1 00:00:03,013 --> 00:00:05,416 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 2 00:00:05,449 --> 00:00:06,750 You got any cases? 3 00:00:06,783 --> 00:00:08,119 Three. 4 00:00:08,152 --> 00:00:09,686 I got a teenage, 5 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:10,787 African-American lung transplant-- 6 00:00:10,821 --> 00:00:13,524 Next few days you'll be doing nothing but clinic work. 7 00:00:13,557 --> 00:00:14,691 I just said-- 8 00:00:14,725 --> 00:00:15,859 You're lying! 9 00:00:15,892 --> 00:00:17,561 Then why'd you ask? 10 00:00:17,594 --> 00:00:19,430 Because if you told the truth, 11 00:00:19,463 --> 00:00:21,565 I was only gonna give you one day of clinic duty. 12 00:00:21,598 --> 00:00:23,234 That's dishonest. 13 00:00:23,267 --> 00:00:25,536 I refuse to participate in this-- You'll do it. 14 00:00:25,569 --> 00:00:27,104 You owe me. I kept you out of jail. 15 00:00:27,138 --> 00:00:28,239 I can put you back. 16 00:00:33,177 --> 00:00:34,211 Perjurer. 17 00:00:34,245 --> 00:00:35,346 Felon. 18 00:00:37,214 --> 00:00:41,185 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 19 00:00:41,218 --> 00:00:43,520 I told the nurse I have a runny nose, 20 00:00:43,554 --> 00:00:44,488 but I don't. 21 00:00:44,521 --> 00:00:48,825 I-I think I have, uh... syphilis or gonorrhea. 22 00:00:48,859 --> 00:00:52,229 I think I have an STD. 23 00:00:55,599 --> 00:00:58,635 I think I have a... 24 00:01:10,614 --> 00:01:13,184 Who is here for a runny nose? 25 00:01:14,718 --> 00:01:16,620 It's a cold! 26 00:01:16,653 --> 00:01:18,755 It'll get better. Go home. 27 00:01:19,890 --> 00:01:22,426 Those of you who have stayed obviously do not have colds. 28 00:01:22,459 --> 00:01:23,794 You will be assigned a doctor 29 00:01:23,827 --> 00:01:25,662 who is not me, 'cause I'm tired 30 00:01:25,696 --> 00:01:27,198 of wiping crotches. 31 00:01:27,231 --> 00:01:29,300 House! You're doing this. 32 00:01:29,333 --> 00:01:31,168 Ahh! 33 00:01:31,202 --> 00:01:32,169 Oh! 34 00:01:32,203 --> 00:01:33,637 Oh, it hurts! 35 00:01:33,670 --> 00:01:35,806 Ahh! 36 00:01:35,839 --> 00:01:36,840 Ow! 37 00:01:37,808 --> 00:01:38,909 Ow! 38 00:01:38,942 --> 00:01:41,478 Call security. 39 00:01:41,512 --> 00:01:43,280 Ow! 40 00:01:43,314 --> 00:01:44,848 It hurts! 41 00:01:44,881 --> 00:01:45,882 Should I get a sedative? 42 00:01:45,916 --> 00:01:48,185 No, I'm good. Thanks. 43 00:01:48,219 --> 00:01:48,919 Ahh! 44 00:01:48,952 --> 00:01:50,921 Oh! 45 00:01:50,954 --> 00:01:52,589 It hurts! 46 00:01:52,623 --> 00:01:54,958 My head hurts! 47 00:01:54,991 --> 00:01:57,561 Ow! 48 00:01:57,594 --> 00:01:59,663 Ahh hah! 49 00:01:59,696 --> 00:02:01,898 Ah! Oh! 50 00:02:01,932 --> 00:02:02,966 Aah! 51 00:02:02,999 --> 00:02:04,701 Oh! 52 00:02:04,735 --> 00:02:05,736 Ah-- 53 00:02:08,872 --> 00:02:09,840 Need a team here! 54 00:02:09,873 --> 00:02:10,941 I have the sedative. 55 00:02:10,974 --> 00:02:11,942 A little late. 56 00:02:11,975 --> 00:02:12,976 Just in time. 57 00:02:13,009 --> 00:02:13,977 What did you give him? 58 00:02:14,010 --> 00:02:14,978 A paralytic. 59 00:02:15,011 --> 00:02:15,779 (Cuddy) Why would you do that? 60 00:02:15,812 --> 00:02:17,214 Somebody had to stop the screaming. 61 00:02:17,248 --> 00:02:19,483 Then he's still in pain. 62 00:02:19,516 --> 00:02:21,285 Yeah, but quietly. 63 00:02:21,318 --> 00:02:22,719 The paralytic stopped his breathing. 64 00:02:22,753 --> 00:02:25,256 If he goes hypoxic, he's gonna be quiet forever. 65 00:02:30,527 --> 00:02:33,530 So either I can continue to swab people's privates 66 00:02:33,564 --> 00:02:34,998 or I can figure out if this guy's delirium, 67 00:02:35,031 --> 00:02:37,368 pain, and insanely high heart rate 68 00:02:37,401 --> 00:02:38,902 are life-threatening 69 00:02:38,935 --> 00:02:41,372 or just a personality quirk. 70 00:02:42,873 --> 00:02:46,209 I think the latter choice is better for all three of us. 71 00:02:46,877 --> 00:02:49,846 [Massive Attack's Teardrop] 72 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:59,923 * 73 00:02:59,923 --> 00:03:09,933 * 74 00:03:19,776 --> 00:03:21,011 (Foreman) He's sedated. 75 00:03:21,044 --> 00:03:22,846 It took 5ccs of haloperidol to get him down 76 00:03:22,879 --> 00:03:24,014 after the paralytic wore off. 77 00:03:24,047 --> 00:03:25,048 (House) So, 78 00:03:25,081 --> 00:03:26,783 the pain in his right ear, psychotic behavior, 79 00:03:26,817 --> 00:03:28,485 and dizziness. 80 00:03:28,519 --> 00:03:29,386 Go! 81 00:03:29,420 --> 00:03:31,054 Nurses said he was smacking his head. 82 00:03:31,087 --> 00:03:33,557 How do you know it was specifically his ear? 83 00:03:33,590 --> 00:03:34,625 Because he was dizzy. 84 00:03:34,658 --> 00:03:36,793 It means the problem was affecting his inner ear. 85 00:03:36,827 --> 00:03:38,362 Nurses said he was running in circles. 86 00:03:38,395 --> 00:03:39,663 Doesn't mean he was dizzy. 87 00:03:39,696 --> 00:03:40,664 He wasn't running in circles. 88 00:03:40,697 --> 00:03:41,798 He was running in oblongs. 89 00:03:41,832 --> 00:03:43,500 Looked like a 3-year-old kid drew them. 90 00:03:43,534 --> 00:03:46,670 Acoustic neuroma that started to hemorrhage. 91 00:03:46,703 --> 00:03:49,806 Explains the pain, vertigo, 92 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:50,674 everything. 93 00:03:50,707 --> 00:03:52,042 Get an MRI. 94 00:03:52,075 --> 00:03:54,077 What else? 95 00:03:54,110 --> 00:03:55,846 If it explains everything-- 96 00:03:55,879 --> 00:03:56,813 Might not explain everything. 97 00:03:56,847 --> 00:03:58,615 (Chase) Well, what if he was psychotic first, 98 00:03:58,649 --> 00:04:00,717 then self-mutilated, damaged the ear. 99 00:04:00,751 --> 00:04:01,752 Excellent. 100 00:04:01,785 --> 00:04:02,953 We need a complete 101 00:04:02,986 --> 00:04:04,355 psychiatric workup. 102 00:04:04,388 --> 00:04:05,221 Your turn. 103 00:04:05,255 --> 00:04:08,825 Uh, I was gonna say what Foreman... 104 00:04:08,859 --> 00:04:10,727 Well, say something else. 105 00:04:10,761 --> 00:04:12,829 He... 106 00:04:12,863 --> 00:04:14,798 came to the clinic. 107 00:04:14,831 --> 00:04:16,967 Good. 108 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:18,635 Decent chance he had a chronic illness first, 109 00:04:18,669 --> 00:04:19,736 especially given the rapid heart rate. 110 00:04:19,770 --> 00:04:20,971 Hmm. 111 00:04:21,004 --> 00:04:21,772 Lingering ear infection. 112 00:04:21,805 --> 00:04:22,573 Pressure builds up in his inner ear 113 00:04:22,606 --> 00:04:24,074 and bursts through the mastoid bone 114 00:04:24,107 --> 00:04:25,075 while he's waiting in the clinic. 115 00:04:25,108 --> 00:04:26,843 Oh...yes. 116 00:04:26,877 --> 00:04:27,678 Get a head CT, 117 00:04:27,711 --> 00:04:29,580 draw blood cultures, run a chem panel, 118 00:04:29,613 --> 00:04:30,847 and get a complete blood count. 119 00:04:30,881 --> 00:04:32,916 Oh, while you're at it, 120 00:04:32,949 --> 00:04:34,351 pour some alcohol into his ear 121 00:04:34,385 --> 00:04:36,086 and take out the cockroach. 122 00:04:37,588 --> 00:04:39,523 He has a cockroach in his ear? 123 00:04:39,556 --> 00:04:41,458 He was scratching that ear right before the event, 124 00:04:41,492 --> 00:04:42,626 so I took a peek. 125 00:04:42,659 --> 00:04:44,761 My guess is it started biting. 