1 00:00:18,482 --> 00:00:21,081 Nema većeg zla od 2 00:00:21,083 --> 00:00:22,443 đavo u nečijem tijelu. 3 00:00:24,683 --> 00:00:25,722 Zato ti pišem na ovaj način 4 00:00:25,724 --> 00:00:26,924 neposlušan način. 5 00:00:29,043 --> 00:00:29,842 Sinoć sam 6 00:00:29,844 --> 00:00:31,324 molio/la sam te da me vidiš. 7 00:00:32,724 --> 00:00:34,404 Molio sam te da možeš postaviti svoje 8 00:00:34,443 --> 00:00:36,124 usne na mojim grudima 9 00:00:39,004 --> 00:00:39,842 Da budem dječak kakav si 10 00:00:39,844 --> 00:00:41,365 nekada smo možda riješili ovo. 11 00:00:42,685 --> 00:00:44,565 Ipak si stotinama kilometara daleko. 12 00:00:46,685 --> 00:00:47,844 Trebam da znaš 13 00:00:47,846 --> 00:00:49,286 da to nije lično. 14 00:00:49,565 --> 00:00:50,763 Bez obzira šta ima 15 00:00:50,765 --> 00:00:52,085 desilo se među nama. 16 00:00:54,485 --> 00:00:56,487 Želja je nesveta. 17 00:01:02,046 --> 00:01:03,286 Opraštaš li mi? 18 00:01:23,168 --> 00:01:24,486 Nikad ne pitaš 19 00:01:24,488 --> 00:01:25,888 o mom doprinosu. 20 00:01:27,249 --> 00:01:28,729 Pretpostavljam da ne odobravaš. 21 00:01:31,089 --> 00:01:31,848 Sada živim u 22 00:01:31,850 --> 00:01:34,089 dom koji je sav moj. 23 00:01:36,610 --> 00:01:38,249 Iako pripada 24 00:01:38,251 --> 00:01:39,691 porodica za koju radim. 25 00:01:40,570 --> 00:01:42,569 Ali više liči na moje nego 26 00:01:42,571 --> 00:01:44,011 naša kuća je ikada to radila. 27 00:01:46,211 --> 00:01:48,172 Pomisliti da sam voljela ružičastu. 28 00:01:50,051 --> 00:01:53,090 Uništio mi je identitet u 29 00:01:53,092 --> 00:01:53,930 na isti način kao i on 30 00:01:53,932 --> 00:01:54,851 grebao mi je kožu. 31 00:01:54,892 --> 00:02:00,372 Osjećao/la sam se slobodno i oslobođeno. 32 00:02:02,772 --> 00:02:03,972 Bila sam njegovo platno, 33 00:02:05,094 --> 00:02:06,491 čekajući svoju boju 34 00:02:06,493 --> 00:02:08,614 da mi se uvuče u pore. 35 00:02:10,014 --> 00:02:11,812 Ponekad je njegovo ponašanje 36 00:02:11,814 --> 00:02:13,333 neugodno poznato. 37 00:02:14,574 --> 00:02:15,654 Blizu kuće. 38 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:18,852 Ipak, u njemu postoji određena naivnost 39 00:02:18,854 --> 00:02:19,733 radnje koje se osjećaju 40 00:02:19,735 --> 00:02:21,693 daleko manje manipulativno. 41 00:02:25,376 --> 00:02:26,893 Pomisliti da se boriš za 42 00:02:26,895 --> 00:02:27,774 naša zemlja dok sam ja 43 00:02:27,776 --> 00:02:29,176 biranja namještaja. 44 00:02:30,696 --> 00:02:32,775 U kakvom okrutnom svijetu sada živimo. 45 00:02:34,455 --> 00:02:35,975 Mnogo toga što kažem moglo bi biti 46 00:02:35,977 --> 00:02:37,377 smatrani nepouzdanim. 47 00:02:38,937 --> 00:02:40,697 Nije da te ne volim. 48 00:02:41,377 --> 00:02:42,377 Da. 49 00:02:44,217 --> 00:02:45,697 Ali ljubav je komplikovana. 50 00:02:46,817 --> 00:02:48,416 Svjestan sam da do ove tačke 51 00:02:48,418 --> 00:02:50,218 Nisam ti dao mnogo konteksta. 52 00:02:50,657 --> 00:02:51,696 Uvjeravam vas da u 53 00:02:51,698 --> 00:02:53,018 vrijeme koje će doći. 54 00:02:55,059 --> 00:02:56,817 Ja lično još nisam siguran/sigurna u 55 00:02:56,819 --> 00:02:59,019 kako, šta ili zašto u mojoj situaciji. 56 00:03:00,618 --> 00:03:02,579 U početku je bio kao sjena. 57 00:03:04,179 --> 00:03:05,179 Tanak. 58 00:03:05,700 --> 00:03:06,979 Mekana, s kožom. 59 00:03:07,939 --> 00:03:09,219 Gotovo prozirno. 60 00:03:12,139 --> 00:03:13,139 Žao mi je. 61 00:03:13,579 --> 00:03:14,138 Nisam očekivao/la 62 00:03:14,140 --> 00:03:15,140 neko poput tebe. 63 00:03:16,580 --> 00:03:17,580 Neko kao ja? 64 00:03:18,020 --> 00:03:19,338 Nisam bio siguran ko je ova sjena 65 00:03:19,340 --> 00:03:21,060 pripadao je, jer je bio direktan. 66 00:03:21,701 --> 00:03:22,701 Bobičasto voće? 67 00:03:22,820 --> 00:03:23,820 Bezobrazno. 68 00:03:25,221 --> 00:03:26,340 I dao je sve od sebe 69 00:03:26,342 --> 00:03:27,540 da se ponaša kao muškarac. 70 00:03:27,542 --> 00:03:28,819 Tražim gospodina Richardsona? 71 00:03:28,862 --> 00:03:30,462 Gospodin Richardson je bio moj otac. 72 00:03:30,822 --> 00:03:31,902 Otišao je da se bori. 73 00:03:33,222 --> 00:03:34,459 Pretpostavljam da te to čini čovjekom 74 00:03:34,461 --> 00:03:35,461 tadašnje kuće. 75 00:03:36,742 --> 00:03:37,942 Da li ostavljam takav utisak? 76 00:03:45,904 --> 00:03:47,504 To me je podsjetilo na tebe. 77 00:03:50,783 --> 00:03:52,382 Iako sam u početku bio siguran da je bio 78 00:03:52,384 --> 00:03:53,984 posramljen njegovim izjavama. 79 00:03:55,745 --> 00:03:57,382 Bojim se da moja majka nema ukusa. 80 00:03:57,425 --> 00:03:59,662 Očarao me je svojom naivnošću. 81 00:03:59,664 --> 00:04:00,664 Šarmantno. 82 00:04:01,905 --> 00:04:02,823 Sumnjam u ženu tvoje 83 00:04:02,825 --> 00:04:04,102 sofisticiranost okružuje sebe 84 00:04:04,104 --> 00:04:05,184 sa ružičastom bojom. 85 00:04:06,385 --> 00:04:08,025 Ne znam ko misliš da sam. 86 00:04:08,586 --> 00:04:10,384 Izgledalo je kao da misli da je to 87 00:04:10,386 --> 00:04:12,666 Čovječe, morao si imati kontrolu. 88 00:04:13,426 --> 00:04:14,864 Mogućnost da ova osobina 89 00:04:14,866 --> 00:04:16,104 još nije bio zaključan, to je šta 90 00:04:16,106 --> 00:04:17,706 navelo me je da mu udovoljim. 91 00:04:18,026 --> 00:04:19,026 Gdje ti je majka? 92 00:04:20,707 --> 00:04:21,785 Svi ostajemo s mojim bakom i djedom 93 00:04:21,787 --> 00:04:22,867 za sada. 94 00:04:23,507 --> 00:04:24,787 Šta, s obzirom da mi je otac odsutan? 95 00:04:26,508 --> 00:04:27,948 Zamišljam da je to veoma teško. 96 00:04:29,787 --> 00:04:30,385 Nikada nisam ovisila o njemu. 97 00:04:30,387 --> 00:04:31,387 Nikada nisam ovisila o njemu. 98 00:04:34,748 --> 00:04:36,266 Osim zahvale svojoj majci za 99 00:04:36,268 --> 00:04:37,987 gostoprimstvo, Osjećao sam se pozvanim 100 00:04:37,989 --> 00:04:39,589 podijelite poruku podrške. 101 00:04:40,309 --> 00:04:41,387 Ali on je izjavio da neće 102 00:04:41,389 --> 00:04:42,707 koristi bilo kojoj stranci i in 103 00:04:42,709 --> 00:04:44,709 retrospektiva, vjerojatno je u pravu. 104 00:04:46,349 --> 00:04:49,630 Bog s njim. 105 00:04:51,509 --> 00:04:54,070 Osjećala sam njegovu potrebu da me dotakne. 106 00:04:55,511 --> 00:04:56,711 To me uplašilo. 107 00:04:57,270 --> 00:04:59,349 Ali također me zapitao 108 00:04:59,351 --> 00:05:01,389 Kakav utjecaj mogu imati na dečka 109 00:05:01,391 --> 00:05:03,349 koji još nije do kraja napunjen 110 00:05:03,351 --> 00:05:04,871 očekivanja društva. 111 00:05:09,592 --> 00:05:10,750 U svakom slučaju, ja sam 112 00:05:10,752 --> 00:05:11,472 prenošenje poruke. 113 00:05:16,232 --> 00:05:17,910 Neka Bog bude s tobom, mužu. 114 00:05:23,192 --> 00:05:24,192 Uvijek. 115 00:05:42,754 --> 00:05:43,754 Kasniš. 116 00:05:44,475 --> 00:05:45,995 Rekao bih da sam poranio. 117 00:05:46,475 --> 00:05:47,595 Možda sam nestrpljiv/a. 118 00:05:51,796 --> 00:05:52,996 Jesi li ikada prije radio/la ovaj posao? 119 00:05:53,476 --> 00:05:54,476 Ne. 120 00:05:54,556 --> 00:05:55,876 Ali sam temeljno obučen. 121 00:05:57,516 --> 00:05:59,155 Pa, sve dok si spreman/spremna na to 122 00:05:59,157 --> 00:05:59,515 dohvati svoje ruke 123 00:05:59,517 --> 00:06:00,517 prljavo, bit ćeš dobro. 124 00:06:01,677 --> 00:06:03,117 Mogu vas uvjeriti da nemam nikakvih sumnji. 125 00:06:06,438 --> 00:06:07,235 Nisam uhvatio/la 126 00:06:07,237 --> 00:06:08,278 tvoje ime jučer. 127 00:06:10,398 --> 00:06:11,398 To je Flynn. 128 00:06:14,118 --> 00:06:14,915 Jeste li ikada bili u 129 00:06:14,917 --> 00:06:15,917 Baltonsborough prije? 130 00:06:16,519 --> 00:06:18,319 Ne, ovo mi je prvi put. 131 00:06:22,759 --> 00:06:23,759 Mogu li te negdje odvesti? 