05:26,316 I was hoping that when I talked to you... 524 01:05:26,396 --> 01:05:30,196 Would all this make sense. 525 01:05:31,596 --> 01:05:35,196 - Were they here? - Jussi and Maiju? 526 01:05:35,276 --> 01:05:38,116 I even had coffee with Maiju. 527 01:05:40,196 --> 01:05:45,916 So Pete and Tanja are a couple now. They have become a family. 528 01:05:47,836 --> 01:05:49,636 They have made me... 529 01:05:51,556 --> 01:05:54,396 I have had to bring fear into their lives. 530 01:05:57,596 --> 01:06:03,596 You can first understand one band when you see them live... 531 01:06:04,556 --> 01:06:09,076 People like Pete and Tanja made you move away. 532 01:06:14,156 --> 01:06:19,756 I have introduced fear into their lives and show them something new. 533 01:06:21,676 --> 01:06:24,196 It is completely justified. 534 01:06:29,276 --> 01:06:33,236 They deserve everything that comes to them. 535 01:06:34,596 --> 01:06:37,996 So when Timo sent you... 536 01:06:40,516 --> 01:06:45,116 When he sent you his suicide note... 537 01:06:45,196 --> 01:06:47,116 And the tapes appeared… 538 01:06:47,196 --> 01:06:50,956 - How many tapes did you get? - Just one. 539 01:06:51,676 --> 01:06:57,276 Strange. My grandmother got three, with wind chimes from his garden. 540 01:06:57,756 --> 01:07:03,036 - What was on yours? - Something about a rock concert. 541 01:07:03,116 --> 01:07:06,156 - We could take it with us. - Like that. 542 01:07:06,236 --> 01:07:12,156 Taken the level of accusations, if that many people on those tapes Considering... 543 01:07:13,836 --> 01:07:18,476 It all seems like a big joke. 544 01:07:18,876 --> 01:07:22,836 Are you not looking for his body anymore? 545 01:07:22,916 --> 01:07:24,956 Not really. 546 01:07:25,516 --> 01:07:28,876 - What took you so long? - We came right away. 547 01:07:28,956 --> 01:07:32,356 - I called four fucking times! - But... 548 01:07:38,196 --> 01:07:43,396 - What the hell is wrong with you? - I didn't want to interrupt you two. 549 01:07:43,476 --> 01:07:48,116 - Yes, sure. - Did you notice that I called? 550 01:07:55,956 --> 01:07:58,996 Okay, Timo has done it again. 551 01:07:59,076 --> 01:08:03,596 Now you can return to your perfect friends. 552 01:08:03,676 --> 01:08:07,876 I can only imagine how amazing it feels. 553 01:08:07,956 --> 01:08:13,356 - Knowing that you are not like me. - Don't you dare! 554 01:08:13,436 --> 01:08:16,236 Don't play the martyr. 555 01:08:16,316 --> 01:08:20,796 You chose not to hold the contact just like we did. 556 01:08:21,716 --> 01:08:27,236 What's so great about to be unknown and alone? 557 01:08:27,316 --> 01:08:32,516 - Do you think I chose this? - Telephones work both ways. 558 01:08:32,596 --> 01:08:37,916 People who look down on others staring at their own feet… 559 01:08:37,996 --> 01:08:41,596 And believe that there is something there besides cold marble. 560 01:08:41,676 --> 01:08:45,396 Why did you come back here, to brag? 561 01:08:45,956 --> 01:08:48,676 I have lots of reasons. 562 01:08:48,756 --> 01:08:54,756 I like to think about them times when you still lived here. 563 01:08:55,276 --> 01:08:58,716 - You are parasites. - What? 564 01:08:58,796 --> 01:09:04,396 You can go back to Helsinki or wherever it is. 565 01:09:07,396 --> 01:09:12,996 You didn't have to be my friends. 566 01:09:14,716 --> 01:09:18,956 We were so different. 567 01:09:19,036 --> 01:09:24,636 I don't think others saw what bound us together. 568 01:09:24,716 --> 01:09:28,036 I would do anything for you. 569 01:09:28,116 --> 01:09:32,876 You were my family. 570 01:09:33,476 --> 01:09:35,996 Okay. Fine. 571 01:09:36,076 --> 01:09:40,276 So rot away. Enjoy your solitude. 