1 00:00:00,100 --> 00:00:01,067 WHAT PRECEDING 2 00:00:01,220 --> 00:00:04,349 Have you told anyone? -No. 3 00:00:06,420 --> 00:00:10,061 That's also the best. -I must burn in hell. 4 00:00:10,220 --> 00:00:12,029 Now go home, August. 5 00:00:12,180 --> 00:00:14,501 You need help. -I'm not sick. 6 00:00:14,660 --> 00:00:18,187 If you want pills, you have to talk to the psychiatrist. 7 00:00:21,380 --> 00:00:26,591 Buddha says: Have a good journey, is better than achieving your goal. 8 00:00:26,740 --> 00:00:30,540 And that means? -Keep your mind moving. 9 00:00:38,140 --> 00:00:41,189 Are you having an affair with Ursula? 10 00:00:41,340 --> 00:00:43,229 I love you. 11 00:00:43,380 --> 00:00:45,667 I don't think so, Johannes. 12 00:00:45,820 --> 00:00:47,424 Cheers, everyone. 13 00:00:54,740 --> 00:00:56,105 August. 14 00:00:56,820 --> 00:00:59,391 August? 15 00:01:06,980 --> 00:01:10,666 Lotte is a good priest, Dad. Her sermon was fine. 16 00:01:10,820 --> 00:01:12,822 Yes, for sure. 17 00:01:13,740 --> 00:01:16,744 If you like that style. -Oh yes. 18 00:01:16,900 --> 00:01:22,270 That complacent bourgeois feminism is so damn annoying. 19 00:01:28,860 --> 00:01:33,707 Emilie keeps wanting me go to a psychiatrist she knows. 20 00:01:34,820 --> 00:01:39,542 Naturally. Lucky pills. You need happiness pills. 21 00:01:39,700 --> 00:01:42,863 Modern spirituality of the 21st century. 22 00:01:43,020 --> 00:01:46,661 No deep darkness nor any exulting joy. 23 00:01:46,820 --> 00:01:51,587 It's just in those extremes that we feel God's love most. 24 00:01:51,740 --> 00:01:55,062 That's not how you heal people. Explain that to your wife. 25 00:01:55,220 --> 00:01:59,464 That gets a bit difficult. -Yes, that's possible. 26 00:02:01,740 --> 00:02:04,710 But he does have a duty of silence. -What? 27 00:02:04,860 --> 00:02:06,624 That psychiatrist. 28 00:02:08,140 --> 00:02:10,381 You can't rely on that. 29 00:02:11,980 --> 00:02:16,190 You know that, right? He has to make his own decision. 30 00:02:16,340 --> 00:02:21,870 As soon as you tell him something he as a danger to others... 31 00:02:22,020 --> 00:02:24,466 he breaks his oath of silence. 32 00:02:24,620 --> 00:02:27,783 Why would he do that? -Why not? 33 00:02:27,940 --> 00:02:29,624 You don't know him. 34 00:02:30,660 --> 00:02:33,231 You shouldn't say... 35 00:02:33,380 --> 00:02:37,305 that you killed that woman. To no one. 36 00:02:40,140 --> 00:02:42,791 I thought you understood that. 37 00:02:45,140 --> 00:02:48,110 It's a burden. It's a secret... 38 00:02:48,260 --> 00:02:54,745 that we bear, together with God. Just the three of us, no one else. 39 00:02:54,900 --> 00:02:58,950 I keep having visions of her. I'll go crazy soon. 40 00:02:59,100 --> 00:03:01,023 But August... 41 00:03:02,380 --> 00:03:04,667 You are never alone. 42 00:03:08,740 --> 00:03:10,583 The Lord is my shepherd. 43 00:03:11,860 --> 00:03:14,386 I will lack nothing. 44 00:03:20,340 --> 00:03:23,310 He makes me rest in green pastures... 45 00:03:26,060 --> 00:03:30,827 and leads me to the water of peace. He refreshes my soul. 46 00:03:30,980 --> 00:03:34,348 He refreshes my soul. 47 00:03:43,500 --> 00:03:46,947 He shows me the right way. 48 00:04:48,260 --> 00:04:54,381 RIDE UPON THE STORM 49 00:04:54,540 --> 00:04:58,704 Part 5: Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. 50 00:04:58,860 --> 00:05:02,342 We want to celebrate at the Rosengarden hotel. 51 00:05:02,500 --> 00:05:06,505 The wedding theme is roses. I have something with me. 52 00:05:06,660 --> 00:05:10,301 Emma loves roses and I do I proposed with roses. 53 00:05:10,460 --> 00:05:14,351 So we would like lots of roses want to have in church. 54 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:17,709 How many can fit in the church? There are 90 of us. 55 00:05:17,860 --> 00:05:22,070 And then another 50 to 75 who only come to the reception. 56 00:05:22,220 --> 00:05:24,951 Maybe I sound off now like an old hippie... 57 00:05:25,100 --> 00:05:28,707 but you have to be there to enjoy... 58 00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:31,864 without an overly strict script. -Of course. 59 00:05:32,020 --> 00:05:35,911 We already have a wedding planner who arranges everything. 60 00:05:36,060 --> 00:05:38,461 Why do you want to get married? 61 00:05:41,860 --> 00:05:45,910 We want to celebrate our love. -That can be done in many ways. 62 00:05:46,060 --> 00:05:48,666 You can also throw a big party. 