126 00:04:44,795 --> 00:04:47,063 Nothing else wrong with him? 127 00:04:47,097 --> 00:04:48,865 Well, isn't that enough? 128 00:04:48,899 --> 00:04:50,000 It's pretty gross. 129 00:04:50,033 --> 00:04:52,903 So...why are we doing the tests? 130 00:04:52,936 --> 00:04:54,004 Well, it's either that 131 00:04:54,037 --> 00:04:55,572 or I have to keep doing clinic duty. 132 00:04:55,606 --> 00:04:57,474 Do the tests, or just stay out of Cuddy's sight. 133 00:04:57,508 --> 00:04:58,875 I don't really care which. 134 00:05:11,722 --> 00:05:14,491 Why are you here? 135 00:05:14,525 --> 00:05:17,494 Because it's not a hospital. 136 00:05:17,528 --> 00:05:19,796 It's a jogging park. 137 00:05:19,830 --> 00:05:21,965 You're not jogging. You can't jog. 138 00:05:21,998 --> 00:05:23,767 I'm watching jogging. 139 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:26,603 I sit, I watch, 140 00:05:26,637 --> 00:05:27,638 and I imagine. 141 00:05:32,743 --> 00:05:36,613 So what do you watch for? 142 00:05:38,449 --> 00:05:40,851 That guy's running in shorts. 143 00:05:40,884 --> 00:05:42,919 (Wilson) He's not running. 144 00:05:42,953 --> 00:05:44,688 He's trolling. 145 00:05:44,721 --> 00:05:47,424 You're good at this. 146 00:05:48,725 --> 00:05:52,028 How long are you going to stay here? 147 00:05:52,062 --> 00:05:54,431 The beauty of this place 148 00:05:54,465 --> 00:05:57,067 is it's the last place Cuddy will look. 149 00:06:02,606 --> 00:06:05,075 How can I help you? 150 00:06:06,610 --> 00:06:08,879 The doctors gave me this. 151 00:06:08,912 --> 00:06:10,814 What doctors? 152 00:06:10,847 --> 00:06:12,816 At the other hospital... 153 00:06:12,849 --> 00:06:13,884 last month. 154 00:06:19,923 --> 00:06:21,224 Do you know what this says? 155 00:06:21,257 --> 00:06:23,827 Yes. 156 00:06:23,860 --> 00:06:26,897 "The patient has a 6-centimeter mass 157 00:06:26,930 --> 00:06:30,701 in the right lung-- cancerous, inoperable." 158 00:06:30,734 --> 00:06:32,903 Do you understand what this means? 159 00:06:35,606 --> 00:06:38,208 Is it okay if I sleep here tonight? 160 00:06:39,976 --> 00:06:43,947 It's cold outside. 161 00:06:50,621 --> 00:06:51,922 What are you doing here? 162 00:06:51,955 --> 00:06:54,090 I thought House had a case. 163 00:06:56,259 --> 00:06:58,729 He doesn't. 164 00:06:58,762 --> 00:07:00,764 [birds chirping] 165 00:07:03,266 --> 00:07:05,902 You ordered a CT on a patient with a bug in his ear. 166 00:07:05,936 --> 00:07:07,003 How'd you know I was here? 167 00:07:07,037 --> 00:07:08,705 Ran into Cameron in the clinic. 168 00:07:08,739 --> 00:07:10,841 "Ran into"? 169 00:07:10,874 --> 00:07:12,208 You ordered pointless tests just to-- 170 00:07:12,242 --> 00:07:13,209 It wouldn't have been pointless 171 00:07:13,243 --> 00:07:15,746 if you had "run into" Cameron. 172 00:07:15,779 --> 00:07:16,680 She got punished. 173 00:07:16,713 --> 00:07:18,114 She's stuck with another dying patient. 174 00:07:18,148 --> 00:07:19,550 Is that Vicodin? 175 00:07:19,583 --> 00:07:20,617 Breath mint. 176 00:07:20,651 --> 00:07:21,852 Thought you were gonna kiss me. 177 00:07:21,885 --> 00:07:23,019 What happened to rehab? 178 00:07:23,053 --> 00:07:24,588 I got out. 179 00:07:24,621 --> 00:07:25,789 Oh. 180 00:07:25,822 --> 00:07:27,724 Oh... 181 00:07:27,758 --> 00:07:28,959 It was a scam? 182 00:07:28,992 --> 00:07:31,261 Enough foreplay. Are you gonna kiss me or not? 183 00:07:31,294 --> 00:07:32,295 You are going back to the clinic. 184 00:07:32,328 --> 00:07:33,263 Or jail. 185 00:07:33,296 --> 00:07:35,732 You perjured yourself to keep me out of jail. 186 00:07:35,766 --> 00:07:37,133 How are you gonna tell-- I only did that 187 00:07:37,167 --> 00:07:39,269 because I thought you were getting clean. 188 00:07:39,302 --> 00:07:43,607 So it's do clinic duty or go to jail? 189 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:44,808 Yes. 190 00:07:44,841 --> 00:07:46,109 And then it'll be, "Finish your paper work 191 00:07:46,142 --> 00:07:47,177 "or go to jail, 192 00:07:47,210 --> 00:07:48,945 "help with fundraising or go to jail, 193 00:07:48,979 --> 00:07:51,214 do your job or go to jail." 194 00:07:51,247 --> 00:07:53,617 I think I'd rather go to jail. 195 00:07:55,619 --> 00:07:57,120 You owe me. 196 00:08:06,329 --> 00:08:08,899 Be-yootiful. 197 00:08:08,932 --> 00:08:10,233 Thank you. 198 00:08:10,266 --> 00:08:11,267 It's dry. 199 00:08:11,301 --> 00:08:12,769 Who cares? 200 00:08:12,803 --> 00:08:14,671 It's beautiful. 201 00:08:14,705 --> 00:08:17,140 If my lawn were half as well maintained as that, 202 00:08:17,173 --> 00:08:18,875 pigeons wouldn't have the nerve to poop on it. 203 00:08:18,909 --> 00:08:21,812 Good grooming is important. 204 00:08:21,845 --> 00:08:23,780 Was that a shot? 205 00:08:23,814 --> 00:08:25,849 People do judge you on your appearance. 206 00:08:25,882 --> 00:08:28,785 When you entered I noted your shirt hadn't been pressed, 207 00:08:28,819 --> 00:08:30,921 you hadn't shaved in quite some time. 208 00:08:30,954 --> 00:08:32,956 I extrapolated you were a person for whom detail 209 00:08:32,989 --> 00:08:34,791 was not a major concern. 210 00:08:34,825 --> 00:08:36,092 I was worried you might apply 211 00:08:36,126 --> 00:08:37,227 that same standard in your work. 212 00:08:37,260 --> 00:08:38,929 Do you use toenail clippers up there? 213 00:08:38,962 --> 00:08:40,731 They're longer, so they allow me 214 00:08:40,764 --> 00:08:41,732 to better reach the upper hairs. 215 00:08:41,765 --> 00:08:42,899 I'm wearing a rumpled shirt 216 00:08:42,933 --> 00:08:45,101 and forgot to brush my hair this week. 217 00:08:45,135 --> 00:08:47,771 You've got athlete's foot in your nose. 218 00:08:50,173 --> 00:08:52,776 I'm ready to be judged. 219 00:08:52,809 --> 00:08:54,811 Okay... 220 00:08:54,845 --> 00:08:58,014 $50 to any patient 221 00:08:58,048 --> 00:09:00,083 who is willing to leave here right now. 222 00:09:01,918 --> 00:09:04,054 House, you can't-- 223 00:09:04,087 --> 00:09:05,055 My money. 224 00:09:05,088 --> 00:09:06,189 I don't care. 225 00:09:06,222 --> 00:09:07,190 People do not-- 226 00:09:07,223 --> 00:09:08,224 If they'll leave for 50 bucks, 227 00:09:08,258 --> 00:09:09,826 they're not all that sick. 228 00:09:09,860 --> 00:09:11,962 Or they're poor and desperate, 229 00:09:11,995 --> 00:09:14,130 which is why this place is here. 230 00:09:14,164 --> 00:09:15,131 If they're that poor, 231 00:09:15,165 --> 00:09:17,300 then they'd rather have 50 bucks. 232 00:09:17,333 --> 00:09:18,869 [coughs] Can I have the money? 233 00:09:18,902 --> 00:09:20,804 Look, it's monogrammed. 234 00:09:20,837 --> 00:09:22,906 He doesn't need money, ergo he's not sick. 235 00:09:22,939 --> 00:09:24,307 And the blood? 236 00:09:24,340 --> 00:09:25,709 Could be anybody's. 237 00:09:25,742 --> 00:09:27,844 The monogram's definitely his. 238 00:09:28,979 --> 00:09:30,814 We need to talk. 239 00:09:32,816 --> 00:09:34,918 (House) It doesn't matter what you say, 240 00:09:34,951 --> 00:09:36,286 do, or threaten, 241 00:09:36,319 --> 00:09:37,754 I will find a way out. 242 00:09:37,788 --> 00:09:40,090 How can we make this more interesting for you? 243 00:09:40,123 --> 00:09:41,858 How can we make the sky green? 244 00:09:41,892 --> 00:09:43,093 How can we make the tall short? 245 00:09:43,126 --> 00:09:45,361 You cannot make the uninteresting interesting. 