572 01:09:40,356 --> 01:09:44,956 No sane person will come here. 573 01:09:45,036 --> 01:09:47,716 You know nothing about that. 574 01:09:48,316 --> 01:09:52,276 We were in it together. You accepted me. 575 01:09:52,356 --> 01:09:55,476 I felt safe with you. 576 01:09:55,556 --> 01:10:00,036 When the tapes started coming, I knew I shouldn't be afraid. 577 01:10:01,276 --> 01:10:05,996 I thought he was going to get caught... 578 01:10:07,596 --> 01:10:10,636 And everything would be settled. 579 01:10:11,836 --> 01:10:14,636 He probably knew we would believe it. 580 01:10:21,316 --> 01:10:25,596 For a long time I had nightmares about him, 581 01:10:26,676 --> 01:10:30,556 who stared through our window. 582 01:10:33,396 --> 01:10:36,556 Then the dreams changed. 583 01:10:37,356 --> 01:10:40,596 Suddenly I was Timo. 584 01:10:42,316 --> 01:10:48,316 I lie down between two rock and trying to get up... 585 01:10:51,476 --> 01:10:55,196 But I realize I'm dead… 586 01:10:55,276 --> 01:10:59,236 And sinks deeper into the ground. 587 01:11:02,516 --> 01:11:06,876 I don't even know if it's a nightmare. 588 01:11:11,276 --> 01:11:13,996 It's so quiet in there. 589 01:11:14,276 --> 01:11:17,956 Who have you ever had besides us? 590 01:11:18,036 --> 01:11:19,956 Island! 591 01:11:25,596 --> 01:11:28,436 I had Isla. 592 01:11:52,476 --> 01:11:54,676 She moved here from the north. 593 01:11:54,756 --> 01:11:59,836 I never thought that i wanted to meet someone like her. 594 01:12:01,076 --> 01:12:06,556 One morning we went for a walk... 595 01:12:07,836 --> 01:12:12,716 And she was hit by a drunk driver. 596 01:12:15,916 --> 01:12:19,476 I wanted to tell you all about her… 597 01:12:19,556 --> 01:12:24,276 If you had contacted me. 598 01:12:24,356 --> 01:12:27,156 You haven't listened here either. 599 01:12:27,236 --> 01:12:31,156 I have tried to tell you that a million times. 600 01:12:31,236 --> 01:12:35,196 You've been too busy to lick Tanja's pussy! 601 01:12:45,796 --> 01:12:49,076 You never thought about us. 602 01:12:51,116 --> 01:12:54,316 You just wanted revenge. 603 01:12:57,276 --> 01:13:00,716 I think you are full of shit. 604 01:13:01,396 --> 01:13:06,636 I don't care if you despise all that we have become… 605 01:13:07,876 --> 01:13:13,236 But I don't want to you to ruin lives... 606 01:13:13,796 --> 01:13:18,076 Just because you've lost a… 607 01:13:18,556 --> 01:13:20,396 Flirt. 608 01:14:17,396 --> 01:14:22,436 There are these parasites, there hanging from the fish's gills. 609 01:14:25,636 --> 01:14:27,316 It was Timo. 610 01:14:28,796 --> 01:14:31,196 He was shameless. 611 01:14:35,276 --> 01:14:41,276 But then one day picked I bloom with Heli, 612 01:14:43,196 --> 01:14:48,356 when I realized that Timo didn't was here to see them longer. 613 01:14:51,756 --> 01:14:55,876 - We can't... - We can't hold on to him. 614 01:14:57,276 --> 01:15:00,316 We have to let go. 615 01:15:05,956 --> 01:15:10,516 Why do you think you have to carry your burden alone? 616 01:15:13,156 --> 01:15:15,356 People are always walking. 617 01:15:19,636 --> 01:15:21,956 You continue. 618 01:15:22,836 --> 01:15:26,036 It's Christmas, it's New Year. 619 01:15:28,396 --> 01:15:32,556 New people. New brides. 620 01:15:34,116 --> 01:15:37,556 New people to love. 621 01:15:41,396 --> 01:15:47,076 New journeys for strangers countries, new continents. 622 01:15:47,796 --> 01:15:52,116 New jobs, new opportunities. 623 01:15:52,196 --> 01:15:56,676 New houses, apartments, cars. 624 01:15:56,756 --> 01:15:59,076 New money. 625 01:16:00,236 --> 01:16:03,476 But I'm stalking you. 626 01:16:08,196 --> 01:16:14,196 Your so called friends will never understand you. 627 01:16:16,436 --> 01:16:19,196 They don't know what I know. 628 01:16:24,196 --> 01:16:29,356 - Maiju, what's going on? - I just became permanent. 629 01:16:33,396 --> 01:16:37,836 You think they love you. That they care. 630 01:16:38,996 --> 01:16:44,676 One by one they leave you. I don't do that. 631 01:16:46,756 --> 01:16:48,996 I will always follow you. 632 01:16:52,156 --> 01:16:56,436 Why should we let as if it didn't happen? 