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Did you tell anyone?
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No.
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It will be the best.
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I'm going to burn in hell.
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Go home, August.
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- You need help.
- I'm not sick.
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If you want pills,
talk to the psychiatrist.
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Buddha says: "It is better to travel well
than the fact of arriving".
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What does it mean?
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Keep your mind busy.
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Are you having an affair with Ursula?
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I love you.
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I don't think you love me anymore.
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Health for all.
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August!
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Lotte is a good priest.
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Today's sermon was very good.
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Yes, it was good.
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If you like that kind of thing.
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That indignant feminist speech...
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It's just so provocative.
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Emilie insists that I talk...
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with a psychiatrist.
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Yes, the happy pills.
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you just need
some happiness pills, right?
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That's the world's answer
to spirituality in the s. XXI.
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You will not fall into darkness...
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but you will not be transported either
towards the light.
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It's right at those two extremes...
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where we feel most
the love of God.
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We don't heal people like that.
Explain it to your little wife.
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It would be complicated.
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Yes, it would be. Surely.
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But he must maintain confidentiality.
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Who?
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The psychiatrist.
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But you know you can't trust yourself.
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You know that, right?
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It completely depends
of your own discretion.
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When you tell him something he considers...
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that endangers someone,
will break professional secrecy.
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- Why would I do it?
- And why not?
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You don't know him.
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You can't tell him...
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that you killed that woman to anyone.
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I thought you understood.
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It's a burden.
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It's a secret...
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that we have with God.
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The three...no one else.
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I see her all the time.
Maybe I'm going crazy.
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August...
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You will never be alone.
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The Lord is my shepherd.
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I can't miss anything.
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In green meadows he lets me rest,
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takes me to calm waters and
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repair my strength. He repairs my strength.
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Leads me on the right path...
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THE WAYS OF THE LORD
5/10
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"Do not lead us into temptation,
but deliver us from evil." Matthew 6:13.
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We have thought that the party will be
at the Rosengarden Hotel.
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And the theme of the wedding will be roses.
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Emma loves roses
and I proposed to her with roses.
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We would like the church
was decorated with roses.
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How many people can fit in the church?
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We will be about 90 people.
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And we expect between 50 and 75 more people...
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who will attend the party.
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Even though I sound like an old hippie...
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They should try to enjoy the moment,
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- ...and that everything is not so programmed.
- Don't worry.
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We have a wedding planner
who takes care of everything.
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- We don't have to worry.
- Why do you want to get married?
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- We want to celebrate our love.
- There are many ways to do it.
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They can throw a great party.
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At the marriage ceremony
they talk about loving each other...
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and honor each other.
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Have you talked about that?
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- Yes...
- Not much.
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Yes, yes we did.
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Of course we talked about it. Many times.
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Love is a gift we receive from God.
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We don't even control that.
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But to honor is to respect
and that involves hard work.
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We love and respect each other like no one else.
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Already.
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Of course they do.
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I'll check if we can
adjust the dates, okay?
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Brilliant. Thank you.
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Svend, I need you...
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- Wow. Hello.
- Hello.
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You're back from your vacation.
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Well yes.
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I thought that...
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Well...
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- Svend.
-Yes?
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The boyfriends I'm with
They prefer within five weeks.
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- Is it possible?
- Let me see.
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You and I should talk.
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- Svend?
-Yes?
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Svend...
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The truck keeps blocking.
We can't park.
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- I'm sorry. I will talk to him.
- Good.
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Yes.
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Hey, honey, no...
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Elisabeth.
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Elisabeth, please.
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-Elisabeth!
- Don't touch me! Let go of me!
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- Listen to me, please.
- Leave me alone, Johannes. Let me.
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Can you listen to me for a moment?
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If it's not gone in a week,
the one who leaves is me.
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So, can you that Saturday?
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Yes, yes, I think so. Yes.
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Great.
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Only...
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Just one more thing.
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Yes?
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None of us are very religious.
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�It would be possible that not
mention God a lot?
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This is my Day Zero.
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I need space so I'm moving
to my parents' summer house.
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I started a journal.
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I will record every step I take.
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Withdrew the 837 crowns
that I had in my account.
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I'll stay with the computer
and will sell the rest on the internet.
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I have foraged for food
in supermarket containers.
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Facebook. Instagram. Twitter.
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They serve to self-promote us or spit shit on us.
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I'm closing all my accounts.
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My social suicide
It is the beginning of a new life.
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I see you on the other side.
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PUBLISH
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Ibsen thinks that
you should be very careful...
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to fire Ursula without a good reason.
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�You can't get rid of an employee...
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When your whole world shakes with him?
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Yes, come in.
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I was rehearsing in the church
and a girl has entered.
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I'm not used to it
to talk to parishioners.
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Emma?
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Oh wow. I thought it was...
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I don't know what I was thinking. What happened?
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How can I help you?
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I don't think I can move on.
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With what? With the wedding?
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Yes.
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What happened?
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What if I can't keep my vote?
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The "until death do us part" thing.
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Well I don't know...
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Everyone does the best they can.
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What we promise ourselves.
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It is not something coercive, it is an intention.
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I was never stable in my relationships.
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Well, fortunately, we all have
the possibility of changing...
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to improve.
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- Are you sure?
- Yes.
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We should believe it, okay?
We must believe it.
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Yes...
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Well, I don't know.
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Some achieve it...