132 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:29,560 Bojim se da sam na satu. 133 00:06:30,159 --> 00:06:31,159 Ali ti radiš za mene. 134 00:06:32,439 --> 00:06:33,439 Radim za tvog oca. 135 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:35,080 Ko bi mogao biti mrtav? 136 00:06:44,281 --> 00:06:45,281 Molim te. 137 00:06:48,082 --> 00:06:49,202 Nećete požaliti. 138 00:06:55,763 --> 00:06:56,763 Brzo, onda. 139 00:06:57,203 --> 00:06:58,203 Nigdje daleko. 140 00:07:16,645 --> 00:07:18,685 Primijetio/la sam prsten na tvom prstu. 141 00:07:19,565 --> 00:07:21,925 Šta on misli o svemu ovome? 142 00:07:22,645 --> 00:07:24,925 On još nije otkrio svoje mišljenje. 143 00:07:28,086 --> 00:07:29,966 Pretpostavljam da on ne odobrava. 144 00:07:30,645 --> 00:07:32,284 Ali mislim da je njegov bijes bio usmjeren 145 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:33,244 više zbog vlastitog ogorčenja 146 00:07:33,246 --> 00:07:34,284 nego činjenica da nosim 147 00:07:34,286 --> 00:07:35,446 posao muškaraca. 148 00:07:36,847 --> 00:07:38,087 Je li to ono što misliš? 149 00:07:39,847 --> 00:07:41,204 Mislim da sam na to odgovorio/la 150 00:07:41,206 --> 00:07:41,845 pitanje time što 151 00:07:41,847 --> 00:07:43,167 ovdje na prvom mjestu. 152 00:07:56,169 --> 00:07:57,769 Nisi ono što sam očekivao/la? 153 00:08:01,649 --> 00:08:02,649 Na koji način? 154 00:08:04,848 --> 00:08:05,848 Ne znam. 155 00:08:07,530 --> 00:08:09,287 Pretpostavljam da je jedina djevojka koju sam ikada 156 00:08:09,289 --> 00:08:10,889 Ono što je zaista bilo u blizini je moja sestra. 157 00:08:11,250 --> 00:08:12,410 Dakle, teško je reći. 158 00:08:13,810 --> 00:08:14,567 Bliži sam tome 159 00:08:14,569 --> 00:08:15,569 godine tvoje majke. 160 00:08:17,291 --> 00:08:17,889 Ipak imaš moje 161 00:08:17,891 --> 00:08:18,891 sestrin ten. 162 00:08:25,971 --> 00:08:27,051 Zašto si me doveo/dovela ovdje? 163 00:08:30,531 --> 00:08:31,531 Svijet je u ratu. 164 00:08:32,732 --> 00:08:34,890 Želio sam da vidiš da postoji 165 00:08:34,892 --> 00:08:37,093 ljepota svuda oko nas, čak i sada. 166 00:08:41,332 --> 00:08:42,332 Je li to ono što vidiš? 167 00:08:43,653 --> 00:08:44,653 Ponekad. 168 00:08:46,054 --> 00:08:47,691 Drugi put vidim nešto što 169 00:08:47,693 --> 00:08:49,414 više ne postoji. 170 00:08:53,453 --> 00:08:57,013 Moj otac je mene i moje 171 00:08:57,015 --> 00:08:58,614 sestra je ovdje cijelo vrijeme. 172 00:08:59,775 --> 00:09:01,455 Satima bi pretraživao kamenje. 173 00:09:03,815 --> 00:09:05,056 Govorio je to... 174 00:09:05,815 --> 00:09:06,454 Sve je u 175 00:09:06,456 --> 00:09:07,456 trzaj ručnog zgloba. 176 00:09:12,216 --> 00:09:14,813 Moja sestra bi se trznula svaki put 177 00:09:14,815 --> 00:09:16,897 svaki put kada je to uradio. 178 00:09:19,616 --> 00:09:20,415 Na kraju je uhvatio jednog 179 00:09:20,417 --> 00:09:21,417 svi prestanemo da se smijemo. 180 00:09:25,737 --> 00:09:26,737 Jako mi je žao. 181 00:09:28,737 --> 00:09:30,098 Ne znam zašto sam ti to rekao/rekla. 182 00:09:30,618 --> 00:09:31,975 Jer si ljut/a na sebe 183 00:09:31,977 --> 00:09:33,378 jer ga nedostaješ. 184 00:09:34,497 --> 00:09:35,696 Nisam te trebao dovoditi ovdje. 185 00:09:35,739 --> 00:09:37,018 Bila je to greška. 186 00:09:37,858 --> 00:09:39,135 Mislim da to nije istina. 187 00:09:39,178 --> 00:09:40,418 Kako si mogao znati šta osjećam? 188 00:10:00,221 --> 00:10:01,941 O ne 189 00:10:02,501 --> 00:10:03,501 U redu, pokaži mi 190 00:10:12,342 --> 00:10:13,540 Više od svega, 191 00:10:13,542 --> 00:10:15,583 iznenadio me je. 192 00:10:16,142 --> 00:10:16,860 Bio je tako usklađen 193 00:10:16,862 --> 00:10:18,102 sa svojim emocijama, 194 00:10:18,422 --> 00:10:20,021 što je bilo drugačije od svih muškaraca koje sam ikad imala 195 00:10:20,023 --> 00:10:21,583 sreo u svom životu do sada. 196 00:10:23,702 --> 00:10:24,859 Ipak, na mnogo načina, 197 00:10:24,902 --> 00:10:26,544 Ovo nije bio čovjek, zar ne? 198 00:10:27,543 --> 00:10:29,341 Počela sam se brinuti da me vidi kao 199 00:10:29,343 --> 00:10:30,142 verzija njegove majke, 200 00:10:30,144 --> 00:10:31,702 što je bio osjećaj koji još nisam imao 201 00:10:31,704 --> 00:10:32,864 spreman suočiti se. 202 00:10:35,065 --> 00:10:36,383 Bilo je jasno da nije u potpunosti 203 00:10:36,385 --> 00:10:37,985 znati kako se ophoditi sa ženom, 204 00:10:38,145 --> 00:10:40,223 i iskoristio je svoju adolescenciju da 205 00:10:40,225 --> 00:10:41,545 oprostite mu njegovo ponašanje. 206 00:10:43,225 --> 00:10:44,505 Njegova očigledna snaga, 207 00:10:45,065 --> 00:10:46,706 njegovu potrebu da se uprlja, 208 00:10:47,426 --> 00:10:47,943 ipak nikada nije bilo 209 00:10:47,945 --> 00:10:49,705 nešto što sam osjećao potrebu da ukrotim. 210 00:10:55,227 --> 00:10:56,785 Ponekad sam mislio da nema pojma 211 00:10:56,787 --> 00:10:58,027 šta je radio. 212 00:10:59,147 --> 00:10:59,865 Drugi put se osjećalo 213 00:10:59,867 --> 00:11:01,187 daleko proračunatije. 214 00:11:04,026 --> 00:11:05,465 Vjerujem da je pokušavao da mi pokaže 215 00:11:05,467 --> 00:11:06,346 da je ovo bilo 216 00:11:06,348 --> 00:11:07,908 zaista posao za muškarca. 217 00:11:08,827 --> 00:11:11,786 Ali nisam dozvolio/la 218 00:11:11,788 --> 00:11:13,428 odvratiti me od mog zadatka. 219 00:11:15,548 --> 00:11:16,548 Dokazao/la si svoju poentu. 220 00:11:17,468 --> 00:11:19,229 Dakle, priznaješ da je sumnjao u mene. 221 00:11:25,629 --> 00:11:26,308 Nikada ne bi trebao sumnjati 222 00:11:26,310 --> 00:11:27,310 iskustvo. 223 00:12:40,996 --> 00:12:42,196 Flynn 224 00:12:42,397 --> 00:12:44,476 Šta radiš ovdje? 225 00:12:45,557 --> 00:12:46,557 Ledeno ti je. 226 00:12:48,398 --> 00:12:49,878 Moram ti postaviti jedno pitanje. 227 00:12:50,477 --> 00:12:51,637 Ne možeš li čekati do jutra? 228 00:12:53,477 --> 00:12:54,837 Ako je to ono što preferiraš? 229 00:12:58,919 --> 00:13:01,156 Barem dođite i zagrijte se pored 230 00:13:01,158 --> 00:13:02,158 zapali vatru prije nego što kreneš. 231 00:13:04,359 --> 00:13:06,040 Samo ako si siguran/sigurna. 232 00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:17,881 Trebalo bi da se obučem. 233 00:13:18,001 --> 00:13:18,601 Ne moraš se brinuti. 234 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:19,957 Trebat će samo trenutak. 235 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:21,000 Sjednite. 236 00:13:21,761 --> 00:13:23,041 Hladno je. 237 00:13:38,683 --> 00:13:40,843 Šta si me htio pitati? 238 00:13:41,482 --> 00:13:43,563 Ma nije to ništa. 239 00:13:45,323 --> 00:13:46,564 Nije moglo biti ništa. 240 00:13:47,723 --> 00:13:48,201 Istina, tamo 241 00:13:48,203 --> 00:13:49,203 nikada nije bilo pitanje. 242 00:13:50,003 --> 00:13:51,404 A šta ti radiš ovdje? 243 00:13:55,245 --> 00:13:56,245 Želio/željela sam te vidjeti. 244 00:13:58,805 --> 00:14:00,405 Zar nemaš djevojku? 245 00:14:01,125 --> 00:14:01,483 Mogao bi biti 246 00:14:01,485 --> 00:14:02,323 provodiš vrijeme sa mnom. 247 00:14:02,325 --> 00:14:03,325 Zar nemaš muža? 248 00:14:06,286 --> 00:14:07,283 Trebao bih ići gore. 249 00:14:07,285 --> 00:14:08,526 Uostalom, ovo je tvoj dom. 250 00:14:17,047 --> 00:14:18,247 Zar ti ne nedostaje tvoj dom? 251 00:14:21,407 --> 00:14:23,366 Nema šta propustiti. 252 00:14:24,887 --> 00:14:25,887 Nema djece? 253 00:14:30,848 --> 00:14:32,208 Ne mogu zatrudnjeti. 254 00:14:38,608 --> 00:14:39,608 U redu je. 255 00:14:40,569 --> 00:14:41,006 Ne očekujem 256 00:14:41,008 --> 00:14:42,168 da kažeš bilo šta. 257 00:14:44,128 --> 00:14:45,128 Moj muž... 258 00:14:46,570 --> 00:14:47,288 krivi mene za 259 00:14:47,290 --> 00:14:48,569 propast našeg braka. 