246 00:09:45,395 --> 00:09:47,731 I'll pay you $10 247 00:09:47,764 --> 00:09:49,933 for every patient you diagnose without touching. 248 00:09:51,467 --> 00:09:54,137 You pay me $10 for every one you have to touch. 249 00:09:55,706 --> 00:09:58,174 You're making this into a game for me. 250 00:09:58,208 --> 00:10:00,844 From which I can only conclude this isn't a game for you. 251 00:10:00,877 --> 00:10:02,045 No. 252 00:10:02,078 --> 00:10:03,747 Why? 253 00:10:03,780 --> 00:10:04,915 You think if I deal with enough people 254 00:10:04,948 --> 00:10:06,182 I'll find some humanity? 255 00:10:07,283 --> 00:10:08,885 Yes. 256 00:10:12,255 --> 00:10:14,324 Why do I ha-- to do thi-- mysel--? 257 00:10:14,357 --> 00:10:15,992 I got a bum leg. 258 00:10:16,026 --> 00:10:17,260 Say, "Ahh." 259 00:10:17,293 --> 00:10:18,962 Ahh. 260 00:10:18,995 --> 00:10:20,130 Ahh. 261 00:10:20,163 --> 00:10:21,832 It feels rough. 262 00:10:21,865 --> 00:10:24,267 Yes, it's a rash. 263 00:10:24,300 --> 00:10:27,437 I'm gonna need more than "rough." 264 00:10:27,470 --> 00:10:29,205 It--it's just rough. 265 00:10:29,239 --> 00:10:30,807 Can't you feel it? 266 00:10:30,841 --> 00:10:32,142 I could, 267 00:10:32,175 --> 00:10:34,878 but then what satisfaction would you get? 268 00:10:34,911 --> 00:10:37,814 [Eddie Harris's Listen Here] 269 00:10:37,848 --> 00:10:39,149 Got it. 270 00:10:39,182 --> 00:10:40,751 Start counting. 271 00:10:40,784 --> 00:10:42,018 * 272 00:10:42,052 --> 00:10:43,453 How many? 273 00:10:43,486 --> 00:10:45,455 26. 274 00:10:46,757 --> 00:10:48,759 20... 275 00:10:48,792 --> 00:10:49,826 Okay... 276 00:10:49,860 --> 00:10:51,427 Either you suck at math 277 00:10:51,461 --> 00:10:53,797 or you're gonna die in two seconds. 278 00:10:56,199 --> 00:10:57,768 You suck at math. 279 00:10:57,801 --> 00:11:00,837 Diagnosis. 280 00:11:00,871 --> 00:11:02,005 Prescription. 281 00:11:02,038 --> 00:11:04,140 You owe me 30. 282 00:11:05,942 --> 00:11:13,950 * 283 00:11:20,290 --> 00:11:22,759 I owe you ten. 284 00:11:22,793 --> 00:11:25,261 Test results are back for your STD patients. 285 00:11:25,295 --> 00:11:26,396 And I'm not paying you for them. 286 00:11:26,429 --> 00:11:28,231 You already touched them. 287 00:11:30,333 --> 00:11:32,836 How old are you? 288 00:11:32,869 --> 00:11:33,937 30. 289 00:11:33,970 --> 00:11:37,340 And you've never seen an Afterschool Special, 290 00:11:37,373 --> 00:11:38,374 Dawson's Creek? 291 00:11:38,408 --> 00:11:41,477 How do you get to 30 and not know about condoms? 292 00:11:41,511 --> 00:11:43,847 Oh, God, I-I have an STD. 293 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:45,882 No, but you will. 294 00:11:45,916 --> 00:11:48,919 Every patient who comes in here for an STD test 295 00:11:48,952 --> 00:11:50,186 has one thing in common: 296 00:11:50,220 --> 00:11:52,488 They had SWS... 297 00:11:52,522 --> 00:11:54,257 sex while stupid. 298 00:11:54,290 --> 00:11:56,126 How old are you? 299 00:11:56,159 --> 00:11:58,194 60. 300 00:11:59,595 --> 00:12:00,831 You're lying. 301 00:12:00,864 --> 00:12:02,799 But that's not the point. 302 00:12:02,833 --> 00:12:04,935 You've never seen Dawson's Creek? 303 00:12:04,968 --> 00:12:08,104 And you've never seen an Afterschool Special? 304 00:12:08,138 --> 00:12:10,807 How do you live to your age and not know about condoms? 305 00:12:10,841 --> 00:12:12,575 I have an STD? 306 00:12:12,608 --> 00:12:14,144 Yeah. 307 00:12:14,177 --> 00:12:16,212 You're actually the first one today. 308 00:12:16,246 --> 00:12:17,848 Lucky day. 309 00:12:17,881 --> 00:12:19,149 Well, not for you. 310 00:12:19,182 --> 00:12:22,585 But you oughta feel good for everyone else. 311 00:12:22,618 --> 00:12:24,387 [sobbing] 312 00:12:26,322 --> 00:12:28,258 It's chlamydia. 313 00:12:28,291 --> 00:12:30,460 As bad news goes, it's about the best. 314 00:12:30,493 --> 00:12:31,527 [sniffling] 315 00:12:33,396 --> 00:12:34,597 Oh, settle down. 316 00:12:34,630 --> 00:12:36,466 It's treatable. 317 00:12:36,499 --> 00:12:38,534 It's actually curable. 318 00:12:42,305 --> 00:12:45,375 All you gotta do is take these pills-- 319 00:12:45,408 --> 00:12:46,910 Don't touch me! 320 00:12:46,943 --> 00:12:48,478 [medicine cup drops] 321 00:12:52,315 --> 00:12:54,817 Oh, God. 322 00:13:00,456 --> 00:13:02,592 I need someone to cover a patient. 323 00:13:02,625 --> 00:13:04,127 House, you committed to-- 324 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:06,162 She was raped. 325 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:13,003 You think I'm the right doctor for her? 326 00:13:18,008 --> 00:13:20,243 (Cuddy) We've assigned another doctor to your care. 327 00:13:20,276 --> 00:13:22,178 I didn't mean to upset Dr. House. 328 00:13:22,212 --> 00:13:23,179 He knows that. 329 00:13:23,213 --> 00:13:24,414 That's not why we're doing this. 330 00:13:24,447 --> 00:13:26,249 I'd like to keep being treated by him. 331 00:13:26,282 --> 00:13:27,884 Why? 332 00:13:27,918 --> 00:13:29,219 Just do. 333 00:13:29,252 --> 00:13:31,221 Well, trust me, it's better if you deal with somebody 334 00:13:31,254 --> 00:13:32,655 who specializes in-- I'm fine. 335 00:13:32,688 --> 00:13:36,960 You told Dr. House it's been less than a week. 336 00:13:36,993 --> 00:13:38,962 You haven't told anyone other than him. 337 00:13:38,995 --> 00:13:40,063 Emotionally, you're still-- 338 00:13:40,096 --> 00:13:42,165 You know what I'm dealing with? 339 00:13:42,198 --> 00:13:44,334 You know what I'm going through? 340 00:13:46,002 --> 00:13:48,171 No. 341 00:13:48,204 --> 00:13:50,206 You think Dr. House does? 342 00:13:51,674 --> 00:13:55,578 I'm not suggesting either one of us be your doctor. 343 00:13:55,611 --> 00:13:57,247 Dr. Stone is a psychiatrist. 344 00:13:57,280 --> 00:14:00,216 If Dr. House is too busy, I could wait. 345 00:14:10,193 --> 00:14:12,162 Why do you want me? 346 00:14:12,195 --> 00:14:13,296 [sighs] 347 00:14:13,329 --> 00:14:15,131 I don't know. 348 00:14:15,165 --> 00:14:18,501 I don't want to treat you. 349 00:14:18,534 --> 00:14:21,171 You're just saying that 350 00:14:21,204 --> 00:14:22,405 so I'll see the psychiatrist. 351 00:14:22,438 --> 00:14:24,040 True, 352 00:14:24,074 --> 00:14:26,009 except for the word "just." 353 00:14:26,042 --> 00:14:28,311 I'm saying I don't want see you so you'll see the psychiatrist 354 00:14:28,344 --> 00:14:30,513 and because I don't want to treat you. 355 00:14:32,615 --> 00:14:34,617 Why don't you want to treat me anymore? 356 00:14:34,650 --> 00:14:37,120 I never wanted to treat you. 357 00:14:37,153 --> 00:14:39,289 The fact that you were raped... 358 00:14:41,157 --> 00:14:44,260 holds no interest for me. 359 00:14:44,294 --> 00:14:46,296 It's nothing personal. 360 00:14:46,329 --> 00:14:49,132 There's nothing to treat. You're physically healthy. 361 00:14:51,534 --> 00:14:53,236 Okay. 362 00:14:56,272 --> 00:14:58,941 But I want you to be my doctor. 363 00:15:01,344 --> 00:15:02,412 Why? 364 00:15:02,445 --> 00:15:04,580 I don't know. 365 00:15:04,614 --> 00:15:05,715 Well, you've gotta have a reason. 366 00:15:05,748 --> 00:15:07,483 Everything has a reason. 367 00:15:12,222 --> 00:15:14,257 I trust you. 368 00:15:14,290 --> 00:15:16,326 Now, you see, that's a bad reason. 