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others don't.
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Others just screw it up
all over and over again.
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Yes.
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And what happens if I'm one of those?
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Well then don't do it, huh?
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If you don't keep inside
self-sacrifice...
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and the perseverance necessary
not to wish for another...
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then free yourself!
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Some of us are too impatient
and uprooted...
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too selfish.
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When the music plays,
your eyes wander and...
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maybe that's okay.
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Maybe that's how you are.
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Just be consistent with it. Free yourself.
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Let the world explode, if you are clear about it!
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But don't drag another
in that fucking stupidity of yours...
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because he doesn't deserve it.
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They don't deserve it.
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So...
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If that's what you are...
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don't get married
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August?
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Are you okay?
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Honey...
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Are you better?
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What's wrong with you?
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Hey, honey...
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what's wrong with you?
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August, what's wrong with you?
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I can't hear you.
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But what do you say, darling?
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Can I know what's wrong with you?
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I can't hear you.
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Hello.
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You should have called,
August could have been here.
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- Well... Hello!
- Hello. Welcome home.
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Why didn't you come for Christmas?
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I stayed a little longer.
It's a long story.
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And August?
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At Brovang Church, working.
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- For our father?
- Yes.
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What plans do you have?
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I don't know.
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At this moment only...
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I breathe.
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Shouldn't you look for a job?
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Sorry, Christian, I'm a little...
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Quiet. I understand.
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We are going through a difficult time.
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What's happening?
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August is having a hard time.
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It is even difficult for him to take care of
his work.
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I don't know.
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Aftermath of war, but it's better now.
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Now you have help.
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Brilliant.
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And you, how are you?
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Good.
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Very busy.
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August Krogh?
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You fainted on Christmas Eve
and it seems that it was quite serious.
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Emilie always exaggerates with these things.
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Yes...
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I just need sleeping pills.
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Something to relax.
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- I'm stressed because of new job.
- Already.
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You were assigned as a military chaplain.
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Wouldn't that have anything to do with that?
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No no.
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I put too much pressure on myself
when returning home.
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Already.
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Emilie says you have problems
to perform...
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- ...your tasks normally.
- Good.
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And... what else did he tell you?
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Not much more.
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Of course
I maintain confidentiality.
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Could you just prescribe me
what she gave me?
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Not without having evaluated you.
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That means you have to respond.
to some questions.
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Clear.
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Great. I would like to know
How have you felt since Christmas.
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Have you been feeling depressed?
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No.
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There is a difference in how you feel
in the morning and at night?
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No.
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- Concentration problems?
- No.
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August, your hands are shaking
and you are pale.
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And you sweat.
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Are you dizzy?
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- You don't control your muscles.
- I don't want to continue.
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Clear.
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How do you sleep at night?
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Do you have nightmares?
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Do you have visions, August?
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We should make them disappear.
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Sit down.
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August, come on.
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August!
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- What are you doing?
- Sorry.
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I didn't realize it was you.
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I'm glad to see you.
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- Welcome home.
- Thank you.
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- You seem... Are you okay?
- Yes.
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How are you?
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Right now working like crazy.
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But everything is going well.
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I just talked to Emilie.
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- Did you talk to Emilie?
- Yes.
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00:20:00,340 --> 00:20:03,060
- He says you're not so well.
- It's an exaggeration.
272
00:20:03,740 --> 00:20:07,900
It's just stress. It's not important.
He forces me to go to a psychiatrist.
273
00:20:08,260 --> 00:20:09,580
Stupid!
274
00:20:09,740 --> 00:20:11,020
I just escaped from there.
275
00:20:11,980 --> 00:20:14,220
- Of what? From where?
- From the psychiatrist.
276
00:20:19,860 --> 00:20:21,740
What's wrong, August?
277
00:20:26,940 --> 00:20:28,660
Why did you go away?
278
00:20:30,620 --> 00:20:32,020
I had to learn to breathe.
279
00:20:36,940 --> 00:20:38,780
Buddhists are not ambitious.
280
00:20:41,020 --> 00:20:42,620
That's because we have many lives.
281
00:20:50,220 --> 00:20:54,140
- I don't think you're breathing.
- Stop that Buddhist shit.
282
00:20:54,300 --> 00:20:55,780
- I'm serious.
- Enough already.
283
00:20:55,980 --> 00:20:58,900
- Calm down and tell me how you feel.
- Do you want to shut up now?
284
00:21:52,260 --> 00:21:54,620
Don't tell mom and dad any of this.
285
00:21:55,780 --> 00:21:57,500
No. What the hell are you thinking?
286
00:22:00,300 --> 00:22:01,500
Of course not.
287
00:22:03,260 --> 00:22:06,620
August, I think you are
in an initial stage of depression.
288
00:22:07,820 --> 00:22:10,380
In your case I think it goes
medication may be necessary.
289
00:22:13,260 --> 00:22:16,620
I have to base my work
in the knowledge we have...
290
00:22:16,780 --> 00:22:20,020
of brain processes
and mental illnesses.
291
00:22:20,540 --> 00:22:24,820
In your case, the medication
It will be essential to stabilize you.
292
00:22:25,980 --> 00:22:27,500
Antidepressants...
293
00:22:28,060 --> 00:22:29,900
along with specific therapy.
294
00:22:39,740 --> 00:22:41,140
Or I go crazy...