63 00:05:48,820 --> 00:05:53,303 The wedding ceremony is about loving and honoring each other. 64 00:05:54,380 --> 00:05:56,189 Do you talk about that? 65 00:05:58,140 --> 00:06:01,030 Not so much. -Yes, right. 66 00:06:01,180 --> 00:06:06,220 We've talked about that often. -Love is a gift from God. 67 00:06:06,380 --> 00:06:08,747 We don't decide that ourselves. 68 00:06:08,900 --> 00:06:12,586 To honor means to have respect, and that is hard work. 69 00:06:12,740 --> 00:06:15,584 We honor and respect very much. 70 00:06:16,420 --> 00:06:17,865 Yes. 71 00:06:20,340 --> 00:06:21,785 Yes, of course. 72 00:06:22,700 --> 00:06:26,830 I'm going to check our agenda. -Cool. Thank you. 73 00:06:27,580 --> 00:06:29,628 Svend, we need to... 74 00:06:31,740 --> 00:06:35,950 Oh, hello. Are you back already? of your holiday? 75 00:06:36,100 --> 00:06:39,627 Um... yeah. -I had it in my head that... Okay. 76 00:06:40,660 --> 00:06:42,344 Svend. -Yes. 77 00:06:43,740 --> 00:06:48,223 That bridal couple would prefer week five. Do we have time then? 78 00:06:48,380 --> 00:06:52,829 Okay, I'll check it out. -I need to talk to you shortly. 79 00:06:52,980 --> 00:06:54,664 Svend? -Yes? 80 00:06:54,820 --> 00:06:58,984 Svend, that van blocks the driveway again. 81 00:06:59,140 --> 00:07:02,064 I'll tell him. -Fine. 82 00:07:10,940 --> 00:07:12,510 Honey... 83 00:07:14,340 --> 00:07:15,865 Elizabeth. 84 00:07:18,580 --> 00:07:20,025 Let me go. -Listen. 85 00:07:20,180 --> 00:07:24,424 Leave me alone. No. -Now listen. 86 00:07:24,580 --> 00:07:28,221 If she's not gone in a week, then I'm gone. 87 00:07:44,340 --> 00:07:49,301 Can it be done on Saturday? -Yes, I believe so. Yes. 88 00:07:49,460 --> 00:07:51,144 That's great. 89 00:07:56,300 --> 00:07:57,950 And then something else. -Yes? 90 00:07:58,100 --> 00:08:00,990 Neither of us are very religious. 91 00:08:01,740 --> 00:08:04,141 Can you take it easy with God? in your sermon? 92 00:08:35,900 --> 00:08:38,471 Today is Day Zero. 93 00:08:41,820 --> 00:08:46,428 I need space, so I sit at my parents' summer house. 94 00:09:07,580 --> 00:09:11,346 I keep a diary to record my steps. 95 00:09:17,340 --> 00:09:21,026 I have the last 837 crowns withdrawn from my account. 96 00:09:21,180 --> 00:09:24,741 I keep my computer I sell the rest online. 97 00:09:38,060 --> 00:09:42,782 I eat what I put in dumpsters behind supermarkets. 98 00:09:48,180 --> 00:09:50,501 Facebook, Instagram, Twitter... 99 00:09:50,660 --> 00:09:55,666 It's pure self-aggrandizement, or we ping pong stupid shit at each other. 100 00:09:55,820 --> 00:10:01,350 I'm getting out. My Facebook suicide is the beginning of my new life. 101 00:10:01,500 --> 00:10:02,911 See you on the other side. 102 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:04,346 SAVE 103 00:10:17,060 --> 00:10:22,430 Ibsen says: Beware of your Ursula not dismissed without good reason. 104 00:10:22,580 --> 00:10:28,349 Why can't you kill someone? Send out if your life depends on it? 105 00:10:28,500 --> 00:10:29,831 Inside. 106 00:10:30,500 --> 00:10:34,744 I was rehearsing in church when a woman came in. 107 00:10:34,900 --> 00:10:37,949 I'm not used to it to talk to church members. 108 00:10:41,500 --> 00:10:42,990 Emma? 109 00:10:44,180 --> 00:10:46,262 I thought... 110 00:10:47,700 --> 00:10:51,864 I don't know what I was thinking. Do you need anything from me? 111 00:10:53,300 --> 00:10:55,826 I don't know whether I can continue with it. 112 00:10:55,980 --> 00:10:59,029 With what? With the wedding? -Yes. 113 00:11:04,860 --> 00:11:06,385 What happened? 114 00:11:07,740 --> 00:11:12,621 What if I can't keep that vow? Till death do us part? 115 00:11:13,900 --> 00:11:17,541 Well, but we still do our best. 116 00:11:18,540 --> 00:11:22,545 That's what we promise. It's not a compulsion, it's an intention. 117 00:11:22,700 --> 00:11:25,943 I'm not very good with relationships. 118 00:11:26,100 --> 00:11:32,107 But luckily we are able to to change and improve ourselves. 119 00:11:33,340 --> 00:11:37,140 Are you sure? -Yes, we will have to. 120 00:11:38,620 --> 00:11:40,031 Well. 121 00:11:41,420 --> 00:11:43,024 I don't know either. 122 00:11:46,060 --> 00:11:49,860 Some can do it. Not all. Some. 123 00:11:51,980 --> 00:11:55,985 Some screw up for themselves every time. 124 00:11:56,140 --> 00:12:01,590 Yes, exactly. What if I'm that kind of person? -Then just don't do it. 125 00:12:01,740 --> 00:12:07,383 If you have the sacrifice and perseverance can't do for anyone else... 126 00:12:07,540 --> 00:12:09,304 then don't do it. 127 00:12:09,460 --> 00:12:15,024 Some of us are ordinary too impatient, too shaky, too selfish. 