260 00:14:52,930 --> 00:14:54,610 Pa čak i kada sebe zamislim... 261 00:14:56,010 --> 00:14:57,291 trudna ili s djetetom... 262 00:14:59,531 --> 00:15:01,171 Ne vidim drugačiji ishod. 263 00:15:05,051 --> 00:15:06,051 Muškarcima je lakše... 264 00:15:06,972 --> 00:15:08,131 kriviti nesavršenu ženu. 265 00:15:10,572 --> 00:15:11,572 Po mom mišljenju, 266 00:15:12,372 --> 00:15:13,732 nesavršenosti nas ne čine ljudima. 267 00:15:16,133 --> 00:15:17,133 Je li to tako? 268 00:15:18,013 --> 00:15:19,013 Zašto si to uradio/uradila? 269 00:15:19,613 --> 00:15:20,333 Šta? 270 00:15:20,533 --> 00:15:22,493 Zamijenite moje godine za neznanje. 271 00:15:24,452 --> 00:15:25,494 Nije to baš to... 272 00:15:26,094 --> 00:15:27,094 Pa šta je onda to? 273 00:15:28,574 --> 00:15:29,731 Ovdje sam već 274 00:15:29,733 --> 00:15:31,413 mnogo duže nego što ti imaš. 275 00:15:33,254 --> 00:15:34,254 Znam svaku utakmicu... 276 00:15:35,095 --> 00:15:35,813 svaki tvoj trik 277 00:15:35,815 --> 00:15:36,613 pokušavaju se poigrati sa mnom... 278 00:15:36,615 --> 00:15:37,174 Ipak se i dalje angažujete. 279 00:15:37,495 --> 00:15:38,053 Ipak ti još uvijek 280 00:15:38,055 --> 00:15:39,055 izjasnite se da ste nevini. 281 00:15:41,494 --> 00:15:42,212 Samo dok je 282 00:15:42,214 --> 00:15:43,214 vodi te da me uhvatiš. 283 00:15:45,695 --> 00:15:46,893 Je li to trenutak kada ćeš konačno shvatiti 284 00:15:46,895 --> 00:15:47,896 Dosadilo ti je ovo, šarada? 285 00:15:48,376 --> 00:15:49,055 Zašto? 286 00:15:49,415 --> 00:15:49,854 Jeste li spremni da 287 00:15:49,856 --> 00:15:50,856 zabavljaš me do tada? 288 00:15:53,096 --> 00:15:54,096 Pitam se... 289 00:15:54,856 --> 00:15:55,856 u kojem trenutku? 290 00:15:57,377 --> 00:15:58,377 Ovaj čovjek... 291 00:16:01,257 --> 00:16:04,217 vraća se u dječačko doba. 292 00:16:20,819 --> 00:16:21,818 Primio/la sam tvoje prvo pismo. 293 00:16:21,859 --> 00:16:24,377 Vaše vrijeme je, kao što 294 00:16:24,379 --> 00:16:25,820 uvijek, besprijekorno. 295 00:16:27,579 --> 00:16:28,458 Ali 296 00:16:28,460 --> 00:16:30,100 razgovor se činio pročišćenim. 297 00:16:33,339 --> 00:16:34,699 Pričaš o smrti... 298 00:16:35,140 --> 00:16:36,580 dok pričam o životu. 299 00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:40,981 Zavidim ti na zaključcima. 300 00:16:44,221 --> 00:16:45,901 Šta je ovo što glumim? 301 00:16:46,781 --> 00:16:49,539 Nisam siguran/sigurna da li sam 302 00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:50,781 tražim društvo... 303 00:16:51,821 --> 00:16:52,821 požuda... 304 00:16:53,182 --> 00:16:54,262 ili validaciju. 305 00:16:56,063 --> 00:16:57,340 U očima Boga, linije imaju 306 00:16:57,342 --> 00:16:58,702 već pređeno. 307 00:16:59,583 --> 00:17:01,223 Ali još uvijek se ne osjećam krivim. 308 00:17:03,942 --> 00:17:05,141 Pitam se da li bi mu to trebalo 309 00:17:05,143 --> 00:17:06,142 dodirni da to učiniš 310 00:17:06,144 --> 00:17:07,664 osjećaj se ostvari. 311 00:17:10,063 --> 00:17:11,861 Nisam čuo/čula od njega od mnogih 312 00:17:11,863 --> 00:17:13,263 dana nakon te noći. 313 00:17:14,623 --> 00:17:15,503 Nisam bio siguran da li ja 314 00:17:15,505 --> 00:17:17,025 bi ga ikada više vidio. 315 00:17:18,344 --> 00:17:19,943 Tragično, Počeo/la sam tražiti 316 00:17:19,945 --> 00:17:21,585 svijetla tačka u svemu tome. 317 00:17:24,025 --> 00:17:25,705 Prokletstvo, tvoj uticaj na moju dušu. 318 00:17:29,025 --> 00:17:30,025 Jednog dana... 319 00:17:30,825 --> 00:17:32,023 bit ćeš zahvalan/zahvalna što si 320 00:17:32,025 --> 00:17:33,785 zaustavljen praviš budalu od sebe. 321 00:17:58,068 --> 00:17:58,947 Iako ovo znam 322 00:17:58,949 --> 00:18:00,309 moglo bi vam prouzrokovati bol, 323 00:18:00,749 --> 00:18:01,947 Mislim da hoće 324 00:18:01,949 --> 00:18:03,269 pomoći vam da shvatite. 325 00:18:04,548 --> 00:18:07,028 Zapamti, bez obzira kako oboje 326 00:18:07,030 --> 00:18:08,230 izađi iz ovoga, 327 00:18:08,989 --> 00:18:10,909 uvijek ćeš biti heroj. 328 00:18:13,950 --> 00:18:14,950 Draga Rachel, 329 00:18:16,790 --> 00:18:18,389 U tvom odsustvu, uzeo sam ga 330 00:18:18,391 --> 00:18:19,349 na sebe da se promijenim 331 00:18:19,351 --> 00:18:20,268 raspored kuće 332 00:18:20,270 --> 00:18:21,790 i da sredite svoju garderobu. 333 00:18:24,431 --> 00:18:26,950 Znaj da nisam mogao/mogla 334 00:18:26,952 --> 00:18:27,550 suočiti se sa 335 00:18:27,552 --> 00:18:28,669 mogućnost pored vatre 336 00:18:28,671 --> 00:18:31,270 jer nisam bio u stanju da se suočim sa 337 00:18:31,272 --> 00:18:32,672 poznavanje moje prošlosti. 338 00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:37,031 Sada vjerujem da ako 339 00:18:37,033 --> 00:18:38,109 Trebaš ovdje raditi, 340 00:18:38,152 --> 00:18:39,630 Ovo bi trebao biti tvoj dom, 341 00:18:39,673 --> 00:18:41,150 i ne bi trebalo ostaviti tragove 342 00:18:41,152 --> 00:18:43,513 moja majka ili moja sestra 343 00:18:44,872 --> 00:18:46,032 ili nekoga ko 344 00:18:46,034 --> 00:18:47,753 možda više ne postoji. 345 00:18:50,633 --> 00:18:52,112 Iako sam daleko od 346 00:18:52,114 --> 00:18:53,434 dječak kakav sam nekad bio, 347 00:18:53,954 --> 00:18:55,633 Razumijem da sam i ja daleko 348 00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:57,315 od čovjeka koji ću postati. 349 00:18:58,314 --> 00:19:01,033 Uprkos tome, Vjerujem da dijelimo 350 00:19:01,035 --> 00:19:02,155 tu sličnost. 351 00:19:04,914 --> 00:19:06,955 Utjeha ne dolazi iznutra, 352 00:19:07,315 --> 00:19:08,753 ali od pronalaska 353 00:19:08,755 --> 00:19:10,235 utočište u nepoznatom. 354 00:19:13,315 --> 00:19:14,875 U moći sam magneta. 355 00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,120 Tvoja tišina me ubija. 356 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:50,560 Nisam te očekivao/la. 357 00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:53,680 Pretpostavljam da ste primili moje pismo. 358 00:20:01,361 --> 00:20:02,361 Miriše prekrasno. 359 00:20:04,121 --> 00:20:05,122 Recept moje majke. 360 00:20:07,842 --> 00:20:08,722 U čemu je problem? 361 00:20:08,802 --> 00:20:10,162 ništa 362 00:20:11,281 --> 00:20:12,802 Samo... iznenađen sam. 363 00:20:13,402 --> 00:20:14,922 Pa, još ga nisi probao/la? 364 00:20:22,682 --> 00:20:25,563 mmmm 365 00:20:28,563 --> 00:20:31,364 Nisam očekivao/la da ću te vidjeti. 366 00:20:33,363 --> 00:20:35,443 Pa, pretpostavljam da sam mislio da bi mogao/mogla 367 00:20:35,445 --> 00:20:36,445 poželjeli su malo društva. 368 00:20:37,165 --> 00:20:39,964 Ako je ovo zaista moj dom, 369 00:20:41,725 --> 00:20:42,803 vjerovatno si trebao pitati 370 00:20:42,805 --> 00:20:44,685 prije nego što si došao/došla da mi skuhaš večeru. 371 00:20:45,686 --> 00:20:46,083 Bi li to bilo 372 00:20:46,085 --> 00:20:47,085 promijenio ishod? 373 00:20:47,165 --> 00:20:48,165 Da. 374 00:20:48,725 --> 00:20:49,524 Jer ne bih očekivao/la 375 00:20:49,526 --> 00:20:50,526 Mogao/la bi to uraditi. 376 00:20:56,406 --> 00:20:57,486 Idem se osvježiti. 377 00:20:58,686 --> 00:20:59,725 Da li bi želeo/želela da budem 378 00:20:59,727 --> 00:21:00,927 ovdje kad se vratiš? 379 00:21:03,246 --> 00:21:03,925 Prvi čovjek koji je 380 00:21:03,927 --> 00:21:04,927 mi je ikada skuhao večeru. 381 00:21:05,968 --> 00:21:07,368 Mogao bih i uživati ​​u tome. 382 00:21:46,331 --> 00:21:47,531 Izgledaš prelijepo. 383 00:21:49,811 --> 00:21:50,811 Zašto ovo radiš? 384 00:21:52,172 --> 00:21:53,172 Šta misliš? 385 00:21:54,052 --> 00:21:55,413 Večera. Haljina. 386 00:21:56,292 --> 00:21:57,171 Pa, nisam bio/bila 387 00:21:57,173 --> 00:21:58,173 Sigurno bi ga nosio/nosila. 