295
00:22:41,300 --> 00:22:43,540
or I take the happy pills...
296
00:22:44,980 --> 00:22:46,180
and I lose God?
297
00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:50,580
Do you think you will lose God?
for taking some pills?
298
00:22:52,540 --> 00:22:54,900
God used to help me...
299
00:22:55,460 --> 00:22:58,060
and now I have to replace it
for some pills.
300
00:22:59,460 --> 00:23:01,660
I respect your point of view
as a priest...
301
00:23:01,820 --> 00:23:03,220
be different from mine,
302
00:23:03,580 --> 00:23:06,780
but your brain does not produce
sufficient amount of the substance...
303
00:23:06,940 --> 00:23:08,900
What do you need to control?
your state of mind.
304
00:23:11,940 --> 00:23:15,140
How can I convince you
to have more faith in science?
305
00:23:26,740 --> 00:23:27,900
Ursula!
306
00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:29,260
Ursula!
307
00:23:33,540 --> 00:23:34,500
Ursula.
308
00:23:36,180 --> 00:23:37,980
Sorry, I screamed and screamed...
309
00:23:38,140 --> 00:23:39,580
- ...but you didn't hear me.
- Yes. Clear.
310
00:23:39,740 --> 00:23:42,740
- I...
- I'm sorry about what happened earlier with Elisabeth.
311
00:23:42,900 --> 00:23:46,980
No, no, no. It's not your fault
you don't have it. Hey, I...
312
00:23:47,740 --> 00:23:51,140
I hope Elisabeth can turn the page.
313
00:23:51,420 --> 00:23:53,540
- Already.
- In a short time.
314
00:23:53,740 --> 00:23:57,260
You don't have to tell me anything.
You don't need to give me explanations.
315
00:23:57,700 --> 00:23:59,740
- Good.
- Ours cannot be.
316
00:23:59,900 --> 00:24:02,260
- But you are an incredible man.
- Ursula, I...
317
00:24:02,420 --> 00:24:04,500
Don't worry.
I will keep my distance.
318
00:24:04,660 --> 00:24:05,660
You can't...
319
00:24:06,420 --> 00:24:07,740
You won't be able to work here.
320
00:24:11,540 --> 00:24:12,340
Why not?
321
00:24:12,540 --> 00:24:15,020
You can't run into her all the time.
322
00:24:15,180 --> 00:24:17,900
- He's not going to know how to handle it well.
- But I'm hired.
323
00:24:18,060 --> 00:24:19,580
We will find you a position.
324
00:24:19,740 --> 00:24:21,900
- I'll make some calls and...
- No, I'm sorry.
325
00:24:22,220 --> 00:24:24,500
- I'm destined here.
- I know.
326
00:24:24,660 --> 00:24:27,380
Do you think you can get laid
with the undertaker and throw her out?
327
00:24:28,180 --> 00:24:29,420
Idiot.
328
00:24:33,580 --> 00:24:35,140
Hey, couldn't we...?
329
00:24:38,060 --> 00:24:39,140
Can we just...?
330
00:25:01,180 --> 00:25:03,060
How does it go through walls, huh?
331
00:25:13,100 --> 00:25:16,860
I think it's the repetitions,
the ones that drive you a little crazy.
332
00:25:21,380 --> 00:25:23,620
- Elisabeth...
-Yes?
333
00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:27,660
�And if Ursula puts
a little distance in between?
334
00:25:30,180 --> 00:25:32,580
- Do you think I'm an idiot?
- Stop!
335
00:25:32,780 --> 00:25:34,100
- Do you believe it?
- Enough already!
336
00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:35,540
Do you want...?
337
00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:36,740
August.
338
00:25:39,060 --> 00:25:40,140
Hello, dad.
339
00:25:40,300 --> 00:25:41,300
Hello.
340
00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:42,780
Did we have a meeting?
341
00:25:43,340 --> 00:25:44,980
No. I just...
342
00:25:45,140 --> 00:25:48,900
Regarding Sunday Mass
in Brovang, can you officiate it?
343
00:25:49,060 --> 00:25:51,860
- Surely Lotte can do it.
- I can't keep asking you.
344
00:25:52,020 --> 00:25:54,220
- I can't ask others...
- No, Johannes, it's just...
345
00:25:54,380 --> 00:25:56,020
Okay, I'll do it.
346
00:25:56,620 --> 00:25:57,700
It will be there.
347
00:25:57,940 --> 00:25:58,980
Good, good.
348
00:26:00,900 --> 00:26:03,260
Hey, would you like to eat something?
349
00:26:03,580 --> 00:26:05,020
I'll prepare something for lunch.
350
00:26:10,660 --> 00:26:11,940
Yes, I...
351
00:26:12,180 --> 00:26:13,060
Yes.
352
00:26:15,020 --> 00:26:16,500
Good, son. Brilliant.
353
00:26:42,180 --> 00:26:42,980
Yes.
354
00:26:45,060 --> 00:26:47,140
- Well, it would be something like this.
- Sounds good.
355
00:26:47,820 --> 00:26:48,620
Yes.
356
00:26:48,780 --> 00:26:51,180
- It is suspended for a moment.
- Simon, it's okay.
357
00:26:51,900 --> 00:26:53,700
Of course Naja is the expert.
358
00:26:53,860 --> 00:26:55,580
Yes. I'm happy for her.
359
00:26:56,780 --> 00:26:58,780
But I'm the budget expert.
