1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:00,807 --> 00:00:05,807 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.MY-SUBS.com - 2 00:00:20,947 --> 00:00:24,027 ♪ Candlelight and soul forever ♪ 3 00:00:24,107 --> 00:00:27,387 ♪ A dream of you and me together ♪ 4 00:00:27,467 --> 00:00:29,027 ♪ Say you believe it... ♪ 5 00:00:29,107 --> 00:00:31,147 Oh my God, that film was so... 6 00:00:32,601 --> 00:00:36,561 I wanted to do something special, but it's... it's no pressure. 7 00:00:36,625 --> 00:00:39,256 Um... wow, it's so... 8 00:00:39,267 --> 00:00:41,827 - You don't like it, do you? - No, I do. It's really sweet. 9 00:00:42,747 --> 00:00:43,973 Thank you. 10 00:00:44,427 --> 00:00:46,507 ♪ We can achieve it... ♪ 11 00:00:48,307 --> 00:00:51,707 ♪ Come a little bit closer, baby ♪ 12 00:00:51,787 --> 00:00:52,867 Are you okay? 13 00:00:53,020 --> 00:00:54,500 Yeah. No, this is lovely. 14 00:00:57,227 --> 00:01:00,707 ♪ When two become one ♪ 15 00:01:00,787 --> 00:01:04,307 ♪ I need some love like I never needed love before ♪ 16 00:01:04,387 --> 00:01:07,227 ♪ Wanna make love to you, baby ♪ 17 00:01:07,307 --> 00:01:08,947 ♪ I had a little love... ♪ 18 00:01:09,027 --> 00:01:10,827 Oh my God. Fire. There's a fire. 19 00:01:10,907 --> 00:01:12,547 Oh! Oh! 20 00:01:12,627 --> 00:01:14,187 What do I do? What do I do? 21 00:01:21,347 --> 00:01:22,947 My nan knitted that. 22 00:01:52,107 --> 00:01:53,147 Hi, everyone. 23 00:01:53,227 --> 00:01:55,507 Um, I... 24 00:01:57,187 --> 00:02:00,107 have absolutely no idea how to start this. Um... 25 00:02:02,227 --> 00:02:05,107 I feel like I owe you all an apology. 26 00:02:19,387 --> 00:02:23,547 Ever since the video of me in primary school has resurfaced, 27 00:02:25,020 --> 00:02:27,820 I have been absolutely beside myself. 28 00:02:28,386 --> 00:02:33,626 I'm so disappointed in the person I used to be, 29 00:02:34,227 --> 00:02:36,427 but I have learned from my mistakes. 30 00:02:37,519 --> 00:02:40,496 And I know that I have to prove that to you now, 31 00:02:40,507 --> 00:02:42,747 and that might take some time, 32 00:02:43,387 --> 00:02:45,667 but for the moment, I would just like to say, 33 00:02:45,747 --> 00:02:47,907 from the very, very bottom of my heart 34 00:02:47,987 --> 00:02:50,827 to all of my clients, all of my followers, 35 00:02:51,607 --> 00:02:55,167 and all of my friends, to everyone... 36 00:02:55,827 --> 00:02:57,667 I'm truly, truly sorry. 37 00:03:04,216 --> 00:03:06,003 Surprise! Oh no! 38 00:03:06,014 --> 00:03:07,736 Oh no! No! 39 00:03:20,307 --> 00:03:21,987 - Morning, darling. - Morning. 40 00:03:22,194 --> 00:03:23,234 Want coffee? 41 00:03:23,747 --> 00:03:24,953 Yes, please. 42 00:03:25,747 --> 00:03:26,747 What's going on? 43 00:03:26,827 --> 00:03:30,347 Well, I... I thought I'd make you some breakfast. 44 00:03:32,587 --> 00:03:35,467 - Why? - We haven't done this in a while. 45 00:03:35,547 --> 00:03:36,947 - Well... - It's nice. 46 00:03:37,027 --> 00:03:38,187 Mmm. 47 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:39,480 Hey, Joy. 48 00:03:39,740 --> 00:03:41,882 How did you sleep? How are you? 49 00:03:41,893 --> 00:03:43,453 Yeah, I'm okay. 50 00:03:44,947 --> 00:03:46,947 It's the election stuff today. 51 00:03:47,616 --> 00:03:48,896 I'm obviously not gonna win, 52 00:03:48,907 --> 00:03:51,596 so it feels like that was a massive waste of time. 53 00:03:51,607 --> 00:03:53,167 Well, you did your best, 54 00:03:53,567 --> 00:03:55,407 which is never a waste of time. 55 00:04:01,227 --> 00:04:02,747 Have you heard from Maeve? 56 00:04:03,827 --> 00:04:05,107 She landed this morning. 57 00:04:05,256 --> 00:04:06,988 I know it might be hard, darling, 58 00:04:06,998 --> 00:04:08,776 but I think she made the right decision. 59 00:04:08,787 --> 00:04:11,427 She was so discouraged when I spoke to her. 60 00:04:11,772 --> 00:04:12,962 What do you mean? 61 00:04:12,973 --> 00:04:15,229 Well, I think she convinced herself that 62 00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:16,982 she wasn't good enough for the course. 63 00:04:16,993 --> 00:04:18,961 And, well, that's just ridiculous. 64 00:04:18,971 --> 00:04:20,833 She's such an intelligent young woman. 65 00:04:21,547 --> 00:04:23,227 So I told her that she'd had a knock 66 00:04:23,307 --> 00:04:25,787 and that she shouldn't let it affect her ambition, 67 00:04:25,798 --> 00:04:28,958 and she should go back and finish. 68 00:04:32,459 --> 00:04:33,529 What? 69 00:04:34,016 --> 00:04:36,667 - You told Maeve to go back to America. - Well, no... 70 00:04:36,747 --> 00:04:40,027 She wanted to stay here with me, Mum. Everything was fine. 71 00:04:40,107 --> 00:04:42,187 I didn't tell her anything she didn't already know. 72 00:04:42,267 --> 00:04:43,787 Of course you did! 73 00:04:43,867 --> 00:04:45,347 - You're always doing this! - Hi. 74 00:04:45,427 --> 00:04:46,867 You get inside people's brains. 75 00:04:46,947 --> 00:04:50,867 You wheedle in like some wheedling brain wheedler! 76 00:04:50,947 --> 00:04:53,262 Darling, you told me that you wanted me 77 00:04:53,272 --> 00:04:56,085 - to be more involved in your life. - Don't you dare put this on me! 78 00:04:56,096 --> 00:04:59,096 I wanted you to ask me how my day was, not therapize my girlfriend 79 00:04:59,107 --> 00:05:01,147 into getting on a plane and breaking up with me. 80 00:05:01,158 --> 00:05:04,176 Oh, Otis. I didn't know you broke up. 81 00:05:04,187 --> 00:05:05,922 You crossed a line. 82 00:05:06,416 --> 00:05:08,896 I was worried you were having another mental breakdown, 83 00:05:08,907 --> 00:05:12,627 but no, you're just consistently fucking with everything in my life. 84 00:05:12,707 --> 00:05:15,147 - Don't talk to your mother like that... - Don't get involved. 85 00:05:15,227 --> 00:05:17,627 No, I will get involved. Your mum does everything for you. 86 00:05:17,707 --> 00:05:19,547 At least talk to her with some respect. 87 00:05:19,627 --> 00:05:21,507 Oh my God. I hate you both! 88 00:05:21,587 --> 00:05:23,147 Otis, don't... 89 00:05:26,187 --> 00:05:27,187 Fuck. 90 00:05:31,427 --> 00:05:32,467 You're back. 91 00:05:34,467 --> 00:05:35,467 Not really. 92 00:05:37,067 --> 00:05:39,747 I've got a friend with a spare room down south, 93 00:05:39,827 --> 00:05:42,587 so, uh, I've just come to say goodbye 94 00:05:42,667 --> 00:05:46,067 and to, uh, pick up my LED face mask. 95 00:05:47,547 --> 00:05:50,747 Do you mind if I have a shower and get changed before I go? 96 00:05:51,006 --> 00:05:53,086 No, go on. 97 00:05:55,067 --> 00:05:56,413 Thanks. 98 00:05:58,827 --> 00:06:00,747 Thanks for sticking up for me. 99 00:06:00,927 --> 00:06:02,126 It's all right. 100 00:06:10,467 --> 00:06:11,526 Cal? 101 00:06:13,267 --> 00:06:14,387 Cal, can I come in? 102 00:06:34,907 --> 00:06:37,827 You sure you wanna do this? Maybe it's just a misunderstanding. 103 00:06:37,907 --> 00:06:39,107 You saw the letter. 104 00:06:39,747 --> 00:06:41,187 It's all sexy and gross. 105 00:06:41,267 --> 00:06:42,787 Yeah, your mum is kind of filthy. 106 00:06:42,867 --> 00:06:44,027 - Odusanya! - Sorry. 107 00:06:46,907 --> 00:06:48,027 I think this is it. 108 00:06:52,747 --> 00:06:53,787 Good luck. 109 00:07:17,927 --> 00:07:19,687 Hi, how can I help you? 110 00:07:21,027 --> 00:07:22,053 Hi. 111 00:07:23,067 --> 00:07:24,067 Uh, I'm Jackson. 112 00:07:25,047 --> 00:07:26,180 Marchetti. 113 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:28,160 Are you Jerome Saibu? 114 00:07:29,827 --> 00:07:31,267 This is a bit strange. I... I... 115 00:07:32,227 --> 00:07:35,507 I found a letter that you wrote to my mum. 116 00:07:36,107 --> 00:07:37,347 Her name is Roz... 117 00:07:37,427 --> 00:07:39,467 - Dad, who is it? - ... Anderson. 118 00:07:40,387 --> 00:07:42,747 I think you guys used to work together a while back. 119 00:07:44,947 --> 00:07:45,987 I think 120 00:07:47,227 --> 00:07:49,187 you could be... 121 00:07:49,267 --> 00:07:51,627 - Leave my property. Please. - You could be my dad. 122 00:08:01,987 --> 00:08:03,507 ♪ Bright light, kill the queen ♪ 123 00:08:03,587 --> 00:08:05,027 ♪ Harbor train on the scene ♪ 124 00:08:05,107 --> 00:08:06,667 ♪ All the baddies in the wild ♪ 125 00:08:06,747 --> 00:08:09,147 ♪ Don't you dare touch the dial ♪ 126 00:08:09,227 --> 00:08:11,947 ♪ Dressed up like a heart attack for you ♪ 127 00:08:12,027 --> 00:08:14,187 ♪ We're dressed up like a heart attack ♪ 128 00:08:14,267 --> 00:08:16,187 ♪ I'm talking little jeans, tiny hat ♪ 129 00:08:16,267 --> 00:08:17,627 ♪ Evan Smith, tiny sack ♪ 130 00:08:17,707 --> 00:08:19,467 ♪ Pajama king, sing it loud ♪ 131 00:08:19,547 --> 00:08:21,387 ♪ Dragging that shit all over town... ♪ 132 00:08:21,467 --> 00:08:23,947 Adam, it's me again. Please call me back. 133 00:08:24,987 --> 00:08:28,787 ♪ We play it like a heart attack so it's the other cheek... ♪ 134 00:08:30,027 --> 00:08:32,827 Okay, there's some palms outside and then some behind the tables. 135 00:08:32,907 --> 00:08:34,787 How are we with the table dressing, guys? 136 00:08:34,867 --> 00:08:36,027 All good, Abbi. 137 00:08:36,107 --> 00:08:38,107 - Did you see O's apology? - Mm-hmm. 138 00:08:38,187 --> 00:08:41,307 She thinks she can still get votes. It's a bit sad. 139 00:08:41,413 --> 00:08:42,729 Mm-hmm, right. 140 00:08:42,740 --> 00:08:46,220 Hey, guys. Um, what are you guys talking about? 141 00:08:46,827 --> 00:08:47,987 We've been practicing. 142 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:51,320 Yeah, we were practicing all night. 143 00:08:52,187 --> 00:08:53,507 You were fucking all night? 144 00:08:53,587 --> 00:08:56,387 - Aisha, what? No! - We definitely weren't fucking all night. 145 00:08:56,467 --> 00:08:57,533 Roman! 146 00:08:57,693 --> 00:08:59,747 Oh, you mean practicing? 147 00:08:59,827 --> 00:09:00,827 Practicing, sorry. 