388 00:21:58,253 --> 00:21:59,253 Odgovori na pitanje. 389 00:22:01,692 --> 00:22:02,772 Pitaš se jesam li spreman/spremna. 390 00:22:04,053 --> 00:22:05,614 Pitam se da li sam sposoban/sposobna. 391 00:22:07,453 --> 00:22:08,573 Nadam se da ovo odgovara na oba. 392 00:22:09,013 --> 00:22:10,012 Ima li šta god ja imam 393 00:22:10,014 --> 00:22:11,293 rekao da te je nagovorio na ovo? 394 00:22:11,653 --> 00:22:13,652 Ne. Ali tvoje riječi 395 00:22:13,654 --> 00:22:14,654 motivisali su me. 396 00:22:17,774 --> 00:22:18,774 Flynn... 397 00:22:19,375 --> 00:22:19,973 Ne želim reći 398 00:22:19,975 --> 00:22:21,295 ovo, ali mislim... 399 00:22:38,536 --> 00:22:39,536 Moraš ići... 400 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:42,416 i nikad se ne vratiti. 401 00:22:44,257 --> 00:22:45,257 Ne razumijem. 402 00:22:45,898 --> 00:22:46,898 Ti si samo dječak. 403 00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,018 Zar onda ne možeš shvatiti? 404 00:22:50,777 --> 00:22:51,975 Onda ne razumijem zašto si 405 00:22:51,977 --> 00:22:53,098 tako ljut na mene. 406 00:22:53,738 --> 00:22:54,576 Uznemiren/a sam jer 407 00:22:54,578 --> 00:22:56,058 Prestar sam za tebe. 408 00:22:56,819 --> 00:22:57,459 Nije važno. 409 00:23:21,380 --> 00:23:22,380 Trebao bih otići. 410 00:23:27,542 --> 00:23:29,502 Barem ostani na večeri. 411 00:23:31,982 --> 00:23:33,021 Ne znam. 412 00:23:33,261 --> 00:23:34,261 Molim te. 413 00:23:35,422 --> 00:23:36,662 Uložio si sav ovaj trud. 414 00:23:45,103 --> 00:23:48,104 Iako sam znao da je to pogrešno, 415 00:23:48,304 --> 00:23:50,903 Nisam bila toliko voljna da odustanem. 416 00:23:51,503 --> 00:23:53,342 Znao sam da jednog dana 417 00:23:53,344 --> 00:23:54,824 Prerastao bi me. 418 00:23:55,385 --> 00:23:56,983 Ali sam vjerovao da je on barem 419 00:23:56,985 --> 00:23:58,745 zaslužio je da sačuva svoje dostojanstvo. 420 00:23:59,825 --> 00:24:00,862 Čak i da sam bio spreman/spremna 421 00:24:00,864 --> 00:24:02,344 Neka mi se moj skine. 422 00:24:34,068 --> 00:24:35,906 Uprkos mojim postupcima, Nisam želio/željela 423 00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:37,508 prisiliti da se podvrgnem svojim godinama. 424 00:24:38,188 --> 00:24:40,147 Ali njegov poljubac je postajao sve poznatiji 425 00:24:40,149 --> 00:24:42,109 što duže sam ga kušao/kušala. 426 00:24:42,949 --> 00:24:43,987 Mogu li zaista lišiti 427 00:24:43,989 --> 00:24:45,429 sebe od toga zauvijek? 428 00:24:48,190 --> 00:24:49,788 Da si bio/bila u mojoj koži, bi li 429 00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:51,110 jesi li čak i oklijevao/la? 430 00:24:52,630 --> 00:24:53,907 Dvije nepravde ne čine jednu ispravnost, ali 431 00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:54,949 oni bi u 432 00:24:55,470 --> 00:24:56,830 barem nas učini jednakima. 433 00:24:59,310 --> 00:25:00,949 Očajnički sam tražio izgovore 434 00:25:00,951 --> 00:25:02,111 u mom ponašanju. 435 00:25:03,150 --> 00:25:03,831 Možda sam depresivan/a. 436 00:25:04,110 --> 00:25:05,992 Možda sam to i bio cijelo vrijeme. 437 00:25:07,512 --> 00:25:09,749 Nikad se nisam toliko osmijehnuo/la da 438 00:25:09,751 --> 00:25:11,352 osjetio sam bol u obrazima. 439 00:25:12,631 --> 00:25:13,829 Bilo je kao da je moje tijelo 440 00:25:13,831 --> 00:25:15,512 izgubila svu svoju težinu. 441 00:25:16,993 --> 00:25:18,990 Hodao sam ulicama lagano 442 00:25:18,992 --> 00:25:20,192 kao u mojim snovima. 443 00:25:22,592 --> 00:25:23,752 Hoću li te ponovo vidjeti? 444 00:25:24,872 --> 00:25:26,152 Vjerovatno ne biste trebali. 445 00:25:32,954 --> 00:25:36,115 Nisi se oprostio/la. 446 00:25:37,315 --> 00:25:38,315 Upravo tako. 447 00:25:39,355 --> 00:25:39,752 Sve je ovo molilo 448 00:25:39,754 --> 00:25:41,074 jedno jedino pitanje. 449 00:25:42,874 --> 00:25:43,873 Oduvijek sam 450 00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,235 bio iskren s tobom. 451 00:25:46,156 --> 00:25:46,994 Ali kada si ti 452 00:25:46,996 --> 00:25:48,316 bio iskren sa mnom? 453 00:25:53,435 --> 00:25:54,435 Čarls. 454 00:25:55,917 --> 00:25:56,917 Jesi li bio/bila? 455 00:26:09,838 --> 00:26:11,077 Čekao/la sam te. 456 00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:38,361 Hmm 457 00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:41,841 Oh, lice ti je mokro 458 00:26:43,441 --> 00:26:44,560 Stani. 459 00:26:52,001 --> 00:26:54,281 Idi se osuši, u redu? 460 00:27:00,282 --> 00:27:01,362 Draga 461 00:27:02,483 --> 00:27:03,603 Prehladit ćeš se. 462 00:27:15,124 --> 00:27:16,885 Želiš li da ti pomognem? 463 00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,726 Ustani. 464 00:28:06,850 --> 00:28:07,850 Jesi li dobro? 465 00:28:19,651 --> 00:28:21,491 Ne bi trebao/trebala biti ovdje. 466 00:28:21,691 --> 00:28:22,449 Znam da ja 467 00:28:22,451 --> 00:28:23,570 Pst 468 00:29:01,374 --> 00:29:02,375 Izgledaš umorno. 469 00:29:07,176 --> 00:29:08,215 Umoran/a sam. 470 00:29:09,576 --> 00:29:11,014 Želiš li da ja 471 00:29:11,016 --> 00:29:12,096 ugasiti svjetlo? 472 00:29:14,496 --> 00:29:15,496 Ne. 473 00:29:17,177 --> 00:29:18,177 Ne. 474 00:29:25,538 --> 00:29:26,978 Moram te držati na oku. 475 00:29:29,097 --> 00:29:30,378 Nisam te namjeravao/la uplašiti. 476 00:29:32,258 --> 00:29:33,258 Nadam se da je to istina. 477 00:29:53,099 --> 00:29:54,099 Hmm. 478 00:30:02,741 --> 00:30:03,780 Ko je to? 479 00:30:05,182 --> 00:30:06,182 U redu je. 480 00:30:07,342 --> 00:30:08,342 Ostani ovdje. 481 00:30:26,984 --> 00:30:28,064 Je li sve u redu? 482 00:30:30,584 --> 00:30:32,144 To je pismo od mog muža. 483 00:30:49,786 --> 00:30:51,386 Jesi li siguran/sigurna u vezi ovoga? 484 00:30:54,665 --> 00:30:55,665 Da. 485 00:30:56,226 --> 00:30:57,226 Siguran sam. 486 00:31:01,947 --> 00:31:02,947 Draga Rachel, 487 00:31:04,827 --> 00:31:05,465 Napisao/la sam ti 488 00:31:05,467 --> 00:31:06,588 nekoliko puta u posljednje vrijeme, 489 00:31:08,068 --> 00:31:08,546 pa možda i ti 490 00:31:08,548 --> 00:31:09,548 nabavite ih sve odjednom. 491 00:31:11,827 --> 00:31:12,827 Naš posao je bio naporan. 492 00:31:13,987 --> 00:31:15,229 Zrak je bio ledeno hladan. 493 00:31:16,628 --> 00:31:17,629 Ali za tebe, 494 00:31:18,709 --> 00:31:19,749 Ostala sam otporna. 495 00:31:22,388 --> 00:31:24,749 Dok rat bjesni, 496 00:31:26,190 --> 00:31:27,427 Vidim da imam šanse za povratak 497 00:31:27,429 --> 00:31:30,669 postaješ prilično mršav/a. 498 00:31:34,830 --> 00:31:35,830 U početku, 499 00:31:36,831 --> 00:31:37,549 ovo je bilo nešto što 500 00:31:37,551 --> 00:31:38,551 strašno me uplašio. 501 00:31:40,711 --> 00:31:41,711 U ovim uslovima, 502 00:31:44,751 --> 00:31:45,870 ubrzo se navikneš na 503 00:31:45,872 --> 00:31:46,872 mogućnost smrti. 504 00:31:54,032 --> 00:31:55,992 Zauvijek tvoj/tvoja 505 00:31:56,592 --> 00:31:58,152 Čarls. 506 00:33:04,758 --> 00:33:06,079 Kako se osjećaš? 507 00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:12,880 Teško je to riječima opisati. 508 00:33:16,321 --> 00:33:18,239 Biste li mi rekli ako biste 509 00:33:18,241 --> 00:33:20,201 Jesi li ikada zažalio zbog ovoga? 510 00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,079 Ako postoji stvarnost u kojoj to 511 00:33:23,081 --> 00:33:26,121 ako se ikada desi... onda da. 512 00:33:28,602 --> 00:33:31,442 Mislite li da je to moguće? 513 00:33:33,842 --> 00:33:35,403 Zašto se toliko duboko brineš? 514 00:33:36,802 --> 00:33:40,400 Brinem se zbog svega što bi moglo 515 00:33:40,402 --> 00:33:42,043 smatrati se greškom. 516 00:33:45,563 --> 00:33:46,562 Bi li mi rekao/rekla ako ikada 517 00:33:46,564 --> 00:33:48,323 zažalio zbog ovoga? 