128 00:12:15,180 --> 00:12:17,945 The music starts and your eyes are already wandering. 129 00:12:18,100 --> 00:12:21,104 Maybe that's okay and that is who you are. 130 00:12:21,260 --> 00:12:25,743 Just go with it. Free yourself. Fuck the whole world if you want. 131 00:12:25,900 --> 00:12:30,588 But don't drag another human along with you in your own hassle. 132 00:12:30,740 --> 00:12:33,220 Because they don't deserve that. 133 00:12:38,220 --> 00:12:40,348 They don't deserve that. 134 00:12:42,420 --> 00:12:44,388 But if that's who you are... 135 00:12:46,860 --> 00:12:48,464 then don't do it. 136 00:13:30,540 --> 00:13:33,510 August? What's happening? 137 00:14:27,020 --> 00:14:28,863 That was fast. 138 00:15:01,900 --> 00:15:03,664 Can't you hear it? 139 00:15:08,100 --> 00:15:09,590 I can't hear you. 140 00:15:27,540 --> 00:15:30,942 Just called, then August could have been home. 141 00:15:31,100 --> 00:15:32,943 Hello. Welcome home. 142 00:15:37,140 --> 00:15:42,021 Why weren't you home for Christmas? -I stayed a little longer. 143 00:15:42,180 --> 00:15:43,625 Where is August? 144 00:15:45,220 --> 00:15:47,621 He now works in the Brovang Church. 145 00:15:48,980 --> 00:15:51,347 In the service of our father? -Yes. 146 00:15:52,740 --> 00:15:55,027 What are your plans now? 147 00:15:55,940 --> 00:15:59,228 I don't know yet. I just need to... 148 00:16:00,980 --> 00:16:05,349 breathing. -Shouldn't you be looking for work? 149 00:16:10,660 --> 00:16:15,666 Sorry, Christian. I'm what... -That's okay. 150 00:16:15,820 --> 00:16:18,426 We're having a bit of a hard time at home. 151 00:16:20,780 --> 00:16:22,145 Then what is it? 152 00:16:22,300 --> 00:16:28,342 August is having a hard time. He can do his job almost not on. That kind of thing. 153 00:16:28,500 --> 00:16:32,550 It's going a bit better already. He is getting help now. 154 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:34,350 Okay. 155 00:16:39,980 --> 00:16:42,506 And how are you? -Good. 156 00:16:45,220 --> 00:16:47,063 Just busy. 157 00:16:47,220 --> 00:16:49,029 August Krogh. 158 00:16:56,540 --> 00:16:59,623 You fainted on Christmas Eve. It seemed serious. 159 00:16:59,780 --> 00:17:02,465 Emilie always exaggerates a bit. 160 00:17:08,860 --> 00:17:10,100 I... 161 00:17:11,540 --> 00:17:17,741 I just need some sleeping pills. Something that makes me relax. 162 00:17:17,900 --> 00:17:20,710 I'm stressed because of work. -Okay. 163 00:17:21,900 --> 00:17:24,426 You have been sent as a chaplain. 164 00:17:25,620 --> 00:17:29,181 Doesn't that have something to do with it? -No. 165 00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:32,708 I just have myself a bit too much pressure. 166 00:17:32,860 --> 00:17:38,549 Emilie told me it was you it is difficult to do your job well. 167 00:17:38,700 --> 00:17:42,989 Okay. How much does she have you told exactly? 168 00:17:44,860 --> 00:17:48,546 Not that much. And of course I have a duty of confidentiality. 169 00:17:54,660 --> 00:17:57,584 Can't you give me the same pills prescribe? 170 00:17:57,740 --> 00:18:02,621 Not until I examine you. Before that you need to answer some questions. 171 00:18:07,180 --> 00:18:09,182 Fine. -Nice. 172 00:18:09,340 --> 00:18:13,345 I need to know how you felt between Christmas and now. 173 00:18:15,140 --> 00:18:17,905 Have you felt depressed? -No. 174 00:18:20,980 --> 00:18:24,701 Is there a difference between how you feel in the morning and in the evening? 175 00:18:24,860 --> 00:18:26,350 No. 176 00:18:29,100 --> 00:18:32,024 Do you have difficulty concentrating? -No. 177 00:18:36,700 --> 00:18:43,470 August, your hands are shaking. You look pale and you sweat. Are you dizzy? 178 00:18:43,620 --> 00:18:46,749 You can't control your muscles. -Never mind. 179 00:18:48,540 --> 00:18:51,225 How do you sleep at night? 180 00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:53,269 Do you have nightmares? 181 00:18:53,420 --> 00:18:58,426 Are you having visions, August? Shouldn't we do something about that? 182 00:19:00,300 --> 00:19:03,349 Sit down. August, come on. 183 00:19:05,300 --> 00:19:06,745 August? 184 00:19:29,900 --> 00:19:31,789 What are you doing now? -Sorry, man. 185 00:19:33,820 --> 00:19:35,868 I didn't see it was you. 186 00:19:37,540 --> 00:19:41,181 Good to see you. Welcome home. -Thank you. 187 00:19:41,340 --> 00:19:44,150 You look... Are you okay? -Of course. 