369 00:15:16,359 --> 00:15:17,994 See, I'll lie to you. 370 00:15:18,028 --> 00:15:19,529 I'll tell you anything just to get you out of here. 371 00:15:19,562 --> 00:15:21,231 I don't care. 372 00:15:21,264 --> 00:15:23,599 I want to talk to you. 373 00:15:24,734 --> 00:15:26,002 Look... 374 00:15:26,036 --> 00:15:28,004 you were raped. 375 00:15:28,038 --> 00:15:29,372 Now, all control was taken away from you, 376 00:15:29,405 --> 00:15:31,141 and you're trying to find that control again. 377 00:15:31,174 --> 00:15:35,645 You want me because I don't want you. 378 00:15:35,678 --> 00:15:38,114 I'm raping you? 379 00:15:38,148 --> 00:15:42,285 In a very non-invasive, more annoying-- 380 00:15:42,318 --> 00:15:45,155 Get the hell out of here! 381 00:15:45,188 --> 00:15:48,058 I'll send in Dr. Stone. 382 00:15:51,494 --> 00:15:54,297 I didn't consent to all this medicine. 383 00:15:54,330 --> 00:15:55,298 You've been out on the streets. 384 00:15:55,331 --> 00:15:56,466 No treatment-- 385 00:15:56,499 --> 00:15:59,035 I'm dying. There's no treatment for dying. 386 00:15:59,069 --> 00:16:01,003 We can make you comfortable. 387 00:16:01,837 --> 00:16:03,306 Don't wanna be. 388 00:16:03,339 --> 00:16:04,307 Why not? 389 00:16:04,340 --> 00:16:06,309 Because I screwed up my life. 390 00:16:06,342 --> 00:16:07,643 So you want to punish yourself 391 00:16:07,677 --> 00:16:09,345 for messing up your life? 392 00:16:11,081 --> 00:16:13,316 Please... 393 00:16:13,349 --> 00:16:16,286 stop the treatment. 394 00:16:19,255 --> 00:16:20,423 [hiccup] 395 00:16:20,456 --> 00:16:22,158 It'll go away on it's own. 396 00:16:22,192 --> 00:16:24,160 It's not. Can't you--[hiccup] 397 00:16:24,194 --> 00:16:26,129 Nope. It'll go away. 398 00:16:26,162 --> 00:16:27,029 It's been all day. 399 00:16:27,063 --> 00:16:28,431 There must be some treatment you can-- 400 00:16:28,464 --> 00:16:30,066 Nope. It'll go away. 401 00:16:30,100 --> 00:16:31,167 [hiccup] 402 00:16:31,201 --> 00:16:33,236 Or it won't go away. 403 00:16:33,269 --> 00:16:34,537 I read about a treatment. 404 00:16:34,570 --> 00:16:38,274 Some doctor won a prize for it. 405 00:16:38,308 --> 00:16:40,276 I read about it. 406 00:16:40,310 --> 00:16:44,214 You don't have the hiccups, do you? 407 00:16:45,781 --> 00:16:47,283 [hiccup] 408 00:16:47,317 --> 00:16:49,352 Make a note. 409 00:16:49,385 --> 00:16:51,254 Drug-seeking behavior. 410 00:16:51,287 --> 00:16:53,189 Morphine? No. 411 00:16:53,223 --> 00:16:56,259 Anal digital stimulation. 412 00:16:58,194 --> 00:17:01,197 How long has Stone been in with her? 413 00:17:01,231 --> 00:17:03,166 Are you concerned? 414 00:17:03,199 --> 00:17:04,534 You know how many people get raped every day? 415 00:17:04,567 --> 00:17:07,303 So it's common, therefore boring? 416 00:17:07,337 --> 00:17:08,571 If I were to care about every person 417 00:17:08,604 --> 00:17:10,506 suffering on the planet, life would shut down. 418 00:17:10,540 --> 00:17:12,308 How about just the ones we meet? 419 00:17:12,342 --> 00:17:14,710 They deserve our sympathy more than the other people? 420 00:17:14,744 --> 00:17:17,247 So your solution is not to give a damn about any of them? 421 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:18,848 How do you do that? 422 00:17:18,881 --> 00:17:21,684 How do you take that theory and put it in practice? 423 00:17:21,717 --> 00:17:23,319 You met her-- Whoa, whoa, whoa! 424 00:17:23,353 --> 00:17:24,520 Hey! 425 00:17:24,554 --> 00:17:26,322 Whoa! 426 00:17:26,356 --> 00:17:28,158 Hey! 427 00:17:28,191 --> 00:17:32,162 I paid these people 50 bucks to leave here an hour ago. 428 00:17:32,195 --> 00:17:33,163 Yeah, we came back. 429 00:17:33,196 --> 00:17:34,397 Well, then, you owe me 50. 430 00:17:34,430 --> 00:17:35,465 The kid needs surgery. 431 00:17:35,498 --> 00:17:36,899 (House) And he could walk 432 00:17:36,932 --> 00:17:38,268 way back then. 433 00:17:38,301 --> 00:17:39,869 Stand up, kid. 434 00:17:39,902 --> 00:17:41,804 He swallowed a magnet. 435 00:17:41,837 --> 00:17:43,173 We gotta cut it out. 436 00:17:43,206 --> 00:17:44,307 How old are you? 437 00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:45,308 8. 438 00:17:45,341 --> 00:17:48,811 And he swallowed something stuck to a fridge. 439 00:17:48,844 --> 00:17:50,546 Darwin says let him die. 440 00:17:50,580 --> 00:17:51,547 It's already below the stomach. 441 00:17:51,581 --> 00:17:52,548 It should pass on its own. 442 00:17:52,582 --> 00:17:53,716 Strong magnet. 443 00:17:53,749 --> 00:17:55,185 It's messin' with the imaging. 444 00:17:55,218 --> 00:17:56,819 We have no way to-- 445 00:17:58,654 --> 00:18:01,424 You got X-ray vision, House? 446 00:18:05,828 --> 00:18:07,330 Oh, you gonna cut him open? 447 00:18:07,363 --> 00:18:08,764 Right here? 448 00:18:08,798 --> 00:18:10,233 Oh. 449 00:18:14,904 --> 00:18:17,240 Oh. 450 00:18:17,273 --> 00:18:19,642 It's well into the intestines. 451 00:18:19,675 --> 00:18:21,744 He's fine. 452 00:18:21,777 --> 00:18:24,447 I want my 50 back. 453 00:18:24,480 --> 00:18:26,349 (Stone) Need a crash cart, stat. 454 00:18:26,382 --> 00:18:29,185 [suspenseful music] 455 00:18:29,219 --> 00:18:35,758 * 456 00:18:35,791 --> 00:18:37,327 What happened? 457 00:18:37,360 --> 00:18:38,494 (Stone) Pills--benzos. 458 00:18:38,528 --> 00:18:39,629 We need to get her stomach pumped. 459 00:18:39,662 --> 00:18:40,630 Respiration's shallow. 460 00:18:40,663 --> 00:18:41,497 What did you say to her? 461 00:18:41,531 --> 00:18:42,698 Nothing that would make her want to-- 462 00:18:42,732 --> 00:18:43,833 Heartbeat's irregular. 463 00:18:43,866 --> 00:18:45,335 What did she say to you? Nothing. 464 00:18:45,368 --> 00:18:46,336 I gave her a couple of sedatives, 465 00:18:46,369 --> 00:18:47,737 turned around, she grabbed the whole bottle. 466 00:18:47,770 --> 00:18:48,904 You must have said something. 467 00:18:48,938 --> 00:18:50,206 I said plenty. 468 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:51,374 She said nothing. 469 00:18:51,407 --> 00:18:52,708 I was with her for over an hour. 470 00:18:52,742 --> 00:18:55,345 She didn't say one word. 471 00:19:23,773 --> 00:19:25,675 Are you gonna do that again? 472 00:19:28,911 --> 00:19:31,747 You're gonna be okay. 473 00:19:31,781 --> 00:19:32,815 Physically. 474 00:19:34,450 --> 00:19:37,787 Which is all that interests you. 475 00:19:40,323 --> 00:19:42,725 But you're here. 476 00:19:42,758 --> 00:19:44,594 Under orders. 477 00:19:44,627 --> 00:19:47,697 Why would you tell me that? 478 00:19:47,730 --> 00:19:50,266 Because I don't like hypocrisy. 479 00:19:50,300 --> 00:19:53,936 But you don't have a problem with cruelty? 480 00:19:55,805 --> 00:19:57,473 Which brings us back to... 481 00:19:57,507 --> 00:19:58,741 why do you want me? 482 00:19:58,774 --> 00:20:01,344 I don't know. 483 00:20:01,377 --> 00:20:03,546 You tried to kill yourself, 484 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:04,880 because you couldn't talk to me. 485 00:20:04,914 --> 00:20:05,848 You must have a reason. 486 00:20:05,881 --> 00:20:08,284 Why does there always have to be a reason? 487 00:20:08,318 --> 00:20:09,919 Can't we just talk? 488 00:20:09,952 --> 00:20:11,287 There's a phone. 489 00:20:11,321 --> 00:20:12,355 Talk to a friend, 490 00:20:12,388 --> 00:20:13,389 a family member. 491 00:20:13,423 --> 00:20:14,790 Call the police. 