148 00:09:00,907 --> 00:09:03,987 Oh, that's very nice that you're trying. Aw. 149 00:09:04,373 --> 00:09:09,253 Oh, we were saying that O's apology was a bit fake. 150 00:09:09,987 --> 00:09:12,627 Guys, that's really mean. You know the drill. 151 00:09:25,896 --> 00:09:28,856 Hi. Sorry, do you know Cal Bowman? 152 00:09:28,867 --> 00:09:30,547 - Yes. - I'm their mum. 153 00:09:30,749 --> 00:09:32,148 They didn't come home last night, 154 00:09:32,158 --> 00:09:34,082 and they're not answering their phone. 155 00:09:34,093 --> 00:09:37,813 Oh, I'm sorry. I haven't seen them. 156 00:09:38,427 --> 00:09:42,227 I've called the police, but they're just not taking it seriously. 157 00:09:42,747 --> 00:09:45,107 They just... they don't seem themself now, and I'm... 158 00:09:54,693 --> 00:09:56,453 Ooh wow. 159 00:09:59,467 --> 00:10:00,547 This one's good. 160 00:10:01,187 --> 00:10:02,387 It's upside down. 161 00:10:02,574 --> 00:10:04,414 Oh, it's better that way. 162 00:10:06,180 --> 00:10:09,420 Our first art auction. I'm excited. 163 00:10:12,807 --> 00:10:15,207 - What? - Can I kiss you? 164 00:10:17,893 --> 00:10:19,573 We've been eating cheese and onion. 165 00:10:21,147 --> 00:10:22,267 I don't mind. 166 00:10:46,267 --> 00:10:48,187 Oh God! Cal's gone missing. 167 00:11:02,387 --> 00:11:04,387 - Just pop it on there. - No worries. 168 00:11:04,467 --> 00:11:05,707 What's going on? 169 00:11:05,873 --> 00:11:09,494 Oh, Cal Bowman's been missing since last night. That's their mum. 170 00:11:09,505 --> 00:11:11,016 Christ, how awful. 171 00:11:11,027 --> 00:11:14,067 Yeah, yeah. We'll make sure there's people searching the skate park. 172 00:11:17,947 --> 00:11:20,027 Thank you for coming, everyone. 173 00:11:20,038 --> 00:11:22,558 Cal is in a very vulnerable place right now, 174 00:11:22,707 --> 00:11:25,707 so we need to start searching for them straight away. 175 00:11:25,856 --> 00:11:27,502 Their last text message said they were 176 00:11:27,512 --> 00:11:29,176 going to Pinelands Shopping Center. 177 00:11:29,193 --> 00:11:32,193 This is a real moment to focus on the power of intention 178 00:11:32,267 --> 00:11:34,067 and manifest finding Cal. 179 00:11:34,317 --> 00:11:36,776 Come on. Let's do this. Come on, Cavendish! 180 00:11:36,787 --> 00:11:38,667 Whoo! 181 00:11:40,587 --> 00:11:41,693 Thank you. 182 00:11:43,667 --> 00:11:44,827 Should we get some? 183 00:11:45,867 --> 00:11:46,933 Oh. 184 00:11:50,307 --> 00:11:53,707 - I am so happy you are doing this. - Hmm. 185 00:11:54,987 --> 00:11:56,267 - Good morning. - Good morning. 186 00:11:56,347 --> 00:11:57,987 - Good morning, Pastor. - Hello, girls. 187 00:11:58,867 --> 00:12:01,147 - Hello. - Eric, can I have a quick word? 188 00:12:01,227 --> 00:12:02,347 Yeah. Yeah. 189 00:12:04,667 --> 00:12:05,787 I'm very sorry. 190 00:12:06,307 --> 00:12:08,467 Someone looked up your college online, 191 00:12:08,547 --> 00:12:11,267 and we've had some complaints about your fundraiser. 192 00:12:12,333 --> 00:12:13,473 Why? 193 00:12:14,747 --> 00:12:17,667 The college values are not something the church can support. 194 00:12:17,747 --> 00:12:21,027 I'm afraid the church council have decided we cannot accept your money. 195 00:12:21,747 --> 00:12:24,387 - But the fundraiser is tonight. - I know. 196 00:12:27,027 --> 00:12:28,587 It's out of my hands. 197 00:12:29,947 --> 00:12:32,947 Please don't let this ruin your special day. 198 00:12:43,936 --> 00:12:46,136 Maybe you should go home and tell your parents. 199 00:12:46,147 --> 00:12:47,427 I wanna be here, okay? 200 00:12:48,220 --> 00:12:49,500 What if Cal's not all right? 201 00:12:57,827 --> 00:12:59,347 Oh, Otis, mate. 202 00:12:59,987 --> 00:13:02,187 Can I speak to you about a sex thing? 203 00:13:02,987 --> 00:13:05,667 - You don't wanna speak with Connor? - Well, he's all booked up. 204 00:13:06,267 --> 00:13:09,507 Basically, what it is, yeah, is me and Abbi, yeah, 205 00:13:09,587 --> 00:13:11,347 we tried to have sex last night, 206 00:13:11,427 --> 00:13:13,902 and I thought everything was sound, 207 00:13:13,912 --> 00:13:15,820 but then she set my blanket on fire. 208 00:13:17,096 --> 00:13:18,416 Are you okay? 209 00:13:18,427 --> 00:13:21,667 She might have done it on purpose, like, to try and get out of it. 210 00:13:21,747 --> 00:13:23,282 We've been going back to basics, 211 00:13:23,292 --> 00:13:25,965 just like you said, but it's not working. 212 00:13:25,976 --> 00:13:30,416 We barely even kiss anymore, and we still haven't had sex. 213 00:13:30,801 --> 00:13:35,121 Well, it sounds to me like she's still feeling some kind of pressure. 214 00:13:35,132 --> 00:13:38,772 I know it's hard, but I think you just have to be patient. Yeah? 215 00:13:39,627 --> 00:13:40,747 Sorry about the blanket. 216 00:13:40,926 --> 00:13:43,566 My nan knitted that. I'm gutted. 217 00:13:44,587 --> 00:13:45,627 Thanks. 218 00:13:46,296 --> 00:13:48,936 I think it's best if we split into groups, so you guys go together. 219 00:13:48,947 --> 00:13:52,528 And then you two and then you guys come with me. Where's Roman? 220 00:13:52,539 --> 00:13:55,107 - Look who it is. - Did you see her apology? 221 00:13:55,187 --> 00:13:57,307 - Hey, can I go with you guys? - Oh, no. 222 00:13:57,387 --> 00:13:58,587 Too little too late. 223 00:14:00,187 --> 00:14:01,663 What's the plan? 224 00:14:04,506 --> 00:14:08,226 I would rather wear synthetic wool. 225 00:14:12,496 --> 00:14:14,736 What? I did apologize. 226 00:14:14,747 --> 00:14:17,427 You kind of apologized to everyone except her. 227 00:14:33,787 --> 00:14:35,947 - Have you seen this person? - No, sorry. 228 00:14:36,027 --> 00:14:39,867 - Thanks. - Guys, no one's seen Cal anywhere. 229 00:14:40,365 --> 00:14:41,856 - Aimes? - What? 230 00:14:41,867 --> 00:14:45,627 It's 50% off. I shop when I'm stressed, Jackson. 231 00:14:46,086 --> 00:14:47,237 Uh, Viv? 232 00:14:48,507 --> 00:14:49,740 Can we talk? 233 00:14:50,947 --> 00:14:52,817 Hey, are you okay? 234 00:14:53,067 --> 00:14:54,154 Um... 235 00:14:54,907 --> 00:14:56,060 Yeah. 236 00:15:00,187 --> 00:15:02,707 - Hi. - Are you here to find Cal? 237 00:15:03,867 --> 00:15:07,347 I didn't know what else to do. You weren't responding to my messages. 238 00:15:07,496 --> 00:15:09,976 I know I upset you, and I made a mistake. 239 00:15:10,056 --> 00:15:12,856 I... I just can't stand seeing you with anyone else. 240 00:15:12,867 --> 00:15:15,227 I know that's wrong, and I'm gonna work on it. 241 00:15:15,307 --> 00:15:17,508 No. I... I can't talk to you right now. 242 00:15:17,518 --> 00:15:19,340 I'm gonna go back to my friends. 243 00:15:32,547 --> 00:15:33,627 I'm gonna go. 244 00:15:42,793 --> 00:15:44,153 That's the money you need. 245 00:15:46,067 --> 00:15:47,387 Why are you giving me this? 246 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:48,720 You're right. 247 00:15:49,907 --> 00:15:51,707 I am a fucked-up person. 248 00:15:54,987 --> 00:15:57,467 I really wanted it to work out with Jakob. 249 00:15:58,707 --> 00:16:00,107 I really loved him. 250 00:16:01,547 --> 00:16:03,667 And I wanted to raise Joy with him. 251 00:16:04,987 --> 00:16:05,987 But... 252 00:16:08,427 --> 00:16:12,307 a little bit of me knew that she wasn't his, 253 00:16:13,427 --> 00:16:18,307 and I just really didn't want it to be true, 254 00:16:18,387 --> 00:16:22,227 so I blocked it out, and now it's all fucked-up. 255 00:16:22,976 --> 00:16:24,256 I'm sorry. 256 00:16:24,267 --> 00:16:27,867 Yeah, well, I quit the show, and... 257 00:16:28,987 --> 00:16:32,027 and I'm going to get myself together. 258 00:16:32,107 --> 00:16:33,467 Why did you do that? 259 00:16:33,547 --> 00:16:36,427 Because it's not fair on Joy. 260 00:16:36,507 --> 00:16:38,387 You've really been growing in confidence. 261 00:16:38,467 --> 00:16:40,387 No, it's the right decision. 262 00:16:41,467 --> 00:16:44,747 Look, I know I'm not good at asking for help. Come here. 263 00:16:46,827 --> 00:16:48,907 It's been so nice to have you here. 264 00:16:49,587 --> 00:16:53,107 And if you stayed here for a while, you could start your nursery. 265 00:16:53,187 --> 00:16:54,347 I slept with Dan. 266 00:16:56,820 --> 00:16:57,940 Of course you did. 267 00:17:00,147 --> 00:17:02,907 But you don't need to worry. I realized he has those toes 268 00:17:02,987 --> 00:17:04,627 that are all the same length, 269 00:17:04,707 --> 00:17:07,547 and he gave me the ick, so I'm not into him anymore, anyway. 270 00:17:07,627 --> 00:17:09,187 I know what you're doing, Jo. 271 00:17:09,267 --> 00:17:12,787 You don't get to just blow it up so that you can leave like always. 272 00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:16,507 Let's just... just stay here, and we'll work on it. 273 00:17:16,847 --> 00:17:20,007 I would die of boredom out here. I... 274 00:17:21,547 --> 00:17:22,827 I really need to go. 275 00:17:27,067 --> 00:17:28,147 Keep the money. 276 00:17:37,907 --> 00:17:39,488 I know that you're leaving your job 277 00:17:39,498 --> 00:17:41,467 because you think that you're a shit mum, 278 00:17:42,187 --> 00:17:44,497 but you have raised Otis so brilliantly, 279 00:17:44,507 --> 00:17:46,507 and you're gonna do the same with Joy. 280 00:17:48,227 --> 00:17:50,067 I wish we'd had a mum like you. 281 00:18:47,973 --> 00:18:49,653 Uh, hi. Sorry. Um... 282 00:18:50,696 --> 00:18:52,816 You've not seen this person recently, have you? 283 00:18:52,827 --> 00:18:55,315 Oh yeah, they were here last night. 284 00:18:55,326 --> 00:18:59,126 They ordered three cheeseburgers and then didn't eat them. 285 00:18:59,259 --> 00:19:00,619 It was weird. 286 00:19:01,660 --> 00:19:03,540 Do you guys have security cameras? 287 00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:06,760 Okay, thank you. 288 00:19:09,947 --> 00:19:11,267 Security. Where's security? 