360
00:26:59,060 --> 00:27:01,740
Allocated 1000 crowns
for a piano tuner.
361
00:27:01,900 --> 00:27:03,020
- That seems fine to me.
-Yes?
362
00:27:03,180 --> 00:27:05,300
Brilliant. That's all, isn't it?
363
00:27:05,460 --> 00:27:06,340
I think so.
364
00:27:13,020 --> 00:27:15,620
There is one last matter I wanted to address.
365
00:27:15,980 --> 00:27:19,220
We have some problems
with our gravedigger, Ursula.
366
00:27:19,420 --> 00:27:21,140
They are collaboration problems.
367
00:27:22,660 --> 00:27:24,140
Well, I didn't hear anything.
368
00:27:24,500 --> 00:27:27,620
We try to solve it
internally first, but...
369
00:27:29,020 --> 00:27:31,380
And what are those problems?
370
00:27:31,740 --> 00:27:35,060
There is a lot to tell. It's...
371
00:27:35,620 --> 00:27:38,460
It's a bit long to explain here now.
372
00:27:38,620 --> 00:27:39,980
Although it is strange.
373
00:27:41,540 --> 00:27:45,700
Nobody told me it's not there
satisfied with his work.
374
00:27:45,940 --> 00:27:47,180
Or with your person.
375
00:27:47,340 --> 00:27:49,820
No. You don't work with
her on a daily basis.
376
00:27:50,700 --> 00:27:52,020
But you do.
377
00:27:55,820 --> 00:27:58,060
Maybe you should work
a little less with her.
378
00:28:00,580 --> 00:28:02,580
The damage is already done...
379
00:28:03,300 --> 00:28:04,300
as they say.
380
00:28:04,660 --> 00:28:06,100
And should she pay for it?
381
00:28:06,260 --> 00:28:07,540
I have no choice.
382
00:28:08,060 --> 00:28:09,340
He can't stay.
383
00:28:09,940 --> 00:28:11,980
Unless they elect a new dean.
384
00:28:16,780 --> 00:28:18,780
We must follow the procedure.
385
00:28:18,940 --> 00:28:20,980
- I can't help you with this.
- Good.
386
00:28:21,260 --> 00:28:22,340
You will have...
387
00:28:24,140 --> 00:28:26,620
You will have to take care of
order your own chaos.
388
00:28:27,500 --> 00:28:31,220
Sometimes you baffle me
with your behavior, Johannes.
389
00:28:33,100 --> 00:28:34,900
There is light and darkness in everyone.
390
00:28:35,300 --> 00:28:36,300
Yes.
391
00:28:41,300 --> 00:28:42,340
Thank you so much.
392
00:28:42,540 --> 00:28:43,540
Thanks to you.
393
00:28:43,900 --> 00:28:45,540
Give my regards to Elisabeth.
394
00:28:52,060 --> 00:28:53,380
Hello, August, it's me.
395
00:28:54,180 --> 00:28:55,420
Mom is on her way.
396
00:28:55,940 --> 00:28:56,940
How is everything going?
397
00:28:57,780 --> 00:28:59,340
You shouldn't tell him anything.
398
00:28:59,820 --> 00:29:01,740
- From the psychiatrist?
- Do you promise me?
399
00:29:02,180 --> 00:29:04,620
Yes. I won't say anything. What did he tell you?
400
00:29:04,900 --> 00:29:07,360
He wants to put you in treatment
with happy pills?
401
00:29:09,060 --> 00:29:11,660
Forget all the shit that daddy
He told us about psychiatry...
402
00:29:11,820 --> 00:29:12,860
and the pills.
403
00:29:13,460 --> 00:29:14,820
Are you still having anxiety attacks?
404
00:29:28,740 --> 00:29:30,300
What do you think you're doing?
405
00:29:31,140 --> 00:29:32,940
You come home and don't tell anyone?
406
00:29:37,340 --> 00:29:38,980
And you're also hiding here?
407
00:29:42,860 --> 00:29:44,300
- Hello, honey.
- You're bad.
408
00:29:45,100 --> 00:29:46,180
Hello, honey.
409
00:29:47,300 --> 00:29:48,620
Are you going to become a monk?
410
00:29:50,500 --> 00:29:51,820
You seem like it.
411
00:29:52,940 --> 00:29:54,940
Thin, pale.
412
00:29:55,780 --> 00:29:56,620
Yes.
413
00:29:57,780 --> 00:30:00,380
The monk who found me
He said there was a reason...
414
00:30:00,540 --> 00:30:02,060
why I ended up there.
415
00:30:05,180 --> 00:30:06,420
It's probably so.
416
00:30:09,140 --> 00:30:10,660
You are quite changed.
417
00:30:14,100 --> 00:30:15,260
How are you?
418
00:30:16,740 --> 00:30:17,620
Good.
419
00:30:24,980 --> 00:30:28,300
Do you mind if I plug in the landline?
to make a call?
420
00:30:29,220 --> 00:30:32,460
Mobile coverage
It's not very good around here.
421
00:30:32,620 --> 00:30:34,620
Yes, of course. Forward.
422
00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:44,860
That's it.
423
00:30:53,260 --> 00:30:54,540
What's wrong, mom?
424
00:31:10,140 --> 00:31:11,580
Why are you still with him?
425
00:31:15,580 --> 00:31:16,380
Huh?