518 00:33:51,923 --> 00:33:54,044 Ako postoji realnost, 519 00:33:54,923 --> 00:33:56,325 onda da 520 00:34:20,366 --> 00:34:22,487 Je li ovo u redu? 521 00:34:24,806 --> 00:34:26,288 Možeš mi reći, ne smeta mi. 522 00:34:27,248 --> 00:34:28,248 Jesi li siguran/sigurna? 523 00:34:30,288 --> 00:34:31,527 Ako malo usporite 524 00:34:32,487 --> 00:34:33,886 Moglo bi biti bolje 525 00:34:33,888 --> 00:34:35,368 za nas oboje. 526 00:34:35,968 --> 00:34:36,968 U redu. 527 00:34:38,488 --> 00:34:39,488 Ovako? 528 00:35:08,212 --> 00:35:09,212 U čemu je problem? 529 00:35:11,932 --> 00:35:12,932 To nije ništa. 530 00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:14,411 Mogao/la bi mi reći. 531 00:35:17,293 --> 00:35:19,172 Sinoć, 532 00:35:20,093 --> 00:35:21,533 zaista se osjećalo kao da si moja. 533 00:35:22,933 --> 00:35:24,011 Ali sada sve što mogu misliti 534 00:35:24,013 --> 00:35:25,013 u pitanju je tvoj muž. 535 00:35:27,813 --> 00:35:29,774 Molim te, nemoj se osjećati krivim, Flynn. 536 00:35:31,173 --> 00:35:32,731 Ovo je moj izbor koji moram napraviti. 537 00:35:32,733 --> 00:35:33,733 Ovo nije to. 538 00:35:35,295 --> 00:35:36,932 Samo što je ovo prvo 539 00:35:36,934 --> 00:35:37,453 vrijeme koje nisam 540 00:35:37,455 --> 00:35:38,655 želio da se rat završi. 541 00:35:41,614 --> 00:35:42,773 Znaš da ne bi trebao/trebala 542 00:35:42,775 --> 00:35:44,014 reći takve stvari. 543 00:35:44,695 --> 00:35:45,534 Ne mogu si pomoći, ali 544 00:35:45,536 --> 00:35:46,656 onako kako se osjećam. 545 00:35:49,616 --> 00:35:50,616 U redu je. 546 00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:53,016 Razumijem. 547 00:35:57,057 --> 00:35:57,975 Trebalo bi me kazniti što sam rekao/rekla 548 00:35:57,977 --> 00:35:59,297 nešto slično, zar ne bi trebalo? 549 00:36:01,017 --> 00:36:02,856 I kakve bi to koristi imalo? 550 00:36:07,138 --> 00:36:08,536 Ako je ovo jedino 551 00:36:08,538 --> 00:36:10,098 vrijeme koje nam je preostalo, 552 00:36:12,457 --> 00:36:13,657 Je li to toliko loša stvar? 553 00:36:15,659 --> 00:36:16,659 Šta misliš? 554 00:36:20,579 --> 00:36:21,659 Za 15 godina. 555 00:36:24,499 --> 00:36:25,940 Tvoj život će tek početi. 556 00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:29,257 Samo bi ostala 557 00:36:29,259 --> 00:36:30,380 sa mnom iz slabosti. 558 00:36:32,460 --> 00:36:34,018 I mrzio bih da te vidim kako se žrtvuješ 559 00:36:34,020 --> 00:36:35,461 tvoju sreću za mene. 560 00:36:36,421 --> 00:36:37,259 Zašto ne vjeruješ 561 00:36:37,261 --> 00:36:38,380 da želim biti s tobom? 562 00:36:40,660 --> 00:36:43,058 Jer godine između nas 563 00:36:43,060 --> 00:36:45,862 nisu samo brojevi, Flynn. 564 00:36:48,221 --> 00:36:48,620 Oni su mjera 565 00:36:48,622 --> 00:36:49,622 naših razlika. 566 00:36:53,141 --> 00:36:54,302 Zašto si se udala za njega? 567 00:36:56,783 --> 00:36:57,783 Jer sam ga voljela. 568 00:36:58,143 --> 00:36:58,540 To nije ono što 569 00:36:58,542 --> 00:36:59,542 rekao si jučer. 570 00:37:01,583 --> 00:37:04,542 Pa, ljubav je komplikovana. 571 00:37:06,544 --> 00:37:07,544 Nije li to pravedno? 572 00:37:22,424 --> 00:37:23,303 Sad sam sve primio/la 573 00:37:23,305 --> 00:37:24,745 vaših nedavnih pisama. 574 00:37:25,665 --> 00:37:27,343 Želim ti se zahvaliti 575 00:37:27,345 --> 00:37:28,945 zbog toga što me je pozvao na odgovornost. 576 00:37:29,385 --> 00:37:30,343 To me je dovelo daleko 577 00:37:30,345 --> 00:37:31,865 svjesniji svojih postupaka, 578 00:37:32,025 --> 00:37:33,103 i uspjelo je 579 00:37:33,105 --> 00:37:34,502 osjećam se više kao izbor. 580 00:37:51,508 --> 00:37:52,746 U početku, 581 00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:53,745 Mislim da sam mu udovoljio/udovoljila 582 00:37:53,747 --> 00:37:54,626 jer sam prihvatio/la 583 00:37:54,628 --> 00:37:56,229 sudbina našeg braka. 584 00:38:04,548 --> 00:38:05,788 Dok u početku, sve o čemu sam razmišljao/la 585 00:38:05,790 --> 00:38:07,510 bio je dan kada si se trebao vratiti kući. 586 00:38:11,389 --> 00:38:12,789 Kako su mjeseci prolazili, 587 00:38:13,590 --> 00:38:14,987 Počeo sam vjerovati da biste mogli 588 00:38:14,989 --> 00:38:16,149 nikad se ne vraćaj kući. 589 00:38:22,591 --> 00:38:26,190 Počeo sam vjerovati da biste mogli 590 00:38:26,192 --> 00:38:27,352 već biti mrtav. 591 00:38:33,471 --> 00:38:35,510 Gledajući unatrag, Mislim da je to 592 00:38:35,512 --> 00:38:36,551 taj osjećaj jasnoće 593 00:38:36,553 --> 00:38:37,993 to me je zaslijepilo. 594 00:38:39,393 --> 00:38:41,831 Moraš misliti da sam kurva, i 595 00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:43,113 možda si u pravu. 596 00:38:43,552 --> 00:38:44,552 Možda i jesam. 597 00:38:45,033 --> 00:38:47,751 Ali šta mi pomaže da spavam noću 598 00:38:47,753 --> 00:38:48,471 je znati da 599 00:38:48,473 --> 00:38:49,913 kada se ovaj rat završi, 600 00:38:50,674 --> 00:38:52,673 Suočiću se sa svojom stvarnošću. 601 00:38:54,994 --> 00:38:55,953 U mnogim aspektima, ja sam 602 00:38:55,955 --> 00:38:57,195 već se suočava s tim. 603 00:38:58,115 --> 00:38:59,152 Nije trebalo dugo da 604 00:38:59,154 --> 00:39:00,311 glasine za početak. 605 00:39:00,354 --> 00:39:01,113 Jeste li čuli za 606 00:39:01,115 --> 00:39:02,394 mali farmerov dječak? 607 00:39:03,035 --> 00:39:04,033 Čuo sam da prave 608 00:39:04,035 --> 00:39:05,316 maslac svojim repovima. 609 00:39:05,676 --> 00:39:07,034 Ona ne donosi ništa osim sramote 610 00:39:07,036 --> 00:39:08,196 u naš grad, kažem vam. 611 00:39:08,995 --> 00:39:09,156 Sramota. 612 00:39:09,636 --> 00:39:10,636 Je li ona udata? 613 00:39:10,915 --> 00:39:12,475 Ne budi šalan. 614 00:39:12,916 --> 00:39:14,395 Pa, je li ona? 615 00:39:14,796 --> 00:39:15,354 Dosadit će joj se 616 00:39:15,356 --> 00:39:16,356 sa malim dječakom. 617 00:39:16,436 --> 00:39:17,477 On je samo štene. 618 00:39:20,917 --> 00:39:22,115 Mogla sam reći da ga je to smetalo 619 00:39:22,117 --> 00:39:23,637 više nego što me je smetalo. 620 00:39:24,037 --> 00:39:25,397 Jer ovo je njegov dom. 621 00:39:26,438 --> 00:39:27,636 Znao sam da mogu otići ako to bude tako 622 00:39:27,638 --> 00:39:28,878 postalo nepodnošljivo. 623 00:39:29,637 --> 00:39:30,396 Ali pomisao na 624 00:39:30,398 --> 00:39:32,277 Ostavljanje njega je bila moja slabost. 625 00:39:38,758 --> 00:39:40,279 Ona ne nosi prsten. 626 00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,838 Proklet bio. 627 00:40:14,322 --> 00:40:15,321 Ovo bi mogao biti posljednji put da 628 00:40:15,323 --> 00:40:17,123 pišem ti za sada. 629 00:40:18,043 --> 00:40:18,881 Vaši odgovori imaju 630 00:40:18,883 --> 00:40:20,683 postati previše bolno, 631 00:40:22,643 --> 00:40:24,043 kao i moja vlastita iskrenost. 632 00:40:26,283 --> 00:40:27,001 Bojim se da ne 633 00:40:27,003 --> 00:40:28,523 duže nemaju snage. 634 00:40:29,124 --> 00:40:29,761 Ne moraš 635 00:40:29,763 --> 00:40:30,803 uradi ovo, znaš. 636 00:40:32,043 --> 00:40:33,043 Znam. 637 00:40:46,246 --> 00:40:47,246 Izgledaš drugačije. 638 00:40:48,005 --> 00:40:49,005 Dobro sam. 639 00:40:49,606 --> 00:40:50,204 Samo sam u svojoj glavi 640 00:40:50,206 --> 00:40:51,526 o stvarima, to je sve. 641 00:41:58,932 --> 00:41:59,932 Gospođo 642 00:42:01,493 --> 00:42:03,573 Naše najdublje saučešće. 643 00:42:14,694 --> 00:42:15,172 Pismo je bilo 644 00:42:15,174 --> 00:42:16,654 namijenjeno njegovoj majci. 645 00:42:18,175 --> 00:42:19,895 Ali strah mi je pomutio rasuđivanje. 646 00:42:22,334 --> 00:42:23,814 Težina njegove tuge. 647 00:42:24,815 --> 00:42:26,096 Flynn, stani! Stani, Flynn! 648 00:42:27,816 --> 00:42:29,535 U mojim krvavim rukama. 