289 00:19:11,907 --> 00:19:15,827 - Would you like to try Boats by Boats? - No, I've got... Ugh, don't... 290 00:19:17,627 --> 00:19:18,667 It's quite nice. 291 00:19:20,467 --> 00:19:23,307 Hey. Bit of an emergency, um... 292 00:19:23,867 --> 00:19:25,987 We need to look at last night's security tapes 293 00:19:26,067 --> 00:19:27,507 from the food court. 294 00:19:27,656 --> 00:19:30,736 - Our friend is missing, and we're worried. - Sorry, can't help you. 295 00:19:30,747 --> 00:19:33,707 - They were here last night. We... - You'll have to call the police. 296 00:19:35,187 --> 00:19:39,227 Harriet. Harriet Anders. From Moordale Secondary. 297 00:19:40,867 --> 00:19:42,827 Shut up. 298 00:19:44,467 --> 00:19:46,627 You're Ruby Matthews. 299 00:19:46,707 --> 00:19:48,107 As if you remember me. 300 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:49,827 Of course I remember you. Why wouldn't I? 301 00:19:49,907 --> 00:19:53,427 Because you were such a bitch. I mean, you were magnificent. 302 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:56,120 But terrifying. 303 00:19:57,187 --> 00:19:59,187 - Can I have a selfie? - Of course you can. 304 00:19:59,267 --> 00:20:02,547 If you let us take a peek at those security tapes. 305 00:20:02,627 --> 00:20:03,667 Yeah, of course. 306 00:20:06,547 --> 00:20:09,467 - What's happening? - She's kind of a big deal. 307 00:20:10,627 --> 00:20:12,147 Cheese. 308 00:20:25,747 --> 00:20:26,866 Adam. 309 00:20:31,147 --> 00:20:33,227 - What are you doing here? - I've been worried. 310 00:20:36,827 --> 00:20:37,947 Why are you worried? 311 00:20:39,707 --> 00:20:41,347 Because you're not talking to me. 312 00:20:45,307 --> 00:20:47,307 And a student has gone missing at college. 313 00:20:47,387 --> 00:20:49,947 It made me think about what I'd do if anything happened to you 314 00:20:50,027 --> 00:20:51,747 while you still thought that... 315 00:20:53,540 --> 00:20:56,200 - that I don't like you. - You don't like me. 316 00:20:56,211 --> 00:21:00,291 No. Adam, I do like you very much. 317 00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:04,806 I love you. 318 00:21:07,626 --> 00:21:08,873 You're my son. 319 00:21:15,606 --> 00:21:17,086 I just don't like myself. 320 00:21:20,067 --> 00:21:24,147 And I've made you feel small because of that, and I deeply regret it. 321 00:21:25,639 --> 00:21:28,999 And I know we can never get that time back, 322 00:21:29,273 --> 00:21:31,033 but I am trying to change. 323 00:21:36,467 --> 00:21:37,787 Do you wanna hug a horse? 324 00:21:40,427 --> 00:21:43,587 - Pardon? - Hugging a horse makes things feel better. 325 00:21:46,107 --> 00:21:47,307 Oh, uh... 326 00:21:49,227 --> 00:21:52,027 Uh, no, I'm okay. Thank you. 327 00:21:55,399 --> 00:21:56,486 But I'd 328 00:21:57,593 --> 00:21:59,073 quite like to hug you. 329 00:22:04,147 --> 00:22:05,193 Uh... 330 00:22:49,613 --> 00:22:52,173 - Dad. - Uh, yes. 331 00:22:52,820 --> 00:22:55,795 Just about to teach my first lesson. 332 00:22:57,193 --> 00:22:58,833 Maybe I could stay and watch. 333 00:22:59,267 --> 00:23:00,827 You could join in if you like. 334 00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:06,080 I... 335 00:23:07,307 --> 00:23:09,080 No. Uh... 336 00:23:09,114 --> 00:23:10,514 ♪ Amen ♪ 337 00:23:10,525 --> 00:23:12,045 ♪ Oh, Jesus ♪ 338 00:23:12,056 --> 00:23:14,656 ♪ Amen ♪ 339 00:23:14,736 --> 00:23:16,296 ♪ Oh, Jesus ♪ 340 00:23:16,376 --> 00:23:20,896 ♪ Amen ♪ 341 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:22,508 Hallelujah! 342 00:23:22,519 --> 00:23:24,767 Amen. 343 00:23:27,987 --> 00:23:29,347 Please be seated. 344 00:23:29,427 --> 00:23:31,587 It's now time for our baptism. 345 00:23:35,107 --> 00:23:37,354 Adedayo, my son. 346 00:23:38,147 --> 00:23:40,216 Are you ready to take this next step? 347 00:23:42,387 --> 00:23:44,347 Hallelujah! Whoo! 348 00:23:47,747 --> 00:23:49,427 Do you renounce all sin 349 00:23:49,607 --> 00:23:52,847 and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? 350 00:23:54,107 --> 00:23:55,133 I do. 351 00:23:59,027 --> 00:24:01,907 Would you like to share anything with your community? 352 00:24:02,507 --> 00:24:05,587 I've done many things in my life that I am ashamed of. 353 00:24:07,987 --> 00:24:09,587 Things that have made me unclean. 354 00:24:09,871 --> 00:24:12,256 But today, I turn my back on sin 355 00:24:12,267 --> 00:24:16,307 and thank God for his mercy that I can be reborn and made pure. 356 00:24:16,563 --> 00:24:17,656 Praise God. 357 00:24:17,667 --> 00:24:19,707 Hallelujah! 358 00:24:21,782 --> 00:24:24,936 It is my honor to baptize you 359 00:24:24,947 --> 00:24:29,667 in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 360 00:24:52,347 --> 00:24:54,427 Eric, it's your turn. 361 00:24:55,016 --> 00:24:57,016 Are you ready to take this next step? 362 00:24:57,326 --> 00:24:59,227 Do you renounce all sin 363 00:24:59,307 --> 00:25:02,467 and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? 364 00:25:19,307 --> 00:25:20,387 Um... 365 00:25:21,306 --> 00:25:24,026 I have something that I need to say. 366 00:25:24,067 --> 00:25:26,987 Hallelujah. Speak your truth, Eric. 367 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:36,120 I don't know how you're all gonna feel about my truth. 368 00:25:40,880 --> 00:25:43,520 I thought God wanted me to be baptized today. 369 00:25:44,387 --> 00:25:46,227 And I wanted to make God happy. 370 00:25:47,147 --> 00:25:48,987 I wanted to make you all happy, 371 00:25:50,187 --> 00:25:51,787 especially my family. 372 00:25:52,987 --> 00:25:54,947 But I can't stay silent any longer. 373 00:25:56,016 --> 00:25:57,362 I have to tell my truth. 374 00:25:57,373 --> 00:26:01,413 Otherwise, I will be half a person, and I can't live like that. 375 00:26:03,227 --> 00:26:07,067 My name is Eric Effiong. 376 00:26:08,947 --> 00:26:10,267 And I'm a Christian. 377 00:26:12,787 --> 00:26:14,787 And a proud gay man. 378 00:26:16,467 --> 00:26:19,027 I know a lot of you feel that what I've just said is sinful 379 00:26:19,107 --> 00:26:22,467 and that I need to pray for forgiveness, but you're wrong. 380 00:26:23,706 --> 00:26:25,506 My heart is torn, 381 00:26:26,500 --> 00:26:29,896 because I'm in a position where I have to either choose 382 00:26:29,907 --> 00:26:33,227 to hide my truth and live in pain 383 00:26:34,307 --> 00:26:36,387 or be honest and lose my community. 384 00:26:36,782 --> 00:26:40,427 I keep getting told that I need to wait and be patient, 385 00:26:40,507 --> 00:26:43,067 but I'm tired of waiting. 386 00:26:47,267 --> 00:26:52,307 And I love myself too much to not tell my truth. 387 00:26:53,216 --> 00:26:57,616 So, if you love me as I am, 388 00:26:57,627 --> 00:26:59,187 I will be baptized, 389 00:27:01,227 --> 00:27:02,427 but if you don't, 390 00:27:03,507 --> 00:27:04,747 then I must leave. 391 00:27:26,187 --> 00:27:29,107 I love you as you are, my son. 392 00:27:50,587 --> 00:27:52,072 I have my answer. 393 00:28:15,267 --> 00:28:19,467 I know! A completely normal day, and then she just walks in. 394 00:28:19,547 --> 00:28:21,627 Literally, the best day of my life. 395 00:28:22,907 --> 00:28:25,907 OMG, Lana. 396 00:28:25,987 --> 00:28:28,147 No, she's actually not scary at all, 397 00:28:29,147 --> 00:28:32,107 and her skin is so soft. 398 00:28:41,827 --> 00:28:43,667 What if something bad has happened? 399 00:28:43,977 --> 00:28:45,656 Just say positive, Aish. 400 00:28:45,667 --> 00:28:48,107 I don't feel positive. I feel worried. 401 00:28:48,256 --> 00:28:50,816 Try and breathe, and remember the power of manifestation. 402 00:28:50,827 --> 00:28:51,880 Abbi. 403 00:28:54,416 --> 00:28:56,296 I don't think I know that one yet, sorry. 404 00:28:56,307 --> 00:28:58,347 - I think she said fuck off. - Why? 405 00:28:58,358 --> 00:29:01,358 Because I wanted to express a normal emotion, 406 00:29:01,507 --> 00:29:02,827 and you never let us. 407 00:29:03,013 --> 00:29:06,082 You want us to be positive all the time, 408 00:29:06,092 --> 00:29:08,240 and that's why we never tell you a thing. 409 00:29:08,467 --> 00:29:10,765 - Like what? - I want to be a pescatarian. 410 00:29:10,776 --> 00:29:11,816 What about the oceans? 411 00:29:11,827 --> 00:29:14,307 See? I can't tell you anything. 412 00:29:14,456 --> 00:29:15,496 Okay, fine. What else? 413 00:29:15,576 --> 00:29:17,856 I like gossip. It's fun. 414 00:29:17,867 --> 00:29:19,467 And Roman hates yoga. 415 00:29:19,709 --> 00:29:20,829 What? 416 00:29:21,135 --> 00:29:26,103 I do hate yoga, and I'm really sad that we don't have sex anymore. 417 00:29:26,114 --> 00:29:28,965 - You guys don't have sex anymore? - Why are you ganging up on me? 418 00:29:28,976 --> 00:29:32,022 Uh, Roman, I think your intimacy issues should be separate, 419 00:29:32,033 --> 00:29:34,233 and you can talk about that privately. 420 00:29:34,947 --> 00:29:36,591 Sorry, um, 421 00:29:37,727 --> 00:29:40,927 I... I actually think it might all be connected. 422 00:29:42,620 --> 00:29:46,580 Abbi, why do you feel the need to keep things positive all the time? 423 00:29:48,907 --> 00:29:53,107 Uh, thinking negative things just makes me feel heavy. Um... 424 00:29:53,787 --> 00:29:56,507 Basically, everyone important in my life has rejected me. 425 00:29:56,656 --> 00:29:59,296 That must be really difficult for you. 426 00:29:59,427 --> 00:30:02,787 I imagine there's a lot of emotions that you're keeping at bay. 427 00:30:03,787 --> 00:30:08,147 If I think about how I feel, then I just wanna scream. 428 00:30:08,227 --> 00:30:10,387 So I think it's better if I keep things light. 429 00:30:10,467 --> 00:30:13,707 That makes sense. It feels like you can't cope with anything else. 430 00:30:13,856 --> 00:30:15,948 Well, sometimes, that constant 431 00:30:15,958 --> 00:30:18,205 positivity can become a little bit toxic. 