426
00:31:16,820 --> 00:31:19,780
No one is going to blame you if you leave it.
427
00:31:30,500 --> 00:31:31,700
It's not that easy, honey.
428
00:31:34,100 --> 00:31:36,580
Maybe it's me who has it
to worry about you.
429
00:31:40,500 --> 00:31:41,660
Come here, son.
430
00:31:59,580 --> 00:32:00,380
Hello.
431
00:32:00,540 --> 00:32:01,940
I'm Johan Bundgaard, from the P4 program.
432
00:32:02,100 --> 00:32:05,380
Your last Facebook update
It has more than 5000 "likes".
433
00:32:05,540 --> 00:32:08,220
We will discuss decision making
for a change of life.
434
00:32:08,380 --> 00:32:10,500
It would be great to have you this afternoon.
435
00:32:19,420 --> 00:32:22,740
"My Facebook doesn't stand alone,
so he will commit cybersuicide."
436
00:32:22,900 --> 00:32:25,140
It's the Facebook post
by Christian Krogh...
437
00:32:25,300 --> 00:32:27,700
which already has more than 5000 "likes".
438
00:32:27,980 --> 00:32:29,100
Welcome, Christian.
439
00:32:29,300 --> 00:32:30,140
Thank you.
440
00:32:30,900 --> 00:32:32,140
Why suicide?
441
00:32:32,740 --> 00:32:35,980
I was becoming
someone I didn't like,
442
00:32:36,340 --> 00:32:37,700
lying and deceiving.
443
00:32:37,860 --> 00:32:40,940
You are starting the project
Coaching for self-realization...
444
00:32:41,100 --> 00:32:43,620
- ...strangest thing in the world?
- Listen carefully to what I say.
445
00:32:43,900 --> 00:32:45,220
I'm no Coach
446
00:32:45,580 --> 00:32:47,300
I'm just trying to get back to reality.
447
00:33:01,340 --> 00:33:03,460
Why do you think you have
had so many likes?
448
00:33:03,620 --> 00:33:06,820
Because in our culture
It's always about being successful...
449
00:33:06,980 --> 00:33:08,140
or to win.
450
00:33:08,300 --> 00:33:11,420
�We are not ruining the
idea inviting you here?
451
00:33:12,180 --> 00:33:13,100
Now you are successful.
452
00:33:15,260 --> 00:33:18,740
Success is more than just stopping
here to be the butt of your jokes...
453
00:33:18,900 --> 00:33:21,540
or listen to you read the genius
from a script you didn't write.
454
00:33:21,780 --> 00:33:25,060
There you hit me where it hurts the most.
A great reflection.
455
00:33:25,220 --> 00:33:27,940
Thanks for coming, Christian Krogh.
A little music.
456
00:33:30,860 --> 00:33:31,860
See you?
457
00:33:40,060 --> 00:33:40,860
Yes?
458
00:33:41,020 --> 00:33:43,140
Peter Poulsen, Media Speech Denmark.
459
00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:45,540
We organize conferences throughout the country.
460
00:33:45,700 --> 00:33:48,380
I heard you on the radio.
Would you like to give a talk?
461
00:33:59,500 --> 00:34:00,420
Wait!
462
00:34:05,780 --> 00:34:08,660
- Sorry, boss. It has...
- It's okay, Svend. Don't worry.
463
00:34:10,300 --> 00:34:13,940
I will go to the sacristy to cancel
the wedding I should know.
464
00:34:15,620 --> 00:34:17,620
Emma, wait, will you?
465
00:34:22,620 --> 00:34:24,940
Please take a seat for a moment.
466
00:34:31,900 --> 00:34:34,540
I think in real life...
467
00:34:35,620 --> 00:34:37,420
love harbors lights and shadows.
468
00:34:37,580 --> 00:34:41,660
Marriage involves believing
and respect each other in both situations.
469
00:34:42,820 --> 00:34:44,100
We all get scared.
470
00:34:44,540 --> 00:34:47,220
Do I want it enough?
Does he love me?
471
00:34:48,060 --> 00:34:49,940
Will I hurt him? You will do it.
472
00:34:50,660 --> 00:34:52,500
Of course, at some point.
473
00:34:54,220 --> 00:34:55,460
�We wish to do...
474
00:34:56,420 --> 00:34:58,020
the necessary sacrifices?
475
00:35:00,180 --> 00:35:01,460
What should I sacrifice?
476
00:35:03,780 --> 00:35:05,020
A little of yourself.
477
00:35:06,860 --> 00:35:07,940
That's all.
478
00:35:09,340 --> 00:35:10,740
More than you would dare.
479
00:35:16,660 --> 00:35:19,540
Do you know what you have with Mads?
480
00:35:19,700 --> 00:35:22,620
�With your wedding planner...
481
00:35:23,300 --> 00:35:24,900
and its rose petals?
482
00:35:26,420 --> 00:35:27,580
You have a man...
483
00:35:28,260 --> 00:35:31,220
who loves you unconditionally
at this moment.
484
00:35:32,140 --> 00:35:34,340
That will do what is in
his hand for taking care of you.
485
00:35:34,500 --> 00:35:35,940
And do you know why I know?
486
00:35:36,180 --> 00:35:37,860
When I saw them here together...
487
00:35:38,060 --> 00:35:40,340
He was at least as scared as you.
488
00:35:40,500 --> 00:35:43,020
However, he put his fears aside...