649 00:42:33,896 --> 00:42:35,336 Inat mi je tu gdje stojim. 650 00:42:52,337 --> 00:42:53,337 Mrtav je. 651 00:43:00,219 --> 00:43:00,976 Da li ova vijest donosi 652 00:43:00,978 --> 00:43:02,099 Imaš li osjećaj mira? 653 00:43:08,340 --> 00:43:09,857 Čak i u svojoj tišini držiš se tako 654 00:43:09,859 --> 00:43:11,659 mnogo moći nada mnom. 655 00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:18,140 Nemaš li šta reći? 656 00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:21,460 Bez riječi sam. 657 00:43:28,622 --> 00:43:30,501 Mora da me tako loše misliš. 658 00:43:31,221 --> 00:43:33,542 U tvojim očima sam oduvijek to radio/radila. 659 00:43:35,263 --> 00:43:36,263 Ne uvijek. 660 00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:41,703 Onda me prosvijetli. 661 00:43:44,743 --> 00:43:45,582 On ne samo 662 00:43:45,584 --> 00:43:47,384 podsjeti me na loše, 663 00:43:47,423 --> 00:43:50,864 ali dobro nije ništa manje bolno. 664 00:43:52,343 --> 00:43:54,021 Je li to razlog zašto si me izdao/la? 665 00:43:54,023 --> 00:43:55,103 Nije to tako jednostavno. 666 00:43:55,344 --> 00:43:56,384 Pa šta je onda to? 667 00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:58,385 Ti, od svih ljudi, 668 00:43:58,785 --> 00:43:59,785 trebao bi razumjeti. 669 00:44:00,905 --> 00:44:03,665 Pa, pretpostavimo da ne znam. 670 00:44:05,064 --> 00:44:05,824 Kada vojnik 671 00:44:05,826 --> 00:44:08,586 stigao jutros, 672 00:44:11,425 --> 00:44:12,344 U početku sam osjećao/la 673 00:44:12,346 --> 00:44:13,666 osjećaj olakšanja. 674 00:44:14,305 --> 00:44:17,385 Osjetio sam olakšanje što 675 00:44:17,387 --> 00:44:18,947 svemu ovome bi mogao biti kraj. 676 00:44:22,427 --> 00:44:23,906 U mnogim aspektima sam spreman. 677 00:44:26,628 --> 00:44:29,466 Spreman/na da tugujem za 678 00:44:29,468 --> 00:44:30,908 čovjek kojeg više ne volim. 679 00:44:32,547 --> 00:44:35,428 Čovek se mora diviti tvojoj iskrenosti. 680 00:44:36,349 --> 00:44:37,106 Nije me briga šta sam 681 00:44:37,108 --> 00:44:38,108 pokušavam ti reći. 682 00:44:41,908 --> 00:44:43,226 Tvoja otvorenost o toj temi pokazuje 683 00:44:43,228 --> 00:44:44,947 tako malo pažnje da to čini 684 00:44:44,949 --> 00:44:45,828 nemoguće 685 00:44:45,830 --> 00:44:47,070 komunicirati s vama. 686 00:44:52,709 --> 00:44:57,030 Ako ću biti potpuno iskren s tobom, 687 00:45:00,390 --> 00:45:01,189 postoji dio mene 688 00:45:01,191 --> 00:45:03,270 to ti zaista nedostaje. 689 00:45:06,912 --> 00:45:08,311 Ali ako to priznam sebi, 690 00:45:09,592 --> 00:45:11,112 onda bih možda htio da dođeš kući. 691 00:45:13,591 --> 00:45:14,750 I još nisam 692 00:45:14,752 --> 00:45:15,752 spreman da to osjetiš. 693 00:45:17,953 --> 00:45:20,353 Pa kuda onda idemo odavde? 694 00:45:23,072 --> 00:45:24,191 Nadao sam se da će rat učiniti 695 00:45:24,193 --> 00:45:25,274 ta odluka za nas. 696 00:45:27,234 --> 00:45:29,594 Još ima vremena. 697 00:46:58,482 --> 00:47:00,402 Mislio sam da bih te mogao ovdje naći. 698 00:47:02,723 --> 00:47:03,803 Nisam namjeravao/la nestati. 699 00:47:07,804 --> 00:47:08,681 Htio sam ići kod tebe 700 00:47:08,683 --> 00:47:09,962 provjeriti kuću bake i djeda 701 00:47:09,964 --> 00:47:10,682 ti, ali ja nisam 702 00:47:10,684 --> 00:47:11,684 mislim da bi to bilo mudro. 703 00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:13,924 Ne. Ne bi bilo tako. 704 00:47:18,524 --> 00:47:19,524 Kako je tvoja majka? 705 00:47:21,884 --> 00:47:22,884 Ona se drži. 706 00:47:24,605 --> 00:47:25,605 Svi smo mi. 707 00:47:29,565 --> 00:47:30,004 Ima li išta 708 00:47:30,006 --> 00:47:31,006 Mogu li šta učiniti da pomognem? 709 00:47:36,447 --> 00:47:37,447 Kloni se nas. 710 00:47:41,206 --> 00:47:42,206 Žao mi je? 711 00:47:42,727 --> 00:47:43,565 Moja porodica nema 712 00:47:43,567 --> 00:47:44,204 sposobnost za postupanje 713 00:47:44,206 --> 00:47:45,206 sa bilo čim drugim. 714 00:47:47,528 --> 00:47:48,328 Ne razumijem. 715 00:47:48,407 --> 00:47:49,847 Molim te, Rejčel. 716 00:47:53,848 --> 00:47:54,848 Šta je s nama... 717 00:47:55,168 --> 00:47:56,889 Šta si očekivao/la da će se desiti? 718 00:47:59,609 --> 00:48:00,609 Ne misliš valjda ovo. 719 00:48:01,329 --> 00:48:01,966 Reci mi da to ne misliš ozbiljno. 720 00:48:01,968 --> 00:48:02,686 Trebam da napišeš 721 00:48:02,688 --> 00:48:03,688 pismo tvom mužu. 722 00:48:03,969 --> 00:48:04,846 Šta misliš? 723 00:48:04,848 --> 00:48:05,768 Trebam te da mu kažeš 724 00:48:05,770 --> 00:48:07,129 da je ovo bila greška, 725 00:48:07,609 --> 00:48:09,287 bio je nesporazum, i to 726 00:48:09,289 --> 00:48:10,127 tvoje srce pripada 727 00:48:10,129 --> 00:48:11,207 njemu i samo njemu. 728 00:48:11,209 --> 00:48:12,209 Neću lagati. 729 00:48:12,409 --> 00:48:13,410 Molim te, Rejčel. 730 00:48:14,209 --> 00:48:16,209 Zašto bi imao/imala 731 00:48:16,211 --> 00:48:17,211 da ja uradim tako nešto? 732 00:48:18,251 --> 00:48:19,571 Jer ako bi poginuo, 733 00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:20,970 Nisam mogao/mogla živjeti s krivnjom. 734 00:48:22,171 --> 00:48:24,249 Onda ne biste imali šta 735 00:48:24,251 --> 00:48:25,251 osjećati se krivim zbog. 736 00:48:25,412 --> 00:48:26,449 Ovo je moj izbor da 737 00:48:26,451 --> 00:48:27,610 napraviti. Rekao sam ti to. 738 00:48:27,612 --> 00:48:29,449 Pripadaš drugom muškarcu, Rachel. 739 00:48:29,451 --> 00:48:30,210 Oduvijek jesi. 740 00:48:30,212 --> 00:48:31,572 Ne pripadam nikome. 741 00:48:35,853 --> 00:48:37,293 Nekad sam htio vjerovati u to 742 00:48:37,972 --> 00:48:39,013 kada smo se prvi put sreli. 743 00:48:40,053 --> 00:48:42,410 Ali sada, sve o čemu mogu razmišljati je 744 00:48:42,412 --> 00:48:43,412 naše razlike. 745 00:48:43,732 --> 00:48:45,651 Romantizirao sam našu vezu sa 746 00:48:45,653 --> 00:48:46,813 tačka koja je postala nemoguća. 747 00:48:49,013 --> 00:48:53,331 A sada, bez djece, to je 748 00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:54,533 teško je vidjeti budućnost za nas. 749 00:48:58,494 --> 00:49:00,695 Pa šta pokušavaš reći? 750 00:49:03,215 --> 00:49:04,374 Naša ljubav je bezvrijedna. 751 00:49:10,096 --> 00:49:11,174 Dakle, priznao bi to? 752 00:49:11,176 --> 00:49:12,176 Priznati šta? 753 00:49:14,016 --> 00:49:15,016 Da me voliš. 754 00:49:18,257 --> 00:49:19,257 Pa? 755 00:49:30,177 --> 00:49:34,056 Iskreno, imam 756 00:49:34,058 --> 00:49:35,419 nikad ništa više nisam volio/voljela. 757 00:49:42,579 --> 00:49:43,579 Voliš li me? 758 00:49:52,060 --> 00:49:54,580 Onda zaboravi. Zaboravi sve. 759 00:49:54,820 --> 00:49:56,501 Ja sam tvoj. Ti si moj. 760 00:49:59,141 --> 00:50:00,221 Možemo biti zajedno. 761 00:50:00,581 --> 00:50:01,701 Možemo to uspjeti. 762 00:50:02,021 --> 00:50:03,139 Nije važno šta ko 763 00:50:03,141 --> 00:50:04,581 kaže ili šta bilo ko misli. 764 00:50:04,901 --> 00:50:05,901 Možemo ovo uraditi. 765 00:50:25,863 --> 00:50:28,263 Jesi li ti Nanin mali vojnik? 766 00:50:34,983 --> 00:50:35,983 O 767 00:50:38,385 --> 00:50:39,424 Da, jesi 768 00:50:44,505 --> 00:50:45,505 Budan/budna si. 769 00:50:48,266 --> 00:50:49,344 Šta se desilo? 770 00:50:49,346 --> 00:50:50,465 Pažljivo. 771 00:50:51,946 --> 00:50:52,946 Trebaš se odmoriti. 772 00:50:54,785 --> 00:50:56,507 Imam ti nešto reći. 773 00:50:59,027 --> 00:51:00,027 Šta se desilo? 774 00:51:01,907 --> 00:51:02,907 Rach. 775 00:51:04,907 --> 00:51:05,786 Nisam baš siguran/sigurna 776 00:51:05,788 --> 00:51:06,788 kako da ti ovo kažem. 777 00:51:08,308 --> 00:51:09,308 Ali ti si trudna. 778 00:51:14,028 --> 00:51:15,028 Molim te. 779 00:51:16,669 --> 00:51:17,829 Doktor je rekao da se moraš odmoriti. 