432 00:30:18,216 --> 00:30:21,776 And if you're shutting down those very natural negative reactions, 433 00:30:21,787 --> 00:30:24,067 it can hurt you a little bit further down the line. 434 00:30:26,376 --> 00:30:28,496 I just get scared of saying how I really feel 435 00:30:28,507 --> 00:30:30,667 in case you guys abandon me as well. 436 00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:33,343 We would never reject you, Abbi. 437 00:30:33,354 --> 00:30:34,994 You're part of us. 438 00:30:35,867 --> 00:30:40,187 Navigating conflict and having these difficult conversations, 439 00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:43,020 that's the mark of a true relationship with someone. 440 00:30:43,947 --> 00:30:45,288 Do you think you'd feel comfortable 441 00:30:45,298 --> 00:30:47,587 sharing more of those negative thoughts? 442 00:30:52,987 --> 00:30:56,307 Aisha, the way you pick your fingernails in class is disgusting. 443 00:30:56,387 --> 00:30:57,922 And sometimes, I don't wanna hear about 444 00:30:57,932 --> 00:30:59,987 Mercury being in fucking retrograde. 445 00:31:00,912 --> 00:31:02,645 And, Roman, we don't have sex anymore 446 00:31:02,656 --> 00:31:04,384 because you make this loud moaning noise 447 00:31:04,394 --> 00:31:06,176 when we kiss, and it's so irritating. 448 00:31:06,187 --> 00:31:07,344 It's all I think about. 449 00:31:07,355 --> 00:31:09,189 Your natural toothpaste isn't working 450 00:31:09,199 --> 00:31:11,195 because your breath smells like garlic. 451 00:31:11,206 --> 00:31:12,600 You need fluoride. 452 00:31:12,611 --> 00:31:14,900 That actually felt really good. 453 00:31:16,353 --> 00:31:17,513 Hang on. 454 00:31:19,827 --> 00:31:21,335 What noise do I make? 455 00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:24,320 Hey, Grace. Did Lana tell you who I'm here with? 456 00:31:25,747 --> 00:31:28,747 Yeah, I think we might be best friends. We're getting on really well. 457 00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:31,947 I know. Yeah, you can just feel it when it's right, can't you? 458 00:31:32,027 --> 00:31:33,667 And it's definitely right. 459 00:31:33,747 --> 00:31:36,467 Yeah, I did. And I was the only person who could help, 460 00:31:37,007 --> 00:31:39,167 so, like, we're sitting together right now. 461 00:31:39,947 --> 00:31:43,227 Yeah, I thought that, but no, she's really nice. 462 00:31:43,827 --> 00:31:44,827 We're getting on so well. 463 00:31:44,907 --> 00:31:48,427 Like, you know when you just have chemistry with someone. 464 00:31:48,507 --> 00:31:50,587 Thank you. Think I've found something. 465 00:31:51,667 --> 00:31:52,747 Call you back. 466 00:31:55,693 --> 00:31:56,733 No. 467 00:31:58,587 --> 00:32:01,107 Yep, it smells like burgers. That's it. 468 00:32:07,427 --> 00:32:08,627 Fine. 469 00:32:10,860 --> 00:32:12,020 Get in. 470 00:32:12,147 --> 00:32:14,307 One jump should do. Big one. 471 00:32:14,827 --> 00:32:16,747 - Okay. - One, two, three. 472 00:32:17,347 --> 00:32:18,587 Yeah. Hop. 473 00:32:18,667 --> 00:32:21,667 - Ugh. It smells. - It's a bin. 474 00:32:21,747 --> 00:32:23,387 - One, two, three. - Shut up! 475 00:32:27,507 --> 00:32:28,867 Drop. Just drop. 476 00:32:31,627 --> 00:32:33,227 - Okay. - Hey, can we, um... 477 00:32:35,147 --> 00:32:36,507 Jesus Christ. 478 00:32:36,587 --> 00:32:39,587 Look, I don't know if you saw the video or not, but I, um... 479 00:32:39,667 --> 00:32:40,808 Okay, no way. 480 00:32:40,819 --> 00:32:42,899 I did really mean it, and... 481 00:32:43,867 --> 00:32:45,867 But I also should have just said it to your face. 482 00:32:45,947 --> 00:32:47,427 You deserve a proper apology. 483 00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:50,747 I just didn't really know if you'd actually wanna hear it 484 00:32:50,827 --> 00:32:52,347 because of how far I dug myself in, 485 00:32:52,427 --> 00:32:55,267 but you know, what I did to you was really horrible. 486 00:32:57,867 --> 00:32:59,107 For what it's worth, 487 00:33:00,387 --> 00:33:04,147 I didn't really like myself for doing that. I still don't. 488 00:33:04,827 --> 00:33:05,946 Um... 489 00:33:07,227 --> 00:33:08,747 And I am really sorry. 490 00:33:10,147 --> 00:33:11,787 No. No. No. 491 00:33:11,906 --> 00:33:13,032 Thank you. 492 00:33:14,067 --> 00:33:16,467 I needed to hear that, so... 493 00:33:19,427 --> 00:33:20,867 I got it. I got it. 494 00:33:23,238 --> 00:33:26,067 - Yes. - Let's open it. Open it. 495 00:33:30,347 --> 00:33:31,907 Why have they dumped their stuff? 496 00:33:34,027 --> 00:33:35,827 I think we need to call the police. 497 00:33:38,427 --> 00:33:41,227 This is a customer announcement for Gina. 498 00:33:41,307 --> 00:33:43,187 Gina, your mum is waiting for you. 499 00:33:44,227 --> 00:33:47,227 Gina, please come to reception. Thank you. 500 00:33:48,367 --> 00:33:49,727 Are you all right, Viv? 501 00:33:53,167 --> 00:33:55,427 He seems quite persistent. 502 00:33:55,507 --> 00:33:56,513 Um... 503 00:33:59,267 --> 00:34:02,707 - You know? Maybe I should just text him. - Do not text him, Viv. 504 00:34:03,307 --> 00:34:05,906 I know, but he can be really sweet. 505 00:34:05,917 --> 00:34:07,456 You just haven't seen that side of him. 506 00:34:07,467 --> 00:34:10,187 And, yes, he gets jealous, but he has low self-esteem. 507 00:34:10,267 --> 00:34:11,587 It's not his fault. 508 00:34:11,598 --> 00:34:13,358 - And it's not your fault. - No. 509 00:34:14,347 --> 00:34:15,667 How do you feel with him? 510 00:34:16,627 --> 00:34:19,889 Sometimes I feel happy, 511 00:34:20,096 --> 00:34:23,296 and then sometimes he makes me feel like I've done something wrong. 512 00:34:23,307 --> 00:34:24,685 It's really confusing. 513 00:34:24,696 --> 00:34:26,809 I don't know when he's gonna get upset next. 514 00:34:26,820 --> 00:34:27,860 Viv. 515 00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:32,840 Viv, I've been reading a lot of stuff about abuse for my art, 516 00:34:33,507 --> 00:34:36,387 and it does sound like he could maybe be emotionally coercive. 517 00:34:36,467 --> 00:34:39,427 He's so controlling, Viv. 518 00:34:42,027 --> 00:34:44,827 I just feel confused. 519 00:34:45,467 --> 00:34:48,467 Love should make you feel safe. It should make you feel braver 520 00:34:48,547 --> 00:34:51,227 because you can be totally yourself around that person. 521 00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:54,520 It shouldn't be confusing, and it shouldn't be scary. 522 00:35:01,387 --> 00:35:03,107 Shit, I think I know where Cal is. 523 00:35:06,067 --> 00:35:07,805 - I'll text you, okay? - Okay. 524 00:35:08,787 --> 00:35:10,338 - All right. - Thank you. 525 00:35:39,633 --> 00:35:40,728 Oh my gosh. 526 00:35:44,107 --> 00:35:45,129 Oi! 527 00:35:48,027 --> 00:35:50,227 Um, excuse me! 528 00:35:51,787 --> 00:35:57,347 Excuse me! You've got my ph... Excuse me! Give me my phone! 529 00:35:58,147 --> 00:35:59,226 Oi. 530 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:08,880 I know you. 531 00:36:09,907 --> 00:36:10,947 No! 532 00:36:18,787 --> 00:36:21,987 Look, I can't... I couldn't get baptized. 533 00:36:23,547 --> 00:36:28,267 Okay, I can't be something that I'm not! 534 00:36:50,460 --> 00:36:52,081 What do you want from me? 535 00:36:54,500 --> 00:36:55,981 Why are you laughing? 536 00:36:56,827 --> 00:36:59,947 Because you've done exactly what I wanted you to do. 537 00:37:03,907 --> 00:37:08,347 Today was the start of a long and hard road. 538 00:37:09,136 --> 00:37:12,336 I will be with you every step of the way. 539 00:37:16,906 --> 00:37:20,386 You will change hearts and minds 540 00:37:20,566 --> 00:37:23,806 and let everyone know that I love them for who they are. 541 00:37:25,813 --> 00:37:27,453 This will be your calling. 542 00:37:28,427 --> 00:37:30,267 It will be your life's work. 543 00:37:31,547 --> 00:37:32,707 I don't think so. 544 00:37:39,187 --> 00:37:41,107 I made you this bright 545 00:37:41,707 --> 00:37:45,507 so that others would see in the darkness. 546 00:38:02,027 --> 00:38:03,307 What do I do now? 547 00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:19,755 Oh, no more poo, please. I beg. 548 00:38:37,313 --> 00:38:38,499 Cal. 549 00:38:45,147 --> 00:38:46,273 Cal? 550 00:38:56,827 --> 00:38:57,933 Cal. 551 00:39:04,587 --> 00:39:05,787 Uh, 552 00:39:05,867 --> 00:39:06,993 I think... 553 00:39:07,987 --> 00:39:10,067 I think people are looking for you. 554 00:39:13,547 --> 00:39:14,987 I've been here for a while. 555 00:39:16,787 --> 00:39:19,187 I don't really know what happened. 556 00:39:25,027 --> 00:39:26,987 Then I got scared, and then... 557 00:39:30,587 --> 00:39:31,907 I couldn't go home. 558 00:39:35,027 --> 00:39:38,107 If you wanna talk about it, I'm here. 559 00:39:39,347 --> 00:39:43,347 But also, if you just wanna sit in silence... 560 00:39:45,827 --> 00:39:47,267 then we can do that too. 561 00:39:49,627 --> 00:39:50,707 It feels like I'm... 562 00:39:53,187 --> 00:39:54,273 drowning. 563 00:39:57,827 --> 00:39:59,822 I can't wait any longer, 564 00:39:59,832 --> 00:40:02,347 and I wish I could make it stop because... 565 00:40:04,707 --> 00:40:06,027 that's never gonna change. 566 00:40:07,653 --> 00:40:08,813 It's gonna be okay. 567 00:40:11,107 --> 00:40:13,387 I don't think the world wants people like me in it. 568 00:40:16,147 --> 00:40:17,166 Cal? 569 00:40:17,626 --> 00:40:20,466 Cal. Oh, you're okay. Thank God. 570 00:40:20,507 --> 00:40:22,427 - There's, like, a search party. - Jackson. Jackson. 571 00:40:22,507 --> 00:40:24,067 - Everyone was so worried. - Jackson. 572 00:40:26,267 --> 00:40:28,067 Are people angry that I worried them? 573 00:40:30,067 --> 00:40:31,427 No, no one's angry. 574 00:40:33,347 --> 00:40:34,667 They're gonna be happy 575 00:40:36,307 --> 00:40:37,387 that you're safe. 576 00:40:42,867 --> 00:40:48,467 Cal, I had no idea that you were having such a difficult time. 577 00:40:53,547 --> 00:40:56,547 I'm so sorry that I let you down. 578 00:40:58,567 --> 00:41:00,367 We should've all done more 579 00:41:01,347 --> 00:41:04,587 to show you just how loved you are. 580 00:41:04,736 --> 00:41:06,656 Things have to change, Cal, 581 00:41:06,667 --> 00:41:08,987 because people like us aren't going anywhere. 