188 00:19:47,460 --> 00:19:51,181 How are you? -I'm crazy busy with work. 189 00:19:52,820 --> 00:19:56,302 But it's going well. -I spoke to Emilie. 190 00:19:57,420 --> 00:19:59,149 You spoke to Emilie? 191 00:20:00,620 --> 00:20:03,590 She didn't think things were going so well. -She's exaggerating. 192 00:20:03,740 --> 00:20:08,268 It's just stress. She wants me to see a psychiatrist. 193 00:20:08,420 --> 00:20:11,503 Ridiculous. I just came from there. 194 00:20:11,660 --> 00:20:14,504 From where? -From the psychiatrist. 195 00:20:20,140 --> 00:20:22,347 What's going on, August? 196 00:20:27,020 --> 00:20:29,500 Why have you been away so long? 197 00:20:30,940 --> 00:20:33,420 I had to learn to breathe. 198 00:20:37,060 --> 00:20:39,711 Buddhists have no ambition. 199 00:20:41,140 --> 00:20:43,666 That's because we have so many lives. 200 00:20:50,380 --> 00:20:54,430 I don't think you're breathing. -No Buddhist shit, Christian. 201 00:20:54,580 --> 00:20:56,230 I mean it. -Stop it. 202 00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:59,668 Guard. Tell me how you feel. -Shut up. 203 00:21:52,500 --> 00:21:55,071 Don't say anything about this to Mom or Dad. 204 00:21:56,140 --> 00:21:57,983 No, what were you thinking? 205 00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,309 Of course not, man. 206 00:22:03,420 --> 00:22:07,027 August, I think you have the side of depression. 207 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:11,109 In your case I suggest medication. 208 00:22:13,580 --> 00:22:18,427 I base my work on our knowledge of processes in the brain... 209 00:22:18,580 --> 00:22:20,628 and of mental illness. 210 00:22:20,780 --> 00:22:25,911 In your case I think you need stabilizing agents. 211 00:22:26,060 --> 00:22:29,951 Antidepressants in combination with therapy. 212 00:22:39,980 --> 00:22:44,907 So I'm either going crazy Or I'll become addicted to happiness pills... 213 00:22:45,060 --> 00:22:46,630 and lose God? 214 00:22:47,820 --> 00:22:51,541 Do you think you are losing God? by happiness pills? 215 00:22:52,820 --> 00:22:55,391 God has always helped me. 216 00:22:55,540 --> 00:22:59,511 And now you want me to replace it by a pill? 217 00:22:59,660 --> 00:23:03,585 As a priest you have a different starting point than I do. 218 00:23:03,740 --> 00:23:09,224 Your brain doesn't produce enough of the substance that determines your mood. 219 00:23:12,060 --> 00:23:15,542 Can't you just a little bit? trust science? 220 00:23:27,060 --> 00:23:29,461 Ursula? 221 00:23:36,180 --> 00:23:39,627 Sorry. I called you, but you heard nothing. -No. 222 00:23:39,780 --> 00:23:42,909 I... -Sorry Elisabeth just came in. 223 00:23:43,060 --> 00:23:46,906 No, stop it. That's not your fault. Listen a minute. 224 00:23:47,980 --> 00:23:51,985 I had hoped that Elisabeth could put it behind him. 225 00:23:52,140 --> 00:23:54,188 But she couldn't. 226 00:23:54,340 --> 00:23:58,061 You don't have to explain anything. I know it's impossible. 227 00:23:58,220 --> 00:24:02,305 But I think you are a wonderful man. -But Ursula... 228 00:24:02,460 --> 00:24:07,785 Don't worry. I'll keep my distance. -You can't keep working here. 229 00:24:11,420 --> 00:24:12,581 What? 230 00:24:12,740 --> 00:24:16,506 You can't always Elisabeth encounter. That's not possible. 231 00:24:16,660 --> 00:24:20,221 But I work here. -We'll find something else for you. 232 00:24:20,380 --> 00:24:23,668 No, sorry, but I'm here in service. 233 00:24:24,820 --> 00:24:28,142 Did you just want to fuck the sexton? and then fire? 234 00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:29,825 Idiot. 235 00:24:33,860 --> 00:24:35,271 Can't we... 236 00:25:01,460 --> 00:25:03,701 It goes right through the wall. 237 00:25:13,300 --> 00:25:17,271 It's all that rehearsal that drives you crazy. 238 00:25:21,580 --> 00:25:24,231 Elizabeth. -What? 239 00:25:24,380 --> 00:25:28,101 What do you say? if Ursula keeps her distance? 240 00:25:30,780 --> 00:25:34,102 Do you really think I'm retarded? -Stop it. 241 00:25:34,700 --> 00:25:36,782 It's... August. 242 00:25:39,380 --> 00:25:41,508 Hello, Dad. -Hello. 