780 00:51:20,108 --> 00:51:20,667 Pretrpjeli ste 781 00:51:20,669 --> 00:51:21,669 lagana tačka krvarenja, 782 00:51:22,148 --> 00:51:22,947 ali mi je rekao da je to 783 00:51:22,949 --> 00:51:23,867 potpuno normalno i 784 00:51:23,869 --> 00:51:24,989 Nema razloga za brigu. 785 00:51:27,189 --> 00:51:28,189 Zar nije divno? 786 00:51:31,110 --> 00:51:32,110 To je nemoguće. 787 00:51:33,270 --> 00:51:34,310 Onda je tako suđeno. 788 00:51:37,191 --> 00:51:37,789 Ne znam šta ti 789 00:51:37,791 --> 00:51:38,791 sjećam se od ranije. 790 00:51:39,951 --> 00:51:41,108 Želim da znaš da sam ovdje 791 00:51:41,110 --> 00:51:41,789 za tebe i zajedno 792 00:51:41,791 --> 00:51:43,031 Uspjet ćemo u ovome. 793 00:51:45,551 --> 00:51:47,192 Gdje ćemo ići? 794 00:51:48,512 --> 00:51:48,870 Gdje ćemo 795 00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:49,910 živjeti? Šta ćemo učiniti? 796 00:51:49,912 --> 00:51:50,912 Pa, mi ćemo ovdje živjeti. 797 00:51:51,671 --> 00:51:52,389 Razgovarat ću sa svojim 798 00:51:52,391 --> 00:51:53,391 majka ujutro. 799 00:51:53,591 --> 00:51:54,750 To bi moglo biti upravo ono što joj treba. 800 00:51:54,752 --> 00:51:56,153 To bi je moglo spasiti. 801 00:51:58,512 --> 00:51:59,512 Ja. 802 00:52:00,513 --> 00:52:01,513 Moj otac. 803 00:52:02,832 --> 00:52:04,510 Mogao bih ga naučiti crtati, da 804 00:52:04,512 --> 00:52:06,392 farma, uzgajati usjeve. 805 00:52:06,394 --> 00:52:07,474 Bit će prekrasno. 806 00:52:07,633 --> 00:52:08,754 Crtati. 807 00:52:09,274 --> 00:52:11,471 Da. Još uvijek ima mnogo toga što ne znaš. 808 00:52:11,473 --> 00:52:12,592 Znaš za mene, Rachel, ali ovo je 809 00:52:12,594 --> 00:52:14,274 da nas zbliži. 810 00:52:18,995 --> 00:52:20,475 Trebam da napišeš pismo. 811 00:52:21,794 --> 00:52:22,195 Pismo? 812 00:52:22,514 --> 00:52:23,514 Da. 813 00:52:24,395 --> 00:52:25,395 Tvom mužu. 814 00:52:25,875 --> 00:52:27,913 Razgovarali smo o ovome. 815 00:52:27,915 --> 00:52:29,233 Da, jesmo. To 816 00:52:29,235 --> 00:52:30,395 bilo je prije ove vijesti. 817 00:52:31,436 --> 00:52:32,634 On treba da zna da tvoje srce 818 00:52:32,636 --> 00:52:33,996 zaista pripada meni. 819 00:52:34,995 --> 00:52:36,794 On mora znati da je to bio on 820 00:52:36,796 --> 00:52:37,796 to je bilo nedovoljno. 821 00:52:38,596 --> 00:52:39,794 On mora platiti za način na koji 822 00:52:39,796 --> 00:52:40,874 Natjerao te je da se osjećaš, jer postoji 823 00:52:40,876 --> 00:52:42,637 apsolutno ništa nije u redu s tobom. 824 00:52:45,718 --> 00:52:46,395 Može, 825 00:52:46,397 --> 00:52:49,798 Možemo li samo usporiti, molim vas? 826 00:52:51,797 --> 00:52:52,797 Naravno. 827 00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:08,800 Flynn, šta mi ne govoriš? 828 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:13,000 Ništa. 829 00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,077 Ako ne želiš 830 00:53:15,079 --> 00:53:17,201 pišite mu, onda nećemo. 831 00:53:27,201 --> 00:53:28,562 Mogu li ti nešto donijeti? 832 00:53:32,162 --> 00:53:34,639 Samo trebam malo spavati. Mi 833 00:53:34,641 --> 00:53:36,163 Možemo o ovome kasnije, u redu? 834 00:53:37,162 --> 00:53:39,560 U redu. Idem i 835 00:53:39,562 --> 00:53:40,683 Napravi nam večeru. 836 00:53:42,043 --> 00:53:44,163 Budi divna. Hvala ti. 837 00:53:44,683 --> 00:53:45,683 Naravno. 838 00:53:59,045 --> 00:54:01,445 Molim vas, izvinite moju šutnju. 839 00:54:01,485 --> 00:54:02,803 Rekao mi je da više ne mogu 840 00:54:02,805 --> 00:54:05,002 pišem ti, 841 00:54:05,004 --> 00:54:06,564 da prošlost ostane prošlost. 842 00:54:07,966 --> 00:54:09,486 Ali sam postao zabrinut. 843 00:54:11,365 --> 00:54:13,445 Iako znam da to nikada ne bi priznao, 844 00:54:13,686 --> 00:54:15,684 Skoro sam sigurno da prije nekoliko mjeseci, 845 00:54:15,686 --> 00:54:17,645 On ti je pisao. 846 00:54:17,647 --> 00:54:19,727 I to je ono što objašnjava tvoju tišinu. 847 00:54:36,169 --> 00:54:38,006 Mogu se samo izviniti zbog njegovog nedostatka 848 00:54:38,008 --> 00:54:39,289 emocionalne zrelosti 849 00:54:39,328 --> 00:54:41,207 i bol koju to 850 00:54:41,209 --> 00:54:42,609 mora da te je doveo. 851 00:54:44,089 --> 00:54:44,687 Da sam znao da je on 852 00:54:44,689 --> 00:54:46,047 bi uradio tako nešto, 853 00:54:46,090 --> 00:54:47,168 Bio bih 854 00:54:47,170 --> 00:54:49,810 sigurno to spriječiti. 855 00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:04,410 Zaista si prelijepa. 856 00:55:08,131 --> 00:55:09,251 Biste li mi rekli drugačije? 857 00:55:11,971 --> 00:55:13,210 Kad bi postojala stvarnost u kojoj bi to 858 00:55:13,212 --> 00:55:14,572 bilo istina, onda da. 859 00:55:33,374 --> 00:55:34,692 Okolnosti mojih izbora 860 00:55:34,694 --> 00:55:36,535 napravili su tako neočekivane obrate. 861 00:55:37,894 --> 00:55:39,574 Na mnogo načina, osjećam se blagoslovljeno. 862 00:55:40,335 --> 00:55:41,293 Ali kad god pogledam 863 00:55:41,295 --> 00:55:42,651 dolje na moj rastući stomak, 864 00:55:42,694 --> 00:55:43,813 teško je zamisliti da 865 00:55:43,815 --> 00:55:44,732 nešto što mi oboje 866 00:55:44,734 --> 00:55:46,576 željeno tako dugo 867 00:55:47,495 --> 00:55:48,855 sada pripada dječaku. 868 00:55:49,936 --> 00:55:51,256 Još uvijek nema realnosti. 869 00:55:52,576 --> 00:55:53,576 Naravno. 870 00:55:59,016 --> 00:56:00,295 Za nekoliko sedmica, 871 00:56:00,297 --> 00:56:01,857 bit će mu 18. rođendan. 872 00:56:02,856 --> 00:56:04,294 Pretpostavljam da bih u tom trenutku trebao/trebala 873 00:56:04,296 --> 00:56:06,016 prestani ga nazivati ​​dječakom 874 00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:08,737 i prihvati da je on muškarac. 875 00:56:09,978 --> 00:56:10,978 Zar ne bih trebao/trebala? 876 00:56:35,701 --> 00:56:36,338 Uprkos njegovom 877 00:56:36,340 --> 00:56:37,780 pokušaj da me uvjeriš, 878 00:56:38,380 --> 00:56:39,218 Znam da su mu oči 879 00:56:39,220 --> 00:56:40,660 počeli su lutati. 880 00:56:42,061 --> 00:56:42,859 Možda nije ni došlo 881 00:56:42,861 --> 00:56:44,301 u rukama mojih godina, 882 00:56:44,941 --> 00:56:46,059 ali je došlo do 883 00:56:46,061 --> 00:56:47,461 promjena u mom tijelu. 884 00:56:49,421 --> 00:56:50,700 Postoji djevojka njegovih godina koja živi 885 00:56:50,702 --> 00:56:51,982 odmah niz cestu. 886 00:56:53,342 --> 00:56:54,701 I kao što oboje znamo, 887 00:56:55,343 --> 00:56:56,903 Iskušenje utiče na sve nas. 888 00:56:57,582 --> 00:57:00,222 Uprkos svemu, 889 00:57:01,542 --> 00:57:03,342 Nadam se da ćeš stići kući, 890 00:57:04,422 --> 00:57:06,302 bez obzira da li me želiš vidjeti ili ne. 891 00:57:07,944 --> 00:57:09,262 Mislim da je važno da 892 00:57:09,264 --> 00:57:09,902 zapamtite da mi 893 00:57:09,904 --> 00:57:11,144 nekada bili prijatelji. 894 00:57:12,504 --> 00:57:14,064 Možemo li ponovo biti prijatelji? 895 00:57:23,585 --> 00:57:24,585 Je li sve u redu? 896 00:57:25,986 --> 00:57:26,986 Usjevi umiru. 897 00:57:28,386 --> 00:57:29,386 Šta možemo učiniti? 898 00:57:29,906 --> 00:57:31,106 Pokušao/la sam sve. 899 00:57:31,785 --> 00:57:32,944 Najgore od svega je što bi moj otac 900 00:57:32,946 --> 00:57:33,703 tačno znao šta treba 901 00:57:33,705 --> 00:57:34,905 uraditi kad bi samo bio ovdje. 902 00:57:37,786 --> 00:57:39,386 Zajedno ćemo mu srediti leđa. 903 00:57:39,946 --> 00:57:40,946 Obećavam. 904 00:57:41,746 --> 00:57:42,944 Jednostavno ne mogu a da ne osjećam kao 905 00:57:42,946 --> 00:57:43,946 Iznevjeravam ga. 906 00:57:48,028 --> 00:57:48,347 Šta je to? 907 00:57:48,947 --> 00:57:49,947 To nije ništa. 