582 00:41:10,747 --> 00:41:15,307 I know that the world can be harsh, but you're not alone. 583 00:41:16,387 --> 00:41:17,907 We need you here with us. 584 00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:21,200 Shall we take you home? 585 00:41:22,827 --> 00:41:23,947 - Yeah. - Yeah? 586 00:41:48,813 --> 00:41:50,933 Do you want to hear my song? 587 00:41:52,347 --> 00:41:54,347 I will play a song for you now. 588 00:42:01,187 --> 00:42:03,634 Oh my God. Cal's been found. They're safe. 589 00:42:04,656 --> 00:42:06,776 Oh my God. 590 00:42:06,787 --> 00:42:08,667 They found Cal. 591 00:42:08,747 --> 00:42:10,467 - Oh my God. Thank you. - Oh my gosh. 592 00:42:10,547 --> 00:42:11,867 Eric found Cal! 593 00:42:16,147 --> 00:42:18,147 - Thank you, Abbi. - You guys! 594 00:42:22,113 --> 00:42:25,153 I want to explain about this morning. 595 00:42:26,207 --> 00:42:30,007 I've still got some stuff with intimacy 596 00:42:31,067 --> 00:42:33,567 since the assault, and... 597 00:42:33,773 --> 00:42:37,262 I guess I was scared to tell you 'cause I thought it might put you off. 598 00:42:37,273 --> 00:42:41,033 Aimee, you could never put me off. I'm really glad that you told me. 599 00:42:41,907 --> 00:42:43,427 There you go. 600 00:42:43,507 --> 00:42:44,600 Thank you. 601 00:42:48,107 --> 00:42:49,707 There's something I have to do. 602 00:42:58,027 --> 00:42:59,547 - Thank you. - Bye! 603 00:43:04,747 --> 00:43:06,947 No one's gonna feel it, bro. 604 00:43:07,027 --> 00:43:09,267 - Sorry, I should take this. - Yeah, do your thing. 605 00:43:10,140 --> 00:43:11,140 Hello. 606 00:43:11,427 --> 00:43:12,867 Maeve Wiley? 607 00:43:12,947 --> 00:43:15,962 This is Caitlin Reed from Goodhart Books. 608 00:43:15,972 --> 00:43:17,707 I read your piece, Southchester. 609 00:43:17,787 --> 00:43:19,347 You... 610 00:43:19,427 --> 00:43:21,827 How... Sorry. How did you read my piece? 611 00:43:21,907 --> 00:43:23,947 Ellen Rasmussen gave it to me. 612 00:43:24,096 --> 00:43:26,976 I've been speaking to her as part of the Wallace internship. 613 00:43:26,987 --> 00:43:30,027 Anyway, it's a very evocative piece. 614 00:43:30,107 --> 00:43:32,187 I'd really like to read some more if you have it. 615 00:43:33,827 --> 00:43:37,507 Yeah, sure. I can send some more over to you. Definitely. 616 00:43:37,656 --> 00:43:40,416 That would be fantastic. We'll be in touch. 617 00:43:40,620 --> 00:43:42,380 Okay. Thanks. 618 00:43:48,627 --> 00:43:50,227 Very good. Well done. 619 00:43:50,307 --> 00:43:52,107 - Thank you. - Great poise, Liza. 620 00:43:52,187 --> 00:43:54,507 - Keep it up, Sophie. Good job. - Yay! 621 00:44:00,816 --> 00:44:02,136 Come on, Michael, we're trotting. 622 00:44:02,147 --> 00:44:04,227 Uh, no, no. I'm okay walking. Thank you. 623 00:44:04,307 --> 00:44:07,147 Come on, Michael. We're trotting now, mate. Giddyap. 624 00:44:07,227 --> 00:44:08,667 Whoa! Whoa! 625 00:44:08,747 --> 00:44:10,507 Ah! 626 00:44:10,587 --> 00:44:12,787 - Am I doing it? - You are. You're doing great! 627 00:44:12,867 --> 00:44:15,267 Ah! I'm bouncing now. Ooh! 628 00:44:15,347 --> 00:44:18,787 Ow! Ah. Ah. How am I doing? Ah! 629 00:44:19,119 --> 00:44:20,280 How do I stop? 630 00:44:20,987 --> 00:44:22,227 Are your legs all right? 631 00:44:22,307 --> 00:44:23,987 - Yeah, I'm fine. - Yeah? 632 00:44:24,259 --> 00:44:25,365 Okay. 633 00:44:27,587 --> 00:44:30,507 - Um, I'll meet you in the car. - Oh, okay. 634 00:44:31,107 --> 00:44:33,382 - Oh, thank you. - Oh, thanks. Bye. 635 00:44:33,393 --> 00:44:34,393 Yup. 636 00:44:35,620 --> 00:44:36,620 Oh Christ. 637 00:44:37,107 --> 00:44:38,307 Well done. 638 00:44:38,707 --> 00:44:40,000 Thanks. 639 00:44:42,467 --> 00:44:44,827 I wasn't completely honest with you the other day. 640 00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:48,052 My ex is called Eric. 641 00:44:49,693 --> 00:44:53,533 I'm attracted to men and women. It's not a phase. That's just who I am. 642 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:57,720 And I haven't always liked that about myself, but I want to. 643 00:44:58,227 --> 00:45:02,067 And, anyway, I just wanted you to know. 644 00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:11,429 Do you wanna go on a date? 645 00:45:14,707 --> 00:45:15,860 Yeah. 646 00:45:17,747 --> 00:45:18,787 I'd like that. 647 00:45:26,647 --> 00:45:29,151 We've got 90 seconds, Tilly. 648 00:45:29,162 --> 00:45:30,389 It's gonna be great. 649 00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:31,880 Don't forget to smile. 650 00:45:35,272 --> 00:45:38,941 - Stop. - Oh, Jean. We haven't actually started, so... 651 00:45:38,952 --> 00:45:41,387 Right. Um, I made a mistake. 652 00:45:41,467 --> 00:45:44,747 I don't want to quit. I want to keep doing the show. 653 00:45:44,973 --> 00:45:47,133 But if I am gonna do it, I have to do it my way. 654 00:45:47,587 --> 00:45:51,547 No cohosts, no making it spicy for spicy's sake. 655 00:45:51,627 --> 00:45:55,867 Just proper in-depth therapy sessions with listeners and me. 656 00:45:56,107 --> 00:45:58,315 That's what I'm good at. I think it could 657 00:45:58,325 --> 00:46:00,347 be great if you give me another chance. 658 00:46:00,613 --> 00:46:03,107 Um... what's going on? 659 00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:06,416 Yes, good. Yep. Jean. Jean. Jean. 660 00:46:06,427 --> 00:46:10,147 This is Tilly. Tilly, this is Jean. 661 00:46:10,227 --> 00:46:12,027 Tilly's filling in your show. 662 00:46:12,107 --> 00:46:14,827 Tilly's show is about antiquing and true crime. 663 00:46:14,907 --> 00:46:17,387 It's fun. Tilly, not today. I'm sorry. 664 00:46:17,467 --> 00:46:21,267 We're gonna rearrange your time slot. So off you pop. Another time. 665 00:46:21,540 --> 00:46:22,540 You're great. 666 00:46:23,707 --> 00:46:25,827 Bright future. Good luck. Jean. 667 00:46:26,507 --> 00:46:27,589 Oh, sure. 668 00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:31,680 On that, I want you to let me bring in my baby anytime I need to, 669 00:46:31,707 --> 00:46:35,947 and I need a private area to be able to pump milk. 670 00:46:36,027 --> 00:46:37,907 Sure you do. We'll talk about that later. 671 00:46:38,199 --> 00:46:39,386 Okay. 672 00:46:39,827 --> 00:46:40,827 Right. 673 00:46:46,827 --> 00:46:49,947 This is Dr. Jean Milburn, 674 00:46:50,027 --> 00:46:52,987 and you are listening to Sexology. 675 00:46:53,067 --> 00:46:55,507 Please call in. I am here. 676 00:46:57,067 --> 00:46:59,827 Every time. Every time. 677 00:46:59,907 --> 00:47:01,227 - Oh, yeah. - Psych. 678 00:47:01,307 --> 00:47:03,747 That's how you're gonna do me today? All right. 679 00:47:03,827 --> 00:47:05,427 - Hey. - I won't forget. 680 00:47:06,627 --> 00:47:07,867 I know about Jerome. 681 00:47:10,107 --> 00:47:12,227 I found this letter. 682 00:47:12,874 --> 00:47:15,794 So he's my biological father, isn't he? I went to see him. 683 00:47:16,907 --> 00:47:18,067 Told him who I was. 684 00:47:19,217 --> 00:47:20,908 And he asked me to leave. 685 00:47:20,919 --> 00:47:24,719 I just want to know everything, and I want to know it now. 686 00:47:40,947 --> 00:47:42,027 What are these? 687 00:47:50,787 --> 00:47:52,427 Jackson, take a seat. 688 00:47:56,147 --> 00:47:57,947 Before I met your mum, 689 00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:00,760 I had an affair with a married man. 690 00:48:01,153 --> 00:48:04,673 It was a mistake, but I was confused. 691 00:48:06,347 --> 00:48:08,547 And then I fell pregnant with you. 692 00:48:10,493 --> 00:48:13,653 It was unexpected and stressful, 693 00:48:13,827 --> 00:48:17,187 but I very quickly realized I was so happy. 694 00:48:18,267 --> 00:48:21,547 The thing is, Jerome already had a family. 695 00:48:22,187 --> 00:48:24,547 I sent him updates and photos. 696 00:48:24,627 --> 00:48:27,307 I thought if he saw how incredible you are, 697 00:48:27,387 --> 00:48:29,067 he might change his mind. 698 00:48:29,867 --> 00:48:32,947 But he just sent them back unopened. 699 00:48:35,267 --> 00:48:36,707 And then I met your mum. 700 00:48:39,427 --> 00:48:40,907 And everything changed. 701 00:48:45,147 --> 00:48:47,907 We wanted to raise you together. 702 00:48:50,027 --> 00:48:51,467 To be a family. 703 00:48:53,147 --> 00:48:58,867 We didn't want you to, in any way, feel like you were unloved. 704 00:49:04,587 --> 00:49:06,467 What? 705 00:49:08,427 --> 00:49:09,427 I have to go. 706 00:49:10,707 --> 00:49:13,169 - I have to go. - What? 707 00:49:13,180 --> 00:49:16,980 - I can't believe you lied to me. - Jackson, we were trying to protect you. 708 00:49:27,736 --> 00:49:30,336 - Hey, Savior! - Hey. 709 00:49:30,347 --> 00:49:32,827 Look who it is. It's the savior. 710 00:49:32,907 --> 00:49:36,107 What a hero. You found Cal. 711 00:49:36,187 --> 00:49:37,707 Uh... 712 00:49:39,107 --> 00:49:40,867 Guys, I've got some bad news. 713 00:49:42,995 --> 00:49:46,416 The church isn't going to accept any of the money 714 00:49:46,427 --> 00:49:49,147 that we raise tonight at the fundraiser. 715 00:49:49,642 --> 00:49:50,936 Oh, I can't believe it. 716 00:49:50,947 --> 00:49:52,307 - I can. - Oh, fuck! 717 00:49:55,613 --> 00:49:58,173 Sorry. Sorry. I'm... I'm good. 718 00:49:58,256 --> 00:49:59,696 Oh gosh. 719 00:49:59,707 --> 00:50:01,387 I'll see you guys in there. 720 00:50:10,347 --> 00:50:12,067 What are we gonna fundraise for now? 721 00:50:12,147 --> 00:50:14,547 Well, there's this charity for homeless guinea pigs. 722 00:50:14,627 --> 00:50:16,627 Oh, I love guinea pigs. 723 00:50:17,547 --> 00:50:19,027 - Hey. - Hey. 724 00:50:20,667 --> 00:50:25,107 I was gonna call you earlier, but I was being all stubborn. 