243 00:25:41,660 --> 00:25:45,142 Did we have an appointment? -No, no. 244 00:25:45,300 --> 00:25:48,941 The Sunday service in Brovang, do you do that? 245 00:25:49,100 --> 00:25:54,311 Lotte will probably want to do it. -I can't ask her all the time. 246 00:25:54,460 --> 00:25:55,791 I'll do it. 247 00:25:56,620 --> 00:25:58,827 I'll be there. -Nice. 248 00:26:01,100 --> 00:26:05,230 Are you hungry? Would you like to eat something? I'll make something for you. 249 00:26:10,940 --> 00:26:12,829 Yes, I... Yes. 250 00:26:15,220 --> 00:26:17,302 Well done, boy. Very good. 251 00:26:45,180 --> 00:26:47,228 Here somewhere. -It sounds good. 252 00:26:48,820 --> 00:26:51,391 It hangs. -It's okay, Simon. 253 00:26:52,100 --> 00:26:53,909 Naja is the expert. 254 00:26:54,060 --> 00:26:58,987 Yes, good for her. But I am the expert in budgets. 255 00:26:59,140 --> 00:27:04,146 1000 crowns for a piano tuner? -That sounds good. Nice. 256 00:27:04,300 --> 00:27:06,382 That was it? -I believe so. 257 00:27:13,260 --> 00:27:15,911 Nete, there is one more thing. 258 00:27:16,060 --> 00:27:19,303 We're having some problems with our sexton. Ursula. 259 00:27:19,460 --> 00:27:21,701 She has difficulty working together. 260 00:27:22,860 --> 00:27:28,264 I don't know anything about that. -We wanted to solve it internally, but... 261 00:27:29,220 --> 00:27:34,021 What kind of problems are these? -Too many to mention. 262 00:27:34,180 --> 00:27:38,629 That's... too comprehensive to discuss here. 263 00:27:38,780 --> 00:27:41,386 That's strange. -What? 264 00:27:41,540 --> 00:27:45,704 I don't know anyone who is not satisfied about Ursula's work. 265 00:27:45,860 --> 00:27:50,741 Or about her as a person. -But you don't work with her every day. 266 00:27:50,900 --> 00:27:52,868 But you do. 267 00:27:55,860 --> 00:27:58,101 Work with her a little less. 268 00:28:00,820 --> 00:28:04,381 The damage has already been done, as they say. 269 00:28:04,540 --> 00:28:07,908 And should she pay for that? -I have no choice. 270 00:28:08,060 --> 00:28:12,304 She can't stay here. Unless you want a new blanket here. 271 00:28:16,780 --> 00:28:18,942 But we have to follow the rules. 272 00:28:19,100 --> 00:28:22,070 And I'm not going to help you with it. -Okay. 273 00:28:24,140 --> 00:28:27,508 You will make your own mess have to clean up. 274 00:28:27,660 --> 00:28:31,631 Johannes, sometimes I wonder about your behavior. 275 00:28:33,140 --> 00:28:36,428 There is light and dark in all of us, Nete. 276 00:28:41,420 --> 00:28:43,821 Until next time. -Goodbye. 277 00:28:43,980 --> 00:28:46,062 And say hello to Elisabeth. 278 00:28:52,260 --> 00:28:54,149 Hi August, it's me. 279 00:28:54,300 --> 00:28:57,702 Mom's on her way here. How are you? 280 00:28:57,860 --> 00:29:00,750 Don't say anything to her. -About the psychiatrist? 281 00:29:00,900 --> 00:29:04,791 Do you promise? -I won't say anything about that. 282 00:29:04,940 --> 00:29:07,307 And? Do you get happiness pills? 283 00:29:09,220 --> 00:29:13,544 Forget what Dad said about psychiatry and happiness pills. 284 00:29:13,700 --> 00:29:15,782 Do you still have anxiety attacks? 285 00:29:28,980 --> 00:29:33,668 What are you doing? You come home without telling anyone? 286 00:29:37,540 --> 00:29:39,429 And then you hide here? 287 00:29:42,900 --> 00:29:46,188 Ha, darling. -You're so mean. 288 00:29:47,460 --> 00:29:51,829 Are you going to become a monk? You look like a monk. 289 00:29:53,140 --> 00:29:55,507 Skinny. And pale. 290 00:29:57,940 --> 00:30:02,901 The monk who found me said that I probably ended up there for a reason. 291 00:30:05,380 --> 00:30:07,428 That could well be the case. 292 00:30:09,420 --> 00:30:11,787 At least you've changed. 293 00:30:14,140 --> 00:30:17,542 How are you? -His way. 294 00:30:25,180 --> 00:30:29,185 Can I turn on the phone, so I can call you? 295 00:30:29,340 --> 00:30:32,742 For your mobile you have here not very good range. 296 00:30:32,900 --> 00:30:35,028 Yes. go ahead. 297 00:30:43,860 --> 00:30:45,464 There you go. 298 00:30:53,260 --> 00:30:54,864 What's wrong, mom? 299 00:31:10,340 --> 00:31:12,308 Why do you stay with him? 300 00:31:15,820 --> 00:31:20,667 Well? No one would blame you if you left him. 301 00:31:30,340 --> 00:31:31,751 It hasn't gotten that far yet. 302 00:31:34,060 --> 00:31:37,746 Maybe I should worry about you now start to worry. 303 00:31:40,540 --> 00:31:42,429 Come here, honey. 304 00:31:59,780 --> 00:32:02,021 Hello. -With Johan Bundgaard from P4. 305 00:32:02,180 --> 00:32:05,502 Your latest Facebook update received over 5000 likes. 306 00:32:05,660 --> 00:32:10,746 Would you like to come to the studio for us? program about starting over? 307 00:32:19,380 --> 00:32:22,862 'My Facebook profile hates itself and commits suicide.' 