492 00:20:14,824 --> 00:20:16,959 [sighs] 493 00:20:20,796 --> 00:20:22,632 Do you want to talk about what happened to you? 494 00:20:22,665 --> 00:20:25,868 No. 495 00:20:25,901 --> 00:20:28,804 Do you want to talk about your STD meds? 496 00:20:28,838 --> 00:20:30,740 No. 497 00:20:30,773 --> 00:20:33,443 You don't really seem to want to talk. 498 00:20:33,476 --> 00:20:34,844 No, I do. 499 00:20:34,877 --> 00:20:36,812 About what? 500 00:20:36,846 --> 00:20:39,849 [sighs] I don't know. 501 00:20:39,882 --> 00:20:41,551 Anything. 502 00:20:41,584 --> 00:20:43,553 The weather? 503 00:20:45,455 --> 00:20:47,523 You were raped, 504 00:20:47,557 --> 00:20:49,492 and you want to talk about the weather? 505 00:20:50,760 --> 00:20:52,328 Yeah. 506 00:20:53,763 --> 00:20:57,800 I'm not gonna talk to you about the weather. 507 00:21:02,972 --> 00:21:05,375 You help her. She wants you. 508 00:21:05,408 --> 00:21:06,376 God knows why. 509 00:21:06,409 --> 00:21:07,877 She doesn't know what she wants. 510 00:21:07,910 --> 00:21:09,345 She knows she wants you. 511 00:21:09,379 --> 00:21:10,746 You're the first person she spoke to about this. 512 00:21:10,780 --> 00:21:11,614 The fact that I was 513 00:21:11,647 --> 00:21:13,483 in the wrong place at the wrong time 514 00:21:13,516 --> 00:21:15,084 should be trumped by the fact that I'm useless at this. 515 00:21:15,117 --> 00:21:16,986 No, you're not. 516 00:21:17,019 --> 00:21:18,854 (Chase) You romantically wanting 517 00:21:18,888 --> 00:21:21,724 to believe that is never gonna make it true. 518 00:21:21,757 --> 00:21:23,793 I'm agreeing with you. 519 00:21:23,826 --> 00:21:25,395 You are the last person 520 00:21:25,428 --> 00:21:27,096 she should be talking to. 521 00:21:27,129 --> 00:21:29,399 If she wants to talk about the weather, 522 00:21:29,432 --> 00:21:30,733 talk about the weather. 523 00:21:30,766 --> 00:21:31,667 She wants normalcy. 524 00:21:31,701 --> 00:21:33,035 She wants to feel like the world didn't end. 525 00:21:33,068 --> 00:21:34,504 Right. 526 00:21:34,537 --> 00:21:36,772 I'll tell her that everything went on without her: 527 00:21:36,806 --> 00:21:39,041 babies were born, people got married. 528 00:21:39,074 --> 00:21:40,075 Thousands of people will remember the day 529 00:21:40,109 --> 00:21:40,876 she got raped 530 00:21:40,910 --> 00:21:42,878 as the happiest day of their lives. 531 00:21:42,912 --> 00:21:44,547 You might not want to phrase it quite that way. 532 00:21:44,580 --> 00:21:46,916 You need to get her to talk about what happened. 533 00:21:46,949 --> 00:21:48,050 (Foreman) No, he doesn't. 534 00:21:48,083 --> 00:21:49,419 Pretending it didn't happen-- Wrong. 535 00:21:49,452 --> 00:21:50,352 Pretending this didn't happen 536 00:21:50,386 --> 00:21:51,554 is the best thing she could possibly do. 537 00:21:51,587 --> 00:21:53,022 She's gotta make this real. 538 00:21:53,055 --> 00:21:54,657 You know what we should be trying to make real 539 00:21:54,690 --> 00:21:55,525 or process? 540 00:21:55,558 --> 00:21:57,059 The few decent moments in our lives, 541 00:21:57,092 --> 00:21:58,561 not the crap. 542 00:21:58,594 --> 00:21:59,862 Maybe you're right, except there's no way 543 00:21:59,895 --> 00:22:00,963 she can pretend this didn't happen. 544 00:22:00,996 --> 00:22:04,800 So she has no choice but to process it. 545 00:22:06,936 --> 00:22:09,439 You've got to tell me what happened. 546 00:22:09,472 --> 00:22:11,741 You don't really want to hear. 547 00:22:11,774 --> 00:22:13,443 Sure I do. 548 00:22:13,476 --> 00:22:16,879 You're lying. 549 00:22:16,912 --> 00:22:20,182 This doesn't have to destroy your life. 550 00:22:20,215 --> 00:22:21,551 I know. 551 00:22:21,584 --> 00:22:23,753 It doesn't mean anything about you. 552 00:22:23,786 --> 00:22:25,020 It wasn't your fault. 553 00:22:25,054 --> 00:22:26,689 I know. 554 00:22:26,722 --> 00:22:27,957 You did nothing wrong. 555 00:22:27,990 --> 00:22:29,925 Some jerk hurt you. That's all. 556 00:22:29,959 --> 00:22:31,461 I know. 557 00:22:31,494 --> 00:22:33,829 You're worried that you can never trust men again. 558 00:22:33,863 --> 00:22:35,598 No. 559 00:22:35,631 --> 00:22:36,666 Statistically, there was always a chance 560 00:22:36,699 --> 00:22:37,833 this could happen. 561 00:22:37,867 --> 00:22:39,802 The fact that it did happen doesn't change anything. 562 00:22:39,835 --> 00:22:41,704 The world doesn't suck any more today 563 00:22:41,737 --> 00:22:42,772 than it did yesterday. 564 00:22:42,805 --> 00:22:44,073 I know all that. 565 00:22:44,106 --> 00:22:45,841 Well, what do you want me to tell you? 566 00:22:45,875 --> 00:22:47,810 Nothing. 567 00:22:47,843 --> 00:22:49,479 I just wanna talk. 568 00:22:49,512 --> 00:22:50,746 About nothing. 569 00:22:50,780 --> 00:22:52,047 If we talk about nothing, 570 00:22:52,081 --> 00:22:53,783 nothing will change. 571 00:22:53,816 --> 00:22:54,984 It might. 572 00:22:55,017 --> 00:22:56,586 How? 573 00:22:56,619 --> 00:22:58,087 Time. 574 00:22:59,855 --> 00:23:02,792 Time changes everything. 575 00:23:02,825 --> 00:23:05,761 That's what people say. It's not true. 576 00:23:05,795 --> 00:23:08,531 Doing things changes things. 577 00:23:08,564 --> 00:23:10,800 Not doing things... 578 00:23:10,833 --> 00:23:14,637 leaves things exactly as they were. 579 00:23:18,107 --> 00:23:22,812 Why do you have to suffer? 580 00:23:22,845 --> 00:23:24,680 I gave my word. 581 00:23:24,714 --> 00:23:26,782 Who would make you promise that? 582 00:23:26,816 --> 00:23:29,785 My father. 583 00:23:29,819 --> 00:23:33,623 He said I would die alone and miserable. 584 00:23:33,656 --> 00:23:36,191 That's not a promise, and even if it was, he's dead. 585 00:23:36,225 --> 00:23:38,193 And even if he's not, he's not going to care. 586 00:23:38,227 --> 00:23:40,663 Why did your husband have to suffer? 587 00:23:40,696 --> 00:23:43,766 How do you know about my husband? 588 00:23:43,799 --> 00:23:46,035 Well, I just know. 589 00:23:50,806 --> 00:23:52,908 You have to die in pain 590 00:23:52,942 --> 00:23:54,777 because of a promise you made to your father? 591 00:23:54,810 --> 00:23:57,012 If I'd say yes, 592 00:23:57,046 --> 00:24:00,783 you'd use that as proof that I'm insane. 593 00:24:00,816 --> 00:24:03,819 Force treatment on me. 594 00:24:03,853 --> 00:24:06,856 Did the nurse tell you about my husband? 595 00:24:06,889 --> 00:24:08,658 No. 596 00:24:11,694 --> 00:24:12,895 Nurse? 597 00:24:12,928 --> 00:24:15,064 Yes. 598 00:24:15,097 --> 00:24:17,166 It's under control. 599 00:24:22,838 --> 00:24:24,273 I'm sorry. 600 00:24:24,306 --> 00:24:27,009 I was just trying to freak you out. 601 00:24:27,042 --> 00:24:28,043 Why? 602 00:24:28,077 --> 00:24:30,946 Because I need you to remember me. 603 00:24:30,980 --> 00:24:34,149 I need somebody to remember me. 604 00:24:37,753 --> 00:24:40,289 Where'd you go to college? 605 00:24:40,322 --> 00:24:41,290 Northwestern. 606 00:24:41,323 --> 00:24:43,058 You? 607 00:24:43,092 --> 00:24:44,860 Hopkins. 608 00:24:44,894 --> 00:24:45,895 What was your major? 609 00:24:45,928 --> 00:24:47,697 Comparative Religion. 610 00:24:47,730 --> 00:24:48,731 Why do you trust me? 611 00:24:48,764 --> 00:24:49,732 I don't know. 612 00:24:49,765 --> 00:24:50,733 Can't we just-- 613 00:24:50,766 --> 00:24:51,967 That's not rational! 