725 00:50:26,907 --> 00:50:30,187 - I wanted to call you as well. - Been thinking about what you said. 726 00:50:30,267 --> 00:50:35,307 And I think I do feel uncomfortable about some of our differences, 727 00:50:35,772 --> 00:50:37,496 and I've never known how to talk about it 728 00:50:37,507 --> 00:50:40,587 because I'm scared that I'm gonna get it wrong 729 00:50:41,074 --> 00:50:42,793 or I'm gonna upset you. 730 00:50:43,926 --> 00:50:45,466 I shouldn't be afraid of that. 731 00:50:45,896 --> 00:50:47,696 I shouldn't be afraid of those conversations 732 00:50:47,706 --> 00:50:49,389 because you're my best friend. 733 00:50:51,987 --> 00:50:54,147 And I feel like I've lost a lot this year, 734 00:50:55,867 --> 00:50:57,667 and I couldn't survive if I lost you. 735 00:51:07,786 --> 00:51:09,786 You're not gonna get rid of me. 736 00:51:14,016 --> 00:51:16,569 Look, we're getting ready for the fundraiser here. 737 00:51:16,580 --> 00:51:18,947 - Mm-hmm. - Do you care to join? 738 00:51:19,384 --> 00:51:21,736 - Would I like to join? - Would you like to join? 739 00:51:21,747 --> 00:51:23,747 - Like to join? - Am I getting a little invite? 740 00:51:23,827 --> 00:51:26,147 You're getting a little invite into The Coven. 741 00:51:26,907 --> 00:51:29,707 I don't really know about the whole hat and jacket. 742 00:51:29,787 --> 00:51:31,947 Ah, absolutely not. Take that off right now. 743 00:51:32,027 --> 00:51:34,347 - Okay. Something else. - It's just not very you. 744 00:51:34,427 --> 00:51:36,627 - No, it's not. - You can do better. 745 00:51:36,707 --> 00:51:37,867 You can do well better. 746 00:51:37,947 --> 00:51:41,027 - I hate this song. - Yeah, same. Can you change it, babe? 747 00:51:44,947 --> 00:51:47,387 There are treatment options for a tight foreskin. 748 00:51:47,467 --> 00:51:49,707 Ah! Oh my God. It's your mum! 749 00:51:49,787 --> 00:51:51,987 Oh my God. I love her. Let's listen. 750 00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:55,627 Maybe we raise money for people with tight foreskins? 751 00:51:55,707 --> 00:51:58,067 ...talcum powder. Thank you, Adrian. 752 00:51:58,147 --> 00:52:00,347 Keep those calls coming. 753 00:52:00,573 --> 00:52:04,008 And remember, there are no topics that are off-limits. 754 00:52:04,019 --> 00:52:08,699 Our next caller is Joanna. 755 00:52:09,747 --> 00:52:11,107 Hello, Joanna. 756 00:52:11,827 --> 00:52:13,587 What's on your mind tonight? 757 00:52:14,347 --> 00:52:15,387 I, um... 758 00:52:16,267 --> 00:52:21,747 Something, um, happened to me when I was, um, 12. 759 00:52:21,979 --> 00:52:23,456 There was a man. 760 00:52:23,467 --> 00:52:26,547 He was... he was a boyfriend of my mum's, 761 00:52:26,627 --> 00:52:29,867 and he... touched me. 762 00:52:32,100 --> 00:52:33,220 I mean, he... 763 00:52:35,787 --> 00:52:37,747 abused me, and, uh, 764 00:52:38,427 --> 00:52:40,067 I don't think I'm okay. 765 00:52:40,947 --> 00:52:44,947 I am never happy or... or secure, 766 00:52:45,027 --> 00:52:49,867 and I think I need to get some help with that, but I'm scared. 767 00:52:50,947 --> 00:52:53,187 Can you tell me what you're scared of? 768 00:52:53,776 --> 00:52:55,488 The thing is, I've, um... 769 00:52:55,498 --> 00:52:57,856 I've never liked to stay in the same place for too long. 770 00:52:57,867 --> 00:52:58,987 I, um... 771 00:52:59,736 --> 00:53:02,136 I'm scared that if I stop moving 772 00:53:02,147 --> 00:53:06,467 and I start properly talking about what happened, 773 00:53:06,547 --> 00:53:08,507 then it might all catch up on me, 774 00:53:08,587 --> 00:53:11,907 and I won't be able to pretend that I'm okay anymore. 775 00:53:14,027 --> 00:53:16,387 Thank you for sharing that, Joanna. 776 00:53:19,587 --> 00:53:23,987 What you have experienced is truly soul-crushing... 777 00:53:27,147 --> 00:53:31,347 and deciding that you no longer want to bury these things is... 778 00:53:31,867 --> 00:53:35,267 is very brave and powerful. 779 00:53:37,027 --> 00:53:39,467 But you're right. It is scary. 780 00:53:40,107 --> 00:53:44,067 Now, I don't usually share things from 781 00:53:44,586 --> 00:53:47,226 my own life, but 782 00:53:47,947 --> 00:53:49,507 I just had a baby, 783 00:53:50,107 --> 00:53:52,947 and I've been diagnosed 784 00:53:53,027 --> 00:53:55,907 with postnatal depression. 785 00:53:56,820 --> 00:54:01,300 Now, I didn't even realize that anything was wrong. 786 00:54:01,767 --> 00:54:04,887 I didn't want to accept that anything was wrong. 787 00:54:08,667 --> 00:54:09,713 But 788 00:54:10,747 --> 00:54:13,147 just saying it out loud... 789 00:54:15,787 --> 00:54:18,267 is really the first step to getting help. 790 00:54:19,787 --> 00:54:24,107 It sounds to me that you're ready to do this work on yourself, 791 00:54:24,627 --> 00:54:26,987 but I would urge you 792 00:54:27,547 --> 00:54:32,507 to lean on your friends and family during this time, Joanna. 793 00:54:32,587 --> 00:54:35,787 There's no reason for you to deal with this alone. 794 00:54:36,987 --> 00:54:38,827 - Sexy. - Thanks, babes. 795 00:54:40,867 --> 00:54:42,347 She's ready, girls. 796 00:54:42,427 --> 00:54:44,947 She's ready! 797 00:55:55,067 --> 00:55:56,067 Whoo! 798 00:55:56,147 --> 00:55:57,147 Whoo! 799 00:56:07,107 --> 00:56:09,387 Hey, Molloy wants to see you. 800 00:56:10,187 --> 00:56:11,286 I... 801 00:56:11,987 --> 00:56:13,027 Oh, okay. 802 00:56:16,987 --> 00:56:21,307 Oh, um, Caitlin Reed called me. Thanks for sending her my writing. 803 00:56:21,387 --> 00:56:22,667 It's a brilliant piece. 804 00:56:22,747 --> 00:56:25,827 It's annoying because she wasn't that interested in what I'd written. 805 00:56:26,587 --> 00:56:29,227 But, you know, it's fine. I don't think I want to write anymore. 806 00:56:29,307 --> 00:56:33,547 I think I want to set up a tech company, or maybe I'll go into banking. 807 00:56:37,067 --> 00:56:39,707 Okay. Well, thank you. 808 00:56:40,547 --> 00:56:42,387 - I'll see you later. - I'll see you later. 809 00:56:42,987 --> 00:56:44,126 All right! 810 00:56:44,587 --> 00:56:45,587 Bro, we got this! 811 00:56:46,347 --> 00:56:47,747 Maeve, thanks for dropping in. 812 00:56:49,427 --> 00:56:50,707 It's good to have you back. 813 00:56:51,587 --> 00:56:52,627 Maeve. 814 00:56:53,546 --> 00:56:54,660 Come on. 815 00:56:58,867 --> 00:57:01,987 I was sorry to hear about your mother. 816 00:57:03,187 --> 00:57:04,433 Yeah, thanks. 817 00:57:05,107 --> 00:57:08,507 I also heard that there's been some interest in Southchester. 818 00:57:09,467 --> 00:57:10,707 Congratulations. 819 00:57:11,267 --> 00:57:13,427 Yeah, I'm excited about it. 820 00:57:16,106 --> 00:57:18,448 I just wanted to say that I know I was 821 00:57:18,458 --> 00:57:20,186 harsh with you the last time we spoke. 822 00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:23,160 You told me I wasn't cut out to be a writer. 823 00:57:24,746 --> 00:57:27,546 I was just trying to push you to be better. 824 00:57:28,307 --> 00:57:29,867 I don't think you were. 825 00:57:30,526 --> 00:57:34,046 And even if that is true, your words really crushed me. 826 00:57:35,293 --> 00:57:38,133 And I almost didn't come back because of you. 827 00:57:38,816 --> 00:57:41,496 And unlike most students on this campus, 828 00:57:41,507 --> 00:57:44,387 I haven't grown up being told I'm brilliant or deserving. 829 00:57:45,340 --> 00:57:46,855 If I take a risk, and it doesn't work out, 830 00:57:46,865 --> 00:57:48,940 I don't have a safety net to fall back on, 831 00:57:49,206 --> 00:57:53,606 and you're going to come across other students like me, so 832 00:57:54,747 --> 00:57:56,987 I just want you to know that, as a teacher, 833 00:57:57,346 --> 00:57:59,346 your words hold a lot of power. 834 00:58:03,987 --> 00:58:05,227 I went home and 835 00:58:06,747 --> 00:58:09,987 reminded myself of what I'm made of and where I want to go. 836 00:58:11,987 --> 00:58:14,307 You don't get to be the gatekeeper of my dreams. 837 00:58:17,140 --> 00:58:18,406 Okay. 838 00:58:19,193 --> 00:58:20,940 I can take that on board. 839 00:58:27,107 --> 00:58:31,053 It's... it's just not easy sometimes watching all of you 840 00:58:31,667 --> 00:58:33,040 at the beginning. 841 00:58:36,420 --> 00:58:37,503 Yeah. 842 00:58:40,307 --> 00:58:42,067 - I'll see you in class. - Mm-hmm. 843 00:58:58,307 --> 00:59:01,067 I'm so glad you're okay. 844 00:59:07,307 --> 00:59:11,707 I came to ask if you'd be comfortable with us raising money tonight 845 00:59:11,787 --> 00:59:12,787 for your top surgery. 846 00:59:14,913 --> 00:59:16,153 That's amazing. 847 00:59:17,827 --> 00:59:18,947 Thank you so much. 848 00:59:20,067 --> 00:59:21,467 Will you come with me? 849 00:59:23,827 --> 00:59:25,307 No. Uh... 850 00:59:26,193 --> 00:59:29,033 I'd love to, but I don't think I'm ready to see everyone. 851 00:59:38,267 --> 00:59:40,707 - Do you like auctions? - I've never been to one before. 852 00:59:40,787 --> 00:59:41,907 - Have you not? - No. 853 00:59:41,987 --> 00:59:45,469 Oh, last one I went to, my mum won a year's supply of ham. 854 00:59:45,480 --> 00:59:48,427 - Oh? - Ugh, it was way too much ham. 855 00:59:48,507 --> 00:59:50,307 - Viv. - Oh, he's here again. 856 00:59:50,387 --> 00:59:52,107 Can we please talk? 857 00:59:52,187 --> 00:59:56,667 Okay. Okay, um, Beau, we've spoken about this already, 858 00:59:56,747 --> 00:59:59,987 but you don't seem to be listening, so I'm gonna be really clear. 859 01:00:00,707 --> 01:00:02,907 I don't wanna talk to you. I don't wanna see you. 860 01:00:03,507 --> 01:00:05,147 I don't wanna hear from you. 861 01:00:05,660 --> 01:00:07,075 I don't know what made you like this, 862 01:00:07,085 --> 01:00:08,736 and it's probably something really sad, 863 01:00:08,747 --> 01:00:10,442 and I hope you seek out some therapy, 864 01:00:10,452 --> 01:00:13,307 but if you keep on trying to contact me, 865 01:00:13,699 --> 01:00:15,139 I will report you. 866 01:00:16,633 --> 01:00:17,753 Do you hear me? 867 01:00:18,220 --> 01:00:19,317 Yeah. 868 01:00:26,507 --> 01:00:28,547 Oh my God. 869 01:00:31,259 --> 01:00:32,979 - You're amazing. - You too. 870 01:00:33,947 --> 01:00:35,387 Wow! 871 01:00:39,267 --> 01:00:40,507 How did it go? 872 01:00:40,587 --> 01:00:42,587 I've got a lot to fill you in on. 873 01:00:42,667 --> 01:00:45,027 Turns out my mum was filthy! 