308 00:32:23,020 --> 00:32:27,742 This Facebook post from Christian Krogh received more than 5,000 likes. 309 00:32:27,900 --> 00:32:30,221 Welcome, Christian. -Thank you. 310 00:32:31,100 --> 00:32:32,784 Why suicide? 311 00:32:32,940 --> 00:32:37,901 Because I had become someone who I didn't like, who lied and cheated. 312 00:32:38,060 --> 00:32:41,951 Is this a coaching project for self-realization? 313 00:32:42,100 --> 00:32:43,943 Listen to what I say. 314 00:32:44,100 --> 00:32:47,946 I'm not a coach. I'm trying to get into reality. 315 00:33:01,220 --> 00:33:03,541 Why did this get so many likes? 316 00:33:03,700 --> 00:33:08,228 Because in our culture everything revolves to be successful and win. 317 00:33:08,380 --> 00:33:12,271 We won't ruin it for you by inviting you here? 318 00:33:12,420 --> 00:33:14,070 Because you are now successful. 319 00:33:15,420 --> 00:33:18,902 Success is more than being the target of your jokes... 320 00:33:19,060 --> 00:33:22,906 and hear your one-liners that you don't even write yourself. 321 00:33:23,060 --> 00:33:28,021 You have a point there. Thank you before your arrival. And now some music. 322 00:33:30,980 --> 00:33:32,630 See you then. 323 00:33:40,940 --> 00:33:43,022 Peter Poulsen from Media Speech DK. 324 00:33:43,180 --> 00:33:45,786 I organize lectures across the country. 325 00:33:45,940 --> 00:33:49,387 I heard you on the radio. Do you want to give lectures? 326 00:34:06,060 --> 00:34:08,711 Sorry, boss. -It's okay, Svend. 327 00:34:10,460 --> 00:34:14,590 I'm going to cancel the wedding. I just wanted to let you know. 328 00:34:15,860 --> 00:34:17,862 Emma, ​​wait a minute. 329 00:34:22,820 --> 00:34:25,346 Don't you want to come and sit down for a moment? 330 00:34:32,180 --> 00:34:37,311 I believe that love includes both light and darkness. 331 00:34:37,460 --> 00:34:42,102 Marriage means each other in both believe and respect situations. 332 00:34:43,020 --> 00:34:47,389 We are all afraid. I like enough from him? Does he love me enough? 333 00:34:48,260 --> 00:34:53,061 Will I hurt him? Yes, you will sure. That moment will undoubtedly come. 334 00:34:54,420 --> 00:34:58,266 Are we prepared to make the necessary sacrifices? 335 00:35:00,220 --> 00:35:02,427 What should I sacrifice then? 336 00:35:04,020 --> 00:35:07,502 A little bit of yourself. That's it. 337 00:35:09,380 --> 00:35:11,860 A little more than you dare. 338 00:35:16,700 --> 00:35:19,704 Do you know who you have in front of you? with your Mads? 339 00:35:19,860 --> 00:35:24,582 With his wedding planner and its rose petals? 340 00:35:26,620 --> 00:35:31,069 You have a man who right now absolutely loves you. 341 00:35:32,140 --> 00:35:36,270 He does everything he can to take care of you. Do you know how I know that? 342 00:35:36,420 --> 00:35:40,505 Because he was here last time was at least as scared as you were. 343 00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:45,541 But he forgot himself, took your hand and reassured you. 344 00:35:45,700 --> 00:35:51,628 And actually... you need yourself only one question to ask, and that is: 345 00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:57,751 "Do I want to do the same for him?" 346 00:36:01,140 --> 00:36:05,907 If I were to marry you, then there is a beautiful, old poem... 347 00:36:07,220 --> 00:36:10,224 that I would read. About love. 348 00:36:11,620 --> 00:36:17,070 Two people who love each other can hurt each other more deeply... 349 00:36:18,500 --> 00:36:24,189 than the most merciless enemies who travel the world for revenge... 350 00:36:26,460 --> 00:36:33,821 and two people who love each other can heal each other's deepest wounds... 351 00:36:33,980 --> 00:36:37,382 just by looking at each other... 352 00:36:39,140 --> 00:36:42,542 and smooth each other's hair. 353 00:36:55,020 --> 00:36:56,909 I'm going to a concert. 354 00:37:01,580 --> 00:37:02,945 No, but. 355 00:37:04,780 --> 00:37:06,623 You look beautiful. 356 00:37:10,900 --> 00:37:13,665 That freedom you always talked about... 357 00:37:14,860 --> 00:37:16,191 Yes? 358 00:37:16,340 --> 00:37:19,628 Wasn't that mainly your freedom? 359 00:37:19,780 --> 00:37:23,501 You knew how little chance there was that I would claim it. 360 00:37:23,660 --> 00:37:27,221 Or does that freedom apply to both of us? 361 00:37:29,300 --> 00:37:32,383 Of course it applies to both of us. 362 00:37:36,300 --> 00:37:37,790 And? 363 00:37:41,660 --> 00:37:46,188 Are you planning on going with the whole thing? to fuck a symphony orchestra? 