614 00:24:52,001 --> 00:24:52,835 Nothing's rational. 615 00:24:52,868 --> 00:24:54,236 Everything is rational. 616 00:24:54,269 --> 00:24:55,605 I was raped. 617 00:24:55,638 --> 00:24:58,107 Explain how that makes sense to you. 618 00:25:00,843 --> 00:25:03,779 We are selfish, base animals 619 00:25:03,813 --> 00:25:05,748 crawling across the earth. 620 00:25:05,781 --> 00:25:07,016 But because we've got brains, 621 00:25:07,049 --> 00:25:09,785 if we try real hard, we can occasionally aspire 622 00:25:09,819 --> 00:25:12,655 to something that is less than pure evil. 623 00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:21,997 Has anything terrible ever happened to you? 624 00:25:24,333 --> 00:25:26,268 What do you want me to say? 625 00:25:26,301 --> 00:25:30,005 You wanted this conversation. 626 00:25:30,039 --> 00:25:32,942 You wanted to talk about something that matters. 627 00:25:32,975 --> 00:25:35,645 Talk. 628 00:25:39,114 --> 00:25:42,885 She's waiting for your answer? 629 00:25:42,918 --> 00:25:44,787 She's asleep. 630 00:25:44,820 --> 00:25:47,289 I sedated her. 631 00:25:47,322 --> 00:25:50,726 Why do you care what you say to her? 632 00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,928 Because I don't know how to answer these questions. 633 00:25:52,962 --> 00:25:55,965 It's a simple question: has your life sucked? 634 00:25:55,998 --> 00:25:57,767 Tell her the truth. Tell her you were shot. 635 00:25:57,800 --> 00:26:00,035 She doesn't want to hear the truth. 636 00:26:00,069 --> 00:26:02,938 She's looking for something, looking to extrapolate some-- 637 00:26:02,972 --> 00:26:04,373 She's looking to connect with you. 638 00:26:04,406 --> 00:26:05,875 And that's what's scaring the hell out of you. 639 00:26:05,908 --> 00:26:07,242 Tell her the truth. 640 00:26:07,276 --> 00:26:09,411 There is no truth. 641 00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:12,748 Are we role-playing? 642 00:26:12,782 --> 00:26:14,416 Am I you? I don't want be you. 643 00:26:14,449 --> 00:26:16,686 She's not asking for test results. 644 00:26:16,719 --> 00:26:18,353 She's not asking what 2 plus 2 equals. 645 00:26:18,387 --> 00:26:20,823 She's asking for my personal life experience 646 00:26:20,856 --> 00:26:22,792 so she can extrapolate to all humanity. 647 00:26:22,825 --> 00:26:24,860 That's not truth. That's bad science. 648 00:26:24,894 --> 00:26:29,665 It's not science at all. 649 00:26:29,699 --> 00:26:31,300 Tell her the truth. 650 00:26:33,168 --> 00:26:35,170 (Cameron) Tell her your life has been good. 651 00:26:35,204 --> 00:26:36,739 It hasn't been. 652 00:26:36,772 --> 00:26:38,407 Tell her anyway. She wants hope. 653 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,776 She wants to know that what happened to her 654 00:26:40,810 --> 00:26:41,944 wasn't the norm, 655 00:26:41,977 --> 00:26:43,012 that things can be okay, 656 00:26:43,045 --> 00:26:47,382 which means maybe they can be okay for her again. 657 00:26:47,416 --> 00:26:48,383 [elevator bell dings] 658 00:26:48,417 --> 00:26:50,385 Tell her your life sucked. 659 00:26:50,419 --> 00:26:51,721 It didn't. 660 00:26:51,754 --> 00:26:52,822 Tell her anyway. 661 00:26:52,855 --> 00:26:54,323 She wants to know she's not alone. 662 00:26:54,356 --> 00:26:55,424 She wants to know she's gonna survive this, 663 00:26:55,457 --> 00:26:57,827 that other people have been through this and worse 664 00:26:57,860 --> 00:26:59,328 and come out the other end. 665 00:26:59,361 --> 00:27:01,864 She wants to know she's going to heal. 666 00:27:01,897 --> 00:27:02,965 Act like... 667 00:27:02,998 --> 00:27:04,700 you're healed. 668 00:27:07,002 --> 00:27:08,003 Tell her... 669 00:27:10,873 --> 00:27:12,341 Keep her asleep. 670 00:27:14,009 --> 00:27:15,077 Thanks. 671 00:27:15,110 --> 00:27:17,980 You've all been a huge help. 672 00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:20,082 There's no wrong answer, 673 00:27:20,115 --> 00:27:22,217 because there's no right answer. 674 00:27:22,251 --> 00:27:23,753 Wrong. 675 00:27:23,786 --> 00:27:26,989 We just don't know what the right answer is. 676 00:27:32,862 --> 00:27:34,029 Wake up. 677 00:27:41,937 --> 00:27:43,973 It's not as bad as what happened to you, 678 00:27:44,006 --> 00:27:46,341 I don't think. 679 00:27:46,375 --> 00:27:47,810 I don't know what happened to you. 680 00:27:47,843 --> 00:27:50,345 But given how lousy you're responding, 681 00:27:50,379 --> 00:27:51,513 I assume it was worse 682 00:27:51,546 --> 00:27:54,249 than getting abused by your grandmother. 683 00:27:56,886 --> 00:27:58,287 What did she do to you? 684 00:28:00,856 --> 00:28:02,391 My parents traveled a lot, 685 00:28:02,424 --> 00:28:04,860 and they'd leave me with her. 686 00:28:04,894 --> 00:28:07,429 She liked things the way she liked them. 687 00:28:07,462 --> 00:28:09,264 And she believed in discipline. 688 00:28:09,298 --> 00:28:11,100 She was right, I suppose, 689 00:28:11,133 --> 00:28:13,335 because I hardly ever screwed up when she was around. 690 00:28:13,368 --> 00:28:17,807 Too scared of being forced to sleep in the yard 691 00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:21,110 or take a bath in ice. 692 00:28:24,847 --> 00:28:26,348 Your turn. 693 00:28:29,018 --> 00:28:31,887 Your parents, they-- they never stopped her? 694 00:28:31,921 --> 00:28:34,323 I never told them. 695 00:28:34,356 --> 00:28:36,491 Why not? 696 00:28:36,525 --> 00:28:37,893 Usual reasons: 697 00:28:37,927 --> 00:28:39,094 I was afraid they wouldn't believe me, 698 00:28:39,128 --> 00:28:42,164 and I was afraid they'd think I'd done something wrong. 699 00:28:44,867 --> 00:28:48,904 I opened up to you, you open up to me. 700 00:28:48,938 --> 00:28:51,040 What did you call her? 701 00:28:51,073 --> 00:28:52,808 Oma. 702 00:28:52,842 --> 00:28:54,176 And you kept calling her that after this? 703 00:28:54,209 --> 00:28:55,811 Dutch for "grandmother." 704 00:28:55,845 --> 00:28:57,512 She was still my grandmother, 705 00:28:57,546 --> 00:29:00,149 and she was still Dutch. 706 00:29:04,887 --> 00:29:06,588 Is any part of that story true? 707 00:29:06,621 --> 00:29:08,891 All of it. 708 00:29:08,924 --> 00:29:11,894 You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 709 00:29:11,927 --> 00:29:13,328 Something would have to change. 710 00:29:13,362 --> 00:29:14,529 You don't know me. 711 00:29:14,563 --> 00:29:16,398 You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 712 00:29:16,431 --> 00:29:18,367 Look, you're overreacting. 713 00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:20,369 Do not dismiss me. I'm not dismissing you. 714 00:29:20,402 --> 00:29:22,838 I'm just saying you're not acting rationally. 715 00:29:22,872 --> 00:29:24,940 I'm angry because you are lying to me. 716 00:29:24,974 --> 00:29:26,876 No. You are-- What can I do? 717 00:29:26,909 --> 00:29:28,343 What the hell can I do that you're not gonna dismiss 718 00:29:28,377 --> 00:29:32,047 as just being because I was raped? 719 00:29:34,884 --> 00:29:36,185 Nothing. 720 00:29:39,889 --> 00:29:41,891 Your story... 721 00:29:41,924 --> 00:29:43,325 is it true? 722 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,429 True for somebody. 723 00:29:47,462 --> 00:29:49,865 But not for you. 724 00:29:49,899 --> 00:29:51,400 These things happen. 