489
00:35:43,340 --> 00:35:44,900
I took you by the hand...
490
00:35:45,660 --> 00:35:46,940
and calmed you down.
491
00:35:48,860 --> 00:35:51,860
Actually, the question
What you should do is:...
492
00:35:54,940 --> 00:35:56,980
"Do I want to do the same for him?"
493
00:36:01,020 --> 00:36:03,940
If in the end I marry them,
There is an old poem...
494
00:36:04,540 --> 00:36:06,060
really beautiful...
495
00:36:07,020 --> 00:36:09,820
that I would like to read to you. Talk about love.
496
00:36:11,580 --> 00:36:13,500
"Two people who love each other..."
497
00:36:14,820 --> 00:36:16,820
They can hurt each other...
498
00:36:18,380 --> 00:36:20,460
like implacable enemies...
499
00:36:21,900 --> 00:36:23,940
who seek endless revenge.
500
00:36:26,260 --> 00:36:27,260
Also...
501
00:36:27,980 --> 00:36:29,620
two people who love each other...
502
00:36:30,940 --> 00:36:33,340
They can close the worst wound...
503
00:36:34,140 --> 00:36:37,860
just by looking into each other's eyes...
504
00:36:39,060 --> 00:36:40,900
and caress each other's hair.
505
00:36:54,940 --> 00:36:56,380
I'm going to a concert.
506
00:37:01,580 --> 00:37:02,660
See...
507
00:37:04,740 --> 00:37:05,940
You are beautiful.
508
00:37:10,700 --> 00:37:12,820
The freedom you always talk about.
509
00:37:14,740 --> 00:37:15,540
Yes?
510
00:37:16,060 --> 00:37:19,140
"You don't think it was about
everything applicable to you...
511
00:37:19,620 --> 00:37:22,620
because you knew that probably
I would never use it?
512
00:37:23,860 --> 00:37:24,860
Really...
513
00:37:25,900 --> 00:37:27,380
Is it applicable to both?
514
00:37:29,140 --> 00:37:31,180
Of course it applies to both.
515
00:37:35,980 --> 00:37:36,860
So...
516
00:37:41,540 --> 00:37:42,700
you plan...
517
00:37:43,620 --> 00:37:46,140
sleep with the entire symphony orchestra?
518
00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:49,820
It could be fun.
519
00:38:51,700 --> 00:38:52,980
Where are you going, boss?
520
00:38:54,100 --> 00:38:57,100
I'm going for a walk in the park.
521
00:38:57,420 --> 00:38:59,060
Do you want me to accompany you?
522
00:38:59,540 --> 00:39:01,340
- I need air.
- Boss.
523
00:39:02,060 --> 00:39:03,380
You don't need it.
524
00:39:05,140 --> 00:39:06,380
You don't need that.
525
00:39:13,660 --> 00:39:16,620
Why don't we prepare
some herring sandwiches?
526
00:39:20,940 --> 00:39:23,580
He informed me about how
dismiss the gravedigger.
527
00:39:38,740 --> 00:39:40,180
- Drunk.
- Very drunk.
528
00:39:40,340 --> 00:39:41,140
Yes!
529
00:39:41,300 --> 00:39:42,780
- Drunk.
- It's not bad at all.
530
00:39:42,940 --> 00:39:45,540
- No?
- It's very good.
531
00:40:11,100 --> 00:40:11,940
Ya...
532
00:40:15,420 --> 00:40:16,340
Yes.
533
00:40:18,260 --> 00:40:19,900
- Good night.
- Good night.
534
00:40:36,660 --> 00:40:37,740
You came home with me.
535
00:40:42,460 --> 00:40:43,460
Thank you.
536
00:40:49,260 --> 00:40:50,500
You are welcome.
537
00:40:53,620 --> 00:40:56,620
I think we found a way
to get rid of it.
538
00:41:00,580 --> 00:41:01,740
From whom?
539
00:41:02,260 --> 00:41:03,740
From Ursula.
540
00:41:05,020 --> 00:41:06,420
Oh, sure.
541
00:41:09,620 --> 00:41:11,260
So...
542
00:41:19,300 --> 00:41:20,500
As everyone knows...
543
00:41:21,100 --> 00:41:23,900
our finances went down
in recent times.
544
00:41:24,060 --> 00:41:27,300
That is why we are forced
to make a very difficult decision.
545
00:41:27,460 --> 00:41:31,060
- "Us"?
- The parish council decides.
546
00:41:32,860 --> 00:41:34,820
From now on, we will tell...
547
00:41:34,980 --> 00:41:37,140
with a gravedigger
and a gardening service...
548
00:41:37,300 --> 00:41:39,700
- ...shared with Brovang...
- It's ridiculous.
549
00:41:39,860 --> 00:41:41,800
- ...and two other churches.
- Is there no other solution?
550
00:41:41,860 --> 00:41:43,620
We will do without one person.
551
00:41:45,420 --> 00:41:48,220
And how Ursula is the incorporation
most recent, it is she who will come out.
552
00:41:48,380 --> 00:41:50,380
- It just can't be.
- Yeah, but it is.
553
00:41:50,540 --> 00:41:52,460
This is how the economy works.
554
00:41:53,060 --> 00:41:55,540
Since when can you
make decisions without consulting me?
555
00:41:55,700 --> 00:41:58,780
There was no time.