364 00:37:48,580 --> 00:37:50,389 That sounds exciting. 365 00:38:51,820 --> 00:38:54,107 Where are you going, boss? 366 00:38:54,260 --> 00:38:57,343 Oh, just take a walk. 367 00:38:57,500 --> 00:38:59,423 Can I come with you? 368 00:38:59,580 --> 00:39:03,790 I need to get out for a while. -Boss. You don't need that. 369 00:39:05,140 --> 00:39:07,222 You don't need that. 370 00:39:13,500 --> 00:39:16,663 Let's together eat a herring sandwich. 371 00:39:21,060 --> 00:39:25,065 I have read how you can get rid of a sexton. 372 00:39:39,020 --> 00:39:40,351 Drunk. -Drunk. 373 00:39:40,500 --> 00:39:44,141 Yes. Not bad at all, is it? -No. 374 00:39:44,300 --> 00:39:46,587 Do you speak Swedish? 375 00:40:11,340 --> 00:40:12,705 Well. 376 00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,582 Good night. -Good night. 377 00:40:36,820 --> 00:40:38,788 You came home to sleep. 378 00:40:42,620 --> 00:40:44,110 Thank you. 379 00:40:49,260 --> 00:40:50,989 Don't mention it. 380 00:40:53,820 --> 00:40:56,664 We know how we like her can get rid of. 381 00:41:00,780 --> 00:41:03,784 From whom? -From Ursula. 382 00:41:05,300 --> 00:41:07,029 Oh, yes. 383 00:41:09,900 --> 00:41:11,470 So now... 384 00:41:19,580 --> 00:41:24,108 You guys know we've been around for a while being financially strapped. 385 00:41:24,260 --> 00:41:27,389 We have a difficult decision have to take. 386 00:41:27,540 --> 00:41:31,147 We? -Or actually the parish council. 387 00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:37,946 We have to share sexton and gardener with Brovang... 388 00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:41,786 and two other churches in our parish. 389 00:41:41,940 --> 00:41:44,671 And so one person has to leave. 390 00:41:45,740 --> 00:41:49,461 And Ursula was hired last. -This isn't right. 391 00:41:49,620 --> 00:41:52,942 An economic issue. I can't help it. 392 00:41:53,100 --> 00:41:55,580 How can you do this without consultation? 393 00:41:55,740 --> 00:41:58,584 There was no time for that. It went so fast. 394 00:41:58,740 --> 00:42:01,744 Of course I have Ursula well spoken. 395 00:42:01,900 --> 00:42:06,383 No one finds this more annoying than me. Let that be clear. 396 00:42:09,540 --> 00:42:11,781 Hello. -Hello, Ursula. 397 00:42:14,100 --> 00:42:18,071 I'm coming to get my things and hand in my keys. 398 00:42:18,220 --> 00:42:20,302 Does that really have to happen now? 399 00:42:22,420 --> 00:42:24,184 Yes, that really has to happen now. 400 00:42:27,740 --> 00:42:32,746 Now for the next agenda item. -We say goodbye here properly. 401 00:42:34,260 --> 00:42:38,265 Can't we do this later... Next agenda item. 402 00:43:05,980 --> 00:43:08,870 What do you have for me? -I have some Diazepam. 403 00:43:09,020 --> 00:43:12,547 That's great. I use it myself too to relax. 404 00:43:31,140 --> 00:43:33,108 August? 405 00:43:39,060 --> 00:43:40,710 August? 406 00:43:45,300 --> 00:43:48,907 Hey August, little man. Hey. 407 00:43:51,380 --> 00:43:52,825 Hey. 408 00:43:53,820 --> 00:43:56,585 What is? Your sexton called me. 409 00:43:56,740 --> 00:44:01,621 I've tried you so many times to call. Why don't you answer? 410 00:44:06,460 --> 00:44:10,465 Why are you lying here like this? -I wasn't feeling well. 411 00:44:11,620 --> 00:44:13,588 Not tasty? -I can't. 412 00:44:13,740 --> 00:44:18,985 That's no excuse. Get up. You have to build a church. 413 00:44:25,540 --> 00:44:27,304 What's going on? 414 00:44:29,300 --> 00:44:31,189 Say, August. 415 00:44:34,820 --> 00:44:37,141 Have you ever used anything? Well? 416 00:44:39,180 --> 00:44:43,629 Where are they? Are they antidepressants? Give them to me. 417 00:44:43,780 --> 00:44:45,145 Stop. -Come on. 418 00:44:45,300 --> 00:44:47,667 Where did you put them? -Don't. 419 00:44:47,820 --> 00:44:50,221 Where are they? -Dad, stop it. 420 00:44:52,020 --> 00:44:53,704 Don't, Dad. 421 00:44:57,180 --> 00:45:01,583 If you want to be a junkie, then I'll treat you like a junkie. 422 00:45:09,820 --> 00:45:11,185 Give them to me. 423 00:45:19,420 --> 00:45:20,831 Sorry. 424 00:45:26,060 --> 00:45:28,028 Throw them away. 425 00:45:30,340 --> 00:45:32,946 Throw them away, August. Now. 426 00:45:40,340 --> 00:45:41,990 Stand up. 427 00:45:43,980 --> 00:45:45,584 Come on. 428 00:45:55,140 --> 00:45:56,665 Come on, August. 429 00:45:59,260 --> 00:46:02,469 Your strength is being tested. 430 00:46:03,380 --> 00:46:05,189 But you can do it, August. 431 00:46:07,460 --> 00:46:08,905 You can do it. 432 00:46:43,980 --> 00:46:47,382 Whatever crap you're swallowing... 