908 00:57:52,948 --> 00:57:53,948 Pokaži mi! 909 00:58:01,908 --> 00:58:03,507 Obećao si mi da mi 910 00:58:03,509 --> 00:58:04,149 bili su završeni s ovim. 911 00:58:04,469 --> 00:58:05,670 Nije to tako jednostavno. 912 00:58:05,869 --> 00:58:06,869 Šta se onda dešava? 913 00:58:08,389 --> 00:58:09,510 Zabrinut sam, Flynn. 914 00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:11,788 Sigurno to možeš razumjeti. 915 00:58:11,790 --> 00:58:12,788 Mrtav ili živ, šta 916 00:58:12,790 --> 00:58:13,830 Da li to pravi razliku? 917 00:58:14,590 --> 00:58:15,830 Nekada si se osjećao krivim. 918 00:58:16,991 --> 00:58:18,029 I podsjetio/la si me da je to bilo 919 00:58:18,031 --> 00:58:19,031 tvoju težinu koju treba podnijeti. 920 00:58:21,671 --> 00:58:22,671 Molim te. 921 00:58:23,270 --> 00:58:24,510 Samo mi daj pismo, Flynn. 922 00:58:24,950 --> 00:58:26,472 To će biti posljednje što obećavam. 923 00:58:27,072 --> 00:58:28,392 Kako da ti vjerujem? 924 00:58:29,271 --> 00:58:30,270 Jer nisam lažov. 925 00:58:30,272 --> 00:58:30,829 Dovoljno jednog da 926 00:58:30,831 --> 00:58:31,831 ipak, sakrij to od mene. 927 00:58:32,952 --> 00:58:34,189 Nisam htio, ali ti si bio/bila 928 00:58:34,191 --> 00:58:34,950 vrlo teško 929 00:58:34,952 --> 00:58:35,673 nedavno razgovarao/razgovarala. 930 00:58:35,953 --> 00:58:37,231 Zašto ne možeš shvatiti 931 00:58:37,233 --> 00:58:37,871 pritisak pod kojim se nalazim? 932 00:58:37,873 --> 00:58:39,033 Oboje smo pod pritiskom. 933 00:58:39,832 --> 00:58:41,152 Molim vas, nemojte porediti naše napore. 934 00:58:43,912 --> 00:58:44,952 Daj mi pismo, Flynn. 935 00:58:45,232 --> 00:58:47,393 Jednog dana, morat ćeš pustiti. 936 01:00:44,325 --> 01:00:46,005 Volio bih da mogu vratiti vrijeme. 937 01:00:52,606 --> 01:00:53,606 Predivno je. 938 01:00:56,127 --> 01:00:57,127 To nije ništa. 939 01:01:03,006 --> 01:01:04,446 Zašto ne mogu razgovarati s njom? 940 01:01:05,166 --> 01:01:06,286 Oh, nedostaje mi. 941 01:01:07,848 --> 01:01:08,848 Volim je. 942 01:01:11,848 --> 01:01:12,848 Trebam je. 943 01:01:14,128 --> 01:01:15,848 Jesam li napravio/la strašnu grešku? 944 01:01:19,169 --> 01:01:20,609 Ona nikada neće razumjeti. 945 01:01:21,368 --> 01:01:23,369 Postao je tako težak za čitanje. 946 01:01:25,569 --> 01:01:26,889 Jesam li ja...? 947 01:01:28,050 --> 01:01:29,529 sin mog oca? 948 01:01:32,250 --> 01:01:33,290 Iznevjerio sam ga. 949 01:01:36,691 --> 01:01:37,691 Dobrovoljno sam se prijavio/la za borbu. 950 01:01:49,412 --> 01:01:50,932 Jesam li ga dobro čuo/čula? 951 01:01:51,851 --> 01:01:52,410 Je li me čula? 952 01:01:52,412 --> 01:01:54,092 Ne mogu vjerovati da bi ovo uradio. 953 01:01:54,131 --> 01:01:54,971 Jesam li napravio grešku? 954 01:01:55,012 --> 01:01:56,091 Ovo mora da je greška. 955 01:01:56,093 --> 01:01:57,250 Sada nema povratka. 956 01:01:57,252 --> 01:01:58,292 Iznevjerio sam ga. 957 01:01:59,652 --> 01:02:00,652 Reci mi zašto. 958 01:02:03,012 --> 01:02:03,931 Privlačnost moje prošlosti je 959 01:02:03,933 --> 01:02:04,933 bilo preteško ignorisati. 960 01:02:06,294 --> 01:02:07,813 Nisam nimalo sličan njemu. 961 01:02:08,574 --> 01:02:09,574 Nikad ga nisi upoznao/la. 962 01:02:12,733 --> 01:02:13,612 Što više smo zajedno, to više 963 01:02:13,614 --> 01:02:14,614 osjećam se kao da jesam. 964 01:02:15,294 --> 01:02:16,495 Bio je dobar čovjek, Rachel. 965 01:02:17,534 --> 01:02:18,654 Pa zašto se onda toliko stidiš? 966 01:02:25,976 --> 01:02:27,656 Volio bih da je ranije razgovarao sa mnom. 967 01:02:28,296 --> 01:02:29,936 Volio bih da nikad nisam ništa rekao. 968 01:02:30,456 --> 01:02:32,216 Volio bih da sam mu mogao pomoći. 969 01:02:55,018 --> 01:02:56,499 Izgledaš veoma zgodno. 970 01:02:58,019 --> 01:02:59,019 Misliš li tako? 971 01:03:01,179 --> 01:03:02,179 Neki bi mogli reći 972 01:03:02,619 --> 01:03:03,779 Izgledaš kao muškarac. 973 01:03:07,339 --> 01:03:08,419 I je li to ono što biste rekli? 974 01:03:10,740 --> 01:03:11,740 Rekao bih, 975 01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:15,939 da je vrijeme da pustim tog dječaka 976 01:03:15,941 --> 01:03:17,540 Zaljubio/la sam se u/u. 977 01:03:20,300 --> 01:03:21,540 Hoćeš li biti ovdje kada se vratim? 978 01:03:24,061 --> 01:03:25,341 Znaš da ovo nikada nije bio moj dom. 979 01:03:27,782 --> 01:03:28,782 Ali to je naše. 980 01:03:32,061 --> 01:03:34,579 Kad dođe vrijeme, napraviću 981 01:03:34,581 --> 01:03:35,782 Sigurno znaš gdje me možeš naći. 982 01:03:35,823 --> 01:03:36,063 Hoćeš li obećati? 983 01:03:36,382 --> 01:03:37,382 Hoćeš li obećati? 984 01:03:41,143 --> 01:03:42,143 Ne moram ovo raditi. 985 01:03:44,983 --> 01:03:46,303 Bojim se da je već prekasno. 986 01:03:53,224 --> 01:03:54,344 Dobar si čovjek, Flynn. 987 01:03:56,825 --> 01:03:57,825 Uvijek si bio/bila. 988 01:04:34,467 --> 01:04:35,467 Jesi li dobro? 989 01:04:37,149 --> 01:04:38,149 Vidimo se opet. 990 01:04:39,309 --> 01:04:40,349 Zaista se nadam da je to istina. 991 01:04:46,670 --> 01:04:47,670 Bit ću dobro. 992 01:05:36,754 --> 01:05:37,993 Davno sam rekao/rekla 993 01:05:37,995 --> 01:05:39,675 nešto u smislu, 994 01:05:40,035 --> 01:05:41,873 "Nema većeg zla od 995 01:05:41,875 --> 01:05:43,275 đavo u nečijem tijelu." 996 01:05:44,595 --> 01:05:46,475 I sada vjerujem da je to istina. 997 01:05:47,956 --> 01:05:49,434 Svi smo imali ulogu u 998 01:05:49,436 --> 01:05:50,596 ovaj rat muškaraca, 999 01:05:51,356 --> 01:05:52,556 srca i umove. 1000 01:05:53,596 --> 01:05:54,393 A sada kada ti 1001 01:05:54,395 --> 01:05:55,755 na putu si kući, 1002 01:05:56,237 --> 01:05:58,755 Proveo sam mnogo sati raspravljajući o tome kako 1003 01:05:58,757 --> 01:06:00,156 da odgovorim na sve to. 1004 01:06:02,957 --> 01:06:03,795 Kada je objavljeno 1005 01:06:03,797 --> 01:06:04,915 da je rat bio završen, 1006 01:06:04,917 --> 01:06:06,076 Osjećao/la sam se obaveznim/om da 1007 01:06:06,078 --> 01:06:07,598 razmislite šta je sljedeće. 1008 01:06:08,437 --> 01:06:09,916 Ne samo za mene i 1009 01:06:09,918 --> 01:06:12,478 naše dijete, već i za nas. 1010 01:06:15,638 --> 01:06:18,996 Život nikada nije bio jednostavniji i 1011 01:06:18,998 --> 01:06:20,278 a opet tako komplikovano. 1012 01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:29,797 Iako ovo može 1013 01:06:29,799 --> 01:06:31,079 doći kao iznenađenje, 1014 01:06:31,359 --> 01:06:32,758 Želio sam da znaš da sam 1015 01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:34,959 odlučio je napustiti Baltonsborough. 1016 01:06:37,561 --> 01:06:38,918 Ovo nipošto nije refleksija 1017 01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:40,560 o životu koji smo proveli zajedno, 1018 01:06:41,241 --> 01:06:42,921 već o potrebi za novim početkom. 1019 01:07:00,003 --> 01:07:01,480 Prije nego što si otišao/la, postalo je očigledno 1020 01:07:01,523 --> 01:07:02,320 da si počeo/počela 1021 01:07:02,322 --> 01:07:03,842 preispitajte naše razlike. 1022 01:07:04,883 --> 01:07:05,642 Dakle, ovo pismo 1023 01:07:05,644 --> 01:07:06,964 dolazi s izborom, 1024 01:07:07,524 --> 01:07:09,041 koje možete slobodno napraviti bez 1025 01:07:09,043 --> 01:07:10,403 osuda ili prezir. 1026 01:07:12,724 --> 01:07:13,562 Bez obzira kako ti 1027 01:07:13,564 --> 01:07:14,364 odlučite da odgovorite, 1028 01:07:14,604 --> 01:07:16,163 znaj da će naše dijete 1029 01:07:16,165 --> 01:07:16,885 samo tebe ikad poznajem 1030 01:07:16,925 --> 01:07:18,404 kao čovjek kakav si bio, 1031 01:07:19,205 --> 01:07:20,605 junak koji si postao, 1032 01:07:21,925 --> 01:07:23,322 i dječak koji 1033 01:07:23,324 --> 01:07:24,724 ukrao mi je slomljeno srce. 1034 01:07:26,366 --> 01:07:28,446 Zauvijek tvoja, Rachel. 1035 01:07:31,886 --> 01:07:32,966 Karte, molim.