We will discuss it in more detail.
556
00:41:58,940 --> 00:42:01,340
Obviously, I already spoke with Ursula.
557
00:42:01,500 --> 00:42:03,980
Nobody is sadder than me
for this loss.
558
00:42:04,140 --> 00:42:05,460
Let's be clear about this.
559
00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:10,300
Hello.
560
00:42:10,700 --> 00:42:12,420
- Hello, Ursula.
- I'm sorry.
561
00:42:14,020 --> 00:42:16,860
I just came to get my things
and hand over the keys.
562
00:42:18,100 --> 00:42:19,620
And it has to be now.
563
00:42:22,380 --> 00:42:23,900
Yes, it has to be now.
564
00:42:27,420 --> 00:42:30,220
Let's move on to the next item on the agenda...
565
00:42:30,380 --> 00:42:32,580
Here we say goodbye with dignity
to the companions.
566
00:42:33,940 --> 00:42:38,180
Could we stop this now?
Let's move on to the next point of the day.
567
00:43:05,700 --> 00:43:06,940
What do you have?
568
00:43:07,100 --> 00:43:08,580
I have some diazepam.
569
00:43:09,100 --> 00:43:12,500
Diazepam is fantastic.
I use it to relax.
570
00:43:30,980 --> 00:43:31,940
August!
571
00:43:32,380 --> 00:43:33,340
August!
572
00:43:38,900 --> 00:43:39,860
August.
573
00:43:41,460 --> 00:43:42,820
August.
574
00:43:45,020 --> 00:43:47,380
Hey! August, son...
575
00:43:48,380 --> 00:43:49,260
Hey!
576
00:43:51,260 --> 00:43:52,260
Hey!
577
00:43:55,140 --> 00:43:58,860
Your sacristan warned me.
That I called you many times.
578
00:43:59,380 --> 00:44:00,660
Why don't you answer?
579
00:44:06,300 --> 00:44:07,420
What are you doing like that?
580
00:44:08,820 --> 00:44:10,260
I felt unwell.
581
00:44:11,460 --> 00:44:13,020
Unwell, you say?
582
00:44:13,700 --> 00:44:15,940
That's no excuse. Sit down!
583
00:44:16,500 --> 00:44:18,580
You have a congregation to build.
584
00:44:25,300 --> 00:44:26,860
What is happening to you?
585
00:44:29,060 --> 00:44:31,100
Hey, August.
586
00:44:34,580 --> 00:44:35,780
What did you take?
587
00:44:36,180 --> 00:44:37,180
Tell me.
588
00:44:38,940 --> 00:44:40,020
Give it to me.
589
00:44:40,620 --> 00:44:41,740
- Tell me.
- For.
590
00:44:41,900 --> 00:44:43,980
- Where are they? Antidepressants?
- Leave it.
591
00:44:44,140 --> 00:44:45,180
- Give them to me!
- Stop it!
592
00:44:45,340 --> 00:44:47,020
- Where are they?
- Leave me alone!
593
00:44:47,540 --> 00:44:48,620
Why?
594
00:44:48,940 --> 00:44:50,300
Dad, stop it.
595
00:44:51,660 --> 00:44:53,020
Let it go, dad.
596
00:44:57,060 --> 00:44:58,740
If you want to be an addict...
597
00:44:59,540 --> 00:45:01,220
I will treat you like an addict.
598
00:45:09,940 --> 00:45:11,100
Come on, give me that!
599
00:45:19,220 --> 00:45:20,420
I'm sorry.
600
00:45:25,820 --> 00:45:27,060
Get rid of it.
601
00:45:30,100 --> 00:45:31,540
Bring it on, August.
602
00:45:31,820 --> 00:45:32,780
Already.
603
00:45:40,060 --> 00:45:41,340
Get up!
604
00:45:43,820 --> 00:45:44,820
Come on.
605
00:45:54,860 --> 00:45:56,060
Come on, August.
606
00:45:58,980 --> 00:46:02,100
Your strength is being
put to the test right now.
607
00:46:03,100 --> 00:46:05,540
You have strength, August. You have it.
608
00:46:07,260 --> 00:46:08,660
You have it.
609
00:46:43,740 --> 00:46:46,740
No matter what the fuck
you chose to get in...
610
00:46:49,140 --> 00:46:52,300
but you can't be a drug addict
and priest at the same time.
611
00:46:57,020 --> 00:46:59,500
I have to do something to get out of this.
612
00:47:05,940 --> 00:47:10,820
It's when we've almost lost faith,
when you have to trust in God the most.
613
00:47:14,660 --> 00:47:16,100
Stop, August.
614
00:47:16,980 --> 00:47:19,180
Stop, stop.
615
00:47:20,660 --> 00:47:21,660
Leave it.
616
00:47:22,060 --> 00:47:23,060
Leave it.
617
00:47:24,900 --> 00:47:26,500
Stop! Let's go!
618
00:47:27,420 --> 00:47:28,460
Get up.
619
00:47:32,340 --> 00:47:34,140
Stop, stop.
620
00:47:38,660 --> 00:47:39,620
Leave.
621
00:47:43,540 --> 00:47:45,700
You must handle this situation alone.
622
00:47:48,100 --> 00:47:48,940
For.
623
00:49:15,780 --> 00:49:16,780
Come on.
624
00:49:50,580 --> 00:49:51,660
Shit!