433 00:46:49,180 --> 00:46:52,502 you can't be a junkie and a priest be at the same time. 434 00:46:58,420 --> 00:47:00,707 I'll have to do something. 435 00:47:06,020 --> 00:47:10,981 Just when we've almost lost our faith, we must trust God. 436 00:47:14,860 --> 00:47:16,510 Stop, August. 437 00:47:17,220 --> 00:47:19,461 Stop. Stop. 438 00:47:20,900 --> 00:47:23,187 Stop it. Stop it. 439 00:47:25,100 --> 00:47:26,670 Stop. Come on. 440 00:47:27,660 --> 00:47:29,185 Get up. 441 00:47:32,660 --> 00:47:34,264 Get up. Stand still. 442 00:47:38,700 --> 00:47:40,225 I'm leaving now. 443 00:47:43,700 --> 00:47:46,271 You will have to go through this yourself. 444 00:47:48,260 --> 00:47:50,183 Stand still. 445 00:49:16,060 --> 00:49:17,710 Then come. 446 00:49:55,820 --> 00:49:57,902 Show yourself, father. 447 00:50:01,100 --> 00:50:03,910 And show him the way. Help... 448 00:50:05,060 --> 00:50:06,903 the little person. 449 00:51:26,940 --> 00:51:30,342 I killed a young woman on that mission. 450 00:51:34,140 --> 00:51:35,983 It was an accident. 451 00:51:38,220 --> 00:51:39,984 But I did it. 452 00:51:46,180 --> 00:51:48,387 No one can know this. 453 00:51:48,540 --> 00:51:53,467 Only my father knows. -Why can't anyone know? 454 00:51:55,180 --> 00:51:57,911 Then it's over for me as a priest. 455 00:52:00,940 --> 00:52:05,309 What made you do it? to come and tell me this now? 456 00:52:05,460 --> 00:52:07,667 Five milligrams of Diazepam. 457 00:52:10,300 --> 00:52:15,466 Diazepam works. -Yes. It works, but it's dangerous. 458 00:52:16,460 --> 00:52:18,588 You have to get rid of that. 459 00:52:25,380 --> 00:52:28,190 You need to take these antidepressants. 460 00:52:34,980 --> 00:52:37,586 We need you again get on your feet. 461 00:52:39,660 --> 00:52:42,186 What if I lose God because of it? 462 00:52:43,460 --> 00:52:45,622 I can't cure that. 463 00:52:47,420 --> 00:52:53,223 But if God created everything, Then also happiness pills? 464 00:53:09,140 --> 00:53:12,462 How many people are coming to these kinds of lectures? 465 00:53:12,620 --> 00:53:14,827 If you're not familiar with TV... 466 00:53:16,300 --> 00:53:19,463 maybe eight or so, with luck. 467 00:53:19,620 --> 00:53:22,430 Do I really have to wear that? -Yes. 468 00:53:25,820 --> 00:53:29,825 What do people usually talk about? -No idea. I don't listen. 469 00:53:29,980 --> 00:53:33,063 You're not going to keep listening? -No. 470 00:53:33,220 --> 00:53:35,951 I'll squeak out as soon as you start. 471 00:53:38,620 --> 00:53:40,748 Don't you want to hear my lecture? 472 00:53:40,900 --> 00:53:45,827 I'm probably not really the type for lectures. 473 00:53:46,780 --> 00:53:49,101 And I have to go to the gym. 474 00:54:05,660 --> 00:54:09,028 Good evening. I don't know if I can do this. 475 00:54:14,060 --> 00:54:17,223 I just got back from Nepal. A lot lighter. 476 00:54:17,380 --> 00:54:23,183 I lost weight and hit my luggage lost, but I am also less angry. 477 00:54:25,540 --> 00:54:28,828 Do you know how it weighs on you? when you are angry? 478 00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:32,742 I was angry with my father. 479 00:54:33,980 --> 00:54:37,587 I was furious. You can to be angry at many things. 480 00:54:37,740 --> 00:54:42,746 Maybe you had a shitty childhood because your parents were divorced. 481 00:54:42,900 --> 00:54:47,701 Maybe they should have divorce, but they did not dare to do so. 482 00:54:47,860 --> 00:54:52,104 Or maybe no one understood what was going on in your head. 483 00:54:52,260 --> 00:54:57,903 You endure the pain until the urge comes up again to destroy yourself. 484 00:54:58,060 --> 00:55:02,588 Maybe you go to fitness, but it's all fake. 485 00:55:02,740 --> 00:55:07,906 You're still so angry that you three times goes to McDonald's per week. 486 00:55:08,060 --> 00:55:13,100 It doesn't matter what you're addicted to you are. Food, drinks, drugs, sex... 487 00:55:15,420 --> 00:55:19,823 I wanted to be successful, so that my father would praise me. 488 00:55:19,980 --> 00:55:21,266 Almighty God. 489 00:55:22,020 --> 00:55:25,149 Our addiction dulls our anger. 490 00:55:25,740 --> 00:55:32,828 And we're all angry inside. Angry at this crazy life, man. 491 00:55:33,780 --> 00:55:39,469 That is both beautiful and terrible. We don't know what we are here for. 492 00:55:40,180 --> 00:55:43,548 I pronounce you man and wife... 493 00:55:43,700 --> 00:55:46,909 for God and for these people.