725 00:29:51,433 --> 00:29:53,202 It happened to somebody. 726 00:29:53,235 --> 00:29:54,603 What do you care if it happened to me? 727 00:29:54,636 --> 00:29:56,305 They're not in this room. 728 00:29:56,338 --> 00:29:58,941 No! They're out there: doctors, lawyers... 729 00:29:58,974 --> 00:30:00,142 postal workers. 730 00:30:00,175 --> 00:30:01,410 Some of them doing great. 731 00:30:01,443 --> 00:30:03,012 Some of them doing lousy. 732 00:30:03,045 --> 00:30:04,079 Are you gonna base your whole life 733 00:30:04,113 --> 00:30:06,015 on who you got stuck in a room with? 734 00:30:06,048 --> 00:30:07,582 I'm gonna base this moment 735 00:30:07,616 --> 00:30:09,885 on who I'm stuck in a room with. 736 00:30:09,919 --> 00:30:12,021 That's what life is. 737 00:30:12,054 --> 00:30:14,356 It's a series of rooms. 738 00:30:14,389 --> 00:30:17,226 And who we get stuck in those rooms with 739 00:30:17,259 --> 00:30:21,463 adds up to what are lives are. 740 00:30:25,467 --> 00:30:27,402 (Cuddy) House. 741 00:30:41,683 --> 00:30:44,019 You've got to get me out of this. 742 00:30:44,053 --> 00:30:45,420 There's nothing to diagnose. 743 00:30:45,454 --> 00:30:48,023 There's nothing-- You only tested her for STDs? 744 00:30:48,057 --> 00:30:50,993 I had seven morons who forgot their raincoats. 745 00:30:51,026 --> 00:30:52,027 It's all they asked for, 746 00:30:52,061 --> 00:30:53,595 so I didn't waste the lab's time. 747 00:30:53,628 --> 00:30:55,164 Why? I wasted their time. 748 00:30:55,197 --> 00:30:57,199 She's pregnant. 749 00:31:10,445 --> 00:31:13,915 Do you understand? 750 00:31:16,285 --> 00:31:17,552 Are you okay? 751 00:31:17,586 --> 00:31:20,422 I mean, I know you're not okay, 752 00:31:20,455 --> 00:31:23,558 but are you more or less not okay 753 00:31:23,592 --> 00:31:25,194 than you were five minutes ago? 754 00:31:25,227 --> 00:31:27,729 About the same. 755 00:31:27,762 --> 00:31:30,265 Good. 756 00:31:30,299 --> 00:31:32,634 The termination procedure isn't pleasant. 757 00:31:32,667 --> 00:31:34,036 I don't want to terminate. 758 00:31:35,637 --> 00:31:37,606 You want to keep the baby? 759 00:31:37,639 --> 00:31:40,109 Abortion is murder. 760 00:31:41,776 --> 00:31:43,645 True. 761 00:31:43,678 --> 00:31:45,547 It's a life, and... 762 00:31:45,580 --> 00:31:46,581 you should end it. 763 00:31:48,283 --> 00:31:50,052 Every life is sacred. 764 00:31:50,085 --> 00:31:52,254 Come on. Talk to me. 765 00:31:52,287 --> 00:31:53,655 Don't quote me bumper stickers. 766 00:31:53,688 --> 00:31:55,057 It's true. 767 00:31:55,090 --> 00:31:56,325 It's meaningless. 768 00:31:56,358 --> 00:31:57,759 It means every life matters to God. 769 00:31:57,792 --> 00:31:59,594 Not to me, not to you. 770 00:31:59,628 --> 00:32:01,363 Judging by the number of natural disasters, 771 00:32:01,396 --> 00:32:02,664 not to God either. 772 00:32:02,697 --> 00:32:05,034 You're just being argumentative. Yeah! 773 00:32:05,067 --> 00:32:06,035 I do do that. 774 00:32:06,068 --> 00:32:07,169 What about Hitler? 775 00:32:07,202 --> 00:32:09,071 Was his life sacred to God? 776 00:32:09,104 --> 00:32:12,407 Father of your child, is his life sacred to you? 777 00:32:12,441 --> 00:32:14,243 My child isn't Hitler. 778 00:32:14,276 --> 00:32:16,411 Either every life is sacred, or it-- 779 00:32:16,445 --> 00:32:17,546 Stop it! 780 00:32:17,579 --> 00:32:19,281 I don't wanna chat about philosophy. 781 00:32:19,314 --> 00:32:21,150 You're not killing your rape baby 782 00:32:21,183 --> 00:32:22,717 because of a philosophy. 783 00:32:22,751 --> 00:32:25,554 It's murder. I'm against it. 784 00:32:25,587 --> 00:32:27,356 You for it? 785 00:32:27,389 --> 00:32:30,092 Not as a general rule. 786 00:32:30,125 --> 00:32:31,226 Just for unborn children? 787 00:32:31,260 --> 00:32:32,594 Yes. 788 00:32:35,764 --> 00:32:38,467 The problem with exceptions to rules 789 00:32:38,500 --> 00:32:40,069 is the line-drawing. 790 00:32:40,102 --> 00:32:42,071 It might make sense for us to kill the ass 791 00:32:42,104 --> 00:32:43,605 that did this to you. 792 00:32:43,638 --> 00:32:45,074 I mean, where do we draw the line? 793 00:32:45,107 --> 00:32:46,608 Which asses do we get to kill, 794 00:32:46,641 --> 00:32:49,378 and which asses get to keep on being asses? 795 00:32:49,411 --> 00:32:51,713 The nice thing about the abortion debate 796 00:32:51,746 --> 00:32:53,148 is that we can quibble over trimesters, 797 00:32:53,182 --> 00:32:56,418 but ultimately, there's a nice, clean line: 798 00:32:56,451 --> 00:32:59,621 birth. 799 00:32:59,654 --> 00:33:01,390 Morally there isn't a lot of difference. 800 00:33:01,423 --> 00:33:03,158 Practically, huge. 801 00:33:05,227 --> 00:33:07,162 You're enjoying this conversation. 802 00:33:08,630 --> 00:33:13,202 This is the type of conversation I do well. 803 00:33:13,235 --> 00:33:16,171 But the other type... 804 00:33:18,507 --> 00:33:22,211 the personal stuff? 805 00:33:23,312 --> 00:33:25,747 There are no answers. 806 00:33:25,780 --> 00:33:27,782 If there are no answers, 807 00:33:27,816 --> 00:33:29,751 why talk about it? 808 00:33:32,787 --> 00:33:35,824 You're healthy. 809 00:33:35,857 --> 00:33:37,426 You shouldn't be here. 810 00:33:39,661 --> 00:33:42,197 I don't want to go. 811 00:33:44,499 --> 00:33:46,301 Fine. 812 00:33:46,335 --> 00:33:48,237 I won't discharge you. 813 00:33:53,775 --> 00:33:56,811 You wanna go for a walk? 814 00:34:02,684 --> 00:34:05,287 This is the last of my journey. 815 00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:06,488 You don't deserve pain. 816 00:34:06,521 --> 00:34:08,790 You're just an insane old man. No, no. 817 00:34:08,823 --> 00:34:09,758 I'm not gonna watch you suffer. 818 00:34:09,791 --> 00:34:11,493 I need you to remember me. 819 00:34:11,526 --> 00:34:12,861 I'll remember you! 820 00:34:12,894 --> 00:34:13,862 Why? 821 00:34:13,895 --> 00:34:15,364 Because you're a nice man. 822 00:34:15,397 --> 00:34:16,498 You don't know that. 823 00:34:16,531 --> 00:34:18,800 You don't know anything about me. 824 00:34:18,833 --> 00:34:20,135 Either you are a nice man or you're an ass. 825 00:34:20,169 --> 00:34:21,603 Either way, you did something to somebody 826 00:34:21,636 --> 00:34:22,904 that they're gonna remember. 827 00:34:22,937 --> 00:34:26,341 I have no family. I have no friends. 828 00:34:26,375 --> 00:34:28,910 I didn't even have a real job. 829 00:34:28,943 --> 00:34:30,845 If I die in peace, 830 00:34:30,879 --> 00:34:32,781 then I'm just another patient. 831 00:34:32,814 --> 00:34:34,749 But if I die suffering-- 832 00:34:34,783 --> 00:34:35,850 It'll be horrible. 833 00:34:35,884 --> 00:34:38,420 Don't do that to either of us. 834 00:34:38,453 --> 00:34:40,289 No, I just need to die 835 00:34:40,322 --> 00:34:43,325 knowing that something is different 836 00:34:43,358 --> 00:34:45,794 because I was here. 837 00:34:45,827 --> 00:34:47,896 Oh... 838 00:34:47,929 --> 00:34:49,798 oh... 839 00:34:49,831 --> 00:34:51,633 ahh. 840 00:34:51,666 --> 00:34:52,767 Oh, no. 841 00:35:15,924 --> 00:35:18,593 [groaning softly] 842 00:35:24,866 --> 00:35:28,803 Life goes on. 843 00:35:28,837 --> 00:35:31,773 Is that the reason why we're out here? 844 00:35:31,806 --> 00:35:34,243 You know why I come here? 845 00:35:34,276 --> 00:35:36,245 I sit, I watch, 846 00:35:36,278 --> 00:35:37,546 I imagine. 