874 01:00:46,107 --> 01:00:49,307 - Let's start the bidding at 50 pounds. - Fifty-five! 875 01:00:49,387 --> 01:00:51,147 - Sixty-five! - Seventy-five! 876 01:00:51,227 --> 01:00:53,947 Sold to Miss Winton for 75 pounds. 877 01:00:54,027 --> 01:00:56,627 Our next piece is called Melon 878 01:00:56,707 --> 01:01:00,307 by the wonderfully talented Aimee Gibbs. 879 01:01:01,507 --> 01:01:04,787 Let's keep those bids coming. We're raising money for Cal. 880 01:01:05,587 --> 01:01:07,867 Let's start the bidding at 50 pounds. 881 01:01:07,947 --> 01:01:08,987 Whoo! 882 01:01:09,067 --> 01:01:11,787 - Very nice. Fifty-five, anyone? - Fifty-five. 883 01:01:11,867 --> 01:01:13,227 - Sixty! - Sixty-five! 884 01:01:13,307 --> 01:01:15,707 175! 885 01:01:15,787 --> 01:01:18,427 175 pounds. 886 01:01:18,793 --> 01:01:19,953 Going, 887 01:01:21,107 --> 01:01:22,467 going... 888 01:01:23,707 --> 01:01:28,226 Sold to Miss Masters for 175 pounds. 889 01:01:28,237 --> 01:01:30,976 I've seen your photographic pieces, and they're very good. 890 01:01:31,056 --> 01:01:33,216 Who knows how much Melon will be worth in a few years. 891 01:01:33,227 --> 01:01:37,227 Moving on to our next item, which is Miss Winton's hat collection. 892 01:01:37,307 --> 01:01:39,267 - Fifty pounds! - Fifty pounds at the back. 893 01:01:39,692 --> 01:01:42,947 Fifty-five. Come on! For Cal. 894 01:02:08,667 --> 01:02:10,907 Oh, these look really nice. 895 01:02:11,816 --> 01:02:15,056 Goddamn. These cauliflower steaks are so delicious. 896 01:02:15,067 --> 01:02:18,187 - Do you have any mango chutney? - Hello. Hello, hi. 897 01:02:18,267 --> 01:02:19,747 I know a lot's happened today, 898 01:02:19,827 --> 01:02:22,315 but it's time to announce the winner 899 01:02:22,325 --> 01:02:24,387 of the student counselor elections. 900 01:02:27,187 --> 01:02:28,227 Vote Connor! 901 01:02:29,107 --> 01:02:30,787 It's the real fun. It's the real fun. 902 01:02:30,867 --> 01:02:32,147 It's time to go. It's time to go. 903 01:02:32,227 --> 01:02:34,387 Let's get this over and done with. 904 01:02:36,787 --> 01:02:39,987 Can I have all the candidates to the stage, please? 905 01:02:41,336 --> 01:02:42,336 Thank you. Hello. 906 01:02:42,839 --> 01:02:44,085 Hello. Welcome. 907 01:02:44,096 --> 01:02:45,096 Yeah. 908 01:02:45,107 --> 01:02:47,927 Thank you. Take your time. Okay. 909 01:02:50,027 --> 01:02:51,206 Whoo! 910 01:02:52,307 --> 01:02:53,667 And the winner is... 911 01:02:56,347 --> 01:02:58,187 Connor Pearson! 912 01:03:04,267 --> 01:03:07,147 Go, Connor! Get in there! Come on! 913 01:03:07,747 --> 01:03:08,907 Thank you. 914 01:03:09,587 --> 01:03:11,667 Oh, this means a lot. 915 01:03:12,467 --> 01:03:14,707 But I cannot accept the position. 916 01:03:14,787 --> 01:03:17,292 I've been doing therapy sessions for the last few days, 917 01:03:17,303 --> 01:03:20,403 and you guys have a lot of problems. 918 01:03:20,414 --> 01:03:23,174 It's been kind of exhausting and a bit gross. 919 01:03:23,307 --> 01:03:24,347 Rude! 920 01:03:24,496 --> 01:03:26,848 Otis, I only ran because I was hoping 921 01:03:26,858 --> 01:03:28,696 I could get on the radio with your mum 922 01:03:28,707 --> 01:03:30,782 because she's, like, super hot. 923 01:03:30,793 --> 01:03:33,368 - Oh my God. - But it's too much work. 924 01:03:33,379 --> 01:03:36,179 So, yeah, I'm out. 925 01:03:41,067 --> 01:03:42,267 Don't. Don't. Don't. 926 01:03:43,327 --> 01:03:45,662 Okay, well, thank you, Connor. 927 01:03:45,673 --> 01:03:49,033 I suppose that means we have to go with the runner-up then, 928 01:03:49,427 --> 01:03:50,467 which is 929 01:03:51,147 --> 01:03:52,787 Otis Milburn! 930 01:03:52,867 --> 01:03:54,187 Whoo! 931 01:03:54,267 --> 01:03:55,987 Lady hater! 932 01:03:56,067 --> 01:03:57,627 He's a misogynist. 933 01:04:01,827 --> 01:04:03,827 Wow. Okay. Um... 934 01:04:04,547 --> 01:04:06,667 Uh, thanks. This is unexpected. 935 01:04:06,747 --> 01:04:08,187 Um... 936 01:04:08,422 --> 01:04:09,835 I didn't think anyone was gonna vote 937 01:04:09,845 --> 01:04:12,262 for me after the whole meninist thing. 938 01:04:12,273 --> 01:04:13,633 I voted for you. 939 01:04:14,627 --> 01:04:17,027 Great. Thanks. Thanks for the vote. 940 01:04:17,107 --> 01:04:18,107 Um... 941 01:04:21,067 --> 01:04:26,187 Well, I'm... I'm afraid I can't take this position either because 942 01:04:27,627 --> 01:04:32,147 you guys already have a fantastic student therapist, 943 01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:34,520 and that made me feel threatened. 944 01:04:34,576 --> 01:04:38,776 I convinced myself that my behavior was acceptable 945 01:04:38,787 --> 01:04:40,667 because I thought I was the better therapist. 946 01:04:42,547 --> 01:04:44,920 But I'm... I'm really not, 947 01:04:45,380 --> 01:04:47,656 and I should never have taken away someone's space like that, 948 01:04:47,667 --> 01:04:50,948 and this position has always been O's, so... 949 01:04:58,253 --> 01:05:00,293 - Um... - She's a bully. 950 01:05:00,500 --> 01:05:01,856 Get her off the stage! 951 01:05:01,867 --> 01:05:03,147 Boo! 952 01:05:03,227 --> 01:05:04,507 Boo! 953 01:05:05,747 --> 01:05:07,239 No. No, no, no. 954 01:05:07,512 --> 01:05:10,032 Stay there. I... I would like to say something. 955 01:05:10,307 --> 01:05:11,400 Sh! 956 01:05:12,907 --> 01:05:15,702 Hello. I'm Ruby Matthews. 957 01:05:15,713 --> 01:05:16,820 Who? 958 01:05:16,993 --> 01:05:18,936 The bed wetter. Uh... 959 01:05:18,947 --> 01:05:22,187 I released that video because I wanted to destroy O 960 01:05:22,867 --> 01:05:24,907 like she destroyed me, 961 01:05:25,247 --> 01:05:28,727 and I thought it was gonna feel very good, and it didn't, 962 01:05:29,056 --> 01:05:33,056 which is very annoying because it made me realize 963 01:05:33,067 --> 01:05:35,747 that this stupid college 964 01:05:35,827 --> 01:05:41,067 is starting to make me have the... the feelings or something. 965 01:05:43,027 --> 01:05:45,175 And I honestly thought that 966 01:05:45,185 --> 01:05:48,027 this whole "being kind" thing was a load of crap. 967 01:05:48,240 --> 01:05:51,160 Nobody can be perfect. And you're certainly not. 968 01:05:51,867 --> 01:05:56,787 But I've realized you're trying to make the world a better place. 969 01:05:58,347 --> 01:06:01,347 And that makes me want to be better. 970 01:06:02,587 --> 01:06:05,947 I think the Cavendish thing to do would be to give her a second chance. 971 01:06:06,027 --> 01:06:07,507 You go, bed wetter! 972 01:06:12,547 --> 01:06:13,806 Right, then. 973 01:06:14,387 --> 01:06:20,787 Okay, so I guess this means that, um, O here is our therapist again. 974 01:06:21,667 --> 01:06:23,467 This was a huge waste of time. 975 01:06:24,307 --> 01:06:25,387 So, let's dance! 976 01:06:25,467 --> 01:06:28,187 ♪ I'll hit the ceiling ♪ 977 01:06:28,267 --> 01:06:31,627 ♪ Or else I'll tear up this town ♪ 978 01:06:35,027 --> 01:06:37,227 ♪ Tonight I gotta cut loose ♪ 979 01:06:37,307 --> 01:06:38,473 ♪ Footloose ♪ 980 01:06:38,787 --> 01:06:41,107 ♪ Kick off your Sunday shoes ♪ 981 01:06:41,827 --> 01:06:43,827 ♪ Please, Louise ♪ 982 01:06:44,507 --> 01:06:46,427 ♪ Pull me off of my knees ♪ 983 01:06:47,347 --> 01:06:49,267 ♪ Jack, get back ♪ 984 01:06:49,827 --> 01:06:51,947 ♪ Come on, before we crack ♪ 985 01:06:52,787 --> 01:06:54,947 ♪ Lose your blues ♪ 986 01:06:55,627 --> 01:06:57,627 ♪ Everybody cut footloose... ♪ 987 01:07:03,067 --> 01:07:05,827 I want the church to have more discussions 988 01:07:05,907 --> 01:07:09,587 about how we can be more open and inclusive. 989 01:07:11,387 --> 01:07:13,147 What? 990 01:07:13,227 --> 01:07:14,267 Uh... 991 01:07:15,387 --> 01:07:19,467 Well, I think... I think you might need more than discussions. 992 01:07:20,227 --> 01:07:21,787 But that is a great start. 993 01:07:21,867 --> 01:07:22,933 Uh... 994 01:07:25,333 --> 01:07:28,013 Come... Come and dance, Pastor. Come and dance. 995 01:07:30,907 --> 01:07:33,587 ♪ You can fly if you'd only cut loose ♪ 996 01:07:33,736 --> 01:07:35,296 ♪ Footloose ♪ 997 01:07:35,307 --> 01:07:37,947 ♪ Kick off your Sunday shoes... ♪ 998 01:07:38,342 --> 01:07:40,758 Can I just say you were a hero today? 999 01:07:40,769 --> 01:07:44,631 - We loved your speech. - And I love them pants. They're amazing. 1000 01:07:44,642 --> 01:07:46,029 Thank you. My mum made them. 1001 01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,893 Do you wanna come dance? 1002 01:07:48,340 --> 01:07:51,976 Uh, I will be there in a minute. 1003 01:07:52,147 --> 01:07:54,147 ♪ Everybody cut footloose ♪ 1004 01:07:54,907 --> 01:07:56,227 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1005 01:07:56,307 --> 01:07:57,667 ♪ Cut footloose ♪ 1006 01:07:57,747 --> 01:07:59,147 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh... ♪ 1007 01:07:59,707 --> 01:08:03,067 I know I kind of messed you around recently. 1008 01:08:06,547 --> 01:08:07,867 I hope we can still be friends. 1009 01:08:09,747 --> 01:08:12,907 I've actually got enough friends now, Otis. 1010 01:08:22,747 --> 01:08:24,787 ♪ I'm turning it loose! ♪ 1011 01:08:24,867 --> 01:08:26,187 ♪ Footloose ♪ 1012 01:08:26,353 --> 01:08:28,433 ♪ Kick off your Sunday shoes ♪ 1013 01:08:29,347 --> 01:08:31,347 ♪ Please, Louise ♪ 1014 01:08:32,067 --> 01:08:34,107 ♪ Pull me off of my knees... ♪ 1015 01:08:35,253 --> 01:08:38,453 Did you want to develop some photos? 