625
00:49:55,740 --> 00:49:56,940
Manifest yourself...
626
00:50:01,020 --> 00:50:02,420
and show him the way.
627
00:50:02,980 --> 00:50:04,060
Help...
628
00:50:05,100 --> 00:50:06,540
to the little man.
629
00:51:26,780 --> 00:51:29,460
Killed a young woman
when I was posted.
630
00:51:33,980 --> 00:51:35,140
It was an accident...
631
00:51:38,140 --> 00:51:39,420
but I did it.
632
00:51:46,060 --> 00:51:47,140
Nobody must know.
633
00:51:48,420 --> 00:51:50,180
I told my father...
634
00:51:50,340 --> 00:51:53,300
- ...but I won't tell anyone.
- Why shouldn't anyone know?
635
00:51:55,060 --> 00:51:56,900
It would be my end as a priest.
636
00:52:00,900 --> 00:52:03,500
What made you come here?
and tell me now?
637
00:52:05,380 --> 00:52:07,100
Five milligrams of diazepam.
638
00:52:10,140 --> 00:52:12,260
- Diazepam works.
- Yes.
639
00:52:12,660 --> 00:52:15,420
Diazepam works, but it is dangerous.
640
00:52:16,180 --> 00:52:17,780
You have to leave it.
641
00:52:25,340 --> 00:52:27,300
You will take these antidepressants.
642
00:52:34,820 --> 00:52:36,420
We want you to get ahead.
643
00:52:39,540 --> 00:52:41,460
What will happen if I lose God?
644
00:52:43,300 --> 00:52:45,580
That's not something I can cure.
645
00:52:47,340 --> 00:52:49,380
But if God has created everything...
646
00:52:50,620 --> 00:52:53,180
I couldn't have created
happy pills?
647
00:53:09,020 --> 00:53:10,900
How many attend these conferences?
648
00:53:12,540 --> 00:53:14,140
If you weren't on TV...
649
00:53:16,180 --> 00:53:18,700
maybe ten, if you're lucky.
650
00:53:19,460 --> 00:53:20,620
Is this necessary?
651
00:53:20,780 --> 00:53:22,260
Yes, I already believe it.
652
00:53:25,620 --> 00:53:27,020
What is usually talked about?
653
00:53:27,540 --> 00:53:29,740
I don't know. I don't usually listen.
654
00:53:29,900 --> 00:53:31,100
Do you never stay?
655
00:53:31,260 --> 00:53:32,500
No.
656
00:53:33,140 --> 00:53:34,820
As soon as you start, I'm out of here.
657
00:53:38,420 --> 00:53:40,100
Don't you want to listen to my talk?
658
00:53:41,660 --> 00:53:43,260
I'm not the type of person...
659
00:53:43,780 --> 00:53:45,460
who goes to talks.
660
00:53:46,620 --> 00:53:48,580
And I have to train. So...
661
00:54:05,580 --> 00:54:08,020
Hello. I don't know if I can do it.
662
00:54:13,980 --> 00:54:16,460
I just came back from Nepal
and I feel lighter.
663
00:54:17,420 --> 00:54:19,900
It's because I lost weight
and my luggage, but...
664
00:54:20,100 --> 00:54:22,700
Also because I'm not so angry anymore.
665
00:54:25,460 --> 00:54:27,660
�They know what it's like to carry
with the weight of anger?
666
00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:32,220
I was angry with my father.
667
00:54:33,940 --> 00:54:34,980
Enraged.
668
00:54:36,100 --> 00:54:39,380
you become angry
for so many things. Maybe...
669
00:54:39,540 --> 00:54:42,700
you had a shitty childhood
because your parents separated.
670
00:54:43,100 --> 00:54:46,660
Or they should have, but
mysteriously they didn't.
671
00:54:47,380 --> 00:54:51,860
Or because people simply don't
understand what the fuck is going on in your head.
672
00:54:52,100 --> 00:54:53,660
And you endure the pain...
673
00:54:53,820 --> 00:54:56,380
until the impulse
self-destruction returns.
674
00:54:57,820 --> 00:55:00,220
You might drink Diet Coke.
and exercise...
675
00:55:00,380 --> 00:55:01,620
but you are only fooling yourself.
676
00:55:02,460 --> 00:55:03,860
Why are you so angry...
677
00:55:04,060 --> 00:55:07,220
that you can stop to eat at
McDonald's three out of five nights.
678
00:55:07,820 --> 00:55:10,020
It doesn't matter what the abuse is.
679
00:55:10,420 --> 00:55:12,860
If it's food, alcohol, drugs, sex...
680
00:55:15,180 --> 00:55:18,500
I pretended to be a winner
and that my father was proud.
681
00:55:19,860 --> 00:55:21,220
Almighty God.
682
00:55:21,940 --> 00:55:23,740
We abuse to endure anger.
683
00:55:25,740 --> 00:55:28,540
And we all hold anger
inside us...
684
00:55:29,300 --> 00:55:32,140
before the life we lead.
685
00:55:33,500 --> 00:55:36,020
Which is wonderful and terrible at the same time.
686
00:55:37,300 --> 00:55:39,460
And we don't know how it was given to us.
687
00:55:39,940 --> 00:55:42,580
I pronounce you husband and wife.
688
00:55:43,540 --> 00:55:46,020
In front of God and men.
689
00:55:53,744 --> 00:56:00,744
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