847 00:35:39,814 --> 00:35:41,383 Sounds nice. 848 00:35:41,416 --> 00:35:44,819 I imagine that one of them will break a leg. 849 00:35:44,853 --> 00:35:47,256 Just one false step, 850 00:35:47,289 --> 00:35:48,857 one crack in the sidewalk. 851 00:35:48,890 --> 00:35:51,526 You don't really. 852 00:35:51,560 --> 00:35:52,727 I'm evil. 853 00:35:52,761 --> 00:35:55,297 Evil people don't say they're evil. 854 00:35:55,330 --> 00:35:57,566 That sounds like an easy loophole. 855 00:35:59,033 --> 00:36:02,704 People can do good things. 856 00:36:02,737 --> 00:36:04,806 But if their instincts are not good, 857 00:36:04,839 --> 00:36:06,875 either God doesn't exist 858 00:36:06,908 --> 00:36:08,910 or he's unimaginably cruel. 859 00:36:08,943 --> 00:36:12,447 I don't believe that. 860 00:36:12,481 --> 00:36:14,916 So what do you believe? 861 00:36:14,949 --> 00:36:17,218 Why do you think this happened? 862 00:36:18,887 --> 00:36:21,390 I don't want to talk about it. 863 00:36:21,423 --> 00:36:23,358 Me neither. 864 00:36:23,392 --> 00:36:25,560 Too bad. 865 00:36:27,296 --> 00:36:29,598 You know, I don't think there was a reason. 866 00:36:29,631 --> 00:36:32,867 Uh-huh, so God does exist, lets you get raped, 867 00:36:32,901 --> 00:36:34,403 and needs you to keep your rape baby 868 00:36:34,436 --> 00:36:35,570 for no reason. 869 00:36:38,673 --> 00:36:40,875 Well, maybe he was challenging me. 870 00:36:40,909 --> 00:36:42,944 He hurts you to help you. 871 00:36:42,977 --> 00:36:45,447 I guess it's better 872 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:46,815 than because he hates you. 873 00:36:46,848 --> 00:36:47,782 You're trying to convince me 874 00:36:47,816 --> 00:36:48,717 there's no God. 875 00:36:48,750 --> 00:36:50,419 Why would you even say something like that? 876 00:36:50,452 --> 00:36:52,587 Because you're throwing your life away. 877 00:36:52,621 --> 00:36:53,655 I'm doing what I believe. 878 00:36:53,688 --> 00:36:55,290 What you believe doesn't make sense. 879 00:36:56,891 --> 00:36:58,427 This is not helping me. 880 00:36:58,460 --> 00:37:00,862 Then I can't help you. 881 00:37:02,831 --> 00:37:04,566 If you believe in eternity, 882 00:37:04,599 --> 00:37:07,502 then life is irrelevant. 883 00:37:07,536 --> 00:37:09,671 The same as a bug is irrelevant 884 00:37:09,704 --> 00:37:12,941 in comparison to the universe. 885 00:37:15,544 --> 00:37:18,480 If you don't believe in eternity, 886 00:37:18,513 --> 00:37:20,081 then what you do here is irrelevant. 887 00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:22,951 Your actions here are all that matters. 888 00:37:22,984 --> 00:37:23,985 Then nothing matters. 889 00:37:24,018 --> 00:37:26,555 There's no ultimate consequences. 890 00:37:28,490 --> 00:37:30,692 I couldn't live like that. 891 00:37:30,725 --> 00:37:33,962 So you need to think 892 00:37:33,995 --> 00:37:35,530 that the guy who did this to you 893 00:37:35,564 --> 00:37:36,531 is gonna be punished. 894 00:37:36,565 --> 00:37:38,867 I need to know 895 00:37:38,900 --> 00:37:41,670 that it all means something. 896 00:37:41,703 --> 00:37:44,105 I need that comfort. 897 00:37:44,138 --> 00:37:45,907 Yeah. 898 00:37:45,940 --> 00:37:49,611 Are you feeling comfortable? 899 00:37:49,644 --> 00:37:51,946 You feeling good right now, feel warm inside? 900 00:38:01,823 --> 00:38:03,625 I was raped. 901 00:38:05,093 --> 00:38:07,362 What's your excuse? 902 00:38:39,994 --> 00:38:42,063 [monitor beeping] 903 00:38:58,980 --> 00:39:00,982 [sighs] 904 00:39:04,519 --> 00:39:07,822 Do you think the guy who did this to me feels bad? 905 00:39:07,856 --> 00:39:10,725 That'd help you? 906 00:39:10,759 --> 00:39:12,427 It'll make you feel better? 907 00:39:12,461 --> 00:39:15,530 Why do you always do that... 908 00:39:15,564 --> 00:39:17,699 ask why I'm asking questions 909 00:39:17,732 --> 00:39:18,967 instead of just answering the question? 910 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,803 Because the answer doesn't interest me. 911 00:39:21,836 --> 00:39:23,472 I don't care what he's feeling. 912 00:39:23,505 --> 00:39:26,908 I'm interested in what you're feeling. 913 00:39:26,941 --> 00:39:29,844 You are? 914 00:39:33,848 --> 00:39:35,950 I'm trapped in the room with you, right? 915 00:39:38,186 --> 00:39:41,189 Why did you choose me? 916 00:39:45,193 --> 00:39:47,496 There's something about you. 917 00:39:49,898 --> 00:39:54,035 It's like you're hurt too. 918 00:40:05,714 --> 00:40:08,449 It was true. 919 00:40:10,852 --> 00:40:11,753 What was? 920 00:40:11,786 --> 00:40:16,891 It wasn't my grandmother, but it was true. 921 00:40:20,194 --> 00:40:22,964 Who was it? 922 00:40:24,866 --> 00:40:26,835 It was my dad. 923 00:40:40,882 --> 00:40:42,584 [sighs] 924 00:40:45,554 --> 00:40:49,824 I'd like to tell you what happened to me now. 925 00:40:52,894 --> 00:40:55,864 I'd like to hear it. 926 00:40:55,897 --> 00:40:58,867 [Damien Rice's Grey Room] 927 00:40:58,900 --> 00:41:02,537 * 928 00:41:02,571 --> 00:41:06,841 It was my friend's birthday party. 929 00:41:06,875 --> 00:41:08,677 There were a lot of people there... 930 00:41:08,710 --> 00:41:13,114 * Well, I've been here before 931 00:41:13,147 --> 00:41:15,817 * Sat on the floor 932 00:41:15,850 --> 00:41:22,190 * In a grey, grey mood 933 00:41:22,223 --> 00:41:25,627 * Where I stay up all night 934 00:41:25,660 --> 00:41:28,763 * And all that I write 935 00:41:28,797 --> 00:41:33,702 * Is a grey, grey tune 936 00:41:33,735 --> 00:41:36,270 * 937 00:41:36,304 --> 00:41:38,940 * So pray for me, child 938 00:41:38,973 --> 00:41:41,876 * Just for a while 939 00:41:41,910 --> 00:41:47,682 * That I might break out, yeah * 940 00:41:47,716 --> 00:41:49,584 * 941 00:41:49,618 --> 00:41:51,886 * Pray for me, child 942 00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:56,090 * Even a smile would do... 943 00:41:56,124 --> 00:41:57,659 She terminated. 944 00:41:57,692 --> 00:41:59,060 She's been discharged. 945 00:42:01,896 --> 00:42:03,765 She's gonna be okay. 946 00:42:03,798 --> 00:42:05,767 Yeah. It's that simple. 947 00:42:07,201 --> 00:42:10,138 She's talking about what happened. 948 00:42:10,171 --> 00:42:12,173 That's huge. 949 00:42:12,206 --> 00:42:13,675 You did good. 950 00:42:13,708 --> 00:42:15,777 And everyone'll tell you 951 00:42:15,810 --> 00:42:17,378 that's what we gotta make her do 952 00:42:17,411 --> 00:42:19,347 if we're gonna help her, right? 953 00:42:19,380 --> 00:42:21,349 Except we can't. 954 00:42:21,382 --> 00:42:23,952 We drag out her story, 955 00:42:23,985 --> 00:42:25,286 tell each other 956 00:42:25,319 --> 00:42:28,890 that it'll help her heal, 957 00:42:28,923 --> 00:42:32,727 and feel real good about ourselves. 958 00:42:32,761 --> 00:42:36,898 But maybe all we've done is make a girl cry. 959 00:42:36,931 --> 00:42:38,232 Then why did you-- 960 00:42:38,266 --> 00:42:40,802 [rattling] 961 00:42:42,904 --> 00:42:46,207 Because I don't know. 962 00:42:46,240 --> 00:42:47,976 * Sandy shore 963 00:42:48,009 --> 00:42:52,280 * If I've still got you 964 00:42:52,313 --> 00:42:54,348 * To cross... 965 00:42:54,382 --> 00:42:56,718 You gonna follow up with her? 966 00:42:56,751 --> 00:42:58,720 * My bridge * 967 00:42:58,753 --> 00:43:01,656 One day. 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