1016 01:08:39,027 --> 01:08:41,347 No, I just wanted to kiss you. 1017 01:08:44,547 --> 01:08:45,547 Are you sure? 1018 01:09:11,792 --> 01:09:15,667 We can go at whatever pace that you want. 1019 01:09:15,986 --> 01:09:17,146 Mm-hmm. 1020 01:09:22,212 --> 01:09:23,732 Whoa! 1021 01:09:26,866 --> 01:09:28,000 Oops. 1022 01:09:29,707 --> 01:09:30,796 Oops. 1023 01:10:09,987 --> 01:10:11,107 Hey. Hey. Wait up. 1024 01:10:12,627 --> 01:10:14,627 We could still work together, you know. 1025 01:10:15,907 --> 01:10:17,947 It's okay. I don't need your pity. 1026 01:10:18,027 --> 01:10:21,307 No, I... I genuinely think we might make a good team. 1027 01:10:21,987 --> 01:10:25,747 And maybe you're right. It might not be so bad to have a friend. 1028 01:10:28,187 --> 01:10:29,226 Okay. 1029 01:10:30,427 --> 01:10:31,707 I'll think about it. 1030 01:10:31,787 --> 01:10:33,147 Cool. 1031 01:10:47,627 --> 01:10:49,467 Hey. You all right? 1032 01:10:50,787 --> 01:10:51,867 Yeah. Well... 1033 01:10:54,787 --> 01:10:57,147 Maeve and I agreed to not message each other, 1034 01:10:57,667 --> 01:10:59,867 and I know that's the right thing to do, 1035 01:10:59,947 --> 01:11:03,067 but I kind of hoped she might have reached out by now. 1036 01:11:03,867 --> 01:11:05,027 Oh. 1037 01:11:05,747 --> 01:11:07,587 - I'm sorry. - It's all right. 1038 01:11:08,467 --> 01:11:09,467 How are you? 1039 01:11:13,467 --> 01:11:14,867 I have decided... 1040 01:11:18,947 --> 01:11:20,147 that I wanna be a pastor. 1041 01:11:24,147 --> 01:11:25,867 You're the first person I've told. 1042 01:11:28,787 --> 01:11:30,227 I think that's really cool. 1043 01:11:30,867 --> 01:11:32,867 - Yeah? - You'll be a natural. 1044 01:11:35,987 --> 01:11:38,707 - Oh, thanks, Oatcake. - Mmm. 1045 01:11:39,347 --> 01:11:40,460 Pastor Effiong. 1046 01:11:40,547 --> 01:11:43,267 It's got a little ring to it, eh? 1047 01:11:44,595 --> 01:11:46,456 - Wanna stay at mine and play Smash Bros? - Yes. 1048 01:11:46,467 --> 01:11:48,187 - Yes. - I thought you'd never ask. 1049 01:11:48,267 --> 01:11:50,787 - Oh! Come on. - I'm gonna beat your ass. 1050 01:11:50,867 --> 01:11:52,147 Oh, please. Please. 1051 01:11:58,547 --> 01:12:01,027 So we ended up going on this awesome boat. 1052 01:12:01,107 --> 01:12:03,147 I think one of Patrice's friends owned it. 1053 01:12:04,433 --> 01:12:05,586 Adam? 1054 01:12:06,107 --> 01:12:10,387 Oh, uh, Third Wives of Miami is on. Do you want to come and watch? 1055 01:12:13,947 --> 01:12:15,033 Michael. 1056 01:12:15,347 --> 01:12:16,947 I'm just dropping Adam home. 1057 01:12:17,453 --> 01:12:21,373 We've been hanging out. I watched him teach a class today. 1058 01:12:21,867 --> 01:12:23,307 And he was excellent. 1059 01:12:24,454 --> 01:12:27,894 Uh, anyhow, I'll let you two get on with your evening. 1060 01:12:28,867 --> 01:12:30,187 Um, I was thinking that... 1061 01:12:32,387 --> 01:12:36,507 maybe we could watch some TV for a bit. 1062 01:12:41,027 --> 01:12:42,027 Yeah. 1063 01:12:43,827 --> 01:12:45,027 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1064 01:13:16,126 --> 01:13:17,226 Jackson? 1065 01:13:21,507 --> 01:13:23,707 - I should've told you sooner. - Yeah. 1066 01:13:28,146 --> 01:13:29,866 I didn't want you to hate me. 1067 01:13:30,547 --> 01:13:31,867 I don't hate you, Mum. 1068 01:13:36,014 --> 01:13:37,648 I'm angry at you though. 1069 01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:39,646 Both. 1070 01:13:40,307 --> 01:13:42,307 It's okay to be angry with us. 1071 01:13:42,833 --> 01:13:44,589 But we're not going anywhere. 1072 01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:46,760 We're gonna work through this together. 1073 01:13:47,056 --> 01:13:48,536 Why didn't he want to know me? 1074 01:13:48,547 --> 01:13:50,347 Because he's a fool, Jackson. 1075 01:13:51,633 --> 01:13:53,833 He has no idea what he's missing. 1076 01:13:53,987 --> 01:13:59,307 How can anyone not want to know someone as brilliant as you? 1077 01:14:03,067 --> 01:14:05,147 You are. You are. You are. 1078 01:14:07,707 --> 01:14:08,920 Oh. 1079 01:14:10,786 --> 01:14:11,985 Love you. 1080 01:14:12,366 --> 01:14:13,553 I love you. 1081 01:14:34,267 --> 01:14:35,507 I'm so sorry, Mum. 1082 01:14:36,740 --> 01:14:38,580 You do not have to say sorry. 1083 01:14:40,120 --> 01:14:42,360 I just wish I knew how to make it better. 1084 01:15:06,627 --> 01:15:08,787 Sorry. 1085 01:15:21,667 --> 01:15:23,387 I love having sex with you. 1086 01:15:23,467 --> 01:15:25,067 I love being inside of you. 1087 01:15:29,573 --> 01:15:31,936 - Sorry. - It's okay. 1088 01:15:32,667 --> 01:15:33,706 Go! 1089 01:15:34,827 --> 01:15:36,787 Come on, then! Oh, can't you catch me? 1090 01:15:36,867 --> 01:15:39,267 You can't catch me because I'm too fast for you. 1091 01:15:39,347 --> 01:15:40,467 Oh! 1092 01:15:40,547 --> 01:15:41,907 He's too quick for you. 1093 01:15:41,987 --> 01:15:44,427 - Slap. And jump. Slap. - Do you think you're... 1094 01:15:45,446 --> 01:15:46,486 Pull it. Aim. 1095 01:15:48,067 --> 01:15:51,267 Whoa! Goodbye. Good night. It's the end. 1096 01:15:53,467 --> 01:15:56,107 - Go again. - Sorry. It's the end. No. 1097 01:16:09,067 --> 01:16:11,227 That's such a nice smile. 1098 01:16:15,067 --> 01:16:16,587 - Hello, darling. - Hey. 1099 01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:20,787 How was your night? 1100 01:16:21,574 --> 01:16:23,854 It was quite fun, actually. 1101 01:16:30,867 --> 01:16:34,587 I'm sorry about yesterday. 1102 01:16:36,787 --> 01:16:38,707 Maeve leaving was the right thing for her. 1103 01:16:39,747 --> 01:16:43,627 - I shouldn't have taken it out on you. - Thank you for apologizing. 1104 01:16:47,467 --> 01:16:49,347 How are you feeling about it all? 1105 01:16:50,867 --> 01:16:51,920 Okay. 1106 01:16:57,280 --> 01:16:59,560 Well, it's all right not to be okay. 1107 01:17:00,947 --> 01:17:03,187 I'm worried that if I think about it too much, 1108 01:17:03,267 --> 01:17:07,347 I'm gonna end up all sad like you were when Dad left. 1109 01:17:08,134 --> 01:17:10,214 So I'm just not. 1110 01:17:12,427 --> 01:17:17,787 I think you shouldn't try to block out all those emotions 1111 01:17:18,702 --> 01:17:21,342 because that's how heartbreak becomes unresolved 1112 01:17:21,353 --> 01:17:23,953 and turns into something bitter. 1113 01:17:25,587 --> 01:17:28,787 It's really important that you feel all those feelings, 1114 01:17:29,667 --> 01:17:31,107 as much as they hurt. 1115 01:17:37,907 --> 01:17:39,307 - Thanks. - Oh. 1116 01:17:43,347 --> 01:17:45,467 - I love you, darling. - Love you too. 1117 01:17:47,307 --> 01:17:49,507 And I'm proud of you 1118 01:17:50,766 --> 01:17:51,806 for getting help. 1119 01:17:52,787 --> 01:17:53,860 Thank you. 1120 01:17:57,696 --> 01:17:58,776 He's proud of me. 1121 01:18:01,667 --> 01:18:03,587 - I'll get it. - Thanks. 1122 01:18:09,587 --> 01:18:10,602 Ah. 1123 01:18:10,613 --> 01:18:11,616 Hey, little dude. 1124 01:18:11,627 --> 01:18:14,147 - You all right? - No, broke my leg several places. 1125 01:18:14,227 --> 01:18:16,707 - You coming in? - I thought I might. Would that work? 1126 01:18:16,787 --> 01:18:17,987 Do you need a hand? 1127 01:18:18,067 --> 01:18:20,627 No, it's cool. I have the crutch-arinos. 1128 01:18:21,147 --> 01:18:24,347 Mum, it's, uh, motorbike man. 1129 01:18:25,616 --> 01:18:28,096 Yeah, I mean, it's normally just Dan, but, uh... 1130 01:18:28,107 --> 01:18:30,187 Fuck it. Call me motorbike man. That's cool. 1131 01:18:30,486 --> 01:18:32,086 - Hi, Dan. - Hey, Jean. 1132 01:18:32,467 --> 01:18:34,867 Oh shit! Baby! That's cool. 1133 01:18:35,033 --> 01:18:36,433 Congratul-aciones. 1134 01:18:37,787 --> 01:18:39,987 - Thank you for coming. - It's all good. 1135 01:18:40,773 --> 01:18:42,493 You might wanna have a seat. 1136 01:18:44,416 --> 01:18:46,536 Sure, okay. Maybe I'll just... 1137 01:18:46,547 --> 01:18:47,707 Are you all right? 1138 01:18:47,787 --> 01:18:50,147 Go ahead and use the table. 1139 01:18:50,227 --> 01:18:52,227 Thank you. Hi, baby. 1140 01:18:53,587 --> 01:18:55,387 Thanks. So, what's up? 1141 01:19:41,827 --> 01:19:42,987 Dear Otis. 1142 01:19:43,829 --> 01:19:45,269 You know I hate soppy romantic stuff. 1143 01:19:45,307 --> 01:19:47,947 So don't get your hopes up. This isn't a love letter. 1144 01:19:49,547 --> 01:19:51,987 When we first met, I didn't trust anyone. 1145 01:19:52,365 --> 01:19:53,976 I thought if I kept everybody out, 1146 01:19:53,987 --> 01:19:56,523 I'd stop myself from being hurt or let down, 1147 01:19:56,534 --> 01:19:58,214 which is what I was used to. 1148 01:19:59,207 --> 01:20:00,702 Then we set the clinic up together, 1149 01:20:00,712 --> 01:20:02,687 and I realized that most of the people 1150 01:20:02,707 --> 01:20:05,107 who came to us for help really just needed connection. 1151 01:20:05,627 --> 01:20:07,467 And maybe I wasn't so different. 1152 01:20:08,827 --> 01:20:11,987 You have the rare ability to make people feel truly seen. 1153 01:20:12,173 --> 01:20:13,733 And you did the same for me. 1154 01:20:14,574 --> 01:20:17,587 It was this and your relentless optimism about human beings 1155 01:20:17,667 --> 01:20:20,907 that gave me the courage to start opening myself up to other people. 1156 01:20:21,960 --> 01:20:24,577 For the first time in my life, I didn't feel alone, 1157 01:20:24,907 --> 01:20:27,587 which allowed me to imagine something bigger for myself. 1158 01:20:29,096 --> 01:20:31,216 I want you to know that however much it fucking hurts 1159 01:20:31,227 --> 01:20:34,907 that we can't be together, I won't ever close myself off again. 1160 01:20:36,747 --> 01:20:40,427 Meeting you cracked my heart open, and now it's forever changed. 1161 01:20:41,296 --> 01:20:42,496 And because of that, 1162 01:20:42,507 --> 01:20:44,907 I will carry a part of you with me wherever I go. 1163 01:20:47,307 --> 01:20:49,147 I think what I'm trying to say is 1164 01:20:50,147 --> 01:20:51,467 thanks for everything, 1165 01:20:52,667 --> 01:20:53,747 dickhead. 1166 01:21:30,105 --> 01:21:35,099 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.MY-SUBS.com -