633 01:16:57,596 --> 01:17:01,396 Why do you feel that you do not Can tell someone? 634 01:17:02,596 --> 01:17:06,636 What should I tell when I didn't do anything there? 635 01:17:08,156 --> 01:17:11,596 I didn't even get to talk properly with Tanja... 636 01:17:12,716 --> 01:17:15,836 Because you pissed off ch. 637 01:17:17,036 --> 01:17:20,756 What is there for me to tell? 638 01:17:20,836 --> 01:17:25,156 So let's shut up and wait for it to blow up. 639 01:17:25,236 --> 01:17:30,196 What? Don't you understand Timo is dead. 640 01:17:35,716 --> 01:17:40,316 You all made sure that there there is nothing left for me there. 641 01:17:46,556 --> 01:17:49,076 Be nice. I don't care. 642 01:17:53,036 --> 01:17:56,556 I left because you wanted to. 643 01:17:56,636 --> 01:18:01,436 If you want to dwell on it and blame yourself, so beware. 644 01:18:01,516 --> 01:18:04,996 But there is nothing for us there. 645 01:18:07,636 --> 01:18:12,956 Tanja and I were in favor of it mostly just close friends. 646 01:18:14,356 --> 01:18:18,396 Of course I would let things end by themselves... 647 01:18:18,476 --> 01:18:22,156 But it was never serious. 648 01:18:24,036 --> 01:18:28,876 We only talk about that, because you didn't let us be. 649 01:18:33,516 --> 01:18:39,516 I take out the trash. This case is settled now. 650 01:18:49,116 --> 01:18:53,076 Do you think we failed Timo? 651 01:18:56,076 --> 01:19:01,196 I keep imagining me him, lying in a forest... 652 01:19:03,916 --> 01:19:07,756 Frozen under some tree. 653 01:19:12,756 --> 01:19:16,676 If we don't go out and look after him before spring... 654 01:19:16,756 --> 01:19:18,876 Will he melt there. 655 01:19:21,396 --> 01:19:24,636 And no one will ever find him. 656 01:20:08,396 --> 01:20:14,236 I still remember, then we saw Youthanausea. 657 01:20:19,356 --> 01:20:25,356 One can first understand one band when you see them live. 658 01:20:26,596 --> 01:20:30,156 I was so young then. 659 01:20:32,196 --> 01:20:35,716 It was like another world. 660 01:20:37,196 --> 01:20:42,716 The electric river that flows above you, connects all the listeners. 661 01:20:45,396 --> 01:20:49,996 Everyone's thoughts become one. 662 01:20:54,916 --> 01:20:59,716 Who is this Isla, Timo kept talking about? 663 01:21:03,156 --> 01:21:06,476 A sense of togetherness. 664 01:21:07,276 --> 01:21:12,116 It flows from the stage through you. 665 01:21:14,156 --> 01:21:18,476 I came out of this reality. 666 01:21:36,276 --> 01:21:38,836 And suddenly it's all over. 667 01:21:38,916 --> 01:21:42,116 Do you know who her Isla is? 668 01:21:43,956 --> 01:21:48,316 It turns out she came here to work in 2008. 669 01:21:49,436 --> 01:21:53,036 Apparently had she and Timo something together. 670 01:21:53,116 --> 01:21:57,516 I tracked her down to China of all places. 671 01:22:01,036 --> 01:22:07,036 She loved me. She accepted me. 672 01:22:08,236 --> 01:22:12,956 She was surprised, but there was no great mystery there. 673 01:22:13,036 --> 01:22:15,036 It's all over. 674 01:22:16,956 --> 01:22:21,996 You don't recognize the people who was dancing with you a moment ago. 675 01:22:23,516 --> 01:22:26,876 Share your feelings. 676 01:22:28,196 --> 01:22:31,436 Suddenly it's all over. 677 01:23:20,276 --> 01:23:22,916 This is the end of the road. 678 01:23:23,996 --> 01:23:26,836 One day you will thank me. 679 01:24:17,076 --> 01:24:23,036 When it's all over, are the people just strangers again. 680 01:24:25,076 --> 01:24:27,316 But they have shared… 681 01:24:27,396 --> 01:24:32,996 One of the most beautiful experiences in your life with you. 682 01:25:43,036 --> 01:25:45,716 RED NOISE 683 01:27:43,196 --> 01:27:46,836 Translation by Juha Alm, Janica Oke and Sami Pöyry